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A very wise man once said,
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"life is a series of losses,
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"but losses breed lessons,
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and lessons create blessings,"
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except I don't think he'd
ever felt a loss like this...
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Or maybe he had, and he
was just stronger than me
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'cause that's what
I'm trying to find...
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My strength, for me,
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for them, for everyone.
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Expectations.
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It's a dangerous word
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because expectations of grief,
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expectations of strength
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can often force
us to push down
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how we're truly feeling.
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Thank god for
our real friends,
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the ones who see
us through the veil
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and hold us accountable;
No expectations,
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just there to
constantly remind us
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that this isn't our fault,
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even if our pain is
telling us otherwise.
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But in those
extra-quiet moments,
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when the pain from the loss
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becomes too unbearable,
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and every ounce of your
shattered heart is screaming,
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"what are we going to do?"
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We finally find strength
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in the place you least expect.
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Female singer: ♪ I don't
want to be in a world ♪
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♪ without you ♪
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So, I know
you said you needed some time.
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Um, I'm here whenever
you're ready,
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uh, because, you
know, you and me,
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we got all the
time in the world.
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Hey, man.
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How'd you know I was here?
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- This room's always been
your quiet place. - Mm-hmm.
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You ok?
Yeah. Yeah, I'm straight.
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Was that coach baker's voice
I heard on the voicemail?
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Look, man, it's ok
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if you're not ok, Spence.
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Coach baker meant a lot to all
of us, but what you guys had
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was special...
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And I know you. You're
probably sitting here right now
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thinking about all the ways you can
help everyone else through this,
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which is why I'm here to ask you,
how can I help you through this?
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I appreciate you, d.
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Moms is probably wondering where you
are. I'll let her know you're with me.
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How do you think
he got here? - Ah.
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There's
no way we're letting you
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- grieve alone, man.
- I'm good.
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I'm good, for real.
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Now, Jordan,
Olivia, Mrs. Baker,
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them's the ones we
need to be loving on.
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Agreed,
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and we'll be there for them.
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But right now,
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your mama need a big
old hug from her boys.
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Yeah. Ah.
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Thank you for, um...
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I know making beds
isn't your thing.
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Yeah, but... being
by your side is,
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so... I'm happy to do this.
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Thanks.
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It's ok if you
need to get that.
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No.
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Everything else can wait.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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You were right about the whole
"bed not being my thing" thing,
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so... i'MMA let
Spence take over.
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Yeah.
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- Subtle.
- Shut up.
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How you holding up?
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Same.
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You?
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Same, but this ain't
about me right now.
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Of course it is.
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My dad was...
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Such a bright light.
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You were a huge part
of that light, Spencer.
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We all were...
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Even Jabari.
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Yeah, I seen him this morning.
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He's worried about you all.
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How's he doing?
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He's pretty broken up,
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but I want the truth about
how you really doing, Liv.
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I don't know how
to help my mom.
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She's so lost without dad,
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and I can't find the
words to help her.
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I have to write a
eulogy for a funeral...
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That none
of us are ready for.
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I have no clue what
to say about him.
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Look, just...
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Start with something
simple, you know?
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"My dad was..."
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I don't
know if I'm ready
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to say my dad's name
in the past tense.
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Ok.
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"My dad is."
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Start there.
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Hey. I'm so sorry.
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I... I tried to get
here as fast as I could,
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and the traffic was insane.
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Um, were you able to find
your dad's blue suit?
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I can't go in there.
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- In where?
- His closet,
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- or any... any room, for
that matter. - Jordan.
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We... we were just playing
catch at the combine,
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and... how is he gone?
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I... I should have
been on the bus.
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- I should have been on the bus. I could
have saved him. - No. Hey, hey.
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I could have stopped him. You... Layla:
No, no, no. Listen to me. Listen to me.
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Ok, look, what you're...
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What you're feeling
is totally normal, ok?
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Your heart's just
not ready to accept
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what the universe decided.
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But...
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You still have
your dad's memory
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and his legacy,
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his favourite blue suit.
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Well, you will
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once you and I go
to his closet and...
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And get it together,
if that's ok.
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Yeah.
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Ok.
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Laura?
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Laura?
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Just
checking on you, mama.
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We got some food
coming shortly, ok?
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What about you, Mr. Baker?
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How you holding up?
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I've been steady,
for the most part.
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It's Laura I'm worried about,
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and you, too, grace.
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Losing a child,
losing a spouse,
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losing a best friend...
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None of it is easy.
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I can't lie.
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This is a different
type of hurt.
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But I know it is
for all of us.
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You know, the best way
to help that is to plan
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the perfect
home-going for Billy.
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Amen, speaking of which,
do we have a date?
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That's not the
right suit, Jordan.
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Uh... but you said to
get dad's blue suit.
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This was the only blue
suit in the closet.
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Yes! That's Navy blue! And
the one I need is light blue!
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It's the one he wore the
day we renewed our vows!
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Well, w-we can look
again, mom. It's ok.
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Yeah, I'm down to
help, too.
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I... I was with
Jordan, and I promise
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looking again won't help.
The suit wasn't there.
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Maybe it's
at the cleaners?
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I'll check the cleaners.
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Ok.
I... I'm sorry, mom.
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I'm sorry. I shouldn't
have snapped.
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It's just this is all,
uh... it's all too much...
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The flowers, gift
baskets, the food.
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It's...
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I just want to Bury
my husband in peace.
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And you will. We'll
make sure it's perfect.
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I don't want perfect. I
just want it to be over!
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Tomorrow, ok?
I picked the date.
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- The funeral's tomorrow.
- Tomorrow? Mom,
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- that won't give dad's out-of-state
friends enough... - Just stop!
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I shared your
father with his football teams
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and the whole damn world
for most of his life,
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and now he's gone and I don't
want to share him anymore.
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So the funeral is tomorrow.
Family and close friends only.
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Ok? That's my decision.
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- My girlfriend's pregnant,
coach. - You got a big heart.
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You're a great coach, and
you'll be an even better father.
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Yo, ash.
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Did you, uh, check
your texts from Spence?
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Uh, no.
Everything cool?
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Yeah, uh, they're moving coach
baker's funeral to tomorrow.
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Wow. Heh.
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A lot sooner than I
thought, but... ok.
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You were on the bus
with coach baker, bro.
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I know that's weighing on you.
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This is just a
mental-health check.
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Appreciate that.
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Um...
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Thankful to be alive.
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Just wish the outcome
could have been different.
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I know.
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Life really is a gift that
can be returned at any time.
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Know that coach baker, he'd...
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Want me to spin this close
call into a positive.
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Anything I can do to help?
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Maybe we both need to
make every day count...
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Especially by the time
my kid's here next year.
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Yeah. Done.
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Anything for baby ash.
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Wait. N-Next year?
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Dude. Dude, yeah?
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Yeah. Jaymee's pregnant.
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What?
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Oh, that's amazing, bro!
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Oh, my gosh, you're gonna
be an amazing father,
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and... and I'll be the
world's greatest uncle.
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I mean, funcle jj is
officially loading, huh?
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Let's go, man.
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Oh, my gosh. Asher,
chuckling: I know.
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Oh, and is it cool if we keep
his poster in the pulpit?
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- - Absolutely. - Ok.
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And we're good to start at
11 A.M.? - We are.
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Thank you, pastor weeks. Pastor
weeks: It's the least I can do.
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Billy was the people's champ.
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My sincerest
condolences, Mrs. Baker.
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So how many guests were
you thinking for tomorrow?
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Oh, uh, no more than 15.
Just family and close friends.
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Is there a problem, pastor?
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None whatsoever.
Uh, it's just, um,
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respectfully, Billy
was beloved by so many.
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I mean, if you're worried about the
space, we could always add more chairs.
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That way, we can give
him a bigger celebration.
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Space has nothing to
do with my decision.
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It's simply what I want,
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respectfully. Now,
if you don't mind,
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- I'd love to see the rest of your
church. - Absolutely.
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Where you going?
To see what else she needs.
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Well, that's dope, you being there for
Ms. Baker, but I got it from here, man,
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so go ahead and do whatever
you need to do for you.
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I am doing what I need to do.
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Like taking the time
to properly grieve.
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- Come on, Coop.
- Bro, you've been
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moving nonstop since
we lost coach baker,
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ok, from organising
the funeral to doing
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the programs to checking on
everyone's mental health.
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When you gonna stop in
and check on yourself?
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Listen, in the last two
years, I lost Shawn,
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my pops, and now coach
baker.
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I guess you could say i'm
built for moments like this.
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Is that Spencer
about the repast?
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Uh, no, but there's
one at the house after.
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Wait. What's a repast?
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It's like a
funeral afterparty.
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Mrs. Baker's cool with that?
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Apparently so, as
long as it's just us.
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Hey... where is
Spencer, anyway?
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Feel like he hasn't
stopped since we got here.
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He hasn't stopped since
everything happened.
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You ok, baby?
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Yeah.
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Spencer Alonzo James,
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don't make me ask you again.
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I'm good. I'm good, you know.
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I just needed a second
before things get started.
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- We should probably go take
our seats. - Yeah.
253
00:15:05,306 --> 00:15:07,728
How are you both doing?
254
00:15:07,828 --> 00:15:09,569
We're ok, mom.
255
00:15:09,669 --> 00:15:12,031
We're just worried about you.
256
00:15:13,392 --> 00:15:16,214
I love you both so very much.
257
00:15:16,314 --> 00:15:18,376
You're the best thing
258
00:15:18,476 --> 00:15:21,218
that your dad and I ever did.
259
00:15:21,318 --> 00:15:23,339
I am so sorry
260
00:15:23,439 --> 00:15:26,101
that you didn't have
more time with him.
261
00:15:34,968 --> 00:15:36,969
It's time.
262
00:15:40,332 --> 00:15:47,237
♪ when Jesus is ♪
263
00:15:47,337 --> 00:15:51,641
♪ my portion ♪
264
00:15:51,741 --> 00:15:59,741
♪ a constant friend ♪
265
00:15:59,867 --> 00:16:04,410
♪ is he ♪
266
00:16:04,510 --> 00:16:08,773
♪ his eye is on... ♪
267
00:16:08,873 --> 00:16:11,816
Billy was
not only a beloved father,
268
00:16:11,916 --> 00:16:15,458
a wonderful husband,
coach, and principal.
269
00:16:15,558 --> 00:16:18,260
I want everybody
to bow their heads.
270
00:16:18,360 --> 00:16:21,143
Principal baker
was a good friend of mine
271
00:16:21,243 --> 00:16:24,305
and he provided an opportunity for
me to take care of my daughter,
272
00:16:24,405 --> 00:16:28,148
but what I'm gonna
miss the most is, uh,
273
00:16:28,248 --> 00:16:29,989
the dance battles.
274
00:16:38,255 --> 00:16:41,198
Here to do
a reading of the eulogy
275
00:16:41,298 --> 00:16:43,759
will be Olivia baker.
276
00:16:43,859 --> 00:16:46,361
After that, we'll open
it up for everybody
277
00:16:46,461 --> 00:16:49,183
to share a word about Billy.
278
00:17:04,235 --> 00:17:07,197
Um...
279
00:17:08,558 --> 00:17:11,340
M-My dad is...
280
00:17:15,083 --> 00:17:17,985
My dad is...
281
00:17:18,085 --> 00:17:20,227
Uh...
282
00:17:20,327 --> 00:17:22,869
A... a lot of things.
283
00:17:22,969 --> 00:17:24,970
Um...
284
00:17:26,731 --> 00:17:29,313
He wore a lot of hats
285
00:17:29,413 --> 00:17:32,316
and, um...
286
00:17:32,416 --> 00:17:34,798
I'm... sorry.
287
00:17:34,898 --> 00:17:38,000
Take
your time, baby,
288
00:17:38,100 --> 00:17:39,201
take your time.
289
00:17:39,301 --> 00:17:42,463
Um...
290
00:17:43,984 --> 00:17:45,646
Hey, hey.
291
00:17:45,746 --> 00:17:49,889
You all right? I
got you, all right?
292
00:17:49,989 --> 00:17:52,631
Um...
293
00:17:56,914 --> 00:18:00,817
So, did you guys know...
Ahem... the colour blue...
294
00:18:00,917 --> 00:18:03,419
Is supposed to bring peace,
295
00:18:03,519 --> 00:18:06,221
tranquility, and good vibes?
296
00:18:06,321 --> 00:18:11,345
I think that's why it's
dad's favorite color.
297
00:18:11,445 --> 00:18:16,749
But, guessing, uh, that you guys
all love my dad as much as we do,
298
00:18:16,849 --> 00:18:20,392
you already knew that.
299
00:18:20,492 --> 00:18:23,874
I'd love to know more.
300
00:18:23,974 --> 00:18:26,916
We... we'd love to,
301
00:18:27,016 --> 00:18:29,038
so, um,
302
00:18:29,138 --> 00:18:32,361
if anyone has anything they'd
like to share about my dad,
303
00:18:32,461 --> 00:18:35,343
please... come on up.
304
00:18:42,308 --> 00:18:45,430
You ain't gonna get up
there and say nothing?
305
00:19:04,324 --> 00:19:07,387
Finally getting something
in your stomach.
306
00:19:07,487 --> 00:19:09,708
That's good.
307
00:19:09,808 --> 00:19:13,111
You sure this repast
won't be too much for you?
308
00:19:13,211 --> 00:19:16,193
So far, so good.
309
00:19:16,293 --> 00:19:20,196
Spencer's been amazing, by the
way. He took care of everything.
310
00:19:20,296 --> 00:19:23,078
Speaking of my first-born,
have you guys seen him?
311
00:19:23,178 --> 00:19:26,401
Oh, he... he went to Lou's
to pick up food for me.
312
00:19:26,501 --> 00:19:30,124
It was Billy's... favorite.
313
00:19:30,224 --> 00:19:34,407
Wow. That's the first time I've
said his name without crying,
314
00:19:34,507 --> 00:19:37,049
which I wonder what
that says about me.
315
00:19:37,149 --> 00:19:39,611
It just means you're a tiny
step closer to healing.
316
00:19:39,711 --> 00:19:42,733
Least that's how it was for
me after jasmyn's mom passed.
317
00:19:42,833 --> 00:19:45,455
Exactly. It's just
your head telling your heart
318
00:19:45,555 --> 00:19:47,817
you got this, and, hey,
319
00:19:47,917 --> 00:19:50,159
we got you.
320
00:19:56,483 --> 00:19:59,105
Nice job
on the eulogy save.
321
00:19:59,205 --> 00:20:01,067
Thanks, g.W.
322
00:20:01,167 --> 00:20:04,069
Blue was indeed your
dad's favorite color.
323
00:20:04,169 --> 00:20:07,792
Fireworks, the colour
blue, and boyz ii men
324
00:20:07,892 --> 00:20:10,954
were probably his 3 greatest
loves...
325
00:20:11,054 --> 00:20:13,676
Until he met
your mom.
326
00:20:13,776 --> 00:20:15,416
- Ok, food's
here. - Great.
327
00:20:15,498 --> 00:20:18,760
- Yay! Come
on, come on. - Ha ha!
328
00:20:22,663 --> 00:20:27,653
Seeing people laughing and
eating at a repast is never easy.
329
00:20:27,678 --> 00:20:32,602
It seems they've all
just... moved on.
330
00:20:33,711 --> 00:20:36,253
You seem to be doing ok.
331
00:20:36,353 --> 00:20:40,096
We all find our peace
in different ways.
332
00:20:40,196 --> 00:20:42,458
How did you find yours?
333
00:20:42,558 --> 00:20:45,460
The moment that I
realised that your dad
334
00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:49,463
and my beloved
Mary were reunited.
335
00:20:50,656 --> 00:20:52,362
Hmm.
336
00:20:54,517 --> 00:20:57,179
I believe she comes
bearing gifts for you.
337
00:20:57,204 --> 00:20:59,385
Yeah. See ya.
338
00:20:59,410 --> 00:21:00,791
See ya.
339
00:21:02,773 --> 00:21:05,275
Hi. Hi.
340
00:21:05,375 --> 00:21:07,957
- What was that about?
- Heh!
341
00:21:08,057 --> 00:21:11,099
G.w.'s secret to,
uh, moving on...
342
00:21:12,455 --> 00:21:16,709
Which, admittedly, I
am... I am nowhere near.
343
00:21:16,734 --> 00:21:19,788
Hey, um, you know, if you
just want to duck out,
344
00:21:19,813 --> 00:21:22,381
and, like, take some
time for yourself,
345
00:21:22,406 --> 00:21:24,884
clear your head,
I'll cover for you.
346
00:21:24,909 --> 00:21:26,811
No, I'm not...
347
00:21:26,911 --> 00:21:28,999
I can't bail on
Liv and my mom.
348
00:21:29,024 --> 00:21:31,985
Hey, I'm gonna make sure
they're fine, ok? Just go.
349
00:21:34,036 --> 00:21:37,419
- Thank you,
Layla. - Yeah.
350
00:21:40,401 --> 00:21:42,863
You know, Darius has
been killing it at work,
351
00:21:42,963 --> 00:21:44,940
so we're definitely gonna
hold you down until you decide
352
00:21:44,964 --> 00:21:48,127
you're ready to come back,
Ms. Baker.
353
00:21:50,649 --> 00:21:53,170
What is Jabari doing here?
354
00:21:55,492 --> 00:21:57,154
I don't know, but
I'll handle it.
355
00:21:57,254 --> 00:21:59,315
Yeah, why don't
we get you some food
356
00:21:59,415 --> 00:22:01,777
or something? Get
something, get something.
357
00:22:05,780 --> 00:22:07,641
Hey, look, um,
358
00:22:07,741 --> 00:22:10,524
bro, you can't be
here. You gotta bounce.
359
00:22:10,624 --> 00:22:13,526
He will. He will. He just
paying his respects. Come on.
360
00:22:13,626 --> 00:22:15,527
Um,
361
00:22:15,627 --> 00:22:18,009
I didn't order damn
mashed potatoes.
362
00:22:18,109 --> 00:22:20,491
I ordered sweet potatoes!
363
00:22:20,591 --> 00:22:22,492
Um, I... I checked
the container.
364
00:22:22,592 --> 00:22:25,335
How hard is it for
Lou's to get the order right?!
365
00:22:25,435 --> 00:22:28,097
- Yo, we have other food, Mrs. Ba...
- I don't want other food!
366
00:22:28,197 --> 00:22:31,499
Ok.
I'll just go back.
367
00:22:31,599 --> 00:22:33,821
- That won't be necessary.
- Are you sure?
368
00:22:33,921 --> 00:22:35,818
'Cause it's right around the
corner. He can just go back.
369
00:22:35,842 --> 00:22:38,060
- I'll just go
back. - He can just go back.
370
00:22:38,084 --> 00:22:39,901
I have to.
It's all good, Mrs. Baker.
371
00:22:39,925 --> 00:22:42,547
No one is going back, ok?!
372
00:22:42,647 --> 00:22:45,890
No one is going back!
373
00:23:08,987 --> 00:23:11,529
Hey, think
fast, old man!
374
00:23:11,629 --> 00:23:12,890
- Ooh. Awoo!
- Ha ha!
375
00:23:12,990 --> 00:23:14,892
- "Old man"? Ha ha!
- Yup.
376
00:23:14,992 --> 00:23:17,534
- Ooh, that's a little wobbly!
- Ha ha!
377
00:23:17,634 --> 00:23:19,851
And you're the one who
taught me how to throw a spiral.
378
00:23:19,875 --> 00:23:22,357
Oh. Never had
your arm, though.
379
00:23:30,363 --> 00:23:32,585
You know...
380
00:23:32,685 --> 00:23:35,507
The only pain that
matches losing a child
381
00:23:35,607 --> 00:23:38,269
is losing... a soulmate.
382
00:23:38,369 --> 00:23:40,911
And, sadly, I'm the
only person in this room
383
00:23:41,011 --> 00:23:43,553
that's experienced both.
384
00:23:43,653 --> 00:23:47,016
I can't even imagine what
you are going through.
385
00:23:48,336 --> 00:23:50,918
Least you got to say
good-bye to Mary.
386
00:23:51,018 --> 00:23:53,560
I'm not trying to
compare the two.
387
00:23:53,660 --> 00:23:57,503
I'm just trying to be there
for my daughter-in-law.
388
00:24:04,148 --> 00:24:07,451
I was doing so good, too, you
know? I...
389
00:24:07,551 --> 00:24:11,134
I... I said Billy's
name without getting choked up,
390
00:24:11,234 --> 00:24:14,016
but then there's Jabari,
just in my house.
391
00:24:14,116 --> 00:24:16,538
This isn't his fault, Laura.
392
00:24:16,638 --> 00:24:18,939
Billy chose
393
00:24:19,039 --> 00:24:21,461
to go back on that bus.
394
00:24:21,561 --> 00:24:23,983
That 17-year-old boy watched
395
00:24:24,083 --> 00:24:26,425
his mentor sacrifice
his life for him.
396
00:24:26,525 --> 00:24:28,827
No child should
have to carry that.
397
00:24:28,927 --> 00:24:32,149
The anger you're feeling has
nothing to do with this kid.
398
00:24:32,249 --> 00:24:35,992
I know, but then, when I saw him,
all I could think about was Billy.
399
00:24:36,092 --> 00:24:39,715
Talk to him. He's just
a kid, and he's hurting.
400
00:24:39,815 --> 00:24:42,637
I know he is.
401
00:24:42,737 --> 00:24:45,239
We all are.
402
00:24:45,339 --> 00:24:47,341
Exactly.
403
00:24:53,385 --> 00:24:55,006
How's my mom doing?
404
00:24:55,106 --> 00:24:58,009
She's
figuring things out.
405
00:24:58,109 --> 00:25:01,331
We just have to
move at her speed.
406
00:25:01,431 --> 00:25:03,433
Yeah.
407
00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:15,542
Hey. Hey.
408
00:25:15,642 --> 00:25:17,903
Uh...
409
00:25:18,003 --> 00:25:20,986
Are you just now getting here?
410
00:25:21,086 --> 00:25:23,147
Uh, yeah, yeah. My bad.
411
00:25:23,247 --> 00:25:26,150
I... I had to drop Asher
at his doc appointment
412
00:25:26,250 --> 00:25:29,592
for his arm and then stop
by the house for a sec.
413
00:25:29,692 --> 00:25:31,554
No worries.
414
00:25:31,654 --> 00:25:34,516
There's plenty of food in
the fridge. Help yourself.
415
00:25:34,616 --> 00:25:36,617
Awesome.
416
00:25:38,259 --> 00:25:40,300
Are you drunk?
417
00:25:42,021 --> 00:25:44,523
I can smell the bourbon.
418
00:25:44,623 --> 00:25:46,725
Ok, yes, I had a few sips,
419
00:25:46,825 --> 00:25:48,967
- but I promise I'm not...
- Are you serious?
420
00:25:49,067 --> 00:25:52,009
Of all the days to do this,
you're gonna do this today?
421
00:25:52,109 --> 00:25:54,171
Hey, what's going
on? - Jj's drunk.
422
00:25:54,271 --> 00:25:56,372
No, I'm not.
It doesn't matter.
423
00:25:56,472 --> 00:25:59,575
I cannot with the lies right
now, so please just go, jj,
424
00:25:59,675 --> 00:26:01,416
now.
425
00:26:01,516 --> 00:26:04,198
You're literally trash.
426
00:26:22,612 --> 00:26:25,474
- Thanks for
calling. - Yeah.
427
00:26:25,574 --> 00:26:29,877
I heard what happened with my mom
and... figured I should reach out.
428
00:26:29,977 --> 00:26:32,199
I shouldn't have come inside.
429
00:26:32,299 --> 00:26:34,200
You were just paying
your respects,
430
00:26:34,300 --> 00:26:36,282
and I know how hard
that must have been.
431
00:26:36,382 --> 00:26:38,364
Speaks to who you
are as a person,
432
00:26:38,464 --> 00:26:41,146
and it explains what
my dad saw in you.
433
00:26:42,627 --> 00:26:45,529
Jabari, I need you to hear me.
434
00:26:45,629 --> 00:26:48,411
What happened to my dad
435
00:26:48,511 --> 00:26:50,533
was not your fault.
436
00:26:50,633 --> 00:26:53,775
Truthfully, he would have done
that for any of his players.
437
00:26:55,877 --> 00:26:58,659
That means a lot, j.
438
00:26:58,759 --> 00:27:00,300
Salute.
439
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:02,401
Yeah.
440
00:27:04,323 --> 00:27:07,906
Man, your dad taught
me everything I know...
441
00:27:08,006 --> 00:27:11,628
From the classroom to
the football field.
442
00:27:11,728 --> 00:27:13,230
Yeah.
443
00:27:13,330 --> 00:27:15,751
Yeah, that field
was his sanctuary.
444
00:27:15,851 --> 00:27:17,713
Big facts.
445
00:27:17,813 --> 00:27:20,395
He had planned to
come back and make
446
00:27:20,495 --> 00:27:22,757
the official announcement
on Billy baker field
447
00:27:22,857 --> 00:27:25,679
that he was staying
at south crenshaw.
448
00:27:25,779 --> 00:27:28,081
Wait. For real?
449
00:27:28,181 --> 00:27:30,723
It was one of the
last things he said
450
00:27:30,823 --> 00:27:34,085
to me and my teammates
on that bus...
451
00:27:34,185 --> 00:27:36,927
And he was gonna
invite everybody, man:
452
00:27:37,027 --> 00:27:39,089
Ex-players, current players,
453
00:27:39,189 --> 00:27:41,611
hell, everyone
in the community.
454
00:27:41,711 --> 00:27:44,253
He wanted us to know
that he wasn't just
455
00:27:44,353 --> 00:27:48,736
committed to the school,
but... to the community, too.
456
00:27:48,836 --> 00:27:51,138
He was doubling down
on south crenshaw,
457
00:27:51,238 --> 00:27:53,880
man, for good.
458
00:27:55,321 --> 00:27:57,322
Hmm.
459
00:28:01,285 --> 00:28:03,187
Hey. Hey.
460
00:28:03,287 --> 00:28:05,749
I want to throw my
dad a celebration.
461
00:28:05,849 --> 00:28:08,311
Ok, yeah. What kind of
celebration and when?
462
00:28:08,411 --> 00:28:10,152
Tonight, Billy baker field.
463
00:28:10,252 --> 00:28:12,314
- Tonight?
- Yes, my dad was planning
464
00:28:12,414 --> 00:28:14,134
on telling the community
that he was staying
465
00:28:14,215 --> 00:28:16,597
at south crenshaw, but he never
had the chance, and I know
466
00:28:16,697 --> 00:28:19,599
that my mom wanted some private
funeral, but I just feel
467
00:28:19,699 --> 00:28:23,082
like the community needs their
chance to celebrate my dad, too,
468
00:28:23,182 --> 00:28:26,484
celebrate the man that he
was, ok? I mean, we all do.
469
00:28:26,584 --> 00:28:30,167
Right. Um, I mean, I guess we can
get the vortex to pitch in and help.
470
00:28:30,267 --> 00:28:32,609
I just... I have one question:
471
00:28:32,709 --> 00:28:34,891
Are you sure your mom's
gonna be down with this?
472
00:28:34,991 --> 00:28:37,853
I'm not, um, which...
473
00:28:37,953 --> 00:28:40,495
Which is why we're
not gonna tell her.
474
00:28:40,595 --> 00:28:43,817
Mmm. Um, and you're sure
you're ok with that?
475
00:28:43,917 --> 00:28:45,779
Yes, I am.
476
00:28:45,879 --> 00:28:48,981
Look, Layla, this is me trying
to respect my mom's wishes,
477
00:28:49,081 --> 00:28:51,883
but honour what my
dad wanted, too.
478
00:28:53,084 --> 00:28:55,286
Ok. Great.
479
00:28:57,567 --> 00:29:02,191
So, you think you're ready to
have this conversation with Jabari?
480
00:29:04,092 --> 00:29:07,995
I don't know if I can do it...
481
00:29:08,095 --> 00:29:11,078
But I feel like I have to try.
482
00:29:11,178 --> 00:29:13,900
- I'm proud of
you. - Thanks.
483
00:29:16,822 --> 00:29:19,164
The house is awfully quiet.
484
00:29:19,264 --> 00:29:21,726
Heh!
485
00:29:21,826 --> 00:29:24,688
Isn't it funny how we say that,
no matter how old our kids are?
486
00:29:26,909 --> 00:29:30,652
Ok, what are you
two not telling me?
487
00:29:30,752 --> 00:29:33,935
The kids are planning a
celebration for Billy,
488
00:29:34,035 --> 00:29:36,657
tonight at the
Billy baker field,
489
00:29:36,757 --> 00:29:39,979
- something for the whole community.
- And no one told me?
490
00:29:40,079 --> 00:29:42,581
They didn't know if you'd
be ready for it, and
491
00:29:42,681 --> 00:29:44,983
they still wanted to honour
their father's wishes.
492
00:29:45,083 --> 00:29:47,745
And if you
are ready, obviously,
493
00:29:47,845 --> 00:29:50,847
they would love for you
to be there.
494
00:29:52,128 --> 00:29:55,971
Well, they're right.
I'm not ready.
495
00:30:00,975 --> 00:30:02,836
Mmm.
496
00:30:02,936 --> 00:30:05,839
Got your text. What's going
on? We couldn't talk at home?
497
00:30:05,939 --> 00:30:09,161
Jordan's cooking up a dope idea
outside on the football field,
498
00:30:09,261 --> 00:30:14,305
but I figured I'd steal a couple
minutes with you before chaos descends.
499
00:30:15,746 --> 00:30:17,607
What's up?
500
00:30:17,707 --> 00:30:19,809
Thank you.
501
00:30:19,909 --> 00:30:21,810
For what?
502
00:30:21,910 --> 00:30:23,812
For showing up for me.
503
00:30:23,912 --> 00:30:25,813
Spence, you're my brother.
504
00:30:25,913 --> 00:30:29,196
I'm always gonna be here.
505
00:30:31,878 --> 00:30:35,100
That voicemail
that Billy left...
506
00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:38,383
The one I keep listening to?
507
00:30:38,483 --> 00:30:40,985
I didn't miss the
call that day.
508
00:30:41,085 --> 00:30:43,427
I declined it
509
00:30:43,527 --> 00:30:45,908
'cause I was still
angry at him for taking
510
00:30:46,008 --> 00:30:48,751
the head-coach gig at gau.
511
00:30:48,851 --> 00:30:50,912
I'd give anything
512
00:30:51,012 --> 00:30:53,554
to get that moment back,
513
00:30:53,654 --> 00:30:55,916
but, uh, time doesn't
run backwards, so now
514
00:30:56,016 --> 00:30:58,558
I stay running for
everybody that needs coach
515
00:30:58,658 --> 00:31:01,080
right now and can't have him.
516
00:31:01,180 --> 00:31:03,081
I gotta be there for them.
517
00:31:03,181 --> 00:31:06,204
And you stay running
because if you stop,
518
00:31:06,304 --> 00:31:09,826
your mind's gonna take you right
back to declining that call.
519
00:31:11,027 --> 00:31:14,930
When'd you get so smart, man?
520
00:31:15,030 --> 00:31:18,933
See the
James brothers got the invite, too?
521
00:31:19,033 --> 00:31:22,936
Uh, all I know is that apparently
Jordan is planning something dope,
522
00:31:23,036 --> 00:31:27,439
and now seems like a good idea to
see if he needs help with that.
523
00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:32,183
I just, um, I wanted
to say thank you.
524
00:31:32,283 --> 00:31:35,025
I mean, you are
the glue that kept
525
00:31:35,125 --> 00:31:37,827
my family together
this week, and...
526
00:31:37,927 --> 00:31:40,870
I mean, especially with my
mom and the funeral stuff,
527
00:31:40,970 --> 00:31:43,191
it just means a lot.
528
00:31:43,291 --> 00:31:45,793
I'm just trying to do my part,
529
00:31:45,893 --> 00:31:49,196
helping y'all find y'all
footing in this new normal.
530
00:31:49,296 --> 00:31:52,598
I don't know that it
will ever feel normal.
531
00:31:52,698 --> 00:31:56,962
- No.
- I think that's why I couldn't finish my eulogy,
532
00:31:57,062 --> 00:31:59,123
'cause my dad is...
533
00:31:59,223 --> 00:32:02,125
A lot of things, but...
534
00:32:02,225 --> 00:32:07,449
Most importantly, he
was my everything.
535
00:32:07,549 --> 00:32:10,532
How am I supposed to put
that into words?
536
00:32:10,632 --> 00:32:14,815
Hmm... kinda sounds
like you just did.
537
00:32:16,396 --> 00:32:17,817
Yeah.
538
00:32:17,917 --> 00:32:20,499
Yo! Hey.
539
00:32:20,599 --> 00:32:23,621
Brought a few friends with me.
540
00:32:23,721 --> 00:32:25,823
Frausto.
541
00:32:25,923 --> 00:32:28,825
What's good, my boy?
Thank you for coming, man.
542
00:32:28,925 --> 00:32:31,267
Come on, Spence. You know
we had to pull up for coach.
543
00:32:31,367 --> 00:32:33,469
Oh, yeah.
Goat of all coaches.
544
00:32:33,569 --> 00:32:37,472
Facts. Definitely a dope
way to celebrate his greatness.
545
00:32:37,572 --> 00:32:39,713
Wait. What happened to Layla?
546
00:32:39,813 --> 00:32:42,756
She is... picking up a
last-minute necessity.
547
00:32:42,856 --> 00:32:45,656
Hmm. Ok. So, uh, real quick,
uh, we still have a few more people
548
00:32:45,738 --> 00:32:48,000
arriving and some setting-up
to do on the football field,
549
00:32:48,100 --> 00:32:50,642
but I just wanted
to say thank you all
550
00:32:50,742 --> 00:32:52,843
for making this possible. Heh!
551
00:32:52,943 --> 00:32:55,005
This school is, um,
552
00:32:55,105 --> 00:32:57,647
it's where my dad broke
records as a player
553
00:32:57,747 --> 00:33:00,289
and... and won
games as a coach...
554
00:33:00,389 --> 00:33:03,371
Including a
championship game last year
555
00:33:03,471 --> 00:33:05,973
- that I can finally admit...
- Oh, so now
556
00:33:06,073 --> 00:33:08,575
you want to give us our
flowers? Ok.
557
00:33:08,675 --> 00:33:11,897
But... but in all
seriousness, ok, um,
558
00:33:11,997 --> 00:33:14,539
we always hear about how much,
559
00:33:14,639 --> 00:33:17,542
you know, my dad meant
to you guys, um...
560
00:33:17,792 --> 00:33:20,134
But you guys have no idea
561
00:33:20,159 --> 00:33:22,741
how much you meant
to my dad, um,
562
00:33:23,132 --> 00:33:25,872
so let's get to
the field and get
563
00:33:25,897 --> 00:33:27,949
this small celebration
underway, huh?
564
00:33:28,049 --> 00:33:29,871
Small?
565
00:33:31,130 --> 00:33:34,204
Wait till you see the
crowd forming outside.
566
00:34:24,300 --> 00:34:26,285
Willie, what
are you doing here?
567
00:34:26,310 --> 00:34:29,212
I was in the neighborhood
and figured why the hell not?
568
00:34:29,697 --> 00:34:32,239
I love what you've
done with the place.
569
00:34:32,264 --> 00:34:35,366
The pictures Billy used to
send me don't do it justice.
570
00:34:36,137 --> 00:34:38,768
- He sent you pictures?
- All the time.
571
00:34:38,793 --> 00:34:41,575
We used to talk on the
phone every Wednesday.
572
00:34:42,575 --> 00:34:44,408
When did this happen?
573
00:34:44,433 --> 00:34:46,055
Months ago.
574
00:34:46,529 --> 00:34:50,071
The best thing that ever
happened for my son and I.
575
00:34:50,096 --> 00:34:55,131
We'd end each call
with..."I love you."
576
00:34:58,823 --> 00:35:01,843
I guess that's...
577
00:35:03,176 --> 00:35:06,498
Why you're dealing
with his death so well.
578
00:35:07,139 --> 00:35:11,697
Yeah. You know, Mary and I thought
we'd be in this house forever,
579
00:35:11,722 --> 00:35:13,944
chasing the sun together.
580
00:35:13,969 --> 00:35:16,671
Once I lost her, I
lost hope in love
581
00:35:16,823 --> 00:35:19,445
until you and Billy moved in.
582
00:35:19,707 --> 00:35:22,209
You brought love
back into this home;
583
00:35:22,234 --> 00:35:25,860
not just the two of you,
but Jordan and Olivia, too.
584
00:35:27,930 --> 00:35:31,126
I am guessing that you
knew about tonight, too?
585
00:35:31,151 --> 00:35:33,724
I was the first one
Jordan reached out to.
586
00:35:34,294 --> 00:35:36,716
You should be my plus-one.
587
00:35:36,741 --> 00:35:38,567
Oh, I...
588
00:35:39,140 --> 00:35:42,723
- I don't think I'm ready for
that. - Of course you are.
589
00:35:42,748 --> 00:35:46,178
You are the main reason
Billy is so embraced.
590
00:35:46,203 --> 00:35:50,041
When you moved back here, you
gave him back to his community.
591
00:35:50,066 --> 00:35:53,873
All they want to do
is give back to you
592
00:35:53,898 --> 00:35:55,980
and say thank you.
593
00:36:02,725 --> 00:36:04,722
Thank you
again for doing this.
594
00:36:04,747 --> 00:36:07,289
Coach baker really
was your biggest fan.
595
00:36:07,314 --> 00:36:11,237
I'm just glad to be here for you
all. It's a very special celebration.
596
00:36:13,899 --> 00:36:17,081
Good evening, everybody. Uh,
my name is Shawn stockman.
597
00:36:19,142 --> 00:36:21,243
Coach, this is for you.
598
00:36:30,789 --> 00:36:33,158
♪ There's a reason ♪
599
00:36:33,644 --> 00:36:35,645
♪ for everything ♪
600
00:36:36,303 --> 00:36:40,487
♪ and a purpose for everyone ♪
601
00:36:41,012 --> 00:36:43,727
♪ like the seasons ♪
602
00:36:43,752 --> 00:36:46,186
♪ were made to change ♪
603
00:36:46,211 --> 00:36:50,978
♪ that's why we
appreciate each one ♪
604
00:36:51,618 --> 00:36:56,119
♪ there's roads we
all must travel ♪
605
00:36:56,603 --> 00:37:00,520
♪ though the destination
is the same ♪
606
00:37:00,545 --> 00:37:03,218
♪ but the footprints ♪
607
00:37:03,243 --> 00:37:07,282
♪ we leave behind's
what make ♪
608
00:37:07,307 --> 00:37:11,256
♪ the journey worth
all the pain ♪
609
00:37:11,281 --> 00:37:16,840
♪ now listen, don't you cry ♪
610
00:37:17,634 --> 00:37:21,475
♪ wipe the tears
away from your eyes ♪
611
00:37:21,500 --> 00:37:24,401
♪ I'm all right ♪
612
00:37:24,426 --> 00:37:27,718
♪ it's ok ♪
613
00:37:27,743 --> 00:37:29,965
♪ my work is all done... ♪
614
00:37:29,990 --> 00:37:31,992
Jabari.
615
00:37:33,273 --> 00:37:35,534
- I'll be on
the field. - Ok.
616
00:37:37,019 --> 00:37:39,707
Ms. Baker, look, I...
I am so sorry. I ne...
617
00:37:40,576 --> 00:37:42,618
Me first.
618
00:37:45,342 --> 00:37:47,975
Billy gave up
his life for you,
619
00:37:48,955 --> 00:37:51,296
and now I need you to take
620
00:37:51,321 --> 00:37:53,223
everything he taught you
621
00:37:53,348 --> 00:37:56,771
and make the most of the
life that you still have.
622
00:37:56,880 --> 00:37:59,181
Can you promise me that?
623
00:37:59,206 --> 00:38:01,668
Yes, ma'am. You...
You got my word.
624
00:38:01,693 --> 00:38:03,628
I need more than your word.
625
00:38:03,721 --> 00:38:06,920
I need your commitment,
626
00:38:06,945 --> 00:38:08,994
your dedication,
627
00:38:09,019 --> 00:38:12,802
and proof that you're making
628
00:38:12,827 --> 00:38:15,089
an impact...
629
00:38:15,180 --> 00:38:17,447
Because that's how
Billy would do it.
630
00:38:19,211 --> 00:38:21,753
Don't let us down.
631
00:38:22,587 --> 00:38:24,122
I won't.
632
00:38:40,257 --> 00:38:41,624
Oh.
633
00:38:42,514 --> 00:38:45,456
What's... what's...
What's this? Willie: Fireworks.
634
00:38:45,481 --> 00:38:48,023
It ain't a celebration
for Billy without these.
635
00:38:48,048 --> 00:38:51,271
Wow, g.W., this...
This is r...
636
00:38:52,471 --> 00:38:55,242
Um, ahem. Mom. Mom, look, I...
I can explain. Everything...
637
00:38:55,267 --> 00:38:57,268
It's ok.
638
00:39:00,076 --> 00:39:02,078
Ok.
639
00:39:09,940 --> 00:39:12,242
A wise man...
640
00:39:12,267 --> 00:39:14,929
Once said that life...
641
00:39:15,029 --> 00:39:17,931
Is a series of losses,
642
00:39:18,181 --> 00:39:21,083
but losses breed
lessons and...
643
00:39:21,108 --> 00:39:24,010
Lessons create blessings.
644
00:39:24,773 --> 00:39:27,399
That wise man was my husband.
645
00:39:30,959 --> 00:39:32,861
I honestly didn't believe him
646
00:39:32,886 --> 00:39:34,787
till just now because for
647
00:39:34,812 --> 00:39:37,260
the past few days, I've been
648
00:39:37,285 --> 00:39:41,310
pushing back on the
idea of community
649
00:39:41,335 --> 00:39:45,273
and sharing my grief
for Billy with you.
650
00:39:45,960 --> 00:39:49,640
But truthfully, I wouldn't
be here without you,
651
00:39:49,665 --> 00:39:53,733
and I realise that I can't
move forward without you.
652
00:39:55,039 --> 00:39:56,955
Billy is...
653
00:39:56,980 --> 00:39:58,981
My loss...
654
00:39:59,977 --> 00:40:02,319
The greatest loss,
655
00:40:02,703 --> 00:40:05,321
my pain, my lesson.
656
00:40:06,792 --> 00:40:08,809
But you...
657
00:40:09,859 --> 00:40:14,236
I'm so grateful that all of you
have turned into my blessing.
658
00:40:15,540 --> 00:40:17,190
Thank you.
659
00:40:37,150 --> 00:40:39,012
♪ I am unfolding ♪
660
00:40:39,037 --> 00:40:42,680
♪ I am not holding on ♪
661
00:40:43,969 --> 00:40:46,096
♪ shattered in pieces ♪
662
00:40:46,121 --> 00:40:49,700
♪ I am the broken one ♪
663
00:40:50,295 --> 00:40:53,815
♪ if you only knew the chaos ♪
664
00:40:53,840 --> 00:40:56,793
♪ inside my head ♪
665
00:40:56,818 --> 00:40:58,680
♪ wish that I could run ♪
666
00:40:58,705 --> 00:41:00,846
Spencer James?
♪ but I'm just not ♪
667
00:41:00,871 --> 00:41:04,470
♪ ready yet ♪ My bad.
Didn't mean to, uh, startle you.
668
00:41:04,495 --> 00:41:06,767
♪ just let me hurt
♪ Billy baker,
669
00:41:06,792 --> 00:41:09,159
varsity coach, Beverly high.
♪ a little longer ♪
670
00:41:09,184 --> 00:41:11,290
Beverly Hills,
huh? - Yes, sir.
671
00:41:11,315 --> 00:41:16,199
♪ I'm in a
war with no armour ♪
672
00:41:18,201 --> 00:41:20,743
♪ need to cry an ocean ♪
673
00:41:20,768 --> 00:41:24,171
♪ before I'm stronger ♪
674
00:41:25,634 --> 00:41:27,535
♪ just let me hurt ♪
675
00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:30,602
♪ a little longer ♪
676
00:41:32,357 --> 00:41:37,000
♪ just let me hurt
a little longer ♪
677
00:41:39,051 --> 00:41:43,354
♪ just let me hurt
a little longer ♪
678
00:41:43,454 --> 00:41:45,956
♪ longer ♪
679
00:41:45,981 --> 00:41:50,775
♪ I'm in a war
with no armour ♪
680
00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:53,162
♪ armor ♪
681
00:41:53,187 --> 00:41:58,311
♪ just let me hurt
a little longer ♪
682
00:42:20,207 --> 00:42:22,208
Greg, move your head.
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