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[Have a Crush On You]

[Episode 20]

Madam Liu, are you okay?

I'm fine.

Thanks.

- Do you feel better? - I do.

I've really grown old.

When I was young, most men couldn't beat me at drinking.

Use this.

Thanks.

Zhi Qian

still hates me, right?

Madam Liu, don't take it too hard.

It was my fault after all.

I used to live around here.

Really? Show me the place.

It was demolished long ago.

How terrifying it would be if a Tibetan Mastiff

suddenly jumped out on the street.

Why?

Come to think of it, you want to play the good guy now that you're a doctor?

Show me your mean face.

Don't listen to Second Brother's nonsense.

I can't imagine what you were like at that time.

There's a nice soup dumpling restaurant up ahead.

You hadn't had enough food just now?

I didn't eat anything.

You deserve it.

You're so narrow-minded.

Do you want to go or not?

Go, then.

I want to see how a Tibetan Mastiff eats soup dumplings.

So many years have passed.

Why don't you forgive your dad and Madam Liu?

Madam Liu told me today that you...

I don't want to know what she said.

I don't care about their problems at all.

Do you know about this?

When my dad and mum divorced,

I thought my dad

would fight with my mum for my custody.

Turns out he didn't want me at all.

He hates me, just like how he hates old furniture.

At that time, I understood that

the opposite of love isn't hate,

but indifference.

I see.

That's why you tried every means to fight for Ning Xiang's custody.

You wanted to tell him that you care about him.

You wanted him to know that he can come back to you anytime.

Right?

So it seems that you're a good father.

You're overthinking it.

I was just thinking that I put a lot of effort into bringing the child up.

Why should I give him away for no reason?

Did she put any money in?

Do you feel uncomfortable when being praised by others?

You're not the others.

How awkward, you eat it.

Eat quickly. I'll go get another basket.

- Give me another basket of dumplings. - Okay.

Thanks.

[Bei Ya Hospital]

I read your surgery plan.

Not bad, it's very comprehensive.

Take a break.

I'm planning to complete this surgery within three hours.

Three hours?

This is your first surgery, three hours is too difficult for you.

I can do it.

I have to remind you.

We seek safety in performing every surgery, not speed.

I have practised the key steps dozens of times.

I can do it steadily and fast.

What's wrong with that?

Who will be my assistant in this operation?

Who do you want?

Wu Xiao Fan.

[Bei Ya Hospital]

See you tomorrow.

Let me help you.

Why did you get out of the car?

Ning Xiang is gone.

I have nothing to do at home. Let me come with you.

[Nurse Station]

Where are you going at this hour?

We have to leave the hospital

and go to the hospital in our town to receive conservative treatment.

Did Dr. Cheng agree to this?

Here's the thing.

Li Ai Ying's current situation is very complicated.

You never get the consent of the doctor in charge.

How can you leave the hospital on your own?

We left the money for our hospital bill under the pillow.

We weren't thinking of taking advantage of the hospital.

It's not about the money.

How about this?

Follow me to the meeting room.

I want to talk with you.

You are...

I'm the Deputy Director of the Department of Neurosurgery.

My name is Ning Zhi Qian.

He's a specialist in brain tumour treatment.

Hello.

Give me your bag.

Come back with me.

Come with me.

How's the patient?

I just examined her.

Her condition is under control.

She's asleep now.

The patient gave birth at the age of 23.

Did she have gestational hypertension at that time?

I think so.

What happened to the child?

She had a miscarriage.

Did you two think of getting another child after that?

No.

Why the sudden change of mind in getting pregnant again?

Your partner's situation is very complicated.

You have to let us know the reasons so that we can find a way to help you.

Doctor, I need to tell you something.

She's not my partner.

She's not your wife?

She's my sister.

Your sister?

My biological sister.

Where's your brother-in-law?

My brother-in-law passed away.

My brother-in-law was a firefighter.

He had always wanted to have a baby with my sister.

But all these years, they never had kids because of my sister's condition.

My sister eventually got pregnant.

But something happened to my brother-in-law.

During a rescue operation,

my brother-in-law rushed into the fire and rescued five people.

However,

he didn't come back.

That's why my sister desperately wants to keep this baby.

Why didn't you tell us about this before?

My sister won't let me say.

Doctor, please don't tell anyone about what I told you today.

Because my sister doesn't want people to know.

- Don't worry about it. - Okay.

Go back to her now.

Okay, thank you.

What's wrong?

Let me take over Li Ai Ying's surgery.

This is Dr. Cheng's patient.

It's inappropriate for you to do it.

What's inappropriate about that?

Her situation is complicated and dangerous.

What if something happens?

I think it's more inappropriate to let someone else take the responsibility.

Morning.

What are you doing here?

Where is Dr. Wu?

Why? Are you afraid of me?

Are you nervous?

Since young, the word "nervous" was never in my vocabulary.

Good, maintain that mentality in the operating room later.

Dr. Ding, you may start.

How's the patient?

Her vitals are stable.

Dr. Ding, you may begin the surgery.

Okay, we'll start now.

Scalpel, gauze.

Electric drill.

Rongeur, gauze.

Zhao Da Xi's tumour is bigger than expected.

And it's grown intracranially.

Take your time.

Attractor.

Electrode.

We're about there. Get ready for nerve dissection.

Nerve dissector.

Well done.

You may start removing the tumour.

Tumour grasping forceps.

Dr. Ding, concentrate on surgery. Don't keep looking at the timer.

I finally got it out.

Good job.

Dr. Ding is here.

Come on.

Clap your hands.

- Dr. Ding. - Thank you, guys.

Congratulations on your successful first surgery.

Dr. Ding is the top student from Johns Hopkins University.

This kind of minor surgery is like child's play.

It's a piece of cake.

She's talented.

Stop praising me.

If you keep doing it, I'm going to get carried away.

Don't boast about me.

Don't be proud of me too.

We didn't do it.

I like to tell the truth.

Mr. Ning.

Dr. Ding,

I heard that you checked the time eight times when you were in surgery.

- I checked the time... - What were you thinking?

- I checked... - Were you trying to outpace anyone?

- I wasn't... - What did you want to prove?

Mr. Ning, I managed my time because I wanted to help...

Dr. Ding,

before you become an outstanding doctor,

please be a doctor with a strong conscience.

Don't take it personally.

Eat some food.

I think what you said to Ding Yi Yuan today is a bit too much.

She's too competitive.

It's a taboo for surgeons.

Surgery is not a competition.

She doesn't need to outpace anyone.

But everyone grew up in a competitive environment.

Besides, she never relied on her dad.

Look, when did Vice President Ding ever ask about

Dr. Ding's condition in the Department of Neurosurgery?

She only got to become the main surgeon this time

because you, Dr. Cheng and Deputy Director Qian

made the decision together.

I think she's a magnanimous person.

She's not the type of heartless doctor that you said she is.

She's always after you. Why are you defending her?

She has nothing against me when it comes to work.

She even helped me with Lei Zi last time.

I think you should fully understand the situation of her surgery.

Whose medical record is this?

Li Ai Ying.

Has the treatment plan been decided?

It's difficult.

Eat now.

- Open your mouth. - What are you doing?

Hurry up.

I'm an adult, I don't need you to feed me.

Open your mouth.

Good boy.

Mr. Ning, you two are still here?

Having dinner?

Have you eaten?

No.

Do you have any food for me?

Eat with us.

My pleasure.

I'm worn out.

Your spoon.

Okay, thank you.

Dr. Ruan, go on.

Go on.

Eat by yourself.

Okay, thank you.

You can't get drunk anyway.

Stop drinking.

It's just a waste of money.

Why is it you again?

I saw you all the time at work during the day.

It's already night and you're still haunting me.

I heard about the incident in the afternoon.

Why didn't you explain it to Ning?

What can I say?

You weren't racing against time for the limelight,

but because the anaesthetist told you

that Zhao Da Xi suffers from high blood pressure.

The sooner the operation is over, the better it is for her.

You were being responsible to the patient.

Thank you.

Thank you for not judging me like Mr. Ning.

Ning has always been very strict with others.

He's even stricter on himself.

He just doesn't want young doctors to have some wrong ideas and go astray.

That's why he gave you the lecture.

Is that so?

He never scolded you. How do you know that?

He scolded me before.

Not only did he scold me, but he also beat me.

You two were classmates.

How could he possibly hit his classmate?

I once killed a patient.

When did this happen?

What happened?

She's the mother of a four-year-old boy.

She had a car accident with her child.

When they were sent to the hospital,

the child was bleeding profusely.

We performed a CT scan on him, there was nothing wrong.

She said she was dizzy and had a headache.

So we performed a CT scan on her too.

There was nothing wrong.

So I discharged both of them.

She passed out on her way home.

She didn't even have the chance of being sent to the hospital to be operated on.

She died.

Delayed intracranial haemorrhage.

She kept saying she was dizzy and had a headache.

I thought it was just a concussion.

Although I did ask her to get another CT scan,

she said she had to take care of her kid.

She said she was tied up and so she rejected me.

I let her go.

Why didn't I persist with it?

If I persisted and was tougher with her,

the tragedy would be totally avoidable.

Ning said it's impossible for us to be doctors who only have experience

and no lessons.

The lessons are the price we get from the patients.

While we thank our patients for that,

we also have to remind ourselves

to constantly improve ourselves before things become irreparable

where the patient is dead.

Or else, that would be a doctor's greatest sorrow.

You're suddenly in such a solemn mood.

I'm not used to it.

I'm your teacher after all.

I have to play an exemplary role.

Thank you.

After listening to you, I feel much better now.

Now that you feel better, let's go home after finishing this glass.

The sun will rise tomorrow as usual.

We have to go to work as usual.

I don't need alcohol now.

If there's anything, you can contact me anytime.

- Thank you. - Mr. Xue.

- Hello. - You haven't eaten your steamed bun?

- Mr. Xue. - Dr. Ding.

I'm here to see Mr. Li and bring over the money from the construction site

to pay for his medical expenses.

Mr. Xue is so kind.

He always went to them and demanded money for us.

Thank you, Mr. Xue.

Don't mention it.

If you need anything, you can call us anytime.

Have a good rest.

Once the blood clot clears up, you can discharge the patient.

Okay.

Give the patient on the 13th bed a CT scan on his head and chest area.

Do a routine blood test too.

Okay, Mr. Ning. I got it.

Give the patient on the 13th bed a CT scan on his head and chest area.

And also a routine blood test.

Routine blood test.

I told you, Mr. Xue is not that kind of person.

I'll arrange for it now.

It's a good thing.

I just don't know if he's pretending.

If he's pretending, I wonder how long he can keep it up.

Relax.

When the result is out, you must listen to the doctor.

I'll take care of the family. Don't worry.

Doctor, I want to be discharged.

What did I just say?

I want to be discharged!

Doctor, don't discharge her.

Inform obstetrics and neonatology to come over for immediate consultation.

- Okay. - Okay.

Family member, come over here.

Zhao Da Xi.

Calm the patient down.

- Dr. Ding. - How are you feeling today?

I feel great.

It feels so good that I no longer have a tumour in my head.

But I'm still hungry.

You're still hungry?

Cut down on snacks and control your weight.

Try to lower your blood pressure.

Dr. Ding, thank you so much.

But doctors don't accept red envelopes anymore.

I really don't know how to thank you.

How about this?

Have some apples.

This isn't junk food.

We can't take anything from a patient, even if it's a piece of thread.

- This... - Since he doesn't want it, I'll take it.

Just one?

Take one.

Alright, lie down.

Don't get excited.

Rest well.

Thank you, Dr. Ding.

Thank you, doctors.

Come in.

This is Dr. Feng from the Obstetrics Department.

This is Dr. Xu from the Neonatology Department.

We're discussing your treatment plan.

The result of our discussion is that we would like to

perform a biopsy on your brain tumour to determine its nature first.

Then, on the premise of ensuring the survival of the baby,

we'll let him be born earlier

to buy time for your treatment.

I don't need any treatment as long as the child is born.

The baby is in your belly.

You two are linked now.

The baby will only be fine if you're fine.

Hence, we hope you can cooperate with the necessary treatment.

We understand you've made up your mind to give birth to this child.

We'll do everything we can to help you.

My goal is to save you and the child.

I don't matter.

I just want the child to be born.

Li Ai Ying, let me ask you one question.

If a child is born without a mother, do you think he'll live a happy life?

When he grows up and finds out that his mother

loses her life to give birth to him,

what do you think he will think?

He may live in guilt forever.

Is that what you want to see?

I have a kid too.

Incidentally, my son didn't have a mother after he was born.

I love him very much.

I can do anything for him.

Even so, I can't replace his longing for a mother.

If you really love your child,

don't let him lose his mother.

Do you think Li Ai Ying can accept the treatment plan you mentioned?

That is my bottom line.

Let her sleep on it.

Dr. Ding.

Mr. Ning, what's the matter?

I'd like to sincerely apologise to you for criticising you the other day.

That day, I jumped to conclusions before knowing all the facts.

Not only did I deny the efforts you made for the patient,

but I also took away your motivation to work.

Today, I'm apologising to you.

I'm sorry.

I've never seen anything like this.

Mr. Ning is actively apologising now.

Why? Xiao Wu, do I owe you an apology?

No, of course not.

Mr. Ning, I didn't take it personally.

I'm very moved by your apologies.

I'll continue to work hard.

I also hope you can keep pushing, helping and encouraging me.

I'll become a better doctor.

Well,

can you give me a hug?

Work hard.

Will do.

I want a hug too.

Lack of love, is it?

I want a hug too.

- Hug what? - I want a hug too.

Get back to work.

It's never-ending.

Naughty.

Why did you suddenly apologise to Ding Yi Yuan?

Didn't you say that I wrongly blamed her?

Dr. Ding is talented.

I can't let her lose faith in the industry because of me.

If I dealt harshly with her, then offered an apology to her,

she'd remember what I said that day forever.

You certainly knew how to deal with her.

Move over and make room for me.

Dr. Ruan, I noticed that you weren't picky about food recently.

What does it mean?

You're jealous of everything.

Should you apologise to Dr. Wu and me as well?

I don't think that's necessary.

Why?

I have to teach students in accordance with their aptitude.

You two have thick skins. You'll be fine.

Right, I have some good news.

Li Ai Ying finally accepted our treatment plan.

Really?

She's been transferred to obstetrics now.

But before she left,

she made a request to you.

What request is it?

She wants you to name her baby.

Give it some thought.

In fact, I was really surprised by your performance.

I thought you'd make her give up the baby and receive treatment.

Unexpectedly, you're quite human.

Are you praising me or being sarcastic?

You're saying that I used to be cold-blooded, aren't you?

I noticed you seem to have changed.

I have changed again?

Am I the Monkey King?

I acquired 72 Transformations, right?

Decades passed by, yet your dreams are still alive.

Dr. Ruan, you have read too many martial arts novels lately.

Let's get married again.

What did you say?

I said let's get married again.

Check your schedule.

What is he talking about?

He just casually blurted out something so big, you know?

What did you say, then? Did you say yes?

Of course not.

I have to think about it.

Why are you pulling a long face here?

Are you in love with somebody else?

It's Mr. Xue, isn't it?

Of course not.

What are you hesitating about?

You have no idea what he told me that day.

He said, "Let's get married again when are you free."

Then, he just left, you know?

He just left me alone.

Yes, it sounds like he's not very romantic.

This matches Ning Zhi Qian's usual personality.

He's being pragmatic.

What kind of proposal is this?

He was just giving me a notice.

As if he's saying, "Ruan Liu Zheng, move this medical record to the data room."

As simple as that.

I don't like this method. I'm going to take a shower.

Don't be angry, take a good bath.

I'll think about words to comfort you.

I'm free next Friday afternoon.

Let's go and change our certificates.

What certificates?

Change our divorce certificates for marriage certificates.

When did I agree on remarrying you?

Didn't you nod your head the other day?

I said I would consider it.

Have you considered it?

No.

How long are you going to consider it?

I have no idea.

Hang on.

What are you angry about?

Mr. Ning, you can ask me to do medical records, move things or perform surgery.

But you can't request me to remarry you.

I thought you would say yes.

Did you propose to me?

How could you ask me to remarry you?

No.

We still need...

We still need a proposal?

Ruan Liu Zheng!

Proposal?

Qian Qian.

You got hit again?

No.

Take it easy, sit down.

You scared me.

I'm glad you're fine. I thought your hospital was in trouble again.

Then why are you in such a hurry to see me?

Yesterday, I proposed to remarry Liu Zheng.

That's good news.

She didn't agree to it?

She told me that I have to propose to her first.

Propose to her, then.

Women love romance.

Just give her a romantic proposal.

She will surely be touched and happy.

You don't know how to do it, right?

Let me teach you.

Make a reservation at a western restaurant.

Then, get a violinist to play some songs next to you.

Here comes the dessert.

Hide the ring in the cake in advance.

When Liu Zheng bites on the ring,

you immediately get down on one knee and propose to her.

Liu Zheng, please marry me.

Corny.

Corny?

Focus.

I have another idea.

Take Liu Zheng to the beach to collect shells.

At this time, a drift bottle floats over.

When Liu Zheng picks up the drift bottle and sees the ring inside...

Liu Zheng, please marry me.

The idea is outdated.

It's outdated.

Is it?

You think my method is outdated?

Fine, I have a novel idea for you.

Go to the zoo together to see some animals.

Then, you can put on the costume of a cute panda.

I have to put on a costume?

What does the word "cute" have to do with me?

Tell me, why is remarriage so troublesome?

It's not like we're doing it for the first time.

For you, it's just a matter of changing the certificates.

But it's different for women.

Your seriousness with the proposal represents the attitude toward marriage.

The more you put your mind to it, the more she will feel appreciated by you.

She will have more confidence in your marriage.

Whether I care about her,

whether I want to live with her forever,

can that be easily determined by a marriage proposal?

What you said is more of form than substance.

This is a sense of ritual, okay?

Foreigners still go to church when they get married.

Go to church?

I can't do it.

Ning Zhi Qian,

what's wrong with putting more effort into Liu Zheng?

What's the point of doing all this flashy stuff?

I might as well let her do more surgeries with me.

Or assist her in publishing the Science Citation Indexes?

What kind of attitude is that?

I thought you had changed.

I can't do what she asks for.

I don't care if we get remarried or not.

It's a waste of time talking to you.

Ning Zhi Qian,

do you know why you got divorced?

I don't know.

It's because you didn't propose properly.

Why didn't you eat at noon today?

I've been looking for you.

I've got some stuff I have to do. I'm going out for a while.

What's the matter?

What's wrong?

Let's go to the cinema together tonight.

Tonight?

There's a classic film show.

Don't you like watching classic movies?

I can't go tonight. I have something to do.

I'll get going now.

Where are you going?

I told you, I've got some stuff I need to do.

What's the matter?

Are you avoiding me?

Didn't you tell me not to talk to you as much in the hospital?

What are you doing tonight?

I've got something to do.

Tell me what the matter is.

I really have something to do.

Okay, I know. Right away.

Fine if you don't want to tell me.

Liu Zheng.

What happened?

Let's go over there and talk.

I just asked him to propose and that scared him away.

When we got married for the first time, I lost as I took too much initiative.

I have to be smarter this time.

You're right.

Do you remember our senior, Dong Miao Miao?

When I first got married, she told me that

the perfect love is to love each other deeply and be evenly matched.

Although he's showing his love to me in his awkward ways,

at least I can feel it.

But I really don't know how much he loves me.

That's why I insist on him proposing to me this time.

I want him to show me his attitude.

Well said.

He has to give you a proper proposal.

- Make him kneel and beg. - That's right.

We are rarely leaving at the same time.

- Do you have anything to do later? - No.

- Any plans? - No.

Great, come with me.

I'll take you to a movie and treat you to dinner later.

- Okay. - Let's go.

Dr. Ding, let's go to a movie and eat hot pot together.

Sister Tan Ya's treat.

Come on.

It doesn't happen often.

Grab the chance. Let's go.

Let's go.

Come quickly, we're waiting for you.

I'll send you the location.

Dr. Wu, who's coming over in a while?

Dr. Cheng.

Since everyone is gathering here, it will be more fun with more people.

The most important thing for a family is that everyone is together.

Let me ask if Bai wants to join us.

Dr. Ruan, ask Mr. Ning to come.

Can you still eat when he comes?

Forget it, then.

Why don't we ask him to join us?

It will be weird if Director Ning finds out later.

I'll call him then.

They ask you if you're coming.

Is he coming?

He has something to do.

Bai can't come either.

He said he has a date.

What is he doing?

Something important.

Let's eat.

No one else is coming. Dig in.

Since Director Ning isn't here today, let me tell you about gossip.

I heard this from some seniors in the hospital.

Director Ning was married before.

But they seemed to have divorced after more than a year.

They divorced after a year?

Then, who abandoned who?

It must be that Director Ning didn't want his wife.

How did you know?

Think about it.

Director Ning is a perfect man.

No woman would want to divorce him.

Why wouldn't women divorce him?

He's a human.

Humans aren't perfect.

If it were me, I might also dump him.

Dr. Ruan, did Director Ning scold you in the operating room this afternoon?

Mei, eat your meat.

I'm kidding.

Don't be angry.

Dig in.

The meat will get overcooked.

Eat up, guys. We need to leave for the movie soon.

Hurry up.

Okay.

Let's go.

Stay for a while.

Let's go after they leave.

Sit for a while.

- Let's go. - Everyone left.

Wait for a while more.

It's such a touching movie.

Can't you immerse yourself in it for a while?

Old movies are the best.

I may need a few moments.

What is this?

What is this?

What is this?

Look.

Liu Zheng?

Your legs are quite long.

Isn't this Ning?

Why is Dr. Ruan on the screen?

Dr. Ruan?

Dr. Ning?

What's happening?

Liu Zheng, I'm terribly sorry that I lost you six years ago.

In these six years, my life lost its colours without you.

Life was just a matter of breathing for me.

Luckily, fate brought you back to me.

I believe you're my destiny.

You're the rest of my life.

Please promise me.

Marry me again.

- Marry him! - Marry him!

- Marry him! - Marry him!

Hang on, Ning is proposing, but where is he?

Liu Zheng!