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It's easy to become a facade.
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Maybe especially
when you're a pastor.
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But I know for me...
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the public persona...
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you can believe that.
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And the private person...
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becomes something else.
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And the result is always pain.
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? Holy, holy, holy ?
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[Knocking on doors]
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? Lord God almighty ?
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? Early in the-- ?
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Morning, gentlemen.
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? Ho-- ?
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Ha ha!
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? Holy, holy ?
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? Mor-- ?
Good morning, Brandon.
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? Lord God almighty ?
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Morning, Robert.
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? Early in the morning ?
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? Our song shall rise to thee ?
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Morning, gentlemen.
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? Holy, holy, holy,
merciful and mighty ?
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? God is the... ?
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Morning, guys!
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Good morning!
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Good morning.
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You awake?
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Ha ha!
Got coffee on.
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You did ok on the floor?
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Oh, man, hang in there, ok?
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? The Lord God-- ?
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Good morning, Darren,
how we doing?
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Morning, morning.
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? ...is my strength
and my song ?
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? And he has become
my salvation ?
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There's no jobs.
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Indiana has
an unemployment rate
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for, um, like
high school diploma,
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no college,
of, like, 26%.
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Oh, wow.
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Yeah, it's really bad,
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and so I tried
to get a job,
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I tried to get a job,
I couldn't.
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I couldn't get a job,
couldn't get a job,
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and so I read an article,
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said there's boatloads
of work in North Dakota.
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Boatloads.
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My dad said, "Well, um...
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"I can get some money
from grandma, and I'll
loan you some.
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I'll get you
a one-way ticket there."
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You know?
And it's just--
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It's been trial after trial.
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And I'm just at
the end of my rope.
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You can get a job,
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but you gotta translate
into housing.
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And that's the--
that's the killer.
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Rents have tripled
and quadrupled.
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People who have lived here
all their lives happen to leave.
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And other people
who own property
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just don't like the changes
and they're leaving.
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They're selling it.
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But everything's
expensive.
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It's very expensive
right now, you know?
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So it is legal to sleep
in your car in Williston,
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but you can only sleep
where people give you
permission to sleep,
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and there's not very many places
that do.
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Anyway, so--so you can stay
for a month,
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and unless there's a problem,
we do ask a gift.
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We don't charge this.
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We're not a shelter.
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This is a place
for men to get jobs.
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Now real quick I'm going to run
through these rules, ok?
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First we're at church.
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If you're not going to church
someplace else,
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I'd like you to come to church.
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I think it's only polite, ok?
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I don't know what
your church background is.
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We might have a chance
to do that,
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but we do background checks
here, ok?
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No weapons, no fighting,
no profanity.
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You want to stay
on my good side,
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don't spill coffee
on the carpet.
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Drives me crazy when people
spill coffee on the carpet,
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because--because
that becomes evidence.
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"There's a man staying
in the building,"
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you know what I'm saying?
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800 or 900 guys
come through this building.
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And you know it's a struggle
we've got, it really is.
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Did you get
yours signed?
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Oh, no, I haven't.
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Ok. So welcome to
Williston, gentlemen.
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It's gonna be a trip.
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What a profound thing.
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That we have people literally
walking up to our door
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from all over the world,
saying, "Can you help me?"
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WOMAN: We are on our way
to Williston, North Dakota,
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hopefully to find jobs.
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MAN: We're here
in DeLand, Florida,
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destination, uh, North Dakota.
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DIFFERENT MAN: I got
my co-pilot, Artie.
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Say hi, Artie.
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DIFFERENT MAN:
Gonna go out there and try
to find an oil-rigging job.
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I spoke to a buddy of mine,
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and he said he's making
6 figures out there.
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I'll find a job within an hour
or two, he said.
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JAY REINKE:
I have to respect these men
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because I've asked myself,
"What would I do
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if I got off a bus
and I had to find a job?"
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And these men do it.
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MAN:
I don't know about going back
home, but this is where it's at.
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$15 an hour is minimum wage
up here.
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15 bucks.
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You're not gonna find this
nowhere in America.
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People with 10 felonies
is getting 100 grand a year
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just 'cause you tough enough.
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I really have no desire
to leave sunny Arizona
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to go up to the cold
of North Dakota,
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but I don't have
a whole lot of choice.
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MAN: This may be some point
of hope for everybody.
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DIFFERENT MAN:
We've already rented out
a travel trailer
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because we know that
space up there is limited.
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I can't afford to live.
Plain and simple.
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JAY:
It's very hard to have someone
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stand in your office
and say, "I have nowhere to go."
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And to say,
"Sorry, I can't help."
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I've got floor space.
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[Singing indistinctly]
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REINKE:
The Christian ethic is now,
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who is my neighbor
and how do I serve him?
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People without a place to sleep.
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There's a neighbor in Williston
looking at how to serve him.
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Not only are these men
my neighbor,
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but people who don't want them
here are also my neighbor.
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The whole overnight thing
wasn't really planned.
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The congregation never really
did decide to do this,
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and that's probably
one of the chief criticisms
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that I have to bear.
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WOMAN: It started out
with one guy about a year ago,
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and it's just kind of gotten
to be a lot more.
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It's not something we really
just talked about and said,
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"Oh, yeah, why don't we
do this."
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It just kind of happened.
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People come and they have needs,
and you want to help them.
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When you start getting
too many people in the building,
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it just--it's a little bit
harder to maintain,
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The organization and keep things
clean and everything.
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And that can be a concern
for the congregation.
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WOMAN: It's put a strain
on our family life
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because for the most part,
my husband's had to be here
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every night and every morning.
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WOMAN:
Which is kind of a bummer,
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but you know, he tries to make
as much time as possible
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to serve everywhere
he needs to serve.
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ANDREA REINKE:
Everybody who comes here
says, "You don't know.
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Everybody's talking about
coming to Williston."
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Hopefully at some point
we'll transition back
to how it used to be.
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JAY: I don't know
of any other parallel.
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There's been boom towns,
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but it hasn't had this kind
of depressed economy
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that's putting the pressure
for people to go somewhere
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the way this one is.
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It's happening in
a relatively small community,
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so the impact of the migration,
it's just evident everywhere.
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Thanks very much.
Ok, we'll see you.
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MAN:
I'm not sure if it's legal.
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I don't know if you are even
aware of some of this.
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We're just trying to make our
point why we need
to do something.
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This is a great example
of what we're seeing
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in single family
residential areas.
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This area here
is near the baseball field.
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We've got 3 campers
in a backyard.
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One's a motor home,
the other two are pull-behinds.
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That's not acceptable.
That's not a safe environment.
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This is a health concern.
It's a safety concern.
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And that is why the city
needs to do something.
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JAY:
Tonight's city council meeting
will be the first formal vote
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on an RV ban.
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It will mean that
RVs and campers
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cannot have people
living in them
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for more than 28 days
in a year.
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That scares me.
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I've been in town a long time.
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I hate to take the role
of the antagonist,
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but I think somebody
needs to turn some rocks over
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and say, "So what is community
in this place?
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What are we gonna do here?"
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MAN: We asked for public input.
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Pastor Reinke.
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Thank you, Mayor Poser.
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I would speak against
the adoption of this
ordinance.
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I believe that Williston
needs to take a step
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that says the people
arriving on our doorstep
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are gifts to us,
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and though there's a burden
in receiving them as a gift,
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to welcome them.
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I also believe that
by passing such an ordinance
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we risk serving fear,
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the fear of the people
coming at us,
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and the last thing we need to do
is to serve our fear.
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Ok, thank you, Pastor.
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WOMAN: So our top story,
the FBI says it believes
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it has uncovered the body of
missing teacher Sherry Arnold.
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MAN: And federal
and multi-state law enforcement
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discovered a woman's body
east of Williston,
North Dakota,
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some time yesterday.
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The 43-year-old
high school math teacher
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went for a jog
and never returned.
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MAN: This morning investigators
say the know a lot more
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about the two men they believe
kidnapped her.
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They may driven through
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the popular high school
teacher's hometown
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hoping to find jobs
in the booming oil industry.
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Arnold's disappearance
is fueling tensions
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between locals and the flood
of out-of-towners.
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This normally peaceful town
is living in fear.
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JAY: The Sherry Arnold case
was huge,
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and it made us suspicious
in ways...
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that I don't think
we would have been.
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It really does intensify
the fear.
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Everybody's afraid
of the newcomer.
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Very specifically
the overnighters are not welcome
in this part of our community,
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and what scares me is that
good men are vulnerable.
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We've had people sleeping
in our parking lot
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for sometimes over a month.
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They're waiting to come
in the building.
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Now, something we have to
really, really be mindful of,
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people, when they see
the new men in town,
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they wonder--
and we're a church,
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this is a place
where sinners should come--
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but it is
a very difficult PR issue,
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because from
a neighbor's perspective,
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they could perceive us
as harboring somebody
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who could hurt their child.
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If you feel like people regard
you with a little bit of...
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distance, love 'em anyway.
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Keep trying to build
a community here,
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try and be part
of the community.
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MAN: "By the embrace
of our Lord and savior
Jesus Christ,
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"Concordia Lutheran Church
would like to welcome you.
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"While we open
our doors to you,
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"there are some
very important ground rules
that must be followed.
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"This building is
the house of our Lord
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and must be respected
at all times."
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Absolutely.
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I ask that you try to field
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anything you can
through me first
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and try to tie up
as little of the pastor's time
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as you can.
250
00:14:09,560 --> 00:14:11,060
He still has a congregation
in the church
251
00:14:11,560 --> 00:14:12,560
and a lot of stuff
on his plate
252
00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:13,810
that he still does.
253
00:14:13,810 --> 00:14:15,680
When I came here,
I had a closed heart.
254
00:14:15,680 --> 00:14:17,680
I wasn't gonna let
anybody close to me.
255
00:14:17,680 --> 00:14:19,680
And ever since coming here
and listening to the pastor,
256
00:14:19,690 --> 00:14:21,190
I mean, it's just
I got ripped away.
257
00:14:21,690 --> 00:14:22,690
That's awesome.
258
00:14:22,690 --> 00:14:24,190
I've turned down
two $28 an hour jobs.
259
00:14:24,690 --> 00:14:25,690
What?
260
00:14:25,690 --> 00:14:27,270
Just to stay here
and help.
261
00:14:27,280 --> 00:14:28,790
Now we do have a lady here
that does back ground checks.
262
00:14:28,780 --> 00:14:30,780
Mm-hmm. I mean,
I've never done
anything bad,
263
00:14:30,780 --> 00:14:32,780
but there's a couple
of things on there.
264
00:14:32,780 --> 00:14:34,280
I have. I've done
a lot of bad stuff,
265
00:14:34,790 --> 00:14:37,090
and so it's all good.
266
00:14:37,090 --> 00:14:38,380
ALAN MEZO, VOICE-OVER:
I've overcome a lot of things
267
00:14:38,370 --> 00:14:40,250
in my past.
268
00:14:40,260 --> 00:14:42,050
I was a drunk and a drug addict,
269
00:14:42,040 --> 00:14:44,090
and you know,
I lived a bad life.
270
00:14:44,090 --> 00:14:47,130
I spent 16 years of my life
in prison.
271
00:14:47,130 --> 00:14:49,130
I just didn't care.
272
00:14:49,130 --> 00:14:51,430
And today I do.
273
00:14:51,440 --> 00:14:53,730
WOMAN: Jeremy,
were you here
last night?
274
00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:55,050
MAN: No.
Ok.
275
00:14:55,060 --> 00:14:56,900
And you are?
276
00:14:56,890 --> 00:14:58,890
MEZO: The pastor says
he trusts my judgment,
277
00:14:58,890 --> 00:15:02,390
and if I make a decision,
he'll run with it.
278
00:15:02,400 --> 00:15:04,910
And that's comforting.
279
00:15:04,900 --> 00:15:08,780
This is probably
the safest place
in Williston to be right now.
280
00:15:08,790 --> 00:15:11,410
To be out looking for work
and have your heads down.
281
00:15:11,410 --> 00:15:13,710
But anytime you're here,
you're safe
282
00:15:13,710 --> 00:15:16,000
and like to keep it that way.
283
00:15:15,990 --> 00:15:18,990
That's how we're going to be
able to continue doing this.
284
00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:20,500
It really meant a lot
to come to a place
285
00:15:20,500 --> 00:15:22,510
that felt like I was welcome.
286
00:15:22,500 --> 00:15:24,000
I mean, this is the only place
that I came
287
00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:25,500
where I was like,
"This is a home.
288
00:15:25,500 --> 00:15:26,500
"These are good people here.
289
00:15:26,500 --> 00:15:29,000
I like being..."
you know.
290
00:15:29,010 --> 00:15:30,850
And that meant a lot to me.
291
00:15:30,840 --> 00:15:32,060
And if it wasn't for this place,
292
00:15:32,060 --> 00:15:34,890
we'd pretty much be lost.
293
00:15:34,900 --> 00:15:42,280
? As long as life endures ?
294
00:15:42,270 --> 00:15:49,270
? Through many dangers,
toils, and snares ?
295
00:15:49,690 --> 00:15:55,750
? I have already come ?
296
00:15:55,750 --> 00:16:03,790
? His grace has brought
me safe thus far ?
297
00:16:03,790 --> 00:16:09,880
? His grace will lead me home ?
298
00:16:19,310 --> 00:16:22,280
WOMAN: In church, a lot of times
I feel really angry
299
00:16:22,280 --> 00:16:23,650
when I look around
and see these guys,
300
00:16:23,640 --> 00:16:27,230
and I feel upset when I walk in
and my church is messy
301
00:16:27,730 --> 00:16:30,110
and it smells bad
and there's sand on the pews,
302
00:16:30,120 --> 00:16:32,080
and they seem disrespectful
in church.
303
00:16:32,070 --> 00:16:33,980
Their cell phones are going off,
304
00:16:33,990 --> 00:16:36,880
and their--sometimes
they're talking
305
00:16:36,870 --> 00:16:38,370
and they're walking in and out,
306
00:16:38,380 --> 00:16:41,380
and they don't seem
to understand what we're doing
307
00:16:41,380 --> 00:16:43,890
you know,
and they don't respect it.
308
00:16:43,880 --> 00:16:48,380
And I get that, but I understand
that's not being very Christian
309
00:16:48,390 --> 00:16:53,230
and all those kinds of things,
but those are real feelings.
310
00:16:53,220 --> 00:16:55,560
I don't see that
that much truthfully.
311
00:16:55,560 --> 00:16:57,560
And I think sometimes the guys
stand around Sunday morning,
312
00:16:58,060 --> 00:16:59,560
and they're not sure
what to do.
313
00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:01,060
Do they sit here?
314
00:17:01,060 --> 00:17:03,060
Do they--You know, what's
the appropriate place to be?
315
00:17:03,070 --> 00:17:05,080
So they feel
a little bit awkward,
316
00:17:05,070 --> 00:17:07,850
'cause they realize they're
in someone else's domain.
317
00:17:07,850 --> 00:17:10,150
If you can't get a job
here in the oil patch,
318
00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:13,170
and you know,
within the first 48 hours,
319
00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:16,160
72 hours, you're probably
not going to get a job there.
320
00:17:16,160 --> 00:17:18,660
So then you're going to be
working McDonald's, Hardee's,
321
00:17:18,670 --> 00:17:20,010
whatever.
322
00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:21,750
So we're just going
to contribute
323
00:17:21,750 --> 00:17:23,750
to that layer
in the community
324
00:17:23,750 --> 00:17:26,170
that doesn't need to be
contributed to.
325
00:17:26,170 --> 00:17:27,170
Shelly, I--
326
00:17:27,670 --> 00:17:28,670
That's a huge concern
of mine.
327
00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:30,850
Part of my burden is
328
00:17:30,840 --> 00:17:32,840
I do know
some of these families,
329
00:17:32,850 --> 00:17:34,850
and I've talked to
some of the wives,
330
00:17:34,850 --> 00:17:38,190
and they are so grateful.
331
00:17:38,190 --> 00:17:41,030
How long do we intend
to support them here
332
00:17:41,020 --> 00:17:42,520
is my question.
333
00:17:42,520 --> 00:17:44,440
Because they have
no intention
334
00:17:44,440 --> 00:17:46,720
of building
anything here.
335
00:17:46,730 --> 00:17:50,540
And so these people come
and they rape, pillage,
and burn,
336
00:17:50,530 --> 00:17:51,950
and then they leave.
337
00:17:51,950 --> 00:17:54,360
It's heartbreaking to me
338
00:17:54,370 --> 00:17:59,250
to see my plains,
my prairies destroyed,
339
00:17:59,240 --> 00:18:03,240
The wildlife destroyed,
our water destroyed.
340
00:18:03,240 --> 00:18:09,800
This is not...
my home anymore, you know?
341
00:18:09,800 --> 00:18:11,800
It's very difficult.
342
00:18:29,990 --> 00:18:32,000
[Indistinct chatter]
343
00:18:40,700 --> 00:18:44,590
MAN: I figured it was time
for someone in my family
344
00:18:44,580 --> 00:18:46,670
to be successful,
345
00:18:46,670 --> 00:18:49,670
not just another person
in a little, small town
346
00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:51,590
barely making it.
347
00:18:51,590 --> 00:18:53,540
And I wanted to
get somewhere quick
348
00:18:54,040 --> 00:18:57,130
and be able to start a good life
for my family.
349
00:18:59,270 --> 00:19:01,220
DIFFERENT MAN: Oil mud
is what's in the pipes
350
00:19:01,220 --> 00:19:03,060
that we clean them out,
351
00:19:03,050 --> 00:19:05,770
and solvent is what we use
to clean off the pipe filth
352
00:19:05,770 --> 00:19:07,720
and oil mud.
353
00:19:07,720 --> 00:19:10,720
Really, really dirty work.
354
00:19:10,730 --> 00:19:13,200
The solvent just kind of
gets to your skin after a while,
355
00:19:13,200 --> 00:19:15,710
but they keep telling us
356
00:19:15,700 --> 00:19:19,200
that it's gonna stop
bothering us after a while.
357
00:19:24,070 --> 00:19:26,460
Bad things happen out here.
358
00:19:26,460 --> 00:19:29,330
And that's one nice thing
about this place,
359
00:19:29,330 --> 00:19:31,660
gonna have people
like Pastor Reinke
360
00:19:31,670 --> 00:19:36,340
where gives you either a place
to stay or food or whatever.
361
00:19:36,340 --> 00:19:39,600
I mean, he's not just gonna
let you hang out to dry.
362
00:19:39,590 --> 00:19:41,970
He'll take you as you are.
363
00:19:41,980 --> 00:19:43,900
[Indistinct chatter]
364
00:19:59,690 --> 00:20:02,240
MAN:
I'm a journeyman electrician,
365
00:20:02,250 --> 00:20:03,750
and I don't know.
366
00:20:04,250 --> 00:20:07,120
I thought I could come out here,
and if I worked hard
367
00:20:07,120 --> 00:20:09,010
and I was a hard worker
and I knew what I was doing,
368
00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:10,500
that I'd get a job pretty easy.
369
00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:15,370
You know, but I'm seeing now
that it's not that easy.
370
00:20:15,380 --> 00:20:18,270
Hey, Mr. Eddie Clark,
my name is Michael Batten.
371
00:20:18,260 --> 00:20:19,680
I want to talk to you.
372
00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:22,100
If you get time, you think
you could give me a call?
373
00:20:22,100 --> 00:20:26,100
My number is 912-850-3923.
374
00:20:26,100 --> 00:20:28,600
And I got your message
about the resume,
375
00:20:28,610 --> 00:20:30,110
and I'm going to try
to get one together tonight
376
00:20:30,110 --> 00:20:32,120
to fax to you.
377
00:20:32,110 --> 00:20:34,110
Thank you .
378
00:20:35,110 --> 00:20:36,980
JAY, VOICE-OVER:
There are guys that come,
379
00:20:37,480 --> 00:20:40,360
and I hate to use
the word "failed,"
380
00:20:40,370 --> 00:20:42,160
but they've not succeeded
as they'd hoped.
381
00:20:42,150 --> 00:20:44,980
And coming to Williston
represents an opportunity
382
00:20:44,990 --> 00:20:49,880
to try something again
on a new playing field
383
00:20:49,880 --> 00:20:52,390
with new opportunities.
384
00:20:52,630 --> 00:20:53,910
MAN: This is
my resume, ok?
385
00:20:54,380 --> 00:20:57,910
You can see the format
that I have laid out.
386
00:20:57,920 --> 00:20:59,230
MICHAEL BATTEN:
I like that.
387
00:20:59,220 --> 00:21:01,130
So I'll kind of use mine
as a template.
388
00:21:01,140 --> 00:21:02,650
Ok, good.
389
00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:04,890
And we'll copy your
information into there.
390
00:21:04,890 --> 00:21:08,010
I've been
listing the church
as my home address.
391
00:21:08,010 --> 00:21:09,510
They're not gonna
hire you
392
00:21:09,510 --> 00:21:11,060
if you appear to be
out of state.
393
00:21:11,060 --> 00:21:12,060
Ok.
394
00:21:12,570 --> 00:21:14,440
You got to have
a Williston address.
395
00:21:14,430 --> 00:21:16,350
BATTEN:
That's my little 2-year-old.
396
00:21:16,350 --> 00:21:18,850
Her name's Kileigh
and Taylor,
397
00:21:18,860 --> 00:21:21,870
and my wife's name is Candace.
398
00:21:21,860 --> 00:21:26,080
My wife, she thinks I'm
at a church, but I'm homeless.
399
00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:27,580
I think it embarrasses her
a little bit.
400
00:21:27,580 --> 00:21:29,080
I don't blame her.
401
00:21:29,080 --> 00:21:31,580
I mean, she's got
a little pride in her.
402
00:21:31,580 --> 00:21:33,580
And all my pride's gone.
403
00:21:33,590 --> 00:21:36,100
My pride's been gone
a long time.
404
00:21:36,090 --> 00:21:39,670
I wish I ain't got to tell her
I ain't got a job yet.
405
00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:42,690
Just tell her to hold on.
406
00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:47,100
But I can tell in her voice,
she's about ready to give up.
407
00:21:50,550 --> 00:21:52,050
KEEGAN EDWARDS: Eh?
408
00:21:52,060 --> 00:21:53,530
[Baby coos]
409
00:21:56,110 --> 00:21:57,110
Ah ha!
410
00:21:57,110 --> 00:21:58,560
Huh.
411
00:21:58,560 --> 00:22:01,610
I love you, buddy.
412
00:22:02,120 --> 00:22:05,040
Ok.
413
00:22:05,030 --> 00:22:07,530
You being good for mom?
414
00:22:09,620 --> 00:22:12,120
I don't know if there's
any baby stores out here
415
00:22:12,130 --> 00:22:16,590
to buy stuff, but...
416
00:22:18,470 --> 00:22:20,510
Oh.
417
00:22:20,500 --> 00:22:22,000
WOMAN: Hold on.
418
00:22:25,340 --> 00:22:28,300
Uh, he smells.
419
00:22:28,310 --> 00:22:30,320
So do something.
420
00:22:33,310 --> 00:22:34,760
[Indistinct]
421
00:22:35,270 --> 00:22:36,820
Ha ha! Ok.
422
00:22:36,820 --> 00:22:38,320
Hand him over.
423
00:22:41,100 --> 00:22:45,320
[Indistinct chatter,
guitar playing]
424
00:22:45,330 --> 00:22:47,200
Yeah, sometimes--
Twice he does that.
425
00:22:47,690 --> 00:22:49,490
He know what...
426
00:22:49,500 --> 00:22:50,840
Yeah, and you see...
427
00:22:51,330 --> 00:22:53,160
EDWARDS: My girlfriend
and my kid are coming out here.
428
00:22:53,170 --> 00:22:55,010
And her parents are bringing us
a camper
429
00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:57,330
so that we can have
our own place.
430
00:22:57,340 --> 00:22:59,850
Hopefully there's a site.
431
00:22:59,840 --> 00:23:01,340
They got little swings
for your kid.
432
00:23:01,340 --> 00:23:02,340
Cool.
433
00:23:04,340 --> 00:23:06,760
So is there anyplace
available right now?
434
00:23:06,760 --> 00:23:08,540
WOMAN:
No, I'm full.
435
00:23:08,550 --> 00:23:09,810
I don't do
a waiting list.
436
00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:12,300
You can always
check back.
437
00:23:12,300 --> 00:23:14,300
Just check with me,
you know, frequently
and see,
438
00:23:14,300 --> 00:23:16,640
but I just don't have
anything right now.
439
00:23:16,640 --> 00:23:17,940
Ok.
440
00:23:17,940 --> 00:23:19,940
And I have nowhere
to even suggest
that you go
441
00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:22,440
it's so full right now
everywhere in Williston,
442
00:23:22,450 --> 00:23:23,950
so...
443
00:23:23,950 --> 00:23:25,960
Ok.
444
00:23:25,950 --> 00:23:27,030
They're not coming until
the beginning of June,
445
00:23:27,030 --> 00:23:30,030
so still got
a couple weeks.
446
00:23:31,990 --> 00:23:34,490
GIRL: Really?
447
00:23:34,490 --> 00:23:35,490
3?
448
00:23:35,490 --> 00:23:38,210
3?
449
00:23:38,210 --> 00:23:39,490
Do it again!
450
00:23:43,220 --> 00:23:44,720
WOMAN: Hello, dear.
451
00:23:45,170 --> 00:23:46,230
That's ok.
452
00:23:46,220 --> 00:23:48,550
Hey, I just wanted
to let you know
453
00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:51,180
the article about the RV ban,
454
00:23:51,170 --> 00:23:55,260
the church is mentioned
in the paper today.
455
00:23:55,260 --> 00:23:56,980
I don't know.
Who do you go to?
456
00:23:59,320 --> 00:24:03,110
It's the same guy.
457
00:24:05,770 --> 00:24:12,110
It does amaze me
that giving people floor space
458
00:24:12,110 --> 00:24:14,940
is provocative.
459
00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:24,620
Quite frankly, I don't trust
how the "Herald" does stories.
460
00:24:24,620 --> 00:24:29,090
Its editorial decision
has inflamed the fear
461
00:24:29,100 --> 00:24:31,440
in this community.
462
00:24:38,050 --> 00:24:41,770
To be afraid of men walking
into your neighborhood,
463
00:24:41,770 --> 00:24:44,560
that's reasonable to a point.
464
00:24:44,560 --> 00:24:47,110
There is an uptick in crime.
465
00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:51,110
But if we could only find a way
466
00:24:51,120 --> 00:24:54,040
to let people meet
the overnighters,
467
00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:55,960
it would change us.
468
00:24:55,960 --> 00:24:59,720
Fear of the unknown
would be gone,
469
00:24:59,710 --> 00:25:03,330
and we would become
a community.
470
00:25:07,220 --> 00:25:08,220
Hello.
471
00:25:08,220 --> 00:25:09,730
WOMAN: Hi.
472
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:10,720
I'm Pastor Reinke
from next door.
473
00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:12,220
Hi.
Hi. Ha ha!
474
00:25:12,220 --> 00:25:13,220
How are you?
475
00:25:13,220 --> 00:25:14,170
I'm doing well.
476
00:25:14,170 --> 00:25:15,220
I'm here with
an invitation.
477
00:25:15,220 --> 00:25:16,720
Ok.
478
00:25:16,730 --> 00:25:18,180
You know we got guys
staying at the church.
479
00:25:18,180 --> 00:25:19,690
Yes.
480
00:25:19,680 --> 00:25:20,680
But we'd like to just
invite neighbors
481
00:25:21,180 --> 00:25:22,680
to just sort of
see the guys.
482
00:25:23,180 --> 00:25:24,180
It's not
a meeting about--
483
00:25:24,180 --> 00:25:26,180
But it's an invitation
just to pray
484
00:25:26,190 --> 00:25:28,490
and read scripture
and sing some hymns.
485
00:25:28,490 --> 00:25:29,330
Hello!
Hi.
486
00:25:29,820 --> 00:25:31,320
I'm Pastor Reinke
from next door.
487
00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:32,320
Yes.
Ok.
488
00:25:32,330 --> 00:25:34,830
Hey, I have
an invitation.
489
00:25:34,830 --> 00:25:36,090
[Man, indistinct]
490
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:37,360
Yes, yes, yes.
491
00:25:37,360 --> 00:25:39,860
Well, why do you got all
them trash over there?
492
00:25:39,870 --> 00:25:42,380
Well, um...
493
00:25:42,370 --> 00:25:43,370
No, don't explain.
494
00:25:43,370 --> 00:25:45,370
Don't distract it.
495
00:25:45,370 --> 00:25:46,370
Ok.
496
00:25:46,370 --> 00:25:48,870
Everybody says
they're homeless.
497
00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:50,380
Homeless my ass.
498
00:25:50,380 --> 00:25:51,880
They're making
big money.
499
00:25:51,880 --> 00:25:53,390
Actually some of
these people aren't,
500
00:25:53,380 --> 00:25:56,880
and I had one gentleman
in the parking lot
just last week
501
00:25:56,880 --> 00:25:59,380
who just lost his home
in South Carolina.
502
00:25:59,390 --> 00:26:00,890
That's his problem.
503
00:26:00,890 --> 00:26:02,400
It is his problem,
504
00:26:02,390 --> 00:26:04,390
and I'm trying to
help him is all.
505
00:26:04,890 --> 00:26:06,390
So...ok, ok.
Thanks.
506
00:26:06,390 --> 00:26:07,390
Thank you.
507
00:26:07,390 --> 00:26:08,390
Good night.
God bless.
508
00:26:10,980 --> 00:26:13,980
Here's a gentlemen
just called them trash.
509
00:26:13,980 --> 00:26:16,480
Not to judge people
by appearances,
510
00:26:16,900 --> 00:26:21,570
a man with no teeth,
living with his daughter,
511
00:26:21,570 --> 00:26:25,880
calling other people
who have needs trash.
512
00:26:27,380 --> 00:26:28,880
MAN: Pastor Reinke!
513
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:31,210
How we doing?
514
00:26:31,220 --> 00:26:33,060
I have to admit,
sometimes I do
have some concerns.
515
00:26:33,050 --> 00:26:34,470
My college kids are
home for the summer,
516
00:26:34,470 --> 00:26:36,050
and so I have
a 20-year-old daughter,
517
00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:38,930
so my anxiety levels
go up.
518
00:26:38,930 --> 00:26:40,350
JAY:
We're not quite sure,
519
00:26:40,340 --> 00:26:42,260
but we're looking
at possibly asking people
520
00:26:42,260 --> 00:26:44,180
to stay out of
the parking lot
until 8:00 at night.
521
00:26:44,180 --> 00:26:45,140
Ok.
522
00:26:45,680 --> 00:26:48,850
I think that would give
some comfort to, um...
523
00:26:49,350 --> 00:26:52,150
to the neighbors.
524
00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:52,950
Yes.
525
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:54,440
The one other thing is
526
00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:55,440
we are going to call
a moratorium
527
00:26:55,940 --> 00:26:58,440
on people that have
Kiss seat covers.
528
00:26:58,440 --> 00:26:59,940
If you're going
to have that,
529
00:26:59,950 --> 00:27:02,460
I think you need to find
another church.
530
00:27:04,450 --> 00:27:06,950
Well, you wouldn't want
to see me
531
00:27:06,950 --> 00:27:08,450
dressed up
as Gene Simmons.
532
00:27:08,450 --> 00:27:09,950
I wouldn't.
533
00:27:10,460 --> 00:27:11,460
Believe me,
that would be
the end of it.
534
00:27:11,460 --> 00:27:12,470
We wouldn't do that.
535
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:14,460
And my other suggestion,
536
00:27:14,460 --> 00:27:15,460
And my other suggestion,
I say this all the time.
537
00:27:15,460 --> 00:27:16,930
Cut the hair.
I'm serious.
538
00:27:17,430 --> 00:27:19,460
I am serious.
Very serious.
539
00:27:19,470 --> 00:27:21,110
That's not a requirement,
but I got to tell you,
540
00:27:21,100 --> 00:27:23,180
appearance
means something.
541
00:27:23,190 --> 00:27:26,200
Did Jesus have
short hair?
542
00:27:26,190 --> 00:27:29,110
Jesus doesn't have
our neighbors.
543
00:27:29,110 --> 00:27:31,520
I cannot promise you
a place in the building,
I'm sorry.
544
00:27:31,530 --> 00:27:33,540
The fact is,
you have a vehicle.
545
00:27:33,530 --> 00:27:35,030
Many people
don't even have that.
546
00:27:35,030 --> 00:27:36,530
[Indistinct]
547
00:27:36,530 --> 00:27:37,900
They don't have a car.
548
00:27:37,900 --> 00:27:39,280
And I did let--
549
00:27:39,290 --> 00:27:42,800
I got Jamie in that car
and her--John, the guy--
550
00:27:42,790 --> 00:27:44,650
I let him back
in the building.
551
00:27:44,660 --> 00:27:47,470
Ok. Ok. Write it down
somewhere,
552
00:27:47,460 --> 00:27:49,040
or I'll forget
about it, ok?
553
00:27:49,050 --> 00:27:50,050
I'll do it.
554
00:27:50,050 --> 00:27:51,550
All right, ok.
Ok, thanks.
555
00:27:51,550 --> 00:27:53,560
Good night.
God bless.
556
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:28,280
Come on, go black!
557
00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:29,280
Aw!
558
00:28:29,290 --> 00:28:30,540
Come on, dogfish!
559
00:28:30,540 --> 00:28:32,010
[Engine revs]
560
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:34,500
Woo!
561
00:28:34,510 --> 00:28:36,930
Ha ha!
Ha ha!
562
00:28:48,140 --> 00:28:50,480
Just cut the line
and let him go.
563
00:28:50,970 --> 00:28:51,970
No, just cut...
564
00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:54,370
Cut--cut--
565
00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:55,690
Do you want to wander around
with a hook in your face?
566
00:28:55,700 --> 00:28:57,740
No, other side
of it, man.
567
00:28:58,700 --> 00:29:00,240
Oh.
568
00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:05,240
Fly away, buddy.
569
00:29:05,710 --> 00:29:06,750
All right.
570
00:29:06,740 --> 00:29:09,620
That lady said
that you put bi--
571
00:29:09,630 --> 00:29:11,470
She said you put
bread on a string
572
00:29:11,460 --> 00:29:13,460
to catch a bird?
573
00:29:13,460 --> 00:29:14,960
Dude, I used to do
this shit in school
all the time.
574
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:16,460
Yeah?
575
00:29:18,470 --> 00:29:19,980
Really?
576
00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:23,650
MAN: There's too much
anger in this town.
577
00:29:23,640 --> 00:29:25,000
There's too much fear.
578
00:29:25,010 --> 00:29:28,430
I mean, this is
the epitome of greed
right here,
579
00:29:28,430 --> 00:29:29,850
and that's why I want
to leave.
580
00:29:29,850 --> 00:29:31,320
It's not kind
to outsiders,
581
00:29:31,810 --> 00:29:33,310
I can see the reaction
of people.
582
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:35,160
They look at me like
I'm an illegal alien.
583
00:29:35,150 --> 00:29:36,520
I think Williston
could be
584
00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:39,020
one of the best things
to ever happen to you.
585
00:29:39,020 --> 00:29:41,020
I do.
586
00:29:41,020 --> 00:29:42,520
Uh...
587
00:29:42,530 --> 00:29:44,330
Don't give up.
588
00:29:44,330 --> 00:29:45,620
I think I'm
beyond redemption.
589
00:29:46,110 --> 00:29:47,190
I don't think reading
a few bible verses
590
00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:49,290
and hanging out
with some people
in church
591
00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:50,280
is gonna change
all that.
592
00:29:50,780 --> 00:29:51,780
But that's just me.
593
00:29:51,780 --> 00:29:53,780
No, you know what?
Do you know what?
594
00:29:53,790 --> 00:29:55,290
What, someone's gonna
adopt me and say,
595
00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:57,300
"Paul, we're gonna
graft you in here,
596
00:29:57,290 --> 00:29:58,790
you're like my family"?
597
00:29:58,790 --> 00:29:59,790
I don't think
that's gonna happen.
598
00:29:59,790 --> 00:30:01,260
I think this is
fantasyland.
599
00:30:01,260 --> 00:30:02,790
I live in reality,
in the real world.
600
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,300
What about people
just loving you?
601
00:30:05,300 --> 00:30:06,810
When is that
gonna happen?
602
00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:08,300
I'm in my 40s now.
603
00:30:08,300 --> 00:30:09,300
When's that
gonna happen?
604
00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:11,720
I know this sounds
so hokey.
605
00:30:11,720 --> 00:30:14,390
But I want to love you.
I love you.
606
00:30:17,110 --> 00:30:18,860
But what is here for me?
607
00:30:18,860 --> 00:30:20,780
I am.
Opportunity? Employment?
608
00:30:20,780 --> 00:30:23,610
I know.
I am.
609
00:30:23,620 --> 00:30:25,460
You can come and have
a meal with my family.
610
00:30:25,950 --> 00:30:27,450
I don't think your wife
likes me, by the way.
611
00:30:27,450 --> 00:30:28,450
What?
612
00:30:28,450 --> 00:30:30,290
I sense it.
613
00:30:30,290 --> 00:30:31,570
I don't think
you should have me
over to your home.
614
00:30:31,570 --> 00:30:33,070
You might want to talk
to your wife--
615
00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:34,580
Why not?
Of course I want--
616
00:30:34,580 --> 00:30:35,580
We always have people
over at our home.
617
00:30:35,580 --> 00:30:37,090
You have to think about
your family first.
618
00:30:37,080 --> 00:30:39,580
You're a family guy.
619
00:30:56,100 --> 00:30:57,560
Hi.
620
00:30:57,570 --> 00:30:59,610
Hi. Who would I speak
to about an application
621
00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:02,100
for a truck driver?
622
00:31:02,100 --> 00:31:03,600
You are a driver?
623
00:31:03,610 --> 00:31:05,110
Yes.
624
00:31:05,110 --> 00:31:08,120
How many years
experience?
625
00:31:08,610 --> 00:31:10,110
About 8.
626
00:31:10,110 --> 00:31:11,440
Ok.
627
00:31:15,620 --> 00:31:18,680
I want to see if they have
"Been convicted of any felonies"
628
00:31:19,170 --> 00:31:20,500
on their application...
629
00:31:20,510 --> 00:31:22,380
that I've seen so far.
630
00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:29,690
MAN: It's definitely a place
for a second chance.
631
00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:31,760
I was at
the Wal-Mart parking lot,
632
00:31:32,270 --> 00:31:34,780
then the people from Wal-Mart
633
00:31:34,770 --> 00:31:36,770
didn't want anybody staying
in their parking lot anymore.
634
00:31:37,270 --> 00:31:38,770
Then I heard people saying
635
00:31:38,770 --> 00:31:40,610
that they were starting to stay
in a church parking lot.
636
00:31:40,610 --> 00:31:44,440
Some issues came up
her at the church,
637
00:31:44,450 --> 00:31:47,240
and then he told me
that, you know,
638
00:31:47,230 --> 00:31:48,730
I'd have to stay out
in the parking lot.
639
00:31:48,730 --> 00:31:50,730
He wanted me to
come meet his family
640
00:31:50,740 --> 00:31:53,160
and that I was
welcome to stay with them
as long as I wanted to.
641
00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:54,580
So what do you
want to do?
642
00:31:54,570 --> 00:31:56,570
Do you want to
come over now,
do you think?
643
00:31:56,580 --> 00:31:58,080
Yeah, let's go over now.
644
00:31:58,580 --> 00:32:00,050
I don't really know the pastor
personally that well.
645
00:32:00,050 --> 00:32:03,090
He really doesn't know me
that well, but...
646
00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:04,580
there's a bond there,
647
00:32:04,580 --> 00:32:06,050
and there's
a lot of trust there,
648
00:32:06,050 --> 00:32:09,550
and I guess maybe
it's on a different level.
649
00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:11,010
He told me that,
you know,
650
00:32:11,010 --> 00:32:13,520
he thinks that
our two lives came
651
00:32:14,010 --> 00:32:16,980
and we crossed this path
together for a reason.
652
00:32:16,980 --> 00:32:18,890
Hi, dear.
Keith is here.
653
00:32:18,900 --> 00:32:20,410
I'm thinking
it would be good--
654
00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:21,400
How about if we
brought him over here
655
00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:22,400
in about 10, 15 minutes?
656
00:32:22,900 --> 00:32:23,730
Would that be ok?
657
00:32:23,740 --> 00:32:26,530
I think now
would be better, ok?
658
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:27,520
Do you eat
tuna sandwiches?
659
00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:28,520
Yeah.
660
00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:30,020
He eats tuna sandwiches.
661
00:32:30,030 --> 00:32:32,920
Oh, give thanks
unto the Lord
662
00:32:32,910 --> 00:32:34,280
for He is good.
663
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:35,240
Amen.
664
00:32:35,780 --> 00:32:37,780
And thank you
for good company.
665
00:32:37,780 --> 00:32:39,200
All right.
666
00:32:44,090 --> 00:32:46,420
KEITH GRAVES: So, um,
how do you guys feel about
667
00:32:46,430 --> 00:32:49,300
people coming and staying
in your guys' home?
668
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,210
When I met him,
669
00:32:51,210 --> 00:32:53,100
he had an 18-year-old
Native American guy
670
00:32:53,100 --> 00:32:54,600
living in his basement.
671
00:32:54,600 --> 00:32:56,600
I forgot about that.
Hmm.
672
00:32:56,600 --> 00:32:59,050
BOY:
I think it's a good thing.
673
00:32:59,060 --> 00:33:01,030
It's nice to meet people.
674
00:33:03,530 --> 00:33:06,400
I think it's good.
I like it. I enjoy it.
675
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:10,290
Well, I appreciate
you guys giving me
the opportunity
676
00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:11,780
to stay with you guys.
677
00:33:11,780 --> 00:33:12,780
I really appreciate it.
678
00:33:12,790 --> 00:33:13,740
You bet.
679
00:33:16,490 --> 00:33:18,740
This is
the family room, ok?
680
00:33:18,740 --> 00:33:20,570
That's Eric's room.
681
00:33:20,580 --> 00:33:21,830
This is the laundry room.
682
00:33:21,830 --> 00:33:23,340
There's the bathroom.
683
00:33:23,330 --> 00:33:24,740
Anyway, so this is it.
684
00:33:24,750 --> 00:33:27,140
What made you
decide to...
685
00:33:27,130 --> 00:33:28,580
let me come
into your home
686
00:33:28,580 --> 00:33:31,920
and let me stay with
you and your family?
687
00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:34,220
The first thing
I had to do
688
00:33:34,220 --> 00:33:35,750
was, quite frankly,
689
00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:39,770
I was afraid the paper
was gonna come after the church.
690
00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:43,680
So I had to get you
out of the parking lot.
691
00:33:43,680 --> 00:33:47,600
I think you bear...
the burden
692
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:51,570
of others' injustices,
693
00:33:52,070 --> 00:33:55,610
but you're not bitter
about it.
694
00:33:55,610 --> 00:33:57,440
And that impressed me.
695
00:33:57,450 --> 00:34:01,620
I just thought
this would work.
696
00:34:01,620 --> 00:34:02,960
Well, let's go in.
Ok?
697
00:34:02,950 --> 00:34:04,870
Ok.
698
00:34:04,870 --> 00:34:06,870
JAY, VOICE-OVER:
A sin or a crime,
699
00:34:06,870 --> 00:34:11,210
while it's real and it is
a part of one's record,
700
00:34:11,210 --> 00:34:14,540
I would submit ought not be
the definition of one's life.
701
00:34:16,050 --> 00:34:19,350
I'm not gonna put
my children at risk,
702
00:34:19,350 --> 00:34:21,850
and I do not believe
that I have.
703
00:34:35,620 --> 00:34:38,630
Just for now. Huh.
704
00:34:39,990 --> 00:34:42,870
We're not talking
about Keith.
705
00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:43,800
Uh-uh.
706
00:34:43,790 --> 00:34:45,370
I was gonna call
the elders.
707
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:49,890
I decided not
to do that because...
708
00:34:50,380 --> 00:34:51,880
I don't think I need--
I shouldn't--
709
00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:53,380
No.
710
00:34:53,390 --> 00:34:54,890
I don't think
I should tell them yet.
711
00:34:54,890 --> 00:34:56,900
No, I think that should
just be kept at home...
712
00:34:56,890 --> 00:34:57,890
Well...
separate from the rest.
713
00:34:58,390 --> 00:34:59,890
the problem is
if the paper blows it up,
714
00:34:59,890 --> 00:35:01,890
that's gonna be
the problem.
715
00:35:01,890 --> 00:35:03,390
But then I guess
I'll have to deal with it.
716
00:35:03,900 --> 00:35:05,900
And then I'll explain
why I didn't say anything.
717
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:08,400
But I don't think
I'd do him a favor
718
00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:09,900
if I tell
all the elders.
719
00:35:09,900 --> 00:35:12,350
I don't think
it's right to him.
720
00:35:12,350 --> 00:35:13,850
It's not, but you
honestly got to
721
00:35:14,410 --> 00:35:16,920
kind of look at
where your priorities
are, too.
722
00:35:16,910 --> 00:35:18,410
Well, that's it.
My first priority is to--
723
00:35:18,410 --> 00:35:21,660
my obligation as a pastor,
but I've got to be careful.
724
00:35:23,450 --> 00:35:24,950
JAY, VOICE-OVER: You really
have to struggle with,
725
00:35:24,950 --> 00:35:26,450
what are my motives here?
726
00:35:26,450 --> 00:35:27,950
I know, I'm...
727
00:35:29,460 --> 00:35:32,720
Maybe this is
just more self-serving
728
00:35:32,710 --> 00:35:34,710
than what I realize.
729
00:35:34,710 --> 00:35:37,710
Maybe it's as simple as
I don't say no very well,
730
00:35:38,100 --> 00:35:41,970
and so it's easier to say yes
and live with the consequences.
731
00:36:18,340 --> 00:36:21,850
ENGEL: Well, over
in my makeshift abode,
732
00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:24,340
I was staying at pastor's house.
733
00:36:24,340 --> 00:36:26,430
He begged me to stay with him,
which I didn't want to.
734
00:36:26,430 --> 00:36:29,430
And then after 4 days,
he threw me out.
735
00:36:29,930 --> 00:36:32,730
He was turning it into,
"I'm throwing you out
736
00:36:32,740 --> 00:36:34,990
because you don't listen to
my authority" kind of bullshit,
737
00:36:34,990 --> 00:36:37,500
but he told me the night before
738
00:36:37,490 --> 00:36:39,490
that he wanted to move in
a sex offender,
739
00:36:39,490 --> 00:36:40,490
and that's what
it was really about.
740
00:36:40,490 --> 00:36:41,990
So I confronted him on that.
741
00:36:41,990 --> 00:36:43,490
I said, "You know,
you're making it about me,
742
00:36:43,500 --> 00:36:45,500
"throwing me out
for this bullshit reason,
743
00:36:45,500 --> 00:36:46,460
"but it's really
'cause you want to get
744
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:48,500
"the sex offender in your house
745
00:36:48,500 --> 00:36:51,000
"'cause you're getting heat
from the church where you are,
746
00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:52,450
"and you're getting heat
from the media,
747
00:36:52,450 --> 00:36:54,450
and you have to move in here,"
and he admitted that.
748
00:36:56,960 --> 00:37:00,260
The hypocrisy of the situation
gets me a little upset,
749
00:37:00,260 --> 00:37:01,510
that someone's gonna tell me
they love me
750
00:37:01,510 --> 00:37:03,510
and then throw my bags
out in the street.
751
00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:06,020
I don't know, is that being
true to yourself?
752
00:37:06,020 --> 00:37:08,360
He told me that he didn't like
my character.
753
00:37:08,350 --> 00:37:10,140
I mean, one thing about me,
I may be miserable,
754
00:37:10,140 --> 00:37:12,350
but I'm not living a lie,
you know what I mean?
755
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:16,190
I'm not completely
selfish or self-centered
like Keith, though,
756
00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:18,540
but I am pretty vindictive.
757
00:37:21,530 --> 00:37:23,480
I told him that,
758
00:37:23,490 --> 00:37:24,960
"How would you like me
to go knock on every door
in your town,"
759
00:37:24,950 --> 00:37:26,490
which I haven't done,
"and tell 'em you have
760
00:37:26,490 --> 00:37:27,990
a registered sex offender
in your house?"
761
00:37:27,990 --> 00:37:29,990
And I said, "How would you
like me to go to the media?"
762
00:37:29,990 --> 00:37:32,490
I'll give him a scripture verse.
763
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:35,300
You sew the wind,
you reap the whirlwind.
764
00:37:35,300 --> 00:37:37,090
Add you're gonna reap
the whirlwind.
765
00:37:39,590 --> 00:37:42,140
[Piano playing]
766
00:37:45,640 --> 00:37:47,140
JAY:
I'm kind of a one-trick pony
767
00:37:47,140 --> 00:37:48,970
when it comes into
reading scripture,
768
00:37:48,980 --> 00:37:52,320
but there's certain passages
that I just kind of go to.
769
00:37:52,310 --> 00:37:56,100
This is from "John," chapter 10.
770
00:37:56,100 --> 00:37:57,430
"I am the good shepherd.
771
00:37:57,940 --> 00:38:00,450
"The good shepherd lays down
his life for the sheep.
772
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:03,820
"I am a good shepherd,
and I know my own
and my own know me
773
00:38:03,830 --> 00:38:06,170
"even as the Father knows me
and I know the Father,
774
00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:10,080
"and I lay down my life
for the sheep.
775
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:13,280
"My sheep hear my voice and
I know them and they follow me.
776
00:38:13,290 --> 00:38:16,960
"I give eternal life to them
and they shall never perish,
777
00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:19,380
and no one shall snatch them
out of my hand."
778
00:38:28,550 --> 00:38:30,470
That's how we do it.
779
00:38:30,470 --> 00:38:34,140
They're starting
at $15 an hour here,
780
00:38:34,140 --> 00:38:35,940
and then they said after
I've been here about 3 months,
781
00:38:35,940 --> 00:38:37,310
they'll give me a raise.
782
00:38:37,310 --> 00:38:40,690
I went through being
really depressed, you know,
783
00:38:40,700 --> 00:38:43,660
'cause I'd been here for about
a month and didn't have a job.
784
00:38:44,150 --> 00:38:45,980
Just being really happy.
785
00:38:48,740 --> 00:38:51,130
Mama's happy, too,
my wife's happy, too.
786
00:38:51,120 --> 00:38:54,370
She was, like, sending me
pictures of the clothes
she had bought, you know,
787
00:38:54,380 --> 00:38:56,130
and stuff she bought
for the baby that's coming.
788
00:38:56,630 --> 00:38:59,130
She put a baby bed on layaway,
you know,
789
00:38:59,130 --> 00:39:00,630
I could tell she was happy,
790
00:39:00,630 --> 00:39:02,130
and that makes you feel good,
you know,
791
00:39:02,130 --> 00:39:05,550
that she's getting the things
she wants.
792
00:39:05,550 --> 00:39:08,050
Hell, this is what I love, too.
793
00:39:08,060 --> 00:39:09,430
That's what makes it so good.
794
00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:10,820
I'm doing what I love to do.
795
00:39:10,810 --> 00:39:12,310
I would have done anything,
796
00:39:12,310 --> 00:39:15,140
but I'm getting to do
what I love.
797
00:39:15,150 --> 00:39:19,020
It ain't much to look at,
but it's home.
798
00:39:19,020 --> 00:39:21,530
I'm glad to be
out of the church.
799
00:39:24,190 --> 00:39:26,190
I love you, baby.
800
00:39:26,190 --> 00:39:28,660
I miss you.
801
00:39:28,660 --> 00:39:31,490
Dear heavenly Father,
we thank you and praise you
802
00:39:31,500 --> 00:39:34,290
for bringing us to Williston
and for giving us employment
803
00:39:34,780 --> 00:39:36,280
and providing us with food.
804
00:39:36,290 --> 00:39:39,290
We praise you in the name
of Jesus Christ, our Lord, amen.
805
00:39:39,290 --> 00:39:41,630
Amen.
Amen.
806
00:39:41,620 --> 00:39:42,960
We've sure
been blessed.
807
00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:45,260
And so we got
pork chops.
808
00:39:45,430 --> 00:39:48,020
This is where I do
most of my thinking, too.
809
00:39:48,010 --> 00:39:50,010
I get to bed early.
810
00:39:50,020 --> 00:39:53,030
I lay here and think about
really how good things
are going right now,
811
00:39:53,020 --> 00:39:55,020
making money.
812
00:40:13,820 --> 00:40:16,820
Think about it,
inspector.
813
00:40:17,330 --> 00:40:20,340
What's up?
Thank you.
814
00:40:23,330 --> 00:40:26,130
Yeah, that's
a little bit better.
815
00:40:26,130 --> 00:40:27,380
The thing is
is for the most part,
816
00:40:27,390 --> 00:40:29,390
it's gonna be your call
817
00:40:29,390 --> 00:40:31,760
'cause if it looks bad,
818
00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:34,180
if you think it's bad
and it's gonna fuck
something up...
819
00:40:34,180 --> 00:40:35,680
All right.
820
00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:37,150
Tear it up.
It's all you.
821
00:40:37,150 --> 00:40:39,100
All right.
Enjoy yourself.
822
00:40:39,100 --> 00:40:42,110
Oh, yeah.
Ha ha.
823
00:40:54,410 --> 00:40:59,410
My boss got a promotion,
so he's gonna be moving up,
824
00:40:59,420 --> 00:41:02,430
and the inspector at Patterson
is moving up,
825
00:41:02,420 --> 00:41:05,420
and they're gonna make me
an inspector.
826
00:41:05,420 --> 00:41:06,920
Ha!
827
00:41:07,430 --> 00:41:10,390
They said that it was between me
and another guy,
828
00:41:10,380 --> 00:41:15,930
and I just kind of had more what
they were looking for, I guess,
829
00:41:15,930 --> 00:41:19,630
and they were saying
they were gonna hire another guy
830
00:41:20,140 --> 00:41:21,640
and have him be my hand.
831
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:23,640
So I'm gonna have a guy,
I mean, like,
832
00:41:23,640 --> 00:41:25,140
I don't want to say
underneath me,
833
00:41:25,140 --> 00:41:27,640
but pretty much.
834
00:41:27,650 --> 00:41:29,650
It's--Yeah, it's--
835
00:41:29,650 --> 00:41:33,160
I was just...so...
836
00:41:33,150 --> 00:41:36,150
Yeah.
837
00:41:36,150 --> 00:41:37,650
Yeah, I just figured
I'd call dad
838
00:41:37,660 --> 00:41:41,170
and I thought
I'd let him know 'cause...
839
00:41:41,660 --> 00:41:45,160
I was...I was real excited.
840
00:41:50,470 --> 00:41:53,590
Ok, right hand here.
Here's how it goes.
841
00:41:53,590 --> 00:41:58,590
? You put your right hand in,
you put your right hand out ?
842
00:41:58,590 --> 00:42:03,510
? You put your right hand in
and you shake it all about ?
843
00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:07,440
? You do the hokey-pokey
and you turn yourself around ?
844
00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:10,410
? That's what it's all about ?
845
00:42:10,410 --> 00:42:13,250
We were wondering
if we could just stay
in here for tonight.
846
00:42:13,240 --> 00:42:16,110
We can't have you
sleeping in the room
with all the guys, ok?
847
00:42:16,110 --> 00:42:19,910
The women right now
are in our library area.
848
00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:22,670
I can sleep ok
in the car,
849
00:42:22,670 --> 00:42:24,540
but I'm just worried
about her and my baby.
850
00:42:24,540 --> 00:42:26,460
Something's not quite making
sense, I have to tell you,
851
00:42:26,460 --> 00:42:29,800
but his name is Brett,
he's 18 years old.
852
00:42:29,790 --> 00:42:31,120
He just walked
into the church
here a little while--
853
00:42:31,630 --> 00:42:32,630
Well, actually
this afternoon.
854
00:42:32,630 --> 00:42:34,140
I let him nap.
855
00:42:34,130 --> 00:42:36,130
And now he says
he has a concussion.
856
00:42:36,130 --> 00:42:38,630
Ok, I'll be there.
I'll bring him shortly, ok.
857
00:42:38,630 --> 00:42:41,100
Thank you. Bye-bye.
858
00:42:41,100 --> 00:42:43,520
That's why I'm not
in Phoenix, sir.
859
00:42:43,520 --> 00:42:45,520
That's why
I'm not in Phoenix.
860
00:42:45,520 --> 00:42:46,520
'Cause I know
some things are
getting ready
861
00:42:46,530 --> 00:42:48,480
to hit the fan.
862
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:52,490
Whether people think so
or not, you know?
863
00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:55,980
I'm just telling you
the truth.
864
00:42:55,980 --> 00:42:58,820
I know what it's like
to walk in holiness
and obedience
865
00:42:58,820 --> 00:43:00,200
and walk in power
and authority,
866
00:43:00,210 --> 00:43:01,660
but I ain't doing that
right now,
867
00:43:01,660 --> 00:43:03,170
and I'd like to get back
to that spot,
868
00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:04,660
just get back
on the word
869
00:43:04,660 --> 00:43:06,120
and get away from
the drugs and alcohol.
870
00:43:06,130 --> 00:43:07,170
And my ex-wife,
after we got divorced,
871
00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:08,630
was really into meth.
872
00:43:08,630 --> 00:43:10,050
She called me.
"Can you come
rescue me?"
873
00:43:10,050 --> 00:43:11,550
I went and got her,
and the Holy Spirit
874
00:43:11,550 --> 00:43:13,050
told me, "Don't--"
We weren't even married.
875
00:43:13,050 --> 00:43:14,550
She says, "Don't
have sex with her,"
right?
876
00:43:14,550 --> 00:43:16,050
"Don't even--" you know.
877
00:43:16,050 --> 00:43:17,550
I went and got 'em,
got her into a program,
878
00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,060
I did have sex with her.
879
00:43:19,060 --> 00:43:20,570
Actually she
came onto me so--
880
00:43:20,560 --> 00:43:21,810
Well, I won't get
into all that,
but I did, ok?
881
00:43:21,810 --> 00:43:23,230
And after I had sex
with her,
882
00:43:23,230 --> 00:43:24,810
man, the Holy Spirit
told me--
883
00:43:24,810 --> 00:43:25,810
I picked up
all these spirits
of all these guys
884
00:43:25,810 --> 00:43:27,310
that she was
having sex with, man.
885
00:43:27,320 --> 00:43:28,610
It says right there in
"Proverbs" and "Psalms,"
886
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:30,600
or "Proverbs"
talks about that,
you know?
887
00:43:30,600 --> 00:43:32,100
I picked up
all these spirits,
888
00:43:32,100 --> 00:43:33,600
and all of a sudden
I got back to Phoenix,
889
00:43:33,610 --> 00:43:35,080
and I knew where to get
drugs 24 hours a day
890
00:43:35,070 --> 00:43:37,490
'cause I had problems
with other drugs, ok?
891
00:43:37,490 --> 00:43:40,580
But, yeah, I'm kinda
messed up right now,
you know?
892
00:43:40,580 --> 00:43:42,530
And yeah,
I haven't been living
like I should.
893
00:43:42,530 --> 00:43:44,080
I haven't been walking
the spirit like--
894
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:45,080
I've been walking
in the flesh.
895
00:43:45,530 --> 00:43:46,500
I've been feeling
the lust of the flesh.
896
00:43:46,500 --> 00:43:48,080
Yeah, I don't have
the joy and the peace
897
00:43:48,590 --> 00:43:49,590
and all that stuff
that I walked in
for years,
898
00:43:49,840 --> 00:43:51,710
because of the sin
of my life,
I know that,
899
00:43:51,710 --> 00:43:53,220
but I know the Lord's
still with me.
900
00:43:53,210 --> 00:43:54,710
I know that he wants me
to repent.
901
00:43:54,710 --> 00:43:56,710
He still speaks to me,
all right?
902
00:43:56,710 --> 00:43:59,210
So, you know,
I'm in God's hands.
903
00:43:59,210 --> 00:44:02,010
I am. I am.
904
00:44:02,020 --> 00:44:03,480
[Cell phone rings]
905
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:08,400
Well, she's come up
with quite a bit of stuff here.
906
00:44:08,390 --> 00:44:11,310
Alcohol, drug issues,
aggravated assault
charge in '02,
907
00:44:11,310 --> 00:44:12,690
plea bargain in 2010,
disorderly conduct,
908
00:44:12,690 --> 00:44:16,530
DUI '04,
aggravated assault.
909
00:44:16,530 --> 00:44:18,560
Oh, I didn't tell you.
910
00:44:18,570 --> 00:44:20,040
I didn't tell you
who my father was.
911
00:44:20,040 --> 00:44:21,080
My mother was raped.
912
00:44:21,070 --> 00:44:22,570
That's how I came
into this world,
913
00:44:22,570 --> 00:44:23,540
and that kind of
screwed my head up, too,
914
00:44:23,540 --> 00:44:24,570
after I met her.
915
00:44:24,570 --> 00:44:26,070
She was raped.
916
00:44:26,070 --> 00:44:29,070
That's why I was adopted
when I was 2 weeks old.
917
00:44:38,470 --> 00:44:40,550
I really do want to
get right with God.
918
00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:42,060
It's just hard.
919
00:44:42,060 --> 00:44:43,570
It's hard.
920
00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:45,560
I'm...
921
00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:48,560
Do you know something?
Can I tell you something?
922
00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:50,560
What?
923
00:44:50,570 --> 00:44:54,580
You and I are
a whole lot more alike
than we are different.
924
00:44:54,570 --> 00:44:56,070
Really?
925
00:44:57,570 --> 00:45:00,570
I'm broken.
We're broken.
926
00:45:01,080 --> 00:45:02,580
We're just broken.
927
00:45:04,580 --> 00:45:06,440
We're in this together.
928
00:45:15,370 --> 00:45:17,790
JAY:
It's a very broken world.
929
00:45:17,790 --> 00:45:21,460
Everybody's broken.
930
00:45:21,460 --> 00:45:24,350
The hard part is that
nobody's good at loving,
931
00:45:24,350 --> 00:45:26,430
but we have to do it anyway.
932
00:45:26,430 --> 00:45:30,140
You know,
broken people need love.
933
00:45:30,140 --> 00:45:33,470
Last winter the more
the feeling was
934
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:38,370
it gave people
a warm place to sleep.
935
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:39,860
Spring came, I think we thought
936
00:45:39,870 --> 00:45:42,870
no one was gonna
stay here again.
937
00:45:42,870 --> 00:45:45,330
And it just continued.
938
00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:46,790
WOMAN:
When we came, it was small.
939
00:45:46,790 --> 00:45:50,710
There was maybe
10-15 people here.
940
00:45:50,710 --> 00:45:53,660
And so I mean it's really grown,
941
00:45:53,660 --> 00:45:56,710
and it's gotten,
I personally feel,
a little out of hand.
942
00:45:56,720 --> 00:45:59,840
And it needs to get
a little more control over it.
943
00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:01,260
Glen,
you had a question?
944
00:46:01,250 --> 00:46:03,170
I do have
a technical question.
945
00:46:03,170 --> 00:46:05,500
I did go down to
the city about this.
946
00:46:05,510 --> 00:46:07,320
What are you
talking about?
947
00:46:07,310 --> 00:46:08,760
For--for the city.
948
00:46:08,760 --> 00:46:10,310
To use the church
for the program
949
00:46:10,310 --> 00:46:11,310
that we are using it for.
950
00:46:11,310 --> 00:46:12,680
Oh, oh, ok.
951
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:15,100
We may be breaking
local ordinances by doing it.
952
00:46:15,100 --> 00:46:17,600
We're supposed
to follow the rules.
953
00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:19,730
JAY:
Alan did bring in
the fire chief,
954
00:46:19,740 --> 00:46:22,330
and his estimation
was that we wouldn't
need sprinklers,
955
00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:23,820
but I just think
it's helpful--
956
00:46:23,830 --> 00:46:25,330
and I realize
that's not official,
957
00:46:25,330 --> 00:46:26,840
but that was helpful
to hear, I think.
958
00:46:26,830 --> 00:46:29,910
I'm saying that we have
to ask permission in the city
959
00:46:29,920 --> 00:46:32,290
to actually get
a special permitted use.
960
00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:34,170
JAY: But I've got
to tell you, folks,
961
00:46:34,670 --> 00:46:37,590
I don't want to suppress
the discussion about
962
00:46:37,590 --> 00:46:40,590
what are the problems here,
what are the risks here?
963
00:46:40,590 --> 00:46:42,590
They are there.
964
00:46:42,590 --> 00:46:44,880
But I think they're doable,
they're manageable.
965
00:46:44,880 --> 00:46:47,710
It's messy, but that
doesn't mean it's a mistake.
966
00:46:47,720 --> 00:46:50,230
I would say it means
it's ministry,
967
00:46:50,220 --> 00:46:52,180
and it's really worth,
I believe, the effort.
968
00:46:52,190 --> 00:46:53,610
I really do.
969
00:46:59,530 --> 00:47:01,540
Thank you.
970
00:47:01,530 --> 00:47:03,900
Uh, does anybody
have a blowtorch?
971
00:47:05,900 --> 00:47:08,400
Someone does?
Can you get it?
972
00:47:20,970 --> 00:47:22,340
Ha.
973
00:47:22,330 --> 00:47:23,300
MEZO:
What?
974
00:47:23,300 --> 00:47:24,330
Ha.
975
00:47:24,340 --> 00:47:25,310
So how old are you?
976
00:47:25,300 --> 00:47:27,250
[Baby talk]
977
00:47:27,260 --> 00:47:28,760
What's that?
How old?
978
00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:30,320
EDWARDS: 11 months.
979
00:47:30,310 --> 00:47:33,810
Oh, 11 months old?
980
00:47:33,810 --> 00:47:34,810
EDWARDS:
Hey, Pastor.
981
00:47:34,810 --> 00:47:36,810
Hey, Keegan,
how you doing?
982
00:47:36,820 --> 00:47:38,320
Good to see you.
983
00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:39,320
Hey.
984
00:47:39,820 --> 00:47:41,330
Who's been cutting
your hair these days?
985
00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:42,820
I'll tell you what.
986
00:47:42,820 --> 00:47:43,820
Yeah.
987
00:47:43,820 --> 00:47:46,320
Hey. How are you?
988
00:47:46,830 --> 00:47:48,330
I'm gonna scare him.
989
00:47:48,330 --> 00:47:50,340
How you doing?
990
00:47:50,330 --> 00:47:52,830
I'm Pastor Reinke.
What's your name?
991
00:47:52,830 --> 00:47:54,330
How we doing?
992
00:47:54,330 --> 00:47:55,330
What's your name?
993
00:47:55,830 --> 00:47:56,830
Can you say Darren?
994
00:47:56,840 --> 00:47:58,880
Darren? Hi, Darren.
How are you?
995
00:47:58,870 --> 00:48:00,340
Ok, and you are?
996
00:48:00,340 --> 00:48:02,290
I'm Sabrina.
997
00:48:02,290 --> 00:48:04,620
Sabrina. Ok, good to have
you with us, Sabrina, ok.
998
00:48:04,630 --> 00:48:06,130
So did you guys
just get to Williston?
999
00:48:06,130 --> 00:48:07,640
When did you get here?
1000
00:48:07,630 --> 00:48:08,630
On Wednesday?
1001
00:48:09,130 --> 00:48:10,130
Ok, ok.
Where are you guys--
1002
00:48:10,130 --> 00:48:11,630
Where are
you guys staying?
1003
00:48:11,630 --> 00:48:13,130
We're, uh, you ever heard
of Wheelock?
1004
00:48:13,130 --> 00:48:14,630
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
1005
00:48:14,640 --> 00:48:17,150
We got our camper set up
out there.
1006
00:48:17,140 --> 00:48:18,640
Got a bunch of hook-ups
and all that.
1007
00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:20,940
Oh, they do?
How is that for you?
1008
00:48:22,730 --> 00:48:25,620
[Pages turning]
1009
00:48:28,480 --> 00:48:30,370
[Strumming guitar]
1010
00:48:30,370 --> 00:48:32,870
That was absolutely terrible.
1011
00:48:38,380 --> 00:48:40,390
There we go.
1012
00:48:48,050 --> 00:48:49,550
[Singing indistinctly]
1013
00:48:57,810 --> 00:49:00,090
? Streets are falling down ?
1014
00:49:05,740 --> 00:49:07,750
[Singing continues indistinctly]
1015
00:49:13,580 --> 00:49:16,580
? Streets are falling down ?
1016
00:49:16,580 --> 00:49:20,200
? Falling down,
streets are falling down ?
1017
00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:22,700
? Streets are falling down ?
1018
00:49:31,800 --> 00:49:33,810
Yeah.
1019
00:49:36,550 --> 00:49:39,350
MAN:
Go, get through there!
1020
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:49,540
JAY, VOICE-OVER:
There are times when my time
that is committed to my family
1021
00:49:49,530 --> 00:49:51,780
is not given to my family.
1022
00:49:53,570 --> 00:49:57,540
I'm not as involved with my wife
or my children as I need to be
1023
00:49:57,540 --> 00:49:59,540
somewhat regularly
1024
00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:03,540
because I'm preoccupied
with what's going on here.
1025
00:50:03,550 --> 00:50:07,010
And I have to address that...
1026
00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:09,800
for my own sake
as well as for their sake.
1027
00:50:10,800 --> 00:50:13,590
Argh!
1028
00:50:13,590 --> 00:50:15,340
Congratulations.
1029
00:50:15,340 --> 00:50:16,640
Good job.
1030
00:50:16,640 --> 00:50:17,970
Ok, catch you later.
1031
00:50:17,980 --> 00:50:18,980
Bye.
1032
00:50:18,980 --> 00:50:20,990
See you, guys.
1033
00:50:30,320 --> 00:50:32,400
Not there.
1034
00:50:33,740 --> 00:50:34,570
MAN: Out--
Out in the back.
1035
00:50:34,580 --> 00:50:38,090
Ok, I'll look.
Ok, thanks.
1036
00:50:45,120 --> 00:50:48,120
You wouldn't know Todd,
would you?
1037
00:50:48,120 --> 00:50:49,840
MAN: Huh?
1038
00:50:49,840 --> 00:50:51,920
Todd, who's been at the church
the last couple of nights?
1039
00:50:51,930 --> 00:50:53,430
Yeah.
1040
00:50:53,430 --> 00:50:54,770
Have you seen him?
No.
1041
00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:03,390
Todd!
1042
00:51:03,890 --> 00:51:04,350
Oh.
1043
00:51:04,890 --> 00:51:06,850
Where have you been?
1044
00:51:06,860 --> 00:51:08,900
Where have
you been?
1045
00:51:11,900 --> 00:51:13,910
What's up?
1046
00:51:13,900 --> 00:51:14,860
Do you know
what I did?
1047
00:51:14,870 --> 00:51:16,910
Had a few more beers.
1048
00:51:16,900 --> 00:51:18,900
I checked these bars.
1049
00:51:18,900 --> 00:51:20,900
I did something
I've never done before.
1050
00:51:20,910 --> 00:51:23,830
I went
in two strip clubs
looking for you.
1051
00:51:23,830 --> 00:51:25,220
You came looking
for me?
1052
00:51:25,210 --> 00:51:26,210
Yeah.
1053
00:51:26,490 --> 00:51:27,740
Oh, thank you so much.
1054
00:51:27,750 --> 00:51:29,250
I mean, God, that--
1055
00:51:29,250 --> 00:51:31,760
No, that's fine.
I just was worried.
1056
00:51:31,750 --> 00:51:35,220
Oh, crap,
who's all these people
getting off the bus?
1057
00:51:35,220 --> 00:51:37,840
Lord, please don't
have them call me.
1058
00:51:37,840 --> 00:51:40,220
He's got the ticket.
1059
00:51:40,230 --> 00:51:41,730
MAN: Take any seat?
1060
00:51:41,730 --> 00:51:44,150
Yeah, anywhere.
1061
00:51:45,510 --> 00:51:47,010
You're killing me,
man,
1062
00:51:47,020 --> 00:51:48,020
because I've never
had a pastor
1063
00:51:48,020 --> 00:51:50,020
that took as much
interest in me.
1064
00:51:50,020 --> 00:51:51,530
I've only known you
a couple, few days.
1065
00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:54,990
Ok. Thank you,
man. Take care.
1066
00:51:54,990 --> 00:51:56,400
Thank you.
God bless
1067
00:52:28,770 --> 00:52:32,270
That is often what it is
as a pastor.
1068
00:52:32,280 --> 00:52:34,790
You can be intensely involved
in people's lives,
1069
00:52:34,780 --> 00:52:36,140
very profoundly.
1070
00:52:37,570 --> 00:52:39,570
And over time and circumstance,
1071
00:52:39,570 --> 00:52:44,880
either they just depart
or actually at times
1072
00:52:45,290 --> 00:52:47,160
they turn against you.
1073
00:53:31,090 --> 00:53:36,760
JAY:
Tonight it's the final reading
and the final vote on an RV ban.
1074
00:53:37,260 --> 00:53:41,630
I can't imagine that the city
could actually say to people,
1075
00:53:42,130 --> 00:53:44,600
"You can't sleep
in someone's parking lot
1076
00:53:44,600 --> 00:53:46,880
if they give you permission
to be there."
1077
00:53:46,880 --> 00:53:49,520
Basically what I've done is
1078
00:53:49,520 --> 00:53:50,850
I've come to say good-bye
to the city
1079
00:53:50,860 --> 00:53:52,860
if this law passes.
1080
00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:55,940
We're in a church driveway
right now.
1081
00:53:55,940 --> 00:53:59,110
I donate to my church to offset
the utilities that I use.
1082
00:53:59,110 --> 00:54:00,610
I don't abuse anybody.
1083
00:54:00,620 --> 00:54:02,620
I don't dump my waste.
1084
00:54:02,620 --> 00:54:04,130
I don't try to do anything.
1085
00:54:04,120 --> 00:54:06,980
I would have liked to have seen
the possibility
1086
00:54:06,990 --> 00:54:10,880
that the city could have
found a way to charge us
1087
00:54:10,880 --> 00:54:13,300
a weekly fee or a monthly fee,
you know,
1088
00:54:13,290 --> 00:54:16,790
until rates came down
to a reasonable amount,
1089
00:54:16,800 --> 00:54:19,310
but my suspicion is
what we're gonna see
1090
00:54:19,300 --> 00:54:21,170
is you're gonna see
people like me,
1091
00:54:21,170 --> 00:54:23,330
we're going to be leaving.
1092
00:54:23,340 --> 00:54:25,150
We are not in a position
1093
00:54:25,140 --> 00:54:27,140
where we have a public hearing
on this tonight,
1094
00:54:27,140 --> 00:54:29,090
not looking to do that.
1095
00:54:29,090 --> 00:54:32,340
End of discussion.
1096
00:54:32,350 --> 00:54:34,160
Pastor Reinke,
1097
00:54:34,150 --> 00:54:36,060
well, you haven't answered
a single question
1098
00:54:36,070 --> 00:54:37,070
about the several
sex offenders
1099
00:54:37,570 --> 00:54:39,570
who have lived
in your parking lot.
1100
00:54:39,570 --> 00:54:40,990
You knew about this.
1101
00:54:40,990 --> 00:54:42,850
You've invited this person
into your home
1102
00:54:42,860 --> 00:54:43,870
from what I understand.
1103
00:54:43,860 --> 00:54:45,360
You have daughters.
1104
00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:48,330
Is that true or not?
1105
00:54:48,330 --> 00:54:49,860
Tell me it's not true.
1106
00:54:49,860 --> 00:54:51,360
Just say it's not true
1107
00:54:51,370 --> 00:54:54,380
and you will never hear
from me again.
1108
00:54:54,370 --> 00:54:57,870
Pastor Reinke,
were there sex offenders...
1109
00:54:57,870 --> 00:55:00,370
up until I started
asking you about it
1110
00:55:00,380 --> 00:55:02,380
living in
your parking lot?
1111
00:55:02,380 --> 00:55:03,890
Just a second.
Let me make sure.
1112
00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:05,880
Let me think.
1113
00:55:07,380 --> 00:55:08,880
Pastor Reinke,
I'm asking you
1114
00:55:08,880 --> 00:55:10,380
a straight-forward
question.
1115
00:55:10,390 --> 00:55:12,390
Excuse me just a second.
1116
00:55:12,390 --> 00:55:15,860
Ok, ok, so there were two
living there for several months.
1117
00:55:15,860 --> 00:55:19,320
If you didn't know,
then that's fine.
1118
00:55:19,310 --> 00:55:20,730
I would understand that.
1119
00:55:20,730 --> 00:55:24,310
You need to tell me, like,
"I didn't know."
1120
00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:27,330
That doesn't seem
to be the case, Pastor.
1121
00:55:27,320 --> 00:55:29,320
It seems to be
that you were fully aware
1122
00:55:29,320 --> 00:55:32,320
that you had two sex offenders
living in your parking lot
1123
00:55:32,320 --> 00:55:35,320
in a neighborhood with families,
with children,
1124
00:55:35,330 --> 00:55:36,830
and you did nothing.
1125
00:55:47,310 --> 00:55:49,810
JAY:
Now he's gonna come after him
in our home.
1126
00:55:49,810 --> 00:55:52,320
He knows that he's in our home.
1127
00:55:52,310 --> 00:55:54,930
[Scoffs]
1128
00:55:54,930 --> 00:56:01,430
I'm glad to give him
a place in my home.
1129
00:56:01,740 --> 00:56:05,530
But what he's gonna do is
by making this a public issue,
1130
00:56:06,020 --> 00:56:09,360
he's gonna make the church
question me.
1131
00:56:09,360 --> 00:56:10,740
[Train whistle blows]
1132
00:56:10,750 --> 00:56:14,620
He's not gonna let it go.
1133
00:56:14,950 --> 00:56:16,530
That reporter...
1134
00:56:18,040 --> 00:56:22,010
could mean the end
of my ministry in Williston.
1135
00:56:22,010 --> 00:56:25,050
That's what it could mean.
1136
00:56:29,050 --> 00:56:31,060
Could mean the end
of everything.
1137
00:56:48,400 --> 00:56:50,400
You ok?
1138
00:56:54,910 --> 00:56:56,910
He knows everything.
1139
00:56:56,910 --> 00:56:59,920
He knows
he's living here?
1140
00:56:59,910 --> 00:57:01,910
Yes.
1141
00:57:14,060 --> 00:57:15,470
I mean, this could be,
1142
00:57:15,480 --> 00:57:17,940
"Pastor, you're just not
competent anymore."
1143
00:57:17,930 --> 00:57:20,060
We'd had a family
discussion about it.
1144
00:57:20,060 --> 00:57:21,480
We've talked about.
1145
00:57:21,480 --> 00:57:23,400
We know the story
of the guy.
1146
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:25,320
We're very comfor--
1147
00:57:25,320 --> 00:57:26,730
I'm comfortable with him
staying in our home.
1148
00:57:26,740 --> 00:57:28,200
Absolutely.
1149
00:57:32,740 --> 00:57:38,030
JAY: Oh, God, please where
we are tempted to despair,
1150
00:57:38,030 --> 00:57:40,110
give us hope.
1151
00:57:40,120 --> 00:57:42,630
Thank you for giving us
a family
1152
00:57:43,120 --> 00:57:44,950
that is able to share love.
1153
00:57:44,960 --> 00:57:47,300
Amen.
1154
00:58:10,980 --> 00:58:13,480
I thought he was
gonna let it go,
1155
00:58:13,480 --> 00:58:17,990
but he's gonna write
a story, ok?
1156
00:58:17,990 --> 00:58:21,410
If it hits the paper,
the neighbors will know.
1157
00:58:21,410 --> 00:58:24,330
If this goes the way
that you're talking about,
1158
00:58:24,330 --> 00:58:26,290
I'm not gonna be able
to work anymore.
1159
00:58:26,800 --> 00:58:27,810
I'm gonna have
to find--
1160
00:58:27,800 --> 00:58:29,300
You know,
just a second.
Hold on.
1161
00:58:29,300 --> 00:58:30,580
I want you
to stay here.
1162
00:58:30,590 --> 00:58:33,340
I think let's
do this together.
1163
00:58:33,340 --> 00:58:35,260
That would be
my hope.
1164
00:58:35,260 --> 00:58:37,260
What does your wife
think about all this?
1165
00:58:37,260 --> 00:58:40,680
What do you feel
is the best situation
1166
00:58:40,680 --> 00:58:44,410
for your family,
the church, your husband?
1167
00:58:44,400 --> 00:58:47,180
The concerns
I did have
1168
00:58:47,690 --> 00:58:51,200
was the neighbors
and the church
1169
00:58:51,690 --> 00:58:56,190
because people
who don't know
your story...
1170
00:58:56,190 --> 00:58:59,690
uh, can't empathize.
1171
00:58:59,700 --> 00:59:01,210
JAY:
And most people,
1172
00:59:01,200 --> 00:59:02,950
when they hear
"registered sex offender,"
1173
00:59:02,950 --> 00:59:05,450
they think of some--
a molester and a rapist.
1174
00:59:05,450 --> 00:59:06,450
I mean,
they just go on and on.
1175
00:59:06,450 --> 00:59:08,950
And they don't realize,
you know,
1176
00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:12,020
and 18-year-old guy sleeping
with a 16-year-old girl,
1177
00:59:12,510 --> 00:59:15,630
his girlfriend, and that's
a different kind of a...
1178
00:59:15,630 --> 00:59:17,130
but they understand
there's differences.
1179
00:59:17,130 --> 00:59:19,130
I'm concerned about
1180
00:59:19,130 --> 00:59:24,190
the members
of our church, um...
1181
00:59:24,190 --> 00:59:26,190
ah...
1182
00:59:26,190 --> 00:59:30,690
calling into question
my husband's...
1183
00:59:31,200 --> 00:59:33,200
dealings
with the guys.
1184
00:59:33,200 --> 00:59:34,210
JAY: Judgment.
1185
00:59:34,700 --> 00:59:35,700
Judgment.
1186
00:59:35,700 --> 00:59:36,700
What's the whole--
1187
00:59:36,700 --> 00:59:38,150
Let me ask you
this question.
1188
00:59:38,150 --> 00:59:39,700
What's the whole purpose
of the church
1189
00:59:39,700 --> 00:59:41,200
and what's the whole
church doctrine?
1190
00:59:41,210 --> 00:59:43,210
Save sinners,
forgiveness of sins,
1191
00:59:43,210 --> 00:59:44,220
life and salvation.
1192
00:59:44,710 --> 00:59:45,710
That's the bottom line.
1193
00:59:45,710 --> 00:59:46,710
...Christ.
1194
00:59:46,710 --> 00:59:47,710
And then love people.
1195
00:59:47,710 --> 00:59:49,160
...died for
their sins.
1196
00:59:49,160 --> 00:59:50,160
The things that
you guys are saying
1197
00:59:50,160 --> 00:59:51,500
that may be a problem
for the church
1198
00:59:51,500 --> 00:59:52,330
or that the church
is concerned about
1199
00:59:52,330 --> 00:59:53,830
is something
that the church
1200
00:59:53,830 --> 00:59:55,330
is probably supposed
to be doing anyway.
1201
00:59:55,340 --> 00:59:57,230
The problem is
1202
00:59:57,220 --> 00:59:58,590
we're working
with sinners,
1203
00:59:58,590 --> 01:00:00,090
and some people
are fearful.
1204
01:00:04,600 --> 01:00:06,400
JAY: Well, ok,
here's what I'm asking.
1205
01:00:06,400 --> 01:00:09,490
Why don't we, just before
we take any action,
1206
01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:11,480
let's talk face to face.
1207
01:00:11,990 --> 01:00:13,990
At one point
at the previous meeting,
1208
01:00:13,990 --> 01:00:15,500
you were not upset
about this.
1209
01:00:15,490 --> 01:00:17,940
You suggested we get showers
for the men.
1210
01:00:17,940 --> 01:00:22,410
Um, this isn't...
1211
01:00:22,410 --> 01:00:25,410
Anyway, um...
1212
01:00:30,040 --> 01:00:32,130
Yeah, yeah.
1213
01:00:36,340 --> 01:00:39,760
We add new people.
1214
01:00:39,760 --> 01:00:42,350
But it's hard to take off
1215
01:00:42,350 --> 01:00:44,850
the people that
aren't there anymore.
1216
01:00:48,690 --> 01:00:51,190
They left.
1217
01:00:53,190 --> 01:00:55,690
They left.
1218
01:01:01,200 --> 01:01:03,200
They left.
1219
01:01:08,460 --> 01:01:11,630
Well, thanks
for your invitation
1220
01:01:11,630 --> 01:01:13,630
for me to come
and talk with you.
1221
01:01:13,630 --> 01:01:18,550
My presence here tonight
is to just to kind of
1222
01:01:18,550 --> 01:01:20,250
hear what you
might have to say to me
1223
01:01:20,250 --> 01:01:21,300
about what's going on
in your community
1224
01:01:21,310 --> 01:01:23,310
and in your congregation
1225
01:01:23,310 --> 01:01:26,320
and to help me think
if there are ways
1226
01:01:26,310 --> 01:01:28,810
that we as the district
might plug in
1227
01:01:28,810 --> 01:01:30,810
to help you in some way
or another.
1228
01:01:31,100 --> 01:01:32,350
WOMAN: I think the biggest
problem we have right now
1229
01:01:32,850 --> 01:01:34,770
is we've lost many people
from this congregation.
1230
01:01:34,770 --> 01:01:35,770
Uh-huh.
1231
01:01:36,070 --> 01:01:37,400
And I miss them.
1232
01:01:37,400 --> 01:01:39,350
I think when relationships
are put under stress
1233
01:01:39,360 --> 01:01:43,280
by those kinds of pressures,
lots of things happen.
1234
01:01:43,280 --> 01:01:45,200
Does that create
a certain amount of resentment?
1235
01:01:45,200 --> 01:01:46,200
Yes.
1236
01:01:46,200 --> 01:01:47,200
Yeah.
1237
01:01:47,580 --> 01:01:50,160
Do you think the people
of this congregation
1238
01:01:50,170 --> 01:01:53,010
feel like
they are being invaded?
1239
01:01:53,000 --> 01:01:54,840
MAN: Mm-hmm.
I'd say yes.
1240
01:01:54,840 --> 01:01:57,500
There for a while
I didn't feel safe
1241
01:01:57,510 --> 01:01:59,300
coming into
the building.
1242
01:01:59,290 --> 01:02:01,540
Is there any sense
of optimism?
1243
01:02:01,550 --> 01:02:02,970
Is it going to get better?
1244
01:02:02,960 --> 01:02:04,300
Or are you still in a--
Oh, ooh.
1245
01:02:04,300 --> 01:02:06,300
I see heads going already.
1246
01:02:06,300 --> 01:02:07,770
It's not getting better.
1247
01:02:07,770 --> 01:02:10,720
MAN:
It's kind of a twist
in the church right now.
1248
01:02:10,720 --> 01:02:13,020
You can make
all the positive
things you want
1249
01:02:13,020 --> 01:02:14,970
about helping people
and doing that,
1250
01:02:14,980 --> 01:02:19,240
but when we're losing
your people coming
to church,
1251
01:02:19,230 --> 01:02:20,530
are we gonna have
enough people left here
1252
01:02:20,530 --> 01:02:22,280
to take care of
this place?
1253
01:02:22,280 --> 01:02:23,610
The meeting
that we approved
1254
01:02:23,620 --> 01:02:26,910
that we would carry
the overnighters,
1255
01:02:26,900 --> 01:02:28,740
we had 7 new members--
1256
01:02:28,740 --> 01:02:30,650
MAN:
Yeah, I know--
1257
01:02:30,660 --> 01:02:32,970
There was a large manipulation
that went on,
1258
01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:34,830
very large manipulation,
1259
01:02:34,830 --> 01:02:38,330
and I haven't seen
any of those people since then.
1260
01:02:38,330 --> 01:02:40,830
Maybe we're just being used.
1261
01:02:40,840 --> 01:02:44,060
TERRY FORKE:
Please pray for strength
to love each other
1262
01:02:44,050 --> 01:02:46,140
because you are under
extreme pressure,
1263
01:02:46,140 --> 01:02:48,640
and if you depend
on your own abilities,
1264
01:02:48,640 --> 01:02:51,430
you're gonna nose-dive.
1265
01:02:51,430 --> 01:02:52,230
You need to
love each other
1266
01:02:52,730 --> 01:02:54,650
and be able to speak
to each other.
1267
01:02:54,650 --> 01:02:57,560
Our father, who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name,
1268
01:02:57,570 --> 01:03:00,990
thy kingdom come,
thy will be done
1269
01:03:00,990 --> 01:03:02,450
on Earth as it is in heaven.
1270
01:03:02,910 --> 01:03:06,450
Give us this day our daily bread
and lead us not into temptation
1271
01:03:06,940 --> 01:03:07,860
but deliver us from evil
1272
01:03:07,860 --> 01:03:11,250
for Thine is the kingdom
for ever and ever.
1273
01:03:11,250 --> 01:03:12,610
Amen.
1274
01:03:21,630 --> 01:03:24,520
JAY: Hi.
1275
01:03:24,510 --> 01:03:25,380
How are you
doing today?
1276
01:03:25,380 --> 01:03:26,380
I'm ok.
1277
01:03:26,380 --> 01:03:27,880
Simon Jones
is my name.
1278
01:03:27,880 --> 01:03:28,880
Ok.
I'm from
Mississippi,
1279
01:03:28,880 --> 01:03:30,380
and I
come up here
1280
01:03:30,380 --> 01:03:31,270
to see about
some work.
1281
01:03:31,270 --> 01:03:32,600
Check out job service.
1282
01:03:32,600 --> 01:03:33,600
I plan to do that
in the morning.
1283
01:03:33,600 --> 01:03:35,600
If I can't get
in the oil field,
1284
01:03:35,610 --> 01:03:38,120
then I'll just
head back East.
1285
01:03:38,610 --> 01:03:41,610
Well, um, I'm not
trying to write you
out of the oil field,
1286
01:03:41,610 --> 01:03:45,610
but I will tell you,
age is not gonna be
in your favor.
1287
01:03:45,620 --> 01:03:48,660
Older guys
don't get hired
nearly as quickly.
1288
01:03:48,650 --> 01:03:53,040
Let me give you
the name of a place
in Watford City.
1289
01:03:53,040 --> 01:03:54,320
They're looking
for roustabouts.
1290
01:03:54,830 --> 01:03:56,830
At the very least
it will be worth
a call.
1291
01:03:56,830 --> 01:03:57,840
Hmm.
1292
01:03:57,830 --> 01:03:59,830
Thank you.
1293
01:03:59,830 --> 01:04:00,830
I'm sorry I can't
give you more.
1294
01:04:00,830 --> 01:04:02,660
That's enough.
1295
01:04:17,730 --> 01:04:19,560
You know, it's just
all the phone calls
1296
01:04:19,570 --> 01:04:23,580
and the interruptions
and guys who want help
1297
01:04:23,570 --> 01:04:25,570
and just calling all day.
1298
01:04:26,070 --> 01:04:29,020
So...
1299
01:04:29,030 --> 01:04:31,950
Some days I think
if it were over with,
1300
01:04:31,950 --> 01:04:34,960
it would be better,
1301
01:04:34,950 --> 01:04:39,450
but I also realize
that, um...
1302
01:04:42,370 --> 01:04:45,460
the people are gonna
still keep coming.
1303
01:04:45,460 --> 01:04:47,460
They're not gonna stop.
1304
01:04:47,960 --> 01:04:51,960
And as long as
there's people coming,
1305
01:04:51,970 --> 01:04:56,480
they're gonna be asking
for help.
1306
01:04:56,470 --> 01:04:59,390
And it's hard to say no.
1307
01:05:09,780 --> 01:05:15,820
This is one of the hardest
things we've ever had to do...
1308
01:05:15,820 --> 01:05:18,820
and I'll be glad when it's done.
1309
01:05:47,600 --> 01:05:51,270
Oh, man. Oh, man.
1310
01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:58,590
Oh, my word.
1311
01:06:04,710 --> 01:06:08,100
JAY, VOICE-OVER:
It's damage control.
1312
01:06:08,090 --> 01:06:09,510
Keith is on this list,
1313
01:06:09,510 --> 01:06:16,130
And by putting our church here
as the address...
1314
01:06:16,130 --> 01:06:19,550
I can tell you every neighbor
is nervous tonight.
1315
01:06:24,890 --> 01:06:27,390
Most merciful God
we ask your blessing
1316
01:06:27,390 --> 01:06:30,810
upon the men whose names
appear on the sex offender list.
1317
01:06:30,810 --> 01:06:34,150
Some of those crimes are brutal.
1318
01:06:34,150 --> 01:06:37,030
We ask, O Lord, that you would
help them to know
1319
01:06:37,040 --> 01:06:39,630
that they are not just
what that label says they are.
1320
01:06:39,620 --> 01:06:40,990
When we discovered them,
1321
01:06:41,210 --> 01:06:43,050
they had that...
1322
01:06:43,040 --> 01:06:44,410
Obviously that raises
a concern.
1323
01:06:44,410 --> 01:06:45,910
Pray for the children
that have suffered
1324
01:06:45,910 --> 01:06:48,500
and been abused.
1325
01:06:48,500 --> 01:06:53,330
Pray for the women who
were not treated with respect.
1326
01:06:53,340 --> 01:06:59,020
Please let your word
comfort and guide them.
1327
01:06:59,010 --> 01:07:00,390
WOMAN: No. No, no.
1328
01:07:00,390 --> 01:07:01,890
Ok, well, ok.
It's ok.
1329
01:07:01,900 --> 01:07:03,900
Ok, but just,
you know, ma'am--
1330
01:07:03,900 --> 01:07:05,910
That's fine,
but I don't want any part
1331
01:07:05,900 --> 01:07:09,320
of any more of
all the rigmarole. No.
1332
01:07:09,320 --> 01:07:11,180
[Door closes]
1333
01:07:19,360 --> 01:07:22,860
JAY: I'm kind of sympathetic
with somebody
1334
01:07:22,870 --> 01:07:27,380
who just can't defend
themselves.
1335
01:07:30,870 --> 01:07:34,370
They're carrying burdens.
1336
01:07:34,380 --> 01:07:36,850
Everybody is bearing a burden.
1337
01:07:39,880 --> 01:07:42,220
[Train whistle blows]
1338
01:07:54,450 --> 01:07:56,960
It's just me, it's not my
girlfriend or my kid anymore,
1339
01:07:56,950 --> 01:07:58,950
so...
1340
01:07:58,950 --> 01:08:00,950
She really wasn't liking it
out here.
1341
01:08:00,950 --> 01:08:02,400
I mean...
1342
01:08:02,410 --> 01:08:04,380
I wouldn't like the situation
she was in either.
1343
01:08:04,370 --> 01:08:07,290
She was cooped up all day
in a camper
1344
01:08:07,290 --> 01:08:08,740
watching my son.
1345
01:08:08,750 --> 01:08:11,170
I definitely understand
why it was hard on her.
1346
01:08:11,170 --> 01:08:13,590
That's just
the little things
that come, man.
1347
01:08:13,580 --> 01:08:15,880
She's been
out here twice.
1348
01:08:15,890 --> 01:08:16,890
Twice?
Yeah.
1349
01:08:16,890 --> 01:08:17,890
She try looking
for work?
1350
01:08:17,890 --> 01:08:19,180
Nah, she, uh,
1351
01:08:19,170 --> 01:08:20,970
she's wanting to
get a job back home,
1352
01:08:20,970 --> 01:08:22,970
but it's a lot easier
to get a job back home
1353
01:08:22,980 --> 01:08:24,990
'cause she had my mom
to watch my son
1354
01:08:24,980 --> 01:08:25,980
and her mom.
1355
01:08:26,480 --> 01:08:28,260
I mean, they all
watch him for nothing,
1356
01:08:28,270 --> 01:08:30,070
like they don't ask
no money or like that.
1357
01:08:30,070 --> 01:08:31,580
She needs to be here, man.
1358
01:08:31,570 --> 01:08:33,570
Waitresses are getting paid
16 bucks an hour plus tips.
1359
01:08:34,070 --> 01:08:35,440
You know what I mean?
1360
01:08:35,440 --> 01:08:37,270
This is the best place
to be, man.
1361
01:08:37,270 --> 01:08:38,770
Oh, yeah.
1362
01:08:38,780 --> 01:08:41,750
Really. Well, I mean,
you got to have
1363
01:08:42,110 --> 01:08:43,440
certain tools to survive,
1364
01:08:43,910 --> 01:08:45,950
especially right now
through the winter, bro.
1365
01:08:45,950 --> 01:08:49,420
Well, I ain't ditching
this place.
1366
01:08:49,420 --> 01:08:53,200
What else is there,
man, really?
1367
01:08:53,210 --> 01:08:55,020
I think he just needs
to go see his girl,
1368
01:08:55,010 --> 01:08:56,290
and then he'll
be all right.
1369
01:08:56,290 --> 01:08:57,590
'Cause it's rough out here
with no--
1370
01:08:57,590 --> 01:08:59,540
when you don't have
a female companion
1371
01:08:59,550 --> 01:09:03,610
to help you keep
your level ground, you know?
1372
01:09:03,600 --> 01:09:07,770
When all you see is
males, males, males, males
1373
01:09:07,770 --> 01:09:09,300
hungry for money.
1374
01:09:09,310 --> 01:09:10,810
Mm-hmm.
1375
01:09:10,810 --> 01:09:12,150
Yeah, he'll be back.
1376
01:09:12,140 --> 01:09:13,970
I'm hoping that
I can spend
1377
01:09:13,980 --> 01:09:15,490
enough time
with my family
1378
01:09:15,480 --> 01:09:16,980
and just kind
of see 'em all
and whatnot
1379
01:09:17,480 --> 01:09:18,860
and come back
with a vengeance.
1380
01:09:18,870 --> 01:09:21,740
You know what
you got to do.
1381
01:09:32,710 --> 01:09:35,580
BATTEN, VOICE-OVER:
My wife hasn't talked
to me in about a week.
1382
01:09:35,580 --> 01:09:37,660
She said I've abandoned her.
1383
01:09:37,670 --> 01:09:39,180
I don't know
what's going on.
1384
01:09:39,170 --> 01:09:41,170
She don't answer my calls.
1385
01:09:41,170 --> 01:09:44,550
She's the type of person,
she can't be alone.
1386
01:09:44,560 --> 01:09:48,190
And I've left her alone.
1387
01:09:48,180 --> 01:09:49,980
You know what they say,
1388
01:09:49,980 --> 01:09:52,980
if you don't give them
attention, somebody else will.
1389
01:09:56,600 --> 01:09:59,600
I came out here
with a lot of hope.
1390
01:09:59,610 --> 01:10:02,120
I mean a lot of hope.
1391
01:10:02,110 --> 01:10:04,570
Kind of felt like
it was going good
1392
01:10:04,580 --> 01:10:07,040
just until this last week.
1393
01:10:09,530 --> 01:10:11,950
I mean, if I go home,
I might have a chance
1394
01:10:11,950 --> 01:10:13,450
to get my family back.
1395
01:10:13,450 --> 01:10:15,450
If I don't, I got no chance.
1396
01:10:15,460 --> 01:10:18,520
No matter how much money
I make out here.
1397
01:10:19,090 --> 01:10:23,380
And then when I go home,
what's gonna be there?
1398
01:10:23,380 --> 01:10:26,430
Same ol' nothin'.
1399
01:10:26,430 --> 01:10:28,850
At least out here
I can hold my head up
1400
01:10:28,850 --> 01:10:30,800
and know I'm working
and trying.
1401
01:10:30,800 --> 01:10:34,770
At home, just another bum.
1402
01:10:38,610 --> 01:10:41,900
Coming home, baby.
1403
01:10:41,900 --> 01:10:44,150
Daddy's coming home.
1404
01:10:50,040 --> 01:10:53,040
I wonder how many guys like me
has come out here
1405
01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:54,040
and they're in the same boat.
1406
01:10:54,540 --> 01:10:55,990
They're losing their families.
1407
01:11:00,630 --> 01:11:04,050
It's ironic that I came out here
to save my family,
1408
01:11:04,050 --> 01:11:06,550
and it's probably gonna cost me
my family.
1409
01:11:24,660 --> 01:11:27,120
JAY: I would still ask you
to consider
1410
01:11:27,440 --> 01:11:30,030
that rather than printing
all the name,
1411
01:11:30,030 --> 01:11:34,110
these are the reasons why
a list we print
1412
01:11:34,120 --> 01:11:36,880
would be maybe less helpful
than we'd like it to be.
1413
01:11:36,870 --> 01:11:39,250
We can't distinguish
between the levels.
Right.
1414
01:11:39,260 --> 01:11:41,770
It just creates a strong
emotional reaction.
1415
01:11:41,760 --> 01:11:43,760
Boom, here's
a sex offender list.
1416
01:11:43,760 --> 01:11:48,130
So a just quick transfer
of hostility and emotion.
1417
01:11:48,130 --> 01:11:49,510
See, I don't think
it's fair
1418
01:11:49,520 --> 01:11:50,520
to write every name,
1419
01:11:50,520 --> 01:11:52,030
but you know, our choice
1420
01:11:52,020 --> 01:11:53,020
was either
we run nothing
1421
01:11:53,020 --> 01:11:54,520
or we run 'em all.
1422
01:11:54,520 --> 01:11:56,470
And what we decided is
1423
01:11:56,470 --> 01:12:00,220
the public's right
to know outweighed
1424
01:12:00,230 --> 01:12:01,570
the risk that people
that aren't dangerous
1425
01:12:02,060 --> 01:12:04,060
might get harmed by it.
1426
01:12:04,060 --> 01:12:06,950
Because, you know,
I have 4 little kids.
1427
01:12:06,950 --> 01:12:08,820
My right to know
if my kids are in danger
1428
01:12:08,820 --> 01:12:10,280
in my own neighborhood
1429
01:12:10,290 --> 01:12:15,300
to me is more important
than anything else.
1430
01:12:15,290 --> 01:12:17,240
So you can't drive
a truck because
1431
01:12:17,240 --> 01:12:19,710
that would
put you in contact
with the public.
1432
01:12:19,710 --> 01:12:21,160
Certain people...
1433
01:12:21,670 --> 01:12:23,170
[Indistinct]
1434
01:12:29,640 --> 01:12:32,640
JAY: I'm glad to have
Keith in my home,
1435
01:12:32,640 --> 01:12:34,140
I really am.
1436
01:12:34,590 --> 01:12:39,650
And I trust him
and I realize you're
in a difficult spot.
1437
01:12:40,150 --> 01:12:42,150
When we ran his
background check,
1438
01:12:42,150 --> 01:12:44,570
you know,
routinely we only
go back 7 years,
1439
01:12:44,570 --> 01:12:47,150
so we obviously
didn't catch this thing.
1440
01:12:47,160 --> 01:12:49,170
Otherwise he probably
never would have
been hired.
1441
01:12:49,660 --> 01:12:52,160
Why would we
bother with the hassle?
1442
01:12:52,160 --> 01:12:56,660
I have to justify
to the other 47
employees
1443
01:12:56,670 --> 01:12:59,180
that I have here
that we're doing
everything that we can.
1444
01:12:59,170 --> 01:13:01,170
We're not putting
anybody in harm's way.
1445
01:13:12,970 --> 01:13:17,480
I want to be
your advocate, ok?
1446
01:13:17,470 --> 01:13:20,940
But your pattern
of withholding
information
1447
01:13:20,940 --> 01:13:23,970
does not serve you
and it does not serve
others well.
1448
01:13:23,980 --> 01:13:25,490
You think you're
protecting yourself,
1449
01:13:25,480 --> 01:13:30,980
and what it does is...
is it heightens
the risk.
1450
01:13:30,980 --> 01:13:32,980
Now, it is true.
1451
01:13:32,990 --> 01:13:39,000
I think had you put
on your application
your conviction,
1452
01:13:38,990 --> 01:13:40,990
you might not
have gotten hired.
1453
01:13:40,990 --> 01:13:43,960
I think that's true.
That's a risk
you have to take.
1454
01:13:43,960 --> 01:13:48,750
And I think you think
you're protected
1455
01:13:48,750 --> 01:13:51,580
when you say less,
1456
01:13:51,590 --> 01:13:53,100
and I think that puts
you at greater risk
1457
01:13:53,090 --> 01:13:57,090
and it puts other people
at risk.
1458
01:13:57,090 --> 01:14:00,590
You need to share more,
not less.
1459
01:14:01,100 --> 01:14:04,410
Yeah, I'm thinking about
how you think certain
things should go.
1460
01:14:04,400 --> 01:14:05,900
No. What I'm saying is
1461
01:14:06,400 --> 01:14:08,900
you don't approach
people honestly,
1462
01:14:08,910 --> 01:14:11,410
and you can dismiss that
as my opinion,
1463
01:14:11,410 --> 01:14:13,420
or you can say,
"You know what?
1464
01:14:13,410 --> 01:14:15,410
Maybe I'm not being
honest with people."
1465
01:14:15,410 --> 01:14:16,910
Maybe not.
1466
01:14:17,410 --> 01:14:19,910
Well, then rather than
just dismissing that
as an opinion,
1467
01:14:19,920 --> 01:14:24,430
consider it as maybe
valuable information.
1468
01:14:24,420 --> 01:14:25,790
You ain't the one
that's gonna deal with
the consequences from it.
1469
01:14:25,790 --> 01:14:27,290
You know what?
1470
01:14:27,790 --> 01:14:28,760
You know who's
going to have
more consequences here?
1471
01:14:28,760 --> 01:14:29,790
I am, not you.
1472
01:14:30,290 --> 01:14:31,290
How do you figure that?
1473
01:14:31,290 --> 01:14:32,790
Because I'm the one
in the community,
1474
01:14:32,800 --> 01:14:34,300
I'm the one
in the neighborhood,
1475
01:14:34,300 --> 01:14:36,310
I'm the one who's
taking the risk here.
1476
01:14:36,300 --> 01:14:38,300
And you're talking about
your risks, ok?
1477
01:14:38,300 --> 01:14:40,300
Yeah, 'cause
I might be the one
sitting in jail, not you.
1478
01:14:40,300 --> 01:14:41,720
You're not gonna be
in jail.
1479
01:14:41,720 --> 01:14:43,100
You don't know that.
1480
01:14:43,110 --> 01:14:44,400
You can't say that this,
1481
01:14:44,390 --> 01:14:46,390
your next door neighbor,
may tell her daughter,
1482
01:14:46,390 --> 01:14:48,860
"Hey, you know what?
Did the guy look at you?"
1483
01:14:48,860 --> 01:14:52,650
And you're telling me
that you know that
she wouldn't do that.
1484
01:14:52,650 --> 01:14:55,530
You don't know that,
do you?
1485
01:14:55,540 --> 01:14:57,040
And if that did happen,
1486
01:14:57,040 --> 01:15:00,050
you go to them,
you just say, "I'm sorry."
1487
01:15:00,040 --> 01:15:01,870
But I'm the one
that in this situation
1488
01:15:02,380 --> 01:15:05,170
having to explain
how this happened.
1489
01:15:05,160 --> 01:15:07,460
And I don't want to be
in that position.
1490
01:15:07,460 --> 01:15:09,910
I am really tired...
1491
01:15:10,500 --> 01:15:12,500
of your withholding
information,
1492
01:15:12,500 --> 01:15:15,000
and I'm responsible
to withhold it
with you.
1493
01:15:15,010 --> 01:15:16,010
You are binding
my conscience,
1494
01:15:16,510 --> 01:15:18,010
and sometimes that
doesn't serve people,
1495
01:15:18,010 --> 01:15:20,020
and it doesn't serve
my family.
1496
01:15:20,010 --> 01:15:22,010
And I'm going
to tell you
real quickly
1497
01:15:22,010 --> 01:15:23,510
two things
that you could do
1498
01:15:23,510 --> 01:15:25,510
that would
really help me.
1499
01:15:25,520 --> 01:15:28,020
One, give me permission
to share it.
1500
01:15:28,020 --> 01:15:30,030
It is public
information, Keith.
1501
01:15:30,020 --> 01:15:31,020
It's public.
1502
01:15:31,020 --> 01:15:32,520
You do what
you want to.
1503
01:15:32,520 --> 01:15:34,020
No, no, no. That's
not what I'm asking.
1504
01:15:34,020 --> 01:15:35,020
That's not
what I'm asking.
1505
01:15:35,530 --> 01:15:37,030
Why you getting
all animated?
1506
01:15:37,030 --> 01:15:38,030
Because I'm frustrated.
1507
01:15:38,030 --> 01:15:38,920
Why you making a scene?
1508
01:15:39,500 --> 01:15:40,500
This right here,
your attitude,
1509
01:15:40,500 --> 01:15:42,840
the way you're
displaying your behavior,
1510
01:15:42,830 --> 01:15:44,160
is unnecessary.
1511
01:15:44,170 --> 01:15:46,680
You don't have
to become hostile.
1512
01:15:46,670 --> 01:15:50,170
Ok. How about emotional
and a little angry?
1513
01:15:50,170 --> 01:15:52,170
Well, maybe you
need time to cool off
and think about it.
1514
01:15:52,180 --> 01:15:54,180
Maybe--
Just a second.
1515
01:15:54,680 --> 01:15:56,190
I'm finished talking.
1516
01:16:17,400 --> 01:16:21,400
MEZO: Got pulled
over for driving
with no license.
1517
01:16:21,910 --> 01:16:23,410
And as he ran my name
and everything,
1518
01:16:23,910 --> 01:16:26,420
found out I was
a registered
sex offender
1519
01:16:26,410 --> 01:16:29,290
from something
back in '86.
1520
01:16:29,300 --> 01:16:33,590
I'm not like
a sexual predator
or anything like that,
1521
01:16:33,580 --> 01:16:35,380
you know.
1522
01:16:35,390 --> 01:16:36,680
To be honest with you,
1523
01:16:36,670 --> 01:16:39,170
I don't regret
not registering
right away.
1524
01:16:39,170 --> 01:16:42,170
If I'd have done that,
I wouldn't have
been here.
1525
01:16:42,180 --> 01:16:44,650
I wouldn't know
any of you.
1526
01:16:46,150 --> 01:16:50,190
You know, you guys
would have had to
turn me away.
1527
01:16:50,180 --> 01:16:53,100
When I was here
helping you
1528
01:16:53,100 --> 01:16:57,100
with keys in my pocket,
access in and out,
1529
01:16:57,110 --> 01:17:00,420
you leaving,
I'm in charge of the
overnighter thing.
1530
01:17:00,410 --> 01:17:03,280
My growth is real.
It's not an act.
1531
01:17:03,280 --> 01:17:06,200
It's not something
I'm putting on,
you know.
1532
01:17:06,200 --> 01:17:09,120
I've been
a pretty good con artist
most of my life.
1533
01:17:09,120 --> 01:17:12,920
And this ain't a con.
1534
01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:17,120
Alan, you need to move.
1535
01:17:19,880 --> 01:17:21,710
You're attracting
lightning here.
1536
01:17:35,150 --> 01:17:36,650
MEZO, VOICE-OVER:
It doesn't matter
1537
01:17:36,650 --> 01:17:38,150
what good a person does.
1538
01:17:38,150 --> 01:17:40,160
Even if they're a hero today,
1539
01:17:40,150 --> 01:17:43,650
5 years down the road,
that's buried somewhere.
1540
01:17:43,650 --> 01:17:45,540
That's no ton their record,
1541
01:17:45,540 --> 01:17:48,120
and all it is on their record
1542
01:17:48,120 --> 01:17:49,210
that stays with them
throughout their life
1543
01:17:49,710 --> 01:17:51,210
is negative stuff,
1544
01:17:51,210 --> 01:17:54,910
and it's sad because
that's such a judgment.
1545
01:18:34,620 --> 01:18:38,370
EDWARDS: It wasn't till late
that I got everything packed up
1546
01:18:38,370 --> 01:18:40,620
and was probably
about 10:30, 11:00
1547
01:18:40,630 --> 01:18:44,440
when I finally left Williston.
1548
01:18:45,970 --> 01:18:52,700
Fell asleep and woke up
in my truck
1549
01:18:52,690 --> 01:18:55,970
about ready to roll over,
1550
01:18:55,980 --> 01:18:59,490
and then woke up again
in the ambulance, so...
1551
01:19:02,400 --> 01:19:05,480
The only, like,
clear memory I have
1552
01:19:05,490 --> 01:19:07,490
is sitting in a hospital,
1553
01:19:07,490 --> 01:19:11,660
just waiting on my parents
to get there.
1554
01:19:14,160 --> 01:19:18,210
I fractured the C7 vertebra.
1555
01:19:25,640 --> 01:19:27,500
MAN: I said, "What are
you gonna do out there?"
1556
01:19:27,510 --> 01:19:30,430
And he didn't have no idea
what he was gonna do.
1557
01:19:30,930 --> 01:19:33,150
He was bound and determined
he was gonna do it.
1558
01:19:33,150 --> 01:19:38,610
Just kind of gets his mind
set on something and does it.
1559
01:19:39,100 --> 01:19:40,100
Kind of like everything
he does.
1560
01:19:40,100 --> 01:19:42,600
Mom.
Carry...
1561
01:19:42,610 --> 01:19:44,610
He just gets it in his head
he's gonna do something,
1562
01:19:45,110 --> 01:19:46,370
and he does it.
1563
01:19:46,360 --> 01:19:50,530
As far as him
going back out there,
1564
01:19:50,530 --> 01:19:53,410
honestly I--I--
I've told all my
kids this.
1565
01:19:53,420 --> 01:19:55,430
I said, "When you
leave high school,
1566
01:19:55,420 --> 01:19:56,420
don't come back."
1567
01:19:56,420 --> 01:19:57,420
I mean,
I'll come visit you.
1568
01:19:57,920 --> 01:19:58,920
I can go
wherever you live.
1569
01:19:59,420 --> 01:20:00,290
There's nothing here.
1570
01:20:00,290 --> 01:20:01,670
It's a shame
to say that.
1571
01:20:01,670 --> 01:20:05,510
It's a community
to raise your kids
and tell 'em,
1572
01:20:05,510 --> 01:20:07,960
"Go do something.
You're not gonna
do it here
1573
01:20:07,960 --> 01:20:11,300
because
there's nothing here."
1574
01:20:11,300 --> 01:20:12,720
Which just pisses me off
1575
01:20:12,720 --> 01:20:13,720
'cause you go up
to North Dakota
1576
01:20:13,720 --> 01:20:16,220
and it's
a shitty-ass place,
1577
01:20:16,220 --> 01:20:19,220
and I mean, yeah,
there's a lot of money,
1578
01:20:19,730 --> 01:20:20,730
but I'd love that
more than anything
1579
01:20:20,730 --> 01:20:22,240
to be able to work
in Wisconsin
1580
01:20:22,730 --> 01:20:24,730
and make the kind of money
I was making out there.
1581
01:20:29,740 --> 01:20:31,080
Go ahead.
1582
01:20:31,070 --> 01:20:33,370
Go, go.
1583
01:20:33,370 --> 01:20:35,870
Go, go.
1584
01:20:35,880 --> 01:20:38,380
JAY: People come in
for just a little while,
1585
01:20:38,380 --> 01:20:41,050
and the connections are real
and they're intense,
1586
01:20:41,550 --> 01:20:43,560
and then they're gone.
1587
01:20:43,550 --> 01:20:45,500
That's painful.
1588
01:20:45,500 --> 01:20:52,720
And in a sense,
this is broken in maybe...
1589
01:20:52,730 --> 01:20:56,240
in ways that
they weren't broken before.
1590
01:21:00,320 --> 01:21:04,940
MEZO, VOICE-OVER:
'Cause the pastor is dead set
1591
01:21:04,940 --> 01:21:08,830
on having this RV
for some reason,
1592
01:21:08,830 --> 01:21:13,090
getting everything out of here
that ain't mine.
1593
01:21:15,670 --> 01:21:17,670
You know, I had a lot
of good stuff going,
1594
01:21:17,670 --> 01:21:19,680
and I loved it here.
1595
01:21:19,670 --> 01:21:21,670
I mean, I considered this home.
1596
01:21:21,670 --> 01:21:27,540
I made one mistake, and that's
when everything kind of blew up
in my face.
1597
01:21:27,540 --> 01:21:32,600
I relapsed a few months ago
and started using meth again.
1598
01:21:32,600 --> 01:21:35,520
I'm at a point
to where it's either
1599
01:21:35,520 --> 01:21:39,020
I get the heck out of here
or I'm gonna become homicidal
or suicidal.
1600
01:21:39,020 --> 01:21:41,800
I'm not even sure
where I'm going.
1601
01:21:45,110 --> 01:21:47,640
[Car door closes]
1602
01:22:00,740 --> 01:22:02,740
Alan?
1603
01:22:03,660 --> 01:22:05,710
Don't tell me.
1604
01:22:06,000 --> 01:22:07,880
Don't tell me.
1605
01:22:12,890 --> 01:22:14,890
[Piano music playing softly]
1606
01:22:18,390 --> 01:22:20,390
I don't think
I've got the right key.
1607
01:22:20,900 --> 01:22:23,320
Alan, I came to get the RV.
1608
01:22:29,240 --> 01:22:31,240
Guess what, Alan?
1609
01:22:31,740 --> 01:22:33,740
So where are the--
1610
01:22:33,740 --> 01:22:35,160
WOMAN: You can get off
the property.
1611
01:22:35,160 --> 01:22:37,580
Look, ma'am,
just for the record,
1612
01:22:37,580 --> 01:22:40,580
the owners have told me
to get this RV.
1613
01:22:40,580 --> 01:22:42,670
And your name is?
1614
01:22:42,670 --> 01:22:43,620
Heather.
1615
01:22:43,620 --> 01:22:44,670
Heather.
Thank you, Heather.
1616
01:22:44,670 --> 01:22:46,670
You're on
private property.
1617
01:22:46,670 --> 01:22:47,670
You should probably
get out of the vehicle
and go.
1618
01:22:47,670 --> 01:22:49,370
Come on, Deuce.
[Whistles]
1619
01:22:49,380 --> 01:22:51,470
This dog bites.
Come on. Deuce, let's go.
1620
01:22:51,460 --> 01:22:55,710
Alan, do you have
the keys?
1621
01:22:55,720 --> 01:22:57,770
WOMAN: You need
to get out.
1622
01:22:57,770 --> 01:22:58,810
Ok.
1623
01:22:58,800 --> 01:22:59,800
You need to go.
1624
01:23:00,300 --> 01:23:04,100
I beg your--Alan.
1625
01:23:04,110 --> 01:23:05,950
Where are the keys,
Alan?
1626
01:23:05,940 --> 01:23:07,440
I'm only counting
to 5.
1627
01:23:07,440 --> 01:23:08,390
Ok.
1628
01:23:08,950 --> 01:23:09,950
1...
Ok.
1629
01:23:09,950 --> 01:23:10,950
[Cocks rifle]
1630
01:23:10,950 --> 01:23:11,950
2...
1631
01:23:11,950 --> 01:23:12,960
Alan.
1632
01:23:12,950 --> 01:23:14,950
The court of law
says I can shoot you
1633
01:23:14,950 --> 01:23:17,820
if you don't get off
my property. Now!
1634
01:23:17,820 --> 01:23:19,790
[Piano playing gets louder]
1635
01:23:26,750 --> 01:23:29,760
So for now I'm gonna
try and get...
1636
01:23:29,750 --> 01:23:31,750
[Continues indistinctly
1637
01:23:37,090 --> 01:23:38,890
[Yelling indistinctly]
1638
01:23:44,150 --> 01:23:45,660
[Whack]
1639
01:23:50,570 --> 01:23:53,100
Nice little neighborhood.
1640
01:23:58,030 --> 01:24:01,040
Oh, hey, there's Amtrak.
1641
01:24:01,030 --> 01:24:02,530
I love Amtrak.
1642
01:24:03,000 --> 01:24:04,530
Just a second. I got a thing
about waving at Amtrak.
1643
01:24:04,530 --> 01:24:06,530
Do you mind?
1644
01:24:06,540 --> 01:24:08,040
Just a sec.
I always feel like
1645
01:24:08,040 --> 01:24:10,050
we should wave at an Amtrak
when it goes by.
1646
01:24:10,040 --> 01:24:11,540
Do you guys want to
jump out and wave?
1647
01:24:12,010 --> 01:24:13,050
Here, real quick, shall we?
1648
01:24:13,290 --> 01:24:15,090
[Train whistle blows]
1649
01:24:20,600 --> 01:24:24,600
Hey! Woo! Woo!
1650
01:25:03,230 --> 01:25:05,770
Here you go.
1651
01:25:05,760 --> 01:25:08,260
It's sitting there behind
American State Bank.
1652
01:25:08,760 --> 01:25:10,760
I'd have cleaned it
if you'd have gave
me another day.
1653
01:25:10,770 --> 01:25:12,780
But you didn't,
you wanted to push it
and push it,
1654
01:25:12,770 --> 01:25:14,270
so you got it
the way it is.
1655
01:25:14,270 --> 01:25:15,770
I got my stuff
out of there.
1656
01:25:15,770 --> 01:25:16,770
I'm done with you.
1657
01:25:17,270 --> 01:25:18,570
It's hopeless.
1658
01:25:18,570 --> 01:25:19,860
You brought me
really close, Pastor,
1659
01:25:19,860 --> 01:25:21,860
then you pull your crap.
1660
01:25:21,860 --> 01:25:23,360
Alan--
1661
01:25:23,360 --> 01:25:24,860
I don't want to hear
nothin' from you.
1662
01:25:25,330 --> 01:25:26,860
I'm just stating the fact.
1663
01:25:26,870 --> 01:25:29,680
You're egotistic.
You lie to the congregation.
1664
01:25:29,670 --> 01:25:32,670
You lie by deceit.
1665
01:25:32,670 --> 01:25:35,670
You know, you're not
a very good role model.
1666
01:25:35,680 --> 01:25:37,180
You're a heck of
a good teacher
1667
01:25:37,180 --> 01:25:39,190
when you stand up there
at the podium and talk.
1668
01:25:39,180 --> 01:25:41,680
As far as watching you
and how you live your life,
1669
01:25:41,680 --> 01:25:43,180
I don't want no part of it.
1670
01:25:43,180 --> 01:25:44,180
I don't want
no part of that
1671
01:25:44,180 --> 01:25:46,180
and I don't want no part
of your god.
1672
01:25:46,470 --> 01:25:47,720
Come in here and accusing.
1673
01:25:47,720 --> 01:25:50,220
You're my accuser.
You're my judge.
1674
01:25:50,220 --> 01:25:52,190
And now you're my enemy.
1675
01:25:52,190 --> 01:25:54,220
That's how I feel.
1676
01:25:56,230 --> 01:25:59,230
So think about that...
you know?
1677
01:25:59,230 --> 01:26:03,700
I've got no more respect
for you at all. None.
1678
01:26:03,700 --> 01:26:06,700
[Engine starts]
1679
01:26:58,010 --> 01:27:01,020
JAY: I don't understand
how a community
1680
01:27:01,010 --> 01:27:03,010
can just simply turn its back
1681
01:27:03,010 --> 01:27:05,010
on people who have
no place to sleep.
1682
01:27:05,010 --> 01:27:09,470
I would...
1683
01:27:09,470 --> 01:27:13,470
just wonder...
1684
01:27:13,470 --> 01:27:15,970
are we even a community?
1685
01:27:17,810 --> 01:27:20,810
GIRL: The letter--
What does that mean?
1686
01:27:20,810 --> 01:27:22,230
Does that mean you
have to close down
in 30 days?
1687
01:27:22,230 --> 01:27:23,780
Does that--
Are we--
1688
01:27:23,780 --> 01:27:26,780
Actually understand
what's gonna happen?
1689
01:27:26,790 --> 01:27:28,790
Definitely it means
her letter says
1690
01:27:28,790 --> 01:27:31,080
we have to close
in 30 days.
1691
01:27:31,070 --> 01:27:37,380
If--If we are not heard
at the planning and zoning,
1692
01:27:37,380 --> 01:27:44,880
then I think
the only options
will be to close...
1693
01:27:47,390 --> 01:27:49,390
to engage
in civil disobedience
1694
01:27:49,840 --> 01:27:52,390
and simply ignore them.
1695
01:27:52,680 --> 01:27:53,930
Well, kicking people
out of a church
1696
01:27:53,930 --> 01:27:55,430
isn't gonna change
the fact
1697
01:27:55,430 --> 01:27:56,930
that there's still
an oil boom going on.
1698
01:27:56,930 --> 01:27:59,770
It's not gonna stop
the people from coming.
1699
01:27:59,770 --> 01:28:01,650
You know?
1700
01:28:01,650 --> 01:28:03,520
People are under
the assumption that,
1701
01:28:03,520 --> 01:28:06,020
well, if everything
were to just stop
tomorrow,
1702
01:28:06,030 --> 01:28:08,030
life would go back
to the way it was.
1703
01:28:08,530 --> 01:28:10,040
And that's not true.
1704
01:28:10,030 --> 01:28:11,990
JAY: No, I--Yeah.
1705
01:28:12,000 --> 01:28:14,370
I don't know
what to say.
1706
01:28:14,370 --> 01:28:19,180
I mean, it could
possibly go
in our favor.
1707
01:28:24,010 --> 01:28:26,880
Under communications,
1708
01:28:26,880 --> 01:28:29,180
and probably some
in the audience
1709
01:28:29,180 --> 01:28:31,430
are here this evening
for this,
1710
01:28:31,430 --> 01:28:35,220
but we had a special
permitted use application
1711
01:28:35,220 --> 01:28:39,560
for Concordia Lutheran Church
to house people,
1712
01:28:39,560 --> 01:28:44,060
and after a special meeting,
a decision was made
1713
01:28:44,060 --> 01:28:46,560
to withdraw that application
1714
01:28:46,570 --> 01:28:49,070
or take that off the agenda
for this evening,
1715
01:28:49,070 --> 01:28:51,740
and I would ask Kent
to please expound
1716
01:28:51,740 --> 01:28:54,250
on what transpired there.
1717
01:28:54,240 --> 01:28:57,120
KENT: The fire chief
looked through
1718
01:28:57,130 --> 01:28:57,970
his ordinance and codes,
1719
01:28:58,490 --> 01:29:00,990
and based on the way
the setup is now,
1720
01:29:01,000 --> 01:29:03,090
the building does not have
a sprinkler system.
1721
01:29:03,080 --> 01:29:05,630
You can't have sleeping
facilities in the hallways.
1722
01:29:05,630 --> 01:29:11,920
You have to deem
specific sleeping areas
and meet fire codes.
1723
01:29:11,920 --> 01:29:14,810
So therefore
it was deemed incomplete.
1724
01:29:14,810 --> 01:29:16,230
MAN: Ok.
1725
01:29:16,230 --> 01:29:18,730
So if there's other things
that you want to stay for,
1726
01:29:18,730 --> 01:29:20,650
you're certainly welcome
to stay,
1727
01:29:20,650 --> 01:29:22,010
but if that's the specific
reason that you're here,
1728
01:29:22,020 --> 01:29:25,080
we cannot act on it, ok?
1729
01:29:25,070 --> 01:29:28,570
Mr. Chairman,
will you take
any public...
1730
01:29:28,570 --> 01:29:31,070
No. At this time,
I really can't
1731
01:29:31,080 --> 01:29:33,090
because we aren't going
to be acting on it.
1732
01:29:33,080 --> 01:29:36,580
So therefore we won't be taking
any public comments
at this time.
1733
01:29:36,580 --> 01:29:41,950
Ok, we will move on to our
public hearings this evening.
1734
01:29:46,010 --> 01:29:50,790
JAY: I do not know
any way around our closing
1735
01:29:50,800 --> 01:29:52,720
by the 12th of September.
1736
01:29:52,720 --> 01:29:56,360
And that just means essentially
there's no options
1737
01:29:56,350 --> 01:29:58,220
in terms of sleeping here.
1738
01:29:58,220 --> 01:29:59,600
And I just don't get it.
1739
01:29:59,610 --> 01:30:01,110
I have to tell you
I don't get it.
1740
01:30:01,110 --> 01:30:02,030
I don't get it.
1741
01:30:02,020 --> 01:30:03,940
It makes no sense to me
at all.
1742
01:30:03,940 --> 01:30:06,110
MAN: You would think
the city as a whole
1743
01:30:06,610 --> 01:30:08,060
would be trying
to help people
1744
01:30:08,060 --> 01:30:09,860
that's trying to
help themselves.
1745
01:30:09,870 --> 01:30:11,710
There's, like,
you're in this room.
1746
01:30:12,280 --> 01:30:14,280
Well, they're trying
to put their foot
on top of your head
1747
01:30:14,290 --> 01:30:15,290
and drown you,
you know?
1748
01:30:15,290 --> 01:30:17,300
Just get them
on out of here,
you know?
1749
01:30:17,290 --> 01:30:18,790
They don't deserve
a chance.
1750
01:30:18,790 --> 01:30:20,290
Everyone
deserves a chance.
This is America.
1751
01:30:20,290 --> 01:30:22,240
This is what
this country was
founded on, you know.
1752
01:30:22,240 --> 01:30:24,740
Helping your neighbor,
you know,
1753
01:30:24,750 --> 01:30:26,670
just being good people,
1754
01:30:26,670 --> 01:30:29,060
and Williston's not
seeing that message
1755
01:30:29,050 --> 01:30:30,050
when they're basically
saying, you know,
1756
01:30:30,050 --> 01:30:31,050
we're homeless.
1757
01:30:31,550 --> 01:30:33,550
I'm not homeless.
I'm just struggling.
1758
01:30:33,560 --> 01:30:35,430
I have a home
in Kentucky.
1759
01:30:35,420 --> 01:30:38,840
I just want
a better life.
1760
01:30:38,840 --> 01:30:41,260
I don't know
what else to do.
1761
01:30:52,610 --> 01:30:56,790
What you do is something
that cannot be done
1762
01:30:56,780 --> 01:30:58,280
by average people.
1763
01:31:00,700 --> 01:31:03,120
JAY, VOICE-OVER:
To be human is to serve
1764
01:31:03,120 --> 01:31:05,620
and to let the neighbor
change your life.
1765
01:31:05,870 --> 01:31:08,170
I don't think we have
anymore people like you
1766
01:31:08,170 --> 01:31:09,670
in this town.
1767
01:31:09,680 --> 01:31:11,180
If we did, it would be
a lot better place.
1768
01:31:14,180 --> 01:31:16,130
Thanks, you guys.
It's really been good.
1769
01:31:16,130 --> 01:31:19,130
It's really
been good.
1770
01:31:19,130 --> 01:31:21,180
JAY, VOICE-OVER:
I will not give in to despair
1771
01:31:21,190 --> 01:31:24,200
because hopeless
should never win
1772
01:31:24,190 --> 01:31:27,020
and hopeless is a lie.
1773
01:31:56,310 --> 01:31:58,060
JAY, VOICE-OVER:
I never really felt
1774
01:31:58,060 --> 01:32:00,070
like I belonged in Williston.
1775
01:32:00,060 --> 01:32:05,310
I mean, the church, yeah,
but as a community, not really.
1776
01:32:05,310 --> 01:32:09,310
Now I have ever reason
to remember
1777
01:32:09,320 --> 01:32:11,330
why I don't belong here.
1778
01:32:25,280 --> 01:32:28,080
JAY, VOICE-OVER: I was the one
who always preached
1779
01:32:28,090 --> 01:32:31,460
serving others
to the overnighters.
1780
01:32:31,460 --> 01:32:33,930
Serve the community,
serve the neighbors.
1781
01:32:33,930 --> 01:32:39,300
And...in some of
the most fundamental ways,
1782
01:32:39,300 --> 01:32:43,280
the relationship to my family,
I didn't serve.
1783
01:32:45,190 --> 01:32:50,200
And I neglected the community
I was given and my family,
1784
01:32:50,190 --> 01:32:53,730
and I have...
I have hurt them terribly.
1785
01:32:58,950 --> 01:33:05,290
The private me distances itself
from the public me,
1786
01:33:05,290 --> 01:33:07,070
and I can believe the public me
1787
01:33:07,080 --> 01:33:10,090
because sometimes it looks
very good.
1788
01:33:10,080 --> 01:33:16,920
But the private me...
has become something else.
1789
01:33:19,920 --> 01:33:22,920
This is a hard thing to say.
1790
01:33:23,430 --> 01:33:28,440
But in my life, I have struggled
with same-sex attraction.
1791
01:33:28,430 --> 01:33:30,810
And I've acted on that.
1792
01:33:34,690 --> 01:33:38,700
It's true.
I'm the one who's broken.
1793
01:34:06,470 --> 01:34:08,930
So yesterday
I went for a drive,
1794
01:34:08,940 --> 01:34:10,450
looking for a place
where you and I
1795
01:34:10,440 --> 01:34:12,440
could sit and talk,
1796
01:34:12,440 --> 01:34:14,440
where it has
no positive memories,
1797
01:34:14,940 --> 01:34:16,440
where it's ugly
1798
01:34:16,950 --> 01:34:21,290
so we could
have a conversation
and then leave.
1799
01:34:26,160 --> 01:34:28,660
I have to make
confession.
1800
01:34:33,550 --> 01:34:36,470
Terry Forke is gonna come
probably in a week or two
1801
01:34:36,470 --> 01:34:39,420
and ask me if certain
allegations are true,
1802
01:34:39,970 --> 01:34:42,470
and they are.
1803
01:34:49,930 --> 01:34:51,430
Who?
1804
01:34:51,430 --> 01:34:53,930
There's a man
who's blackmailed me...
1805
01:34:55,430 --> 01:34:56,820
and...
1806
01:35:17,590 --> 01:35:22,590
I've put you
in a horrible...
horrible spot.
1807
01:35:37,610 --> 01:35:42,610
JAY: My thoughts and desires
have been soiled by sin.
1808
01:35:45,230 --> 01:35:49,120
I have broken knowingly and
willingly the sixth commandment,
1809
01:35:49,120 --> 01:35:51,490
"You shall not commit adultery,"
1810
01:35:51,490 --> 01:35:55,070
and have violated my vocation
as husband, father, neighbor,
1811
01:35:55,080 --> 01:35:57,550
Christian, and pastor.
1812
01:35:59,580 --> 01:36:02,080
I have served my own will.
1813
01:36:02,080 --> 01:36:04,630
I have led others
into temptation.
1814
01:36:04,640 --> 01:36:08,600
I've sinned against the members
of this entire community
1815
01:36:08,590 --> 01:36:11,560
to whom I have spoken publicly
as a servant of truth.
1816
01:36:11,560 --> 01:36:13,560
I have now tempted this
community to doubt that truth
1817
01:36:14,060 --> 01:36:16,480
and to regard the testimony
of God's word
1818
01:36:16,480 --> 01:36:19,480
and the ministry
of this congregation as a lie.
1819
01:36:22,690 --> 01:36:25,330
I have sinned against
my faithful wife, Andrea,
1820
01:36:25,320 --> 01:36:28,320
who has given her life to me
and to our children.
1821
01:36:28,330 --> 01:36:32,370
And I have exposed her
to heartache and shame.
1822
01:36:32,830 --> 01:36:36,370
I have abused the trust
of my beloved children,
1823
01:36:36,370 --> 01:36:38,370
who want me only to love
and serve their mother
1824
01:36:38,370 --> 01:36:41,620
and to lead a godly life.
1825
01:36:47,960 --> 01:36:51,710
You have trusted me,
and I have betrayed your trust.
1826
01:36:53,220 --> 01:36:58,720
I have resigned
my position as a pastor.
1827
01:37:01,480 --> 01:37:05,490
I've got to leave, but look
what I've done to my family.
1828
01:37:12,450 --> 01:37:14,450
They're the victims here.
1829
01:37:24,670 --> 01:37:27,680
JAY, VOICE-OVER:
So now I'm without a job.
1830
01:37:27,670 --> 01:37:31,890
And I'm where
the overnighters were.
1831
01:37:33,390 --> 01:37:35,890
I'm 57 years old,
1832
01:37:35,890 --> 01:37:39,390
and I'm not quite sure
where to start.
1833
01:38:05,260 --> 01:38:09,770
[Machinery banging]
1834
01:38:34,990 --> 01:38:38,000
? Lonely are the free ?
1835
01:38:37,990 --> 01:38:40,490
? 'Cause there ain't
that many of 'em ?
1836
01:38:40,490 --> 01:38:42,990
? They don't walk like
you and me ?
1837
01:38:47,000 --> 01:38:49,500
? Just tumble in the breeze ?
1838
01:38:49,500 --> 01:38:55,000
? Lighter than a feather,
all together separately ?
1839
01:38:58,510 --> 01:39:01,010
? That's how
it's supposed to be ?
1840
01:39:01,010 --> 01:39:06,520
? No matter where they wander
from post to in between ?
1841
01:39:06,520 --> 01:39:08,600
MAN: My name is Digi.
1842
01:39:08,600 --> 01:39:10,600
I'm from Congo, DRC.
1843
01:39:10,610 --> 01:39:13,580
My name is Michael.
I come from Philadelphia.
1844
01:39:13,580 --> 01:39:15,030
My name is Darrell.
1845
01:39:15,030 --> 01:39:17,040
Although I'm an original native
of North Dakota,
1846
01:39:17,030 --> 01:39:19,360
I came from Peoria, Illinois.
1847
01:39:19,360 --> 01:39:21,700
My name is Dia.
I'm from Maryland.
1848
01:39:22,200 --> 01:39:25,030
And originally
I'm from Baghdad, Iraq.
1849
01:39:25,040 --> 01:39:28,210
My name's Dennis.
I'm from Milwaukee, Wisconsin.
1850
01:39:28,210 --> 01:39:30,520
Chris. Detroit, Michigan.
1851
01:39:30,510 --> 01:39:34,340
My name is Estime.
I'm from Congo, Brazzaville.
1852
01:39:34,350 --> 01:39:38,140
My name is Tyler Lokvanier,
and I'm from Billings, Montana.
1853
01:39:38,130 --> 01:39:40,520
My name's Akton,
from Ghana.
1854
01:39:40,520 --> 01:39:43,850
? And now the moment's gone ?
1855
01:39:46,860 --> 01:39:49,860
? It keeps you hanging on ?
1856
01:39:49,860 --> 01:39:55,860
? Until the silence signaling
the breaking of the dawn ?
1857
01:39:55,870 --> 01:40:01,880
? Is shattered by the sirens
singing sacrificial songs ?
1858
01:40:04,880 --> 01:40:07,890
? The silent are the strong ?
1859
01:40:34,910 --> 01:40:37,920
? That's all they ever see ?
1860
01:40:37,910 --> 01:40:43,410
? A violent shadow passing
across the sun so fleetingly ?
1861
01:40:43,420 --> 01:40:49,930
? That if you have to ask
you miss it anyway you see ?
1862
01:40:52,870 --> 01:40:55,920
? Lonely are the free ?
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