All language subtitles for Nashville E03

Previously on Nashville...

- Jonah! Oh, we love you!

- I'm Jonah.
- Maddie.

- Can I take you home?

- You're gonna like fly me
home, to Nashville?

- Well, actually,
my pilot will, but yeah.

- It's just dinner, you know?
- Totally.

It could just be dinner.

- This thing's
the size of my head,

and this really isn't
my kind of task.

- I actually think this is
the exact kind of task you need.

I'll come check in
on you later.

- Hey.
- Yeah. Hey.

- You got a minute?

- Absolutely. What's up?

- Well, you know how much
I care about this company.

And, uh, you know how much
respect I have for you.

It hasn't always been
smooth sailing,

but at the end of the day,
I wouldn't trade

this experience for anything.

- I feel the same way,
but what are we--

- I'm not pulling out
my investment.

You can breathe.
Okay.

But I am making a change.

An opportunity has
come up for me

and I've decided to pursue
a senate bid.

In California.

- Wow.
- I know. Yeah.

I'm still getting used
to saying it out loud.

But I have been thinking
about it for a few years,

and I've had a quiet exploratory
committee putting feelers out,

and you know, the polls
look promising,

so, it feels like
the right time.

- My goodness.

I mean, if anybody
can do this, it's you.

- Thank you.
That means a lot.

- * Whoa oh

* She's the kind you'll
give your life for *

* The kind you'll
thank your God for *

* The kind you'll
drive 24 minutes *

* Out of your way just
to make a date *

* She's the kind
that meets your family *

* The one that
changes everything *

* The kind that's
got a lot more to her *

* Than just
Just a pretty face *

* She's a different
kind of hot *

* Hot-hot-hot
oh so beautiful *

* She's a different
kind of hot *

- Morning, sunshine.
Time to wake up.

- Mama's way ahead of you.

- Well, look at you.
- Yeah.

I thought the three of us
could go get some pancakes.

- Pancakes?

With the two most beautiful
girls in the world?

Sign me up.

- Well, I want us to
connect more as a family,

not just see each other.

That's why there's so many
problems in this world

is we interact

but we never truly communicate
on a deeper level.

I'm just telling you
what I believe.

- Yeah.
For the last week and a half.

- You know, you have
an awful lot of opinions

for somebody who's
never even met Darius.

- I saw his TV special, okay?
I think that's enough.

- That is not the same.
I want you to talk to him.

See the community
that he created.

Come with me.

- All right.
All right.

Some time when I have
a day free we can.

- Emily said she can
watch Cadence tomorrow.

- Tomorrow?

- Give it a chance.
Please?

For me.

- Anything for you.

- You ready to
go get pancakes?

- Uh, you know you
could have just yelled.

- Too much effort.

- What happened to
this $6 million man, huh?

He get hit by a truck?
- I'm just tired.

I didn't sleep
well last night.

- Is it because of
what Zach posted?

I can't see Zach's posts.

I blocked him after
I accidently liked

that picture of him and Mark.

Why?

Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa. Why?

- Hey.
- Hey.

Hello.
- Hello.

- I got you black.

I couldn't remember if--oh.

- That's perfect.
- Great.

- How was your day?
- It was good.

It was good.

I went to Vanderbilt,
and I wanted to see

what it would be like to be
a grownup studying there.

- And?

- And it was pretty
daunting, actually.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

But I also worked on
a song a little bit. So...

- Busy day.
- Yeah.

- When do I get
to hear the song?

- Soon. Right now
it's a bit of a mess, so...

- I'm sure
it's a beautiful mess.

- Sorry.
- For what?

- I don't know.
I'm just, uh, I don't know.

- Yeah, well,
I'm right there with you.

- You know, Jake asked me
where I was the other day.

And now I just don't
know what to say.

- Maybe we don't need
to say anything

quite yet to the kids.

You know, until we figure out
what we're doing here.

- Yeah. That sounds good.

Okay.

And it would have been
a good idea, too.

- Daphne. Hey.
- Dad.

- Hello, Louisa.
Hi, guys.

- Hey.
- How you all doing?

- Hey.
- Give me a hug.

Oh, you got your
cinnamon mocha there?

- I did.

- She loves
the cinnamon mocha.

I've got to try that.
I keep meaning to try that.

- Okay, um, we're going
to sit outside.

- Oh, yeah, it's pretty out.

Okay.
Good to see you, Louisa.

Or we could do it that way.

- Yeah. Looks like
we're doing it that way.

- Yeah.

- Where are you going so fast?
- School.

You know, that thing
that's legally required.

- No, no, no.
Let me make you some breakfast.

Most important meal of the day.
- Granola bar.

- That--that is not breakfast.

- It says breakfast
right there on the package.

- Okay.
Daph--Daphne, wait.

- What?

- You know you can talk
to me about anything, right?

You know that?

- Yeah, I know.

- Yesterday at the coffee shop,
I thought that maybe we could--

- Carpool's here.
I'm sorry, I really have to go.

- Hold on.
Wait, wait, wait.

- Do you want me to be late?

Tardiness counts
against my grade.

Do you want me
to get into college?

- Go.
- Thank you.

- Avery, welcome.
I'm so glad to meet you.

- Same here.
I've heard great things.

- Juliette, Laura was
hoping to go over

this week's volunteer
schedule with you.

Perhaps I'll show
Avery around a bit,

then we can meet
back up later.

- Sounds good.
- Okay.

- We're heading to one of my
favorite parts of the campus:

The meditation garden.
- That sounds peaceful.

I can see why Juliette
likes it here.

- It's amazing how far she's
come in a short amount of time.

Isn't it?
- What do you mean?

- The way she's allowing herself
to be more honest, more present.

She's been stuck in
a self-destructive pattern

for so long,
it's remarkable how open

she's become to the possibility
of something better.

- Well, she's
a remarkable person.

- Look, I understand you
being protective of her.

Just know I'm not trying
to be some kind of guru.

I hate that word.

I--I don't have all the answers.

I can only speak from
what I know to be true.

Even after decades of
practicing coherent philosophy.

- So what is coherent
philosophy exactly?

I mean, you... you came up
with it, right?

- I refined the technique.

And I've certainly brought
the message to a wide audience.

But the ideas behind
the movement are far older

than you or I, perhaps older
than civilization itself.

- You got it?
- Yeah.

- Okay. Just lift with
your legs or something.

- I been lifting with my legs
since before you were born.

- Ah, shut up.

- Why'd you get a new table?

- You know when you
just kind of need a change?

- Yeah, in theory, I guess.

Me, I could use
a little less change.

Between Zach leaving, and...

- Is everything okay
with Jessie?

- Yeah, yeah.
I mean, they have been.

Just Daphne.

- Oh, you told her?

- No, no, she just saw us out.

I didn't know what to say
so I played it off.

You know, now,
she says she's fine.

She doesn't want
to go into it.

- Ugh.

Well, maybe she just needs some
time to process it on her own.

- She's been through so much.

How can I add to that?
Just... feels selfish.

- Oh, okay.

That is the last word
I would ever use with you,

especially in regards
to those girls.

You do everything
that's best for them,

and you keep them happy.

You're a person, too.

You deserve to be loved.

That might not be what this is,
but what if it could be?

- I like her, like, a lot,
you know,

but sometimes
when we're together,

it just feels...

I don't know, strange.

You know? Wrong.

She's not Rayna.
- Yeah.

- Maybe I'm not ready.

- That makes sense.

The thing is, you might not
ever feel ready.

Completely.

- Oh, thanks, that makes me
feel a lot better.

- You know what I mean.

- Hey. I think
I should be on the list.

Maddie Jaymes.

- I'll show you
to the VIP room.

* Drop it down low
and take it back high *

* I don't need introduction *

* Follow my simple
instruction *

- No, no, no.
This way, please.

- * Sway to the right

* Drop it down low
and take it back high *

* I don't need introduction *

* Follow my simple
instruction *

- Thank you.
- Enjoy your night.

- * Wine to the left
Sway to the right *

* Drop it down low
and take it back high *

* I don't need introduction *

* Follow my simple
instruction *

* Wine to the left
Sway to the right *

* Drop it down low
and take it back high *

- Maddie! Hey!

Um, come meet
my friends, yeah?

- Okay.

- That's Roy, that's Mac,
and that's Twig.

- Hi.
- Uh, one more time?

- That's Roy, Mac--
you know what? It's fine.

Never mind.
You'll meet them later, yeah?

- Okay.
- Listen, listen.

I've got to tell you, it is
such a pleasure to meet you

because I have heard
like a lot about you

from this dude right here.
- Oh, really?

- You know, just don't
even listen to him.

He's got a condition known
as douchebag syndrome.

- You know what?

I'm going to give you
a little secret.

You should probably take
these for when Jonah starts

talking to kind
of drown him out. Okay?

- I'm okay.
- Are you sure?

- Yes.
- Can I get you something?

Do you want like a coke?
- Yes.

- Yo, can you get her a Coke?

- Coke. Yeah, coming up.

- Want to dance?
- Sure.

- I love your voice.
- Thank you.

- And I want it
on my next album.

- What do you mean?

- We are doing
a track tomorrow,

and I want you to sing on it.

- Are you serious?

- 100%.

- * I don't
need introduction *

* Follow my simple
instruction *

- Air okay back there?
Not too cold?

- We're good. Thanks.

Can you say something?

- It was interesting.

- You still think it's crap.

- No. I don't know what it is.

That's the problem.

He's one guy who
created a philosophy

and now it's like
he's controlling

everything you think.

- He is not controlling.

He's--

Never mind.

Look, you have a right
to your own opinion.

I guess I'd just hoped
once you'd talked to him

and Laura and everybody
that you would feel it.

- Feel what?

- That it's not about control.

It's about how real they are.

And open.

They accept me exactly
where I am.

And when I'm with them,

I feel like maybe
I can accept myself, too.

- I'm glad.

I mean, I want you
to have that.

- Really?

- Of course.

- * Will you feel the same?

- * I'll be there for you *

* As long as you're
right there, too *

* I'll be there for you *

* Take my word and you know
I'll follow through *

Yo, yo. Yo, stop.
Bro, this...

- What's wrong, man?

- I'm not feeling
this hype at all.

- It's modern, it's hip,
I mean, that's you.

- Yeah, man, that's me
two years ago.

This whole album has
to feel different.

It can't be like a rehash,
you know what I'm saying?

Like can we just break it
down to piano and drums,

see what that sounds like?

- Yeah, no doubt.
I got you.

- Cool.

- Was I okay?

- What?
Yeah, you were perfect.

- Jonah?
- Yeah.

- How's this?

- Yes. Yes.

* When you're out
in the cold *

* Then get thrown
to the flames *

* When a moment feels good

* But it ends in pain

* When you wanna get out

* And you're done
with the game *

* Whoa no

* When you're losing it all
over some bad advice *

* Yeah I've seen it before
Maybe once or twice *

* At the end of your rope I look
up to the sky and I pray *

* You stay alive

- * After the smoke has gone

- * I open my eyes
and I see you *

* I'm tired of this fight
to get us through *

* When our world
starts to change *

- * Will you feel the same?

* Will you feel the same?

- Maybe I could mentor
a kid or something.

Is that stupid?
- No. There are no stupid ideas.

This is time for you to just
explore all of your options.

- Well, that's the thing,

there's so many
paths I could take.

How do I help people the most?

- Well, you've just got to find
something that you connect with.

Something that lights you up.

- Is that what
psychology is for you?

- In a way.

Although every time I look
at that course catalog,

I immediately start
questioning myself.

You know, whether
I could actually

walk away
from music or not.

I mean, I know what
my heart wants,

but we know that
that's never practical.

- Should I ask
about him or not?

- No.
- Okay.

- I swore to myself
I wouldn't bring him up

because I don't want you
to be in the middle.

- I already am,
so you might as well.

Unless you don't want to
talk about it, which is fine.

- Daphne saw us out together.
- Oh, my God.

- I'm sure you
already knew that.

- Yeah.
- But the look on her face.

Oh, Scarlett,
it was not good.

And now things are different.

He's, like,
pulled back, and I...

I don't know what I expected.

Of course he's got walls up.

Of course the girls
are going to hate me.

I would hate me.
- Okay, would you stop?

All right, the girls are going
to feel whatever they feel.

And I know you're always so
careful never to hurt anybody.

It's not like y'all meant
to fall for one another.

And now you're both
handling it the best you can.

- Right. Yeah.

- Woo.

- Hey, you didn't suck, bro.
Congrats.

- Thanks, bro.

- I'm starving. You guys
wanna go to Soulshine?

- Yeah.

- Okay. Guys, we've gotta
use the back.

- Let's go.

- Go, go, go.
Come on!

- Go, go, go, go, go!
Go, go!

Come on, come on.
Come on!

- There they are!
Hey, Jonah!

- Oh...
- Mike!

Open it, open it, open it!

Get in, get in, get in.
Lock the door, lock the door!

- Jonah, I just
want one, Jonah!

- Could you be any slower, bro?

- Okay. Excuse me for checking
my blind spot, all right?

- Your head's a blind spot.
Drive.

- It's okay, it's okay,
I've got you.

- Eat our dust, stalkarazzi.
- Yeah!

- Woo!

- Hoohoo!

- Hey, Jonah!
- Jonah!

- Hey, Zach.

- It's nice to see you.
What brings you by?

- An artist can't
visit his label?

- No, you can do
whatever you want.

It's just, you know, it's--

- Hey.
- Hi.

- I was just, uh, finishing--

- Yeah.
- --packing stuff up.

You want me to put
that in the car?

- Yeah, thank you, Mark.

- Yeah.

- I'll just be--
- Yeah.

- So you're really
going to run.

- I want to make
a difference.

I want to make my home state
a better place.

- Is that your campaign speech?
- Will--

- Were you not even going
to say goodbye to me?

- I kind of thought
we already had said goodbye.

- What about
let's stay friends?

Because you're the one who
talked about staying friends,

or were you just
blowing smoke--

- No. I meant it. I just--

I'm always going
to care about you, okay?

I just needed space.

And it looks like
you did, too.

You look great.

- God, I shouldn't
have come here.

I know, I know.
I just--

I just wanted
to see you one last time

for some closure,
or something.

- I get it.

I'm glad you came by.

- Why couldn't we make it work?

- Will.
- I tried so hard.

- I know. I just
couldn't get over you

walking out on me that day.
I needed you to have my back.

- So I screw up one time
and you can't forgive me?

- I guess I'm not
really good at that.

- Yeah.

- I'm sorry.

- Well, I hope it all
works out well

for you and Mark
out in California.

- Thank you.
I wish you the best.

- Hey, how's it going?

- Hey. Hi, how are you?
- Um, I'm good.

I'm just tying up
some loose ends here, um,

before Zach and Alyssa
leave town, so...

- No, I meant about Daphne.

How did things go?

- You know what, I'm so sorry.

I'm right in the middle
of something right now.

- Oh, yeah, no, you're busy.
Sorry.

I just--I was just calling to
say that,

um, I'm here if you--

- That's very sweet.
Thank you.

- Oh, yes, sorry.
Yeah, you're busy.

So, I'll let you go then
and I guess we can

just talk later or whenever.

- Okay. All right, thank you.

I'll talk to you soon. Bye.

- Look, all right,
this is the part.

This shot right
there is an homage

to the classic Italian horror
film "Profondo Rosso"--

- Bro, nobody cares.
Shut up.

- Dude, you should shut up,
because do you even know

what the twist in this is?

- Shut up, dude.
You're going to ruin it for her.

Be quiet.
Be quiet.

- Hey Maddie.
- Yeah.

- You realize the only
reason Jonah picked this movie

was so you'd cling onto him
when you get scared, right?

- Oh really?
- No.

- What are you guys
looking at on there, huh?

Porn?
You little perverts.

- Yeah.
- It's actually clown porn.

Uh, and it's
starring your mom.

It's really great
work from her.

- Yeah, funny. Funny.
Let me see.

- No. No.
- Yeah.

- Dude, that's kind of weird
you want to look at your mom.

- No, it's not.
- I don't condone that.

- Is that us?

- Stupid.

- Jonah?

- Hey. Do you want anything?

- I'm good, thanks.

- I'm sorry if that was like
weird out there, you know.

- It's okay.

- Just, um, yeah,
you know how it is.

People like love
to blow everything up

into such a huge deal.

- Yeah, I mean,
just so you know,

I didn't think
it was a huge deal.

It's not like I'm your
girlfriend or anything.

And people probably won't
even believe that, anyway.

Everyone knows you date like
supermodels and actresses.

- Yeah. Yeah.

Just so you know,
I don't really care

what people think about me.

- You seem like you got upset.

- No, I'm not.

I just--I hate all these
stupid distractions.

Especially when they like get
in the way of me

trying to know
a really cool girl.

- Would you still
think I'm cool

if I watched the rest
of the movie like this?

- Yeah, I would.

- Really?
- Yes, I would.

Look, I'll do it, too.

- All right.
Help me smooth this out.

- Oh, those ribs smell
like heaven.

- Try to push away
the darkness from my past.

But once I embraced it.

- Hey, Bill.
It's really good to see you.

- I've taken responsibility.
- Welcome.

- Hey, can you
save me a biscuit?

- Hey.

- * When morning comes up
over the hill *

- Sing out.

- * And leaves you a new day
on your windowsill *

* Know I love you still

* Oh and I always will

- That was beautiful, Juliette.
Thank you.

- Thank you.

- What would happen if nobody

ever praised you
for your voice?

Would you still sing?

You've used this gift you have
to win approval from others.

Millions of people
think you're wonderful.

So why don't you?

Why isn't all of this fame
and success enough?

- 'Cause I'm greedy.

- Or because true fulfillment
doesn't come from out there.

It's within you.

You can access it, if you're
willing to put in the work.

- I've never been afraid
of a little hard work.

- That's good.
- Yeah.

- Because together
I think we can get

to the root of what's
been holding you back.

It'll make taking an honest look
at how you got to this point,

examining yourself,
and the people

you've chosen to surround
yourself with.

- I don't know if I would.

If I would sing if nobody
told me I was good.

- If you take this journey,
you won't have to wonder.

You won't have to look
outside for validation.

You'll make music purely
for the joy of it.

* Burning bridges,
a sacred cow *

* I know the feelings
right for sure *

* Do you love me
Do you love me *

* Do you love me tonight

- Damn, man,
I would kill to lift 300.

- Oh, it just takes
practice, that's all.

- 285's my max.

Every time I think
I'm making progress

I just hit that wall,
you know?

- Yeah, I know what you mean.

- Maybe you can give me
some pointers?

* Do you love me

* Do you love me tonight

- Hey.

- Oh, hey.

Uh... This is my roommate.
This is Dave.

- Dan.
- Dan, sorry.

- That's okay.

- I was just going out.

- Yeah, we were--
Yeah, we were just--

- Can I grab my keys?

- Oh.

- Sorry.
- Thank you.

- Come on.

- Am I doing something wrong?

- No.
- What could I do?

- Just give me a second here.

- Hey, hey.

It's okay. It's okay.

- This is so weird.

- Yeah. It happens.

- I mean, we barely even
went on one date

and the entire internet
is saying we're in love.

- The entire internet. Wow.
- Yes, I'm serious.

There's already
a subreddit page about

how I'm not good
enough for him.

I mean, how many times
do I have to deal with

this whole mean internet thing?
- I'm sorry, baby.

It's just part of
the price of fame, I guess.

You know, being with
someone who is famous.

- Did you ever deal
with this with mom?

- A little, but, you know,
not to the same degree

that you younger stars
got to now.

- What am I getting
myself into?

- I don't know, baby.

I just don't want you
to get hurt, that's all.

- But I mean, I guess
it's like this anytime

you fall for anyone, you know,
knowing you might get hurt.

- Can I go to
Louisa's for dinner?

- No, sweetie.

Look, we've got
to talk a second, okay?

This is nothing, you know,
bad or anything,

I just need to clear
the air a second.

It's about me and Jessie.

All right, we're--we have
feelings for each other.

Um, and I don't even
know what they are,

honestly, but it's new,
and it's confusing,

and that's why I didn't
say anything about it,

but then you know,

we ran into you the other day
when we were out and about.

And I didn't want
to make it look

like we're hiding
something, so...

- Okay.

- Doesn't seem like
it's okay, sweetie.

- I just can't believe
you didn't tell us.

Like, that we had
to find out by accident.

Like, just a big secret.

- No, it's not like
it's a big secret.

I just didn't know
what it was,

so I didn't want to throw it
at you before then, you know?

- Okay. I get it.
I just want you to be happy.

- Yeah, just be happy.

- Thank you.

I love you guys.

- Love you.
- So much. No more secrets.

Just dinner.

- Oh, thank you for seeing me
on such short notice.

- I'm glad I could fit you in.
So what's going on?

- Well, this thing happened
the other day.

Or didn't happen.

I'm--I'm having trouble--

I mean, I couldn't, uh...

Stand at attention?

And I've never had a problem
in that area, ever.

- You're having trouble
achieving erection?

By yourself, with a partner?

- I don't have a real partner
anymore because we broke up.

- Sorry to hear that.
- Oh, it's fine. I'm fine.

I actually met
someone new recently.

But I can't even...

- Are you on any medications?
- No.

- Other drugs?
Recreational?

- Uh...

Is there anything
you could give me,

like, Viagra or something?

- We can certainly
talk about that.

This kind of thing can
also be psychological.

Depression from a breakup
can affect sexual response.

- Something else
I can blame on my ex.

- I'll have my nurse
take some samples.

- Hey.
- Yo.

- Where's Jonah?
- Uh, he is running late.

But I am here to
keep you entertained.

So don't worry.

Um...
Uh, do you want a drink?

- I'm okay.
- Okay.

How about this one?

- I'm okay.
- Okay.

Um, hi, hello.

Hi, is this thing on?
I'm not sure.

Hi, Nashville.
How y'all doing?

My name is Twig Wysecki.

Most of you probably know
me as the guy

who's holding
Jonah Ford's beer, though.

And no, I will not
sell you photos

of his prepubescent
awkward phase on eBay.

- Wait, you've really
known him that long?

- Yeah. Since eighth grade
when he and his friends

threw my backpack
in the toilet.

- Unh-unh.
- Yeah.

- Seriously?
- Yeah.

- That's horrible.

- No it was whatever.
It's was like...

I mean, I was a dork.

I would have
ripped on me, too.

But I straight up dressed

like my grandmother
picked out my clothes

because she did.

That's true.

- Oh my gosh.

- Yeah, so one day I just like
completely had it with them,

right, so I just started
coming back at them

with whatever
I could think of.

I told Jonah that his face

looked like his butt threw up.

- Wow.
- Yeah.

So I'm thinking,
I'm such an idiot

because I'm going to get
my ass kicked by these guys.

But Jonah
just starts laughing.

And he calls me over
to his lunch table,

which was a big deal.
- Wow.

- And yeah, we were
friends after that.

- So was it weird then?

Like, when he started
becoming famous.

- Oh, my God,
that was so weird.

It was like completely
bizarro alternate reality.

It's like I can't believe
it's my life sometimes.

It's crazy.
- I know what you mean.

I mean, obviously,
not the same thing.

- It's ridiculous.
- I know.

- It is ridiculous.
- I know.

- Yeah. I mean, people
treat Jonah

like he's some kind
of god or something.

He gets his nose hair trimmed,
and it's a national headline.

Sorry. Sorry.

I probably wasn't supposed
to tell you he has nose hair.

That's my bad.

Just keep that
between us, okay?

- Just never speak of it again.

- Here, you want that now?

- I'm good, thank you.
- Not thirsty? Okay.

- I'm totally good.
- Let me know, though.

- I'm good, thank you.
- Okay, I'm just doing my job.

- Thank you.

- Hm.

Hey.

- Hey, did I catch you
at a bad time?

- No, no, I'm glad you called.
I--

- I was wondering if you might
like to go out to dinner again.

- Oh, wow.

Sorry, I'm--I definitely
wasn't expecting that.

Um, I've been thinking--

- I promise it'll be
a much better dinner,

and if it's about the--

- Yeah, Deacon, I don't
want to come between

you and your girls, you know.

Especially not Daphne.

I know she's in
a fragile place,

and if this were to send her
into another depression,

I just--I don't think
I could live with that. So--

- I'm sorry this is all
so complicated.

- No, no, it's not your fault.

Really, it's mine.
It's just--

- No, it's not your fault.

- No, I think that
maybe it's better that we,

um, just stop before--

- Well, maybe we could--

- You know, I have to get
off the phone actually.

- Jessie, wait.

- No, I'm--Jake just
walked in so,

I'll call you later or--okay.
- Okay.

- Bye.

- I'm going to beat you.
- Oh, no, you're not.

No, mm, mm, mm.

- Hey.
Hey. Sorry.

I had a thing
I couldn't get out of.

- No worries.

- So, uh, let's
play this back.

Where's the guy?
- Yeah. Yeah, I'll get him.

- Hey.

- Um, Jonah?
- Yeah.

- I'm sorry.
I don't think...

I don't think
I can do this right now.

I really like you,
but I don't think I can deal

with everybody being
so involved in our business.

You know, like I've had
people talk about me before,

and it's never been good.

- Look, look. I get it.
All right?

Believe me, it's not
fun for me, either.

You know, I just--I don't want
to be the guy who complains

about how hard it is
to be famous, you know.

I just--I don't know.

I just try to look at it as
like that's the price

for all the amazing things
in my life.

Then I meet someone like you.

And I just--I want
to get to know you

without anyone watching.

- I wish we could.

- So then just
give me a chance.

I'll find a way
to make it happen.

- How?

- I have ideas.

- Hey.
Did Cadence go down already?

- Yeah. About an hour ago.

- We had the most
incredible communal dinner.

People just
told their stories.

I had a long conversation
with Darius,

and I think I can do this.

I really think
I can make a change.

- What kind of change
are we talking about?

- Confronting my problems.

On a deep level.

So I can be a better partner,
I can be a better mom.

I've really been trying.
- I know.

And I see how hard
you're working on yourself,

and I'm really proud
of you for that. I am.

- Then what is it?

You need me to do it your way?

Go back to rehab because
let me--let me tell ya,

it did not work.

- I'm not--I'm not saying
you have to do it my way.

But it's just you're--

you're putting all of
your trust into this guy.

You're spending all
of your time there,

you're living your
whole life by his words.

- Did you even give
him a chance?

Or did you just decide
this was wrong

because you
don't understand it?

- I've done nothing
but give this a chance.

I've bitten my tongue every time
I got a weird vibe off of him.

I mean, that's how bad
I want to support you.

- Oh, honey, you can
say you support me

until the cows come home,
but I feel it when you don't.

I don't know if
this is because

you feel threatened by him

or maybe you're just
so used to me leaning on you.

- You seriously
think that's why?

- I don't know. Is it?

- Just think what you want.

You will anyway.

- Where are you going?
- To bed.

- Where are you going?

- Laura and the other
folks are volunteering

at the building site again.

And if you have a problem
with me going, that is fine.

Okay?
Honor your feelings.

But I'm going.

I'll be back tonight.

Maybe then you'll be
less mad at me.

- I'm not mad at you. Okay?

I'm just worried about you.

- Don't be.

- Will, I asked you
to come back in

because your tests showed
some unusual hormone levels.

- Oh, yeah.

I've been taking
a little human growth hormone.

Just to supplement my workouts.

A ton of guys
at the gym take it.

- I'm sure they are, but that's
not all you're taking.

- Uh...

I was taking some steroids,
but I stopped.

- Well, they're still
in your system.

You've got to stop now.

I can help you with a plan to
get your body regulated again.

- Okay. I get it.
I do.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- Is it okay that
I just came over?

I mean, is Jake still--

- No, he's at his dad's.

- I just--I felt awful about
what happened on the phone.

- You don't have
to say anything.

- Well, it's what
I didn't say, Jessie.

Truth is, Daphne's fine.

Or she's going to be.

It's me. I'm the one
who's freaking out.

I'm walking around with
a piece of me gone,

and I don't want
to wreck this thing,

but I don't know how I can't.

- How about I wreck it, then?

Would that take some
of the pressure off?

- Yeah, it might.
Could we do it that way?

- Yeah.

- Look, Deacon, I understand
if you're not ready

and that's totally fine.

I just need you
to tell me that,

because it's the back
and forth really that's--

- Look all I know--
- --that's killing me, you know.

- --is that when you hung up
on my today,

it was like the floor
fell out from under me.

So, no I don't think
I want it to end,

but if you need something--

- Shut up.
- Shut up?

- Yeah.
Just shut up.

- Daphne?

Daph, what's wrong?

- Nothing, nothing.

- What do you mean, nothing?

- You wouldn't understand.

- Okay, maybe not,
but I'll always listen.

- How are you so okay
with him dating her?

- It's not that
I'm okay with it.

I just--I don't want him
to be lonely.

- You think I do?

- No, of course I don't.

- You can't tell him
I said anything.

Maddie.

- What? Okay, I won't.
I promise.

- I meant what I said

about me
wanting him to be happy.

But I hate this.

And I hate her.

Now I just...

really feel
like mom's gone.

- It's okay.

- * I give up

* Come and find me

* Am I lost

* Or am I hiding

* I disappear

* And wind up here

* Come and find me

* I see you

* And I'm trying *

* To come back

* From where I've been *

* But I don't know *

* The way back home

* Come and find me

* I'm no runaway *

* This is just a game I play

* I want you to find me

* I think I've gone too far *

* Please don't
leave me in the dark *

- Oh, sorry.
- Dammit, Gunnar.

- I didn't realize
you were here.

What's that?

- Just a little
human growth hormone.

Takes a little help
to look this good.

- Wow, I didn't realize it
worked like that.

I hate needles.

- Do you mind?

I kinda gotta concentrate here.

- * I'm no runaway *

* This is just a game I play

* And I want you to find me

* I think I've gone too far *

- I give up.
Where are we?

- The last place that
anyone would ever look.

* Please don't
leave me in the dark *

- What?

- Come here, come here.

- I've been invited
here to this center

for equine therapy that helps
troubled teens deal with
trauma.

We'll have more on
this incredible program

coming up after the break.

- * Oh

* Oh

* I'm no runaway *

* This is just a game I play

* I want you to find me

* I think I've gone too far *

* Please don't
leave me in the dark *

* Come and find me

* Come and find me