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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 0 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:04,000 Downloaded From www.AllSubs.org 1 00:00:45,628 --> 00:00:47,533 I'd like to say that in the beginning I was easier, 2 00:00:47,861 --> 00:00:51,998 but truth be told I was as big a pain then as I turned out to be later. 3 00:00:52,541 --> 00:00:53,934 But I'm getting ahead of myself. 4 00:00:55,467 --> 00:00:59,121 Right now the unbreakable bond between a mother and daughter was about to be born 5 00:00:59,687 --> 00:01:01,292 So just listen and watch 6 00:01:01,556 --> 00:01:03,011 and pay attention. 7 00:01:03,012 --> 00:01:05,300 If you don't like the way I'm doing it... 8 00:01:05,310 --> 00:01:08,080 both of you get in here and push her out yourself! 9 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:16,611 Look, look... 10 00:01:36,426 --> 00:01:37,943 Hey baby� 11 00:01:39,888 --> 00:01:41,838 Gosh, she is beautiful! 12 00:01:41,988 --> 00:01:44,338 She's changed our lives forever. 13 00:01:45,378 --> 00:01:46,926 ...If you only knew� 14 00:01:51,988 --> 00:01:54,146 Mom and Dad had waited a long time for a kid. 15 00:01:54,226 --> 00:01:56,498 They tried everything so you can only imagine 16 00:01:56,500 --> 00:01:58,659 how many hopes and dreams were pinned on me, 17 00:01:58,659 --> 00:02:02,003 their first born. Even though I was a potted plant. 18 00:02:02,003 --> 00:02:04,003 - Honey! - What? 19 00:02:04,003 --> 00:02:05,812 I can't hear Jane. She's not making any noise. 20 00:02:06,166 --> 00:02:08,117 She's fairly asleep. 21 00:02:08,523 --> 00:02:09,671 Just like I was� 22 00:02:10,178 --> 00:02:13,802 Robert, you gotta calm down. Go back to sleep. 23 00:02:14,055 --> 00:02:15,582 No no no... I'm gonna check on her. 24 00:02:15,823 --> 00:02:18,666 - No please... - It turns out long to have a baby. 25 00:02:18,686 --> 00:02:20,806 - I'm damned not gonna let her suffocate. - Please don't. 26 00:02:22,383 --> 00:02:24,266 You're insane! 27 00:02:25,176 --> 00:02:27,300 Ok fine... I'm coming too. I'm coming. 28 00:02:35,053 --> 00:02:37,616 -What are you doing? -I don't want to turn on the overhead. 29 00:02:38,105 --> 00:02:39,614 That was a seminal moment for me. 30 00:02:39,912 --> 00:02:41,693 And yes, I do too, remember it. 31 00:02:41,942 --> 00:02:44,940 Babies know way more stuff that goes on than you think. 32 00:02:44,940 --> 00:02:47,940 And from that moment on I felt like the spot light was on me, 33 00:02:47,940 --> 00:02:49,940 which I've never gotten used to. 34 00:02:49,940 --> 00:02:52,000 Turn that light off! 35 00:02:52,004 --> 00:02:53,302 Sorry, sorry� 36 00:02:54,224 --> 00:02:56,298 To make it through year one is quite an accomplishment 37 00:02:56,867 --> 00:02:58,988 although no one ever gives you an atta-boy for it, 38 00:02:59,300 --> 00:03:00,338 they really should. 39 00:03:00,829 --> 00:03:04,436 And another thing I learned that year is that if parents could crazy glue us to them, 40 00:03:04,595 --> 00:03:05,329 they would. 41 00:03:10,451 --> 00:03:11,359 Sweetheart 42 00:03:12,477 --> 00:03:14,533 My mother was pregnant and ready to pop again. 43 00:03:14,761 --> 00:03:17,065 Then I stupidly thought that when Brad was born 44 00:03:17,070 --> 00:03:19,133 he'd take some of the pressure off me 45 00:03:18,842 --> 00:03:20,070 Boy, was I wrong. 46 00:03:23,890 --> 00:03:27,848 This was also the goo-goo ga-ga period. 47 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:30,198 It's a little dull. So let's jump ahead, shall we? 48 00:03:45,978 --> 00:03:48,836 I wish our parents were here to see this. 49 00:03:49,602 --> 00:03:51,547 Both mom and dad's parents were dead. 50 00:03:51,765 --> 00:03:53,667 I missed not having grandparents. 51 00:03:54,133 --> 00:03:56,206 They missed not having parents more. 52 00:03:57,843 --> 00:03:59,676 So how long are we gonna sit here? 53 00:03:59,993 --> 00:04:01,327 A long time. 54 00:04:01,718 --> 00:04:04,822 My mother knew that some day she was going to have to let me go 55 00:04:05,025 --> 00:04:06,407 run free little one 56 00:04:06,605 --> 00:04:09,622 But she didn't want to be on this day or any day soon. 57 00:04:09,794 --> 00:04:12,921 And so began the parents witness protection program. 58 00:04:12,977 --> 00:04:14,950 Honey, she's got to go to school 59 00:04:15,405 --> 00:04:17,110 and I've gotta to go to work 60 00:04:17,112 --> 00:04:19,740 So either we do this as a family or I'll take her in myself. 61 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:22,075 How important is kindergarten anyway� 62 00:04:22,100 --> 00:04:24,505 I can't remember it. Can you? 63 00:04:24,848 --> 00:04:26,008 It's not the point. 64 00:04:26,040 --> 00:04:27,508 What is the point? 65 00:04:27,748 --> 00:04:29,859 The point is...we can't protect her forever. 66 00:04:30,032 --> 00:04:30,920 Why not? 67 00:04:31,027 --> 00:04:32,245 It's not healthy 68 00:04:32,345 --> 00:04:34,472 It's healthier than not protecting her. 69 00:04:34,672 --> 00:04:38,439 Honey, she's...gotta be around kids. 70 00:04:38,639 --> 00:04:40,639 She has to start developing social skills. 71 00:04:40,023 --> 00:04:44,464 - Why? - Oh...this is nuts. I'm taking her in. 72 00:04:50,661 --> 00:04:52,481 Come on! Let's go. 73 00:04:53,482 --> 00:04:54,482 Atta girl. 74 00:04:55,923 --> 00:04:57,061 Are you coming? 75 00:04:57,309 --> 00:05:00,770 No...I want her to have the memory of you leaving. 76 00:05:04,190 --> 00:05:06,749 Blackmail is an interesting thing if you use it properly. 77 00:05:06,972 --> 00:05:09,216 My mother had a black belt in it. 78 00:05:34,037 --> 00:05:35,548 My mother wanted to be a dancer. 79 00:05:35,622 --> 00:05:36,728 But she'll tell you about that later. 80 00:05:36,837 --> 00:05:40,451 Let's just say her expectations were way too high. 81 00:05:58,862 --> 00:06:03,192 They hugged us so tightly that you could almost hear the air escape from our tiny little bodies. 82 00:06:03,255 --> 00:06:06,130 - You were wonderful. - You were brilliant, brilliant! 83 00:06:06,185 --> 00:06:07,032 Wasn't she brilliant? Yes! 84 00:06:07,206 --> 00:06:09,038 We were awful. Moving on. 85 00:06:13,806 --> 00:06:15,559 Hey, baby...how you feeling? 86 00:06:16,712 --> 00:06:18,068 Come on, sweetie. Here, drink this. 87 00:06:19,098 --> 00:06:22,292 Come on, make you feel better. Promise. 88 00:06:22,442 --> 00:06:25,016 My parents love me more than life itself. 89 00:06:26,979 --> 00:06:30,894 But it was my mother who truly would've cut off her right arm had I asked her to. 90 00:06:31,140 --> 00:06:32,707 Not quite sure why 91 00:06:32,757 --> 00:06:33,907 But you get the picture. 92 00:06:33,957 --> 00:06:37,700 Let's get to the good stuff. Let's get to where my life really started, ok? 93 00:06:43,751 --> 00:06:45,050 It's a very important day. 94 00:06:45,743 --> 00:06:48,100 This is when things suddenly begin to fall into place. 95 00:06:48,188 --> 00:06:50,148 Our little girl...all grown up. 96 00:06:50,395 --> 00:06:51,399 First day of high school. 97 00:06:51,620 --> 00:06:53,938 Janie, all the world is at your feet. 98 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:56,838 Dad� 99 00:06:56,922 --> 00:06:57,744 Mom� 100 00:06:57,806 --> 00:06:58,884 I gotta go. 101 00:06:58,900 --> 00:07:01,435 Just let your father and me share this moment with you. 102 00:07:01,670 --> 00:07:05,870 All right. But any more moments and your little girl's gonna be late for her first day of school. 103 00:07:05,974 --> 00:07:08,270 Now that's not a good way for me to start my wonder years, is it? 104 00:07:08,514 --> 00:07:10,360 - Get out the car. - Hold it. Hold it. 105 00:07:10,400 --> 00:07:13,200 - You're forgetting� - Come on... come on� 106 00:07:16,075 --> 00:07:17,075 Kisses all around. 107 00:07:17,076 --> 00:07:19,500 If the kids saw me doing this, I'd be branded for life. 108 00:07:19,501 --> 00:07:21,101 Out. Now get out of the car. 109 00:07:24,797 --> 00:07:26,561 From now on, I'm walking to school 110 00:07:26,826 --> 00:07:27,777 by myself. 111 00:07:28,003 --> 00:07:30,046 - Got it? - Yeah we got it. 112 00:07:31,546 --> 00:07:33,546 I don't think so. 113 00:07:55,055 --> 00:07:57,978 I'm Ms. Walcott and I will be your English teacher 114 00:07:57,999 --> 00:08:00,478 through your tortureous first year of high school 115 00:08:00,778 --> 00:08:03,446 and I guarantee that you'll make it through the experience alive 116 00:08:04,252 --> 00:08:08,873 Now, I'm pretty easy to get along with as long as you follow a few of my simple rules 117 00:08:09,346 --> 00:08:12,867 One, if you show me respect, I'll show it to you 118 00:08:13,043 --> 00:08:16,358 and two, if you have any questions, ask me 119 00:08:16,418 --> 00:08:21,802 and three, if you're feeling overwhelmed and need somebody to talk to, you can talk to me. 120 00:08:21,993 --> 00:08:23,899 I know it's hard to believe 121 00:08:24,003 --> 00:08:27,416 but I am not so old that I can't relate to what you might be going through. 122 00:08:28,661 --> 00:08:32,933 So, let's hit the book, shall we? I want you to turn to page 424 123 00:08:33,513 --> 00:08:35,023 in "Lit Language"� 124 00:08:37,386 --> 00:08:39,999 The beauty of reading is that it's personal, 125 00:08:40,334 --> 00:08:41,902 it's your interpretation. 126 00:08:42,053 --> 00:08:43,643 It's what you think, it's what you feel, 127 00:08:43,643 --> 00:08:45,857 it's what you see 128 00:08:45,857 --> 00:08:47,530 and that's what makes it so magical. 129 00:08:47,530 --> 00:08:50,054 And I hope that if you learn nothing else from me 130 00:08:51,172 --> 00:08:52,781 it's that you learn to love words. 131 00:08:53,440 --> 00:08:56,147 They'll save you someday� Trust me on that. 132 00:08:59,361 --> 00:09:00,678 Have a great lunch! 133 00:09:04,291 --> 00:09:06,339 Jane, over here! 134 00:09:13,465 --> 00:09:15,243 I can't believe you're not in our class. 135 00:09:14,702 --> 00:09:16,500 Who'd you get? 136 00:09:16,509 --> 00:09:18,609 Ms. Walcott. She's cool, though. 137 00:09:18,609 --> 00:09:19,909 She's my guidance counselor too. 138 00:09:20,509 --> 00:09:21,562 You luck just never ends. 139 00:09:22,076 --> 00:09:23,940 We got a bone head Mr. Speavek 140 00:09:27,840 --> 00:09:29,123 That's the new boy. 141 00:09:30,302 --> 00:09:32,512 Oh, is he a hottie or what? 142 00:09:35,922 --> 00:09:38,359 Oh my god! Jane, he smiled at you! 143 00:09:38,761 --> 00:09:40,746 Why did he smile at you, why not at me? 144 00:09:41,040 --> 00:09:43,249 Competition is an ugly quality. 145 00:09:43,249 --> 00:09:46,249 One I can honestly say was not a problem for me. 146 00:09:46,249 --> 00:09:48,711 Although I had many other problems, that was not one of them. 147 00:09:52,503 --> 00:09:54,246 Hi, I'm Ned. 148 00:09:54,946 --> 00:09:58,309 Elizabeth, Betsy, Claire and Jane. 149 00:10:00,049 --> 00:10:01,760 Nice meeting you. 150 00:10:05,349 --> 00:10:09,365 Jane's got a boyfriend, Jane's got a boyfriend! 151 00:10:09,802 --> 00:10:12,477 Leave me alone, you dweeb. I'm not interested. 152 00:10:13,122 --> 00:10:15,896 You're an idiot then. He was positively drooling. 153 00:10:15,949 --> 00:10:19,100 - So? - So don't be retarded. 154 00:10:19,135 --> 00:10:21,593 He's like the cutest guy I've ever seen here 155 00:10:21,593 --> 00:10:24,796 except for Todd Burkin, captain of the football team 156 00:10:25,521 --> 00:10:27,332 who I am going after starting today. 157 00:10:28,752 --> 00:10:33,501 But back to you, we need to jump start your hormones. You�re way behind. 158 00:10:34,047 --> 00:10:36,002 And that's where the fingerpointing began. 159 00:10:41,184 --> 00:10:43,831 -Brad, stop it. I'm doing homework. -So? 160 00:10:45,252 --> 00:10:47,132 -Mom! -What is it honey? 161 00:10:47,661 --> 00:10:49,609 I was in here first. I need to do my homework. 162 00:10:50,216 --> 00:10:52,230 - Brad, turn the Nintendo off. - Well, why? 163 00:10:52,944 --> 00:10:55,292 - Your sister's studying. - She always gets her way. 164 00:10:56,000 --> 00:10:57,350 You go wash up for dinner. 165 00:10:57,816 --> 00:10:59,520 Should've been a girl, then you'd be nicer to me. 166 00:11:01,316 --> 00:11:03,389 -Goodness... -You'd of been a lovely girl. 167 00:11:03,745 --> 00:11:04,412 Jane! 168 00:11:08,114 --> 00:11:10,088 As you can tell, I didn't much care for my brother 169 00:11:10,392 --> 00:11:12,579 I don't even know why, but I think it's mandatory. 170 00:11:14,955 --> 00:11:16,512 Janie, be nicer to your brother! 171 00:11:16,512 --> 00:11:17,512 Why? 172 00:11:20,823 --> 00:11:21,935 Want some help with your homework? 173 00:11:22,442 --> 00:11:23,866 Yeah, it's Math. 174 00:11:24,567 --> 00:11:26,963 Sorry, can't help you there. 175 00:11:27,306 --> 00:11:28,804 Well, how'd you get through it in school? 176 00:11:29,155 --> 00:11:30,167 I didn't. 177 00:11:30,807 --> 00:11:31,828 What were you good at? 178 00:11:33,708 --> 00:11:36,586 Mmmm... English... Recess... 179 00:11:38,109 --> 00:11:40,323 You're a lot smarter than I was at your age� 180 00:11:41,346 --> 00:11:42,554 You'll do fine. 181 00:11:43,446 --> 00:11:44,554 I think not. 182 00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:48,374 What do you say this Saturday...the two of us 183 00:11:48,492 --> 00:11:52,006 just the girls, do little shopping, go to movies 184 00:11:53,358 --> 00:11:54,926 Just chill� 185 00:11:55,945 --> 00:11:57,251 Isn't that the phrase, just chill? 186 00:11:58,128 --> 00:12:00,391 No...It�s hang... 187 00:12:00,391 --> 00:12:01,391 oh, hang� 188 00:12:01,545 --> 00:12:02,368 What do you say? 189 00:12:03,250 --> 00:12:06,906 I will say you da bomb. 190 00:12:06,906 --> 00:12:09,906 Oh, I'm da bomb. Oh, I am da bomb. Great! 191 00:12:10,408 --> 00:12:14,409 And at that time, I meant it with all of my little heart. 192 00:12:16,627 --> 00:12:18,383 So, how do you like high school? 193 00:12:19,357 --> 00:12:20,402 It's ok. 194 00:12:20,996 --> 00:12:22,397 Compared to what? Dental surgery? 195 00:12:23,056 --> 00:12:24,522 Bob, you just find it thrilling 196 00:12:24,522 --> 00:12:25,947 because you don't have to go through it again. 197 00:12:25,947 --> 00:12:28,446 If your mind could go back that far, if you could really remember. 198 00:12:28,446 --> 00:12:31,964 It was pretty rough, you know, new kids, new teachers. 199 00:12:32,302 --> 00:12:34,186 Don�t know where to go, new questions. 200 00:12:34,674 --> 00:12:35,444 Brad, dinner! 201 00:12:36,533 --> 00:12:39,369 Sweetheart, we have to start planning your sweet sixteen party 202 00:12:39,951 --> 00:12:41,260 Why? It's months away! 203 00:12:41,799 --> 00:12:44,549 You never start too early planning really important events. 204 00:12:46,223 --> 00:12:47,715 Well I really don't want a party. 205 00:12:47,923 --> 00:12:49,967 What? Everybody wants a sweet sixteen party! 206 00:12:50,236 --> 00:12:51,501 Everyone but me. 207 00:13:02,588 --> 00:13:06,500 I don't know what teenage girl especially 208 00:13:06,525 --> 00:13:08,601 doesn't wanna have a sweet sixteen party. 209 00:13:08,609 --> 00:13:10,284 You know, it's what every kid should have. 210 00:13:10,286 --> 00:13:11,602 Wait a second, who are you? 211 00:13:11,602 --> 00:13:14,602 The Janice I've know all these years never did anything that was expected of her. 212 00:13:14,781 --> 00:13:17,250 Yeah, what happened to 'the hell with society' girl, 213 00:13:17,252 --> 00:13:18,815 we all used to know and love? 214 00:13:18,941 --> 00:13:20,500 She became a 'mutha'. 215 00:13:21,168 --> 00:13:22,300 A 'mutha'? 216 00:13:23,188 --> 00:13:25,188 Jane Fonda, meet Nancy Raegan. 217 00:13:25,809 --> 00:13:27,912 Woo..Ouch! That is cold 218 00:13:27,912 --> 00:13:29,512 That is... but accurate� 219 00:13:35,671 --> 00:13:37,175 How'd you do on that Math test? 220 00:13:37,784 --> 00:13:41,357 Hum...I think I'll eek out a C. 221 00:13:41,865 --> 00:13:43,774 I'm so proud of you! 222 00:13:43,774 --> 00:13:45,974 You're the only member of this family who hasn't flunked math. 223 00:13:46,518 --> 00:13:47,538 Thanks. 224 00:13:48,978 --> 00:13:50,835 So any cute boys at this school? 225 00:13:51,109 --> 00:13:52,997 Mom, I just started going there. 226 00:13:53,321 --> 00:13:54,471 It's alright. 227 00:13:55,152 --> 00:13:57,058 Did you have a boyfriend right away in high school? 228 00:13:59,618 --> 00:14:00,574 Yeah. 229 00:14:01,330 --> 00:14:04,190 When did you first have sex? 230 00:14:04,290 --> 00:14:05,465 Excuse me? 231 00:14:05,465 --> 00:14:06,898 I know you know the answer. 232 00:14:07,238 --> 00:14:09,529 Yes, I do. I'm just trying to remember it. I was 21. 233 00:14:10,581 --> 00:14:11,609 You're such a liar. 234 00:14:11,709 --> 00:14:13,091 Yes, I am. 235 00:14:13,091 --> 00:14:14,353 Did you always wanna have kids? 236 00:14:14,807 --> 00:14:17,118 Far back as I can remember. 237 00:14:17,935 --> 00:14:19,451 Why didn't you stick with dancing? 238 00:14:19,899 --> 00:14:21,662 I wasn't really very good at it� 239 00:14:21,662 --> 00:14:24,662 Then I tried to be a writer, I didn't have the passion for it. 240 00:14:24,790 --> 00:14:26,660 What I really had passion for was being a mother. 241 00:14:27,267 --> 00:14:29,438 Best job in the world. 242 00:14:29,870 --> 00:14:31,429 I'm kinda glad you weren't good at anything 243 00:14:33,471 --> 00:14:36,626 Do me a favor, next Math test, just eek out a B. 244 00:14:38,367 --> 00:14:39,406 I'll try� 245 00:14:39,406 --> 00:14:40,406 Thank you very much! 246 00:14:41,850 --> 00:14:44,316 Your reading assignment is going to be 'Crime and Punishment'. 247 00:14:45,902 --> 00:14:48,362 I'm kidding! 248 00:14:49,362 --> 00:14:50,346 Ok. 249 00:14:52,146 --> 00:14:53,846 Sorry, I'm late. 250 00:14:53,846 --> 00:14:56,046 Paper work took longer than I planned for. 251 00:14:55,846 --> 00:14:58,325 That's ok. Just take a seat in the back. 252 00:15:00,943 --> 00:15:02,012 So as I was saying, 253 00:15:02,313 --> 00:15:04,612 We're gonna find something exciting for you to read. 254 00:15:07,562 --> 00:15:09,270 Hi, I'm Taylor 255 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:11,071 Hi, I'm Jane 256 00:15:11,271 --> 00:15:12,242 Hi Jane! 257 00:15:14,613 --> 00:15:17,780 She was different, smarter, wiser� 258 00:15:18,170 --> 00:15:18,890 Maybe it was just because 259 00:15:18,900 --> 00:15:20,200 she wasn't from here. 260 00:15:21,015 --> 00:15:22,600 But maybe it was just her� 261 00:15:23,361 --> 00:15:25,550 I don't know but I'm gonna go with the last one. 262 00:15:25,600 --> 00:15:27,300 And I should know 263 00:15:27,344 --> 00:15:29,044 because Taylor would end up changing my life. 264 00:15:36,374 --> 00:15:37,598 Hi! 265 00:15:37,698 --> 00:15:40,000 I didn't mean to scare you. 266 00:15:40,500 --> 00:15:41,500 You didn't. 267 00:15:42,196 --> 00:15:45,315 I'm a little behind on what books, we need on some of the assignments. 268 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:46,970 Do you think you could fill me in? 269 00:15:47,915 --> 00:15:48,830 Sure 270 00:15:48,380 --> 00:15:50,148 Ok 271 00:15:51,745 --> 00:15:52,807 You're my saviour. 272 00:15:52,807 --> 00:15:54,807 No, I wouldn't go that far. 273 00:16:04,813 --> 00:16:07,196 Hi, what are you doing? 274 00:16:07,996 --> 00:16:09,222 Oh, this is Taylor, 275 00:16:09,232 --> 00:16:10,522 she just transferred here 276 00:16:10,522 --> 00:16:12,522 So I'm just helping her catch up on her assignments. 277 00:16:13,545 --> 00:16:15,191 This is Elizabeth, Betsy and Claire. 278 00:16:16,045 --> 00:16:16,995 Hi 279 00:16:17,345 --> 00:16:19,331 Going to the movies tonight, you wanna come? 280 00:16:19,795 --> 00:16:21,645 Oh I can't. I have to baby-sit my brother 281 00:16:23,472 --> 00:16:24,333 See you tomorrow then. 282 00:16:28,920 --> 00:16:30,647 Hey, would it be ok if I came over tonight? 283 00:16:30,747 --> 00:16:32,709 We can go over the rest of this stuff. 284 00:16:33,174 --> 00:16:35,477 Yeah, around 8 o'clock? 285 00:16:35,480 --> 00:16:36,477 Sure 286 00:16:43,766 --> 00:16:45,980 Excuse me, it's the bulter's night off. 287 00:16:45,980 --> 00:16:47,980 Answer the door. 288 00:16:52,978 --> 00:16:55,000 - Hey. - Hi, you two look nice. 289 00:16:55,027 --> 00:16:55,907 Oh, thank you. 290 00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:56,980 You guys double-dating? 291 00:16:56,987 --> 00:16:58,760 I'm not his type, I'm the wrong height. 292 00:16:58,860 --> 00:17:01,000 Hahaha, funny. 293 00:17:01,030 --> 00:17:02,480 Hi, Brad. 294 00:17:03,442 --> 00:17:04,442 What is this, Halloween? 295 00:17:04,859 --> 00:17:06,990 Oh, I forgot tell you mom there's a new girl at school that's coming over 296 00:17:06,998 --> 00:17:09,590 so I can help her catch up on class work. 297 00:17:11,137 --> 00:17:12,753 -Hello. -Hi, I'm Taylor. 298 00:17:12,989 --> 00:17:14,994 Hi, Taylor, I'm Janice, Jane's mother. 299 00:17:15,849 --> 00:17:19,117 This is Jimmy and Beth. This is Taylor. 300 00:17:19,264 --> 00:17:21,045 - Hi. - Hi, Taylor. 301 00:17:21,724 --> 00:17:23,075 And the one on the couch in a coma... 302 00:17:23,078 --> 00:17:24,800 staring at the screen is Brad. 303 00:17:24,905 --> 00:17:26,100 Brad! 304 00:17:26,770 --> 00:17:27,961 Robert, this is Taylor. 305 00:17:28,381 --> 00:17:30,170 This is Jane's friend they're gonna do some homework together. 306 00:17:30,349 --> 00:17:31,481 Great. Hi, Taylor. 307 00:17:32,073 --> 00:17:33,512 So Taylor you from around here. 308 00:17:33,710 --> 00:17:35,013 Janice, we really don't have time. 309 00:17:35,148 --> 00:17:36,256 Yeah, right, we have a minute. 310 00:17:36,543 --> 00:17:37,780 What do your parents do? 311 00:17:38,415 --> 00:17:39,950 My parents were divorced when I was 6 312 00:17:40,064 --> 00:17:43,148 and I live with my mom, she works full time for the phone company. 313 00:17:43,174 --> 00:17:44,472 Do you have any brothers? 314 00:17:44,509 --> 00:17:46,333 -Mom... -Jane, it's ok. I can take it. 315 00:17:47,105 --> 00:17:48,922 So anybody else have any questions? 316 00:17:48,991 --> 00:17:50,451 Yeah, how many pets? 317 00:17:50,461 --> 00:17:51,851 Funny, really funny... 318 00:17:51,851 --> 00:17:54,851 The number where we'll be is up on the fridge if you need us. Just in case. 319 00:17:54,852 --> 00:17:55,952 - Bye, Honey. - Bye, Mom. 320 00:17:56,540 --> 00:17:57,377 Bye sweetie. 321 00:17:58,536 --> 00:18:01,500 - Bye, Sport! - Bye Brad, not too late! 322 00:18:01,600 --> 00:18:03,700 Brad, turn it off. I have company. 323 00:18:03,800 --> 00:18:05,220 Who cares? 324 00:18:05,949 --> 00:18:08,513 Go play your computer 'coz next time I won't aim so high. 325 00:18:11,186 --> 00:18:12,195 Sorry, I think he's adopted. 326 00:18:12,641 --> 00:18:14,344 Yeah, must be rough... 327 00:18:15,940 --> 00:18:18,912 But even having a jerk as a younger brother is better than not having one at all. 328 00:18:22,903 --> 00:18:26,036 You go to high school full of fear and excitement 329 00:18:26,037 --> 00:18:29,436 so many emotions that your body can barely handle all the things racing through it 330 00:18:29,546 --> 00:18:33,253 And then it gets worse just when you thought it couldn't get any more complicated 331 00:18:33,691 --> 00:18:35,986 Why wasn't I like my friends? 332 00:18:35,986 --> 00:18:37,264 Why wasn't I like everyone else? 333 00:18:37,264 --> 00:18:39,516 Why couldn't I just like a boy named Ned? 334 00:18:39,949 --> 00:18:41,060 I was in trouble. 335 00:18:41,434 --> 00:18:43,113 Big, big trouble. 336 00:18:43,331 --> 00:18:44,879 I had a crush on a girl. 337 00:19:01,503 --> 00:19:02,673 Hey, Jane! 338 00:19:02,691 --> 00:19:04,883 Oh hey, you know Taylor right? 339 00:19:04,983 --> 00:19:05,395 Yeah. 340 00:19:05,395 --> 00:19:07,295 - Hi. - How're things? 341 00:19:07,395 --> 00:19:08,380 Good. 342 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:10,480 All right, see you later. 343 00:19:12,779 --> 00:19:14,357 Boy, does he have a crush on you? 344 00:19:14,388 --> 00:19:16,021 No, he doesn't. 345 00:19:16,021 --> 00:19:17,021 Yes, he does. 346 00:19:17,699 --> 00:19:19,079 I don't blame him. 347 00:19:24,096 --> 00:19:26,347 Did anyone have trouble with "Wuthering heights"? 348 00:19:26,896 --> 00:19:28,109 Kate? 349 00:19:28,109 --> 00:19:31,330 I thought it was hard to read 'coz it was so sad. 350 00:19:30,943 --> 00:19:33,600 Anyone else? Grant? 351 00:19:33,605 --> 00:19:36,528 I thought it was too much about love and should have had more story� 352 00:19:38,697 --> 00:19:39,583 Jane? 353 00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:44,564 I think all the greatest stories ever written were about love 354 00:19:44,564 --> 00:19:46,564 no matter what plot they're wrapped in... 355 00:19:47,935 --> 00:19:48,779 Jane's right, 356 00:19:49,304 --> 00:19:50,811 love is complicated 357 00:19:51,238 --> 00:19:52,678 and with that sadness 358 00:19:53,012 --> 00:19:54,460 is great beauty. 359 00:19:55,308 --> 00:19:56,545 But how about next time, 360 00:19:56,545 --> 00:19:59,545 I'll give you something a little more fun to read 361 00:20:14,344 --> 00:20:15,837 Jane, what are you doing here? 362 00:20:17,274 --> 00:20:18,944 Well, you haven't been in school 363 00:20:19,223 --> 00:20:21,443 and I called a couple of times...I was worried. 364 00:20:22,853 --> 00:20:24,962 I wanted to come by and see if you were ok. 365 00:20:27,122 --> 00:20:28,115 Are you ok? 366 00:20:28,132 --> 00:20:29,222 Yeah, I'm fine. 367 00:20:29,224 --> 00:20:31,322 I just can't come to school for a while 368 00:20:31,390 --> 00:20:34,660 Taylor? Taylor, where are you? 369 00:20:35,297 --> 00:20:38,385 You don't come in right now, you are going to be so sorry. 370 00:20:38,803 --> 00:20:42,250 You hear me? I'm your mother for god's sake... 371 00:20:42,550 --> 00:20:44,493 Look, you shouldn't have come, ok? I'll call you when I can. 372 00:20:44,625 --> 00:20:45,625 Taylor! 373 00:20:52,695 --> 00:20:54,959 At that moment, I thank god for my mother. 374 00:21:11,636 --> 00:21:15,066 Maybe the reason Taylor seems so much more grownup than the rest of us 375 00:21:15,223 --> 00:21:18,448 was because she was forced to grow up faster than the rest of us. 376 00:21:20,923 --> 00:21:22,301 Hey 377 00:21:22,301 --> 00:21:23,301 Hey 378 00:21:24,303 --> 00:21:27,885 Hummm, I was wonder if maybe we can get together sometime, 379 00:21:28,557 --> 00:21:29,946 movies or something. 380 00:21:30,928 --> 00:21:32,401 Why couldn't I just say yes? 381 00:21:33,032 --> 00:21:34,590 My life would've been so much easier. 382 00:21:35,563 --> 00:21:37,121 I like you, Ned, 383 00:21:37,380 --> 00:21:39,277 but...I don't really wanna a boyfriend right now. 384 00:21:40,725 --> 00:21:42,972 That's ok. How about friend? 385 00:21:44,596 --> 00:21:45,458 Ok 386 00:21:49,570 --> 00:21:51,501 Hey Jane. Why aren't you talking? 387 00:21:52,292 --> 00:21:54,242 What could I possibly have to say to you? 388 00:21:54,515 --> 00:21:56,194 Jane, what's the matter with you? 389 00:21:56,194 --> 00:21:57,194 Nothing 390 00:21:57,194 --> 00:21:57,953 Hey Sport, wanna pass the salt? 391 00:21:57,953 --> 00:21:59,854 Well, something's the matter with you 392 00:21:59,854 --> 00:22:00,854 'coz you've been snapping everybody lately. 393 00:22:01,139 --> 00:22:02,681 I told you nothing is wrong. 394 00:22:05,353 --> 00:22:06,670 I wish I could've told her 395 00:22:06,670 --> 00:22:08,670 that I had so many feelings running through me, 396 00:22:09,206 --> 00:22:10,788 things I didn't even understand. 397 00:22:11,552 --> 00:22:13,166 But I couldn't tell her. 398 00:22:13,166 --> 00:22:15,166 I didn't even know how to put it into words. 399 00:22:15,679 --> 00:22:17,854 - Can I be excused? - No, stay and finish your dinner. 400 00:22:18,683 --> 00:22:19,516 I'm not hungry. 401 00:22:20,694 --> 00:22:22,198 You can go Jane. You're excused. 402 00:22:28,550 --> 00:22:29,941 If I say one thing 403 00:22:29,941 --> 00:22:31,941 don't undercut me and say another. 404 00:22:31,941 --> 00:22:33,721 Why do you always have to have the last word? 405 00:22:34,124 --> 00:22:35,000 I don't. 406 00:22:41,030 --> 00:22:41,924 Come in. 407 00:22:45,006 --> 00:22:46,874 I probably should've let you just go to your room. 408 00:22:48,549 --> 00:22:49,558 But I got upset. 409 00:22:50,932 --> 00:22:53,186 You haven't been yourself lately... I worry about you. 410 00:22:53,609 --> 00:22:58,014 I know you do. It's just growing pains. 411 00:22:58,680 --> 00:22:59,892 You know you can tell me anything. 412 00:23:02,263 --> 00:23:03,632 You may find this difficult to believe 413 00:23:03,632 --> 00:23:05,632 but I actually went through this myself once. 414 00:23:07,317 --> 00:23:09,143 I'm your mother, I'm your friend, I just wanna help you. 415 00:23:09,592 --> 00:23:10,423 It's ok. 416 00:23:11,151 --> 00:23:12,229 Don't worry. 417 00:23:15,522 --> 00:23:17,635 Your friend Taylor's here. You up for company? 418 00:23:18,069 --> 00:23:18,543 Yeah 419 00:23:18,543 --> 00:23:22,543 You would've had to been blind not to see me light up at Taylor's name. 420 00:23:22,543 --> 00:23:24,543 But thank god parents don't have a clue sometimes. 421 00:23:24,543 --> 00:23:27,701 If a kid were drunk or stoned and fell over in front of them 422 00:23:27,701 --> 00:23:30,701 they'd convince themselves that was an inner-ear problem. 423 00:23:44,710 --> 00:23:45,908 Hi. 424 00:23:45,908 --> 00:23:46,908 Hi. 425 00:23:46,908 --> 00:23:48,682 Are you ok? 426 00:23:49,277 --> 00:23:50,088 No 427 00:24:08,498 --> 00:24:10,266 I know my mom's having a rough time 428 00:24:10,889 --> 00:24:12,000 taking care of me 429 00:24:12,699 --> 00:24:16,016 and making ends meet 430 00:24:16,582 --> 00:24:17,535 but 431 00:24:18,161 --> 00:24:19,814 it never gets any better. 432 00:24:21,643 --> 00:24:23,299 She blames me for the divorce. 433 00:24:25,767 --> 00:24:27,381 When she looks at me 434 00:24:28,680 --> 00:24:30,153 she sees him 435 00:24:32,320 --> 00:24:34,215 and she goes crazy� 436 00:24:38,112 --> 00:24:38,982 I... 437 00:24:39,946 --> 00:24:41,685 I could take the hitting 438 00:24:41,685 --> 00:24:43,685 if I just knew that someday it might stop. 439 00:24:56,108 --> 00:24:57,408 You'll be ok. 440 00:25:51,590 --> 00:25:54,016 Did this make me gay? 441 00:25:54,018 --> 00:25:54,808 No 442 00:25:54,808 --> 00:25:57,857 It's just an innocent crush, a phase. 443 00:25:57,857 --> 00:26:00,400 At least that's what I kept telling myself. 444 00:26:00,409 --> 00:26:03,000 But I also know that it was the first moment in my life 445 00:26:03,001 --> 00:26:05,500 that I ever felt connected to someone. 446 00:26:09,541 --> 00:26:11,395 What do you say I pick you up after school? we go somewhere... 447 00:26:12,213 --> 00:26:12,950 Like where? 448 00:26:12,990 --> 00:26:14,950 I don't know. Anywhere you want. 449 00:26:15,250 --> 00:26:17,448 Oh, I can't. I have plans with Taylor. 450 00:26:18,524 --> 00:26:20,731 Don't get me wrong, I really like Taylor... 451 00:26:20,732 --> 00:26:22,541 But what happen to Elizabeth, Besty and Claire? 452 00:26:22,541 --> 00:26:24,200 You hardly ever see them anymore. 453 00:26:24,202 --> 00:26:26,113 They're still my friends. I just... 454 00:26:26,123 --> 00:26:27,613 have a new one. 455 00:26:57,386 --> 00:26:58,810 I knew I was hurting my old friends 456 00:26:58,810 --> 00:27:00,810 but they will never gonna get along with Taylor. 457 00:27:01,424 --> 00:27:03,700 I had to choose, and with the feelings I had for her 458 00:27:03,702 --> 00:27:04,604 She was bound to win. 459 00:27:13,535 --> 00:27:14,982 I'm really glad I moved here. 460 00:27:16,650 --> 00:27:17,425 I am too. 461 00:27:22,187 --> 00:27:24,633 Do you think Taylor's awfully mature for her age? 462 00:27:25,189 --> 00:27:26,179 No, not really. 463 00:27:26,563 --> 00:27:29,886 Mmmm, I think Jane's been spending far too much time with her. 464 00:27:29,991 --> 00:27:31,000 It's not healthy. 465 00:27:31,002 --> 00:27:32,241 Why, they're friends. 466 00:27:32,254 --> 00:27:36,941 Well she hasn't been seeing her other friends... dating... she's almost 16, for god's sakes. 467 00:27:37,269 --> 00:27:38,615 Can we talk about this some other time? 468 00:27:38,617 --> 00:27:42,149 She should be going out with boys. She should be giving us a heart attack by now. 469 00:27:42,152 --> 00:27:44,677 Yeah, well. You're not gonna win me over to your side. 470 00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:46,177 I'm not. Why? 471 00:27:46,177 --> 00:27:50,177 'coz I'd prefer it if Jane never dated a boy for as long as she lived. 472 00:27:50,177 --> 00:27:51,172 You just... 473 00:27:51,699 --> 00:27:52,905 You know what boys want. 474 00:27:52,905 --> 00:27:54,905 What was your name again? 475 00:27:56,287 --> 00:27:57,631 Finals are just around the corner. 476 00:27:57,631 --> 00:27:59,981 If you need help studying, just ask. 477 00:28:00,079 --> 00:28:02,792 And I'll stay late and help you. So, just let me know ok? 478 00:28:05,463 --> 00:28:06,650 I love you too. 479 00:28:07,226 --> 00:28:09,246 It didn't matter how much they liked Ms. Walcott 480 00:28:09,246 --> 00:28:12,246 Kids are like pavlovian dogs. When they hear the bell, they gotta go. 481 00:28:13,150 --> 00:28:15,436 So my mom's out of town tonight, you wanna come over? 482 00:28:16,417 --> 00:28:17,054 Sure. 483 00:28:21,793 --> 00:28:24,500 It would've been nice if you had told me before I made dinner 484 00:28:24,505 --> 00:28:26,500 that you wouldn't be home for it. 485 00:28:26,524 --> 00:28:27,542 What's the big deal? 486 00:28:28,188 --> 00:28:29,227 What's the big deal? 487 00:28:29,227 --> 00:28:31,227 I cook all day for this family which you are a part of. 488 00:28:31,894 --> 00:28:34,449 You cook every night... Like I said, what's the big whoop? 489 00:28:34,455 --> 00:28:36,184 Excuse me, what's the big whoop? 490 00:28:37,360 --> 00:28:38,935 You just watch your tone with me, young lady. 491 00:28:38,935 --> 00:28:42,135 Boy, you are turning into such a smart ass. 492 00:28:42,235 --> 00:28:43,935 You were never like this when you were around your other friends. 493 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:46,370 What? You wanna blame this on Taylor? 494 00:28:46,495 --> 00:28:48,500 You know what you can't stand is that I'd rather be with her... 495 00:28:48,500 --> 00:28:49,689 than with you. 496 00:29:02,670 --> 00:29:03,727 What was I doing there? 497 00:29:04,023 --> 00:29:06,026 I still had time to leave. She would never have know. 498 00:29:06,782 --> 00:29:08,823 I could have said I had food poisoning 499 00:29:09,323 --> 00:29:11,516 or cramps That's a good one...cramps. 500 00:29:12,289 --> 00:29:13,590 Who was I kidding? 501 00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:15,328 I wanted to be there, ready or not. 502 00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:44,428 Are you sure you wanna do this? 503 00:29:46,315 --> 00:29:47,221 No 504 00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:50,400 Do you want me to stop? 505 00:29:53,494 --> 00:29:54,509 No 506 00:30:06,721 --> 00:30:09,125 I was so terrified that I thought I'd have a heart attack... 507 00:30:09,675 --> 00:30:10,926 I wanted her to stop... 508 00:30:12,324 --> 00:30:14,422 No I didn't... Yes I did... 509 00:30:16,430 --> 00:30:17,709 No I didn't... 510 00:30:39,674 --> 00:30:42,499 It�s hard enough having sex for the first time with anyone 511 00:30:42,499 --> 00:30:44,499 but when you do it with a girl... 512 00:30:44,499 --> 00:30:45,583 you're just asking for it. 513 00:30:50,490 --> 00:30:51,781 Hey 514 00:30:52,927 --> 00:30:54,057 Are you OK? 515 00:30:56,257 --> 00:30:57,511 No 516 00:30:57,511 --> 00:31:01,511 I think what happened was a mistake and that it shouldn't have happened. 517 00:31:02,213 --> 00:31:02,805 Why? 518 00:31:03,958 --> 00:31:06,175 I don't know, because it isn't normal? 519 00:31:06,802 --> 00:31:07,898 So what's normal? 520 00:31:09,991 --> 00:31:10,866 I guess... 521 00:31:11,274 --> 00:31:12,625 going out with boys? 522 00:31:13,372 --> 00:31:16,325 And that if you go out with a girl you might be gay, which I don't think that I am... 523 00:31:16,386 --> 00:31:18,004 OK. First of all it doesn't make you gay. 524 00:31:18,660 --> 00:31:20,387 And even if you were, what's the big deal? 525 00:31:22,377 --> 00:31:23,952 Everything 526 00:31:24,834 --> 00:31:25,834 Fine. 527 00:31:25,834 --> 00:31:27,918 Go back to your boring little friends then. 528 00:32:06,747 --> 00:32:07,900 Are you ok? 529 00:32:09,738 --> 00:32:12,554 No. Could you take me home? I don't feel good. 530 00:32:12,936 --> 00:32:13,729 Yeah. Sure. 531 00:32:17,243 --> 00:32:20,081 ...her own life and her own friends, she just doesn't want to be around her mother anymore. 532 00:32:20,485 --> 00:32:22,720 Of course she doesn�t want to be around you! 533 00:32:22,725 --> 00:32:25,832 I mean, she's a teenager do you blame her? 534 00:32:26,143 --> 00:32:27,396 Thank you for those kind words. 535 00:32:27,512 --> 00:32:30,987 Janice, none of us wanted to be around our mothers when we were teenagers. 536 00:32:31,108 --> 00:32:31,986 This is different. 537 00:32:32,282 --> 00:32:33,561 - How? - I don't know 538 00:32:34,095 --> 00:32:35,353 I just wish she was still a baby 539 00:32:35,669 --> 00:32:37,231 Why? 540 00:32:37,231 --> 00:32:39,231 So she'd need you? That is sick. 541 00:32:39,561 --> 00:32:43,431 I mean you should be thrilled that she's a person with her own ideas 542 00:32:43,690 --> 00:32:45,500 and dreams and goals. 543 00:32:45,502 --> 00:32:46,320 Oh, I'm not. 544 00:32:46,330 --> 00:32:48,620 Oh look at the bright side, you still have Brad to suffocate. 545 00:32:48,784 --> 00:32:49,847 He's a boy. 546 00:32:50,318 --> 00:32:52,557 He won't need his mother until he gets his first apartment 547 00:32:52,557 --> 00:32:53,757 and need someone to decorate it for him. 548 00:32:55,933 --> 00:32:58,639 You can laugh all you want but she's hurting and I can't help her. 549 00:32:58,627 --> 00:32:59,600 and she won't talk to me. 550 00:32:59,739 --> 00:33:04,039 Well, maybe she needs to sort through things herself, and then she'll talk to you. 551 00:33:04,050 --> 00:33:05,764 Yeah just give her some time 552 00:33:05,768 --> 00:33:07,740 I mean and take comfort in the fact 553 00:33:07,742 --> 00:33:11,764 that you are the millionth mother to go through the exact same thing this week. 554 00:33:12,031 --> 00:33:14,056 And to think I used to enjoy these lunches. 555 00:33:14,783 --> 00:33:16,372 Check 556 00:33:20,986 --> 00:33:22,176 Hi 557 00:33:25,077 --> 00:33:25,877 Hi. 558 00:33:27,774 --> 00:33:28,612 Could we talk? 559 00:33:29,228 --> 00:33:30,174 About what? 560 00:33:31,447 --> 00:33:32,415 About us. 561 00:33:33,771 --> 00:33:35,527 I got scared Taylor, I�m sorry. 562 00:33:36,504 --> 00:33:38,993 - I�d like another chance. - There is no us Jane. 563 00:33:40,311 --> 00:33:42,677 I want to be with people who are sure they want to be with me. 564 00:33:53,098 --> 00:33:54,767 Come on Jane, come with me, ok? 565 00:34:07,184 --> 00:34:10,547 - Whatever it is Jane, it'll be ok. - No it won't. 566 00:34:11,633 --> 00:34:13,483 You just got to pull yourself together. 567 00:34:14,263 --> 00:34:15,160 I can't. 568 00:34:16,137 --> 00:34:19,268 In a little while, you'll feel better with whatever it is that's upsetting you. 569 00:34:19,270 --> 00:34:20,858 You�ll see, things'll change. 570 00:34:21,786 --> 00:34:23,148 I don't want to feel better. 571 00:34:24,546 --> 00:34:27,564 And when something's happened it doesn't change. 572 00:34:29,876 --> 00:34:31,045 You wanna talk about it? 573 00:34:33,784 --> 00:34:35,974 Fine, you wanna know what I'm upset about? 574 00:34:36,858 --> 00:34:39,380 I slept with someone for the first time. 575 00:34:41,098 --> 00:34:42,905 That can be traumatic for everyone. 576 00:34:44,315 --> 00:34:46,613 No I think it was more traumatic for me. 577 00:34:47,519 --> 00:34:48,941 We broke up already. 578 00:34:49,600 --> 00:34:51,566 Is that what you wanted to do? 579 00:34:51,566 --> 00:34:52,091 No. 580 00:34:53,134 --> 00:34:55,524 But that's what I did because I�m a coward. 581 00:34:56,023 --> 00:34:56,883 No you�re not. 582 00:35:00,256 --> 00:35:02,251 In our first sexual experience 583 00:35:03,338 --> 00:35:07,791 we sometimes invest ourselves wisely and sometimes foolishly 584 00:35:07,791 --> 00:35:08,791 and it doesn�t matter which 585 00:35:09,258 --> 00:35:11,606 because in the end the investment's the same 586 00:35:13,787 --> 00:35:15,482 but if you want to be with them 587 00:35:15,613 --> 00:35:16,859 you gotta tell them that. 588 00:35:17,016 --> 00:35:17,942 I did. 589 00:35:18,596 --> 00:35:19,945 They�ve moved on. 590 00:35:21,029 --> 00:35:23,480 But if you don�t try again you'll never forgive yourself. 591 00:35:26,646 --> 00:35:27,938 My advice to you is... 592 00:35:28,792 --> 00:35:31,205 I'd write them a letter 593 00:35:31,205 --> 00:35:33,205 and I'd tell them why you did what you did and how you really feel. 594 00:35:48,001 --> 00:35:50,995 Honey you have to eat. 595 00:35:51,896 --> 00:35:52,907 I�m not hungry. 596 00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:56,262 I know I know I know I sound like a broken record but... 597 00:35:57,274 --> 00:35:58,445 I�m just trying to help. 598 00:35:59,660 --> 00:36:01,074 Can't you tell me what's going on? 599 00:36:01,348 --> 00:36:02,870 I just want to be left alone. 600 00:36:03,448 --> 00:36:04,570 Please� 601 00:36:07,050 --> 00:36:07,601 Okay 602 00:36:16,855 --> 00:36:19,128 Taylor my life changed the moment I met you� 603 00:36:19,864 --> 00:36:21,701 Only I was too stupid to see it. 604 00:36:22,043 --> 00:36:24,739 Actually I was scared and I�m sorry for that. 605 00:36:25,418 --> 00:36:27,618 You took my breath away and it frightened me. 606 00:36:28,470 --> 00:36:30,999 I�m not frightened anymore and I�d like another chance. 607 00:36:36,636 --> 00:36:37,686 Hey Jane 608 00:36:37,690 --> 00:36:38,762 Hey 609 00:36:38,762 --> 00:36:40,162 What�s going on? 610 00:36:40,524 --> 00:36:41,093 Nothing 611 00:36:41,994 --> 00:36:43,577 What happened to your friend Taylor? 612 00:36:43,665 --> 00:36:45,305 I haven't seen you with her lately. 613 00:36:46,150 --> 00:36:47,002 She isn't around. 614 00:36:47,367 --> 00:36:48,846 Guess she has a new friend, eh? 615 00:36:51,522 --> 00:36:52,082 I gotta go. 616 00:36:52,849 --> 00:36:55,229 I wanted to like them again but boy, they made it hard. 617 00:36:59,004 --> 00:37:01,026 Now, is everyone gonna behave themselves? 618 00:37:01,677 --> 00:37:03,289 I am. Not sure about her, though. 619 00:37:03,514 --> 00:37:05,842 Don�t press your luck Brad, it's really a bad idea. 620 00:37:06,061 --> 00:37:08,841 You want to live to see your fifteenth birthday, don't you, Sport? 621 00:37:09,842 --> 00:37:10,652 Bye now. 622 00:37:11,882 --> 00:37:12,714 Bye kid. 623 00:37:20,287 --> 00:37:21,076 What? 624 00:37:47,873 --> 00:37:49,234 - Hi - Hi 625 00:37:51,097 --> 00:37:52,012 I got your letter. 626 00:37:53,247 --> 00:37:54,647 Can we talk privately? 627 00:37:55,684 --> 00:37:56,353 Yeah 628 00:38:06,387 --> 00:38:08,531 No I should have known this was gonna be hard for you. 629 00:38:09,903 --> 00:38:10,964 For anyone� 630 00:38:11,342 --> 00:38:13,654 and I'm sorry I took it so personally. 631 00:38:14,868 --> 00:38:15,829 I was hurt. 632 00:38:16,728 --> 00:38:19,345 but then I got your letter, it was... beautiful. 633 00:38:19,814 --> 00:38:21,831 I thought you were dating someone else. 634 00:38:21,831 --> 00:38:23,831 There was never anyone else. 635 00:38:36,316 --> 00:38:41,615 Whose little brother who's in the same class our ex-friend Jane's little brother 636 00:38:41,615 --> 00:38:45,200 knows the most disgusting thing ever about Jane. 637 00:38:45,892 --> 00:38:46,902 Tell, tell! 638 00:38:47,752 --> 00:38:50,868 Someone saw Jane and Taylor kissing. 639 00:38:51,851 --> 00:38:52,858 Shut up! 640 00:38:52,858 --> 00:38:54,285 I swear. 641 00:38:58,461 --> 00:38:59,107 I�ll get it. 642 00:39:01,299 --> 00:39:02,164 Hello 643 00:39:03,367 --> 00:39:04,616 Yes this is she� 644 00:39:06,464 --> 00:39:07,392 What? 645 00:39:08,071 --> 00:39:08,989 Who is this? 646 00:39:13,928 --> 00:39:14,873 Who is this? 647 00:39:16,601 --> 00:39:19,237 But... is this some kind of sick joke� Where... 648 00:39:22,227 --> 00:39:24,249 Who is this? Where did you hear such a thing? Hello? 649 00:39:25,801 --> 00:39:27,558 When I said it was a phase, it wasn't. 650 00:39:27,939 --> 00:39:30,603 I was gay, with or without Taylor. 651 00:39:31,061 --> 00:39:32,859 I knew it deep down for a long time. 652 00:39:33,666 --> 00:39:37,493 But what my mother didn't know is that I was exactly who I was meant to be. 653 00:39:37,968 --> 00:39:39,102 Whether she liked it or not. 654 00:39:42,314 --> 00:39:43,698 What kind of person would do such a thing? 655 00:39:44,068 --> 00:39:46,243 It�s probably just a kid making a prank phone call. 656 00:39:46,381 --> 00:39:49,477 No no no no no this was no kid's slander, it.... 657 00:39:49,477 --> 00:39:51,877 Calm down, it's just gossip. There's nothing to it. 658 00:39:51,885 --> 00:39:54,171 - Why would anyone say such a thing? - I don't know 659 00:39:54,224 --> 00:39:58,190 Why would anyone call up a total stranger and say �Oh your sixteen year old child is a lesbian�. 660 00:39:58,426 --> 00:39:59,706 Oh, people are so sick. 661 00:40:00,209 --> 00:40:01,106 Maybe...hum... 662 00:40:03,254 --> 00:40:06,004 Maybe...she was learning how to kiss. 663 00:40:06,149 --> 00:40:06,991 What? 664 00:40:07,491 --> 00:40:08,591 Girls do that, don't they? 665 00:40:08,691 --> 00:40:10,691 They practice. Maybe that's what she was doing. 666 00:40:11,117 --> 00:40:11,296 We should ask her. 667 00:40:11,300 --> 00:40:14,596 Why should we upset her with these vicious lies? 668 00:40:14,726 --> 00:40:16,066 We have to protect her. 669 00:40:16,365 --> 00:40:17,637 Whoever called us... 670 00:40:18,137 --> 00:40:19,812 might start calling her friends. 671 00:40:26,340 --> 00:40:26,946 Come in. 672 00:40:29,604 --> 00:40:30,630 - Hi - Hi 673 00:40:34,410 --> 00:40:35,409 Honey, we need to talk. 674 00:40:36,256 --> 00:40:37,202 Yes 675 00:40:37,751 --> 00:40:38,800 We got a phone call� 676 00:40:39,261 --> 00:40:40,792 A very disturbing phone call� 677 00:40:41,335 --> 00:40:42,535 And... 678 00:40:43,381 --> 00:40:46,966 We know it isn't true, but... we felt we should talk to you about it� 679 00:40:46,966 --> 00:40:48,743 because, um... 680 00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:50,943 We felt we should warn you. 681 00:40:52,421 --> 00:40:54,210 Warn me about what? 682 00:41:00,031 --> 00:41:00,545 What? 683 00:41:02,952 --> 00:41:05,397 We don't know who called, honey, but... 684 00:41:07,093 --> 00:41:08,367 They said that... 685 00:41:08,934 --> 00:41:10,001 You were a lesbian. 686 00:41:13,362 --> 00:41:15,433 They said that someone had seen you 687 00:41:16,700 --> 00:41:17,722 kissing Taylor... 688 00:41:22,563 --> 00:41:24,239 We know it's just vicious gossip. 689 00:41:26,334 --> 00:41:29,591 You could tell from the way she said it, that the thought of it was out of the question. 690 00:41:30,319 --> 00:41:33,783 I was frozen with fear, I wanted so badly to tell the truth 691 00:41:33,783 --> 00:41:35,783 but I was so afraid of losing my parents. 692 00:41:36,782 --> 00:41:37,743 I couldn't speak. 693 00:41:38,187 --> 00:41:40,058 Is it possible... 694 00:41:40,182 --> 00:41:41,959 that you kissed Taylor, 695 00:41:42,539 --> 00:41:45,184 that...you were... 696 00:41:45,184 --> 00:41:47,084 practicing with her? 697 00:41:55,436 --> 00:41:58,078 Yeah...that's what we were doing. 698 00:42:00,334 --> 00:42:01,637 It won't happen again 699 00:42:05,285 --> 00:42:07,001 Oh...well... 700 00:42:08,269 --> 00:42:10,161 We didn't mean to upset you, honey, but... 701 00:42:10,697 --> 00:42:13,200 there are some really nasty people in this world. 702 00:42:13,266 --> 00:42:14,886 Don�t worry about it, baby. 703 00:42:14,967 --> 00:42:17,806 We love you. Good night, sweetie. 704 00:42:18,207 --> 00:42:19,997 Sweet dreams. 705 00:42:20,809 --> 00:42:21,432 Good night. 706 00:42:28,604 --> 00:42:30,246 I used the word "coward" before 707 00:42:30,935 --> 00:42:33,865 but I never really understood what it was meant until that moment. 708 00:42:34,509 --> 00:42:37,625 I was ashamed of my feelings because of what someone else might think 709 00:42:38,659 --> 00:42:40,132 I made myself sick. 710 00:42:49,273 --> 00:42:50,466 Come on in, baby. 711 00:42:51,398 --> 00:42:52,790 You don't look so good. 712 00:43:01,392 --> 00:43:03,619 Ok...tell me what's going on? 713 00:43:06,930 --> 00:43:11,556 My mom got this anonymous phone call saying they saw me kissing a girl 714 00:43:12,423 --> 00:43:13,924 And I told her it wasn't true. 715 00:43:16,516 --> 00:43:17,787 Okay, you lost me. 716 00:43:18,214 --> 00:43:20,089 Sounds like you have no problem. 717 00:43:21,723 --> 00:43:22,987 I lied to her. 718 00:43:24,621 --> 00:43:25,983 I was kissing a girl, 719 00:43:26,274 --> 00:43:27,697 I slept with a girl, 720 00:43:28,342 --> 00:43:31,141 but the way...she was talking about it... 721 00:43:31,241 --> 00:43:34,211 I knew if I had told her the truth, that she�d hate me. 722 00:43:38,386 --> 00:43:40,253 I think I'm gay Jimmy. 723 00:43:42,772 --> 00:43:43,876 It�s ok. 724 00:43:44,560 --> 00:43:46,952 Sometimes it's easier not to tell the truth� 725 00:43:47,634 --> 00:43:49,226 Don�t be so hard on yourself. 726 00:43:49,226 --> 00:43:50,745 I don't know what to do. 727 00:43:51,941 --> 00:43:54,086 You�re the only gay person I�ve ever known. 728 00:43:54,267 --> 00:43:55,282 Don�t worry. 729 00:43:55,590 --> 00:43:56,950 It happens to all of us. 730 00:43:57,569 --> 00:44:00,860 First time someone suspects or calls us a name. 731 00:44:01,157 --> 00:44:03,331 It�s the "don't ask-don't tell" moment. 732 00:44:03,568 --> 00:44:05,495 What if my parents find out? 733 00:44:06,032 --> 00:44:09,425 If people find out? They're all gonna hate me. 734 00:44:09,924 --> 00:44:11,595 Honey, I'm black and I'm gay. 735 00:44:11,820 --> 00:44:14,269 They hate me way more than they'll hate you. 736 00:44:19,152 --> 00:44:20,203 Well what did you do? 737 00:44:20,716 --> 00:44:22,378 You get a thick skin. 738 00:44:23,151 --> 00:44:26,737 I've had one since I was a baby. Cause I had to have it. 739 00:44:27,483 --> 00:44:29,728 I don't take personally anymore. 740 00:44:29,976 --> 00:44:32,732 Because I know it's based on ignorance and fear 741 00:44:32,942 --> 00:44:36,255 and it ain't even about me, really, it's about them. 742 00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:40,396 I don't wanna hurt my mother. 743 00:44:43,287 --> 00:44:46,031 But I don't know how long I can keep this a secret. 744 00:44:46,792 --> 00:44:48,319 You'll know when time is right. 745 00:44:52,584 --> 00:44:54,255 Maybe it will be ok. 746 00:44:55,464 --> 00:44:58,903 And you've been friends with my mother for a long time and she accepted you 747 00:44:59,152 --> 00:45:00,785 Yeah, but you're her baby. 748 00:45:01,256 --> 00:45:04,735 Mothers and daughters are about as complicated as it gets� 749 00:45:09,519 --> 00:45:12,262 Jimmy please don't tell my mother anything I�ve told you. 750 00:45:14,602 --> 00:45:15,948 Not a word. 751 00:45:25,730 --> 00:45:27,948 I was so glad Jimmy was in the world. 752 00:45:32,639 --> 00:45:34,706 It's ok Jane, just keep walking. 753 00:45:35,725 --> 00:45:37,835 - Hey lesbos! - Punk! 754 00:45:37,957 --> 00:45:40,193 We were about to reenact the children's hour. 755 00:45:51,110 --> 00:45:53,283 Now stop all this nonsense all of you. 756 00:45:53,639 --> 00:45:55,088 Open your books� 757 00:46:00,386 --> 00:46:01,729 So what are you guys doing this weekend? 758 00:46:02,279 --> 00:46:04,645 I'm going with Jeff and his parents, play miniature golf. 759 00:46:06,605 --> 00:46:07,492 Jane, what about you? 760 00:46:08,030 --> 00:46:10,518 - I'm gonna see Taylor. - I'd prefer it if you didn't see that girl. 761 00:46:11,438 --> 00:46:13,002 She's not a girl mom. 762 00:46:13,007 --> 00:46:15,002 She's a dyke! 763 00:46:18,267 --> 00:46:19,629 - Jane! - Cut it out! Jane! 764 00:46:20,082 --> 00:46:21,308 Get off! Get off! 765 00:46:22,220 --> 00:46:24,790 -Jane, go to your own room! -Why? He started it! 766 00:46:24,790 --> 00:46:26,090 Why doesn't he have to go to his room? 767 00:46:26,090 --> 00:46:27,390 Cause I'm not a dyke! 768 00:46:27,849 --> 00:46:29,586 - Go to your room! - Go to your room, right now! 769 00:46:30,072 --> 00:46:30,904 Come on! Come on! 770 00:46:32,321 --> 00:46:34,201 You can't just attack your brother like that! 771 00:46:34,382 --> 00:46:35,446 You just can't do that! 772 00:46:36,352 --> 00:46:39,756 It was now and never, and I would've preferred never� 773 00:46:39,905 --> 00:46:42,881 It was out of control and I had to do something. 774 00:46:42,991 --> 00:46:46,881 So I took the deepest breath I�ve ever taken in my entire life. 775 00:46:48,698 --> 00:46:49,987 He's younger than you are! 776 00:46:50,318 --> 00:46:52,991 The next time he says something off, you just let it roll off your back. 777 00:46:52,996 --> 00:46:55,806 -This is just gossip. -It's not just gossip! 778 00:47:00,379 --> 00:47:01,997 I lied to the two of you 779 00:47:02,830 --> 00:47:05,142 because I was afraid 780 00:47:06,792 --> 00:47:09,607 afraid that you'd hate me, 781 00:47:09,607 --> 00:47:11,607 afraid that you'd throw me out. 782 00:47:15,502 --> 00:47:16,825 I did kiss Taylor 783 00:47:18,413 --> 00:47:20,363 and I think I'm in love with her. 784 00:47:24,024 --> 00:47:25,187 But... 785 00:47:26,658 --> 00:47:27,953 She's a girl. 786 00:47:28,357 --> 00:47:30,326 - You don't know what you're saying. - Yes, I do. 787 00:47:31,949 --> 00:47:33,767 But it's ok, because... 788 00:47:34,238 --> 00:47:36,694 Taylor is a really good person. 789 00:47:36,811 --> 00:47:38,275 That�s not the point. 790 00:47:39,758 --> 00:47:43,085 Why is it wrong for me to care about someone 791 00:47:43,090 --> 00:47:45,390 and for someone to care about me? 792 00:47:45,432 --> 00:47:46,705 Because it's not right! 793 00:47:47,446 --> 00:47:48,795 You... you don't have a clue. 794 00:47:49,174 --> 00:47:50,516 If you're saying that you're gay� 795 00:47:50,516 --> 00:47:52,716 You have no comprehension of what that means! 796 00:47:52,893 --> 00:47:54,366 I don't care anymore! 797 00:47:55,051 --> 00:47:56,106 It�s what I feel� 798 00:47:56,106 --> 00:47:58,106 It�s what you feel? 799 00:47:58,106 --> 00:47:59,883 How do you know what you feel? 800 00:47:59,883 --> 00:48:01,883 You�re a 16-year-old kid. 801 00:48:02,108 --> 00:48:03,032 Look, this is just a phase, 802 00:48:03,032 --> 00:48:04,032 and it's gonna stop right here. 803 00:48:04,032 --> 00:48:05,935 It�s not just phase! 804 00:48:10,812 --> 00:48:11,723 I'm gay! 805 00:48:16,059 --> 00:48:18,988 If you could just see it through my eyes 806 00:48:19,567 --> 00:48:23,316 to have someone you are care about, care about you 807 00:48:23,768 --> 00:48:28,592 and they make you feel not so alone in this world. 808 00:48:31,250 --> 00:48:33,504 Does it really matter who the person is? 809 00:48:33,588 --> 00:48:34,672 Of course it matters. 810 00:48:38,171 --> 00:48:39,454 Why? 811 00:48:40,344 --> 00:48:41,106 Why? 812 00:48:41,837 --> 00:48:44,013 And since when do you hate gay people. 813 00:48:44,013 --> 00:48:46,213 Jimmy's been your friend forever, and he's gay. 814 00:48:46,366 --> 00:48:47,768 He's not my daughter! 815 00:49:13,115 --> 00:49:15,497 I expected emergency rooms 816 00:49:15,764 --> 00:49:19,000 skinned knees, braces, broken hearts, not this... 817 00:49:19,005 --> 00:49:20,013 this wasn't part of my plan. 818 00:49:20,013 --> 00:49:22,578 Yeah, I know, it wasn't part of my plan either. 819 00:49:22,624 --> 00:49:24,390 What horrible thing did I do as a mother? 820 00:49:24,399 --> 00:49:26,733 No, you're a great mother. It�s not about you. 821 00:49:26,733 --> 00:49:27,933 We have to do something Bobbie? 822 00:49:28,426 --> 00:49:31,062 The world is not a tolerant place. 823 00:49:31,908 --> 00:49:33,401 Her life could be ruined. 824 00:49:33,401 --> 00:49:34,401 I know.. 825 00:49:35,653 --> 00:49:36,784 She's not a baby anymore. 826 00:49:36,684 --> 00:49:38,784 Yes she is� 827 00:49:41,844 --> 00:49:43,788 she's my baby� 828 00:49:44,859 --> 00:49:46,416 she's my child� 829 00:49:46,887 --> 00:49:48,319 You know she's my child too. 830 00:49:49,324 --> 00:49:51,359 Listen, I think we need to stay calm here. 831 00:49:51,518 --> 00:49:53,932 What are you saying? That it's ok for her to be gay? 832 00:49:54,173 --> 00:49:55,414 No, it's not what I'm saying. 833 00:49:56,544 --> 00:49:58,992 Don�t you think I wanna walk her down the isle. 834 00:49:58,992 --> 00:50:00,992 Have grandchildren, just like you do? 835 00:50:01,105 --> 00:50:02,801 I don't want my child to be gay. 836 00:50:04,342 --> 00:50:05,517 But she's our daughter 837 00:50:06,295 --> 00:50:09,057 and we have to find a way to help her through this. 838 00:50:09,059 --> 00:50:10,993 I'm not going to help her through it. 839 00:50:12,242 --> 00:50:14,304 I'm not going to help her become a lesbian. 840 00:50:14,304 --> 00:50:16,304 I didn't ask you to do that! 841 00:50:16,653 --> 00:50:17,910 It�s not what I'm saying. 842 00:50:19,346 --> 00:50:21,311 But we can't just pretend this isn't happening. 843 00:50:22,821 --> 00:50:24,207 We can't turn our backs on her. 844 00:50:26,292 --> 00:50:27,919 or let this tear us apart. 845 00:50:31,529 --> 00:50:32,785 What are we gonna do? 846 00:50:37,571 --> 00:50:39,929 Jane told us she was gay last night. 847 00:50:40,990 --> 00:50:41,981 I know. 848 00:50:42,878 --> 00:50:43,846 You know? 849 00:50:43,980 --> 00:50:45,212 How do you know? 850 00:50:46,394 --> 00:50:48,293 She came by here the other day and told me. 851 00:50:49,219 --> 00:50:50,241 She told you? 852 00:50:52,272 --> 00:50:53,562 Why didn't you tell me? 853 00:50:53,963 --> 00:50:56,950 Because it's her decision to tell you, not mine. 854 00:50:57,194 --> 00:50:58,615 But you're my friend. 855 00:50:58,755 --> 00:51:00,012 You should've told me. 856 00:51:00,312 --> 00:51:03,554 She was terrified of losing you. 857 00:51:03,554 --> 00:51:04,698 Terrified that you'd hate her. 858 00:51:05,336 --> 00:51:08,101 She needed to tell you when she was ready. 859 00:51:08,474 --> 00:51:09,762 I have to do something. 860 00:51:09,802 --> 00:51:11,362 Like what? 861 00:51:11,362 --> 00:51:13,162 You�re friends with me. 862 00:51:13,164 --> 00:51:15,284 You love me and I'm a gay. 863 00:51:15,286 --> 00:51:16,984 Why can't you do that with Jane? 864 00:51:17,004 --> 00:51:19,710 'Cause I don't want her to have as hard a life as you've had. 865 00:51:21,044 --> 00:51:23,160 It�s not your place to judge my life! 866 00:51:23,165 --> 00:51:24,740 or anyone else's� 867 00:51:24,745 --> 00:51:26,542 Jimmy! 868 00:51:26,642 --> 00:51:28,268 Oh come on. 869 00:51:28,268 --> 00:51:30,268 I'm not blind. I've been there. 870 00:51:30,268 --> 00:51:34,268 I've seen it, I've seen how cruel people have been to you, how they've taunted you. 871 00:51:34,946 --> 00:51:38,637 Then your only concern should be not to become one of those people. 872 00:51:39,759 --> 00:51:42,826 This is my life, this is who I am, 873 00:51:43,648 --> 00:51:46,287 and Jane should be able to be who she is too 874 00:51:46,321 --> 00:51:48,438 even if it's not who you want her to be. 875 00:51:48,540 --> 00:51:49,748 No! 876 00:51:49,748 --> 00:51:51,850 As long as she is my responsibility 877 00:51:53,052 --> 00:51:54,577 I have a say in this. 878 00:51:55,944 --> 00:51:57,762 Janice, don't be like this 879 00:51:58,677 --> 00:52:00,837 or you'll regret it till the day you die. 880 00:52:05,123 --> 00:52:06,940 Then that will be my choice. 881 00:52:21,651 --> 00:52:24,200 Jane it really would be a better use of our time together 882 00:52:24,202 --> 00:52:26,948 if you said something during one of our sessions. 883 00:52:28,100 --> 00:52:29,592 Like what? 884 00:52:30,628 --> 00:52:32,220 Like why do you think you're here? 885 00:52:32,863 --> 00:52:35,995 Because my mother said I had to come, and to shut her up I came. 886 00:52:36,990 --> 00:52:39,772 Sharing with you wasn't part of the deal. 887 00:52:39,972 --> 00:52:41,579 Why are you so mad at your mother? 888 00:52:42,422 --> 00:52:44,493 Oh, I don't know� 889 00:52:44,884 --> 00:52:47,989 Because she's a bigot. 890 00:52:48,949 --> 00:52:51,837 Well that�s good, that's a start. 891 00:52:52,412 --> 00:52:53,930 Really? 892 00:52:53,993 --> 00:52:55,519 Where to now? 893 00:53:00,552 --> 00:53:01,977 I'm at my wit's end, Beth. 894 00:53:02,187 --> 00:53:03,762 Therapy hasn't changed a thing. 895 00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:05,662 I try to keep her away from Taylor 896 00:53:05,662 --> 00:53:06,662 but I can't lock her up 897 00:53:06,662 --> 00:53:08,784 and Jimmy's no help. 898 00:53:07,437 --> 00:53:10,784 He�s on Jane's side, of course. 899 00:53:15,237 --> 00:53:15,984 What? 900 00:53:16,973 --> 00:53:17,506 Nothing. 901 00:53:17,506 --> 00:53:18,506 What Beth? 902 00:53:19,958 --> 00:53:20,790 I don't know. 903 00:53:21,411 --> 00:53:23,716 You've always been so liberal-minded� 904 00:53:23,716 --> 00:53:25,116 I think that you're overreacting. 905 00:53:25,118 --> 00:53:27,116 It's probably just a phase she's going through. 906 00:53:27,119 --> 00:53:30,738 Oh, I pray that it is. Geez, what if it isn't? What do I do then? 907 00:53:30,740 --> 00:53:32,938 Well then it isn't, and you accept it. 908 00:53:32,938 --> 00:53:35,662 She's your child Janice, whatever happens you accept her. 909 00:53:35,830 --> 00:53:36,994 What if I can't. 910 00:53:37,459 --> 00:53:39,209 Well then you wouldn't be a very good mother. 911 00:53:39,647 --> 00:53:40,440 Excuse me? 912 00:53:41,207 --> 00:53:44,551 This is coming from someone who has absolutely no relationships, who isn't capable of them? 913 00:53:45,105 --> 00:53:47,135 How nice it must be for you to judge me from afar. 914 00:53:47,028 --> 00:53:50,460 You asked for my opinion so don't attack me cause you're mad at Jane. 915 00:53:50,562 --> 00:53:53,161 Maybe you should take a look why this bothers you so much. 916 00:53:53,168 --> 00:53:55,462 I'm sorry, you know absolutely nothing about this. 917 00:53:55,862 --> 00:53:59,297 You know what? Why don't you just take your condescending crap and peddle it somewhere else. 918 00:54:04,393 --> 00:54:05,582 So, how's therapy? 919 00:54:06,059 --> 00:54:07,576 Sucks. 920 00:54:07,657 --> 00:54:08,762 Do you have to go again? 921 00:54:09,235 --> 00:54:11,527 Yeah. My mother thinks it'll convert me. 922 00:54:11,620 --> 00:54:15,684 Heh. Believe me, if that were true, a lot of queers would flock to therapists. 923 00:54:16,308 --> 00:54:18,811 I mean... life would be easier if we were straight. 924 00:54:20,809 --> 00:54:25,646 But who wants easy, right? Who wants to fit into this mold? We're trailblazers 925 00:54:26,085 --> 00:54:27,631 unique unto ourselves. 926 00:54:28,170 --> 00:54:31,339 -We're special. -Yeah. We're special alright. 927 00:54:31,875 --> 00:54:33,605 We can't even go anywhere. 928 00:54:34,571 --> 00:54:36,252 Nowhere is safe. 929 00:54:38,057 --> 00:54:39,852 Yes we can. 930 00:54:40,152 --> 00:54:41,902 Can you get out of the house Friday night? 931 00:54:43,173 --> 00:54:46,383 I will even if I have to throw myself out my window. 932 00:54:58,083 --> 00:55:02,185 There can't be this many gay people in this town, it isn't humanly possible. 933 00:55:02,285 --> 00:55:06,545 Oh we are everywhere in every city. We just learn how to hide it better from people. 934 00:55:35,501 --> 00:55:37,935 - Where have you been? - It's 4 in the morning. 935 00:55:37,993 --> 00:55:39,819 I was out. Let�s just leave it at that. 936 00:55:39,922 --> 00:55:41,895 No, we will not leave it at that. 937 00:55:41,905 --> 00:55:43,500 You are grounded for a month. 938 00:55:43,503 --> 00:55:46,082 We will take you to school, we will pick you up from school. 939 00:55:46,082 --> 00:55:48,082 We will set our alarms on the hour if we have to. 940 00:55:48,158 --> 00:55:49,667 That is what you have reduced us to. 941 00:55:49,667 --> 00:55:51,007 You can't do that. 942 00:55:51,009 --> 00:55:52,391 - Oh yes we can. - Now go to your room. 943 00:55:57,045 --> 00:55:58,933 Acting out is a strange thing. 944 00:55:59,502 --> 00:56:00,975 No one ever wins� 945 00:56:01,183 --> 00:56:02,700 But you don't know that when you're doing it.. 946 00:56:20,191 --> 00:56:21,810 Jane, we have to talk about this. 947 00:56:22,769 --> 00:56:23,971 What�s there to talk about? 948 00:56:24,542 --> 00:56:28,257 My mother can't look at me, you're disappointed in me, what else is there to talk about? 949 00:56:28,851 --> 00:56:30,226 Fine, then I'll talk about it. 950 00:56:32,110 --> 00:56:33,618 You have to understand. 951 00:56:34,142 --> 00:56:36,420 This isn't just normal growing pains. 952 00:56:37,444 --> 00:56:39,914 This decision could inform the rest of your life. 953 00:56:40,445 --> 00:56:42,380 That�s why your mother and I are so upset about this. 954 00:56:42,403 --> 00:56:44,309 I understand that� 955 00:56:44,309 --> 00:56:46,309 But this isn't easy for me either. 956 00:56:46,710 --> 00:56:49,787 And parents are supposed to love their kids no matter what. 957 00:56:51,653 --> 00:56:55,961 Janie, I will always love you, no matter what. 958 00:56:55,992 --> 00:56:57,841 It doesn't feel that way to me. 959 00:57:05,476 --> 00:57:07,129 - Sorry. - It�s ok. 960 00:57:07,955 --> 00:57:10,874 I just wanted to tell you that I'm still your friend. 961 00:57:10,874 --> 00:57:12,874 No matter who you sleep with. 962 00:57:17,164 --> 00:57:19,115 I can't believe she grounded you for a whole month. 963 00:57:19,850 --> 00:57:21,610 Isn�t therapy enough of a punishment? 964 00:57:21,741 --> 00:57:23,249 Only if you have to go. 965 00:57:25,730 --> 00:57:27,594 This isn't gonna work Jane. 966 00:57:29,682 --> 00:57:30,529 What? 967 00:57:31,400 --> 00:57:32,625 Us 968 00:57:32,625 --> 00:57:34,625 I mean, I really like you, but... 969 00:57:34,625 --> 00:57:35,625 This is getting out of control. 970 00:57:35,625 --> 00:57:37,625 It�s not worth it. 971 00:57:40,643 --> 00:57:43,530 But why should we let other people decide what's best for us? 972 00:57:44,867 --> 00:57:46,939 Jane, I've had more relationships than you 973 00:57:47,279 --> 00:57:49,748 and I guess I just don't get as attached. 974 00:57:50,598 --> 00:57:51,997 It�s as easy for me to have them. 975 00:57:51,997 --> 00:57:53,997 As it is not to have them. 976 00:57:56,092 --> 00:57:57,310 But I love you. 977 00:57:57,325 --> 00:57:58,719 No, you don't. 978 00:57:58,719 --> 00:58:01,384 You barely know me. 979 00:58:01,384 --> 00:58:03,384 You just think you do because I was your first. 980 00:58:04,260 --> 00:58:05,899 You'll get over it 981 00:58:06,133 --> 00:58:07,585 You'll get over me� 982 00:58:08,795 --> 00:58:10,252 It's just better this way. 983 00:58:56,473 --> 00:58:57,602 What happened? 984 00:58:59,048 --> 00:59:00,781 I�m gay and everyone hates me. 985 00:59:01,325 --> 00:59:03,193 They don't hate you, they're kids. 986 00:59:05,116 --> 00:59:07,182 What did they do? Did someone say something to you? 987 00:59:08,575 --> 00:59:10,669 Taylor just broke up with me. 988 00:59:11,836 --> 00:59:14,236 She never really cared about me in the first place. 989 00:59:14,434 --> 00:59:16,000 That's not true! Of course, she did! 990 00:59:16,164 --> 00:59:17,369 No, she didn't. 991 00:59:17,601 --> 00:59:20,565 It's just a fling to her. She said so herself. 992 00:59:23,836 --> 00:59:24,546 I'm sorry� 993 00:59:29,050 --> 00:59:30,495 I just wanna die� 994 00:59:33,298 --> 00:59:35,269 You don't understand. 995 00:59:39,692 --> 00:59:41,207 Yes, I do. 996 00:59:41,648 --> 00:59:43,382 First girl I dated dumped me, too. 997 00:59:46,794 --> 00:59:48,048 What did you just say? 998 00:59:49,976 --> 00:59:52,899 I swear I thought I just heard you say you dated a girl. 999 00:59:52,899 --> 00:59:54,736 I did. 1000 00:59:55,508 --> 00:59:57,208 No way! 1001 00:59:57,208 --> 00:59:59,884 Yes way. 1002 00:59:59,884 --> 01:00:02,313 I�m still dating girls, Jane� 1003 01:00:02,313 --> 01:00:03,313 I�m gay. 1004 01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:05,500 Oh my god! 1005 01:00:05,679 --> 01:00:06,700 But nobody knows 1006 01:00:06,700 --> 01:00:10,000 so I�d appreciate it if you didn't tell anyone. 1007 01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:11,700 I swear. 1008 01:00:12,500 --> 01:00:15,700 I know it seems like the end of the world but it's not. 1009 01:00:18,299 --> 01:00:19,968 When I was 16 1010 01:00:19,968 --> 01:00:21,968 I fell madly in love. 1011 01:00:21,970 --> 01:00:24,368 Her name was Barbara and I thought 1012 01:00:24,500 --> 01:00:26,502 I would spend all my rest life with her. 1013 01:00:26,813 --> 01:00:29,823 But we didn�t even know what a life was then� 1014 01:00:29,829 --> 01:00:32,986 We hadn't been with anyone we hadn't done anything. How would we know anything? 1015 01:00:33,694 --> 01:00:36,774 And when she dumped me to date the football star. 1016 01:00:37,386 --> 01:00:38,724 I thought I'd die, too. 1017 01:00:40,915 --> 01:00:41,886 What'd you do? 1018 01:00:42,286 --> 01:00:44,070 I didn't die 1019 01:00:44,470 --> 01:00:46,344 but it took me some time to get over her. 1020 01:00:47,032 --> 01:00:49,027 Eventually I did and we became friends. 1021 01:00:49,269 --> 01:00:50,432 We still are. 1022 01:00:52,568 --> 01:00:53,672 When did you know... 1023 01:00:54,305 --> 01:00:55,890 I mean really know 1024 01:00:55,900 --> 01:00:57,144 that you were gay? 1025 01:00:57,204 --> 01:00:59,058 That it wasn�t a phase? 1026 01:00:59,058 --> 01:01:00,868 Almost from the start. 1027 01:01:00,868 --> 01:01:02,552 It�s not that I didn�t like men� 1028 01:01:03,322 --> 01:01:05,397 It�s just that I felt 1029 01:01:06,501 --> 01:01:08,783 connected to women in a different kind of way. 1030 01:01:09,448 --> 01:01:11,454 A way that I never felt with a man 1031 01:01:12,378 --> 01:01:14,723 even though I tried over and over again 1032 01:01:15,403 --> 01:01:17,783 to please my mother to please other people 1033 01:01:17,783 --> 01:01:18,686 to be like them. 1034 01:01:18,686 --> 01:01:22,715 but I wasn't like them. I was me. 1035 01:01:25,071 --> 01:01:27,391 How long did it take you to get over Barbara? 1036 01:01:27,391 --> 01:01:28,866 A couple of years. 1037 01:01:28,866 --> 01:01:31,351 I�m kidding! 1038 01:01:31,351 --> 01:01:33,351 But it'll take some time. 1039 01:01:33,600 --> 01:01:36,373 An open heart is easily wounded and hard to repair. 1040 01:01:44,466 --> 01:01:47,463 I have to pick up Brad at Jeff's after dinner. 1041 01:01:47,992 --> 01:01:48,773 I'll go. 1042 01:01:48,773 --> 01:01:49,773 Ok 1043 01:02:01,150 --> 01:02:02,471 Jane, what's the matter? 1044 01:02:04,747 --> 01:02:08,106 Besides the fact that I live with gestapo? 1045 01:02:08,106 --> 01:02:11,106 You�ll be happy to know that Taylor broke up with me today 1046 01:02:13,214 --> 01:02:14,552 because of you. 1047 01:02:20,447 --> 01:02:23,848 Honey, it'll be ok� 1048 01:02:24,614 --> 01:02:26,604 Maybe that'll put an end to this nonsense. 1049 01:02:27,510 --> 01:02:29,515 It isn't nonsense to me. 1050 01:02:35,947 --> 01:02:37,245 My God, Janice. 1051 01:02:37,445 --> 01:02:39,945 She�s hurting. Can�t you just be her mother for a minute? 1052 01:02:41,532 --> 01:02:43,442 Don�t concern yourself... 1053 01:02:44,045 --> 01:02:45,196 of what I should be. 1054 01:02:45,198 --> 01:02:46,698 This isn't all about you, you know? 1055 01:02:46,703 --> 01:02:49,390 No, it isn�t. And maybe you should concern yourself 1056 01:02:49,390 --> 01:02:51,748 with the fact that your daughter would've ruined her life. 1057 01:02:51,748 --> 01:02:53,784 I�ll tell you what I�m concerned about. 1058 01:02:53,784 --> 01:02:55,784 I�m concerned about the fact that my daughter's got a broken heart. 1059 01:02:55,784 --> 01:02:57,850 That�s what I�m concerned about. 1060 01:03:02,990 --> 01:03:05,273 I wasn't sorry about how I felt 1061 01:03:05,273 --> 01:03:07,273 but believe it or not 1062 01:03:07,273 --> 01:03:09,273 I was sorry about tearing my parents apart. 1063 01:03:31,812 --> 01:03:36,059 If adults could just remember their first love maybe they wouldn't think ours were so wrong. 1064 01:03:54,341 --> 01:03:55,759 Where have you been? 1065 01:03:56,035 --> 01:03:57,422 Out. 1066 01:03:57,522 --> 01:03:58,638 You�ve been drinking? 1067 01:04:00,193 --> 01:04:01,040 Yes. 1068 01:04:01,045 --> 01:04:02,480 What're you thinking about? 1069 01:04:02,570 --> 01:04:04,148 You�re grounded, again. 1070 01:04:04,148 --> 01:04:05,119 Why? 1071 01:04:05,119 --> 01:04:07,119 Because you�re 16 years old 1072 01:04:07,119 --> 01:04:10,119 and as long as you're in this house, you will do what we say 1073 01:04:10,119 --> 01:04:11,067 or I�ll lock you up! 1074 01:04:16,319 --> 01:04:17,744 Where�s your little girlfriend? 1075 01:04:19,007 --> 01:04:20,327 Just walk away Elisabeth. 1076 01:04:20,654 --> 01:04:22,812 Who's gonna make me? 1077 01:04:22,812 --> 01:04:24,244 I will. 1078 01:04:24,244 --> 01:04:27,244 That�s right, you're a dyke now, aren't you? 1079 01:04:30,542 --> 01:04:35,310 Stop this nonsense, stop it. Stop it! 1080 01:04:37,143 --> 01:04:39,829 Whoever said these were the best years of your life, was a liar. 1081 01:04:40,768 --> 01:04:42,118 Hello Mr. Anderson. 1082 01:04:42,118 --> 01:04:44,118 I�m sorry. I came over as soon as I could. 1083 01:04:44,118 --> 01:04:45,493 I�m glad you are here. 1084 01:04:45,593 --> 01:04:47,719 We can't tolerate violence of any kind around here. 1085 01:04:47,719 --> 01:04:51,206 That's why I'm suspending Jane. Now I�m sorry. 1086 01:04:51,049 --> 01:04:52,571 I understand. 1087 01:04:52,571 --> 01:04:54,842 I�m sorry for any trouble that Jane has caused. 1088 01:04:54,850 --> 01:04:56,624 You don't have to apologize for me. 1089 01:04:56,628 --> 01:04:59,024 Somebody has to. Come on come on, let's go! 1090 01:05:00,179 --> 01:05:00,741 Come on! 1091 01:05:05,143 --> 01:05:08,064 -Let go off me! -What? You gonna hit me, too? 1092 01:05:09,099 --> 01:05:11,701 Hey, lesbo, if you were with me, you wouldn't need to be a dyke! 1093 01:05:12,501 --> 01:05:13,901 Right on, man. 1094 01:05:17,523 --> 01:05:19,606 Why do you care what they say? You're just like them. 1095 01:05:23,690 --> 01:05:24,670 Jane! 1096 01:05:25,567 --> 01:05:27,865 -Jane, get in here! -Come on! 1097 01:05:36,058 --> 01:05:38,260 I�m not even gonna ask you 1098 01:05:38,260 --> 01:05:41,260 to explain what you did, because there is no explanation. 1099 01:05:41,955 --> 01:05:44,467 Jane, you can't resolve things this way. 1100 01:05:45,002 --> 01:05:48,700 Why not? Elizabeth started it. She was making fun of Taylor and me. 1101 01:05:49,114 --> 01:05:52,158 Does you blame her? What you're doing isn't normal. 1102 01:05:52,429 --> 01:05:54,922 Jimmy's normal. Ms Walcott's normal. 1103 01:06:01,842 --> 01:06:03,373 What did you say? 1104 01:06:04,762 --> 01:06:07,601 Nothing, I accidentally said her name. I just meant Jimmy. 1105 01:06:09,392 --> 01:06:12,123 You said Ms. Walcott's normal. 1106 01:06:13,940 --> 01:06:15,941 Is Ms. Walcott gay? 1107 01:06:18,044 --> 01:06:21,316 Jane, is your teacher gay? 1108 01:06:23,891 --> 01:06:25,933 Yes, but it doesn't matter. 1109 01:06:25,933 --> 01:06:27,733 Of course it matters! 1110 01:06:28,584 --> 01:06:30,524 She has influence over you. 1111 01:06:30,754 --> 01:06:32,053 She�s misusing it. 1112 01:06:32,279 --> 01:06:34,784 She�s the only good thing at that damned school. 1113 01:06:35,090 --> 01:06:36,478 Oh we'll just see about that! 1114 01:06:36,666 --> 01:06:39,778 No please, don't hurt Ms. Walcott! Please mom! 1115 01:06:39,780 --> 01:06:42,129 Please don't say anything! I�ll die! 1116 01:06:42,384 --> 01:06:44,768 -Janice, Janice don't do this! -No! 1117 01:06:45,557 --> 01:06:48,806 No, please� 1118 01:06:48,806 --> 01:06:50,806 Why is she doing this? 1119 01:06:51,042 --> 01:06:52,731 It�s ok. 1120 01:06:54,390 --> 01:06:57,039 Janie, come on. Come on. 1121 01:07:05,698 --> 01:07:06,438 Ms. Walcott? 1122 01:07:06,538 --> 01:07:07,530 Yes 1123 01:07:07,530 --> 01:07:09,971 -I�m Janice Tyler, Jane's mother. -It�s nice to meet you. 1124 01:07:10,091 --> 01:07:12,015 Stay away from my daughter. 1125 01:07:12,015 --> 01:07:14,215 Well, that'll be difficult. I�m her teacher. 1126 01:07:14,318 --> 01:07:16,503 You're also gay and you're influencing her. 1127 01:07:16,503 --> 01:07:19,503 Unless you'd like me to go to the school board which I'm perfectly prepared to do. 1128 01:07:19,503 --> 01:07:21,503 Just stay away from my daughter. 1129 01:07:48,248 --> 01:07:48,960 Jane? 1130 01:07:53,474 --> 01:07:56,603 Your father and I have decided we have to do something about your behavior. 1131 01:07:56,832 --> 01:07:59,081 We tried talking to you, punishing you 1132 01:07:59,081 --> 01:08:01,081 and therapy hasn't worked at all. 1133 01:08:01,081 --> 01:08:05,976 So... We've decided we should send you away to boarding school. 1134 01:08:06,262 --> 01:08:07,549 I won't go! 1135 01:08:07,549 --> 01:08:10,039 I like the school I�m in. 1136 01:08:10,557 --> 01:08:11,877 This isn't your choice. 1137 01:08:12,401 --> 01:08:13,676 It�s not what we want to do. 1138 01:08:15,179 --> 01:08:16,320 Well, I�ll run away. 1139 01:08:17,110 --> 01:08:19,139 They can't watch me 24 hours a day. 1140 01:08:19,411 --> 01:08:20,945 Maybe you prefer outward bound. 1141 01:08:22,949 --> 01:08:24,963 I don't care� Do what you have to do. 1142 01:08:25,403 --> 01:08:26,700 Jane! Jane! 1143 01:08:27,151 --> 01:08:28,231 Let her go. 1144 01:08:30,522 --> 01:08:31,649 How did we get here? 1145 01:08:31,886 --> 01:08:34,668 -You know how we got here. -No I don't! 1146 01:08:35,088 --> 01:08:37,088 I don't want to send her away. 1147 01:08:38,450 --> 01:08:40,159 I�m not gonna let you make this my fault. 1148 01:09:01,398 --> 01:09:03,506 Jane, what are you doing here? 1149 01:09:04,135 --> 01:09:05,634 Come in, come in, come in. 1150 01:09:08,772 --> 01:09:10,086 Are you ok? 1151 01:09:12,208 --> 01:09:15,891 -Lynn? What�s...? -Honey, this is Jane. 1152 01:09:16,372 --> 01:09:19,622 Hi Jane. I've heard a lot about you. 1153 01:09:20,682 --> 01:09:22,304 Do you guys want some tea or something? 1154 01:09:22,304 --> 01:09:23,320 You want some tea? 1155 01:09:23,420 --> 01:09:24,903 No, thanks. 1156 01:09:24,903 --> 01:09:28,642 Well I�m gonna go back to sleep. I gotta get up early. 1157 01:09:28,752 --> 01:09:31,181 It was nice to meet you, hang in there. 1158 01:09:31,881 --> 01:09:33,917 Come on over here. 1159 01:09:34,881 --> 01:09:35,917 What�s going on? 1160 01:09:36,639 --> 01:09:38,117 I�m so sorry. 1161 01:09:38,217 --> 01:09:39,718 I never meant to hurt you. 1162 01:09:39,818 --> 01:09:42,173 Oh sweetie, you didn�t. 1163 01:09:42,210 --> 01:09:44,055 It�s gonna be ok. 1164 01:09:45,165 --> 01:09:46,259 It won't be. 1165 01:09:46,559 --> 01:09:50,970 My parents are sending me away. They�re kicking me out. 1166 01:09:50,990 --> 01:09:52,233 They hate me. 1167 01:09:52,235 --> 01:09:54,331 Everybody hates me. 1168 01:09:54,331 --> 01:09:56,927 I don't know what to do I have nowhere to go. 1169 01:09:56,927 --> 01:09:59,927 I just want to disappear. 1170 01:09:59,927 --> 01:10:03,485 I don't want to live anymore. 1171 01:10:04,336 --> 01:10:06,072 It�s gonna be ok, I swear. 1172 01:10:06,075 --> 01:10:08,293 It�s gonna be ok� 1173 01:10:23,682 --> 01:10:28,132 I know that I�m the last person you expected and the last person that you wanted to see 1174 01:10:28,176 --> 01:10:31,124 but Jane run away tonight and she came to my house. 1175 01:10:31,077 --> 01:10:32,366 Is she there, now? 1176 01:10:32,489 --> 01:10:34,813 -Yes -Would please give us your address so we can come get her? 1177 01:10:34,880 --> 01:10:37,459 No, first, you're gonna listen to what I have to say to you. 1178 01:10:37,710 --> 01:10:40,497 And then after that you can do whatever it is you need to do. 1179 01:10:42,804 --> 01:10:46,158 I know you think it isn't my place to say anything to you about your daughter. 1180 01:10:46,158 --> 01:10:48,058 But someone has to� 1181 01:10:49,277 --> 01:10:51,120 I understand I may repulse you 1182 01:10:51,608 --> 01:10:54,049 but I also understand Jane�s pain. 1183 01:10:54,273 --> 01:10:57,200 The pain having people hate you not based on you 1184 01:10:57,205 --> 01:10:59,728 but based on what I think we have very little control over. 1185 01:10:59,728 --> 01:11:02,242 Well, that's where you and I disagree. 1186 01:11:02,542 --> 01:11:04,976 Look, you've made your choice, and frankly, 1187 01:11:04,980 --> 01:11:06,515 it�s none of my business. 1188 01:11:07,983 --> 01:11:12,812 I just don't think you that should be teaching young girls 1189 01:11:12,937 --> 01:11:15,619 and supporting alternative lifestyles 1190 01:11:16,327 --> 01:11:18,929 just because they happen to be yours. 1191 01:11:20,804 --> 01:11:23,288 Don�t you understand, that Jane.. 1192 01:11:23,692 --> 01:11:25,595 And girls like Jane 1193 01:11:26,712 --> 01:11:28,469 are impressionable. 1194 01:11:29,531 --> 01:11:31,387 That they look up to their teachers. 1195 01:11:33,607 --> 01:11:35,444 They want to be just like them. 1196 01:11:37,233 --> 01:11:39,439 Just let me finish what I have to say to you 1197 01:11:40,237 --> 01:11:42,929 and then after that, if you want to go to the school board so be it. 1198 01:11:43,957 --> 01:11:46,076 But in the meantime 1199 01:11:46,279 --> 01:11:51,767 your child that you gave birth to is in agony and she doesn't need to be. 1200 01:11:52,017 --> 01:11:56,085 Jane ran away tonight because she thinks that you hate her. 1201 01:11:56,161 --> 01:11:57,996 And I know what that's like. 1202 01:11:58,159 --> 01:11:59,034 It�s awful. 1203 01:11:59,349 --> 01:12:02,036 And no child should have to go through that. 1204 01:12:03,391 --> 01:12:04,792 Jane�s a good person. 1205 01:12:05,041 --> 01:12:07,104 And being gay doesn't make her a bad one. 1206 01:12:07,825 --> 01:12:10,712 She�s still the same person that you adored two weeks ago. 1207 01:12:10,787 --> 01:12:12,946 I still adore my daughter. 1208 01:12:14,461 --> 01:12:16,994 I just want to protect her from people like you. 1209 01:12:17,113 --> 01:12:18,338 Janice, let her talk. 1210 01:12:19,677 --> 01:12:24,279 Jane�s only crime is that she loves differently that you do 1211 01:12:25,943 --> 01:12:27,629 and you don't have to understand it 1212 01:12:28,072 --> 01:12:29,372 or even agree with it. 1213 01:12:29,755 --> 01:12:31,184 But unless you try to 1214 01:12:31,826 --> 01:12:33,811 you gonna lose her... forever. 1215 01:12:33,811 --> 01:12:37,117 I appreciate your concern, but I think we know our daughter better than you do. 1216 01:12:37,251 --> 01:12:38,485 Really? 1217 01:12:38,485 --> 01:12:41,485 Well did you know that your daughter came to my house tonight 1218 01:12:41,485 --> 01:12:43,485 thinking that suicide was one of her options. 1219 01:13:05,583 --> 01:13:07,406 Can I speak to Jane alone please? 1220 01:13:07,406 --> 01:13:09,406 Sure, I�ll wait out there. 1221 01:13:21,341 --> 01:13:22,045 Hi. 1222 01:13:33,159 --> 01:13:36,640 Ms. Walcott came over tonight 1223 01:13:37,343 --> 01:13:40,000 and told us something 1224 01:13:40,005 --> 01:13:41,779 I'd never considered before. 1225 01:13:44,637 --> 01:13:47,747 She said that if I continue to behave 1226 01:13:48,744 --> 01:13:50,629 the way I've been behaving 1227 01:13:51,708 --> 01:13:54,150 that I would lose you permanently. 1228 01:13:58,218 --> 01:13:59,265 I�m your mother 1229 01:13:59,790 --> 01:14:01,156 and I love you 1230 01:14:02,503 --> 01:14:04,006 and I don't wanna lose you. 1231 01:14:12,786 --> 01:14:14,761 When you first told us 1232 01:14:15,999 --> 01:14:17,024 I thought 1233 01:14:19,117 --> 01:14:20,855 what've I done wrong as a mother 1234 01:14:22,957 --> 01:14:23,861 and 1235 01:14:25,923 --> 01:14:27,404 I did think 1236 01:14:28,674 --> 01:14:31,692 what would people say what'll I tell my friends. 1237 01:14:36,712 --> 01:14:38,877 But my first reaction 1238 01:14:40,643 --> 01:14:44,144 was that I didn't want your life to be any harder than it had to be. 1239 01:14:48,199 --> 01:14:51,120 The world is not a nice place 1240 01:14:55,622 --> 01:14:59,137 and I guess I had the same dream as every mother has with their little girl. 1241 01:15:04,431 --> 01:15:06,518 That you'd meet a good man. 1242 01:15:07,272 --> 01:15:08,850 You'd fall in love. 1243 01:15:09,437 --> 01:15:10,499 You'd get married. 1244 01:15:10,502 --> 01:15:11,550 Have children... 1245 01:15:11,553 --> 01:15:13,750 Those are your dreams 1246 01:15:15,456 --> 01:15:16,656 I know that. 1247 01:15:24,550 --> 01:15:26,063 Can I ask you a question? 1248 01:15:26,550 --> 01:15:28,063 Yeah. 1249 01:15:30,580 --> 01:15:33,429 When did first feel that you were a... 1250 01:15:36,878 --> 01:15:38,003 A lesbian? 1251 01:15:38,541 --> 01:15:40,652 It�s ok, you can say it without becoming one. 1252 01:15:48,318 --> 01:15:51,311 Oh god, you're exhausting sometimes. 1253 01:15:52,142 --> 01:15:52,905 Sorry. 1254 01:15:56,482 --> 01:15:57,637 I guess 1255 01:15:58,570 --> 01:16:01,259 I've always known that I was different. 1256 01:16:02,507 --> 01:16:06,339 I didn�t feel a part of things. 1257 01:16:07,907 --> 01:16:09,508 I�m not sure when it became clear. 1258 01:16:09,855 --> 01:16:12,436 Probably last year� 1259 01:16:14,684 --> 01:16:17,289 But I guess it's always been inside of me. 1260 01:16:20,362 --> 01:16:21,915 What's the hardest part about it? 1261 01:16:24,285 --> 01:16:26,412 That the people you care about will hate you. 1262 01:16:29,068 --> 01:16:30,781 I could never hate you. 1263 01:16:34,136 --> 01:16:37,161 I don't think I�m gonna change and I know you want me to, so... 1264 01:16:38,823 --> 01:16:39,998 What do we do? 1265 01:16:41,903 --> 01:16:42,940 I don't know� 1266 01:16:48,163 --> 01:16:49,481 Just try harder. 1267 01:16:51,854 --> 01:16:53,316 I will if you will. 1268 01:16:59,676 --> 01:17:01,175 I don't know� 1269 01:17:02,885 --> 01:17:04,619 ...if I�m ever gonna accept it. 1270 01:17:05,598 --> 01:17:07,098 and frankly... 1271 01:17:08,237 --> 01:17:11,070 I don't know if I can understand what you're doing, but... 1272 01:17:14,816 --> 01:17:16,404 We'll take it day by day. 1273 01:17:30,083 --> 01:17:31,991 An hour ago I didn't think I had a mother. 1274 01:17:32,359 --> 01:17:35,279 But now I think I may be meeting her for the very first time. 1275 01:17:41,606 --> 01:17:43,994 Thanks for not telling anyone about Ms. Walcott. 1276 01:17:44,173 --> 01:17:44,969 You're welcome. 1277 01:17:46,877 --> 01:17:48,513 What? 1278 01:17:48,515 --> 01:17:52,033 Well because you're still having a hard time accepting this 1279 01:17:52,033 --> 01:17:54,327 I�d like you to come to a meeting with me. 1280 01:17:54,542 --> 01:17:55,971 It�s for parents with gay kids. 1281 01:17:55,974 --> 01:17:57,438 It�s called PFLAG. 1282 01:17:58,338 --> 01:17:59,338 What kind of name is that? 1283 01:18:00,237 --> 01:18:04,000 It stands for parents, friends, and family of lesbians and gays. 1284 01:18:04,804 --> 01:18:07,525 Ah... and what will we do there? 1285 01:18:15,005 --> 01:18:17,868 -Come on! -Coming, don't pull me! 1286 01:18:18,755 --> 01:18:20,800 Hi, welcome to PFLAG! 1287 01:18:20,869 --> 01:18:23,459 I�m Dorothy, and my son is gay. 1288 01:18:23,785 --> 01:18:26,684 This is my mother, Janice and her daughter is a lesbian. 1289 01:18:27,046 --> 01:18:28,588 That would be me. 1290 01:18:29,267 --> 01:18:30,708 It�s hard to say at first 1291 01:18:30,710 --> 01:18:33,283 but pretty soon you'll be saying it to everyone. 1292 01:18:33,473 --> 01:18:34,644 Oh really? 1293 01:18:35,019 --> 01:18:36,373 When would that be? 1294 01:18:40,277 --> 01:18:42,236 First I thought it was me. 1295 01:18:42,835 --> 01:18:47,365 Then I thought...what people will think 1296 01:18:47,365 --> 01:18:49,420 about me? 1297 01:18:49,653 --> 01:18:51,358 What kind of a horrible mother am I? 1298 01:18:53,090 --> 01:18:54,041 Then when 1299 01:18:54,869 --> 01:18:58,668 I almost lost my child because of 1300 01:18:58,884 --> 01:19:00,411 my ignorance. 1301 01:19:01,670 --> 01:19:03,260 I found her again, 1302 01:19:04,658 --> 01:19:05,880 and who she was 1303 01:19:07,781 --> 01:19:10,802 was exactly who she was always meant to be. 1304 01:19:12,609 --> 01:19:13,841 Good child. 1305 01:19:14,308 --> 01:19:16,989 Kind child. my... 1306 01:19:20,088 --> 01:19:21,941 My child, excuse me� 1307 01:19:26,556 --> 01:19:28,034 What I came to realize 1308 01:19:29,915 --> 01:19:31,475 was that none of this, 1309 01:19:33,040 --> 01:19:34,900 has anything to do with us. 1310 01:19:36,546 --> 01:19:38,007 It�s their lives 1311 01:19:39,126 --> 01:19:43,208 And we, as parents, need to let them live their lives. 1312 01:19:44,426 --> 01:19:45,844 as they see fit. 1313 01:19:46,641 --> 01:19:49,539 Not as we see fit. 1314 01:19:52,247 --> 01:19:53,742 Thank you. 1315 01:19:59,038 --> 01:20:00,342 Ring a bell? 1316 01:20:04,581 --> 01:20:05,737 I got it. 1317 01:20:07,044 --> 01:20:09,275 Oh, thanks! 1318 01:20:16,176 --> 01:20:16,796 Thank you! 1319 01:20:18,513 --> 01:20:19,834 Oh, don't even think about it. 1320 01:20:19,895 --> 01:20:21,300 He�s my friend. 1321 01:20:21,300 --> 01:20:22,741 Nothing more, nothing less. 1322 01:20:22,741 --> 01:20:23,994 She�s still a dyke, mom. 1323 01:20:24,737 --> 01:20:26,743 And she's still your sister, so watch your mouth! 1324 01:20:32,579 --> 01:20:33,776 Just go to hell! 1325 01:20:37,285 --> 01:20:39,067 May I have ketchup, please? Thank you. 1326 01:20:47,695 --> 01:20:48,986 I�m really proud of you! 1327 01:20:51,097 --> 01:20:52,312 Don't be. 1328 01:20:56,547 --> 01:20:58,686 You know they have a saying in AA 1329 01:20:59,969 --> 01:21:02,116 to act as if 1330 01:21:03,735 --> 01:21:07,601 as if you...understand or 1331 01:21:08,566 --> 01:21:09,939 accept something. 1332 01:21:11,842 --> 01:21:13,336 When you really don't 1333 01:21:17,863 --> 01:21:19,551 and that's what I�m doing 1334 01:21:20,980 --> 01:21:22,744 acting as if 1335 01:21:26,850 --> 01:21:29,555 because it still breaks my heart. 1336 01:21:44,361 --> 01:21:46,233 - Did you want to say something? - No. 1337 01:21:48,578 --> 01:21:49,370 Thanks. 1338 01:21:50,020 --> 01:21:51,665 But you can't protect me forever. 1339 01:21:51,765 --> 01:21:54,405 No, but when I can I hope you'll let me 1340 01:21:57,959 --> 01:21:59,115 What happened to you? 1341 01:22:00,319 --> 01:22:01,880 Someone called me a fag hag. 1342 01:22:01,880 --> 01:22:03,880 Which is insane, cos I�m not a fag. 1343 01:22:04,292 --> 01:22:06,389 I beat the crap out of them anyways. 1344 01:22:09,254 --> 01:22:13,003 At that moment if I had been straight, I would've married Ned right then and there. 1345 01:22:19,393 --> 01:22:21,159 You ok about Taylor moving back east? 1346 01:22:21,696 --> 01:22:23,546 Yeah, thanks. 1347 01:22:24,673 --> 01:22:25,581 Isn't this great? 1348 01:22:27,299 --> 01:22:30,595 Dad, don't think I all of a sudden like sports because I�m gay! 1349 01:22:31,223 --> 01:22:32,699 How about fishing? 1350 01:22:34,425 --> 01:22:35,883 Suppose golf is out of the question! 1351 01:22:38,109 --> 01:22:39,769 So what do lesbians like to do? 1352 01:22:42,801 --> 01:22:44,123 Same things like you to do. 1353 01:22:45,963 --> 01:22:46,988 Can we go home now? 1354 01:22:49,417 --> 01:22:50,219 Yeah, sure. 1355 01:23:00,784 --> 01:23:02,215 -Hi! -Hi! 1356 01:23:03,915 --> 01:23:05,636 Boy, am I glad to see you guys. 1357 01:23:05,877 --> 01:23:07,847 Who the hell thinks this is fun? 1358 01:23:07,847 --> 01:23:11,847 You lose a tiny piece that you barely see, much less find, and you still want blow your brains out. 1359 01:23:11,847 --> 01:23:13,498 - Can I go Jeff's house now? - Go, go! 1360 01:23:13,847 --> 01:23:15,134 Praise the Lord. 1361 01:23:15,134 --> 01:23:18,516 -You guys have fun? -Oh yeah, tell her Dad. Time of our lives� 1362 01:23:20,710 --> 01:23:22,386 Can I talk to you guys for a minute? 1363 01:23:23,710 --> 01:23:25,186 Sure. 1364 01:23:26,332 --> 01:23:29,617 I appreciate all that you're doing to try to be a part of my life 1365 01:23:29,953 --> 01:23:32,957 and to show me you love me even though I�m gay. 1366 01:23:34,365 --> 01:23:36,741 But you don't need to try quite so hard. 1367 01:23:38,648 --> 01:23:39,975 - Sorry. - Sorry. 1368 01:23:50,086 --> 01:23:52,948 Hi, Janice, glad you here. How�s Jane? 1369 01:23:53,002 --> 01:23:54,095 She�s good, thank you. 1370 01:23:54,699 --> 01:23:55,598 And you? 1371 01:23:57,070 --> 01:23:58,244 I�m trying. 1372 01:24:00,808 --> 01:24:03,557 My name is Lorraine and my daughter is a lesbian� 1373 01:24:04,156 --> 01:24:06,328 I�m Susan, and my son is gay� 1374 01:24:08,858 --> 01:24:12,151 My name is Janice, and... 1375 01:24:12,905 --> 01:24:16,280 It�s ok, let's start to meeting now. 1376 01:24:24,597 --> 01:24:25,545 What do you want? 1377 01:24:25,547 --> 01:24:27,066 I�m not gonna hurt you. 1378 01:24:27,166 --> 01:24:29,034 Then what do you want? 1379 01:24:29,104 --> 01:24:30,806 I bought you this. 1380 01:24:32,339 --> 01:24:33,995 Why would you give me a present? 1381 01:24:34,532 --> 01:24:36,295 I've never been nice to you in my whole life. 1382 01:24:36,538 --> 01:24:39,162 I know, but I've never been nice to you either 1383 01:24:39,144 --> 01:24:41,073 so I thought I�d try it. 1384 01:24:41,373 --> 01:24:43,595 I'm the one who told people you were gay. 1385 01:24:43,595 --> 01:24:44,595 I know� 1386 01:24:45,911 --> 01:24:47,650 - It�s a trick ,isn�t it? - No. 1387 01:24:48,701 --> 01:24:49,638 I don't get it. 1388 01:24:50,549 --> 01:24:52,107 There�s a saying... 1389 01:24:52,207 --> 01:24:53,853 kill 'em with kindness 1390 01:24:53,853 --> 01:24:55,853 and in a few years, you'll know what it means. 1391 01:24:58,180 --> 01:25:00,103 Why can't I eat over at Jeff's house? 1392 01:25:00,104 --> 01:25:01,860 Because we have to have more family dinners 1393 01:25:02,120 --> 01:25:04,217 - Why? - Because we're gluttons for punishment. 1394 01:25:05,558 --> 01:25:07,181 Because we're a family, son. 1395 01:25:07,693 --> 01:25:09,973 That�s in the eye of the beholder. 1396 01:25:09,973 --> 01:25:11,973 Keep it up and you'll behold your room. 1397 01:25:13,187 --> 01:25:15,062 How�re the PFLAG meetings going, Janice? 1398 01:25:16,477 --> 01:25:18,305 Good... Good� 1399 01:25:19,017 --> 01:25:23,480 You have this gay pride rally next week. 1400 01:25:23,875 --> 01:25:26,713 - But I don't know, I guess it's kind of a field trip. - Great, great! 1401 01:25:26,812 --> 01:25:28,049 Good for you. 1402 01:25:28,136 --> 01:25:33,240 Well I don't think I�m going to be going, I mean, I�m getting better 1403 01:25:33,240 --> 01:25:36,879 but I just don't think I'm ready to shout it from the roof tops yet. 1404 01:25:41,706 --> 01:25:43,902 One step forward, one step backwards� 1405 01:25:55,792 --> 01:25:56,571 Jane? 1406 01:25:58,020 --> 01:25:58,893 Can I come in? 1407 01:26:09,725 --> 01:26:12,704 Look, I�m doing the best I can, and sometimes it stinks, 1408 01:26:15,054 --> 01:26:17,259 I�ll get better, I promise� 1409 01:26:17,733 --> 01:26:18,688 When? 1410 01:26:20,131 --> 01:26:23,186 I'm going to the meetings, I'm acknowledging you're gay, 1411 01:26:24,068 --> 01:26:25,284 I think I'm doing pretty well. 1412 01:26:25,774 --> 01:26:29,369 But it's all in private, it's still safe. 1413 01:26:29,411 --> 01:26:32,669 You don't really accept me unless you do it out in the open. 1414 01:26:36,712 --> 01:26:37,967 I�m sorry� 1415 01:26:40,968 --> 01:26:41,928 I can't. 1416 01:26:45,495 --> 01:26:47,527 I'm going as fast as I can. 1417 01:26:50,776 --> 01:26:57,202 We stand united, as brothers and sisters, in the fight for what all human beings deserve 1418 01:26:57,792 --> 01:27:01,642 equality, rights, dignity. 1419 01:27:01,850 --> 01:27:06,117 The very things that other people take for granted that are given to them... 1420 01:27:06,217 --> 01:27:11,750 Under the law, all men and women were created equal in the eyes of my God. 1421 01:27:11,750 --> 01:27:15,750 A god that is inclusive, not exclusive 1422 01:27:16,228 --> 01:27:18,490 in a world we envision, 1423 01:27:18,590 --> 01:27:23,790 not in a world of fences and walls, the things that keep people out because they're different 1424 01:27:23,790 --> 01:27:25,790 but in a world that loves. 1425 01:27:33,779 --> 01:27:39,181 We ask from the world what we expect from it, not what it gives us if it's wrong 1426 01:27:39,691 --> 01:27:41,995 Those are the things we're still fighting for. 1427 01:27:44,413 --> 01:27:47,939 We demonstrate, protest. 1428 01:27:48,025 --> 01:27:49,635 Hi, Jane! 1429 01:27:50,158 --> 01:27:52,505 You guys shouldn't be here, someone might see you. 1430 01:27:53,191 --> 01:27:54,359 It's about time we did. 1431 01:28:00,061 --> 01:28:01,387 Sorry, your Mom's not here. 1432 01:28:01,749 --> 01:28:02,865 She�ll come around. 1433 01:28:03,292 --> 01:28:04,379 What if she doesn't? 1434 01:28:19,259 --> 01:28:20,940 Where's Janice? They want us on stage to speak. 1435 01:28:21,278 --> 01:28:22,240 She�s not coming� 1436 01:28:22,742 --> 01:28:24,325 Oh, I�m sorry, Jane. 1437 01:28:24,009 --> 01:28:25,512 It�s ok. 1438 01:28:25,612 --> 01:28:28,156 It took me 3 or 4 runs at it before I came. 1439 01:28:29,056 --> 01:28:31,553 Well you're here, it's a start. 1440 01:28:31,656 --> 01:28:33,053 We�ll see you guys later. 1441 01:28:36,356 --> 01:28:38,553 [ladies and gentlemen, the PFLAG moms] 1442 01:28:47,497 --> 01:28:52,708 Hi, I�m Dorothy, and my son is gay. 1443 01:29:00,094 --> 01:29:02,278 I�m Lorraine, and my daughter is a lesbian, 1444 01:29:03,814 --> 01:29:05,760 I love her, and I'm proud to be her mom. 1445 01:29:10,780 --> 01:29:13,049 I�m Carl, my daughter's a lesbian� 1446 01:29:15,582 --> 01:29:17,915 I�m Danci, and my son is gay� 1447 01:29:24,131 --> 01:29:29,690 Hi I�m Rick, my daughter is a lesbian, I�m very proud of her. 1448 01:29:38,271 --> 01:29:41,374 The amazing thing about change is that everyone can do it, 1449 01:29:41,735 --> 01:29:44,247 even the people you least expect it from. 1450 01:29:48,048 --> 01:29:50,996 My mother was finally exactly the person she was meant to be. 1451 01:29:52,052 --> 01:29:56,331 I was so proud of how well she had grown up. 1452 01:30:04,502 --> 01:30:11,331 This is dedicated to Matthew Shepard... and to all of the men & women who love differently. 1453 01:30:13,500 --> 01:30:16,331 for more information contact PFLAG at www.pflag.org 1454 01:30:17,331 --> 01:30:27,331 Downloaded From www.AllSubs.org 106764