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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:-04,-377 --> 00:00:-01,-583 "This episode is about Heaven Rubin and accusers said" 2 00:00:-01,-500 --> 00:00:00,961 "Jason Myers' dealing with allegations of abuse" 3 00:00:01,045 --> 00:00:04,924 "Florida is against Myers. filed a criminal case" 4 00:00:05,090 --> 00:00:07,051 "At the time of making this episode, Myers said" 5 00:00:07,218 --> 00:00:09,845 "He hasn't been convicted yet. denied all charges." 6 00:00:16,393 --> 00:00:17,394 I was in my senior year 7 00:00:17,478 --> 00:00:20,814 Going to college with an acting major I wanted to 8 00:00:21,232 --> 00:00:23,150 create extremes 9 00:00:23,275 --> 00:00:25,486 I wanted to make a movie 10 00:00:25,653 --> 00:00:27,863 I wanted to do everything 11 00:00:28,948 --> 00:00:30,449 Cheryl Nichols 12 00:00:32,076 --> 00:00:33,077 that person did 13 00:00:33,786 --> 00:00:35,746 'Why don't you go to the University of Utah?' 14 00:00:35,871 --> 00:00:37,790 'The acting curriculum is excellent' 15 00:00:37,873 --> 00:00:39,583 'I'm moving there' 16 00:00:44,338 --> 00:00:45,506 look at my teeth 17 00:00:46,090 --> 00:00:47,758 braces removed 18 00:00:48,300 --> 00:00:52,054 So, I went to the University of Utah. moving to utah 19 00:00:52,388 --> 00:00:55,140 - I went to school there. - I need to buy my camera 20 00:00:55,266 --> 00:00:57,434 go to utah Gotta take pictures of my teeth or something 21 00:00:58,143 --> 00:01:02,106 the couple lives moved to the basement 22 00:01:03,357 --> 00:01:09,989 a secret only we know 23 00:01:19,498 --> 00:01:23,335 My parents are both Worried about going out of Texas 24 00:01:23,460 --> 00:01:24,795 "University of Utah" 25 00:01:24,878 --> 00:01:26,922 but to my parents 26 00:01:27,006 --> 00:01:30,843 not living in a dorm In the basement of the theater teacher's house 27 00:01:30,926 --> 00:01:32,928 I said you can live 28 00:01:33,053 --> 00:01:34,346 my parents heard it 29 00:01:34,430 --> 00:01:37,099 people who are familiar with You thought you'd be by my side 30 00:01:39,143 --> 00:01:41,520 that person me I succeeded in grooming 31 00:01:41,603 --> 00:01:44,857 I'm no longer around I've reached the point where there's no one 32 00:01:45,065 --> 00:01:47,776 isolated and alone 33 00:01:47,901 --> 00:01:50,863 I owed him 34 00:01:50,946 --> 00:01:53,949 at least try to date I felt the need to show sincerity. 35 00:01:54,033 --> 00:01:57,619 without conditions 36 00:02:03,375 --> 00:02:07,171 The cellar was cold and dark 37 00:02:07,296 --> 00:02:08,881 it was like a prison 38 00:02:10,090 --> 00:02:14,428 I felt like I was a prisoner of someone 39 00:02:15,888 --> 00:02:17,765 slender at the top of the cellar 40 00:02:17,848 --> 00:02:20,768 If there were no windows it would be very dark 41 00:02:21,810 --> 00:02:26,315 The basement is where he spend most of the time 42 00:02:26,398 --> 00:02:27,941 I was across from the office. 43 00:02:30,194 --> 00:02:32,988 That's when we had sex for the first time 44 00:02:35,657 --> 00:02:37,785 give me advice I had no friends 45 00:02:37,910 --> 00:02:39,953 “This is strange, Cheryl.” 46 00:02:40,245 --> 00:02:42,164 'It's weird, it's not normal' 47 00:02:42,831 --> 00:02:44,792 "February 9, 2002" 48 00:02:44,917 --> 00:02:46,919 'I was a bit out of my mind' 49 00:02:47,044 --> 00:02:49,922 'My teacher often gets angry with me' 50 00:02:50,547 --> 00:02:53,550 'That I am not welcome There are times when I feel 51 00:02:53,634 --> 00:02:57,554 'I'm afraid I'll disturb the teacher' It was not easy to find' 52 00:02:58,806 --> 00:03:01,642 'Thoughts in my head I just can't pass it up' 53 00:03:01,725 --> 00:03:04,311 'In my heart, the teacher Even though she knows she loves me' 54 00:03:09,108 --> 00:03:12,027 "Dallas, Texas" 55 00:03:14,196 --> 00:03:17,783 this problem for a long time I was thinking about how to talk 56 00:03:18,450 --> 00:03:20,285 We were together until I was 22 57 00:03:20,494 --> 00:03:21,703 "Jenna Queen survivor, writer, lawyer" 58 00:03:21,870 --> 00:03:24,665 Grooming is what others see agreed upon 59 00:03:24,790 --> 00:03:26,834 led to a relationship 60 00:03:27,626 --> 00:03:30,421 So it was hard to go out 61 00:03:31,380 --> 00:03:34,675 Because I was involved in the relationship. 62 00:03:35,342 --> 00:03:37,553 There was a lot of criticism towards me 63 00:03:37,636 --> 00:03:40,180 I'm still criticized 64 00:03:40,264 --> 00:03:42,683 Yes, the nature of this crime is 65 00:03:43,142 --> 00:03:44,184 Because it's shame 66 00:03:44,852 --> 00:03:48,230 Many perpetrators are skilled at crime and 67 00:03:48,313 --> 00:03:50,441 that the victim voluntarily 68 00:03:50,524 --> 00:03:52,067 makes me think 69 00:03:52,192 --> 00:03:53,569 like you said 70 00:03:53,652 --> 00:03:57,197 getting to that point that's the purpose of the crime 71 00:03:57,823 --> 00:04:00,367 So serial criminals 72 00:04:00,451 --> 00:04:02,995 You see it often 73 00:04:03,078 --> 00:04:06,748 of child sex offenders The average number of victims is about 9 74 00:04:07,749 --> 00:04:10,419 But what's really interesting is Looking at several cases 75 00:04:10,502 --> 00:04:12,671 Survivors aren't the only ones groomed 76 00:04:12,754 --> 00:04:15,174 Survivors and those around them That I was groomed 77 00:04:15,340 --> 00:04:16,758 family, carers 78 00:04:16,842 --> 00:04:20,262 the youth and the child Also the people in charge 79 00:04:20,679 --> 00:04:24,057 more education around should be 80 00:04:24,183 --> 00:04:26,935 everyone in this conversation 81 00:04:27,144 --> 00:04:28,896 - Bring it in. - Yes 82 00:04:34,067 --> 00:04:36,987 "Cheryl is about her experiences with teachers. as an important person" 83 00:04:37,070 --> 00:04:39,865 "The teacher's ex-wife She contacted the theater teacher " 84 00:04:40,032 --> 00:04:41,909 "They met in 2021" 85 00:04:42,743 --> 00:04:45,245 "The theater teacher is in the documentary refused to participate." 86 00:04:45,370 --> 00:04:49,291 "After meeting in 2021, the two I didn't contact you" 87 00:04:51,335 --> 00:04:56,423 his wife She doesn't know when she found the message 88 00:04:56,632 --> 00:04:59,885 All I know is when the end of the year is over 89 00:05:00,052 --> 00:05:03,096 he to that person 90 00:05:03,180 --> 00:05:05,599 that person and me 91 00:05:05,974 --> 00:05:08,435 exchanged in high school 92 00:05:08,519 --> 00:05:11,063 collected all messages 93 00:05:11,438 --> 00:05:13,106 She showed me a book 94 00:05:13,941 --> 00:05:17,819 he to that person He threw the book and left 95 00:05:21,198 --> 00:05:25,577 Even after the divorce He went on to work as a high school teacher 96 00:05:26,828 --> 00:05:29,373 one day that person 97 00:05:29,540 --> 00:05:32,501 come to the house we share I said this 98 00:05:33,085 --> 00:05:36,421 'I got fired According to the principal' 99 00:05:36,547 --> 00:05:39,007 'Student and inappropriate It is said to establish an e-mail relationship' 100 00:05:39,508 --> 00:05:42,511 'Nothing happened It's just a big misunderstanding' 101 00:05:43,387 --> 00:05:45,597 i trusted him 102 00:05:48,058 --> 00:05:51,562 Enough to date another student 103 00:05:51,645 --> 00:05:53,438 I never thought you'd be stupid 104 00:05:53,981 --> 00:05:56,400 still i I thought it was special 105 00:05:57,818 --> 00:06:00,862 I thought I was an exception 106 00:06:01,280 --> 00:06:05,867 In my heart, this relationship and me I knew it wasn't normal 107 00:06:16,878 --> 00:06:22,467 Cracks appearing in college There were many moments when we started 108 00:06:24,344 --> 00:06:28,098 I'm moving to LA When you're not dating that person anymore 109 00:06:28,390 --> 00:06:32,394 that this relationship wasn't okay I started realizing 110 00:06:34,229 --> 00:06:35,856 What was really the turning point 111 00:06:37,107 --> 00:06:38,567 Little Elm's 112 00:06:39,484 --> 00:06:42,821 It was when a friend called 113 00:06:45,574 --> 00:06:46,992 I was talking to that friend 114 00:06:47,326 --> 00:06:49,870 relationship with that person for the first time 115 00:06:49,995 --> 00:06:52,706 I decided to be honest 116 00:06:53,999 --> 00:06:55,667 so i told my friend 117 00:06:55,876 --> 00:06:58,754 'I didn't tell anyone I want to talk' 118 00:06:59,212 --> 00:07:01,048 'It's a story about that person' 119 00:07:02,007 --> 00:07:06,845 'I dated him' 120 00:07:07,596 --> 00:07:09,598 'The relationship It started when I was in high school' 121 00:07:10,807 --> 00:07:13,018 'When I was 16' 122 00:07:14,770 --> 00:07:17,022 A friend said, 'me too' 123 00:07:22,611 --> 00:07:23,654 And… 124 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:40,921 sorry 125 00:07:46,968 --> 00:07:48,303 actually myself 126 00:07:48,470 --> 00:07:52,641 What I could see as a child 127 00:07:54,351 --> 00:07:55,394 That was the first time 128 00:08:01,441 --> 00:08:03,193 everything came in question 129 00:08:07,447 --> 00:08:11,368 That person is only like this to me I suddenly realized that it wasn't 130 00:08:11,451 --> 00:08:15,789 doing this to me He did this to other people too. 131 00:08:16,915 --> 00:08:20,752 when we were dating I remember when he got fired 132 00:08:20,836 --> 00:08:23,296 "Oh my God, Cheryl." 133 00:08:23,422 --> 00:08:27,426 Suddenly I I felt like an adult 134 00:08:29,678 --> 00:08:31,596 that person just He could have lived his own life 135 00:08:31,763 --> 00:08:34,516 I'm redefining myself 136 00:08:34,599 --> 00:08:36,893 I had to do hard work 137 00:08:38,687 --> 00:08:41,565 I spent my whole adolescence like that. 138 00:08:41,732 --> 00:08:44,776 when personality is formed flew like that 139 00:08:45,026 --> 00:08:46,570 can't get it back 140 00:09:10,469 --> 00:09:14,473 the latest events we Do you remember what we were looking at? 141 00:09:14,639 --> 00:09:18,602 A young woman named Heaven In 2016... 142 00:09:19,936 --> 00:09:22,022 denounced her teacher 143 00:09:22,522 --> 00:09:26,193 According to the news video, Florida State Teen filed a criminal case against her teacher 144 00:09:26,318 --> 00:09:28,820 But the lawsuit was postponed one after another. 145 00:09:29,154 --> 00:09:31,448 A former teacher with a minor student having sex 146 00:09:31,531 --> 00:09:33,700 a lawsuit against her allegations postponed again 147 00:09:33,867 --> 00:09:36,453 Jason Myers is Arrested more than 5 years ago 148 00:09:36,536 --> 00:09:38,789 He has not yet received a verdict 149 00:09:39,539 --> 00:09:41,500 If someone steps forward and complains 150 00:09:41,583 --> 00:09:43,960 The whole world must go crazy 151 00:09:44,044 --> 00:09:46,546 you know what i mean Nonsense 152 00:09:46,630 --> 00:09:49,090 Yes, but in this story What's really unbelievable is 153 00:09:49,174 --> 00:09:52,719 victim's teacher Jason Myers 154 00:09:52,928 --> 00:09:56,431 on the same charge You've been accused by several people 155 00:09:56,556 --> 00:10:00,727 I wonder why the trial is postponed 156 00:10:01,478 --> 00:10:02,979 Now scheduled for July 157 00:10:03,104 --> 00:10:04,356 - yes - Will there be a trial? 158 00:10:05,774 --> 00:10:07,067 I don't know 159 00:10:07,150 --> 00:10:10,320 Let's get in touch with the victim 160 00:10:19,204 --> 00:10:20,330 Hello, can you hear me? 161 00:10:20,872 --> 00:10:23,708 Yes, it's nice to meet you like this 162 00:10:23,792 --> 00:10:25,669 I will, how are you feeling? 163 00:10:26,711 --> 00:10:28,672 "Heaven Rubin" 164 00:10:28,797 --> 00:10:29,923 It's a bit overwhelming 165 00:10:32,384 --> 00:10:34,177 yes, it's a little hard 166 00:10:34,469 --> 00:10:38,056 you've gotten through the legal system 167 00:10:38,181 --> 00:10:39,850 i want to hear the story 168 00:10:40,433 --> 00:10:43,687 How did you decide to prosecute? 169 00:10:43,770 --> 00:10:46,398 How did you decide to do this? 170 00:10:47,315 --> 00:10:48,775 that's it 171 00:10:49,359 --> 00:10:52,737 There weren't many choices 172 00:10:53,071 --> 00:10:56,700 When I was 17 my parents You made that decision. 173 00:10:57,367 --> 00:11:01,788 Called to talk to the police 174 00:11:02,163 --> 00:11:05,834 that Myers was arrested that night I found out the next day 175 00:11:06,459 --> 00:11:09,296 from parental choice with your choice 176 00:11:09,421 --> 00:11:12,841 Were there any points that changed? 177 00:11:13,884 --> 00:11:14,968 of course 178 00:11:15,886 --> 00:11:19,890 I feel like I've lost a lot 179 00:11:19,973 --> 00:11:21,308 what i lost 180 00:11:22,767 --> 00:11:27,147 normal high school life had a lot of friends 181 00:11:27,814 --> 00:11:32,986 The defendant's lawyer in the news I heard you talking 182 00:11:33,069 --> 00:11:34,946 all made up by me 183 00:11:35,030 --> 00:11:38,950 for the wrong reasons He said he was doing this 184 00:11:39,409 --> 00:11:40,994 I couldn't stand it 185 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:45,290 the progress of this I couldn't leave it alone 186 00:11:45,415 --> 00:11:48,209 'I'm doing this how to end' 187 00:11:48,877 --> 00:11:52,339 'How can I move on? you can't command' 188 00:11:53,632 --> 00:11:57,010 If I drop the charges I thought I would go back to teaching. 189 00:11:57,636 --> 00:12:00,388 I'll have to do it at some point I've decided 190 00:12:01,014 --> 00:12:05,977 'Cause it's been my life I will do my best' 191 00:12:07,103 --> 00:12:08,855 that's why i came here 192 00:12:09,189 --> 00:12:12,275 We have so many similarities 193 00:12:12,859 --> 00:12:14,277 - yes that's right - Yes 194 00:12:14,736 --> 00:12:18,865 if you don't mind Make an appointment and see you 195 00:12:19,366 --> 00:12:21,034 - Yes, fine. - I know 196 00:12:21,117 --> 00:12:23,036 I look forward to the day we actually meet 197 00:12:29,584 --> 00:12:31,711 "Seattle, Washington" 198 00:12:31,836 --> 00:12:32,963 That's right, Coda. 199 00:12:35,924 --> 00:12:36,925 Be good 200 00:12:37,759 --> 00:12:38,802 Did you take good care of the coda? 201 00:12:38,885 --> 00:12:40,220 - yes - great 202 00:12:45,016 --> 00:12:46,267 Factory 2, right? 203 00:12:46,643 --> 00:12:47,644 yes 204 00:12:49,020 --> 00:12:50,021 ok, nice 205 00:12:50,105 --> 00:12:52,023 I feel like I don't have a choice 206 00:12:52,816 --> 00:12:54,067 I am… 207 00:12:55,694 --> 00:12:59,030 how I don't know if people will listen 208 00:13:00,198 --> 00:13:04,744 I got to film this I feel scared and weak 209 00:13:06,246 --> 00:13:07,831 I'm glad you did it though 210 00:13:08,707 --> 00:13:09,749 walk carefully 211 00:13:12,293 --> 00:13:13,712 I'm 17 212 00:13:14,421 --> 00:13:18,967 English teacher Jason Myers I was abused 213 00:13:20,343 --> 00:13:25,473 To Jason Myers in 2016 Criminal charges have been filed 214 00:13:25,890 --> 00:13:28,268 "high school teacher Arrested for molesting students 215 00:13:28,435 --> 00:13:31,104 I didn't go to trial. The defendant's strategy 216 00:13:31,187 --> 00:13:33,398 until i give up 217 00:13:33,940 --> 00:13:35,233 it was procrastinating 218 00:13:36,568 --> 00:13:38,194 if i give up 219 00:13:40,280 --> 00:13:41,740 The case can't come true 220 00:13:44,325 --> 00:13:47,162 until you go to college I've been living in Miami all along 221 00:13:48,371 --> 00:13:49,873 I grew up in Cutler Bay 222 00:13:50,373 --> 00:13:53,668 It's a working-class city in Miami. 223 00:13:54,627 --> 00:13:56,087 childhood was fantastic 224 00:13:56,171 --> 00:13:59,340 always go outside There were things to look for and explore 225 00:14:00,508 --> 00:14:03,803 For a while it was like heaven 226 00:14:04,596 --> 00:14:08,391 I have so many good memories with my family. 227 00:14:08,516 --> 00:14:10,769 I was especially close with my grandmother. 228 00:14:15,148 --> 00:14:18,526 with this 229 00:14:19,486 --> 00:14:22,697 This is a picture of my grandmother 230 00:14:23,615 --> 00:14:26,493 grandma and her grandpa 231 00:14:27,243 --> 00:14:30,580 When I was 13 or 14 232 00:14:30,747 --> 00:14:33,333 I came to Miami from Cuba. 233 00:14:33,958 --> 00:14:36,878 her grandmother when i was 8 years old she passed away 234 00:14:37,212 --> 00:14:40,131 Until then, I spend most of my time 235 00:14:40,256 --> 00:14:42,717 The sender was my grandmother 236 00:14:43,593 --> 00:14:46,763 we listen to music I cooked all day 237 00:14:46,888 --> 00:14:48,515 her grandmother and me alone 238 00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:52,977 Grandma's one bedroom house I sang and danced 239 00:14:54,562 --> 00:14:55,688 miss her grandma 240 00:14:57,440 --> 00:14:59,776 since her grandmother passed away 241 00:15:00,944 --> 00:15:02,821 She got really close to her dad 242 00:15:04,405 --> 00:15:07,450 Dad always said so 243 00:15:08,660 --> 00:15:12,664 'The right thing isn't always easy always right' 244 00:15:14,207 --> 00:15:16,376 I guess this is what it is 245 00:15:19,045 --> 00:15:22,173 in the course of a criminal case investigation 246 00:15:22,632 --> 00:15:24,259 "Shocked by sex and abuse scandals Miami Schools" 247 00:15:24,342 --> 00:15:26,970 only one problem I found out it's not 248 00:15:27,220 --> 00:15:28,304 "Student: teacher I thought she was in love" 249 00:15:28,429 --> 00:15:30,557 It wasn't even a matter of two or three people. 250 00:15:30,765 --> 00:15:31,975 "Student accuses teacher of sexual assault" 251 00:15:32,100 --> 00:15:33,852 It was a system problem. 252 00:15:33,935 --> 00:15:35,562 "Sexual abuse cases against students Teachers charged" 253 00:15:37,856 --> 00:15:40,108 I want you to take responsibility 254 00:15:41,234 --> 00:15:43,319 If you sue the school board 255 00:15:43,486 --> 00:15:45,530 "U.S. District Court Summons Civil Action" 256 00:15:45,655 --> 00:15:46,906 will cause good trouble 257 00:15:47,490 --> 00:15:48,992 then go to court 258 00:15:49,617 --> 00:15:52,787 people see I thought I could expose them all 259 00:15:53,830 --> 00:15:57,208 Then in this case people who contributed 260 00:15:57,917 --> 00:15:59,961 There will be nowhere to hide 261 00:16:25,111 --> 00:16:28,781 "Miami Dade, Florida" 262 00:16:28,865 --> 00:16:30,825 I'm preparing for trial 263 00:16:30,909 --> 00:16:35,955 because of a criminal court case I had to go from Seattle to Miami 264 00:16:36,289 --> 00:16:39,584 It was decided in advance by the judge. 265 00:16:41,586 --> 00:16:43,755 interfere with my life 266 00:16:44,380 --> 00:16:48,968 I need to set a vacation date I need to add new people to my team. 267 00:16:49,052 --> 00:16:51,512 whatever everyone needs from me I promise to help 268 00:16:51,596 --> 00:16:55,850 If I prepare at best, the trial won't open. need to start over 269 00:17:03,149 --> 00:17:05,193 Palmetto is in Pinecrest 270 00:17:05,443 --> 00:17:09,948 Pinecrest is located in Miami. It's a very rich town 271 00:17:10,865 --> 00:17:12,909 on million dollar houses 272 00:17:13,451 --> 00:17:16,454 It's the kind of town where everyone drives a Benz. 273 00:17:16,829 --> 00:17:19,666 My original school 274 00:17:20,458 --> 00:17:22,126 Because it's a low school 275 00:17:23,169 --> 00:17:25,964 mother at the time course was in progress 276 00:17:26,089 --> 00:17:27,757 Miami Palmetto Senior School 277 00:17:27,924 --> 00:17:29,676 had to transfer me 278 00:17:29,801 --> 00:17:32,095 "Miami Palmetto Senior High School" 279 00:17:32,220 --> 00:17:35,014 This is Pinecrest Gardens. 280 00:17:35,848 --> 00:17:37,392 here before 281 00:17:38,768 --> 00:17:40,395 I used to spend the night reading poetry 282 00:17:42,480 --> 00:17:45,149 Among them was an audience full of 283 00:17:46,651 --> 00:17:48,861 There were times 284 00:17:51,030 --> 00:17:55,243 I'm a freshman When I started attending Palmetto High 285 00:17:55,743 --> 00:17:58,579 Myers taught 9th grade English. I was teaching 286 00:17:59,205 --> 00:18:01,040 His wife goes to the same school I worked as a teacher 287 00:18:01,207 --> 00:18:03,793 She was my ninth grade English teacher 288 00:18:06,671 --> 00:18:09,048 At night she reads the exhibition she started to go 289 00:18:09,549 --> 00:18:12,719 Mr. Myers She hosted a poetry reading night 290 00:18:18,683 --> 00:18:22,270 She was most vulnerable when she was here 291 00:18:22,353 --> 00:18:23,354 "Pinecrest Gardens" 292 00:18:23,438 --> 00:18:26,566 I feel safe here She read Jesse 293 00:18:27,317 --> 00:18:31,070 I know now At the time, Myers 294 00:18:31,154 --> 00:18:34,407 listen to what i have to say 295 00:18:35,366 --> 00:18:39,579 looking at my point You can target me 296 00:18:39,662 --> 00:18:41,581 that I was thinking 297 00:18:43,207 --> 00:18:46,461 I was listening differently than others 298 00:18:49,839 --> 00:18:52,800 Myers then told me told him to come to his class 299 00:18:52,884 --> 00:18:57,180 It's a disgusting memory to me remain 300 00:19:00,308 --> 00:19:01,976 yes, it feels different 301 00:19:10,151 --> 00:19:11,903 It's really hard to come back home 302 00:19:22,372 --> 00:19:25,708 On the night I read poetry read poetry and sang songs 303 00:19:26,876 --> 00:19:29,045 at the end of 11th grade 304 00:19:29,754 --> 00:19:32,215 Myers came to me he said this 305 00:19:32,298 --> 00:19:35,343 'You're taking my creative writing class. I'd love to hear it' 306 00:19:36,052 --> 00:19:38,846 I responded positively 307 00:19:39,097 --> 00:19:41,349 I loved writing 308 00:19:41,557 --> 00:19:44,977 Everyone complains about being a strict teacher Mr. Myers 309 00:19:45,061 --> 00:19:47,438 Do you want her to take her self class I thought I was a great writer 310 00:19:49,357 --> 00:19:51,109 I was excited but I said 311 00:19:51,275 --> 00:19:53,945 'Documents specifying elective courses I already paid' 312 00:19:54,028 --> 00:19:56,322 'In the teacher's class I don't know if I can be assigned' 313 00:19:56,406 --> 00:19:58,074 'Creative arts class' I didn't apply' 314 00:20:01,119 --> 00:20:03,287 Myers told my counselor by mail 315 00:20:03,704 --> 00:20:05,832 with her self class requested to change 316 00:20:06,082 --> 00:20:11,045 A few days later I met Myers' Department of Creative Writing 317 00:20:11,212 --> 00:20:14,424 advanced English literature class I changed my subject 318 00:20:16,300 --> 00:20:19,846 Who knows Myers' nature I thought there was no one 319 00:20:20,012 --> 00:20:25,726 Everyone can't be Myers I said it was strict, but I thought differently. 320 00:20:25,852 --> 00:20:27,437 'Dear Mr. Myers You have to give it a chance' 321 00:20:27,603 --> 00:20:29,814 'He's a good caring person' 322 00:20:31,065 --> 00:20:35,820 Criticism of teachers I didn't pay attention 323 00:20:38,197 --> 00:20:42,869 go to me in the past I want to tell you to run away 324 00:20:46,372 --> 00:20:50,626 "Los Angeles, California" 325 00:20:53,296 --> 00:20:55,673 starting this documentary 326 00:20:55,965 --> 00:21:00,094 The teacher is from Utah I remembered that I was fired 327 00:21:01,345 --> 00:21:05,349 Perpetrators who are not stopped That you continue to do harm 328 00:21:05,641 --> 00:21:06,893 I realized 329 00:21:08,436 --> 00:21:12,064 I found the victim and contacted him. 330 00:21:12,148 --> 00:21:15,943 Indeed, that person Through the e-mail you wrote when dating me 331 00:21:16,110 --> 00:21:20,948 similar grooming I was writing 332 00:21:21,115 --> 00:21:23,451 In fact, the content of the email was almost the same. 333 00:21:26,204 --> 00:21:28,706 'Hi, first of all' 334 00:21:28,873 --> 00:21:31,542 'Something about You can release me as much as you like' 335 00:21:31,626 --> 00:21:33,044 'Hi, first of all'? 336 00:21:33,169 --> 00:21:34,587 'Hi, first of all' 337 00:21:35,713 --> 00:21:37,757 why are you writing to yourself Are you afraid? 338 00:21:39,759 --> 00:21:41,093 Same 339 00:21:42,178 --> 00:21:43,763 'I've been talking a lot about myself' 340 00:21:43,888 --> 00:21:47,308 'How was your prom? Did you dance and laugh?' 341 00:21:47,433 --> 00:21:50,520 'Did you do your hair well? Did anyone try to kiss you?' 342 00:21:50,686 --> 00:21:53,105 'Did you hit or avoid anyone?' 343 00:21:53,189 --> 00:21:55,816 'Or did you just kiss me? let me know!' 344 00:21:56,817 --> 00:21:59,278 'I want to see you tomorrow' 345 00:21:59,445 --> 00:22:02,073 'I want you to be happy I hope you had a good weekend' 346 00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:03,616 'Bye' 347 00:22:05,576 --> 00:22:10,039 to the victim I see you said almost the same thing 348 00:22:10,122 --> 00:22:13,459 this relationship It's not something I participated in. 349 00:22:13,626 --> 00:22:15,378 that it happened to me I'm sure 350 00:22:16,546 --> 00:22:19,423 one of his tricks 351 00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:25,638 how to be your lover so that I can teach 352 00:22:25,721 --> 00:22:27,390 I'm giving advice to love relationships 353 00:22:29,183 --> 00:22:33,646 'Yeah, that's right. Men like juniors' 354 00:22:33,729 --> 00:22:36,941 'But who's to blame? It's all good posture' 355 00:22:37,108 --> 00:22:40,027 'feeling, sight, movement' 356 00:22:40,194 --> 00:22:43,489 'If a woman likes it You look more sexy' 357 00:22:43,823 --> 00:22:48,077 'But poor you I'll only enjoy it for about two minutes' 358 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:51,664 'When a man is infatuated I can't last that long' 359 00:22:54,250 --> 00:22:56,002 'See you at school tomorrow' 360 00:22:56,168 --> 00:22:58,129 'See you at school' 361 00:23:02,466 --> 00:23:05,011 The unfortunate thing is 362 00:23:05,511 --> 00:23:08,472 Where to stop in Little Elm It was work... 363 00:23:12,018 --> 00:23:13,019 that it didn't 364 00:23:15,146 --> 00:23:18,399 There was a system that allowed this to happen. 365 00:23:18,941 --> 00:23:21,694 The teacher left Little Elm 366 00:23:22,278 --> 00:23:26,282 going to another school There was a system that did not prevent 367 00:23:26,782 --> 00:23:29,160 that person Every moment I could have stopped 368 00:23:29,243 --> 00:23:31,329 Someone chose the easy way 369 00:23:31,495 --> 00:23:32,830 It was just passing 370 00:23:33,247 --> 00:23:36,584 that's the problem In the system, these people 371 00:23:36,667 --> 00:23:39,920 I don't have the courage to take responsibility 372 00:23:40,546 --> 00:23:45,468 how this happens to understand 373 00:23:46,093 --> 00:23:50,097 from there I thought you should start 374 00:23:54,310 --> 00:23:57,188 “The next scene is Heaven Rubin and accusers said" 375 00:23:57,355 --> 00:24:00,274 "Jason Myers' dealing with allegations of abuse" 376 00:24:00,358 --> 00:24:03,569 "Florida is against Myers. filed a criminal case" 377 00:24:03,653 --> 00:24:05,780 "At the time of making this episode, Myers said" 378 00:24:05,863 --> 00:24:09,241 "I haven't been convicted yet. denied all charges." 379 00:24:13,162 --> 00:24:14,914 'He was my English teacher' 380 00:24:15,081 --> 00:24:18,250 'The kids go out for lunch 'He was a cool teacher' 381 00:24:18,668 --> 00:24:22,672 'It turned out that I was dating a student. The teacher quit' 382 00:24:24,507 --> 00:24:27,593 'In the classroom during class Caught raping a schoolgirl 383 00:24:27,968 --> 00:24:29,178 'The victim was 15 years old' 384 00:24:29,512 --> 00:24:32,556 'The perpetrators will not be punished I left at the end of the year' 385 00:24:34,767 --> 00:24:36,310 'Feeding the kids drinking' 386 00:24:36,477 --> 00:24:39,605 'Only after kissing a 16-year-old I'm fired' 387 00:24:39,772 --> 00:24:43,401 'I was quietly fired There was no police or anything.” 388 00:24:48,406 --> 00:24:52,076 When Cheryl and I started making I didn't know how deep it was 389 00:24:53,369 --> 00:24:57,039 someone in his high school 390 00:24:57,456 --> 00:24:59,542 report the teacher 391 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,502 that person is unstoppable 392 00:25:02,211 --> 00:25:05,131 other victims in other states grooming 393 00:25:06,340 --> 00:25:08,092 after doing a few searches on google 394 00:25:08,259 --> 00:25:12,930 Cheryl and I on 'passing the trash' Found a huge amount of information 395 00:25:14,265 --> 00:25:15,307 'Garbage Passing' 396 00:25:15,766 --> 00:25:19,687 perpetrator teacher to get out of the judicial system 397 00:25:19,812 --> 00:25:21,480 "With the school's 'passing the garbage' Children at Risk" 398 00:25:21,605 --> 00:25:24,525 school management I mean custom 399 00:25:24,650 --> 00:25:26,819 “Teachers who sexually abused students still working in teaching" 400 00:25:26,902 --> 00:25:28,821 “I resigned amidst allegations, Teachers who escape the law 401 00:25:28,904 --> 00:25:31,198 Management easily gave resignation Teacher avoids punishment 402 00:25:31,282 --> 00:25:32,992 go to the next school do the same thing again 403 00:25:33,075 --> 00:25:34,702 "I thought I'd stop now" 404 00:25:34,785 --> 00:25:37,288 in the catholic church It's like what's happening 405 00:25:37,455 --> 00:25:39,957 Passing priests from parish to parish 406 00:25:40,666 --> 00:25:45,087 According to statistics The teacher must pass three times 407 00:25:45,254 --> 00:25:48,215 reported and arrested 408 00:25:50,176 --> 00:25:52,762 Looking at the case of Heaven Rubin 409 00:25:52,928 --> 00:25:56,474 About Jason Myers I started watching news videos. 410 00:25:56,849 --> 00:26:01,479 Reports of Myers' arrest It was mainly the reaction of the people. 411 00:26:01,645 --> 00:26:04,190 Worrying residents tonight about the shocking allegations 412 00:26:04,356 --> 00:26:05,858 I would like to publicize 413 00:26:06,025 --> 00:26:07,359 Palmettogo is in shock 414 00:26:07,443 --> 00:26:08,444 "police" 415 00:26:08,569 --> 00:26:10,321 According to several students 416 00:26:10,446 --> 00:26:13,240 Myers is popular He is said to have been a good teacher 417 00:26:13,324 --> 00:26:14,241 "Pinecrest" 418 00:26:14,366 --> 00:26:16,744 His arrest surprised even his parents. 419 00:26:16,827 --> 00:26:18,078 "The teacher in question" 420 00:26:18,537 --> 00:26:19,789 hello terry 421 00:26:20,456 --> 00:26:21,707 hello cheryl 422 00:26:21,791 --> 00:26:23,292 "Terry Miller, social activist President of Teacher Sexual Crime Prevention Association" 423 00:26:23,375 --> 00:26:27,463 Terry, do you know about the Heaven Rubin case? 424 00:26:27,880 --> 00:26:28,881 Yes 425 00:26:29,590 --> 00:26:32,843 Articles related to this case I read a lot 426 00:26:33,010 --> 00:26:35,805 basically the same content 427 00:26:35,971 --> 00:26:38,432 a teacher for many years 428 00:26:38,599 --> 00:26:42,937 against students It is acceptable to commit a crime 429 00:26:43,103 --> 00:26:46,440 Unsanctioned and unknown 430 00:26:46,607 --> 00:26:49,068 there are more victims 431 00:26:50,194 --> 00:26:51,821 this is the problem 432 00:26:52,321 --> 00:26:55,658 passing the garbage I know since 1995 433 00:26:55,741 --> 00:26:59,078 It's a practice I've been trying to stop. 434 00:26:59,620 --> 00:27:02,373 Essentially, perpetrators of child sex crimes 435 00:27:02,915 --> 00:27:05,084 It's an act of abetting 436 00:27:08,921 --> 00:27:12,925 Jason Myers for 9 years Attended Club High School 437 00:27:13,759 --> 00:27:14,969 he was highly regarded 438 00:27:15,094 --> 00:27:16,220 "Tom James Former public school teacher" 439 00:27:16,303 --> 00:27:19,431 He was in charge of the literature club. 440 00:27:19,598 --> 00:27:20,599 "Literary Creation" 441 00:27:20,683 --> 00:27:24,019 at the club level to New York and Washington, etc. 442 00:27:24,186 --> 00:27:25,980 I went on a field trip 443 00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:30,150 Myers I could act as a guardian 444 00:27:31,652 --> 00:27:33,654 perpetrator 445 00:27:33,779 --> 00:27:37,700 If you are the head of the school very common 446 00:27:38,158 --> 00:27:41,495 award winning Also a teacher or coach 447 00:27:41,954 --> 00:27:46,667 But who knows the ugly side only victims 448 00:27:48,085 --> 00:27:51,171 When I met Heaven 449 00:27:51,380 --> 00:27:52,715 "Mark A. Schweikert Heaven Rubin's Attorney" 450 00:27:52,798 --> 00:27:54,925 I like Myers Groomed And Sexually Abused 451 00:27:55,009 --> 00:27:57,094 Heaven's former classmates I was defending 452 00:27:58,053 --> 00:28:00,681 Before committing a crime against Heaven 453 00:28:00,806 --> 00:28:01,765 "Language subject" 454 00:28:01,891 --> 00:28:04,310 Jason Myers is Hired as a teacher at Club High School 455 00:28:04,476 --> 00:28:06,562 start investigating 456 00:28:06,687 --> 00:28:08,939 The result of finding out one by one 457 00:28:09,315 --> 00:28:11,317 He started hurting early 458 00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:12,401 "Club Senior High School" 459 00:28:12,484 --> 00:28:14,403 “Writing teachers work with students have sex" 460 00:28:14,612 --> 00:28:17,781 An email came from the principal 461 00:28:18,198 --> 00:28:19,742 what happened It was what was happening. 462 00:28:19,825 --> 00:28:21,493 "We should have taken precautionary measures" 463 00:28:24,663 --> 00:28:27,333 who sent the mail to the school 464 00:28:27,499 --> 00:28:29,960 Who is the best before students graduate? Can I have sex with many girls? 465 00:28:30,127 --> 00:28:34,548 There are competing teachers. I wrote that I heard a rumor 466 00:28:35,466 --> 00:28:39,553 September 2008 Notified to the School Board 467 00:28:40,220 --> 00:28:44,183 and in 2010 Another victim's friend 468 00:28:44,433 --> 00:28:46,518 go to sympathy 469 00:28:46,894 --> 00:28:50,689 I said this “Sir, Miss Myers.” 470 00:28:51,106 --> 00:28:54,151 'At school picnics I had sex with my classmate' 471 00:28:54,568 --> 00:28:57,696 who they interviewed It was Jason Myers. 472 00:28:57,780 --> 00:28:59,448 "Help Stop Child Abuse" 473 00:28:59,531 --> 00:29:03,494 child abuse and in connection with neglect 474 00:29:03,661 --> 00:29:06,205 There are mandatory reporting laws 475 00:29:06,372 --> 00:29:10,584 if you have any doubts According to the Reporting Obligation Act 476 00:29:10,668 --> 00:29:12,711 Is there a need to report it? 477 00:29:13,128 --> 00:29:15,422 That's right, but they don't report it 478 00:29:15,714 --> 00:29:20,928 95% of educator sex offenses 479 00:29:21,095 --> 00:29:24,556 contrary to the principle Not reported to law enforcement 480 00:29:25,307 --> 00:29:28,018 school leaders and perpetrators 481 00:29:28,435 --> 00:29:32,564 It means you succeed in getting out. 482 00:29:35,359 --> 00:29:36,819 But I have a question 483 00:29:36,986 --> 00:29:41,448 why myers You were allowed to transfer to Palmetto, right? 484 00:29:41,615 --> 00:29:45,786 Palmetto's female students You continued to have sex 485 00:29:45,911 --> 00:29:47,037 "Transfer Type: Resource" 486 00:29:47,204 --> 00:29:48,914 Myers was allowed a transfer. 487 00:29:49,123 --> 00:29:50,124 "Request for Transfer" 488 00:29:50,249 --> 00:29:51,875 Superintendent Alberto Carvalho 489 00:29:52,084 --> 00:29:56,130 Myers can transfer 490 00:29:56,296 --> 00:30:00,175 Although he did not directly declare 491 00:30:00,259 --> 00:30:02,219 District personnel transfer department 492 00:30:02,344 --> 00:30:05,389 Recommended for transfer approval 493 00:30:05,556 --> 00:30:09,643 Carvalho did a good job as superintendent, but money was the problem 494 00:30:09,810 --> 00:30:14,106 nothing bad happens school system 495 00:30:14,481 --> 00:30:19,111 to the state or federal government can get more money 496 00:30:19,611 --> 00:30:22,239 People who worked in the district 497 00:30:22,364 --> 00:30:24,241 call me mafia 498 00:30:24,992 --> 00:30:29,413 Miami Dade County Public Schools I hate snitches 499 00:30:29,580 --> 00:30:32,541 'Be silent If you don't want to be cut off, stay away' 500 00:30:32,624 --> 00:30:33,625 "Arrest of 3 Teachers in Florida" 501 00:30:33,709 --> 00:30:35,461 "Millions of dollars lost in sexual abuse" Miami Dade Public Schools" 502 00:30:35,544 --> 00:30:37,254 From superintendent to school board 503 00:30:37,379 --> 00:30:39,798 including the principals involved. It was a school failure 504 00:30:40,340 --> 00:30:41,508 "Miami Palmetto High School" 505 00:30:41,675 --> 00:30:44,970 Jason Myers is at Palmetto High School 506 00:30:45,137 --> 00:30:46,513 I taught creative writing and English. 507 00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:49,141 It was Heaven's school. 508 00:30:50,059 --> 00:30:53,062 how to risk 509 00:30:53,187 --> 00:30:57,066 have no idea Can you take a stand? 510 00:30:57,649 --> 00:31:00,152 Self, teachers, and management underage female students 511 00:31:00,319 --> 00:31:03,906 "Jason's Women" while calling 512 00:31:04,031 --> 00:31:06,408 "Jason's Girls: Palmetto High School Teacher Accused of a series of sexual relations" 513 00:31:06,533 --> 00:31:09,286 The system is broken and must change 514 00:31:09,661 --> 00:31:13,957 Heaven and I It's something we've agreed to from day one. 515 00:31:14,124 --> 00:31:16,460 If we're going to make a difference 516 00:31:17,211 --> 00:31:19,296 no matter how small or how big 517 00:31:19,505 --> 00:31:23,425 We have to hold people accountable that's what we set out to do 518 00:31:47,825 --> 00:31:51,787 "Los Angeles, California" 519 00:31:52,579 --> 00:31:55,040 looking at my expression You might think I'm crazy 520 00:31:55,124 --> 00:31:58,794 looking at you how much you I'm thinking if I'm brave 521 00:31:58,877 --> 00:32:03,048 about what you've been through How clearly do you express it? 522 00:32:03,257 --> 00:32:07,469 What happened to me when I was 23 523 00:32:07,553 --> 00:32:10,931 I couldn't express myself clearly 524 00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:13,267 Even if everything is in front of you 525 00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:15,310 It's hard to accept 526 00:32:15,394 --> 00:32:17,604 Even if you understand the truth 527 00:32:17,771 --> 00:32:20,482 that it's true I don't want to accept 528 00:32:21,817 --> 00:32:24,945 During the first three years of criminal proceedings 529 00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:28,031 10 to 13 people I found another victim 530 00:32:28,198 --> 00:32:30,951 about the new victim every time you find out 531 00:32:31,076 --> 00:32:33,036 I got angry right away 532 00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:34,580 I thought like this 533 00:32:34,913 --> 00:32:37,040 'If you said something years ago' 534 00:32:37,124 --> 00:32:38,959 'I wouldn't have been like this' 535 00:32:39,042 --> 00:32:42,379 But if it was I must have been through what I've been through 536 00:32:42,546 --> 00:32:45,174 Neither way is good 537 00:32:45,340 --> 00:32:48,427 because of the structure of the system 538 00:32:48,510 --> 00:32:50,679 There's no such thing as a good choice 539 00:32:50,846 --> 00:32:52,848 rather than protecting the victim. 540 00:32:53,015 --> 00:32:58,061 system to protect offenders 541 00:32:59,605 --> 00:33:01,398 I think it has more 542 00:33:01,565 --> 00:33:05,611 keep this a secret by not speaking 543 00:33:05,777 --> 00:33:08,488 let the perpetrators fly seemed to let go 544 00:33:08,655 --> 00:33:10,449 perpetrators in the news You can say whatever you want 545 00:33:10,532 --> 00:33:12,159 for that matter You can say whatever you want 546 00:33:13,076 --> 00:33:15,120 that I graduated early he mentioned 547 00:33:15,287 --> 00:33:17,664 'He can't be depressed' 548 00:33:17,831 --> 00:33:19,625 'Because I graduated early' 549 00:33:19,791 --> 00:33:23,462 'I can get a job. There is no sign of anxiety.” 550 00:33:24,213 --> 00:33:25,756 Thought I should be perfect 551 00:33:25,923 --> 00:33:28,342 Even perfect... 552 00:33:30,260 --> 00:33:33,305 will be used to harm me 553 00:33:34,264 --> 00:33:36,475 this issue is not talked about 554 00:33:36,642 --> 00:33:41,021 Even if it becomes a story than actually experiencing it. 555 00:33:41,188 --> 00:33:45,901 than the result of an abused experience. much more romantic 556 00:33:46,068 --> 00:33:48,278 I can hear the story 557 00:33:48,946 --> 00:33:51,698 young girls seen as dangerous 558 00:33:51,782 --> 00:33:54,243 I think there are eyes 559 00:33:55,285 --> 00:33:57,537 because of that gaze we have young girls 560 00:33:57,621 --> 00:34:00,374 There are times when it is difficult to see as a child 561 00:34:00,874 --> 00:34:02,960 - Yes - Because it's sexualized. 562 00:34:03,543 --> 00:34:07,798 That's the relationship between students and teachers Influences romanticization 563 00:34:07,881 --> 00:34:11,760 Because, so... 564 00:34:11,927 --> 00:34:13,845 What are taboos and selections? 565 00:34:14,638 --> 00:34:18,308 much larger cultural issues. I want to take a look 566 00:34:19,017 --> 00:34:20,227 It's good 567 00:34:20,394 --> 00:34:22,396 Because there are many sides to the problem. 568 00:34:26,233 --> 00:34:29,361 "New York, New York" 569 00:34:36,994 --> 00:34:41,373 "Allison Wood, writer Leading a Women's Writing Workshop" 570 00:34:41,832 --> 00:34:44,251 "Today's young women cultural pressures that affect 571 00:34:44,418 --> 00:34:47,254 “To discuss with the students I invited Cheryl." 572 00:34:47,379 --> 00:34:49,214 That's what matters 573 00:34:49,381 --> 00:34:51,633 Thanks, Garcia, and... 574 00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:53,677 Hello, I'm Cheryl. 575 00:34:55,012 --> 00:34:56,680 Cheryl sneaks in 576 00:34:57,264 --> 00:35:00,058 It's a topic I'm talking about in my class. 577 00:35:00,225 --> 00:35:02,644 culturally, female youth to sexualize 578 00:35:02,769 --> 00:35:04,354 "Alison Wood Author of "Lolita's Life" 579 00:35:04,479 --> 00:35:05,564 I can't deny 580 00:35:06,064 --> 00:35:08,525 in the world around you 581 00:35:08,692 --> 00:35:12,362 to see this happening how do you see 582 00:35:13,864 --> 00:35:17,659 Being a young, sexualized girl consider it a serious matter 583 00:35:17,826 --> 00:35:21,621 So is the media many celebrities 584 00:35:21,705 --> 00:35:24,374 all famous women 585 00:35:24,541 --> 00:35:27,878 When I was 16 or 17 I need to start a career 586 00:35:28,962 --> 00:35:33,008 A little girl in the media I see it getting sexualized too often 587 00:35:33,675 --> 00:35:38,180 The moment I cease to be a teenager I felt like I was done 588 00:35:39,931 --> 00:35:43,101 Expressing a woman's sexual side 589 00:35:43,226 --> 00:35:46,229 The concept of a man has always existed 590 00:35:46,813 --> 00:35:48,690 the concept of a child 591 00:35:48,774 --> 00:35:50,901 As 'a person who can be tamed' It seems to be defined 592 00:35:51,693 --> 00:35:53,528 about children and women 593 00:35:53,695 --> 00:35:56,907 To fantasize in this way It can't be a good thing 594 00:36:00,452 --> 00:36:03,413 The #MeToo movement empowers us I think you gave me a language 595 00:36:05,332 --> 00:36:07,626 with the new generation of young girls 596 00:36:07,751 --> 00:36:09,211 women in their 20s 597 00:36:09,378 --> 00:36:14,007 not just who you are the freedom to be whoever you want to be 598 00:36:14,091 --> 00:36:16,343 i know better 599 00:36:16,802 --> 00:36:21,431 so i want to control them You become stronger than others 600 00:36:27,562 --> 00:36:29,523 - What picture is this? - It's my picture. 601 00:36:29,606 --> 00:36:32,692 At my high school prom with my mom 602 00:36:33,235 --> 00:36:35,821 It's like cutting a cake 603 00:36:37,030 --> 00:36:41,076 The first time I slept with my teacher a day ago 604 00:36:43,203 --> 00:36:45,956 - I was a kid. - I mean. 605 00:36:46,623 --> 00:36:48,875 - Yes. - Embarrassingly young. 606 00:36:48,959 --> 00:36:51,086 yes i was young 607 00:36:53,880 --> 00:36:57,092 the #MeToo movement the way we think 608 00:36:57,259 --> 00:36:58,635 started to change 609 00:36:58,969 --> 00:37:01,221 What I consider important 610 00:37:01,346 --> 00:37:05,851 the nuances of consent I completely understand 611 00:37:06,268 --> 00:37:08,645 That's right, the world little by little 612 00:37:08,812 --> 00:37:11,690 our opinion I guess I accept 613 00:37:11,857 --> 00:37:16,361 'I'm 18, so it's not illegal' that's not all 614 00:37:16,736 --> 00:37:18,822 It's not that simple 615 00:37:18,989 --> 00:37:22,951 about true consent let's think 616 00:37:23,076 --> 00:37:24,911 for what happened to us For example 617 00:37:25,203 --> 00:37:29,207 Did we say good? Yes Were you an adult? Yes 618 00:37:29,541 --> 00:37:31,918 But was it a genuine agreement? no 619 00:37:32,461 --> 00:37:34,463 Grooming is also very extensive 620 00:37:34,588 --> 00:37:36,256 I didn't realize it at the time 621 00:37:36,423 --> 00:37:39,801 Besides, it was a secret. 622 00:37:40,218 --> 00:37:41,178 Yes 623 00:37:41,636 --> 00:37:45,432 the consequences for us I can't fathom 624 00:37:46,016 --> 00:37:48,143 whether we did or not 625 00:37:48,268 --> 00:37:51,396 I have to deal with for the rest of my life 626 00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:52,689 - have to react - Yes 627 00:37:52,814 --> 00:37:54,858 Things like that happen 628 00:37:55,317 --> 00:37:56,776 My 20s were a disaster 629 00:37:57,444 --> 00:38:01,865 full of trauma My 20s were like a disaster 630 00:38:01,948 --> 00:38:05,952 much of the trauma If you go back 631 00:38:06,077 --> 00:38:09,623 I have a relationship with my teacher I've been so damaged by that relationship 632 00:38:09,789 --> 00:38:12,250 Decreased cognitive and comprehension skills 633 00:38:12,667 --> 00:38:14,211 What is the effect of trauma 634 00:38:14,836 --> 00:38:17,923 That's the effect of trauma. I lost my 20's 635 00:38:18,089 --> 00:38:20,258 - Me too - I didn't graduate. 636 00:38:20,342 --> 00:38:22,260 Not until I turned 33 he got his bachelor's degree 637 00:38:24,513 --> 00:38:26,723 I'll try to tell you without crying 638 00:38:27,974 --> 00:38:29,643 I am… 639 00:38:31,311 --> 00:38:34,147 in this world forever who understands what has happened to me 640 00:38:34,314 --> 00:38:37,108 I thought there was no one 641 00:38:37,275 --> 00:38:38,443 i read your book 642 00:38:39,110 --> 00:38:42,155 I felt understood 643 00:38:42,781 --> 00:38:44,282 - Yes - I thought so. 644 00:38:44,449 --> 00:38:47,035 'Living in a completely different world If it happened to Allison and me' 645 00:38:47,118 --> 00:38:49,955 'Same thing How often does it happen?' 646 00:38:50,121 --> 00:38:51,122 Yes 647 00:38:51,623 --> 00:38:54,000 for the first time to the reader like what you said 648 00:38:54,167 --> 00:38:56,127 I cried when I got the message 649 00:38:56,962 --> 00:38:58,713 'Cause that's what I wanted 650 00:38:59,631 --> 00:39:03,969 That I'm not alone in my sadness 651 00:39:04,135 --> 00:39:06,429 to others I wish I could show you 652 00:39:07,389 --> 00:39:10,308 - I think that's important. - I agree. 653 00:39:21,736 --> 00:39:26,449 in high school and college Most abuse experiences 654 00:39:26,616 --> 00:39:28,326 It involved a lot of isolation. 655 00:39:30,579 --> 00:39:33,373 So talk to Allison 656 00:39:33,540 --> 00:39:35,792 I'm not alone anymore I felt 657 00:39:40,630 --> 00:39:42,882 When I started this documentary 658 00:39:43,383 --> 00:39:46,803 that person is responsible I wanted you to admit 659 00:39:46,886 --> 00:39:49,598 what happened I wanted to admit it 660 00:39:49,764 --> 00:39:50,890 didn't 661 00:39:52,892 --> 00:39:56,313 adult man in child abuse 662 00:39:56,771 --> 00:40:01,610 Adult men are the same He said the key is that children grow up. 663 00:40:04,571 --> 00:40:05,739 The perpetrator's choice 664 00:40:05,905 --> 00:40:09,159 for the rest of his life running away from crimes 665 00:40:09,326 --> 00:40:14,039 Let's do what we have to live for 666 00:40:16,416 --> 00:40:20,587 this documentary stop me running 667 00:40:21,588 --> 00:40:24,549 stand firm 668 00:40:25,759 --> 00:40:30,513 taking responsibility for my life It is the main goal 669 00:40:39,731 --> 00:40:43,109 "Los Angeles, California" 670 00:40:46,571 --> 00:40:47,864 let me see 671 00:40:48,031 --> 00:40:49,032 "March 2022" 672 00:40:49,199 --> 00:40:51,743 what Tom sent me 673 00:40:52,118 --> 00:40:55,163 I'll read it first 674 00:40:55,997 --> 00:40:57,749 - okay - yes 675 00:40:58,083 --> 00:40:59,918 Tom sent this 'How are you?' 676 00:41:00,085 --> 00:41:02,337 i sent it like this 'I am doing well' 677 00:41:02,712 --> 00:41:04,798 Tom's reply 'I'm glad you're doing well' 678 00:41:04,923 --> 00:41:06,132 'It was an honor' 679 00:41:06,675 --> 00:41:07,676 - And… - okay 680 00:41:07,842 --> 00:41:09,594 I didn't tell you what was going on 681 00:41:09,678 --> 00:41:12,514 He just said he was taking a leave of absence 682 00:41:13,181 --> 00:41:16,518 Anyway, according to rumors now Tom was fired because 683 00:41:16,601 --> 00:41:18,895 with one or more students 684 00:41:19,062 --> 00:41:20,522 Have an inappropriate interaction 685 00:41:20,980 --> 00:41:22,857 Did you really cross the line? 686 00:41:23,817 --> 00:41:24,859 I don't know 687 00:41:24,943 --> 00:41:29,864 if true You'll feel so betrayed 688 00:41:29,989 --> 00:41:31,282 - I understand? - yes 689 00:41:31,449 --> 00:41:35,036 me with tom Not because we're close friends 690 00:41:35,203 --> 00:41:37,956 What Tom said to me 691 00:41:38,039 --> 00:41:41,000 Even if it triggers trauma and hurts 692 00:41:41,084 --> 00:41:43,878 It's because you trusted Tom. do you understand me? 693 00:41:45,839 --> 00:41:49,217 Tom I felt In many aspects of grooming 694 00:41:49,384 --> 00:41:53,972 I know it helped 695 00:41:54,556 --> 00:41:57,100 That Tom really crossed the line didn't believe 696 00:41:57,267 --> 00:41:59,060 Maybe he didn't want to believe 697 00:41:59,227 --> 00:42:01,354 Because he said he didn't 698 00:42:01,438 --> 00:42:02,439 right 699 00:42:16,995 --> 00:42:18,913 “If you have experienced sexual abuse you are not alone" 700 00:42:19,080 --> 00:42:20,915 "American Sexual Assault Organization Hotline Call or visit our website" 701 00:42:20,999 --> 00:42:22,000 "Get help" 702 00:42:45,899 --> 00:42:47,901 Subtitle: Jiwon Jang 53129

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