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"This episode is about Heaven Rubin and
accusers said"
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"Jason Myers'
dealing with allegations of abuse"
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"Florida is against Myers.
filed a criminal case"
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"At the time of making this episode, Myers said"
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"He hasn't been convicted yet.
denied all charges."
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I was in my senior year
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Going to college with an acting major
I wanted to
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create extremes
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I wanted to make a movie
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I wanted to do everything
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Cheryl Nichols
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that person did
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'Why don't you go to the University of Utah?'
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'The acting curriculum is excellent'
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'I'm moving there'
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look at my teeth
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braces removed
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So, I went to the University of Utah.
moving to utah
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- I went to school there.
- I need to buy my camera
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go to utah
Gotta take pictures of my teeth or something
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the couple lives
moved to the basement
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a secret only we know
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My parents are both
Worried about going out of Texas
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"University of Utah"
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but to my parents
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not living in a dorm
In the basement of the theater teacher's house
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I said you can live
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my parents heard it
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people who are familiar with
You thought you'd be by my side
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that person me
I succeeded in grooming
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I'm no longer around
I've reached the point where there's no one
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isolated and alone
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I owed him
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at least try to date
I felt the need to show sincerity.
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without conditions
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The cellar was cold and dark
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it was like a prison
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I felt like I was a prisoner of someone
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slender at the top of the cellar
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If there were no windows
it would be very dark
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The basement is where he
spend most of the time
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I was across from the office.
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That's when we had sex for the first time
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give me advice
I had no friends
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“This is strange, Cheryl.”
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'It's weird, it's not normal'
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"February 9, 2002"
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'I was a bit out of my mind'
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'My teacher often gets angry with me'
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'That I am not welcome
There are times when I feel
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'I'm afraid I'll disturb the teacher'
It was not easy to find'
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'Thoughts in my head
I just can't pass it up'
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'In my heart, the teacher
Even though she knows she loves me'
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"Dallas, Texas"
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this problem for a long time
I was thinking about how to talk
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We were together until I was 22
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"Jenna Queen
survivor, writer, lawyer"
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Grooming is what others see
agreed upon
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led to a relationship
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So it was hard to go out
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Because I was involved in the relationship.
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There was a lot of criticism towards me
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I'm still criticized
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Yes, the nature of this crime is
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Because it's shame
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Many perpetrators are skilled at crime and
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that the victim voluntarily
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makes me think
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like you said
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getting to that point
that's the purpose of the crime
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So serial criminals
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You see it often
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of child sex offenders
The average number of victims is about 9
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But what's really interesting is
Looking at several cases
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Survivors aren't the only ones groomed
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Survivors and those around them
That I was groomed
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family, carers
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the youth and the child
Also the people in charge
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more education around
should be
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everyone in this conversation
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- Bring it in.
- Yes
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"Cheryl is about her experiences with teachers.
as an important person"
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"The teacher's ex-wife
She contacted the theater teacher "
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"They met in 2021"
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"The theater teacher is in the documentary
refused to participate."
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"After meeting in 2021, the two
I didn't contact you"
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his wife
She doesn't know when she found the message
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All I know is when the end of the year is over
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he to that person
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that person and me
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exchanged in high school
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collected all messages
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She showed me a book
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he to that person
He threw the book and left
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Even after the divorce
He went on to work as a high school teacher
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one day that person
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come to the house we share
I said this
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'I got fired
According to the principal'
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'Student and inappropriate
It is said to establish an e-mail relationship'
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'Nothing happened
It's just a big misunderstanding'
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i trusted him
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Enough to date another student
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I never thought you'd be stupid
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still i
I thought it was special
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I thought I was an exception
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In my heart, this relationship and me
I knew it wasn't normal
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Cracks appearing in college
There were many moments when we started
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I'm moving to LA
When you're not dating that person anymore
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that this relationship wasn't okay
I started realizing
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What was really the turning point
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Little Elm's
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It was when a friend called
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I was talking to that friend
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relationship with that person for the first time
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I decided to be honest
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so i told my friend
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'I didn't tell anyone
I want to talk'
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'It's a story about that person'
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'I dated him'
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'The relationship
It started when I was in high school'
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'When I was 16'
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A friend said, 'me too'
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And…
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sorry
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actually myself
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What I could see as a child
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That was the first time
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everything came in question
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That person is only like this to me
I suddenly realized that it wasn't
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doing this to me
He did this to other people too.
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when we were dating
I remember when he got fired
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"Oh my God, Cheryl."
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Suddenly I
I felt like an adult
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that person just
He could have lived his own life
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I'm redefining myself
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I had to do hard work
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I spent my whole adolescence like that.
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when personality is formed
flew like that
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can't get it back
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the latest events we
Do you remember what we were looking at?
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A young woman named Heaven
In 2016...
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denounced her teacher
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According to the news video, Florida State
Teen filed a criminal case against her teacher
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But the lawsuit was postponed one after another.
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A former teacher with a minor student
having sex
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a lawsuit against her allegations
postponed again
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Jason Myers is
Arrested more than 5 years ago
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He has not yet received a verdict
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If someone steps forward and complains
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The whole world must go crazy
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you know what i mean
Nonsense
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Yes, but in this story
What's really unbelievable is
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victim's teacher
Jason Myers
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on the same charge
You've been accused by several people
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I wonder why the trial is postponed
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Now scheduled for July
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- yes
- Will there be a trial?
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I don't know
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Let's get in touch with the victim
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Hello, can you hear me?
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Yes, it's nice to meet you like this
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I will, how are you feeling?
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"Heaven Rubin"
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It's a bit overwhelming
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yes, it's a little hard
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you've gotten through the legal system
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i want to hear the story
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How did you decide to prosecute?
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How did you decide to do this?
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that's it
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There weren't many choices
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When I was 17 my parents
You made that decision.
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Called to talk to the police
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that Myers was arrested that night
I found out the next day
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from parental choice
with your choice
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Were there any points that changed?
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of course
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I feel like I've lost a lot
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what i lost
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normal high school life
had a lot of friends
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The defendant's lawyer in the news
I heard you talking
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all made up by me
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for the wrong reasons
He said he was doing this
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I couldn't stand it
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the progress of this
I couldn't leave it alone
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'I'm doing this
how to end'
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'How can I move on?
you can't command'
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If I drop the charges
I thought I would go back to teaching.
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I'll have to do it at some point
I've decided
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'Cause it's been my life
I will do my best'
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that's why i came here
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We have so many similarities
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- yes that's right
- Yes
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if you don't mind
Make an appointment and see you
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- Yes, fine.
- I know
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I look forward to the day we actually meet
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"Seattle, Washington"
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That's right, Coda.
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Be good
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Did you take good care of the coda?
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- yes
- great
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Factory 2, right?
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yes
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ok, nice
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I feel like I don't have a choice
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I am…
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how
I don't know if people will listen
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I got to film this
I feel scared and weak
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I'm glad you did it though
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walk carefully
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I'm 17
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English teacher Jason Myers
I was abused
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To Jason Myers in 2016
Criminal charges have been filed
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"high school teacher
Arrested for molesting students
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I didn't go to trial.
The defendant's strategy
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until i give up
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it was procrastinating
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if i give up
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The case can't come true
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until you go to college
I've been living in Miami all along
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I grew up in Cutler Bay
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It's a working-class city in Miami.
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childhood was fantastic
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always go outside
There were things to look for and explore
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For a while it was like heaven
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I have so many good memories with my family.
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I was especially close with my grandmother.
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with this
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This is a picture of my grandmother
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grandma and her grandpa
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When I was 13 or 14
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I came to Miami from Cuba.
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her grandmother when i was 8 years old
she passed away
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Until then, I spend most of my time
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The sender was my grandmother
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we listen to music
I cooked all day
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her grandmother and me alone
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Grandma's one bedroom house
I sang and danced
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miss her grandma
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since her grandmother passed away
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She got really close to her dad
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Dad always
said so
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'The right thing isn't always easy
always right'
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I guess this is what it is
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in the course of a criminal case investigation
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"Shocked by sex and abuse scandals
Miami Schools"
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only one problem
I found out it's not
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"Student: teacher
I thought she was in love"
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It wasn't even a matter of two or three people.
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"Student accuses teacher of sexual assault"
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It was a system problem.
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"Sexual abuse cases against students
Teachers charged"
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I want you to take responsibility
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If you sue the school board
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"U.S. District Court
Summons Civil Action"
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will cause good trouble
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then go to court
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people see
I thought I could expose them all
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Then in this case
people who contributed
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There will be nowhere to hide
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"Miami Dade, Florida"
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I'm preparing for trial
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because of a criminal court case
I had to go from Seattle to Miami
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It was decided in advance by the judge.
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interfere with my life
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I need to set a vacation date
I need to add new people to my team.
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whatever everyone needs from me
I promise to help
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If I prepare at best, the trial won't open.
need to start over
269
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Palmetto is in Pinecrest
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Pinecrest is located in Miami.
It's a very rich town
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on million dollar houses
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It's the kind of town where everyone drives a Benz.
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My original school
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Because it's a low school
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mother at the time
course was in progress
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Miami Palmetto Senior School
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had to transfer me
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"Miami Palmetto Senior High School"
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This is Pinecrest Gardens.
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here before
281
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I used to spend the night reading poetry
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Among them was an audience full of
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There were times
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I'm a freshman
When I started attending Palmetto High
285
00:17:55,743 --> 00:17:58,579
Myers taught 9th grade English.
I was teaching
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00:17:59,205 --> 00:18:01,040
His wife goes to the same school
I worked as a teacher
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00:18:01,207 --> 00:18:03,793
She was my ninth grade English teacher
288
00:18:06,671 --> 00:18:09,048
At night she reads the exhibition
she started to go
289
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Mr. Myers
She hosted a poetry reading night
290
00:18:18,683 --> 00:18:22,270
She was most vulnerable when she was here
291
00:18:22,353 --> 00:18:23,354
"Pinecrest Gardens"
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I feel safe here
She read Jesse
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00:18:27,317 --> 00:18:31,070
I know now
At the time, Myers
294
00:18:31,154 --> 00:18:34,407
listen to what i have to say
295
00:18:35,366 --> 00:18:39,579
looking at my point
You can target me
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that I was thinking
297
00:18:43,207 --> 00:18:46,461
I was listening differently than others
298
00:18:49,839 --> 00:18:52,800
Myers then told me
told him to come to his class
299
00:18:52,884 --> 00:18:57,180
It's a disgusting memory to me
remain
300
00:19:00,308 --> 00:19:01,976
yes, it feels different
301
00:19:10,151 --> 00:19:11,903
It's really hard to come back home
302
00:19:22,372 --> 00:19:25,708
On the night I read poetry
read poetry and sang songs
303
00:19:26,876 --> 00:19:29,045
at the end of 11th grade
304
00:19:29,754 --> 00:19:32,215
Myers came to me
he said this
305
00:19:32,298 --> 00:19:35,343
'You're taking my creative writing class.
I'd love to hear it'
306
00:19:36,052 --> 00:19:38,846
I responded positively
307
00:19:39,097 --> 00:19:41,349
I loved writing
308
00:19:41,557 --> 00:19:44,977
Everyone complains about being a strict teacher
Mr. Myers
309
00:19:45,061 --> 00:19:47,438
Do you want her to take her self class
I thought I was a great writer
310
00:19:49,357 --> 00:19:51,109
I was excited but I said
311
00:19:51,275 --> 00:19:53,945
'Documents specifying elective courses
I already paid'
312
00:19:54,028 --> 00:19:56,322
'In the teacher's class
I don't know if I can be assigned'
313
00:19:56,406 --> 00:19:58,074
'Creative arts class'
I didn't apply'
314
00:20:01,119 --> 00:20:03,287
Myers told my counselor
by mail
315
00:20:03,704 --> 00:20:05,832
with her self class
requested to change
316
00:20:06,082 --> 00:20:11,045
A few days later I met Myers'
Department of Creative Writing
317
00:20:11,212 --> 00:20:14,424
advanced English literature class
I changed my subject
318
00:20:16,300 --> 00:20:19,846
Who knows Myers' nature
I thought there was no one
319
00:20:20,012 --> 00:20:25,726
Everyone can't be Myers
I said it was strict, but I thought differently.
320
00:20:25,852 --> 00:20:27,437
'Dear Mr. Myers
You have to give it a chance'
321
00:20:27,603 --> 00:20:29,814
'He's a good caring person'
322
00:20:31,065 --> 00:20:35,820
Criticism of teachers
I didn't pay attention
323
00:20:38,197 --> 00:20:42,869
go to me in the past
I want to tell you to run away
324
00:20:46,372 --> 00:20:50,626
"Los Angeles, California"
325
00:20:53,296 --> 00:20:55,673
starting this documentary
326
00:20:55,965 --> 00:21:00,094
The teacher is from Utah
I remembered that I was fired
327
00:21:01,345 --> 00:21:05,349
Perpetrators who are not stopped
That you continue to do harm
328
00:21:05,641 --> 00:21:06,893
I realized
329
00:21:08,436 --> 00:21:12,064
I found the victim and contacted him.
330
00:21:12,148 --> 00:21:15,943
Indeed, that person
Through the e-mail you wrote when dating me
331
00:21:16,110 --> 00:21:20,948
similar grooming
I was writing
332
00:21:21,115 --> 00:21:23,451
In fact, the content of the email was almost the same.
333
00:21:26,204 --> 00:21:28,706
'Hi, first of all'
334
00:21:28,873 --> 00:21:31,542
'Something about
You can release me as much as you like'
335
00:21:31,626 --> 00:21:33,044
'Hi, first of all'?
336
00:21:33,169 --> 00:21:34,587
'Hi, first of all'
337
00:21:35,713 --> 00:21:37,757
why are you writing to yourself
Are you afraid?
338
00:21:39,759 --> 00:21:41,093
Same
339
00:21:42,178 --> 00:21:43,763
'I've been talking a lot about myself'
340
00:21:43,888 --> 00:21:47,308
'How was your prom?
Did you dance and laugh?'
341
00:21:47,433 --> 00:21:50,520
'Did you do your hair well?
Did anyone try to kiss you?'
342
00:21:50,686 --> 00:21:53,105
'Did you hit or avoid anyone?'
343
00:21:53,189 --> 00:21:55,816
'Or did you just kiss me?
let me know!'
344
00:21:56,817 --> 00:21:59,278
'I want to see you tomorrow'
345
00:21:59,445 --> 00:22:02,073
'I want you to be happy
I hope you had a good weekend'
346
00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:03,616
'Bye'
347
00:22:05,576 --> 00:22:10,039
to the victim
I see you said almost the same thing
348
00:22:10,122 --> 00:22:13,459
this relationship
It's not something I participated in.
349
00:22:13,626 --> 00:22:15,378
that it happened to me
I'm sure
350
00:22:16,546 --> 00:22:19,423
one of his tricks
351
00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:25,638
how to be your lover
so that I can teach
352
00:22:25,721 --> 00:22:27,390
I'm giving advice to love relationships
353
00:22:29,183 --> 00:22:33,646
'Yeah, that's right.
Men like juniors'
354
00:22:33,729 --> 00:22:36,941
'But who's to blame?
It's all good posture'
355
00:22:37,108 --> 00:22:40,027
'feeling, sight, movement'
356
00:22:40,194 --> 00:22:43,489
'If a woman likes it
You look more sexy'
357
00:22:43,823 --> 00:22:48,077
'But poor you
I'll only enjoy it for about two minutes'
358
00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:51,664
'When a man is infatuated
I can't last that long'
359
00:22:54,250 --> 00:22:56,002
'See you at school tomorrow'
360
00:22:56,168 --> 00:22:58,129
'See you at school'
361
00:23:02,466 --> 00:23:05,011
The unfortunate thing is
362
00:23:05,511 --> 00:23:08,472
Where to stop in Little Elm
It was work...
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00:23:12,018 --> 00:23:13,019
that it didn't
364
00:23:15,146 --> 00:23:18,399
There was a system that allowed this to happen.
365
00:23:18,941 --> 00:23:21,694
The teacher left Little Elm
366
00:23:22,278 --> 00:23:26,282
going to another school
There was a system that did not prevent
367
00:23:26,782 --> 00:23:29,160
that person
Every moment I could have stopped
368
00:23:29,243 --> 00:23:31,329
Someone chose the easy way
369
00:23:31,495 --> 00:23:32,830
It was just passing
370
00:23:33,247 --> 00:23:36,584
that's the problem
In the system, these people
371
00:23:36,667 --> 00:23:39,920
I don't have the courage to take responsibility
372
00:23:40,546 --> 00:23:45,468
how this happens
to understand
373
00:23:46,093 --> 00:23:50,097
from there
I thought you should start
374
00:23:54,310 --> 00:23:57,188
“The next scene is Heaven Rubin and
accusers said"
375
00:23:57,355 --> 00:24:00,274
"Jason Myers'
dealing with allegations of abuse"
376
00:24:00,358 --> 00:24:03,569
"Florida is against Myers.
filed a criminal case"
377
00:24:03,653 --> 00:24:05,780
"At the time of making this episode, Myers said"
378
00:24:05,863 --> 00:24:09,241
"I haven't been convicted yet.
denied all charges."
379
00:24:13,162 --> 00:24:14,914
'He was my English teacher'
380
00:24:15,081 --> 00:24:18,250
'The kids go out for lunch
'He was a cool teacher'
381
00:24:18,668 --> 00:24:22,672
'It turned out that I was dating a student.
The teacher quit'
382
00:24:24,507 --> 00:24:27,593
'In the classroom during class
Caught raping a schoolgirl
383
00:24:27,968 --> 00:24:29,178
'The victim was 15 years old'
384
00:24:29,512 --> 00:24:32,556
'The perpetrators will not be punished
I left at the end of the year'
385
00:24:34,767 --> 00:24:36,310
'Feeding the kids drinking'
386
00:24:36,477 --> 00:24:39,605
'Only after kissing a 16-year-old
I'm fired'
387
00:24:39,772 --> 00:24:43,401
'I was quietly fired
There was no police or anything.”
388
00:24:48,406 --> 00:24:52,076
When Cheryl and I started making
I didn't know how deep it was
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00:24:53,369 --> 00:24:57,039
someone in his high school
390
00:24:57,456 --> 00:24:59,542
report the teacher
391
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,502
that person is unstoppable
392
00:25:02,211 --> 00:25:05,131
other victims in other states
grooming
393
00:25:06,340 --> 00:25:08,092
after doing a few searches on google
394
00:25:08,259 --> 00:25:12,930
Cheryl and I on 'passing the trash'
Found a huge amount of information
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00:25:14,265 --> 00:25:15,307
'Garbage Passing'
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00:25:15,766 --> 00:25:19,687
perpetrator teacher
to get out of the judicial system
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00:25:19,812 --> 00:25:21,480
"With the school's 'passing the garbage'
Children at Risk"
398
00:25:21,605 --> 00:25:24,525
school management
I mean custom
399
00:25:24,650 --> 00:25:26,819
“Teachers who sexually abused students
still working in teaching"
400
00:25:26,902 --> 00:25:28,821
“I resigned amidst allegations,
Teachers who escape the law
401
00:25:28,904 --> 00:25:31,198
Management easily gave resignation
Teacher avoids punishment
402
00:25:31,282 --> 00:25:32,992
go to the next school
do the same thing again
403
00:25:33,075 --> 00:25:34,702
"I thought I'd stop now"
404
00:25:34,785 --> 00:25:37,288
in the catholic church
It's like what's happening
405
00:25:37,455 --> 00:25:39,957
Passing priests from parish to parish
406
00:25:40,666 --> 00:25:45,087
According to statistics
The teacher must pass three times
407
00:25:45,254 --> 00:25:48,215
reported and arrested
408
00:25:50,176 --> 00:25:52,762
Looking at the case of Heaven Rubin
409
00:25:52,928 --> 00:25:56,474
About Jason Myers
I started watching news videos.
410
00:25:56,849 --> 00:26:01,479
Reports of Myers' arrest
It was mainly the reaction of the people.
411
00:26:01,645 --> 00:26:04,190
Worrying residents tonight
about the shocking allegations
412
00:26:04,356 --> 00:26:05,858
I would like to publicize
413
00:26:06,025 --> 00:26:07,359
Palmettogo is in shock
414
00:26:07,443 --> 00:26:08,444
"police"
415
00:26:08,569 --> 00:26:10,321
According to several students
416
00:26:10,446 --> 00:26:13,240
Myers is popular
He is said to have been a good teacher
417
00:26:13,324 --> 00:26:14,241
"Pinecrest"
418
00:26:14,366 --> 00:26:16,744
His arrest surprised even his parents.
419
00:26:16,827 --> 00:26:18,078
"The teacher in question"
420
00:26:18,537 --> 00:26:19,789
hello terry
421
00:26:20,456 --> 00:26:21,707
hello cheryl
422
00:26:21,791 --> 00:26:23,292
"Terry Miller, social activist
President of Teacher Sexual Crime Prevention Association"
423
00:26:23,375 --> 00:26:27,463
Terry, do you know about the Heaven Rubin case?
424
00:26:27,880 --> 00:26:28,881
Yes
425
00:26:29,590 --> 00:26:32,843
Articles related to this case
I read a lot
426
00:26:33,010 --> 00:26:35,805
basically the same content
427
00:26:35,971 --> 00:26:38,432
a teacher for many years
428
00:26:38,599 --> 00:26:42,937
against students
It is acceptable to commit a crime
429
00:26:43,103 --> 00:26:46,440
Unsanctioned and unknown
430
00:26:46,607 --> 00:26:49,068
there are more victims
431
00:26:50,194 --> 00:26:51,821
this is the problem
432
00:26:52,321 --> 00:26:55,658
passing the garbage
I know since 1995
433
00:26:55,741 --> 00:26:59,078
It's a practice I've been trying to stop.
434
00:26:59,620 --> 00:27:02,373
Essentially, perpetrators of child sex crimes
435
00:27:02,915 --> 00:27:05,084
It's an act of abetting
436
00:27:08,921 --> 00:27:12,925
Jason Myers for 9 years
Attended Club High School
437
00:27:13,759 --> 00:27:14,969
he was highly regarded
438
00:27:15,094 --> 00:27:16,220
"Tom James
Former public school teacher"
439
00:27:16,303 --> 00:27:19,431
He was in charge of the literature club.
440
00:27:19,598 --> 00:27:20,599
"Literary Creation"
441
00:27:20,683 --> 00:27:24,019
at the club level
to New York and Washington, etc.
442
00:27:24,186 --> 00:27:25,980
I went on a field trip
443
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:30,150
Myers
I could act as a guardian
444
00:27:31,652 --> 00:27:33,654
perpetrator
445
00:27:33,779 --> 00:27:37,700
If you are the head of the school
very common
446
00:27:38,158 --> 00:27:41,495
award winning
Also a teacher or coach
447
00:27:41,954 --> 00:27:46,667
But who knows the ugly side
only victims
448
00:27:48,085 --> 00:27:51,171
When I met Heaven
449
00:27:51,380 --> 00:27:52,715
"Mark A. Schweikert
Heaven Rubin's Attorney"
450
00:27:52,798 --> 00:27:54,925
I like Myers
Groomed And Sexually Abused
451
00:27:55,009 --> 00:27:57,094
Heaven's former classmates
I was defending
452
00:27:58,053 --> 00:28:00,681
Before committing a crime against Heaven
453
00:28:00,806 --> 00:28:01,765
"Language subject"
454
00:28:01,891 --> 00:28:04,310
Jason Myers is
Hired as a teacher at Club High School
455
00:28:04,476 --> 00:28:06,562
start investigating
456
00:28:06,687 --> 00:28:08,939
The result of finding out one by one
457
00:28:09,315 --> 00:28:11,317
He started hurting early
458
00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:12,401
"Club Senior High School"
459
00:28:12,484 --> 00:28:14,403
“Writing teachers work with students
have sex"
460
00:28:14,612 --> 00:28:17,781
An email came from the principal
461
00:28:18,198 --> 00:28:19,742
what happened
It was what was happening.
462
00:28:19,825 --> 00:28:21,493
"We should have taken precautionary measures"
463
00:28:24,663 --> 00:28:27,333
who sent the mail
to the school
464
00:28:27,499 --> 00:28:29,960
Who is the best before students graduate?
Can I have sex with many girls?
465
00:28:30,127 --> 00:28:34,548
There are competing teachers.
I wrote that I heard a rumor
466
00:28:35,466 --> 00:28:39,553
September 2008
Notified to the School Board
467
00:28:40,220 --> 00:28:44,183
and in 2010
Another victim's friend
468
00:28:44,433 --> 00:28:46,518
go to sympathy
469
00:28:46,894 --> 00:28:50,689
I said this
“Sir, Miss Myers.”
470
00:28:51,106 --> 00:28:54,151
'At school picnics
I had sex with my classmate'
471
00:28:54,568 --> 00:28:57,696
who they interviewed
It was Jason Myers.
472
00:28:57,780 --> 00:28:59,448
"Help Stop Child Abuse"
473
00:28:59,531 --> 00:29:03,494
child abuse and
in connection with neglect
474
00:29:03,661 --> 00:29:06,205
There are mandatory reporting laws
475
00:29:06,372 --> 00:29:10,584
if you have any doubts
According to the Reporting Obligation Act
476
00:29:10,668 --> 00:29:12,711
Is there a need to report it?
477
00:29:13,128 --> 00:29:15,422
That's right, but they don't report it
478
00:29:15,714 --> 00:29:20,928
95% of educator sex offenses
479
00:29:21,095 --> 00:29:24,556
contrary to the principle
Not reported to law enforcement
480
00:29:25,307 --> 00:29:28,018
school leaders and perpetrators
481
00:29:28,435 --> 00:29:32,564
It means you succeed in getting out.
482
00:29:35,359 --> 00:29:36,819
But I have a question
483
00:29:36,986 --> 00:29:41,448
why myers
You were allowed to transfer to Palmetto, right?
484
00:29:41,615 --> 00:29:45,786
Palmetto's female students
You continued to have sex
485
00:29:45,911 --> 00:29:47,037
"Transfer Type: Resource"
486
00:29:47,204 --> 00:29:48,914
Myers was allowed a transfer.
487
00:29:49,123 --> 00:29:50,124
"Request for Transfer"
488
00:29:50,249 --> 00:29:51,875
Superintendent Alberto Carvalho
489
00:29:52,084 --> 00:29:56,130
Myers can transfer
490
00:29:56,296 --> 00:30:00,175
Although he did not directly declare
491
00:30:00,259 --> 00:30:02,219
District personnel transfer department
492
00:30:02,344 --> 00:30:05,389
Recommended for transfer approval
493
00:30:05,556 --> 00:30:09,643
Carvalho did a good job as superintendent, but
money was the problem
494
00:30:09,810 --> 00:30:14,106
nothing bad happens
school system
495
00:30:14,481 --> 00:30:19,111
to the state or federal government
can get more money
496
00:30:19,611 --> 00:30:22,239
People who worked in the district
497
00:30:22,364 --> 00:30:24,241
call me mafia
498
00:30:24,992 --> 00:30:29,413
Miami Dade County Public Schools
I hate snitches
499
00:30:29,580 --> 00:30:32,541
'Be silent
If you don't want to be cut off, stay away'
500
00:30:32,624 --> 00:30:33,625
"Arrest of 3 Teachers in Florida"
501
00:30:33,709 --> 00:30:35,461
"Millions of dollars lost in sexual abuse"
Miami Dade Public Schools"
502
00:30:35,544 --> 00:30:37,254
From superintendent to school board
503
00:30:37,379 --> 00:30:39,798
including the principals involved.
It was a school failure
504
00:30:40,340 --> 00:30:41,508
"Miami Palmetto High School"
505
00:30:41,675 --> 00:30:44,970
Jason Myers is
at Palmetto High School
506
00:30:45,137 --> 00:30:46,513
I taught creative writing and English.
507
00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:49,141
It was Heaven's school.
508
00:30:50,059 --> 00:30:53,062
how to risk
509
00:30:53,187 --> 00:30:57,066
have no idea
Can you take a stand?
510
00:30:57,649 --> 00:31:00,152
Self, teachers, and management
underage female students
511
00:31:00,319 --> 00:31:03,906
"Jason's Women"
while calling
512
00:31:04,031 --> 00:31:06,408
"Jason's Girls: Palmetto High School Teacher
Accused of a series of sexual relations"
513
00:31:06,533 --> 00:31:09,286
The system is broken and must change
514
00:31:09,661 --> 00:31:13,957
Heaven and I
It's something we've agreed to from day one.
515
00:31:14,124 --> 00:31:16,460
If we're going to make a difference
516
00:31:17,211 --> 00:31:19,296
no matter how small or how big
517
00:31:19,505 --> 00:31:23,425
We have to hold people accountable
that's what we set out to do
518
00:31:47,825 --> 00:31:51,787
"Los Angeles, California"
519
00:31:52,579 --> 00:31:55,040
looking at my expression
You might think I'm crazy
520
00:31:55,124 --> 00:31:58,794
looking at you how much you
I'm thinking if I'm brave
521
00:31:58,877 --> 00:32:03,048
about what you've been through
How clearly do you express it?
522
00:32:03,257 --> 00:32:07,469
What happened to me when I was 23
523
00:32:07,553 --> 00:32:10,931
I couldn't express myself clearly
524
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:13,267
Even if everything is in front of you
525
00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:15,310
It's hard to accept
526
00:32:15,394 --> 00:32:17,604
Even if you understand the truth
527
00:32:17,771 --> 00:32:20,482
that it's true
I don't want to accept
528
00:32:21,817 --> 00:32:24,945
During the first three years of criminal proceedings
529
00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:28,031
10 to 13 people
I found another victim
530
00:32:28,198 --> 00:32:30,951
about the new victim
every time you find out
531
00:32:31,076 --> 00:32:33,036
I got angry right away
532
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:34,580
I thought like this
533
00:32:34,913 --> 00:32:37,040
'If you said something years ago'
534
00:32:37,124 --> 00:32:38,959
'I wouldn't have been like this'
535
00:32:39,042 --> 00:32:42,379
But if it was
I must have been through what I've been through
536
00:32:42,546 --> 00:32:45,174
Neither way is good
537
00:32:45,340 --> 00:32:48,427
because of the structure of the system
538
00:32:48,510 --> 00:32:50,679
There's no such thing as a good choice
539
00:32:50,846 --> 00:32:52,848
rather than protecting the victim.
540
00:32:53,015 --> 00:32:58,061
system to protect offenders
541
00:32:59,605 --> 00:33:01,398
I think it has more
542
00:33:01,565 --> 00:33:05,611
keep this a secret
by not speaking
543
00:33:05,777 --> 00:33:08,488
let the perpetrators fly
seemed to let go
544
00:33:08,655 --> 00:33:10,449
perpetrators in the news
You can say whatever you want
545
00:33:10,532 --> 00:33:12,159
for that matter
You can say whatever you want
546
00:33:13,076 --> 00:33:15,120
that I graduated early
he mentioned
547
00:33:15,287 --> 00:33:17,664
'He can't be depressed'
548
00:33:17,831 --> 00:33:19,625
'Because I graduated early'
549
00:33:19,791 --> 00:33:23,462
'I can get a job.
There is no sign of anxiety.”
550
00:33:24,213 --> 00:33:25,756
Thought I should be perfect
551
00:33:25,923 --> 00:33:28,342
Even perfect...
552
00:33:30,260 --> 00:33:33,305
will be used to harm me
553
00:33:34,264 --> 00:33:36,475
this issue is not talked about
554
00:33:36,642 --> 00:33:41,021
Even if it becomes a story
than actually experiencing it.
555
00:33:41,188 --> 00:33:45,901
than the result of an abused experience.
much more romantic
556
00:33:46,068 --> 00:33:48,278
I can hear the story
557
00:33:48,946 --> 00:33:51,698
young girls
seen as dangerous
558
00:33:51,782 --> 00:33:54,243
I think there are eyes
559
00:33:55,285 --> 00:33:57,537
because of that gaze
we have young girls
560
00:33:57,621 --> 00:34:00,374
There are times when it is difficult to see as a child
561
00:34:00,874 --> 00:34:02,960
- Yes
- Because it's sexualized.
562
00:34:03,543 --> 00:34:07,798
That's the relationship between students and teachers
Influences romanticization
563
00:34:07,881 --> 00:34:11,760
Because, so...
564
00:34:11,927 --> 00:34:13,845
What are taboos and selections?
565
00:34:14,638 --> 00:34:18,308
much larger cultural issues.
I want to take a look
566
00:34:19,017 --> 00:34:20,227
It's good
567
00:34:20,394 --> 00:34:22,396
Because there are many sides to the problem.
568
00:34:26,233 --> 00:34:29,361
"New York, New York"
569
00:34:36,994 --> 00:34:41,373
"Allison Wood, writer
Leading a Women's Writing Workshop"
570
00:34:41,832 --> 00:34:44,251
"Today's young women
cultural pressures that affect
571
00:34:44,418 --> 00:34:47,254
“To discuss with the students
I invited Cheryl."
572
00:34:47,379 --> 00:34:49,214
That's what matters
573
00:34:49,381 --> 00:34:51,633
Thanks, Garcia, and...
574
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:53,677
Hello, I'm Cheryl.
575
00:34:55,012 --> 00:34:56,680
Cheryl sneaks in
576
00:34:57,264 --> 00:35:00,058
It's a topic I'm talking about in my class.
577
00:35:00,225 --> 00:35:02,644
culturally, female youth
to sexualize
578
00:35:02,769 --> 00:35:04,354
"Alison Wood
Author of "Lolita's Life"
579
00:35:04,479 --> 00:35:05,564
I can't deny
580
00:35:06,064 --> 00:35:08,525
in the world around you
581
00:35:08,692 --> 00:35:12,362
to see this happening
how do you see
582
00:35:13,864 --> 00:35:17,659
Being a young, sexualized girl
consider it a serious matter
583
00:35:17,826 --> 00:35:21,621
So is the media
many celebrities
584
00:35:21,705 --> 00:35:24,374
all famous women
585
00:35:24,541 --> 00:35:27,878
When I was 16 or 17
I need to start a career
586
00:35:28,962 --> 00:35:33,008
A little girl in the media
I see it getting sexualized too often
587
00:35:33,675 --> 00:35:38,180
The moment I cease to be a teenager
I felt like I was done
588
00:35:39,931 --> 00:35:43,101
Expressing a woman's sexual side
589
00:35:43,226 --> 00:35:46,229
The concept of a man has always existed
590
00:35:46,813 --> 00:35:48,690
the concept of a child
591
00:35:48,774 --> 00:35:50,901
As 'a person who can be tamed'
It seems to be defined
592
00:35:51,693 --> 00:35:53,528
about children and women
593
00:35:53,695 --> 00:35:56,907
To fantasize in this way
It can't be a good thing
594
00:36:00,452 --> 00:36:03,413
The #MeToo movement empowers us
I think you gave me a language
595
00:36:05,332 --> 00:36:07,626
with the new generation of young girls
596
00:36:07,751 --> 00:36:09,211
women in their 20s
597
00:36:09,378 --> 00:36:14,007
not just who you are
the freedom to be whoever you want to be
598
00:36:14,091 --> 00:36:16,343
i know better
599
00:36:16,802 --> 00:36:21,431
so i want to control them
You become stronger than others
600
00:36:27,562 --> 00:36:29,523
- What picture is this?
- It's my picture.
601
00:36:29,606 --> 00:36:32,692
At my high school prom with my mom
602
00:36:33,235 --> 00:36:35,821
It's like cutting a cake
603
00:36:37,030 --> 00:36:41,076
The first time I slept with my teacher
a day ago
604
00:36:43,203 --> 00:36:45,956
- I was a kid.
- I mean.
605
00:36:46,623 --> 00:36:48,875
- Yes.
- Embarrassingly young.
606
00:36:48,959 --> 00:36:51,086
yes i was young
607
00:36:53,880 --> 00:36:57,092
the #MeToo movement
the way we think
608
00:36:57,259 --> 00:36:58,635
started to change
609
00:36:58,969 --> 00:37:01,221
What I consider important
610
00:37:01,346 --> 00:37:05,851
the nuances of consent
I completely understand
611
00:37:06,268 --> 00:37:08,645
That's right, the world little by little
612
00:37:08,812 --> 00:37:11,690
our opinion
I guess I accept
613
00:37:11,857 --> 00:37:16,361
'I'm 18, so it's not illegal'
that's not all
614
00:37:16,736 --> 00:37:18,822
It's not that simple
615
00:37:18,989 --> 00:37:22,951
about true consent
let's think
616
00:37:23,076 --> 00:37:24,911
for what happened to us
For example
617
00:37:25,203 --> 00:37:29,207
Did we say good? Yes
Were you an adult? Yes
618
00:37:29,541 --> 00:37:31,918
But was it a genuine agreement? no
619
00:37:32,461 --> 00:37:34,463
Grooming is also very extensive
620
00:37:34,588 --> 00:37:36,256
I didn't realize it at the time
621
00:37:36,423 --> 00:37:39,801
Besides, it was a secret.
622
00:37:40,218 --> 00:37:41,178
Yes
623
00:37:41,636 --> 00:37:45,432
the consequences for us
I can't fathom
624
00:37:46,016 --> 00:37:48,143
whether we did or not
625
00:37:48,268 --> 00:37:51,396
I have to deal with for the rest of my life
626
00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:52,689
- have to react
- Yes
627
00:37:52,814 --> 00:37:54,858
Things like that happen
628
00:37:55,317 --> 00:37:56,776
My 20s were a disaster
629
00:37:57,444 --> 00:38:01,865
full of trauma
My 20s were like a disaster
630
00:38:01,948 --> 00:38:05,952
much of the trauma
If you go back
631
00:38:06,077 --> 00:38:09,623
I have a relationship with my teacher
I've been so damaged by that relationship
632
00:38:09,789 --> 00:38:12,250
Decreased cognitive and comprehension skills
633
00:38:12,667 --> 00:38:14,211
What is the effect of trauma
634
00:38:14,836 --> 00:38:17,923
That's the effect of trauma.
I lost my 20's
635
00:38:18,089 --> 00:38:20,258
- Me too
- I didn't graduate.
636
00:38:20,342 --> 00:38:22,260
Not until I turned 33
he got his bachelor's degree
637
00:38:24,513 --> 00:38:26,723
I'll try to tell you without crying
638
00:38:27,974 --> 00:38:29,643
I am…
639
00:38:31,311 --> 00:38:34,147
in this world forever
who understands what has happened to me
640
00:38:34,314 --> 00:38:37,108
I thought there was no one
641
00:38:37,275 --> 00:38:38,443
i read your book
642
00:38:39,110 --> 00:38:42,155
I felt understood
643
00:38:42,781 --> 00:38:44,282
- Yes
- I thought so.
644
00:38:44,449 --> 00:38:47,035
'Living in a completely different world
If it happened to Allison and me'
645
00:38:47,118 --> 00:38:49,955
'Same thing
How often does it happen?'
646
00:38:50,121 --> 00:38:51,122
Yes
647
00:38:51,623 --> 00:38:54,000
for the first time to the reader
like what you said
648
00:38:54,167 --> 00:38:56,127
I cried when I got the message
649
00:38:56,962 --> 00:38:58,713
'Cause that's what I wanted
650
00:38:59,631 --> 00:39:03,969
That I'm not alone in my sadness
651
00:39:04,135 --> 00:39:06,429
to others
I wish I could show you
652
00:39:07,389 --> 00:39:10,308
- I think that's important.
- I agree.
653
00:39:21,736 --> 00:39:26,449
in high school and college
Most abuse experiences
654
00:39:26,616 --> 00:39:28,326
It involved a lot of isolation.
655
00:39:30,579 --> 00:39:33,373
So talk to Allison
656
00:39:33,540 --> 00:39:35,792
I'm not alone anymore
I felt
657
00:39:40,630 --> 00:39:42,882
When I started this documentary
658
00:39:43,383 --> 00:39:46,803
that person is responsible
I wanted you to admit
659
00:39:46,886 --> 00:39:49,598
what happened
I wanted to admit it
660
00:39:49,764 --> 00:39:50,890
didn't
661
00:39:52,892 --> 00:39:56,313
adult man
in child abuse
662
00:39:56,771 --> 00:40:01,610
Adult men are the same
He said the key is that children grow up.
663
00:40:04,571 --> 00:40:05,739
The perpetrator's choice
664
00:40:05,905 --> 00:40:09,159
for the rest of his life
running away from crimes
665
00:40:09,326 --> 00:40:14,039
Let's do what we have to live for
666
00:40:16,416 --> 00:40:20,587
this documentary
stop me running
667
00:40:21,588 --> 00:40:24,549
stand firm
668
00:40:25,759 --> 00:40:30,513
taking responsibility for my life
It is the main goal
669
00:40:39,731 --> 00:40:43,109
"Los Angeles, California"
670
00:40:46,571 --> 00:40:47,864
let me see
671
00:40:48,031 --> 00:40:49,032
"March 2022"
672
00:40:49,199 --> 00:40:51,743
what Tom sent me
673
00:40:52,118 --> 00:40:55,163
I'll read it first
674
00:40:55,997 --> 00:40:57,749
- okay
- yes
675
00:40:58,083 --> 00:40:59,918
Tom sent this
'How are you?'
676
00:41:00,085 --> 00:41:02,337
i sent it like this
'I am doing well'
677
00:41:02,712 --> 00:41:04,798
Tom's reply
'I'm glad you're doing well'
678
00:41:04,923 --> 00:41:06,132
'It was an honor'
679
00:41:06,675 --> 00:41:07,676
- And…
- okay
680
00:41:07,842 --> 00:41:09,594
I didn't tell you what was going on
681
00:41:09,678 --> 00:41:12,514
He just said he was taking a leave of absence
682
00:41:13,181 --> 00:41:16,518
Anyway, according to rumors now
Tom was fired because
683
00:41:16,601 --> 00:41:18,895
with one or more students
684
00:41:19,062 --> 00:41:20,522
Have an inappropriate interaction
685
00:41:20,980 --> 00:41:22,857
Did you really cross the line?
686
00:41:23,817 --> 00:41:24,859
I don't know
687
00:41:24,943 --> 00:41:29,864
if true
You'll feel so betrayed
688
00:41:29,989 --> 00:41:31,282
- I understand?
- yes
689
00:41:31,449 --> 00:41:35,036
me with tom
Not because we're close friends
690
00:41:35,203 --> 00:41:37,956
What Tom said to me
691
00:41:38,039 --> 00:41:41,000
Even if it triggers trauma and hurts
692
00:41:41,084 --> 00:41:43,878
It's because you trusted Tom.
do you understand me?
693
00:41:45,839 --> 00:41:49,217
Tom I felt
In many aspects of grooming
694
00:41:49,384 --> 00:41:53,972
I know it helped
695
00:41:54,556 --> 00:41:57,100
That Tom really crossed the line
didn't believe
696
00:41:57,267 --> 00:41:59,060
Maybe he didn't want to believe
697
00:41:59,227 --> 00:42:01,354
Because he said he didn't
698
00:42:01,438 --> 00:42:02,439
right
699
00:42:16,995 --> 00:42:18,913
“If you have experienced sexual abuse
you are not alone"
700
00:42:19,080 --> 00:42:20,915
"American Sexual Assault Organization Hotline
Call or visit our website"
701
00:42:20,999 --> 00:42:22,000
"Get help"
702
00:42:45,899 --> 00:42:47,901
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