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what if I told you that I stole my own
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dad's winning lottery ticket so I could
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cash in on the jackpot myself meanwhile
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I Justified the theft by telling myself
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that my dad was such a jerk that he
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didn't deserve to win a multi-million
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dollar jackpot for example since I was a
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three-year-old child my dad forbid me to
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cry because according to him crying was
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manipulative and weak I also remember
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the night I got appendicitis I was
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curled up on my bed in pain and tears
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and only after hours of me suffering my
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dad said fine I'll call the ambulance
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but I swear to God if I see one more
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tear rolling down your face you'll
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regret it and so the ambulance came and
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took me to the hospital the whole way
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there my father kept staring at me to
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see if I showed any more signs of
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weakness worse though was that my dad
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forbade my mom to show any affection
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towards me nothing made my dad angrier
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than seeing my mom wish me a good day at
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school or ask me how my day was So
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eventually she gave up and stopped
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showing that she loved me she just
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couldn't take Dad's punishments anymore
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and I can't blame her for that however
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it hurt to not feel loved by my parents
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and I think we all develop different
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coping mechanisms to deal with our pain
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some people become workaholic so they
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can stay at work all day and avoid the
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problems in their marriage others live
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in complete denial of reality and then
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there are people like me who turn to
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drugs to temporarily escape the pain for
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me it started with junk food But as time
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went on I switched over to worse and
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worse stuff whatever I could get my
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hands on to shortly take my mind off my
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problems meanwhile I blamed everything
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bad in my life on my dad almost as a
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Revenge I kept stealing stuff from him
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and once a week I checked his lottery
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tickets I did it for years to see if he
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ever hit it big sometimes he'd win a few
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hundred dollars but it was never enough
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to be worth stealing well until he hit
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the jackpot you see the lottery numbers
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are drawn on Saturday nights and my dad
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only checked his lottery numbers on
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Sunday morning so in the night in
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between I faked a burglary at our own
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house I did so by Smashing the little
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basement window we had because there no
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one could hear the noise of the broken
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glass I climbed inside made a huge mess
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to make it look like a real robbery and
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then stole both my moms and Dad's purses
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luckily the next morning when my dad
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found out that someone had broken into
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his house he got so upset that he
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completely forgot about the lottery
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ticket he had no suspicion whatsoever a
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week later I finally went to my State's
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Lottery headquarters to cash in on the
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prize I was lucky that I'd been named
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after my dad because he had written his
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signature on the back of the lotto
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ticket and it looks similar enough to
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the one on my own ID I thought that was
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enough to prove that I'd been the one
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who'd purchased the ticket but these
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Lotto people also checked whether the
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store my dad had purchased the ticket
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from had a video camera installed
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luckily it didn't because otherwise I
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would have been in serious trouble
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anyway just five days later they wired
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me the jackpot into my bank account you
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might wonder why I haven't mentioned yet
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how much I actually won that's because I
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lost it all later on and I hate thinking
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about it but my jackpot winnings were 15
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million dollars the first thing I did
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was to move away from my parents of
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course I hadn't told them that I was
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rich now but I did ask my mom if she
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wanted to leave dad and come with me
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unfortunately she said no and stayed
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with that douchebag either way I was 18
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years old and a deeply damaged human
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being my parents had emotionally
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neglected me for most of my life for
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years no one had given me a hug or told
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me that they loved me but now I was free
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of them and decided to move to Miami I
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got myself a fake ID and went partying
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every night to meet beautiful women it's
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just so easy when you're rich it felt as
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if everyone loved me meanwhile I was
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eager to impress all these people I met
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with my money because deep down I still
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felt that without money I wasn't worthy
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of anybody's attention or love so I
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became the cool rich guy that buys
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drinks for everyone one of my new
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friends even asked me to borrow him
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forty thousand dollars for a business
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idea he had he said he could pay it back
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with interest within two weeks deep down
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I knew I couldn't trust the guy but I
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didn't want to look cheap or like 40K
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matter to me so I just gave him the
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money and of course I never saw it again
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in fact I heard from others that that
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scumbag bought himself a new car with my
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money worse than the friends I made
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during that time were the girls I met
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just never date a girl that likes you
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for your money never I thought Selena
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was different because she always told me
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to stop taking so many pills that's why
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I thought she actually cared about me
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however despite my best efforts I failed
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again and again to overcome my
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addictions that's why Selena was so
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disgusted by me she often called me
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pathetic and one time she said why do I
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even date you if you will OD anyway
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looking back I can see how cruel she was
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but at the time I would have done
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anything to not lose her I just loved
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her too much so to compensate for my
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character flaws I spent more and more
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money to keep Selena happy one time I
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overslept and missed our brunch date so
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as an apology I took her on a trip to
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Italy we flew private and all in all it
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cost me 350
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000 at that point I had spent half of my
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15 million dollar jackpot winnings of
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course the closer I came to losing all
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my money the more anxious I got and the
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more anxious I got the more pills I took
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to quell my anxiety it was a vicious
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circle when Selena again threatened to
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break up with me over my addictions I
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begged her to give me one last chance
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she agreed under the condition that I
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checked myself into rehab so that's what
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I did while in rehab my mom came to
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visit me and it broke her heart to find
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out that I was an addict she blamed
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herself for my problems and kept
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apologizing for having been such a bad
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mother I asked her how is Dad doing and
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she told me that he had recently lost
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his job and had become even more violent
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than usual she said he was always angry
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and often went to certain Shady places I
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said perfect mom you're finally fed up
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with him now dump him and move in with
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me I need you as support and maybe you
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need me too but I haven't had a job in
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decades how could I afford to leave him
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I told you I won some money gambling I
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will take care of you if it took a few
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more months before my mom made the final
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jump and moved in with me but it gets
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better my dad was so mad at my mom for
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leaving him that he immediately filed
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for divorce that's why on the day she
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signed the divorce papers I sent one
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million dollars right into her bank
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account with my dad getting none of it
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because they were divorced now my mom
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was financially independent now and has
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since even managed to fight find a new
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boyfriend who treats her well however
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once I got out of rehab my anxiety
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quickly came back probably because I
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still loved Selena and spend way too
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much money on her one night I calculated
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how much longer I could afford to pay
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for her expensive lifestyle needs and it
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came out to only about nine months then
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I'd run out of money and be broke
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realizing I was out of options I had a
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full-blown panic attack and relapsed
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into drugs I went to a bar and drank to
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calm myself down unfortunately that's
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when I had a really dumb idea I thought
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my life would be worthless soon anyway
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once I'd lost all my money so why not
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risk it all I decided to go to a casino
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and asked how I could bet a large sum of
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money they told me I could transfer the
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money to their bank account and so I
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waited until my bank opened the next
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morning and told them to transfer all of
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my remaining money around 5 million
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dollars to the casino's bank account
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everything I owed was on the line and at
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11 am in the morning I went back into
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the casino they confirmed the bank wire
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was successful and asked me what I
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wanted to play I only knew how to play
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roulette so I nervously walked over to
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the table I could have bet all my money
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on either black or red and doubled my
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money but I wanted to get back to my
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initial 15 million dollars so I did
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something riskier and bet on the numbers
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1 to 12. here I had an almost one in
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three chance to Triple my money because
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there are 37 numbers on a roulette table
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and my chance of hitting a number
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between 1 and 12 is almost 33 percent
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well as I mentioned in the beginning of
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this story I lost it all and if that
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wasn't shameful enough afterward I
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immediately ran to my mom and asked if I
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could have back half of the one million
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dollars I had given her she's my mom so
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of course she said yes without
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hesitation so I went back to the casino
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and lost another half a million dollars
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that my mom had desperately needed for
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her retirement government I can't put
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into words how much I hate myself but
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you know what after I lost it all I
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moved back in with my mom I told her
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about all the stupid things I've done
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and she didn't care she loves me despite
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my flaws I've also realized that one
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beautiful day I can tell my dad that I
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stole his winning lottery ticket and
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spend all the money on women and pills I
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can't wait to see his face he will
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probably try to kill me but I'll wait
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until my mom has spent her remaining
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half a million dollars because otherwise
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my dad might get half of it because it
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came from his lottery ticket while they
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were still married at the same time I've
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kind of learned to forgive my dad for
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being such a bad father and husband mom
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recently told me that my dad's mother
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excessively drank alcohol during her
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pregnancy so maybe my dad's brain didn't
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get enough oxygen in her belly and
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that's why he became such a douchebag
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mom also told me that despite everything
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dad had always believed that his strict
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parenting style was good he thought he
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was doing what was necessary to raise a
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disciplined and successful Son Well I
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don't know what to make of all this but
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I know I have to stop taking pills and
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stop blaming my dad for everything bad
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in my life
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