All language subtitles for The.Americans.S03E11.1080p.WEB-DL.DD5.1.h.264-NTb.[eng]

Previously on
"the americans"...

Philip: I.S.I. Is sending
someone important

To meet the cia.
Mujahideen.

Man: They're gonna stay
at the clayton in crystal city.

Elizabeth: They changed over.
It's not a woman.

We could come back
tomorrow morning.

There's no time.

I'm gonna go check in.

How about dinner?

The restaurant downstairs
has a great steak.

Are you in
the witness protection program?

Did you kill somebody?

Are you guys drug dealers,
like your friend gregory?

We work for our country...

The soviet union.

...Getting information.

You're...

Spies?

If you do tell anyone...

We will go to jail --
for good.

[ birds chirping ]

Is she
going to school today?

Don't know.

It may take some time,
but if we --

You guys don't have to whisper
when I come in the room.

Unless you have some other
secret you want to keep from me.

When you woke me and henry up
in the middle of the night

For a spontaneous vacation

And took us
to that cabin in the woods,

You were doing something
then, right?

Yes.
We...

What?

We can't
talk about this now.

Are you guys
really married?

Yes.

So, what about
the travel agency?

Is everybody there
a spy, too?

No, no.
That is real.

No one there
knows what we do.

Why don't you have
accents?

Because we were trained
to lose them.

Paige, honey --

Please...
Don't call me that.

"honey."

[ sighs ]

What are your real names?

Misha.

Nadezhda.

Misha?

Naz...?

Nadezhda.

Paige, I know you must have
so many questions.

Mr. Beeman?

He's not really your friend,
is he?

No, we're friends.
Please keep your voice down.

He's an fbi agent.
He can arrest you.

We really
can't do this now.
Henry's gonna come down
any minute.

Is henry really my brother?
Am I really your daughter?

Hey.
Henry: Hey.

What's going on?

Breakfast.
Come sit down.

Two or three waffles,
henry?

Two.
Good.

You all set
for your biology test?

Henry:
What biology test?

I'm just kidding.
I was born ready.

[ sighs ]

Thanks.

What's with you?

Nothing.

Eat your breakfast.

[ butter knife scraping ]

[ beep ]

Here you go.
Thanks.

Hey, uh, do you remember
back in August

When we thought
we had tkachuk making a drop?

After we debriefed,

We were back in my office,
and it came up again.

Do you think it's possible
anybody used names?

I might have said his name
in there, yeah.

Yeah. Me too.

I'm trying
to write down anything

That might have been said
in my office

That should have been said
here in the vault.

Taffet making you do that?

No -- me.

I could have been more careful
a lot of times.

Well, you assume
you're okay in there.

We all do.

Yeah, well, that's why
we've got the rules.

They built us a vault
for it.

Thanks.

Paige knows.

What happened?

We came home
the night before last,

And, uh,
she was waiting -- angry.

And she wanted
to know the truth.

So we told her.

How much
did you tell her?

Who we are.

Not the details.

All right.

Good.

Are you two all right?

Fine.

Does this keep the centre quiet
for a while?

I'll take care of that.

You did the right thing.

Let's hope so.

She's your daughter.
She won't --

Yeah, we know.

How are things
at the hotel?

Almost there.

You have a way in?

The hotel manager.

It won't be a problem.

Good.

Yousaf?

I'm seeing him tonight.

Well...

Looks as if he's going to need
a bit of hand-holding.

Yeah.

Elizabeth.

I have another envelope
for you.

I'm sorry.

They told me
there may not be many more.

[ church bells tolling ]

[ sighs ]

Are you okay
at the hotel?

[ sighs ]

I'm okay.

You're at martha's
tomorrow.

Tuesday.

I know that you have
a lot of faith in her.

I'm gonna run surveillance
before I go.

Take hans.

Okay.

I thought
you were just the next one.

Inducement.

They've been
sending me women.

Nice food
appears in my room.

These women --
did you...

Some of them.

Most of them.

Then I stopped.

Why?

Waking up next to strangers
that they chose for me...

[ sighs ]

I understand.

Do you?

Maybe you do.

You have children?

No.

[ gulps ]

I have a son.

He doesn't know
if I'm alive or dead.

That's the one thing
I can't take.

[ elizabeth laughs ]

Maurice.

Hello, michelle.

It's nice to see you.

Is it?

Maurice stopped by
to see the kids.

Oh, are they here?

We sent them
to her sister's.

We needed to talk.

About what?

Well, y-you know,
maurice hasn't, uh,

Had work for a while.

And his workmen's comp
still hasn't come through.

Do you need
to borrow some money?

Lisa. Come on.

You can tell me
anything.

We want a piece of
whatever it is you got going on

With your friend
the consultant.

I'm sure
he would love to know

What's going on
at northrop, too.

So we want in --

For double
whatever you're getting.

Maurice.

You have
a high-security clearance.

I don't know
what kind of clearance you have,

But lisa could go to jail
for giving up info.

Bigger risk --
more money.

If you need to borrow money,
I can help you out,

But this isn't
a good idea.

You don't have the kind of money
we're talking about.

It's too risky, lisa.

We're gonna lose
the house.

[ inhales deeply ]

I'll talk to jack.

Thank you.

Anything you need.
You know that.

Well...

We're not gonna make the movie,
so how about some coffee?

Sure.

I'll take one, too,
baby.

[ chuckling ] okay.

I'd like to meet
your friend.

What's his name?

Jack?

But his name isn't important,
is it?

You're the real head
of this operation.

Aren't you?

Martha.

Oh.

I'm going to need
to sit down with you again.

Would you like
to talk now?

No, this is
going to take a while.

Could you talk to agent gaad
about setting aside a few hours

For us to meet
sometime next week?

I can pull someone
from the secretarial pool

To cover for you.

Um, all right.

Thank you.
Sure.

Have a good evening.
Thanks.

Good night.
Same to you.

You were in there
for three hours.

He's very thorough.
[ scoffs ]

Went over reams of data
with me.

Was it rough, or...?
Are you kidding?

He's the first person
I've spoken to

Who really gets computers.

Oh.

Really understands
information,

How to...Break it down,
analyze it.

[ chuckles ] he's kind of like
a walking computer himself.

I'm telling you, martha --
this guy is impressive.

All right,
well, good night.

Yep.
See you tomorrow, gene.

Do you ever
think about her?

Annelise?

Yes.

I was ready
to change my life for her.

She really loved you.

How can you do this job --
the things you have to do?

Yousaf, I -- I've been
doing this a long time.

It doesn't
get any easier.

You make mistakes --
a lot of them.

And they weigh on you.

But you look around, you see
what a hell this world is

For most people
most of the time,

And you think about
what it can be

And what
you can do about it.

[ sighs ]

10 days ago, the cia asked us
to give them the names

Of the mujahideen commanders
with the best language skills.

They're flying three of them
here on the 18th.

The cia wouldn't tell us
what it was about,

But we hear things.

What things?

The cia has
a new weapon system --

Light, easy to use,
powerful enough

To knock your helicopters
and airplanes out of the sky.

What do you know about the men
they're bringing here?

You think
you can turn them?

There are
some reasonable men

Among the mujahideen
in afghanistan.

Not the ones
we're sending here.

One of them, his men
cut people's heads off --

Soviet soldiers --
with a pulwar.

Like something
out of the middle ages.

The station guys report it
as one more dead russian,

So langley has no idea.

What about the other two?

[ sighs ]

Going somewhere?

Henry's doing his stupid
eddie murphy routines.

I needed some quiet.

Yeah.

That kid's nuts.

[ chuckles lightly ]

Paige...

We never, ever meant
to hurt you.

You're our daughter.
Henry is our son.

We wanted you --
both of you --

More than
you could possibly know.

I know you must have
a thousand questions,

But you cannot --
cannot ever speak about this

When henry or anyone else
is around.

We will
only talk about this

When we know
no one else can hear, okay?

I need you to tell me
that you understand that, paige.

I understand.

I know that there are
certain things

That you missed out on.

I know that.

[ breathes deeply ]

My father --
your grandfather --

He died in the war
when I was 2.

We had this picture of him
in his uniform.

I used to look at that
all the time.

I don't remember him.

My mother raised me.

You should have seen
the way I grew up.

[ chuckles ]

It was just me and her

And three other families
in a single apartment.

If the families
were too loud

When I was trying
to go to sleep,

She would
go scream at them.

They'd scream back.

She would always win.

[ chuckles ]

[ sighs ]

She had a real...

...Spirit.

Like yours.

I haven't seen her
since I came here.

How can I believe
anything you say?

[ knock on door ]

Agent taffet
wants to talk to me again.

That's all right.

He's very smart, clark.

He doesn't know anything.

Before, I could have just said
that I was doing it for you,

But now I --

I know that you're not...

Them.

Clark, what if they --

[ sighs ] my god.

Martha, you're giving them
way too much credit.

Trust me.

What if he just asks me
point blank if I did it?

You say no.

He can't see thr-- martha,
he doesn't have superpowers.

It's his job
to know if I'm lying.

His job is to make you feel
as if he knows.

He doesn't know.

I still don't think
that I can --

Okay,
when he asks you,

Just look
at the tip of his nose.

It'll look to him like
you're looking into his eyes,

And you'll be
less nervous.

That's not --
try it.

Just try it now.
Look at the tip of my nose.

[ sighs ]

Great. Looks like you're staring
confidently into my eyes.

I won't be confident.

Think about the fact
that you're in control.

But I'm not.

But you know
more than he does,

So that gives you
the control.

Just think about those words --
"I know more than he does."

Now just say

"I have no idea who put
that thing in agent gaad's pen."

Tip of my nose.

I have no idea who put
that thing in agent gaad's pen.

That was awfully good,
martha.

[ sighs ] really?

Yes -- really.

This was really good.

I had the chef
cook it for you especially.

Did you really?

I don't know if he cooked
your meal personally,

But I told him it was
for somebody very important --

Special.

I appreciate that.

Of course.

I want you to come back.

I would have come back
anyway.

[ both breathing heavily ]

I want you wet.

That's better.

[ elizabeth breathing heavily ]

[ engine shuts off ]

Elizabeth has
the hotel covered?

Yeah,
she's very close.

We'll be ready
by the time they get here.

We think
abassin zadran is the guy.

They've set up a task force
at the centre.

They can move very quickly
when the time comes.

How are you feeling
about paige?

We'll be fine.

That's not
what I asked you.

I need something,
gabriel.

Of course.

I want to arrange a trip

For elizabeth to see her mother
one last time.

I wish it were possible,
but we both know that it isn't.

I know it's against the rules
and I know it's hard,

But we do hard things.

That's what we do.

I understand
how you feel about this.

Do you?
Do you really understand?

Yes.
Because I haven't seen it
in a long time.

Since you've been back,

I hear a lot of things
being asked of us -- of me,

Like afghanistan
and south africa

And the future of my daughter,
whether I like it or not.

Lower your voice, philip.

I had an agent
I slept with for three years,

And then I got her killed.

I broke her bones,
and I shoved her in a suitcase.

We ask a lot of you.
I know.

Don't give me that.

Don't give me your understanding
and tell me everything's fine.

It is not.

No, it's not.

And you need to tell me
something, philip --

Are you falling apart?

Can you handle whatever might be
coming at you next?

I'm fine.

But I don't want
to keep hearing "no" from you.

One of these times,
I'm gonna need a "yes."

You've had greater access
to agent gaad's office

Than anyone else.

Well, yes.
I-I'm his secretary.

Right.

Right.

You've never been married.

Yes.

No, I haven't.

No long-term relationships?

It's a hard-enough job
as it is,

But with no one
to go home to...

[ sighs ]

Never met the right guy.

I realize it may be
uncomfortable for you

To talk about
your personal life,

But I just want to give you
an opportunity

To tell me anything
I might need to know.

Any romantic relationship

That could have possibly
compromised you in any way?

[ inhales deeply ]

I don't date much.

I was involved
with an agent in the office

A couple of years ago --
chris amador.

Yes.

I think I was more involved
with him than he was with me.

But I'm sure you know
what happened with agent amador.

I do.

That must have been...
Difficult.

Yes, it was.

It was...Awful.

For everyone here.

There wasn't anything about
agent amador's death you knew

That you didn't share
with the bureau at the time?

Of course not.

This process has been hard
on everybody, miss hanson.

Thank you for your time
and forbearance.

That's all.

You can go.

Oh, all right. Um...

Well, thank you.

Or...Good luck.

Thank you.

[ door opens ]

[ people speaking russian ]

Israelis.

People who I thought
were my friends,

But they traded me
like a slave to these...Thugs...

These monsters
who never let me speak to anyone

Or even
send a message home.

All my son knows is that
one day, I didn't come home.

Maybe I died.

He doesn't know.

Or maybe
I...Abandoned him.

He doesn't know.

I lived
most of my life here, nina,

But I never knew anyone

Who would do something
like this.

I did.

They traded me, too.

Back and forth.

You forget what it's like
to have your own life.

I'm not letting them
do that to me.

I won't let them
decide who I am.

Jacob would be proud.

You know my son's name?

I never told it to you.

I never even said his name
since I've been here.

Your story
is beautiful...

And hard.

You should
keep writing it.

I haven't told anyone.

I won't.

Why?

I don't know.

We can see everything
at the front desk from here.

Nice.

In two years, we'll have cameras
on every floor.

This is betsy.

[ laughs ]

It's my mother's name.

I love this thing,
so I gave it a name.

It handles all the reservations
and information

We used to have to do
by hand.

So much faster.

My company's
talking to ibm now

About computerizing
all our files.

Do it.
It'll change your life.

We just put in a name
or a date, phone number...

All the necessary info.

Date of reservation,
special-needs requests,

Payment method.

[ knock on door, door opens ]

Neal? Guy out front
wants to see a manager.

What's the problem?

Hotel's booked, and we can't
find his reservation.

[ sighs ]
just a sec.

[ keyboard clacking ]

[ door opens ]

Everything okay?

Yeah.

Reservation was
under the wrong name.

[ sighs ]

I have to go.

Really?

[ sighing ] ohh.

[ chuckles ]

Meet me in room 308
in 10 minutes.

Ohh!

[ moaning ]

I can't.

Next time.

"I pushed f3.

The machine
was messed up.

It gave me a payday.

I wanted
a $100,000 bar."

[ sighs ]

U.S...F.L.

Mm.

Beep.

Beep.

[ both chuckle ]

Beeeeep.

[ both laugh ]

[ sighs ]

Hi.

Hi.

I think I found a way
for you to see your mother.

[ sighs ]

We've been through this.

Just hear me out.

[ knock on door ]

Come in.

Morning.

Morning.

Come on in.

What are you
talking about?

Your grandmother
in russia.

She's very sick.

And I want your mom
to go and see her.

Can you?

No. I can't.

Paige. Wait.