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we were thinking for so long if we

we were thinking for so long if we

we were thinking for so long if we should actually do it right now but we

should actually do it right now but we

should actually do it right now but we finally think it's a good time

finally think it's a good time

finally think it's a good time for us to tell you guys our story right

for us to tell you guys our story right

for us to tell you guys our story right for me the coming out story it's not

for me the coming out story it's not

for me the coming out story it's not like

like

like coming out story something dramatic

coming out story something dramatic

coming out story something dramatic emotional it's

emotional it's

emotional it's just

boring

boring

boring yeah because she didn't really have any

yeah because she didn't really have any

yeah because she didn't really have any struggle i think

struggle i think

struggle i think you didn't so

you didn't so

you didn't so everything

everything

everything started

started

started when i liked a girl when i was 13.

when i liked a girl when i was 13.

when i liked a girl when i was 13. she was

she was

she was in middle school with me and we were

in middle school with me and we were

in middle school with me and we were like friends but i had like mixed

like friends but i had like mixed

like friends but i had like mixed feelings from her so

feelings from her so

feelings from her so at that time i didn't even know what

at that time i didn't even know what

at that time i didn't even know what that feelings for me meant i thought i

that feelings for me meant i thought i

that feelings for me meant i thought i just like her so much like she's so cool

just like her so much like she's so cool

just like her so much like she's so cool or something but after

or something but after

or something but after i think a couple of months or a year i

i think a couple of months or a year i

i think a couple of months or a year i realized that

realized that

realized that i think

i think

i think i think i was just in love with her a

i think i was just in love with her a

i think i was just in love with her a little bit

little bit

little bit at that time i struggled a lot i was

at that time i struggled a lot i was

at that time i struggled a lot i was overreacting at school and

overreacting at school and

overreacting at school and i think that was like the worst time of

i think that was like the worst time of

i think that was like the worst time of my life at that point

my life at that point

my life at that point i had to change school

i had to change school

i had to change school after i changed school i met a girl who

after i changed school i met a girl who

after i changed school i met a girl who was bisexual

was bisexual

was bisexual so

so

so at that time i thought that i'm also

at that time i thought that i'm also

at that time i thought that i'm also bisexual

bisexual

bisexual i was still trying to be with some guys

i was still trying to be with some guys

i was still trying to be with some guys but it always

but it always

but it always was the same for me i didn't

was the same for me i didn't

was the same for me i didn't want to

want to

want to be close to them

be close to them

be close to them even though they were considered so

even though they were considered so

even though they were considered so handsome or something and i didn't even

handsome or something and i didn't even

handsome or something and i didn't even know why i'm like this like my school is

know why i'm like this like my school is

know why i'm like this like my school is considered like lgbt school i don't know

considered like lgbt school i don't know

considered like lgbt school i don't know why but we have so many lgbt people and

why but we have so many lgbt people and

why but we have so many lgbt people and in my classroom there were at least 10

in my classroom there were at least 10

in my classroom there were at least 10 people and we got super close and

people and we got super close and

people and we got super close and when i was talking to them i just

when i was talking to them i just

when i was talking to them i just came out

came out

came out but i came out at 13 i was already

but i came out at 13 i was already

but i came out at 13 i was already talking to my mom about it that i think

talking to my mom about it that i think

talking to my mom about it that i think i like girls or stuff like that but i

i like girls or stuff like that but i

i like girls or stuff like that but i wasn't like official i didn't say oh i'm

wasn't like official i didn't say oh i'm

wasn't like official i didn't say oh i'm a lesbian i thought oh i like girls and

a lesbian i thought oh i like girls and

a lesbian i thought oh i like girls and maybe boys

maybe boys

maybe boys so at that time i still thought maybe

so at that time i still thought maybe

so at that time i still thought maybe i'm bisexual

i'm bisexual

i'm bisexual maybe

maybe

maybe and then i struggled so much because all

and then i struggled so much because all

and then i struggled so much because all of the boys were just like me for me and

of the boys were just like me for me and

of the boys were just like me for me and i didn't really care what other people

i didn't really care what other people

i didn't really care what other people think about it had my first girlfriend

think about it had my first girlfriend

think about it had my first girlfriend and

and

and i never

i never

i never never thought that i will ever be with

never thought that i will ever be with

never thought that i will ever be with the guy anymore i was dumb for the

the guy anymore i was dumb for the

the guy anymore i was dumb for the bisexuality

bisexuality

bisexuality when i was talking to my mom about it

when i was talking to my mom about it

when i was talking to my mom about it since i was 13 and she always

since i was 13 and she always

since i was 13 and she always talked with me like you're gonna change

talked with me like you're gonna change

talked with me like you're gonna change your mind it's just the face and all of

your mind it's just the face and all of

your mind it's just the face and all of my family was talking about it even when

my family was talking about it even when

my family was talking about it even when i had a girlfriend and the previous

i had a girlfriend and the previous

i had a girlfriend and the previous girlfriend she my mom still think oh

girlfriend she my mom still think oh

girlfriend she my mom still think oh she's gonna break up with that girl and

she's gonna break up with that girl and

she's gonna break up with that girl and then she's gonna be with the guy and

then she's gonna be with the guy and

then she's gonna be with the guy and when we broke up my mom was talking to

when we broke up my mom was talking to

when we broke up my mom was talking to me again about it and she said oh maybe

me again about it and she said oh maybe

me again about it and she said oh maybe you want to be with a guy now and i said

you want to be with a guy now and i said

you want to be with a guy now and i said no

no

no because her ex she is a tomboy yeah so

because her ex she is a tomboy yeah so

because her ex she is a tomboy yeah so her mom thinks

her mom thinks

her mom thinks there's a chance she can be with a guy

there's a chance she can be with a guy

there's a chance she can be with a guy now when i'm with cali

now when i'm with cali

now when i'm with cali my whole family knows that

my whole family knows that

my whole family knows that there's no chance i'll ever be with the

there's no chance i'll ever be with the

there's no chance i'll ever be with the guy and my mom accepts it now because

guy and my mom accepts it now because

guy and my mom accepts it now because she likes cali i mean i think that's the

she likes cali i mean i think that's the

she likes cali i mean i think that's the only reason she would accept it

only reason she would accept it

only reason she would accept it uh before when i was with my previous

uh before when i was with my previous

uh before when i was with my previous girlfriend when i was talking about a

girlfriend when i was talking about a

girlfriend when i was talking about a future with her she was like ah

future with her she was like ah

future with her she was like ah everything's gonna change you never know

everything's gonna change you never know

everything's gonna change you never know blah blah blah but when i'm talking

blah blah blah but when i'm talking

blah blah blah but when i'm talking about cali my mom is like when are you

about cali my mom is like when are you

about cali my mom is like when are you guys having kids i'm gonna be a

guys having kids i'm gonna be a

guys having kids i'm gonna be a grandmother when are you guys gonna give

grandmother when are you guys gonna give

grandmother when are you guys gonna give me a granddaughter i can take care of

me a granddaughter i can take care of

me a granddaughter i can take care of her for you guys

her for you guys

her for you guys something like that and she just

something like that and she just

something like that and she just supports it like 100

supports it like 100

supports it like 100 and all of my family is just so chill

and all of my family is just so chill

and all of my family is just so chill about it right now i was at some point i

about it right now i was at some point i

about it right now i was at some point i even thought that my mom is racist

even thought that my mom is racist

even thought that my mom is racist but i think

but i think

but i think the misconception was because she never

the misconception was because she never

the misconception was because she never actually

actually

actually met an asian

met an asian

met an asian my mom always

my mom always

my mom always touches her hair saying how beautiful it

touches her hair saying how beautiful it

touches her hair saying how beautiful it is she's always saying that it's her

is she's always saying that it's her

is she's always saying that it's her daughter and stuff like that i feel like

daughter and stuff like that i feel like

daughter and stuff like that i feel like i have a mom here

i have a mom here

i have a mom here many people say that poland is a really

many people say that poland is a really

many people say that poland is a really homophobic country all the time in our

homophobic country all the time in our

homophobic country all the time in our comments but it's actually not true only

comments but it's actually not true only

comments but it's actually not true only like

like

like the government is homophobic and

the government is homophobic and

the government is homophobic and we're in warsaw it's the capital city

we're in warsaw it's the capital city

we're in warsaw it's the capital city we never never never even one times

we never never never even one times

we never never never even one times never

never

never anyone said anything to us about being a

anyone said anything to us about being a

anyone said anything to us about being a lesbian never and we we don't hide we

lesbian never and we we don't hide we

lesbian never and we we don't hide we always

always

always yeah we always just be like a normal

yeah we always just be like a normal

yeah we always just be like a normal couple and everyone wouldn't even like

couple and everyone wouldn't even like

couple and everyone wouldn't even like stare at us it's just a really normal

stare at us it's just a really normal

stare at us it's just a really normal thing come here

okay so that's why i actually thought

okay so that's why i actually thought

okay so that's why i actually thought that my coming out story is

that my coming out story is

that my coming out story is not really

not really

not really valuable here because i cannot help

valuable here because i cannot help

valuable here because i cannot help anyone when they

anyone when they

anyone when they struggle with that and

struggle with that and

struggle with that and wish you guys luck

wish you guys luck

wish you guys luck if you want to

if you want to

if you want to but i even didn't really have a problem

but i even didn't really have a problem

but i even didn't really have a problem too

too

too she never even came out but they know

she never even came out but they know

she never even came out but they know i came out to my mom only

i came out to my mom only

i came out to my mom only and my cousins but you know

and my cousins but you know

and my cousins but you know kids aren't our age they don't mind so

kids aren't our age they don't mind so

kids aren't our age they don't mind so when i was 16 i just attended high

when i was 16 i just attended high

when i was 16 i just attended high school and my best friend she was

school and my best friend she was

school and my best friend she was a year ahead me so

a year ahead me so

a year ahead me so her best friend in the class

her best friend in the class

her best friend in the class wanted to be friend with me at first we

wanted to be friend with me at first we

wanted to be friend with me at first we just we were like chatting online but we

just we were like chatting online but we

just we were like chatting online but we never really talked in person when she

never really talked in person when she

never really talked in person when she started to talk to me it was already

started to talk to me it was already

started to talk to me it was already summer vacation so we were just chatting

summer vacation so we were just chatting

summer vacation so we were just chatting every day to the point that the school

every day to the point that the school

every day to the point that the school starts and we wanted to meet to hang out

starts and we wanted to meet to hang out

starts and we wanted to meet to hang out and we were like always so shy to each

and we were like always so shy to each

and we were like always so shy to each other and stuff like that and it was so

other and stuff like that and it was so

other and stuff like that and it was so weird

weird

weird and i suddenly realized that maybe i

and i suddenly realized that maybe i

and i suddenly realized that maybe i just liked her because

just liked her because

just liked her because before her i always had some weird

before her i always had some weird

before her i always had some weird relationships with girls but you know i

relationships with girls but you know i

relationships with girls but you know i never thought that i would like girls

never thought that i would like girls

never thought that i would like girls yeah same thing yeah it's always like

yeah same thing yeah it's always like

yeah same thing yeah it's always like and like i was obsessed with some female

and like i was obsessed with some female

and like i was obsessed with some female teachers yeah

teachers yeah

teachers yeah and i don't even know what hit me just

and i don't even know what hit me just

and i don't even know what hit me just make me think i'm i like girls so i just

make me think i'm i like girls so i just

make me think i'm i like girls so i just straight up told her like the first day

straight up told her like the first day

straight up told her like the first day i realized so i just told her that i

i realized so i just told her that i

i realized so i just told her that i think i like you but

think i like you but

think i like you but of course you wouldn't like me as a you

of course you wouldn't like me as a you

of course you wouldn't like me as a you know lover but

know lover but

know lover but we can just still be friends and

we can just still be friends and

we can just still be friends and you know

you know

you know nothing is wrong i just want to confess

nothing is wrong i just want to confess

nothing is wrong i just want to confess that's all

that's all

that's all so mostly she told me it was because

so mostly she told me it was because

so mostly she told me it was because she was christian so she couldn't be

she was christian so she couldn't be

she was christian so she couldn't be with me but she liked me too

with me but she liked me too

with me but she liked me too and at the same time we were like dating

and at the same time we were like dating

and at the same time we were like dating i know that counts we weren't together

i know that counts we weren't together

i know that counts we weren't together but we were kissing you know like what

but we were kissing you know like what

but we were kissing you know like what couples do

couples do

couples do but at the same time she had boyfriends

but at the same time she had boyfriends

but at the same time she had boyfriends too

too

too but it was a really long story we were

but it was a really long story we were

but it was a really long story we were like on and off for like a year and then

like on and off for like a year and then

like on and off for like a year and then soon i met

soon i met

soon i met my

my

my korean girlfriend

korean girlfriend

korean girlfriend and then

and then

and then i met a polish girl

i met a polish girl

i met a polish girl and i went to poland the first time

and i went to poland the first time

and i went to poland the first time because of her and then soon after i met

because of her and then soon after i met

because of her and then soon after i met her the first girl that made me fall in

her the first girl that made me fall in

her the first girl that made me fall in love with her at that time i already

love with her at that time i already

love with her at that time i already told everyone around me just not my

told everyone around me just not my

told everyone around me just not my parents because we weren't together

parents because we weren't together

parents because we weren't together friends and cousins and stuff they all

friends and cousins and stuff they all

friends and cousins and stuff they all knew

knew

knew and then

and then

and then i think until my korean girlfriend i

i think until my korean girlfriend i

i think until my korean girlfriend i told my mom

told my mom

told my mom yes i told my mom because i had to go to

yes i told my mom because i had to go to

yes i told my mom because i had to go to korea so she could let me go alone so i

korea so she could let me go alone so i

korea so she could let me go alone so i told my mom but my dad still didn't know

told my mom but my dad still didn't know

told my mom but my dad still didn't know he never suspected my dad only suspected

he never suspected my dad only suspected

he never suspected my dad only suspected when i was with her because she was

when i was with her because she was

when i was with her because she was actually in taiwan and my dad could see

actually in taiwan and my dad could see

actually in taiwan and my dad could see us

us

us and yeah so he thought it was weird that

and yeah so he thought it was weird that

and yeah so he thought it was weird that we're together all the time there was no

we're together all the time there was no

we're together all the time there was no one day that we were separated so my dad

one day that we were separated so my dad

one day that we were separated so my dad just knew and my cousin told me that my

just knew and my cousin told me that my

just knew and my cousin told me that my dad knows he didn't say anything but

dad knows he didn't say anything but

dad knows he didn't say anything but still i would

still i would

still i would never tell my dad

never tell my dad

never tell my dad my girlfriend i would always say my

my girlfriend i would always say my

my girlfriend i would always say my friend

friend

friend because it was just weird and my mom was

because it was just weird and my mom was

because it was just weird and my mom was the same like her mom like she thinks

the same like her mom like she thinks

the same like her mom like she thinks that one day i will still be with a guy

that one day i will still be with a guy

that one day i will still be with a guy now she maybe thinks like five percent

now she maybe thinks like five percent

now she maybe thinks like five percent like that but like 95 percent she just

like that but like 95 percent she just

like that but like 95 percent she just think okay she will be with a girl

think okay she will be with a girl

think okay she will be with a girl she always goes to my family meetings

she always goes to my family meetings

she always goes to my family meetings and they all know

and they all know

and they all know that we were together and we're still

that we were together and we're still

that we were together and we're still fine and they would still invite her to

fine and they would still invite her to

fine and they would still invite her to our family meeting and always ask me to

our family meeting and always ask me to

our family meeting and always ask me to take her to dinner to them

take her to dinner to them

take her to dinner to them and stuff like that so

and stuff like that so

and stuff like that so if they don't like you they wouldn't

if they don't like you they wouldn't

if they don't like you they wouldn't want me to invite you they wouldn't have

want me to invite you they wouldn't have

want me to invite you they wouldn't have to pretend

to pretend

to pretend to tell you to go they would just don't

to tell you to go they would just don't

to tell you to go they would just don't offer

offer

offer and her grandma is the

and her grandma is the

and her grandma is the super supportive one because her grandma

super supportive one because her grandma

super supportive one because her grandma said that she was she had a crush on

said that she was she had a crush on

said that she was she had a crush on some girl when she was young it's really

some girl when she was young it's really

some girl when she was young it's really funny and she loves us so much because

funny and she loves us so much because

funny and she loves us so much because she's

she's

she's my grandma was never even one percent

my grandma was never even one percent

my grandma was never even one percent against me being with the girl not even

against me being with the girl not even

against me being with the girl not even one percent yeah she's always super

one percent yeah she's always super

one percent yeah she's always super supportive and i'm really grateful for

supportive and i'm really grateful for

supportive and i'm really grateful for her because the grandmas are supposed to

her because the grandmas are supposed to

her because the grandmas are supposed to be now okay but my grandma's just super

be now okay but my grandma's just super

be now okay but my grandma's just super don't know up to date always and

don't know up to date always and

don't know up to date always and i think our coming out story is really

i think our coming out story is really

i think our coming out story is really boring i think it's

boring i think it's

boring i think it's it's just not maybe

it's just not maybe

it's just not maybe okay maybe not helpful that may be a

okay maybe not helpful that may be a

okay maybe not helpful that may be a little bit encouraging

little bit encouraging

little bit encouraging so you guys don't have to be scared

so you guys don't have to be scared

so you guys don't have to be scared because

sometimes you can be lucky

sometimes you can be lucky

sometimes you can be lucky sometimes maybe you think that your

sometimes maybe you think that your

sometimes maybe you think that your parents wouldn't accept but maybe they

parents wouldn't accept but maybe they

parents wouldn't accept but maybe they will because i thought my dad would be

will because i thought my dad would be

will because i thought my dad would be so against it

so against it

so against it because he's really traditional guy but

because he's really traditional guy but

because he's really traditional guy but he's just like whatever i think he's

he's just like whatever i think he's

he's just like whatever i think he's he's even happier down with a girl than

he's even happier down with a girl than

he's even happier down with a girl than a guy because he hates me having a

a guy because he hates me having a

a guy because he hates me having a boyfriend so much

boyfriend so much

boyfriend so much okay so i'm two percent bisexual

okay so i'm two percent bisexual

okay so i'm two percent bisexual and okay everyone can be slightly

and okay everyone can be slightly

and okay everyone can be slightly so when we meet new people they always

so when we meet new people they always

so when we meet new people they always don't care that we like girls they never

don't care that we like girls they never

don't care that we like girls they never have anything like oh my god really like

have anything like oh my god really like

have anything like oh my god really like girls they're just like oh

girls they're just like oh

girls they're just like oh no

no

no they're always super curious about it

they're always super curious about it

they're always super curious about it we started this channel based on our

we started this channel based on our

we started this channel based on our relationship but

relationship but

relationship but we like doing it but sometimes we want

we like doing it but sometimes we want

we like doing it but sometimes we want to do

to do

to do things that are different like what you

things that are different like what you

things that are different like what you guys want to know about poland and

guys want to know about poland and

guys want to know about poland and taiwan because

taiwan because

taiwan because a lot of people don't know poland and

a lot of people don't know poland and

a lot of people don't know poland and taiwan

taiwan

taiwan so

so

so we want to know what kind of things you

we want to know what kind of things you

we want to know what kind of things you guys are curious about of course we will

guys are curious about of course we will

guys are curious about of course we will still doing like videos about our

still doing like videos about our

still doing like videos about our relationship of course

relationship of course

relationship of course yeah just like both we want to do it so

yeah just like both we want to do it so

yeah just like both we want to do it so if you guys have any ideas just tell us

if you guys have any ideas just tell us

if you guys have any ideas just tell us because we know everything

because we know everything

because we know everything so we don't know what's

so we don't know what's

so we don't know what's like fun to talk about so we don't want

like fun to talk about so we don't want

like fun to talk about so we don't want to bore you guys

she's trying to put lipstick on my face

she's trying to put lipstick on my face

she's trying to put lipstick on my face but

but

but she's too dark yes the one they don't

she's too dark yes the one they don't

she's too dark yes the one they don't want me

that's my project

that's my project

that's my project my friend told me i look old in that

my friend told me i look old in that

my friend told me i look old in that lipstick is it true

lipstick is it true

lipstick is it true we were thinking about doing going on

we were thinking about doing going on

we were thinking about doing going on live yeah when we hit 200k whatever

live yeah when we hit 200k whatever

live yeah when we hit 200k whatever question pops out in what language we

question pops out in what language we

question pops out in what language we will answer in that language oh that's

will answer in that language oh that's

will answer in that language oh that's cool but 200k is still a long way to go

cool but 200k is still a long way to go

cool but 200k is still a long way to go so you guys should help us yeah

so you guys should help us yeah

so you guys should help us yeah and you will see us on live yes

and you will see us on live yes

and you will see us on live yes uh you will see how ugly we are yes

uh you will see how ugly we are yes

uh you will see how ugly we are yes am i ugly no you're not you're pretty

am i ugly no you're not you're pretty

am i ugly no you're not you're pretty she's brutal but you guys will see how

she's brutal but you guys will see how

she's brutal but you guys will see how ugly i am

ugly i am

ugly i am you're not

you're not

you're not i just punk

what tell them

what tell them

what tell them how come i'm pumped no i'm kidding okay

how come i'm pumped no i'm kidding okay

how come i'm pumped no i'm kidding okay please like comment and subscribe

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