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I've been...

a little weird lately.

I mean, it's not that I became weird.

Anyway, it's just weird.

I don't like you

getting close to another girl.

And it bothered me when you asked me

to set you up.

So, yeah...

I don't

like you relying on me...

anymore.

Because...

I...

I...

My...

blood vessels...

My blood vessels

are as hot as a boiler pipe.

It feels like

someone's drumming on my heart.

What about me?

How do you think I'd feel?

I feel the same way.

I... I don't know what to do.

I don't know what to do for you.

You don't have to do anything.

My hands are cold.

It's getting cold.

Be careful not to catch a cold.

I won't catch a cold, but my hands are cold.

Okay.

I'll buy you a pair of gloves tomorrow.

-You always intertwine your fingers. -Yes.

Have you held a lot of girls' hands?

Were you a playboy?

No.

That's how guardians hold hands

with autistic children,

to make sure they have a good grip

in case the child runs off.

I see.

Dr. Choi always held my hand like this when I was young.

But now, I'm not holding your hand.

You're holding mine.

Yes.

-Dr. Cha. -Yes?

Will you...

regret it in the morning?

Regret what?

There are many times when I regret what I said or did

the night before.

I regret it exactly at 6:30 a.m.

It's not like I'm drunk. Why would I regret it?

Then promise me one thing.

If you do regret it,

tie your hair in a ponytail tomorrow.

That's silly.

I can't bear to hear you say you regret it.

That way, I can tell just by looking.

Fine.

Then, I'll head back to the hospital.

I won't

regret it, right?

It's 6:30 a.m.

It's 6:30 a.m.

-Good morning. -Hello.

What?

Nothing.

Go outside.

Excuse me?

You know how windy it is out?

I looked like a banshee walking here with my hair down.

That wicked wind.

I'll make my rounds now.

Why did you want to see me?

I have two questions.

Go ahead.

Do you think you can survive in these poor conditions?

Your understanding of "conditions" differs from mine.

The most important condition in a department

is the doctors.

What you see is only secondary.

Then this is my second question.

You say you give children

a future and happiness.

Don't you think doctors in other countries

would want to do the same way?

I'm sure they do. The difference is,

they only ensure the future and happiness of the privileged.

The children's future that we ensure

excludes the word "privileged."

Yun-seo!

Hey, Eun-seong.

Why did you flake on us last night?

I had something to do.

I heard you were set up with a prosecutor.

My mom called you again?

You know she always asks me about your life.

Why don't you just cut me out of your life?

Please cut me out of your life.

She asks every other day without fail.

She drives me crazy.

What?

Now that I'm dying,

are you happy?

You are, right?

I am not happy.

You brat.

You're a big fat liar,

just like your mom.

Honey.

-I'm not lying. -Be quiet, you stupid fool!

Si-deok, my oldest son Si-deok...

It would've been so nice if he were around.

He would've taken care of me.

Why are you bringing him up now?

My Si-deok...

I have no luck.

My wretched luck.

CHIEF KO CHUNG-MAN

Listen.

This is your last chance.

Find everyone who's in my way.

LIST OF MEDICAL PERSONNEL

DEPARTMENT OF PEDIATRIC SURGERY KIM DO-HAN, CHA YUN-SEO, PARK SI-ON

I heard from Ms. Lee.

She says you're of great help.

I caused this mess.

I should at least pretend to fix it.

Okay.

Keep pretending to fix it at least,

for her sake.

Ms. Lee

has never hoped that you'd do something for her.

She only thought about what she could do

to give you peace.

I won't tell you to understand her

or to get along anymore.

Just don't avoid her.

With time, you can find a way to make amends,

but if you keep a distance and stay away, you'll never get a chance.

Okay?

Okay.

I requested a conference for tomorrow.

I'll discuss it with Chief Kim.

So did you find enough proof why we must operate on In-hae ourselves?

-Yes, I guess. -What is it?

The vascular anastomosis will be the main topic.

Ileostomy will be the second.

True, we have much more experience with that.

It will be decided tomorrow.

So watch what you say until then.

-Yes, sir. -Yes, sir.

-Are you eating well? -Yes.

-Check Dong-jin's temperature frequently. -I will.

What are you writing?

All the happy moments of my life.

There were a lot

when I think about it.

I bet there are more that you don't remember.

I hope I can remember enough to fill up this diary.

That way,

if something happens to me,

my sister could look through this and be less sad.

In-hae, stop saying things like that.

I know an intestinal transplant

is a very difficult and dangerous surgery.

I wish

the pediatric surgery docs would do it.

I think I'd feel a lot more at ease, then.

That brat.

She keeps saying things that break my heart.

I think it was a big shock to her

when she collapsed.

She never collapsed like that before.

I'm sorry.

If we could operate on her like In-hae wants,

it would help calm her nerves a little.

You must be scared too, Now that the surgery is around the corner.

Yes.

A little.

Not of the pain.

I feel like It would be

really cold.

Doctors' hands

are warmer than you think.

So trust us.

The resistance in the hospital is worse than expected.

We can just kick out the troublemakers.

Once we're done, we must bring in

appropriate people for the job.

But they're not as good as those we have now.

Doctors are all the same.

That's not true.

They may be similar in skills,

but there is a difference that we can't see.

So what are you trying to say?

How about we make it

a straightforward investment again, rather than an acquisition?

What?

Rather than forcing an ill-fitting tire,

it may be better to pump up the tire that fits well.

Hey, Kang Hyeon-tae.

-You'll take the easy way, is that it? -That's not what I'm saying.

Listen carefully.

The children are our hope.

A slightly different hope.

Look at this.

What is that?

An anniversary app.

It's a bit embarrassing at my age,

but I really wanted to try it.

Let's see. We've been dating for one day.

Aren't you going to download this?

I don't need it.

You know how many days ago I met you?

Forget it. I'm going to use this.

It's our first official day. Want to go somewhere?

-Oh, the zoo-- -Except for the zoo and Internet cafes.

There.

Spirits of animals surround you.

They're always protecting you and keeping you pure

even if others try to taint you.

Wow, it's pretty close.

What about me?

You have two things.

-The spirit of alcohol, and... -Oh, my gosh.

Wow, she's good.

-And the other? -The spirit of fire.

Oh, because I have a bad temper?

No, the nature of fire isn't to burn,

but to warm.

People, the earth, the air, and etc.

Right?

Then...

how about us together?

You're really good. There are no obstacles.

But...

you two have only one bridge of souls.

-Bridge of souls? -Bridges that connect you two.

Couples who break up and get back together

over and over have many bridges of souls.

But you two have only one.

If that bridge disappears,

you'll never meet again.

What kind of gibberish was that?

Don't believe stuff like that.

You're the one who took me there saying she's good.

I guess she lost her touch.

What's that?

SOLVE THE CUBE

If you solve this in two minutes,

you get one of these prizes.

Oh, I need this egg cooker.

-May I do it in ten seconds? -Pardon?

Take your time. Ten seconds seems like a push.

No, and it's not fun with my eyes open.

What?

-Give me a countdown, please. -Okay. Start!

One, two, three, four,

five, six, seven, eight,

nine, ten!

Wow! Awesome!

I want this.

I'll take this.

All done.

Hot.

Thank you. I really needed this.

Let me know if you ever need anything.

We used your children-saving power for this.

I use it for other things at times.

I used it once at a maze contest at an amusement park.

I won a box of mixed noodles.

Good for you.

This is nothing.

There you go again.

Actually,

do you want to date openly

and tell people?

Why? Are you afraid people will tease me?

No one will tease me.

Don't worry.

Still. I don't know...

It's okay.

Then let's wait a little bit.

I'd like to tell people later.

Later when?

You can do it, right?

Please make sure we can operate on our In-hae.

Please make sure Chief Kim can't say a word.

I'm not going to fight,

but debate on a medical issue.

Yes, sir.

-Don't worry, and get to work. -Yes, sir.

I have a question.

How do you plan to conduct the enteroenterostomy?

We'll connect the small and large intestines.

You can't conduct an ileostomy if you do that.

How will you monitor the small intestine post surgery?

There's something more important than that.

It's vascular anastomosis.

I believe

In-hae's aorta and vena cavax have not been infected.

During intestinal transplants,

if you connect fixed blood vessels like the aorta or vena cava,

the connection may bend, increasing risk of failure.

To add to what Dr. Kim Do-han is saying,

we can increase the likelihood of success

by connecting microvessels,

which are more flexible.

Are you here to taunt us even more?

Don't bother trying to pressure us.

We know our deadline.

Why

weren't you interested in saving the hospital?

What?

Your complacency brought this about.

Excuse me. What are you trying to say?

You're not just losing the hospital and foundation.

You and Dr. Choi will lose your worth.

-Get out. How dare you preach to her? -Listen very carefully

to what I'm about to say.

He should be here soon.

You did the best you could.

Thank you.

Not bad, right?

We're operating...

on In-hae.

Wow! Dr. Kim rocks!

Why were you acting?

I think drama suits me better than Captain Hook.

You're not a weak link anymore.

You have the spirit of acting within you.

Wasn't I good?

If you say I'm a horrible actor again, you're all dead.

Are you all free tonight?

I thought we'd have a department dinner.

You're probably busy, right?

I'm free.

You're all free, right?

-Yes. -Sure, yes.

I would like to have well-marbled rib eye.

Buy that for yourself!

Hello.

You...

are that doctor from that time.

Yes.

-How are you feeling? -How do you think?

As you can see,

I'm half dead.

But...

why are you here?

-It's about Si-on. -What about that brat?

Sir.

Please stop treating him like an eight-year-old child, but as an adult.

Your son

is a respected doctor at this hospital.

You have to treat him as an adult

if you want him to be a trustworthy son.

Stop babbling.

Get out!

Please, sir.

You're just a doctor.

Stay out of our family matters!

If Si-on's brother were still alive,

he would've said the same thing.

Actually,

do you want to date openly

and tell people?

Why? Are you afraid people will tease me?

To Pediatric Surgery!

-Cheers! -Cheers!

Order anything you want. Except for you, Si-on.

I know you work hard.

Sorry I never took you out before.

It's okay. We ate well on our own.

I want to apologize

for being a bad chief.

Not at all.

We're sorry for not helping you out more.

That's okay.

You know, Chief,

up close, you look like the actor, Lee Byung-hun.

Stop saying such silly things.

"Tell me. Did you really try to kill me?"

Do I?

But you look like a shriveled up Lee Byung-hun.

What, you punk?

Hey, Si-on.

How dare you talk to the chief that way?

I'm sorry.

Why, you...

You...

Excuse me. May I have your attention please?

I...

have a boyfriend now!

-What? -Applause!

Wow! So you're finally not single anymore?

Congratulations. What is he like?

It's Park Si-on.

-Hey. -Stop joking. Who is it?

It really is Si-on.

Hey, come on.

Then you shouldn't have brought it up to begin with.

It really is Si-on.

Really?

Wow. Applause, again.

Are you mad I told them without asking you first?

Or are you worried?

It's something we would've had to face eventually.

We can't hide it from everyone forever,

and we don't have to.

I understand what you mean.

But doesn't it feel good,

now that it's out?

Yes, I feel very, very good.

You have to get back, right?

Yes.

Go on, then.

Okay.

Why are you so down?

It's nothing.

Wow, Si-on.

How did you woo Yun-seo? I'm impressed.

Si-on.

Yes?

You have that qualification now,

so don't lose it.

I won't lose it.

Ever.

Good. I like your attitude. I like it a lot.

Isn't that so sweet? Dr. Cha and Dr. Park.

But you seem worried.

How could I not be?

Who are you worried about?

Both.

Give them your blessing.

You're the biggest pillar for both of them.

Actually, I almost forgot something important.

What is it?

Mr. Kang.

I know we should be happy for them, but...

Sure, we accept it since we're family,

but people in the hospital will talk for sure.

Who cares about that? As long as they're happy.

Yeah, but still...

I don't think it'll be easy.

Do you think they're stupid?

You think they don't know that?

This is huge.

No wonder they always stick together.

I really don't get it.

Yes, he's cute. But how can you love him?

Exactly.

Stop talking about others!

I told you, no gossiping.

Who?

Si-on and Yun-seo?

Yes, all the surgeons are talking about them.

Yun-seo acted like she was all that,

but she's dating a loser like that?

Maybe she likes unusual things.

Stand up straight.

Why are you so down?

I'm sorry.

I won't be like this in front of patients--

Not just patients.

You can't love or protect anyone if you're this weak.

Get three times stronger. Stop acting like a kid.

Got it?

Yes, sir.

Why aren't you saying anything?

About what?

About Si-on and me.

Why would I say anything about your relationship?

Still...

You're wiser than anyone I know.

I believe your judgment.

Thank you.

Let's prepare for the show.

Okay.

I can't wait to see your performance.

PEDIATRIC SURGERY ANNIVERSARY PLAY

Everyone, what are we here to see?

-Peter Pan! -Peter Pan!

From now on, this is not the pediatric ward,

but Neverland.

Shall we all call for Peter Pan?

One, two, three.

-Peter Pan! -Peter Pan!

One more time.

-Peter Pan! -Peter Pan!

Hi, I'm Peter Pan from Neverland.

I'm Wendy.

I'm John.

I'm Michael.

It's so nice to meet you!

Peter Pan,

I'll get rid of you once and for all.

We'll see about that.

Peter Pan, go get that evil Captain Hook!

Okay, don't worry.

Tinkerbell, sprinkle some fairy dust!

Why are you walking instead of flying?

I had a big lunch, so I'm too heavy to fly.

You're not Tinkerbell,

but Oinkerbell.

What was that? You want a piece of me?

Be warned, Oinkerbell.

Come up here.

Excuse me.

Oh! Who's that?

-Excuse me. -Who are you, ugly thing?

I'm the Little Mermaid.

What kind of fish are you?

I'm saw-edged perch.

Why are you here?

I'm looking for a witch who can make a potion

to turn me into a human.

Oh, no.

You must take a bus. It's 72,000 stops away. Hurry, hurry.

I'm sorry.

We're home, Wendy.

No.

I want to return to Neverland with you.

I said no.

-Take her with you. -Don't leave her!

You're still growing. You can't stay with me.

I want to be a child forever with you.

No, you must live a happy life,

with the people here.

Peter Pan.

I have to go.

Goodbye, Wendy.

Peter Pan!

One, two, three.

There's a call from the ER!

A five-year-old girl fell off a slide,

and has heavy bleeding in her reproductive organs and anus.

Don't just stand there!

-Vitals. -Unstable.

The wound is deep. Her rectum may be damaged.

-Si-on, prepare for a sonogram. -Okay.

Stethoscope.

Why do you look so pleased?

I'm not lucky with people,

but I'm lucky with mentees.

Here it is.

You're reaping what you sowed.

No.

Just look at them.

They're not just saving patients.

They truly care for them,

whereas I only treated patients out of obligation.

The pediatric surgeons are very unusual indeed.

Even more than you.

Wouldn't you have been scared?

I know what you mean. I have nothing to say.

You don't do it anymore, right?

Of course. I can't remember the last time I fought.

But how did you get out of there?

I heard it's not easy to get out.

Oh, that.

I had a nephew.

My brother and his wife died in a car accident.

So I raised him.

But...

he was very sick. He had malignant lymphoma.

CANCERS THAT START ANYWHERE IN THE BODY'S LYMPHATIC SYSTEM

He was more precious to me than if he were my own son.

But I was too busy going around, fighting,

and couldn't look after him.

All I did was pay the hospital bills.

And then,

he was gone.

But...

this is what he said

in his letter to me.

"Thank you for being by my side.

I love you."

I didn't do anything for him.

I didn't spend much time with him.

That's why I quit and came straight here.

To take care

of kids like my nephew by their side.

That was the only way I could forgive myself.

What's wrong with me? I'm sorry.

I'm exhausted, with the play and then surgery.

Go to sleep.

I have to wash my face first.

Just go to sleep.

I can't.

I'll break out if I don't wash up.

You'll still be pretty.

Let's see if you say that tomorrow.

But I'm too tired to get up.

I'm just going to sleep.

Then go to sleep.

I'll go back...

Stay until I fall asleep.

Yun-seo!

Hey.

We need to talk.

Everyone in the hospital is talking.

What are you going to do?

About what?

You're not impulsive.

No, I'm not.

I thought a lot about this.

I know you grow attached to people, but--

This isn't sympathy or pity.

This is real.

What if your mom finds out?

Do you think you can convince her?

Both you and Dr. Park will get hurt while you try.

It'll be irreparable.

Either just date casually

or end it now.

You may think I'm being harsh,

but this is the right way.

Luckily, it's not too deep.

You can't get a scar on your pretty hand.

Is everything about me pretty to you?

You're in trouble.

You're completely blinded.

I can see fine.

Are you sure

you're okay?

Of course.

I'm beyond okay.

I'm really happy.

If you get hurt

because of me, even just a little bit--

It's okay, even if I do.

As long as we're okay.

In-hae's transplant surgery is finally tomorrow.

We checked thoroughly,

but her liver, heart,

or blood vessels can react adversely to it.

Even if something unexpected happens,

be calm and work through it. Got it?

-Yes, sir. -Yes, sir.

Should we inject the immunosuppressant tonight?

Yes, get it done right away.

Yes, sir.

I...

have to get to my room now.

Don't be scared.

It's going to be fine.

In-yeong.

Stop crying.

You're crying, too.

In-hae.

This surgery

won't ruin my happiness.

It will let me share my happiness with you.

You know...

it grows bigger when shared.

So...

don't ever feel sorry for me.

Okay.

I said I won't.

I love you,

my one and only little sister.

I love you too,

my one and only big sister.

In-yeong.

Yes?

I'm going to just

be a fool.

I don't want to be a fool who's dumb,

but I don't mind being a fool for you.

I know you're uncomfortable because of me,

but please bear with it.

I'll make sure...

I'm worth it.

In-hae, just hang in there a little bit longer,

and you'll be able to eat yummy food again.

I'll make you yummy spaghetti.

No, that's almost inedible. It tastes...

You look so good together.

You're embarrassing me.

Thank you. It's all thanks to you.

You have to be very, very happy, okay?

You sound like an officiant.

OPERATING ROOM

Don't worry about a thing, okay?

Okay.

Doctor.

It's warm.

Not because it's a doctor's hand,

but because it's yours, Jin-uk.

Okay, let's begin.

Scalpel.

Tell the donor's OR

we'll cut her abdomen and wait until it's time to start.

Yes, sir.

You have to stay by my side, okay?

I will, In-hae.

In-hae, take a nap for a few hours.

Sweet dreams.

I'll administer the anesthesia.

Blood flow looks good.

Okay, let's begin removing the organ.

Mosquito forceps.

Tie.

Cut.

Cut.

Cut.

Removal is complete. Check on the recipient.

Yes, sir.

Lift.

Vascular forceps.

Vascular forceps.

Another.

In-hae, it's almost done.

Hang in there a little longer.

Take it out.

It's done.

-Finish up and get her to an aseptic room. -Great work.

Great work.

Great work.

She should be waking up already. Why isn't she awake?

Let's wait a little longer.

Hello?

What's going on?

She can't breathe on her own and her BP is low.

In-hae.

I think it's D.I.C.

D.I.C.? Then abdominal bleeding...

Then we cannot stop the bleeding.

If the bleeding doesn't stop,

she may never wake up.