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Scalpel.

Dr. Kim.

Dr. Kim.

Are you okay?

Dr. Kim!

Dr. Kim! Wake up!

Dr. Kim!

I'm fine.

Dr. Kim!

Your wound is infected, isn't it?

-Take him outside. -All right.

-I'm fine. -You can't continue like this.

Gil-nam, hold me up.

-Dr. Kim. -Now!

Dr. Cha.

-You take over. -Excuse me?

And Dr. Han,

-you be the first assistant. -Pardon?

I'll remain in the OR.

You all will be my hands and eyes,

got it?

-Yes, sir. -Yes, sir.

Dr. Cha, open him up and locate the gallbladder.

The obstruction is bad, so be very careful.

Yes, sir.

Scalpel.

Retractor. Another one.

-Forceps. -Gauze.

Right angle, please.

The adhesion is worse than expected.

It won't be easy.

Si-on.

Visualize the adhesion.

Yes, sir.

I think you can start from here.

Be careful not to damage the small intestine

-and gallbladder. -Yes, sir.

-I've located the gallbladder. -I'll set the catheter.

CATHETER: A THIN TUBE SERVING A RANGE OF FUNCTIONS DEPENDING ON SIZE AND SHAPE

-Make it longer. -Isn't this long enough?

We can't make him get replacement surgery as he grows.

-Leave room for his growth. -Dr. Cha's correct.

-Make it long enough. -Yes, sir.

Cut.

-I'll insert the catheter now. -We can't have the bile leak out.

What should we do? Si-on?

Purse-string suture twice and tunneling.

That's correct. Proceed.

Scissors.

Tie.

The catheter is in place.

-Good. Now stitch him up. -Yes, sir.

Good job, Dr. Cha.

You did better than I expected.

You're too kind.

Great job, everyone.

-Great work. -Great work.

Its success aside,

it wasn't a perfect surgery.

If you look only at the surface,

that's true.

But I was confident

that it would be successful.

Jun-yeong gave this to me.

It's from his first hit.

I kept this in my pocket during the surgery. I thought only about this.

And because of this,

I couldn't leave the OR.

My team

goes into the OR

for the sake of the children's future.

Unless I give up on the future of children,

I'll never give up on surgery.

PEDIATRIC ICU

Stay still.

You're Sungwon's top surgeon. Aren't you ashamed?

How could you let yourself get an infection?

What is this?

Be quiet and just treat it.

You were stabbed for a patient,

nearly pass out from the infection, and yet you still insist on operating.

Do you think you're Iron Man or something?

Even Iron Man takes care of himself!

Stop yapping.

If you don't want to be admitted, go home and rest.

I'm fine.

Listen to me. Do you want to faint again?

You're only a burden this way!

A burden.

Stay still.

What a crybaby.

He took a turn for the worse.

Soon, he won't be able to move.

Visit him often.

He doesn't have much time left.

Si-on.

I think I'd better take your dad to Taebek.

What do you mean?

The hospital can't do anything more for him.

What's the point of staying here?

We're just burdening you and Dr. Choi.

No, you can't leave.

If you're alone with him, he may hit you again.

I'm sure he won't anymore.

He won't be able to move soon.

No. Still, no.

Good.

The hospital is better for managing pain.

You were very thoughtful of your mom.

I feel bad for both of them.

For Dad, who had to live alone after Mom left,

and for Mom, who ran away after being beaten by Dad.

But I feel angry about feeling bad for them.

Very, very angry.

Why are you angry?

They abandoned me for 20 years.

So they both should be happy.

Since they didn't have this stupid child,

they should've been at peace.

Si-on.

They're so stupid.

Both of them.

I'm so relieved that you're mad.

You seem more dependable.

It means you're strong enough to care for your parents.

You're so dependable now.

Please, I beg of you.

No one will give us a loan.

We'll pay you back once things are back to normal.

-Please. -I'm sorry.

My construction company is using up all my funds.

I have to repay the debt I owe the founding chairman,

but I just can't afford it right now.

Can't afford it?

Says a corporation with a 100 billion won LCD business!

Forget it.

It's outrageous.

It's thanks to us he avoided bankruptcy 20 years ago.

We can't blame him. It's all my fault.

Chae-gyeong.

Thank you for staying by my side.

Here's the fistula surgery video you requested.

Oh, okay.

I heard your surgery was very impressive.

Yes.

It's tough being a fellow, isn't it?

But that's a rite of passage for every surgeon.

Well, it's okay.

But you know,

were you always this pretty?

-Excuse me? -Since when were you so pretty?

Since when you were three? Ten?

Or was it since birth?

Well, it's kind of weird for me to say myself,

but since birth...

Right? I knew it would've been since birth.

Well then, work hard today too.

Yes, sir.

You're back to normal.

Don't forget to take your medicine from now on, okay?

Okay.

Why are you staring at me like that?

What?

It's nothing.

Doc.

Do you think

I'll grow up to be a pretty adult like my sister?

You're pretty already.

Who's prettier, Dr. Cha or me?

-Dr. Cha. -Gosh, that was quick.

Sorry, I didn't mean to be so quick.

What? What's bothering you about In-hae's condition?

I can't quite pinpoint it.

It feels like I left home with the stove on,

forgot to log out of the computer in an Internet cafe,

or ate a seaweed wrap without checking the expiration date.

That doesn't help at all.

We can't just operate.

We must do a thorough examination first.

Everything was fine two weeks ago.

And we can't just follow your vague speculation.

How about HPB operate on In-yeong

and we take In-hae?

I'd like that too.

Dr. Cha.

I have a favor to ask.

-What is it? -It's something you really have to do.

Dr. Park is In-hae's attending

and he would like to speak to you.

What is it?

In-hae has had infections much more frequently

than most short-bowel syndrome patients.

That means her immune system is very, very weak.

If there was any unusual change,

she's at high risk of infection during the transplant.

And to be prepared for variations in a child's condition, we--

Why you...

Didn't you hear from your superior?

Your superior isn't saying anything.

How dare you mouth off at me?

No, we just wanted to point out a possible--

Yun-seo.

Worry about yourself.

Don't be arrogant and cause another surgical death.

You are out of line!

I am offended at hearing something so insulting.

-Please apologize! -What?

Dr. Park.

We'll get going. I'm sorry.

Shit. What an asshole.

Hey, hey, hey!

Where are you going?

He must apologize.

Why are you getting so angry lately?

I'm fine with people insulting me,

but I can't stand people insulting you!

Okay, now relax your eyes.

I feel lightheaded.

Why do you want to make me chairman

of Sungwon Foundation?

Does anyone else know

the foundation and the hospital as well as you?

And you devoted your whole life to the foundation,

but Ms. Lee and Ms. Yoo pushed you out.

I have no doubt you will do well.

Please reconsider. He's not chairman material.

It's only temporary.

Once we get rid of the people we don't want, we'll let him go, too.

You guaranteed there would be no layoffs after the acquisition.

Well, situations always change.

Call me if there's a problem.

Oh, come on.

Didn't I tell you to go home?

I will, as soon as I finish this.

The parents keep complaining that the sheets are being changed late.

The rooms are filled up, so we're short-staffed.

Again! You're making excuses again?

If we get another complaint--

Boss!

-Hyeon-mi. -Do you know how hard

I've been looking for you?

How did you find me?

THE HEROES WHO CAUGHT THE RANDOM STABBER

-Oh, my. -You still got it.

You're still tough, Boss!

Who are these people, Senior?

Did you just call our boss "sinner"?

You bitch!

You idiot. She said, "Senior," as in "senior nurse," not "sinner"!

Come with me.

I died in Incheon that day.

So don't come back.

-Boss! -I won't fight anymore.

I want to live here with kids.

If you come back,

I'll crush you all.

Hyeon-mi.

Hyeon-mi,

it's time to live like a decent human being.

A decent human being.

Boss...

Oh, my gosh.

Goodness.

They're my buddies from my hometown. They dropped by unannounced.

Ms. Nam.

I'm busy, so...

Jun-yeong, the surgery went well.

But there's something I haven't told you yet.

What is it?

It'll be

hard for you to play baseball from now on.

You shouldn't move too abruptly.

I knew that.

How?

Jun-yeong.

I know you're sad that you can't

fulfill your dream.

But you know what's good about dreams?

That you can have another dream.

Just like you dream every night,

you can have another dream.

You don't give up on your dreams, you just get new ones.

Look. The ball from your first hit.

You can make new firsts again.

Whatever that is,

you have to give that to me too.

Okay?

So...

I decided to have another dream.

I will...

study hard

and become a baseball reporter.

Sorry, Dad.

I didn't tell you that I knew because I thought

you'd worry.

That's why I didn't tell you.

It's okay.

You're so cool.

Hello.

I'm Park Si-on, Seung-yeon's attending.

I see. Please take good care of him.

Let me know if you need anything.

-Anytime. -Thank you.

But the way you speak is interesting.

Yes. Did he urinate?

No.

Then he must. Right away. It's bad if it's full for too long.

I'm sorry, but I have a lot of surgeries,

so I just don't have much time.

That's right. I can't check my texts often, either.

Okay.

Okay, have a nice day. Bye.

Why were you standing there so quietly?

Were you talking to Mr. Voldemort?

Yeah.

He wanted to meet again.

I see.

Are you seeing him again?

No, why would I see him again?

Then why didn't you tell him on the phone that you didn't want to see him again?

What?

If you don't like him, you should tell him so.

You're right.

I'll do that if he calls again.

But why were you listening in on my call?

I wasn't listening in. I could hear you from 3m outside the door.

Then plug up your ears.

Has Dr. Kim left?

Yeah.

That's right.

Did you hear what he said to Jun-yeong?

About dreams?

It's abalone porridge. Please have some.

Antibiotics and antiphlogistics are strong, so you must eat.

Why are you here instead of the hospital?

I thought you wouldn't eat on your own.

I know, because I live alone.

You get lazy and do not eat.

I've been going too easy on you lately.

No, no. I'll go back to the hospital.

Oh, right.

I heard what you told Jun-yeong.

About dreams.

It was very, very nice.

You really are--

Don't!

Oh, okay.

I'm sorry.

Go back.

Okay.

But you know, you're like

a big brother.

Ever since you saved me from the thugs.

My brother did the same thing for me.

I'm always grateful.

Okay then, I'll go very, very quickly.

Your fever's down, so you can get surgery as scheduled.

You still don't want the surgery?

That's not it.

Are you still upset?

Doc.

I've suddenly...

become afraid of dying.

Hey, don't think about things like that.

When I passed out in Dr. Cha's apartment,

it was brief, but I felt it.

Fear.

It felt like everything in the world was leaving me.

In-hae. Don't worry about things like that.

Doc.

-Yeah? -I can become happy, right?

-Both my sister and I? -Of course.

Well...

In-hae has become a lot weaker emotionally.

It's common for kids to be like that before surgery.

I hope that's what it is,

but she changed so drastically in just a few days.

I'll try to calm her down, so don't worry.

Doctor.

Yes?

Are you sleeping well?

Oh, yes.

Yes, I am.

I see.

Well, then...

Then why didn't you tell him on the phone that you didn't want to see him again?

If you don't like him,

you should tell him so.

Why was he all worked up?

So

you're really not upset, right?

Are you sure?

It's been a while.

Why aren't you in bed?

I need to exercise.

Okay.

It's too hard to handle, isn't it?

It's written all over your face. "I'm exhausted."

-No, it isn't. -It's okay.

A crush always leads to suffering.

You're right.

It's hard. Very hard.

Sure, my methods were wrong.

I wanted to save you somehow.

I thought you'd do well.

Going to sleep?

No, I came to get my book that I left here.

Now you're lying to me?

No, I am not.

Stop lying and sleep

instead of dozing off in the morning.

-Have you chosen a play, Miss Producer? -Yes.

Peter Pan.

-What... -What?

Then we'll have to wear weird make-up again.

At least it's better than Cinderella last year.

Dr. Cha sprained her ankle wearing the glass slipper.

You were too embarrassed to get treated

and got acupuncture instead, right?

-Says who? -Dr. Kim.

That big mouth.

Oh, Dr. Park, you have to do it, too.

I know I can be good.

I was always the lead in our orphanage Christmas plays.

Hey, Dr. Park is pretty greedy.

I'll post the cast list on the bulletin board.

Make sure not to cause an uproar.

Okay.

But is Dr. Kim sitting out again?

Should we try pushing him this time?

No!

Don't even think about it.

-He's tough. -He'll do it.

-Obviously. -Pirate. Make him play that.

Like Captain Hook?

Oh, doctor.

Jun-yeong, I have a favor.

What is it?

We should follow whoever is more forward-looking.

Is becoming for-profit forward-looking?

It'll be worse if we start charging per treatment.

Quality of care will decrease and insurance costs will rise,

and it'll naturally become for-profit.

I agree with Dr. Kim.

It's better to take the advantageous position first

and provide better facilities.

I told you, facilities are not all that matters!

And it's a children's hospital we are privatizing.

We can't choose patients based on their income!

Are you a doctor or a consumer representative?

Calm down, everyone.

We're getting off topic.

Today's topic

is about the hospital's doctors coming together.

If we relay our position to the creditors,

-and protest-- -Protesting won't solve anything.

Still, we must express our opinion.

What opinion? We're split on the issue!

Hey, Dr. Kim!

Is there anything I can do to help in any way?

If I knew anything, I'd help you solve the problem,

but I don't,

so all I can do is stand by your side.

If you vote with me, that's more than enough.

Of course I will.

It's the one holding the gun that suffers.

But a person who has held a gun before should do it,

or you may get your gun taken away.

Thank you.

It's nothing.

Look at that. I knew it.

That shady punk.

Hello.

Dr. Park.

Yes?

Do I...

still look like a bad guy?

It's half-half. Like half fried, half spicy chicken.

What?

I'm bad because of my job,

so what's the good?

For believing in Dr. Kim and us.

I'm most grateful for people who trust me.

Trust gives me energy

and fills up my heart.

-Fills up your heart? -Yes.

Trust is like a pump filling air into a bicycle tire.

If you fill it up, you can go whish whish much faster.

Whish whish.

Whish whish.

About In-hae's surgery...

Can't you be more forceful to Chief Kim?

Remember the conflict with him because of the preemie?

Of course, it caused an ethics hearing.

Then are you afraid it'll cause a problem again--

No.

I'm waiting for a justification to surface.

A justification?

There was a rumor back then.

They're saying you returned the premature baby

with necrotizing enterocolitis because you knew

you couldn't save him.

And that you didn't want to operate

and get blamed when things went south.

That's when I decided to operate.

Not because of my pride, but because I had a justification

to save that patient.

So you were planning on operating.

But justifications should be based on clear proof and alternative.

We had clear medical proof back then,

and Si-on had identified a good alternative.

So...

I'm coming up with justifications regarding In-hae.

It won't be long.

Professor.

You seriously rock!

Don't you dare do it too.

You're all like little kids.

You're so cold. You never show your face anymore.

You said not to come over.

That's no reason!

You know how much your sister nagged me?

-Whatever. -What did you say?

Listen.

This is your last chance.

Find everyone who's in my way.

What?

-Why should I do that? -Just do as you're told!

If you're lucky, forget being a branch director,

you may become the director here.

So, get your head on straight and do it right.

Don't be careless!

I don't need anything else.

You don't have to apologize to me.

Just don't hit Mom anymore.

Then I'll be grateful to you, Dad.

Have you had lunch?

Si-on.

Not yet. I'll eat when I'm done.

I haven't eaten yet either.

-Really? Then go sit. -No.

I'd like to eat with you somewhere else.

Why did you suddenly want to eat outside?

I got paid today.

You shouldn't waste your hard-earned money like this.

Please eat.

Okay, thank you.

You don't have to make me potato lump soup.

If you want to eat something yummy,

just tell me.

There's just one thing

I'd like to ask you.

When you left,

why didn't you look for me?

I want to know the real reason.

I was going to come and get you right away,

but I heard your dad was looking for me.

I thought something horrible would happen

if I appeared before you and Dr. Choi.

I know that's no excuse,

but I had no choice but to believe Dr. Choi

when he said he'd take good care of you.

I'm sorry, Si-on.

I knew he sounded strange.

How could you let someone like that be the attending?

Dr. Park Si-on is a very skilled resident.

You don't have to worry.

If it were your child, would you trust him to a disabled doctor?

That's a bit harsh.

Dr. Park Si-on is my child's attending, too.

Mine too. There's no problem with him.

He's so good to the kids and very thorough.

Then you leave your kids with him. I don't want him.

We'll get you a different doctor.

A guardian may request a different attending.

Dr. Cha, please do as she requests.

Are you okay?

I'm fine. Really.

People close to me trust me,

but it's understandable for people who don't know me to doubt me.

I totally understand them.

The fact that I'm different

doesn't hurt me anymore.

If I do well, everyone will see me differently.

That's what I mean.

But one thing

does hurt though,

about being different.

Never mind. It's nothing.

He seems okay,

but I'm worried he may have been hurt.

I think he'll be fine.

Si-on

is free from his disability now.

He's acknowledging and accepting himself.

And most importantly,

his special gift

isn't absolute anymore.

What do you mean?

I trained him to develop that talent further,

because that was his means of survival.

But now,

it's not that important anymore.

Before, all he had was his special gift,

but now he has gained much more.

So even if he loses that gift,

he can become a very good doctor,

even if he's imperfect.

It's option number two,

just as you said a long ago.

Option number two?

First, an extraordinary doctor without discernment.

And second, an average doctor with discernment.

That's option number two.

I slept well.

I... I... I really didn't come to sleep.

Okay, fine.

Why am I suddenly craving something spicy?

-Hey. -Yes?

Bring some spicy beef soup from your place.

-Right now? -Yeah.

That thing was good.

Okay. I'll be right back.

Just a few more minutes.

The fact that I'm different

doesn't hurt me anymore.

But one thing

does hurt though,

about being different.

I'm sorry

I couldn't tell you earlier

the one thing that upsets me

about being different.

It's because of you.

I'm really fine

with being different from others.

That doesn't hurt anymore.

But...

it upsets me

whenever I see you.

If I were really, really cool,

I could make you happier

and I could do more for you.

I could sing lots of cool songs for you, too.

While I'm at it,

let me sing something for you.

I'm not very good,

but it's a song I really want to sing for you.

If I were the sky

I'd like to color your face

Just like the red sunset

I want to color your cheeks

This heart of mine

-Let's go look. -Over there.

-It's Peter Pan! -Looks like fun.

That looks like fun.

PETER PAN CAST NOTICE

It's as expected of me.

Why am I number two again? "Pirate number two"?

Hey, stop complaining.

The casting is the producer's prerogative.

Wow, Si-on.

I can do well. I'll act with all my soul.

But why don't we have a Captain Hook yet?

Wait just a little longer. Right, Si-on?

Hey. Who is it? Tell me who it is.

It's a secret.

-Jun-yeong, that's-- -Please? It's my wish.

I want to see you

in the play.

I think that will really cheer me up

and I'll get better faster.

Can't I do something else?

Forget it.

I won't watch the play.

I'll just take my medicine and sleep.

Peter Pan!

Captain Hook is chasing me!

He brought so many of his men. What do we do?

Don't worry.

This time, I'll teach him a lesson.

Captain, Peter Pan is here!

Okay, Peter Pan, you punk.

Open parenthesis, withdraw sword.

-Oh, come on! -Dr. Kim!

You can't read the instructions. You're so clueless.

I do know.

It's practice, so I wanted to get it right!

Don't take this the wrong way, but I think you're the weak link.

A weak link with a 2m diameter.

Were all of you always good?

I know it's for kids, but look how lousy the script is.

The script is just fine.

It is.

Forget it.

Let's go again from the top.

-Get on. -Let's go again.

Let's rewind. Let's go!

Let's rewind!

Let's go again.

-From the top. Ready? -Cue!

Peter Pan! Captain Hook is chasing me!

He brought so many of his men. What do we do?

Don't worry.

This time, I'll teach him a lesson.

Captain, Peter Pan is here!

Okay, Peter Pan, you punk.

John, Michael, take care of things here.

What's wrong with me?

In-hae, why are you out of bed again?

My back hurts from lying down too much.

Then sit for a little bit and go back.

Doc.

Sit with me.

What is it?

Dr. Park is very sick.

Much more than the kids here.

I'm better now,

but...

I can't express myself

as well as others can.

But lately, I'm glad I can't.

That way, she won't know.

But once in a while,

I want to show her how I feel.

But when I try,

I can't.

You know,

I wish my heart had a neon sign.

He said that

he wishes it would be clearly visible.

That idiot.

You haven't left yet?

I'm leaving now.

It's late. You must go home quickly.

It's late. Won't you walk me home?

I'll walk you to the door.

No, walk me all the way home.

Excuse me?

Oh, okay.

Is something troubling you?

Yes.

May I ask what it is?

Some idiot is frustrating me.

Who is frustrating you?

Just someone. Someone keeps frustrating me.

That's not good.

You must always be at peace.

But I'm not at peace.

Sorry?

Si-on.

Why do you always pretend like you're fine

and suffer alone?

When you said

someone was frustrating you,

did you mean me?

Who else is there?

As I said before,

I don't want you to feel uncomfortable.

Don't think about

putting a neon sign on your heart.

Just be open about how you feel.

-But then I can't... -Can't what?

You can't see me again?

Don't worry.

You can.

Because I...

want to see you just as much.

You have no idea who makes me laugh and cry these days,

do you?

You don't know who makes my heart ache,

do you?

Of course not.

I think it's because of me.

When I first came here, there was so much I couldn't do

and you took me in like a brother.

I think I made you worry too much.

It's not because you're like a brother.

Then why?

I've been...

a little weird lately.

I mean, it's not that I became weird.

Anyway, it's just weird.

I don't like you

getting close to another girl.

And it bothered me when you asked me

to set you up.

So, yes...

I don't

like you relying on me...

anymore.

Because...

I...

I...