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‐ I need y'all to go
to the gym now.
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You're not in any trouble.
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I just need you
to go to the gym now.
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‐ What's the problem?
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‐ Something terrible
has happened.
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‐ Something like this
happened two years ago
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when Mr. Harris,
dean before the Eagle,
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died of a heart attack.
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Given the age
of most of our teachers
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and the poor nutrition
available to us
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at the Culver Creek campus,
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I'm surprised
this doesn't happen more often.
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I bet it's Hyde this time.
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Guess the old man really
only had a few breaths left.
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Poor bastard.
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‐ You look a little hungover.
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Well, I guess I'm putting on
a good front, then, Pudge,
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'cause I'm actually
a lot hungover.
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And you look...
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different.
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‐
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Alaska and I, we, ‐‐
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‐ I wasn't that drunk.
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‐
COLONEL: Come on.
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Poor Dr. Hyde.
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He was my favorite teacher
I've ever had.
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‐ Then why don't you tell him?
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I'm sure he'd be thrilled.
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‐ Hyde's here.
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‐ Where's Alaska?
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- ‐ No.
- Pudge, where's Alaska?
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Is she here or not?
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Good morning.
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Is, ‐‐is everybody here?
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‐ No, Alaska isn't here.
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‐ Is everyone else here?
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‐ Alaska isn't here.
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‐ Thank you, Miles.
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I know it's early
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and you are probably wondering
why we called you‐‐
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Wait, we can't start
without Alaska.
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♪ ♪
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Please, sir.
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♪ ♪
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Can we please just wait
for Alaska?
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♪ ♪
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‐ Last night...
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♪ ♪
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Last night, Alaska Young
was in a terrible accident...
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♪ ♪
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And she was killed.
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Alaska Young has passed away.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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She‐‐she's not dead.
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♪ ♪
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She's not dead.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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Why are all these
people crying?
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She's not dead.
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She does pranks.
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This is a prank.
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She's really good at pranks.
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‐ Miles...
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Miles, I saw her.
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And I'm sorry.
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‐
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What happened?
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‐ It sounded like...
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someone was setting off
firecrackers last night.
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I ran out
to see what was happening
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and I guess
she drove off campus.
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It was late, it was raining.
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There was a truck
that had broken down
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and it was blocking both lanes.
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The police had a car
on the scene
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and she hit it.
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The police said that
she hit it without swerving.
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They believe that she must
have been very intoxicated.
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They smelled alcohol.
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I had talked to them,
the police‐‐it was, um...
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it was instant.
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The steering wheel
hit her chest and...
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‐ You saw her?
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How did she look?
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‐ She looked like Alaska.
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But she was dead, Miles.
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‐ I‐‐I see, sir.
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♪ ♪
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Thank you.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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‐ Mr. Martin.
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I'm getting
kicked out, right?
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So it's time to kick me out,
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because if I wasn't
kicked out then,
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then I'm definitely
kicked out now.
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Is there a way
to be doubly kicked out?
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Because if so, then that's me,
so kick me out.
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You know, maybe
if you would have
did your goddamn job,
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she'd still be alive,
but whatever.
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I set off the fireworks.
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'Cause she said
she needed to go
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and I didn't know where.
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She said she was fine to drive
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and I believed her
and I let her go...
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so it's all my fault.
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So kick me out!
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Just kick me out!
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Kick me out, please.
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‐ We gotta get 'em now.
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Crawfish season
won't last forever.
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Once we catch 'em,
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we'll boil' em
and suck their heads.
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That's where all
the good stuff is,
their heads.
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♪ ♪
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Come on.
Come on, help me out.
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♪ ♪
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Going for a swim?
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‐ Turns out I'm not
getting expelled yet.
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All that packing for nothing.
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‐ So what the hell happened?
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‐ She came into our room.
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She was hysterical.
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She said she needed
to get out of there.
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We distracted the Eagle and...
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she drove away.
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‐ Why was she hysterical?
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She wasn't making
a whole lot of sense.
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Guess she was...
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pretty wasted.
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‐ And you just let her go?
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‐ She told us to‐‐
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‐ And you just do
everything she says?
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‐ She's Alaska.
We all did.
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‐ You should have stopped her!
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She never thought
anything through,
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she was so goddamn impulsive!
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You had to watch her
like a three‐year‐old!
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You do one thing wrong
and she dies.
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How the fuck
could you let her go?
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It hurts to breathe.
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I'ma go for a walk.
I need to get some air.
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‐ If you can't breathe, maybe
walking isn't the best idea.
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‐ Bad ideas are my specialty
these days.
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‐ We already feel guilty.
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‐ You should.
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♪ ♪
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♪ Floating in the cold water ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ The ghosts of sorrow
haunt the deep ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Reaching down
to drag the ruins ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ And roam
the lone deserted streets ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Of an old abandoned temple ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Buried in
the narrow strait ♪
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♪ Off the coast
of Tarifa, Spain ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Gypsies scatter
through the desert ♪
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♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ Across
the Atlas Mountain range ♪
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♪ Hoarding remnants
from the Devil ♪
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‐ Hello?
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♪ From the Empire's
iron reign ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ While cluttered down
the mouths of rivers ♪
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♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ Widowed lovers
bathe and clean ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Silken scarves embroidered
for their brand new queen ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ And every time she rises up ♪
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‐ Your parents called for you.
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Not the first time.
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♪ And like the moon
doesn't mind ♪
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♪ If the sun doesn't shine ♪
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‐ You okay?
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♪ The sea doesn't care ♪
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♪ If you're lonesome tonight ♪
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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
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‐ Classes are cancelled.
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I'm going to stay with you.
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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
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♪ In its way
to comfort you ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Set adrift into her swarm
man o' war ♪
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♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ Caught up
in her dangling sting ♪
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♪ Off the shore, ooh ♪
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♪ Of a foreign
brown sand beach ♪
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♪ As blue bottles cover you ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Many messengers
and rebels ♪
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♪ Have come and gone
without a trace ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ And many more
will come tomorrow ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ And many more
will be erased ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ 'Cause out beyond
the docks of Rota ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Upon the bottom of the sea ♪
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♪ Like a lion don't mind ♪
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♪ If a lamb takes her time ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ A beast doesn't care
if you surrender tonight ♪
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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
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♪ What she wants
all in good time ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ Set adrift into her swarm
man o' war ♪
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♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ Caught up
in her dangling sting ♪
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♪ Off the shore, ooh ♪
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♪ Of a foreign
brown sand beach ♪
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♪ As blue bottles cover you ♪
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♪ As blue bottles cover you ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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Jesus, Pudge,
when's the last time
you stood up?
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♪ ♪
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All Maureen is making
is meatloaf.
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It's neither meaty
nor loafy, but...
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you should eat.
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‐ We did not say...
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"Don't drive, you're drunk."
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We did not say...
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"We're not letting you get
into a car when you're upset."
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We did not say, "We insist
on going with you."
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We did not say that
this can wait until tomorrow.
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That anything
and everything can wait.
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And as much
as I've thought about it,
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I don't know...
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why we didn't say anything.
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‐ I'm sorry I blamed you guys.
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‐ It was appropriate.
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‐ How's the Colonel?
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Where's the Colonel?
‐ I don't know.
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I‐‐I haven't seen him
since the Smoking Hole.
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What?
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You‐‐you mean you haven't
seen him this whole time?
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So he went for a walk
and he never came back?
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He could have jumped
off a bridge, Pudge.
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‐ Shit.
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Shit.
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‐ All right, all right.
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First we get circulation back
to your lower extremities
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and then we'll find
the Colonel.
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‐ Okay.
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‐ Are you sure we shouldn't
tell the Eagle or his mom?
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‐ No, I don't want
to upset Dolores.
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And if the Colonel
did go there,
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I don't want to tell the Eagle
and upset him.
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‐ We'll find him.
‐ Okay.
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‐‐
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Found him.
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‐ Hey. You all right?
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‐ Let's get you inside.
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‐ How's that?
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‐ Better.
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Warmer.
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‐ Okay.
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Wait.
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♪ ♪
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Hold my hand.
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♪ ♪
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‐ Okay.
274
00:20:04,662 --> 00:20:06,163
But that's it.
275
00:20:06,163 --> 00:20:08,541
No kissing.
276
00:20:08,541 --> 00:20:14,046
♪ ♪
277
00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:28,436
♪ ♪
278
00:20:33,399 --> 00:20:40,406
♪ ♪
279
00:20:57,631 --> 00:21:01,302
♪ ♪
280
00:21:01,302 --> 00:21:02,678
‐ Awful.
281
00:21:06,682 --> 00:21:10,770
It is a lawthat parents should nothave to bury their children
282
00:21:10,770 --> 00:21:13,314
and someone should enforce it.
283
00:21:13,314 --> 00:21:15,274
♪ ♪
284
00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:17,860
Now, we're going
to continue studying religion,
285
00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:19,445
but there's no doubting
286
00:21:19,445 --> 00:21:21,280
that the questions
we'll be asking
287
00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:24,283
have more immediacy
than they did
just a few days ago.
288
00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:26,160
♪ ♪
289
00:21:26,160 --> 00:21:29,079
What happens to us
when we die, for instance,
290
00:21:29,079 --> 00:21:32,917
is no longer a question
of idle philosophical interest.
291
00:21:32,917 --> 00:21:36,879
It is a question we must ask
about our classmate.
292
00:21:36,879 --> 00:21:40,049
♪ ♪
293
00:21:40,049 --> 00:21:43,344
So how are you guys doing?
294
00:21:47,389 --> 00:21:49,099
Ms. Moser?
295
00:21:49,099 --> 00:21:51,977
‐ Okay, well, this might sound
kind of strange,
296
00:21:51,977 --> 00:21:54,730
but I had a mystical indicator
297
00:21:54,730 --> 00:21:57,024
of Alaska's presence.
298
00:21:57,024 --> 00:21:58,609
‐ You can't be serious
right now.
299
00:21:58,609 --> 00:22:00,820
‐ No talking unless called on,
Mr. Martin.
300
00:22:00,820 --> 00:22:03,072
I'm serious, Chip.
301
00:22:03,072 --> 00:22:06,033
‐ Well, by all means,
please proceed.
302
00:22:06,033 --> 00:22:07,201
‐ Well.
303
00:22:07,201 --> 00:22:09,078
I was at Miss Anne's Diner
304
00:22:09,078 --> 00:22:11,413
and suddenly
all the lights went out
305
00:22:11,413 --> 00:22:13,499
except for, like
the light over my table,
306
00:22:13,499 --> 00:22:15,626
which started flashing.
307
00:22:15,626 --> 00:22:18,128
It would be, like,
on for a second
308
00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:19,922
and then off for a while
309
00:22:19,922 --> 00:22:22,007
and then, like, on
for a couple seconds
310
00:22:22,007 --> 00:22:24,093
and then off.
311
00:22:24,093 --> 00:22:26,387
And then I realized...
312
00:22:26,387 --> 00:22:29,181
it was Alaska.
313
00:22:29,181 --> 00:22:31,016
I think she was trying
to talk to me in Morse code
314
00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:33,269
but, like, I don't know
Morse code.
315
00:22:33,269 --> 00:22:36,355
She‐‐she probably
didn't know that.
316
00:22:40,025 --> 00:22:41,527
‐ Mr. Martin?
317
00:22:44,446 --> 00:22:48,784
I've been grappling
with the grave injustice
in the universe.
318
00:22:51,161 --> 00:22:53,455
Heavenly Father...
319
00:22:53,455 --> 00:22:57,835
how is it possible
that Alaska is gone
320
00:22:57,835 --> 00:23:01,171
but we're stuck here
with Holly?
321
00:23:01,171 --> 00:23:02,548
You know what, Chip?
322
00:23:02,548 --> 00:23:03,799
You need to be open
to the universe
323
00:23:03,799 --> 00:23:04,884
or you're gonna miss something.
324
00:23:04,884 --> 00:23:06,343
‐ Well,
you know what, Holly?
325
00:23:06,343 --> 00:23:08,220
I'm pretty sure the universe
is getting through to me
326
00:23:08,220 --> 00:23:09,555
loud and clear, so thank you.
327
00:23:09,555 --> 00:23:12,057
Okay, okay,
that's enough.
328
00:23:13,934 --> 00:23:17,688
You may recall you were asked,
329
00:23:17,688 --> 00:23:21,191
"What is the most
important question
facing people,
330
00:23:21,191 --> 00:23:24,820
and how do traditions
we're studying
address that question?"
331
00:23:32,536 --> 00:23:39,501
♪ ♪
332
00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:48,135
This was Alaska's.
333
00:23:48,135 --> 00:23:50,930
For your next paper I want you
to answer her question,
334
00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:53,474
but for yourselves.
335
00:23:53,474 --> 00:23:55,684
At some point in life,
we all look up
336
00:23:55,684 --> 00:23:58,479
and realize we are lost
in a maze.
337
00:23:58,479 --> 00:24:01,565
You probably all
feel that way now.
338
00:24:03,901 --> 00:24:06,779
So how do you get through it?
339
00:24:06,779 --> 00:24:12,660
♪ ♪
340
00:24:34,139 --> 00:24:37,017
‐
341
00:24:56,829 --> 00:25:03,794
♪ ♪
342
00:25:06,505 --> 00:25:08,716
‐ Hey, Chip.
343
00:25:08,716 --> 00:25:10,759
Listen, I don't know
if you heard,
344
00:25:10,759 --> 00:25:12,970
but after everything
that happened,
345
00:25:12,970 --> 00:25:16,724
Kevin and Longwell's parents
are dropping the charges.
346
00:25:16,724 --> 00:25:20,185
‐ I was wondering why I hadn't
been kicked out on my ass yet.
347
00:25:20,185 --> 00:25:22,855
Been waiting.
348
00:25:22,855 --> 00:25:24,732
That's nice of them.
349
00:25:24,732 --> 00:25:27,568
‐ Listen, Chip,
I want you to know
350
00:25:27,568 --> 00:25:30,404
you have someone
to sit with today
351
00:25:30,404 --> 00:25:32,031
on the bus to the funeral.
352
00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:35,576
We were all gonna bring things
to put on the side of the road
353
00:25:35,576 --> 00:25:37,453
where it happened.
354
00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:40,372
It's on the way,
so‐‐
355
00:25:40,372 --> 00:25:44,209
Chip, I know how much
she meant to you.
356
00:25:44,209 --> 00:25:47,171
I don't want you
to be alone right now.
357
00:25:47,171 --> 00:25:49,339
‐ Thanks, Sara,
358
00:25:49,339 --> 00:25:52,801
but,
we just gonna ride separately
359
00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:56,430
in our own car,
but I'll see you there.
360
00:25:56,430 --> 00:25:58,474
‐ 'Kay.
361
00:25:58,474 --> 00:26:05,189
♪ ♪
362
00:26:05,189 --> 00:26:08,358
‐ I‐‐I didn't know we
were driving separately.
363
00:26:08,358 --> 00:26:10,903
‐ I'm not going that way.
364
00:26:10,903 --> 00:26:12,654
We'll see if Lara can take us.
365
00:26:12,654 --> 00:26:16,200
We just have to take
a long way.
366
00:26:16,200 --> 00:26:18,368
‐ Good idea.
367
00:26:18,368 --> 00:26:24,416
♪ ♪
368
00:26:38,388 --> 00:26:45,395
♪ ♪
369
00:26:52,444 --> 00:26:54,321
‐ It's nice to know
you've taken notice
370
00:26:54,321 --> 00:26:57,825
of my sartorial splendors,
Mr. Halter.
371
00:26:57,825 --> 00:27:00,536
And here I was afraid
my understated elegance
372
00:27:00,536 --> 00:27:03,080
was lost on you students.
373
00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:06,125
Used to be one took pride
in one's appearance.
374
00:27:06,125 --> 00:27:08,669
Now it's all
elastic waist pants
375
00:27:08,669 --> 00:27:11,130
and‐‐dear God‐‐flip flops.
376
00:27:17,511 --> 00:27:19,930
But you've come
to the right place.
377
00:27:19,930 --> 00:27:26,395
♪ ♪
378
00:27:26,395 --> 00:27:28,897
If you want a good knot,
379
00:27:28,897 --> 00:27:31,942
you need a good tie.
380
00:27:31,942 --> 00:27:36,071
And this is a very good one.
381
00:27:36,071 --> 00:27:39,116
I wore this to Diego's funeral.
382
00:27:39,116 --> 00:27:45,622
♪ ♪
383
00:27:48,792 --> 00:27:51,086
Not that I was invitedto attend.
384
00:27:51,086 --> 00:27:55,716
♪ ♪
385
00:27:55,716 --> 00:28:00,637
His parents never accepted himfor who he was.
386
00:28:00,637 --> 00:28:04,016
Or who he was with.
387
00:28:04,016 --> 00:28:07,394
He gave me strength then.
388
00:28:07,394 --> 00:28:12,107
And I hope it givesyou strength now.
389
00:28:12,107 --> 00:28:13,734
Good.
390
00:28:13,734 --> 00:28:20,741
♪ ♪
391
00:28:31,585 --> 00:28:35,923
‐ Meriwether Lewis's
last words were,
392
00:28:35,923 --> 00:28:39,301
"I am not a coward,
393
00:28:39,301 --> 00:28:42,304
"but I am so strong.
394
00:28:42,304 --> 00:28:44,765
So hard to die."
395
00:28:46,308 --> 00:28:49,645
I'm sure that's true,
396
00:28:49,645 --> 00:28:55,317
but it can't be much harder
than being left behind.
397
00:28:57,694 --> 00:29:00,864
‐ Everything that comes
together falls apart.
398
00:29:00,864 --> 00:29:03,408
Everything.
399
00:29:03,408 --> 00:29:05,410
This chair I'm sitting on,
it was built,
400
00:29:05,410 --> 00:29:08,789
and so it will fall apart.
401
00:29:08,789 --> 00:29:13,252
I'm going to fall apart,
probably before this chair.
402
00:29:13,252 --> 00:29:15,796
And you're going to fall apart.
403
00:29:15,796 --> 00:29:19,508
Cells and organs and systems
that make you you,
404
00:29:19,508 --> 00:29:21,593
they came together,
grew together,
405
00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:23,845
and so they must fall apart.
406
00:29:23,845 --> 00:29:25,389
Nothing lasts.
407
00:29:25,389 --> 00:29:29,601
Not Alaska the girl,
nor Alaska the place.
408
00:29:29,601 --> 00:29:33,605
Not even Earth itself.
409
00:29:33,605 --> 00:29:37,025
‐ You're not one for pep talks,
410
00:29:37,025 --> 00:29:39,528
‐ Do you remember what
the Buddhists said life is?
411
00:29:41,947 --> 00:29:43,365
‐ Suffering.
412
00:29:43,365 --> 00:29:45,867
‐ And suffering
is caused by desire.
413
00:29:45,867 --> 00:29:49,329
The cessation of desire means
the cessation of suffering.
414
00:29:49,329 --> 00:29:51,915
When you stop wishing
things won't fall apart,
415
00:29:51,915 --> 00:29:54,584
you'll stop suffering
when they do.
416
00:29:54,584 --> 00:29:56,920
Until then,
this will hurt.
417
00:29:58,964 --> 00:30:02,134
But you will survive...
418
00:30:02,134 --> 00:30:03,844
Until you don't.
419
00:30:03,844 --> 00:30:10,851
♪ ♪
420
00:30:12,894 --> 00:30:19,901
♪ I had a dream I stood
beneath an orange sky ♪
421
00:30:19,901 --> 00:30:26,241
♪ ♪
422
00:30:28,285 --> 00:30:32,122
♪ Yes I had a dream I ♪
423
00:30:33,582 --> 00:30:36,126
♪ Stood beneath
an orange sky ♪
424
00:30:36,126 --> 00:30:40,005
♪ ♪
425
00:30:40,005 --> 00:30:45,093
♪ With my brother
standing by ♪
426
00:30:45,093 --> 00:30:47,637
♪ ♪
427
00:30:47,637 --> 00:30:52,601
♪ With my brother
standing by ♪
428
00:30:52,601 --> 00:30:58,607
♪ ♪
429
00:30:58,607 --> 00:31:02,110
♪ I said brother you know
you know ♪
430
00:31:02,110 --> 00:31:06,573
♪ It's a long road
we've been walking on ♪
431
00:31:06,573 --> 00:31:09,034
♪ ♪
432
00:31:09,034 --> 00:31:11,536
♪ Brother ♪
433
00:31:11,536 --> 00:31:13,288
♪ ♪
434
00:31:13,288 --> 00:31:15,916
♪ I said brother
you know it is ♪
435
00:31:15,916 --> 00:31:17,751
♪ You know it is ♪
436
00:31:17,751 --> 00:31:22,130
♪ Such a long road
we've been working on ♪
437
00:31:22,130 --> 00:31:29,137
♪ ♪
438
00:31:29,679 --> 00:31:36,686
♪ And I had a dream I stood
beneath an orange sky ♪
439
00:31:36,686 --> 00:31:43,693
♪ ♪
440
00:31:44,319 --> 00:31:47,697
♪ I said sister here
is what I know now ♪
441
00:31:47,697 --> 00:31:51,201
♪ Here is what I know now
goes like this ♪
442
00:31:53,829 --> 00:31:57,207
♪ My salvation lies
in your love ♪
443
00:31:57,207 --> 00:31:59,501
♪ My salvation lies ♪
444
00:31:59,501 --> 00:32:01,336
♪ In your love ♪
445
00:32:01,336 --> 00:32:04,131
♪ My salvation lies
in your love ♪
446
00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:09,886
♪ In your love
in your love ♪
447
00:32:11,721 --> 00:32:13,348
♪ In your love ♪
‐
448
00:32:13,348 --> 00:32:15,100
‐ ♪ In your love
in your love ♪
449
00:32:15,100 --> 00:32:16,768
‐ To be continued.
450
00:32:18,728 --> 00:32:21,773
♪ ♪
451
00:32:23,233 --> 00:32:28,113
‐ ♪ It's a startyou know I'm so weary ♪
452
00:32:30,866 --> 00:32:34,035
‐ The phone rang.
453
00:32:34,035 --> 00:32:37,205
- ‐ What?
- That night.
454
00:32:37,205 --> 00:32:39,958
She got out of bed.
The phone rang.
455
00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:42,127
She went to go answer it.
456
00:32:42,127 --> 00:32:44,087
But she was fine
until the phone rang.
457
00:32:44,087 --> 00:32:45,464
‐ Wait, that's why she had
to get out of there
458
00:32:45,464 --> 00:32:47,257
because of the phone call.
459
00:32:47,257 --> 00:32:51,636
Okay, so who
called her that night?
460
00:33:22,125 --> 00:33:25,253
‐ So this is Vine Station.
461
00:33:25,253 --> 00:33:27,506
‐ Alaska did not exaggerate.
462
00:33:27,506 --> 00:33:29,716
Vine Station is a shit hole.
463
00:33:29,716 --> 00:33:32,302
No wonder she wanted to get
the fuck out of here.
464
00:34:22,727 --> 00:34:25,647
‐ You may be wondering why
the casket's closed.
465
00:34:29,234 --> 00:34:31,486
Her momma had an open casket.
466
00:34:33,822 --> 00:34:35,782
And Alaska told me after...
467
00:34:38,118 --> 00:34:39,619
Said, "Daddy..."
468
00:34:42,622 --> 00:34:44,249
♪ ♪
469
00:34:44,249 --> 00:34:46,418
"Don't ever let them
see me dead.
470
00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:48,378
♪ ♪
471
00:34:48,378 --> 00:34:51,256
So that's that.
472
00:34:51,256 --> 00:34:53,091
♪ ♪
473
00:34:53,091 --> 00:34:54,384
Anyway...
474
00:34:54,384 --> 00:34:56,261
♪ ♪
475
00:34:56,261 --> 00:34:57,721
She ain't in there.
476
00:34:57,721 --> 00:35:01,433
♪ ♪
477
00:35:01,433 --> 00:35:03,268
She's with the Lord.
478
00:35:03,268 --> 00:35:09,691
♪ ♪
479
00:35:27,584 --> 00:35:32,380
♪ ♪
480
00:35:32,380 --> 00:35:36,176
‐ Thought I'd feel her looking
down on us, but...
481
00:35:36,176 --> 00:35:38,845
♪ ♪
482
00:35:38,845 --> 00:35:40,388
She's just gone.
483
00:35:40,388 --> 00:35:47,395
♪ ♪
484
00:35:52,108 --> 00:35:55,487
I'm sorry, Alaska.
485
00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:58,365
You deserved a better friend.
486
00:35:58,365 --> 00:36:05,121
♪ ♪
487
00:36:14,255 --> 00:36:16,508
‐ Stewart and Shanks.
488
00:36:16,508 --> 00:36:19,219
♪ ♪
489
00:36:19,219 --> 00:36:21,221
All right, Tom.
490
00:36:21,221 --> 00:36:28,228
♪ ♪
491
00:36:56,548 --> 00:36:57,882
‐ You all right, sir?
492
00:37:01,344 --> 00:37:03,930
‐ I just wanted you all
to listen to me.
493
00:37:06,349 --> 00:37:08,101
Trust me,
respect me...
494
00:37:10,270 --> 00:37:12,147
And even fear me,
if that's what it took...
495
00:37:13,815 --> 00:37:17,026
So that I could protect
all of you and keep you safe.
496
00:37:19,571 --> 00:37:20,947
God, I tried so hard
at this job,
497
00:37:20,947 --> 00:37:22,449
it cost me my marriage.
498
00:37:24,075 --> 00:37:25,827
I even grew
this stupid mustache
499
00:37:25,827 --> 00:37:27,495
hoping that it would give me
some authority
500
00:37:27,495 --> 00:37:29,414
you know,
so that you would listen to me.
501
00:37:32,333 --> 00:37:34,210
But I was the one
that needed to listen.
502
00:37:36,963 --> 00:37:38,798
She was in pain,
and I made it worse.
503
00:37:40,508 --> 00:37:42,427
‐ We all made it worse.
504
00:37:42,427 --> 00:37:43,970
Yeah, but you're
just kids.
505
00:37:43,970 --> 00:37:45,221
You're supposed
to make mistakes.
506
00:37:45,221 --> 00:37:47,390
I'm the adult,
and I failed all of you.
507
00:37:49,642 --> 00:37:50,852
Most of all, her.
508
00:37:54,647 --> 00:37:56,232
‐ It's not too late.
509
00:37:58,818 --> 00:38:01,154
We could all really use
an adult right about now.
510
00:38:06,534 --> 00:38:08,369
♪ ♪
511
00:38:08,369 --> 00:38:10,705
And sir,
512
00:38:10,705 --> 00:38:12,290
mustache didn't work.
513
00:38:12,290 --> 00:38:15,043
‐
514
00:38:15,043 --> 00:38:16,711
Yeah, I know.
515
00:38:16,711 --> 00:38:18,254
Thank you, Mr. Chase.
516
00:38:18,254 --> 00:38:25,261
♪ ♪
517
00:38:25,261 --> 00:38:27,639
The Lordis my shepherd.
518
00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:30,225
I shall not want.
519
00:38:30,225 --> 00:38:35,146
He maketh me to lie down
in green pastures.
520
00:38:35,146 --> 00:38:38,358
He leadeth me beside
the still waters.
521
00:38:38,358 --> 00:38:41,319
He restoreth my soul.
522
00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:43,947
He leadeth me in the paths
of righteousness
523
00:38:43,947 --> 00:38:46,366
for his name's sake.
524
00:38:46,366 --> 00:38:49,494
Yea, though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death,
525
00:38:49,494 --> 00:38:51,162
I will fear no evil‐‐
HYDE: She said, "My dear,
526
00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:55,333
"upon your altars I have placed
the marguerite and coquelicot
527
00:38:55,333 --> 00:38:58,753
"and roses frail as April snow.
528
00:38:58,753 --> 00:39:00,713
But here," she said,
529
00:39:00,713 --> 00:39:03,591
"Where none can see,
I make an offering
530
00:39:03,591 --> 00:39:06,886
in the grass of radishes
and flowers."
531
00:39:06,886 --> 00:39:08,930
And then she wept
532
00:39:08,930 --> 00:39:12,392
for fear the Lord
would not accept.
533
00:39:12,392 --> 00:39:14,686
The good lord in his garden
sought new leaf
534
00:39:14,686 --> 00:39:19,899
and shadowy tint
and they were all his thought.
535
00:39:19,899 --> 00:39:24,279
He heard her low accordhalf‐prayer and half‐ditty
536
00:39:24,279 --> 00:39:27,615
and he felt a subtle quiver
537
00:39:27,615 --> 00:39:32,453
that was not heavenly lovenor pity.
538
00:39:32,453 --> 00:39:39,252
♪ ♪
539
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,965
‐ Each fingerprint is a wayof leaving your impression,
540
00:39:43,965 --> 00:39:46,426
showing the deceasedthat she mattered to you.
541
00:39:46,426 --> 00:39:53,433
♪ ♪
542
00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:21,794
‐ I love you.
‐ I know you did.
543
00:40:21,794 --> 00:40:26,382
‐ No, not past tense.
544
00:40:26,382 --> 00:40:28,426
I love you.
545
00:40:28,426 --> 00:40:32,055
And I'm so sorry
for letting you go.
546
00:40:32,055 --> 00:40:34,474
♪ ♪
547
00:40:34,474 --> 00:40:37,143
I'm so sorry.
548
00:40:37,143 --> 00:40:38,686
♪ ♪
549
00:40:38,686 --> 00:40:40,855
Come on.
Let's go.
550
00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:50,073
♪ ♪
551
00:40:53,076 --> 00:41:00,083
♪ ♪
552
00:41:10,426 --> 00:41:12,679
‐ She was just
trying to reach out.
553
00:41:12,679 --> 00:41:14,764
Only wish I could
have understood.
554
00:41:14,764 --> 00:41:17,266
You know Alaska
was the first girl I kissed
555
00:41:17,266 --> 00:41:18,893
when I got to school?
556
00:41:18,893 --> 00:41:22,105
When I stated so much,
she "profoundly regretted" it.
557
00:41:22,105 --> 00:41:24,315
♪ ♪
558
00:41:24,315 --> 00:41:26,609
You know,
if you think about it,
559
00:41:26,609 --> 00:41:28,069
it's all his fault.
560
00:41:30,530 --> 00:41:31,781
Her dad?
561
00:41:31,781 --> 00:41:34,242
What does any of this
have to do with him?
562
00:41:34,242 --> 00:41:36,077
‐ Are you serious?
563
00:41:36,077 --> 00:41:37,704
The whole goddamn thing.
564
00:41:37,704 --> 00:41:40,081
He blamed her mom dying on her.
565
00:41:40,081 --> 00:41:41,791
He's the reason
she couldn't go home.
566
00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:46,963
Look at that sad
fat fuck.
567
00:41:46,963 --> 00:41:49,215
Over there getting drunk
like a piece of shit.
568
00:41:51,384 --> 00:41:53,845
You know who else was
a drunk piece of shit?
569
00:41:53,845 --> 00:41:55,596
My dad.
570
00:41:55,596 --> 00:41:57,098
So I'm kind of an expert
on the subject.
571
00:41:57,098 --> 00:41:59,183
‐ Maybe keep your voice down
just 'cause he's probably‐‐
572
00:41:59,183 --> 00:42:00,977
You know, this all
started because she ratted,
573
00:42:00,977 --> 00:42:04,063
but she only ratted because
she couldn't go home.
574
00:42:04,063 --> 00:42:07,692
Her Life's Library got
destroyed because she ratted.
575
00:42:09,694 --> 00:42:11,863
Everything bad that's happened
this year
576
00:42:11,863 --> 00:42:13,823
is because her dad
is an asshole.
577
00:42:18,119 --> 00:42:19,495
Hey, Colonel.
578
00:42:19,495 --> 00:42:21,497
‐ Hey, you broke her.
579
00:42:21,497 --> 00:42:22,915
Hey, you broke her!
580
00:42:22,915 --> 00:42:24,208
If you were ever there for her,
581
00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:25,793
none of this would
have happened!
582
00:42:25,793 --> 00:42:27,420
She wouldn't have been so sad.
583
00:42:27,420 --> 00:42:28,671
She wouldn't have drank
so much.
584
00:42:28,671 --> 00:42:31,257
She would have had a car
with fucking airbags!
585
00:42:31,257 --> 00:42:32,508
‐ I'll do the‐‐
‐ It should have been you!
586
00:42:32,508 --> 00:42:33,676
- It shouldn't have been her.
- Hey!
587
00:42:33,676 --> 00:42:35,094
‐ It should have been
fucking you!
588
00:42:35,094 --> 00:42:37,096
It should have been
fucking you!
589
00:42:37,096 --> 00:42:38,973
Get your goddamn
hands off me!
590
00:42:38,973 --> 00:42:41,809
If you wanna grab somebody,
grab this drunk fuck!
591
00:42:41,809 --> 00:42:43,686
What on earth
are you doing,
592
00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:46,606
assaulting a man that
just lost his child?
593
00:42:46,606 --> 00:42:48,900
‐
DOLORES: I'm sorry.
594
00:42:48,900 --> 00:42:50,318
‐ He's right.
‐ No, sir!
595
00:42:50,318 --> 00:42:51,736
He's upset.
596
00:42:51,736 --> 00:42:54,238
He should not be paid
attention to.
597
00:42:54,238 --> 00:42:56,449
‐ I lost her a long time ago.
598
00:43:00,286 --> 00:43:03,956
What I did,
the things I said...
599
00:43:06,542 --> 00:43:08,127
I didn't deserve her.
600
00:43:13,132 --> 00:43:15,760
♪ ♪
601
00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:17,095
And now she's gone.
602
00:43:17,095 --> 00:43:20,139
♪ ♪
603
00:43:20,139 --> 00:43:21,808
And I could never
make it right.
604
00:43:21,808 --> 00:43:28,815
♪ ♪
605
00:43:34,445 --> 00:43:41,452
♪ ♪
606
00:43:44,455 --> 00:43:51,003
♪ ♪
607
00:43:51,003 --> 00:43:53,297
I'm so sorry, baby.
608
00:43:53,297 --> 00:44:00,304
♪ ♪
609
00:44:02,265 --> 00:44:04,892
‐
Blessed Lord, have mercy.
610
00:44:17,655 --> 00:44:20,408
‐ Not my proudest moment.
611
00:44:20,408 --> 00:44:21,951
‐ Yeah.
612
00:44:21,951 --> 00:44:25,496
Don't expect to get invited to
too many funerals after today.
613
00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:28,082
‐ I'll take it.
614
00:44:28,082 --> 00:44:31,752
‐ So, Pudge,
you a certified smoker now?
615
00:44:31,752 --> 00:44:34,422
‐ It's what Alaska
would've been doing.
616
00:44:34,422 --> 00:44:36,257
‐ She also would've
hated this funeral.
617
00:44:36,257 --> 00:44:38,885
‐ That we can all agree on.
618
00:44:38,885 --> 00:44:42,180
‐ Hey, fellas.
619
00:44:42,180 --> 00:44:43,556
How you holding up?
620
00:44:43,556 --> 00:44:44,974
‐ Shitty as hell.
621
00:44:44,974 --> 00:44:47,226
‐ How are you doing?
622
00:44:47,226 --> 00:44:49,061
As Alaska's longest‐lasting
623
00:44:49,061 --> 00:44:50,938
and emotionally‐healthiest
relationship,
624
00:44:50,938 --> 00:44:52,815
this must be hard for you too.
625
00:44:52,815 --> 00:44:56,652
‐ Didn't know it was possible
to feel this terrible,
to be honest.
626
00:44:56,652 --> 00:45:01,115
I just feel so guilty,
just...
627
00:45:01,115 --> 00:45:03,743
like I should've known
or something,
628
00:45:03,743 --> 00:45:05,912
or done something.
629
00:45:05,912 --> 00:45:07,330
‐ I know the feeling.
630
00:45:10,666 --> 00:45:13,211
‐ None of it makes any sense.
631
00:45:13,211 --> 00:45:15,338
You know,
how could someone so young,
632
00:45:15,338 --> 00:45:16,756
so alive, be dead?
633
00:45:16,756 --> 00:45:20,301
So we blame ourselves,
thinking we have some control,
634
00:45:20,301 --> 00:45:22,678
that we could've created
a different outcome,
635
00:45:22,678 --> 00:45:25,640
that the world isn't
a completely fucked‐up,
random place
636
00:45:25,640 --> 00:45:27,600
where a girl dies for no reason.
637
00:45:30,269 --> 00:45:32,772
I'm Fiona.
638
00:45:32,772 --> 00:45:34,190
I go to school with Jake.
639
00:45:34,190 --> 00:45:35,858
I only met Alaska once,
640
00:45:35,858 --> 00:45:38,527
but she made
quite an impression.
641
00:45:38,527 --> 00:45:41,489
‐ Fiona.
642
00:45:41,489 --> 00:45:44,116
You are clearly very wise,
643
00:45:44,116 --> 00:45:46,661
but there has to be a reason‐‐
644
00:45:46,661 --> 00:45:49,288
if not for why she died,
645
00:45:49,288 --> 00:45:51,916
at least for why
she got into that car,
646
00:45:51,916 --> 00:45:55,753
or who the hell called her
on the phone that night.
647
00:45:57,213 --> 00:45:58,839
‐ You mean on the payphone?
648
00:46:00,675 --> 00:46:01,884
‐ Yeah.
649
00:46:04,637 --> 00:46:05,721
‐ That was me.
650
00:46:07,348 --> 00:46:08,975
‐ Jake was the phone call.
651
00:46:08,975 --> 00:46:11,477
‐ After that phone call,
everything changed.
652
00:46:11,477 --> 00:46:13,145
‐ What did you say?
653
00:46:14,689 --> 00:46:17,650
‐ Apparently, the wrong thing.
654
00:46:17,650 --> 00:46:18,985
Hello?
655
00:46:18,985 --> 00:46:21,737
Alaska?
656
00:46:21,737 --> 00:46:25,241
Amazed you actually answered.
657
00:46:25,241 --> 00:46:27,910
Um, it's good to hear
your voice.
658
00:46:27,910 --> 00:46:29,120
I miss you.
659
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:31,998
‐ Yeah, Jake, I miss you too,
660
00:46:31,998 --> 00:46:34,000
but it's kinda late.
661
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:35,418
I know, I know.
662
00:46:35,418 --> 00:46:38,963
And I know we're not exactlytogether right now,
663
00:46:38,963 --> 00:46:40,423
even though I'm not sure why,
664
00:46:40,423 --> 00:46:42,550
I...
665
00:46:42,550 --> 00:46:46,137
I'll never let this day go by
without thinking of you.
666
00:46:46,137 --> 00:46:48,514
Hopefully,we get to talk on this date
667
00:46:48,514 --> 00:46:51,309
even when we're old and‐‐
668
00:46:51,309 --> 00:46:54,645
‐ Wait, what do you mean,
"this date"?
What day is it?
669
00:46:54,645 --> 00:46:58,024
‐ It's our anniversary.
670
00:46:58,024 --> 00:47:00,026
It's been two years
since the day we met.
671
00:47:01,944 --> 00:47:03,571
‐ N...
672
00:47:03,571 --> 00:47:09,243
♪ ♪
673
00:47:09,243 --> 00:47:10,953
No...
674
00:47:10,953 --> 00:47:12,580
It can't be.
675
00:47:12,580 --> 00:47:14,665
Hey, it's nothingto get upset about.
676
00:47:14,665 --> 00:47:16,667
It's cool if I rememberedand you didn't.
677
00:47:16,667 --> 00:47:19,253
I'm kind of a dork like that.
678
00:47:22,173 --> 00:47:25,551
Alaska?
679
00:47:25,551 --> 00:47:28,471
Alaska?
680
00:47:28,471 --> 00:47:29,847
You still there?
681
00:47:31,807 --> 00:47:35,436
Next thing I knew,
I was just sitting in
France Between the Wars
682
00:47:35,436 --> 00:47:38,397
and someone tells me
683
00:47:38,397 --> 00:47:40,649
based on the paper
that Alaska died.
684
00:47:43,027 --> 00:47:45,863
‐ That's it?
That was the whole call?
685
00:47:45,863 --> 00:47:47,740
‐ Wait, what's so bad
about your anniversary...
686
00:47:47,740 --> 00:47:50,242
‐ Or forgetting it.
‐ That would just
make her flip out?
687
00:47:50,242 --> 00:47:51,702
‐ I have no idea.
688
00:47:51,702 --> 00:47:53,954
‐ She got off the phone with you
and got in your car.
689
00:47:53,954 --> 00:47:55,873
‐ I understand.
‐ Why, Jake?
690
00:47:55,873 --> 00:47:57,500
‐ Hey, he's told you
all that he knows.
691
00:47:57,500 --> 00:47:59,585
‐ What else did you say to her?
‐ That's it.
692
00:47:59,585 --> 00:48:02,296
‐ Why did she get in the car?
‐ He doesn't know, Pudge.
693
00:48:04,382 --> 00:48:05,800
‐ I wish I did.
694
00:48:07,176 --> 00:48:08,928
Sorry, man.
695
00:48:08,928 --> 00:48:15,935
♪ ♪
696
00:48:17,269 --> 00:48:19,480
Maybe it's right in frontof our faces.
697
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:22,817
She was upset about missing
the anniversary with Jake.
698
00:48:22,817 --> 00:48:26,153
She felt guilt
about blowing him off.
699
00:48:26,153 --> 00:48:29,323
‐ In that moment, she realized
how much Jake meant to her,
700
00:48:29,323 --> 00:48:30,783
and how badly
she had treated him,
701
00:48:30,783 --> 00:48:32,493
and wanted to apologize
in person.
702
00:48:32,493 --> 00:48:33,911
‐ She was driving up to see him
to make up,
703
00:48:33,911 --> 00:48:35,871
to get back together.
704
00:48:35,871 --> 00:48:39,291
‐ It sounds obvious,
but it makes the most sense.
705
00:48:39,291 --> 00:48:41,127
‐ What?
No.
706
00:48:41,127 --> 00:48:44,088
That doesn't make any sense
at all.
707
00:48:44,088 --> 00:48:47,341
She wasn't thinking about Jake
while she was kissing me.
708
00:48:48,634 --> 00:48:51,262
There's no way Alaska wanted
to get back with him.
709
00:48:51,262 --> 00:48:53,431
‐ Look, Pudge, after the call,
710
00:48:53,431 --> 00:48:56,100
she didn't march back
to your room to snuggle.
711
00:48:56,100 --> 00:48:59,478
She got super upset and
got in her car and drove away,
712
00:48:59,478 --> 00:49:01,897
possibly to where Jake was.
713
00:49:01,897 --> 00:49:05,693
The whole point of this exercise
is to start with the known,
714
00:49:05,693 --> 00:49:08,529
and fill in the unknown with
the likely scenarios,
715
00:49:08,529 --> 00:49:13,159
not pander to your fantasy
that Alaska was madly
in love with you.
716
00:49:13,159 --> 00:49:16,620
You'd be a terrible profiler.
You're making it all about you.
717
00:49:16,620 --> 00:49:19,081
‐ Yeah,
because it is all about me.
718
00:49:20,499 --> 00:49:23,878
I was the last person
that she kissed.
719
00:49:23,878 --> 00:49:27,047
She said,
"to be continued" to me,
720
00:49:27,047 --> 00:49:29,967
which is the last thing that
she said before the phone rang.
721
00:49:29,967 --> 00:49:31,677
‐ You're not special, Pudge.
722
00:49:31,677 --> 00:49:33,137
Just because she got drunk
723
00:49:33,137 --> 00:49:34,889
and you guys hooked up,
or whatever,
724
00:49:34,889 --> 00:49:37,725
doesn't mean that she meant
more to you than she did
to any of us.
725
00:49:39,643 --> 00:49:41,103
We all miss her.
726
00:49:50,154 --> 00:49:51,739
‐ I know that.
727
00:49:51,739 --> 00:49:58,746
♪ ♪
728
00:49:58,746 --> 00:50:01,248
♪ I ♪
729
00:50:01,248 --> 00:50:05,753
♪ Am thinking it's a sign ♪
730
00:50:05,753 --> 00:50:10,007
♪ That the freckles
in our eyes ♪
731
00:50:10,007 --> 00:50:13,427
♪ Are mirror images ♪
732
00:50:13,427 --> 00:50:15,804
♪ And when we kiss ♪
733
00:50:15,804 --> 00:50:19,225
♪ They're perfectly aligned ♪
734
00:50:19,225 --> 00:50:21,685
♪ I ♪
735
00:50:21,685 --> 00:50:26,440
♪ Have to speculate ♪
736
00:50:26,440 --> 00:50:30,486
♪ That God Himself did make us ♪
737
00:50:30,486 --> 00:50:33,614
‐ So Takumi overheard the Eagle
talking to Alaska's dad.
738
00:50:33,614 --> 00:50:35,783
He's coming in the next day
or so to clean out her room,
739
00:50:35,783 --> 00:50:37,243
so if you got anything
that's ours,
740
00:50:37,243 --> 00:50:39,495
or any contraband
we don't want him to find,
741
00:50:39,495 --> 00:50:41,956
we should take care of that.
742
00:50:41,956 --> 00:50:46,460
♪ It may seem like a stretch ♪
743
00:50:46,460 --> 00:50:48,879
♪ But it's thoughts like this ♪
744
00:50:48,879 --> 00:50:52,550
♪ That catch my troubled head ♪
745
00:50:52,550 --> 00:50:55,219
♪ When you're away ♪
746
00:50:55,219 --> 00:50:57,221
♪ When I am missing ♪
747
00:50:57,221 --> 00:50:59,223
This is unbearable.
748
00:50:59,223 --> 00:51:01,225
I know.
749
00:51:01,225 --> 00:51:04,853
But we have to.
750
00:51:04,853 --> 00:51:08,023
‐
751
00:51:08,023 --> 00:51:09,483
I can't.
752
00:51:09,483 --> 00:51:12,027
‐ Don't make me
do this alone, Pudge.
753
00:51:12,027 --> 00:51:19,034
♪ ♪
754
00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:22,580
Miles, it's so goodto hear your voice.
755
00:51:22,580 --> 00:51:24,665
School sent us an email, son.
756
00:51:24,665 --> 00:51:27,042
We know a student died.
757
00:51:27,042 --> 00:51:28,877
Poor parents.
758
00:51:28,877 --> 00:51:31,213
‐ Parent.
759
00:51:31,213 --> 00:51:33,799
The girl that died‐‐did‐‐did you know her?
760
00:51:33,799 --> 00:51:36,969
♪ ♪
761
00:51:36,969 --> 00:51:38,971
‐ Yeah.
762
00:51:41,473 --> 00:51:45,144
She was my friend.
763
00:51:45,144 --> 00:51:47,646
She was my really good friend.
764
00:51:47,646 --> 00:51:50,399
It was her, wasn't it?
765
00:51:50,399 --> 00:51:53,736
The girl you stayed withover Thanksgiving.
766
00:51:53,736 --> 00:51:55,362
‐ Yeah.
767
00:51:55,362 --> 00:51:58,699
Alaska...
768
00:51:58,699 --> 00:52:00,576
w‐was her name.
769
00:52:02,244 --> 00:52:04,330
That just sounds likea real shock, son.
770
00:52:04,330 --> 00:52:06,540
I know it's just awful.
771
00:52:06,540 --> 00:52:08,834
Um, whatever you need,
772
00:52:08,834 --> 00:52:10,836
we're here for you,you know that.
773
00:52:11,670 --> 00:52:13,380
‐ I know. Um...
774
00:52:15,299 --> 00:52:17,468
But this is enough.
775
00:52:20,012 --> 00:52:23,932
I just needed you to pick up,
776
00:52:23,932 --> 00:52:27,102
needed you to answer, and...
777
00:52:27,102 --> 00:52:29,396
and you did.
778
00:52:29,396 --> 00:52:33,901
♪ Come down now ♪
779
00:52:33,901 --> 00:52:38,822
♪ But we'll stay ♪
780
00:52:38,822 --> 00:52:40,908
Well, well.
781
00:52:40,908 --> 00:52:43,535
Look who decided to show up.
782
00:52:46,747 --> 00:52:48,207
I'm here to help.
783
00:52:49,333 --> 00:52:51,001
‐
784
00:52:51,001 --> 00:52:53,545
Well, she sure didn't
leave any booze,
785
00:52:53,545 --> 00:52:57,925
but, you know, she kept
every paper she ever wrote.
786
00:52:57,925 --> 00:52:59,968
She didn't have much, but,
787
00:52:59,968 --> 00:53:03,097
you know, it's like
every object is precious.
788
00:53:05,724 --> 00:53:08,769
Thus, they should
be treated as such.
789
00:53:17,486 --> 00:53:24,493
♪ ♪
790
00:53:26,286 --> 00:53:28,497
‐ All these books
she'll never read.
791
00:53:28,497 --> 00:53:30,249
Bought at garage sales.
792
00:53:30,249 --> 00:53:34,211
And now probably
destined for another one.
793
00:53:34,211 --> 00:53:36,463
Ashes to ashes.
794
00:53:36,463 --> 00:53:38,674
Garage sale to garage sale.
795
00:53:38,674 --> 00:53:41,427
We can't sell them.
796
00:53:41,427 --> 00:53:42,928
That seems wrong.
797
00:53:42,928 --> 00:53:47,933
‐ Well, the ones
that are too water damaged,
798
00:53:47,933 --> 00:53:50,894
we'll bury in a literary grave.
799
00:53:50,894 --> 00:53:54,732
TBD.
But you're right.
800
00:53:54,732 --> 00:53:58,694
You know,
John Keats' entire will
801
00:53:58,694 --> 00:54:03,115
was written in one line
of iambic pentameter.
802
00:54:03,115 --> 00:54:08,287
"My chest of books
divide among my friends."
803
00:54:08,287 --> 00:54:10,581
She'd want these
divided among her friends.
804
00:54:12,624 --> 00:54:15,002
‐ Have you seen
The General in His Labyrinth?
805
00:54:15,002 --> 00:54:16,503
I know it got flooded.
806
00:54:16,503 --> 00:54:19,548
I'm sure the pages
are all messed up.
807
00:54:19,548 --> 00:54:21,300
I want that one.
808
00:54:21,300 --> 00:54:24,178
‐ Here it is.
809
00:54:24,178 --> 00:54:26,096
You're not thinking about
reading it, are you?
810
00:54:26,096 --> 00:54:28,140
It's not a biography.
811
00:54:28,140 --> 00:54:30,267
‐ Historical fiction.
812
00:54:30,267 --> 00:54:31,685
‐ I'll allow it.
813
00:54:31,685 --> 00:54:37,441
♪ ♪
814
00:54:37,441 --> 00:54:40,235
"He was shakenby the overwhelming revelation
815
00:54:40,235 --> 00:54:43,322
"that the headlong race
between his misfortunes
and his dreams
816
00:54:43,322 --> 00:54:45,908
"was at that moment
reaching the finish line.
817
00:54:45,908 --> 00:54:47,743
"'Damn it,' he sighed.
818
00:54:47,743 --> 00:54:50,746
'How will I ever get out
of this labyrinth?'"
819
00:54:50,746 --> 00:54:57,711
♪ ♪
820
00:54:57,711 --> 00:54:59,129
‐ Colonel, come look at this.
821
00:54:59,129 --> 00:55:01,131
‐ You skipped to the end?
822
00:55:01,131 --> 00:55:03,467
You do that with
every book you read?
823
00:55:06,595 --> 00:55:09,765
‐ The way out of the labyrinth.
824
00:55:09,765 --> 00:55:13,101
"Straight and fast."
825
00:55:13,101 --> 00:55:14,436
‐ Holy shit, Pudge.
826
00:55:14,436 --> 00:55:17,314
Think about what the Eagle
told you how it happened.
827
00:55:17,314 --> 00:55:19,316
The truck that was broke down,
828
00:55:19,316 --> 00:55:23,362
the police car on the scene,
which she hit without swerving.
829
00:55:23,362 --> 00:55:25,948
They said it was the booze
that caused the accident.
830
00:55:27,574 --> 00:55:30,994
‐ I guess
there's one possibility
that we haven't considered.
831
00:55:33,664 --> 00:55:36,291
What if it wasn't an accident?
832
00:55:36,291 --> 00:55:41,391
Extracted from MKV & Synchronized By X Person
833
00:55:41,421 --> 00:55:45,424
♪ No one ♪
Extracted from MKV & Synchronized By X Person
834
00:55:44,424 --> 00:55:50,722
♪ No one hears you calling ♪
835
00:55:50,722 --> 00:55:53,308
♪ ♪
836
00:55:53,308 --> 00:55:56,895
♪ Falling ♪
837
00:55:56,895 --> 00:56:01,066
♪ Everything is falling ♪
838
00:56:01,066 --> 00:56:04,278
♪ Falling, falling,
falling ♪
839
00:56:04,278 --> 00:56:05,445
♪ ♪
840
00:56:05,445 --> 00:56:11,201
♪ Do you feel alive ♪
841
00:56:11,201 --> 00:56:17,374
♪ Do you feel alive ♪
842
00:56:17,374 --> 00:56:23,297
♪ Do you feel alive ♪
843
00:56:23,297 --> 00:56:29,177
♪ Do you feel alive ♪
844
00:56:29,177 --> 00:56:32,222
♪ So ♪
845
00:56:32,222 --> 00:56:37,227
♪ Jesus left you lonely ♪
846
00:56:37,227 --> 00:56:41,148
♪ ♪
847
00:56:41,148 --> 00:56:44,443
♪ Feels like ♪
848
00:56:44,443 --> 00:56:48,864
♪ Nothing's really holy ♪
849
00:56:48,864 --> 00:56:52,451
♪ Holy, holy, holy ♪
850
00:56:52,451 --> 00:56:59,458
♪ ♪
851
00:57:08,091 --> 00:57:13,597
♪ Salvation ♪
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