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♪ ♪
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- I can't wait to have
this place try and break me.
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For the first time on "Alone,"
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ten participants fight
to survive
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in the hunting ground
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of the world's largest
land predator.
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- Oh, my God.
Where'd he go?
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Those are bear.
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- I heard a big animal.
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- Hey, bear.
- Oh, no. *bleep*.
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- Sometimes you eat the bear,
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sometimes the bear eats you.
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Battling
merciless conditions...
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- This is some hard core
bushwhacking.
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- Why does it have to be
such a struggle every night?
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- I hit it, I hit it, I hit it.
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- I feel more alive
every day I'm out here.
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- Ah.
- Here comes the rain again.
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- Labrador, you're not gonna
make it easy for us, are you?
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In complete isolation...
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- The most dangerous thing
out here is myself.
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- Look at that.
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- The cold ground
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is just pulling
all the warmth from me.
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- How many days can this go on?
- Very, very hungry.
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- I feel like
I'm hitting a wall.
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Last one standing wins.
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- Only gonna get harder
the longer you stay out here.
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♪ ♪
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- The weather here
changes really fast.
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- I'm gonna get hammered here.
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- I'm frickin' getting soaked.
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- Whoo-hoo, second day.
I got game.
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- I'm not a weekend warrior.
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I've got 50 years of preparing
to do this kind of thing.
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- I heard a big animal.
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If I can get a bear, that's
basically the golden ticket.
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- Oh, *bleep*,
that's a bear...
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*bleep*, let's move over
in this direction.
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- Shot my first squirrel.
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I just spooked a grouse.
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I hit it, I hit it, I hit it.
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There's two of them.
That is a game changer, man.
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♪ ♪
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- Oh-ho-ho-ho.
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♪ ♪
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There it goes.
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♪ ♪
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"Alone," day one.
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I just need to let
this sink in for a minute.
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What am I even doing here?
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♪ ♪
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- I can't believe
I get to do this.
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♪ ♪
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Me, here, Labrador,
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by myself.
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♪ ♪
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- Utter disbelief that
I am allowed to be here.
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So thankful.
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This is living life amplified.
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♪ ♪
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- Now it's just me.
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Let's get to work.
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It's raining now,
so let's prospect
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for a shelter
location.
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The landscape here
is spectacular--
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very thick brush and woods.
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Things to kind of
keep in mind,
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there were flash floods here
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not too long ago,
so I want to pick a good spot
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so I don't
get washed away.
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I know that doing
less work
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and accomplishing
the same goal is worthwhile.
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I know that picking
a good location for my shelter
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is worthwhile because
that's gonna be home for me.
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So that's about three inches
of insulation from the ground.
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Primitive survival
has been something
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very much incorporated
in my life for over ten years.
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I did six years
in the military,
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in the Canadian Armed Forces,
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where I would specialize
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in cold-weather warfare
and survival.
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So I'm confident about
building shelters
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and making fires
in wet, cold environments.
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Being in the military,
I know what I'm capable of,
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and I'm very methodical
with what I do.
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I think I have a leg up
in the competition
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because
I'm a general-practice doctor
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with a high inclination
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towards emergency medicine
and wilderness medicine.
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I have a previous injury,
so what I'm gonna do
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is I'm gonna make
an improvised splint and wrap.
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With my medical training,
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anything that you can pull me
out for,
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I'll treat
before you get to me.
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So no pulse and no bleed
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means that's the correct way
to put a tourniquet.
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Becoming a doctor
is expensive.
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500K would mean being able
to pay off my student loans,
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and then the rest would go
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into helping renovations
for my mom's home.
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That would be good
for her health.
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Thanks, Mom.
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I think I can do this
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because I'm a little bit
of a masochist.
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I love the type of person
you become after the struggle.
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I'm a doctor,
and I'm a soldier,
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so I have a hell of a lot
of mental fortitude.
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I plan on going day 90-plus.
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I'm gonna be out there
as long as possible.
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All right.
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Definitely
a potential spot over here.
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I should
probably set up that tarp.
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My advantage for this season
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is my mental approach
to things
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just because
of what I have to do
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on a day-to-day basis,
trying to save lives.
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And the same thing goes
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for people with military
background as well.
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You have to make very concise,
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thought-out,
and effective decisions.
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Everything
that I'm gonna be doing
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will be very "intentful."
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Definitely not
the prettiest, but...
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I think it'll do
what I need it to.
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♪ ♪
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I can't believe it.
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There's a harbor seal
right over my shoulder.
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That's so cool.
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It's a beautiful place.
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Let's get a fishing rod set up.
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I'm a commercial fisherman
in Alaska.
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I've been doing
that just shy of a decade.
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It's very, very physical,
20 hours a day,
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every single day,
100 days straight.
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And I love it.
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It's like Christmas for me.
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You just never know
what you're gonna get.
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I was drawn
to Alaska for freedom.
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I work very hard
for four months.
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And then I go
on solo backpack adventures
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in the backcountry.
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No big surprise
to see one now.
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And I truly enjoy
the struggle.
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I don't view pain or suffering
as a negative thing.
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I think it's growth
and opportunity.
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It's a worm.
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I've never pushed
myself past 30 days solo.
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I'm here to do that.
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It'll all be okay.
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I'm leaving a lot of people
behind, especially my mother.
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I'm going to miss her
tremendously,
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but I feel that my entire life
has led to this moment.
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I started fishing
when I was three.
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Harvested my first
white-tailed buck by myself
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when I was 11.
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I want to see
how far I can go,
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and this is an opportunity
to push myself,
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see my edge.
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♪ ♪
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It's a beautiful,
beautiful, beautiful morning.
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Super thankful.
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Hopefully get
a lot of work done today.
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Before we start,
I'm quite thirsty.
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I'm gonna go ahead
and try to find a spot
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to get a fire started,
get some water boiling.
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I've seen signs of beaver.
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Certainly,
there's giardia in this water.
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Gonna have
to boil it thoroughly.
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There's camp,
been sleeping under a tarp.
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So, like I say,
just temporary for now.
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My strategy
for the first few days
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is to get some kind
of shelter started.
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So gonna have
to have water quickly
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and find a way
to get fire going.
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And then food.
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Always have the bow
in the hand
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in case you
come across something.
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Get those things established,
and I'm confident
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that I can stay for an
appreciable amount of time.
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No, no, no.
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There it is.
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That's all I had
for a tinder.
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This is a mistake.
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I left it out here in the rain.
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Well, whoop-de-do-pee.
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Back to square one.
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So we're just gonna wander
around, looking for dry...
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Labrador routinely sees
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massive, massive rain systems.
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And it's quite difficult
to get a fire started
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in these conditions.
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I am worried my mistake
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is going to be extremely
detrimental to my experience.
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Here's a few wood chips,
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about the driest ones
I could find.
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I think I might
also grab the sawdust.
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Oh, boy.
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There's the rain.
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♪ ♪
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We're going to try
our first attempt.
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♪ ♪
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Gonna try to make
some real fine shavings
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and something real,
real dry to go along with this.
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♪ ♪
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Well, now that...
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lit for just a second.
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♪ ♪
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Hoping I can dry it out
just enough.
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♪ ♪
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Well, it's getting to the point
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where it's almost not
bright out anymore.
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I'm gonna spend all day
trying to make a fire.
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Things are getting serious.
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It's pretty likely I could not
get a fire started.
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♪ ♪
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That's terrifying.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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- I'm gonna spending all day
trying to make a fire.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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Come on.
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That's just an exercise
in futility at this point.
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That's just
embarrassing myself.
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So, quite thirsty.
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I hope I don't get real dizzy
or anything crazy
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in the night.
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♪ ♪
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Silly mistakes out here
can cost you everything.
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♪ ♪
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So we're gonna try
to learn from our mistakes.
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Boy, I bet everybody's gonna
see this and wonder, why--
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why did this guy make it
and so many others did not?
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♪ ♪
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Well...
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sure hope I can stick around
to show you.
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♪ ♪
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- This is a good look for me.
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Oh, I'm sorry.
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Just spit bunchberry
all over you.
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It's windy as hell.
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I'm headed up the hill.
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And I am looking
for anything that's food.
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I'm gonna get tired
of bunchberries real quick.
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It's also important for my body
to get some proteins.
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Got a little
small-game arrow nocked.
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Coming home with something.
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♪ ♪
266
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The farm I live on
is 325 acres.
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I run a serious
prescribed fire program.
268
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It's been really
interesting to burn the farm
269
00:14:01,012 --> 00:14:02,738
and see what comes back.
270
00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:05,189
The areas that we've managed
have become really beautiful.
271
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We blend
regenerative agriculture
272
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with prescribed fire
and natural ecosystems.
273
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A lot of my neighbors
think I'm crazy
274
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for doing what I'm doing,
but I'm a creative person.
275
00:14:14,336 --> 00:14:16,441
The way that I think
about things is not always
276
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the way that a lot of other
people think about them.
277
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This is a Kalahari Bushmen
tracking technique.
278
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You go left, right,
left, right, left, right
279
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on down the trail.
280
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It helps keep them a rhythm.
281
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Once they get
the rhythm of the animal,
282
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they can track very fast.
283
00:14:29,834 --> 00:14:31,353
I was born in South Africa,
284
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and my family immigrated to
the States when I was small.
285
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Shortly after my parents
divorced,
286
00:14:36,185 --> 00:14:38,222
my father went back
to doing his fieldwork
287
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in various places--Kenya,
Tanzania, and South Africa.
288
00:14:41,225 --> 00:14:45,332
And I spent all of my summers
with my father in the bush.
289
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So I spent a lot of time
watching animals
290
00:14:48,335 --> 00:14:49,681
before I ever took one.
291
00:14:49,785 --> 00:14:51,373
It's made me
a more patient hunter
292
00:14:51,476 --> 00:14:52,857
and a more observant hunter.
293
00:14:52,961 --> 00:14:55,515
And, so, when I decided
to start taking animals,
294
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I found that I excelled at it.
295
00:14:57,344 --> 00:14:58,932
There you have it, y'all.
296
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My sweetheart, Ashley, is
back at home waiting for me.
297
00:15:03,592 --> 00:15:05,007
I will miss my family,
298
00:15:05,111 --> 00:15:06,733
but I know they're in my
corner and they'll support me
299
00:15:06,836 --> 00:15:09,839
because I have
what it takes to win it.
300
00:15:09,943 --> 00:15:11,186
- Bye!
301
00:15:15,811 --> 00:15:18,020
- Terrain is so tough in here.
302
00:15:21,196 --> 00:15:23,439
I mean, there's places
303
00:15:23,543 --> 00:15:26,339
where you can't see your hand
in front of your face.
304
00:15:26,442 --> 00:15:28,755
I feel my legs wearing out
'cause I haven't had
305
00:15:28,858 --> 00:15:32,241
any food today
but some bunchberries.
306
00:15:32,345 --> 00:15:36,452
I hear squirrels everywhere,
but they're up in the trees.
307
00:15:36,556 --> 00:15:39,352
Certain times of day, they...
308
00:15:39,455 --> 00:15:41,595
come down on the ground.
309
00:15:41,699 --> 00:15:44,564
My approach is to be
an observer in the woods.
310
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You can be the best shot
in the world,
311
00:15:55,989 --> 00:15:58,026
and you can have
the best bait,
312
00:15:58,129 --> 00:15:59,372
or you can make the best trap.
313
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If it's not
in the right place,
314
00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:02,547
it does absolutely no good.
315
00:16:26,813 --> 00:16:28,711
I'm so sorry.
316
00:16:33,544 --> 00:16:35,856
How about that right there?
317
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Get some!
318
00:16:42,242 --> 00:16:44,244
That's what I'm talking about.
319
00:16:44,348 --> 00:16:47,661
It's a good shot, too.
I didn't mess his guts all up.
320
00:16:47,765 --> 00:16:50,630
Thank you, buddy.
I'm so sorry.
321
00:16:50,733 --> 00:16:52,459
I'm so, so sorry.
322
00:16:54,461 --> 00:16:56,256
Looks like we're
having squirrel stew.
323
00:16:56,360 --> 00:16:59,535
♪ ♪
324
00:16:59,639 --> 00:17:01,744
I really wish...
325
00:17:01,848 --> 00:17:04,954
that my father was still alive
to see me do this.
326
00:17:05,058 --> 00:17:07,026
He was a huge inspiration.
327
00:17:07,129 --> 00:17:10,443
He was not
the best dad in the world.
328
00:17:10,546 --> 00:17:12,583
He cared a lot more
about his dreams,
329
00:17:12,686 --> 00:17:14,861
the conservation
of the planet, the animals
330
00:17:14,964 --> 00:17:16,725
than the actual family unit.
331
00:17:16,828 --> 00:17:18,899
Oh, that looks amazing.
332
00:17:19,003 --> 00:17:21,143
♪ ♪
333
00:17:21,247 --> 00:17:22,903
But it allowed me
to spend my summers
334
00:17:23,007 --> 00:17:24,422
in some really
incredible places
335
00:17:24,526 --> 00:17:26,942
working
on his field biology programs.
336
00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:28,564
Going in the stew, too.
337
00:17:28,668 --> 00:17:29,910
He taught me a lot,
338
00:17:30,014 --> 00:17:32,568
and I really wish
that he was still around
339
00:17:32,672 --> 00:17:34,432
for me to show him
340
00:17:34,536 --> 00:17:36,745
that I was listening
when he was talking.
341
00:17:36,848 --> 00:17:40,645
♪ ♪
342
00:17:40,749 --> 00:17:43,717
Go ahead and get the part
I'm not too fond of over with.
343
00:17:46,962 --> 00:17:49,447
Eyeballs and brains and tongue.
344
00:17:50,586 --> 00:17:52,899
Yep, there it is.
345
00:17:53,002 --> 00:17:55,004
Pretty big brain
for a tiny little critter.
346
00:17:55,108 --> 00:17:58,836
♪ ♪
347
00:17:58,939 --> 00:18:01,252
It's not as bad
as you might think.
348
00:18:01,356 --> 00:18:08,363
♪ ♪
349
00:18:11,642 --> 00:18:14,093
I keep looking
over my shoulder because...
350
00:18:14,196 --> 00:18:17,130
the wind's kind of coming
this way off the water now.
351
00:18:17,234 --> 00:18:19,443
Anything that
smells this grub
352
00:18:19,546 --> 00:18:21,203
is gonna approach me
from that direction,
353
00:18:21,307 --> 00:18:23,516
and that's where
the thick edge is, too.
354
00:18:25,311 --> 00:18:27,658
Probably best just to...
355
00:18:27,761 --> 00:18:29,177
keep an eye out.
356
00:18:43,225 --> 00:18:46,918
♪ ♪
357
00:18:59,759 --> 00:19:02,520
- I'm gonna let
the image just get all...
358
00:19:08,595 --> 00:19:10,079
There we go.
359
00:19:10,183 --> 00:19:12,944
I mean, I can't even take
a selfie in real life.
360
00:19:15,878 --> 00:19:18,640
And yet, here I am with a bevy
of camera equipment.
361
00:19:21,608 --> 00:19:24,749
Very sorry
for whoever has to see this.
362
00:19:24,853 --> 00:19:26,820
Right, so we got the trap set.
363
00:19:26,924 --> 00:19:28,201
This is our bait stick here.
364
00:19:28,305 --> 00:19:30,755
♪ ♪
365
00:19:30,859 --> 00:19:33,413
Got yourself a dead mouse.
366
00:19:33,517 --> 00:19:35,243
I'm a tree house carpenter,
367
00:19:35,346 --> 00:19:39,247
and I am also
a professional alpaca shearer.
368
00:19:39,350 --> 00:19:41,801
There's probably less than
a hundred of us in the U.S.
369
00:19:41,904 --> 00:19:44,148
that do it full-time
professionally.
370
00:19:44,252 --> 00:19:45,839
♪ ♪
371
00:19:45,943 --> 00:19:47,772
Hunting, fishing--
372
00:19:47,876 --> 00:19:50,465
those were things that no one
taught me how to do
373
00:19:50,568 --> 00:19:52,156
when I was growing up,
374
00:19:52,260 --> 00:19:54,089
but it was something that
I was always passionate about
375
00:19:54,193 --> 00:19:55,504
and that I was interested in
376
00:19:55,608 --> 00:19:59,163
and something that
I take very seriously now.
377
00:19:59,267 --> 00:20:02,304
But more than anything,
the big X factor I have
378
00:20:02,408 --> 00:20:04,789
is the time
that I spent alone at sea.
379
00:20:04,893 --> 00:20:07,758
I crossed the Pacific Ocean
in my sailboat.
380
00:20:07,861 --> 00:20:09,760
That journey took 90 days.
381
00:20:09,863 --> 00:20:11,417
When you're out in sea,
382
00:20:11,520 --> 00:20:13,902
you have absolutely
nobody to rely on.
383
00:20:14,005 --> 00:20:16,663
You don't know how
your brain and your body
384
00:20:16,767 --> 00:20:18,113
is going to react to that
385
00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:20,426
until you've put yourself
in those situations.
386
00:20:20,529 --> 00:20:23,601
The fact that I have, I think,
makes me uniquely qualified.
387
00:20:23,705 --> 00:20:26,086
I haven't seen the sun
in, like...
388
00:20:26,190 --> 00:20:27,674
♪ ♪
389
00:20:27,778 --> 00:20:29,297
Eight, nine days.
390
00:20:29,400 --> 00:20:33,197
$500,000 would be an absolute
game changer for me.
391
00:20:33,301 --> 00:20:34,509
Oh, look at that.
392
00:20:34,612 --> 00:20:36,752
I work very
physically demanding jobs.
393
00:20:36,856 --> 00:20:39,548
When you work in blue collar,
you have a shelf life.
394
00:20:39,652 --> 00:20:41,136
It would also allow me
to help my family
395
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,656
in ways that I've dreamed of
for years.
396
00:20:43,759 --> 00:20:46,175
I come from a family
of farmers,
397
00:20:46,279 --> 00:20:48,730
and there's not
a lot of money in farming.
398
00:20:48,833 --> 00:20:50,697
I have a girlfriend
that loves me,
399
00:20:50,801 --> 00:20:53,631
and I'm gonna to miss all
of those people a lot.
400
00:20:53,735 --> 00:20:55,599
But I'm doing this
because I think I can win.
401
00:20:55,702 --> 00:20:57,635
It's gonna be hard on my body.
402
00:20:57,739 --> 00:21:01,294
But if I can do ten years'
financially worth of work
403
00:21:01,398 --> 00:21:03,123
in 90 days,
404
00:21:03,227 --> 00:21:05,954
I'm willing to push my body
to its absolute limits
405
00:21:06,057 --> 00:21:08,922
in order
to make that happen for me.
406
00:21:12,547 --> 00:21:13,720
♪ ♪
407
00:21:13,824 --> 00:21:17,241
My survival strategy
is to build
408
00:21:17,345 --> 00:21:20,900
a bombproof shelter
and shoot a black bear.
409
00:21:21,003 --> 00:21:23,040
♪ ♪
410
00:21:23,143 --> 00:21:26,561
I'm building kind of like
a modified lean-to
411
00:21:26,664 --> 00:21:29,426
with a big front
and a little window.
412
00:21:29,529 --> 00:21:31,359
I want to be able to get
some light coming in
413
00:21:31,462 --> 00:21:32,360
during the day.
414
00:21:32,463 --> 00:21:33,913
♪ ♪
415
00:21:34,016 --> 00:21:36,536
So these spruce trees--
we're gonna strip
416
00:21:36,640 --> 00:21:41,265
all the boughs off
and slide them underneath
417
00:21:41,369 --> 00:21:45,821
and layer them like tiles,
one laid on top of the other,
418
00:21:45,925 --> 00:21:48,514
which will hopefully help
keep some of the rain
419
00:21:48,617 --> 00:21:49,756
from getting through,
420
00:21:49,860 --> 00:21:51,655
and that'll provide insulation
as well.
421
00:21:51,758 --> 00:21:53,588
♪ ♪
422
00:21:53,691 --> 00:21:56,176
This is how you
thatch a roof, guys.
423
00:21:56,280 --> 00:21:57,212
♪ ♪
424
00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:58,662
Pretty cool, eh?
425
00:21:58,765 --> 00:22:00,905
♪ ♪
426
00:22:01,009 --> 00:22:03,045
Side walls are gonna be
mostly moss
427
00:22:03,149 --> 00:22:07,705
with logs kind of stacked up
to compress the moss.
428
00:22:07,809 --> 00:22:10,432
Moss is a better insulator
than logs.
429
00:22:10,536 --> 00:22:13,366
♪ ♪
430
00:22:35,319 --> 00:22:37,873
I'm sleeping
in here tonight.
431
00:22:37,977 --> 00:22:40,324
Almost like sleeping
on a Christmas tree
432
00:22:42,464 --> 00:22:45,709
Welcome to my home.
433
00:22:45,812 --> 00:22:49,333
And most important...
434
00:22:50,472 --> 00:22:56,823
♪ ♪
435
00:22:56,927 --> 00:22:58,342
Dog and my girlfriend.
436
00:23:00,137 --> 00:23:02,588
Now it feels like home.
437
00:23:02,691 --> 00:23:07,972
♪ ♪
438
00:23:08,076 --> 00:23:09,526
Awesome.
439
00:23:09,629 --> 00:23:16,636
♪ ♪
440
00:23:58,816 --> 00:24:01,094
So thankful.
441
00:24:05,064 --> 00:24:08,757
Real positive way
to start the day.
442
00:24:08,861 --> 00:24:10,932
Now it's nice and dry.
443
00:24:11,035 --> 00:24:12,899
Let's get us a shelter built.
444
00:24:13,003 --> 00:24:16,213
♪ ♪
445
00:24:16,316 --> 00:24:19,941
The thought in my mind
for a more permanent shelter
446
00:24:20,044 --> 00:24:23,600
is just a rudimentary,
super-simple A-frame.
447
00:24:23,703 --> 00:24:25,049
♪ ♪
448
00:24:25,153 --> 00:24:27,535
So now what we're doing,
is we've got
449
00:24:27,638 --> 00:24:30,227
this paracord stretched out
450
00:24:30,330 --> 00:24:34,369
to determine at what height
I want my lodgepole
451
00:24:34,473 --> 00:24:36,336
so that I can stand up
in the tent.
452
00:24:36,440 --> 00:24:37,855
♪ ♪
453
00:24:37,959 --> 00:24:40,962
I am not a bush crafter.
454
00:24:41,065 --> 00:24:42,688
I'm not a shelter builder.
455
00:24:42,791 --> 00:24:45,518
I live to hunt.
I live to fish.
456
00:24:45,622 --> 00:24:49,349
♪ ♪
457
00:24:49,453 --> 00:24:51,490
But I'm gonna enjoy
the entire process,
458
00:24:51,593 --> 00:24:55,045
because there was a time
where I saw the negative.
459
00:24:55,148 --> 00:24:58,842
♪ ♪
460
00:24:58,945 --> 00:25:01,776
I was a salary guy,
getting paid for 40 hours,
461
00:25:01,879 --> 00:25:03,571
working 120.
462
00:25:03,674 --> 00:25:04,951
I wasn't sleeping.
463
00:25:05,055 --> 00:25:07,091
I'd fall asleep standing up
in the shower.
464
00:25:07,195 --> 00:25:08,886
♪ ♪
465
00:25:08,990 --> 00:25:12,614
And then on January 8, 2011,
466
00:25:12,718 --> 00:25:15,410
there was a 17-vehicle pileup.
467
00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:18,275
I got hit head-on
by an 18-wheeler.
468
00:25:18,378 --> 00:25:21,243
♪ ♪
469
00:25:21,347 --> 00:25:23,591
I walked away unscathed.
470
00:25:23,694 --> 00:25:25,558
♪ ♪
471
00:25:25,662 --> 00:25:28,388
Paramedics
couldn't believe it.
472
00:25:28,492 --> 00:25:31,184
It just made me realize
there's a lot more to life.
473
00:25:31,288 --> 00:25:33,359
All right.
474
00:25:33,462 --> 00:25:36,638
♪ ♪
475
00:25:36,742 --> 00:25:39,192
Well, that's good enough there
for now.
476
00:25:39,296 --> 00:25:41,540
♪ ♪
477
00:25:41,643 --> 00:25:43,887
I am acutely aware
478
00:25:43,990 --> 00:25:47,235
it could be
tremendously worse.
479
00:25:47,338 --> 00:25:51,342
All right, I'm getting
daggone hungry, I tell you.
480
00:25:51,446 --> 00:25:53,379
♪ ♪
481
00:25:53,482 --> 00:25:54,725
Let's go fishing.
482
00:25:54,829 --> 00:26:00,179
♪ ♪
483
00:26:00,282 --> 00:26:02,768
As far as fishing goes,
I'm super lucky
484
00:26:02,871 --> 00:26:06,426
that I have chased fish
literally around the planet.
485
00:26:06,530 --> 00:26:07,945
♪ ♪
486
00:26:08,049 --> 00:26:10,879
Sure fish better
when you got some confidence.
487
00:26:10,983 --> 00:26:13,295
So I think that
there are certain skills,
488
00:26:13,399 --> 00:26:16,505
such as reading water,
that may be beneficial.
489
00:26:16,609 --> 00:26:18,300
It just feels like any cast
490
00:26:18,404 --> 00:26:21,372
could really produce
something memorable.
491
00:26:24,859 --> 00:26:27,033
Fish on.
492
00:26:27,137 --> 00:26:28,379
♪ ♪
493
00:26:28,483 --> 00:26:30,519
Well, that
fish sure is a fight.
494
00:26:30,623 --> 00:26:31,831
♪ ♪
495
00:26:31,935 --> 00:26:33,971
My goodness,
these are strong fish.
496
00:26:34,075 --> 00:26:38,873
They sure have
a propensity to head shake.
497
00:26:38,976 --> 00:26:41,530
Try to get over here
in the quiet water.
498
00:26:41,634 --> 00:26:47,191
♪ ♪
499
00:26:47,295 --> 00:26:48,468
Oh.
500
00:26:48,572 --> 00:26:49,987
Oh, dear.
501
00:26:50,091 --> 00:26:51,506
♪ ♪
502
00:26:58,030 --> 00:27:02,482
♪ ♪
503
00:27:08,350 --> 00:27:12,492
Can't get it coaxed in they're
going to where I could get it.
504
00:27:12,596 --> 00:27:19,638
♪ ♪
505
00:27:21,674 --> 00:27:23,227
Thank you.
506
00:27:23,331 --> 00:27:24,884
Thank you.
507
00:27:24,988 --> 00:27:26,403
Thank you.
508
00:27:26,506 --> 00:27:27,853
Oh.
509
00:27:29,786 --> 00:27:32,271
Fantastic.
510
00:27:33,375 --> 00:27:34,998
Oh, what a fight.
511
00:27:35,101 --> 00:27:38,035
I can't believe
what a fight that was.
512
00:27:38,139 --> 00:27:39,865
We're running out of light.
513
00:27:39,968 --> 00:27:42,005
It's getting late...
514
00:27:42,108 --> 00:27:44,352
but we got a fish.
515
00:27:44,455 --> 00:27:46,906
We got a beautiful brook trout.
516
00:27:47,010 --> 00:27:48,667
We have...
517
00:27:50,116 --> 00:27:52,256
We have something to eat.
518
00:27:52,360 --> 00:27:59,401
♪ ♪
519
00:28:25,289 --> 00:28:27,188
- All right, the last
shelter task
520
00:28:27,291 --> 00:28:30,501
for today is
to dig the fire pit.
521
00:28:30,605 --> 00:28:34,333
So it's gonna start
around here,
522
00:28:34,436 --> 00:28:36,300
end around here.
523
00:28:39,131 --> 00:28:42,790
And I want it to be at least
the depth of this stick.
524
00:28:42,893 --> 00:28:44,653
So let's start digging.
525
00:28:44,757 --> 00:28:47,553
♪ ♪
526
00:28:47,656 --> 00:28:49,658
Coming
from a military background
527
00:28:49,762 --> 00:28:51,833
that operates
in a very cold environment,
528
00:28:51,937 --> 00:28:53,490
I know what components
529
00:28:53,593 --> 00:28:56,838
and what concepts
make really warm shelters.
530
00:28:56,942 --> 00:29:00,186
One of them is sleeping high
and having your pit low.
531
00:29:00,290 --> 00:29:02,326
That way, you're not sleeping
in a cold gap.
532
00:29:02,430 --> 00:29:04,156
That reduces your chance
of getting frostbite,
533
00:29:04,259 --> 00:29:07,228
and it increases your ability
to rewarm yourself.
534
00:29:07,331 --> 00:29:08,712
♪ ♪
535
00:29:08,816 --> 00:29:10,610
So having that pit way
beneath you,
536
00:29:10,714 --> 00:29:13,372
having that heat rise to
exactly where you're sleeping
537
00:29:13,475 --> 00:29:16,030
just increases your chance
of being warm.
538
00:29:16,133 --> 00:29:19,447
♪ ♪
539
00:29:19,550 --> 00:29:21,173
As the time passes,
540
00:29:21,276 --> 00:29:22,899
it's gonna be super important
541
00:29:23,002 --> 00:29:25,729
'cause it's getting colder
really fast.
542
00:29:25,833 --> 00:29:27,317
♪ ♪
543
00:29:27,420 --> 00:29:29,560
I guess
this is actually turning
544
00:29:29,664 --> 00:29:32,598
into a form
of a Dakota fire pit.
545
00:29:32,701 --> 00:29:36,429
I'm gonna have one inlet
546
00:29:36,533 --> 00:29:38,604
that goes right to the base
of the fire,
547
00:29:38,707 --> 00:29:41,918
and one outlet
towards the middle
548
00:29:42,021 --> 00:29:43,436
to help with the smoke.
549
00:29:43,540 --> 00:29:45,438
And I'll be able to put my pot
550
00:29:45,542 --> 00:29:48,510
somewhere around here,
have that flames feed it,
551
00:29:48,614 --> 00:29:51,617
and funnel all
that smoke out that way--
552
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:53,584
a ground chimney.
553
00:29:53,688 --> 00:29:56,795
And I'll fortify that
with some of the river clay,
554
00:29:56,898 --> 00:29:58,313
to make it fire safe.
555
00:29:58,417 --> 00:30:05,320
♪ ♪
556
00:30:05,424 --> 00:30:06,563
Oops.
557
00:30:06,666 --> 00:30:07,736
♪ ♪
558
00:30:07,840 --> 00:30:09,221
Look at that.
559
00:30:12,327 --> 00:30:14,053
♪ ♪
560
00:30:14,157 --> 00:30:16,676
Now to...
561
00:30:16,780 --> 00:30:18,851
build up the wall a little bit.
562
00:30:18,955 --> 00:30:25,824
♪ ♪
563
00:30:25,927 --> 00:30:27,998
I want it to be
about a foot thick.
564
00:30:28,102 --> 00:30:29,620
♪ ♪
565
00:30:29,724 --> 00:30:31,830
Just kind of hammer it
into place.
566
00:30:31,933 --> 00:30:33,176
♪ ♪
567
00:30:33,279 --> 00:30:35,488
Trying to get rid
of some of those air gaps.
568
00:30:35,592 --> 00:30:42,081
♪ ♪
569
00:30:42,185 --> 00:30:45,878
My girlfriend asked me,
in my mind...
570
00:30:45,982 --> 00:30:49,330
how long would I stay for?
571
00:30:49,433 --> 00:30:51,366
Like, what's my goal?
572
00:30:51,470 --> 00:30:53,610
I didn't really have an answer
for her.
573
00:30:53,713 --> 00:30:56,164
I want it to be hard,
you know?
574
00:30:56,268 --> 00:30:57,890
I didn't come out here
to do what I know
575
00:30:57,994 --> 00:31:00,237
and just have it easy.
576
00:31:00,341 --> 00:31:03,171
I want to try things
that I have never done before.
577
00:31:03,275 --> 00:31:05,553
I want to grow from this.
578
00:31:05,656 --> 00:31:08,556
I want to know myself better.
579
00:31:08,659 --> 00:31:10,972
♪ ♪
580
00:31:11,076 --> 00:31:12,560
All right.
581
00:31:12,663 --> 00:31:15,321
I'm gonna fire it up
a little bit, let it warm.
582
00:31:15,425 --> 00:31:19,498
♪ ♪
583
00:31:19,601 --> 00:31:20,844
There we go.
584
00:31:20,948 --> 00:31:22,639
♪ ♪
585
00:31:22,742 --> 00:31:24,503
Thank you very much.
586
00:31:24,606 --> 00:31:30,164
♪ ♪
587
00:31:30,267 --> 00:31:31,475
All right, guys.
588
00:31:31,579 --> 00:31:33,063
♪ ♪
589
00:31:33,167 --> 00:31:35,307
This is officially home.
590
00:31:35,410 --> 00:31:42,452
♪ ♪
591
00:31:59,952 --> 00:32:02,541
- So today
we're gonna try to make
592
00:32:02,644 --> 00:32:06,510
a streamer using some of our...
593
00:32:08,305 --> 00:32:11,619
Green hair that we dyed for
this trip before it fades...
594
00:32:13,172 --> 00:32:15,174
And...
595
00:32:15,278 --> 00:32:17,280
some of that squirrel tail.
596
00:32:18,971 --> 00:32:20,800
Let's see here.
597
00:32:22,768 --> 00:32:24,804
All right.
598
00:32:24,908 --> 00:32:27,773
We'll just try one for now,
and if it works,
599
00:32:27,876 --> 00:32:29,257
we'll cut all of it off.
600
00:32:29,361 --> 00:32:32,467
I'll go home bald if I have to
if it gets me trout.
601
00:32:36,230 --> 00:32:37,403
So let's see.
602
00:32:37,507 --> 00:32:39,164
Ooh, this is gonna be hard.
603
00:32:39,267 --> 00:32:41,407
♪ ♪
604
00:32:41,511 --> 00:32:44,307
Ain't like a mirror,
everything's backwards.
605
00:32:44,410 --> 00:32:45,756
When I was told
606
00:32:45,860 --> 00:32:47,793
that we were gonna be
on a fly-only river...
607
00:32:47,896 --> 00:32:50,347
Is that mostly green?
608
00:32:50,451 --> 00:32:52,384
I immediately
started thinking of ways
609
00:32:52,487 --> 00:32:54,317
that I could make
effective fly patterns.
610
00:32:54,420 --> 00:32:55,697
♪ ♪
611
00:32:55,801 --> 00:32:59,184
I'm literally
cutting myself a bald patch.
612
00:32:59,287 --> 00:33:00,564
♪ ♪
613
00:33:00,668 --> 00:33:02,497
I'm fortunate enough
to still have my hair,
614
00:33:02,601 --> 00:33:06,708
and so I thought, "Why not
dye my hair a couple colors?"
615
00:33:06,812 --> 00:33:09,090
The pink's gonna be
the hard stuff to get.
616
00:33:09,194 --> 00:33:13,301
♪ ♪
617
00:33:13,405 --> 00:33:14,647
Ah.
618
00:33:14,751 --> 00:33:15,717
♪ ♪
619
00:33:15,821 --> 00:33:17,512
Not pink anymore, really.
620
00:33:17,616 --> 00:33:19,549
Pink didn't hold
its color very well.
621
00:33:19,652 --> 00:33:21,482
It was bright
when I first did it.
622
00:33:21,585 --> 00:33:22,793
♪ ♪
623
00:33:22,897 --> 00:33:24,105
But...
624
00:33:27,108 --> 00:33:30,318
None too the worse for wear.
625
00:33:30,422 --> 00:33:33,114
Plenty more
where that came from...
626
00:33:33,218 --> 00:33:35,599
so far at least.
627
00:33:35,703 --> 00:33:39,189
♪ ♪
628
00:33:39,293 --> 00:33:40,984
My mother
always used to tell me,
629
00:33:41,088 --> 00:33:42,606
"Be happy with what you have".
630
00:33:42,710 --> 00:33:46,576
Got my paracord sheathing...
631
00:33:46,679 --> 00:33:49,751
squirrel tail...
632
00:33:49,855 --> 00:33:52,133
my hair...
633
00:33:52,237 --> 00:33:53,928
my hair...
634
00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:55,516
my hooks.
635
00:33:55,619 --> 00:33:57,518
We didn't grow up
with a lot of money,
636
00:33:57,621 --> 00:33:59,865
so trying to do a lot
with very little
637
00:33:59,968 --> 00:34:02,523
is something
that I grew up doing.
638
00:34:02,626 --> 00:34:04,249
Get my squirrel fur.
639
00:34:04,352 --> 00:34:08,080
♪ ♪
640
00:34:08,184 --> 00:34:11,359
Lay it in with my fur
641
00:34:11,463 --> 00:34:13,292
or some of my fur.
642
00:34:13,396 --> 00:34:15,329
Lay that in like so.
643
00:34:15,432 --> 00:34:17,193
♪ ♪
644
00:34:17,296 --> 00:34:19,022
Grab the green hair...
645
00:34:19,126 --> 00:34:20,679
♪ ♪
646
00:34:20,782 --> 00:34:21,990
Lay that in.
647
00:34:22,094 --> 00:34:23,164
♪ ♪
648
00:34:23,268 --> 00:34:25,753
And we have...
649
00:34:25,856 --> 00:34:28,307
the world's
ugliest streamer fly.
650
00:34:28,411 --> 00:34:29,895
♪ ♪
651
00:34:29,998 --> 00:34:32,173
Taking that into this arena
652
00:34:32,277 --> 00:34:34,693
hopefully gives me
a little bit of an edge.
653
00:34:34,796 --> 00:34:37,005
♪ ♪
654
00:34:37,109 --> 00:34:39,111
See if this works.
655
00:34:47,257 --> 00:34:49,397
Yes, sir.
656
00:34:49,501 --> 00:34:51,537
Little trout.
657
00:34:51,641 --> 00:34:53,815
Little trout, little trout.
658
00:35:04,619 --> 00:35:06,034
No, sir.
659
00:35:09,141 --> 00:35:10,763
Whoo.
660
00:35:10,867 --> 00:35:12,800
Let's get a couple more.
661
00:35:14,595 --> 00:35:16,459
Another nice fish.
662
00:35:17,736 --> 00:35:20,221
Very nice fish.
663
00:35:20,325 --> 00:35:24,501
Well, we got some bites
on my ugly little homemade fly.
664
00:35:24,605 --> 00:35:28,333
♪ ♪
665
00:35:30,438 --> 00:35:32,302
♪ ♪
666
00:35:32,406 --> 00:35:35,719
So far, I am crushing it.
667
00:35:35,823 --> 00:35:37,204
Feeling good.
668
00:35:37,307 --> 00:35:39,413
Trying to win us
a damn half a million, baby.
669
00:35:39,516 --> 00:35:41,553
♪ ♪
670
00:35:49,077 --> 00:35:52,633
♪ ♪
671
00:36:16,622 --> 00:36:18,659
- Oh, yeah. Whoo!
672
00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:29,048
Yes! Yes!
673
00:36:29,152 --> 00:36:30,602
Look at this fish.
674
00:36:30,705 --> 00:36:33,708
Oh, my God, look
at how beautiful this fish is.
675
00:36:35,054 --> 00:36:36,884
Holy crap.
676
00:36:36,987 --> 00:36:39,335
That's incredible!
677
00:36:39,438 --> 00:36:40,681
Incredible!
678
00:36:40,784 --> 00:36:42,614
Oh!
679
00:36:42,717 --> 00:36:43,994
Thank you.
680
00:36:44,098 --> 00:36:47,688
Beautiful, beautiful....
681
00:36:47,791 --> 00:36:50,656
beautiful brook trout.
682
00:36:52,555 --> 00:36:54,833
We're eating
like kings tonight.
683
00:36:55,937 --> 00:37:01,909
♪ ♪
684
00:37:02,012 --> 00:37:05,119
I like to kill
and clean my fish right away.
685
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:09,399
Whether we have feathers,
fur, or scales,
686
00:37:09,503 --> 00:37:12,575
we can all feel
pain and suffering.
687
00:37:12,678 --> 00:37:14,991
That remains true.
688
00:37:17,373 --> 00:37:20,893
I found survival
and bushcraft...
689
00:37:20,997 --> 00:37:23,206
at a time in my life
where I didn't feel
690
00:37:23,310 --> 00:37:24,863
super safe and strong.
691
00:37:24,966 --> 00:37:28,418
♪ ♪
692
00:37:28,522 --> 00:37:30,075
I grew up
in an alcoholic home
693
00:37:30,178 --> 00:37:32,664
and all the things
that kind of come with that.
694
00:37:32,767 --> 00:37:36,944
Fear and pain was part
of my everyday life,
695
00:37:37,047 --> 00:37:39,567
but the outdoors made me
feel strong and safe.
696
00:37:39,671 --> 00:37:41,120
So I latched
on to it really hard
697
00:37:41,224 --> 00:37:43,399
and really
threw myself into it.
698
00:37:43,502 --> 00:37:45,470
♪ ♪
699
00:37:45,573 --> 00:37:48,024
I'm incredibly proud of myself
700
00:37:48,127 --> 00:37:50,854
for just getting
to this point...
701
00:37:50,958 --> 00:37:53,098
and it's been
a super-long journey.
702
00:37:53,201 --> 00:37:55,894
So, even if your life path
703
00:37:55,997 --> 00:37:58,068
goes against the grain
of society...
704
00:37:58,172 --> 00:37:59,277
♪ ♪
705
00:37:59,380 --> 00:38:01,727
No matter what
your passions are,
706
00:38:01,831 --> 00:38:03,108
if you chase them...
707
00:38:03,211 --> 00:38:05,869
♪ ♪
708
00:38:05,973 --> 00:38:07,354
You can do incredible things,
709
00:38:07,457 --> 00:38:09,528
and you can accomplish
beautiful things.
710
00:38:09,632 --> 00:38:12,945
♪ ♪
711
00:38:13,049 --> 00:38:15,051
Being a part of this
is a really cool thing.
712
00:38:15,154 --> 00:38:16,397
♪ ♪
713
00:38:16,501 --> 00:38:18,399
I have no idea
how long I'll last.
714
00:38:18,503 --> 00:38:20,988
I have no idea if I'll win.
715
00:38:21,091 --> 00:38:23,542
And that's okay,
'cause getting to this point
716
00:38:23,646 --> 00:38:25,855
is beyond
my wildest dreams.
717
00:38:25,958 --> 00:38:28,167
♪ ♪
718
00:38:30,342 --> 00:38:32,033
This trout...
719
00:38:32,137 --> 00:38:34,484
is so good.
720
00:38:38,488 --> 00:38:40,007
Holy cow.
721
00:38:42,975 --> 00:38:45,323
So fatty, so oily.
722
00:38:49,154 --> 00:38:51,018
So delicious.
723
00:39:10,520 --> 00:39:11,797
Like, I feel
like I'm killing it.
724
00:39:11,901 --> 00:39:16,492
Like, I'm getting
firewood and good shelter.
725
00:39:16,595 --> 00:39:20,254
You know, hunting and fishing,
and, like, I feel accomplished.
726
00:39:21,773 --> 00:39:25,915
But I can't shake this, like...
727
00:39:26,018 --> 00:39:29,090
this want to be with them.
728
00:39:29,194 --> 00:39:34,268
♪ ♪
729
00:39:34,372 --> 00:39:36,166
Be with my girlfriend
that farts all the time,
730
00:39:36,270 --> 00:39:38,790
and my dog
that bites me all the time.
731
00:39:38,893 --> 00:39:40,516
Nibbles, they're--
they're nibbles.
732
00:39:40,619 --> 00:39:42,483
She's a puppy.
733
00:39:42,587 --> 00:39:44,451
But...
734
00:39:44,554 --> 00:39:46,107
it's hard.
735
00:39:46,211 --> 00:39:47,764
I don't know
what to do about it.
736
00:39:47,868 --> 00:39:54,909
♪ ♪
737
00:40:14,377 --> 00:40:16,241
- Well, good morning, y'all.
738
00:40:16,344 --> 00:40:18,899
It is another...
739
00:40:19,002 --> 00:40:21,626
clear, cold, sunny morning
740
00:40:21,729 --> 00:40:24,042
here at Moss House.
741
00:40:24,145 --> 00:40:25,388
I'm feeling good today,
742
00:40:25,492 --> 00:40:27,804
feeling good
about the shelter.
743
00:40:27,908 --> 00:40:29,910
Feeling hungry
this morning, man.
744
00:40:30,013 --> 00:40:31,567
I need something
in my stomach.
745
00:40:31,670 --> 00:40:33,534
So we're gonna go hunt.
746
00:40:33,638 --> 00:40:36,641
Have a little wander,
see what we can find.
747
00:40:36,744 --> 00:40:43,579
♪ ♪
748
00:40:45,822 --> 00:40:48,515
This landscape
is very unfamiliar to me.
749
00:40:48,618 --> 00:40:51,552
So hunting's just
gonna be opportunistic.
750
00:40:51,656 --> 00:40:52,864
Wah.
751
00:40:52,967 --> 00:41:00,009
♪ ♪
752
00:41:01,286 --> 00:41:03,012
Oh, *bleep*.
753
00:41:09,018 --> 00:41:13,022
Looks like we've got
some bear dung on the trail.
754
00:41:13,125 --> 00:41:15,956
♪ ♪
755
00:41:18,476 --> 00:41:20,650
♪ ♪
756
00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:27,899
So...
757
00:41:28,002 --> 00:41:29,866
exactly what I wanted to see.
758
00:41:29,970 --> 00:41:32,869
♪ ♪
759
00:41:35,216 --> 00:41:37,667
I can taste that
bear already.
760
00:41:37,771 --> 00:41:40,567
Getting a black bear
means going
761
00:41:40,670 --> 00:41:44,087
from a constant deficit
of calories
762
00:41:44,191 --> 00:41:46,711
to an overwhelming surplus.
763
00:41:46,814 --> 00:41:48,022
♪ ♪
764
00:41:48,126 --> 00:41:49,541
But at the same time,
765
00:41:49,645 --> 00:41:51,992
we're dealing
with a group of black bears
766
00:41:52,095 --> 00:41:54,753
that are very large,
quite aggressive,
767
00:41:54,857 --> 00:41:58,032
and are trying
to stock up for the winter.
768
00:41:58,136 --> 00:42:01,380
And bears aren't
the easiest thing to kill.
769
00:42:01,484 --> 00:42:03,141
You got to have some grit
770
00:42:03,244 --> 00:42:06,800
to take a shot
at a black bear from 20 yards
771
00:42:06,903 --> 00:42:08,698
with a primitive long bow.
772
00:42:08,802 --> 00:42:10,493
That's not
for the faint of heart.
773
00:42:10,597 --> 00:42:17,604
♪ ♪
774
00:42:23,644 --> 00:42:26,371
That's a $500,000 view
right there.
775
00:42:28,822 --> 00:42:32,342
♪ ♪
776
00:42:37,762 --> 00:42:40,661
And blue skies,
a blessing.
777
00:42:41,662 --> 00:42:44,458
Man, I feel
so grateful right now.
778
00:42:44,562 --> 00:42:47,357
Every day I get to be out here
is a blessing.
779
00:42:55,676 --> 00:42:59,991
♪ ♪
780
00:43:00,094 --> 00:43:01,302
What the heck?
781
00:43:01,406 --> 00:43:06,204
♪ ♪
782
00:43:06,307 --> 00:43:07,895
Oh, *bleep*.
783
00:43:17,111 --> 00:43:18,803
♪ ♪
784
00:43:22,116 --> 00:43:25,016
♪ ♪
785
00:43:25,119 --> 00:43:26,811
*bleep*.
786
00:43:32,161 --> 00:43:39,202
♪ ♪
787
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:50,179
*bleep*.
788
00:43:50,282 --> 00:43:52,146
♪ ♪
789
00:43:52,250 --> 00:43:55,287
Two inches too low.
790
00:43:55,391 --> 00:43:57,635
Damn.
791
00:43:57,738 --> 00:44:02,536
Okay, now I need to go find
my blunt-tip arrow..
792
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:04,055
which could take a while
793
00:44:04,158 --> 00:44:07,023
'cause it went
through the trees.
794
00:44:07,127 --> 00:44:08,991
Probably
shouldn't have taken it.
795
00:44:09,094 --> 00:44:10,820
♪ ♪
796
00:44:10,924 --> 00:44:12,339
*bleep*.
797
00:44:12,442 --> 00:44:13,616
♪ ♪
798
00:44:13,720 --> 00:44:17,275
Grouse--there it is.
799
00:44:17,378 --> 00:44:19,795
With her that high
in the tree...
800
00:44:22,314 --> 00:44:25,490
It just seems like a surefire
way to lose an arrow.
801
00:44:30,150 --> 00:44:33,878
Oh, but she's so close.
She's right there.
802
00:44:33,981 --> 00:44:36,225
Oh, it's a tough choice.
803
00:44:39,607 --> 00:44:41,989
But I have to try, right?
804
00:44:42,093 --> 00:44:43,508
I have to try.
805
00:44:43,611 --> 00:44:50,653
♪ ♪
806
00:45:01,526 --> 00:45:02,872
*bleep*.
807
00:45:02,976 --> 00:45:05,530
Missed again.
808
00:45:05,633 --> 00:45:09,983
♪ ♪
809
00:45:10,086 --> 00:45:12,882
Looking pretty hard
for my lost arrows,
810
00:45:12,986 --> 00:45:14,884
I haven't found any of 'em.
811
00:45:14,988 --> 00:45:16,886
You shoot out
into this stuff here,
812
00:45:16,990 --> 00:45:19,682
they just kind of disappear
under this pillow moss.
813
00:45:19,786 --> 00:45:21,304
♪ ♪
814
00:45:21,408 --> 00:45:23,997
I mean, it's so
hard to find your arrows.
815
00:45:24,100 --> 00:45:26,206
♪ ♪
816
00:45:26,309 --> 00:45:29,243
As of right now, I feel
like I'm burning daylight
817
00:45:29,347 --> 00:45:31,142
and good solid daylight,
818
00:45:31,245 --> 00:45:32,833
so I want to get back.
819
00:45:32,937 --> 00:45:35,318
But that was a bummer.
820
00:45:37,458 --> 00:45:40,945
That grouse cost me dearly.
821
00:45:41,048 --> 00:45:43,879
I burned two arrows
trying to get it,
822
00:45:43,982 --> 00:45:46,364
so that's not good.
823
00:45:46,467 --> 00:45:50,506
If I'm out of arrows,
that's my black bear...
824
00:45:50,609 --> 00:45:51,679
gone.
825
00:45:51,783 --> 00:45:58,756
♪ ♪
826
00:46:15,427 --> 00:46:17,222
All right, let's take a look
827
00:46:17,326 --> 00:46:20,743
at how our fat reserves
are doing.
828
00:46:20,847 --> 00:46:25,506
Oh, they're dwindling
quite quickly, actually.
829
00:46:25,610 --> 00:46:27,198
*bleep*.
830
00:46:27,301 --> 00:46:29,648
I thought I put on enough
for a while,
831
00:46:29,752 --> 00:46:32,651
but it looks like not really.
832
00:46:35,137 --> 00:46:37,864
Man, that really is...
833
00:46:37,967 --> 00:46:40,142
a lot.
834
00:46:40,245 --> 00:46:42,040
Wow.
835
00:46:42,144 --> 00:46:44,560
That's insane.
836
00:46:44,663 --> 00:46:48,702
Well, you can always do
the "Alone" diet plan,
837
00:46:48,806 --> 00:46:52,223
just lots of work
and no food.
838
00:46:52,326 --> 00:46:54,052
You'll get *bleep* jacked.
839
00:46:57,573 --> 00:46:59,782
Can't do that for a very long.
It hurts.
840
00:47:01,819 --> 00:47:04,200
I feel like it's gonna rain.
841
00:47:04,304 --> 00:47:06,858
And if it's gonna rain...
842
00:47:06,962 --> 00:47:09,481
I need more firewood.
843
00:47:11,173 --> 00:47:17,869
♪ ♪
844
00:47:17,973 --> 00:47:19,215
We learn the most
about ourselves
845
00:47:19,319 --> 00:47:20,872
when we're put
into hard times,
846
00:47:20,976 --> 00:47:23,047
when we're put
into difficult situations.
847
00:47:23,150 --> 00:47:26,567
♪ ♪
848
00:47:26,671 --> 00:47:28,224
That's when you'll start
to learn more things
849
00:47:28,328 --> 00:47:30,537
about how you operate,
how you think, how you work.
850
00:47:30,640 --> 00:47:33,505
♪ ♪
851
00:47:33,609 --> 00:47:35,024
No matter who you are
852
00:47:35,128 --> 00:47:37,268
and no matter
how long you last here,
853
00:47:37,371 --> 00:47:39,477
you will not come out the same
person that you went in as.
854
00:47:39,580 --> 00:47:40,927
You are going to change...
855
00:47:41,030 --> 00:47:45,034
♪ ♪
856
00:47:45,138 --> 00:47:46,864
Hopefully for the better.
857
00:47:46,967 --> 00:47:51,661
♪ ♪
858
00:47:56,080 --> 00:48:03,121
♪ ♪
859
00:48:15,478 --> 00:48:16,894
I hear a squirrel.
860
00:48:19,827 --> 00:48:23,762
♪ ♪
861
00:48:23,866 --> 00:48:25,523
Here we go.
862
00:48:25,626 --> 00:48:32,392
♪ ♪
863
00:48:41,332 --> 00:48:47,027
♪ ♪
864
00:48:54,207 --> 00:48:56,726
*bleep*.
865
00:49:01,248 --> 00:49:04,286
♪ ♪
866
00:49:04,389 --> 00:49:05,770
Oh, over there.
867
00:49:05,873 --> 00:49:11,569
♪ ♪
868
00:49:17,333 --> 00:49:19,370
Got him.
869
00:49:19,473 --> 00:49:22,131
Yeah, he's dead.
870
00:49:25,065 --> 00:49:26,722
Thank you, ol' dude.
871
00:49:28,724 --> 00:49:30,243
I'm sorry.
872
00:49:45,016 --> 00:49:46,500
Well...
873
00:49:48,157 --> 00:49:50,159
Got him.
874
00:49:51,781 --> 00:49:54,715
And although it does...
875
00:49:54,819 --> 00:49:56,717
feel good to be able to pro--
876
00:49:56,821 --> 00:49:58,926
to provide for myself,
877
00:49:59,030 --> 00:50:01,274
I do hate
having to kill these guys.
878
00:50:01,377 --> 00:50:03,034
I don't know why.
879
00:50:03,138 --> 00:50:05,071
I don't know if it's just
'cause they're small or what,
880
00:50:05,174 --> 00:50:07,038
but...
881
00:50:07,142 --> 00:50:09,213
I don't like killing them.
882
00:50:09,316 --> 00:50:16,358
♪ ♪
883
00:50:24,021 --> 00:50:27,231
I'm really sad
when I kill these things.
884
00:50:27,334 --> 00:50:28,853
I don't know what's going on.
885
00:50:28,956 --> 00:50:33,099
♪ ♪
886
00:50:33,202 --> 00:50:36,930
The killing of anything
should never be taken lightly.
887
00:50:37,034 --> 00:50:39,553
I don't know if it's something
888
00:50:39,657 --> 00:50:42,004
to be celebrated either.
889
00:50:42,108 --> 00:50:44,834
Be thankful,
be grateful, but...
890
00:50:44,938 --> 00:50:47,182
you know, don't throw a party.
891
00:50:47,285 --> 00:50:48,942
♪ ♪
892
00:50:49,046 --> 00:50:51,151
It's not fun
watching something die.
893
00:50:51,255 --> 00:50:55,914
♪ ♪
894
00:50:56,018 --> 00:50:59,815
I generally don't have
a problem with killing things,
895
00:50:59,918 --> 00:51:02,059
as long as it's
done respectfully.
896
00:51:02,162 --> 00:51:03,405
♪ ♪
897
00:51:03,508 --> 00:51:05,234
But right now it's
really bothering me.
898
00:51:05,338 --> 00:51:08,030
♪ ♪
899
00:51:08,134 --> 00:51:10,722
I don't know
if that is the alone factor.
900
00:51:10,826 --> 00:51:12,793
♪ ♪
901
00:51:12,897 --> 00:51:15,658
I feel like
if I was here with someone,
902
00:51:15,762 --> 00:51:18,385
this wouldn't weigh
that heavily on me.
903
00:51:18,489 --> 00:51:20,560
♪ ♪
904
00:51:20,663 --> 00:51:23,735
But when you're alone
with only your thoughts...
905
00:51:23,839 --> 00:51:27,912
♪ ♪
906
00:51:28,015 --> 00:51:30,017
It's all very heavy.
907
00:51:35,575 --> 00:51:42,616
♪ ♪
908
00:51:51,108 --> 00:51:54,111
It's pretty tough
not getting that grouse.
909
00:51:54,214 --> 00:51:58,529
So we're gonna go find
a spruce bough
910
00:51:58,632 --> 00:52:01,428
to make into a fishing pole.
911
00:52:01,532 --> 00:52:05,225
Calling that other one a pole
is a little bit generous.
912
00:52:06,813 --> 00:52:08,504
I need to make a real pole.
913
00:52:08,608 --> 00:52:10,955
I'm not looking
for something super long,
914
00:52:11,058 --> 00:52:13,923
maybe seven feet.
915
00:52:14,027 --> 00:52:15,511
And I'm gonna strip it down
at the base
916
00:52:15,615 --> 00:52:16,754
so it's a little bit lighter.
917
00:52:16,857 --> 00:52:19,308
maybe I can get
a one-handed cast with it.
918
00:52:19,412 --> 00:52:26,419
♪ ♪
919
00:52:31,182 --> 00:52:35,255
My family moved
to the U.S. when I was nine.
920
00:52:35,359 --> 00:52:39,190
We moved from a small
industrial town in England,
921
00:52:39,294 --> 00:52:41,917
to Florida
to start a new life
922
00:52:42,020 --> 00:52:43,746
and for new opportunities.
923
00:52:43,850 --> 00:52:45,092
♪ ♪
924
00:52:45,196 --> 00:52:48,337
I was chubby, was red faced,
925
00:52:48,441 --> 00:52:50,339
and had a British accent...
926
00:52:50,443 --> 00:52:51,616
♪ ♪
927
00:52:51,720 --> 00:52:53,860
Which is great
when you're an adult, but...
928
00:52:53,963 --> 00:52:56,863
When you're a little kid,
929
00:52:56,966 --> 00:52:59,659
anything that marks you
as different
930
00:52:59,762 --> 00:53:01,868
is gonna pick you apart.
931
00:53:01,971 --> 00:53:03,180
♪ ♪
932
00:53:03,283 --> 00:53:06,528
I found my refuge,
or solace, in the woods.
933
00:53:06,631 --> 00:53:09,772
That was the place
where I felt most myself,
934
00:53:09,876 --> 00:53:11,705
and I never lost that love.
935
00:53:11,809 --> 00:53:14,121
♪ ♪
936
00:53:14,225 --> 00:53:18,229
So we're gonna take
the grommets
937
00:53:18,333 --> 00:53:20,369
from the tarp here
938
00:53:20,473 --> 00:53:22,751
and make them into...
939
00:53:22,854 --> 00:53:26,513
into guides for the fly line.
940
00:53:33,348 --> 00:53:37,041
We'll just pull out
the bit of plastic around it,
941
00:53:37,144 --> 00:53:41,183
and then you've got
a nice little ring.
942
00:53:41,287 --> 00:53:42,978
Ta-da!
943
00:53:43,081 --> 00:53:45,843
All right,
so we got our rod done,
944
00:53:45,946 --> 00:53:47,707
gonna go test it out.
945
00:53:47,810 --> 00:53:54,852
♪ ♪
946
00:54:14,734 --> 00:54:17,737
Try this out,
hopefully get some protein.
947
00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:24,191
♪ ♪
948
00:54:24,295 --> 00:54:26,055
Oh, my goodness.
949
00:54:28,955 --> 00:54:31,233
It's working.
Hell, yeah.
950
00:54:31,337 --> 00:54:33,408
Let's get another one.
951
00:54:33,511 --> 00:54:35,755
♪ ♪
952
00:54:35,858 --> 00:54:37,653
Oh.
953
00:54:37,757 --> 00:54:39,897
Yes.
954
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:41,588
♪ ♪
955
00:54:41,692 --> 00:54:43,521
He's a beauty.
956
00:54:46,006 --> 00:54:47,698
Oh, man.
957
00:54:47,801 --> 00:54:50,459
I'm feeling good today.
Feeling good about this.
958
00:54:50,563 --> 00:54:52,806
♪ ♪
959
00:54:52,910 --> 00:54:53,945
Oh, man.
960
00:54:54,049 --> 00:54:56,845
I'm expecting
one every cast now.
961
00:54:56,948 --> 00:55:01,436
I'm missing my family more
than I ever have in my life.
962
00:55:01,539 --> 00:55:03,265
Okay.
963
00:55:03,369 --> 00:55:05,819
Little guy.
I'll take him.
964
00:55:05,923 --> 00:55:08,408
But to win $500,000
965
00:55:08,512 --> 00:55:10,065
would help my family in ways
966
00:55:10,168 --> 00:55:12,585
that I've dreamed of
for years.
967
00:55:12,688 --> 00:55:15,553
My parents have no
retirement income whatsoever,
968
00:55:15,657 --> 00:55:17,693
and they're pushing on 70.
969
00:55:17,797 --> 00:55:19,937
So, to win this competition
970
00:55:20,040 --> 00:55:22,905
would be the greatest gift
that I could work towards.
971
00:55:23,009 --> 00:55:24,148
Oh!
972
00:55:24,251 --> 00:55:26,288
I'm gonna have to dig
deeper in myself
973
00:55:26,392 --> 00:55:28,428
than I've ever dug before.
974
00:55:28,532 --> 00:55:29,740
♪ ♪
975
00:55:29,843 --> 00:55:31,569
Oh, man!
976
00:55:34,848 --> 00:55:38,852
♪ ♪
977
00:55:45,514 --> 00:55:48,655
Now, that...
978
00:55:53,971 --> 00:55:55,697
That's a lovely meal.
979
00:55:55,800 --> 00:56:02,876
♪ ♪
980
00:56:11,851 --> 00:56:14,854
I put the ten little ones
straight in the pan.
981
00:56:18,340 --> 00:56:21,239
I put the big one
up above the fire...
982
00:56:21,343 --> 00:56:22,689
to smoke.
983
00:56:25,520 --> 00:56:28,212
That's enough food
for me right here, for sure.
984
00:56:29,696 --> 00:56:31,422
♪ ♪
985
00:56:31,526 --> 00:56:33,424
I'm gonna work
on my spoon for a bit.
986
00:56:33,528 --> 00:56:34,874
♪ ♪
987
00:56:34,977 --> 00:56:38,084
I was a bullied kid,
but because of that,
988
00:56:38,187 --> 00:56:42,122
I really started to develop
my bushcraft knowledge,
989
00:56:42,226 --> 00:56:45,022
and that changed my life.
990
00:56:45,125 --> 00:56:47,196
It's one of the reasons
why I'm out here.
991
00:56:47,300 --> 00:56:49,164
It's kind of like...
992
00:56:49,267 --> 00:56:52,685
pride in your own toughness...
993
00:56:52,788 --> 00:56:55,135
because that's really what it
comes down to, right?
994
00:56:55,239 --> 00:56:57,552
I mean,
there's been people
995
00:56:57,655 --> 00:56:59,139
on this show...
996
00:57:00,624 --> 00:57:04,248
Who were very,
very, very skilled...
997
00:57:04,351 --> 00:57:06,146
who maybe...
998
00:57:06,250 --> 00:57:09,598
weren't quite as tough
as they thought they were.
999
00:57:09,702 --> 00:57:13,740
But I don't feel
like it's been...
1000
00:57:13,844 --> 00:57:16,053
particularly tough yet.
1001
00:57:16,156 --> 00:57:21,403
♪ ♪
1002
00:57:21,507 --> 00:57:22,922
And I have
to catch myself
1003
00:57:23,025 --> 00:57:25,062
and remind myself that...
1004
00:57:25,165 --> 00:57:26,408
♪ ♪
1005
00:57:26,512 --> 00:57:28,168
You know, it's coming.
1006
00:57:28,272 --> 00:57:29,584
♪ ♪
1007
00:57:29,687 --> 00:57:31,931
Enjoying each day as a gift,
1008
00:57:32,034 --> 00:57:35,624
that's kind of been
my mantra out here so far.
1009
00:57:35,728 --> 00:57:36,936
♪ ♪
1010
00:57:37,039 --> 00:57:38,903
Every day is a gift.
1011
00:57:39,007 --> 00:57:43,839
♪ ♪
1012
00:57:43,943 --> 00:57:45,841
I'm not going anywhere.
1013
00:57:45,945 --> 00:57:49,604
♪ ♪
1014
00:57:56,714 --> 00:58:00,062
♪ ♪
1015
00:58:09,865 --> 00:58:12,592
Tonight
I spent a lot of time
1016
00:58:12,696 --> 00:58:16,320
thinking
about the squirrel I shot.
1017
00:58:17,494 --> 00:58:20,220
And there's
something that feels
1018
00:58:20,324 --> 00:58:23,741
really inherently wrong,
1019
00:58:23,845 --> 00:58:25,467
for me, about that.
1020
00:58:27,642 --> 00:58:29,747
My whole life,
I've been running
1021
00:58:29,851 --> 00:58:31,646
from a troubled childhood.
1022
00:58:34,027 --> 00:58:36,064
And...
1023
00:58:36,167 --> 00:58:37,548
I...
1024
00:58:37,652 --> 00:58:39,757
it makes me really sad
1025
00:58:39,861 --> 00:58:42,933
for the only relationship
I have
1026
00:58:43,036 --> 00:58:44,762
with the living things
around me
1027
00:58:44,866 --> 00:58:48,007
is hurting them
and causing them harm.
1028
00:58:48,110 --> 00:58:50,975
I don't like that.
1029
00:58:51,079 --> 00:58:54,116
And I had this realization
1030
00:58:54,220 --> 00:58:56,291
that my favorite moments
throughout my life
1031
00:58:56,394 --> 00:59:00,019
have never been the moments
spent alone in the woods,
1032
00:59:00,122 --> 00:59:03,643
they've always been the moments
spent with Catherine and Pip.
1033
00:59:03,747 --> 00:59:05,956
So that made me realize...
1034
00:59:06,059 --> 00:59:07,820
my whole life
1035
00:59:07,923 --> 00:59:11,444
all I wanted is
a little family, and I have it.
1036
00:59:13,929 --> 00:59:16,794
So I don't know
what I'm chasing out here.
1037
00:59:16,898 --> 00:59:23,939
♪ ♪
1038
00:59:34,916 --> 00:59:36,158
As you kill things,
1039
00:59:36,262 --> 00:59:40,093
you think about the fragility
of life...
1040
00:59:40,197 --> 00:59:44,166
and how it's not guaranteed
by any means.
1041
00:59:47,445 --> 00:59:51,242
And I have this life
that I love...
1042
00:59:51,346 --> 00:59:52,761
so very much,
1043
00:59:52,865 --> 00:59:54,418
and, like,
this beautiful little family
1044
00:59:54,521 --> 00:59:56,213
that I've created.
1045
00:59:58,871 --> 01:00:02,357
And the happiest moments
of my entire life
1046
01:00:02,460 --> 01:00:06,395
have been the moments
I've shared with them.
1047
01:00:06,499 --> 01:00:09,260
And by being out here alone...
1048
01:00:11,090 --> 01:00:13,920
I'm missing out...
1049
01:00:14,024 --> 01:00:16,405
on a bunch of those moments,
1050
01:00:16,509 --> 01:00:19,029
and I'll never get
those moments back.
1051
01:00:23,999 --> 01:00:25,691
Yeah.
1052
01:00:25,794 --> 01:00:27,382
I'm ready to go home.
1053
01:00:43,950 --> 01:00:46,953
♪ ♪
1054
01:00:47,057 --> 01:00:49,991
This is Jacques.
I'm tapping out.
1055
01:00:50,094 --> 01:00:56,998
♪ ♪
1056
01:00:57,101 --> 01:00:59,379
That feels good.
1057
01:00:59,483 --> 01:01:01,761
I think I made
the right decision.
1058
01:01:01,865 --> 01:01:08,872
♪ ♪
1059
01:01:16,500 --> 01:01:18,571
I get to go home to these two.
1060
01:01:18,675 --> 01:01:19,848
♪ ♪
1061
01:01:19,952 --> 01:01:21,229
Get to go see them.
1062
01:01:21,332 --> 01:01:24,542
♪ ♪
1063
01:01:28,201 --> 01:01:30,514
- Hey, Jacques.
- Hey.
1064
01:01:33,379 --> 01:01:35,588
- What's going on?
1065
01:01:35,692 --> 01:01:40,179
- I'm ready to let
this place be in peace.
1066
01:01:40,282 --> 01:01:41,767
Yeah.
1067
01:01:41,870 --> 01:01:44,631
I came out here to test myself
and to see what I was made of,
1068
01:01:44,735 --> 01:01:47,186
and I'm proud
of what I've been able to do.
1069
01:01:47,289 --> 01:01:50,223
I've proven to myself
I can take care of myself,
1070
01:01:50,327 --> 01:01:53,192
but every moment I'm out here
is a moment I'm missing
1071
01:01:53,295 --> 01:01:54,952
with the people I love.
1072
01:02:00,440 --> 01:02:04,203
♪ ♪
1073
01:02:04,306 --> 01:02:06,481
I had a traumatic childhood.
1074
01:02:06,584 --> 01:02:08,586
♪ ♪
1075
01:02:08,690 --> 01:02:12,280
And I ran
to the outdoors
1076
01:02:12,383 --> 01:02:15,766
because I thought that it'd be
the answer to all my problems.
1077
01:02:15,870 --> 01:02:17,803
♪ ♪
1078
01:02:17,906 --> 01:02:20,288
But I have everything
I ever wanted
1079
01:02:20,391 --> 01:02:22,393
waiting for me back home.
1080
01:02:22,497 --> 01:02:24,085
And so I'm really excited
1081
01:02:24,188 --> 01:02:26,570
because I feel like...
1082
01:02:26,673 --> 01:02:28,572
for the first time
in a long time...
1083
01:02:28,675 --> 01:02:30,091
♪ ♪
1084
01:02:30,194 --> 01:02:32,058
I'm not running away
from something.
1085
01:02:32,162 --> 01:02:33,301
♪ ♪
1086
01:02:33,404 --> 01:02:35,441
I'm running
towards something...
1087
01:02:35,544 --> 01:02:36,925
something really good
and pure,
1088
01:02:37,029 --> 01:02:40,687
and that is Catherine
and my life back home.
1089
01:02:40,791 --> 01:02:41,758
♪ ♪
1090
01:02:41,861 --> 01:02:43,690
And I feel whole,
1091
01:02:43,794 --> 01:02:46,901
and I feel like I'm going
back a better person,
1092
01:02:47,004 --> 01:02:49,179
a more thankful person.
1093
01:02:49,282 --> 01:02:51,319
♪ ♪
1094
01:02:54,771 --> 01:02:57,049
♪ ♪
1095
01:02:57,152 --> 01:02:59,499
- I just heard
a grouse land outside.
1096
01:02:59,603 --> 01:03:01,467
There he is.
1097
01:03:01,570 --> 01:03:03,538
- There's just
beaver sign all over.
1098
01:03:03,641 --> 01:03:05,264
♪ ♪
1099
01:03:05,367 --> 01:03:06,610
It's freakin' nuts.
1100
01:03:06,713 --> 01:03:08,232
- Holy *bleep*.
1101
01:03:08,336 --> 01:03:09,440
That's a bear track.
1102
01:03:09,544 --> 01:03:14,307
♪ ♪
1103
01:03:14,963 --> 01:03:21,970
♪
1104
01:03:23,213 --> 01:03:25,077
- So there's, like,
all kinds of squirrels,
1105
01:03:25,146 --> 01:03:26,595
right, running around.
1106
01:03:26,664 --> 01:03:29,460
And I know how easy it would
be just to shoot them.
1107
01:03:29,529 --> 01:03:31,462
Boom, have a few squirrels.
1108
01:03:31,531 --> 01:03:33,844
But I don't wanna do that.
1109
01:03:33,913 --> 01:03:36,157
♪ ♪
1110
01:03:36,226 --> 01:03:37,952
The killing of anything
1111
01:03:38,021 --> 01:03:40,368
should never be something
to be taken lightly.
1112
01:03:40,437 --> 01:03:41,576
♪ ♪
1113
01:03:41,645 --> 01:03:43,371
There are very few things
in life
1114
01:03:43,440 --> 01:03:44,821
that are as final as that.
1115
01:03:44,890 --> 01:03:47,064
♪ ♪
1116
01:03:47,133 --> 01:03:49,101
I have no other living thing
1117
01:03:49,170 --> 01:03:52,690
to have
positive interactions with.
1118
01:03:52,759 --> 01:03:54,658
Like, you know, without people
1119
01:03:54,727 --> 01:03:56,418
to, like, share, like,
the burdens
1120
01:03:56,487 --> 01:03:58,006
of the human experience,
1121
01:03:58,075 --> 01:04:00,526
there's no distractions
from what you're doing.
1122
01:04:00,595 --> 01:04:02,942
There's no love out here.
1123
01:04:03,011 --> 01:04:04,771
There's no warmth.
1124
01:04:04,841 --> 01:04:05,945
♪ ♪
1125
01:04:06,014 --> 01:04:08,051
It's just killing.
1126
01:04:08,120 --> 01:04:09,638
'Cause that's
what it has to be.
1127
01:04:09,707 --> 01:04:11,537
♪ ♪
1128
01:04:11,606 --> 01:04:14,126
The more that I'm killing,
1129
01:04:14,195 --> 01:04:16,300
the more I'm thinking
1130
01:04:16,369 --> 01:04:19,027
about the impermanence
of it all
1131
01:04:19,096 --> 01:04:21,374
and how fragile life is.
1132
01:04:21,443 --> 01:04:26,724
It's a miracle that places
like this exist.
1133
01:04:26,793 --> 01:04:30,659
I need to give it back
to its inhabitants.
1134
01:04:30,728 --> 01:04:32,661
I'm ready to go home.
1135
01:04:32,730 --> 01:04:35,837
I wonder how long it's gonna
take 'em to come get me.
1136
01:04:35,906 --> 01:04:39,461
Oh, I wonder if they're
gonna bring me food.
1137
01:04:39,530 --> 01:04:41,843
Oh, I hope they bring me food.
1138
01:04:41,912 --> 01:04:45,536
♪ ♪
1139
01:04:45,605 --> 01:04:49,230
I have no idea how long
I have on this planet,
1140
01:04:49,299 --> 01:04:52,750
and I feel like I'm--
1141
01:04:52,819 --> 01:04:55,615
I'm missing out on moments
that I can never get back.
1142
01:04:55,684 --> 01:05:00,689
I'm just thinking that there's
nothing out here for me.
1143
01:05:00,758 --> 01:05:03,623
I have everything
I have ever wanted
1144
01:05:03,692 --> 01:05:05,522
waiting for me back home.
1145
01:05:05,591 --> 01:05:07,869
♪ ♪
1146
01:05:07,938 --> 01:05:11,355
I miss the feeling of,
1147
01:05:11,424 --> 01:05:13,633
uh, like, feeling loved,
you know,
1148
01:05:13,702 --> 01:05:15,704
and, like,
that warm feeling you get
1149
01:05:15,773 --> 01:05:17,499
when you're with your people.
1150
01:05:17,568 --> 01:05:20,261
From this moment on,
I'm promising myself that
1151
01:05:20,330 --> 01:05:22,608
I'm shifting focus of my life.
1152
01:05:22,677 --> 01:05:24,886
The new Jacques is someone
that is going to
1153
01:05:24,955 --> 01:05:28,786
prioritize his family
above all else.
1154
01:05:28,855 --> 01:05:30,581
♪ ♪
1155
01:05:30,650 --> 01:05:31,824
- We'll give you
the broth first.
1156
01:05:31,893 --> 01:05:33,446
Oh...
1157
01:05:33,515 --> 01:05:35,172
♪ ♪
1158
01:05:35,241 --> 01:05:36,449
Thank you.
1159
01:05:36,518 --> 01:05:39,038
My pleasure.
1160
01:05:39,107 --> 01:05:40,419
You are my best friend
right now.
1161
01:05:40,488 --> 01:05:42,662
I know.
1162
01:05:42,731 --> 01:05:44,526
- If this is squirrel,
I'm gonna kill you guys.
1163
01:05:46,080 --> 01:05:48,151
Oh, that smells so good.
1164
01:05:48,220 --> 01:05:50,084
♪ ♪
1165
01:05:50,153 --> 01:05:52,017
You can tell when things
have fat in them.
1166
01:05:52,086 --> 01:05:54,053
I don't know what it is,
but it is definitely
1167
01:05:54,122 --> 01:05:55,986
the tastiest thing
I've ever had.
1168
01:05:56,055 --> 01:05:58,057
♪ ♪
1169
01:05:58,126 --> 01:06:02,993
I'm really proud that I had
what it took to get here.
1170
01:06:03,062 --> 01:06:05,409
I got to be part of something
really incredible.
1171
01:06:05,478 --> 01:06:06,859
♪ ♪
1172
01:06:06,928 --> 01:06:09,413
But I think that
there are certain places
1173
01:06:09,482 --> 01:06:12,796
that need to be
left wild and free.
1174
01:06:12,865 --> 01:06:15,109
And I realize I've been
chasing, like,
1175
01:06:15,178 --> 01:06:18,319
this idea of this
big solo adventurer,
1176
01:06:18,388 --> 01:06:21,184
and I feared living a life
of quiet desperation
1177
01:06:21,253 --> 01:06:23,531
more than anything else.
1178
01:06:23,600 --> 01:06:26,534
But I'm realizing
there's nothing wrong
1179
01:06:26,603 --> 01:06:28,363
with celebrating a quiet life.
1180
01:06:28,432 --> 01:06:30,400
I'm ready to be
with my family.
1181
01:06:30,469 --> 01:06:32,954
I'm not leaving
with any regrets.
1182
01:06:33,023 --> 01:06:36,613
♪ ♪
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