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- How is she doing?

- Somewhere between
didn't happen

and can't stop thinking
about it.

- My dad died...

Here, earlier today.
I was alone with him.

- You can do your clinical
hours here.

Become a nurse practitioner,
you'll get a raise,

you'll have seniority,
I'll make sure.

- We're friends, Amira,

and she's still in both
of our lives.

- You're gonna do what?
Sue me?

- Oh come on...

Well, in addition
to needing a place to stay,

apparently,
I need a rehab nurse.

- Don't forget, I'm leaving
right after work today.

- It's the trip with Amira?

- Yeah, I carved out
24 hours for it.

It's the first time
I've ever done that.

- To go to a dance meet
in Peterborough?

You know how to live!

- I think Amira wanted me
to let a friend's mom take her.

Maybe I should have...
- It's good you go.

I...

I love that stuff.

- You're gonna be okay here
on your own?

- Yeah, I should focus on
my own mess.

Mags!

- Hey.
- You in emerg all day?

- Up in cardiology.
Paged for a consult.

- Same, or I'm in
the middle of one now.

- Hey, did the funeral go okay?

- Fine for me, I didn't go.

- Really?

I mean, no, that's right.
That's good for you.

Totally healthy
and not weird at all.

- Yeah, I just didn't want
to sit around

and listen to everyone
say nice things about him.

White blood cell count is up

and imaging is showing that
Mrs. Weiland has appendicitis.

- Ms. Weiland, isn't that
who you called me down for?

- Yeah. May have jumped
the gun, Mags,

she complained of chest pain,

but it's definitely
her appendix.

- Okay, Nancy.

So, it looks like today, we are
going to be evicting an organ.

- Any pre-existing conditions
we should know about?

- I have incurable
ovarian cancer.

- Uh, you didn't mention
that earlier.

- It's not really something
I care to discuss.

- Sorry for dragging you
down here,

however now that you are...

- Did you want me to look
at some patients? Yes, okay.

Thank you.
- Given her hysterectomy,

we're not gonna want to do this
laparoscopically.

- How long's the wait upstairs?

- A while.

Is it true you've got
the approval for the trauma OR?

- As a pilot program only,

but I do have a support team
on loan

to make sure it gets
a fair shake.

- Right. Yeah I don't get
to do a lot of open appy's,

and I hear that
the maiden voyage

is supposed to be
a pretty big deal, so.

- Meet you in there in 20?
I'll get everybody prepped.

- I'll let the patient
know she won't have to wait
all day in agony.

- Public health flags
the contacts of people diagnosed

with certain highly contagious
diseases.

- How long do we have to stay
in quarantine?

- At least until we know
what Evi was exposed to.

You also said her G-tube
is blocked?

Has she taken
any new medication?

- Her GP called in
a decongestant

and we thought it was water
soluble, but I guess not?

Last night, she started
running a fever.

- Okay. Did you try flushing
the tube?

- Yeah.
And nothing's going in.

- Well, we can unblock
the tube

once we know if she's caught
something else.

Evelyn, can I listen
to your breathing?

- Up for yes, down for no.

Have you dealt
with many patients with
Locked-in-Syndrome?

- None, actually.

- Evie was making dinner
five years ago

when she had her brain stem
stroke.

And she can think and
she can hear like anyone else,

but she can only move
her eyes.

- Your shorthand.
It's based on where she looks?

- Yeah. We used to need
a letter-based board.

But we don't anymore.

She'd say I get it wrong
as often as I get it right,

but we've always been one
of those couples

that knows what
each other's thinking.

And she wants me
to stop rambling.

Is she going to be okay?

- We're just running a few tests
right now, they should be--

Uh, excuse me a minute.

Hey.

- I don't like it here either.

Did you hear back from
Public Health?

- We did. Unfortunately,
you've been exposed

to Middle Eastern Respiratory
Syndrome.

It's a very serious and
contagious respiratory virus.

- Evie has MERS?
- We have to assume you both do.

- Wow, that was not what
I was expecting

when I heard about
an ear pain.

- Pretty gruesome, eh?
- Okay James,

well, I'm Dr. Leblanc,
and I'm sorry to tell you,

but I think you have a nail
in your ear.

- Jamie. And yeah,
I kinda put it there.

- Okay. Why, exactly?

- I work at a machine shop.

We get bored, and my buddies
dared me to pierce my ear

with a nail gun.

Guess I was a little too game?

- Hm.
- The brain trust

tried digging the nail out
themselves.

- Yeah. Which just meant
more blood.

I hate blood.

- Yeah. Most people
don't realize that the ear
is so prone to bleeding.

Can you move your neck for me,
please?

- Ah, kind of can't.

- Okay.

Sorry. Here.
Neck pain?

Headache?
- Hmm-hmm.

- Okay. We're gonna want
to rule out infection.

Open your mouth.

Okay. I might have
to cut through your ear
to get this out.

- Hm. There's not a less
aggressive way?

- Hm. I don't think so.

Oh!

- Uh, Mags?

Hey. Hey.

Guess you really hate blood,
Jamie.

- Can you give me a minute?
- Yeah.

Good idea with the water.

It helps, focus on something
tactile.

- I don't know what happened.

I know he was fainting,
but I thought...

- You were assaulted.

This is a completely
normal reaction.

- That was months ago.

And this guy?
He wasn't threatening.

- Just because your brain
knows that doesn't mean
your body does.

- He may have an infection
from the nail, or from
before even, so.

He needs blood cultures and
CBC just to be safe.

And we need to page plastics
for the ear.

- Okay, you need
to take a second.

Make space to process this.
- Yeah.

- Retractor?

Dividing the fascia,
suspending the peritoneum.

Winston, protect the bowel.

She's full of adhesions from
when they removed her tumours.

Seems like her appendix
is fused to her abdominal wall.

- Can you free it up?

- We have to immobilize
the bowel first.

Damn it, we have a bleed.

- Jed.
- It's okay, Wendy.

- Bobby?

And cauterizing.

- Pressure's dropping.

- I need suction. This is
a bigger bleed than we thought.

- Arterial?
- It's hard to tell.

Maybe an artery was damaged
when we removed the appendix

from the abdominal wall,

it's a little easier
to tell with the lap cam.

- You can do this here
just as well.

You know the positioning, June.
Find it by feel.

- June. Are you saying
you need help?

Because we can drape her
and wait for OR.

- Let's just give her a minute,
Wendy.

- I can't find the source.
- Okay. I'm calling upstairs.

- I'm sorry, sir, I know you
needed this to work down here.

- Why don't you try widening
the incision?

- Scalpel?

- They can take her in five.
- Got it!

No need.

Tie it off now.

- Good work, Dr. Curtis.

Let's crossover later. I want us
to learn everything we can

from the procedures
that we do here.

- Oh...
There he is! Hey!

- Dad? What are you doing here?

- I know, I know we said
we were just gonna talk,

but the phone is...
It's too impersonal.

Hey.
- Hey.

- What'd you do to yourself?
- It's not a big deal.

You know, I really wish you'd
told me you were coming down.

- Well, I figured you were gonna
try to talk me out of it.

We've been worried. You know
we almost never see you.

And the last time you asked
to borrow money you were
still in school.

- Yeah, no I'm just, uh,

I'm stretched thin with
the new house and Mel and--

- She's worried too.

She called us to say so.

Bitter doesn't suit you, son.

- Yeah, Dad. I'm not really
interested in a counselling
session right now.

- Well, how about a tour
of this fancy hospital

I've heard so much about?
And then lunch?

I'm at the Radisson
and that restaurant's got
a great club sandwich.

- Yeah. This city, world class
food in every corner.

I can't do lunch, actually.

- Well, look, uh, why don't you
just point me to the best place

to find some Jays merch
and then we can meet up
for dinner later?

Somewhere world class.
- I'm working late tonight.

- Well, can you trade shifts?

- Look, I'm sorry to be
so direct, but if you came
all this way

just to tell me
you can't lend me the money,

can you just say so?

- All I'm asking for
is a conversation, Theo.

- Best Jays merch, uh...
By the stadium.

That's down front and
take a right.

- Okay.

- Evelyn had a home care nurse
who was exposed overseas.

Public Health
has traced his contacts
and no one else is sick.

- I won't get results to their
PCR tests until the morning,

but given her unique
circumstances, I wouldn't
release her.

- And the husband?
- Currently asymptomatic,

but he's her primary caregiver,

so they've been
in pretty close contact.

- Your trauma OR,
that's moving forward.

This is good news?

- For the hospital, I hope so.

We'll see where it leads.

Of all the things
we see in here,

locked-in unsettles me the most.

Trapped in your own mind
like that?

- She is all prepped.
- Thank you, Claire.

- My son is in town.
Join us for dinner tonight?

- Oh, shoot, um,

I can't tonight,
but will you say hi for me?

- Sure.

- So, um, your bloodwork
and cultures came back clear.

We were thorough and you were
lucky there was no infection.

- Uh, I do still
have a headache though.

- Because Jamie, there's
a second nail in your head.

- There is?

- What are you-- Seriously?

- You really didn't know?

- Uh... I mean,
there was a misfire,

but I didn't feel anything
and...

I guess it went in clean?

- Well, I'm just surprised
you didn't feel anything,

but I guess it's possible.

- So, what happens now?

- I need to examine
the puncture wound.

- Okay.

- Okay.

- Hey, can I keep the nail
when it's out? As a souvenir?

- You need to stay still,
sir, please.

- Okay, sorry.

- All good in here?

- Yeah. There's a second um,
nail uh, puncture,

and I just can't find
the entry point so...

- Would you like me
to take a look?

- Okay. Yeah.

Let me know if you can find it.

And we need to page
neurosurgery. He'll need the OR.

- Did she just say
I need brain surgery?

- Oh, doctor!
Doctor?

- Hi, Mrs. Welland,
nice to see you up so soon.

- How did I wind up
getting in so fast?

- Oh, well, we've started doing
certain procedures

in what we call a Trauma OR and
yours qualified, so...

- Oh. So I'll get out
of here soon?

I'm supposed to look after
my grandson

to give my daughter a couple
of days of break.

- Yeah, I think you'll still
need to take it easy.

I'm guessing you've spent enough
time in hospitals as it is.

- Months of chemo,
then a hysterectomy.

They got rid of most
of the active cancer,

but a couple of cells
reached a lymph node

and so, therefore,
in the future...

- It'll come back.

- I may not look much like
a ticking time bomb,

but ooh, there it is.

- Did you want me to call
your daughter, ask her to--

- No, absolutely not.

It'll just put her back
to seeing me as a sick person

and I've decided that's not
how I want to live.

- Okay.

- Oh! Oh!

- Ms. Welland? Are you okay?
- They gave me the morphine,

but I definitely felt that.
- I'm on it, ma'am.

Yeah, you know what, I think
I'm gonna do an ultrasound

to see what's going on.

- Evelyn's G-tube is clean,
and her chest X-ray looks good.

No pneumonia.
Her symptoms are mild so far,

but we want to keep her
for observation.

- I read that some MERS patients
were barely symptomatic?

- That can be true. The next
48 hours will be telling, but,

uh, Fitz...

- No, I'm not leaving.

- I can understand
why you want to stay,

but you're really
safer at home.

- I've already been exposed!

- Except, since you're
not symptomatic,

our quarantine rules
won't allow it.

I'm sorry, but you're under
a self-isolation order.

- She needs me.

Look, we tried to make it work
with other people,

computer-assisted devices,
it's never enough.

I know her.

- She'll be under vitals
monitoring all night, okay?

Anything that comes up,
we will look out.

- They're saying I have to go.

I know. But they're not
giving us a choice.

- There are five nurses
on this floor all night.

She won't be alone.

- We're going to take
good care of you,

you have nothing
to worry about, Evelyn.

- The best way to communicate
is to look her in the eye

and ask yes or no
questions.

If it's anything more
complicated...

- We'll call you,
you have my word.

- I know, I promise
I'll remember to eat.

I'll be fine.

I love you.

- Mrs. Welland is fortunate
we were on that so quickly.

This is why you need to be extra
vigilant during closing.

- We were vigilant, Dr. Singh.

We had a bleed, yes,
but we handled it.

This one started after.

- Your dissection technique
wasn't on point.

What kind of surgical lighting
does Bishop have in there?

- Lighting's fine,
you say this to me every time

I do one of these.

- Because I'm there
to correct you.

It shouldn't be after the fact.

I was opposed to a trauma OR
for exactly this reason,

us having to clean up
another department's mess.

- It's not a mess.

Bleeds are a normal
complication of abdo surgery.

And Dr. Bishop's giving me
an opportunity to expand
my experience.

- You're his lab rat, June.

If this goes south, it could
affect your reputation.

- Is this you calling out
landmines again?

Because this is
an approved initiative

and I work for him too.

- Let me handle it.

Yeah, I've read their
statement of claim, it's...

- Dr. Bishop I need a word.

- Yeah. Well, truth's our best
weapon, so...

If you think we should
push back, good.

Let me now. Alright.

What's up, Wendy?

- You specifically told me you
weren't hiring another chief,

that it was just lip service?

- Why don't we have
this conversation in my office.

- Then what I've heard is true?
You already have?

- On an interim basis,

to help pilot the trauma OR
and share hands-on duties.

- Were you ever seriously
considering me?

- Wendy, you are
an excellent attending,

and of great value
to this department.

- In other words, no.
- It's more complicated.

I really think we should
continue this in the office.

Wendy, you're acting like
this is a demotion.

If anything I am going to be
relying on you more in the--

- To prop yourself up, you mean.

- All I've done,
this last 30 years,

is put the interests of
this department ahead of my own.

- You held me back, Jed.

You kept me where you needed me.
Well, I'm done.

I'm finished. Good luck!

- Wendy!

Dr. Hunter, can you supervise
non-pediatric patients today?

Dr. Leblanc can you swing
a double?

- Sure.
- I need residents on the floor

that don't require constant
supervision.

- Dr. Atwater, hey!

- I'm sorry you had to see that,
Dr. Curtis.

- You're really gonna leave?

- I've been considering
my options for 20 years.

Catering to other people,
waiting for my turn.

I'm done sucking it up, June.

- But what are you gonna do now?
- Oh! Whatever I want.

I was sorry to hear about
your father.

- Are you nervous?

I know you're going to be great.

- It's gonna be you and
a bunch of moms sitting there.

- I can handle it.

- No gross blood and guts talk.
People don't like that.

- Okay.
- Also, we're wearing
stage makeup.

Don't say anything about it.
- Okay.

- Or about the fact that this is
all getting filmed for YouTube.

- Amira.
Okay, okay, not a word.

- There's Jameela and Sadie.

Rania?
What is she doing here?

- Uh, I invited her.

As a friend.

- Rania!
- Oh, Amira!

- I'm glad you're here!
- How could I miss this?

Hi, Bashir.

- I'm sorry. I should've called
earlier than today.

- Habibti, Sadie's mom
says there's a dressing room
in the back.

- Will you help with my hair?

- Yeah. I'll find us seats.

- Yeah.
- Not at the front!

- Not at the front.

- What brings you guys
in here tonight?

- Zeke?
- I fell off the fourth-floor

fire escape
outside of my dorm.

- The whole truth, bud.

- I thought it might be a good
idea to make my own zipline.

Turns out, it was not.
- Okay.

Why don't you toss that
in there for me?

Have any blurred vision or
nausea? Headaches?

- Headaches a bit. I told Coach
it was no big deal,

but he made me come.
And benched me for two weeks!

- You break the rules, you gotta
suffer the consequences.

- Are Mom or Dad looped in?

- I called them,
I left a message.

- It won't be returned.

- Hey, Zeke, why don't you tell
Dr. Hunter

why you made the zipline.

- Because I'm gonna die anyways.

- And uh, what does that mean,
exactly?

- It's like, uh, I know
something bad is gonna happen

just not what or when.

- Were you trying to hurt
yourself?

- No! I definitely don't
wanna die, it's just,

if it's gonna happen, might as
well live big. Enjoy the rush?

- He's been talking like this
for a month now.

I mean, I thought
it was a prank,

but he really believes it.
- Because it's true!

- Have you had any previous
head injuries?

- That's what I wondered too.
Zeke plays rugby.

He tackles pretty hard, but
he assures me after every game

that he's feeling okay.
I had the school nurse

check him out, but I just
wanted to make sure.

- It could be a concussion.
Yeah.

It's a good idea to do imaging,
and, uh,

make sure it's nothing
more serious.

- Thank you. Appreciate it.

See? They're gonna look
after you, buddy.

- Or they'll find something

and you'll have to admit
that I'm right.

- Hey, doc.

Should I keep benching him?
I'm not one of those coaches

that puts winning ahead
of the kids,

I just...
I want what's best for Zeke.

- Let's just see
what the test results are.

- Okay.

- His parents, they don't sound
too involved?

- No.
Uh, they both travel a lot.

They're the corporate types.

He's lucky if he sees them
around Christmas.

It's a bit of a sore subject.

- Do you know if he's spoken
to anyone?

Just kids can exhibit
personality changes
during puberty

and if the family situation
is difficult...

- I mean, he had
some trouble adjusting
when he first came to us.

I read about kids
with brain injuries.

How it changes their whole way
of being, you know,

I just want to make sure.
- The CT will be fast.

- Okay.
- It might take a little while

for the MRI.
You're good to stay?

- Yeah.

- Impressive woman.

I crumbled with one weak arm.

Should I have talked Wendy
out of quitting?

- I didn't say anything, Jed.

- Or would she have
resented me for that?

I know things have changed since
I asked you to stay.

- Evie needs saline.

Hello, Evelyn.

- Ah yay!

Amira, you were so brilliant.

- Hey, you're gonna have to
teach me that move at the end.

- Oh stop!

My friends are going
for burgers.

Can I go?
- Here.

Okay, keep your phone on,
I'll wait for you here, okay?

- Okay.

- Have fun.

- That was the most
positive feedback I've gotten
from her in months.

Thank you for being here.

She needs someone
who gets all this.

- Yeah.

- I heard you got a job
at a bookstore?

- Part-time.

They let me host discussions
on my favourite authors.

Mostly just friends come,

but it makes me feel
like myself.

- I knew you'd adapt quickly.

Rania, I still want you
in my life.

- What life?

Tonight, with Amira.
You were present.

And silly.

And fun.
That's how I remember you,

don't tell me it's because
we were younger.

- No, I...
I try to be present.

I mean, I know
I'm busy working, but...

- Looks more like toiling to me.
All you do is survive.

What else is in your life?

I don't say that to upset you.
- What's it supposed to do?

Help me?

- You don't let anyone help you.

Or see you.

Does anyone really see you,
Bashir?

- He's stuck in that cell
that they put him in

when they took him
away from you!

And I don't know how
to break him free.

I heard you did really well
last night, Evelyn.

Your temperature's down

and your oxygen saturation's
back to normal.

All good signs.

How are you feeling?

I know it was upsetting,

when I asked Fitz to leave
yesterday...

- Dr. Hamed?

- Excuse me, Evelyn,
I'll be right back.

- You gonna have to put
a new one on.

He just walked-in.

- It came on suddenly
last night.

I woke up drenched in sweat.
Now it's hard to breathe.

Is Evie okay?

- She's doing really well.

- What's that mean?

- It means you're not
getting enough oxygen
through your system.

Lay back for me please?

Fitz, do you have any
underlying health concerns?

MERS can hit hard if
pre-existing conditions weaken
your immune system.

- Like what?
- Is there any reason

your liver could be impaired?
Your hands are shaking,

and I'm seeing some bruising.
Whatever it is, Fitz,

I need to know.
- I drink, okay?

More than I should.

Is that why I'm this sick?

I'm seeing evidence of cirrhosis
on the ultrasound.

I, uh...

I understand it can be difficult
to manage your own well-being

when you're so focused on
Evelyn's.

- I'm her only connection
to the outside world.

She's adapted to so much,

I don't want her to think
she's a burden.

- Does she know
how much you drink?

- I don't talk about it.

She can't know I'm here,
Dr. Hamed.

She'll think it's her fault.

- Hey, shouldn't they have taken
Jamie to surgery by now?

- Claire realized the patient
was having absence seizures,

so we kept him in
overnight to monitor.

- He was?

- After you left the room,
he zoned out again.

So I asked him if he felt
an aura,

and he said he thought so.
It's why he was staring off.

- We started him
on anti-epileptics

and he'll need a constant EEG
during surgery,

since we don't know
the cause of the seizures.

- It's probably the nail
in the head.

- This is something
you would normally catch.

Was there a reason you didn't
assess him yourself?

- Jed.
- No, he's right, I should have.

It won't happen again,
Dr. Bishop.

- You didn't have to take that.
- I was supposed to tell my boss

that I'm missing things because
I can't be alone with patients?

- No, but that's his job
to support you.

- I don't want support! I just
want to be able to do my job.

- Hey, I need a patient on ECMO.

Rhoda tells me you can make that
call, now that Atwater isn't?

- It's for your MERS patient?
- The husband.

He's cirrhotic and
desaturating quickly.

- I'll get one sent down
right away.

- Thanks.

Were you there when she quit?
- Yeah, we all were.

Bishop didn't put her up
for co-chief.

It was a scene.

- You know, this whole
trauma OR thing,

the way he's so driven by it,

did you see how quickly
he just moved on from Atwater?

Like she was never even here.
- He was trying to roll

with a bad situation the best
he could.

- One day he's yelling at me,

the next day he's promoting me.

- Anyone know who he hired?

- They don't tell me anything.

- I'm perfectly capable
of supervising an emergency
appendectomy.

- I didn't call you up
to debate your qualifications.

- So we're talking about June's?

- Not her credentials,
her bandwidth.

She's stretched thin as it is.

Chief Resident,
working both units,

she doesn't have the space.
- She's a confident physician.

If she had a problem
handling this,

I expect she'd tell me herself.
- She's my resident, Jed.

Poach a trauma surgeon
from somewhere else!

- Sure. If you want her to miss
this opportunity, so be it.

- Hi! I know I said to get you
out of here sooner.

- Apparently, an organ
that turns out I didn't
even really need

has got us both on the ropes.

- Your white blood cell count
is still high,

but that makes sense given
your appendicitis.

That having been said,
it also corresponds with your

CA-25-antigens, so...

- You checked
for tumour markers?

- We'll have the results
in a couple hours--

- I didn't ask you to do that!
- It's okay.

We were already doing bloods,
and you're supposed to check
them regularly

to make sure your cancer
is not active again.

- I don't care
if the cancer is active!

I can't change anything
that's coming,

so why would I even
wanna know!

- So you can plan.

- You are not listening to me!

I don't want to live that way.

Is that--
What's wrong with me?

- Yeah, it's just, low pressure.
I'm on it.

We'll get this figured out,
Nancy.

- We've been here all night.

- I know it's been a long wait,

but the senior radiologist
reviewed the MRI and agrees,

everything looks fine.
- So no brain injury?

That's great news, buddy.

- It is. But I spoke
with the psychiatry resident.

They think you might have ADHD.

- You think I'm hyperactive?

- Well, that's one
manifestation, but there
are others.

Impulsive action, for example.

- Like zip-lining
off a fire escape.

- Exactly.

- So, what about the way
that Zeke's feeling or his fear?

- People think ADHD
means high energy,

but a sense
of impending doom,

that can be associated
with the diagnosis.

It's a common condition
in kids your age,

even if yours is
presenting differently.

- So you're saying
I'm not dying?

- Is there medication?
- Yes.

- This is great!

He's saying that this
is a problem we can solve.

I can help you.
- You shouldn't have to!

- Zeke! It's--

Zeke!

Zeke!

Hey!

- Open the car!

- Not until we talk about this.

- I don't want to talk!
- Look, Zeke, just come inside.

Zeke, Zeke,
what are you doing?

- I wanna go!

My parents said
I was the problem
when they sent me here!

This means they were right
all along?

- Man, screw your parents!

Okay?

If they can't see
what a great kid you are,

then they're assholes!

- Language, coach.

- I'll put a dollar in the jar,

but only if you
come back inside.

- Why don't we get you inside

and clean you up
a little bit, okay?

- My blood goes through
that machine and then
back inside me?

- ECMO works by temporarily
drawing the blood out of your
body to oxygenate it.

It does the job of your heart
and your lungs.

- You got me hooked up
to this thing, you must be
pretty worried.

- Um, we have every reason
to stay positive.

Okay?

Alright. To conserve energy,

I'm going to sedate and
intubate you now.

Fitz, I know you didn't want me
to say anything to Evelyn,

but if there's a message
you want to get across to her,

now's the time.
- Because I might die?

No. She'll be terrified

and she won't be able
to communicate it.

Just make me better.

I can't leave her alone.

- I'll do my best.
You're ready?

- Yeah.

- Thanks for coming.

- I wasn't sure you'd call.

- You're uh...

You were right,
we need to talk.

- I have a bet with your mother.

She says home repairs
gone wrong.

And I have pre-mid life
crisis motorcycle accident.

- I, uh... I punched a man.

- Why, son?

- Because...

Because I'm angry, Dad.

I just-- I thought I could...

move on and build something.
But then...

I'm a failure.
And I don't know what to do.

- You have to forgive yourself.

- I've tried and I know
it was all my choice,

but if I knew it like--
- No, no, no.

I meant for wanting it.

Theo, it's okay
that you wanted this life.

- Is this, uh, is this
the part where you tell me

you and Mom are...

You're praying for me?
- Yeah, I hate it

when people say that.

As though you
desperately need it.

But yeah, we are.

But, listen, about the loan.
You don't need money right now.

- Oh, I thought, uh...

we kind of just established
how I messed up I am.

- And you already
have everything you need
to clean that up.

- His O-two stats
aren't holding.

- Vascular complications
can happen on ECMO.

- Maybe the cannula
isn't functioning properly.

- He's cold to the touch.

Something's not right
with his blood flow.

- And it's pale too.
I'll get the ultrasound.

- Hey.
- Hi.

- I wasn't sure
if I'd see you again.

- Uh, we wanted to talk to you
about the cause

of the seizures you've been
having. This is Dr. Curtis,

chief surgical resident.
- Hi.

- I'm guessing, if you're here,
it's not just about the nail?

- Well, uh,
when the team removed it,

we found an
un-ruptured aneurysm.

A pretty big one.

- Yeah, it's like a bubble
on your arterial wall,

and the kind of thing
you only find if you're
looking for it.

- If left unchecked, it could
burst and have killed you,

but fortunately, we had
our reason to look so...

- So then shooting myself
with a nail was a good idea?

- More like a stroke
of dumb luck.

- Hey, did I do something
to offend you?

Because I can usually tell
when someone doesn't like me,

and you definitely do not.

- It's not you, I'm--

I'm really glad things worked
out for you and I...

- Hey, I heard you wanted
to keep this.

- Cool.

- Alright.
- Thank you.

- Thanks for being
in there with me.

- Yeah, anytime.

- Hi, Evelyn.

I need to talk to you
about your husband.

I thought you were upset because
you were afraid for yourself,

but now I realize that you were
worried about him.

Is that right?

Okay, hum.

Fitz is here, in the hospital.

He became very sick
with the virus.

Much sicker than you
last night.

I'm sorry to bring you
tough news.

He wanted to protect you,
but he can't speak for himself

at the moment
and we need your help.

Okay. We're trying to help
his body fight the virus,

but during the process
he developed a complication

called an arteriovenous fistula.

It's an abnormal connection
between an artery and a vein.

Are you with me so far?

Okay. We need to know
if you consent to this.

Okay. We will try to do it
as non-invasively as possible,

but if that doesn't work,
he may need surgery.

I'm sorry.
I don't know what that means.

Do you have questions about
the procedures he might require?

Okay. I'll go through
all of the details,

and you stop me whenever you
have questions. Okay, Evelyn?

- Another bleed?
- Actually,

one of the clips we used
the second time dislodged.

But we reattached
and triple checked.

She still won't let us check
her tumour markers,

but she'll be ready to get on
with her life tomorrow.

- You called us both up here
to tell us that?

- No, I called you both up

because my patient spent time in
both of your departments

and both times something
went wrong.

Which means that nobody's
perfect. But each time
we fixed it.

I fixed it, but that's not
the point. Look...

Dr. Singh, protecting me
does not mean holding me back
from opportunities

just because you don't
like them. And if you really
have my back,

I mean, I need to know that
when I say I'm overworked,

you're gonna hear me. Even
if your initiative takes a hit.

- Understood, Dr. Curtis.

- Coming in loud and clear.

- Okay.

It's very good.

- I taught her well.

- I was about to say
the same thing.

About myself.

- Hey, I hear nail dude
was saved by his own stupidity?

- I'm sorry about snapping
earlier.

- Mags, you don't have
to apologize.

- No, to you, I do.

Somehow, I ended up apologizing
to nail dude as well, but...

- Well, that sounds about right.

- Is this gonna keep happening?

- These things can take time.

I'm here if you need me.
- Okay.

You needed
an intervention to repair
a circulatory problem.

But it's over now, and
your vitals are stabilizing.

Hey, uh...

Evelyn really came through.

She weighed in
on every decision.

She's one hell of a mind.

When you beat this virus,
and you will,

the cirrhosis can be treated.

But Fitz, you'll have
to stop drinking.

And for what it's worth,

there's nothing wrong
with getting outside help.

Clearly, Evelyn can
take care of herself.

And you can stand to live
for yourself as well.

Okay.

Also...

You have a visitor.

- If any couple deserved some
good luck it's those two, huh?

My lawyer.

He thinks we should go
aggressive against the lawsuit,

counterclaim with defamation.

I've asked him to speak
to your lawyer.

- I can do that.

- We're in this together,
Bashir. Let me help you.

- Sir, the temperature
around here.

I'm guessing
you're aware that...

- Yeah, people aren't sure
of the recent changes, I know.

When the board approved
the pilot program,

they decided
on a co-chief for me.

- Sir?

- I couldn't tell Wendy
in front of everyone.

- You're going to be running
the department with Dr. Novak?

- Things aren't cooling
down here quite yet.

- Well, why did I bother
getting dressed up

if we weren't going to wait
for the table?

- It was too loud anyway.

- So you're selling the house?

- Yeah, the pastor knows
a thing or two about drywall.

He's gonna help me fix it up.
Put it back on the market.

But I will need to stay
with you a little bit longer.

- I already told you. You can
stay as long as you want.

- Thank you.

- My dad left me
in charge of his estate.

- Is that good?

- It's more like a sick joke
from beyond the grave.

It's a mess.

I wanted to pay someone else

to do it, but...
- Yeah.

- Should I be talking them out
of doing that?

- Uh... What's the point?

They're gonna wind up
in our emerg in about an hour

for some other stupid reason.

- So you're saying life is
gonna bounce itself out here?

- Wouldn't you like to be one
of those stupid happy people?

Just once. Just to see how it
feels like to live unburdened.

- That's just not who we are.

- How was that dance trip?

- Look.

- Hey. Thanks.

- Wow, freedom.

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