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If you wanna come home
with me.

- Dad's dying, Junie.

They say in six months.

- You always chose someone
who withholds validation,

or someone
who worships you.

- I think you should do
the ablation.

- You said it could kill him.

- Mags you lived their reality.

You know what that little boy
is going through.

- I've been asked to meet
candidates

and lead the transition
to a new chief.

- You're being pushed out?

- Ray Grisholm has filed
a malpractice suit

for his daughter having
to be mechanically ventilated

for the rest of her life.
- Tell me what I can do,

to manage this.
- You can play it safe.

Toe the line.

- Bashir?

- What could they possibly be
doing up there?

- I still say vampires.

It's why you never see them
in the day.

- Last month it was three
roommates, this month it's four.

- The new one's a victim,
they're up all night
torturing him.

- It's every night now,
Amira.

This is our home too and
we deserve quiet.

- Bashir!
- We can't sit around
and do nothing.

- What if we get in trouble...

- We won't.

Okay, just go back to sleep.

- Advancing the first catheter
through the tricuspid valve.

Dr. Leblanc?

- His temperature's
a little elevated...

- Keep an eye on it.

Okay, we're in.

- BP's down 60/40.

- His pre-op white cell count
was high-end of normal.

Any further worsening
of his clinical status and
we'll have to stop.

- His heart rate's been
escalating every few hours.

We need to eliminate the pathway
causing the SVT's now.

- Mags?

- Dammit. Temp's 39.
Too high.

He must have an infection.

- We can't continue if
he's febrile.

Extracting the catheter.

Tell the parents
we'll deal with the infection
and try again.

- Anyone have time for
a differential?

- Gotta shower, reno guys
demolished the kitchen
in my new place,

just didn't hook up
the water.

- You don't have running water?

- They'll be back, obviously.

- What do you need?
- Four people.

Same neighbourhood.
Fever, cramping, weight loss
and joint pain.

- Travel history?
- None.

The symptom showed up
a month ago.

- Lyme disease?

- Four tick bites seems
unlikely.

- Same neighbourhood,
any family connection?

- That's the strange part,
they barely know each other.

- It's not enough information
to go off of...

Let me guess,
the lab's backed up?

- Actually they aren't
near one.

They're in a village
in the outskirts of Aleppo.

- Any chance it's chemical?
- No, not that.

- So it has to be viral.
Age range?

- Healthy young adults,
the symptoms are getting
more severe.

- I'll keep thinking.

If the joint pain is knee
and sacroiliac,

it could be bacterial
arthritis.

- Right. Thanks!

- You know that you make
the rest of us feel like

self-focused jerks, right?

- Yeah, I'll work on that.

- Thanks again, Hugh.

We'll be in touch once
we're closer to a decision.

- Excuse me?

They told me
to sit tight, but...

I'm pretty sure something's
about to burst inside me...

- Well, can you tell me where
the pain is?

Yeah, and how long has this
been going on?

Hello?

Claire, I need hands.

Nurse, get a gurney,
we need some help.

- What do we have here?
- Tonic clonic seizure.

We need to protect his head,
okay.

- He's breathing well.

- He was complaining of stomach
cramps before he collapsed.

- Appendix?
- Pain was on the left side.

- I can feel distention...

Possible obstruction,
or perforation?

- Bowel sounds?

- Present.
So unlikely obstruction.

Okay, I'll alert an OR
until we get imaging.

- It's Theo.

Just wondering about us
reconnecting?

Whenever you're available?

Theo Hunter.
Okay...

- It's your med student's
last week.

Can we discuss your evaluation?

- Yeah, sure. You read it?

- I have to sign off before it
goes to his program director.

It's generous.

Is it how you really feel?

- I mean, I know he's in over
his head a lot but...

he's a nice kid.
- Nice doesn't save lives.

Honest and unmerciful
is the only way to learn.

- Brian's lucky Bishop caught
him in the waiting room.

Poor guy thought he was eating
a mushroom,

turned out to be a screw
from the frying pan.

Guess he's not much of
a chewer.

- Ready to irrigate.
- At ease, Dr. Curtis.

When I need you, you'll know.

It looked like a single perf
from the imaging,

but then we open him up
and the screw perforated
three places in the ileum.

Scissors?

That's one birthday dinner
he won't forget.

Alright, June,
this is your big moment.

Now you can irrigate.

Okay, let's milk the bowel.

Anybody see bubbles?

Good, no leaks means
a happy surgeon.

Alright, let's close.
- Uh, I think I see a leak.

- You think or you know?
- I know.

- Well, there it is.

This won't save Brian
from getting an ileostomy,

but you managed to show me up
in a room full of surgeons.

Congrats.

- He's alright.
Just, don't worry.

I will call you later, okay?
I love you.

Please tell me you're ready
to try again, Mags.

- Ollie is responding
to antibiotics.

There is a chance Dr. Fisher
might think he's ready today,

but we're not there yet.

- In the meantime, he's had
another two SVT episodes!

- I know.

- How much longer
can he hold out?

- I know how stressful this is.

Ollie's infection came out
of left field.

- I just want one thing to go
right for him...

- Was that Gary? How's he doing?
How's he holding up?

- Oh, he isn't, so I sent him
back home to Timmins.

At least there he can be with
our other kids.

He tried to argue,
but he's probably relieved.

- You shouldn't be alone
with this.

- Well, him panicking
is just another thing that
I have to manage...

You know, so...

He can't handle this,
so I have to.

I have to.

- Push 5 milligrams morphine.
- What do we have?

- Remi Bellcourt,
29-year-old female injured
in an apartment fire

after an outlet shorted.
Breathing well.

Burns to her left shoulder
and both arms.

Help me get her up,
so I can a look at her back.

- Remi, we're going to lift
you up, okay?

One, two, three...

- You need to check out
Evan too!

- Babe, I'm fine.
It's you I'm worried about.

Her bedroom lit up and she was
trying to coax her tabby

out of the closet.
She wouldn't leave him.

- Evan saved us both.
- And back down.

One, two, three.

Rule of nines,
10 % surface area burned,

all partial thickness.

- Let's get her new
wet dressings

and increase her IV.

That's one 25 cc per hour
for the first eight hours.

- Are you sure you don't require
medical attention?

- No, I didn't get burned.
I came back from a run

and I saw the smoke
in the apartment.

I live a floor up,
it's how we met.

- Okay, free fluid
in her belly.

Trauma from an impact wound.

I'm ordering a CT
and calling OR.

- What does that mean?
- Remi, you're going
to need a surgery

to fix your internal bleeding.
And likely another procedure

called a debridement
to treat your burns...

- Another incoming,
same fire.

- I thought they said
it was contained to my unit!

Did someone else get hurt?
- Go. I've got this.

- I'm Dr. Hamed,
can you tell me what happened?

- I was... asleep.

Heard the smoke alarm,
but it goes off

anytime somebody
burns toast, so...

I guess I ignored it?

Next thing I know,
two firemen are shaking me.

- Okay, try to save
your breath...

- BP's high. 150 over 95.
Elevated heart rate.

- Possible smoke inhalation.

Can you open your mouth
so I can check your throat?

Are you feeling dizzy?

Okay, let's increase
her oxygen.

- Cora!
What's wrong with her?

- Hey!
You shouldn't be here.

- Baby, there you are...

I came to surprise you
with breakfast.

You were on your run,
so I got into bed and waited.

But you never came...
- I'm here now, Cora, I'm here.

- The kid with the wrist?

By the time I got here,
things were, uh, weird.

- You spaced and drove through
a stop sign on the way here!

- And I am playing catch-up.
I thought this was just a fall?

- More like a kamikaze maneuver.

Ava leapt off our deck,
teaching herself parkour.

- I missed one step, he's been
missing lots of things!

- Ava won't let me see
her wrist unless

her father answers
some questions about
his own health.

- She's worked up about nothing.
Look, her friends' dads are 45.

I'm 65, which means
you forget things.

- Does it also mean leaving
the stove on all night?

Or letting my frog go hungry
while I'm on a band trip?

- When did you become
such a tyrant?

- I say there's a deal that
can be made here.

Ava gets X-rays, Dad gets his
blood pressure read.

Any takers?

- Fine, but he goes first.

Tell him about
the headache too.

- Nothing abnormal about
a headache.

- Even if you've had it
for a week?

And nothing takes it away?

- Is it that high?
- It's very high, sir.

Jake's going to take Ava
to get X-rays

and I'm gonna get you
set up an EKG.

- Is that serious?
I'm not leaving him if it is.

- Oh, hey now, kiddo:
we made a deal.

Let me and Dr. Hunter
handle this, okay?

- Someone from OR should be down
shortly to come get you, Remi.

They're just coordinating
between general surgery
and the burn unit.

How's your pain level?
- It's okay.

Morphine helps.

- Why don't you rest,

while I talk to Dr. Hamed
outside?

How long will
the morphine last?

I need to check on Cora.

- Evan, I--
- I know how this looks.

But, I was dating Remi first.
And she's amazing.

She's smart, funny and tough,
a force of nature.

Then, I met Cora by accident
at this friend's party.

And she's so sweet and generous
and supportive.

How long will Remi be
in surgery?

- Evan, if you're asking me
to help you divide your time

between the two of them I...
- I love them both.

They need me.

- What they need is to focus
on their recoveries.

- Which means it's better
if they don't find out, right?

- That's up to you.

Salim, where are you?

- Aren't you done
for the day?

- Uh, almost.

I had an idea.
- Yeah, me too.

Send Cora Maxwell
up to ICU.

I want her closely monitored in
case of delayed tracheal edema.

- The other fire victim,
she needs surgical debridement,

the longer we wait,
the more we increase
the risk of infection.

- And you want to debride her
here rather than waiting
on an OR?

- I could ask plastics
to assist.

This is the sort of things
you want us to be able
to handle, right?

- Not you, not with this lawsuit
hanging over you.

But there is one thing
you can do for me.

- Wasn't fair, Roche chewing
you out for being right.

- Yeah, well, my crime was
being right in public.

- 60-year-old stomach cancer
outpatient

waiting on a feeding tube.

He actually has the same
last name as you.

- Yeah, I always wanted a less
common last name, growing up.

You think you could assist
Roche on that one?

Maybe try not correcting
her though.

- You're mad because I didn't
tell you we were here?

Because for weeks, June,
you've been telling me
specifically

not to tell you these things.
- Charles, it's my job

to schedule the exact type
of surgery our father's
supposed to be getting.

And it just so happens that
the surgeon who's supposed

to give it to him
hates me.

So yeah, a little heads-up
would've been nice.

- Wow, the fact that our dad
needs a feeding tube

is totally ancillary to you,
isn't it?

- I don't know what to tell you,
I was raised by a narcissist.

- Speaking of which,
the first thing he asked
when he got admitted

was if I could talk you into
getting him a private room.

Relax, relax.

I'm just telling you
so I can tell him I did.

And you're right, I should have
warned you, I'm sorry.

I know you don't want this
following you here.

- Can we just, stay out
of each other's way?

- Whatever you say,
Dr. Curtis.

- I know how much
you missed me, but...

are you sure this girl
was in a fire?

- She wasn't exactly in one.

She was asleep
in the unit above one.

- 'Cause there's no sign
of smoke inhalation
on her bronchoscopy.

And her O2 sat's sitting
at a healthy 98.

She is very short of breath.

- BP's too high for
anaphylaxis.

- You know, most emerg
physicians completely forget

about their patients the moment
they send them into ICU.

- Dr. Novak, I wanted to ask
if you're aware

of Dr. Bishop's proposal
to open a trauma OR?

- I'm aware that he wants
to divert funding

and expend the kinds
of interventions
you can do in emerg.

- "We" can do, yes.

- It's a shame he's gotta grovel
to make himself indispensable.

The business of medicine
is cruel.

- Dr. Bishop is looking
to build consensus.

It would help him
to have your support
as an ICU division head.

- Oh, is that why you're here?
As a whip,

because the old man was too
afraid to confront me himself?

Young, healthy woman.

No smoke inhalation,
elevated BP.

They say where there's smoke
there's fire.

We just have to find it.

- We?

- Unless you have more
exciting plans.

- And every time we think
he's ready, his temp spikes
or his BP drops.

And his fathers
are falling apart,

and there is nothing I can say
or do to make it better

in anyway or like--
What?

- Nothing I just think
I'm gonna have to start
cross-training

to keep up with you.

- It's just, I pushed them
into this, you know?

- Yeah, well Fisher
makes the final calls.

So, you're doing
everything you can.

- Yeah, but that's not
the point. They trust me.

I need to figure out
a way to like, get them
through this...

- Hey, I'm not telling you
not to care.

I'm saying it's okay
to let yourself off the hook
for a minute.

I'm gonna tell you
a bad joke.

I'm gonna tell you a bad joke,
and it's gonna clear your head.

Why did the dermatologist
get fired from his job?

Because he was making
too many rash decisions!

It's a bad joke.
- I just don't...

I don't want
to clear my head.

- With me, Bashir!
- What happened?

- Not sure,
they just paged me.

- She passed out!

What's wrong with her?

- Cora? Responsive to stimuli.
GCS 10.

- Increased resp rate, increased
pulse, but her O2's fine.

Dammit!

Do you keep any chemicals
at home?

- Chemicals... no.

Cora, if you can hear us,
say something!

- Evan?
Why is it so dark?

- Cora, how many fingers
do you see?

- Blurry.
I can't tell.

- Carbon monoxide poisoning
can cause dim vision.

- And deceptive pulse ox
readings.

But she's been getting
worse, not better,
away from the exposure.

- Delayed neurologic sequelae
isn't uncommon with CO toxicity.

Was there anyone else
in the building that displayed
similar symptoms?

- Not that we know of, but
she could have been breathing
it in at the source?

Hyperbaric oxygen treatment?
- Eighth floor, hurry.

I'll tell them you're coming.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- When's the last time
you ate?

- Oh, no, I'm not hungry.

- Go for a walk, Bruce.

Get some air, get some food.

I have time now,
I'll stay with him.

Go.

Hey, little man.

I think we need to talk.

- So maybe this last minute
infection is you just trying

to keep things dramatic,
but...

I think your dads need help
getting through this.

So your job is to fight off
the fever,

and I'm gonna get us over
the finish line.

That sounds good?

Yeah.

Let's do that.

- Hyperbaric chambers
deliver oxygen

in a way ventilation can't.
Without it,

Cora risks serious heart and
brain tissue damage.

- Evan. They're bringing me up
to surgery.

Where have you been?
- I was looking for Dr. Hamed.

She's the other victim

and Dr. Hamed thought I should
compare your symptoms to hers.

- You live in the building?
- My boyfriend does.

- Oh, Evan.

She was in your apartment,
wasn't she?

- Evan? Wha--

- Guys...
- I'll take the next one.

- How's the cast fit?
Not too tight?

- It's fine.

How's my dad?

- The cardiologist needs
to run some tests.

Your dad wants to know if you've
called your Aunt Margot yet?

- Why won't you tell me
what's going on?

Every time I go in there,
he finds some excuse
for me to leave.

And he doesn't even like
Auntie Margot!

- So I'm guessing you didn't
call her.

- We don't need her.
- Do you know that for sure?

- I know my dad had a stroke.
I looked up the symptoms.

Headaches, high blood pressure,
forgetfulness.

He's gotta let me show up
for him like he has for me!

- Who does the cooking
at home, Ava?

- My dad, but I can learn.
- Who pays the bills?

Gets the car fixed?
Can you help your dad

go to the bathroom
at two in the morning?

What about when
you're in school?

- Stop it!
You're scaring me.

- I just want you to understand
what your dad is trying

to protect you from.

You should call your aunt.

- There's a Dr. Brant in
the boardroom waiting for you?

- Tell him I have
to reschedule.

I need to focus
on keeping my job,

not interviewing understudies.

- How's that going for you?

- Was I crazy to think
I could fight this, Claire?

- These are good.

Dr. Brant?

Should I send him away?
- I'll go see him.

- Incoming.

- Stick around?
I might need a wingman.

- Dr. Curtis. About our little
back and forth this morning.

Not many residents
have the courage to correct
a senior surgeon

who already
doesn't like them.

In fact, most of you
just stand around here,

silent and useless.

- I was just standing
in the right position
to see the leak.

- Don't pander.
Makes you look weak.

Feeding tube is 86'd.

Stomach cancer patient
has metastasis everywhere.

The guy's oncologist changed
his prognosis

from four months to ten days,
so he won't need it.

And our birthday boy needs
to hear that what I told him

was a simple perforation

means that he'll have
an external bowel

for the foreseeable future.

- At least she gave you
an opening.

Classic top down exchange.

You clean up her mess
with the bowel patient,

and she lets you off
the hook for whatever you did
to piss her off.

- Yeah.

Why would I...

Why would I take a bullet
for someone who treats us
like dirt?

- Because you're smart?

I mean, stand on principle
if you want,

but if were you,
I'd take the deal.

Anyways. It's too bad
about cancer guy,

but at least I don't have
to scrub in on a g-tube
with Roche.

- Cora's back from
the chamber?

- And she's improving.

Labs showed her
carboxyhemoglobin levels
were 45 % before.

They're down to 10 now.

- Glad we could figure that out.

- And since I know
you're waiting for an answer,

you can tell Bishop, no, I won't
be speaking up for his cause.

It's a fake initiative.

- I realize that you two
have history.

Why can't you see past that?
He wants us to be able
to do more.

Isn't that what you're doing
all the time?

- He wants us to ask
permission.

The music is in doing
what is necessary.

Not in making sure
your ass is covered.

I thought you knew that.

What now?

- Her resp rate is dropping!

I can't be helping
you in two different places.

The kids are fine, my sister's
looking after them.

You just never listen
to me, do you?

- Yes, I do. But I just had--

Because I had to be okay?
- I told you that I was fine!

- But obviously,
you're not fine!

- There's no point in both of us
falling apart!

Why aren't you on a plane?
- Because I called him.

- You shouldn't have
done that!

- Yes, she should have.

I was ready to board, and
all I could think of was Ollie,

just after he turned
four months old.

The doctors told us when
we brought him home that

we shouldn't expect him
to hit developmental
milestones on time.

But every morning I'd go
to his crib and see him
straining to roll over.

So I'd help him, worried
he was over-exerting himself.

But he would always give me
this angry little shriek

like he was trying to tell me
to back off.

- I didn't even know that
something that small could be
so loud...

- Finally,
one morning I came in

and Bruce was just sitting
there, watching him try.

I went to help and do you
remember what you said to me?

- He can do it.

- Yeah.

And he did.

Okay?

- Well, Ollie's vitals
are stable

and Dr. Fisher thinks
we can try again.

If you're ready.

- How could she be worse?

There was no carbon
monoxide re-exposure.
What are we missing?

- We need to widen our view.

Her abdomen is swollen.

- Oh, plenty of fluid.

- Ascites?
- I'll run lab tests,
check her protein levels.

- Maybe a pre-existing
condition.

Did the carbon monoxide
exacerbate it?

- It could be why no one else in
the building was affected.

- I'll call radiology,
they'll drain the fluid.

- Gloria.
Sterile gloves, please.

I'm perfectly capable
of draining it here with
ultrasound guidance.

Lidocaine, 22 gauge
paracentesis needle.

You can go ask permission,
but I'll be done by the time
you have it.

- Probe sleeve.

A friend of mine outside
of Aleppo

is trying to narrow down
a tough one.

- Is your friend a doctor?

- He's a rescue worker with some
solid field experience.

- What's up?

- Eight patients
in a cluster of homes.

Headache, fever, joint pain,
skin ulcerations.

The carbon monoxide made me
think of contaminants.

- How's everything going there?

Returning to some semblance
of normal?

- Trying, given the blockade.

- Oh, blockades disrupt
food supply,

is it possible that
they're growing their own?

- You're thinking
contaminated soil?

- I saw a case of histoplasmosis
outside of Beirut

with some farmers
a few years back.

- Direct contact with
bacteria, it does fit all
the symptoms.

I'll let them know.

- But still no answer
for Cora.

I will order some liver function
tests and more imaging.

You see if her two-timing
boyfriend can shed any light
on her condition.

- Two and three?
- No change.

- Three and four?
- Nope.

- We'll have to insert
the fifth one then.

- Vitals holding steady.

- Mm-hmm.
And the dads?

- They're doing their best.

My parents were a disaster
when it was me.

Arguing, debating.

If it wasn't for my doctor,
I don't know...

- Terrence Mann, wasn't it?
Your cardiologist?

- Yeah.

- I was sad to hear about
his lung cancer.

He retired last year when
he was diagnosed.

Okay, cath's in.

Does this get us where
we need to be?

- Ostium of the CS.
That's the one.

Vitals are holding strong.
- Good.

- Good job, buddy.

- Ablating now.

That should do it.

- Did Novak say why?

- Mostly that he doesn't see
the point in drawing new lines.

- When all he ever wants
to do is colour outside them.

Mark has always refused
to adapt.

Don't let him get in
your head.

- Sir, if the other division
heads don't get behind you?

- Oh, it's only one vote,
Dr. Hamed.

I stay patient, and you keep
your head down.

Weren't you finished hours ago?

- I stuck around to see
a few patients through.

So what are you
saying?

- I love you, Remi,
but I also love her!

- You love us both?

Wow, that's seriously
what you're saying?

- I swear to God,
it's the truth.

- Remi, you should be resting,
and Evan,

can I speak with you outside?
I need some information.

- I'm kind of in the middle
of something.

- It's about her, though right?
Your question?

What happened to that woman
is your fault, Evan,

and you're not even gonna try
and help her?

- I'm trying to help!
I'm trying to help her and you!

- Cora's life
is on the line, Evan.

If there's anything you can tell
me about her medical history,

lifestyle changes, please.
- I mean, I don't know,

she doesn't say much about
that stuff.

- You supposedly love
this woman?

He just said that
she could be dying!

Who even are you?
- Okay. I'm thinking, okay?

- Well, think harder!
What if it was me?

Would you remember that
I get a headache when I drink
red wine?

Would you remember what
antibiotic I'm allergic to?

- Okay, she's avoiding dairy.

I don't know if that's--
She gets carpal tunnel?

When she types.
Also she can't jog anymore.

- What? She can't jog?
- We used to run together,

but now she can barely
go down the block without
losing her breath.

And she gets lightheaded
a lot.

- Okay. This is good.
Any cough?

- I mean, yeah, sometimes in bed
if she's sleeping on her back.

And you're allergic
to Penicillin.

- Get out.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- I just...

I feel like things went wrong
between us earlier?

And I'm not trying
to change you, Mags.

And I need you to know
that I like you.

Like a lot...

And...
- Jake, I--

I like you too, I do.

And I'm just...

This was great and I'm...

- I'm just not
in the right place.

- Yeah, yeah.
You think we should end things.

- I'm sorry, Jake.

- Yeah, it's okay.

I get it.

- I'm sorry.

- Dad's in organ failure.

And they're saying
it could be days...

I'm sorry, Juney.
I know you don't wanna hear
this kind of stuff but...

I don't know, I just...

I thought I was ready.
And...

I'm not.

- I called hospice.

And they have
a private room, so...

- You knew?

Why would you do that?

- Well, it was purely selfish.

If dad's happy, he's less likely
to cause trouble--

- No, I mean why would
you let me hear that news
from a stranger?!

- What? Charles--
- No!

So you couldn't put
your pride aside long enough

to come and tell me this?

You know, this resentment
you cling to, June.

Is its own cancer.

- Hey, Theodore Hunter.
My stalker.

Yes, I got your voicemails.

No, I'm not here to see you.

My daughter,
your former patient,

she's seeing
her respirologist.

- Hi, Shelley. Can we--
- We had sex once.

- I know and I didn't mean
to come on strong,

but I'm just--
Look, that night

was the first good thing that
has happened to me

in a while, so I'm just...

- You feel messed up.

You feel thrown to sea
by your ex?

I'm not your lifeboat.

- Got it.
- You'll be fine.

- What happened?
- We don't know.

He went into sudden V-fib
and arrested.

We've shocked twice.
Charged to 30 joules.

- Clear!
- Shocking.

- I'll take over.
Still pulseless V-fib.

Come on, little guy.
- Charging to 60 joules.

Clear! Shocking.

We've lost all electrical
activity.

- We can't give up on him!

- I'm sorry, Mags.
He's gone.

- No, it doesn't make any sense!
He was fine!

He had no fever,
no instability!

No nothing.
- Sometimes there are no signs.

Time of death, 6:21.

- No, no.

- I'm so sorry
that I wasn't honest.

- It doesn't matter that
you're sorry.

This isn't about you.

- You can't expect me
to just walk away.

I love you.

And, it's over with her.

- And you think I'm more likely
to forgive you.

Because you think
I'm a doormat.

- Baby, no.

- Well, I'm not.

And I'm not your baby!

Get out!

- Cora, you don't mean that.

- Don't tell me what I feel.

- Okay, Evan.

It's time to go.

- How's the other girl doing?

- She's recovering well.

I was wondering if you had any
questions about your diagnosis.

- Acute cardiomyo-something?
- Cardiomyopathy.

It means a part of your heart
muscle is diseased.

It's fairly uncommon
in someone your age,

but the carbon monoxide
made it worse.

- What happens next?

- You'll see a cardiologist.

And there's a range
of interventions to try out.

- It's almost funny isn't it?

Getting your heart broken only
to find out...

it already was.

- Hey, you're young and
strong.

You can fight this.

- How'd it work out
for your friend back home?

- You and I were both wrong.

The team on the ground
figured it out.

It was three manifestations
of TB, highly contagious,

all different symptoms.

Thankfully,
they didn't need us.

- Hey, if you ever want to trade
these problems for those ones.

You know, I take my vacation
in the region every year,

wherever I'm most needed.

- I couldn't leave my sister.
- Ah.

- They're called
transientischemic-attacks.

- Mini-strokes, I know.

- They said I'd been having
a few, which explains why
I've been...

off. But today...
- Was a full stroke.

- It was the start of one.

Your father's on an IV drug
called tPA.

It breaks up the clot that
is blocking the flow of blood
to his brain.

- The only reason
they're able to use this drug

is because of you helping me
catch it when you did.

You saved my life, baby girl.

But Ava, I don't want you
giving up anything for me.

- Dad, it's okay.

Dr. Hunter talked me through
what you'd need.

We can get home-care nurses
for when I'm in school

and I started a list of all
the stuff I can do.

- I called Margot,

and you're going to stay with
her for a while.

- I can do this for you.
I want to.

- I know you can.
And in ten years, 15 tops,

I promise I'll let you.

But for now, this is
the way it's gotta be.

And if you need to be mad
at me, I understand.

- Cardiology?

You still following patients
out of your purview, Leblanc?

- I'm doing a resident practice.

- Two jobs?
Yeah, that checks out.

If you wanna save
even more lives,

I can get you some shifts
at the ICU.

- He was okay.

He came out okay!

- Was it the procedure?

Did it cause this?

- The ablation went perfectly.

Sudden cardiac death

is a risk of Ollie's congenital
heart defect.

I want you to know that...

he gave it everything
he had.

- I am so sorry.

I'm so sorry.

- What's wrong?
- I know you're weighing
a job offer, but...

Don't go to St. Luke's.
- Jed...

- You can do your clinical
hours here,

become a nurse practitioner.
You'll get a raise,

you'll have seniority.
I'll make sure.

- Okay, we've been over this.

I want to learn without
a safety net.

If you're here...

- I'm not ready
to treat patients.

Maybe I never will be.
But when you're here...

none of that matters.

I know it's unfair and
I'm being selfish, but...

I need you, so I'm asking.

Stay.

- Your rotation came at
a strange time for me, Jake.

And I like you, I do.

But before you finish,
I wanted you to hear from me

that if this job
isn't for you,

there isn't anything
wrong with that.

- Hold on. Are you telling me
that I'm not

cut out to be a doctor?
- No.

But I have been saying all along
you need to do the work,

you have to go out of your way
to apply the knowledge,

and I haven't really seen that.

- Because I don't let this job
dominate my life

like the rest of you?
- That's fair.

But look, I know what
it's like to be on this path...

and not know
how you got there.

I'm trying to help you, Jake.

Anyway...

- Can I go?

- Yeah.

- I heard what happened.

The death of a baby...

It takes a toll on any doctor.

And you're not just any doctor.

- I failed him.

And you want to fix
that, but you can't.

Those are completely valid
emotions at this stage.

The lawsuit, the pressure
you're under...

- What if I don't want
to hear that my feelings are
"part of the process?"

I hear myself complaining
and I hate the sound of
my own voice.

But it's all that
ever happens here.

- That's a lot of judgement.

What else has been going
on lately?

Have you been having
more memories of the past?

- I appreciate
what you're trying to do,

but I'm not sure
I can keep coming here.

- Bashir, let's talk
about this.

If things are hard right now,
pushing me away--

- I'm sorry Dr. Mitchell,
I don't think you can help me.

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- How's the cast fit?
Not too tight?

- It's fine.

How's my dad?

- The cardiologist needs
to run some tests.

Your dad wants to know if you've
called your Aunt Margot yet?

- Why won't you tell me
what's going on?

Every time I go in there,
he finds some excuse
for me to leave.

And he doesn't even like
Auntie Margot!

- So I'm guessing you didn't
call her.

- We don't need her.
- Do you know that for sure?

- I know my dad had a stroke.
I looked up the symptoms.

Headaches, high blood pressure,
forgetfulness.

He's gotta let me show up
for him like he has for me!

- Who does the cooking
at home, Ava?

- My dad, but I can learn.
- Who pays the bills?

Gets the car fixed?
Can you help your dad

go to the bathroom
at two in the morning?

What about when
you're in school?

- Stop it!
You're scaring me.

- I just want you to understand
what your dad is trying

to protect you from.

You should call your aunt.

- There's a Dr. Brant in
the boardroom waiting for you?

- Tell him I have
to reschedule.

I need to focus
on keeping my job,

not interviewing understudies.

- How's that going for you?

- Was I crazy to think
I could fight this, Claire?

- These are good.

Dr. Brant?

Should I send him away?
- I'll go see him.

- Incoming.

- Stick around?
I might need a wingman.

- Dr. Curtis. About our little
back and forth this morning.

Not many residents
have the courage to correct
a senior surgeon

who already
doesn't like them.

In fact, most of you
just stand around here,

silent and useless.

- I was just standing
in the right position
to see the leak.

- Don't pander.
Makes you look weak.

Feeding tube is 86'd.

Stomach cancer patient
has metastasis everywhere.

The guy's oncologist changed
his prognosis

from four months to ten days,
so he won't need it.

And our birthday boy needs
to hear that what I told him

was a simple perforation

means that he'll have
an external bowel

for the foreseeable future.

- At least she gave you
an opening.

Classic top down exchange.

You clean up her mess
with the bowel patient,

and she lets you off
the hook for whatever you did
to piss her off.

- Yeah.

Why would I...

Why would I take a bullet
for someone who treats us
like dirt?

- Because you're smart?

I mean, stand on principle
if you want,

but if were you,
I'd take the deal.

Anyways. It's too bad
about cancer guy,

but at least I don't have
to scrub in on a g-tube
with Roche.

- Cora's back from
the chamber?

- And she's improving.

Labs showed her
carboxyhemoglobin levels
were 45 % before.

They're down to 10 now.

- Glad we could figure that out.

- And since I know
you're waiting for an answer,

you can tell Bishop, no, I won't
be speaking up for his cause.

It's a fake initiative.

- I realize that you two
have history.

Why can't you see past that?
He wants us to be able
to do more.

Isn't that what you're doing
all the time?

- He wants us to ask
permission.

The music is in doing
what is necessary.

Not in making sure
your ass is covered.

I thought you knew that.

What now?

- Her resp rate is dropping!

I can't be helping
you in two different places.

The kids are fine, my sister's
looking after them.

You just never listen
to me, do you?

- Yes, I do. But I just had--

Because I had to be okay?
- I told you that I was fine!

- But obviously,
you're not fine!

- There's no point in both of us
falling apart!

Why aren't you on a plane?
- Because I called him.

- You shouldn't have
done that!

- Yes, she should have.

I was ready to board, and
all I could think of was Ollie,

just after he turned
four months old.

The doctors told us when
we brought him home that

we shouldn't expect him
to hit developmental
milestones on time.

But every morning I'd go
to his crib and see him
straining to roll over.

So I'd help him, worried
he was over-exerting himself.

But he would always give me
this angry little shriek

like he was trying to tell me
to back off.

- I didn't even know that
something that small could be
so loud...

- Finally,
one morning I came in

and Bruce was just sitting
there, watching him try.

I went to help and do you
remember what you said to me?

- He can do it.

- Yeah.

And he did.

Okay?

- Well, Ollie's vitals
are stable

and Dr. Fisher thinks
we can try again.

If you're ready.

- How could she be worse?

There was no carbon
monoxide re-exposure.
What are we missing?

- We need to widen our view.

Her abdomen is swollen.

- Oh, plenty of fluid.

- Ascites?
- I'll run lab tests,
check her protein levels.

- Maybe a pre-existing
condition.

Did the carbon monoxide
exacerbate it?

- It could be why no one else in
the building was affected.

- I'll call radiology,
they'll drain the fluid.

- Gloria.
Sterile gloves, please.

I'm perfectly capable
of draining it here with
ultrasound guidance.

Lidocaine, 22 gauge
paracentesis needle.

You can go ask permission,
but I'll be done by the time
you have it.

- Probe sleeve.

A friend of mine outside
of Aleppo

is trying to narrow down
a tough one.

- Is your friend a doctor?

- He's a rescue worker with some
solid field experience.

- What's up?

- Eight patients
in a cluster of homes.

Headache, fever, joint pain,
skin ulcerations.

The carbon monoxide made me
think of contaminants.

- How's everything going there?

Returning to some semblance
of normal?

- Trying, given the blockade.

- Oh, blockades disrupt
food supply,

is it possible that
they're growing their own?

- You're thinking
contaminated soil?

- I saw a case of histoplasmosis
outside of Beirut

with some farmers
a few years back.

- Direct contact with
bacteria, it does fit all
the symptoms.

I'll let them know.

- But still no answer
for Cora.

I will order some liver function
tests and more imaging.

You see if her two-timing
boyfriend can shed any light
on her condition.