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so I'll be able to go back
and forth four...

even five times a week.

- I want you to know, we don't
have to jump into anything.

- What?
- Placement was wrong,

I think I perforated
an organ.

- Call for blood!

Does this man
speak to you?

- Sometimes.

- Are you comfortable discussing
why you were arrested?

- Doctors who treat rebels,
the...

the Regime doesn't like that.

- Has there been
some kind of change or...

reminder that provoked
these memories?

We've spoken before
about triggers.

And when they happen,
you want to fix things.

I have seen enough
to know that.

And your way of doing that
is by running into
burning buildings

trying to save someone else.

It makes you feel in control.

The thing is, post-traumatic
stress is like a faucet.

Once open,

it keeps on flowing, Bash,
whether you like it or not.

- Are you saying
I can't stop it?

- You can find healthy ways
to live with it.

Like letting yourself
feel the memories
and talking about it

instead of shouldering it
alone.

Hey, this is progress.

All we're doing here is learning
to recognize your triggers

so you can control
how to react to them.

- Hmm.

- Are you looking
at apartments?

I told you, man, you can stay
with me as long as you want.

- It's not for me,
it's for Rania.

She's still having a hard time
finding something.

I didn't see you come home
last night.

- I was in my room,
I was on a very important task.

Mel was wiped, so I covered
homework and bedtime

- All on video call?

- Yeah, we made a game
out of it. I was Robot dad.

And it went over
really well with Mel.

She's flying in tonight
and we're gonna out for dinner.

- That's good.
- Did Rania ever find a job?

- Not yet. The government
helps out for the first year,

but she needs to find a place

and a lot of landlords
are hesitant about newcomers.

Long night?
- Yeah.

- Are you finished soon?

- Another hour.

Remember Sonja Jessup?

You know, when Bishop misread
the ultrasound?

- And I punctured her spleen.
Hard to forget that one.

- Well, her case is up
at the Morbidity and Mortality
rounds today.

- I've sat in on a few
M&Ms rounds, but...

never one of my own patients.

- Then you know they're purely
educational and anonymous.

You have nothing
to worry about, Bash.

- Does Bishop?

- Good morning.
Incoming trauma.

- I'm on it.
- Ah, you look tired, Leblanc.

Doctor Hamed, get changed,
meet me outside.

- ETA one minute.

- Um, Doctor Novak, assuming
I have time between patients,

I'd like to attend
the M&M rounds today.

The case in question is mine--
- Oh. No spoilers.

The whole point is an impartial
review of adverse outcomes

and I'm the one leading it.

But by all means join us. We'll
figure out what went wrong.

A guy sliced his femoral
apparently.

It's gonna be bloody.

- Please don't let him die!

- You need to wait out here.

- Heart rate's 135,
BP's crashing!

- Checking his artery.

Her skate sliced through his
femoral, I can clamp it but...

- IVC's flat.
He's hypovolemic.

That doesn't bode well for
what's happening below the knee.

It's bad news
for a figure skater.

- He's exsanguinating!

Activate MTP,
I need two large bore IV's.

Four units, O-neg.
Rhoda, page vascular!

- Might not be enough.
Ever do an intravascular
shunt back home?

- Yes, but they don't do it
here, as a rule.

- Then we make a new rule.

The shunt increases the odds
when it comes to saving a limb.

- Hemorrhagic shock.
Pulseless Vfib...

- Start bagging and compressing.
Rhoda, one shot epi!

If we can save this kid
and his leg, why wouldn't we?

Make do with what you can find.

Don't stop compressions,
Claire.

Rhoda, prepare to defibrillate.
200 joules.

Be ready on my mark.

Doctor Hamed's going
to build us a bridge,

delivering blood from above
Vince's injury to below it.

- Here? Without vascular?

- Exciting, right?

- Charged!
- Clear!

- Sinus rhythm.
- Let's hope it flows...

Beautiful.

Good job, everybody.

- I haven't thrown up this much
since university.

Should have brought
a toothbrush.

- We've got some mouthwash
once you're done.

- Don't hold your breath. It's
been non-stop for two hours.

- Anything to eat or drink
this morning beforehand?

- I've been trying to drink
more milk, for the calcium.

I was on my phone
so I wasn't paying attention
when I poured it.

- It had already expired.
- No, but...

something else had.

- Is that a mouse?

- A very dead mouse.
In the milk.

That I drank.

- You seem remarkably calm.
- Trust me, I wasn't.

Screamed so loud that my cute
neighbour came to check on me.

Which is when
the puking started.

- Well, it's essentially
food poisoning.

Your body's natural reaction of
expelling what you've ingested.

We'll run some blood work
and get you rehydrated.

- Thank you so much!

- Hey, I'm not on the board.

- Because the board is yours.

Congratulations,
Doctor Curtis.

- I got Chief Resident?
- It wasn't unanimous,

but your surgical record swayed
a few holdouts.

That internal decapitation
you caught,

the team you put together
for that aggressive
abdominal tumour,

those were things
people noticed.

One year term, first review
in three months.

You'll lead morning rounds
today.

Get a sense of who's got what
on their plate,

make assignments and...
any patient

that's coming through emerg
is your responsibility

whether you're covering it
or not.

- Oh, I start now?
- Best way to learn.

Also you should know
that the competition was stiff

and will be... unhappy.

Welcome to the deep end.

It doesn't matter
where I took him, Matt.

Well, you gave up the right
to know how he is.

No. He--
I'm hanging up now!

- I'm sorry, I didn't, ah...
You're the mother?

- That room was empty.

He was finally asleep.

I've been trying to get
the school to stop
calling his father

when he's absent,
but they keep forgetting
to take him off the damn list

even though he doesn't
have custody.

- When did his fever start?
- A couple days ago.

It keeps coming back
when the Tylenol wears off.

At first I thought
he was just tired,

but then, he didn't sleep
at all last night.

We went to two walk-ins
this morning and they said
the wait was gonna be hours

and I'm supposed to be at work.
- He shouldn't be at school

with a temperature
over 38 anyway.

You also said to our triage
nurse something
about a toothache?

- Yeah. He had a cold
and then he said

one of his bottom teeth
was bugging him.

He stopped mentioning it, but
I figured I should tell them.

- What did his dentist say?

- Well, I switched jobs,
and my benefits don't kick in

for another month...

Matt, Eamon's father,
he has better dental, but...

We can't use that anymore.

- Eamon? I'm Theo.

Mind if I take a quick peek
in your mouth there?

Yeah? Roll over for me.

Perfect, alright, open wide.

Good.

Okay.

I'm gonna go talk to your mom
for a second, okay?

We'll have to check
his white blood cell count

and have a dentist weigh in,

but it could be that an abscess
led to an infection.

- I figured it was just a cavity
that could wait a couple weeks.

He needed a new winter coat,
so...

Did I screw up?

- We have an oral surgeon
on call.

She'll take a look.

If she has to drain the abscess,

it'll be covered under
provincial health care.

- Doctor Bishop.

How are you feeling?

- Fine, gathering strength.

- I wasn't sure you'd make it in
today, I'm glad you did.

- I'm not here for the M&M
if that's what you mean.

I'm here as a patient.

- You know, Doctor Novak, he's
running the session. And he's--

- Yes, yes, we've established.
Wants my job.

He's picked a good case
to take up,

plenty to learn
from what happened.

- So, how come you won't...

- If I'm there, others
won't feel free to speak openly.

- But if you're not, then...

- Novak might malign
my good name?

My name can take it.

It's not your fight,
Doctor Hamed.

- Congrats, June.
- Thanks, Erica.

Hopefully, we can work together.
- Don't we already?

And hey, I asked Alex
to show me his system

on consults and OR assignments
in case I got the job but...

I don't mind walking you
through it.

- I'll figure it out,
but thank you.

What the hell is that?

- I'm asking Public Health
to test it.

Patient found it
in a bag of milk.

- Like, after they drank
from it?

- Mm-hmm.
Argh...

- Oh, my God! June!
- What?

- You got the job!

Chief Resident!

Oh, my God! It's amazing!
- Thank you.

- Any blowback
from the other applicants?

- If there is I'll just have
to tune it out and do the work.

Something I feel like
you might know all about?

Is he still keeping you
out of traumas?

- Or telling me
I'm doing them wrong.

Anyway as soon as Public Health
is on board, my shift's over.

You should know Mr. Conor
in three needs a scope.

Possible ulcer.
- Oh, okay.

- I'm so happy for you, June--
- Are you gonna hug me again?

- Boundaries, please.

- Trish?

- How's Vincent?

- He's doing well, he's stable
and about to go into surgery.

- Nothing like this has ever
happened to us before.

- How long have you two been...

Together?

- Ten years.

People always ask
if we're a couple but...

we basically grew up on the ice,
so more like siblings,

partners.

It's hard to explain.

- One of the nurses
recognized your names.

You skate for the country?

I'm sorry, I'm not familiar
with the sport.

- It's not like we're famous.

You need to be ranked 25th
or better in the world

to make it on the National team
and qualify for the Olympics.

Right now we're 42nd.

- That's still
very impressive.

Vincent's been asking for you.

- He looks so pale...

- That's normal for someone
who lost so much blood.

It's okay.

- Are you okay?

- Are you seriously
asking me that?

My blade almost killed you.
- Because I dropped you!

What went wrong, T?
- I don't know.

But I've been running it
through in my head so when
we get back out there...

- Trish
- Coming into that turn,
if my freeside's forward

and yours is out--
- Trish.

Doctor Hamed's saying
this operation could put me
out for six months.

- Six months?

- The blade sliced very deep,
severing tissue and muscle,

and our vascular surgeons
might have to take more

to permanently repair
Vincent's artery.

We won't know the extent
until they go in.

- But everything we've worked
for. This was our shot.

- And if we miss
the whole season...

- This can't be happening.

I'll get it right this time...

- Get what right?

Roland says we should be
extensions of each other

so I need to keep practicing.

- What? He was our first coach,
when we were kids.

We haven't seen him in years.
- Trish?

I need help in here!

- What's wrong with her?

- She may have fallen
on her head.

We need to get her to CT,
check for signs of concussion
or skull fracture.

- Find us a stretcher.

- Doctor Hamed, wait.
- What is it, Vincent?

- She's been taking something.

She doesn't know that I know.

- Mr. Conor was asking about us
sending him home

when this happened.

- Did your stomach pain
get worse?

- Yeah.
- Okay.

Based on your history,
it's probably a bleeding ulcer
or gastritis.

Hey, I called for a scope
for him like an hour ago.

Any idea why no one came
to get him?

- A resident needs to be
assigned for that.

- I'm gonna take you up myself.

And I will ask Erica Harris
to cover me in emerg.

- Can you get us a chair?

We'll give your wife a call,
let her know what's going on,
okay?

- Heard you were looking for me?

- He started breathing heavy
a few minutes ago

and saying his head hurts?
- Okay.

Eamon, could you sit up
for me?

Okay, good.

Take some big breaths,
buddy.

Okay. You can sit back down.
Perfect.

I heard from the oral surgeon.

She says there was
a ruptured abscess

which likely led
to the infection.

How long's he had these marks?

- I don't know.
I've never noticed them.

Arnold? EKG.
Page cardio stat.

- Copy that.

- Eamon, I need you to take
a big breath and hold it for me,
okay?

- What's happening to him?

- Good job.

Those marks on his hands and
feet are called Janeway lesions.

What that tells me is that
Eamon's heart is throwing out
tiny little blood clots.

And I heard a murmur
when I listened.

- In his heart?! What does that
have to do with a toothache?

- Mommy, I'm scared.

- That's okay, baby.

What do we do
when we feel afraid?

Huh?
Take a deep breath,

we put our scariest face
and we say...

Go away fear!

- Okay, that's good.

- Eamon may have something
called endocarditis,

it's an infection in one or more
of the valves of the heart.

Sometimes, oral infections
can travel to other parts
of the body

when left unchecked.

- When left unchecked.
- We'll do X-rays to confirm

and an echo to see if or...

how it affected
his heart function.

- And if it has,
how do you fix it?

- That depends on how far
it's progressed.

Cardiology will tell us
if he needs surgery

or if it can be managed
with medication.

- Hi.

- Arnold here is going to put
some stickers on your chest,
okay, Eamon?

I promise you,
it won't hurt one bit.

- But it might tickle
a little bit.

- You think I'm a bad mom
for leaving it so long.

- I never meant to imply--
- Maybe not. But you did.

Look,

Eamon's dad was abusive.

And about six months ago,
it got real bad, so we got out.

And I don't want him to know
where we are. Ever.

But that also means
not taking his money,

so that means Eamon has to live
with less because

I can't give him
everything he needs.

And now my little boy's heart...

Please help him.

- Hey, Cam!

I'm sorry! I know you only
have 45 minutes, I'm sorry!

- I lied. I have 90.

- You ordered anyway?
- I was starving, sorry.

And you're actually earlier
than I thought.

- Oh, my God, this woman drank
an entire bag of milk

before she realized
there was a dead mouse in it.

I had to stay
and fill out paperwork

and it just took me way longer
to convince Public Health

to get it tested for hantavirus,
just forever.

- Well, there's my appetite.
My sister, Magalie, James.

And that's on the low end
of weird for her.

- Just a coffee for now,
James, thank you.

- This is for you.

- Their war against clutter
continues.

Doctor Mann.

- It's just, you know, when...

like the entire essence
of your being offends someone?

It's kind of hard not to start
believing it.

- You can't just tell him off?

- No! No, that would really make
things worse for me.

Are you gonna eat that?
You're not gonna eat that.

- More labs on Trish Albrecht.

Head CT's normal.

- Her transaminase levels are
way too high.

There's something
in her system.

- Maybe what her partner said
might explain that.

- But I can't just come out
and accuse her.

M&M rounds today.

You heard about
what's being discussed?

I tried to tell him.

There is a toxin
in your body, Trish.

It's damaging your liver.

We need to know
if there's anything
you've taken or ingested.

Even too much acetaminophen
can lead to this.

We won't know if we can reverse
or stop the damage

if we can't isolate
the cause.

- Supplements.

They're supposed to be natural.

- Supplements from a pharmacy?

- One of the trainers
at our club gets them online.

- Do you know what's in them?

- Muscle proteins, beta-alines.
Nothing illegal.

- Performance enhancers?
- No!

No HGH. Nothing banned that
would show up on a drug test.

Vincent doesn't know.

- How long have you been
taking these?

- A few months.

After I fell
and hurt my knee.

But... I'm gonna be okay,
right?

- The IV fluids are flushing
your system.

Now that we know the cause,

we'll look for a way
to stop the damage.

- And if you can't?

- Let's take it
one step at a time.

We'll see how you respond
to treatment
and we'll take it from there.

- We're 22. And I know
that sounds young but...

There's always stronger skaters
coming up behind you.

And if we don't make it
this season...

I did this to us.

- 34-year-old patient
with multiple undiagnosed AVMs.

Pleural effusion required
a chest tube.

The attending physician guided
placement via ultrasound

while the Resident managed
insertion, after which

there was a sudden withdrawal
of frank blood,

indicative of splenic
laceration.

Our agenda with these rounds is
to examine what happened

and to invite discussion
about how to prevent

similar outcomes in the future.

- Seems simple enough.

The Attending misread
the ultrasound.

- Thanks, Doctor Singh.
Yes.

There was a lapse in vision

caused by a medical condition...

- Keep going.

- ...after which the Resident
misplaced the tube.

- That's addressed in the chart,
and the case notes.

- Human fallibility.
So, in other words,

it's pretty dull
from a clinical perspective.

- Why then, Doctor Novak,
did you want us taking up
this case today?

- You're asking
the right question, Wendy.

We know how it happened,
but not why.

And when you tug
that particular thread,
things get interesting.

Systemic failure of
leadership

led to this entirely
preventable incident.

- You know the drill when
it comes to the Motor Assessment
Scale, Doctor Bishop.

You get your score
at the end.

Now, this next one's timed.

What I'd like you to do now
is pinch between your thumb
and forefinger,

then middle, ring, and little
finger, as fast as you can.

Okay.
Are you ready to start?

As fast as you can,
Doctor Bishop.

Then change hands, please.

That's fine, you can rest.

This shouldn't have
happened.

It's on record that
the Attending suffered

a significant brain injury
months earlier.

- Doctor Novak,
as you acknowledged,

the Attending physician admitted
that his medical condition

led to the error.
Acute vision loss.

- Unless you're saying
his vision loss wasn't just
"in the moment"?

- No, I think since
you're asking that question,

it's worth exploring.

- Is that for all my hard work?

- Now with your right arm,

take a jellybean from one cup,
and place it in the next.

And now with your left.

- Bugger.

I can't...

- We'll try this one again
next time.

- You're suggesting
the Attending

was aware
of his deficiencies

and risked patients anyway?

That's a hell of an allegation.

- And not the point of
this forum.

- Logging my failures?

- In this room
we call them opportunities.

- Not sure a trauma patient
needing treatment
would see it that way.

- There's still work
to do, sir,

but it's nothing to be
afraid of.

What are the odds
that this was the first time

he presented the symptom?

And yet no one on his team

raised any objection to him
practicing?

I mean, we're not a shy bunch.

Why not speak up?

Did people fear
repercussions?

Was there a culture of fear
in our emergency department?

- That's not what happened.

The Attending, and...

everyone knows
you mean Doctor Bishop,

fosters an environment of
open communication.

And as the aforementioned
Resident in this case,

I can confirm that
he invites us to push back.

- Then why didn't you?

How was it that a staff of fully
trained physicians,

who diagnose patients that
they've just met every day,

couldn't spot
even the tiniest indication

that something
was wrong with him?

- Because he was hiding it.

He knew he wasn't recovering
properly from his head injury

though he did know
how bad it was.

But that lack of judgment
was his.

No one else's.

- What the hell, June.

- I was just in surgery.
Scoping some bloody ulcers.

The guy's fine.
GI's in there,
sealing them up now.

Just got to keep him
overnight.

- A patient I know
nothing about.

- Okay, I thought I was
responsible for assigning
the residents to OR's?

- So you assigned yourself?

Without finding anyone
to cover emerg?

I know it's your first day
but, man!

- Harris said she was on it.

- Doctor Harris is in OR seven
on a whipple.

I can't be micromanaging you
like this, June.

You've been given a team,
use it.

- Hey. Everything okay?

- With me, yes.
But you sound upset.

What's wrong?
- Just a busy day...

I'm fine.

Uh, the place I found.
Did you go see it?

- But they said they'd take care
of the references.

- Okay, well, let me
call them back.

- Actually I have found
something else.

A Syrian friend from class
has an extra room.

Near Keele and Lawrence.

- And the people
you'll be living with?

- I just met them.
Three women and two men.

One of whom may or may not
already want to marry me.

I'm kidding.

- What, about him
wanting to marry you?

Or that you'll be living
with people you don't know?

- Bashir,

I can take care of myself.

- I know. It's just...

Yes. Of course.

- Ah, yes. Singing and crude
jokes. You'll love it.

Ah, Rania, I have to go.

- She's in and out,
still confused.

Her sats are low and her blood
ammonia level came back high.

- Hypotensive, tachycardic. AST,
ALT, bilirubin all spiking.

She's in acute liver failure.

- Encephalopathy grade 3,
that's the threshold
for intubation, right?

Otherwise she's at risk
of not protecting her airway?

- Yes. I'll sedate her,

and you call RT for intubation
and...

insert an OG tube
for lactulose.

Claire?

What you said in there...

Did Doctor Bishop ask you
to do that?

- I'll let you know
when she's intubated.

- How are you feeling, Vincent?
- Can I see Trish?

- She's not awake.
We're doing our best
to look after her.

- Was it her head?

- No.
- Then I was right.

What did those things
do to her?

- Trish is in acute
liver failure.

- No, don't tell me that.

I didn't say anything.

I could have stopped her
from taking them.

But she was getting stronger and
we were having our best year.

Can you help her?

- We're doing everything
we can, but if we don't slow
the toxicity down soon--

- She could die?

- I'm sorry, Vincent.
It's a possibility.

- She's always had to work
harder physically...

... but we joke that she's
the artist and I keep us
tethered to reality.

And I let her fall.

- You got an early flight?

The girls've probably
already talked your folks

into buying them
an armload of candy.

- I'm sure they have.
- I know I said
I could duck out early,

but it's been busy today.

I did, however,
snag us a 9PM table.

You could go early,
sit with a glass of wine.

Mel, what's wrong?

- It's not working, Theo.

- Since when?

I've been trying so hard
to make this work for us.

- I know you have.

I do.

But it's...

not enough.

- It'll get better.

I promise. Once I settle in,
I'll be less scattered.

We'll have more time
to figure this all out.

- I'm not happy, Theo.

- No. Mel.

I can fix that,

I know I can.

- You can't.

Because when you chose this,
you didn't choose me.

- Okay.

Okay, so...

Then I un-choose it.

I'll come home and we'll go back
to the original plan.

- Please don't try telling me
you want to come home.

It's too late for that.

The past month,
you doing this job,

it's the happiest
I've seen you for so long.

You can still be a great dad
to your daughters.

- I'm sorry.

- Me too.

I'm going to go.

- Where have you been,
Doctor Curtis?

We can't be left scrambling
for surgical consults

when you're not here.
- I know, I'm sorry.

- We managed, you'll learn.

It's good to see you coming up
in the world, Doctor Curtis.

- Did he really say
all that stuff about Bishop?

- I just...

hate that man.

Doctor Curtis to ICU.
Doctor Curtis, ICU.

- Go. Better hurry.

- Okay.

- She needs mannitol
and hypertonic saline.

She just started convulsing.

- A decorticate posturing.
You're thinking cerebral edema?

- Mm-hmm.
- Well...

I mean, it is a statistical
complication of liver injury.

- I'll get a CT to confirm.
But if we're right,

she'll need a craniotomy
to drain the fluid
from her brain.

- Okay.
I'll prime a neurosurgeon.

- What the hell, Erica?

I thought I asked you
to cover for emerg.

- A senior oncologist
needed me in surgery.

I was supposed to say no?

- You could have asked somebody
else, you could've paged me!

- You told me you didn't need
help learning the system.

You know you need backups
for your backups, right?

Is that the emergency
craniotomy?

Who's assisting?

- I assigned another resident.

But you can be the backup.

- Hey!

Heard about the other
figure skater.

Quite the pair, those two.

Listen, I'm glad
you punched back earlier.

It's how those sessions are
supposed to be.

Lively. Illuminating.

You look up to Bishop.

I get that.
He's a brilliant guy.

- He took a chance on me.

- Now you feel like your
survival here depends on him.

I know what it's like
to need his approval.

It's like his residents
are starving,

and he controls
the food supply.

- That may have been
your experience with him,

it's not mine.

- Doctors from your country,
it's not easy to get
your credentials out.

I looked into your file.

There's no medical
transcripts there.

There's just a sworn statement
from Bishop saying he...

swears they exist.

- They do.

What are you saying?

- Just that I know
how it feels

when his approval
doesn't come.

If you need anybody else
in your corner,

I'm there.

Remember that, Doctor Hamed.

- Hey, hey!

- You're back.
- And you're still here.

- Why does it feel like the last
12 hours since I've seen you

have been one minute?

- Does that mean it was
a good first day?

- More like an ongoing ordeal
of just disappointing everyone?

- June.
- Oh, yeah.

It's Doctor Singh.

I wonder what else I messed up.

- It will be okay.

- This came back for you.

- But Public Health is supposed
to be testing it.

I spent an hour on hold
and I talked to two people.

- When did you have the time
to do that?

- This morning after my shift.
And I know, I know.

You think it was
a waste of energy.

- And the person who makes
the final decision

at Public Health agrees.

Unless the patient's
symptomatic for hantavirus,

which yours was not,

they're not gonna test the mouse
because she isn't at risk.

- Okay, then why are you
giving it back to me?

- Oh, I thought, knowing you,
you might want to...

dissect it
and test it yourself?

Or at least
give it a proper burial.

- Listeria outbreak
in a U of T dorm.

Curtains are starting
to line up.

Sorry, Mags.

- Have a fun night.

- I spoke with the cardiologist
again.

Everyone's confident that
he'll be able to fight off
the infection without surgery

and avoid any damage
to his heart.

- Um, they said he could be here
on IV antibiotics for weeks.

- Is there someone else
who can help you manage?

Grandparents or...?

- No, we're alone together,

him and me.

- You didn't do anything wrong,
Christie.

- He needed a dentist
and I bought him a coat.

And I'm supposed to know
what's best for him, but,

every decision has consequences.

- We don't know what they are
when we make them.

You're an amazing mom.

- What was the last thing
that he said

after asking
about your transcripts.

- That if I needed an ally
and you weren't around,

I could turn to him.

- Why do you think I sent Claire
in there today?

I was protecting my team,
taking responsibility.

All you did by getting involved
was make things worse.
For both of us!

- But you were not defending
yourself!

- I told you
this was not your fight!

- I know. It's yours.

So why won't you fight it?

- Trish.

They said you came through
okay.

- I did this to us, Vin.
- And I let you.

I knew what you were doing,
and I didn't say anything.

How did we get so out of sync?

- Fear?

I know I was afraid of
all of this being for nothing.

I had to find a way
to keep going for us.

- You know, I've been
sitting here, Trish,

hoping you'd survive
and thinking.

We've been picking each other
up since we were kids,

we can get up from this too.

- Where does this leave us?

- Vincent's surgeons said
12 weeks,

and I could try to give you
a specific timeframe, but...

You two have been beating
the odds all day.

- Hey.

- Doctor Harris told me
about you losing your temper.

- Of course she did.
Is that why you paged me?

- She wasn't wrong to leave
emerg.

Someone with more weight
needed her.

One of the things
you learn as a boss,
even in middle management,

is how to live with people
not liking you.

- Uh, yeah, I'm fine with people
not liking me.

You're the one who keeps telling
me that I need to politick,

and delegate and what was it?
Yeah, trust them.

- I didn't say
it would be easy.

Anyway. This is why I paged you.
Two please.

- Actually, I have to get back,
Doctor Singh.

- Oh, come on, it's a rite
of passage.

And the dinner of overworked
doctors everywhere.

Today's mistakes are over.

Got any onions?

- So, this would be the first
place I rented in this city

with two bedrooms.

- Since now.

But Theo's was always going
to be temporary.

- Actually, I was thinking
you could move in here,

with me and Amira.

- The bedroom.

I'll take the couch.

- You just finished telling me
this is the first place

you've rented with two bedrooms

and you're already back
to sleeping on the couch?

- I don't mind.

Rania, I'm serious.

- You don't think
it's a little fast?

- Fast. We've already lost
so much time.

- I don't need to be saved,
Bashir.

- Maybe I do.

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