All language subtitles for The.Sinner.S04E04.BluRay.HI.Removed

- One was definitely
calling Muldoon.

I saw him run away.

- The Lam kid
fucking cut our traps.

- The gall
of that goddamn family.

- Percy was really scared
that somebody was after her--

some guy.

There had been a fight,

and the room
was all smashed up.

She called on me,

and I went with Colin
to pick her up.

You went, too?

Let it go.

- If you're investigating
anyone, it should be him.

- I think this case
is bringing out

a really ugly side of you.

Steady.

There we go.

Yeah, watch that end.

Okay, got it.

I watched her grow up.

They're here.

Meg, we already ID'd her.

I really don't think--

She was in the water
for almost a week.

You don't want to see her
like this.

Here they come.

- I'm so sorry
it came to this, Meg.

Uh...

let me...

Uh, Tom here is from Rockport,

and, uh, he examined the body--

uh, her body,

and he didn't find ev--
evidence of any foul play.

She died from the fall.

Now, we can send her
to Portland--

to the labs, but...

- We don't expect to find
anything to the contrary.

- But we can do
whatever you want, Meg.

Keep this investigation open.

It's up to you.

- We should start
planning the funeral.

We need her body.

We need this to be over.

What's this?

It's a Celtic North Star.

Fishermen love their totems.

That one's a big one
for the Irish.

It points you to Heaven...

and fish.

Excuse me, where was that?

In her jacket pocket.

Valerie.

Does that name
mean anything to you?

No.

I know there's more.

The guy
in the surveillance footage--

someone was with her
on the bluff.

Family, whatever that is...

name on the back of the star.

The star.

Why would you have that
with you?

Does it even matter?

I mean, you saw what you saw.

I jumped.

Ah, come on.

It's not that simple.

But it was my choice.

What if I really
didn't want to live anymore?

You know that feeling.

Those times at Sonya's
when you couldn't sleep...

Or when you were
on the ferry coming here,

you were looking down
into the water,

thinking about sinking.

How much longer
you can keep this up?

How did it go?

Ah, it's over with.

- Well, at least
they can stop wondering.

At least they have an answer.

- But there's still
a lot of questions.

And, uh,
they're closing the case.

No one wants to keep looking.

I can understand that.

It's less painful that way.

- Maybe they don't want
something exposed.

We should go, leave.

Oh, we could drive
down the coast.

Won't feel like much
of a vacation after all this.

Yeah.

This is where
you wanted to paint.

I mean, it has the light

that you were
looking forward to and...

- Well,
there's light other places.

And...

is Greta--

I mean,
you've hardly seen her at all.

Why don't you want to go?

I...

What is it about Percy?

You're right.
We should go.

Really, I--

You're right.

Okay.

Okay.

I think it's better
for both of us, huh?

Excuse me.

- Just trying to figure out
who this boat belongs to.

Well, it's private property.

I'm gonna need you
to get back on the docks.

- It's a Muldoon boat,
though, right?

I know Sean's boat,

but this Colin's boat?

Yeah.

Percy work on this boat?

Not recently.

She worked on Colin's crew.

Uh, not exactly.

How do you mean?

- Well, they used to go out
together a lot on their own.

So it wasn't fishing trips.

Any idea what it was?

- My job is to monitor
the docks,

not what people do out there.

Just stay off the boats, okay?

Sure, okay.

- There's nothing
any of us can say

that'll change things.

I'm in this fight,

and I'm not backing down.

And I'm gonna do
whatever it takes.

- I see Colin
has joined us tonight.

It's nice to see you
back, Colin.

The floor is yours if you--
if you want it.

Thanks, Owen.

Um...

I know I haven't been
the most, uh,

steady member here.

Uh, I've probably taken

all of you for granted
sometimes...

most times.

I mean, you guys know...

Percy and me.

We were like the same person.

She drove me fucking crazy.

We, uh...

had this big fight, uh...

just before she...

You know, did what she did,
and, uh...

we weren't talking.

Anyway, all I know is,
fuck, I want a drink.

God knows I loved her.

And when I think
about that last time...

And what I did,

it's, uh...

I think that's...

I'll talk to you later.

Thanks for meeting me.

I realize things
didn't end so well

at dinner the other night.

I stirred the pot.

I'm not a good guest.

- Percy didn't do this
to herself.

Someone's to blame for this.

- You sure?
- Percy was devout.

She knew that wasn't an option.

She would have come
to me first.

- That book at your house
that you showed me

and the objects
that were in her room--

something
was turning inside her--

That's what I mean.

That wasn't Percy.

Somebody had control over her.

Everyone--even my sons--
they want to give up.

Somebody did this to her.

- Does the name Valerie
mean anything to you?

Valerie, who's that?

- Was she one
of Percy's friends?

Or could she have been somebody
that was on the payroll?

- No one I know.
Why?

I'm just guessing.

- You don't let
things go easily.

That's why I need your help.

I have to leave tomorrow.

Oh, already?

Can't you stay
just for a few more days?

You've done so much already.

I can't.

- I want you to know that
if you ever want to come back,

it's an open invitation.

It doesn't expire.

Well, then maybe

you can keep your eyes and ears
open for me.

- Harry...
- It's just not sitting right.

How do you mean?

- We don't know who was
on that bluff with her.

The objects that she had--

they were so specific.

And the star--

she brought that star
out there.

It's like she was trying
to tell us something.

Harry, enjoy your retirement.

I got it from here.

Sorry to keep you waiting.

- Hi, Stephanie, how are you?
- Hey.

Uh, you know...

Uh, is it true about Percy?

Yeah.

No words for losing a child.

- So what'll you have, Harry?
Uh, sky's the limit--

- Actually, uh,
we're having a, uh--

a kitchen issue.

Chowder okay?
It's all we can serve.

- Sounds good to me.
- Okay, thank you.

- Ah Maah would be so
disgusted with you right now.

- At least she doesn't
let people walk all over her.

- Look, I don't care
if I made things worse.

It's about having
a pair of balls.

And I fucking loved it, okay?

CJ.

It's okay.

It's just
a broken refrigerator.

CJ.

It's quite a mess in there.

What happened?

- Someone broke
into our kitchen last night...

fucked the coolant coils
in our storage fridges.

Both those units
need to be replaced.

We'll be bleeding money
for weeks .

- Payback
for the lobster traps?

Look, I'm not pursuing this.

I'm out of here in a few days.

It's just something
that I heard.

- You know, the Muldoons--

they get away
with whatever they want.

And my dad just takes it
over and over.

At least I did something.

- The Muldoons
keep this going with you.

Why is that?

It's Colin.

He's looking
for someone to blame

because he's the guilty one.

Too much from you today.

Enough of this shit, Dad.

Okay?
You know it's true.

Tell him what you saw.
He's listening.

Mike, what did you see?

They took his boat out a lot,

just the two of them.

Where are you going?

Okay?

Okay?

There's something wrong
with him and her.

Yeah.

- Thanks.
- Mm.

Thanks, CJ.

- That's a nice idea,
but we cannot do that.

Why not?

People open restaurants
every day.

People with money.

You think they pay us enough
to do that?

Come on, Mom.

Think big.
Just start with a name.

- The Lam Seafood Restaurant.
- That's so boring.

So boring?

- Okay, how about, um--

how about
The Golden Fish?

Golden Fish?

- Yeah, you know,
like koi fish.

Doesn't that stand
for prosperity or something?

Oh, very good.

- 'Cause you see, when white
people see "The Golden Fish,"

they just think
of fried food, right?

Golden fried fish.

See? This one
is the marketing expert.

- I got scallops
for our last supper

and a pound of shrimp,
so I hope you're hungry.

I think I overbought.

- Is that, uh, all you saw,
was the...

red raincoat?

That's all I needed to see.

- Was there any markings on it
or any stains or anything?

- No, I did--
I just edged to the door

and ran out.

When you were outside,

did you see any movement
around the doors?

- No--I just--

I wasn't about
to wait around and say hello.

Yeah, sure.

I'm just gonna do
a quick survey,

see what they touched.

Where were you?

I went long with Lou,

and then I was
talking to the Lams.

About Percy?

This--this brings up
a lot for me.

A-a-an intruder in the house?

A lot.

What can I do?

- I want to be
on the first ferry out of here

tomorrow morning.

- C--

Can you just give me
a couple days?

I'll wrap things up,
and then I'll come find you.

I can't walk away from this.

I can't.

Yeah, you can.

It's just a-a choice.

Not for me.

Yeah, for you, too.

There's a version of you

that gets on the ferry
right now.

This thing
that makes you so persistent,

it's--

it's beautiful.

I-it's also what
makes you obsessive.

I know. I know.

- But you--you still can't
get on the boat with me?

- I wouldn't be able
to live with that...

With myself.

Just a few more days,
that's--right?

- I don't think that I can
keep going on like this.

'Cause you--you are forever

trying to make up
for something.

- I know. I--

Okay, okay.

Sonya...

I'll be fine.

There's still time.

You can get on that boat
and leave right now.

Harry?

I thought you'd be
on the first ferry out of here.

- I decided to stay
a few extra days.

Oh, that's good.

You and Sonya
can enjoy the island a bit.

Actually, it's just me.

Oh.

Is Sean okay?

Oh, gosh, poor guy.

Had a moment at the podium.

Started blaming himself
and everyone for Percy.

Colin had to bring him down.

- She was a natural
on the boats.

- So you two
were friends, huh?

- No, just, um,
came to pay my respects.

The Muldoons would notice
if I didn't.

Hey, Sean.

Thought you left.

- Didn't make sense
not to be here.

- Now that you are,
you might as well eat up.

Everyone else is.

Yeah, this can be hard times.

Why do you think that is?

I mean, what exactly...

makes it hard?

You tell me.

All day long,
they've been coming up,

saying sorry.

Look all surprised like...

some kind of accident took her,
like they didn't see it coming.

You think they did?

- As far as
Percy's concerned...

You're the only innocent person
in this house.

What are you saying?

You think
they did something to her?

- Sometimes all you got to do
to be guilty

is look the other way.

No one wants to hear that
from me.

Hey.

You out of here already?

- Got to prep the boat
for tomorrow.

Bring it in.

All right,
I'll see you later, yeah?

Yeah.

You stayed.

Uh, yeah, for a few days.

Sonya?

Nah.

- Well, you look like
you could use a drink.

See this groove
in the floor here?

My mother used to
pace back and forth

in front of that window

whenever my father
was on a long haul.

I used to sit and watch her
from this couch right here.

I swore to myself
I'd never be a pacing woman,

but after today...

here I am.

Know that feeling.

Last night somebody broke into
the house where I'm staying.

I'm sorting that out.

- Did you see them?
- No, I wasn't there.

But they looked
through my stuff.

I bet they were trying to see
what I found out.

- That means there really is
somebody out there.

Do you have any idea
who it could be?

- Did Colin him visit Percy
when she lived in Portland?

- Why do you keep
going back to this?

- So you're sure that
they didn't have any contact

at that point?

No, Colin would have told me.

- Seems like they
were very close.

Yeah.

Colin and Percy
have always been close.

She took to him
from the start.

He was a better father to her
than her own dad ever was.

What are you implying?

Colin would never.

You realize whoever it is,

there's a good chance
it'll be someone you know...

r close to someone you know.

Whatever you find,

I'd appreciate you
coming to me first.

- He said
he couldn't get a lead on it.

- Well, I thought this guy
was an expert or something.

Isn't that what Seth said?

- Yeah, but the guy says
none of it looks familiar.

He couldn't link it to anyone
besides Percy.

- There's got to be someone
else involved in all this.

- I don't know
what to tell you.

Anyway, I-I didn't want
to leave it at her place,

so I put it on your boat
in the hold.

- What?
- Well, I wasn't about

to bring all that stuff here.

Did anyone see you?

No.

All right.

I'll go over after
this winds down and pick it up.

Damn it.

- So you're searching
my boat now?

- Trying to get
the whole picture.

- Why'd you ask my mom
about Valerie?

- So you know who she is?
- I'll ask the questions.

Who told you that name?

- You probably noticed
the star that was there--

she had it with her
when she died.

That name--
she carved it on the back,

so must've been
pretty important to her.

Why was that?

How the fuck should I know?

That's all you got
after all this time?

- I do know
that Percy looked up to you.

I was told she wouldn't say no
to anything that you wanted.

But then after you
brought her back from Portland,

something turned.

- You have no idea what
the fuck you're talking about.

After you brought her back,

people saw you go out
on your boat a lot.

- And what do you think
I did to her?

I think you loved Percy...

Maybe a little too much.

People were worried about her
in your company.

And your mother, too.

She said,
"No, nothing went on,"

but I could see in her eyes,
something happened.

She was scared.

You can't possibly imagine
because you don't know God.

Someone like you...

You don't believe in anything.

I was helping her.

- Do you not tremble
before me?

I placed the sand
as the boundary for the sea...

a perpetual barrier
that it cannot pass.

Though the waves toss,
they cannot prevail.

Though they roar,
they cannot pass over it.

Come on, one more time.

I'm tired.

- You used to take
this seriously.

- I don't get the point.
I don't feel anything.

It's not about feeling.

It's about repetition,
prayer.

I-i-it can--it can break
you down, I get it,

but it builds you back up...

helps you unlock your will.

All the power you need...

right here.

- It seems hypocritical,
like it's only about you.

- It's about your relationship
with Him,

and that's what's broken
in you.

Hey, hey, hey.

Come on, come on,
come on, come on.

I thought we were a team,
you and me.

We are.

Okay, well, then...

Don't let us down.

Okay?

both: I placed the sand
as the boundary for the sea...

- A perpetual barrier
that it cannot pass.

I thought I could reach her,

but someone else
had gotten there first.

You scared the shit out of me.

What's going on?

Are you okay?

Can I stay here tonight?

Why are you soaking wet, huh?

I just need a place to sleep.

Okay.

Okay, um,
let's get you a hot shower.

Okay?

Don't tell Grams.

- I didn't realize it then,
but she was already gone.

Percy.

You too good
to pick up your phone now?

You think you can just
blow me off?

I waited on the boat
for, like, an hour.

- I don't want to do it
anymore--it doesn't work.

- What, are you
fucking drawing now?

You kidding me?

What the fuck
is going on with you?

You know you're making
Grams sick, right?

She's a fucking basket case
because of you.

- That's her fault, not mine.
- What did you just say?

Her fault?

You hear yourself right now?

You realize all the bullshit
we went through because of you?

Well, fine!
Don't come crawling back to me

- next time you need help!
- I won't!

- You're an ungrateful
fucking bitch.

You realize that?

I raised you.

No one asked you to.

You're not my fucking dad.

- I could have gone
easier on her.

Percy didn't want
to be saved anymore.

She made her choice.

Choice about what?

Oh, you want to see?

Fine, I'll show you.

This shit.

Look at this.
Look at it.

There's a ton of it.

I mean, what is that?

What is this shit?

Huh?
What is that?

Look me in the eye

and tell me someone didn't
poison her mind with that shit.

It wasn't me.

- What it was is you filled
her head with what you wanted,

and you couldn't stand to
share her with somebody else.

No.

No!

God damn it!

Fuck.

Oh, God.

Z, E...

G.

- Are you sure you even
remember what you saw?

It was an A here.

I remember.

A.

Wba...

Zegwa...

Zegwba.

Zeg--

- The Bazegw legend tells
the story of DuPair,

an Irish settler
on Hanover Island.

Bazegw.

Bazegw.

Bazegw.

Bazegw Point.