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I was you know and build up
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his it actually affected his
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mind that he had to really start again
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started Andy's behavior began to change
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he was keeping to himself and Robin
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suspected the worst and he would cut his
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college four days leave miss appointment
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you've missed he wouldn't take phone
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calls there's something going on I could
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figure out what was going on it and I
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guess I'm sorry Ben and Robin said don't
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come boss you're babying him too much
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she's fine but I was on that plane the
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next day because I knew something was
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wrong
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March 5th 1988 Andy's 30th birthday
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celebration was a party of two just he
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and his mother she knew he was deeply
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depressed he missed his brothers he
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missed home but he'd made a commitment
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kept walking in and out in San Tomas as
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well began just looking going down this
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was because there's nobody there you see
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he didn't really need to be away from
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his family and we didn't really want him
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away from us and I think he went into a
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decline because of that the anxieties
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and insecurities that had consumed Andy
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all his life were back in reaching a
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crisis point
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his need to prove himself on his own to
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live up to the family name the nagging
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fear he just didn't have what it takes
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he escaped the pressure the way he had
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so many times with a one drug he could
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find in a quaint rural English town
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alcohol he was drinking again he was
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drinking definitely was getting a little
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tiny bottle
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he was ringing the little liquor store
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in time of two o'clock in the morning
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for a bottle of vodka these people is
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dead they closed it can the cocky enough
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nobody silly everybody goes to sleep
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and we thought this was caramel he's
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done that to America I couldn't stand it
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back in Miami Barry Amara's tried to
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help each taking a turn with a
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long-distance plea for Andy to stop I
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called him up Robin said he couldn't
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come to the phone because he was done
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and I said I was sought him then I put
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the phone down and I never spoke to so I
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never forgave myself for that for a long
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time I thought should have spoken to you
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know Barry called Andy to having no idea
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would be the last time he would speak to
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his little brother
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the last thing that happened between me
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and Andy was an argument
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which is devastating for me because I
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had to live with that all my life and
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there was a phone call between him and
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me and I was saying you know you really
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got to get your act together and this is
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no good and instead of being a gentle
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about it I was angry and because someone
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had said to me at some point you know
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tough love is the answer you know so for
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me it wasn't you know because that was
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the last conversation we had so um so
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that that's myregret that's what I live
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with and II continued drinking heavily
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ignoring the pleas of his family to stop
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it was the point where he could even
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stand up couldn't he kept falling down
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and he was he smashed his face across a
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car against the wall I thought it team I
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was just the best I mean I could go on
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nan and my mother had to be thats it it
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was a nightmare for her he didn't even
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was even aware his existence
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on March 7th and II became violently ill
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and suffered stabbing pains in his chest
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and abdomen paramedics rushed him to the
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local hospital but the English doctors
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were unaware of the long-term damage
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that drugs and alcohol had done to
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Andy's heart they never contacted his
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doctors in America I thought that the
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physicians in London would have been
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well served by talking to some of
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because some of these events were pretty
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frightening they probably could have
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aborted one of these events that they'd
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known what the treatment was
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and II was admitted to the hospital
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twice in the next three days ii pine his
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mother sent something was different she
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didn't want to leave him alone
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I said I'll stay with him you know I
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thought was the thing with the paper
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I'll stay here all night but she
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wouldn't let me she don't let you
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England he can't stay in the wood all
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night so I had to go and I said I'll be
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back in the morning
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well she said well you know you'd better
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go because you'll sleep on that now
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we've given him something to sleep and
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he was he was fast asleep it was the
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last time she would ever see her
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youngest son alive next morning the
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doctor went in and said you mind if we
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take some of FMD and he said no all of
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the time the doctor turn around and when
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he gave one big sighing has come
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the cause of death was listed as
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myocarditis an inflammation of the
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tissue surrounding the heart even though
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the autopsy found no drugs or alcohol
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and Andi system the tabloids immediately
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called his death a cocaine overdose but
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his family knew that drug abuse had
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killed Andy just took a decade to do it
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when he died drugs at all but the damage
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had been done for the drug she say in
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the first place March10th 1988 five
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days after his 30th birthday Andy's life
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was over and the people who loved him
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were left to wonder why the boy who had
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it all seemed determined to throw it all
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away
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next coping with the loss of a life so
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promising in so young why do people
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remember how I remember particularly is
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kindness because he helped a lot of
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people he just couldn't help himself
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then the haunting song from Andy's last
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recording session
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whatever the demons and inner torments
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that had driven and II give to
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self-destruction his tortured life was
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overat the age of 30 I don't he like
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the world was going on out there
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so he kind of constructed his own which
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in the end when he did have to deal with
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the real world it was kind of hard for
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him and II was laid to rest in his
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adopted home of Los Angeles on March
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21st 1988 the family coping with the
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coolest kind of loss older brothers
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saying goodbye to the youngest parents
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bearing a child I said I guess easy
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buddy just I regret that we didn't spend
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more time that we were always too busy
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and of course you always have that
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somebody's gone it was feel remorse
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because you could have given him more
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time
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you could have there were things you
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could have said you didn't say vice
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versa a lot of people remember how I
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remember particularly the kindness
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because he helped a lot of people he
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just couldn't help himself when friends
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got news of his death and he were
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shocked but few were surprised I had to
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live for many years with the awareness
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it wasn't if Andy would die it would be
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when Andy would die I felt like he died
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of a broken heart
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it's just so sad I felt like he just
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checked out couldn't do it anymore
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the question on everyone's mind was why
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he seemed to have it all talent looks
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wealth and fame but what Andy never
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found was what he needed most peace and
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happiness
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Andy had everything he had Fame and
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popularity and the money and anything
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you could want but he was still empty it
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is terribly hard to cope with he got to
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that because he was the current
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celebrity
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for Andy's ex-wife Kim and daughter PETA
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the memories are distant but the
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connection with him remains strong
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through his ups and downs and loves and
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loss Andy had always stayed in touch
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with the family he left so long ago one
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of his phone calls that he made he did
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tell me that a day
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not a day went by that he didn't think
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of it my main memories have been are on
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the phone and he was always you know my
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father wait and gentleman any saint love
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me I grew up with that for Victoria
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Principal Andy's death left something
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unfinished between them they never said
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goodbye never had a chance for kind
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words after the heart-wrenching breakup
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several years after Andy died I had a
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dream and in that dream and he came to
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me knowing that I was haunted by this
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and we sat down and we had the talk that
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that I certainly wanted to have them
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that we probably needed to have and I
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thought it was so like Andy even after
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his death
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to find a way to bring me solace in the
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last month's of Andy's life the give
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brothers reunited to write and record
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the songs they hoped would propel Andy
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into a comeback but it was not to be
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in this unreleased song arrow through
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the heart Andy sings lyrics that now
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seem haunting and prophetic a young
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man's journey through life and his
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search for lasting love
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to the bar
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this was not an angry troublesome person
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this was someone that was very well
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sentient and loved his family and I
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think it's that side that we don't
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remember of artists usually she was a
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very very beautiful person I think
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