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I asked you to plant one bug
then walk away.
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But no, you couldn't do that.
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Hell, you don't seem to get it.
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As a physician, I have
a responsibility...
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I'm so tired of hearing that.
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After the MRI fiasco,
Ray Burke said
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he was done with you
and still you called him.
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Well, I need to speak to him
about his MRI results.
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I'm concerned.
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Concerned how?
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There are some
subdural hematomas
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and plaques in both
his carotids.
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It could mean he's at risk
for a stroke.
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Could?
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I can't make a diagnosis
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without more of a work-up.
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That case, there's nothing
to report to Ray about.
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We could have nailed
that scumbag a week ago
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if you hadn't screwed things up.
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No more calls.
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I can't just walk away.
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You can and you will.
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It's over, Dr. Halstead.
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Hey, you made this mess
when you took Ray's kickback.
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This is on you.
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Will, who was that woman?
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Just a drug rep.
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They just won't leave me alone.
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Really?
I've never seen her before.
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So, listen, the DJ texted me.
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The wedding's only
three weeks away.
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We haven't given him
a song list.
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What was she pushing?
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The drug rep.
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Just some
calcium channel blocker.
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So about the DJ...
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- It's Maggie.
- Yeah, me too.
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Father and daughter
hit and run victims.
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This is Abigail Jones,
two years old.
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GCS nine, blunt head trauma
with lacerations.
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IO line in the left leg.
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Abigail, it's gonna be okay.
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- Where's the father?
- En route.
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Other ambo was trying to get
an airway
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when we rolled away
from the scene.
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They were in crosswalk.
They had the signal.
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Car plowed right through them.
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One, two, three.
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Abigail? Abigail?
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She's unresponsive.
I need to intubate.
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Broselow tape.
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And a chest X-ray.
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Just about 12 to 14 kilos.
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Yellow drawer.
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Four etomidate. 20 of sux.
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BP 100 over 70.
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Heart rate 136.
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Sats 88.
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X-rays in place.
Nat, tell us when.
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All right, I'm in.
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Go.
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Clear.
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Right side's whited out.
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Chest tube.
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Ultrasound.
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Sats down to 80.
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Fastscan's negative.
No blood in the belly.
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Tubes in.
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Sats coming back up. 100%.
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BP and heart rate's
stabilizing, as well.
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Pupils are reactive
but sluggish.
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Heads up,
paramedics are coming in
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with the father right now.
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You go take him.
I'll finish this.
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Marc Jones, 32.
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GCS 3, intubated in the field.
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Suspect a C-spine injury.
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There's a step off
on the back of his neck.
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All right. Let's transfer him.
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One... two... three.
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- Thank you, Cesar.
- Yep.
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Good breath sounds bilaterally.
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BP 88 over 58. Heart rate 120.
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Should we start a neo bag?
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Yes, titrate to a pressure
of 110.
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Need a chest X-ray
and an ultrasound.
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Yep.
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My God.
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Dr. Halstead.
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Hold on.
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How's the little girl?
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Her vitals are stable
and no long bone fractures.
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But CT Head shows diffuse
intraparenchymal bleeding.
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And what did neuro say?
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I just got off
the phone with them.
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They put in a pressure monitor,
and they agreed with me
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to treat with hyperventilation
and mannitol
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to reduce the intracranial
pressure.
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And what about the father?
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Intubated but unresponsive
without sedation.
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- So, a brain injury?
- I'm not sure.
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Pupils are equal and reactive,
so that's a good sign.
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We're just waiting
on scan results to see
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how bad the injuries are.
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Look, Marc's stable now,
but what if he goes downhill?
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He's wearing a lot of ink.
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Is this "Do No Resuscitate"
a legit advanced directive?
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The hospital's got a team
of lawyers
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trying to figure that out.
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What about his family?
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Do they know if he
meant it or not?
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We're looking for them too.
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It seems it's just Mr. Jones
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and his daughter, Abigail,
in the world.
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He had on a wedding ring.
There's no wife?
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There was, Melinda.
Legal found an obituary.
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She died last year.
Ovarian cancer.
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If his wife had to be intubated
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and wasn't able to get off
the vent,
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seeing her like that could be
why he got that tattoo.
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Yeah, maybe that's what
he was feeling then,
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but what about now?
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He's all Abigail has.
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I can't see him not wanting us
to do everything
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in our power to keep
him alive for her.
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Well, the truth is,
we don't know why.
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Mr. Jones got the tattoo
or how he feels about it now.
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So, let's not jump
to conclusions
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until we have real facts.
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And in the meantime?
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While the hospital does
their due diligence,
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err on the side of life.
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Thank you.
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Keegan and I have been
neighbors for a few months.
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Since I moved back.
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I'm only here 'cause Vicki
talked me into it.
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At this point, I've given up
on doctors.
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Whoa, no, no, no.
No more scratching.
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I can't help it.
It's been three years.
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Three years. Never stops.
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And it started with
a MRSA infection?
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The antibiotics to treat it.
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Linezolid.
Side effect was pruritus.
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- Bad itch?
- The worst.
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Everywhere.
And I mean everywhere.
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But the reaction went away
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when she stopped taking
the pills.
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Except for right here,
and it is killing me
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not to scratch it right now.
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The itch never lets up?
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In the shower?
When you're sleeping?
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Never.
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I've used toothbrushes,
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pencils, even steel wool once.
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Nothing stops the itch.
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Easy, Keegan. Keegan.
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- Stop.
- I know it's hard.
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Just try not to scratch.
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All right,
I'm gonna clean it out
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and apply some steroid cream.
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Should help calm it down.
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That won't do anything.
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I've tried creams and
antihistamines, acupuncture.
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I've seen dozens of doctors,
dermatologists, allergists.
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Nothing helps.
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II just can't stop.
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Ddon't. Don't. Don't. Don't.
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Doesn't that hurt?
All I feel is the itch.
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It's all day, every day.
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Please just find it
and cut it out.
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Okay.
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Let's get a full set of labs
and go from there.
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I'll be back with the results.
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No more scratching.
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Thank you.
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I've never seen anything
like this.
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She's down to the muscle.
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And she was serious about
trying everything.
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I looked inside her
medicine cabinet,
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it's like a pharmacy.
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I tried to help her,
but she didn't serve,
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so I can't bring her to the VA.
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How much do you know about
Keegan outside of the itch?
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Is she...
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Crazy?
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I don't think so,
but an itch for three years...
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Yeah.
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I'm gonna get psych involved.
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Thanks for bringing her in.
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Thanks.
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Yeah.
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So, Vicki's here.
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She just brought in a patient.
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This is the only hospital
in Chicago?
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You trying to tell me something?
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No.
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Okay.
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April, I appreciate you
covering for me
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every time I'm in the Hybrid OR.
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Of course I don't expect you
to know
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everything that I've learned,
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so I made a reference guide
for you.
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Well, I haven't had
any problems.
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Well, not yet, but it's good
to be prepared.
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"Obligations and Proficiencies
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of the Charge Nurse."
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People don't realize
how complex the job can be.
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How many pages is this thing?
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Is there a PowerPoint
presentation to go with it?
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Is that gonna be a problem?
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No problem.
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Vicki brought in the patient.
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Vicki. Youruhyour friend, Vicki?
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Former friend. Yeah.
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Keegan. I'm Dr. Charles.
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How you doing?
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Of course. The shrink.
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Look, this isn't because
of feelings,
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and it's not OCD.
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I don't have
delusional parasitosis
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or a conversion disorder.
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And the itching didn't start
after my dad died
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or my boyfriend left me.
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Look, I'm not insane.
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My head just itches
and I want it to stop.
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Okay.
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Well, let's try to make
that happen.
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Really?
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Usually docs are writing me
a referral so I'll leave.
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Well, you came to us for help,
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so we're gonna help ya.
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Just for now though,
do you think you can
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keep your hand away
from the wound?
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I can't help it.
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Okay.
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So Dr. Choi told me that
you've tried OTC's,
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prescriptions,
host of home remedies.
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How 'bout bupivacaine?
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What's that?
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A local anesthetic.
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Five mil should do it.
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I'd like to apply a little bit
to the area.
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If it provides relief,
it would suggest that
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the problem might lie in your
cutaneous nerve endings.
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And that would help suggest
a treatment plan going forward.
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Then stop talking and get to it.
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You're gonna feel a pinch.
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Do it.
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Whoa.
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Okay.
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It feels different.
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Different how?
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Better.
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I mean, it tingles a little,
but it itches less.
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That's a good start.
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Yeah.
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We'll check on you in a bit.
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So, anesthetic should
provide relief
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for like, three or four hours.
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Itch doesn't come back,
then set her up
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with some topical patches
to take home.
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Sounds good.
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Mannequins?
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00:10:38,550 --> 00:10:40,137
Look, I was a department
store latchkey kid.
265
00:10:40,161 --> 00:10:41,641
So, I took what I could get.
266
00:10:41,684 --> 00:10:43,338
Jenny was basically
my first girlfriend.
267
00:10:43,381 --> 00:10:45,993
Which is why I am such
a good kisser.
268
00:10:46,036 --> 00:10:48,125
I don't think I know
how to feel about this.
269
00:10:48,169 --> 00:10:49,692
On the one hand,
it's very disturbing.
270
00:10:49,736 --> 00:10:52,173
On the other, I should probably
be thanking Jenny
271
00:10:52,216 --> 00:10:54,305
for those years of practice.
272
00:10:54,349 --> 00:10:56,220
Hold on. It wasn't years, okay?
273
00:10:56,264 --> 00:10:59,049
Dr. Rhodeswas looking for you.
274
00:10:59,093 --> 00:11:01,748
I wanted to tell you
before you got the memo.
275
00:11:01,791 --> 00:11:03,575
The Hybrid Room will be used
276
00:11:03,619 --> 00:11:06,100
for general surgeries
when needed.
277
00:11:06,143 --> 00:11:07,405
General surgeries?
278
00:11:07,449 --> 00:11:09,233
Appendectomies, gall bladders...
279
00:11:09,277 --> 00:11:11,061
So, everything but trauma,
which is why
280
00:11:11,105 --> 00:11:12,454
we built it in the first place.
281
00:11:12,497 --> 00:11:14,804
Look, the Hybrid Room
was expensive.
282
00:11:14,848 --> 00:11:16,371
It came in over budget.
283
00:11:16,414 --> 00:11:19,200
Using it when we can will help
balance the books.
284
00:11:19,243 --> 00:11:20,375
You mean, pad them?
285
00:11:20,418 --> 00:11:22,029
Well, profit's not a bad thing.
286
00:11:22,072 --> 00:11:23,334
Ms. Goodwin, this is Chicago.
287
00:11:23,378 --> 00:11:25,162
We get six traumas before lunch.
288
00:11:25,206 --> 00:11:26,444
What are those patients
supposed to do?
289
00:11:26,468 --> 00:11:27,861
I don't know, take a number?
290
00:11:27,904 --> 00:11:32,735
Well, your displeasure
is noted, Dr. Rhodes.
291
00:11:32,779 --> 00:11:34,258
And overruled.
292
00:11:36,173 --> 00:11:38,480
When does all this start?
293
00:11:38,523 --> 00:11:39,699
Today.
294
00:11:39,742 --> 00:11:43,224
In fact, Dr. Lanik
will take the lead.
295
00:11:47,097 --> 00:11:49,796
This is a terrible idea.
296
00:11:49,839 --> 00:11:51,885
It's gotta be Gwen Garrett.
297
00:11:54,191 --> 00:11:55,758
Let it go.
298
00:11:55,802 --> 00:11:57,107
This isn't a hill to die on.
299
00:12:04,158 --> 00:12:05,420
Damn it!
300
00:12:05,463 --> 00:12:06,943
Call Dr. Charles.
301
00:12:08,075 --> 00:12:09,598
Keegan, stop. Don't scratch.
302
00:12:09,641 --> 00:12:11,441
The itch is back
and it's worse than before.
303
00:12:11,469 --> 00:12:12,664
You have to stop scratching.
304
00:12:12,688 --> 00:12:14,429
Then you have to tie me down.
305
00:12:14,472 --> 00:12:16,170
- Five milligrams of diazepam.
- On it.
306
00:12:16,213 --> 00:12:19,086
I can't live like this anymore.
307
00:12:19,129 --> 00:12:20,957
I'd rather be dead.
308
00:12:21,001 --> 00:12:22,306
What happened?
309
00:12:23,960 --> 00:12:25,701
God.
310
00:12:26,833 --> 00:12:29,357
She scratched through
to her skull.
311
00:12:42,762 --> 00:12:43,850
How's Abigail?
312
00:12:43,893 --> 00:12:46,330
Fighting. How's the dad?
313
00:12:47,636 --> 00:12:49,029
Scans are back.
314
00:12:49,072 --> 00:12:50,746
CT brain revealed no bleeding,
and there's no
315
00:12:50,770 --> 00:12:52,162
obvious brain trauma.
316
00:12:52,206 --> 00:12:53,773
Well, that's good news.
317
00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:56,601
Yeah, except the CT C-spine
318
00:12:56,645 --> 00:12:59,604
revealed a subluxation
at C3 on 4.
319
00:12:59,648 --> 00:13:01,128
MRI confirmed?
320
00:13:01,171 --> 00:13:03,043
Complete spinal cord
transection.
321
00:13:03,086 --> 00:13:04,784
He's paralyzed
from the neck down.
322
00:13:06,133 --> 00:13:08,178
I'm sorry.
323
00:13:08,222 --> 00:13:09,179
I just spoke with Jay.
324
00:13:09,223 --> 00:13:12,052
PD caught the driver
who hit them.
325
00:13:12,095 --> 00:13:14,489
He blew through a red light
because he was texting.
326
00:13:16,099 --> 00:13:19,320
BP's spiked, 146 over 94.
Heart rate's down, 54.
327
00:13:20,625 --> 00:13:22,018
Cushing's Reflex.
328
00:13:22,062 --> 00:13:24,151
Her intracranial pressure
is worsening.
329
00:13:24,194 --> 00:13:25,500
She needs more hyperventilation.
330
00:13:25,543 --> 00:13:26,762
Get her off the vent.
331
00:13:28,677 --> 00:13:30,157
Heart rate's still dropping.
332
00:13:30,200 --> 00:13:31,419
47.
333
00:13:31,462 --> 00:13:32,724
Two milligrams of atropine.
334
00:13:36,641 --> 00:13:38,165
It's in.
335
00:13:38,208 --> 00:13:40,994
Come on. Come on.
336
00:13:41,037 --> 00:13:44,258
Heart rate's coming back up.
49...
337
00:13:44,301 --> 00:13:45,346
51...
338
00:13:45,389 --> 00:13:48,131
Come on. Come on.
339
00:13:48,175 --> 00:13:49,611
Come on, Abigail.
340
00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,444
Dr. Rhodes, you're gonna
bag that.
341
00:13:56,487 --> 00:13:57,837
Yep. Talk to me.
342
00:13:57,880 --> 00:13:59,447
James Brice, 24.
343
00:13:59,490 --> 00:14:01,449
Hypotensive.
344
00:14:01,492 --> 00:14:03,146
Intubated en route.
Belly's distended.
345
00:14:03,190 --> 00:14:04,495
What happened?
346
00:14:04,539 --> 00:14:05,821
He was putting in storm
windows for the nursery.
347
00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:06,889
He fell off the ladder.
348
00:14:06,933 --> 00:14:08,412
At least 20 feet.
349
00:14:08,456 --> 00:14:10,458
I was worried the baby
would be cold this winter.
350
00:14:10,501 --> 00:14:11,676
It's okay. Don't worry.
351
00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:12,740
It's not your fault. Maggie?
352
00:14:12,764 --> 00:14:14,027
I got her.
353
00:14:14,070 --> 00:14:15,265
Mrs. Brice, why don't you
come with me,
354
00:14:15,289 --> 00:14:16,594
and let the doctors work, okay?
355
00:14:16,638 --> 00:14:17,745
He keeps trying to die on us.
356
00:14:17,769 --> 00:14:19,206
All right. On my count.
357
00:14:19,249 --> 00:14:20,903
One, two, three.
358
00:14:26,953 --> 00:14:28,780
Good breath sounds
on the left and the right.
359
00:14:28,824 --> 00:14:30,304
Let's get a chest X-ray.
360
00:14:30,347 --> 00:14:32,306
Field IV is blown.
We don't have access.
361
00:14:32,349 --> 00:14:33,655
All right.
362
00:14:33,698 --> 00:14:35,483
Ava, can you get a line in?
363
00:14:35,526 --> 00:14:37,180
Give me a kit.
364
00:14:38,834 --> 00:14:40,444
X-ray's up.
365
00:14:40,488 --> 00:14:41,489
Everybody clear.
366
00:14:43,404 --> 00:14:44,448
Looks good.
367
00:14:46,233 --> 00:14:49,323
Belly's hard as a rock.
Give me a Fastscan.
368
00:14:56,330 --> 00:14:57,548
It's full of blood.
369
00:14:57,592 --> 00:14:59,246
I need to get in there
and find the bleed.
370
00:15:01,726 --> 00:15:03,554
We'll use the Hybrid OR.
371
00:15:03,598 --> 00:15:04,904
We can make it upstairs.
372
00:15:04,947 --> 00:15:06,185
There are operating rooms
available.
373
00:15:06,209 --> 00:15:07,863
There's also one right across
the ED.
374
00:15:07,907 --> 00:15:09,319
Much closer.
Connor, Goodwin just to you-
375
00:15:09,343 --> 00:15:10,387
- I know what she said.
376
00:15:10,431 --> 00:15:11,791
Find Maggie.
Have her page my team.
377
00:15:12,999 --> 00:15:14,348
It's probably CT looking
for you.
378
00:15:14,391 --> 00:15:15,871
I got this.
379
00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:16,979
You're going to get yourself
into trouble.
380
00:15:17,003 --> 00:15:18,265
I can't worry about that now.
381
00:15:18,308 --> 00:15:19,701
Get James ready to go.
382
00:15:22,008 --> 00:15:24,401
Lanik. I'm taking the Hybrid OR.
383
00:15:24,445 --> 00:15:26,142
My patient is on the table.
384
00:15:26,186 --> 00:15:28,840
His gall bladder can wait.
Bring him back next week.
385
00:15:28,884 --> 00:15:30,035
I'm not your resident, Connor.
386
00:15:30,059 --> 00:15:31,713
You can't order me around.
387
00:15:31,756 --> 00:15:35,325
Is your patient about to die?
Because mine sure is.
388
00:15:38,502 --> 00:15:41,331
Get Dr. Lanik's patient out
and re-prep the room for mine.
389
00:16:00,176 --> 00:16:01,395
Natalie.
390
00:16:01,438 --> 00:16:02,918
I just need a moment.
391
00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:04,833
Yeah, of course.
392
00:16:08,054 --> 00:16:10,404
All right. Thank you.
393
00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:12,928
April, I'm getting pulled
into surgery.
394
00:16:12,972 --> 00:16:14,669
Okay, I'll hold it down
out here.
395
00:16:14,712 --> 00:16:17,019
And I've got a delivery
of NG Tubes, Hep Locks,
396
00:16:17,063 --> 00:16:18,064
and ABD Pads coming in.
397
00:16:18,107 --> 00:16:19,630
I called it in late last night.
398
00:16:19,674 --> 00:16:21,086
I'll double check the order
against the invoice,
399
00:16:21,110 --> 00:16:22,068
make sure it's all there.
400
00:16:22,111 --> 00:16:23,678
All right.
401
00:16:23,721 --> 00:16:26,376
And it's payroll week,
so it means that you have...
402
00:16:26,420 --> 00:16:28,267
All the nurses need
to sign off on their timecards.
403
00:16:28,291 --> 00:16:30,293
Maggie, you're driving me crazy.
404
00:16:30,337 --> 00:16:32,426
If anything happens,
I'll handle it.
405
00:16:32,469 --> 00:16:34,123
Okay, and you've got
the reference guide
406
00:16:34,167 --> 00:16:36,647
that I wrote, so we're all good.
407
00:16:36,691 --> 00:16:38,562
All good. Good, good, good.
408
00:16:43,480 --> 00:16:44,655
You want some company?
409
00:16:44,699 --> 00:16:46,396
I get it if you'd rather
be alone.
410
00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:48,311
No, I'm glad to see you.
411
00:16:48,355 --> 00:16:50,096
How's Marc?
412
00:16:50,139 --> 00:16:52,402
No change. Still unconscious.
413
00:16:54,491 --> 00:16:56,841
Abigail was only two.
414
00:16:56,885 --> 00:16:59,279
And now she's gone.
415
00:16:59,322 --> 00:17:02,630
All because some guy couldn't
look away from his phone.
416
00:17:04,501 --> 00:17:06,982
But maybe something good
could come from all of this.
417
00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:10,681
I mean, all these kids
waiting for transplants.
418
00:17:10,725 --> 00:17:12,944
There are so few
pediatric donors
419
00:17:12,988 --> 00:17:16,600
in comparison to the thousands
of children in need.
420
00:17:16,644 --> 00:17:18,602
Abigail could be an organ donor.
421
00:17:20,213 --> 00:17:21,866
As a minor, you know,
she's gotta get
422
00:17:21,910 --> 00:17:23,105
a parent or guardian to sign off
423
00:17:23,129 --> 00:17:24,086
before she can donate.
424
00:17:24,130 --> 00:17:25,696
Yeah, I know that.
425
00:17:25,740 --> 00:17:28,090
And if Goodwin can't track down
any of her other family,
426
00:17:28,134 --> 00:17:32,051
then all that's left
is her father.
427
00:17:33,269 --> 00:17:34,923
Do you think Marc will wake up?
428
00:17:36,620 --> 00:17:39,623
I've seen patients
in worse shape turn around.
429
00:17:49,503 --> 00:17:51,113
Well, that's a new one.
430
00:17:51,157 --> 00:17:52,830
Usually I have to cut them open
myself to get to the brain.
431
00:17:52,854 --> 00:17:54,334
So, what do you think?
432
00:17:54,377 --> 00:17:56,094
Well, for whatever reason,
the cutaneous nerves
433
00:17:56,118 --> 00:17:57,685
in that part of her scalp
went haywire.
434
00:17:57,728 --> 00:18:00,340
Makes them always feel itchy,
so she keep scratching.
435
00:18:00,383 --> 00:18:01,341
There a fix?
436
00:18:01,384 --> 00:18:02,342
Yeah, surgery.
437
00:18:02,385 --> 00:18:03,343
Sever the nerve.
438
00:18:03,386 --> 00:18:04,779
No more feeling,
no more itching.
439
00:18:04,822 --> 00:18:06,302
And no more scratching.
440
00:18:06,346 --> 00:18:09,392
Yeah, and possible serious,
irreversible side effects.
441
00:18:09,436 --> 00:18:11,177
Facial paralysis,
blurred vision.
442
00:18:11,220 --> 00:18:12,719
Worst case, she ends up
in a wheelchair.
443
00:18:12,743 --> 00:18:15,224
I'm not cutting her open
in an alley, Daniel.
444
00:18:15,268 --> 00:18:17,400
The risks you're describing
are dwarfed by the reward.
445
00:18:17,444 --> 00:18:19,098
- Yeah, we hope.
- What do you suggest?
446
00:18:19,141 --> 00:18:20,795
Twice a week
counseling sessions?
447
00:18:20,838 --> 00:18:22,251
Of course, we'd have to put
a cone around her neck
448
00:18:22,275 --> 00:18:23,580
to keep her from scratching.
449
00:18:23,624 --> 00:18:25,234
Sam, all those years
of scratching,
450
00:18:25,278 --> 00:18:26,540
those nerves are shot.
451
00:18:26,583 --> 00:18:28,063
There's nothing left
to go haywire.
452
00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:29,214
Dr. Charles, if that were
the case,
453
00:18:29,238 --> 00:18:30,196
Keegan shouldn't feel anything.
454
00:18:30,239 --> 00:18:31,893
Let alone an itch.
455
00:18:31,936 --> 00:18:33,914
If those nerves were active,
that anesthetic would have
456
00:18:33,938 --> 00:18:35,201
provided relief for hours.
457
00:18:35,244 --> 00:18:36,854
It didn't. You only used 5 mil.
458
00:18:36,898 --> 00:18:38,421
- It wasn't enough.
- I agree.
459
00:18:38,465 --> 00:18:40,182
The anesthetic didn't work
for long, but it did work.
460
00:18:40,206 --> 00:18:41,555
Proves the nerves are involved.
461
00:18:41,598 --> 00:18:43,513
Great, we have a majority.
Not that I care.
462
00:18:43,557 --> 00:18:45,298
- We done?
- Sam?
463
00:18:45,341 --> 00:18:47,561
All I'm saying,
I don't think operating
464
00:18:47,604 --> 00:18:48,866
is gonna do a damn thing.
465
00:18:48,910 --> 00:18:50,390
Thanks for you input.
466
00:18:50,433 --> 00:18:52,237
But the last time I checked,
I was the neurosurgeon.
467
00:18:52,261 --> 00:18:54,220
Put her on the schedule.
468
00:18:56,265 --> 00:18:59,573
Isn't surgery supposed to be
the last option?
469
00:18:59,616 --> 00:19:03,751
Dr. Charles, she scratched
into her skull.
470
00:19:09,626 --> 00:19:11,367
What happened?
471
00:19:11,411 --> 00:19:13,195
He suddenly went into v-fib.
472
00:19:13,239 --> 00:19:15,042
Shocked him multiple times
and then he went asystolic.
473
00:19:15,066 --> 00:19:16,590
Another round of epi.
474
00:19:20,985 --> 00:19:22,335
It's in.
475
00:19:23,466 --> 00:19:24,466
Check for a pulse.
476
00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:28,819
Nothing.
477
00:19:28,863 --> 00:19:30,212
Come on, Marc.
478
00:19:31,996 --> 00:19:33,737
Don't you give up.
479
00:19:37,132 --> 00:19:39,003
Pulse is back. Sinus tach.
480
00:19:39,743 --> 00:19:40,918
He's back.
481
00:19:40,962 --> 00:19:42,833
All right.
482
00:19:42,877 --> 00:19:44,531
Prep him to move.
483
00:19:44,574 --> 00:19:46,855
I'll call ICU, tell them we're
sending him up for cooling.
484
00:19:49,275 --> 00:19:50,928
How long was he asystole?
485
00:19:50,972 --> 00:19:52,930
Almost ten minutes.
486
00:19:52,974 --> 00:19:55,237
What's your boyfriend thinking?
487
00:19:55,281 --> 00:19:56,630
This guy's not waking up.
488
00:20:13,299 --> 00:20:16,432
Hey, is your ulcer
getting worse?
489
00:20:16,476 --> 00:20:18,086
Today's not helping.
490
00:20:18,129 --> 00:20:19,827
Yeah.
491
00:20:19,870 --> 00:20:21,916
So, I looked at
the Paramedic's report
492
00:20:21,959 --> 00:20:23,744
from the accident scene.
493
00:20:23,787 --> 00:20:25,528
Marc was down at least
five minutes
494
00:20:25,572 --> 00:20:27,095
before help arrived.
495
00:20:27,138 --> 00:20:29,358
And after this last code
it was almost ten.
496
00:20:29,402 --> 00:20:32,231
I mean, that's almost
15 minutes with no oxygen.
497
00:20:32,274 --> 00:20:33,406
I know.
498
00:20:33,449 --> 00:20:34,774
Increases the chances
the brain function
499
00:20:34,798 --> 00:20:36,104
he has is now compromised.
500
00:20:36,147 --> 00:20:37,516
But we won't know
if that's the case
501
00:20:37,540 --> 00:20:39,281
until he wakes up.
502
00:20:39,325 --> 00:20:40,413
You think he really will?
503
00:20:40,456 --> 00:20:41,588
After he coded?
504
00:20:41,631 --> 00:20:42,893
I don't know.
505
00:20:44,765 --> 00:20:46,680
Maybe it's time to start
thinking about
506
00:20:46,723 --> 00:20:48,943
honoring his advanced directive.
507
00:20:50,031 --> 00:20:51,337
Advanced directive?
508
00:20:51,380 --> 00:20:53,861
Nat, it is a tattoo,
not a legal document.
509
00:20:53,904 --> 00:20:55,950
It might be a proxy to one.
510
00:20:55,993 --> 00:20:58,145
And what if Marc does have
the paperwork to back it up?
511
00:20:58,169 --> 00:21:00,302
I mean, it could be at home
in a file
512
00:21:00,346 --> 00:21:01,564
or in a safety deposit box.
513
00:21:01,608 --> 00:21:02,913
If something binding exists,
514
00:21:02,957 --> 00:21:04,698
the hospital's lawyers
will find it,
515
00:21:04,741 --> 00:21:06,090
and I'll obey whatever it says.
516
00:21:06,134 --> 00:21:07,614
But until then,
it's just a tattoo,
517
00:21:07,657 --> 00:21:08,919
and one of many.
518
00:21:08,963 --> 00:21:12,445
Will, Abigail's organs
are still healthy.
519
00:21:12,488 --> 00:21:13,968
But they won't be viable
for long.
520
00:21:14,011 --> 00:21:16,187
Without Marc or any family
to consent,
521
00:21:16,231 --> 00:21:17,928
we can't donate them.
522
00:21:17,972 --> 00:21:21,149
But if we honor his tattoo
and we let him go,
523
00:21:21,192 --> 00:21:23,020
then the hospital can petition
to become.
524
00:21:23,064 --> 00:21:25,675
Abigail's legal guardian,
and we can make the decision
525
00:21:25,719 --> 00:21:28,765
to donate her organs
before they go to waste.
526
00:21:28,809 --> 00:21:31,159
Natalie, you are asking me
to let Marc die.
527
00:21:31,202 --> 00:21:32,334
I can't do that.
528
00:21:32,378 --> 00:21:35,946
Well, if by some miracle
he does wake up,
529
00:21:35,990 --> 00:21:38,384
it'll be to brain damage,
paralysis,
530
00:21:38,427 --> 00:21:39,820
and the loss of his daughter.
531
00:21:39,863 --> 00:21:42,649
So, please help me understand
532
00:21:42,692 --> 00:21:44,172
why you won't even
consider this.
533
00:21:44,215 --> 00:21:46,435
I have a responsibility
to my patients
534
00:21:46,479 --> 00:21:48,350
to do everything I can
to save their lives.
535
00:21:48,394 --> 00:21:50,744
Anything less, then I am
failing them.
536
00:21:53,790 --> 00:21:55,357
Okay.
537
00:22:03,191 --> 00:22:06,020
He's losing blood faster
than I can replace it.
538
00:22:06,063 --> 00:22:08,631
Massive bleed from behind
the liver.
539
00:22:08,675 --> 00:22:11,286
There must be a hole
in the vena cava.
540
00:22:12,983 --> 00:22:15,377
Long Allis clamps.
541
00:22:18,989 --> 00:22:21,078
Damn it, this isn't working.
542
00:22:21,122 --> 00:22:24,212
I can't reach the tear
without making it worse.
543
00:22:24,255 --> 00:22:26,301
All right, Maggie,
get your hands in here.
544
00:22:27,911 --> 00:22:29,435
Push on these packs. Press hard.
545
00:22:29,478 --> 00:22:30,610
All right.
546
00:22:30,653 --> 00:22:32,089
That'll buy us some time.
547
00:22:32,133 --> 00:22:34,396
Call Dr. Lanik, get him in here.
548
00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:36,418
I don't care what he's doing.
Just make sure he's scrubbed up
549
00:22:36,442 --> 00:22:37,704
and ready to work.
550
00:22:37,747 --> 00:22:39,880
Give me an 8 ET tube
and a sternal saw.
551
00:22:39,923 --> 00:22:41,621
Sternotomy?
552
00:22:41,664 --> 00:22:42,902
You're gonna open up his chest?
553
00:22:42,926 --> 00:22:44,798
I gotta get to the bleed
somehow.
554
00:22:45,755 --> 00:22:47,235
Hey, got your page.
555
00:22:47,278 --> 00:22:48,671
Come on in.
556
00:22:48,715 --> 00:22:50,325
Dr. Abrams is in surgery
right now.
557
00:22:50,369 --> 00:22:52,675
As soon as he's done,
Keegan's next.
558
00:22:54,111 --> 00:22:55,852
- What's all this?
- It's an experiment.
559
00:22:57,288 --> 00:22:58,115
For what?
560
00:22:58,159 --> 00:22:59,726
Well, you don't think that
561
00:22:59,769 --> 00:23:02,685
Keegan can experience her itch
without cutaneous nerves.
562
00:23:02,729 --> 00:23:05,427
And I do.
I think I can prove it.
563
00:23:08,648 --> 00:23:10,171
Have a seat.
564
00:23:11,738 --> 00:23:13,740
Okay.
565
00:23:13,783 --> 00:23:16,438
So, can you take your left arm
566
00:23:16,482 --> 00:23:19,136
and put it on the other side
of the partition here?
567
00:23:21,312 --> 00:23:23,184
Thank you.
568
00:23:23,227 --> 00:23:25,273
So, is this like a magic trick?
569
00:23:25,316 --> 00:23:26,796
Yeah, kinda.
570
00:23:29,146 --> 00:23:33,847
Okay, so I'm gonna start
to brush your real hand
571
00:23:33,890 --> 00:23:36,023
and the fake hand
simultaneously.
572
00:23:36,066 --> 00:23:38,329
But I just want you to look
at the fake hand.
573
00:23:38,373 --> 00:23:39,592
Okay?
574
00:23:39,635 --> 00:23:41,420
Whatever you say.
575
00:23:41,463 --> 00:23:44,727
So, amputees sometimes
still feel
576
00:23:44,771 --> 00:23:45,946
the missing limb, right?
577
00:23:45,989 --> 00:23:48,296
Yeah. A phantom limb.
578
00:23:48,339 --> 00:23:51,168
The nerves are transmitting
confusing signals.
579
00:23:51,212 --> 00:23:54,433
Or do amputees still feel
missing limbs because
580
00:23:54,476 --> 00:23:57,305
the brain is just assuming
that it's still there?
581
00:23:57,348 --> 00:24:00,308
'Cause if that were the case,
the nerves would be irrelevant.
582
00:24:00,351 --> 00:24:01,701
Right?
583
00:24:01,744 --> 00:24:05,095
So, you're suggesting
Keegan's got a phantom itch?
584
00:24:05,139 --> 00:24:06,619
Her brain is telling her
it's there,
585
00:24:06,662 --> 00:24:07,620
even though it isn't?
586
00:24:07,663 --> 00:24:09,360
Yeah.
587
00:24:09,404 --> 00:24:12,755
Just like amputees perceive
a limb that used to be there.
588
00:24:12,799 --> 00:24:15,889
Keegan still perceives an itch
that she got three years ago
589
00:24:15,932 --> 00:24:17,499
from a drug reaction.
590
00:24:17,543 --> 00:24:19,623
I mean, the brain's basically
playing a trick on her.
591
00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:22,504
Interesting theory.
592
00:24:22,548 --> 00:24:23,984
Where are you going
with all this?
593
00:24:24,027 --> 00:24:26,160
That's not your hand. Right?
594
00:24:26,203 --> 00:24:27,988
But the more you stare at it,
595
00:24:28,031 --> 00:24:30,381
while feeling me brush
your real hand,
596
00:24:30,425 --> 00:24:33,167
the more your brain might start
to blend them together.
597
00:24:33,210 --> 00:24:35,212
Well, I guess I can buy that.
598
00:24:35,256 --> 00:24:36,649
Yeah.
599
00:24:36,692 --> 00:24:39,347
Very powerful, the connection
between what we see
600
00:24:39,390 --> 00:24:40,870
and what we feel.
601
00:24:42,393 --> 00:24:44,918
But Dr. Charles, I still know
which one's my arm.
602
00:24:44,961 --> 00:24:48,051
Do ya?
603
00:24:55,798 --> 00:24:57,060
For a second there...
604
00:24:57,104 --> 00:24:59,323
You felt the hammer.
605
00:24:59,367 --> 00:25:00,586
Yeah, I did.
606
00:25:01,587 --> 00:25:03,153
Yeah.
607
00:25:03,197 --> 00:25:05,547
Well, and we both know
there aren't
608
00:25:05,591 --> 00:25:08,724
any nerve endings
in this thing, right?
609
00:25:08,768 --> 00:25:12,249
Amazing the tricks the brain
can play on us.
610
00:25:14,295 --> 00:25:16,123
Keegan. Keegan, wait.
611
00:25:16,166 --> 00:25:17,646
I've changed my mind.
612
00:25:17,690 --> 00:25:19,058
I don't think you should have
surgery just yet.
613
00:25:19,082 --> 00:25:20,606
Here we go.
614
00:25:20,649 --> 00:25:22,695
What crazy idea has
Dr. Charles talked you into?
615
00:25:22,738 --> 00:25:24,653
It may not be a nerve problem.
616
00:25:24,697 --> 00:25:26,176
It could be a perception
problem.
617
00:25:26,220 --> 00:25:29,136
In fact, I'm not sure
your itch is real.
618
00:25:29,179 --> 00:25:30,964
Not real? Are you two serious?
619
00:25:31,007 --> 00:25:32,052
Look at me.
620
00:25:32,095 --> 00:25:33,444
I have to be tied to the bed
621
00:25:33,488 --> 00:25:35,316
so I don't scratch
a bigger hole in my head.
622
00:25:35,359 --> 00:25:37,710
If surgery will work,
I have to do it.
623
00:25:37,753 --> 00:25:39,233
But what if it doesn't?
624
00:25:39,276 --> 00:25:41,017
What if you wake up
and nothing's changed?
625
00:25:41,061 --> 00:25:42,541
It has to work.
626
00:25:42,584 --> 00:25:44,499
Because I can't live
like this anymore.
627
00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:45,761
I want my life back.
628
00:25:45,805 --> 00:25:47,981
Surgery will give it to you.
629
00:25:48,024 --> 00:25:49,417
All right, let's go.
630
00:25:49,460 --> 00:25:51,593
Wait, Keegan. Wait, wait.
631
00:25:51,637 --> 00:25:54,727
The brain can change.
It responds to experience.
632
00:25:54,770 --> 00:25:56,076
It's called neuroplasticity.
633
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:58,600
Three years ago,
a drug reaction created
634
00:25:58,644 --> 00:26:00,733
a chronic itch that you can't
seem to satisfy,
635
00:26:00,776 --> 00:26:02,430
because it rewired your brain.
636
00:26:02,473 --> 00:26:04,911
No surgery is gonna fix that.
Trust me.
637
00:26:04,954 --> 00:26:06,260
Daniel.
638
00:26:06,303 --> 00:26:07,827
Please. Please, Keegan.
639
00:26:07,870 --> 00:26:10,960
Let me try something
before you go under the knife.
640
00:26:11,004 --> 00:26:12,614
It's been three years.
641
00:26:12,658 --> 00:26:16,052
What can you do for me
that no other doctor has tried?
642
00:26:16,096 --> 00:26:17,967
A trick.
643
00:26:24,365 --> 00:26:25,845
What the hell is going on?
644
00:26:25,888 --> 00:26:27,344
I was told you needed help
with a liver bleed.
645
00:26:27,368 --> 00:26:29,457
Retro-hepatic cava tear.
646
00:26:29,500 --> 00:26:31,130
Can't fix anything until I
control the bleed.
647
00:26:31,154 --> 00:26:33,287
I'm gonna do that with
an atrial caval shunt.
648
00:26:33,330 --> 00:26:34,593
You gotta be kidding.
649
00:26:34,636 --> 00:26:36,856
Nope, I'm gonna snake an ET tube
650
00:26:36,899 --> 00:26:39,162
down his heart and bypass
the tear.
651
00:26:39,206 --> 00:26:41,208
What, you couldn't think
of a riskier move?
652
00:26:41,251 --> 00:26:44,211
Atrial caval shunts have
an abysmal success rate.
653
00:26:44,254 --> 00:26:45,778
Yep, I'm aware.
654
00:26:45,821 --> 00:26:48,476
Then you also know that
he's cold and coagulopathic.
655
00:26:48,519 --> 00:26:50,783
So, if you don't pack him up,
and get him up to the ICU
656
00:26:50,826 --> 00:26:53,307
to be warmed, he's gonna
die here on this table.
657
00:26:53,350 --> 00:26:54,743
At least this gives him a shot.
658
00:26:54,787 --> 00:26:56,092
If we send him up to the ICU,
659
00:26:56,136 --> 00:26:57,964
he bleeds out and dies for sure.
660
00:26:58,007 --> 00:26:59,661
Scissors and ET tube.
661
00:26:59,705 --> 00:27:03,012
If you cut into that heart,
there is no going back.
662
00:27:03,056 --> 00:27:05,145
Yeah, I know.
663
00:27:05,188 --> 00:27:06,799
Don't do it.
664
00:27:11,717 --> 00:27:14,371
God damn it.
665
00:27:14,415 --> 00:27:16,286
You kick me out of here
only to force me
666
00:27:16,330 --> 00:27:17,418
to help you kill this guy.
667
00:27:17,461 --> 00:27:19,812
You're a prick, Rhodes.
668
00:27:19,855 --> 00:27:21,117
Yeah, maybe.
669
00:27:31,824 --> 00:27:33,739
If her father doesn't wake up,
670
00:27:33,782 --> 00:27:36,437
what happens
to Abigail's organs?
671
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:39,048
They're no good to anyone.
672
00:27:46,360 --> 00:27:49,189
Ms. Goodwin, can I speak
to you about something?
673
00:27:53,846 --> 00:27:55,258
Could've driven a truck
through this hole.
674
00:27:55,282 --> 00:27:57,327
He never would have
survived in the ICU.
675
00:27:57,371 --> 00:27:58,807
This is the right call.
676
00:27:58,851 --> 00:28:02,332
Don't act like you didn't
get lucky as hell.
677
00:28:02,376 --> 00:28:04,508
Let's finish this up.
678
00:28:09,992 --> 00:28:11,298
What do I do?
679
00:28:11,341 --> 00:28:12,667
I don't know how long I can go
without scratching.
680
00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:13,779
Okay.
681
00:28:13,822 --> 00:28:15,147
I want you to look
at your reflection
682
00:28:15,171 --> 00:28:17,957
and scratch the non-itchy
side of your head.
683
00:28:19,872 --> 00:28:22,570
In the mirror, the image
is gonna be reversed.
684
00:28:22,613 --> 00:28:23,678
It's gonna look like
you're actually
685
00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:24,746
scratching the itchy side.
686
00:28:24,790 --> 00:28:27,140
I see it.
687
00:28:27,183 --> 00:28:29,316
But how is scratching
this side of my head
688
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:31,448
gonna make the itch
go away on the other side?
689
00:28:31,492 --> 00:28:32,798
Keegan, trust me.
690
00:28:32,841 --> 00:28:34,582
We know that you've been
feeling this thing.
691
00:28:34,625 --> 00:28:37,759
But I just want you to consider
the possibility that maybe,
692
00:28:37,803 --> 00:28:40,153
just maybe that this itch
isn't real.
693
00:28:40,196 --> 00:28:42,677
And no amount of scratching
is gonna satisfy it.
694
00:28:42,721 --> 00:28:44,505
Well, then what the hell
am I doing?
695
00:28:44,548 --> 00:28:46,725
Giving your brain new
visual input
696
00:28:46,768 --> 00:28:49,118
to the override the experience
you had three years ago,
697
00:28:49,162 --> 00:28:51,381
so it can begin
to rewire itself.
698
00:28:51,425 --> 00:28:53,775
Okay, you're losing me.
699
00:28:53,819 --> 00:28:55,821
By feeling yourself
scratch one side of your head
700
00:28:55,864 --> 00:28:58,345
while you're seeing yourself
scratch the other,
701
00:28:58,388 --> 00:29:00,564
your brain will be tricked.
702
00:29:00,608 --> 00:29:01,957
And realize something's
not right.
703
00:29:02,001 --> 00:29:05,178
Now, hopefully,
that experience will force you
704
00:29:05,221 --> 00:29:06,832
to perceive a new reality.
705
00:29:06,875 --> 00:29:10,661
A reality in which the itch
doesn't exist.
706
00:29:10,705 --> 00:29:14,404
So you say,
but nothing's changing.
707
00:29:14,448 --> 00:29:15,928
And I feel stupid.
708
00:29:15,971 --> 00:29:18,365
The exercise is designed
to confuse your brain,
709
00:29:18,408 --> 00:29:19,627
so don't worry about that.
710
00:29:19,670 --> 00:29:22,108
Just keep scratching.
711
00:29:22,151 --> 00:29:25,415
Like this? Harder? Softer?
712
00:29:25,459 --> 00:29:26,765
- Just like you're doing.
- Yes.
713
00:29:26,808 --> 00:29:28,592
Be patient.
714
00:29:29,463 --> 00:29:30,943
Give it a chance.
715
00:29:33,597 --> 00:29:34,990
Keegan, we'll be just outside.
716
00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:38,211
You're doing great.
717
00:29:44,086 --> 00:29:46,306
How long are we gonna let her
keep scratching?
718
00:29:46,349 --> 00:29:49,483
She's been dealing with this
for what, three years?
719
00:29:49,526 --> 00:29:52,094
I mean, honestly Ethan,
720
00:29:52,138 --> 00:29:53,748
I don't know how long
it might take.
721
00:29:53,792 --> 00:29:55,532
If it takes.
722
00:29:55,576 --> 00:29:57,665
The phantom itch theory
makes sense,
723
00:29:57,708 --> 00:29:59,232
but it's still just a theory.
724
00:29:59,275 --> 00:30:02,409
I just really don't wanna
give her any false hope.
725
00:30:02,452 --> 00:30:04,498
Dr. Charles.
726
00:30:04,541 --> 00:30:07,849
Something's definitely
happening.
727
00:30:07,893 --> 00:30:10,721
The itch, it's less.
728
00:30:15,117 --> 00:30:16,945
Okay.
729
00:30:19,121 --> 00:30:20,731
All right, I'll be back in five.
730
00:30:20,775 --> 00:30:23,169
I'm gonna run these over
to sterile processing.
731
00:30:28,783 --> 00:30:31,003
Hey. Have you seen April?
732
00:30:31,046 --> 00:30:32,743
I wanted to check in on her.
Nope.
733
00:30:32,787 --> 00:30:34,833
She's probably putting out
a fire somewhere.
734
00:30:34,876 --> 00:30:36,312
That girl is on it.
735
00:30:36,356 --> 00:30:38,793
So, things went well
while I was in surgery?
736
00:30:38,837 --> 00:30:41,709
Yeah, didn't even realize
you were gone.
737
00:30:43,711 --> 00:30:45,365
That's great.
738
00:30:45,408 --> 00:30:47,410
Yeah.
739
00:30:50,718 --> 00:30:53,982
Dr. Halstead,
could I have a moment?
740
00:30:54,026 --> 00:30:55,505
Of course.
741
00:30:55,549 --> 00:30:58,117
An emergency ethics committee
was formed to evaluate
742
00:30:58,160 --> 00:31:01,685
Marc Jones' current condition
and future prognosis.
743
00:31:01,729 --> 00:31:04,079
Wait, was formed?
Who asked for that?
744
00:31:04,123 --> 00:31:07,691
Between his spinal cord
injury and the high probability
745
00:31:07,735 --> 00:31:11,130
for irreparable brain damage,
the committee concluded
746
00:31:11,173 --> 00:31:13,567
with reasonable medical
certainty
747
00:31:13,610 --> 00:31:16,004
that he has no quality of life.
748
00:31:16,048 --> 00:31:17,092
No.
749
00:31:17,136 --> 00:31:20,313
Listen, the hospital will honor.
750
00:31:20,356 --> 00:31:23,969
Mr. Jones's tattoo as
an advanced directive.
751
00:31:24,012 --> 00:31:28,495
If he codes again,
you will not resuscitate.
752
00:31:28,538 --> 00:31:30,149
I cannot just walk away.
753
00:31:30,192 --> 00:31:34,153
I'm sorry, but it's over,
Dr. Halstead.
754
00:31:39,549 --> 00:31:41,160
I wanna talk to you.
755
00:31:46,905 --> 00:31:49,081
An emergency ethics committee?
756
00:31:49,124 --> 00:31:51,866
What, I don't bow down
to your decision on my patient,
757
00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:53,694
so you go over me to Goodwin
and bench me?
758
00:31:53,737 --> 00:31:55,087
You forced my hand.
759
00:31:55,130 --> 00:31:57,045
I tried talking to you.
You shut me down.
760
00:31:57,089 --> 00:31:59,961
Because you'd already
decided Marc should die.
761
00:32:00,005 --> 00:32:01,789
He has a tattoo across
his chest that says,
762
00:32:01,832 --> 00:32:03,138
"Do Not Resuscitate."
763
00:32:03,182 --> 00:32:05,401
We don't know that's
how he feels.
764
00:32:05,445 --> 00:32:06,925
We don't know he doesn't.
765
00:32:06,968 --> 00:32:08,970
But what I do know is that
if we don't act now,
766
00:32:09,014 --> 00:32:10,929
we will lose Abigail's organs.
767
00:32:10,972 --> 00:32:13,757
Those are children's lives
in our hands.
768
00:32:13,801 --> 00:32:15,194
No, don't turn this on me.
769
00:32:15,237 --> 00:32:16,998
Don't guilt me into thinking
that I'm the bad guy.
770
00:32:17,022 --> 00:32:18,862
You don't think I know
the stakes of this case?
771
00:32:18,893 --> 00:32:21,896
I am sick of everyone
telling me what I can
772
00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:23,115
and what I cannot do.
773
00:32:23,158 --> 00:32:25,552
I am just trying to save
my patients.
774
00:32:25,595 --> 00:32:27,249
What are you talking about?
775
00:32:27,293 --> 00:32:28,468
Who is everyone?
776
00:32:30,731 --> 00:32:32,559
You betrayed me.
777
00:32:32,602 --> 00:32:34,604
How can I ever trust you?
778
00:32:34,648 --> 00:32:37,303
How can I trust you?
779
00:32:37,346 --> 00:32:39,653
In the past, you have
let patients go
780
00:32:39,696 --> 00:32:41,524
who you knew were hopeless.
781
00:32:41,568 --> 00:32:43,024
But you know what?
It is more than that.
782
00:32:43,048 --> 00:32:44,049
No, look at me.
783
00:32:44,092 --> 00:32:45,876
It is more than that.
784
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,053
You have been acting strange
for weeks.
785
00:32:48,096 --> 00:32:50,055
And this morning,
that ridiculous story
786
00:32:50,098 --> 00:32:51,970
about a drug rep, really?
787
00:32:55,625 --> 00:32:57,018
Well then, here we are.
788
00:32:57,062 --> 00:32:58,498
And about to get married.
789
00:33:06,462 --> 00:33:08,377
- Maggie.
- Yep.
790
00:33:08,421 --> 00:33:10,553
Thanks for approving my PTO
for next month.
791
00:33:10,597 --> 00:33:13,252
I didn't think there was a way
to make it happen.
792
00:33:13,295 --> 00:33:15,645
Yeah. Sure.
793
00:33:17,125 --> 00:33:18,779
April.
794
00:33:18,822 --> 00:33:21,956
Did you sign off on Monique's
paid time off for next month?
795
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:23,566
Yeah.
796
00:33:23,610 --> 00:33:25,109
Saw her request had been
siting there for three weeks.
797
00:33:25,133 --> 00:33:26,395
I hate it when I put in
798
00:33:26,439 --> 00:33:27,894
for vacation times
and nothing happens.
799
00:33:27,918 --> 00:33:29,094
It takes a long time
800
00:33:29,137 --> 00:33:31,270
because someone's always
asking for PTO.
801
00:33:31,313 --> 00:33:32,488
Especially Monique.
802
00:33:32,532 --> 00:33:34,795
She took eight days off
last month.
803
00:33:34,838 --> 00:33:38,277
Well, her sister is pregnant,
on bed rest and needs help.
804
00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:39,974
So, how could I say no?
805
00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:41,976
- What?
- Lisa.
806
00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:43,195
I'm talking to you.
807
00:33:43,238 --> 00:33:45,197
I have a system for handling
PTO's.
808
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:47,175
You can't take time off
if you're out of vacation.
809
00:33:47,199 --> 00:33:49,157
Monique was out.
810
00:33:49,201 --> 00:33:51,246
Doris gave her some of hers.
811
00:33:51,290 --> 00:33:53,640
My God. You let them swap?
812
00:33:53,683 --> 00:33:55,729
Doris said she wasn't
gonna use them.
813
00:33:55,772 --> 00:33:57,296
No sense letting them
gather dust.
814
00:33:57,339 --> 00:33:58,775
You know what's gonna
happen now?
815
00:33:58,819 --> 00:34:00,864
I'm gonna get hammered
with requests from nurses
816
00:34:00,908 --> 00:34:02,214
who wanna swap days.
817
00:34:02,257 --> 00:34:04,346
- Thanks a lot.
- You know what?
818
00:34:04,390 --> 00:34:06,044
You don't like the way
I handle things
819
00:34:06,087 --> 00:34:07,306
when I'm doing you a favor...
820
00:34:07,349 --> 00:34:08,872
A favor?
821
00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:11,527
This is a privilege.
822
00:34:13,094 --> 00:34:15,227
Give your privilege
to someone else.
823
00:34:43,124 --> 00:34:45,126
Time of death, 1922.
824
00:34:55,180 --> 00:34:57,138
There, he's gone.
825
00:34:57,182 --> 00:34:58,226
You won.
826
00:35:05,277 --> 00:35:07,061
I was about to give up,
827
00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:08,671
but then there was this moment.
828
00:35:08,715 --> 00:35:11,152
Look at me, I'm not scratching.
829
00:35:11,196 --> 00:35:13,981
I am so happy for you.
830
00:35:14,024 --> 00:35:17,202
Dr. Choi, I can keep these
mirrors, right?
831
00:35:17,245 --> 00:35:18,986
It's so much better.
832
00:35:19,029 --> 00:35:20,509
Of course. And keep it up.
833
00:35:20,553 --> 00:35:24,165
Over time, they should
fade away completely.
834
00:35:24,209 --> 00:35:25,688
Excuse me.
835
00:35:25,732 --> 00:35:28,387
Dr. Charles, surgery
would have been a mistake.
836
00:35:28,430 --> 00:35:30,563
Good call steering her away.
837
00:35:30,606 --> 00:35:32,236
Yeah, but, you know,
I certainly understood
838
00:35:32,260 --> 00:35:33,957
her desperation for relief.
839
00:35:35,611 --> 00:35:36,917
Do you know that scientifically,
840
00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:38,875
itching is ranked as
one of the most
841
00:35:38,919 --> 00:35:41,791
distressing sensations
a human being can experience?
842
00:35:41,835 --> 00:35:43,445
Really?
843
00:35:45,795 --> 00:35:49,756
You know what, Dr. Charles,
maybe it's not a good idea,
844
00:35:49,799 --> 00:35:53,020
but some itches you just
have to scratch.
845
00:35:56,066 --> 00:35:58,765
Vicki. Hey.
846
00:36:02,638 --> 00:36:05,075
What do you say we go for a run?
847
00:36:05,119 --> 00:36:07,165
Like old times?
848
00:36:07,208 --> 00:36:08,905
Sure.
849
00:36:08,949 --> 00:36:10,080
Call me sometime.
850
00:36:10,124 --> 00:36:12,518
My shift's over.
851
00:36:14,172 --> 00:36:15,173
How 'bout now?
852
00:36:17,653 --> 00:36:20,090
Okay. Let's do it.
853
00:36:27,315 --> 00:36:30,623
Okay, look, my way
isn't the only way.
854
00:36:30,666 --> 00:36:32,929
You're doing a good job.
855
00:36:32,973 --> 00:36:34,279
Thanks.
856
00:36:34,322 --> 00:36:36,933
And I confess, it sucks
when you realize
857
00:36:36,977 --> 00:36:39,284
that you can be replaced.
858
00:36:39,327 --> 00:36:41,851
Yeah, I know.
859
00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:53,211
Wanna get a drink?
860
00:36:53,254 --> 00:36:54,995
Maybe two?
861
00:36:58,216 --> 00:37:00,348
Yeah.
862
00:37:07,442 --> 00:37:09,139
Sam.
863
00:37:09,183 --> 00:37:12,055
You'll be happy to hear that
Keegan's feeling much better.
864
00:37:12,099 --> 00:37:13,840
Your smoke and mirrors?
865
00:37:13,883 --> 00:37:15,494
Temporary fix.
866
00:37:15,537 --> 00:37:17,191
She'll be back here in six weeks
867
00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:18,540
to get that surgery.
868
00:37:18,584 --> 00:37:20,629
Well, that's the way you see it,
869
00:37:20,673 --> 00:37:24,459
I, I guess I see it
a little differently.
870
00:37:24,503 --> 00:37:26,069
Until next time, Daniel.
871
00:37:26,113 --> 00:37:27,810
Good night.
872
00:37:35,470 --> 00:37:38,778
An atrial caval shunt.
873
00:37:38,821 --> 00:37:40,432
My cowboy.
874
00:37:42,172 --> 00:37:43,696
Dr. Rhodes.
875
00:37:43,739 --> 00:37:47,439
Three operating rooms
upstairs were open.
876
00:37:47,482 --> 00:37:49,223
You could have treated
your patient
877
00:37:49,267 --> 00:37:50,877
in any one of them.
878
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:52,681
Maybe, but I didn't want
to risk him dying in transit.
879
00:37:52,705 --> 00:37:54,837
That is why we have a Hybrid OR.
880
00:37:56,622 --> 00:37:58,537
The gall bladder surgery
you interrupted,
881
00:37:58,580 --> 00:38:00,669
I'm rescheduling it
for tomorrow.
882
00:38:00,713 --> 00:38:02,062
In the Hybrid OR.
883
00:38:02,105 --> 00:38:04,543
Ms. Goodwin, this idea
to repurpose my room
884
00:38:04,586 --> 00:38:07,023
is misguided and reckless.
885
00:38:07,067 --> 00:38:08,590
Your room?
886
00:38:08,634 --> 00:38:11,724
Well, the board is considering
closing your room
887
00:38:11,767 --> 00:38:14,030
unless it starts proving
its worth.
888
00:38:14,074 --> 00:38:18,034
That's why I'm gonna make sure
it is always earning money.
889
00:38:18,078 --> 00:38:20,385
Great. Then I'm gonna keep
fighting back,
890
00:38:20,428 --> 00:38:22,300
because I'm not gonna let
Gwen Garrett
891
00:38:22,343 --> 00:38:24,040
turn the Hybrid OR into an ATM.
892
00:38:24,084 --> 00:38:26,129
Gwen Garrett has nothing
to do with this.
893
00:38:26,173 --> 00:38:29,568
I decided to put
general surgeries in there.
894
00:38:29,611 --> 00:38:32,353
So you pull this
little stunt again,
895
00:38:32,397 --> 00:38:34,486
and I'll show you the door.
896
00:38:38,577 --> 00:38:40,056
I don't care what she says.
897
00:38:40,100 --> 00:38:42,581
I saved his life.
I'd do it again.
898
00:38:42,624 --> 00:38:45,584
Come here.
899
00:39:00,642 --> 00:39:02,818
We're a lot alike, you know.
900
00:39:02,862 --> 00:39:05,299
You'd do anything
to get what you want.
901
00:39:09,738 --> 00:39:11,566
You're that bad?
902
00:39:12,741 --> 00:39:14,352
I'm that bad.
903
00:39:37,679 --> 00:39:40,203
Abigail's organs
are off to recipients.
904
00:39:42,510 --> 00:39:44,469
That's good.
905
00:39:58,265 --> 00:40:00,485
Maybe you want this back?
906
00:40:14,237 --> 00:40:16,675
No, I don't.
907
00:40:21,984 --> 00:40:24,770
Natalie, I wanna marry you.
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