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Grant that,
through this mystery,
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your servant
Theodore Marcus Graves,
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who has gone to his rest
in Christ,
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may share in the joy
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of his resurrection.
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Forgive whatever sins
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he committed
through human weakness,
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and in your goodness grant him
everlasting peace.
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How do we still not know
what happened?
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I can't get anything
when it comes to the police.
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I'm a leper. I'm sorry.
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"His line is gone out through
all the earth.
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"In them hath he set
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a tabernacle for the sun."
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who has gone to his rest
in Christ...
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Wait. Don't do that. Stop, stop.
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Hey, what are you doing?
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I'm trying to keep you
from pulling out the IV.
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Billy.
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Hey.
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You're... you're not a nurse.
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How do you know?
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You never asked me
what I did for a living.
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But then again,
it was hard to hear anything
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from under that leather hood.
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No.
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Hey, no. No. Ah!
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Fighting with my nurse won't
improve your condition, Sam.
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Theo?
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I prefer Doctor.
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I see you were admitted
with Pneumocystis pneumonia.
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It's a pretty serious infection
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caused by
a fairly common fungus.
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What?
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It usually resolves on its own,
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but your immune system
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doesn't seem to be responding.
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- No.
- I need...
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I need to see a real doctor.
Just get me out of this dump!
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Hey.
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Unfortunately,
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this is the only hospital
that would see you.
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People are afraid of this thing.
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They're afraid of you.
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I'm glad you're on your feet.
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It's hard for me
to see you like this.
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You were always so vital.
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So were you.
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Theo, I don't know what happened
to you that night.
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I didn't kill you, did I?
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Did you intend to kill me, Sam?
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I don't think so.
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That should've been
an easy answer.
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What about the others?
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The others?
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The other lives you devoured.
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You spent a lifetime looking
away from the consequences
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of your actions,
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but everything catches up
to you in the end.
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Where are you taking me?
I don't like this game.
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Do you remember when I told you
that something was coming?
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That I could feel it?
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- Yes.
- Well...
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that something's here.
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Oh, Christ, that smell.
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No, I don't want
to come in here.
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No one else will, Sam.
That's why you have to.
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Come on.
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What happened to him?
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He was admitted
about a month ago
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with the same infection
you have.
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Who is that?
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- That's Danny, Sam.
- Don't you remember Danny?
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The first guy we opened
our relationship up to.
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Danny.
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He used to be so beautiful.
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And more than that,
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he was a very talented writer.
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I knew that.
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He wrote a one-man play.
It was...
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really good.
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He had a kind of flair.
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Did you go see it? The play?
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No, no, he-he got me tickets...
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but, no, I didn't go.
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And you never
brought it up again, did you?
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Danny thought
you had seen the play, Sam.
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- He thought you didn't know how to tell him that you hated it.
- What?
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I never told him
that he didn't have talent.
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Well, you didn't tell him
anything, Sam,
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and that's the impression
that you left.
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, God. Help him.
Theo, help him.
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- There's no use, Sam.
- Somebody help him!
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There's no one there
to hear you.
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Why did you bring me here?
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Isn't that what you do?
You show things
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to your clients that
they've never seen before.
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- Things they'll never forget.
- This is not my fault.
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Come on. There's more to see.
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Stewart.
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He was sick before he met you,
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but he didn't know it yet.
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The doctors don't understand
why he's wasting away so fast.
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He was fine
when we were together.
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- Better than fine.
- Was that before
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or after you wouldn't let him
out of the cage?
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I was coked up, Theo.
I got carried away.
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I have always pushed the limits.
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"I, I, I."
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Look beyond yourself, Sam.
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What about him?
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I shouldn't be here.
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He doesn't know it's you, Sam.
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- Give him a kiss.
- What?
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He needs compassion.
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I'm sorry.
You've asked the wrong person.
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It's not my place.
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It's everyone's place
to show love, Sam.
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Please, Theo.
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I'm so tired.
I need to get to my room.
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That's where we're headed.
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This is not my room.
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It is, Sam.
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Go inside.
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How long have I been here?
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Long enough to be forgotten.
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I would never be left
to rot like this.
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There are people who love me.
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It's one thing
to be celebrated, Sam.
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It's another thing entirely
to be loved.
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You've surrounded yourself
with beautiful people
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who loved beautiful things.
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But those beautiful people...
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They don't have a taste
for this kind of beauty.
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What happened to me?
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Your immune system
continued to decay,
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and your body lost
all ability to fight off
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even the smallest infection.
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The lesions on your skin,
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those are nothing compared
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to what's happening
inside your body.
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What about medication?
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I'll pay. I don't care
how much it costs.
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There's no cure for this.
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Money can't buy
your way out this time.
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Do something. Help him.
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Help me. Do something!
I can't die like this.
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I don't deserve
to die like this.
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Theo, do something! Help me!
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Please.
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Help me.
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Somebody help me.
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Hello?
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Hello?
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Where am I?
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What's happening?
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Where am I?
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Hello?
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What's wrong?
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Being locked in a cage
isn't as comfy
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- as you imagined it to be?
- Get me out of here.
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No, no.
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We're gonna have a little fun.
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Hmm...
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Ooh.
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What's this?
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Gone fishing?
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Judge all you want.
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Gives a lot of people pleasure.
You wouldn't understand.
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No, I wouldn't understand
such grotesque extremes.
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It's people like you who make
the world hate people like me.
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Says the gay hit man.
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You don't know
anything about me.
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You and I are not
that dissimilar.
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We're both deeply misunderstood,
but there is
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one big difference.
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I don't believe that my pain
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is greater than everyone else's.
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It's one thing
to indulge in a fetish.
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It's another to enjoy
torturing people.
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I give pain to people
to take it away.
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Bullshit.
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You inflict pain
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because you are in pain.
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Pain given is pain experienced.
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There's an art
to the pain I give.
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Not like this.
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He's hurting him, really.
Make him stop.
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So it's different
with someone you love?
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Who is this man, Sam?
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I don't want to see him like this.
Look at him.
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Sam, look at the man
who caused you the most pain.
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Acknowledge your
father's presence. No!
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Stop!
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Is this where
all the violence began?
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Please...
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Make it stop!
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Ah...
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Is this another link
in the chain of violence?
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Who is this?
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My first boss when I worked
on Wall Street.
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Oh, yes. You so
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badly wanted the approval
of those cavemen.
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They were never
gonna accept a faggot
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like you into their league.
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I worked harder than anyone
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at that firm.
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I was smarter and faster
than all of them combined,
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and they still made me
feel so small,
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so worthless.
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You left finance
and you became a collector.
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Hoarding art and men and money
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just to show
those Wall Street boys.
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No one was ever gonna
take away my power ever again.
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You can't blame me
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for having some self-respect.
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Is that what you call this?
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I'm not afraid of you.
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I am the one
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- who should be feared.
- Ooh.
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So defensive.
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Is that how you talk
to your God?
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Get me out of here!
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Time to face him, Sam.
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Your fear. Your chaos.
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Your shame.
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Your shadow.
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Avoiding him now
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is only gonna
make it more painful.
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Help! Let me go!
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Sam,
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you can't outrun him.
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You're too slow.
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The darkness always wins.
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All we can ever do
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is...
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transcend.
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Well done, Sam.
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Well done.
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Your IV drip is empty.
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When was the last time
the nurse checked on you?
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Okay, shh, shh.
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Goddamn it. Where is everyone?
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I'm bringing you water.
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- You got it?
- Mm-hmm.
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Okay.
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There you go.
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There you go.
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Okay?
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Okay.
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Okay.
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I... picked up your meds.
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Mr. Read.
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It's about time.
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Where the fuck is everybody?
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His drip is empty, and when
was the last time he was fed?
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Can you give us
the room, please?
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Anything that you have to say
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to him, you can say to me.
I'm his lover.
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If you're not a relative,
then it's against
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- the hospital policy...
- Oh, come on.
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He can stay. Please,
he can stay. He can stay.
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Fine.
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Please sit.
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Come sit down.
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We've, uh,
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gotten back
your retinal imagining, and
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unfortunately the
cytomegalovirus has completely
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00:22:09,562 --> 00:22:13,098
detached both retinas
from the backs of your eyes.
271
00:22:13,099 --> 00:22:14,633
So, what-what does that mean?
272
00:22:14,634 --> 00:22:16,002
The blindness is permanent.
273
00:22:17,537 --> 00:22:19,371
But, I mean, can't you operate?
274
00:22:19,372 --> 00:22:20,672
It's a, it's a, it's a
275
00:22:20,673 --> 00:22:23,008
detachment, so you just,
you reattach it.
276
00:22:23,009 --> 00:22:26,044
AIDS patients aren't eligible
for these kinds of operations.
277
00:22:26,045 --> 00:22:28,279
They're not eligible?
278
00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:29,715
Even if he was,
279
00:22:29,716 --> 00:22:31,082
it's a complicated procedure.
280
00:22:31,083 --> 00:22:32,618
You know, this is what
you people always say.
281
00:22:32,619 --> 00:22:35,421
It's always too complicated.
You're a doctor.
282
00:22:35,422 --> 00:22:36,922
If you don't have
any other questions,
283
00:22:36,923 --> 00:22:38,256
I will leave you two alone.
284
00:22:38,257 --> 00:22:39,525
Oh, I have plenty
of other questions.
285
00:22:39,526 --> 00:22:40,926
When is a cure coming?
Why isn't it here yet?
286
00:22:40,927 --> 00:22:42,027
You should be
ashamed of yourself.
287
00:22:42,028 --> 00:22:43,462
This is a fucking horror.
288
00:22:43,463 --> 00:22:45,296
Gino...
289
00:22:45,297 --> 00:22:47,734
can't you just be here with me?
290
00:22:50,837 --> 00:22:52,271
I'm scared.
291
00:23:00,046 --> 00:23:01,447
You want some applesauce?
292
00:23:01,448 --> 00:23:03,515
I got the good kind,
the kind with the cinnamon.
293
00:23:03,516 --> 00:23:04,616
Okay.
294
00:23:04,617 --> 00:23:06,719
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
295
00:23:10,657 --> 00:23:12,224
Okay.
296
00:23:14,694 --> 00:23:16,762
Here we go.
297
00:23:16,763 --> 00:23:19,898
Okay. Okay, here we go. Right...
298
00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:22,234
there, right there.
299
00:23:27,339 --> 00:23:29,641
Fuck.
300
00:23:29,642 --> 00:23:31,677
Oh, fuck.
301
00:23:31,678 --> 00:23:34,112
Oh, shit.
302
00:23:34,113 --> 00:23:35,648
Ugh...
303
00:23:38,785 --> 00:23:41,419
I want you to sell
my life insurance policy.
304
00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:44,255
There's a cash reserve.
305
00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:45,657
It'll pay for my funeral.
306
00:23:45,658 --> 00:23:47,726
Come on, come on,
don't talk like that, Patrick.
307
00:23:47,727 --> 00:23:49,360
- This...
- No, no, no, no, no, no, come on.
308
00:23:49,361 --> 00:23:52,899
If you don't sell it,
it'll just go to my parents.
309
00:23:55,034 --> 00:23:57,936
I don't want that, okay?
310
00:23:57,937 --> 00:24:00,906
I don't want it to go to them.
I want it to go to you.
311
00:24:00,907 --> 00:24:02,775
Please.
312
00:24:05,311 --> 00:24:07,746
- Okay. I promise.
- Yeah?
313
00:24:07,747 --> 00:24:08,780
Mm-hmm.
314
00:24:08,781 --> 00:24:11,851
I love you so much.
315
00:24:22,829 --> 00:24:25,231
Okay, all right, here.
316
00:24:46,919 --> 00:24:49,589
Uh... help.
317
00:24:53,092 --> 00:24:55,194
Help me, please.
318
00:25:18,551 --> 00:25:20,152
Shit.
319
00:25:26,325 --> 00:25:28,394
Ow.
320
00:26:00,860 --> 00:26:01,961
Anybody?
321
00:26:36,729 --> 00:26:38,030
Hello?
322
00:26:45,071 --> 00:26:46,338
Nurse?
323
00:26:49,541 --> 00:26:50,576
Nurse?
324
00:26:53,312 --> 00:26:54,513
Somebody there?
325
00:26:57,984 --> 00:26:59,285
Hello?
326
00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:02,487
Who's that? Please.
327
00:27:02,488 --> 00:27:04,991
Speak up, please, please.
328
00:27:10,462 --> 00:27:12,932
Open your eyes.
329
00:27:14,300 --> 00:27:15,968
They are open.
330
00:27:17,069 --> 00:27:18,671
Look at me, Patrick.
331
00:27:19,839 --> 00:27:21,974
I can't, I can't...
332
00:27:35,487 --> 00:27:36,989
I can see.
333
00:27:39,625 --> 00:27:41,159
I can see.
334
00:27:41,160 --> 00:27:44,930
I can s-see... I can see you.
335
00:27:44,931 --> 00:27:46,198
I can see.
336
00:27:48,334 --> 00:27:51,203
You cried when
you saw me in this.
337
00:27:58,344 --> 00:28:00,611
Are you here to punish me?
338
00:28:00,612 --> 00:28:01,881
No.
339
00:28:03,716 --> 00:28:05,952
Sweetheart...
340
00:28:07,019 --> 00:28:09,255
There's nothing left of you
to punish.
341
00:28:10,222 --> 00:28:12,358
I'm here to help you see.
342
00:28:50,329 --> 00:28:52,531
Do you remember this?
343
00:28:54,700 --> 00:28:57,302
Hey. Downtown Native.
344
00:28:57,303 --> 00:28:58,536
You gonna tell me
what happened here,
345
00:28:58,537 --> 00:28:59,971
or am I gonna have to
figure it out myself?
346
00:28:59,972 --> 00:29:02,007
Okay, do me a favor
and mind the line.
347
00:29:02,008 --> 00:29:03,374
All right, all right,
all right, all right.
348
00:29:03,375 --> 00:29:04,776
- I'll mind it.
- Gino.
349
00:29:04,777 --> 00:29:08,279
The day after Halloween, 1980.
350
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:10,916
It was the day
you two first met.
351
00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:14,352
We were still married,
but you were unhappy.
352
00:29:14,353 --> 00:29:16,254
All right, now your turn,
what's the story?
353
00:29:16,255 --> 00:29:18,056
Okay, saucebox.
354
00:29:18,057 --> 00:29:20,960
The story is, the kid fell
from the fire escape.
355
00:29:21,928 --> 00:29:23,694
Oh, that explains the mess.
356
00:29:23,695 --> 00:29:26,231
He threw himself out the window
high on PCP.
357
00:29:26,232 --> 00:29:27,999
An angel on angel dust.
358
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:30,601
- Right.
- There's got to be another way out.
359
00:29:30,602 --> 00:29:32,871
People like us.
360
00:29:32,872 --> 00:29:35,207
We just need
someplace to go, right?
361
00:29:36,742 --> 00:29:37,909
How do you mean?
362
00:29:37,910 --> 00:29:40,178
Somewhere to go.
Do you want to...?
363
00:29:40,179 --> 00:29:42,647
What?
Do I, do I, do I want to what?
364
00:29:42,648 --> 00:29:44,583
There was something
about his swagger.
365
00:29:52,358 --> 00:29:54,292
I'm Gino.
366
00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:56,728
Don't keep me flapping too long.
367
00:30:09,942 --> 00:30:12,410
August 1977...
368
00:30:12,411 --> 00:30:14,913
There was a holdup at a bodega
369
00:30:14,914 --> 00:30:16,582
and your partner
shot the suspect.
370
00:30:18,417 --> 00:30:19,418
Here we go, here you go.
371
00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:23,021
He was gonna shoot first, right?
372
00:30:23,022 --> 00:30:25,490
- Right, Patrick?
- Right.
373
00:30:25,491 --> 00:30:27,692
You did the right thing, Steve.
374
00:30:27,693 --> 00:30:29,895
We'll take the report later.
Go get him cleaned up.
375
00:30:29,896 --> 00:30:31,930
- Yes, sir.
- Oh, God.
376
00:30:31,931 --> 00:30:33,064
Oh, God.
377
00:30:33,065 --> 00:30:35,067
Come on, it's okay, come on.
378
00:30:38,570 --> 00:30:40,505
Steve shouldn't have
pulled his trigger.
379
00:30:40,506 --> 00:30:42,473
You had things under control.
380
00:30:42,474 --> 00:30:44,109
What have I done?
381
00:30:44,110 --> 00:30:46,611
Now there was blood
on your hands.
382
00:30:46,612 --> 00:30:48,246
You know what? I'd...
383
00:30:48,247 --> 00:30:51,116
I'd have done exactly
the same thing, buddy.
384
00:30:51,117 --> 00:30:52,450
Really.
385
00:30:52,451 --> 00:30:54,752
A lie.
386
00:30:54,753 --> 00:30:57,755
But you already knew how shame
could break a young man.
387
00:30:57,756 --> 00:30:59,424
You got a, uh...
388
00:30:59,425 --> 00:31:02,461
Behind your ear...
389
00:31:11,370 --> 00:31:12,905
Come here, come here.
390
00:31:15,307 --> 00:31:16,574
Okay?
391
00:31:16,575 --> 00:31:18,409
You could be so tender
392
00:31:18,410 --> 00:31:20,379
when you let
yourself be, Patrick.
393
00:31:47,473 --> 00:31:48,940
What the hell?
394
00:31:48,941 --> 00:31:50,708
It was either you or him.
395
00:31:50,709 --> 00:31:52,877
More blood down the drain...
396
00:31:52,878 --> 00:31:54,345
Fuck away from me, faggot!
397
00:31:54,346 --> 00:31:56,147
What the fuck
is going on in there?
398
00:31:56,148 --> 00:31:58,950
He just, uh, he came onto me.
He was kissing my fucking face!
399
00:31:58,951 --> 00:32:01,087
Get out of here, Read. Go!
400
00:32:02,854 --> 00:32:05,023
It was a violent lie.
401
00:32:05,024 --> 00:32:07,193
One that wounded you both.
402
00:32:10,062 --> 00:32:12,898
The shame. The lies.
The violence.
403
00:32:14,166 --> 00:32:15,833
It's a cycle, Patrick.
404
00:32:15,834 --> 00:32:17,736
Get the fuck out.
405
00:32:18,870 --> 00:32:20,305
You didn't start it,
406
00:32:20,306 --> 00:32:23,875
but that didn't stop it from
breaking you into pieces.
407
00:32:38,324 --> 00:32:39,958
Oh, God.
408
00:32:43,529 --> 00:32:45,030
I can't do it.
409
00:32:45,031 --> 00:32:47,266
Almost. You're close.
410
00:32:48,534 --> 00:32:50,601
Just make the parts fit.
411
00:32:50,602 --> 00:32:52,271
I don't want to.
412
00:32:53,539 --> 00:32:54,772
Neither did I.
413
00:32:54,773 --> 00:32:57,508
But I did it to help people.
414
00:32:57,509 --> 00:32:59,010
To help people like me.
415
00:32:59,011 --> 00:33:01,046
People who needed my help
because no one else would.
416
00:33:01,047 --> 00:33:04,582
But it's so... ugly.
417
00:33:04,583 --> 00:33:06,684
Oh, here we go.
418
00:33:06,685 --> 00:33:08,519
So what?
419
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:10,821
The scars are not attractive?
420
00:33:10,822 --> 00:33:13,024
Maybe you could
cover them up, then.
421
00:33:13,025 --> 00:33:14,559
You'll be all right.
422
00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:16,594
Hide them under a uniform.
423
00:33:18,930 --> 00:33:20,466
Put on the head.
424
00:33:24,103 --> 00:33:25,203
Ugh. Never mind.
425
00:33:25,204 --> 00:33:26,872
I'll do it myself.
426
00:33:42,421 --> 00:33:44,989
This is you, Patrick.
427
00:33:44,990 --> 00:33:46,091
You were botched up,
428
00:33:46,092 --> 00:33:48,126
just a mess of a person
429
00:33:48,127 --> 00:33:51,029
throwing yourself down
all those escape hatches.
430
00:33:51,863 --> 00:33:54,465
You gathered up all those pieces
431
00:33:54,466 --> 00:33:58,469
and put yourself back together
over and over again.
432
00:33:58,470 --> 00:34:00,806
Why did you keep doing that?
433
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:03,809
Did it make it stop?
434
00:34:04,943 --> 00:34:06,511
What?
435
00:34:06,512 --> 00:34:08,914
That pain.
436
00:34:10,216 --> 00:34:13,351
The pain that made you tear
yourself up in the first place.
437
00:34:13,352 --> 00:34:15,886
Your body will keep
reminding you of it
438
00:34:15,887 --> 00:34:17,322
until you face that.
439
00:34:17,323 --> 00:34:19,291
Face what?
440
00:34:20,359 --> 00:34:23,161
This, son,
is a snub-nosed revolver.
441
00:34:23,162 --> 00:34:25,130
Easy to handle.
442
00:34:25,131 --> 00:34:26,631
Powerful for its size.
443
00:34:26,632 --> 00:34:28,099
Plenty of people met God...
444
00:34:28,100 --> 00:34:29,834
I really don't want to be here.
445
00:34:29,835 --> 00:34:32,503
You need to face this moment.
446
00:34:32,504 --> 00:34:34,106
I remember what happens.
447
00:34:36,708 --> 00:34:39,777
Now... your turn.
448
00:34:39,778 --> 00:34:41,247
Show me your stance, son.
449
00:34:42,248 --> 00:34:44,081
Good.
Get the target in sight.
450
00:34:44,082 --> 00:34:47,319
Hold steady, then shoot.
451
00:34:58,264 --> 00:35:00,365
You're not hitting the target
452
00:35:00,366 --> 00:35:01,866
because your grip
isn't firm enough.
453
00:35:01,867 --> 00:35:03,201
Huh, you what they call that?
454
00:35:03,202 --> 00:35:05,404
- Limp wristing.
- Yes, sir.
455
00:35:14,380 --> 00:35:17,182
So, how about it?
Are you a limp wrist?
456
00:35:17,183 --> 00:35:19,250
- No, sir.
- Then prove it.
457
00:35:19,251 --> 00:35:20,451
Don't you want to wear a badge
458
00:35:20,452 --> 00:35:22,453
like your old man
and your grandpa, huh?
459
00:35:22,454 --> 00:35:24,456
Make us proud.
460
00:35:30,196 --> 00:35:31,762
Steady your aim
461
00:35:31,763 --> 00:35:34,132
and hit the goddamn
target this time.
462
00:35:37,035 --> 00:35:39,004
Come on.
463
00:35:42,073 --> 00:35:44,809
Goddamn it!
464
00:35:44,810 --> 00:35:47,179
Your sissy little limp wrist
is gonna get us killed!
465
00:35:48,980 --> 00:35:50,382
Goddamn it.
466
00:35:52,584 --> 00:35:55,052
I didn't know if he was
reloading for the target
467
00:35:55,053 --> 00:35:56,655
or for me.
468
00:35:58,123 --> 00:35:59,524
I can do it.
469
00:35:59,525 --> 00:36:01,892
Do what? Huh? This?
470
00:36:01,893 --> 00:36:04,763
And this? And this?
471
00:36:05,797 --> 00:36:06,897
And this?
472
00:36:06,898 --> 00:36:09,434
You can't even handle the sound.
473
00:36:09,435 --> 00:36:11,402
Think we had earmuffs
on Okinawa?
474
00:36:11,403 --> 00:36:13,638
Huh, cover our ears
like little girls?
475
00:36:13,639 --> 00:36:16,374
Had to fire and fight because
it was kill or be killed.
476
00:36:16,375 --> 00:36:18,009
We're done.
477
00:36:39,931 --> 00:36:42,334
It's worse than I remember.
478
00:37:04,790 --> 00:37:06,123
Gino.
479
00:37:06,124 --> 00:37:07,792
Hmm?
480
00:37:07,793 --> 00:37:10,695
I'm glad you're here.
481
00:37:10,696 --> 00:37:13,532
I wouldn't want to be
anywhere else.
482
00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:20,004
I'm sorry.
483
00:37:20,005 --> 00:37:22,507
- No.
- I'm so sorry.
484
00:37:22,508 --> 00:37:24,575
No, no, no, no, no, no.
485
00:37:24,576 --> 00:37:27,579
You don't have anything
to be sorry about.
486
00:37:34,353 --> 00:37:36,921
I don't know...
487
00:37:36,922 --> 00:37:38,856
what's real.
488
00:37:38,857 --> 00:37:40,459
I know.
489
00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:43,728
It's the sickness, baby.
490
00:37:43,729 --> 00:37:45,697
It's okay, I got you.
491
00:37:48,567 --> 00:37:50,935
Okay, I got you.
492
00:37:50,936 --> 00:37:52,737
It's okay.
493
00:38:04,650 --> 00:38:09,788
Ooh...
494
00:38:11,723 --> 00:38:15,660
Ooh...
495
00:38:15,661 --> 00:38:17,928
I'm here. I'm here.
496
00:38:17,929 --> 00:38:20,732
I've got you.
I've got you.
497
00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:28,639
A desert road
498
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:32,477
From Vegas to nowhere
499
00:38:32,478 --> 00:38:35,279
Someplace better
500
00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:39,417
Than where you've been
501
00:38:39,418 --> 00:38:42,720
A coffee machine
502
00:38:42,721 --> 00:38:46,524
That needs some fixing
503
00:38:46,525 --> 00:38:52,630
In a little café
just around the bend
504
00:38:52,631 --> 00:38:59,604
I am
505
00:38:59,605 --> 00:39:06,444
Calling you
506
00:39:06,445 --> 00:39:13,117
I am
507
00:39:13,118 --> 00:39:19,824
Calling you
508
00:39:19,825 --> 00:39:26,231
A hot, dry wind blows
right through me
509
00:39:27,566 --> 00:39:29,867
The baby's crying
510
00:39:29,868 --> 00:39:33,938
And I can't sleep
511
00:39:33,939 --> 00:39:39,376
But we both know
a change is coming
512
00:39:39,377 --> 00:39:43,549
Coming closer, sweet release
513
00:39:45,951 --> 00:39:52,490
I am
514
00:39:52,491 --> 00:39:58,596
Calling you
515
00:39:58,597 --> 00:40:05,470
I am
516
00:40:05,471 --> 00:40:12,511
Calling you
517
00:40:37,903 --> 00:40:44,609
I am
518
00:40:44,610 --> 00:40:51,281
Calling you
519
00:40:51,282 --> 00:40:57,622
Ooh
520
00:40:57,623 --> 00:41:04,630
Mmm
521
00:41:06,397 --> 00:41:09,234
I know you hear me
522
00:41:13,204 --> 00:41:15,373
I know you hear me.
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