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Previously�on The�L�Word:�Generation�Q...
[whoops]
Yeah!
[Tess] I�like�waking�up�with�you.
[Bette] � Tina�has�Carrie, and�she�makes�her�laugh.
She's�all�jokey,�and�I�have... Oh,�yeah,�that's�right.
I�have�no�one. I'm�gonna�die�alone.
You'll�always�have�Angie.
Bam,�ba-dam,�ba-dam
Bam,�ba-dam,�ba-dam...
[Carrie] � Your�daughter is�amazing,�but�that�Bette,
I�don't�know�how�you�ever married�her.�What?
Don't�talk�about�her�like�that.
[siren�chirps]
[Tess] She's�got�a�lot�of�stuff
that�she�needs�to�work�out.
[Sophie] I�know�that,�I�do,
but�I�love�her.
[Maribel] Would�you�bet�on�it?
[Micah] I�would�bet�my�whole�heart.
[Dani] Is�this�real?
[Gigi] It's�very�real.
[Alice] If�I�tell�my�truth,
maybe�I�can�help someone�out�there
not�feel�so�alone�in�the�world.
[Finley] I'm�sorry.�I'll�go�to�rehab.
[Sophie] I'm�gonna�be�right�here.
[Carrie] � You�have�no�idea�what it�feels�like�to�walk�around
trying�to�measure�up to�that�woman.
[Tina] � No�one�expects�you to�measure�up�to�her.
[Carrie] Do�you�hear�yourself?
[Bette] � You�asked�me�if I�was�still�in�love�with�you.
[Bette�sighs]
Hi.
What�are�you�doing�here?
I�don't�find�trouble,�yeah
Trouble�finds�me.
[Tina] Can�I�come�in?
[Bette] Yeah.
Sure.
I�just...�I'm�on�my�way�out, but�I'm...
I'm�really�glad�to�see�you.
I'm�s...�I'm�so�sorry
-for�my- -Are�you�in�love�with�me?
Is�that�what�you�were�gonna�say?
[sighs]
That�you're�in�love�with�me?
Just�answer�the�question.
Yes.
[scoffs]
That's�not�how�you�love�someone.
Carrie�was�so�good�for�me.
She�was�decent, and�she�was�kind,
and�she�was�not�you.
-Okay,�I�have�to�go. -But�you�couldn't�help�yourself.
-I�have�to�go. -You�just�had�to�get�in�there
and�twist�it�and�fuck�it�up. You�couldn't�help�yourself.
I�will�make�it�right with�Carrie.�I�promise.
-I�will�make�it�right�with�her. -No.
Just�let�me�try.�I�mean, more�than�anything�else,
I�just�want�you�to�be�happy.
-There's�no�point. -Of�course�there's�a�point.
I�mean,�she�loves�you. Of�course�she�loves�you.
I�can't�be�with�her�because I'm�in�love�with�you,�too.
[sighs]
I've�loved�you�my�whole�life.
And�I've�loved�you�all�of�mine.
I�just�wish�that�you�were fucking�better�at�it.
Fuck!
I'm�a�little�fucked-up, not�easy�to�love
And�what�you've�heard about�me�is�true
Don't�say�I�didn't�warn�you
But�if�you�ever�leave, I�can�sure�guarantee
You�won't�want�somebody�new
Don't�say�I�didn't�warn�you
Don't�say�I�didn't...
[Teddy�and�Alice moaning,�grunting]
Oh,�wow.
Oh,�yeah. I�want�to�come�on�your�face.
Okay,�yeah.�That�sounds�great.
I�want�to�watch�you fuck�your�clone.
Oh,�sounds�like�a�really good�time.�I'll�do�that.
Yeah?�[chuckles] I�want�to�fuck�a�stranger
while�you�watch�us.
Oh,�I�can�be�into�that. Yeah,�yeah.
Yeah?�[grunting]�God. Can�I�fuck�you�on�my�livestream?
-Oh,�no,�no,�no. -Huh?�What?
I�can't�do�that. Not�for�me.�I'm�famous.
-What?�Me,�too. -Oh.
Yeah.�Babe, I'm�a�semi-influencer.
-Oh.�Oh,�yeah.�Can�we- -Yeah.�Flip�over.
-Oh,�okay.�Yeah.�Okay. -Flip�over.�[sighs]
-[both�grunting] -Oh,�yeah.
-Okay. -Yeah.
Yeah.�Show�me.�[mutters]
-Let�me�do�a�thousand,�baby. -Oh,�yeah.
Let's�take�it to�a�thousand!�Okay.
-[grunting] -Oh,�wow.
-Gen�Z-ers�are�fun.�Yeah.�Yeah. -[laughs]
What�generation�are�you?
Um,�let's�not�talk about�that,�okay?
-[laughs] -Yeah.�Okay.
[whoops]
New�attitude
Better�come�through,�too
Wow,�that�is�short�notice.
Yes.
-[Patty]�Who�asked�you? -[Shane]�You�did.
Okay,�but�did�you�tell�them
that�it's�a�fundraiser for�the�MS�Society?
You�did,�okay.
There's�got�to�be�another�makeup artist�that�can�cover�for�her.
We're�auctioning�off�a�makeover.
[Patty]�Why�don't�you�ask�me? I�know�a�lot�of�people.
Doris�could�do�it.
[Tess]�Well, that's�really�unfortunate
because�we�were�counting on�them.
-[Shane]�I'll�give�Doris�a�call. -It's�a�Vegas-themed�night
in�honor�of�my�beautiful�mother who�was�a�showgirl
-in�the�'80s. -Darling.
When�do�I�go�on?
Uh,�there's no�show�today,�Patty.
I�do�eight�a�week at�the�MGM�Grand.
I�know,�but...
-today's�your�day�off. -Today's�your�day�off.
All�right,�listen,�um, yeah,�okay.
Gloria�says�you�have�to�take these�with�food�before�9:00,
-okay? -Oh,�you're�trying�to�kill�me.
I'm�just�following�instructions.
-Ah,�no,�no,�no,�no,�no.�Patty. -[Gloria]�Someone�left�the�door
-unlocked�again. -Mom,�please.
-Hey,�Gloria. -Causing�trouble�first�thing
-in�the�morning?�Okay.�Okay. -She's�not�listening�to�me.
-Pills. -I�got�it,�I�got�it.
Yes,�I'll�start calling�around,�too.
-Okay,�cool.�Thanks.�Bye. -[Patty]�They�hold�me�hostage.
[sighs]�Hi,�Gloria.
Hi.�How's�my�girl?
Oh,�a�bit�pissy.�I�don't�know if�it's�the�dementia,
the�MS,�or�just�her�personality.
-[chuckles] -You're�always�charming,�Patty.
-You�tired,�hon? -Yeah.
I�just�lost�one�of�the�makeup artists�for�the�fundraiser.
Ah.�Well,�I�can�try to�find�someone.
-Yeah? -Mm-hmm.
[indistinct�chatter]
-What? -That's�sweet.
Be�careful.
What?
Mm-mm.�Don't�be�fresh.
-Okay. -Show�some�respect.
[whispers]�Meet�me�downstairs.
[Patty]�I�don't�wanna.
The�doggy�needs�to�eat�his�food. The�dog�needs�his�food.
-Oh,�yeah. -You�do�feel�a�little
tight�today.�You�know�what? Let's�go�for�a�walk�around...
intriguing�music
-Come�on.�Come�on. -Tess.
Your�mom�and�Gloria are�upstairs.
It's�okay.
Can�you�stop�thinking...
What�are�you�doing?
You�know�what�I'm�doing.
Makes�me think�about�you�more...
-Don't�do�it.�Don't�do�it. -They�can't�hear�anything.
Would�you�still,�or
Would�you�let�down your�guard?
Show�me�who�you�are
Show�me�all�your�edges and�your�favorite�scars
Would�you�tell�me...
-[sighs] -Why�are�you�doing�this�to�me?
Tell�me�all�your�secrets...
You�love�it.
Take�off�the�mask
Keep�on�the�pants
Pull�me�closer...
[laughs]
A�tortured�romance
Caressing�my�hand
Show�me�all�your�plans
Just�take�off�your�mask...
[both�chuckle]
Don't�start�things you�can't�finish.
Fuck,�I�have�to�go.
What?
Beverly's�down�to�one�lane.
We�should�just�move�in�together.
[scoffs]
-To�avoid�the�commute? -No.
[chuckles]�Not�just for�the�commute.
I...
I�feel�like...
you've�really�been�there for�me,�like,
through�probably the�hardest�year�of�my�life.
-Mm. -And�it�feels�like
we're�on�the�other�side.
Yeah?
Yeah.
Of�course�I�want to�live�with�you.
-Yeah? -Yeah.
But�let�me�talk�to�Nat,
because�of�the�kids.
Yeah.
slow,�contemplative�music
You�want�coffee?
Yeah.
[clears�throat]
upbeat�music
[announcer] � Welcome to�moving�day,�everybody.
Like�oh,�my�God...
These�Gen�Z-ers�are,�like,�hot.
-Mm-hmm. -They're�smart.
They're�bi.
They�don't�want the�white�picket�fence.
Oh,�my�God, I�was�ahead�of�my�time.
I�can't�wait�to�meet�one of�these�incredible�people.
What's�wrong�with�your�face? Why�do�you�look�like�that?
-What? -You�look�like�you�haven't
slept�in�a�year.
Do�you�need�a�granola�bar or�something?
I�might�have�some�here.
Well,�look,�a,�uh,�uh, a�makeup�artist...
What�about�her?
She�dropped�out at�the�last�minute�tonight
-for�Tess's�fundraiser. -Hmm.�Okay.�Well,
my�glam�team would�be�happy�to�step�in.
-Really? -Yeah.
Who�doesn't�love�a�makeover?
Thank�you.�That's�one�less�thing to�worry�about.
-[sighs] -Angie.
-Hey! -[Alice�and�Shane]�Hi.
Are�my�moms�here?
Um,�Tina's... she's�just�walking�up.
-Okay. -Bette's�close,�too.
-You�okay? -Yeah.
-Okay. -Yeah,�sorry.
Totally.�I'm�going,�um...
-Do�you... -I'm�gonna�take�another�load.
-You'll�take�this. -Okay.
-Okay,�we'll�guard�this. -Thank�you.�Sorry.
All�right,�Shane.
-What? -I'm�worried.
-What? -I�think�she's...
I�think�she's�really�nervous to�see�her�moms.
No,�no.�She's�fine. They�talk�all�the�time.
Scheduling�college�tours isn't�talking.
This�could�be�like�a�showdown.
Whatever�this�is, don't�make�it�weird.
-Okay.�Hi! -[Tina]�Hi.
-Hi! -Hey.
-[chuckles] -Hi.
-Are�you�being�weird?�Really? -No.�Yeah.
-I�am.�I'm�gonna�work�on�that. -Okay.
-Hi. -Hi.
-[sighs]�Look,�I�am�so�sorry... -What?
that�I�can't�go to�the�fundraiser.
Oh,�no,�no,�no. It's�okay,�it's�okay.
Okay?�But�I'm�gonna�write�you a�very�big�check.
-Okay? -Appreciate�it.
You�do�so�much�for�Tess.�Yeah.
I�know.�She's�all domesticated�now.
She's�got�the�live-in mother-in-law
-and�all. -So�grown-up.
-Had�to�happen�sometime. -Oh,�speaking�of�grown-up,
Bette's�been�putting�in�a�lot of�personal�work�of�her�own.
Yeah,�she's
-been�reflecting. -Yeah.
I�just�want to�remind�both�of�you
that�we're�all�here�for�Angie.
-Yeah.�I'm... -Of�course.
-...okay. -And�I'm�fine.
-Yeah.�Totally�normal. -Speak�of�the�devil.
All�I�know�is�I'll�just take�a�big�burn
And�I'm�gone
I'm�gone
Yeah,�I'm�spun
Yeah,�I'm�fun...
-[tires�screech] -[thuds]
Oh.
Ooh.
[Alice] That�can't�be�good.
She's�gonna�be�pissed.
[driver]�Oh,�my�God,�oh,�my�God. No,�no,�no.�[gasping]
Oh,�my�God. I�am�so,�so,�so,�so�sorry.
-Ugh. -Is�she�okay?
Yeah,�she's�fine.
You�should�be�worried for�that�girl.
Come�here,�sweetheart. It's�okay,�it's�okay.
[Shane] Wow.
[driver] I'm�gonna�get�my�insurance.
I�think�she's�okay.
-[crying] -The�only�thing
you�have�to�do�is�hold compassion�for�yourself
and�enjoy�move-in�day.
So,�you're�gonna�come help,�or...?
-[Alice]�Oh.�Yes.�Yes,�helping. -Yeah.�Yeah.
-[Angie]�Mom?�Mom. -[Alice]�Give�me�this.
Yes.�I�got...�Look,
-I�got�the�extra�hangers. -Thanks.
-Is�that�it? -What�floor?
Yeah.�I�don't�know.
-Four.�Four. -We'll�see�you�there.
Okay.�I'm�coming�right�up.
Hi.�Are�you�okay?
[scoffs]
I�can't�believe�you�didn't bite�that�girl's�head�off.
Oh,�well,�we're�all�gonna�die, so�[chuckles]
what's�a�little�bumper,�right?
It's�nice�to�see�you.
You,�too.
You�ready?
Yeah.�Fourth�floor.
[sighs]
-What�are�you�doing? -I�don't�know.
I�panicked.
Maybe�she's�gonna�want her�own�room,�you�know?
Why�would�she�want�that?
Uh,�'cause�technically, we�have�been
on�a�break�since she's�been�at�sober�living.
Okay,�yeah, but�you�guys�talked,�right?
And�you�decided�that you�were�gonna-
Yeah,�but�what�if she�changed�her�mind?
She�didn't�change her�mind,�Soph.
Yeah,�you�don't�know�that.
-Okay,�look,�it's�okay. -Oh,�God.
-[grunts] -Soph,�it's�okay.
-Right. -It's�gonna�be�okay.
-Mm-hmm. -Seriously,�Finley's
gonna�come�back, and�we're�all�gonna�be�here,
and�we're�gonna make�her�feel�at�home.
All�right?�Maybe�have, like,�a�movie�night.
-Maybe�make�some�dinner. -Uh-huh.
Or,�you�know,�order�out�since last�time�wasn't�so�great.
[Sophie]�[gasps] What�the�fuck�is�this?
Fuck.
[gasps]
[sighs]
Am�I�looking�at what�I�think�I'm�looking�at?
Can�I�say�no?
-No. -Okay,�then...
yes.
Oh,�my�God. My�sister's�getting�married.
-Oh,�my�God,�Micah... -Maybe.�I�mean,�I-
-Wait,�what?�She�doesn't�know? -No,�no,�no.
Like,�I...�Okay,�I'm�gonna do�a�whole�thing,�okay?
-When�are�you�gonna�do�it? -[Finley]�Hello?
Hello?�Guys?
-[sighs] -[Micha]�Hey,�you,�uh,
you�ready�for�this?
[Finley] Wow,�what�a�warm�welcome.
-Hello? -[ring�box�closes]
Is�anybody�home?
slow,�wistful�music
Hey,�guys.
Hi.
[sighs]
Oh.�[chuckling]
Oh,�God,�I�missed�you�so�much.
[sighs]�Thank�God�you're�home.
Your�heart's�beating out�of�your�chest.
What,�you�got�a�little�birdie in�there�or�something?
-[laughs] -Hey!
Uh,�Micah's�gonna�propose.
-Don't�tell�her�that. -Shut�up.
I�haven't�figured�out,�you�know, what�I'm�gonna�do�yet.
Congratulations,�dude.
Oh,�I'm�so�happy�for�you.
Maribel's�for�sure gonna�say�yes.
[sighs]�Glad�you're�home.
Yeah,�me,�too.
-Should�we�get�your�stuff? -Yeah.
We'll,�uh...�Let's�grab�it.
Wow,�full�service.
-Go. -Thanks.
upbeat,�joyful�music
[Sophie] � Wait. You�were�telling�me�about�that
dude�that�lived�across�the�hall
-with�a�feather�boa,�right? -[Finley] � Oh,�yeah.
[Sophie]�That's�what he�would�have�around.
-[Finley]�I'm�telling�you. -[both�laugh]
You�know Sandra�Bullock's � 28�Days?
Of�course�I�do.
-Yeah,�love�me�some�Sandra. -[moans]
Sandy�B.,�baby.
It's�basically�a�documentary.
Same�people�at�my�rehab, just,�like,
the�kookiest motherfuckers�on�earth.
Wow.�Okay.
-My�roommate... -Yeah.
-Cindy.�Cindy,�right? -Yeah.
-I�like�Cindy. -Cindy-Lou�Who.
-[chuckles] -Got�me�a�pair�of�socks...
Oh,�okay.
-...with�vaginas�on�them. -Ooh.
-[laughs] -For�Pride�Month.
[both�laugh]
How�kind,�I�have�to�say.
I�mean,�she's�so�sweet.
-Oh,�my�God.�[laughs] -Sweet�Cindy.�I�mean...
different�sizes, different�colors.
-Cindy... -Just,�like,�very�inclusive
-vagina�socks. -[chuckles]�Aw.�I�love�it.
[sighs]
All�right,�I�got�to do�something.
Okay.
It's,�uh...
[sniffles]
...not�like a�"script"�script,�but
I�wanted�to�say�everything, and,�I�don't�know,
I�thought�I'd�forget�stuff, so�I�wrote�it�down.
I'm�just�here�to�say�sorry
for�everything.
"When�we�were�together,
I�couldn't�see�you or�consider�you
the�way�I'd�like�to.
This�is�because I�couldn't�see�myself.
And�I�think�that�was�probably really�lonely�for�you.
And�I'm�sorry.
I'm�sorry�you�had�to take�care�of�me,
and�I'm�sorry�I�couldn't�see
that�the�intervention was�an�act�of�love.
I'm�sorry�I�haven't�loved�you
the�way�you�deserve�to�be�loved,
because�you�really deserve�to�be�loved."
Well...
...thank�you�for�saving�my�life.
'Cause�you�did,�and
you�shouldn't�have�had�to.
So,�thank�you.
Thank�you.
Appreciate�it.
[laughs]
And�I'm�gonna�get�a�job, with�benefits.
Okay.�Hey,�now.�Look�at�you.
I'm�gonna�get�a�car,�and
I�think�I'm�gonna go�back�to�school.
Well,�not�go�back,�I�guess. [chuckles]
I�never�really�went the�first�time,
-but�you�know�what�I�mean. -[chuckles]
I�mean,�wow.�That's... [sniffles]
That's�incredible.
-Yeah? -Yeah.
Greatness�is�a...
And�I�promise�to�always be�honest�with�you.
-Scout's�honor. -[laughing]
Written�in�the�stars, Heaven�only�knows...
And�just,�like, on�that�note�of�being�honest,
-you�do�have�a�bat�in�the�cave. -[chuckles]�Oh,�my�God.
We�could�set�the�world on�fire...
What�is...�What�the�hell?
-I�hate�you. -She's�out.
[both�laugh]
You�could�run�by�my�side
Oh
Oh...
Look,�if�anything�happens,
please�call�me before�you�call�the�R.A.
-Yes,�okay. -Please.
-I�love�you. -I�love�you,�too.
Call�me�after�you�call�Shane if�she�doesn't�pick�up.
I�probably�won't�pick�up on�the�first�try,
but�I�will�for�sure on�the�second.
-Okay.�[laughs] -Okay?
Aw,�I�love�you�guys.
-Love�you. -Love�you.
[chuckles]�Bye.
Ah.�Okay.
[Tina] So,�do�you�need�anything�else?
I�don't.
-More�hangers? -[Bette]�What�about�cash?
Because�I�probably have�something�in�here.
No,�no,�no,�no. I�don't�need�anything.
-Oh,�I�have�cash.�Here. -[Angie]�Guys...
-You�do? -Yeah.
-A�twenty.�Here.�Just�take�it. -Okay.
[Bette] And�I'm�just�across�town.
I�know.
Yeah,�so-so,�you�know, if�something...
even�if�something�comes�up
-later�today,�and�you�need... -Okay.�Jordi's...�Yeah.
Jordi's�coming�over�soon,�so...
Okay.�How�about�a�quick�photo?
Oh,�that's�a�good�idea.
-No,�no,�no,�no,�no,�no.�No! -Quick�one.
-Okay,�please,�please. -Just�one.
-No,�no,�no,�no.�Please.�Okay. -Okay.�Fine.
[grunts]
All�right.
[sighs]
[Tina] I�should�ask�for�my�twenty�back.
I�bet�she�calls�later.
Mom.
I�love�you�guys.
-I�love�you. -Mm.
Don't�cry.
-It's�okay.�It's�good. -I�know,�I�know.�I�just...
I�love�you,�that's�all.
-Bye. -Bye.
[both�sigh]
Are�you�gonna�go to�the�fundraiser�tonight?
-Yeah.�You? -[phone�vibrating]
Yeah.
I'll�see�you�there.
Hi.
Pippa,�can�you�hear�me?
You�made�it�to�Johannesburg.
upbeat,�lively�music
Luck�be�a�lady�tonight
Luck�be�a�lady�tonight
Luck�if�you've ever�been�a�lady...
-[feedback�screeches] -Attention,�mes�amis.�Attention.
Thank�you�all
so,�so�much for�coming�out�tonight.
Wow,�you�all�look�so�good.
[cheering,�whistling,�applause]
Give�yourselves a�round�of�applause.
Okay,�so�tonight's�benefit,
all�of�the�proceeds�are going�to�go�to�the�MS�Society.
This�is�a�charity�that�is�very near�and�dear�to�my�heart,
so�please,�please,�please�dig
very,�very�deep in�those�pocketbooks
-and�pockets.�Okay? -[whooping]
What�happens�at�Dana's, stays�at�Dana's,
-remember.�Okay,�so... -[cheering,�applause]
...our�very�first�item up�for�auction�is...
Are�you�ready?
It's�a�head-to-toe�makeover
by�the�illustrious�glam�squad
of�none�other�than...
The�Alice�Show.
[cheering]
Let's�get�the�bidding�started, shall�we?
Good�evening,�everyone. Hello,�hello.
Shall�we�get�this�show on�the�road?
That�was�a�great�start.
I�hope�so.�You�know, we�need�to�make�five�grand
just�to�break�even.
Oh,�I�have�no�doubt�we'll make�much�more�than�that.
-Okay,�good.�Do�it. -I�will�do�that.�[laughs]
Thanks,�Dani.
[auctioneer]�All�right, let's�start�that�bidding
-at�$300. -Okay.�All�right.
Do�I�have�300?�300. Got�so�many�300s.
-Can�I�get�350,�350. -[Shane]�I'm�dead�serious.
Bette�really�made�an�effort.
She's�actually�friends with�Pippa�Pascal?
[Alice] Tina,�she�apologized�to�her.
I�mean,�she�wanted to�make�things�right.
Wow.�I�didn't�know�any�of�that. Carrie�won't�even�talk�to�me.
-Wow.�That's... -Hey.
-You're�here. -[Shane]�Thanks�for�coming.
Hi.
-Hi. -[Shane]�Want�your�usual?
[Bette] Please.
It's�nice�to�see�you out�in�the�world.
-Thank�you. -Same.
Same.
[auctioneer] All�right...
Thanks.�You�can�head�in.
-Enjoy. -Thanks.
So?
Oh.�I�mean,�that's-that's fucking�gorgeous.
Good�job.
-Yeah. -Yeah,�she's�gonna�love�it.
-Right? -Yeah.
I�mean,�I�don't�know.�I�was...
I�wasn't�gonna�do�it�tonight,
but�now�everyone�knows, and�she's�gonna�find�out�somehow
if�I�don't�do�it,�so... I�don't�know.�What�do�you�think?
-What�would�you�do? -[sighs]
I�don't�know.�Let�me�ask�Nat, and�I'll�get�back�to�you.
You�are�still stuck�on�that,�huh?
Oh,�you�bet�I�am.
[Teddy] Hi.
-Hi. -Um,�I'm�Alice's�plus-one.
She�told�me�to�say, "Penguin�Thunderdome."
[chuckles]
Of�course�she�did.
I'll�be�right�back.�Follow�me.
Okay.
Livin'�large
Where's�Micah? He's�been�gone�for�a�while.
He's�with�Dani. And�where's�Finley�now?
Oh,�talking�to�Shane�and�Tess.
You�sure?
Okay,�if�you�have something�to�say,
why�don't�you�just say�it,�huh?�What?
You�don't�like�her?
You�don't�trust�her?
Don't�want�me�to�be�with�her? Blah,�blah,�blah.
Check,�check.�Yeah,�check.
I�am�so�happy,�bro.�Come�on.
This�bitch�ruined�your�wedding. You�know�that,�right?
No,�I�ruined�my�relationship with�Dani.
Oh,�so�you�pissed in�her�hallway,�too.
Oh,�my�God. She's�apologized�for�all�that.
What�else�can�she�do?
'Cause�you�lose�yourself�in�her.
-What�are�you�talking�about? -I'm�saying
that�you�both are�toxic�together.
Okay,�bitch. You�have�been�hanging�out
with�that�therapist for�way�too�long.
I'm�just�looking�out�for�you.
-That's�it. -I�know.
But...�I'm�a�big�girl.
And�she's�different�now. [chuckles]�I�can�tell.
Hmm.
Back�down,�you�go�this�way
Back�down, you�go�this�way
So�back�up, don't�you�test�me
Don't�you�test�me...
[music�continues�faintly]
[crowd�cheering]
-[Finley]�Hey. -Oh,�my.
Look�who�it�is.
Oh,�it's�so�good to�see�you,�man.
-How�you�doing? -Good.
You�looking�good. You�got�some�color,�yeah?
Thanks.�It's�amazing�what drinking�water�will�do�for�you.
-Um... -[Shane�chuckles]
I,�uh,�okay.
"I'm�sorry�for�being�shitty to�you�both�and�for�being
late�or�drunk�at�work,
and�after�work,�too.
And�I'm�so�sorry�you... I�broke�the�trust
-that�you�both-" -[Shane]�Stop.�No,�you�didn't.
You�broke�nothing.
We're�your�family.
-Thank�you. -[Shane]�So,�what�do�you�think?
You�want�to�come�back�here?
-Here?�Wh... -[Shane]�Yeah.
-Here. -You're�giving�me�my�job�back?
-Yeah. -Yes.
Holy�shit.
-Oh,�my�God. -[laughs]
Wow.�Thank�you.
That's�amazing.�Thank�you.
Um,�I�got�the�wrong�shoes�on,
but�fuck�it.�I'll�take a�shin�split�if�I�got�to.
I'll-I'll�start�right�now.
-Oh,�no.�That's... -No.�You'll�start�tomorrow.
-[chuckles] -Just�get�a�new�pair�of�shoes.
I�will�absolutely�do�that. Thank�you.
[Shane] Now�get�out�of�here.�Come�on.
-We�have�a�full�night�tonight. -[Tess]�Come�on.
Wow.�Oh,�and�are�there�benefits?
I've�been�trying to�track�those�down.
-Uh...�[laughs] -Talk�to�that�one.
We'll�talk�about�it�tomorrow.
Okay.�It�doesn't have�to�be,�like,
full�benefits. I�just�want�to�know�if...
Nothing�can�stop�me, I�can't�get�enough
Playing�with�danger is�bad�behavior
Bad,�bad,�bad�behavior...
[overlapping�chatter]
[Ivy] Oh,�no,�no,�no,�no.
You�can't�be�back�here. I'm�sorry.
I'm�serious.�I'll�shoo�you.�Bye.
Bad,�bad
Playing�with�danger
Bad,�bad
Behavior
What-what�season�are�you�on?
Oh,�we�got�picked�up for�season�nine.
-Wow.�That's�incredible. -Yeah.
But�a�whole�new�team of�executives�came�on.
They�have�a�completely different�agenda,
so�now�the�showrunner�is�pissed.
-Oh,�no. -So,�I�have�to�fly�to�Toronto
tomorrow�to�meet with�a�directing�producer.
You�know,�just�to�iron�out a�lot�of�the�creative�conflicts
that�are�about�to�blow�up in�my�face.�[laughs]
That's�a�lot�of�people to�manage.
Yeah.�It's�a�lot of�big�personalities.
Well,�it's�too�bad you�don't�have�any�experience
-managing�big�personalities. -[laughs]
Yeah.
I�guess�I�like putting�out�fires.
Yeah.�You've�always been�good�at�it.
[chuckles]
[pop�music�playing]
Yeah,�my�"For�You"�page�really thinks�I'm�a�poly�pan�queer
in�a�long-distance�relationship, but�I�guess,�like,
three�out�of�four isn't�that�bad,�right?
Yeah.�It's�good.�So,�you�don't get�to�pick�the�videos?
They�just�pick�them�for�you?
No.�I�mean,�like,�you-you�can.
You�just,�you�would�not�want�to.
-That�algorithm�is�just... -Oh,�I�know.�It's�like-
...so�good.
-Oh,�it's-�[grunts]�Hi. -Alice.�Sorry.�Hi.
-Shane,�I'm�learning... -You�okay?
-...really�exciting�things�here. -Forgive�me,�but�I�just,
I�just�wanted�to�show�you that�right�there.
[Alice] Oh,�my�God.
[Shane] Yeah.�Can�you�believe�it?
Huh.
-Yeah. -Oh,�Shane,�Teddy.�Teddy,�Shane.
-How�you�doing,�Teddy?�Pleasure. -[Teddy]�Hey,�how's�it�going?
Whoa.�You�are,�like, really�intense.
I�like�it.�Um,�can�I�ask�you
what�your�Venus�is�in?
That's�deeply�personal, Teddy,�but�thanks�anyway.
-[chuckles] -[Shane]�All�right,
-I'm�gonna�get�back�to�it. -Yeah.
Where's�mine? Where's�my�Venus,�Teddy?
Hmm...�Taurus,�obviously.
-Oh. -Yeah,�but�not�in�a�derogatory
-sort�of�way. -I�don't...
-Hi.�Hey. -Oh,�hi,�Finley.
-How�are�you?�Hey,�listen. -Oh!
You�need�to�stop�Venmo-ing�me
these�really�weird�amounts of�money.
Oh.�Can't�stop,�won't�stop, not�until�it's�all�paid�back.
Every�cent�of�that�rehab�money,
coming�back�to�you in�ones�and�fives,�baby.
-I�don't�need�it. -I�love�you.
-I�don't�need�it. -Thank�you.
Okay.�[sighs]
You�guys�know�each�other?
'Cause�you're�the�same�age. I�figured...
No.�I�might�have�ran�into�them in�the�bathroom�earlier.
Hmm.
How�did�we�do?
-[whispers�indistinctly] -[gasps]
Yes!�That�is�what I�wanted�to�hear.
I'm�gonna�go�look�for�Tess.
-Hi. -Hi.
You're�back.
Yeah.�I�am.�Um,
is�now�a�good�time�to�talk? 'Cause�I,�uh-
No.�No,�it's�not.
I'm-I'm�actually�looking for�Tess,�and-
Oh,�okay.�When�is�a�good�time?
Um,�let�me�see.
Never?
-[chuckles]�Okay. -Mm.
Look,�I'm�really sorry,�and,�um-
Yeah.�I�just�said�that�I�don't want�to�talk�about�it�now.
Right.�No.�Okay. I'm�just�trying�to�apologize.
I-I�really�just�don't�want to�get�into�it�here.
Copy�that.�Okay. I�guess�I'll�just-
Y-You�still�think that-that�what�I�want
somehow�matters�less than�what�you�want.
No.�No,�I�don't�think that�at�all.�That's�why�I'm-
You�know, I�don't�think�you're�cute.
That's�always�been�pretty�clear.
And�I�don't�think
-you're�charming. -Sure,�but,�um-
I�think�you're�fucking�annoying.
Okay,�maybe�if�you�just give�me�a�second.
-I�wrote�something,�and�I�just- -What�the�fuck�is�wrong
with�you?! I�literally�just�said�"No."
-Okay. -[Tess]�Hey.
Hi.�Hi.
Um,�maybe�just...
Maybe�it's�not�the�right�time.
-Okay. -Just�walk�away,�okay?
-Fuck.�I'm�sorry.�I... -Okay.
Ain't�none�of�your�business, ain't�none�of�your...
Finley,�wait.
-Are�you�okay? -Yeah.
Yeah,�I'm...�I'm�so�sorry.
-No,�it's�okay. -I�was�just�coming�to...
We�raised�$7,000.
And�the�night's�still�young, so�you�never�know.
I'm�sorry.�What?
-Seven...�thousand�dollars. -Thousand�dollars.
[laughing]�Oh,�my...
I'm�gonna�hug�you.
-[laughing] -Oh.
[Sophie] What?�What�did�Dani�say�to�you?
-Nothing. -Oh,�Fin.
No,�no.�It�was�my�bad,�okay?
Just,�I�caught�her�off�guard.
And�I�get�it.�It's�really�okay.
I�just�want to�stop�talking�about�it.
-It's�such�a�fucking�bummer. -Finley.
[sighs]
It's�not�okay. She�was�a�dick�to�you.
I�got�to�think about�my�part�in�this.
Okay.
I�can't�control�her�reaction, you�know.
It's�like...
It�was�too�soon.
I�shouldn't�have fucking�done�it.
[sighs]
You�know,�you're�kind�of�cute
when�you're�all�serious like�that,
-smoking�your�Juul. -[chuckles]
-[coughs] -Shut�up.
Smoking�it�in�my�face.
-[chuckles] -Yeah.�Dani�doesn't�think�so.
Oh,�fuck�her.
[sighing]�Oh,�God.
I�just�wanted your�first�night�back�to�be�fun.
Yeah.
You�want to�do�something�naughty?
-Yeah. -[laughs]
-I�got�an�idea. -What?
-Come�on. -Oh,�my�God.
-Come�on! -Okay.
Where�are�we�going?
We're�in�the�street!�Ah!
I'm�feeling�your�eyes all�over�me
Feeling�your�eyes, don't�miss�a�beat...
Here�you�go.
[indistinct�chatter]
-Beer? -Yeah,�that's�me.
You're�my�number�one...
-You. -Me?
Yeah,�you�did�not�tell�me you�own�this�place.
You�didn't�ask.
Yeah,�well, you�could�have�bailed�me�out,
but�instead, I�yelled�at�you,�and�now,
here�I�am�apologizing�for�it.
-I�am�sorry. -You�should�be.
Well,�then�can�I�get�you�a�drink and�make�up�for�it?
Wind�it�up, or�wind�on�me...
Wait.�Do�I... do�I�know�you�from�somewhere?
I�don't�know.�Do�you?
Come�with�me.
Come�on.�[laughs�softly]
Forget�your�stress, put�your�mind�on�me...
Excuse�me.�Thank�you.
-Hi. -Excuse�me.�Thank�you.
Yeah,�yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah,�yeah
Oh,�oh-oh-oh,�oh,�oh...
Can�I�show�you�something?
Yeah.
[laughs]
I�know.�I�only�used�a�little�bit of�it,�'cause�I�need�to�save�it
and�I�bought�it�for,�like, way�too�much�money�on�eBay.
-It's�a�relic. -It�is.
So,�would�you�consider styling�me?
No,�I�don't�think�so.
Or�maybe�don't�think.
Come�on.
Have�a�little�fun�with�me.
Mmm
Yeah,�yeah...
I�don't�even�know if�I�remember�how.
You�know,�I�don't�think�a�talent like�yours�ever�goes�away.
I�think�it's�always�in�you.
The�same�mind�can't�see
What�that�mind does�not�agree
It's�the�same�mind that�can't�see
Tries�to�tame, tame�you�and�me
Yeah,�yeah,�yeah...
I�can�give�you a�few�suggestions.
Okay.
But�if�you�told�someone about�this�problem,�I'm�sure...
[laughter] -[Tess]�Hey,�lady.
Are�you�ready?�They're�asking for�you�backstage.
All�right.
-Okay.�Wish�me�luck. -What's�happening?
Where�are�you�going? Where�are�you-?
Just�gonna�have�to�wait�and�see.
What?�I�don't�get�it. Where�are�you�going?
Really,�what's�happening?
No�idea.
Usually�I�know�things. I�don't�know�what�this�is.
upbeat,�energetic�music
Just...
You�take�good�care�of�your�hair.
-You�know�that? -I�do.�[chuckles]
Let's�see.
All�right. Keep�your�head�straight.
Let�me�see.�I�mean,�you�can...
I�think�you�could�go a�little�shorter�if�you�want,
just�below�the�chin.
-Maybe. -Yeah,�it's�cute.
Maybe�not.�Let�me�see.
Get�lost�in�the�sound, you�breathe�in...
Chin�up.
Flickering�light
You�want�me
You�want�me
I�don't�want�to�fall
I�don't�want to�fall�from�this...
[clears�throat]
You�don't...�don't�really have�to�do�anything.
I'm�gonna... I'm�gonna�pack�up�my�stuff
and�relieve�my�babysitter.
-Yeah. -Yeah.
[both�clear�throats]
[Tess]�All�right,�folks,�let's keep�that�generosity�flowing.
-[cheering] -Our�next�item�up�for�bid
is�so�special,�it's�getting its�own�introduction
by�the�incomparable Bette�Porter.
[applause,�cheering,�whistling]
What�is�she�doing?
-Charity? -Good�evening,�everyone.
This�next�piece�is
from�my�private�collection.
-Did�I�miss�anything? -[gasps,�applause]
-No. -Oh.
[Bette] It's�by�the�very�first
artist�I�ever�started to�collect.
That's�from�our�house in�West�Hollywood.
-Yeah.�It's�cute. -[Bette]�What�we�have�here
-is�a�limited�edition... -Whose�is�this?
-[Bette]�Kiki�Smith. -Bette's.
[gasping,�applause]
[auctioneer] All�right,�everyone.
We�are�going to�start�the�bidding�at�$500.
-Do�I�have�$500? -[patron]�Here!
-$500. -$500.
It's�worth so�much�more�than�$500.
-Can�I�get�six?�$600? -Okay.
-Okay.�Yeah. -We�got�six.�How�about�seven?
-I'm�just�saying. -$700.�I�know�we�got�seven.
-[patron]�Seven! -Seven!�All�right,�eight.�$800.
-$800. -$800.
-[patron]�$900. -$900.
And�I�know�somebody�out�there has�got�$1,000.
Give�me�$1,000.
$10,000.
[gasping,�murmuring]
-Holy�shit. -What?
$10,000,�everybody.
Going�once.
Going�twice.�Sold!
-For�$10,000. -[applause�and�cheering]
That�was...
completely�unnecessary.
Well,�you�said�that�you�would never�part�with�a�Kiki�Smith.
[Bette] I�know.�I�just...
I�thought�maybe it�was�time�to�let�it�go.
Yeah,�but�some�things are�worth�keeping.
When�I�see�that�print,
I�think�of�our�old�house.
I�think�of�us.
I�didn't�want�someone�else to�have�a�piece�of�us.
Well,�I'm�so�glad that�you�have�it�now.
Thanks.
-Do�you�want�to�get�out�of-? -Yes.
[both�chuckle]
[Shane] Look.�Look.�Look.
-Hmm. -Wow.
Finally.
[Teddy] Round�on�me,�baby.�[laughs]
[laughing]
[sighs]
What's�wrong? You�feeling�something?
No,�they�just�have something�real,�you�know.
That�would�be�nice.
It's�coming�for�you,�I�promise.
Three,�two,�one.
Yes!
-You�know�what? -Hmm?
I�have�to�go�take�care of�something.�Wish�me�luck.
-Luck. -[Alice]�Hey,�Teddy.
-Hey!�How�are�you? -Hi.�I'm�good,�I'm�good.
-Haven't�seen�you�all�night. -I�know.�Listen,
I've�had�a�great�time�with�you,
-but�I�think�I'm�gonna�take�off. -What?
-Yeah. -No.�Come�on.�It's�so�early.
I�actually�just�got this�last-minute�DJ�thing
at�this�loft�space�downtown.
What�is�it�gonna�take for�me�to�convince�you?
Um...�the�thing�is,�I'm�kind�of
more�like�an�8:00�p.m. bedtime�type�person.
-No. -Yeah.�You�know?�You�know?
Mm-hmm.�Yeah,�I�understand.
Yeah.
Well,�I've,�um,�really�enjoyed spending�my�time�with�you.
Me,�too.�I�really�have.
You�give�me�a�lot�of�hope for�future�generations.
You�really�do.
Well,�don't�hope�too�hard.
I�just�did�a�bump of�ketamine�in�the�bathroom.
Okay,�well,�you�can�work that�out�in�your�own�time,�okay?
Asking�how�I�do�that
Not�you,�'cause�I'm the�greatest,�you�the�lesser
I'm�a�diamond�under�pressure, no�stress...
Good�night.
This�my�game...
Have�a�good�night.
All-star�offstage...
-Hi. -Hi.
Come�with�me.
-Where? -You'll�see.
-Okay. -[laughs]
All�right,�all�right.
-What�am�I�looking�at? -[giggles]
Huh.
Okay,�hear�me�out.
-Ah. -I�know�we�don't�want
to�do�the�whole�marriage, kids�thing,�right?
-The�bar...�is�our�baby. -Mm-hmm.
-Right. -So�I�was�thinking...
let's�buy�another�baby.
Tess.
Tess,�we�have�so�much going�on�right�now.
I�know.�I�know.
-Your�mother's�with�us. -I�know.
This�bar�is�a�whole�thing.
I�just... I�love�our�life�together,
and�I�want�more�of�it.
I�want�it�all.
soft,�gentle�music
Come�here.
So,�is�that�a�"yes"?
I'll�think�about�it.
Okay.
[Finley] No,�no,�no,�no,�no.�No!
Oh,�fuck,�yes!�[laughs]
Oh,�baby,�oh,�baby.
Ooh,�you�know that�sock�was�a�freebie,�too.
I...�I�would�like�to�renegotiate the�rules�of�strip�basketball.
-Oh.�Hell�no. -[laughs]
[Sophie�laughs]
-Oh,�my�God. -Please.
-Oh,�you're�still�fun. -Yeah?
Oh,�yeah.
Yeah.
[moans]
-Mmm. -Oh.
-Oh. -Fuck.
-I�missed�you. -I�missed�you,�too.
[moans]
God.�Take�me�home.
I�want�to�be�in�bed�with�you.
-[panting]�I...�I... -Mmm.�Mmm.
[Finley�sighs]
I�want�to.�I...
[sighs] I�want�to.
I�feel�like I�should�catch�a�meeting.
-Uh... -It's�first�night�back.
It's�probably...
Yeah.�Of�course.
Yeah,�sure.
pensive�music
I�just�don't�want�to�fuck�it�up.
I�know.
Now�I�have to�put�all�my�clothes�back�on.
-Yeah.�Go�ahead. -[chuckles�softly]
Isn't�my�closet�low-key�huge?
-Yeah. -Yeah.�Oh.
Uh,�I�got�this�from�prom.
And�I�got�this�one from�that�sus�hike
that�didn't�actually�go anywhere.
-[laughs] -Cool.
Oh,�my�God,�wait.
Um,�this�is�our�first�time
being�alone�together�in�my�dorm.
It's�like�our�own�place.
But�don't�you�have�a�roommate?
She�doesn't�move�in�until tomorrow,�and�I�was�thinking-
-Um,�but- -What?
Angie,�actually,
I�was�thinking�it�didn't�really make�a�whole�lot�of�sense
for�us�to�stay,�like...
together,�together.
This�is�like�a�whole�new�chapter
for�both�of�us,�and...
we're�gonna�be such�different�people
than�we�are,�like,�so�soon.
You�know?
Um...
no.
Are�you�breaking�up�with�me? Is�that�what�you're�saying?
This�is�so�hard,�Angie,�but...
it�just�feels�right.
Why�couldn't�you�have done�that�yesterday?
That's�fucked-up.
This�isn't�easy,�Angie.
For�who? Who�isn't�it�easy�for?
For�both�of�us.
I've�never�broken�up with�someone�before,�and�I...
-and�I�don't�want�to�hurt�you. -No,�no,�no,�I�don't...�Okay.
-I-I�love�you,�Angie. -No,�no,�no,�no,�no,�no.
You�don't�get�to�say�that.
-But�it's�true. -I�don't...
No,�it's�fucking�not. I�don't�care.
I�don't�want�to�hear what�you�have�to�talk�about.
-Can�you�get�out? -Angie.
[voice�breaking]�Can�you seriously,�like,�get�out?
Yeah.
slow,�somber�music
[door�opens]
[door�closes]
Tonight...
Wow.�I've�actually�had a�fucking�night.�Um...
I�got�some�of�my�amends�down, which�is�good.
Some�people�were�really�cool about�it,�and�others...
I�actually�don't�think they'll�ever�forgive�me,
which�is�a�bummer.
I�tried�to�have�sex with�my�girlfriend,
and,�uh...�I�choked.
Couldn't�do�it.�I�was...
I�don't�know�what�I�was.
soft,�gentle�music
You�know,�in�sober�living,�um,
I�made�a�plan like�they�told�me�to,
and�I�was�following�it.
I�was.
And�it�felt�like,�I�don't�know,
like�everything was�gonna�be�okay.
But�out�here,�things�just�move really�fucking�fast.
soft,�upbeat�music
[Maribel]�What�are�you�doing?
I've,�um...
I've�been�waiting�for a�moment�all�night�to,�um...
-Oh,�my�God. -Maribel,
will�you�marry�me?
I�don't�want�to�get�married.
But�nobody�wants to�talk�about�it...
I�want�to�have�a�baby.
-[chuckles�softly] -[Finley] � And�there�are�so�many
decisions�to�make.
But�I�don't�want to�think�about�it
And�I�really,�really�want�it to�be�different�this�time.
Close�my�eyes, I'm�going�through�the�motion
It's�hard�for�me�to�know what�the�right�move�is
when�I�made�the�wrong�choice so�many�times�before.
Double�dosing...
I'd�like�to�think�I�know�better.
Right?�But...
how�do�I�know if�I�really�changed?
Ooh
We�don't�want�to�get�older
[phone�chimes]
Okay.
Hmm.
Nope.
Hmm.
[Finley] And�I�try�to�remind�myself
that�the�old�me wasn't�all�that�bad,�you�know?
But�then�I�don't�know
which�parts�of�myself are�okay�to�keep.
It's�like...
I�don't�know�who I'm�supposed�to�be�anymore.
And�it's,�like,�twice�as�hard trying�to�make�these�decisions
when�you're�living with�someone�else.
[Dani]�Hi.
How�was�tonight?
[sighs] It�was�pretty�great.
Bette�asked�me to�do�a�gallery�job,
and�I�think�Sophie�is�gonna�talk
to�Alice�about�me doing�her�hundredth�episode.
-Nice. -Yeah.
[sighs] How'd�it�go�with�Nat?
Did�she�give�us�permission to�live�together?
[Finley] But�I�know�one�thing�for�sure.
I'm�so�fucking�lucky�to�be�here.
I�feel�like�I�got a�real�shot�this�time.
Ooh
Wake�me�up�when�it's�over
Ooh
We�don't�want�to�get�older
Mm.
Mmm.�Mm.
-[Finley�chuckles] -Mm.
Wake�me�up�when�it's�over
Dah-dah-dah,�dah-dah-dah
[phone�vibrates]
[Tina] � I�can't�believe you�found�your�mom.
I�just... I�have�so�many�questions.
Like,�how�did�you�feel,�and what�happened�when�you�saw�her?
And�just, I�want�to�know�everything.
I�mean,�share�everything that�you're�comfortable�with.
Mm.�Well,�um,�in�all�honesty,
it�started�with�something
that�you�said about�a�year�ago,�um,
when�you�said I-I�didn't�know�how�to�love�you.
Oh,�I�never�should've�said�that.
-I'm�sorry.�I- -No,�no.�No,�no,�no.�It's�okay.
I�mean,�it's�more�than�okay. I...
It's�what�I�needed�to�hear.
And�I-I�didn't�know what�to�do�with�it�at�the�time.
I�mean,�I�knew�you�were�right, but�I�didn't�know�how�to�fix�it.
So...�[chuckles]
What?
You're�gonna�laugh.�I�went�back to�that�silent�retreat
that�I�failed�at so�miserably�before.
[laughs] Oh,�my�God.
You�know, Shane�and�Alice�told�me�that,
and�I�thought, "No�way.�They're�kidding."
No,�they�weren't. [chuckles]
And�I�stayed�the�whole�time,
and�I�followed�all�the�rules.
-I�don't�believe�you.�[laughs] -Yes,�it�was�big.
It�was�hard,�but�I�did�it, and�then�around�the,
um,�second�day�of�silence,
I...�I�had�this�question that�kept�coming�up�in�my�mind,
like,�just�echoing over�and�over�again.
And�it�was, "Who�taught�me�how�to�love?"
And�I�thought�of�my�mom.
I�just�needed�to�be�open
to�hearing�her�tell�me�that she�left�me�when�I�was�a�kid
because�she�didn't�value�herself enough�to�stay.
It�was�so�freeing
to�know�that�I�was�able to�forgive�her.
And�I�don't�know.�That�just...
It�unlocked�something�for�me.
And,�of�course,�I�told�her all�about�you�and�Angie.
The�whole�story?
-The�whole�epic�story. -Oh.
Yeah,�well, she�doesn't�know�about�today.
[Tina�chuckles]
Today�was�one�of�the�best�days of�my�life.
Me,�too.
soft,�gentle�music
I,�um...
-I�should�go. -[softly]�Okay.
I...
I...�I�should�leave.
I�wasn't�expecting�you
Like�a�punch�that knocks�the�wind�out
I�think�you're changing�everything
'Cause�I'm�about�to let�you�in�now
Ey
I�feel�it,�I'm�feeling
That�feeling, that�feeling�when...
Hi.
Ooh,�ooh
I�feel�it�now,�I�need�it
That�feeling, that�feeling�when...
[door�opens]
You�got to�be�fucking�kidding�me.
What�the�fuck
Ay,�ay
What�the�fuck
Ay,�ay
What�the�fuck
Ay,�ay
What�the�fuck
Ay,�ay
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