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♪There are flowers, a river, and you♪

♪In my dream♪

♪It breaks the convention♪

♪When the wind blows into the heart♪

♪There's an order♪

♪For women going into their 30s♪

♪I suddenly see you again♪

♪We'll go back to where we started♪

♪Can we not mention the date of return?♪

♪Let's take a photo with the stars and snow as the background♪

♪Can I be sad and escape for a little while?♪

♪Remember my problems and the secret we shared♪

=Winter Night=

=Episode 19= (Good Father Bad Father)

Dad.

It's time to take your pill.

Mum went to the photo studio.

Zixi is still at the atelier.

Here.

Dad, how do you feel?

Are you feeling better?

I'm fine. Don't worry.

You know what?

Uncle Yingjun is in trouble again.

What happened to him?

Today, he came to my place

all of a sudden.

I knew something was wrong.

After his long speech,

he didn't make himself clear.

He only said

that something was bothering him.

That he wanted to get some fresh air.

His mind

is preoccupied by something else.

Even if he's in the restaurant,

he couldn't stay there for long.

I've thought about this before.

I've told

the owner of the resort.

He needs an accordionist

in his band.

Go and tell Daqian

to ask her dad to go there.

Go on.

Okay.

I got it, dad.

Get some rest.

Go on.

Zheng Yingjun.

Zheng Yingjun?

(10:06)

Zheng Yingjun.

Zheng Yingjun?

(Zheng Yingjun)

(The number you've dialed is not answering.)

(Please dial later.)

What's up?

Mum, did dad come to you?

He didn't.

I've deleted his number and WeChat.

Why would he come to me?

He stayed out all night.

I'm worried that something might happen to him.

That would be great if so.

(Starry Sky Restaurant)

Hello, Daqian.

Mi Lan, did my dad go to the restaurant?

Uncle?

No, what's wrong?

He stayed out all night.

I'm a bit worried.

Did you go to the places where he usually goes?

Right.

I'm not going back to the restaurant today.

Tell me

if he goes there.

Sure, okay.

Calm down. Take your time.

Sir, did my dad come here yesterday?

No, what's the matter?

Nothing.

Sir, did you see my dad?

No.

What about yesterday?

Yesterday?

He didn't come here either.

Thank you.

Don't mention it.

Madam,

did my dad come here yesterday?

He didn't.

I saw Yingjun yesterday.

Where was he?

He was heading to the state forest farm.

(Uncle Yingjun was found at the rear hill of the state forest farm.)

(He was unconscious when we found him.)

Yan, lend me your car.

What's wrong?

My dad didn't come home last night.

Someone said he went to the state forest farm.

I've got to look for him.

I'm coming to you now.

It's not necessary.

I'll take the cab.

Sir, the state forest farm, please.

Let's gather down the hill.

Don't act on your own.

Let's find him together when we reach.

Zheng Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

(15:03, No Signal)

Zheng Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Yan, let's drive faster.

How is it?

Have you reached Daqian?

No signal.

Yan.

Is it going to snow today?

Yes.

It'll be a heavy snowfall tonight.

Let's split up when we reach there.

You must listen to my command.

Do you have walkie-talkies on your car?

I do.

Let's do it this way. The three of us will split up.

We'll come back here an hour later if we couldn't find them.

Use the walkie-talkies to keep in touch.

Okay.

Daqian went up the hill alone.

Lizi,

take the walkie-talkie.

- Let's go. - Give one to me.

Let's split up.

Let's go.

We all split up.

Use the walkie-talkies if there's anything.

Uncle Yingjun!

Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun!

Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun!

Zheng Daqian!

Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun!

Daqian!

Zheng Yingjun!

Uncle Yingjun!

Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun!

Daqian!

Daqian!

Daqian!

Daqian!

(No Internet Connection)

Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun!

Zheng Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun!

Uncle Yingjun!

Zheng Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun!

Yan, Lizi,

what's your status?

I haven't found them.

We've got to hurry up.

Yan, Lizi,

if

we can't find them in the next hour,

we have to get back in the car and gather up.

Do you hear me?

Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun!

Zheng Daqian!

Zheng Yingjun!

Zheng Daqian!

Zheng Daqian!

Mu Zili.

Zheng Daqian!

Slow down.

I told you

to wait for us.

Who allowed you to act on your own?

You never listened to me.

If you disappeared here at night,

we'd lose track of you tomorrow morning.

You know that?

Why are you yelling at me?

I was worried. That's my dad.

Something might happen to him.

It's completely possible.

You know?

Maybe he'll die here

tonight.

I've got to go find him.

I must... I must...

- Wait. - I must continue to search for him.

Wait.

Don't blindly search for him.

It occurs to me that there's a place your dad might've gone.

My dad got a cottage here.

They often went there back then.

Let's go. Hurry up.

This is the place.

What to do? My dad is not here.

Calm down.

There's a fire in the house.

And there's a half-eaten sweet potato on the table.

It means Uncle Yingjun must've been here.

I'll go outside and search for him

Let's go.

You stay in there. I'll go look for him.

No.

Don't go anywhere.

Where did Zheng Yingjun go?

Over here.

Uncle Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Uncle Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Uncle Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Zheng Yingjun!

Uncle Yingjun!

Daqian. Daqian!

Uncle Yingjun is here!

Uncle Yingjun!

Dad!

Dad!

Dad, how do you feel?

Dad!

Dad, can you move?

Don't scare me, dad!

Dad, what's wrong with you?

Wake up, dad!

Don't scare me, dad!

Dad! Dad!

Dad!

Dad!

Dad.

Daqian.

Can you move?

How do you feel?

Uncle.

Uncle, why did you come here?

Zili.

You're all here.

What's wrong with you? You're freaking me out.

You can't scare me like this.

I came here,

thinking to take a sip of liquor.

I will end myself after that.

All I thought about was you

when I closed my eyes.

It occurred to me

that you haven't got married

and had kids.

I was thinking

if anyone will treat you nice.

It made me regret.

No matter what,

you can't scare me like this.

How am I supposed to live if something happens to you again?

Let me ask you this. Are you trying to scare me to death?

I'm scared to death.

You're scaring me!

You scare me to death, dad.

That's enough, Daqian.

Stop crying.

Let's quickly help Uncle Yingjun inside.

Come on. Let's go.

Let's go, dad.

Get up. Stop sleeping.

Hurry.

Let's go.

Come.

Come, dad.

Come, one, two...

Let's go.

Let's go.

Where are we going?

Going back.

To the cottage.

Daqian,

let Uncle Yingjun take a sip of warm water.

So it can warm him.

I'll give it to him later.

Let him sleep for a while.

Lizi, where are you?

Yan and I are in the car now.

Reply me if you receive my message.

Dazhi, I've found Uncle Yingjun.

What about Daqian? Have you found Daqian?

Yes, I've found them.

Where are you?

We're in the cottage now.

I'm coming for you.

Forget it.

It's not safe at night.

There's no reception here.

You should go back

and report safety to your family.

Okay, stay safe.

It's an exhausting night.

It's even tougher than my work.

Hello.

Hello, Aunt Qin.

We've found Uncle Zheng.

He's fine.

They'll stay overnight at the cottage.

They asked us to report safety to you.

Okay, good, as long as they found him.

Thank you, Junze.

Rest assured.

Yes, I feel reassured.

Goodbye.

Stop pulling a long face.

We've found Uncle Yingjun

and he's fine.

I guess I've figured out the reason why I came here.

Coming back here

has given me time to get along with my dad.

It has given me the chance

to do something that I haven't done.

When I was looking for my dad,

all I thought about was

that I haven't spent enough time with him.

Time is very limited.

That I'm afraid I might suddenly lose him.

Daqian,

I didn't go to you

at the Ice Lantern Festival,

because I figured out my dad's actual condition.

It's pancreatic cancer.

And it's in its last stage.

The doctor said

it's pointless

to undergo a surgery.

We can only control it with chemotherapy.

Did...

Did my mum

know that?

Kid,

you already knew it now.

It's good.

I don't feel lonely anymore.

Dad,

I'll accompany you

until you're healed.

Don't be ridiculous.

I'm no longer important.

What matters is this family.

Look.

How nice this family is.

I spent my life...

Everything I've done in my life

is for this family.

To make you guys happy.

Do you know how much I love your mum

and these two sons of mine?

But I don't have much time left.

I could leave you guys

at any moment.

There's only one thing I can't let go of.

It is this family.

I hope that you could

take up the responsibility toward this family.

After I leave,

you must keep

your mum and brother

company.

Don't let me leave with regrets.

Can you promise me that?

I went for the second chemotherapy with him.

The doctor said his condition has improved.

There might be a chance.

You know that my dad

fears to see people sad.

He always asks me to further develop my acting skill.

He said we can't be sad

even if he has to go.

He said one's birth

should be solemnly celebrated.

It should be relaxing when one leaves.

As light

as possible.

It's best to be like a joke.

To make each other feel like there's a future.

I need to get some fresh air.

It'd be great if this is a dream.

Nothing has happened

when I wake up.

♪The memories are real♪

Maybe this is a dream.

It doesn't matter what happens

in the dream.

What matters is that we'll always take

the people in the dream to heart.

♪And the foolhardy me stubbornly loves you♪

♪To sacrifice it all for you♪

♪I kept searching through the crowd♪

♪I always believe we'll meet again one day♪

♪I tried to shine brightly in the starry skies of the winter night♪

♪To give you light and warmth♪

♪So you'll remember this moment♪

(Xinhua Street Number 3)

Let's come here next time.

Dad.

It's alright. Don't be afraid.

If mum comes back,

let's just be cool

and apologize to her.

We must be sincere.

Mum is sharp-tongued but tender-hearted.

As long as we have the right attitude,

and make the incident wholly justifiable,

she'll forgive us.

Yes, Uncle.

You're one family, after all.

Zili, this is different.

I'm in great trouble this time.

You've eaten and drunk your fill?

You've come around?

You've decided to leave the hill?

Calm down, Aunt.

Uncle Zheng went to our family's cottage

to get you some blueberry wine.

He knew it's your favorite drink, look.

Lizi, come on in. It's cold out there.

I'll cook you some dumplings.

It's okay, Aunt.

I've got to go home

and tell my parents about this.

Sure, sorry to trouble you.

It's alright.

I'll get going.

Talk nicely.

Well,

from now on,

I'll delete the stock market software.

The computer.

I'll sell the computer.

From now on, I'll behave steadfast

and be practical.

If you don't believe me,

I'll write you a notarized statement

and sign it.

What are you waiting for?

Will you

still go to Shenzhen?

You're going to stay here?

I haven't slept well lately.

From today onwards,

you sleep over there.

On the couch?

That's great.

It's soft and warm.

Even food can't shut you up.

Is there no garlic?

Why are you asking so much?

It's alright if you don't have any.

Take your time.

Mum,

I'll go on a business trip to Tieyuan with dad.

As the Spring Festival is approaching,

there's a lot of things to handle at the Fireworks Factory.

I'll give him a hand.

Okay, I got it.

For how long?

Maybe

three to four days.

Okay.

Then, bring more clothes with you.

The weather is cooling down in two days.

Sure.

Son,

ask your dad to bring his long underwear.

Sure.

Slow down, Dad.

Uncle,

let me ask you a trick question.

Sure.

Let's say

a lion and a bear are having a poop match.

Who will win the match?

I have no idea.

Of course it's the lion.

Why?

Because lion's poop defeats that of bear. [*Actions speak louder than words]

Good, this is impressive.

It's a punchline.

I got it.

Dad, if you're tired,

just stop talking

and get some rest.

Take a rest, Uncle.

I'm not tired.

I like to chat with Daqian.

Daqian,

I'll ask you a trick question as well.

Sure.

Let's say

I was put on a drip.

What kind of fluid is that?

Dad,

you've surfed the internet a lot.

Uncle, you're definitely the king of punchlines.

Let him sleep for a while.

Get some sleep, Uncle.

The cancer cells are spreading too fast.

Tumor of the pancreatic head

is inoperable.

Besides, with his condition,

the patient won't be able to take this.

But,

you said there was hope for him

during the second chemotherapy.

That the targeted drug did work, doctor.

Yes.

But the cancer cells are strongly invasive

and they can metastasize.

This kind of characteristic will

allow the cancer cells which have just been reproduced

to invade and metastasize

the other important organs.

The reproduction rate of the cancer cells is

beyond our imagination.

Go back and get prepared.

It's time to tell your family members about it.

Try to make the patient feel comfortable.

Well,

how much longer does he have?

We'll see after this Spring Festival.

I'll take you to this movie when we go back.

Sure.

How was it?

The doctor said there's no problem.

Just continue the treatment.

You'll get well soon.

Just now,

Daqian told me about the movie.

It's fun.

It reminded me of the time when I was young.

To be honest with you.

That time,

I didn't just write poems.

I even held a poetry reading.

Uncle Mu, you can even write poems?

What kind of poem did you write?

You have to ask his mum then.

I'm not bragging.

It's so romantic.

Son.

Let's go home.

I don't want to go for the chemotherapy.

I miss your mum.

I'm sure there will be a miracle.

There must be.

You've got to improve your acting skills too.

When we go back...

When we go back...

We still have to put on a show with my dad when we go back.

♪There, there. Don't despair♪

♪The memories are real. Am I right?♪

♪We have accepted♪

♪That the moments of regret we've missed out on are gone♪

♪And the foolhardy me stubbornly loves you♪

♪To sacrifice it all for you♪

♪I kept searching through the crowd♪

♪I always believe we'll meet again one day♪

♪I tried to shine brightly in the starry skies of the winter night♪

♪To give you light and warmth♪

♪So you'll remember this moment♪

♪We have accepted♪

♪That the moments of regret we've missed out on are gone♪

♪And the foolhardy me stubbornly loves you♪

♪To sacrifice it all for you♪

♪I kept searching through the crowd♪

♪I always believe we'll meet again one day♪

♪I tried to shine brightly in the starry skies of the winter night♪

♪To give you light and warmth♪

♪So you'll remember this moment♪

♪This moment♪

♪I kept searching through the crowd♪

♪I always believe we'll meet again one day♪

♪I won't be sad even if the memories disappear♪

♪We'll be unforgettable memories for each other♪

♪I tried to shine brightly in the starry skies of the winter night♪

♪No matter how many obstacles during the meteor rains♪

♪It'll pass because we've all grown up♪