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♫I want to walk every long street with you♫

♫Hold hands as the street lights flicker♫

♫I can't bear to read the chapters with you in them♫

♫How I wish I could freeze time♫

♫You said you love long nights the most♫

♫My love is never cowardly♫

♫Every season with you♫

♫Even the wind is gentler♫

♫The night breeze blows through a sky dotted by starlight♫

♫I ask it to bring you my overflowing longing♫

♫Snowflakes suspended in the air, drifting happily♫

♫You gradually notice all of my love♫

♫The night breeze blows through a sky full of moonlight♫

♫Just like my passion spreading throughout your world♫

♫It will never diminish, it will never subside♫

♫Every day with you is a special one, love will never end♫

[Since I Met U]

Yu, I want to ask you something.

Go ahead.

Does Cheng have depression?

Yu, don't get me wrong.

We don't mean anything else by it.

It's just that the other day,

we accidentally saw his medicine.

We want to know what's going on.

Don't worry.

We are not old-fashioned people.

We understand,

young people nowadays are under too much pressure.

Auntie, my brother

does have mild depression, and panic disorder.

But his condition is stable now.

I promise you that

Cheng Mu will never

do anything to hurt Sihan.

If he does,

I won't let him off either.

I believe you.

I didn't mean anything else by this.

I'm just concerned about Cheng.

Yu, I know you are a good girl.

Please take good care of Sihan

in the future.

Don't worry. It's my duty.

Mom, hurry up.

Yu is not coming with us.

Coming.

Yu, I'm leaving.

Take care.

Auntie, let me see you off.

Come on.

Who is it?

What do you want?

Who is it?

Who is knocking on my door in the middle of the night?

What-

Cheng Yu?

[Make peace with yourself, slowly]

[Make peace with this world]

[Episode 14]

What are you doing?

I thought it was time to take our relationship

to the next level,

so I prepared this surprise for you.

I was afraid I'd wake you up

while I was putting it on just now.

Jingyang.

Aren't things good between us right now?

Cheng Yu, what do you mean?

I just like

the way we are now.

♫Only a whisper of warmth is left in my palm♫

I want us to keep going

just the way we are now.

Cheng Mu and Jiang Sihan are together now.

Isn't it time for you to give me a proper label too?

I can't

be your secret boyfriend forever.

You've known Cheng Mu for a long time.

Yes,

they are together now.

But who can guarantee

they will be together forever?

What if one day,

Jiang Sihan can't stand him anymore,

or if her family

decides he doesn't cut it anymore?

If Jiang Sihan leaves Cheng Mu,

what would he do?

If that happens,

he would be all alone again.

I can't leave him in the lurch.

I don't care.

No matter what,

-How about... -How about what?

Break up?

I've treated you wholeheartedly.

But what am I

in your eyes?

A toy.

♫We're at the end of this season again♫

When you're happy, you humor me.

When you're not,

♫My heart blows hot and cold♫

you cast me aside.

♫My old sweater no longer fits♫

♫Why doesn't last year's wind blow here anymore♫

You're unwilling?

♫Those cold memories tug at me♫

Leave, then.

♫Thoughtfully, I've prepared a gift for you♫

♫Earnestly, I sing the birthday song♫

Fine.

♫I hope you will be keeping me company in the future♫

♫Heart to heart, watching the fireworks in the distance♫

This is my house.

♫It's worth it, the most beautiful mistake♫

♫It's regrettable, the hardest to remember♫

I'll leave.

♫Time never makes promises♫

♫It never forgives, never remembers what's lost♫

♫Are you still feeling at ease?♫

♫It's fortunate, I kept the photographs♫

♫It's blissful, my regrets are beautiful♫

♫Only your side profile still stirs my heart♫

♫I still love you, in this most painful moment♫

Where?

See you at the boxing gym.

What's wrong with you,

asking me to box with you in the middle of the night?

Did you drink?

I don't think we have ever

had a proper match.

Don't you think

you're being too selfish?

Have you gone mad?

Yes, you're not selfish.

After you have achieved happiness,

you wouldn't allow your sister to be happy.

Li Jingyang, what are you talking about?

Do you remember what you once said?

You said,

"Yu, can you stay single?

Don't date.

Don't get married.

Stay by my side forever."

Because of what you said,

over the years,

your sister has rejected too many people.

Don't you think you're pathetic?

Yes, you are sick.

So we all spoil you.

But what about us?

Who cares about how we're feeling?

Cheng Mu,

you weren't the only one who lost your parents then.

Cheng Yu did too.

Cheng Yu did too.

Yu.

How did you get hurt?

Li Jingyang went mad.

Are you okay?

What did you do to him?

Yu,

how long has it been since we last had a proper conversation?

Let's be honest today.

Do you really not have feelings for him?

He told you everything?

Why?

If you like him,

why won't you get together with him?

To me,

nobody is more important than you.

I can break up with him tomorrow.

Yu,

be honest,

have you ever hated me?

No.

But I've hated you.

When I was about eight years old,

you told me you were going to a boarding school.

Do you remember?

And...

I didn't know

what "boarding school" even meant.

You said,

"I'm going to the boarding school tomorrow."

I said, "Okay."

Thinking about how you were going to a better place,

I felt very happy.

The next morning when I woke up,

you were gone.

You didn't come home from school in the evening.

You weren't home the next day either.

I was the only one

left in the house.

I hated you back then.

It feels much better to say it out loud. Try it.

I remember everything.

I was also young back then.

I'm sorry.

That's why I won't do anything like that

ever again.

I will never abandon you again.

No matter what happens,

I will be with you.

You really never hated me?

I really hate myself.

I hate myself.

Why am I like this?

Why do I need my sister?

The person I care about the most is telling me, crying,

that she will break up

with the person she likes.

Why am I like this?

Don't think about yourself like that.

Tell me the truth.

Do you like Li Jingyang?

Why can't you be with him?

Do you blame me?

I only blame you for

ruining your life for my sake.

I'm sorry.

So I beg you.

If you like him,

just be with him.

You can dump him in the future.

Eat.

It's called "Coexist", I made it for you.

Coexist?

Why are you still up?

What's wrong?

♫Take my hand♫

Let me see.

♫I know how cold the world is♫

How did you get hurt?

♫Don't be frightened now♫

♫Don't be frightened now♫

♫My precious love♫

I'll get you some medicine.

♫Come to me♫

♫When you have run your miles♫

Can you stay with me tonight?

♫For the thousandth time♫

♫You are perfect now♫

♫Just as you are♫

Okay.

Look at him. Isn't he stupid?

Morning. Dad, Mom.

Where did you sleep last night?

No, no.

Let me explain.

Last night,

we didn't do anything.

You mean to say,

yesterday, Cheng Mu fought with his friend,

and quarreled with his sister,

so you slept in that room with him?

No.

We didn't do anything yesterday.

We just slept together.

- Slept together. -Slept together.

What kind of girl have you become?

Is this how I taught you?

How did I raise you?

Is this how I taught you?

Don't hit my daughter.

I'll teach you a lesson today.

Don't hit my daughter.

How can a girl act like this?

Is this how I raised you?

Don't...

Why am I sleeping here?

Congratulations. You got what you wanted.

Jingyang.

Should I start calling you Brother-in-law?

What?

No way.

Jingyang, have't you seen Yu's Moments?

[He took it. I took it. Selfie.]

Oh no.

♫In your moment of glory♫

♫Let me sing a song for you♫

♫My good brother♫

♫Tell me when you feel sad♫

I can't sing anymore. Sorry.

Are you tired?

Let's go home.

We're fine.

We're not saying anything. We're just watching.

Yes, we're just watching.

Hello.

Cheng Mu.

You finally remembered me after a whole day?

Why didn't you wake me up

this morning?

Do you know

how embarrassed I was in front of my parents?

I'm sorry.

You can punish me when I get back.

I don't care.

I'm just so embarrassed.

I can't talk right now.

Li Jingyang came to apologize to me.

Okay, I'm telling you, beat him up.

He damaged

my boyfriend's handsome face.

Of course.

Let's talk at home. I'm hanging up.

Okay.

I've been waiting all day.

Just talk to me.

Can't you talk to me?

Just talk to me.

Let's go.

To the beach.

♫Goodbye, friends♫

Go, go, go.

♫Goodbye, friends♫

Bye.

Don't worry. We'll clean up.

No, no, no.

What's wrong with them?

What do you think?

Women.

To the point.

Sorry.

I was drunk yesterday.

I didn't mean what I said. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm selfish.

You're not sick, I'm the sick one.

You're not angry?

I am.

Don't you know

how hard you hit me yesterday?

Why don't you hit me back then?

Sure.

Come on.

That's it?

Coward.

You owe me. You have to thank my sister.

Let me tell you something.

Shoot.

It's serious.

Okay.

Shoot.

Li Jingyang.

I'll leave my sister

in your care.

From now on, don't let her get hurt.

Don't make her sad.

Do you hear me?

Great.

Now that we're good again,

shouldn't someone call me Brother-in-law?

You two will have to get registered first.

Alright.

As your brother-in-law,

I won't argue with you anymore.

Cheng Mu,

don't worry.

I will treat your sister well.

I know very well

how much money you've saved over the years.

You can't say that.

When you propose to my sister,

don't you dare make any lies of omission.

Let me tell you.

We can't talk about this.

No.

Look at our Han Han.

She's not ladylike at all.

She doesn't fold her clothes,

and she leaves them everywhere.

She's too busy with work.

Jiang, look.

Look, what is this?

That's private, don't look.

Let me see.

These look like her expenses...

Let me see.

Han Han

always tells us about

how well she's doing.

But look at

how frugal she is.

That's because our daughter is sensible.

Li Jingyang is hilarious.

Stupid and hilarious.

Did you go easy on him

so Yu can teach him a lesson?

Why are you getting smarter?

Smarter?

I've always been smart, okay?

No need. Let me carry it for you.

You have waist problems.

This is too heavy, you shouldn't carry it.

I can do it myself.

You really care about me.

Since when

did Dad and Mom grow old?

We'll all grow old.

I don't want to hide it from them anymore.

Okay, you make the decision.

I'll support you.

Okay.

Let's go.

Come on.

My dear daughter, it's time to eat.

What's wrong?

You've look upset.

Dad, Mom, I have something to tell you.

What's wrong with our precious daughter?

Sit.

Tell me.

I changed jobs.

I still ended up being a blogger.

What I said before

about being an accountant,

those were all lies.

I'm sorry.

I should have told you earlier.

But I was afraid you wouldn't accept it.

I didn't want you to worry.

Jiang Sihan,

you're getting bolder.

I'm sorry, Dad.

My dear daughter.

Don't cry.

Let me tell you,

actually, your dad and I

already knew about this.

Your dad was just kidding.

Cheng,

tell me the truth.

Is Sihan actually doing another job?

Uncle.

Don't lie to me.

I saw Sihan's account the other day.

Uncle, don't be mad at her.

She didn't mean to hide it from the two of you.

Do you think

I shouldn't stop Sihan

from pursuing her dreams?

Uncle, here's the thing.

Sihan has talked about her work with me.

When she talks about it,

her eyes really light up.

She truly believes she can do this well.

She believes she can influence more people.

This gives her a sense of accomplishment.

Yes.

In life,

one needs to feel fulfilled.

In this matter,

we are quite alike.

When I first started making desserts,

I didn't think too much into it.

I just wanted to find something

I could pour

my time and energy into.

In the end, I truly fell in love with it.

After that,

I turned it into my career.

For ordinary families like ours,

pursuing what we like

is not that easy.

Her sister has always liked drawing,

and she has a gift for it.

But in the end,

she was still defeated by reality.

She's already in her thirties,

but she wants to switch professions and go abroad.

It's not that easy to live abroad.

It's a little tough on Siman,

but she's really happy.

Uncle, look.

On Sihan's account,

there are all these comments left by her fans.

She's really something.

One of my children has already hit a dead end.

As a parent,

how can I bear

to see the same happen to my second child?

Uncle, I'm going to be honest with you.

Don't be angry.

In our era,

in this city,

we won't starve no matter what our jobs are.

But whatever we do,

there will be difficulties.

I know a lot of people

who,

to look good in the eyes of others,

or for the sake of material things,

have gone back on what they believed in.

It's not easy for us to

get to do what we know we want to do.

Sihan was finally able to

build up her mental world.

Do you really want her to give it up

for your sakes?

I should have tormented you more.

It's my fault.

I shouldn't have kept it from you.

I shouldn't have lied.

Silly girl.

When have we ever been

unreasonable parents?

You're not angry anymore?

You won't force me

to be an accountant anymore?

No, no, no.

You have to understand where we're coming from too.

This is only the second time we are being parents.

We don't have much experience.

We just want to

to give you the best.

Who knew?

We neglected your feelings.

I'm sorry, Mom.

I've made you worry.

Daughter,

let me make it clear.

If you fail at being a blogger this time,

you will still have to come back and find a stable job.

Understand?

Mom.

Enough, Jiang. Are you done?

Take it out.

What?

Daughter.

Your dad and I were cleaning up,

and we saw your list of expenses...

You've lost weight.

Daughter,

the other time

we noticed your computer

is really too old.

We thought about it,

and bought you a new one.

Although we can't help you

in other respects,

in terms of necessities,

we can give you as much as you need.

Take it.

Take it.

Thank you, Dad.

Daughter,

I didn't know anything.

Enough, little fool.

All right, stop whining.

Let's eat first.

The food is ready.

Cheng,

I didn't know what you liked to eat,

so we specially

cooked some home-style dishes.

Don't trouble yourself in the future, Auntie.

Just cook what Sihan likes.

She's not important.

Cheng,

From now on, you are the most important.

Mom, am I still your daughter?

Goodness.

Now, it seems like

I really wish you weren't.

If I had a handsome and obedient son

like Cheng instead,

it'd save me so much trouble.

You're right. Eat more.

Your mom and I

have booked tickets for tomorrow.

You're going back so early?

Stay a few more days.

Yes.

It wasn't easy for you to come all the way here.

No.

Your uncle

already misses all the neighbors

who play Go with him.

If you really miss us,

come back and visit us often.

Come back to visit us when you have time.

Mom, I don't want you to go.

Then come back with me.

We will never be apart again.

I'd better go back and visit you more then.

Looks like

we should start preparing her dowry.

- Right. -Dad.

Come on.

Let's have a grand celebration,

and down this cup together, shall we?

May all go well with your work,

and let us all be healthy. Come on.

♫Take my hand, I know how cold the world is♫

♫Don't be frightened now, don't be frightened now♫

♫My precious love♫

♫Come to me, when you have run your miles♫

♫For the thousandth time, you are perfect now♫

♫Just as you are♫

♫At the end of the day, I will come for you♫

♫Run to you anyway, when the sky seems so gray♫

♫I am yours to save, yours to save♫

♫Always♫

♫I will run to you however slowly♫

♫Please be my one, my one and only♫

♫Let me be the one whose heart you take as true♫

♫As true♫

♫I will run to you however slowly♫

♫Please be my one, my one and only♫

♫Let me be the one whose heart you take as true♫

♫As true♫