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" The Past Life " Episode 18

Tan Ying.

Please have a seat.

You will never get well, right?

You're going to die soon.

I've been wanting to die, Tan Ying.

I'm still waiting for...

someone's forgiveness.

It's you.

I'm happy...

that you came before I die.

You will never forgive you!

Never!

What do I have to do?

You need to pay for what you did to me.

How?

You love that painting very much, don't you?

Let me have it, okay?

Let's consider it as one of the things...

that you...

must give me as compensation.

Prince.

Where're your manners, Janwangjan?

What say you, Prince?

Okay.

You can have the painting of Maan Kaew.

Prince.

But you'll only get the painting.

My love...

for Maan Kaew...

will always remain,

even if the world ceases to exist.

Get out, Janwangjan.

But...

Please leave, Jan.

Yes.

Tan Ying, stop it!

Tan Ying, stop it!

Tan Ying, stop it!

Wilailayka!

You can tell everyone that...

I was the one who did this!

Stop it!

Stop!

Tan Ying, stop!

If your love still remains,

why are you still so attached to these worldly goods?

Prince.

Get out.

Wilailayka.

Hurry up, Ap.

- It's passed my son's meal time. - Okay.

Son.

Son.

Son.

Son, help me.

- Hurry up and help. - Son.

Hurry up.

Hurry up. Get him up.

Son.

Why is your body this cold?

- He's probably caught a cold. - Bring me the blanket.

Yes.

Here's the blanket.

Son.

Why did you get up?

Your painting fell down. You could have called anyone for help.

Why did you get up?

Son.

Son.

Father.

I had a lot of work to do.

That's why I came back late.

What happened?

We don't know. We found him being like this when we came in here.

I love you, Mom.

I'm sorry...

for hurting the women...

who loved me, all three of them.

No.

Mother.

Tan Ying.

Maan Kaew.

I should go and die instead.

No.

Don't say that.

You have to live.

You're my son.

You have to stay with me.

Mother.

Please ask for Tan Ying's forgiveness...

on my behalf.

No, don't talk like that. Don't say it.

Mother. Father.

I...

bid you farewell.

Son!

Son!

No!

Son!

Son!

No!

Please don't leave me!

Son!

It took me a long time...

to confirm that...

you are truly...

Princess Maan Kaew.

But I haven't had a chance...

to give this urn...

to you, Teacher.

Right now,

I...

have to bother you, Teacher.

Uncle.

Thank you so much...

for resolving the confusion that I'd been facing.

Yes, Teacher.

Please rest well, Uncle.

I'll come visit you again.

Yes, Teacher.

You're waiting for Teacher Rachawadee?

If I'm waiting for her, what are you going to do?

I won't do anything.

But Aunt is sick. Her heart is not feeling well.

You're not going to see her?

You'll take care of Aunt then.

If Aunt sees me,

her illness will get worse.

Aunt asked me to keep an eye on you.

So that you don't get to see Teacher Rachawadee.

Don't you worry.

Rachawadee isn't here.

She went out.

Yes.

You must remember Aunt's order.

You can't see Teacher Rachawadee.

Teacher Rachawadee doesn't want to see me anyway.

Please go take care of Aunt.

I'll wait for you. We'll leave together.

Yes.

Thank you.

Fah.

Fah.

We're back.

Yuth.

Where's Yuth?

He's sitting by the pond.

He's so stubborn.

Yuth isn't with Teacher Rachawadee.

She went out.

How dare she!

What right does she have to go out?

She didn't even ask for my permission!

Lingjong, go and see if she's back yet.

Ask her to come and see me now!

Yes.

What are you going to do next, Fah?

Princess Tan Ying was so mean.

She caused the death of Prince.

Fah.

It happened many decades ago.

Please just let go, okay?

If Princess Tan Ying could do that to Prince,

Princess Maan Kaew's death...

Teacher.

What is it, Pin?

Lingjong told me to tell you that Princess wants to see you now.

Okay, thank you. I'll be there in a while.

Yes.

Fah.

Please be careful of your action and words.

Princess Tan Ying is much older than us.

I will try.

Please take care of Princess's urn for me too.

Fah, you know that I'm scared of...

ghosts.

Please help me, Tawin.

If I keep this here...

and Princess Tan Ying finds out,

you can guess what may happen.

Uncle Janwangjan made an effort to keep and hide this urn for me.

You know all too well that...

this urn means a lot to me.

Please.

Please help me, okay?

I have to go now...

before Princess Tan Ying gets more upset.

Fah!

You're the one who's walking away.

You're the one who's inside this urn.

The one inside this urn, please don't show yourself.

Fah.

Where have you been?

I went to visit Uncle.

He's not feeling well.

Sit down.

No.

How arrogant you are!

How dare you act arrogant in front of me?

You didn't ask for my permission to go out.

You don't respect me at all!

I'm sorry for going out.

I won't forgive you.

From now on, you're not allowed to go anywhere.

I won't allow it even if you ask for my permission.

But I'm not a slave in your mansion.

If you insist on doing so,

I won't stay here any longer.

How dare you, Rachawadee!

How dare you talk back to me!

Who do you think you are?

You should know your place.

I will punish you and your loved one.

You will only stay in your room.

You must stay here forever.

I won't allow you to return to the school!

In that case, I would like to resign.

If I'm no longer the teacher at your school,

you will not have any authority to order me around.

I won't accept your resignation.

Why?

Why won't you let me resign?

Princess, you have no right to do so.

I think...

you knew well from the beginning...

the reason why you wanted me to come to...

Satarn Palace.

You wanted to keep an eye on me, Princess.

Don't be too arrogant.

You're not that special.

After hearing from Uncle Janwangjan...

about what happened on the day Prince died,

I'm sure that...

you think I am Princess Maan Kaew reincarnate.

You...

That's why you tortured me.

That's too much, Rachawadee.

Why did you ask me to come here?

There are so many teachers at the school waiting to serve you.

Because you think I'm Princess Maan Kaew, right?

You really think you are Princess?

That depends on what you want it to be, Princess.

And you caused Prince's death.

He had been sick for a while.

He was dying.

Even if I didn't go visit him,

he'd die eventually.

But maybe he wouldn't die on that day...

and in that condition.

He would have gotten well and...

be able to live longer.

But you're selfish and cruel.

You broke the heart of Prince.

You hated the portrait of Princess Maan Kaew.

The only thing that...

could comfort him and make him stay alive.

You have no right to blame me.

He said he will give his life to me...

as the compensation for what he did to my reputation and honor!

You made him leave this world cruelly.

And Princess Maan Kaew too.

You have no right to slander me!

Slander what?

Not yet.

I was wondering...

when Princess Maan Kaew was killed,

what were the laws of this country?

Why wasn't the culprit caught?

Until today, has the culprit been caught?

Rachawadee.

You...

You...

- You... - No!

Princess Tan Ying.

Tawin.

Apai isn't here to pick you up?

He's here, but I asked to stay here with you.

I'm worried about you.

Princess Tan Ying is sick.

She passed out and was sent to the hospital.

Fah.

It's me.

I was the one that got her into this condition.

Fah.

I care about you.

Whether you like it,

I'm going to say it because I love you.

Stop, Fah.

Keep living your life as Rachawadee...

even if you know who you were in your past life.

You are one of the million and possibly one in a millions of people,

who are lucky enough to remember your past life.

You need to use that blessing in a good way,

rather than using it to hurt yourself...

and the people around you.

The fact that I know my past life...

makes me feel burdensome.

I want to forget my past life but I can't do so.

The life and soul of Rachawadee are not peaceful.

She can't live and do what she likes.

I want to love.

But it doesn't feel like the love coming from the bottom of my heart.

You should know that the past life is lead by the star...

even if I'm happy with that love.

But you can choose to live a happy life...

or suffer with pain from the past life forever.

Even if you can remember the past life,

you can't fix anything.

Why did Aunt pass out?

- Out of medicine? - No.

But I was not there when Princess fainted.

- Were you there, Ounrueng? - No.

I was not there either.

Teacher Rachawadee was there with her.

Rachawadee?

Yes.

Princess asked Teacher Rachawadee to serve her there.

She sneaked out the palace without asking for Princess' permission.

A moment later,

Teacher Rachawadee ran out saying that Princess passed out.

Yuth.

Aunt.

There's no need to sit up.

Don't sit up or you may feel dizzy.

I will return to the palace.

In that case, I will ask the doctor to examine you.

There's no need for that.

Tell the doctor that I will return to the palace.

Aunt, do you want me to stay here with you?

There's no need for that. I'm alright.

I heard that you fainted while talking to Teacher Rachawadee.

I scolded her.

She talked back.

And I got angry.

The medicine was not within my reach.

That's why I passed out.

That's all.

In that case, I'll ask Lingjong to prepare your medicine.

I want to rest.

Yes.

- Lingjong. - Yes?

Take good care of my aunt.

Yes.

I'm leaving.

Rachawadee.

You think you can bring the police here and drag me into the jail?

No matter how many times you're going to reincarnate,

you can't do anything to me.

Tawin.

I will try to be as calm as possible.

But I'm not sure I can do it.

" Resignation Letter "

Teacher, Uncle Jan's nephew wants me to tell you that...

Uncle is getting weaker and weaker.

It seems like he's going to die soon.

Do you want to go visit him?

Let's go.

But how can we go without letting Princess find out?

I have a secret passage.

We always sneak out through that road to play outside the palace.

- Really? - Pin.

What are you doing here?

Nothing.

Why didn't you wash my clothes?

I forgot.

I'm going to get them now, Ms. Housekeeper.

Seriously?

This kid is just like a little monkey.

Teacher, please come to kitchen...

to continue the lesson.

Yes.

May I finish my work here first?

Be careful, Teacher.

Yes.

Thank you so much, Pin.

You should go back in before someone starts looking for you.

Yes, then I'll leave it like this.

So that you can come back in easily.

Thank you.

What's wrong, Teacher?

Did you step on something?

Nothing.

Go back in now.

Sure.

You got a smart girl to help you.

No wonder you play like a girl.

I'm not playing.

I'm going to visit Uncle Janwangjan.

But Princess Tan Ying won't let me leave the palace.

That's why I need to sneak out.

I need to go now. I'm afraid I won't make it on time.

You will.

Uncle is waiting for you.

Will you come along?

Let's go. See you there.

Yes.

- Hello, Teacher. - Hello.

Please.

Uncle.

Uncle.

Princess.

I'm Rachawadee, Uncle.

Thank you for visiting me.

You should rest.

I'm still here.

It's alright.

It won't be too long.

I will get to rest forever.

Uncle, don't say like that.

There is something that...

I need to give to you, Teacher.

I've been keeping them in a box...

since I became ill.

It's on the dresser over there.

You're giving me them all?

Yes.

Prince Jirayuth...

has been asking for the portrait...

of Prince.

But I told him that...

Princess Tan Ying...

ordered to have everything burned away.

She really did that?

Yes.

But the truth is I still keep it.

Prince Jirayuth...

asked for Prince's picture.

Doesn't he have any of it?

No, he doesn't.

It's a blessing for me.

You're here to pick me up.

I'm not picking you up.

I'm here to see you off.

Jirayuth has met me.

We talked.

He wants to know what I look like.

You can talk to other people too?

I'm not sure how it happened.

Maybe...

it's our fate that we can see each other...

because of my concern for him.

Just like Janwangjan...

who can see me and communicate with me.

I think...

it's the power of loyalty...

and kindness...

of Janwangjan for my family.

that created such miracle.

I bid my farewell.

Prince.

Uncle.

Uncle!

Uncle!

Safe journey, Janwangjan.

May good fortune guide your soul to the best place.

You have my prayers too, Uncle.

May you have a safe journey...

and reach the heaven soon.