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" The Past Life " Episode 17

It's clear that Princess' death was abnormal.

Why didn't you investigate it thoroughly?

There were so many European physicians in that era.

There were many traditional Thai doctors too.

They could have proved that Princess was poisoned to death.

But why did it go unsolved?

The reason could be a simple one.

The culprit is some important figure.

Even if we know who it is, we can't do anything to him.

And there may be...

someone in the palace who was part of it.

Aunt Ap told me that...

before your mother passed away,

she was unable to tell who killed Princess Maan Kaew.

Since the culprit wasn't found,

Her Highness was seen as one.

Or it was someone else who did it...

and she was the accomplice.

I understand well...

why you can't let go of it.

Her Highness took the opportunity to bury everything.

She prohibited anyone from talking about it.

She destroyed all of the evidence related to Princess Maan Kaew.

Maybe she's trying to hide her own wrongdoings.

Otherwise, why would she do all of this?

But today, I've found out something.

Your Highness.

I...

I'm not ready to accept the truth, Rachawadee.

Prince.

Prince.

Prince.

I'm sorry, Prince.

I'm sorry, Prince.

Prince.

Teacher.

Teacher.

What's wrong, Teacher?

You're crying.

I...

Something went into my eyes.

Let me check for you.

It's okay.

My eyes are burning so much.

Please go and rinse your eyes.

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Tawin!

When will you grow up?

Are you going to be this jumpy for the rest for your life?

Well, I'm a young and cheerful girl.

Even though I'm a lady,

you shouldn't...

act old and grumpy, Headmistress.

Tawin!

I'm worried about Fah.

She's always on time.

She wrote me a letter saying that she'll be here by 9 a.m.

And we've been waiting for hours.

And she didn't call you either.

She may be doing something for Princess Tan Ying.

But I think...

she's sick.

I'll go see her at the palace.

Tawin, you don't have to go.

You'll stay here.

Maybe Fah is on the way here.

I'll go.

If you go, I'm afraid the palace might crack.

Then let me have Apai take you to the palace, okay?

Let's go.

How bothersome.

It's this chamber, Teacher.

Yes.

Oh, Fah.

- Aunt Gaptong. - Oh, my.

You're having a fever.

Tawin was right.

What did Tawin say about me?

You're having a high fever.

Let's go see the doctor. Come, I'll take you there.

- Let's go. - Please excuse me, Teacher.

If you're going to take Teacher Rachawadee outside,

you have to ask for Princess Tan Ying's permission first.

There's no need for that. It's just a normal fever.

I can cure it.

But Rachawadee's fever is very high.

- I'm afraid... - Hey, Gaptong!

Do you understand what I said?

If I said I can cure her, that means I can cure her.

I even cured...

those who were on the verge of dying.

Your teacher can still walk around.

She's not even that ill.

Why would you waste money taking her to the doctor?

The envelope with the exam scores is on the desk, Aunt Gap.

Please rest first, Fah.

Princess Tan Ying prescribed you some medicine.

Thank you.

You just got well from the fever.

You're standing out here in the dew. The fever might come back to you.

I'm a lot better now.

Princess Tan Ying's medicine is really great.

I told you so.

I want to stay and look at the stars for a moment. I'll return in a bit.

I'll get going then.

Prince.

Prince.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Prince.

I'm sorry.

Please get well soon, Rachawadee.

I want you to...

forget about Maan Kaew's death.

I want you to stop...

searching for the person who killed Maan Kaew.

I want you to be happy.

I want you to be carefree.

I don't want you to fall into the cycle of vengeance.

Would that be possible, Rachawadee?

Please forgive...

whoever who did it.

It was just a dream.

Mother.

If I can repay sins for others,

I will repay them on your behalf.

So that...

both Maan Kaew and Tan Ying...

can be released from misery...

and vengeance.

And lead a joyful and peaceful life.

My spirit can still exist in this human world.

For whatever reason, I can't guess it anymore.

But I will use the time I have left...

to open up the hearts that I've sinned against.

They will reach the bright light of peace.

May they be blessings...

for them...

and you, Mother.

Your fever is gone?

Yes.

I'm deeply touched. Thank you for graciously bestowing medicine to me.

That was truly a good medicine.

You requested for me to stay here.

Is there anything I can do for you?

I can't think of anything yet.

Don't ever try to cause me trouble again.

Otherwise, I will teach you a lesson...

by making you go into a fever again.

You must be careful, Teacher.

Because some of the trees are poisonous.

The leaves are poisonous.

The dew is also poisonous.

If it enters your eyes, you can go blind.

If you eat it, you may die quickly.

Your heart will stop beating.

Prince!

I thought you would never come here again.

Of course I'll come.

Don't you think I have unresolved matters?

I didn't mean to accuse or blame anyone.

I just think that I was murdered.

All of us only live once.

Other people wronged me to death.

Why didn't you say anything?

Would it make any difference...

if I were to say something?

I don't know...

who killed Maan Kaew.

In fact,

until this day,

I'm still not sure...

if Maan Kaew was poisoned and murdered...

like others and I think it is.

Or...

if it was just an accident.

When it happened,

even though I loved my mother a lot,

but my immense love for Maan Kaew...

made me believe...

that my mother...

was the one who killed Maan Kaew.

There are certain things...

we want to forget...

and end right there.

We want to end the hatred and vengeance.

I just want to know the truth.

You once said that I may discover the truth at this place.

I did say that.

Because this is the only palace...

that is tightly connected to my palace.

If you can't discover the truth here,

you probably won't find the truth anywhere else.

If you find it,

what will you do, Rachawadee?

You've already poured the holy water and forgiven.

I just want to know it.

So that I can get rid of this lingering feeling in my heart.

Are you sure, Rachawadee?

You're sure you can calm your heart...

by finding out who killed Maan Kaew?

You don't understand me.

You're belittling my goodwill too.

Rachawadee.

It's a painful experience...

for us to remember our past lives.

We should remember the misery and torment...

as a lesson.

Let's remember the happiness...

as something which can nourish and motivate our hearts.

Remembering our past lives...

doesn't mean taking revenge...

on those who wronged us in the past.

It's to forgive that person.

Can you do that, Rachawadee?

Maan Kaew's life...

is no longer yours.

I think...

I should leave you alone.

You're not coming here anymore?

Princess Tan Ying is ill, Prince.

She's sick?

What's wrong?

She hasn't been sleeping well.

She's tired from getting little rest.

She's not well enough to come downstairs at all.

Prince!

Aunt.

Come in.

Wait, Prince!

What is it, Yuth?

You barged into my bedroom...

because you don't believe that I'm ill?

That's not the case.

I'm worried about you.

If you're severely ill, I can take you to the doctor.

I know you want to ask about the issue with Princess Wan.

But Princess Wan has asked to reconcile with you, right?

I made a phone call to Tan Kang...

and met Spa.

She said both of you have made up.

Princess Wan was the one who begged you first.

I don't think I want to make up.

Don't be too stubborn.

Just make up. So that the elders can be happy.

Don't you think it's selfish of you...

to not make up?

But it's not about being selfish or not.

It's just that...

I don't love Princess Wan anymore.

How many years have you been dating Princess Wan?

And don't tell me...

that when you two lived together overseas just by yourselves,

there's nothing happened between both of you.

You two were so far away from the elder's eyes and ears.

If you dump Princess Wan,

you will be seemed as a man who took advantage of her.

But if we were to talk about compatibility,

I don't think there's anyone who is as suitable as Princess Wan!

But compatibility doesn't mean that we'll live happily together, Aunt.

Then what?

Don't forget...

that you're my descendant.

Everything that I have,

this palace, this property and other palaces too.

Every asset I own will be yours.

You're going to have a woman like Rachawadee...

possess my assets?

If that's the case,

I ask to exchange all of the assets that I have for my love.

I hope you could understand me, Aunt.

Yuth!

How could you say such thing?

You don't see the value of your family's love and concerns.

But you worship someone else.

You sacrifice yourself for someone else.

But you won't sacrifice yourself for your own family?

I hate her!

I hate her!

I hate her!

She told me that you want to marry her.

That woman is arrogant and shameless.

I hate her!

I hate her, do you hear me?

I hate her!

She makes me think of...

Aunt.

Aunt.

Anyone here?

Help me! Hurry up!

Aunt.

Her health isn't good at all, Prince.

She's getting old.

Also, the condition of her kidney isn't good either.

She needs to avoid matters...

that would make her stress out or worry.

If she get shocked and pass out, things would get very tricky.

She might...

You know what's going to happen, right?

Yes.

I'm going now.

Aunt.

Thank you so much, Yuth.

Thank you for keeping me company still.

I've been feeling so lonely...

and empty...

for many years.

About what we were talking about,

I'm asking you,

Yuth...

to do like I said.

So that I can die peacefully.

I can finally die in peace.

Rachawadee.

Can you stay and keep me company for a while?

Well...

You can just sit here.

Yuth.

I'm here, Princess Tan Ying.

Where's Yuth?

Prince said he's going downstairs for some fresh air.

Princess Tan Ying.

Please be careful.

I'll leave now.

It's getting late.

Thank you for keeping me company, Rachawadee,

You're welcome.

I'll come and visit Aunt tomorrow again.

Yes.

There's no need for that.

If you don't stop mingling with Rachawadee,

don't ever come here again.

- Aunt. - Don't say anything at all.

I don't want to listen.

You're leaving, right?

Please leave.

What are you waiting for?

Son, how was it?

Wait, Son.

What happened?

How was it?

Aunt changed her mind.

She doesn't sympathise with me at all.

She wants me to marry Princess Wan.

Okay, Son. Let's calm down, okay?

For the next few days, just stay still and don't bother her.

Maybe she'll change her mind again.

I don't think she'll ever change it.

Come on, Son. Believe me.

Just stay still, okay?

Son.

Son.

- My dear. - Father!

You're going to fall down.

I've missed you the most, Father.

Okay.

I've missed you.

I know.

I know.

I came to work for only a day.

Tonight, I'm going to spend the night with your aunt.

Once I'm done with my work, I have to return to Udon immediately.

I'm not even done talking and missing you, Father.

I have a lot of work, Fah.

Okay, I understand.

You're the Chief District Officer of Bonrueng...

and Rachawadee's Father?

Yes.

Why do you want to see me?

Thank you for taking in my daughter, Princess.

It's quite dangerous over there.

Also, I'm away from home all the time.

I work every day.

On my days off, I have to visit the residents.

Sometimes, I have to chase after criminals.

I absolutely have no time to take care of my child.

The child has to take care of the father.

That's true, Father.

Couldn't you ask to transfer back into the city?

Over there, I get to take care the residents on the council's behalf.

Citizens there are poorer and live harsher lives than those in the city.

It's so arid and dry.

I have a Laotian skirt from the Royal courts in Laos for you.

It's an old and traditionally sewn cloth.

It's made by the best tailor in the country.

Lingjong, please take it away.

Yes.

Thank you,

Chief District Officer.

You're welcome.

Then, I'll take my leave.

I need to go back to work.

Rachawadee will stay.

Sure.

Please stay here well, Fah.

And take good care of Princess Tan Ying.

Yes, Father.

- I'll go now. - Yes.

Goodbye.

Your father knew what to buy.

He bought me a cloth from the royal courts of Laos.

Father probably thought that it's a highly valuable item...

which would make a suitable gift for you.

He doesn't know anything about your matters.

What are you talking about?

What matters of mine?

I tell you,

I accepted the gift out of politeness.

Be it this lifetime or any other lifetime,

I will never use the things which were used by that woman.

My father bought you a present with a pure and genuine heart.

But it seems that you're about to state something severe.

Don't you dare argue with me!

A peasant...

will always be peasant!

- A noble who killed people. - Princess Tan Ying.

What is it?

Prince Jirayuth and Princess Sawanya want to see you.

Send them in.

Yes.

You brought Princess Wan here.

You're afraid that I'll chase you out again, right?

Princess Wan just wanted to come and visit you.

I have something to tell you, Aunt.

Yuth doesn't want to make up.

Princess Wan.

You told me that you wanted to visit Aunt because she's sick.

You believe people so easily.

It's a good thing that it's me, who is your fiancée.

If it was another woman,

what will happen?

That's all you want to tell me about, Princess Wan?

Yuth is willing to go places with you.

What else do you want?

Yuth treats me well.

But he's not treating me like his fiancée.

I can feel it.

What say you, Yuth?

We're about to find a wedding date.

Why are you still troubling Princess Wan?

I told you so, Aunt.

I will stand firm by that.

If you don't sympathise with me,

please do whatever you want with Sawanya yourself.

Yuth!

Stop this now!

Don't be rude to me!

Yuth, come back right now!

- Yuth, come back right now! - Aunt.

Aunt!

Aunt!

Aunt, what's wrong?

Medicine.

The medicine is in there.

Medicine.

Aunt.

Yuth.

Princess Wan, go and get Yuth quickly!

Don't let him see Rachawadee. Go!

But you're sick right now! Let me stay.

It's okay, I'm fine.

- Go! - Yes!

I'll go get the royal servants.

I won't allow it!

I will never allow it.

Rachawadee!

Tawin.

I almost fell asleep.

Why didn't you go inside and wait for me?

That's because my parents taught me well.

I don't enter anyone's bedroom or house when its owner isn't around.

Come here. I want to talk to someone right now.

Teacher.

Who's that?

Aunt Ap. It's an elder from Prince's palace.

Prince again.

- Teacher. - What is it, Aunt?

Jan's grandchild came to tell us that Jan is sick.

He wants to see you, Teacher.

I must ask for Princess Tan Ying's permission.

I'm afraid she may not...

Aunt, you don't have to talk. I'll say it.

Why would you need to ask for her permission?

You can just run away.

Is that what you were going to say?

Yes.

You're so smart.

I'm here to see Uncle Jan.

Yes, Teacher.

Uncle.

Please have a seat, Teacher.

Yes.

Are you getting better, Uncle?

It'll get better. Then, it'll get worse.

It's three good days. And four sick days.

I think I'm dying soon.

Please don't say that, Uncle.

You won't die.

Why did you ask to see me, Uncle?

Please forgive me.

Teacher.

Please get me the item wrapped in the cloth...

beside this dresser.

This one, Uncle?

Yes.

This urn...

is yours, Teacher.

It's the urn of Princess Maan Kaew.

Prince...

begged to share a portion...

from Ingpan, Princess Maan Kaew's Father.

He kept this urn of Princess Maan Kaew...

inside the wedding house.

Even on the day when he fell ill and couldn't get up,

he still had me...

get him up of his sickbed to find the urn.

He spoke to Princess Maan Kaew everyday,

as if Princess Maan Kaew...

was still alive.

Until...

Until...

that day came.

Princess Tan Ying.

I want to visit Prince for a moment.

Yes.

Alone.

Maan Kaew.

Maan Kaew, it's true. You really came back.

Let go!

Die, Prince!

Die!

Die!

Please come back, Maan Kaew.

Please come back.

Maan Kaew.

Maan Kaew.

Maan Kaew.

Princess Tan Ying.

Prince.

Tan Ying.