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MEREDITH: In the 1800s,

one of the more common
reasons

women visited the doctor
was "hysteria."

GRIFFITH: Granny, I don't know
where your nice shoes are,

but aren't you staying home?

Can't you just wear your
slippers?

AMELIA: Well, what about next
weekend?

KAI: I'm in Miami

for a National Conference
on Neuroscience.

Miami is a six-hour flight
from Seattle.

I could get on the redeye
Friday night.

We'd have all of Saturday,

and then I could fly back Sunday
in time to pick up Scout.

Is that insane?
A little.

I wish I could get on a plane
to Minnesota right now.

I'm not in Minnesota.

You're not?
Where are you?

MEREDITH: A now-defunct
diagnosis...

♪ Walkin' on water down
the devil's road ♪

..."hysteria" was used
to describe

a wide array of symptoms...
chest pain, anxiety...

AMELIA: I wish I could kiss you
right now, but I'm at work.

...a swollen abdomen...

KAI: Hi.
...mood swings.

Hi.

They tried a variety of
treatments for hysteria,

ranging from rest to
psychosomatic therapy.

ZOLA: Please can I watch your
bowel resection?

MEREDITH: You stay home from
school, you keep up with your work.

That was our deal.

ZOLA: I will never need to know
anything about

the French Revolution, ever.

If you only know about
medicine,

what will you talk to your
patients about?

You talk to your patients
about European history?

But true relief for these
women didn't exist...

MEREDITH: I have to catch up
with Maggie and Nick.

Go to my office.
I'll see you soon, okay?

...until physicians tried using

what they called pelvic
massage.

MEREDITH: Hey.
MAGGIE: Zola's skipping school
again today.

Well, she had another panic attack,

so what was I supposed to do?

The cure was called a
"hysterical paroxysm"...

MEREDITH: Wow.
What are you doing here?

MIRANDA: None of your
business. I'm a private citizen.

...which today has come
to be known as an orgasm.

NICK: Uh, yeah, I may have, uh,
given her and Dr. Wilson permission

to use the interns for
a special project.

MEREDITH: You gave away our
surgical interns for the entire day?

Well, I mean, the project's
important, and...

do you really want to tell
Bailey no?

Modern medicine continues
to recognize

the stress-reducing benefits
of the female orgasm.

But doctors no longer
perform the cure.

LEVI: Sign these.

ADAMS: What are they?

Release forms.

For what?
Okay, new rule...

No questions before 8:00 a.m.

MILLIN: Well, we just want to
know what we...
Save it for 8:01.

LEVI: I'll be in the pit if you
desperately need me

and there is absolutely
no one else

in your general vicinity who
can help.

GRIFFITH: Okay, but where...
People, it's very simple...
no questions.

You just didn't tell us where
we're going.

LEVI: You're with Dr. Bailey.
MILLIN: Who's Dr. Bailey?

Wow, blasphemy.

MIRANDA: I am Dr. Bailey.

[Sighs]

What are you waiting for?
Let's go.

YASUDA: I'm so sorry.

I... I thought I met all the
attendings.

I'm Mika Yasuda.

MIRANDA: No need to apologize.
I don't work here.

JO: Dr. Bailey was chief of surgery
until about six months ago.

I left to spend time with
my family.

GRIFFITH: That's nice.

It was, and then the
Supreme Court went

and stripped women of
our reproductive rights.

Dr. Wilson has been helping me
with a sex-ed curriculum

to teach teenagers about
their bodies

because we now live in a country

where the only way to guarantee

you don't have to carry an
unwanted pregnancy

is to not get pregnant.

And statistically speaking,

teens need some big help
with that.

JO: So we are making
sex-education videos

to put up on social media.

MIRANDA: We want to go viral...

you know, like that cat
that plays the piano.

Oh, come on, people,
get with it.

GRIFFITH: Dr. Bailey, we're
surgical interns.

We have progress notes and
nurses paging us,

and we're behind on
discharge summaries.

YASUDA: I don't even have
time to look at my phone.

I've got like 600 unread texts.

MIRANDA: Nurses love me.
You won't be bothered today.

And in exchange for
your cooperation,

you get the benefit of working

with yet another world-class
surgeon.

[Interns gasp]

MIRANDA: Dr. Montgomery.

[Sighs]

♪ ♪

ADDISON: Oh, don't look
so miserable.

You're getting paid to talk
about sex today.

Sex is fun, and I need you
to look like it.

♪ ♪

RICHARD: Okay.

Addie, you really pulled out
all the stops on this one.

MIRANDA: And I am so grateful.

ADDISON: Well, I spend every
waking moment

obsessing about the state of
women's health in this country,

so this was an easy yes.

RICHARD: Yeah. How much fallout
are you experiencing in California?

Last week, I had five patients

asking for prophylactic
tubal ligations

before they go to college,

because they're afraid of
getting pregnant

in hostile states.

18-year-olds wanting to get
their tubes tied.

I mean, it's the actual apocalypse.

JO: 18? I didn't even want kids
until I was 30.

Hi. I'm Jo Wilson.

We actually met during
your grand rounds

on uterine transplants.

And Dr. Schmitt is a g...
is a good friend of mine.

Unless you didn't like him.
Then I hate him.

Dr. Wilson, I've heard great things.

Uh...

Would you excuse me just a minute?
Mm-hmm. Sure.

ADDISON: I cannot believe it.
Shep...

ADAMS: Dr. Montgomery.

It's a... an... an honor
to be working with you.

I'm... I'm a huge fan of...
of... of fertility

and... and your work in it, specifically.

Hi. I'm Dr. Montgomery.

Simone Griffith. Dr. Griffith.
Dr.... Dr. Simone Griffith.

Sorry, I'm starstruck.

♪ ♪

TEDDY: What do you mean,
I don't have any interns?

OWEN: They're off on some
special assignment.

Well, what, did they enlist?
Bring them back, Owen.

I have a full pit,
one surgical resident,

and you, who's worse
than useless to me.

OWEN: You know what?
Talk to someone who cares.

ADAMS: Oh, excuse me, Dr. Altman.
TEDDY: What?

Well, as much as I respect
the purpose

and intention of
Dr. Bailey's project,

ADAMS: I could really use some
more hands-on experience in the pit.

I'll do H&Ps, run labs, suture,
drain abscesses.

I'll do anything you need.

OWEN: Mm. You happy now?
Don't answer that.

You're never happy.

TEDDY: I'm a very happy person.
He's just bitter and broken.

Let's go.

JO: These are your scripts.
Stick to them.

STDs, menstrual cycle, anatomy,

and you're all on contraception.

MIRANDA: Uh, Dr. Webber,
there's plenty to go around.

Would you like to pick a topic?
Richard?

RICHARD: Uh, when I was 15,
I was handed a sack of flour

to care and treat like a baby.

Do you have that?

I'll be in my office.

MIRANDA: Alright, uh, any
questions, comments, concerns?

KWAN: Um, yeah.

This is very important and all,
but I am not your guy.

YASUDA: Never had sex before?
[Intern snorts]

MIRANDA:: This is your assignment
today, so you are our guy.

GRIFFITH: I think what Dr. Kwan
is trying to say is, uh,

we're not exactly qualified
for this.

YASUDA: Yeah.
ADDISON: Okay, do you understand

that hundreds of thousands
of teenagers

will become pregnant this year?

And now a lot of those children

will be forced to carry their
babies to term,

or worse, give themselves
back-alley illegal abortions,

get septic and die.

So if you all want to go hold
a retractor, go ahead.

The rest of us will be here
saving lives.

Hmm.

GRIFFITH: Oh, s... so, we just talk into
the camera?

MIRANDA: Not quite.
Come on in.

I've organized volunteers at
my son's high school.

YASUDA: Actual nightmare.

KWAN: No.

ADDISON: Can't teach without
students.

Hi.
Hi, everybody.

Hi.
There we go.

♪ ♪

WOMAN: Excuse me, young man.

Where's labor and delivery?

LEVI: Are you looking for someone?
Yes, my daughter.

Her name is Denise.
Have you seen her?

No. Um...

She's having my grandbaby today.
I brought sustenance.

Hey, Adams!
Come here.

Um, this is, uh...

WOMAN: Joyce... Joyce Ward.

LEVI: Can you help her find her
daughter?

She's in labor.
ADAMS: Can't an orderly do that?

You want to go back to sex class?

Please follow me, ma'am.

Nick: Hey. Yeah?

WINSTON: Uh, is it true that you,
uh, gave away the surgical interns?

NICK: Yeah, it's just for
one day, though.

How much of the day?

'Cos I need them to round on
Maggie's patients.

Otherwise, I'll need to round
on her patients,

as well as my own patients.
Right.

WINSTON: What are they
even doing?

NICK: Uh, sex videos to prevent
teen pregnancy.

Sex videos?

Uh, no. Uh, sex-education
videos.

Oh, okay, well, that...

that's an important word in
that sentence.

It is.

Okay, I guess I'll start rounds,
then.

Okay.
Okay.

Woman on P.A.: Dr. Seip, 4617.

Dr. Jen Seip, 4617.

NICK: Hey. What’re you doing
down here?

ZOLA: Uh, just going to
the bathroom.

Y... You're going to
the bathroom?

You walked across a
pedestrian bridge,

you took an elevator down
three flights,

when there's a bathroom in
your mom's office?

ZOLA: That's what that door is?

NICK: What's up?

Okay, fine, I was looking for
a gallery to watch surgery.

Ah.
Please don't tell my mom.

I can't do more history
homework. I can't.

NICK: Yeah, well, I never really
liked history either.

All the battles you have to
memorize,

the old dudes with the wigs.

ZOLA: Who thought that
looked good?

NICK: Okay, well, I don't have
to be in surgery for a few hours.

You want to see something
cool?

Okay, let's go.

GRIFFITH: Track your menstrual
cycle with pen and paper, no apps.

If you get an abortion, hostile
states might be able

to use your phone as evidence
against you in criminal court.

MILLIN: If your period is late,
take a pregnancy test.

Um, medical abortions are still,
uh,

legal and available in
many states.

But, um, uh...

But you have to know that
you're pregnant early

if you want to use it.

YASUDA: Take one birth control
pill by mouth

every day at the same time.

Or you can get an IUD or
an implant.

IUD goes into the uterus.
An implant goes into your arm.

Both are 99% effective at
preventing pregnancy.

KWAN: Morning-after pill.
[Clears throat]

Uh, if the first layer of
contraception fails,

take this as soon as possible
to, um, prevent pregnancy.

JO: , look, see, that girl over
there is paying attention.

Oh, wait, no, I just didn't see
her phone.

MIRANDA: "Get young people,"
you said.

"They'll be good at this,"
you said.

♪ ♪

[Door opens]

ADDISON: I know. I am sorry.

I forgot.
I've got too much going on.

Well, I will do it tonight
when I can't sleep.

[Breathing shakily]

Look, can we talk
about this later, please?

Okay. Bye. I love you.

[Door closes]
ADDISON: Hey.

Are you okay?

GIRL: Do you remember
when the state fair was?

Was it three weeks ago?

Oh, I'm sorry, I don't.
I don't live here.

Doesn't matter.

Either way, it's late.

What's late?

Oh.

Okay, well, um, your period
can be late

for all sorts of reasons.

But if you want, I can take you
for a blood test,

just to be sure.

GIRL: Are you a doctor?

Yes, I am a doctor.

And you won't tell my parents?

No, this is between you and me.

♪ ♪

NICK (on phone): I... Okay,
I get it.

Did you tell the coordinator

that the patient's a rare HLA match?

Okay, well, call them back
and send the latest labs.

Thank you.

Okay, what you want to do
is you take the left grasper

and pass the peg to
the right grasper.

Huh.

Did I do it wrong?

No, you did it, uh, seamlessly.

You sure your mom's never
shown you this before?

No, I swear.
No?

Okay, well, I'm not gonna tell you

how long it took for me
to nail that.

ZOLA: Did you always know
you wanted to be a doctor?

Me? [Exhales sharply]
Wow.

Uh, no.
Gosh, no.

Um, at first I wanted to be
the Flash.

I thought he was underrated
but cool.

Then I thought I was gonna
play professional baseball.

That did not work out.

And, uh, then I decided I was
gonna be a science teacher.

And then what happened?

Well, um...
Well, my mom died.

You know, I forgot one.

At one point, I was gonna be
an astronaut.

You liked space?

Uh, no, I liked the ice cream.

[Laughs] What?

MIRANDA: Where is
your enthusiasm,

your... your passion for science?

We're losing them.

GRIFFITH: We're reading all
the facts you gave us.

JO: You've turned it into ASMR.

MIRANDA: You need to
modulate your voices.

You know, connect!

If I wanted someone to just read
facts from a sheet of paper,

I could have done that myself.

YASUDA: Respectfully, we are
not the problem.

These are boring factoids
that you could look up online.

MILLIN: We need to teach
these kids something they
want to learn about,

engage their sexual curiosity.

No. Dr. Wilson wrote a
thorough curriculum.

Just stick with the script.

Be better.
[Sighs]

Aah!
[Groaning]

YASUDA: Hey, hey, can you tell us
what hurts?

JO: She's tachy.

MIRANDA: And she feels warm.
Uh, get me a gurney right now.

Dr. Wilson...

Nick: Hmm.
ZOLA: It's basically like a video game.

10 years of training,

and I could have just been
playing a video game.

I don't think they made this
back then.

[Laughing] Wow!
Ouch. Okay. [Laughs]

KAI: Mind if I use one of
these tables?

Oh, hey. I didn't... I didn't know
you were here.

Oh, I came up last minute
to see Amelia.

Thought I'd do some
data analysis

until she's finished with work.

How's the, uh...
How's the trial?

We are hoping to start the
next phase

in the next couple of months

if David doesn't fire this latest
research director.

Yes.

KAI: Meredith Grey is not easy
to replace.

NICK: No. No, she's not.
She's not.

How's the new gig?
I like it.

I think I'm pretty good at it.

Uh, Zola, what do you think?

ZOLA: Mom says you take big swings.
[Laughs]

♪ ♪

KAI: Did you do that just now?

ZOLA: Mm-hmm. Is it okay?

That's a cognitive puzzle.

Most adults can't do it that fast.

Hmm.

JOYCE: You know, I have six
other grandchildren.

But Denise is my baby.

She needs me with her.

ADAMS: Uh, excuse me.
We're looking for Denise Ward.

This is her mother.

JOYCE: Griffith...
Denise Griffith.

She took her husband's name.

NURSE: I'm not an O.B. nurse.

And you have a tablet in
your armpit.

Just...

ADAMS: Are you sure Denise
came here?

Uh, maybe she went to
Seattle Pres.

No, no, she said Seattle Grace.

Uh, okay, got it.

Just give me a minute to find
your daughter's chart.

You know, if they have a boy,
they're gonna name him Calvin.

I don't love it, but I'm staying
out of it.

I hope it's a girl,
'cos if they have a girl,

they're gonna name her Simone.

Isn't that beautiful?

Simone.

♪ ♪

MIRANDA: Did we get ahold
of her parents?

JO: Mom's on the way.

She also said it could just be
bad cramps,

because Diamond has
"extremely traumatic periods."

MIRANDA: "Traumatic" or
"dramatic"?

[Laughs] It's unclear.

Diamond, are you on
your period?

Did my mom tell you that?

DIAMOND: She tells everyone
when I'm on my freaking period.

I get a bad grade on a math quiz,

she tells my teacher I'm on
my period.

Like, we bleed.
Why does it matter?

I'm the virgin who likes anime,
who passed out

during sex-ed class.

MIRANDA: Wow!

That's a giant cyst on
the left side.

Look, it's... it's displaced
her entire abdomen.

JO: And look, whirlpool sign
on the right.

The vasculature is twisted,
suggesting ovarian torsion.

She'll need surgery right away.

MIRANDA: Well, then let's go.

Book an O.R. and call her parents.

JO: Dr. DeLuca is still in
her hysterectomy.

I have never done one of these
on my own.

MIRANDA: Well, good thing
we know someone who has.

Find Dr. Montgomery. She's
gonna need privileges.

JO: So are you.

GRIFFITH: Double up to protect
against STDs.

The pill and a condom,
an IUD and a condom,

but never use two condoms
at the same time.

They'll break, and you...
[Cellphone vibrates]

GRIFFITH: Ooh!...
could get pregnant.

YASUDA: What are you doing?
GRIFFITH: Just got paged to the pit.
Bye!

YASUDA: You don't want me
demonstrating condoms.

I mostly have sex with women.
Mm.

KWAN: Uh, and I don't want to.

MILLIN: Why did you even go
to medical school

if you don't want to help people?
KWAN: Do want to help people.

When they're under anesthesia
and can't ask me questions.

MILLIN: Are you a Capricorn?
That's not a real thing.

Okay, no, that is for the condoms.

MILLIN: Who wants to know
where the clitoris is?

♪ ♪

The vaginal opening is right
around here.

And then you go up, up, up,

and this point at the very top
is the clitoris.

Now, it's a bundle of extremely
sensitive nerves.

So, if you touch it too hard,
you will cause pain.

You want to approach gently
with a flat hand.

Gently, no poking.

It's not a button.

YASUDA: Yeah, and for those
of you with vaginas,

getting to know this part of
your body on your own

is the easiest way to avoid
getting pregnant.

KWAN: Have you ever tried to...

really hold on,

like you're riding on
a roller coaster,

and you're not allowed to
scream until you get off the ride?

[Laughter]
That is the pull-out method.

It is truly an excellent way

to accidentally get someone
pregnant.

YASUDA: Dr. Millin?
Thank you, Doctor.

♪ ♪ It's amazing, we made it

Dr. Kwan?
Thank you, Doctor.

Now, hold it at the tip
of an erect penis.

That part's very important.

And then you roll it down...

[Snaps]

[Laughter]

MILLIN: You out of practice?

Never had to put a condom on
anything as small as a banana.

YASUDA: You get a condom,

you get a condom,
you get a condom!

Everybody gets a condom!

STUDENTS: Whoo!

YASUDA: Any more questions?

♪ ♪ Whoo

[Elevator bell dings]

ADDISON: Ah, Schmitt.

Just the person I was looking for.

LEVI: Oh, Dr. Montgomery,
please don't make me

teach sex ed to high schoolers.

I hated high school.
I... I can't go back. I can't.

This isn't about sex ed.

Oh, well, in that case, hi.
How are you?

I have a patient.

She's waiting on a pregnancy test.

I have got to run into an
emergent ovarian torsion.

Can you keep an eye out for
the results and deliver them?

LEVI: Of course.

And, Schmitt, she's scared.

LEVI: Oh, I can relate to
a scared high schooler.

MIRANDA: One of our students
collapsed. She has an ovarian torsion.

I want to get her in the O.R.
right away.

May I have privileges?

RICHARD: Uh,
I... I didn't catch that.

Could you say that again, louder?

MIRANDA: I am requesting
privileges, please.

RICHARD: Do you have a résumé with you?
MIRANDA: For real?

Standard operating procedures.
Any references?

Are you done?
Privileges granted.

What about the sex ed?

Oh, she needs experienced hands,

but if you want to check on
the interns...

RICHARDS: No, thank you.

Dr. Teller, extension 2219.

JOYCE: Denise!

Where's my grandbaby?

GRIFFITH: Granny, uh, it's me...
Simone, your granddaughter.

Denise isn't here.
Remember?

That's not funny, Denise.

I'm not Denise, Granny.
I'm Simone.

JOYCE: No, no, no, no.

GRIFFITH: Mom died.
Remember? I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

♪ ♪

I want to go home.
Okay.

Well, I'm working right now,
but we can call Dad.

He'll be...
No. Get away from me.

I don't want you.
I want my daughter.

Granny, come on.
I said no.

ADAMS: Mrs. Ward, it's okay.

Get away from me.
Granny, come on.

Somebody help!
It's me.

MEREDITH: Hi. Can I help?

It's okay, it's okay.
I got this, okay?

Ma'am, can I help you?
What do you need?

Should we take some
deep breaths?

[Inhales deeply, exhales slowly]

[Inhales deeply]

Deep breaths.
There we go.

♪ ♪

How can I help you?

[Voice breaking] Can you help
me find my daughter?

I would love to help you find
your daughter.

♪ ♪

AMELIA: Did he page you too?
MAGGIE: Yeah.

What's going on?

Why isn't Zola doing
her homework?

NICK: Well, we got...
we got sidetracked.

AMELIA: And you called us
because...?

Well, Meredith's in surgery,

and I needed someone else
to see this.

Look at this.
AMELIA: Is she doing
neurocognitive puzzles?

No, she's not doing them, she's
killing them, one after the next.

I have never seen anything
like it. Watch.

♪ ♪

Did she just...?
Yeah.

I couldn't even understand
the instructions that fast.

MAGGIE: Look at her. She's
so relaxed, like it's nothing.

NICK: I mean, what do we do
with this? What is this?

"Guinness Book
of World Records"?

You skip high school,
go straight to college?

What am I looking at here?

AMELIA: Feel like I'm watching
the U.S. Open.

MILLIN: Uh, hey, could I steal
you for a half-hour?

It's for a sex-ed thing.

LINK: Uh, yeah, we talked
about this.

I'm your superior.
I...

No, it's for a literal sex-ed thing.

I need help with a literal
sex video, Link.

LINK: Wow.
Still very not-okay.

And, you know, I'd prefer
if you call me Dr. Lincoln.

MILLIN: Everyone calls you Link.

LINK: Everyone except you,
moving forward.

MILLIN: Okay, can you just do it?

I mean, we are flying by
the seat of our pants up there.

No. No, I don't want to lose
my job today.

MILLIN: It's teaching.
LINK: Or harassment.

And I don't want to tempt fate.

Which one of us is being
harassed?

I don't think it matters.
Find an actual couple.

Ah, Dr. Ndugu, could you
and Dr. Pierce

please demonstrate
sexual consent

for a roomful of teenagers?

WINSTON: Chuckles] I...

No.

OWEN: Consensual sex requires no
verbal persuasion or convincing.

If you have to beg for it or
force it, it is not consent,

and you're doing it wrong.

TEDDY: So...

let's learn how to do it right.

There are 11 erogenous zones
on the female body...

the ear, the neck, the armpit...

OWEN: Wait, what,
the armpits?

TEDDY: Yes. You wouldn't
know that,

because like most men,
you go straight for the...

[Laughter]

But the nipples on
many women

can be as sensitive as
the clitoris,

so going straight for them,

without any foreplay, to the
erogenous zones,

can be painful and
overstimulating.

The other erogenous zones
can be the stomach,

the inner thighs, the feet,
the back of the knees...

MILLIN: Have you ever had
someone lick the back of your
knees before?

KWAN: Wouldn't you like
to know?

...the more obvious
erogenous zones.

The external vaginal region...

ADDISON: Wilson, tell me
what you see.

JO: You are draining the cyst to
get access to the torsed ovary.

And I've created a barrier to
prevent spillage

from the cyst's contents
into the abdomen,

in case of malignancy.

Torsion's a rare complication
of cysts,

and I used to caution
my patients

from imagining the
worst-case scenario,

but now, after the stripping
of Roe v. Wade,

everything feels like the
worst-case scenario.

MIRANDA: Amen to that.

I have constant rage inside.

Yeah, I've thought about going
to one of those places

where you pay money to
destroy things.

MIRANDA: Doesn't help.

I also have rage.

JO: I moved to O.B. for joy.

I wanted joy, and now I'm
gonna watch teenage girls die

from sticking coat hangers
up inside of themselves.

I mean, what if it's like the '70s
all over again,

and there are septic wards?

MIRANDA: Someone should
make a video

about how dangerous a coat
hanger is.

That's an excellent idea.
[Alarm beeping]

There's bleeding here. I don't
know where it's coming from.

ADDISON: Lap pad.

♪ ♪

Let's extend the incision.

JO: That exponentially increases
her risk for complications.

She's 17 years old. What if she
wants to have a baby someday?

If the other ovary is torsed
and it doesn't re-perfuse,

this may be all she has.

So, come on, let's go.

JO: Okay. Now.

♪ ♪

[Knock on door, door opens]

LEVI: Lucia?
I'm Dr. Schmitt.

Dr. Montgomery is in surgery.

LUCIA: Do you have my results?

It's positive. You're pregnant.

[Gasps] We did it one time.

LEVI: Did you not think that you
could get pregnant the first time?

I... I'm not stupid.

I just didn't think I would
get pregnant the first time.

Do you think that you might
want to keep the pregnancy?

No!
I'm sorry. I... I have to ask.

I can't have a baby.

I'm a stupid high schooler

who hasn't fed her fish
since Tuesday.

All I have to do is put in
a pinch of flakes,

and I still haven't done it.

LUCIA: A kid needs food
every day... real food.

I would be the mother who
forgets to feed her baby,

and I would get arrested
or something.

Oh, my God, I don't want to be
pregnant senior year.

Do you know how mean
kids are?

I do.

LUCIA: I think my parents might
actually murder me.

[Sobs]
Hey.

They don't have to know if
you don't want them to.

As long as the embryo measures
under 10 weeks,

you can have a medical abortion.

We'll give you pills so that you
can manage it at home.

They say it's like a... like
a really bad period.

LUCIA: Yes, please, get me
the pills.

Can we please just get
this over with?

LEVI: I'll get the ultrasound.

[Sighs]

[Door opens, closes]

[Siren wails in distance]

MEREDITH: She's calmed down
now. She's with Adams.

GRIFFITH: Thank you.

How long?

Uh, two years.

Gotten a lot worse the last
six months.

MEREDITH: My mother
had Alzheimer's.

When I was an intern, she got
brought in here

with diverticulitis.

She kept running out of
her room

thinking she was late
for surgery.

[Sniffles]

GRIFFITH: My grandma keeps
thinking I'm my mom.

You must look a lot like her.

Look alike in some photos.

She died when I... was born.

I'm sorry.

Now you have to keep telling
your grandmother

over and over that her...
Ooh, I... I can't do this.

I can't watch this.
I, um...

I... I put every effort I could
into matching across the country

so I wouldn't have to watch this,

and that went to hell, and
now I'm here.

I'm stuck in that house, and...

GRIFFITH: I love her.
She's my grandmother.

She raised me.
She's why I made it this far.

It might be helpful if you don't
tell her that her daughter died.

MEREDITH: I know it's not easy,
but living in her reality

is the most humane option.

GRIFFITH: I don't think I have
it in me.

Nobody does.
You'll find it.

♪ ♪

Is it okay if I stay out here
a little longer? I just...

MEREDITH: Of course.

I really feel your pain, Griffith.

MEREDITH: My door is
always open.

♪ ♪

MEREDITH: What's going on?
Is Zola okay?

Oh, yeah, she's okay.
She's in there with Amelia.

Okay. I thought she may have
had another panic attack.
MAGGIE: No, no.

But she did find some of
Kai's puzzles

that they use for neurological
evaluations.

KAI: The puzzles mainly focus
on visual-spatial skills.

Yeah, I'm familiar with them.
What... What's going on?

Meredith, she's aced every
single one

at a level far higher than
most of the adults I see.

I'm aware that she's smart.

My question is, why is she being
evaluated without my consent?

NICK: Right, well, it...
Yeah, it was an accident.

Zola discovered the test
when she and I

were in there practicing on
the simulators.

She's supposed to be in my office
doing homework.

MAGGIE: Mer, based on Kai's
time with her,

Zola is extremely gifted,

which could explain the
panic attacks.

KAI: When giftedness is
undiagnosed,

it can contribute to
behavioral issues...

anxiety, a feeling of being
untethered,

a feeling that you don't belong.

MAGGIE: Because you don't.
Her brain does not function
like other kids her age.

She needs challenges
that they don't.

She needs to be around peers
who can relate to her

and the way she thinks.

MEREDITH: I'm gonna go
see my kid.

MILLIN: Penetration is not
necessary for mutual pleasure.

For starters, most women,
or people with vaginas,

can't achieve orgasm through
penetration.

Yes?
STUDENT: How come that's
not in porn?

MILLIN: Because porn is to
actual human sex

as the "Fast & Furious" is to
actual human driving.

That is to say, it bears no
resemblance.

If you are having sex with
your partner,

and you are trying to make it
look like porn,

your partner is experiencing
little to no pleasure.

STUDENT: I would disagree.

KWAN: Well, you would disagree
because the girls you are with

are also making it look and
sound like porn.

But that is just an act.

A real man wants to give
a woman a real orgasm.

So you want to be a real man
or some candy-ass actor

for whom a woman has to
pretend to enjoy sex?

[Laughter]

MIRANDA: Guess they
were right.

JO: This is definitely going viral.

MILLIN: Oh, not yet.
Need music.

And dancing.

[Laughter]

JOYCE: Hot dog!
Boston again.

[Laughs]
ADAMS: Mrs. Ward, you're killing me.

Well, I guess you're lucky
that you're handsome, huh?

Where are you from?

Uh, Connecticut, but my dad's
from Barbados.

Ah.
[Pager vibrating, door opens]

JOYCE: Denise!

Honey, you okay?

GRIFFITH: Hi, Mom.

Did you have the baby
already?

♪ ♪

It's a girl.

A girl?

Simone.

♪ Let the seasons change ♪

Simone.
♪ Well, they will anyway ♪

Can I see her?
Not yet.

The doctors are cleaning her up.

Oh.

ADAMS: You want to sit with us
while you wait?

[Pager vibrating]
Dr. Adams, your pager is going off.

Let... Let me play a couple hands.

♪ It's not yours anymore ♪

Don't go easy on her, Mrs. Ward.

♪ ♪

♪ If the wilderness between us ♪
Oh, you cleaned him up.

Yeah.
♪ Remains ♪

JO: There was quite a bit of
damage to Diamond's ovaries,

but we were able to salvage
them,

hoping to preserve her fertility
as best we can.

♪ We got a reason to stay ♪
DIAMOND’S MOM:
So she's gonna be okay?

She will, yes.

I told her she just had bad
menstrual cramps

and that it runs in the family.

I gave her a hot water bottle.

I never even took her to see
the gynecologist.

MIRANDA: Oh, this isn't
your fault.

No, unless someone specifically
educates you

on what to look for, it's hard
to know what's normal

and what's an indication
of an underlying problem.

DIAMOND’S MOM: I'm just so
grateful she was with you
when this happened.

♪ ♪

♪ We'll find a reason to stay ♪

♪ Ohh ohh ohh ♪

♪ We'll find a reason to stay ♪

ADDISON: Ready?

♪ Ohh ohh ohh ohh ♪

♪ I know by the look ♪
♪ in your eye ♪

LEVI: First, you'll take
mifepristone. It's just one pill.

It'll stop the pregnancy
from growing.

LEVI: Then, after 24 hours,
you'll take misoprostol.

It's four pills.

Put all four pills under your
tongue for 30 minutes.

And then after 30 minutes,

swallow whatever is left of the
pills with water.

ADDISON: And then a few hours after
you take the misoprostol,

you'll experience some
cramping and bleeding,

like a very heavy period.

Then you'll pass the pregnancy,
and the pain will stop.

LUCIA: How do I know if
something's wrong?

ADDISON: It's extremely rare
to have complications

with a medical abortion,
but if something feels off...

fever, no bleeding,
too much bleeding...

then I want you to call me.

LUCIA: You'll be here?

ADDISON: Yes, I will be here
for the next few days.

So you call me, day or night.

♪ Ohh ohh ♪

♪ Don't let the dust settle down ♪
Can I take it now?

LEVI: You can take it whenever
you're ready.

♪ There's a silver line on the
edge of this town ♪

JO: We're making reels.
Just dance and point!

MIRANDA: We need energy,
people. It's for the kids.

♪ ♪

♪ Preach ♪

♪ Mmm, teach me, baby,
teach, ah ah-ah ♪

♪ So, preach it, baby ♪

RICHARD: What are we pointing at?
MIRANDA: Oh, the facts.

We'll put them on the screen later.
If you say so.

♪ Soul loving, do the soul loving ♪

♪ Preach it, baby ♪

♪ Whoa, whoa, whoa,
baby, preach ♪

♪ Mm, teach me, baby, teach,
oh oh-oh ♪

RICHARD: But why little videos?

MIRANDA: Because I can't get Tuck
to lookup from his phone long enough

to have an actual conversation.

And we have to speak
their language

if we want them to learn.

Are you sure we're not gonna
get sued over these?

If someone wants to take me
to court

for educating people about
their own bodies,

they better be prepared for
a big fight.

RICHARD: So, when do you
think we'll see you again?

MIRANDA: How does
tomorrow sound?

Oh, you ready to come back
to work?

Ohh.

Look, I just can't sit idly by
while my daughter

doesn't have the same rights
as her brothers.

This is a humanitarian crisis.

MIRANDA: I would like to
reopen the clinic

and dedicate it to
reproductive health.

I... I would run it 20 hours a week,

and the rest of the time, I will
be an attending,

teaching the next generation
of surgeons

who we are depending on

to be in this fight for
the long haul.

RICHARD: Mm. Well, Meredith's
still interim chief.

She's just waiting on you to...

MIRANDA: No, I... I don't
want chief.

I'm telling you what I want.

I want to teach and cut
40 hours a week,

and then go home to my family
without the added stress.

That's my best and final offer.

Take it or leave it.

♪ ♪

RICHARD: Sold!

Welcome back, Dr. Bailey.

♪ ♪

[Siren wails in distance]

GRIFFITH: Hi.

Thank you for staying
with my grandmother today.

ADAMS: Ah, she's incredible.

Doesn't remember her address,

but still seems to be an ace
at cards.

GRIFFITH: Yeah, it's always
been her thing.

Growing up, all the kids played
Scrabble and Monopoly.

I played bid whist with
Grandma's book club.

ADAMS: You sure you're okay?

Yeah, fine.

You're not gonna tell
everyone, right?

Is it a secret?

I don't want anyone's pity.

I don't want to be the
broken-home girl.

It's bad enough the chief knows.

I think people are just trying
to help.

GRIFFITH: I know
you're a Shepherd.

What?

How...
Something was weird with you

and Dr. Montgomery this morning,
so I looked you up.

She's your Auntie Addie.

ADAMS: You tell anyone?
Not yet.

I'll keep your secret if
you keep mine.

Okay.

♪ ♪

♪ My skin is pale, ♪
♪ it hurts to breathe ♪

AMELIA: Hey.

Kai and I are about to head out.

♪ Ceiling ♪

You okay?

MAGGIE: They used to make me
do these puzzles all the time as a kid.

They'd stand over my shoulder
with a stopwatch,

take notes on a clipboard.

I spent years of my childhood
thinking

that there was something
horribly wrong with me.

My mind would race.

I... I... I couldn't speak in front
of the class.

I sobbed at every social interaction.

I...panicked.

♪ You don't even notice me ♪

AMELIA: And now you're living
it all again with Zola.

No, not reliving it.

I completely missed it.

I love Zola so much.
How did I miss it?

AMELIA: It's hard to see ourselves
in others,

especially when it's a side of us

that we feel like we've left behind.

[Exhales sharply]

And then when somebody
points it out,

it's suddenly
all that you can see.

Mine is downstairs in the pit
doing sutures right now.

I know that extreme intelligence

does not mean that there's
something wrong with you,

but my gift [chuckles] certainly
gave me some struggles.

♪ While I sit in silence ♪

AMELIA: What helped?

MAGGIE: A kind child psychiatrist

who gave me tools that helped
along the way.

AMELIA: Zola will get her tools.

♪ Hide it ♪

We'll make sure of it.

♪ So I will love you ♪
♪ from the outside ♪

♪ When your friends ♪
♪ are telling you ♪

♪ That I am different ♪
♪ and I won't fit in ♪

RICHARD: Have you got
any plans for dinner?

Well, you should come on over.

I mean, Catherine's home.

You know she makes way
too much food.

ADDISON: Oh, I really should
keep working.

Addie, you're gonna run
yourself ragged

trying to solve the world's
problems every waking hour.

You know, it's a marathon,
not a sprint.

ADDISON: I mean, you know
me, Richard.

And what they've done,

what they're continuing to do,

it just...

I just feel...

RICHARD: Erased?

♪ On the inside, with you ♪

Yes.

Erased. I feel...

♪ I know I don't belong here ♪

...erased.

RICHARD: I do know.

And I also know that even if
you spend every day

fighting the good fight,

I mean, you have to live,
I mean, you have to eat.

So come on over.

Catch up with old friends,
get some rest.

And wake up and do it
all over again tomorrow.

♪ I know I don't belong here ♪

Okay.
♪ Belong here ♪

NICK: So, how long are you
gonna stay mad at me?

A day, a week?
What do you think?

Let me know.

MEREDITH: I haven't decided yet.
Okay.

[Chuckles]

MEREDITH: I mean, I'm lost
with Zola right now.

And it just doesn't help that
all the people I love

go behind my back and
break all of my rules.

NICK: I mean, she's a great kid.

She is.
And she's brilliant.

I mean, there's a lot to figure
out here.

But, uh, we got a big piece
of the puzzle.

I mean, it's got to feel pretty
good, doesn't it?

Yeah, it does.

NICK: Ah! Did I get a smile?

See? You can't stay mad at me
even when you try.

♪ ♪

MEREDITH: When done properly
and consensually,

sex can be medicine.

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Fear has had its reign ♪

TEDDY: Okay.

♪ Over you and I♪
Yep.

We know it reduces stress and
strengthens the immune system.

♪ It kept coming in waves ♪

♪ Till we were paralyzed ♪

It even rejuvenates
your brain activity.

AMELIA: You know what
I find super sexy?

KAI: Me.

I was gonna say "surprises,"

but, yeah, you.

♪ The downs were different ♪

♪ Is the chapter finally done ♪

♪ Or is it still being written? ♪

♪ Say goodbye ♪
♪ to the long crash ♪

But sex without connection
can leave you feeling empty.

JO: So [clears throat]
I, um...

I learned about the erogenous
zones today.

♪ Brace yourself for the whiplash ♪

Did you know that there are
spots on your feet that, um...

LINK: Should I...stop?

JO: It's just a foot rub, right?

Friendship, laughter,
simple human touch...

♪ Ohh ohh ♪

ADAMS: Done.
GRIFFITH: Aah!

Again! [Laughs]

You're good at this.

ADAMS: I'm good at
a lot of things.

...these are
stress relievers, too.

♪ A bad impression ♪

Because truly,
it's about connection.

♪ ♪

♪ For a new direction ♪

♪ And say goodbye ♪
♪ to the long crash ♪

When you're physically close
to another person...

♪ Better days are coming fast ♪

Mmm.

MILLIN: It's just this once.

KWAN: Agreed.

It's not happening again.

♪ Fade the dark age ♪
♪ to deep black ♪

No feelings.

I don't even like you.

I'm not for everyone.

♪ It's time the highs ♪
♪ had a comeback ♪

...the nervous system responds...

♪ ♪

♪ Brace yourself ♪
♪ for the whiplash ♪

...the body is flooded
with feel-good hormones...

♪ ♪

[Gasps]

♪ ♪

♪ We're so close ♪

♪ To the breakthrough ♪

♪ We're so close ♪

♪ To the breakthrough ♪

TEDDY: You should have taken
sex ed much sooner.

♪ We're so close ♪

Head upstairs.

♪ We're so-o-o close ♪

♪ To the breakthrough ♪

♪ Oh oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Say goodbye to ♪
♪ the long crash ♪

♪ Oh oh-oh-oh ♪

...and everything else
just fades away.

♪ Brace yourself ♪
♪ for the whiplash ♪

♪ Oh oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

♪ ♪