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Some violent scenes from the start
and some strong language.
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There are things
they don't tell you.
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Things you never even think about.
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They never tell you how
insulting the ordinary world seems
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when you get home.
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How you'll feel insulted
even by your own memories.
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You hate everyone
who doesn't understand,
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but you hate yourself as well,
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because you didn't
understand either.
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Why didn't I appreciate
ordinary life?
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How could I not have realised
how fragile it all was?
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Put down the gun.
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It's all right. It's OK.
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Just take it easy.
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Los dos y tres conmigo.
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Vente. Vamos!
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It's OK.
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Put the gun down.
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It's going to be
all right now, I promise.
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Mum!
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It's OK, it's over.
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It's over, it's over.
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Guardia Civil! Manos arriba!
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No se mueve! Guardia Civil! It's OK.
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OK, we're unarmed. We're unarmed.
Las manos arriba!
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OK, OK. Suelte el arma!
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OK.
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Please, senor!
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Senor! Abhi!
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Show me your hands! Hands up!
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No se mueva nadie!
Hands up! Hands up!
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Quietos! Al suelo! Necesitamos un
medico en la cocina, ya.
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Vamos!
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This way. You're going to be safe
now, darling.
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Once you're out,
find Kimberly, Adam and Jason.
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Mum, we're safe now.
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I have to go.
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I love you. I have to help someone.
All right, go!
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Por favor. BABY (HES.
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Mummy!
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Miriam!
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Oh, my darling! I've got you.
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Oh, my God. You're OK.
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Please register
your name to the police. Point A.
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You're OK.
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Where's...
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Where's Daddy? Where's Sunil.
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It was really scary!
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Ben, Jo said that you had
Kim and Sunil.
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Yeah, um...
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Yeah, we, um... We got...
We got separated.
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What?
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I—I—I was helping
someone else, Abhi, and I...
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I turned round, they'd...
They'd just vanished. I'm 5...
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SHE SOBS No.
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I'm sorry.
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It's OK. We'll all look.
We'll... We'll find them.
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There were buses taking people away
earlier. Maybe they'll be on there.
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He's right.
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Abhi, you go on.
Go on the bus with the boys.
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Iker?
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Hey.
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Just let me help him.
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It's OK. It's all right.
You... You can go.
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Stay calm, OK?
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Just...
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Just take it easy.
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Take it easy.
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He's one of them? Yes.
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You need to stop him. Follow him!
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I'll be fine. Take the gun.
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You hold on, OK? The police
are in the building. Go, go!
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All right? Yeah.
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Go slowly. Thanks, Abhi.
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SHE EXHALES Miriam...
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...if those kids are still out there,
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I've got to find them.
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OK? Please, be careful.
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Ben?
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Ben! Amara!
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Where is everyone?
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I've lost Kim and Sunil.
I need your help.
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Right, you go and look
in the village.
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I'm going to check
the waste ground again.
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I'll come back here. Yeah.
I'll meet you back here.
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Kimberly!
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Sunil
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Kim!
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Hola, have you seen two children,
a boy and a girl?
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A girl with long hair?
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Please.
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Sorry.
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Kim, Sunil!
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Are you OK?
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Argh!
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Stop!
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Put your hands up.
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Put your hands up above your head!
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Don't move.
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Ben! Ben, stay back!
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You, keep your hands up!
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Ben, move to... Move to the side,
Ben! What?
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Look, look. No, stop! No!
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Hey! No, no! Stop!
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SHOUTING IN SPANISH Stop!
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Oh! OK, OK.
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OK.
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Suelte el arma. Quiet a. OK, OK.
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Manos a la cabeza. OK.
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Quiet a. He's... He's hurt.
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OK. No, he's... he's... he's hurt.
Vale.
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HE GROANS Ben.
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Ben.
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Ben. HE BREATHES SHAKILY.
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No.
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Ben. HE PANTS, TRIES TO SPEAK.
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I'm here. I'm here.
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Ben, it's all right.
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It's OK.
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Ben, I'm here.
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Hare Rama Hare Rama.
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Rama Rama Hare Hare.
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Hare Krishna Hare Krishna.
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Krishna Krishna Hare Hare.
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Hare Rama Hare Rama.
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Rama Rama Hare Hare.
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Hare Rama Hare Rama.
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Rama Rama Hare Hare.
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Hare Krishna Hare Krishna.
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Krishna Krishna Hare Hare.
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Hare Rama Hare Rama...
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Oh, there is going
to be dancing, right?
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Oh, yeah! THEY CHUCKLE
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I need to let my hair down
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after having Jason's entire
family for Christmas.
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Ah, there's Ben!
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Aha! Aw!
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I ordered you an extra hot,
double shot gingerbread...
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...argh! — caramel, vanilla and
something or other. I don't know!
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Well, what a great idea.
Oh, thank you.
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Thank you. Oh, so sweet.
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Ah! So, New Year's Eve,
our house, going all out.
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Oh, you try and stop me!
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You know, I knew
we could count on you!
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Thank you. I'll leave you to it. OK.
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See you.
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Yeah, there's plenty more
where that came from.
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And plenty of time to practise. Ha!
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THEY LAUGH See you.
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Mm.
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I can't wait for Christmas.
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Yeah.
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Shall we stay in
our dressing gowns all day?
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Yeah, what, gravy all down the
front of mine by nightfall?
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Ugh! It's like living
with an old bear!
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THEY LAUGH You like bears! No...
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...I love bears.
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HE CHUCKLES Mwah! Yeah! Yeah!
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There you go.
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Thanks.
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Kimberly and Adam were a bit
clingy this morning.
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That's not surprising, really.
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No.
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Amara wants to go back to school.
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I'd like her to have a bit more
time off or
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at least wait for some
counselling, but she seems to want
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to go back to some sort of normal
as soon as possible.
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Um...
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Home in a few weeks, maybe.
That's good, isn't it?
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Well...
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...the physio wants to see
if I'm OK with stairs first.
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She wants to see me do a clear week
on just the stick, you know?
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Well, maybe we could get you one
of those, you know, chairs that...
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A fucking stairlift?
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No. No, thank you.
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Shame, the way things
turned out, isn't it?
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If they'd have got me and Abhi...
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...instead of Chinar,
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that would have left
the field clear, wouldn't it?
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What's wrong with her?
I don't know.
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Sorry.
They wanted to call the police.
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I fucked everything up.
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You're a hero, Jo.
Whether you like it or not.
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I don't want to be one!
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I don't want to be a fucking hero!
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It's my fault we were
even in that hotel,
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and there is nothing heroic
about killing that boy.
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It's going to take time.
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SHE SIGHS Yeah.
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You were in an impossible
position out there.
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A lot of people, including our
daughter, were in a lot of danger.
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You made a call.
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Personally, I'm glad you did.
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Meanwhile, in Spain,
investigations have continued today
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into what motivated the brothers to
carry out such a horrific attack,
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with the revelation that their
father is currently in prison
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serving an eight—year term
for murdering their mother
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when they were ten and 12 years old.
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The elder of the two was already
being investigated
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following allegations
of theft from the hotel,
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where he had apparently threatened
to kill staff... Mum?
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Hey... during an altercation...
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No, you don't have to.
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How was it?
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Adam was a bit clingy.
The teacher came out.
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Thanks, darling.
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Sorry to ask you to
do that again, I just...
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You know, the mums. Yeah.
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They all had a good look at us.
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The novelty hasn't worn off yet.
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You're going to have to
face them at some point.
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I'm off now.
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Yeah, I said I'd help Abhi out.
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Chinar's things came back
this morning.
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You still haven't rung her.
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Or Miriam.
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I thought you were going to.
Yeah, no, I will. I just, um...
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I've been busy, so...
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I left my phone on charge.
I'm going to grab it and go.
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A further memorial service
took place today
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for another British victim
of the attack.
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Catherine Jameson was...
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DOOR OPENS, SHE GASPS Oh!
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Sorry.
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Made you jump, eh? THEY CHUCKLE.
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Did you tell your mum
where you're off to?
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Yeah. I didn't tell her
you were taking me, though.
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How is she?
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I don't know.
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She asks me how you and Abhi are,
you ask me how she is.
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It's just...
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Yeah, I know.
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I guess we're all just finding
it hard in different ways.
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Mum!
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Kim and Sunil are... Are safe.
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ABHI SOBS They're with Amara.
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I saw their names on the list.
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They've been taken...
They've been taken to another hotel.
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We can go there.
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What about Ben and Chinar?
Where are they?
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Um...
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Jason's been...
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...been badly injured.
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They've taken him to hospital.
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Jo?
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Jo?
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Jo?
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You know you left the front
door open?
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Did I?
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Look at this.
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What is it with holiday clothes?
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I've got loads of dresses
and I still bought this one.
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Why don't you let me do that?
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No, it's OK.
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Actually...
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...this is the one I need you to do.
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He was so efficient, you know?
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His pass code's on that sheet.
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His phone's in there.
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I'm going to go downstairs.
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Um, I want you to open
his phone and...
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...delete anything I wouldn't want to
see and then not tell me about it.
263
00:30:06,510 --> 00:30:08,291
Are you sure?
264
00:30:08,300 --> 00:30:09,581
Yeah.
265
00:30:09,590 --> 00:30:13,831
There'll be photos of me
on there, the boys.
266
00:30:13,840 --> 00:30:16,351
I don't want to
lose all that, I just...
267
00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:18,670
I don't want to see anything
I don't want to see.
268
00:30:37,620 --> 00:30:38,960
Are you all right?
269
00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:47,200
Look, um...
270
00:30:48,470 --> 00:30:50,990
...I'm not sure how you're going
to feel about this.
271
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:54,801
I've got some news for you.
272
00:30:54,810 --> 00:30:56,181
What?
273
00:30:56,190 --> 00:30:58,240
I asked if I could
be the one to tell you.
274
00:31:35,161 --> 00:31:36,681
Who's that?
275
00:31:36,690 --> 00:31:38,710
Is that my mum? What is that?
276
00:31:40,171 --> 00:31:41,881
AMARA SHOUTING UPSTAIRS Amara...
277
00:31:41,890 --> 00:31:43,871
That's Chinar's phone!
What's going on?
278
00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:46,181
Calm down. Look, Abhi asked me
to do this, OK?
279
00:31:46,190 --> 00:31:49,341
Did you know? No.
280
00:31:49,350 --> 00:31:50,671
I'm out of here!
281
00:31:57,680 --> 00:31:59,621
Miriam?
282
00:31:59,630 --> 00:32:01,440
Is everything OK? What happened?
283
00:32:04,270 --> 00:32:05,680
I thought you'd be pleased.
284
00:32:07,710 --> 00:32:10,921
Well, I haven't got one,
and I'm still a serving officer.
285
00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:16,350
HE SIGHS What is it?
286
00:32:17,990 --> 00:32:20,751
You... You don't understand.
I can't accept it.
287
00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:22,381
You've got no idea. DOOR SLAMS.
288
00:32:22,390 --> 00:32:23,701
You were fucking him!
289
00:32:23,710 --> 00:32:26,061
For fuck's sake, Mum!
You were shagging Chinar!
290
00:32:26,070 --> 00:32:27,912
No! No, that's not true.
You're a liar.
291
00:32:27,921 --> 00:32:29,421
She was having an affair, Dad.
292
00:32:29,430 --> 00:32:32,061
I've seen the photos —
You in your swimsuit.
293
00:32:32,070 --> 00:32:34,711
God, it was gross! No, that
wasn't... That wasn't what happened.
294
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:37,481
And I suppose he would've deleted
them, but he didn't get a chance to
295
00:32:37,490 --> 00:32:40,521
because he got shot dead because
of you! That's enough! Amara!
296
00:32:40,530 --> 00:32:42,782
You know, you two have
been through so much.
297
00:32:42,791 --> 00:32:45,061
Oh, God, Dad, don't
patronise me, not now!
298
00:32:45,070 --> 00:32:47,551
Look, I came round here to tell your
mum that she's going to be
299
00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:50,061
recommended for a commendation
from the Chief Constable
300
00:32:50,070 --> 00:32:52,782
for what she did. Oh, great, now
she's getting a fucking medal!
301
00:32:52,791 --> 00:32:54,741
She saved lives, Amara!
302
00:32:54,750 --> 00:32:56,480
Just leave it. Yeah, jog on, Dad.
303
00:32:58,051 --> 00:32:59,951
I'm going to leave you two to it.
304
00:32:59,960 --> 00:33:02,200
Jo, this isn't nothing, OK?
305
00:33:09,250 --> 00:33:11,330
I need a cigarette. Fuck off!
306
00:33:27,250 --> 00:33:29,551
This better have been good.
307
00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:32,281
Careful, it's a bit damp.
308
00:33:32,290 --> 00:33:34,351
You're such a mum.
309
00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:36,421
Yeah.
310
00:33:36,430 --> 00:33:37,870
Most of the time.
311
00:33:40,430 --> 00:33:42,391
When did it start?
312
00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:43,840
December.
313
00:33:48,710 --> 00:33:51,150
The four of us were in
a restaurant together and, um...
314
00:33:53,630 --> 00:33:55,840
...my scarf fell off the back
of my chair.
315
00:33:57,931 --> 00:33:59,840
Chinar picked it up and put it back.
316
00:34:07,280 --> 00:34:10,782
That's it? He picked up your scarf?
317
00:34:10,791 --> 00:34:12,150
Yeah.
318
00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:16,751
It was about the attention.
319
00:34:16,760 --> 00:34:19,330
Jason would never even notice
something like that.
320
00:34:28,680 --> 00:34:30,861
Hey. Hiya.
321
00:34:30,870 --> 00:34:32,421
There you go.
322
00:34:32,430 --> 00:34:34,711
Thanks. That should shut them up.
323
00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:39,601
You look great.
324
00:34:39,610 --> 00:34:41,601
Thanks.
325
00:34:41,610 --> 00:34:43,701
Do you want to... come in?
326
00:34:43,710 --> 00:34:47,121
Um, no. No, I'm, um... I've got
to get to the supermarket so...
327
00:34:47,130 --> 00:34:48,961
Right.
328
00:34:48,970 --> 00:34:50,871
Listen, this, um...
329
00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:53,351
This holiday plan,
330
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:55,042
are you sure it's a good idea?
331
00:34:55,051 --> 00:34:56,671
It's a great idea.
332
00:34:56,680 --> 00:34:58,912
Yeah. Yeah, I mean, I—I love it.
333
00:34:58,921 --> 00:35:00,711
I just want to see the swimsuit.
334
00:35:00,720 --> 00:35:02,321
I don't... Oh, God!
335
00:35:02,330 --> 00:35:04,080
It'll be fun. Let's do it.
336
00:35:06,990 --> 00:35:08,921
Say hi to them for me. Mm—hm.
337
00:35:37,710 --> 00:35:38,990
Mum...
338
00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:43,681
...that's not a reason to be
texting someone else.
339
00:35:43,690 --> 00:35:46,130
Amara, we weren't
sleeping together, all right?
340
00:35:47,600 --> 00:35:49,481
It was...
341
00:35:49,490 --> 00:35:52,111
It was texts and it was...
342
00:35:52,120 --> 00:35:53,680
It was picture messages.
343
00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:58,281
Whatever it was,
it wasn't an affair.
344
00:35:58,290 --> 00:35:59,641
OK?
345
00:35:59,650 --> 00:36:03,351
You really think it doesn't count
just cos you weren't fucking him?
346
00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:06,850
Wanting to, Mum —
That's having an affair!
347
00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:19,590
Miriam knows.
She saw the pictures, too.
348
00:36:24,360 --> 00:36:27,581
Abhi got Miriam to do
a sweep of his phone.
349
00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:32,450
God.
350
00:36:39,330 --> 00:36:40,850
Oh.
351
00:37:01,700 --> 00:37:03,000
I'll see who it is.
352
00:37:07,730 --> 00:37:09,311
Oh, dear.
353
00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:35,672
I...
354
00:37:35,681 --> 00:37:37,690
I know I haven't been in touch.
I've been...
355
00:37:38,950 --> 00:37:40,440
...meaning to call.
356
00:37:46,870 --> 00:37:48,130
Abhi, I...
357
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:50,801
I wish I could take it back.
358
00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:54,681
I wish I could take it all back.
359
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,751
I—I wasn't... thinking about you.
360
00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:02,681
I wasn't thinking about
anybody, and...
361
00:38:05,801 --> 00:38:07,520
And I'm so sorry.
362
00:38:09,671 --> 00:38:11,051
I'm so sorry.
363
00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:18,120
You know, it was... It was just...
364
00:38:19,760 --> 00:38:21,640
It was just flirting.
365
00:38:22,850 --> 00:38:25,672
And stupid texts.
366
00:38:25,681 --> 00:38:28,991
Mm—hm. I'll have to take
your word for it, won't I?
367
00:38:31,310 --> 00:38:33,561
Is this why we were all
on holiday together?
368
00:38:33,570 --> 00:38:35,080
Ah...
369
00:38:36,570 --> 00:38:38,880
How could you be so fucking selfish?
370
00:38:40,681 --> 00:38:43,281
Clearly you didn't think about me.
Did you think about the kids?
371
00:38:43,290 --> 00:38:45,570
Abhi, I swear...
Oh, I don't want to know.
372
00:38:47,950 --> 00:38:51,370
I don't want to think about it
every time I think of him.
373
00:38:53,720 --> 00:38:55,030
He's dead and...
374
00:38:56,530 --> 00:39:00,710
...next to that, what you were
or weren't doing is...trivial.
375
00:39:03,850 --> 00:39:07,201
I'm not here to make you
feel better about it. No, I know.
376
00:39:07,210 --> 00:39:09,490
I know. I...
377
00:39:11,120 --> 00:39:12,520
I do.
378
00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:15,672
But if I...
379
00:39:15,681 --> 00:39:18,511
If I hadn't chosen that place...
Listen to me.
380
00:39:18,520 --> 00:39:21,391
Nobody is responsible
for what happened
381
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:23,490
except the men who chose to do it,
do you hear me?
382
00:39:24,720 --> 00:39:29,850
I won't have this stupid hierarchy
of blame and suffering.
383
00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:33,881
Did you know there was
going to be an attack
384
00:39:33,890 --> 00:39:35,600
when you booked that hotel? No.
385
00:39:37,490 --> 00:39:40,631
Take responsibility
for your own actions
386
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:42,160
and nobody else's.
387
00:39:43,931 --> 00:39:45,591
She's right.
388
00:39:45,600 --> 00:39:48,231
But you two, you were so brave,
and no—one's talking about that.
389
00:39:48,240 --> 00:39:50,960
That was a split—second decision.
That's not bravery.
390
00:39:52,250 --> 00:39:54,631
I'm brave now, Jo.
391
00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:56,711
I'm brave every morning
when I wake up and remember
392
00:39:56,720 --> 00:39:59,040
that I'm the single mother
of three young boys.
393
00:40:23,750 --> 00:40:26,501
It's the pictures, isn't it?
394
00:40:26,510 --> 00:40:29,361
GUNSHOT They just come
395
00:40:29,370 --> 00:40:31,970
any time, out of the blue, when
you're not even thinking about it.
396
00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:37,811
Well, have a nice time
without me.
397
00:40:39,730 --> 00:40:41,662
See you later.
398
00:40:41,671 --> 00:40:43,161
Yeah.
399
00:40:43,170 --> 00:40:46,441
The thing I keep going back
to is filling my water bottle
400
00:40:46,450 --> 00:40:47,650
to go to the pool...
401
00:40:49,490 --> 00:40:53,240
...not realising that was the last
moment of our lives...
402
00:40:55,090 --> 00:40:56,520
...that was normal.
403
00:41:01,160 --> 00:41:03,001
Yeah, OK. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
404
00:41:03,010 --> 00:41:05,751
I can hear him sometimes
with the boys.
405
00:41:07,811 --> 00:41:09,250
Then it's gone.
406
00:41:22,530 --> 00:41:24,601
You want to grab the rails? Right.
407
00:41:24,610 --> 00:41:26,730
Nice and slow, no rush. Yep.
408
00:41:27,850 --> 00:41:29,850
That's it. JASON GROANS.
409
00:41:31,811 --> 00:41:34,031
I—If the stairs are too much,
410
00:41:34,040 --> 00:41:36,111
we could move you downstairs
just for a...
411
00:41:36,120 --> 00:41:39,080
Oh, God, no, please... few weeks.
No. Next to the dining table?
412
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:41,641
No.
413
00:41:41,650 --> 00:41:44,760
Mind you, it would be a talking
point for the guests, I suppose.
414
00:41:49,090 --> 00:41:50,400
You know, you...
415
00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:53,721
You're going to have to...
416
00:41:53,730 --> 00:41:55,311
To help me.
417
00:41:55,320 --> 00:41:57,241
I—I won't be able to guess.
418
00:41:57,250 --> 00:41:58,600
I will.
419
00:42:03,370 --> 00:42:05,881
I know things haven't... haven't
been good between us, but...
420
00:42:05,890 --> 00:42:07,751
But I'm here.
421
00:42:07,760 --> 00:42:10,211
And I'm not...
I'm not going anywhere.
422
00:42:10,220 --> 00:42:12,511
I know. And I appreciate that.
423
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:14,010
Honestly, I do.
424
00:42:16,440 --> 00:42:19,290
I want us... to help each other
get through this.
425
00:42:21,240 --> 00:42:23,802
Unless, that is, you're about
to tell me that you
426
00:42:23,811 --> 00:42:25,201
fell for one of your nurses.
427
00:42:25,210 --> 00:42:27,311
HE TUTS No. God, no.
428
00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:28,730
She was a right battle—axe!
429
00:42:30,210 --> 00:42:33,031
Mind you, one of
the consultants was...
430
00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:35,120
SHE CHUCKLES ..you know.
431
00:42:52,811 --> 00:42:55,361
The attack didn't stop time.
432
00:42:55,370 --> 00:42:56,960
Nothing can, of course.
433
00:42:58,090 --> 00:43:01,320
It always moves forward,
relentlessly.
434
00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:04,811
And the only option
is to move with it.
435
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:07,850
However hard that might be.
436
00:43:09,931 --> 00:43:12,111
Ah, Mum, you look great.
437
00:43:12,120 --> 00:43:14,161
Thanks, darling.
438
00:43:14,170 --> 00:43:16,730
Do you want to wait in the car?
I'll be out in a minute.
439
00:43:49,821 --> 00:43:51,300
Mum! Mama!
440
00:43:53,370 --> 00:43:54,931
Oh, you look so smart!
441
00:43:59,010 --> 00:44:00,960
Hello. Hello, ma'am.
How are you doing? Good.
442
00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:11,120
Certainly. Thank you, ma'am.
443
00:44:15,040 --> 00:44:19,441
Let us not forget that throughout
this appalling incident,
444
00:44:19,450 --> 00:44:24,010
Jo Cross risked not only her own
life, but those of her family.
445
00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:28,161
It takes a very special kind
of courage
446
00:44:28,170 --> 00:44:31,521
to tackle a determined gunman.
447
00:44:31,530 --> 00:44:34,961
It takes truly exceptional courage
to tackle them
448
00:44:34,970 --> 00:44:38,370
while knowing your own family
remain at risk.
449
00:44:56,090 --> 00:44:57,890
As you've just heard...
450
00:45:00,200 --> 00:45:02,480
...many years ago,
I was a police officer.
451
00:45:04,900 --> 00:45:06,760
And I couldn't be more proud...
452
00:45:08,170 --> 00:45:09,821
...to be standing here today...
453
00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:13,200
...with my former colleagues.
454
00:45:35,090 --> 00:45:36,970
I don't deserve this commendation.
455
00:45:41,200 --> 00:45:42,600
I killed a boy...
456
00:45:44,410 --> 00:45:46,111
...out of fear for...
457
00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:48,480
For my life and my daughter's life.
458
00:45:51,380 --> 00:45:53,450
He may have been about
to shoot us both.
459
00:45:55,290 --> 00:45:57,020
But we'll never know because...
460
00:45:59,480 --> 00:46:01,010
Because I killed him.
461
00:46:10,691 --> 00:46:12,200
A boy died.
462
00:46:15,770 --> 00:46:18,330
A lot of people died that day.
463
00:46:20,330 --> 00:46:23,171
SHE INHALES DEEPLY Um...
464
00:46:23,180 --> 00:46:26,020
Our friend Chinar died.
465
00:46:37,050 --> 00:46:38,841
Our f...
466
00:46:38,850 --> 00:46:40,480
Our friend Ben.
467
00:47:01,530 --> 00:47:03,571
SHE CLEARS HER THROAT Excuse me.
468
00:47:06,890 --> 00:47:09,371
I'd like to acknowledge
just some of the people
469
00:47:09,380 --> 00:47:12,390
who should be getting this
commendation alongside me.
470
00:47:14,130 --> 00:47:18,111
Miriam Alderton
and Abhi Lasidoshi,
471
00:47:18,120 --> 00:47:21,821
who were so brave and who both lost
their husbands that day.
472
00:47:23,821 --> 00:47:27,521
Mateo Rodrigues, who could have
escaped at the very beginning,
473
00:47:27,530 --> 00:47:30,552
but stayed to help other people
474
00:47:30,561 --> 00:47:34,111
even though he didn't know
if his own wife was safe,
475
00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:36,280
and very nearly died
from his injuries.
476
00:47:39,460 --> 00:47:41,060
My husband, Jason.
477
00:47:42,930 --> 00:47:46,770
His bravery doesn't have anything
to do with shooting a gun.
478
00:47:48,890 --> 00:47:54,410
It's about getting up in the morning
day in and day out.
479
00:47:56,220 --> 00:48:00,251
Like everyone who was traumatised
480
00:48:00,260 --> 00:48:01,840
by this horrific event.
481
00:48:05,340 --> 00:48:06,610
The hotel staff.
482
00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:09,280
The other guests.
483
00:48:11,170 --> 00:48:12,920
There are too many people to count.
484
00:48:14,620 --> 00:48:16,280
SHE SNIFFS So...
485
00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:20,001
Thank you.
486
00:48:20,010 --> 00:48:24,131
Thank you, all. I will accept this
487
00:48:24,140 --> 00:48:27,091
on behalf of those people,
488
00:48:27,100 --> 00:48:29,552
all the people who don't get awards,
489
00:48:29,561 --> 00:48:31,170
but really do deserve them...
490
00:48:33,640 --> 00:48:35,180
...just for living with memories...
491
00:48:37,180 --> 00:48:39,280
...that no—one
should have to live with.
492
00:48:43,701 --> 00:48:45,851
Thank you.
493
00:48:45,860 --> 00:48:48,271
Thank you, ma'am.
494
00:49:06,100 --> 00:49:07,971
I tried to turn down the applause,
495
00:49:07,980 --> 00:49:09,970
but that just got me more applause.
496
00:49:11,250 --> 00:49:15,001
Because when people have decided
that you're a hero,
497
00:49:15,010 --> 00:49:17,980
it turns out anything you do
just makes you more heroic.
498
00:49:25,450 --> 00:49:29,711
Why is there no applause
for the day—to—day stuff, I wonder.
499
00:49:29,720 --> 00:49:31,970
All the stuff we do all the time.
500
00:49:33,460 --> 00:49:35,280
Where's the commendation for that?
501
00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:50,601
Here you go. Thanks.
502
00:49:50,610 --> 00:49:53,210
Adam, Gatik, can you bring some
plates through, please?
503
00:49:55,640 --> 00:49:56,961
One...
504
00:49:56,970 --> 00:49:58,552
...two...
505
00:49:58,561 --> 00:49:59,812
...three.
506
00:49:59,821 --> 00:50:01,971
SHUTTER CLICKS Done.
507
00:50:01,980 --> 00:50:04,171
Come on, Miriam. Your turn.
508
00:50:04,180 --> 00:50:07,271
Oh, no, um... Amara, she's cold.
509
00:50:07,280 --> 00:50:08,900
No, she's not. Come on.
510
00:50:15,811 --> 00:50:17,260
Hey, come here.
511
00:50:19,060 --> 00:50:21,812
Mm, she's a good hugger, this one.
512
00:50:21,821 --> 00:50:22,980
Thank you, darling.
513
00:50:40,900 --> 00:50:42,330
Thanks for coming.
514
00:50:43,500 --> 00:50:46,191
I hear your speech
went down a storm.
515
00:50:46,200 --> 00:50:48,890
Yeah, I, um... went off—piste a bit.
516
00:50:49,890 --> 00:50:52,682
Not sure they'll want me back now.
517
00:50:52,691 --> 00:50:54,771
What, you're going back to being
a police officer?
518
00:50:54,780 --> 00:50:56,170
Yeah, I think so.
519
00:50:57,480 --> 00:50:58,850
Haven't decided yet.
520
00:51:00,360 --> 00:51:02,631
Sorry.
521
00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:05,090
Time to stop apologising, maybe.
522
00:51:12,370 --> 00:51:14,530
You know the thing
I still struggle with?
523
00:51:17,370 --> 00:51:20,562
You were with Ben when he died
524
00:51:20,571 --> 00:51:22,080
and I wasn't.
525
00:51:25,770 --> 00:51:28,130
It hurts that it wasn't me.
526
00:51:52,160 --> 00:51:53,761
Right, you lot,
527
00:51:53,770 --> 00:51:56,921
plates to everyone first
and then hand out the sandwiches.
528
00:51:56,930 --> 00:51:58,641
Is he having a sad day today?
529
00:51:58,650 --> 00:52:00,511
Yeah, darling, he is.
530
00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:01,900
I'll get him some cake.
531
00:52:06,451 --> 00:52:08,291
Well? Hey.
532
00:52:08,300 --> 00:52:10,791
So what's
the Chief Constable saying?
533
00:52:10,800 --> 00:52:13,682
She wants me to go in next week
for a meeting.
534
00:52:13,691 --> 00:52:15,491
You've wanted to go back for years.
535
00:52:17,530 --> 00:52:19,251
Yes.
536
00:52:19,260 --> 00:52:22,561
It's like you said — I've got
to do it for the right reasons.
537
00:52:25,420 --> 00:52:26,810
Come here.
538
00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:34,530
Hey. Oh, thank you, darling.
539
00:52:36,650 --> 00:52:37,930
How are you feeling?
540
00:52:38,980 --> 00:52:40,481
Yeah.
541
00:52:40,490 --> 00:52:41,980
Yeah, OK.
542
00:53:14,900 --> 00:53:17,581
There's no denying that
everything's different now.
543
00:53:19,410 --> 00:53:21,810
There's no such thing
as "getting back to normal".
544
00:53:24,490 --> 00:53:26,270
But somehow, you find a way.
545
00:53:28,650 --> 00:53:32,340
And, for me,
that means no more excuses.
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