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And what about this Marin Calhoun?
Where is she now?

We have reason
to believe

her body was dumped
in a lake near Mosswood.

Where did you
get that lead?

From a former
Mosswood member.

They called it
the purple lake.

I went to the police.
I gave a deposition.

That's strange,
you are the second person

in two days
looking for this tape.

He took it.

They put Julian
in solitary last night.

I tried to visit him,
but he doesn't want to see me.

He refuses.

This stuff with Glen Fisher.

I went to Mosswood once
or twice, that was it.

Seems like our time for keeping
you up here with us is over.

- You should name him.
- Why?

Well, we'll raise him,
all of us, together.

When we offer him up, release.

I raised Julian.

I'm his mother.

And something as trivial as biology
doesn't make that any less true.

There is something
before we start.

It's about Marin.
She's pregnant.

We'll raise him.

The child will bind us.

Has she picked a name?

So there's this new dating
app thing on your phone.

Helen was telling
me about it.

You should try it out.

It's new on the market, and...

It's called Rumble?

Uh...

Or something.

The girls choose.

Although, I guess,
in your case...

Well, how would that work?

This is not helping.

All right. Look,
I'm worried about you.

You need a little pick-me-up,

get back to the Heather
I know.

And who is that exactly?

Beer's running low.

You normally stock up.
Laundry's piling up.

Ow!

- Thanks.
- Oh, come on, I'm trying to make you laugh.

Remember when you
used to do that?

Sometimes things
aren't funny.

I got to get back
to the station.

Don't go mad.

I'm fine.

Hi, sweetie.

Thank you for letting
me visit you.

I hated not being
able to see you.

Did you get hurt?

Who hurt you?

I don't know.

The vanished...

Julian, who did
this to you?

Did they make you
take something?

What did they give you?

What did you people
do to my son?

- He can barely speak.
- Ma'am, please sit down.

Don't call me "ma'am."
He's been medicated.

You can't do that
without my permission.

If he's a harm
to himself or others,

the doctors can give him
something to make him a little...

The doctor?
What doctor?

- I want to speak to this doctor right now.
- Ma'am, please sit down.

I will not sit down.

And do not call
me "ma'am."

Excuse me. Can I talk
to you for a minute?

That guy you were just with,
you know him very well?

Who's asking?

I'm curious

'cause I saw you here
with him two days ago

and the night before that.

Okay. So?

I hear he can
get a little rough.

You know anything
about that?

- I don't talk to cops.
- Maybe you should.

Because I can bring you in
right now, you know that.

For what?
Glen Fisher doesn't even like to have sex.

You got nothing.

Hey.

Your foot there.

He do that to you?

I don't need saving.

Why can't
she have visitors?

I'm not
at liberty to say.

That's the order,
coming off an incident yesterday.

Yeah? What happened?

I'm sorry, but that's
confidential.

Excuse me
for one second.

Yeah...

I know you.

Yeah?

You're the gent who
visited that floozy.

She got tranq'd.

Yeah, I was sorry
to hear about that.

Any idea what
provoked it?

She got a call at the
start of afternoon rec,

stayed on longer
than 10 minutes.

Well, if you break the rules,
you lose TV rights, no gum.

She stayed on the phone,
and they gave her meds?

Nah, she got off
and went ballistic.

Anybody hear who it was
that called her?

- Detective.
- Yeah, just...

Please.

She said
it was Satan.

Keller PD, Officer Brickowski.

Yeah, hey, Brick.
It's me again.

That number that you traced,
the one that called Carmen Bell,

is that linked to a
specific lot number?

Hold on.
Let me check.

5A.

5A, great.

Look, you got
to stop calling me here.

- You're gonna get me in trouble.
- No, I know.

You did nothing.

Right.

You ready for him?

Yes, come in.

Thank God you're here.

They're medicating
him now, Julian.

They're sedating him.

I'm trying to get a court
order to get them to stop.

And I'm sure you heard
that his confession

is admissible in court,
so that's perfect timing.

- What is that?
- I think you know.

Carmen Bell.

It's her deposition.

It was missing from town
records until yesterday.

Will you please state your name and
the date for the record, please?

My name is Carmen Bell.

The date is February 20, 2002.

Oh, my God.

And how did you
end up in Mosswood Grove?

Vera Walker. She recruited me.

I was working at this
pretzel place at the mall,

and she came in one day.

I was going
through a bad time,

and she just talked to me.

Okay.

Told me about Mosswood.

She said it was like a family,
that it would solve things.

We did these sessions,

like therapy, I guess.

We would play out what had
happened to us with each other

until the Beacon,
the leader of the place...

He...

It's okay.
Just take your time.

Stop. I don't want
to hear this.

I bet you don't.

He had this epiphany while he
was swimming at the purple lake.

That's what he called
Stillwater Reservoir,

the purple lake.

He said that the only way
to break out of trauma

was by going straight into it.

And the sessions got violent,

physically and sexually.

Is that how you got
the burns on your foot?

Can you please show us
the burns on your foot?

One of the men
he did it in a session.

I don't know his name.

And he kept asking for me.

And there was another man,
and...

And I got pregnant,

and Vera's the one who took
me to Dr. Poole to fix me.

Get out!

If Julian was afraid
of anything,

it was probably you.

I have done everything
I can do to protect him.

There were abuses
all over Mosswood.

And you were in charge.

You have no idea what happened.
You have no idea.

I know you did things
you're ashamed of.

Fine.

Fine.

Sit down.

I'll tell you everything.

Are you okay?

Oh, yeah, I'm fine.

What is it?

It's nothing.

Bess.

Let me see.

Oh, my God.
What happened?

It was just the session
last night.

I was partnered with Vic,
and he had a breakthrough.

It was good. He tapped
into some family stuff.

- He did this to you?
- No.

I was standing in the
wrong place by the rock.

And he was so deep in it,
I didn't want to stop him.

I get it now.

It's part of my work, too.

You taught me that.

It's amazing.
He's singing.

How do you
know it's a boy?

Because he told me.

May I speak to you
for a moment?

She complained
about a scrape?

- No, I noticed.
- Scrapes heal.

And now Vic, he'll also heal.
That's the point of this.

It's just...

It's at her expense,
though, isn't it?

No, Bess needed that moment
just as much as Vic did.

She can go if she
isn't committed.

Commitment
is not the issue.

Then what is it?

Something's
happened to you.

I just keep
thinking,

what we're doing,
it's become so literal.

We used to do
imaginative work,

and now we're reenacting
our pain on each other.

So you want to go back
to the way things were.

Well, you remember
when you tried that,

running home
to East Texas,

hoping your father
would welcome you back?

This is different.

No.

Vera, it's not.

It's the same small-minded,

middle-class fear.

It's only when Abraham was willing
to sacrifice his son Isaac

that God rewarded him.

- Almost there.
- Good.

Okay, take a break.
That one's done.

Just one more.
You're almost there.

- Okay, one more.
- It's just the shoulders.

- I can't.
- Yes, you can.

- Ready?
- One more.

- Yes, you can.
- You can do it.

Here it comes.
Yes, push now.

- Push.
- That's it.

- That's it.
- We can see him.

Here he comes.

Push.

Here he comes!

There he is.

- You did it.
- There he is.

- You did it.
- He's here.

- Hey, Julian.
- He's healthy.

He's perfect.

- Good job.
- Here you go.

Good job.

Yeah.

- There you go.
- Hold on to him.

- Good job.
- Yeah.

- Good job.
- Good job.

- Okay.
- Good job.

Okay.

Hello.

- Marin? What's wrong?
- Marin.

- What's wrong?
- Oh.

Marin, wake up.

- Marin.
- What's wrong, Marin?

- Julian.
- Oh, that's a lot of blood.

- I got you.
- What's wrong?

- Marin, wake up!
- Can you take him?

Ah. Yes.

- Okay, come here.
- She's hemorrhaging.

Let's get her into the main
building out of the heat, quick.

- Okay.
- She'll be okay. This happens.

I know what to do.
Okay.

Can you just
take care of him?

- Skin to skin.
- Okay.

Okay. Come here,
sweetheart.

Shh, shh, shh.
Come here.

Oh.

Hi, little man.

Hey.

Hey.

You made it.

You made it.

Just keep him calm.

Don't over-handle him.

There we go.

He keeps latching on
and then letting go.

He'll get it if we
just keep at it.

I told you there's
nothing coming out.

That's why. I don't
have any milk.

Can you please
just take him?

He likes you
better anyway.

I just want
to sleep.

It's all right.

No one knows how to do
this stuff the first time.

You'll learn.

- Maybe I shouldn't be a mother.
- Don't say that.

So stupid, thinking I could do
it. My body doesn't even work.

We'll figure this out together.
That's why we're here.

Julian.

- Is that...
- What?

Are you lactating?

How is that
possible?

It just started
happening.

It doesn't
work like that.

I let him latch sometimes.
It keeps him calm.

What am I supposed
to do, let him cry?

Come on,
she needs to rest.

It's okay.

I can't.

No.

I can't! No.

Why are you here?

What the fuck?

Marin!

- Come on.
- Come here.

All right,
let's settle down.

You wanted to see me?

Yeah, I'm headed up
to the cabin tonight.

I need some
space to think.

Much to prepare for.

Okay.

Marin struggled
last night.

- She wasn't ready.
- Well, she needs to assist.

It'll prepare her.

I want her to work
with Glen tonight.

See to it that it happens.

- How's Julian?
- Good.

- Is he healthy?
- Yes, I think so.

That boy's gonna
change everything.

You'll see.

What's going on?

- Where's the Beacon?
- He canceled the work tonight.

What do you mean?
We spoke about a session.

I told him
I was bringing people.

He's reconsidering the path of the work.
That's all I can say.

I'm gonna need
to speak to him.

- He's occupied.
- I don't give a shit.

He's not even
on the grounds.

Who the fuck do
you think you are?

You think you
speak for him now?

I was here
from the beginning.

I sold him
this piece of land...

And I'm sure
he's grateful.

This is bullshit.

Let's go.

Bullshit!

Can you hand
me that towel?

Yeah.

Thank you.

Who's my little boy?

You're nursing
him now?

Um...

It just happened.

We thought it would be better
than just formula.

Why don't you
hold him?

Hmm?

You haven't seen
him all day.

Come on.

Why'd you shut down
the work last night?

Why'd you do that?

Marin wasn't ready.
She's still recovering.

I told you
what I wanted.

Do you realize what...

Shut up.
You have jeopardized...

Shut up...

Shh. It's okay.

All right, I am seeing too much
attachment here, far too much.

You need to stop
caring for him.

- He's still breastfeeding.
- I don't care.

Move his basket up to my study,
all his things.

He's staying with me
from now on.

We have to come in there
to feed him and change him.

- He'll keep you up all night.
- I don't care.

- No...
- It won't be much longer now.

What's this?

My apology. Tea?

Hmm.

I allowed horrible things
to happen. I did.

But I did it because
I believed in him,

and he healed me.

I wish I had stopped
it sooner, but I...

When I saw Julian's face,
I woke up.

And I knew what
I had to do,

and I changed
Mosswood for good.

And I know now that I will never
lose myself that way ever again.

What about the others?
They just followed you?

Deep down,
there were many of us

who were uneasy
about where we were headed.

Your Beacon,
what happened to him?

He was unhappy
for a long time.

One day he left us.

Didn't say goodbye, nothing.

I had no idea Carmen
pursued legal action.

It was never filed.

It just withered
as a Medical Board complaint

against Sheldon Poole.

My guess is that Glen
Fisher probably killed it.

I imagine it goes a
lot higher than Glen Fisher.

When did this happen?

2002.

What?

Well, what the hell
am I supposed to do?

I'm trying to get
that in the case, right?

Do I look like frickin'
Roberto Durán to you?

D.A. Hutchinson,
I need to talk to you for a second, if I can.

Shouldn't you be back
in Dorchester?

Well, I think you know
exactly what I've been up to,

since you've had that guy
tailing me, right?

Sorry, guys. So what
about tonight?

I was looking
for some good read,

and I picked up your
campaign finance record.

Can't you take a hint?
This isn't the time, all right?

I was looking at 2003.

That's the first year
after you got voted in,

and it was the same year that a
certain case didn't come to court.

The plaintiff
was Carmen Bell.

Give me a minute.

Some really interesting
donations made that year.

There was Sheldon Poole.
Gave $6,000.

And Glen Fisher,
he gave $5,000.

- Gene Marcus...
- I had support. So what's the problem?

There's four other
huge contributions.

Here's my take on that.

I think each of them

was a payoff for some case
that you managed to squash,

and then somebody
ended up discredited

or put in an institution
or someplace worse.

That's ridiculous
and completely unverifiable.

There's a lot
of smoke here.

I don't even know
what you managed to do

while you were in office,
what you put under the carpet.

You try to indict me on any of this,
you'll get laughed out of court.

Maybe so,
but I think there's enough

for a newspaper
to print a pretty good story.

It's an election year.

We all know
how that plays out.

To be clear, I want
Julian Walker's case

kicked to Family Court
where it belongs,

and I want his charges
dropped to manslaughter.

I'm glad you
see it my way.

Hey.

Thanks for coming.

Divers are down
there now.

Glad you called.

What happened
with Hutchinson?

I think I scared him,

because he kicked Julian's
case back to Family Court.

Good work.

You must be relieved.

I helped him trace
the call, you know?

Yes, he did.

Excuse me, Officer.
Can you take a look at this?

Hey, um...

I'm sorry.

I was so wrong.

Let's forget about it.

I guess my job is

kind of everything to me.

I've invested so much.
I just...

I got worried.

Yeah.

We found a car down here.

Wedged under some rocks.

It's about 30 feet down.

Anything inside?

Looks like a young Jane Doe.

She was in the driver's seat.

You okay?

I just need
a minute.

We're here live
at Edgewater Detention Center,

where Julian Walker,
the 13-year-old Mosswood member

and double-homicide suspect...

Julian.

- ...and back to foster care.
- This on the heels...

Step back, please.

Can I have
a second, please?

I know you're angry with me,
but I hope we can work through it.

At least you're not
in that place anymore.

That's the best
I can do for now,

but next step,
we get you home.

Where's home?

What do you mean?
Home is home.

Harry said that I might
never go back to Mosswood.

- Well, he's wrong.
- He tells me the truth.

He's wrong,
because I'll never stop.

Ma'am, you need
to step away, please.

I love you.

I love you.

I'll see you tomorrow.

I wonder if she drove
herself down there.

Stop doing this
to yourself.

Or if they killed her first
and then put the...

Here, just eat.
You'll feel better.

- Dad, I don't need a sandwich.
- Just eat it.

I'm sorry.

Look.

I know it's awful,

but at least you can finally
forget about her

and get back
to your life.

I don't want to forget
about her.

I don't believe in
forgetting people, Dad.

You know, when's the last time we
had a real conversation about Mom?

Or anything important,
quite frankly?

Let's remember where we are,
all right?

Oh, that's right.
Keep smiling.

Make sure the customers
are fucking happy.

You want to go back
to the way things were?

Guess what, Dad?
I hated the way things were.

Heather, stop it.
You're embarrassing me.

Mom made things tolerable
for me in this town, barely,

and all you think
about is yourself!

Okay, now,
that's bullshit.

You're the most
important thing to me.

You don't act like it.

I don't know
why I stay here!

He's up in his room.

If you could get him
to come downstairs and eat,

that would help.

I'll see
what I can do.

Thanks.

Hi.

I wanted to ask
you something.

Yeah, I heard.

You nervous
about the trial?

'Cause I can lay
it out for you.

I thought that they would
start over when they died.

But that's not true, is it?

Nobody really knows for sure
what happens when you die.

If they say they do,
they're lying.

I'm the one that
should be dead.

Don't say that.

My mother says
that I'm not guilty.

But I know that I am.

I did it.

I did it.

It's more complicated
than that.

When do you stop
being guilty?

When is it over?

I'm not sure.

You know how I told you

that I also went
to foster care

after an accident?

Because your mother
couldn't take care of you?

She was sick.

Mom?

Sometimes she was quiet.

Sometimes
she was the opposite.

It would come out of nowhere.

I wanted it to stop.

You started the fire.

Uh-huh.

That hooded thing
that you keep seeing,

you told me it's real.

But have you ever
thought that maybe

it's the guilt?

I'd stare it down
next time you see it.

Because it'll ruin
you if you let it.

Will you do that?

You aren't real.

You're not real.

You aren't real.

You're not...

Guys.

Guys, really,
it's 4:30 in the morning.

Oh, shit.