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Julian knew he was being abducted.
He acted in self-defense.

I'm never going home,
am I?

Yes, you are.

I don't think that
she can get me out of here.

I don't believe her.

Lionel Jeffries.

His whole thing was about
a return to ritual.

Symbolic play and re-enacting trauma,
that sort of thing.

Who's on the mantle?

The Beacon.

He was the leader
of Mosswood.

Did you see this girl?

You should look in the lake.

Lake?

They called it
the purple lake.

Tom's been telling us you've been
helping on the Mosswood case.

Looks like somebody
was living here.

What are you feeling
right now?

I don't trust you.

So, what time was that at,
exactly?

Um, about 4:00 a.m.

And then
we had a conversation.

Yeah, you said
you wanted that room.

You know,
the room where...

Right.

Thanks, I appreciate it.

This is proof Marin was at
Mosswood throughout all of this.

We need to confront
Vera Walker.

I'm tired of tiptoeing
around her.

But this stuff
with Glen Fisher.

Another upstanding Keller
citizen caught up in Mosswood.

I don't know
what they did to him,

but that is not the
Glen Fisher I know.

It's like he's possessed.

In that storage locker,
were there any other tapes?

Just the clothes.

Adam Lowry
and Bess McTeer

were headed there
with Julian,

and someone was waiting
for them.

What about surveillance
footage?

The manager got nervous.

It's under Canadian
jurisdiction,

so I had to file a petition.
It's going to take a while.

Ah, God.

I just keep thinking of
Julian waiting in that place,

wondering what's going
to happen to him.

You going to tell me
where you were last night?

I woke up my dad
looking for you.

I just needed to
revisit that room,

so I stayed in the motel.

- Are you serious?
- Yeah.

What happened with Vera?

Well, we just talked
for a while.

You know, more about the work that they do,
that's all.

Anything helpful?

I don't know,
we'll see.

Oh. Come on.
We're going to be late.

I'll be right back.

Can I talk to you?

You think this is going
to help your case,

what you pulled
last night?

- What do you mean?
- Don't play dumb.

Because you
slipped me something.

What was it,
in that cup of tea?

What?

Just tell me
what happened.

You don't remember.

I remember telling you
that I was angry,

and the next thing I know,
I'm waking up in the Rockford Lodge,

same room that Julian was in.
So what happened?

Well, you drove away.
You were fine.

I was not...

I was not fine.
I was not fine.

Your ego is trying
to block what's coming up.

We often say that
the work finds you.

What did I say?

- Now is not the right time.
- What did...

All right, come on.

Stand over here.

I have before me
indictment 100-18,

charging the defendant,
Julian Walker,

with two counts of murder
in the second degree.

Mr. Shah, have you discussed
the charges with your client?

I have, Your Honor.

Julian Walker,
do you understand that you are being charged

with murder
in the second degree?

And if you wish to enter
a plea of not guilty,

you have the right
to a jury trial.

Do you understand that,
Julian?

It's okay,
just say yes.

Yes.

All right, then.

Mr. Shah?

We enter a plea of not guilty,
Your Honor.

Ms. Walker,
can I ask you a few questions?

Sure.

Do you know this woman?

I'm not sure.

You didn't meet her
at Mosswood?

Her name
is Marin Calhoun.

There are a lot of women who have
passed through over the years.

Well, that's interesting,

because I happen to have
proof that she lived there

the same time as you.

She joined August 26th, 2004.

And then, nine months later,
May 23rd, Julian is born.

What are you implying?

What does it
sound like to you?

All right, we don't
have to do this here.

- You're way out of line.
- You're not his mother.

- Novack...
- She is.

- Officer Novack.
- This is ridiculous.

You want a DNA test,
you can talk to Benji.

- You're so full of shit.
- Come on, let's go.

We know what you people
do at Mosswood.

That was not
the right move.

You're letting her
get to you.

And you're always
on her side.

What was that detective
yelling at you about?

Nothing, she's just making
false accusations,

like the police always do.

Well, what did she say?

It's not important.
It's not for you to worry about.

It was about me.
I can tell.

We have more important things
to worry about, okay?

- You're lying.
- Julian.

Julian, don't say goodbye
to me like this.

All right.

Get in, come on.

I hate when
she looks at me.

I can see it
in her eyes.

She doesn't feel anything.
She's just...

She's already gone.

And how does that
make you feel?

Lonely.

I just want her back.

Vera.

And when you
open your eyes,

you see your ex-wife,
Katie, in front of you.

Oh!

How do you feel?

Small.

And what do you want?

I want her to hold me.

Yes.

And then?

Stop looking at me!

Good. And then?

See, you don't like
how it feels, right?

You don't like
how it feels, right?

Bitch.

And then?

You want to humiliate me?

You don't feel anything?
You don't feel anything for me?

What, you don't
feel me?

Is that it,
you don't feel it?

Fuck you! Fuck you!

You want to feel something?
You want to feel something?

You want to feel me, bitch?
You want to feel me?

Go ahead, feel me!

- Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.

Should that...

Uh, what happened in there,

should that be part
of the work?

Every experience is part of the work,
you know that.

Why, are you upset?

No.

It's just a moment,
and then it passes.

That's what he's trying
to teach us.

Vera.

Sorry, she just came to the
gate and was asking for you.

Marin.

Hey, um...

Can I talk to you
for a sec?

This is our dormitory.

This bed is free.

You can stay here
as long as you like, okay?

Thank you.

What happened to you
out there?

It doesn't matter.

It matters
more than you think.

And it doesn't matter
at all.

I'm sorry.

We feel so much,
don't we?

And we have nowhere
to put it.

We're conductors
for one another.

No judgment, just love.

And release.

- I'm nervous.
- I know.

But he's on your side.

Whatever he asks you,
just be honest.

What is he
going to ask me?

Why you want to stay.
What you're longing for.

Lionel, this is Marin.

Marin.

Nice to meet you.
Come on in.

Hi.

I hear you're interested
in life at Mosswood.

Yeah.

Yeah, are you?

Yeah.

How old are you?

I'm 18.

- You from around here?
- Yeah, from Keller.

Oh, good.

So, why don't you come
over here and sit with me?

Heather, Harry.

Everything okay?

Detective Novack and I would
like to talk to you in private,

if there's someplace
we can go.

Where did you get this?

We were wondering
if you could tell us

what it was doing in a
storage locker in Canada.

I have no idea.

That was supposed to be
confidential.

We understand
it's sensitive.

I went to Mosswood
once or twice, that was it.

It was therapy.

It's a bit violent
for therapy.

Looked like you were beating
on somebody pretty hard,

just off camera.

Who was that?

No one.

It was me.

It was just me.

It's not like I joined
them or anything,

and I certainly didn't know they
were teaching kids to kill people.

Do you remember her?

No.

You had to know the
other people in this room.

Who gave you this tape?

We found it.

And that's the only one?

Why, were there more?

How many times did you visit Mosswood,
exactly?

I'm not talking
about this anymore

unless there's
an actual problem.

I'm curious.

Any of that help you?

The stuff you did out there?

I think we're done.

Yeah.

Hey, nature boy.

I heard you did some weird
shit to the people you killed.

Like, voodoo with rocks.

Careful, bro, you're next.

Nah, you're next, boy.

Maybe that's enough for tonight.

Yeah.

What if she's really down
there somewhere?

I wish she had never
gone to that place.

It was her choice.

But I put too much
pressure on her.

I pushed her away.

No, you didn't.

But she needed my help,
and I couldn't...

Who knows
what Marin needed?

It's not your fault.

All right.

These are going away now.

- Come on.
- There's not enough room for ice cream on my table.

And I want ice cream.

I realize
you don't trust me.

And I know what happened
the other night doesn't help.

No, it doesn't.

You wanted me
to show you the work.

I had no idea you'd react
the way that you did.

If you want me to tell
you what happened...

You called me.
What do you want?

I need to know that
you're on our side.

On Julian's side.

I can't say that.

Benji's really concerned about the trial.
It's not looking good.

We need you to testify
on Julian's behalf,

or we don't stand a chance.

You know he was taken
from Mosswood.

He was scared,
that's why he did what he did.

All of your evidence
points to that.

Having you present that in court
would make all the difference.

Where were Adam Lowry
and Bess McTeer taking him?

- I don't know.
- You don't know.

Just give me
one good reason

why I should believe
anything that you say.

I raised Julian.

I've done everything
to protect him.

I'm his mother.

And something
as trivial as biology

doesn't make that
any less true.

She's right.
Your partner.

Marin is Julian's mother.

Where is she?

What happened to her?

She left a couple of years
after Julian was born.

He doesn't even know her.

She was always troubled.
She was distant.

Where did she go?

We don't know.

It still hasn't come.

How late is it now?

Don't worry,
it's going to be okay.

It's his.
It's definitely his.

We have someone for this.

I can't do that.

There are no children here.

The Beacon is very clear
about this.

None of us
are advanced enough

in the work to have children,
and I think he's right.

My mom wished
I was never here.

I can't do that to a baby.

Marin, our children
inherit our shadows.

Do you want to put every
buried feeling and thought

on a defenseless child
who doesn't have a choice?

There are no children here.
He doesn't want it.

Then I can't stay here.

We don't know yet how it affects the case,
but we can't ignore it.

And Vera Walker
admitted this to you?

Yeah.

Which means
she committed fraud

with the forged
birth certificate.

Well, let's order up
the DNA test

and settle
this maternity business.

I already did.

And what about
Marin Calhoun?

Where is she now?

I was waiting to bring
this up with you,

but we have reason
to believe

her body was dumped
in a lake near Mosswood.

Are you kidding me?

And where did you
get that lead?

From a former
Mosswood member.

So we have another
potential homicide, here?

We're not sure.

Vera Walker says that
Marin just decided to leave

after Julian was born.

But there's been no record
of her outside of Mosswood.

- She doesn't exist.
- Well...

And Ms. Walker has lied to
us every step of the way.

Why didn't you tell me
about this sooner?

Marin was a friend of mine.

I just...

I wanted to be sure
before I said anything.

All right.

Let me look into it.

Who's our friend?

He is our new conductor.

Go ahead. Yeah.

So, I know you've noticed how
our work is changing, deepening.

Yes.

There's a violence in it,
in us.

And we have to accept that.

But we can't destroy
each other, either.

The Greeks understood this,
the need for a catharsis.

For a scapegoat.

You should name him.

Why?

Well, we'll raise him,
all of us, together.

We'll make him one of us.

And the more we love him,

the more he'll embody
all our human frailties,

so when we offer
him up,

release.

Do you understand?

I think so.

Oh!

My Vera.

You're always treading
so carefully.

Go ahead, name him.

That is Glen Fisher's
grandfather, Howard Fisher.

I got into the land deeds,

and the Fisher family

has owned that Mosswood
land since the '30s.

They had it leased for a
while to a retreat center,

and then, in 1997,
it was sold to Lionel Jeffries.

That family has been
entwined with Mosswood

since its inception.

And what does it prove?

There are people out here,
in Keller and beyond Keller,

who are tied to Mosswood.

I think that Adam Lowry,
Bess McTeer,

might have gotten involved
with those people.

Where's Vera
in all of this?

- I don't know.
- Right.

Instead of going at her
like we should,

you're breaking and entering
into Glen's home.

Do you realize the shit we
could get into if this got out?

I don't think we're
going to solve this one

by searching
the county's lakes.

I could say the same thing
about your dates at Mosswood.

Whoa.

That's not meant
to be inhaled.

Sorry, I don't really have
much time for lunch today.

Well, then I'll wrap it for
you, but sit down for a second.

I want to talk to you
face-to-face.

Why?

Lidell called me.

Please don't be upset.
He's worried about you.

What did he say?

You want to open up
a case on Marin?

Yeah, and I have
good reason to.

Well, he's wondering if you may not
be too close to the case, personally.

What did you tell him?

Nothing. I told him...

I told him you cared
about Marin.

I told him
you were fine.

So now he has a problem
with me and he calls my dad.

He called me as a friend.
Don't get bent out of shape.

What?

Let's go! Let's go!

Come in.

Detective, thank you
for coming in.

Have a seat.

I was speaking with
Dorchester PD just now,

and it seems like our time for
keeping you up here with us is over.

Who'd you speak to?

It was all good things.

Both on their side and ours.

Just time for us
to quit hogging you.

You've been
a tremendous help.

Is this what you want?

Novack has her own caseload
she's been ignoring.

Heather?

The defense for
the Julian Walker case

listed you as
their witness for trial.

We can't be working
against each other.

It's been a good
strategic move.

It got Ms. Walker to admit
that she's not the mother.

Look, we know
you care for the kid.

We do, too.

It's just

gone far enough.

Far enough to make you
want to close it down.

Like I said,

we're grateful
for your help.

You can't keep
showing up here.

I just wanted to
talk to you.

Your mother's worried
about you.

Not worried enough
to come here herself.

What do you want?

Come back.

You don't have to live
with your mom.

You can stay with me and my dad,
you know that.

The people here,
they want to help me.

But these people,
they say they want to help you,

but they don't want to help you,
Marin, they...

Stop acting like you know
what's right for me.

You have no idea.

I'm your best friend.

Yeah, well, best friends
don't act the way you do.

I was drunk that night.

Okay?

And stupid.

It won't happen again.
I'm sorry.

Yeah, you
and everybody else.

I think you should leave.

So, that's it? You're just going
to shut me out over one night?

I can't lose another person
right now, Marin.

Remember when we stole money
from my mom's purse,

and we went up to North
Ridge for the first time?

Can we just go back to that?

Please.

Heather, grow up.

None of that
matters anymore.

Go home.

Hi.

They put Julian
in solitary last night.

Why, what happened?

I don't know.

They said there was
some kind of fight.

I know you've been speaking
with him.

He called you,
didn't he?

Yeah.

What did you say to him?

Nothing, he just
wanted to talk.

Did you talk about me?

He just wanted to know what
was going to happen to him.

Because I tried
to visit him,

but he doesn't want
to see me.

He refuses.

He said he only wants
to talk to you.

Why do you think
that is?

Look, I don't want to
get between you and Julian.

But maybe you should let me
go see him alone.

Make sure he's okay.

I heard
what happened to you.

You hanging in there?

I don't understand
this place.

Everything I do
is wrong.

And I can't figure it out.

Maybe that doctor's right.

Maybe there's something
wrong with me.

No. No, no.

There's something wrong
with this place.

You know,
your mother's worried about you.

Why won't you talk
to her?

Do you know that dream
that I told you about?

The hooded thing that...

Yeah.

She wants me to believe
that it's only a dream.

But she's lying.

You're saying that somebody
actually came in your room?

They tried to take me.

When was this?

A few weeks ago.

In the middle of the night.

I was half-asleep,
but

I saw him coming.

And then they dragged him
out of the room.

Did you see his face?

No.

Why would your mother
lie to you about this?

You're here.

Figured you'd be
at The Cobble Stone.

Taking the night off.

Sounds good.

Heather told me
what happened.

Yeah.

I wish you'd left town
sooner.

Things wouldn't have
gone this way.

I don't blame her,

even if she is
making a mistake.

She's protecting
her career,

which is what
she should do.

You weren't exactly helpful
in that regard.

Jack, you ever been
to Mosswood?

Can't say I've had
the pleasure.

You know people who have?

You got to stop this,
right now.

Just go home, Harry.

What do you know
about Glen Fisher?

What do I know
about Glen Fisher?

Well, I know Glen Fisher's
a stand-up guy, Detective.

Glen Fisher's
a law-abiding citizen,

like all of the rest
of us here.

You two are friends.

You've been friends
for a while.

What's that supposed
to mean?

It's just that I know
how Keller is.

Nobody's supposed to talk,
are they?

Everybody's supposed to pretend
to protect each other...

Come on, come on,
you got something you want to say?

Grow a pair and say it.

I'm such an idiot.

All these years
wondering what I did.

You never thought
about anybody but yourself.

I think I'd better stay
somewhere else tonight.

That's a good idea.

Here's to never changing.

Do you like them?
Who you're staying with?

The house smells strange.

Like old pot roast.

That's good.

When do we get
to go home?

Mom?

The thing with smells is
you get used to them.

And then you
don't notice them anymore.

Our work last night
changed things.

I can feel it in the air.

The release, the clarity.

We can go further now.

There is something
before we start.

It'll come out in our session,
don't worry.

It's about Marin.
She's pregnant.

She's struggling,
but she knows what needs to be done.

I just thought
you should know.

I'll make arrangements
with Dr. Poole.

No.

Don't.

If she doesn't want to,

she shouldn't have to.

She should keep it.

- Really?
- Yes.

We'll raise him,
all of us, together.

The child will bind us.

Has she picked a name?