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Previously on 'Valor'.

Go, go, go, go!

They have the package.

We're going down.

I'm an American citizen.
Don't let him do this!

Move, or I will shoot through you.

GALLO: The prisoner who got away
is Davis Goundry.

We stumbled onto something here.

Davis Goundry is a former

Agency operative who flipped.

He knows the locations

of Khalid's safe houses.

Jimmy is being held at one of them.

- Jimmy...
- I don't have much time.

A man named Khalid has sent

uranium to an associate
in the U.S. to make a bomb.

Of all the pilots that could
have been in this helo...

It's like it was meant to be.

- SERENITY: I can take him.
- Engage.

Hey, where are the safe houses?

Tell me! He's gone.

There's no bomb in here.

Sergeant Cho told me she heard
something over the comms.

Made it sound like Goundry
knew the soldiers

from that night in Somalia...
They're hiding something.

It's time we knew what.

Davis gave me this.

He said it'll give you
the answers you need.

[SIGHS]

Okay.

[CHUCKLES]

There we go.

[SIGHS]

[CHUCKLES]

Classic.

If you're watching this,

it means that I'm dead.

But I don't want the truth
to die with me,

so I need you to listen carefully.

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♪ Black, like a nuclear bomb ♪

♪ You feel the pain come ♪

♪ The pain come ♪

♪ As the swelling aches ♪

♪ For fun. ♪

[DOOR OPENS]

Good morning.

Hey.

How early did you get up?

I, uh, had a lot of thinking to do.

I need to tell you something, Ian.

Okay.

Something happened in Somalia.

I lied in my debrief.

I said that Richard
and the prisoner bailed on us

before we went down,

and that we never saw them again.

But they were in the helo
when we crashed.

- And I saw the prisoner's face.
- Slow down...

I couldn't let him drown,
so I pulled off the hood,

and he wasn't a Somali,
like they told us.

He was an American.

I know now it was Davis Goundry,

but Gallo and I didn't find that
out until after we got back.

- Davis Goundry, who we just...
- Yes. Yes.

Richard was going to kill him.

Go on.

I shot Richard.

I killed him.

I...

I don't even know where to start.

I had to do it.

He was going to shoot Gallo, too.

[PHONE RINGING]

Who is it?

Headquarters.

You should answer.

[RINGS]

Um... [SNIFFS] this is Madani.

Yeah. Of course.

I'll be right there.

They want me to go in to headquarters

for a follow-up debrief
about Springer Mountain.

Are you going to tell them all this?

No, Gallo and I made the decision

not to say anything until
we could find out the truth.

We didn't know who we could trust...

I'm sorry.

Right.

You realize how many
rules you've broken?

You'll be court-martialed
for this, Nora.

If we can prove that we did
the right thing back there,

then we can clear our names.

And Goundry told me that he was
not the traitor, Richard was.

Yeah, well, he's dead now.

It's gonna be
pretty damn hard to prove.

We still have to try.

Have you thought about how...

how insane all of this is?

I can't think about anything else.

[SNIFFLES]

I have to go.

[PHONE RINGS]

This is Porter.

Yeah. Yes, sir.

Will do, sir.

They want me to come in, too, now.

Morning, Lieutenant. Madani.

Captain.

Thank you, Captain Gallo,
we'll let you know

if we need anything else.

Which one of us would you
like to interview first?

Oh, no, we're interviewing her.

We just need you here for observation.

I wasn't in the helo last night

when Goundry was. I can't speak

to Ms. Madani's account
of what happened.

Uh, of course, but you've
been such a crucial

part of the operation
from the beginning.

I would really appreciate
your insight here.

But not for Captain Gallo's interview.

We had a lightbulb moment.

Come on in.

Hey.

Find me after.

THEA: I had an illuminating exchange

with Sergeant Cho last night.

Based on some things she heard
over the comms, it seemed to her

that you and Gallo
had met Goundry before.

Ma'am, I don't know what
she could have heard

to make her think that.

He was talking to us,
sure, but that's...

According to Sergeant Cho,
he said, I quote,

“You saw it,” referring to a scenario

in which he had a hood over his head.

He was saying a lot of crazy things.

I can't remember all of them.

He had a gun on us.

THEA: We've taken
the liberty of pulling

your debrief from the mission
that started all of this.

You said Richard
and the prisoner bailed

after the helo crashed,
that you never saw them again.

That's correct.

Was the hood ever removed
from the prisoner's head

in your presence?

- No.
- That prisoner was Davis Goundry.

You were helping the Agency exfil him

after he turned traitor.

That is, until Khalid's men
spotted your helo

and shot it down.

So, if your story
from that night is true,

and you never saw the guy,

how would Davis Goundry
know who you are?

Maybe he saw us that night,
through the hood.

I thought I was here to talk
about Springer Mountain,

not Somalia.

Well, there are some missing
links between the two.

Like why Goundry returned
to the U.S. in the first place,

or what happened to Officer Richard.

I think you may have some answers.

With all due respect, ma'am,
the goal of this operation

is finding Sergeant Kam.

It's not clear to me how any of

these questions help us do that.

What is clear to me
is that Ms. Madani has

nothing further to offer us.
You may go.

Thank you.

Did you get what you wanted
by having me here?

I figured she wouldn't lie
in front of you.

A valiant effort, Thea,
and now a dead one.

Sir, it doesn't add up
that Goundry turned.

No bomb was found
on his person last night,

and the only proof
that we have that he's bad

is the proof Richard gave us.

Yeah, that is proof from a
CIA officer, your mentor,

and suddenly it's not
good enough for you?

It is possible that Goundry
returned to the U.S.

for another reason.

To get information or to give it.

Well, it's also possible
to kill someone

with a cotton ball,
but highly unlikely.

You can take that to me and my
colleague, doesn't agree with me.

You're dismissed, Lieutenant.

[SIGHS]

Thank you.

I'm in this now, too.

I heard they pulled you in.

I don't know why they're
riding us so hard on this one.

We need to go someplace
we can really talk.

Leaning into my unit like this
is a waste of time.

What you should be working
on is finding Sergeant Kam,

and now that Goundry's dead,

we have absolutely no leads.

Rest assured, Colonel, the
Agency is working on leads.

Gathering intelligence
is not your area.

Hey, I lost a soldier out there.

I do not intend to just
sit around and wait.

I need to know exactly
what you're doing.

We're going to dig into the phone call

between Sergeant and Mrs. Kam

to see if we can find
any clues to his location.

Sergeant Kam said Khalid sent uranium

to an associate in the U.S., for a bomb.

Have you been able to corroborate that?

THEA: No,

but we have a team scanning chatter

intercepts for anything useful.

- We need more.
- We have our best people

working on it around the clock.

Well, you damn well better, because

we are running out of time here.

[DOOR OPENS]

He's right.

[DOOR CLOSES]

Nora, I just lied for you.

Could put both
of our careers on the line.

I never wanted that.

Well, you need to come clean now.

- Have faith in the system.
- How can I?

They lied to us about
who the prisoner was,

then Richard tried to kill him.

- They're hiding something.
- That is the CIA, not the Army.

We can't come clean
until we have answers.

That's what Gallo and I have
been trying to do all this time.

[LAUGHS SOFTLY]

[SIGHS]

Thea thinks that something is off, too.

She doesn't believe
that Goundry was a bad guy.

Good! That means
we're on the same side.

Yeah, it does not change
the fact that you killed a man

- and covered it up.
- Whose side are you on, Ian?

I'm not gonna turn you in.

I couldn't do that to you.

Even though it goes against everything

that I've been trained to do
as a soldier.

But I feel like I don't know

who you are anymore,
and I need to figure out

what to do with that.

I'm glad you had time for a bite.

Yeah, I had to step away,
clear my head.

This operation's at a standstill.

You can't blame yourself.

I need to be able to look
my people in the eye, Mae.

To give Jess Kam some answers.

But instead she's left the base,
gone to stay with her parents.

The word's gotten out
that she was the leaker.

Yeah, I know.

People are gonna be angry about that.

Times like this, I should be the one

bringing this community together.

And you do.

But the Army's changed
since you started.

Now it's all about covert ops,

intel gathering, CIA calling
the shots half the time.

Can't tell you how many times
I've heard you say that.

[LAUGHS SOFTLY] Yeah.

It's a new world.

[SIGHS]

I'm just not sure
what I add to it anymore.

You know, you used to say
that you'd retire

after 20 years in the service.

It's been 23.

I was the one who always told
my unit “Never give up.”

♪ All these times will change... ♪

But once we're through
this operation...

...maybe it's time.

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

[DOG BARKING]

Hey.

I have been trying
to reach you all day.

I've been dealing with things.

He hold to our story?
In the room with him?

Of course.

Is that why you wanted to see me?

- To ask me that?
- No.

I got something to show you. Come on.

Wait.

I told Ian.

You told him...

Everything we've been hiding.

Are you out of your mind?

I couldn't keep it from him anymore.

We have been in this together
since the beginning.

You know how many times
I've covered your ass.

N-N-Now you just tell him.

Just like that.

Oh, Nora.

So, what?

What did he say?

- He was shocked.
- Yeah. I'll bet.

Is he gonna turn us in?

No.

[SIGHS] I wouldn't have told him

if I didn't think we'd made
the right choice over there.

[SIGHS]

But now we really need proof.

That's why I've been trying
to get ahold of you.

Goundry's sister brought me something.

She said it'd have the answers we need.

If you're watching this,
it means that I'm dead.

But I don't want
the truth to die with me.

So I need you to listen carefully.

You dodge the hide
of the indigo elephant.

Jeep drive against the jewel.

Face the music.

[VIDEO STATIC]

Yeah.

It's about where I am
15 viewings in, too.

MADANI: It's obviously a code.

I geeked out over this stuff
in training.

Me, too, me, too,
but I'm coming up dry here.

Look.

Goundry knew where
Khalid's safe houses are,

where Jimmy is,

and a whole lot more
that could clear our asses,

but how is any of that in here?

He wanted us to have it.
He must have thought

that we could crack it.

Let's just watch it again.

JIMMY: Okay, since this is the
last time I speak to you,

I want you to know that I love you

- and I forgive you for everything.
- JESS: Don't say that.

JIMMY: And tell Max he's my big guy.

- Always.
- [CRYING]: Jimmy.

Jimmy!

Imagine thinking that's the last time

you might hear someone's voice.

I'm sorry?

That's what they're going through, sir.

Definition of tragic.

But, frankly, Porter, I haven't
heard a word they've said,

and neither should you.

Listen to the background.

Tell me what you hear.

...I want you to know that I love you,

and I forgive you for everything.
[SIGHS]

- Don't say that.
- And tell Max he's my big guy.

- Always.
- Jimmy.

Jimmy!

Almost nothing.

Like it's a soundproof room?

There's an echo.

Slight one.

Maybe...

I guess, concrete walls?

Let's listen to it again.

Okay, since this is
the last time I speak to you,

I want you to know that I love you...

There's a supply run
this week to Kandahar.

A bunch of us are trying to get on.

It'd be fun.

Get the hell out of here for a day.

- When?
- Wednesday.

Right. Um...

Yeah, I don't know. I was
thinking about laying low.

Seriously? There's
a movie theater there.

Yeah, the movie might be
two years old, but who cares?

Air conditioning,

popcorn.

We can make out like teenagers.

Well, that does sound pretty good.

I kind of like it on base
when it's quiet.

You sure?

Something else on your mind?

You know, you can tell me.

It's just...

I am very particular
about my popcorn...

- Oh. Oh, okay.
- Yeah.

- Okay. Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.
- Yeah, so...

Okay. Well,

maybe I'll bring you back
some gummy worms.

- Oh.
- Ooh. Hey.

I want you to know I love you.

I love you, too, babe.

[NUDGES]

Head in the game, Porter.

Face the music.

I hate to say this,

but we're not gonna figure it
out on our own.

What happened to Code Breaker McGee?

This is next level.

Well, maybe Ian can help.

He's got a lot more
training in ciphers.

He's busy working with Magnus.

Plus, he doesn't exactly want
to hear from me right now.

Fair enough.

What about Thea?

Thea?

You mean Thea who we both lied
to this morning?

She wants to prove Goundry
was good as much as we do.

And she wants to prove
we're lying. Since day one.

So we go to her, we say what?

“Hey, we never met the guy,
but this tape just...

- fell into our laps.”
- Look, the way to crack this

is to find someone
who knew Goundry well.

Thea did.

So why didn't he give it to her, then?

Because he didn't trust anyone
in the end, besides us.

That's what he said.

Now it's up to us
to decide who else to trust.

MAN: Sir.

Here are the most recent
translations. Just came in.

Thank you.

[MUTTERING]

- What the...
- Mm. Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm.

New chatter intercepts.

Yeah, but there's something
not right about this one.

It reads like a Google
Translate on a bad day.

Huh. We got our top people on this.

I know. Which is why

I think it might be a dialect issue

or a rare variant of
Arabic, maybe. If it is

and our guys aren't getting it,

we could be missing
a huge piece of this puzzle.

We are in violent agreement,

but unless you magically
speak this dialect...

Well, I think I might know
somebody who can help.

Oh, look at you.

Plan B. Swing away.

But she is

- a civilian.
- Even better.

She won't know what she's looking at.

We'll have her sign an NDA,
put her in a sterile room.

Well, I'll call her first
thing in the morning.

Hate to break it
to you, Porter, but it is

first thing in the morning.

Time flies when you're having fun!

[KNOCKING]

Good morning, soldiers.

Who doesn't like a little
fraternization for breakfast?

Here I was hoping
you brought doughnuts.

Goundry told us he had evidence

to back his story and where to find it.

Why would he reveal that

to the two of you if he'd
never met you before?

Because he thought he was about to die.

And he was right.

And is there a reason you didn't

bring this up, say, I don't know,

uh, yesterday when I asked you
directly about it?

We didn't want to pull you into
this until we actually had it.

Hmm.

And we didn't want to bring it
up in front of Magnus.

He doesn't believe there's any way

Goundry could have been good.

He is still my boss, and he will
need to be looped in on this.

Once we're clear on what we have.

Thank you for coming on such
short notice, Professor Benning.

Right this way.

You can call me Olivia, Lieutenant.

After all, you're not
in one of my seminars.

Wow. I-I'm sorry,
you're gonna have to allow me

a moment to take in my surroundings.

[CHUCKLES] Yeah, I guess
I'm just used to it.

I hope I'm able to help.

Is anything specific you're
looking for in these documents?

Just the translation would be helpful.

- Sir, this is Professor Benning.
- Welcome.

We have a room set aside for you
to go over the transcripts.

I hope you understand

that an officer will be in
there with you at all times.

Obviously, this is classified.

- Understood.
- Outstanding.

Uh, Lieutenant Porter
here will set you up.

That's the director
of special activities,

Tucker Magnus?

I'm aware. Why are you?

I spent my career studying Somalia.

He's been involved in a lot
of the CIA's operations there.

Not all of which I
agree with, I must say.

I... I cannot speak to that, ma'am.

Understood.

You do your job, and I'll do mine.

GOUNDRY: You dodge

the hide of the indigo elephant.

Jeep drive against the jewel.

Face the music.

You weren't saving this, were you?

I think that's been here
for at least three weeks.

How often are you here, Ms. Madani?

More than you, I guess.

What, you guys always use your place?

[CHUCKLES]

Is there anything
you two don't tell each other?

Okay, so, if I'm right,

Goundry is using

an advanced CIA cipher in this video.

Can you run it again?

[TAPE REWINDS]

GOUNDRY: You dodge

the hide of the indigo elephant.

Jeep drive

against the jewel.

Pause it.

Rewind it.

You dodge the hide

of the indigo elephant.

Jeep drive against the jewel.

Face the music.

- Play it again.
- [TAPE REWINDS]

Face the music.

Again.

Are you sure

you're not just making stuff up
so it looks pretty?

Oh, I'm sorry.

Would you like to crack this
on your own, or...?

No. No, just keep on Zuckerberging.

Thank you.

That was quite fun, actually.

It's a fairly rare Iraqi dialect.

One speaker is native,
the other clearly isn't.

That's good to know. Thank you.

Yes, though, I have to say

I'm not sure what's
said's very significant.

We shall see.

Lieutenant Porter,
this is your contact?

Yes, sir. She's given us

a new translation on the chatter.

Could be helpful.

You're welcome to take a look, Colonel,

when you have time.

Porter, uh, when you are through here,

I would like to get back
to that other thing.

Also, I need a snack.
You know, I was thinking

something savory, but truly,

it might be time
for something sweet. [CHUCKLES]

You?

I'm... good, sir.

Okay.

Thank you again, Professor.

Olivia.

Olivia.

Please, let me know

if you ever need anything else.

Hmm.

[GALLO GRUNTS]

Seriously?

Yeah, I-I have high confidence
that I decoded that correctly.

Thank you. Three sets of numbers,

first two have decimal points.

First two are coordinates.

Latitude and longitude.

Okay, we got options

depending on the order.

One's in Greenland.

Ooh, yeah.

I had a bit of a situation

there back in 2015,

but I will totally go back
if we need to.

Okay. Uh, the other one's
30 miles away.

That makes more sense.

It's either

a storage unit or a dumpling house.

What about

these four numbers? 5242.

Well, if it's a storage facility,

could be the unit number.

Hold up.

We're not all gonna fit in your truck.

I hate the kickback in your car.

No, it's fine. I'll drive.

Can I pick the music?

- No.
- No.

Madani, you're shotgun.
Gallo, you're in the back.

Nice parking job.

Nice landscaping.

[CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]

Lieutenant.

Look through these with me.

I went further back

to before the initial mission,
and I found a pattern.

You think there's something
relevant, sir, this far back?

I think we decide what's relevant.

You got a key or some form of I.D.?

Yeah, I've got this.

It's a matter of national security.

Okay, 5242.

Eh, it's stuck.

Okay.

[SIGHS]

Light's out.

[SIGHS]

Well, this is
a whole new code to crack.

How are we going to find
what we need in here?

I knew Goundry.

The cipher...

this...

he was a master
at the art of misdirect.

It's in here somewhere.

I'm glad you're amused.

He was good. It's a shame.

Has it occurred to anyone

that we don't even know
what we're looking for?

I'd say documents of some sort,

a hard drive, maybe.

We'll know it when we see it.

Let's start digging.

You're right, sir.

These old transcripts of Khalid,

there's a pattern to his speech,

a reuse of certain phrases.

And on this page from today's chatter?

Same patterns.

This is Khalid talking
in the Iraqi dialect.

- And look who we's talking to.
- An ISIS operative.

And they're talking
about cake for red kite.

- Yeah, but what does that mean?
- Red kite is a term

I came across in other chatter, too.

It's a bird of prey native to Iraq.

"In slang, it's often used
to mean “bomb”, and “cake"

- is yellowcake.
- Yellowcake.

Uranium.

That backs up
what Jimmy said on the phone.

Khalid has gotten uranium

into this country, and someone here

- is turning it into a weapon.
- [SIGHS]

I'll share this with Magnus.

He needs to make this top priority.

Thank you for calling me in
on this, sir.

You remind me of what Shadow
Raiders do best, Lieutenant.

What's that?

We don't quit.

[SPUTTERS]

Greenland's looking pretty
good right about now.

Do you really think
he'd bury it this deep?

It was crucial information

he was trying to protect.
He had to be careful.

Well, I'm whistling up the wind here.

Wait.

He said “face the music.”

Right, which got us the number

- of this unit.
- Right.

But what if it meant more?

I saw something.

Here.

Thanks.

Well, I'll be damned.

Okay, we've got something here.

Looks like Goundry gathered

everything that he could on Khalid.

There's got to be a list

of safe houses in here somewhere.

This should lead us to Sergeant Kam.

Okay, so, Goundry did track
Khalid's safe houses,

but there are five of them,

so we still have some work to do.

Still, that's huge.

There's also transcripts

of a phone call.

Khalid's on one side.
Who's on the other?

Code name Matador.

I have no idea who that is.

Yeah, Goundry didn't mention a matador.

He did mention snake eyes, though.

Like the domino, maybe?

Khalid had a domino in that video.

His negotiator had one, too.

I don't know
what to tell you about that.

Okay, we need to take this to command,

get more resources on it.

We're in.

- MAE: I didn't know you'd be home.
- Hey, you.

I can't stay.

Just wanted to come lay my eyes on you.

[LAUGHS] Well, you caught me

in the middle of a deep dive
in real estate porn.

Uh-oh. What brought that on?

I'm just thinking about things, places.

Going to California,

finding a place in SLO,

driving a ridiculous car

- with the top down.
- Mmm.

Yeah, that sounds nice. [CHUCKLES]

Really nice.

I miss California.

Me, too.

What is my work-around-the-clock husband

really doing home
in the middle of the day?

I cracked something today, Mae.

Something big.

That's great.

Working with Porter made
me realize there is still

a lot of good I can do.

Even in this new world.

Well, I guess California
isn't going anywhere.

I'm just not ready to be done yet.

[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

And I keep thinking...

if we bring Sergeant Kam home...

- When you do...
- how can I look him in the face

and tell him I'm leaving?

Hmm.

But I still need to be able
to look you in the face.

If you can tell me, for a fact,

that California isn't going anywhere,

I'll do my best not to divorce you.

I will put my best soldiers

on ensuring the stability
of California.

I love you.

I love you, too, baby.

Thea set a meeting for 1500
to share what we found.

Ian's gonna be there.

We haven't really talked since...

Since you told him everything?

You're right.

I should have warned you first.

I just needed to be done
with it... all the lying.

It's hard on me, too.

Hey, what we found today...
It might be enough

to prove that Goundry wasn't bad.

That we did the right
thing by saving him.

We could come clean now.

We'd be court-martialed.

But we'd have a solid defense.

And we'd be off the rescue mission.

We have to get Jimmy back first.

We're so close.

All right.

But after we get him back,

we get the truth out.

Once and for all.

Don't look at me like you're
waiting for my permission.

You never do.

Goundry's assignment
was to oversee the purchase

and subsequent destruction
of black market uranium.

When he discovered that Khalid wasn't

keeping his end of the bargain,

and stockpiling the uranium
in safe houses instead,

he started documenting everything.

MADANI: He used a contact
in the German intel service

to access calls from Khalid's phones.

These are the transcripts.

The man on the other end used the name

Matador.

He and Khalid were making plans

to sell the uranium

to the highest bidder.

A deal which would have made
both of them very rich.

Ma'am, do we know who Matador is?

- Uh, no.
- Yes.

Matador is Officer Richard.

THEA: I'm sorry, what?

I was never read in on that.

You're not the only one.

It was a higher-clearance code name.

Looks like he made Goundry
the fall guy.

So Richard was the traitor,
not Goundry.

He played us.

You were right.

[CLEARS THROAT] Officer Thea,

you were absolutely right.

Now... [CLEARS THROAT]

...how about those safe houses?

Uh, the documents list five locations.

GALLO: We just need
to find the right one.

HASKINS: We can rule out the
hospital. After we raided it,

no way Khalid would go back.

Lieutenant Porter and I scoured
the audio

from Sergeant Kam's call home.

There was very little
ambient noise... almost none...

- So that rules out the Burco airstrip.
- That's it.

- That's what you're hearing: Nothing.
- Come again?

There wasn't any ambient noise
because it's underground.

This location is a Somali army
facility abandoned in the '90s.

It has an underground bunker.

Makes a lot of sense as a hiding place.

Yes, outstanding.

We will start satellite
surveillance immediately.

If we can place Khalid there,
it's highly likely

Sergeant Kam is with him.

He wouldn't let go
of an asset that valuable,

not this late in the game.

Get started on a mission plan.

How we'd fly in, how we'd fly out,

and if he's there,
we'll have to move fast.

- Hooah.
- Hooah.

We're gonna get Jimmy this time.
I have a good feeling about it.

So do we, sir.

- Let's choose to trust in that.
- Hell yeah.

MAGNUS: Nice work.

On the bomb intel, too.

Here I thought you got
all misty-eyed on me

after listening to that phone call.

Not sure how it is in the Agency,

but soldiers don't get misty.

I know how you lost your dad, Porter.

And I'm not gonna let something
like that happen under my watch.

If there's a bomb out
there, we will find it.

Hey.

Colonel Krebs told me to
report at 0800. You, too?

[CHUCKLES] I asked him
to help me get you here.

Wanted to surprise you. You didn't
go out with the others today?

Nope.

Get in.

- Wait, you're flying?
- Nuh-uh.

Got us a couple of taxi drivers.

- Let's go.
- Uh...

Uhh... Okay, okay.

Thought you had your
heart set on a movie.

Ian, I know what today is.

The 26th.

I remembered.

It's the day your father died
in the attack.

I didn't want to say anything.

Why not? It's me.

Because it is you.

Because I care, because...

our lives are hard enough without

me pulling you down with me.

And I-I'm used to getting
through this day on my own.

Isn't that the whole point
of being with someone...

That you don't have
to get through this alone?

I don't want you deciding

what I can and cannot handle with you.

I'm all-in.

And I promise to fully burden you

with all of my issues, too.

Oh, you promise that?

[LAUGHS]: Yes.

Now, I don't know

what you're used to doing
stateside to honor your father,

but since we're here,

thought maybe we could
fly a flag for him.

He would love that.

♪ Let's skip the start ♪

♪ And tear apart ♪

♪ Like we were never lost ♪

♪ You'll tumble in my gaze ♪

♪ But you won't find the answers ♪

♪ We're together lost ♪

♪ We're forever lost ♪

♪ Between the lights and the Anteros ♪

♪ Where we live ♪

♪ And we laugh ♪

♪ And we lie. ♪

Hey.

Just thinking about the day
we flew my father's flag.

Afghanistan.

I remember.

You told me that you were all-in.

I meant it.

I know that we went into this
with open hearts, but...

it's changed.

You've been lying to me

for months now.

I did it to protect you.

[SCOFFS]

Myself, too.

Every day...

When we went to bed,

when we woke up...

You decided not to tell me.

And somewhere along the way,
I stopped being your person.

All the important pieces in your life...

Those real pieces... they started
going to somebody else.

Okay... You're right.

When I told you the truth...

I left out the most important part.

Apologizing.

[SIGHS]

Ian, I don't know how
to make it up to you.

I can try. I can try every day.

- I just...
- No, that's not

what I want our relationship
to become. That...

You trying to... trying to win me,

and-and me always trying
to not resent you...

That's not what we should be.

Then let's be who we are.

I love you.

I love you, too.

But I cannot look at you

without thinking about all the lies

that I've missed.

We both deserve better than that.

I'm sorry.

I can't do this anymore.

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