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[Beloved Life]

[Episode 30]

Shut up.

It seems that having a drink

is really relaxing.

Dr. Huang.

You've recovered so well.

What are you doing here?

My puerperium is over.

Why can't I come here?

You're really a hardcore mom.

Coming to a bar soon after the puerperium?

I come

to talk to you

about Wang Xiaoke.

Don't start it.

I won't let a tragedy like this

happen again.

I'm not trying to persuade you.

I just want to remind you of the fact that

since Feng Ke passed away,

first,

medical science has been advancing.

Treatment of cervical cancer in pregnancy

is more precise than ever.

Second,

isn't the best way to memorize Feng Ke

making sure

Wang Xiaoke

and her baby are safe?

I admit I hadn't thought of

this possibility.

I believe it was also the belief

that she and the baby would be safe

that supported Feng Ke

to fight till the last moment.

Wang Xiaoke has a different type

of cancer cells.

Are you willing to rise to this challenge?

Lin Wei,

you and I came to Shengji at the same time.

You used to be my

No. 1 rival.

If you haven't given up

scientific research completely

after Feng Ke's death,

I believe you would be

a strong contender

for the director.

I feel so lonely

after losing a rival like you.

Lin Wei, pull yourself together.

Fight on for Feng Ke.

Because only if you become better,

can you save

more patients like her.

How are you doing lately?

Struggling with the divorce case.

He doesn't want to divorce

and has a strong team of lawyers.

Is there anything I can do for you?

In my absence,

maintain the operation of the department.

That'll be a great help.

Dr. Lin.

What's up?

Is there something wrong?

I hope Xiaoke

can be alive.

If I have to choose, I'll give up the baby.

I'll convince her.

If necessary,

we can terminate the pregnancy now.

I...

Even if she hates me,

I have to keep her alive.

Come on.

Sit down first.

Thank you

for making this decision.

I have thought it over these days.

We all hope

Wang Xiaoke can live,

but no one

can deprive her of her will.

Her greatest wish

is to keep the baby.

Then as a doctor,

all I can do is

to respect her will

and do my best to help her realize it.

But,

didn't you say before

it's highly risky?

Yes.

That's how my wife died.

And it left me with

a lifetime of regret and resentment.

But it's irresponsible

to determine that

your choice

would definitely

take a bad turn.

Dr. Lin,

you've been there,

so you can understand

I'm torn and in pain.

I'm really confused now.

I ask myself every day

if I should listen to you

and save Xiaoke,

or take the chance as Xiaoke wants

to save the baby.

I've been thinking about it for days.

I finally made up my mind

to accept your advice,

but now you...

I...

Actually, Director Tian and I

had a couple of consultations

with doctors from other hospitals

on Wang Xiaoke's condition.

We all agreed that

her condition

is cautiously optimistic.

For her condition,

the most feasible way is

neoadjuvant chemotherapy,

NACT.

But didn't you say

it would have a great impact on the fetus?

Over the years,

new chemotherapeutic drugs

have been invented.

Treatment and drug administration

are also being improved.

Although the data on pregnancy combined with

cervical cancer are not sufficient,

from the data available,

multi-drug therapy

with platinum-based drugs

poses little risk

to the development of the fetus,

so the effective rate

among pregnant women with cervical cancer

is 60% or more.

60%.

So, are we gonna be

one of the 60% fortunate survivors

or the 40%

who fail?

It's

still a gamble in the real sense.

If you think we are

fighting the disease,

then it is indeed a gamble.

Because there are many human diseases

that can't be cured by drugs,

such as the one we're so familiar with,

hypertension.

But if you think

the decision we're making

is gambling,

I don't agree

because this is

a prudent and responsible decision

within the limit of medical science.

Let me ask you.

Can you join me in

close monitoring?

Can you cooperate with me

to proceed with

neoadjuvant chemotherapy

while getting ready

to give up the baby when we have to?

Let's help her

keep the baby for 32 weeks.

If her condition deteriorates

before that,

we'll terminate the pregnancy.

Dr. Lin,

I want to ask a question that might make you uncomfortable.

Go ahead.

Will you take responsibility for this?

I will.

OK.

Dr. Lin,

my wife and baby's lives

are in your hands now.

Honey,

you'll have chemotherapy tomorrow.

It's gonna be hard for you.

I'm willing to do anything for the baby.

I'm just worried.

When I lose my hair after chemo,

will you give all your love

to the baby?

It's impossible.

I will buy you

the best wig,

exactly the same as your own hair.

Stay strong.

Mom.

I'd like to tell you something.

I've got a boyfriend.

You like him very much.

It's Dr. Liu,

Liu Nianbai.

He's tall and handsome.

And he's got the smile

that can lift all shadows.

Mom.

in the past,

if I told you I had a boyfriend,

you would

be so happy.

You'd dance

and hold my hands.

Mom.

Get up and listen to me.

Dr. Du,

you need to pay the medical bills this month.

Your deposit has run out.

It'd be OK if the amount is small,

but when the arrears are in large amount,

the system can't give out medicines.

Didn't my dad pay enough money?

At the time, yes.

But you demanded

the best

and the latest medicines.

They're expensive.

Although the hospital

has cut the prices in compliance

with some favorable policies,

it's still a serious cost overrun.

I see.

I'll be down to pay it in a minute.

Do you have the money?

I just went to see your mom.

The nurse said you're here to pay the bills.

I checked it out that

there's a lot of money to pay afterward.

Do you have enough money in your savings?

No.

I put together all the money I have

and only managed to pay the bills for a month.

What about the next month?

What if she has to have surgery?

I'll figure out something by then.

Let me help you.

No.

I'll get the salary next month.

I know how much

our salary is.

I really don't need your money.

I'll find a way.

Don't worry.

Then take it as a loan from me.

When your savings run out,

you'll have to borrow from someone.

Borrow from me.

Liu Nianbai,

I understand you want to help.

A loan?

You're my boyfriend.

I'm sure you won't let me return it later.

So you suggested a loan

only to make me

feel better.

Then how can I help you?

You've already helped me a lot.

You've been helping me take care of my mom,

encouraging me

when I was desperate,

staying with me all the time,

and trying all means to make me eat.

And you treated me to

fancy food that I'd take a second thought

before paying for it.

Really,

you've helped me so much.

I accepted all these

because as your girlfriend,

I'd do the same for you.

When I get a raise,

and you need my help,

I will be there for you.

But

my mom's medical bills

are my bottom line.

Let me pay them in my own way.

You

are really different

from other girls.

In fact, every girl

is unique.

The problem is in this society,

there are convergent values

that make many people feel

it's right to do this

and it's right to think that way.

I just don't get influenced by them.

I'm so lucky

to have such a special girlfriend.

I'm also lucky

to have such a special boyfriend.

As a male

O.B.,

it is difficult for me not to feel for women.

When we were teenagers,

we all had physiology classes, right?

The school would separate boys

from girls.

A male teacher would say some

mysterious things to the boys,

and a female teacher would also say some

mysterious things to the girls.

When we grew up,

we talked and found that

those mysterious things

are truly mysterious.

The teachers

spent hours

to make things completely

incomprehensible.

Just kidding.

The most popular question

for O.B.

on the Internet is

contraception.

Please.

It's a problem we can make clear in one class.

Why make it so obscure?

Why let the girls

hurt their bodies

time and time again easily?

Until now,

there are still a lot of girls

who believe all kinds of strange

contraceptive methods.

I can only tell them

over and over again.

First,

listen to a real doctor's advice.

Second,

if your boyfriend

refuses to use protection,

then please make sure you refuse him.

And many girls say

"I don't want to take birth control pills.

I'm afraid of side effects."

The phrase "side effects"

is a monster

for many.

A number of them even turn a blind eye

to the positive effects.

I'd like to ask

the ladies here a question.

The positive effect of marriage is that

you'll have someone to love you.

The side effect is that you may find that

your husband

loves games more than he loves you.

Will you not marry him?

I don't.

No.

But it seems OK.

This kind of man is not worthy.

Another example.

The positive effect of eating is survival

and satisfaction.

Its side effect is obesity.

Will you not eat?

No, we have to eat.

Right, we all have to eat.

I just want to know.

When are we going to stop

feeling sorry for these girls?

What can we do for them

before they're hurt?

The answer is,

please,

share my talk show

with them.

That's great!

[Shengji Hospital]

This way?

How much longer do we have to wait?

That way.

OK.

Xiaojuan,

what are you doing here?

You have a medical examination?

What is the problem?

Let me take a look for you.

I'm not trying to pry into your privacy.

I just

instinctively want to help you.

I'm sorry.

It's OK. Never mind.

I'm having a physical examination.

There are still several tests

to do.

See you around.

Can you get my report?

This one.

Do you know that woman

just now?

Why do you ask?

Ultrasound shows

suspicion of ovarian cancer.

After she got the report,

she checked it

and rushed over to ask me

if I got the wrong result.

And she asked what it means by suspicion

and the possibility

that it's real.

I explained a lot to her.

Excuse me.

It's OK.

Just a sec.

Hello, what's up?

Dr. Lin,

I'm sending a report

to your email.

Please take a look at it.

I'm with a patient. Maybe later?

It's urgent.

Take a look now.

Hold on.

What do you want to show me except for ovarian cancer?

Are you sure it's ovarian cancer?

You went to a medical school.

If that's not ovarian cancer,

then what is?

Arrange for hospitalization.

Dr. Du,

what's up?

Xiaojuan,

I'll get you an appointment.

Appointment for what?

Let Dr. Lin take a look at you.

I'm fine.

What do you want me to see Dr. Lin for?

Your ultrasound report

shows something wrong, doesn't it?

There's nothing wrong.

You didn't look well

when you got the report.

I wasn't allowed to eat

in the morning to do the tests.

So many of them

and they drew a lot of blood.

That's why I looked pale.

I'm OK.

Xiaojuan,

some diseases are not incurable.

If treated early, they can be cured.

Don't waste your time.

I really have nothing wrong.

Xiaojuan,

if you don't go,

I'll tell Li Junxiao.

Stay out of our family's business.

Xiaojuan!

What are you doing with the food?

Don't like the lunch?

I couldn't eat.

Still worried about Xiaojuan?

I'm really worried.

It's gonna be a problem if she drags on.

She refused to admit it

and said I cursed her.

I think she is too scared.

Is she?

No matter who it is,

when it comes to cancer,

their first reaction is fear.

People are so afraid of

the word "cancer".

Although in modern medicine,

a lot of cancers

have become chronic diseases,

people's fear of the word

has been deeply rooted.

So it may take some time

for her to accept it.

What do you think I should do?

Educate her about medical science,

but don't make it purposely.

Let her know that early-stage ovarian cancer

is not as scary as she thinks

and she needs treatment.

Good idea.

Take your time.

But I'd rather choose

another way,

the simple and brutal one.

Don't push her.

I'll go to her immediate family.

I'm not lying to you.

Here.

Here's her report.

I advised her to go

to see Dr. Lin.

But she didn't.

I don't think there's much time to waste.

Even if it's an invasion of her privacy

and against her wishes,

I think I should let you know.

Are you fighting again?

No.

We argued over a case.

Trust me.

Can I really?

Of course.

By the way,

Dr. Huang asked

if the patient in Bed 56

can be discharged today.

If she can,

you need to let her know as soon as possible.

OK.

So no fight between you?

-No.
-No.

Thank you.

But I hope you tell no one else

about this for the time being,

especially not Wu Congrui.

Why do you want to hide it from her?

I don't want her to worry.

That's nice of you.

Don't worry, I won't.

Junxiao.

You're back!

Have you had dinner?

I ate at the hospital.

Takeout.

That's too simple.

I'll get some noodles for you.

I need to talk to you.

Show me

all your medical reports.

What medical reports?

Wu Congrui told me

you went to the hospital

to check if you can get pregnant.

You did

all the necessary tests, didn't you?

Give me the reports.

Um...

I haven't got the reports yet.

Don't lie to a doctor.

Xiaojuan,

I have to hospitalize you.

No.

I'm fine.

For now, it's just

a cyst in one of your ovaries.

No pelvic or abdominal fluid is found.

The greater omentum hasn't thickened.

There is no sign of abdominal cavity metastasis either.

Now it seems likely that

it's still in the early stage.

Xiaojuan,

we still have hope.

Go to the hospital.

So,

it's really cancer.

Xiaojuan, don't be afraid.

Not all cancers are incurable.

And we found it early.

How did it happen?

I...

I'm just about to get married.

I still want to have a baby.

No.

Why? How did I...

How did I get cancer?

Xiaojuan,

don't do this.

It's really not serious.

If you go to the hospital

right now,

it's likely you'll be fine.

How much...

How much does it cost to be hospitalized?

Xiaojuan,

don't you see the severity here?

Forget about the money.

No matter how much it takes,

we'll get the treatment.

Come, let's go now.

Let's go, Xiaojuan.

No treatment.

I'll cancel the wedding.

I can't be a burden to Wang Dacheng,

or you.

I won't spend a penny of my savings.

They're for your wedding.

Xiaojuan.

What you said just now

makes me a heartless man.

To pay for my education,

you gave up too much.

Now you wanna give up your life

for my wedding?

Look at me.

We have to get the treatment.

Not only that,

we'll cure it.

I want you to be

a healthy bride.

And you'll have a baby boy.

You're back!

Warm welcome!

You look good.

Welcome back healthy, Director Huang!

Today,

I'll treat everyone to a nice lunch.

Don't.

I found it weird of you

being so nice to me all of a sudden.

Look,

you're the same,

always putting a damper on me.

How are you holding up?

I'm totally fine.

The consultation 42 days after delivery

finds my condition great.

I've seen the psychiatrist too.

It just takes some medications

and a little observation, then I'll be fine.

Actually, you don't have to come back now.

Yes, we're understaffed,

but look at you,

a working mom of two kids.

I'm afraid it's just too much for you.

That's what I came

to discuss with you.

I can balance home and work.

My parents are here with us.

We also hired a nanny.

I'm sure they'll take good care

of the kids.

It's just...

I want to

spend more time with the kids

until Sichen

is stable mentally.

And I have to fight

for the kids' custody.

So,

I plan

to hand over a research program

and some administrative responsibilities

to Lin Wei.

I have long wanted to let him

share more of the work,

but

he turned me down every time I asked.

You want to promote him

so that he can do more work.

He certainly does not want that.

But if it's to help me,

maybe he'll do it.

Good idea.

With this opportunity,

he can also make some achievements

and go up the ladder.

Then you should talk to him.

OK.

Then let's

make the ward rounds.

Let's go.

Make the ward rounds.

Welcome back, Director Huang.

Thank you.

Welcome back.

No matter what happens,

we got your back.

Thank you so much, Ms. Wang.

I'm gonna be fine.

Don't worry.

The flowers are so beautiful.

Will you keep them for me?

I'll come back to get them after the ward rounds.

OK.

Dr. Tian,

shall we?

OK.

Let's go.

Why did you kick me?

The operation is a success.

The baby is fine too.

Thank you.

Thank you, Dr. Lin.

You may not know

how I got through

the last few months.

I understand.

I really do.

I know.

All right.

What job do you want to assign me?

A program I applied

last year.

The research on pregnancy combined with

cervical cancer.

You know

I've been busy with a lawsuit

and my two kids.

So I hope

to cut down substantially

on my commitment to work.

Can you take over

this program for me

and publish a paper as the first author

on a top journal?

I'll take over for you temporarily.

No problem.

But to publish the result for you?

No, I can't do that.

But I can share with you

all the experience

I've gained in the years

in the study of pregnancy

combined with cervical cancer.

As for the first author,

no, thanks.

Because I don't want to be a doctor anymore.

Why?

I promised Feng Ke that

when I performed 8,000 operations,

I'd take her to Nepal.

So far,

it's only a few to go.

I've made up my mind.

When it's done,

I'll resign and leave the hospital.

I want to

first take Feng Ke's ashes

to the Annapurna,

and then change my career completely.

Do you have to do that?

With all those experiences in the past years

and a little scientific achievement,

you'll be a directing doctor of Shengji.

Do you think I care?

My mission has been accomplished.

Don't worry.

I'll take over your job

temporarily.

But in the long run,

you'll have to find a new successor.

Junxiao,

you're finally here.

How about I give you a tour first?

This way.

Is this a special-purpose clinic?

General.

We're a private hospital.

So the hardware is the same no matter in general or special-purpose clinics.

And the size of each consulting room

is bigger than that of Shengji's.

In addition,

we have 20 ultrasound rooms.

All are on the same floor.

Patients can have ultrasound tests

basically without waiting in lines.

This way.

Come on.

Sit here please.

How do you feel?

Your hospital has such good hardware.

Why did you go to Shengji

for that kind of hardship?

No matter how good a hospital's hardware is,

you still need famous doctors,

don't you?

The doctors in our own hospital

all have

formal practice licenses, though,

patients recognize

large hospitals for their fame.

My dad didn't want me to come back

until I became an attending doctor in Shengji.

But I couldn't hold out any longer.

It was too hard.

Instead of struggling for 6 or 7 years by myself,

I'd rather just

poach doctors from Shengji.

Shengji Hospital has

so many attending,

directing,

and deputy directing doctors.

Why me?

Because I like you, of course.

If the doctor I recruit

is also going to be my husband,

my dad will be so happy.

What do you think?

I have a girlfriend.

I know.

But you're not married yet.

I still have a chance.

Don't worry.

I will not

trade anything of work

for your love.

But I won't stop liking you.

I'll prove to you how much I love you.

Doctor,

can you look at it for me, please?

The doctor said that I have

cervical erosion.

You're in the wrong room.

The doctor in this room

is not working.

Listen to me, you need

to take the surgery as soon as possible.

Go to the next room.

Cervical erosion is not a disease.

It doesn't need surgery.

Who says it doesn't?

Go.

See Director Zhang in Room 6.

She's the best at your disease.

Go there.

Go, go, go!

OK.

What are you talking about?

Cervical erosion is not a disease at all.

And it doesn't need surgery.

In my hospital, it does.

You're cheating.

You know?

You went to a medical school.

Don't you know that

in 2008,

the Obstetrics and Gynecology, the 7th edition,

had removed it

from the list of diseases?

Cervical erosion is not a disease at all.

It is just a medical misconception

of the cervix uteri.

I know.

But it's the easiest

and most profitable

surgery to do.

Just a burn with a laser,

and you charge over 10,000.

The surgeon's commission is 8,000.

And there is not much risk.

So why not?

It's against medical ethics.

It has no impact

on the life of the patients.

It can also dispel

a girl's sense of shame.

How is it

against medical ethics?

Cervical surgery

may exert an impact

on the fertility of the patient.

When you were in the hospital,

didn't you see those patients

who suffered from damaged function of the cervix uteri

due to the surgery?

Didn't you see those patients

who, to make sure safe deliveries,

have to stitch their

loose cervix uteri

and lie in bed

for months?

Those doctors are so terrible.

Look,

with your skills,

it takes a small effort

as a laser burn.

How could it affect

the patients' fertility?

I will never

do such surgery.

For one operation,

you get 8,000.

And it has no impact

on the patients' life.

You can think of it as a dental cleaning.

One may bleed in a dental cleaning.

While surgery with laser

doesn't even cause bleeding.

Not every woman

will have a tumor.

The most profitable business in my hospital

are these

minor unspeakable problems.

They dare not go to public hospitals.

So they come to my hospital

and they don't care how much it costs

because they're too ashamed.

Don't you think so?

I don't think

it can lead to

a medical ethic crisis.

I will give you the best terms.

If in the future your family

needs any treatment,

in my hospital,

it's free of charge.

How about that?

I won't do anything

that'll hurt people.

It won't hurt anyone.

Let's go.

Let me show you the contract.

Come on.

Tell me.

What's wrong with your girlfriend this time?

How do you know it's about her?

Do you ever

ask for my help

for anyone else except for her?

I could.

I just want some advice,

President and Director Liu.

Is there a way in which a doctor receiving residency training

can get more income?

As a doctor receiving standardized residency training,

your job is to

practice and learn

so that you can pass the exam

and go to the next stage.

Forget about an increase in income.

Besides,

after a day of work,

you must be as tired as a dog.

You'd go straight home and sleep.

Do you have the energy to do another job?

We're also ordinary people.

We have financial problems sometimes.

Your mom's family

has a trust fund for you.

So you'll never

face financial crises.

I guess

you're not talking about you.

No, not me.

That's it then.

It's still about your girlfriend.

What?

You can't support your girlfriend?

She doesn't want my support.

She has some backbone,

unlike you.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I don't have any backbone.

Oh, you don't even talk back now.

I'm asking for your help.

How could I?

How's your girlfriend's English?

Good.

Very good.

Right now,

I have an international cooperation project

that has a lot of literature and documents

to be translated.

I was going to hire a translator

for 800 per thousand characters.

I can hire her.

But there's one thing.

Don't delay my progress.

If she can't do it, let me know.

I'll find someone else.

She can do it.

I'm sure she can.

She has to.

Doctor! Doctor!

Please help us.

My daughter has abdominal pain.

Mom.

Are you feeling better?

I don't know

when you're sleeping

and when you're awake.

Would I disturb you

if I talk to you?

Mom.

Nianbai got

a translation job for me lately.

The pay is extremely high

and timely too.

It's enough to cover your medical expenses.

Don't worry.

Are you tired?

I bought coffee.

Not at all.

Talking to my mom

is the most relaxing thing in a day.

Did you get the pay for the translation?

Yes, I did.

But I feel a little strange.

About what?

Actually, I think

my English

is not that good.

When translating,

I even find it quite hard.

I have to look up the dictionary

for some terms.

But they never

asked me to revise anything.

They just paid me.

Their requirement

is so low, don't you think?

No.

It's because my girlfriend's English

is perfect.

They find no fault.

Do you think I don't have

a clear picture of my capabilities?

Dr. Ren.

Sorry.

Could you send me

the finalized documents

I translated?

I seem to have

used a wrong term.

I'd like to check it again.

I don't think so.

We've checked them.

They're totally correct.

I'll send them to you.

[Quantitative Analysis of Microvesicle Distribution in Human Brain]

Someone changed it.

And his English

is way better than mine.

It's like a native speaker.

Liu Nianbai,

what's this?

A gift for you.

What kind of limited edition is this?

I can't buy any limited edition.

This is a regular pair.

But I sewed your name

on them with stitch thread.

So it's kind of a special edition.

This is the most precious

custom-made sneakers I've ever seen.

But you're so strapped for cash.

Why did you buy me shoes?

I owe you

half of my translation pay, don't I?

I...

No.

I didn't revise much.

You didn't revise much,

but I could tell the moment I read it.

You spent as much time

as I do to translate them.

And you specifically asked me

to forward each translation

to you.

Then you revised it quickly

and sent them the revised version.

Weren't you tired?

This is the fruit of your labor.

I thought you didn't have enough time.

If you had the time,

I'm sure you'd do a perfect job.

English is easy for me.

I wasn't tired.

Don't be angry.

I don't want you to feel embarrassed.

With such a considerate boyfriend,

why would I be angry?

From now on, we will share the pay.

By the way, I have good news for you.

I've paid all my mom's medical bills

for this month.

And I have extra money.

So I'll treat you to dinner.

I want you to cook for me.

You can cook so many dishes.

Then why did you always

make me scrambled eggs with tomatoes?

Because tomatoes and eggs

were the only ingredients I could find at your home.

I went to the supermarket

to buy these ingredients

today.

Or it would still be

scrambled eggs with tomatoes tonight.

And instant noodles.

I can't talk right now.

I gotta eat.

Take your time.

I can't drink.

I know.

So no glass for you.

Don't drink too much.

It's such a nice day.

I certainly don't want to be beaten.

Don't worry, I won't get drunk.

What should I get you?

A shrimp.

You're really a rare kind

in this world.

You're tough.

You seem to have no weakness.

And you're good at everything.

If you were not a doctor,

I'm sure you'd be

an elegant woman

who knows how to enjoy life.

Actually, I do know

how to enjoy life.

I just don't want to waste my time.

And the pressure

to become a top doctor

has been propelling me.

Life is only a short few decades.

If I see a goal

that's very high,

yet I have the ability to achieve it,

certainly, I have to strive for it.