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[Beloved Life]

[Episode 24]

You ordered the food?

Where's Wang Dacheng?

He was fired this morning.

What?

He said someone from the hospital

filed a complaint about him

doing food delivery and garbage collection at the same time.

The manager thought it was unhygienic.

What?

He does his garbage collection

after work.

It's irrelevant to what he does at work.

Well, you know what bosses are like.

They don't like that.

Where is he?

I don't know.

He's on a job hunt, maybe.

Good review, please.

Thank you.

It wasn't me.

I'm busy.

I don't even know

which company he worked at.

Who was it then?

Is it only me who knows it?

C-Could it be…

What a strong bond between you.

Junxiao,

wait.

Hold on. I need to say something to you.

That won't be necessary.

I'm going to a meeting in a hurry.

I reported Wang Dacheng.

I just wanted you to know

he's a man

who can't keep such a simple job.

Are you still going to be together with him?

You…

You can't do this.

Of course I can.

You go home and ask Dad and Mom

if they are willing

to let you live

together with a man

who can't provide a stable life.

Ruthless.

How come I feel like

I dodged a bullet?

About the plan for Gao Ying's operation,

there have been multiple discussions

between related departments.

I hope today

we can draw a conclusion.

The most important problem is

when to do the cesarean.

By principle,

the earlier, the better.

If the child

is lost,

it'll be a huge blow

to Gao Ying.

It may even nip

her hope of living.

There are two options.

One, perform the operation immediately

to keep

the mother alive.

Two, keep her under watch.

Stall as much as we can

until it reaches the capacity of her heart

so the fetus

gets to grow in the womb as much as possible.

It'll benefit the baby.

From the perspective

of the baby,

it's best that we stall

until it's after 27 weeks.

Gao Ying wishes

to keep

the baby.

In this case,

we'll wait and see

about the operation plan.

I don't see any chance of labor.

Her heart cannot take the regurgitation of blood

after the cesarean.

The operation can be extremely risky.

Putting the uterine hemorrhage aside,

most importantly, the anesthesiology department

will have to keep the cardiopulmonary circulation going.

It means

the operation cannot be done

without the extracorporeal circulation.

We suggest

the operation is performed

with the support of extracorporeal circulation.

When she's in the ICU after the operation,

it'll be highly difficult for ECOM

to sustain both her heart and lungs.

There's a 100% chance

of right-sided heart failure after the operation.

And ECOM

won't be able to fundamentally

relieve her right-sided heart failure

and lower the risk of infection.

Massive hemorrhage must be avoided

during the operation.

And precautions against postpartum hemorrhage have to be taken as well.

The extracorporeal circulation

and ECOM

must be performed

under the circumstance of absolute anticoagulation.

Hemorrhage is difficult to be avoided.

She may even be dead

during the operation

before the removal of uterus

because of the failure

to stop the bleeding.

Even if she's barely kept alive,

there will be no reverse

for her heart failure.

The causes

for her pulmonary arterial hypertension are

her right-sided heart failure

and pulmonary circulatory disturbance.

The only solution

is the combined heart-lung transplant.

But for the transplant,

both the timing

and the donors

are huge headaches.

An operation at this level of difficulty

for the O.B. department?

I'm so excited.

What a poor child.

It's only twenty-some weeks.

Everyone.

Please be quiet.

We'll do our best

to avoid the worst situation possible.

But first, we'll have to make sure

the fetus stays a few more weeks in the womb.

And the patient has to be informed

of the application of extracorporeal circulation

during the operation,

and after-operation using

of the ECOM.

It may last until she's in the condition

for the organ transplant.

In light of the patient's nature,

I suggest we designate

a cautious resident to this case.

Considering the fact that Gao Ying

is good at exaggerating doctors' speech

via the press…

Junxiao,

I know that your

workload is heavy at the moment,

but you're always careful with your words and actions.

I think you're the best option.

You'll be in charge of this.

OK.

This is a good thing.

It means Director Tian trusts you.

How can it be a good thing?

There's a big chance

that it turns into a medical accident.

A good thing?

If it's a good thing,

why didn't he give it to Liu Nianbai?

Every department of the hospital

will join hands in Gao Ying's operation.

Even if it does turn into a medical accident,

all the directors and deans

will take responsibility.

Don't worry about it.

I don't want to be the scapegoat.

Gao Ying keeps

a record of every move

of the doctors.

You won't be the scapegoat.

Also,

it's a rare opportunity

to join with Director Tian

in a major operation like this.

I'll ask Director Huang

to give you some help.

Thank you.

I'm going to the ward.

Director Tian wants to talk

to her about the operation plan.

Good luck.

Is being overly cautious a good quality?

Gao Ying is a lawyer.

It's said that she keeps a record

every day.

Every doctor and nurse

is being extra careful.

It's good that you aren't involved

in case you mess her up.

I don't like

coaxing the patient and the family,

but it doesn't mean

I'm a trouble-making idiot.

Right.

Director Tian is an idiot then?

He's a complete idiot.

No.

I need to talk to him.

Want some milk tea?

I need a large cup to calm myself.

I don't accept the extracorporeal circulation.

Why?

Extracorporeal circulation requires general anesthesia.

Otherwise, it'll be regional anesthesia.

What if I don't wake up again

from the general anesthesia?

I will never be able to see my baby again.

See?

You're very aware

that even with the extracorporeal circulation,

you'll have a chance

to die during the operation,

then why

do you insist on having the baby?

The baby is a godsend.

It's the souvenir of our love.

Because of my heart disease,

I lost my job,

my marriage.

Now, God has given me another chance

to start over.

So I mustn't give up.

God has given you many gifts.

If you weren't around,

what would be the point

of this souvenir?

Get out.

Please, don't talk to the doctor that way.

Director Tian,

what's the difference in her chance of survival

between with and without

the extracorporeal circulation?

Without the extracorporeal circulation,

90% death rate,

or even higher.

With it, 10%.

Just accept it, my love.

Since the baby

is a godsend,

we'll accept it

with our greatest sincerity.

Am I right?

Since it'll be general anesthesia,

since I'll have to take the risk,

let me ask you,

can the organ transplant

and the cesarean

be operated at the same time?

I have done

full research.

Even with the extracorporeal circulation,

cardio-pulmonary function

will be eternally damaged.

I will be relying on

the extracorporeal circulation.

What, I'm going to live

the rest of my life

with the ECOM?

I don't think the organ transplant

and the cesarean

can be operated at the same time.

Because each operation

is highly risky on their own.

If they're operated at the same time,

the risks

will only multiply.

I'm afraid your body

can't take that much.

Also,

we're not able

to find the matching donors

for you

at the optimal time.

Fine.

I agree with your proposal

of the extracorporeal circulation and ECOM.

But after the operation,

you'll do the heart-lung transplant as quickly as possible.

I'll exert my utmost effort

to welcome my baby.

If you don't do that,

I'll stop

using the ECOM.

And you won't get away

with it.

All right. All right.

Calm down.

[Gao Ying's Surgical Plan]

It's so good

to be rich, isn't it?

The imported medication

for the reduction of pulmonary arterial pressure

that Gao Ying took before

cost her 10 grands a month.

A heart-lung transplant

sounds as easy as

a change of hairdo for her.

She can't challenge the limit

of medicine no matter how rich she is.

She's risking her life.

And the reputation of Shengji.

It's like show-hand in a card game.

Winner takes all,

or loser loses all.

Winner takes all?

Even the sound of it is painful.

Think about it.

A cesarean and a heart-lung transplant?

Every organ of hers

will be in a huge risk.

Any error

could be a fatal one.

And there's anti-rejection.

Right now, Gao Ying

and the hospital are on the same boat.

Shengji has to make concentrated efforts

to keep her life

despite her selfishness

and her indifference to persuasions.

Every one who needs a heart-lung transplant

wants to stay alive.

Some would wait for months

or even years.

I suspect

she got pregnant

for her heart-lung transplant operation.

Let me.

OK.

Thank you.

Honey,

let's come up with a name for our baby.

That's huge responsibility.

How about you take it?

Is it a boy

or a girl, you think?

Well, we prepare two names then.

A boy's name and a girl's name.

You'll give the girl's name.

I'll give the boy's name.

If it's a girl,

how about Aiying?

Can you be creative?

And if it's a boy?

Aiyong?

Works for me.

Get out of here.

Well, a child

is the legacy of a couple.

If it's a girl,

I hope she is brave and strong,

like her mother.

I only hope

she doesn't get a heart disease from me.

Oh, I tell you what,

you'll take her to the hospital

for a full examination every year.

Do you hear me?

Look at me.

I didn't learn about my heart disease

until I was 30.

Didn't the doctor say

the crevice on your heart

widens as you

grow older?

So at a young age,

even an annual regular examination

couldn't necessarily find the problem.

Well, that's true.

Unlucky me.

But later,

I met you,

and I got pregnant,

I found myself

quite lucky.

All right.

Get some rest.

I'll go buy some fruits for you.

Come back soon.

OK.

You got anything to say to me?

You got me.

Yeah, I did.

Not a single doctor in any tertiary a-level hospital

lingers after the routine check.

And you don't need to do

the fetal heart rate monitoring personally.

I'd like to ask you

if you decided to have a heart transplant

when you learned that you were pregnant.

No, I didn't.

I just found this

once-and-for-all

solution after a series of

refusals of the hospitals.

But a heart-lung transplant

isn't a once-and-for-all solution.

I know that.

I'm striving for

the highest survival chance

for myself now.

You tell me then.

If I don't get a heart transplant, how much longer can I live?

My meaning is,

you can wait.

You don't have to have your heart transplanted

right after

the cesarean operation.

What if I can't make it?

You're my monitoring doctor,

if my operations turn out a success,

it'll at least provide the material

for you to write one SCI, no?

And by then, all the doctors

participated in my operations will share the credit.

I don't understand why you try to persuade me.

If I die of the cesarean,

you won't benefit from it.

All right.

Best of luck.

Director Tian,

let me.

No, I'll do it.

Nothing can go wrong

in this operation.

If anything goes wrong,

I'll take responsibility.

I don't want it to affect you.

All the previous information

and numbers,

you'll do a re-organization.

Let's not worry about the heart transplant for now,

at least the cesarean operation on this pregnancy

with pulmonary arterial hypertension case

was a success.

OK.

You did well.

The patient's family

didn't complain.

Your name will be added

to the SCI.

Thank you, Director Tian.

Both

Gao Ying

and Shengji are blessed by God.

Right before a total failure,

a matching heart was found.

This heart

is priceless.

Operation time, 8:10.

Breastbone saw.

Stop her breathing.

Hand saw.

Ready?

Yes.

Precaval and postcava plugged in.

Turn it on.

Turn it on.

Postcava plugged in

Cut the flow.

Ready for the heart transplant.

Stitching.

Expand the lung.

Reduce the flow.

Reduce the flow.

Open the ascending aorta

You protect

the heart well.

I don't think

there will be a major problem.

But do your best to stop the bleeding.

OK.

Got it.

Director Tian,

congratulations.

You have set a new record in the hospital.

Prepare your SCI.

Let it be over soon.

Or else,

I'll get a heart disease as well.

I can't believe I saved her!

It's my new cell phone.

What am I going to say to my wife?

I'm sorry.

I got too agitated.

I'll buy a new one for you.

The new life

of a mother with pulmonary arterial hypertension.

This is madness.

She's mad.

She's still in rejection period.

I can't believe she wrote it.

She's instigating people into killing themselves.

You have no idea

how many people called us

to ask about the cardiac operation

for pulmonary arterial hypertension patients.

I thought,

the O.B. department received Gao Ying,

so they should

be pretty close.

Can they talk her

into deleting the article?

The operation was a success,

but it's hard to say

how long she can survive.

Patients with similar conditions

are watching her closely.

If this article gets widely spread,

they will be inspired

and get pregnant,

and all the pressure

will be on the hospital

and us doctors.

If that happens,

it'll kill thousands of lives.

Ask Li Junxiao to talk

her into deleting the article.

Ask everybody in the O.B. department

to open an account

and leave comments under the article

to tell her fans

that patients with pulmonary arterial hypertension

are not supposed to get pregnant.

Like this?

This is what you want, right?

Please delete the article.

You've tried to convince me for days.

But no matter what you say,

my stance remains the same.

No.

The Shengji Hospital

risked so much

for you.

Can't you just

do us a favor and delete the article?

But everything in the article

is nothing but the truth.

Why should I delete it?

Miss Gao,

not everyone

is as lucky as you are

to receive

ECOM treatment

here at Shengji

and find a matching heart

in such a short time.

Your fans

are all over the country.

What if they are inspired by you

and choose to do the same operation?

The death rate

is very high.

I was very clear in my article

that my experience was in Shengji Hospital.

If she insists on getting pregnant

where there is no such a hospital

and there're no such conditions,

she would be out of her mind.

You really can't think that way.

Many women

are living in remote areas.

They are not

well educated.

How can they distinguish

the conditions stated in your article?

Then post another article,

saying that

all cases like me

could come to

Shengji.

OK?

You…

Tell you what?

Don't get carried away now.

I'm now having acute rejection.

I've been having a slight fever.

You tell me the truth.

Were you

in a hurry to perform the surgery

and gave me

an inappropriate heart?

There's no way

to use an inappropriate heart for the surgery.

OK.

You call Director Tian here

and tell him that the heart in me

is too old.

I want a new one.

What did you say?

Do you really mean that?

Yes.

Are you out of your mind?

Look at your body now.

On your chest and abdomen

are all surgical scars.

The doctor said

the current rejection

is normal.

You just need to take the meds on time.

How can you go through

another transplant?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, Gao Ying.

I've never been

so mad at you.

But looking at you

like this,

I really regret supporting you

to get pregnant.

I've always believed in you

because you're a lawyer.

You studied many papers

and legal provisions,

so I thought you were right.

But after coming to the hospital,

I realized that in foreign countries

patients like you would never be advised

to get pregnant.

The heart transplant would help you live

for ten more years at most.

But what follows

will be rejections of all sorts

and lifelong medication.

So, what's the point?

But we have a baby now.

I don't care.

Did I fall in love with you

for having a baby

with you?

I love you.

You are the one I love.

If you were gone,

what's the point of having the baby?

But the baby is important to me.

I know I wouldn't live to eighty years old

without a heart transplant.

But if I could

leave you with the baby,

I would feel better.

The surgery is successful.

But

this heart…

It…

It's not good!

If this is

a young heart,

if I could have a new heart,

I would surely

live a very very long life.

I wouldn't just live for a dozen years.

OK.

OK.

I know

you know more about medicine than I do.

But in your condition,

can you

really do it again

and keep hurting yourself?

This is

the case.

I'm so tired.

It has been really a mess these days

in terms of public opinion.

Shengji Hospital

has so many doctors

posting articles and popularizing knowledge.

But there're still patients with

pulmonary arterial hypertension coming here.

Even she said so,

can she go through another surgery?

She is right that

a young donor's heart

is indeed better.

But she's wrong on one point.

The donor of her heart

was a brain-dead young person,

about twenty years old.

There could be

no younger and stronger heart than this.

There are limitations in medicine.

Even she could go through that again,

we couldn't.

Excuse me.

It's from the ward. I have to take this.

Hello?

What?

I'll be right there.

Gao Ying's having heart failure.

The acute rejection is exacerbated.

Hello, methylprednisolone pulse therapy,

500mg.

Yes.

Right now.

This isn't supposed to happen.

Did you give her anti-rejection meds on time?

We did,

but we don't know if she took the meds.

What do you mean?

Would we not take the meds on purpose?

She has been crying for a new heart.

Who knows whether she would

do it on purpose.

Nonsense.

Don't say that without evidence.

You may leave.

The high-dose hormone pulse therapy

will last for a while.

Then we'll see how it goes.

Director,

maybe there's something wrong

with the heart,

so she's having

such an acute rejection.

This is really

a good heart.

I assure you that.

It's been hard for you too.

Your premature baby is still in an incubator.

And she just underwent a heart transplant.

I regret it.

I really regret it.

Mr. Lin,

I sincerely beg you this.

Listen to me.

She can't go through another heart transplant.

She won't make it.

And we don't

have a better heart for her.

You got to persuade her

to cooperate with the treatment.

I will.

I'll do it.

I'll do it.

We also hope

she could watch your baby grow up.

But medicine is not a panacea.

How are you feeling now?

I'm OK.

Did you tell them

that this heart doesn't work

and I need a new one?

I did.

But they told me

this is the best heart

and there's no one available.

They're lying.

Call the director here.

The director

had been here

and didn't leave until you're stable.

Let's not bother him anymore.

OK?

What meds did they give me today?

Some hormones.

Methylprednisolone.

Yes.

I didn't take anti-rejection meds on purpose

to scare them.

But

they gave me hormones directly.

What did you say?

You didn't take the anti-rejection meds?

No.

Gao Ying, are you out of your mind?

You are completely out of your mind.

You're not scared of death.

But can you just think about our kid,

and think about me?

I won't die.

I'm a lawyer.

Do people die

due to their occupations?

Even if you're a lawyer,

you'd die if you go on like this.

Gao Ying,

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have said that to you.

But you must stay well.

I…

I really can't take

anything bad to happen again.

You can't do this

at the risk of your life.

But I'm doing all these

just because

I want to live a better life.

I can also feel pain.

Okay, okay.

Give me my laptop.

Hurry.

You just woke up.

You need rest.

No.

You write down what I will say.

I'll record

all doubts on every link of my treatment

since I was hospitalized.

Then you show it to their leaders.

If they don't want me to post it online,

they must treat me well.

Gao Ying.

I beg you,

stop doing this, okay?

Enough.

Go get the laptop.

Come on.

Go ahead.

I

have the following doubts

about my treatment

since I was admitted to the hospital.

First…

First…

Gao Ying, are you okay?

I'm fine.

Don't talk. I'll go get the doctor.

I'll go get the doctor.

Get me some water.

I'm okay.

Water.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Come on, take it easy.

Slowly.

Slowly.

Gao Ying.

Gao Ying, are you all right?

Gao Ying, don't scare me.

Don't scare me.

Doctor, doctor!

Where's the doctor?

Doctor?

Hurry, hurry.

Heart rate is dropping down.

Get the defibrillator.

You gave her MP.

What's going on?

Go call Line 2.

No, Line 3.

Yes.

Press.

Defibrillation again.

Step aside.

Stop.

She's gone.

No, Director.

Please try again.

Please try again!

Please, please.

Please.

Gao Ying!

Gao Ying!

Please.

Please save her.

Gao Ying.

Gao Ying.

Gao Ying didn't take the anti-rejection meds

in order to

urge us to change a new heart for her.

The MP pulse therapy

was given timely.

But her lungs

were still seriously infected,

resulting in heart infection.

She died despite the rescue efforts.

Next, the Obstetric and Gynecologic Department…

No.

Shengji Hospital

will face a big challenge.

This family is really picky.

As far as I know,

before her death,

Gao Ying was still writing negative articles about Shengji.

We can't stop them from making troubles.

But we must

do our own job well

and do what we need to do.

We must not add fuel to the flames.

Therefore,

you must be very careful with your patients.

We can't let someone

get something on us.

For them,

Shengji already contributed

the best medical resources.

You're a girl. Sit down.

Mr. Lin,

if you have any questions,

you may talk to me…

Director Tian,

thank you!

Dr. Li,

thank you!

Thank you

all.

I'm Lin Yong, Gao Ying's husband.

Thank you

for what you've done these days.

As her husband,

I knew that she wasn't physically conditioned

to get pregnant.

But I still supported her choice.

We've caused many troubles

to all doctors of Shengji.

About what Gao Ying did,

you were

all very angry.

But, you all

tried to treat her

and treat my baby

with a professional attitude.

Hereby,

let me, on behalf of Gao Ying,

express our sincere apology

to all the doctors here.

I hope to get your understanding.

And

I'd like to thank you again.

It's very kind of you

to understand us.

She's gone.

There is no use to regret.

Thankfully,

my baby is in good condition.

Director Tian,

Dr. Li,

I'm going to call my baby

Xiaosheng.

I want him to know

that his life was given by

doctors of Shengji.

Besides,

tomorrow

I'll use Gao Ying's social account

to post an article.

On the one hand, I'll announce his death.

On the other hand,

I'll tell

all women in the same conditions as her

not to get pregnant

and not to risk their lives

for having a baby.

Thank you.

If all patients have families like you,

we're not afraid to be wronged.

Thank you!

Thanks!

Kevin.

Indoorsy Tian,

what brings you here?

Come on,

don't call me that way.

I'm a director now.

You can't let my staff hear that.

Fine, Indoorsy Director.

I've forgotten

that there's no director

in your dictionary.

Please.

Just call me Tian, OK?

OK. Works for me.

What would you like to drink?

Well,

Mo…Mohi…Mohito.

First,

Director Zhang told you last time.

It's not Mohito.

It's Mojito.

Second,

you're the director now.

Don't you drink something strong?

Fine.

Jito. Mojito.

But

why do I need to drink something strong

after being a director?

I've been suffering strong challenges every day.

I don't want a strong drink.

I just want something

fresh and a bit sweet.

OK?

Sure.

Wait a second.

Since Director Zhang's death,

you've only had this, right?

I didn't drink at all.

Director Zhang

always took our colleagues out.

Every time,

I would just have a coke and go home.

That's why

Director Zhang called you Indoorsy Tian.

He suggested you drink this,

Mojito.

It's the ladies' favorite drink.

You'd surely like this.

Well, is it fun to be the director?

It is fun.

It's been less than a year.

But look.

My hair is half grey.

Is it fun?

No?

If it's not,

why so many people covet the position?

In a hospital,

being a director

means a higher position

and payment.

But what comes

with it?

It's pressure.

There're pressures from departmental development,

from scientific research.

and from public opinions.

There're also pressures

from all kinds of patients.

Isn't it tiring?

And you can't tell others about that.

Right?

After Director Zhang's sudden death,

I took over her position.

Many people say that

I'm really lucky.

If I complain about this,

they would say I'm taking my undeserved gains for granted.

Adult loneliness

is just like this.

Everything you say would be considered wrong.

So, you choose not to say anything.

Are they

your staff?

Du Di, this way.

I promise not to call you Indoorsy Tian.

Director Tian.

Director Tian.

Why are you here alone in a daze?

No.

An old friend asked me here.

I told him that this is not the right place

for people of our age.

He insisted on asking me to come here for an experience.

Well, are you here to relax?

Today,

Gao Ying's case is over.

We're here to relax.

The others are all over there.

Would you like to join us?

No, no.

Their drinks are on me.

Are you sure?

A dozen is only enough to gargle for Du Di.

Yeah?

Then,

one drink for each.

No, Director Tian,

we'll buy you a drink.

Yeah, we'll buy you a drink.

Director Tian,

the one you just had

is mango-flavored.

Now, just try this one,

apple-flavored.

Drink…

I can't drink more.

Are you a man or not?

Drink it.

Don't use this

to judge a man.

I said that I can't drink more. So, no more.

Am I a man?

Director.

Are you playing the woman?

Shut up.

You're so cute.

Director,

if I, Du Di,

win the first place

at the competition,

how are you going to do as encouragement?

I'll promote you to chief resident.

Really?

Record it.

Director,

if I win

the first place

at the competition,

you promise me

to promote me and Wu Congrui

to chief resident.

OK?

No.

We already have

one chief resident.

If the two of you get promoted,

there would be three chief residents.

Two chief residents

are not enough.

Think about this.

If I could win the first place,

Wu Congrui must be the second.

That would be OK.

Then Wu Congrui and I

would both get promoted to chief resident.

If you win the first place,

I'll promote the two of you

to chief resident.

Director, it's very nice of you.

That's good.

Director, come on,

challenge the apple-flavored one.

Bill, please.

I put you in this situation.

It's okay.

I'm trying to

find a new job.

You worked well as a delivery man.

But you lost your job.

How can you find a job

with more free time and better payment?

Nowadays,

there would be a job as long as I work hard.