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[Beloved Life]

[Episode 16]

Okay, stitching is done.

Now move her off the stage.

Let me do it.

Senior, let me.

Okay, everyone.

One, two, three, now.

Again. One, two, three, now.

No.

You're obviously

not doing it right.

Du Di.

Be careful.

Come. One, two, three.

Now!

Dr. Du and Dr. Lin are setting

a perfect example.

Be careful

Dr. Du, added weight

in deadlift again, did you?

Still 90 kilos.

But I'm going to try 100.

You're either hit the gym

or read at home

after work,

when can you

get yourself a boyfriend?

What do you

think of Liu Nianbai?

Is he good enough to be your boyfriend?

Forget it,

he can't deadlift as much as I can.

Who told you this?

I can easily go for 100 with exercise.

Why don't you exercise?

Senior, I will do

whatever you do from today.

And I'll beat you in everything.

Funny.

Funny.

Have we reached ten miles yet?

One more lap.

Hurry up.

You're slowing me down.

Are you still in?

Yes.

I don't believe

there is nothing I can beat you up.

Cramp.

Cramp.

Okay, have a break.

Get down.

How long haven't you exercised?

It's only a few jumps.

I exercise twice a week.

Aren't you exercising

too much?

This is our

most intense workout.

It doesn't suit ordinary people.

Twice a week?

Why do you think you can beat me up?

I exercise every minute

when I'm free.

Don't you eat or go out

with friends for fun usually?

I only eat when I'm hungry.

And what's more fun

than having operations?

There.

Doctors have very little spare time.

If you want to be

a good surgeon,

you must maintain

good physical fitness.

You are too weak for clinical job.

I'm not weak. Check my abs.

I can't see any.

Stop breathing in.

Let's do bench press.

I have great pectoral muscles.

And skydiving, I'm border than you.

Do I look like interested

in playing with you?

My legs still hurt.

Don't leave me alone.

Enough workout for today.

Time to read.

Have a good rest.

No.

Why am I pursuing

such a hard-to-catch?

What the heck am I thinking?

Am I a masochist?

Research questions.

How to win up Du Di's heart?

Research methods.

How to make Du Di fall for me

in physical strength

and intelligence and work.

In intelligence,

apply for literature degree

that Du Di is not good at.

In physical strength,

get a two-month training program

to deadlift 100 kilos

and build up abdominal muscles.

In work,

implement research projects

in Shengji ASAP

and invite Du Di to join.

I really want to take a photo of it and sent it to Du Di.

I don't believe

she won't be moved.

How is it?

Do you think I can win her heart with this plan?

Are you serious?

Of course I am.

I always thought you were joking.

Never knew you are so serious.

You just know it today?

But there are

so many pretty girls around you.

Are you sure you want to

crack this hardest nut?

There were many girls

around you too,

why did you spend

so much effort chasing after Feng Ke?

Sorry, Weiwei.

I didn't mean to mention it.

You've done a good job

in this mind map.

You must have undergone

rigorous academic training.

But when you

do these things,

Du Di is busy too.

She is progressing as you are.

When you get these done

and look back,

you're still behind her.

When will you catch her?

Yeah, what do I do then?

I should just put her down.

You can't beat her.

She could put you down.

I'm freaking out.

Why is it so hard

to pursue a girl?

You should just tell her.

But

don't choose the occasion

in the office,

because you will be interrupted

by the patient's call any time.

Not in the bar,

because you can't get her drunk.

Then where?

Figure it out by yourself.

I know a place

where she would never flip out and punch me.

How did you come?

It's not your shift today.

I want to learn with you

and practice the whole process

of hand brushing before entering the operating room.

You're so sweet.

If you really work so hard,

you should have finished the internship by now.

Senior, once I finish the internship,

you won't see me every day.

Will you miss me?

Yes.

Really?

Beer before liquor, never sicker.

I'll have to do everything

by myself without you.

I'll fetch the meal

and water all by myself.

Do you have any returnee classmates

not so smart as you?

Introduce them to Director Tian,

and he will bring them to me.

Then your job

will be taken over.

Hand brushed?

So you can't touch anything?

Certainly.

Are you testing me

for preoperative preparation process?

Senior, I like you.

Can you be my girlfriend?

Hands brushed.

No punching. No pushing.

No running out of operation room.

You gotta hear me through.

♫Maybe someone is thinking of you♫

I like you.

I like you. I like you.

♫Maybe he never mentions it♫

I really like you.

I hope you can be my girlfriend.

♫You don't think you're unique in the crowd♫

Don't come near me. Germs.

♫But you are in his heart♫

I won't touch you, my mask might.

But it's clean.

Dr. Du?

♫Sometimes happiness is too small♫

What are you doing?

You bumped my nose.

You got my nose bleed.

♫You have to look carefully to find it♫

You got my nose bleed.

Do you want me

♫You don't know that on a distant island♫

to get your other nostril

bleed too?

No.

You're having a surgery.

Caesarean. It's urgent.

I'll punch you when I finish.

♫You are warming his heart♫

After you say yes.

♫Maybe the drizzle falls gently♫

♫Maybe the starry sky sees you home♫

♫Your joys and sorrows will be followed by angles♫

♫Make a dream or blow a breeze♫

♫Yesterday's pain encourages you again♫

♫Unknown fear covers the sky♫

♫Please wait a second♫

Senior,

I really like you.

♫Wait for the weak fire to be ignited♫

♫My dear, that is you who are loved♫

You're up.

I'm so sorry.

I really didn't know

where to go.

So I...

Your husband is not mad, is he?

It's fine.

He slept

in our son's room last night.

I'm all you got

when something like this happens.

Don't be guilty about it.

Come, sit for breakfast.

Morning.

-Morning. -Morning.

How was your sleep?

Is my bed comfy?

I asked the nanny

to change a new sheet yesterday.

I'm so lucky

to have generous friends like you.

People used to say that they started

to believe in love when they saw

us two families together.

Now it's over for us.

But fortunately,

you're still happily married.

Come, Sichen. Say hi to Auntie.

Hi, Sichen.

Sorry.

Lu Sichen.

It's alright. Kids are

all rebellious

and don't like it with adults around.

Don't put so much pressure

on him this early morning.

It's fine.

No, it's not. Lu...

Zhang Ying,

what's your plan for today?

Do you want me

to go talk to your husband?

No, thanks. I'm going to…

To meet the girl today.

Remember to talk nicely.

You have a child.

I know. Don't worry.

She asked me out.

She's been asking me out for a long time.

I just want to go check

what does she

have to say to me.

You guys go ahead and eat.

I… I don't feel like eating.

I'm going now.

Let me give you a lift.

No, thanks. I have checked.

It's only two stops

by subway.

Thank you for this.

Once this is finished,

I'll treat you to dinner.

Bye, Sichen. See…

See you.

Okay, take care.

-Okay. -I'll see you off.

Be careful. Don't get too excited.

Don't worry.

Go back.

Lu Sichen, stop it.

Stop eating if don't like it.

Fine.

How can you talk to me like that?

You really have to talk to him.

He fights with his classmates

every day at school.

The teacher said,

if he does it again,

he will be expelled.

It's normal for kids to fight.

I can explain to the teacher

for one or two times.

Several times a week,

is that normal?

He told me he learnt that from...

He learned that from me, right?

Say it. Go ahead and say it.

You have to stop spoiling him.

You're about to give birth.

So don't make me do it.

Please enjoy.

Tell me, what do you want?

He told me at the door that day

that he doesn't love you anymore.

He wanted to divorce you long time ago.

But you got pregnant.

I didn't know he was married.

I didn't know

from the beginning.

He told me that

his wife died

from disease years ago.

Later I got pregnant,

he was thrilled.

He wanted to marry me.

Now it seems that he is not

going to divorce you.

So it's hard for him.

Do you know

what he told me?

He said you were drunk.

You got pregnant and he couldn't get rid of you.

I knew it.

When I told him the baby

might have Down syndrome,

I couldn't get in touch with him anymore.

He must be begging you

for forgiveness.

Will you forgive him?

What?

Are you afraid that he would

abandon you because the baby

is defective?

I met with him

at his company's year-end party.

I was working-study

as a ritual girl

in an etiquette company.

He was presenting awards to employees

while I was holding

a trophy and a certificate beside him.

When he got off the stage,

he asked for my phone number.

He said I had great etiquette

and wanted me to

help him train his staff.

Later, he kept pursuing me

till I graduated.

Now I know that

behind his successful career,

there were you supporting him

all the time.

I complimented him

for his taste in clothes.

Now think back,

how could a widowed old man

have every shirt

washed so clean,

every garment

ironed so well,

and every tie

perfectly go with the suit?

Yeah.

You're right.

I bought

and organized all his clothes.

He doesn't have

such aesthetic taste.

Well,

I just want to ask you,

is he worthy of your forgiveness?

What kind of woman

do you want to be?

A forbearing wife,

a woman who defeats

her husband's mistress,

a single mother who abandons

her scumbag husband,

or a tough woman?

How to be tough?

I admit it that

I've always been

looking for shortcuts.

When a rich man

came after me,

I didn't dig into

his past and experience.

Now look back,

I've already got punished.

How could

there be a rich good man

who just lost his wife

waiting for me?

I still remember

the way his friends

looked at me.

I should've been vigilant back then.

But I've been

fluke about it.

I didn't find out

because I didn't want to.

I can break up with him,

but I don't want him

to get away with it so easily.

How could he hurt others

and pretend that

nothing ever happened?

So,

I want to join forces with you

and make him pay for it.

Are you kidding me?

I've been married to him for 20 years,

and now you are asking me to join hands with you?

What are you thinking?

Come, put it here.

Thanks.

Put the pillow over there.

Okay.

How does she feel?

Good.

It's okay.

I'm waiting in the place

as usual.

I'm here.

Why does it take so long today?

We've received many patients recently.

I'm as busy as a bee.

Take it.

What to do now?

The foods are all right.

But the soup is spilled.

How will you tell the guest?

Let me go buy another one.

No, no.

I spilled it and I will pay for it.

You go deliver the next one.

If it's late,

they will give you bad reviews.

But...

Just go.

Be careful.

Just tell me how much

you pay them.

Go.

How can you take it over?

You should make him pay for it.

It's not easy for the delivery guy.

Is it easy for me?

It's his job

to make sure the food is intact.

Do I earn

my money doing nothing?

You took it over.

You pay for it.

I…

What are you yelling about?

Everyone in the hospital hears you.

She spilled my takeout.

How could you order

something so spicy?

If you want to die,

don't take the baby with you.

I'll talk to the hospital

to forbid you guys from ordering takeouts.

Forbid?

You can't forbid it.

The food in our hospital cafeteria

is really tasteless.

Does taste matter or health?

Throw it away.

Whatever I eat is none of your business.

If you throw my food,

I'm not done with you!

Throw it away.

But this is hers.

You're a carer.

Don't you listen to the doctor?

It's all about spilled food.

I'll pay for it, all right?

Du Di, No.50 Bed is looking for you.

I want you to think again

about your health

and the baby's,

and throw it away.

Otherwise, I'll tell the director that

we are not receiving patients

who don't follow the doctor's advice.

Who do you think you are?

You're not in charge here!

Miss, don't be mad.

I know that you love

your baby very much,

but you are used to eating spicy food.

You just want to eat some

to satisfy your craving, right?

Yeah, I got greedy.

Forget about the soup

since it's spilled.

You don't have to eat it

because it's

not nutritious anyway.

You can have some little bites

of the other dishes to satisfy

your appetite.

As for the crayfish,

you can order minced garlic flavor,

it still tastes good, all right?

All right.

Okay.

Dr. Wu is so considerate.

Yeah.

Not like that doctor,

who is so ferocious.

All she knows is throwing things.

I'm not a fool.

Dr. Wu,

No.50 Bed wasn't looking

for Dr. Du, was she?

She calls the doctor

100 times a day even she's all right.

As long as Dr. Du is there,

she'll definitely have questions to ask.

So,

that isn't called lying.

Thanks for speaking for me.

Not only did she

not blame me anymore,

but she's now in a good mood.

Pregnant women

are emotionally unstable.

Don't blame her.

You're so emotionally intelligent.

Am I using the phrase correctly?

Yes.

We won't really ban takeaways,

would we?

How is that possible?

If takeout is banned,

we will have nothing to eat.

We are busy.

Sometimes we don't have time

to go to the cafeteria.

Okay, good. I was just thinking,

we couldn't interrupt the business

of the delivery guys.

You're so kind-hearted.

Still thinking about others

since you were in trouble yourself.

You're kind-hearted that my brother Li…

What?

I mean,

if I have a little brother,

I'll introduce him to you

and ask him to be good to you.

You're so funny.

Dr. Li.

What is it?

Dr. Wu

did me a favor today.

A big favor.

Doesn't Dr. Wu

do you favors often?

That makes it more precious.

You two talk.

I'm going back to work.

Congrui,

did you have lunch?

No.

Come, let's go to the canteen.

I'm not hungry.

Do you not like the canteen?

Alright, I'll order takeout for you.

No, I'm fine.

I had a late breakfast.

When I'm hungry,

I can order some myself.

Let's have dinner together.

I'm needed at No.50 Bed.

I'll be right there.

What?

Focus on your food.

Are you looking for trouble?

I don't want my girlfriend to develop gastric diseases.

Who's your girlfriend?

Speak louder,

and an hour later,

the whole Obstetric and Gynecologic Department will know it.

Who is your girlfriend?

I asked you to be my girlfriend

after that surgery.

You didn't say no,

so it was a yes.

From then on,

you're my girlfriend.

My hands are not scrubbed now.

Do you want to punch me?

For one punch,

I'll kiss you once.

Liu Nianbai,

how come I didn't notice before

that you're a rascal?

I found that

neither the love signal thing

nor common pursuit worked on you.

I'm not a rascal.

I was driven into a corner

by your indifference.

I'm done.

If you leave, I'll kiss you.

Senior, you're so cute

when you blush.

Eat your food. It's gonna be cold later.

Senior,

my mentor's project

is going to be initiated in Shengji.

Do you want to be a part of it?

Of course I do...

Just me?

What about Congrui?

Her English is better than mine.

Why not choose her?

You're my senior,

and my girlfriend.

I have the right to choose the staff

for the task I introduced.

But it's not fair to her.

And I don't want to

defeat her in this way.

Are you sure?

100%.

I hope I can

get this opportunity

based on fair competition.

How about I teach you English?

Are you great?

Yes.

You went to medical school abroad.

Now the junior becomes your teacher.

It feels bad, doesn't it?

No.

You spare your time

to teach me.

I'm grateful

and would love that.

You know,

in big cities in China,

children begin to learn English in kindergarten.

That's why Congrui speaks better English than me.

I didn't know until college that

how important it is to speak fluent English

in the medical circle.

Then you'll be my fitness trainer

and take me to work out,

and I'll be your English teacher

to teach you English. Win win.

Deal?

My treat.

Congrui,

are you and Dr. Huang

receiving outpatients this afternoon?

Remember to talk to her

about getting you in the research team.

I heard Li Nianbai recommended

Du Di to Director Tian.

Liu and Du looked so happy together

at the canteen during lunch.

You should be careful.

They learn from the same mentor.

If they recommend Du Di,

I can do nothing about it.

Are you yielding to Du Di?

Then what can I do?

Anyway,

the result is not announced yet.

Maybe Director Tian

will make a fair decision.

I don't think so.

You should talk to Dr. Huang

about it

and see what she can do.

Dr. Huang,

you don't look well.

Have you not recovered?

Do you want to take a break?

Are you still receiving outpatients today?

I'm OK.

Let me get you a cushion.

Where did I knock you?

I don't need that.

I was hit by the children's toy

on the back today.

It just hurts a little.

But I'll be OK.

Are we still receiving outpatients today?

There are a few patients

we need to follow up.

After we're done here,

I still have work to do in the wards. I'm fine.

Ms. Huang, you work so hard.

Whenever I see you working so hard,

I feel ashamed of my previous days

when I muddled through.

You haven't called me Ms. Huang for a long time.

It sounds so nice when you say it.

When I became

your doctoral supervisor,

you often called me that.

I remember once

in a restaurant,

you kept calling me Ms. Huang.

The manager thought

I was some

big shot

and kept introducing

the fancy dishes.

In the end, all his effort went down the drain

and you just ordered

scrambled eggs with tomatoes

and fried pork with garlic shoots.

The manager was so angry.

I was so poor back then.

In the hospital,

I try not to call you Ms. Huang

in case not to give others the impression

that I'm specifically stressing

the tie between us.

Yes.

In the hospital, it's not as simple

as in the medical school.

Ms. Huang,

I heard

Liu Nianbai recommended Du Di

to join his project.

What should I do?

Who said that?

Liu Nianbai or Du Di?

It's just a rumor.

It's unfair to make a decision like that.

I will not

let such things happen.

If it's true,

I'll let you

in my project directly.

Thank you, Ms. Huang.

Don't worry.

After I deliver this baby,

I'll set up some projects.

Then I can ask Dr. Tian

to apply for more quotas

to the hospital administration.

For the last few months,

the department has been overburdened.

We all listen to the hospital.

Everyone is exhausted.

All right. Call them in.

No.1.

Why did you come to see me?

Is Miss Zhang Ying

alright?

Didn't she

go to you in the morning?

You know the answer.

We didn't talk much.

She left in anger.

I don't want to talk about this right now.

Give me the report.

The risk of Down's syndrome is almost eliminated.

I won't tell him.

He thought the child was unhealthy

and hasn't

contacted me.

But I won't tell him.

As a doctor,

I don't want you to give up

on a healthy baby.

He's so resilient.

But you have to remember

that he has

a very unreliable dad.

I hope you and the child

can be independent

and happy.

Shall I call the next?

Yeah.

No.7.

Thank you.

Dry your tears.

You've been crying here

for over two hours.

I can't let go of this child.

He's moving, you know?

I know.

I lost a child once.

I understand.

This child

isn't promised a happy life

with such a terrible dad.

Whether he divorces or not,

I will never forgive him.

After I lost that child,

I thought life was so hard for women.

When you want a child,

the man might not want the same way.

When you don't want a child,

the man will get you pregnant with lies.

If we didn't have wombs,

we could be independent.

But we do.

Sometimes, I felt like

we're like a tool.

But then I came through.

Whether we should give birth to children,

how we do it

and what to do with their future

is not totally the men's call.

Because we don't

have children for men.

You have to think clearly.

You have this child for yourself.

I need to think about

if I'm having this child

for myself

or not.

Let's talk about it.

I've read the report.

My child is fine.

I didn't tell Zhang Zilu.

After I talked to you

in the morning,

I went home

to get straight to divorce

with Zhang Zilu.

But when I got home...

Mom, what are you doing here?

Honey, I'm so sorry.

Mom, Mom, don't do this.

Mom, what he did

has nothing to do with you.

I thought

you were barren.

So I advised Zilu

to have a child with a younger woman.

It's all my fault!

Mom, please. Don't.

Zilu didn't want to cheat on you.

Mom,

how could you do this?

I know that woman's child

is a retard.

God is punishing me!

Please

don't consider abortion.

Don't divorce Zilu, please.

I beg you!

What a story, huh?

I'm not sure if Zhang Zilu

convinced his mom

to take the blame,

or just wanted to use your womb

to give birth to his baby.

But there's one thing I'm sure about.

They found out

that your baby was unhealthy,

so they tried to keep mine.

He...

He said he loved me.

Am...

Am I just a tool?

In fact, I used to be

filled with

anger and resentment as the wife.

I was even

prepared

to save the family.

But now,

I want to fight him to the end.

He's so despicable.

Are you willing to

work with me on a show?

What kind of show?

I'll propose a divorce to him.

You tell him

your child is fine

and continue to stay with him.

I can't do that.

Hold on.

Let me finish.

When we go through the procedure

of a divorce, we can

both dump him.

Then, aren't you afraid

that I'll marry him

after your divorce?

You advised me

to fight with him.

You're such a strong girl.

I don't think you would want to

to marry him

as a tool.

OK.

I'll do as you said.

Come on, let's drink.

Let's clink.

Come on, cheers.

Cheers! Thank you, guys.

Congratulations

to Liu Nianbai for joining Shengji for five months.

We have only one hour.

Let's enjoy the food and drink

and share some innermost thoughts.

Then we have to go back to work in the wards.

Wang Ying,

you're such a buzzkill.

Now my head

is filled with

the work I haven't done in the wards.

That means you're dedicated to

and responsible for your work.

Your turn, Nianbai.

Tell us what's on your mind.

Right now,

I feel

your love and affection for me.

Do you know what the two words

even mean?

Then since you all love me so much

and embrace me,

I decide to stay

in Obstetric and Gynecologic Department of Shengji Hospital.

Please keep showing your support.

You can stay because of your connections.

As for if you can do a good job,

that depends

on your strength.

As Liu Nianbai's instructor,

I have a right to say that

I think Liu Nianbai

is a capable doctor.

Senior, are you serious?

No.

Having a good foreigner tutor

perhaps is one part of his strength.

We have only one hour.

Be nice.

Wang Ying,

you're like a mom

taking care of these

young doctors.

A drink to you.

Yeah.

Senior nurses like me

are kind of afraid of new doctors.

Doctors nowadays

are unlike those from the past.

In the past,

no matter how harsh the words were,

they kept the hard feelings in mind

and tried harder to prove their capabilities.

But now,

they cry often.

A few days ago,

a new intern

had her first experience in the delivery room

and was sprayed all over

with amniotic fluid.

She cried.

And I told her,

"Dry your tears and finish the job.

Why are you crying?"

She said,

"I'm a princess at home."

Does she mean

she needs a crown to deliver a baby?

That's so mean.

I pitied the pregnant lady.

She was already worried that

her second baby would be unhealthy like the first one.

And a doctor was crying beside her.

So she cried too.

What's wrong with her firstborn?

No idea.

When he came to the delivery room

with his family,

I found

many scars on his face.

He bit his lips broken.

His ten fingers

also had bite marks.

I thought

maybe his family was abusive.

I asked what happened

to the child.

They said

he had always liked to bite his hands and lips.

The point is he bit until they're bleeding.

He can't feel pain.

To prevent the child from biting himself,

the parents tried

every possible way,

but to no avail.

Could it be a psychological problem?

The kid is probably 10 years old.

His intelligence

is obviously different from his peers.

He can't speak clearly.

I suggested they see a doctor.

They said they had tried

a dozen of hospitals.

Some suggested a mental problem.

Some said a lack of vitamins.

None of the treatments worked.

I went to see the chief of pediatric.

I'm going to

take the kid there tomorrow.

Did you check his uric acid?

What does uric acid have to do with it?

It could be

a genetic problem.

I suggest a uric acid test.

How sure are you about that?

Which patient is it?

I'll go talk to them.

Great job, young man.

If you can find out

the root cause

of their firstborn's illness,

I'll buy you lunch for a month.

Look, Miss Wang,

half a month will be fine.

I'll be happy with that.

You slick.

What a surprise, Junxiao.

The way you pour wine

is just like a wine taster

in a fancy restaurant.

I once worked in a Western-style restaurant

to earn my tuition.

This wine is really good.

If you like it,

drink as much as you can.

I bought a whole case of it.

You can't drink.

Neither can I.

So I can only ask the two students

to drink with us.

All right, guys.

Congratulations to Zhang Ying

who divorced

and protected her interest

and herself

when his dickhead husband tried

to transfer their assets.

OK, cheers!

Cheers! Cheers! Cheers!

It's good!

Zhang Ying,

great job slaying that man.

I start to feel afraid to let my wife

be friends with you.

What if she does

the same to me?

It's impossible.

You two are a model couple.

You'll never

fall into the situation I was in.

Are you boyfriend and girlfriend?

No.

Not... not yet.

That means

they can be, right?

I'll try my best.

Where's Sichen?

He's detained at school to do homework.

The teacher

will call me when he finishes it.

He fell out with his classmates again?

I have to go to the bathroom.

Enjoy your wine.