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[dramatic music]
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[wind whispering]
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I'm sick.
Too much shellfish.
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If my body doesn't do well
with the diet here,
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that'll make me pull out.
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Ugh.
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I don't know if I'm done yet.
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(Alan)
Weather is the hardest on you,
psychologically and physically.
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It's just relentless.
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You would just knock yourself
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in the head with a rock
to escape it.
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(Sam)
When the weather's like this,
you just get to the point
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where you just don't want
to be out here anymore.
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[sighs]
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(Mitch)
My gear is growing mold.
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I've been wet for so long--
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That's bad news.
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See the mold?
That's not good.
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(Lucas)
The wind's probably blowing,
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like, 40, 50 miles an hour
through the trees, at least.
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(Sam)
The temperature's dropping.
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The sky looks evil.
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'Tis some visitor entreating
entrance at my chamber door.
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(Brant)
This is gonna be a bitch.
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(Chris)
We have to film it,
and we're totally alone.
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(Dustin)
Nobody knows what it's like here
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except for the ten guys
out here doing it.
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Time to get shelter.
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(Dustin)
There's nobody here but me.
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(Lucas)
This is so hard
doing this alone.
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(Josh)
I'm scared to death right now.
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(man)
I feel like I'm starving.
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[wolf howls]
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[animal growling]
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(man)
Pretty sure I just saw a cougar.
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(man)
Oh, [bleep].
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(man)
The last man standing
wins $500,000.
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I don't want to go home.
I want to win.
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(man)
This is the chance
in a lifetime,
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but it's not worth dying over.
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¶ ¶
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Someone needs to stop Clearway Law.
Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.
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(Sam)
I have kind of a story
about last night.
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It's midnight,
and I'm kind of half awake,
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and I hear this rustle.
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And I look over,
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and there's a mouse just, like,
hanging out on my rain jacket.
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And it just, like,
ran away into the forest.
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And I was thinking,
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"Hmm, I've been out here
for a long time.
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I am not above eating mice
at the moment."
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[laughs]
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So I figure,
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there's a really good trap
that I know that is really
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good for rodents and such.
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I think I'm gonna set a few, see
if I can get some mice to eat,
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and--it'd be nice
to have some meat.
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I didn't know how hard it would
be, just not having enough food.
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I've never, ever
been so hungry in my life.
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What we're gonna do,
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is we're gonna
carve a Paiute deadfall trap.
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It's a trap that's used a lot
in the Southwest United States.
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It's really highly effective.
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Instant kill.
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Very humane as well.
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I figure I'm probably better
at trapping and hunting
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than I am at fishing,
anyhow, so...
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might as well put
this line to good use.
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Just tie it on here.
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Now we make the trigger.
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You want to carve
a nice little tiny piece,
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almost rectangle-shaped,
a little tab,
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and it's got to be real nice
and flat on both ends.
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That's what we tie
our string to.
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Now we can really see
this trap coming to life.
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This rests right here,
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stone goes right there,
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and the stick pulls around,
trigger goes like so.
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Perfect, actually.
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Now we've got our trigger stick.
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All the pieces...
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made just right might
get us some food tonight.
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[sticks clacking]
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I take life very seriously,
and my family very seriously.
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I take Mother Nature
very seriously.
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But I don't take
myself very seriously.
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Mentally, I'm pretty tough.
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As far as my mind-set goes,
I kind of view success
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as stumbling
from failure to failure
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without a loss in enthusiasm.
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I would be so dead right now
if I was an animal.
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Bad things can happen to you,
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but don't let your mind-set
dwell on that.
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Try to stay focused
on the good things.
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Try to kind of ration
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the good things
that happen to me, and--
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Aha.
[laughs]
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Got it.
One trap.
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Bunch more to go
if I want a decent trapline.
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I rarely ever lose enthusiasm
over something.
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It takes a lot
of breaking me down for me to--
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before I actually break,
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and before I actually
admit defeat on things.
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I can fail and fail and fail
over again,
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and just keep on going
and keep on trying my best.
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Ha-ha, this is perfect.
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This is a perfect setup.
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Very, very sensitive trigger.
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Can't even see them on camera.
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I've got all these bloody spots
in my hands,
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all these little nicks
everywhere.
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But hopefully,
it results in food tomorrow.
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But we'll keep going, you know,
we'll keep pushing through.
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Keep pushing.
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[dramatic music]
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¶ ¶
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(Lucas)
Today is all about fishing,
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nothing else.
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The weather's nice.
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I'm gonna go down there
and throw some lines in.
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Probably use the floats
that I found yesterday,
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and create some, like, trotline.
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Found a float.
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You just never
know what's gonna wash up.
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More things that potentially
could yield food.
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There has to be
some fish out there.
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What I'm aiming to do
is make a trotline,
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which is basically a line
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that runs along the surface
with floats,
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and then hanging off it,
down into the water,
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are lines with more hooks on it.
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And so that way
you have six hooks
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or more fishing for you while
you're not actually present.
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I need to find sustainable ways
to bring in calories,
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and so far, I haven't.
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If this starts
to pull in food for me,
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this'll mean huge rewards.
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This'll be a big deal.
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Okay.
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I do feel
like I have a place here.
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That doesn't necessarily mean
that I feel experienced here
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or knowledgeable.
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I don't know all the secrets
to the land,
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and how to obtain food.
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So I'm trying to listen.
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I think the land will teach you.
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I have to learn the secrets
of this area
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to make it work for me.
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And between each one of these,
I'll put one or two lines.
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I've got some snails
that I gathered for bait
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and a few other things,
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and just let them sit out there
and see what happens.
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[dramatic music]
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¶ ¶
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(Sam)
So first things first,
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today we're gonna check
the traps just here around camp.
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Field mouse traps.
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Trap number one, not triggered.
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Trap number two, triggered.
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Nothing.
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But the bait
wasn't taken, so that's good.
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Looking around the other traps,
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not triggered,
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but the bait was taken,
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then also not triggered
but the bait was taken.
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Hope for better luck tomorrow.
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There's no way to explain
how tough this is.
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You're just hungry all the time,
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all day you're just hungry.
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You just want
a little something.
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[rocks clatter]
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I've spent my entire adult life
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living off of pizza
and pizza rolls,
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a healthy balance
of those two foods.
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Being out here with no food
is really hurting me bad, bad.
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[rocks clatter]
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Ow.
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Golly, that hurts.
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Knuckle buster.
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Man, this is all really
just so draining.
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It wears you out so much.
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[rain pattering]
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[grunts, rock thuds]
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[stick cracks, rain pattering]
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[rain pattering]
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[boots squelching]
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[fabric rustles]
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[rubber squeaks]
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[dramatic music]
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¶ ¶
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(Alan)
The local people we talked to,
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when we told them
what we were gonna do,
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they actually
laughed out loud at us.
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They were like,
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"Oh, you picked the wrong time
of year," you know?
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And we did, in a sense,
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because in the forest,
there's not a whole lot for you.
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There's no berries,
there's not the animal movements
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that you normally have,
all the plants and stuff.
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It's not like it's gonna
be in the spring.
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So it pushes you
out to the seashore.
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That's kind of
where the resources are at.
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Oh, let's see.
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Man, I got some holes
in this net
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that are gonna have to be fixed,
that's for sure.
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Nothing.
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Not even a single solitary crab.
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So the shoreline,
a bit of a strikeout today.
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Nothing in the gill net.
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So I have a couple of plastic
bottles just found on the beach,
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washed up, and I'm gonna
build some fish traps.
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So I take the cap off,
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take your knife,
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and select a space.
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Since this bottle has ridges,
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I use those to lock the cap
en I turn it back in.
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There's one, two, three,
four ridges, so I go two in,
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and then put the tip
of my knife there gently,
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and then just cut
all the way around that.
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Try to keep it straight.
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[plastic, metal scraping]
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Just like that.
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[plastic, metal scraping]
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And then,
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once you get the top off...
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[plastic crinkling]
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You just spin it around
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and force it
back into the opening.
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[plastic crinkling]
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Kind of like that.
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[plastic crinkling]
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Then those ridges
that are in this bottle
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will actually help
lock that in, I think.
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See?
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So now the fish
goes in through the neck,
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and gets confused
as how to get back out.
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I've heard of people catching
prawns in similar traps.
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So I'm not looking for big fish,
obviously.
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Basically,
this is a bait catcher.
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This is gonna catch me bait.
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Tide's coming in,
so I'm gonna go ahead
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and put these things out
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in this tidal pool area.
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Try to lock them down
with rocks and see what happens.
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Kind of make an artificial cave,
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a place where a
fish would feel safe.
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Think I'm gonna do these
other two in this tidal pool.
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[rock smacks]
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Very slippy.
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They got some kind
of green slime growing here
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that's like Teflon.
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[groans]
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I think I'm gonna
do one facing one way
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and one facing the other.
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Push comes to shove,
256
00:12:36,045 --> 00:12:38,605
whatever gets caught
in these little traps
257
00:12:38,673 --> 00:12:41,001
can also be food.
258
00:12:48,488 --> 00:12:51,148
Yeah.
259
00:12:51,217 --> 00:12:52,812
I think that'll work.
260
00:12:52,880 --> 00:12:55,141
[mud squishing]
261
00:12:55,143 --> 00:12:58,135
[dramatic music]
262
00:12:58,202 --> 00:13:05,388
¶ ¶
263
00:13:05,390 --> 00:13:07,916
(Mitch)
My main issue right now
264
00:13:07,984 --> 00:13:09,746
is a stable food source,
265
00:13:09,814 --> 00:13:13,040
'cause if you can't
find food security,
266
00:13:13,109 --> 00:13:15,902
then you're done.
267
00:13:15,904 --> 00:13:19,494
On my way
to go check my gill net.
268
00:13:19,497 --> 00:13:21,756
I hope I got a fish in it.
269
00:13:21,759 --> 00:13:26,881
That'd be a great start
of a day right there.
270
00:13:26,949 --> 00:13:28,278
I don't know.
271
00:13:28,280 --> 00:13:31,605
Might just be a piece
of seaweed hanging.
272
00:13:31,673 --> 00:13:34,933
I'll check it out.
273
00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:36,929
You know,
I'm not messing around.
274
00:13:36,997 --> 00:13:38,127
I want food.
275
00:13:38,194 --> 00:13:39,458
I want to eat.
276
00:13:39,526 --> 00:13:41,586
It's just all about food.
277
00:13:41,588 --> 00:13:42,983
Food, every day.
278
00:13:43,052 --> 00:13:47,641
If I can't find food,
I have to leave.
279
00:13:47,710 --> 00:13:48,840
I don't want that to happen.
280
00:13:48,907 --> 00:13:51,035
I've got a fish in my net.
281
00:13:51,037 --> 00:13:52,732
It's a good size fish,
282
00:13:52,799 --> 00:13:54,894
but I don't know
if I want to eat this guy.
283
00:13:54,897 --> 00:13:56,225
It might be old.
284
00:13:56,294 --> 00:14:00,351
But it's also been freezing out,
so he might be okay.
285
00:14:00,419 --> 00:14:02,613
We'll check him out.
286
00:14:02,616 --> 00:14:04,809
[sighs]
This thing reeks.
287
00:14:04,877 --> 00:14:06,006
I haven't even cut it open.
288
00:14:06,074 --> 00:14:08,468
Its eyes are kind
of looking weird.
289
00:14:08,470 --> 00:14:11,496
Its skin is just,
like, wearing away.
290
00:14:11,565 --> 00:14:12,994
Look at that.
Yep.
291
00:14:12,996 --> 00:14:15,522
The meat's rotten.
292
00:14:15,590 --> 00:14:18,582
That's a bummer, man.
293
00:14:18,585 --> 00:14:21,112
That's--that's awful.
294
00:14:21,180 --> 00:14:23,507
That's awful,
that sucks because
295
00:14:23,575 --> 00:14:26,135
I missed out
on an incredible meal,
296
00:14:26,203 --> 00:14:30,227
and this fish was killed
297
00:14:30,295 --> 00:14:33,688
and I didn't, you know,
get to harvest it
298
00:14:33,756 --> 00:14:38,412
and honor it properly
and eat it and enjoy it.
299
00:14:38,480 --> 00:14:41,074
I just--
I don't know.
300
00:14:41,142 --> 00:14:42,803
I'm just very troubled today
301
00:14:42,806 --> 00:14:47,595
because of all these things
going on in my mind.
302
00:14:47,663 --> 00:14:49,391
This would be
a different situation
303
00:14:49,459 --> 00:14:52,652
if I had four salmon right now.
304
00:14:56,846 --> 00:15:02,633
I just don't want
to be here anymore.
305
00:15:02,635 --> 00:15:05,627
[dramatic music]
306
00:15:05,695 --> 00:15:12,314
¶ ¶
307
00:15:12,382 --> 00:15:13,911
(Lucas)
I dropped a trotline
308
00:15:13,980 --> 00:15:16,273
with about five or six lines
coming off it
309
00:15:16,342 --> 00:15:18,735
that are fishing
for me right now,
310
00:15:18,738 --> 00:15:20,265
so I'm gonna set up my boat
311
00:15:20,334 --> 00:15:22,661
and go cruise around that rocky
point and see what's going on.
312
00:15:22,729 --> 00:15:24,158
Time is of the essence.
313
00:15:24,227 --> 00:15:26,454
The currents
are shifting as we speak,
314
00:15:26,457 --> 00:15:29,649
and if I get caught out in them,
it's dangerous.
315
00:15:29,651 --> 00:15:31,644
Just get them working.
316
00:15:31,712 --> 00:15:34,373
It's all about having
food production out here.
317
00:15:34,440 --> 00:15:36,602
And if I don't work,
then it's not happening.
318
00:15:37,769 --> 00:15:40,295
[plastic scraping]
319
00:15:40,364 --> 00:15:42,923
[water lapping]
320
00:15:42,990 --> 00:15:44,653
Let's go for a ride.
321
00:15:47,916 --> 00:15:49,644
[rubber squeaking]
Oh, yeah.
322
00:15:51,875 --> 00:15:54,634
[water running]
Boy, that's different.
323
00:15:54,702 --> 00:15:59,126
[water running]
324
00:15:59,194 --> 00:16:01,721
I'm making a beeline
towards my--
325
00:16:01,724 --> 00:16:04,915
towards my fishing lines.
326
00:16:04,983 --> 00:16:07,178
[water lapping]
327
00:16:11,438 --> 00:16:14,331
How's it going, buoys?
328
00:16:17,060 --> 00:16:18,888
No hits or nothing.
329
00:16:18,891 --> 00:16:21,052
There's not even snags
or not even a bite.
330
00:16:23,149 --> 00:16:25,676
It's one thing
when you don't get a fish
331
00:16:25,679 --> 00:16:28,271
when you're fishing for fun,
332
00:16:28,338 --> 00:16:30,400
and it's another thing
when you don't get a fish
333
00:16:30,468 --> 00:16:33,660
when you don't have
much for food.
334
00:16:33,663 --> 00:16:35,125
It's kind of--
335
00:16:35,193 --> 00:16:36,789
it's kind of a downer.
336
00:16:36,856 --> 00:16:41,712
And as much as I'd like to say
that, like, I'm always strong
337
00:16:41,780 --> 00:16:46,270
or always optimistic,
the reality is that I'm not.
338
00:16:46,338 --> 00:16:49,231
Putting all those lines
in the water
339
00:16:49,233 --> 00:16:51,227
and not even having,
like, a little bite,
340
00:16:51,295 --> 00:16:54,289
just took my confidence level
and just--
341
00:16:54,356 --> 00:16:55,320
[blows raspberry]
342
00:16:57,086 --> 00:16:58,481
[sighs]
343
00:17:02,142 --> 00:17:03,737
[inhales sharply]
344
00:17:03,805 --> 00:17:05,068
Ugh.
345
00:17:08,796 --> 00:17:11,323
[groans]
346
00:17:14,385 --> 00:17:17,178
[exhales]
347
00:17:17,246 --> 00:17:18,476
[hat thuds]
348
00:17:18,544 --> 00:17:19,974
[groans]
349
00:17:24,167 --> 00:17:28,091
[bird calling]
350
00:17:28,093 --> 00:17:30,054
[sighs]
351
00:17:30,122 --> 00:17:32,615
It's just so hard
doing this alone.
352
00:17:32,617 --> 00:17:34,012
[sighs]
353
00:17:34,081 --> 00:17:35,677
[bird calls]
354
00:17:35,679 --> 00:17:39,336
This would be
so much better with a friend.
355
00:17:45,026 --> 00:17:46,689
[inhales]
356
00:17:46,756 --> 00:17:49,084
[groans]
357
00:17:49,153 --> 00:17:50,316
[bird calls]
358
00:17:50,318 --> 00:17:51,913
[sighs]
359
00:17:53,178 --> 00:17:56,604
And nobody knows
when we're gonna be done.
360
00:17:59,167 --> 00:18:02,160
[leaves rustle]
361
00:18:02,228 --> 00:18:04,788
I don't want to spend [bleep]--
362
00:18:04,857 --> 00:18:05,852
[twig clacks]
363
00:18:05,921 --> 00:18:06,817
Christmas out here.
364
00:18:06,886 --> 00:18:08,115
[twig thuds]
365
00:18:08,182 --> 00:18:09,879
I want to spend it
with the people I care about.
366
00:18:09,946 --> 00:18:13,472
[twig snaps, thuds]
367
00:18:13,475 --> 00:18:15,701
Or even [bleep] Thanksgiving.
368
00:18:15,769 --> 00:18:20,391
[leaves rustle]
369
00:18:20,394 --> 00:18:23,919
Eating seaweed [bleep]
stewed up.
370
00:18:26,649 --> 00:18:29,574
[sobs]
371
00:18:29,642 --> 00:18:30,972
[inhales]
372
00:18:32,238 --> 00:18:34,698
There's just no end in sight.
373
00:18:34,766 --> 00:18:35,796
[inhales]
374
00:18:35,865 --> 00:18:37,626
[exhales]
375
00:18:37,695 --> 00:18:41,351
I just feel so alone.
376
00:18:41,420 --> 00:18:44,213
[cries]
377
00:18:44,215 --> 00:18:45,146
[inhales sharply]
378
00:18:52,733 --> 00:18:55,725
[dramatic music]
379
00:18:55,793 --> 00:19:03,643
¶ ¶
380
00:19:10,699 --> 00:19:14,423
[wind rustling]
381
00:19:14,492 --> 00:19:16,419
I think now's the time.
382
00:19:16,488 --> 00:19:22,408
The tide has went out enough
that I can check my fish traps.
383
00:19:22,477 --> 00:19:26,134
I mean, ideally,
you want to set a lot of traps,
384
00:19:26,136 --> 00:19:28,795
but I didn't make that many.
385
00:19:28,798 --> 00:19:30,759
I just made
three different.
386
00:19:30,827 --> 00:19:32,223
And if it doesn't hit,
387
00:19:32,291 --> 00:19:34,352
I'll just make more of them
and change uthe location.
388
00:19:34,420 --> 00:19:37,712
It's just a process.
So this is step one.
389
00:19:37,780 --> 00:19:41,506
Check the fish traps
and see how they did.
390
00:19:45,466 --> 00:19:50,156
Let's see what we have
in the first one.
391
00:19:50,223 --> 00:19:51,420
[rocks clack]
392
00:19:51,488 --> 00:19:54,348
Kind of cloudy water there.
393
00:19:54,417 --> 00:19:57,408
Pour some of that out.
394
00:19:57,410 --> 00:19:59,937
I'd say--
395
00:20:00,005 --> 00:20:01,468
I'd say that's a success.
396
00:20:03,599 --> 00:20:06,989
Into the pot they go,
397
00:20:06,992 --> 00:20:08,453
and there we have it.
398
00:20:08,456 --> 00:20:10,150
So now I'm gonna
take this piece of trash
399
00:20:10,218 --> 00:20:13,877
that just fed me
and put it right back,
400
00:20:13,945 --> 00:20:16,007
so it can feed me again.
401
00:20:16,075 --> 00:20:19,100
And here's another
piece of trash.
402
00:20:19,168 --> 00:20:22,028
Oh, look at that.
403
00:20:22,030 --> 00:20:26,387
Look at that,
ladies and gentlemen.
404
00:20:26,455 --> 00:20:28,416
Yet another success story.
405
00:20:28,419 --> 00:20:32,408
The repurposing of trash
406
00:20:32,411 --> 00:20:33,473
for sustenance.
407
00:20:33,475 --> 00:20:35,935
Into the pot they go.
408
00:20:36,004 --> 00:20:38,664
That is starting to look
like breakfast,
409
00:20:38,667 --> 00:20:39,862
brunch, what have you.
410
00:20:39,930 --> 00:20:42,057
We still have a couple more.
411
00:20:44,322 --> 00:20:46,249
Oh, another success story.
412
00:20:46,251 --> 00:20:49,177
Into the pot they go.
413
00:20:49,180 --> 00:20:50,641
Now that's fish soup,
right there.
414
00:20:50,644 --> 00:20:52,337
One went back to freedom.
415
00:20:52,405 --> 00:20:53,668
That's fine.
That's okay.
416
00:20:53,736 --> 00:20:55,232
Now, that's survival, people.
417
00:20:55,300 --> 00:20:57,162
That's payoff right there.
418
00:20:57,165 --> 00:21:00,589
That's payday.
419
00:21:00,657 --> 00:21:03,483
That's life.
420
00:21:03,551 --> 00:21:05,878
That's life-giving
nutrients right there.
421
00:21:05,947 --> 00:21:07,675
Vitamins and minerals.
422
00:21:07,744 --> 00:21:10,603
Eyes, bones, I'm getting it all.
423
00:21:10,606 --> 00:21:12,666
I'm getting it all.
424
00:21:12,734 --> 00:21:15,660
[dramatic music]
425
00:21:15,662 --> 00:21:23,247
¶ ¶
426
00:21:23,314 --> 00:21:24,577
We have a saying
where I come from,
427
00:21:24,645 --> 00:21:27,204
"You got to make hay
while the sun shines."
428
00:21:27,273 --> 00:21:28,635
So I'm getting it right now,
429
00:21:28,703 --> 00:21:32,562
and this is the time to act
and make a run for some food.
430
00:21:32,630 --> 00:21:34,691
I need to make
that happen for myself,
431
00:21:34,693 --> 00:21:37,087
'cause I am not done yet.
432
00:21:37,155 --> 00:21:40,413
Hungry for fishies.
433
00:21:40,415 --> 00:21:42,543
[plastic squeaks]
434
00:21:42,611 --> 00:21:43,874
Time is of the essence.
435
00:21:43,876 --> 00:21:47,732
Every day without fish
or protein from the sea
436
00:21:47,735 --> 00:21:53,190
is a day that
I can't stay out here as long.
437
00:21:53,257 --> 00:21:56,882
So I'm paddling
right towards my trotline,
438
00:21:56,951 --> 00:22:02,571
and I want that thing to be full
of juicy, juicy, juicy fish.
439
00:22:02,639 --> 00:22:03,969
[water lapping]
440
00:22:04,037 --> 00:22:07,629
I only see one
buoy system right now...
441
00:22:07,697 --> 00:22:09,291
[water lapping]
442
00:22:09,360 --> 00:22:10,755
Which means...
443
00:22:10,758 --> 00:22:11,887
[water lapping]
444
00:22:11,955 --> 00:22:12,951
The other one...
445
00:22:13,020 --> 00:22:15,880
[water lapping]
446
00:22:15,948 --> 00:22:17,277
Disappeared?
447
00:22:17,279 --> 00:22:19,372
[water lapping]
448
00:22:19,441 --> 00:22:22,734
So something's
happened to my lines,
449
00:22:22,802 --> 00:22:27,125
because there's only one man
standing over here.
450
00:22:28,258 --> 00:22:29,620
[water running]
451
00:22:29,688 --> 00:22:32,781
Oh, there's seaweed on it.
452
00:22:32,848 --> 00:22:34,545
Oh, what a mess.
453
00:22:43,429 --> 00:22:44,425
[water plops]
454
00:22:44,428 --> 00:22:47,753
Whoa.
[laughs gleefully]
455
00:22:47,821 --> 00:22:48,784
I got a fish.
456
00:22:48,853 --> 00:22:51,213
[exclaims]
457
00:22:51,282 --> 00:22:55,604
I got a fish.
[laughs]
458
00:22:55,607 --> 00:22:58,000
Awesome.
459
00:22:58,002 --> 00:23:00,795
I'm gonna get breakfast, buddy.
460
00:23:00,863 --> 00:23:03,722
That was the coolest surprise
in the world.
461
00:23:03,791 --> 00:23:07,648
And I didn't even
catch him by his mouth.
462
00:23:07,717 --> 00:23:09,711
I caught him by his gill.
463
00:23:12,641 --> 00:23:14,601
I'm feeling like those lines
out there are actually
464
00:23:14,669 --> 00:23:17,130
gonna do some good,
465
00:23:17,198 --> 00:23:21,156
and I'm gonna put another one
out tomorrow.
466
00:23:21,158 --> 00:23:24,882
The fact that I got one fish
just made my day.
467
00:23:24,885 --> 00:23:27,943
[sizzling]
468
00:23:28,012 --> 00:23:32,003
I didn't really debone it,
I'm just gonna eat it as is.
469
00:23:32,070 --> 00:23:34,731
Too hungry,
too much work.
470
00:23:34,799 --> 00:23:37,325
[fish sizzles]
471
00:23:37,393 --> 00:23:39,188
Oh man, I've been missing this.
472
00:23:39,256 --> 00:23:40,652
[sizzling]
473
00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:42,982
It's easy
to be grateful for things here,
474
00:23:43,050 --> 00:23:44,845
'cause things are scarce.
475
00:23:44,848 --> 00:23:46,109
But once I go back,
476
00:23:46,177 --> 00:23:51,965
I really hope
I hang on to my gratitude.
477
00:23:52,032 --> 00:23:53,762
Mm, that's good.
478
00:23:53,829 --> 00:23:55,358
I think some part of me
479
00:23:55,360 --> 00:23:59,217
will always remember
this moment.
480
00:23:59,219 --> 00:24:01,214
You can't really forget
stuff like this very easy.
481
00:24:05,208 --> 00:24:08,466
That's perfect.
482
00:24:08,535 --> 00:24:11,460
[dramatic music]
483
00:24:11,463 --> 00:24:18,115
¶ ¶
484
00:24:18,184 --> 00:24:21,708
[water running]
485
00:24:21,776 --> 00:24:24,636
[water running]
486
00:24:24,638 --> 00:24:26,832
(Mitch)
I can't believe
this is happening.
487
00:24:26,900 --> 00:24:29,627
This is a very big deal.
488
00:24:29,695 --> 00:24:32,088
[water running]
[exhales]
489
00:24:32,090 --> 00:24:35,648
My net is gone.
490
00:24:35,716 --> 00:24:39,408
I don't know
if it was taken by the tide,
491
00:24:39,411 --> 00:24:41,338
or if it was taken by an animal.
492
00:24:41,406 --> 00:24:42,603
I can't believe this happened.
493
00:24:42,605 --> 00:24:44,664
I was worried about
the current taking it yesterday,
494
00:24:44,733 --> 00:24:48,823
that's why I put
those rock piles yesterday.
495
00:24:48,892 --> 00:24:49,788
[exhales sharply]
496
00:24:49,857 --> 00:24:51,385
Oh, my god.
497
00:24:51,388 --> 00:24:54,579
It has floats and weights,
so if the current
498
00:24:54,581 --> 00:24:57,507
plus the high tide was
enough to lift it high enough,
499
00:24:57,576 --> 00:24:59,237
it could have lifted the stakes.
500
00:24:59,239 --> 00:25:02,032
Then it would have just
floated right out.
501
00:25:02,034 --> 00:25:05,491
My net could be
anywhere right now.
502
00:25:05,493 --> 00:25:08,420
[water running]
503
00:25:08,488 --> 00:25:12,645
This is very bad.
504
00:25:12,713 --> 00:25:14,508
That cut me off
from my food source.
505
00:25:14,577 --> 00:25:16,504
I mean, it's that simple.
506
00:25:16,572 --> 00:25:18,400
I'm gonna walk
around a little bit,
507
00:25:18,403 --> 00:25:21,162
pray it got hung up
on rocks or something.
508
00:25:21,230 --> 00:25:23,325
[water running]
509
00:25:23,393 --> 00:25:27,051
It's, like,
my main food source right now,
510
00:25:27,119 --> 00:25:29,379
and I'm really behind
on calories.
511
00:25:29,448 --> 00:25:30,444
Oh, my god.
512
00:25:30,512 --> 00:25:31,908
This is so bad.
513
00:25:35,304 --> 00:25:38,562
A net is massively powerful
in this environment.
514
00:25:38,631 --> 00:25:41,690
Able to catch multiple fish
and crabs
515
00:25:41,759 --> 00:25:43,021
and do it all by itself.
516
00:25:43,023 --> 00:25:44,285
You just set it up
and walk away.
517
00:25:44,353 --> 00:25:46,980
You come back
and there's food.
518
00:25:47,049 --> 00:25:49,408
And that's gone.
519
00:25:49,410 --> 00:25:51,238
It's incredibly crushing.
520
00:25:51,306 --> 00:25:54,000
If I can't produce any fish
521
00:25:54,068 --> 00:25:55,664
I'm done.
522
00:25:55,666 --> 00:25:58,593
¶ ¶
523
00:26:02,486 --> 00:26:05,379
[dramatic music]
524
00:26:05,447 --> 00:26:13,330
¶ ¶
525
00:26:20,985 --> 00:26:22,779
[bird calls]
526
00:26:22,847 --> 00:26:24,543
(Alan)
The fish traps were a hit.
527
00:26:24,611 --> 00:26:25,839
[water running]
528
00:26:25,908 --> 00:26:29,699
The little bottles
packed full of stuff.
529
00:26:29,767 --> 00:26:32,129
I've been thinking,
since the fish traps
530
00:26:32,131 --> 00:26:34,490
on a small scale
are so successful,
531
00:26:34,558 --> 00:26:37,551
I think I'm gonna try
to go for a bigger one.
532
00:26:37,619 --> 00:26:39,947
¶ ¶
533
00:26:40,014 --> 00:26:41,644
One thing that I'm really
getting from this
534
00:26:41,712 --> 00:26:43,374
is the psychology of survival.
535
00:26:43,442 --> 00:26:45,569
It's amazing what you can do.
536
00:26:45,571 --> 00:26:47,698
Things that you didn't
think that you could do
537
00:26:47,701 --> 00:26:51,558
or things
that you actually can endure
538
00:26:51,627 --> 00:26:55,150
that in our air-conditioned,
climate-controlled,
539
00:26:55,153 --> 00:26:59,675
swipe-the-card lives,
we really don't have to.
540
00:26:59,678 --> 00:27:01,506
And I think that's
detrimental to a human.
541
00:27:01,574 --> 00:27:03,602
I think we're designed
and capable
542
00:27:03,670 --> 00:27:06,729
to do way more than what we do.
543
00:27:06,731 --> 00:27:10,056
And the only way
to really discover that
544
00:27:10,058 --> 00:27:13,183
is to get out there and do it.
545
00:27:13,252 --> 00:27:17,242
The wilderness is
a good place to start that.
546
00:27:17,244 --> 00:27:18,706
[branches scrape]
547
00:27:18,775 --> 00:27:22,898
A whole lot of work for a fish.
548
00:27:22,967 --> 00:27:25,827
This is probably my seventh trip
549
00:27:25,895 --> 00:27:29,053
of carrying materials
for that fish basket,
550
00:27:29,121 --> 00:27:32,147
and we're nowhere near done.
551
00:27:32,150 --> 00:27:33,578
[branches rustle]
552
00:27:33,646 --> 00:27:37,704
So the next time you order fish
553
00:27:37,772 --> 00:27:39,200
at your local restaurant,
554
00:27:39,202 --> 00:27:41,530
remember this lesson.
555
00:27:41,598 --> 00:27:43,293
[branches snap]
556
00:27:43,361 --> 00:27:46,920
So I'm gonna go ahead
and start on the fish trap.
557
00:27:46,989 --> 00:27:51,111
I think some hoops
are in order, first thing.
558
00:27:51,180 --> 00:27:53,774
See, that bends up pretty nice.
559
00:27:57,835 --> 00:27:59,928
I need to try to envision that.
560
00:27:59,997 --> 00:28:01,358
Okay, here's my hoop.
561
00:28:01,427 --> 00:28:04,420
Got my sticks.
562
00:28:04,488 --> 00:28:07,780
[leaves rustle]
563
00:28:07,848 --> 00:28:09,876
Fish comes in,
there's a cone here,
564
00:28:09,944 --> 00:28:12,404
dropping down
to a small opening.
565
00:28:12,472 --> 00:28:15,765
The fish goes in,
566
00:28:15,833 --> 00:28:18,062
then he's got dead space here,
and he can't get out.
567
00:28:18,129 --> 00:28:19,524
But we'll see.
568
00:28:19,527 --> 00:28:21,622
Who knows what'll
show up in this thing?
569
00:28:23,918 --> 00:28:26,978
This is largely
experimental for me.
570
00:28:27,045 --> 00:28:32,234
I have not done one
just like this type.
571
00:28:32,303 --> 00:28:35,227
[peaceful music]
572
00:28:35,230 --> 00:28:38,655
¶ ¶
573
00:28:38,724 --> 00:28:39,620
So I got my hoop.
574
00:28:39,689 --> 00:28:41,883
I'm gonna run long pieces down,
575
00:28:41,951 --> 00:28:43,746
and they're gonna
join crisscrossed together
576
00:28:43,748 --> 00:28:46,273
like the top of a teepee.
577
00:28:46,276 --> 00:28:48,370
I just made the smaller loop,
578
00:28:48,438 --> 00:28:50,333
and I'm thinking about
579
00:28:50,401 --> 00:28:52,462
maybe putting it
in here somewhere.
580
00:28:52,531 --> 00:28:54,659
All these other pieces
will tie to it.
581
00:28:54,727 --> 00:28:58,118
That will give it some structure
between this hoop and that hoop.
582
00:28:58,186 --> 00:29:00,214
And then tie the ends together,
583
00:29:00,282 --> 00:29:02,876
just interlocked,
just lash them together.
584
00:29:02,944 --> 00:29:05,970
And then for filler, come in
with some smaller branches
585
00:29:05,973 --> 00:29:08,898
and weave over and under
and over and under
586
00:29:08,966 --> 00:29:10,362
with the sides,
that's what I'll do,
587
00:29:10,364 --> 00:29:11,626
just like that,
588
00:29:11,694 --> 00:29:13,422
with sticks and vines,
589
00:29:13,425 --> 00:29:15,685
where it'll actually
contain fish or whatever.
590
00:29:15,688 --> 00:29:23,404
¶ ¶
591
00:29:23,472 --> 00:29:26,698
You know, first couple of weeks
after I got here,
592
00:29:26,766 --> 00:29:29,925
it was all I could do to just,
you know,
593
00:29:29,993 --> 00:29:35,581
just focus on the basics
and constantly reassess.
594
00:29:35,649 --> 00:29:37,111
And now I just,
595
00:29:37,114 --> 00:29:39,641
I feel like I've come to a place
where it's just life, you know.
596
00:29:39,709 --> 00:29:41,370
I'm just doing it.
597
00:29:41,438 --> 00:29:44,430
Just doing what I have to do
to live out here.
598
00:29:44,432 --> 00:29:46,959
[insects chirping]
599
00:29:46,961 --> 00:29:49,622
Definitely turning
more spiritual.
600
00:29:49,690 --> 00:29:52,415
My focus is not
so much on the water
601
00:29:52,417 --> 00:29:54,013
and the shelter and the fire
and the food,
602
00:29:54,014 --> 00:29:56,508
'cause I know
I have those things.
603
00:29:56,576 --> 00:30:02,230
You know, it's becoming
more inward-looking.
604
00:30:02,299 --> 00:30:04,492
[insects chirping]
605
00:30:04,561 --> 00:30:08,385
And it's pretty powerful,
606
00:30:08,387 --> 00:30:12,179
pretty deep, and it's hard
to put into words too.
607
00:30:12,246 --> 00:30:15,705
[branches and leaves rustling]
608
00:30:15,772 --> 00:30:17,901
Whenever my journey ends--
609
00:30:17,968 --> 00:30:21,394
and I don't even know
when that's gonna be.
610
00:30:21,463 --> 00:30:25,486
I've done, you know,
611
00:30:25,554 --> 00:30:29,945
what I came here to do,
as far as--you know,
612
00:30:29,947 --> 00:30:32,374
there's no doubt in my mind
I can survive here.
613
00:30:33,940 --> 00:30:36,732
There'll be a winner, you know,
614
00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:38,129
somebody who stays the longest,
615
00:30:38,197 --> 00:30:39,527
but I don't feel like
I'm competing
616
00:30:39,595 --> 00:30:40,725
against the other guys.
617
00:30:40,792 --> 00:30:44,683
I think we're all competing
against ourself.
618
00:30:44,751 --> 00:30:50,672
Winning is defined differently
for each of us out here.
619
00:30:50,739 --> 00:30:53,501
I think that victory, for me,
620
00:30:53,569 --> 00:30:57,957
would be leaving here
at peace with myself.
621
00:30:58,026 --> 00:31:01,352
And I don't know
what that is yet.
622
00:31:01,354 --> 00:31:03,082
There have been some awakenings
623
00:31:03,084 --> 00:31:05,810
and spiritual things
that have happened.
624
00:31:05,878 --> 00:31:07,607
[wood rattling]
625
00:31:07,675 --> 00:31:09,736
Sometimes you don't always
like what you see.
626
00:31:09,804 --> 00:31:12,264
Sometimes you become aware
that maybe you need to change
627
00:31:12,266 --> 00:31:15,159
some things.
628
00:31:15,227 --> 00:31:22,112
¶ ¶
629
00:31:22,114 --> 00:31:23,676
Like every other
person out there
630
00:31:23,744 --> 00:31:27,502
that's honest with themselves,
I have my regrets.
631
00:31:27,570 --> 00:31:29,033
I've made my mistakes,
632
00:31:29,102 --> 00:31:30,464
[wood clacks]
633
00:31:30,532 --> 00:31:33,358
and some of them
are very painful,
634
00:31:33,426 --> 00:31:34,889
very hard to look at,
635
00:31:34,956 --> 00:31:38,049
very hard to relive.
636
00:31:38,118 --> 00:31:40,612
But when you've come out here
in the wild, you have no choice.
637
00:31:40,679 --> 00:31:42,573
They will come bubbling up
to the surface.
638
00:31:42,641 --> 00:31:44,403
There's no suppressing them.
639
00:31:44,472 --> 00:31:48,463
They will come to the fore,
and you have to meet them.
640
00:31:48,465 --> 00:31:50,959
You have to own them.
641
00:31:51,026 --> 00:31:56,681
¶ ¶
642
00:31:56,748 --> 00:31:58,777
My relationship with my son
643
00:31:58,845 --> 00:32:01,905
is one of my things
I wish I could better,
644
00:32:01,973 --> 00:32:04,033
and time's not over with.
645
00:32:04,101 --> 00:32:05,995
God's still merciful.
646
00:32:06,064 --> 00:32:07,227
Things might change.
647
00:32:07,229 --> 00:32:09,290
I'd like to have
more involvement and time
648
00:32:09,358 --> 00:32:11,220
with him, and I've tried a lot,
649
00:32:11,289 --> 00:32:15,611
but can only do so much
from one end, you know?
650
00:32:15,613 --> 00:32:19,570
People make mistakes.
651
00:32:19,638 --> 00:32:26,524
¶ ¶
652
00:32:26,592 --> 00:32:27,954
I think we're good.
653
00:32:28,023 --> 00:32:30,117
I mean, I look at this thing
and I really don't see
654
00:32:30,186 --> 00:32:32,912
anything escaping
out of here that would matter.
655
00:32:32,914 --> 00:32:35,441
That thing is pretty solid.
656
00:32:35,443 --> 00:32:39,833
You know, it's got some holes,
but it's all small,
657
00:32:39,900 --> 00:32:44,457
and anything that would get
through these openings,
658
00:32:44,524 --> 00:32:45,688
you know, it's the kind of stuff
659
00:32:45,690 --> 00:32:47,551
that I'm already getting
in my little trap,
660
00:32:47,554 --> 00:32:49,281
so no loss, really.
661
00:32:49,349 --> 00:32:51,810
And I don't want to trap
every little fish out of there.
662
00:32:51,878 --> 00:32:54,870
I want--you know,
I don't want to do any damage
663
00:32:54,872 --> 00:32:58,730
to the population
of anything here.
664
00:32:58,733 --> 00:33:02,722
So this is where we are
on the funneling,
665
00:33:02,790 --> 00:33:04,186
channeling structure.
666
00:33:04,188 --> 00:33:08,379
I feel like, I mean, yeah,
there's a hole or two there,
667
00:33:08,446 --> 00:33:12,104
but I see no reason why we
couldn't go ahead and try this.
668
00:33:12,172 --> 00:33:14,533
Now we've got the cone in.
669
00:33:14,601 --> 00:33:17,427
There it is in all its glory.
670
00:33:17,496 --> 00:33:19,890
¶ ¶
671
00:33:19,958 --> 00:33:21,453
[grunts]
672
00:33:21,521 --> 00:33:26,244
We'll start to see results
or a lack of result.
673
00:33:26,312 --> 00:33:29,804
There will be fish
or a lack of fish.
674
00:33:29,872 --> 00:33:31,701
Those are the two
possible outcomes.
675
00:33:31,769 --> 00:33:34,728
So I have a 50/50 shot,
which is,
676
00:33:34,796 --> 00:33:38,887
statistically, pretty good.
677
00:33:38,955 --> 00:33:41,050
One thing you learn
when you spend a lot of time
678
00:33:41,052 --> 00:33:44,509
with yourself is that no one's
perfect, especially you.
679
00:33:44,511 --> 00:33:47,571
And this is my dead level best
I can do right now
680
00:33:47,573 --> 00:33:49,401
with a fish trap.
681
00:33:49,468 --> 00:33:52,062
I don't know
what I'm doing with it.
682
00:33:52,131 --> 00:33:54,191
I'm just trying.
683
00:33:54,259 --> 00:33:57,485
That's all you can do is try.
684
00:33:57,553 --> 00:34:01,278
Yeah.
685
00:34:01,346 --> 00:34:04,805
I'm gonna take this home with me
when it's all over.
686
00:34:04,873 --> 00:34:07,332
Could you see me showing up
at the airline with this?
687
00:34:07,401 --> 00:34:09,363
Just put that with
my checked luggage, please.
688
00:34:09,430 --> 00:34:10,727
Thank you.
689
00:34:10,729 --> 00:34:12,557
I wonder if it's ever
happened before,
690
00:34:12,624 --> 00:34:15,651
if anybody's every shown up
with a fish trap.
691
00:34:15,654 --> 00:34:17,780
Put your little name tag on it.
692
00:34:17,782 --> 00:34:20,309
I'm gonna do that,
or try to.
693
00:34:27,032 --> 00:34:29,990
[dramatic music]
694
00:34:30,059 --> 00:34:37,910
¶ ¶
695
00:34:45,230 --> 00:34:47,058
(Alan)
All righty.
696
00:34:47,061 --> 00:34:50,352
The sun is trying to peek
through, actually, a little bit,
697
00:34:50,419 --> 00:34:51,948
so I've taken off
a couple layers,
698
00:34:52,017 --> 00:34:55,841
and gonna check out
the fish basket
699
00:34:55,910 --> 00:34:57,838
that I put out yesterday.
700
00:34:57,840 --> 00:35:00,831
I've never trapped fish,
701
00:35:00,899 --> 00:35:02,762
so netting them
and trapping them
702
00:35:02,830 --> 00:35:06,222
is all calculated guesses.
703
00:35:06,290 --> 00:35:11,778
Yeah, I'm doing this
with a view toward food.
704
00:35:11,845 --> 00:35:14,273
More food,
different food, variety.
705
00:35:14,341 --> 00:35:17,200
Take what I can get.
706
00:35:17,269 --> 00:35:19,863
Some better than none.
707
00:35:22,193 --> 00:35:27,148
And--
[humming]
708
00:35:33,571 --> 00:35:36,430
Day one on the fish basket
is a strike.
709
00:35:36,433 --> 00:35:38,760
No joy.
710
00:35:38,828 --> 00:35:42,153
No joy on the fish basket.
711
00:35:42,156 --> 00:35:45,214
You know, I've had successes
and failures with the gill net.
712
00:35:45,217 --> 00:35:49,607
It's been on and off.
713
00:35:49,609 --> 00:35:52,335
So you can't just,
you know, on day one, go,
714
00:35:52,403 --> 00:35:53,799
"Oh, well,
there's nothing in there.
715
00:35:53,867 --> 00:35:54,931
It's a wrap."
716
00:35:54,998 --> 00:35:57,425
You know,
I've got to give it time.
717
00:35:57,492 --> 00:35:59,653
I'ma give it a week and see
if there's any traffic at all.
718
00:35:59,722 --> 00:36:01,384
Let that bait
in there get real funky
719
00:36:01,452 --> 00:36:05,776
and rotten a little bit,
let the smell dissipate.
720
00:36:05,844 --> 00:36:08,071
And then, if nothing,
I'll shoot for deeper water,
721
00:36:08,139 --> 00:36:10,900
you know.
722
00:36:10,968 --> 00:36:12,496
I think the biggest thing
723
00:36:12,565 --> 00:36:16,489
that I took away from making
this thing was the realization
724
00:36:16,558 --> 00:36:21,146
that I'm a lot stronger
than I give myself credit for.
725
00:36:21,149 --> 00:36:24,075
And I think when you do
think you've hit a wall
726
00:36:24,143 --> 00:36:28,001
or found a limit,
it's usually just a mental one,
727
00:36:28,069 --> 00:36:30,029
so you just examine it,
dismiss it, and step over it,
728
00:36:30,097 --> 00:36:31,227
and go to the next one.
729
00:36:31,296 --> 00:36:32,991
And you just keep doing that
over and over.
730
00:36:32,993 --> 00:36:36,152
And there's probably even
no such thing as limits.
731
00:36:38,316 --> 00:36:39,678
Oh.
732
00:36:41,376 --> 00:36:43,903
Madness.
733
00:36:43,905 --> 00:36:47,164
Lots of work went into this.
734
00:36:49,097 --> 00:36:57,013
¶ ¶
735
00:37:01,472 --> 00:37:04,065
(Sam)
None of the traps
were triggered last night.
736
00:37:04,134 --> 00:37:07,326
Maybe it was just because
it was so freaking cold.
737
00:37:07,329 --> 00:37:12,982
I've got of frost all over
everything, including the traps.
738
00:37:14,314 --> 00:37:15,410
Blanketed.
739
00:37:15,479 --> 00:37:17,707
Everything's
blanketed with frost.
740
00:37:17,774 --> 00:37:19,902
Frost is everywhere.
741
00:37:19,970 --> 00:37:21,300
It's cold.
742
00:37:21,368 --> 00:37:24,160
¶ ¶
743
00:37:24,228 --> 00:37:28,686
Nothing positive
to report right now at all.
744
00:37:30,284 --> 00:37:31,514
[sighs]
745
00:37:31,582 --> 00:37:33,144
Nothing positive to report.
746
00:37:33,146 --> 00:37:38,566
I mean, other than
making it another day.
747
00:37:38,635 --> 00:37:41,129
It just gets depressing
after a while, you know.
748
00:37:41,131 --> 00:37:44,123
You think you found something
that's working really well,
749
00:37:44,191 --> 00:37:46,518
and then it fails.
750
00:37:46,586 --> 00:37:49,878
It's almost like
there's no sure way
751
00:37:49,946 --> 00:37:53,339
of doing anything out here.
752
00:37:53,407 --> 00:37:58,229
I guess such a big part of
survival is luck, to an extent.
753
00:37:58,298 --> 00:37:59,760
It has a lot
to do with your skills,
754
00:37:59,762 --> 00:38:02,821
but then there's
a big ck factor involved,
755
00:38:02,889 --> 00:38:05,549
and I've got to be
the least lucky person
756
00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:08,610
on the planet,
757
00:38:08,678 --> 00:38:13,202
at least in regards to survival.
758
00:38:13,270 --> 00:38:17,460
Anyway,
sorry for depressing you.
759
00:38:17,529 --> 00:38:21,585
¶ ¶
760
00:38:21,587 --> 00:38:24,048
The more I stay out here,
761
00:38:24,115 --> 00:38:27,907
the more the urgency for food
kind of increases.
762
00:38:27,976 --> 00:38:29,571
I'm not used
to feeling this way.
763
00:38:29,573 --> 00:38:33,096
I'm not used
to feeling this helpless.
764
00:38:33,165 --> 00:38:36,457
There's nothing I can
really do right now for myself.
765
00:38:36,526 --> 00:38:39,418
There's literally no other way
to get food out here.
766
00:38:39,420 --> 00:38:41,780
There are no wild edibles
out right now.
767
00:38:41,848 --> 00:38:45,207
I have no access to any good
place to fish at the moment.
768
00:38:45,275 --> 00:38:48,169
I've never, ever
been so hungry in my life.
769
00:38:48,237 --> 00:38:51,229
Never.
770
00:38:51,298 --> 00:38:54,523
I'm definitely losing it.
771
00:38:54,591 --> 00:38:56,719
Not good mentally.
772
00:38:56,787 --> 00:39:00,279
I am not good
in the head right now.
773
00:39:00,347 --> 00:39:02,210
¶ ¶
774
00:39:10,162 --> 00:39:13,155
[dramatic music]
775
00:39:13,223 --> 00:39:21,074
¶ ¶
776
00:39:29,991 --> 00:39:32,251
(Sam)
Morning of day 32.
777
00:39:32,254 --> 00:39:35,280
Another hungry, hungry night.
778
00:39:35,348 --> 00:39:37,308
Pretty hungry.
779
00:39:37,310 --> 00:39:39,404
We're gonna go check the traps.
780
00:39:39,473 --> 00:39:43,630
Hopefully we can find a mouse
or something in there.
781
00:39:43,698 --> 00:39:47,123
It's freezing cold,
so we'll have to do this quick.
782
00:39:47,191 --> 00:39:48,421
Looking around at the traps,
783
00:39:48,489 --> 00:39:52,546
I can just see that only
one of them was triggered.
784
00:39:55,344 --> 00:40:01,263
But this one is
the one that was triggered,
785
00:40:01,332 --> 00:40:03,259
and if we look at
it ever so closely,
786
00:40:03,261 --> 00:40:05,489
that looks like a tail.
787
00:40:05,557 --> 00:40:10,978
Five, four,
three, two, one.
788
00:40:10,981 --> 00:40:13,573
Whammo.
789
00:40:13,641 --> 00:40:19,197
Mousy feast coming right up.
790
00:40:19,265 --> 00:40:23,754
Now, skinning and gutting mice
is not a task
791
00:40:23,823 --> 00:40:25,417
for the faint of heart.
792
00:40:25,486 --> 00:40:27,147
Kind of nice,
it's a big fat one, too.
793
00:40:27,216 --> 00:40:28,812
This guy's got
a lot meat on him.
794
00:40:28,814 --> 00:40:30,808
I freaking hate mice, though.
795
00:40:30,810 --> 00:40:34,934
I like how they taste,
but I hate the animals.
796
00:40:35,001 --> 00:40:39,025
Now comes the hard part,
797
00:40:39,094 --> 00:40:40,523
gutting the beast.
798
00:40:40,525 --> 00:40:41,954
Because you don't want
to pierce any
799
00:40:42,022 --> 00:40:46,078
of those gross internal things.
800
00:40:46,146 --> 00:40:47,642
You don't want
to taint the meat.
801
00:40:47,711 --> 00:40:49,572
It's hard with these
big old gloves on
802
00:40:49,575 --> 00:40:51,669
to actually get down
in there.
803
00:40:51,736 --> 00:40:54,562
But I'm just not tough enough
to do it without gloves yet.
804
00:40:54,630 --> 00:40:59,220
When it's all said and done,
see that little guy?
805
00:40:59,288 --> 00:41:01,150
Hardly even looks like a mouse.
806
00:41:01,219 --> 00:41:04,743
Just a delicious piece of meat.
807
00:41:04,811 --> 00:41:07,771
[liquid sizzling]
808
00:41:07,838 --> 00:41:11,397
[metal clanks]
809
00:41:11,466 --> 00:41:13,627
In a few minutes,
we'll be good to go.
810
00:41:13,695 --> 00:41:16,055
Cooking in the shelter
can be really frustrating.
811
00:41:16,123 --> 00:41:18,451
Smoke gets all in your eyes,
812
00:41:18,518 --> 00:41:21,844
and you're like, "Ah, gross."
813
00:41:21,913 --> 00:41:23,474
Let's see how
this mousy's doing.
814
00:41:25,373 --> 00:41:29,097
[meat sizzling]
815
00:41:29,099 --> 00:41:30,162
And the mouse is...
816
00:41:30,164 --> 00:41:33,023
[sizzling]
817
00:41:33,092 --> 00:41:34,221
Done.
818
00:41:34,289 --> 00:41:36,384
Let's eat him.
819
00:41:39,212 --> 00:41:41,041
It looks so glorious.
820
00:41:41,109 --> 00:41:42,737
Cooked to perfection.
821
00:41:42,806 --> 00:41:46,464
¶ ¶
822
00:41:46,533 --> 00:41:49,059
Mmm.
823
00:41:49,128 --> 00:41:50,656
[Italian accent]
You could eat the mouse
824
00:41:50,724 --> 00:41:51,821
all day, you see.
825
00:41:51,889 --> 00:41:54,383
It's good.
It's good.
826
00:41:54,451 --> 00:41:57,510
The deep-fried mouse,
it tastes good.
827
00:41:57,579 --> 00:42:02,034
It tastes very good.
828
00:42:02,102 --> 00:42:04,464
[growls]
829
00:42:04,531 --> 00:42:06,760
Mmm.
Dang.
830
00:42:06,828 --> 00:42:12,748
¶ ¶
831
00:42:12,816 --> 00:42:16,175
I'm super skinny now,
832
00:42:16,243 --> 00:42:19,802
which is a good thing,
I guess.
833
00:42:19,870 --> 00:42:22,063
At least my wife will be happy.
834
00:42:22,065 --> 00:42:25,058
[dramatic music]
835
00:42:25,126 --> 00:42:28,418
¶ ¶
836
00:42:30,582 --> 00:42:33,375
(Lucas)
I'm realizing that maybe
my camp isn't in the best spot.
837
00:42:33,443 --> 00:42:34,939
Food isn't close.
838
00:42:35,007 --> 00:42:36,170
So I'm gonna move the camp,
839
00:42:36,173 --> 00:42:38,399
but I don't have a roof
over my head tonight.
840
00:42:38,467 --> 00:42:39,331
It's so cold.
841
00:42:40,697 --> 00:42:42,625
(Mitch)
This environment is so brutal.
842
00:42:42,693 --> 00:42:43,722
It's just ice cold.
843
00:42:43,790 --> 00:42:46,616
My whole plan has gone
out the window.
844
00:42:46,685 --> 00:42:47,748
(Sam)
I started losing it.
845
00:42:47,750 --> 00:42:48,813
I've been out here for so long
846
00:42:48,881 --> 00:42:51,275
and I'm so sick of it.
847
00:42:51,343 --> 00:42:53,305
At this point,
I just want to go home.
848
00:42:53,372 --> 00:42:54,270
(Alan)
It is frigid.
849
00:42:54,338 --> 00:42:55,400
It's the coldest it's been,
850
00:42:55,469 --> 00:42:56,798
and I'm really
thinking to myself,
851
00:42:56,800 --> 00:42:57,796
"What are you doing here?"
852
00:42:57,864 --> 00:42:59,459
I am so over it.
853
00:42:59,461 --> 00:43:02,454
[dramatic music]
854
00:43:02,522 --> 00:43:03,985
¶ ¶
855
00:43:04,298 --> 00:44:04,233
Someone needs to stop Clearway Law.
Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.
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