All language subtitles for S1 10J

good morning everybody how are you all

good morning everybody how are you all
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doing today are you tired are you sleepy

doing today are you tired are you sleepy
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were you up last night getting your

were you up last night getting your
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groove thing on

groove thing on
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anyway so i have a wonderful surprise

anyway so i have a wonderful surprise
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for you all this morning sarah samuels

for you all this morning sarah samuels
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and her crew are back from africa early

and her crew are back from africa early
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yeah i know they were due back two weeks

yeah i know they were due back two weeks
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from now but they're here now and they

from now but they're here now and they
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have a testimony that they would like to

have a testimony that they would like to
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share with us all all right so i want

share with us all all right so i want
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you to help me giving a warm welcome to

you to help me giving a warm welcome to
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these ladies as they share with us what

these ladies as they share with us what
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god has put in their hearts all right so

god has put in their hearts all right so
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let's give it up for sarah veronica and

let's give it up for sarah veronica and
lindsay

lindsay

lindsay
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hi everyone

hi everyone
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we're back from africa and let me just

we're back from africa and let me just
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tell you

tell you
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god is good

god is good
amen

so we were just in africa doing

so we were just in africa doing
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non-traditional missions work and i have

non-traditional missions work and i have
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to say i miss it more and more every day

to say i miss it more and more every day
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and i know you're all probably wondering

and i know you're all probably wondering
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what we're doing back so soon

what we're doing back so soon
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we were scheduled to be there for

we were scheduled to be there for
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another two weeks but we ran out of

another two weeks but we ran out of
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money at the last minute because someone

money at the last minute because someone
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nonetheless

nonetheless
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we did amazing work in god's kingdom

we did amazing work in god's kingdom
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that's awesome ladies i'm sure we all

that's awesome ladies i'm sure we all
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have a million questions so let's start

have a million questions so let's start
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with this one what was the hardest part

with this one what was the hardest part
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oh my gosh

oh my gosh
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the hardest part was being uncomfortable

the hardest part was being uncomfortable
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physically

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i mean we backpacked for days we stopped

i mean we backpacked for days we stopped
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shaving for weeks

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our pits stink our feet hurt

our pits stink our feet hurt
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we ate so much meat and drink down so

we ate so much meat and drink down so
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many gallons of african tea i thought

many gallons of african tea i thought
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we'd never see a caesar salad again

we'd never see a caesar salad again
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but god is good

but god is good
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and he made a way for us to adjust to

and he made a way for us to adjust to
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the diet and the conditions

the diet and the conditions
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and it was so worth it

and it was so worth it
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god really

god really
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broke down our pride out there

broke down our pride out there
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we were really forced to focus on

we were really forced to focus on
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helping others

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i realized how flawed i was in the

i realized how flawed i was in the
beginning

beginning

beginning
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but being in the countries we were in

but being in the countries we were in
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forced me to be dependent on god and

forced me to be dependent on god and
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to really connect with the africans we

to really connect with the africans we
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interacted with

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that's why i did the unthinkable and got

that's why i did the unthinkable and got
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this weave

this weave
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so that i could really be just like my

so that i could really be just like my
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soul sisters in kenya

soul sisters in kenya
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and south africa

and south africa
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and the bronx even

and the bronx even
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i was there a few years ago doing

i was there a few years ago doing
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missions work and let me just tell you i

missions work and let me just tell you i
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felt so out of place if i ever go back

felt so out of place if i ever go back
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to the bronx you better believe i'll be

to the bronx you better believe i'll be
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what about you veronica and lindsay did

what about you veronica and lindsay did
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you do anything wild and crazy

you do anything wild and crazy
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well i wanted to buy a weave but

well i wanted to buy a weave but
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someone forgot to schedule that

someone forgot to schedule that
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necessary third bake sale i'm sorry my

necessary third bake sale i'm sorry my
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mom said i couldn't use the kitchen that

mom said i couldn't use the kitchen that
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day no excuses

day no excuses
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i'll i'll try better next year when we

i'll i'll try better next year when we
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go to korea no you won't because you

go to korea no you won't because you
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never remember anything besides no one

never remember anything besides no one
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wears weaves in korea

wears weaves in korea
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weave season is over

weave season is over
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they have kimonos there

they have kimonos there
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that's japan

that's japan
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jet lagged

jet lagged
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what was the first thing you did when

what was the first thing you did when
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you got back

you got back
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i got a starbucks

i got a starbucks
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but let me just wrap up by saying

but let me just wrap up by saying
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god is still here doing work

god is still here doing work
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in me

in me
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in africa

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and he's ready to do work in you

and he's ready to do work in you
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all you have to do is say god

all you have to do is say god
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i'm ready

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and i'm ready for the next adventure and

and i'm ready for the next adventure and
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i want to invite all of you to join me

i want to invite all of you to join me
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next year in south korea

next year in south korea
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god is still doing work here

god is still doing work here
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and through god's grace we are healed

and through god's grace we are healed
wow

wow

wow
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god sarah and her minions make me sick

god sarah and her minions make me sick
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well at least they're doing something

well at least they're doing something
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they're just so conceited

they're just so conceited
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i guess

i guess
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now they're going to south korea

now they're going to south korea
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you know that's the one country that has

you know that's the one country that has
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why can't i get a lesbian

why can't i get a lesbian
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i'm serious i mean

i'm serious i mean
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anything a girl can do to another girl i

anything a girl can do to another girl i
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can do

can do
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and what's the deal with lesbian porn

and what's the deal with lesbian porn
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anyway i mean it's hot yeah but there's

anyway i mean it's hot yeah but there's
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that's because it's two straight girls

that's because it's two straight girls
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putting on a show for heterosexual men

putting on a show for heterosexual men
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works for me

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rarely

rarely
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that's kind of hot

that's kind of hot
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how accurate is it

how accurate is it
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i'm not having this parsley

i'm not having this parsley
girl

girl

girl
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oh my god chad shut the

oh my god chad shut the
up

up

up
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why are lesbians allowed to talk about

why are lesbians allowed to talk about
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girls but when i do it's perverted

girls but when i do it's perverted
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because you're a pervert

because you're a pervert
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it's up to you to talk about girls

it's up to you to talk about girls
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you're just too much

you're just too much
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penner asked how was your date with the

penner asked how was your date with the
girl

girl

girl
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she's good

she's good
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yeah i like her

yeah i like her
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yeah that sucks

yeah that sucks
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have we talked to her since

have we talked to her since
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well we've texted a little but i'm so

well we've texted a little but i'm so
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useless when it happens i just never

useless when it happens i just never
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i knew i shouldn't have worn these shoes

i knew i shouldn't have worn these shoes
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i need to take them off

i need to take them off
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chris you are so lucky you do not have

chris you are so lucky you do not have
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tara

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i don't know why you just couldn't have

i don't know why you just couldn't have
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the one day that's not centered around

the one day that's not centered around
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you and you still choose to dress up

you and you still choose to dress up
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like a

like a
groomsman

groomsman

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why don't you let me help you out i got

why don't you let me help you out i got
it

it

it
okay

okay

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how about i stay in acting well that

how about i stay in acting well that
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would be nice and then we could actually

would be nice and then we could actually
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have a real conversation instead of me

have a real conversation instead of me
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just talking to a blank expression

just talking to a blank expression
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your grandmother just died and you

your grandmother just died and you
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thought that's okay i'll look like a man

thought that's okay i'll look like a man
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anyway

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but oh no

but oh no
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miss tara's a lesbian she's exempt from

miss tara's a lesbian she's exempt from
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all the rules

all the rules
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and lord you embarrass me in front of

and lord you embarrass me in front of
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pastor jenkins

pastor jenkins
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he didn't say anything

he didn't say anything
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but i could tell when we walked in

but i could tell when we walked in
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oh

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i am so glad my mother died before she

i am so glad my mother died before she
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could see what you've turned into

could see what you've turned into
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i told myself i'll keep my mouth shut i

i told myself i'll keep my mouth shut i
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won't say anything she'll grow out of it

won't say anything she'll grow out of it
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and look what good that did

and look what good that did
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it's shameful

it's shameful
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it's disgusting and don't give me that i

it's disgusting and don't give me that i
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i didn't choose to be this way i just am

i didn't choose to be this way i just am
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shut up tara just shut up you were not

shut up tara just shut up you were not
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born this way and until you figure that

born this way and until you figure that
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out you can go find somewhere else to

out you can go find somewhere else to
live

live

live
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that is some cliche

that is some cliche
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mom the ultimatum where the gay kid gets

mom the ultimatum where the gay kid gets
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kicked out and i knew this was coming

kicked out and i knew this was coming
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because you're so unpredictable so

because you're so unpredictable so
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you've had time to pack huh hey how

you've had time to pack huh hey how
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about both y'all just calm down it's the

about both y'all just calm down it's the
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grief talking all right shut up

grief talking all right shut up
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you know

you know
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you're the most miserable person i know

you're the most miserable person i know
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and i actually feel sorry for you

and i actually feel sorry for you
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i'll stay at regina's until you get some

i'll stay at regina's until you get some
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sense in your head or at least a heart

sense in your head or at least a heart
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because that'd be nice i don't need to

because that'd be nice i don't need to
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be around anyone who hates me for being

be around anyone who hates me for being
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who i am i don't tara she doesn't hate

who i am i don't tara she doesn't hate
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you no chris

you no chris
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and you know what

and you know what
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you're gonna regret this one day all

you're gonna regret this one day all
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that you're putting me through just

that you're putting me through just
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because you're so ignorant and you're so

because you're so ignorant and you're so
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uncomfortable with me

uncomfortable with me
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well i won't regret this today

well i won't regret this today
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you have five minutes to go pack some

you have five minutes to go pack some
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i'm sorry i just think that's crazy what

i'm sorry i just think that's crazy what
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actually i kind of like it i mean i

actually i kind of like it i mean i
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don't agree with a lot of it the sex the

don't agree with a lot of it the sex the
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materialism but it's these little gender

materialism but it's these little gender
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roles but carrie is awesome and

roles but carrie is awesome and
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charlotte has great hair

charlotte has great hair
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she does

she does
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i have a real life i'm such a gary but i

i have a real life i'm such a gary but i
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really don't think we should have to pay

really don't think we should have to pay
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for your extravagant lifestyle i could

for your extravagant lifestyle i could
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never pull off that outfit

never pull off that outfit
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me either but it wasn't my choice to

me either but it wasn't my choice to
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take them off they're just god it's a

take them off they're just god it's a
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she shoe-shamed me i left there covered

she shoe-shamed me i left there covered
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okay okay damn

okay okay damn
what

what

what
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i'm staying with you for a few days

i'm staying with you for a few days
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maybe even more i don't know but i

maybe even more i don't know but i
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hate my mom tara what's wrong

hate my mom tara what's wrong
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and i don't know i survived for as long

and i don't know i survived for as long
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as i have okay well let's go into my

as i have okay well let's go into my
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room and smoke a cigarette i don't smoke

room and smoke a cigarette i don't smoke
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you already said that well she is why

you already said that well she is why
she

she

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she said that until i learned that i'm a

she said that until i learned that i'm a
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straight girl i could forget about

straight girl i could forget about
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regina she like literally kicked me out

regina she like literally kicked me out
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i i feel like a lady gaga special oh

i i feel like a lady gaga special oh
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honey you are not a lady gaga special

honey you are not a lady gaga special
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well i feel like one i'm sure i won't be

well i feel like one i'm sure i won't be
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here you can sleep in my bed until your

here you can sleep in my bed until your
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mom lets you back in she just lost her

mom lets you back in she just lost her
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mom she's sad i don't care

mom she's sad i don't care
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my mom has some blankets in the guest

my mom has some blankets in the guest
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room but they're in the wash because

room but they're in the wash because
boys

boys

boys
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what are you doing

what are you doing
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i'll be i'll be back

i'll be i'll be back
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do you want to go with you

do you want to go with you
no

here

here
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it's hot out i thought you might like it

it's hot out i thought you might like it
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i added a heath bar

i added a heath bar
thanks

no

no
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because if you were i'd love you i'll

because if you were i'd love you i'll
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always love you no matter what

always love you no matter what
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i'm not gay

i'm not gay
okay

oh god

oh god
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i i didn't mean to upset you

i i didn't mean to upset you
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okay

okay
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okay well do you want anything else

okay well do you want anything else
no

i am flesh and bone

i am flesh and bone
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i am nerves and tissue

i am nerves and tissue
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when i am naked i am pure

when i am naked i am pure
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when i am clothed i am insecure

when i am clothed i am insecure
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i hate myself and

i hate myself and
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i can't even say why

i can't even say why
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if i were a leaf i could catch a breeze

if i were a leaf i could catch a breeze
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and just drift away

and just drift away
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away from my fears

away from my fears
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and become the person i was always born

and become the person i was always born
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to be

to be
me

me

me
me

me

me
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me unless who i am is wrong

me unless who i am is wrong
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and there's nothing left to do

and there's nothing left to do
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what if you've prayed

what if you've prayed
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cried screamed and demanded to not be

cried screamed and demanded to not be
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the person you are

the person you are
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but no one is listening

but no one is listening
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you're the only one in the room

you're the only one in the room
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struggling with this and suddenly

struggling with this and suddenly
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nothing makes sense anymore

nothing makes sense anymore
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everything you've ever believed in and

everything you've ever believed in and
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built your entire life around collapses

built your entire life around collapses
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i love you

i love you
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i do

i do
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i would expect that day

i would expect that day
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that he did not write

that he did not write
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hey

hey
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but somehow despite all odds

but somehow despite all odds
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jesus

jesus christ

jesus christ
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