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start getting yourselves here definitely

start getting yourselves here definitely
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was for me but don't you worry i'll keep

was for me but don't you worry i'll keep
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this meeting short and sweet

this meeting short and sweet
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so similar to how we've done it in the

so similar to how we've done it in the
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past we'll go around the circle and

past we'll go around the circle and
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you'll say the title of your book then

you'll say the title of your book then
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and then she told me i have to present a

and then she told me i have to present a
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book at next week's meeting and she

book at next week's meeting and she
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wasn't even listening to me

wasn't even listening to me
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i told her i'd been reading all summer

i told her i'd been reading all summer
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while trying but nothing ever clicks

while trying but nothing ever clicks
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books used to connect me with myself

books used to connect me with myself
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help me cope with things that i didn't

help me cope with things that i didn't
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understand

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that my mother couldn't talk about that

that my mother couldn't talk about that
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mothers are supposed to talk about

mothers are supposed to talk about
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i mean these stories practically raised

i mean these stories practically raised
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me characters who felt lonely or scared

me characters who felt lonely or scared
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like they didn't exist

like they didn't exist
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or when they had a crush on someone or

or when they had a crush on someone or
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or when their world was falling apart

or when their world was falling apart
because

because

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their parents got divorced and

their parents got divorced and
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mother couldn't look at her own daughter

mother couldn't look at her own daughter
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i'm feeling invisible in my own home

i'm feeling invisible in my own home
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felt a bit easier when i could just

felt a bit easier when i could just
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get away

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but after going to these meetings all

but after going to these meetings all
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the stories just sound the same

the stories just sound the same
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there's a skeleton and everyone follows

there's a skeleton and everyone follows
it

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i mean i've lost that special feeling of

i mean i've lost that special feeling of
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finding myself in the words

finding myself in the words
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and it just doesn't make any sense

and it just doesn't make any sense
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well i like to believe that everything

well i like to believe that everything
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has a purpose if i didn't i wouldn't

has a purpose if i didn't i wouldn't
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still be here after my dad threw me out

still be here after my dad threw me out
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but i am and you are my best friend the

but i am and you are my best friend the
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only person who makes sense in my life

only person who makes sense in my life
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listen i don't enjoy books out too often

listen i don't enjoy books out too often
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but if it helps you get back on your

but if it helps you get back on your
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rocker i'll help you

rocker i'll help you
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matter of fact i might have a book or

matter of fact i might have a book or
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two up my sleeve

two up my sleeve
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you having a book never heard of her oh

you having a book never heard of her oh
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okay okay just just swear on it i swear

okay okay just just swear on it i swear
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on what that you'll help me for real i

on what that you'll help me for real i
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oh

oh

oh
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i think i found it

i think i found it
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really remember what i was saying it has

really remember what i was saying it has
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to be something different oh it's

to be something different oh it's
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different all right

different all right
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i don't think i've ever seen you read

i don't think i've ever seen you read
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anything like this well i don't

anything like this well i don't
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recognize it that's for sure have you

recognize it that's for sure have you
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read it

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have i read it probably like five times

have i read it probably like five times
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yeah

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i can't believe i never mentioned it to

i can't believe i never mentioned it to
you

you

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it's probably just because i knew you

it's probably just because i knew you
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you were

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not into these kinds of stories

not into these kinds of stories
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well what's it about then it's for you

well what's it about then it's for you
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to find out and don't read the back

to find out and don't read the back
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either i kind of just want you to wing

either i kind of just want you to wing
it

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price of salt

price of salt
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price of salt

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the price of salt

the price of salt
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that's what i chose to read this week

that's what i chose to read this week
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and it's

and it's
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amazing

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the price of what

the price of what
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the price of salt by patricia highsmith

the price of salt by patricia highsmith
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never heard of

never heard of
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hello everyone sorry to run a little

hello everyone sorry to run a little
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late this morning this is my cousin june

late this morning this is my cousin june
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she just moved down here from oregon and

she just moved down here from oregon and
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me being so persuasive she just had to

me being so persuasive she just had to
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join our club immediately

join our club immediately
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she just looked at me directly in the

she just looked at me directly in the
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eyes and smiled just

eyes and smiled just
smiled

smiled

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something about it lifted a huge weight

something about it lifted a huge weight
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off of my chest oh so she's a witch i

off of my chest oh so she's a witch i
guess

guess

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so what'd you say your name was again

so what'd you say your name was again
june

june

june
jim

jim

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wait does she have like red hair like

wait does she have like red hair like
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real red hair yeah oh god wait me and

real red hair yeah oh god wait me and
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poppy are at lunch the other day and she

poppy are at lunch the other day and she
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wants stuff going on and on about this

wants stuff going on and on about this
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redhead in the book club who resembled a

redhead in the book club who resembled a
starburst

starburst

starburst
starburst

starburst

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i guess you could say something like

i guess you could say something like
that

that

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i love the way she dresses though so out

i love the way she dresses though so out
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yeah so

yeah so
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the book

the book
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what you think about it

what you think about it
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it was

it was
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wonderful

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i wish i had gotten all my words out at

i wish i had gotten all my words out at
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the meeting but i got all choked up

the meeting but i got all choked up
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why is that

why is that
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eli asked me why i said i connected with

eli asked me why i said i connected with
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the characters

the characters
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what do you mean did you connect to the

what do you mean did you connect to the
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characters like how so

characters like how so
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and you said

and you said
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absolutely nothing i started fumbling

absolutely nothing i started fumbling
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over my words like i couldn't speak

over my words like i couldn't speak
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what could i have said

what could i have said
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i don't know

i don't know
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well when you're introduced to

well when you're introduced to
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characters like there's and carol what

characters like there's and carol what
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stood out to you what drew you to them

stood out to you what drew you to them
specifically

specifically

specifically
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i guess i liked the way carol and trez

i guess i liked the way carol and trez
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were like magnets in the universe they

were like magnets in the universe they
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attracted to each other without reason

attracted to each other without reason
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like it wasn't an accident

like it wasn't an accident
and

and

and
and

and

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they fell in love

they fell in love
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so naturally

so naturally
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i mean even the way carol looked at

i mean even the way carol looked at
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therese was written so beautifully yes

therese was written so beautifully yes
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it was in contrast to what i've usually

it was in contrast to what i've usually
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read but

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it didn't give me a weird feeling

it didn't give me a weird feeling
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actually the more i read the more

actually the more i read the more
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immersed i was

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right so maybe in that sense you

right so maybe in that sense you
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wouldn't mind being in either of their

wouldn't mind being in either of their
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shoes

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i guess so

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except for the whole hiding their love

except for the whole hiding their love
thing

thing

thing
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right so hypothetically speaking if you

right so hypothetically speaking if you
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were therese would you want carol to

were therese would you want carol to
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i think that if someone looked at me the

i think that if someone looked at me the
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way carol did to rez

way carol did to rez
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i'd feel the same way they did for each

i'd feel the same way they did for each
other

other

other
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okay so hypothetically speaking if i was

okay so hypothetically speaking if i was
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june and we locked eyes across the room

june and we locked eyes across the room
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like carol tres did

like carol tres did
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what would that mean to you

what would that mean to you
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i think i'd feel

i think i'd feel
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look who's popular now

look who's popular now
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well i must know who is the stranger

well i must know who is the stranger
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interrupting our very important

interrupting our very important
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conversation

conversation
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come on mabel spill it

come on mabel spill it
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fine fine here here

fine fine here here
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june asked me for my number the other

june asked me for my number the other
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day after the meeting to see if i'd

day after the meeting to see if i'd
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maybe want to hang

maybe want to hang
hang

hang

hang
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okay what

okay what
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it's not like that she seems confident

it's not like that she seems confident
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it's cool

it's cool
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besides another friend couldn't hurt

besides another friend couldn't hurt
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gosh this is so exciting just don't go

gosh this is so exciting just don't go
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so what do you think

so what do you think
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you look very peculiar easy for you to

you look very peculiar easy for you to
say

so the price of salt huh what oh yeah

so the price of salt huh what oh yeah
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great book my best friend stevie showed

great book my best friend stevie showed
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it to me i remember when i read that

it to me i remember when i read that
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cried for days can't believe no one in

cried for days can't believe no one in
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the club knew about it it's cool that

the club knew about it it's cool that
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about that meeting

about that meeting
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it looked like you got a little nervous

it looked like you got a little nervous
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yeah um i get like that sometimes well i

yeah um i get like that sometimes well i
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was just wondering from the looks of it

was just wondering from the looks of it
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everyone hadn't seen you react that way

everyone hadn't seen you react that way
before

before

before
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well actually just scratch that never

well actually just scratch that never
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mind have you read other books like the

mind have you read other books like the
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price of salt

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not really i'm not too familiar with um

not really i'm not too familiar with um
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queer books

queer books
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i guess so

i guess so
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i haven't heard that word before but

i haven't heard that word before but
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sure you've never heard of queer before

sure you've never heard of queer before
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all i know is that books sometimes might

all i know is that books sometimes might
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have a gay character that jumps in and

have a gay character that jumps in and
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disappears in the blink of an eye like

disappears in the blink of an eye like
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they never existed

they never existed
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sadly representation is slim to none but

sadly representation is slim to none but
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basically a queer is just a big old

basically a queer is just a big old
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umbrella term for lgbtq plus people who

umbrella term for lgbtq plus people who
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don't really feel comfortable using

don't really feel comfortable using
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labels like lesbian bisexual pansexual

labels like lesbian bisexual pansexual
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gay bigger labels like that so they just

gay bigger labels like that so they just
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go by queer like me

go by queer like me
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i feel like i should have known that

i feel like i should have known that
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i mean

i mean
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my best friend is a lesbian for gosh

my best friend is a lesbian for gosh
sakes

sakes

sakes
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um we talk about it from time to time

um we talk about it from time to time
but

but

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we're both going through a lot um

we're both going through a lot um
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it's hard

it's hard
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family stuff

family stuff
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pretty much

pretty much
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sometimes i wish i could just give my

sometimes i wish i could just give my
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dads to people

dads to people
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i know that sounds weird but really

i know that sounds weird but really
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your dad's

your dad's
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yep i was adopted when i was a baby i'm

yep i was adopted when i was a baby i'm
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so happy to call them family i feel so

so happy to call them family i feel so
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bad for my friends who live with shitty

bad for my friends who live with shitty
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parents i'm lucky

parents i'm lucky
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my dad left when i was about two or

my dad left when i was about two or
three

three

three
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and my mom doesn't really talk to me she

and my mom doesn't really talk to me she
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says i look like him i'm sorry it's okay

says i look like him i'm sorry it's okay
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everything happens for a reason right if

everything happens for a reason right if
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not i probably wouldn't be so in love

not i probably wouldn't be so in love
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with books does that sound

with books does that sound
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well my mom works at the library

well my mom works at the library
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couldn't afford a babysitter so every

couldn't afford a babysitter so every
shift

shift

shift
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i was there

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that sounds horrible and cool at the

that sounds horrible and cool at the
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you like that

you like that
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it reminds me of my mom

it reminds me of my mom
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years ago she would have killed for this

years ago she would have killed for this
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try it out oh no no no no no yes it

try it out oh no no no no no yes it
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abel are you done yet

abel are you done yet
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come on are you ready to show me i want

come on are you ready to show me i want
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to see you

to see you
mabel

mabel

mabel
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maple maxwell you really are something

maple maxwell you really are something
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did i do something we were just laughing

did i do something we were just laughing
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no no nothing at all

no no nothing at all
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these past few weeks have been really

these past few weeks have been really
fun

fun

fun
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my parents won't stop asking why we're

my parents won't stop asking why we're
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together every day

together every day
and

and

and
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what do you tell them when they ask

what do you tell them when they ask
well

well

well
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hey

hey
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you're doing that thing again sorry i

you're doing that thing again sorry i
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just you just what mabel

just you just what mabel
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at the beginning of the summer this year

at the beginning of the summer this year
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i stopped reading books what does that

i stopped reading books what does that
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have anything to do with this just

have anything to do with this just
listen

listen

listen
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it was weird for that the first time i

it was weird for that the first time i
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couldn't find myself in a story joining

couldn't find myself in a story joining
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book club made every story feel

book club made every story feel
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repetitive in their own way

repetitive in their own way
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obviously i hadn't read every story but

obviously i hadn't read every story but
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it felt like it i was stuck

it felt like it i was stuck
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like i couldn't find a piece of myself

like i couldn't find a piece of myself
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and then stevie showed me the price of

and then stevie showed me the price of
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salt and i instantly gravitated towards

salt and i instantly gravitated towards
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every inch

every inch
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i didn't know why but

i didn't know why but
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now i do

now i do
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when we met i suddenly felt that feeling

when we met i suddenly felt that feeling
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that i read about in romance novels it

that i read about in romance novels it
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was scary but

was scary but
soothing

soothing

soothing
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unexplainable butterflies that wouldn't

unexplainable butterflies that wouldn't
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go away like fire in my stomach

go away like fire in my stomach
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my nerves would get the best of me most

my nerves would get the best of me most
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times but

times but
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you didn't care

you didn't care
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quickly we started to see each other

quickly we started to see each other
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every day out of nowhere you became most

every day out of nowhere you became most
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important looking at me like i was too

important looking at me like i was too
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it felt okay to express myself to

it felt okay to express myself to
explore

explore

explore
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after a while my mind started to go back

after a while my mind started to go back
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to the price of salt and what it meant

to the price of salt and what it meant
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two women falling in love never turned

two women falling in love never turned
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my stomach

my stomach
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it felt like how it was supposed to be

it felt like how it was supposed to be
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i couldn't say it then and it's really

i couldn't say it then and it's really
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scary to say it now but

scary to say it now but
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it all makes sense

it all makes sense
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i like you

i like you
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mabel

mabel
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