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oh baby i'd have written you a swell

oh baby i'd have written you a swell
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obituary i'll bet you whatever that in

obituary i'll bet you whatever that in
some

some

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silly gal you know i don't go to speak

silly gal you know i don't go to speak
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eating i got an idea how about the last

eating i got an idea how about the last
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drink he was going to be the most

drink he was going to be the most
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sensational thing your bride was a

sensational thing your bride was a
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virtuoso on the piano surprise was

virtuoso on the piano surprise was
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gifted surprise was a real deal he was

gifted surprise was a real deal he was
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presented to the world like a

presented to the world like a
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full-formed rock star they had a

full-formed rock star they had a
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gigantic billboard on times square let's

gigantic billboard on times square let's
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go take it over the top he was playing a

go take it over the top he was playing a
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role the new david bowie lots of tons of

role the new david bowie lots of tons of
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money true fairy of rock and roll i'm

money true fairy of rock and roll i'm
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the real fairies don't sell everyone

the real fairies don't sell everyone
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hated him and was gunning for him the

hated him and was gunning for him the
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rocket that crashed every time he put on

rocket that crashed every time he put on
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a costume his personality would change

a costume his personality would change
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he was definitely ahead of his time

he was definitely ahead of his time
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1968

1968

1968
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the most explosive year in an already

the most explosive year in an already
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turbulent decade

turbulent decade
assassinations

assassinations

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serial killing

serial killing
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civil unrest

civil unrest
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rioting in the streets and a daily body

rioting in the streets and a daily body
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count brought to you by the six o'clock

count brought to you by the six o'clock
news

news

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the youth counter culture was looking

the youth counter culture was looking
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for something that expressed their views

for something that expressed their views
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on racial political and sexual freedoms

on racial political and sexual freedoms
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what they got was hair

what they got was hair
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here's provocative call to freedom lured

here's provocative call to freedom lured
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a new generation from all corners of the

a new generation from all corners of the
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among them was a young musician named

among them was a young musician named
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joe bryant

joe bryant
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he was the epitome of that kind of

he was the epitome of that kind of
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person that they were trying to portray

person that they were trying to portray
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because he really believed in those

because he really believed in those
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joe bryant played a gay character who

joe bryant played a gay character who
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was in love with mick jagger he was very

was in love with mick jagger he was very
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wolf-like

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which was the character was kind of a

which was the character was kind of a
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love child

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he stepped on stage he was

he stepped on stage he was
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he embraced the audience and the

he embraced the audience and the
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audience embraced him

audience embraced him
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he did have that kind of sexual

he did have that kind of sexual
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presence about him you could see him

presence about him you could see him
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loving a man and a woman at the same

loving a man and a woman at the same
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time you could see in him

time you could see in him
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kind of a man and a woman at the same

kind of a man and a woman at the same
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time

time
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he used every

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gimmick that was there

gimmick that was there
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that you remembered jobriath

that you remembered jobriath
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i don't think he was acting i think he

i don't think he was acting i think he
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was just himself

was just himself
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oh god he fascinated me immediately

oh god he fascinated me immediately
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he was very angelic

he was very angelic
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very impish and yet you know when you

very impish and yet you know when you
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started to talk to him he wasn't just

started to talk to him he wasn't just
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your average dumb blonde you know he had

your average dumb blonde you know he had
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something to say and something to talk

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about jabriath also was a virtuoso on

about jabriath also was a virtuoso on
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the piano on all our breaks at

the piano on all our breaks at
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rehearsals he would everybody else would

rehearsals he would everybody else would
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go to the bathroom or they'd go get

go to the bathroom or they'd go get
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something to drink there was debra just

something to drink there was debra just
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sitting at the piano just playing and

sitting at the piano just playing and
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composing and hey i just wrote this i

composing and hey i just wrote this i
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want you to hear this and he floored

want you to hear this and he floored
everybody

otis nike met gabrieth and we instantly

otis nike met gabrieth and we instantly
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attached ourselves to each other he was

attached ourselves to each other he was
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living in a house all by himself and

living in a house all by himself and
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otis and i kind of moved in there with

otis and i kind of moved in there with
him

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and it was almost like he became our

and it was almost like he became our
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adopted child and then mercy came to

adopted child and then mercy came to
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live with us miss mercy of the gtos

live with us miss mercy of the gtos
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i went to see hair

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and i was with miss christine and i

and i was with miss christine and i
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think bianca jagger was there that night

think bianca jagger was there that night
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and at the end of

and at the end of
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hair they would come out and they would

hair they would come out and they would
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drag people on stage

drag people on stage
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and i saw this pretty blonde coming at

and i saw this pretty blonde coming at
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me and it was so bright that he dragged

me and it was so bright that he dragged
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me up on stage and

me up on stage and
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i went home with him i just loved him

i went home with him i just loved him
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but he was gay but what can you say it

but he was gay but what can you say it
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was still a platonic love affair joe

was still a platonic love affair joe
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bryant uh to me

bryant uh to me
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i would observe his relationship with

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women was reference material

women was reference material
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he never talked to me about how he

he never talked to me about how he
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became gay or why he was gay or we never

became gay or why he was gay or we never
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talked about that he was very quiet

talked about that he was very quiet
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about his

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his personal life and his sexual life

his personal life and his sexual life
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particularly as flamboyant as he tried

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to be in his flirtatious as he was that

to be in his flirtatious as he was that
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his sexuality was not a major importance

his sexuality was not a major importance
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in his life

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or something that he was maybe even

or something that he was maybe even
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entirely comfortable with

entirely comfortable with
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he was on in the la hair

he was on in the la hair
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for a long time and he was doing pigeon

for a long time and he was doing pigeon
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at the time too

at the time too
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i had been producing a rock and roll

i had been producing a rock and roll
group

group

group
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when somebody brought pigeon or gibrath

when somebody brought pigeon or gibrath
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i think it was pigeon

i think it was pigeon
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to me

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joe brath was a wonderful flashy

joe brath was a wonderful flashy
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pianist i had been in rock and roll a

pianist i had been in rock and roll a
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long time but this was something

long time but this was something
different

different

different
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i don't remember hearing demos but it's

i don't remember hearing demos but it's
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the kind of thing if stan said he's got

the kind of thing if stan said he's got
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somebody that's good you know stan was

somebody that's good you know stan was
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the best guy in town so we wouldn't

the best guy in town so we wouldn't
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question something like that but then i

question something like that but then i
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do remember the first day or so that

do remember the first day or so that
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they came in i think gibrath sat down

they came in i think gibrath sat down
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and started playing and rich and i both

and started playing and rich and i both
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looked at each other and said okay fine

looked at each other and said okay fine
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this guy is different

this guy is different
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this classical piano style

this classical piano style
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created these melodies around this

created these melodies around this
poetry

jabria

jabria
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incorporated all the very legitimate

incorporated all the very legitimate
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classical underneath all his

classical underneath all his
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singing and

singing and
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you'd hear little mozart

you'd hear little mozart
and

and

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beethoven a lot of chopin literally

beethoven a lot of chopin literally
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underneath all this somewhat rock and

underneath all this somewhat rock and
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roll music

roll music
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he had a delivery vocally that was very

he had a delivery vocally that was very
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pure and innocent

pure and innocent
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when i was younger

when i was younger
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and my needs were small

and my needs were small
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he could really sing too and the pidgeot

he could really sing too and the pidgeot
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album was really beautiful by saying it

album was really beautiful by saying it
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was a band i guess technically it was a

was a band i guess technically it was a
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band but it was the kind of band that oh

band but it was the kind of band that oh
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okay it's really

okay it's really
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i mean this is 90 percent of it right

i mean this is 90 percent of it right
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here it's it's built around gibraltar

here it's it's built around gibraltar
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he was just head and shoulders above any

he was just head and shoulders above any
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of the other guys it was apparent there

of the other guys it was apparent there
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was no fighting to to see who the top

was no fighting to to see who the top
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dog is it was a parent

dog is it was a parent
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joe brath had a lot of potential but he

joe brath had a lot of potential but he
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was almost

was almost
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too complicated in many ways

too complicated in many ways
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it was

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when the album was finished

when the album was finished
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somebody over there deck of records got

somebody over there deck of records got
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the idea of doing this album cover

the idea of doing this album cover
pigeon

pigeon

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in a submarine sandwich with lettuce and

in a submarine sandwich with lettuce and
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tomatoes hanging out the pieces of bread

tomatoes hanging out the pieces of bread
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it got kind of both negative and

it got kind of both negative and
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positive reviews in billboard cash box

positive reviews in billboard cash box
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saying this is an interesting kind of

saying this is an interesting kind of
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the band was not

the band was not
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tight enough or musical enough or good

tight enough or musical enough or good
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enough together to continue they just

enough together to continue they just
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michael butler at the closure of the la

michael butler at the closure of the la
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show said that everybody could just come

show said that everybody could just come
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to new york and be in that show

to new york and be in that show
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and that included joe bryant

and that included joe bryant
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there's a lot of playing music after

there's a lot of playing music after
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shows and there was a lot of recording

shows and there was a lot of recording
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going on

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and gibrath kind of jumped into that he

and gibrath kind of jumped into that he
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had this demo what he was trying to put

had this demo what he was trying to put
together

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he had written sort of taken a whole new

he had written sort of taken a whole new
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direction and and written new songs and

direction and and written new songs and
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so he came by the studio and sat down

so he came by the studio and sat down
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and and played five things and two of

and and played five things and two of
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them just jumped out where richie and i

them just jumped out where richie and i
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both said okay this is different and

both said okay this is different and
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there was the original when he had just

there was the original when he had just
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written inside and i'm a man

written inside and i'm a man
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right after having just done step off

right after having just done step off
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and especially three dog night we were

and especially three dog night we were
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in the business of making radio friendly

in the business of making radio friendly
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records that's what we're looking for it

records that's what we're looking for it
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was so apparent that this is really a

was so apparent that this is really a
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unique talent but yet in our line of

unique talent but yet in our line of
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business we couldn't do anything with it

business we couldn't do anything with it
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my impression of him first off was that

my impression of him first off was that
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he was tremendously talented

he was tremendously talented
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and

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slightly disturbed about things in his

slightly disturbed about things in his
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life any genius or these wonderful

life any genius or these wonderful
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people have these other flip sides to

people have these other flip sides to
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him i think there were times when he was

him i think there were times when he was
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so driven that it was almost a manic

so driven that it was almost a manic
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thing i came over there one day and he

thing i came over there one day and he
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was chopping up a grand piano saying the

was chopping up a grand piano saying the
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devil had possession of his soul

devil had possession of his soul
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so he was like really going looney tunes

so he was like really going looney tunes
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joe bryant was fired from the show

joe bryant was fired from the show
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and it made it felt inevitable at some

and it made it felt inevitable at some
point

point

point
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but that was probably the best thing for

but that was probably the best thing for
him

him

him
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because he was able to do his music

because he was able to do his music
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i didn't sense

i didn't sense
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any drive

any drive
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from gibrath in trying to grasp the

from gibrath in trying to grasp the
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brass ring or the

brass ring or the
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grammy i think joe bryant was playing

grammy i think joe bryant was playing
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for the love of music

for the love of music
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i don't know if he had a manager when he

i don't know if he had a manager when he
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jerry brandt was

jerry brandt was
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a serious operator

a serious operator
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i'm a huster

i'm a huster
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i'm a promoter very driven very obsessed

i'm a promoter very driven very obsessed
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very smooth

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sexy and slimy all at once he was very

sexy and slimy all at once he was very
powerful

powerful

powerful
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i'm broken fabian took over sam cook

i'm broken fabian took over sam cook
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bought the wrong stones

bought the wrong stones
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jerry grant was exceptionally

jerry grant was exceptionally
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handsome in a reptilian sort of way

handsome in a reptilian sort of way
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quaff such like mick jagger

quaff such like mick jagger
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all rock and roll image

all rock and roll image
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jerry was the man who discovered carly

jerry was the man who discovered carly
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simon he just kind of reeked of money

simon he just kind of reeked of money
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and power jerry brandt opened the club

and power jerry brandt opened the club
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called the electric circus

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it was the theater of the absurd super

it was the theater of the absurd super
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cool super mean feeling it was the

cool super mean feeling it was the
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traveling road show from the west coast

traveling road show from the west coast
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so i played there doors played there

so i played there doors played there
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grateful dead played there

grateful dead played there
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i knew

i knew
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this

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was big

was big
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he loved to promote

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and he was very good at it

and he was very good at it
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jay brant was seen as a height master

jay brant was seen as a height master
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jerry was sven golly

jerry was sven golly
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jerry had a really

jerry had a really
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infamous reputation

infamous reputation
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jerry was a

jerry was a
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prick there was a young beautiful german

prick there was a young beautiful german
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boy who worked at cbs who would george

boy who worked at cbs who would george
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o'brien loves his music and he says you

o'brien loves his music and he says you
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gotta listen to this tape

gotta listen to this tape
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and i listened to it and i said

and i listened to it and i said
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something incredible here i don't know

something incredible here i don't know
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is i thought it was very smart

is i thought it was very smart
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and very sexy now what more could a

and very sexy now what more could a
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manager want from a guy

manager want from a guy
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he could write he could sing he could

he could write he could sing he could
dance

i bought it

i bought it
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he realized that gibrath had a lot of

he realized that gibrath had a lot of
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talent and he saw

talent and he saw
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uh a lot of money but he also had a

uh a lot of money but he also had a
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genuine affection for him and your

genuine affection for him and your
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breath knew it too your breath knew how

breath knew it too your breath knew how
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to work

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his way around i mean he seduced me

his way around i mean he seduced me
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period

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jobriah said i would like a deal with

jobriah said i would like a deal with
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you

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the same as

the same as
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the colonel

the colonel
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and elvis

and elvis
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which indicated to me of his grandiose

which indicated to me of his grandiose
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ideas

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and their deal was 50 50 on everything

and their deal was 50 50 on everything
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so we drew up a partnership agreement

so we drew up a partnership agreement
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when um joe bryant hooked up with jerry

when um joe bryant hooked up with jerry
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brandt right away jabriath knew what he

brandt right away jabriath knew what he
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was looking for

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and the next thing i knew

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we were hearing about joe bryant's

we were hearing about joe bryant's
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album that he was doing

album that he was doing
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an electric lady with eddie kramer

an electric lady with eddie kramer
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producing

producing
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harmony is deafening and lovers don't

harmony is deafening and lovers don't
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eddie kramer is a tremendously talented

eddie kramer is a tremendously talented
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engineer

engineer
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he was the the main engineer for jimi

he was the the main engineer for jimi
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hendrix's recordings he had worked with

hendrix's recordings he had worked with
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led zeppelin the beatles and peter

led zeppelin the beatles and peter
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frampton

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i was introduced to gibrath by jerry

i was introduced to gibrath by jerry
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brandt

brandt
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i'd done

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an album with him with connie simon

an album with him with connie simon
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another one for the voices of east

another one for the voices of east
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harlem he was well connected with

harlem he was well connected with
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elektra he gave me a demo for me to

elektra he gave me a demo for me to
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listen to and said what do you think and

listen to and said what do you think and
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wait a second

wait a second
john

john

john
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joe bryan

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he wanted everybody to come and sing

he wanted everybody to come and sing
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with him so a whole group of people that

with him so a whole group of people that
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he knew from here and other places

he knew from here and other places
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wasn't the full cast but it was vicky

wasn't the full cast but it was vicky
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sue robinson and heather and

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myself to discover richard gere in that

myself to discover richard gere in that
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section it was like who invited him

section it was like who invited him
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what's he doing there he's not a singer

what's he doing there he's not a singer
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when we recorded with chabrath he had

when we recorded with chabrath he had
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everything mapped out he seemed quite

everything mapped out he seemed quite
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technically competent in the studio

technically competent in the studio
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multi-tracking special effects and so

multi-tracking special effects and so
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forth he he understood the recording

forth he he understood the recording
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de bryce would dictate

de bryce would dictate
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gibralth writes all his own material he

gibralth writes all his own material he
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writes all the lyrics

writes all the lyrics
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um

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plays all the keyboards on the album

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plays mode plays organ
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plays some acoustic guitar

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um sings obviously all the lead parts

um sings obviously all the lead parts
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debrite has a distinctive style of

debrite has a distinctive style of
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writing

writing
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okay let's go do it all right let's go

okay let's go do it all right let's go
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do it

do it
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his ability to play classical music and

his ability to play classical music and
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rock and

rock and
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pop and broadway and all the rest of it

pop and broadway and all the rest of it
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the music was complicated

the music was complicated
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sophisticated

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his vocal tics were eccentric it did

his vocal tics were eccentric it did
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when he comes out and sings a song i'm a

when he comes out and sings a song i'm a
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man you know he's clearly giving you a

man you know he's clearly giving you a
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different idea of what a man

different idea of what a man
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i'm is elegant man i'm a man everything

i'm is elegant man i'm a man everything
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you want to know about your breath is in

you want to know about your breath is in
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his lyrics

his lyrics
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i believed him being who he was

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was more important than making a

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statement i'm gay

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had it never been brought up you know i

had it never been brought up you know i
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wouldn't have cared less

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you care about the music and you care

you care about the music and you care
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about the performance

about the performance
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just because you're gay and you're out

just because you're gay and you're out
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and you're a musician does not mean that

and you're a musician does not mean that
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you're going to be good but you know you

you're going to be good but you know you
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find these rare people and their talent

find these rare people and their talent
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transcends their sexual orientation

transcends their sexual orientation
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it was an amazing

it was an amazing
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amazing session

amazing session
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he was his own person and he had

he was his own person and he had
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developed this very unique style

developed this very unique style
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flamboyance to the point of craziness

flamboyance to the point of craziness
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he was different than anybody i have

he was different than anybody i have
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ever seen

ever seen
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these combinations of things said to me

these combinations of things said to me
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just to be big

just to be big
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i don't think jerry brandt's

i don't think jerry brandt's
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forte was in the studio jerry brandt was

forte was in the studio jerry brandt was
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a business guy

a business guy
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the first thing you do is make a record

the first thing you do is make a record
deal

deal

deal
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jerry brown approached me with joe

jerry brown approached me with joe
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bryant very matter-of-factly

bryant very matter-of-factly
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he uh he brought me some material

he uh he brought me some material
he

he

he
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talked more about the marketing than he

talked more about the marketing than he
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did about the music which should have

did about the music which should have
been

been

been
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uh something that alerted me i think to

uh something that alerted me i think to
him

him

him
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the music

the music
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was okay i mean it was secondary to

was okay i mean it was secondary to
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i got to do this for jerry brandt jerry

i got to do this for jerry brandt jerry
seemed

seemed

seemed
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you know impossibly energized at the

you know impossibly energized at the
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prospect of

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sort of being the spin golly figure

sort of being the spin golly figure
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when joe bryant started getting

when joe bryant started getting
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discovered and everything

discovered and everything
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he started to seem curious about

he started to seem curious about
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changing his image and stuff i i know he

changing his image and stuff i i know he
had

had

had
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sort of a flirtation with becoming a

sort of a flirtation with becoming a
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famous person but

famous person but
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i i don't know if necessarily it was the

i i don't know if necessarily it was the
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fame he was after as much as the persona

fame he was after as much as the persona
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he was really really exuding you know

he was really really exuding you know
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the rock and roll sensibility of that

the rock and roll sensibility of that
time

glam really began as a earl very early

glam really began as a earl very early
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70s reaction to what was by then seeming

70s reaction to what was by then seeming
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the drabness of hippie dumb

the drabness of hippie dumb
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glam people had had enough of that after

glam people had had enough of that after
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five years so we said we want to do

five years so we said we want to do
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something more exciting we want to do

something more exciting we want to do
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something more theatrical we want to do

something more theatrical we want to do
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something new

something new
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glim and glitter were all kind of rolled

glim and glitter were all kind of rolled
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into one

into one
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kind of a fascination with movies and

kind of a fascination with movies and
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movie stars and then the rock and

movie stars and then the rock and
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rollers kind of picked it up from there

rollers kind of picked it up from there
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and different artists approached it in

and different artists approached it in
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different ways but dressing up was one

different ways but dressing up was one
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i saw mark boland wearing women's shoes

i saw mark boland wearing women's shoes
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feather bowers glitter stuck on his

feather bowers glitter stuck on his
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cheeks pouting away lipstick on there

cheeks pouting away lipstick on there
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was something that was okay about a guy

was something that was okay about a guy
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dressing a bit feminine because for a

dressing a bit feminine because for a
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start he had all the women chasing him

start he had all the women chasing him
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don't you get it you know you can be

don't you get it you know you can be
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ugly like slade god bless them were the

ugly like slade god bless them were the
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ugliest man in the world or you could be

ugliest man in the world or you could be
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bowie or bowling who were the most

bowie or bowling who were the most
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beautiful man you'd ever see i wanted to

beautiful man you'd ever see i wanted to
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be them i didn't want to come

be them i didn't want to come
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i just wanted to

i just wanted to
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be in their space there was a more kind

be in their space there was a more kind
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of comfortable sense of humor to it

of comfortable sense of humor to it
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bowie's the perfect example where he

bowie's the perfect example where he
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began with a persona it was clearly a

began with a persona it was clearly a
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made-up character of ziggy stardust

made-up character of ziggy stardust
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ziggy stardust was an indelible icon

ziggy stardust was an indelible icon
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that he could almost get away with

that he could almost get away with
anything

anything

anything
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bowie was beautiful

bowie was beautiful
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he was strange but beautiful

he was strange but beautiful
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the image was very feminine but there

the image was very feminine but there
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was something very masculine about him

was something very masculine about him
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which made it even more appealing

which made it even more appealing
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it was true androgyny

it was true androgyny
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i don't think anyone ever debated

i don't think anyone ever debated
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whether david bowie was bisexual whether

whether david bowie was bisexual whether
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it was right you know or disgusting it

it was right you know or disgusting it
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was just part of the general

was just part of the general
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outrageousness you know i don't think

outrageousness you know i don't think
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david's gay he says oh he might have

david's gay he says oh he might have
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poked a couple of guys you know uh when

poked a couple of guys you know uh when
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he was high but no he was basically

he was high but no he was basically
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heterosexual and and his his wife

heterosexual and and his his wife
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maneuvered a lot of that image around

maneuvered a lot of that image around
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and she was always very much visible

and she was always very much visible
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around the androgyny of david bowie so

around the androgyny of david bowie so
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assuming that the public was ready to

assuming that the public was ready to
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take that next step beyond bully joe

take that next step beyond bully joe
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bryant was thrust into the spotlight

bryant was thrust into the spotlight
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without the safety net of hyper

without the safety net of hyper
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masculinity or bisexuality jerry

masculinity or bisexuality jerry
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brandt's mantra being there's no such

brandt's mantra being there's no such
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thing as bad publicity and brandt spread

thing as bad publicity and brandt spread
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enough money around to make sure that

enough money around to make sure that
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the name joe bryant was on everyone's

the name joe bryant was on everyone's
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lips even before they heard a note of

lips even before they heard a note of
music

music

music
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tell me some of the business particulars

tell me some of the business particulars
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behind joe bryant

behind joe bryant
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how you promoting the act what you've

how you promoting the act what you've
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sunk into it as far as money is

sunk into it as far as money is
concerned

concerned

concerned
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what you have riding on it and so on

what you have riding on it and so on
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um

um
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enormous amount of money

enormous amount of money
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a lot of thrills and a good time

a lot of thrills and a good time
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at the time that elektra came into the

at the time that elektra came into the
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picture it was presented as my god he's

picture it was presented as my god he's
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got this great deal and huge amount of

got this great deal and huge amount of
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money up front and they're going to go

money up front and they're going to go
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all the way with this we had heard

all the way with this we had heard
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anywhere from you know 500 000 to a

anywhere from you know 500 000 to a
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million and we of course were delighted

million and we of course were delighted
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i mean it's i mean what do you need in

i mean it's i mean what do you need in
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america you need promotion more than

america you need promotion more than
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almost anything else i tried to break

almost anything else i tried to break
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gibralt in new york because i was

gibralt in new york because i was
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accepted in new york sorry rent is new

accepted in new york sorry rent is new
york

york

york
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if new york buys it

if new york buys it
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we're in

we're in
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it was too big his face was everywhere

it was too big his face was everywhere
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and he was on buses when i saw the cover

and he was on buses when i saw the cover
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of that particular album on the side of

of that particular album on the side of
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the buses in new york

the buses in new york
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it's like oh my goodness and the makeup

it's like oh my goodness and the makeup
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they had on him

they had on him
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gibrath is morphing into this creature i

gibrath is morphing into this creature i
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thought it was fantastic

thought it was fantastic
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you put that picture of me that nude

you put that picture of me that nude
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picture of me on the side of about

picture of me on the side of about
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700 750 bus

700 750 bus
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well between new york paris and london

well between new york paris and london
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about 2 000 buses it seemed to me

about 2 000 buses it seemed to me
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that this was more

that this was more
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of a marketing effort than it was a

of a marketing effort than it was a
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music effort

music effort
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asking me if i'm homosexual it was like

asking me if i'm homosexual it was like
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asking james brown if he's black the

asking james brown if he's black the
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it was like in your face

it was like in your face
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right i'm the real

right i'm the real
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and people like

and people like
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because even bowing them didn't do that

because even bowing them didn't do that
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they just suggested it and hinted it

they just suggested it and hinted it
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there's a lot of people who are running

there's a lot of people who are running
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around putting makeup on stuff just

around putting makeup on stuff just
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because of sheep

because of sheep
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i just want to say that i'm no pretender

i just want to say that i'm no pretender
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whatever advice

whatever advice
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there was a big push to make this happen

there was a big push to make this happen
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and to make this happen big so he was

and to make this happen big so he was
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everywhere in a very very big way

everywhere in a very very big way
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more than any other artist in the

more than any other artist in the
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history of the business

history of the business
ever

ever

ever
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ever got as much attention

ever got as much attention
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as jabria

as jabria
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when he was starting to get famous and

when he was starting to get famous and
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he was like subjected to

he was like subjected to
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the aspect of

the aspect of
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becoming this person

becoming this person
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i think that rocked his cradle a little

i think that rocked his cradle a little
bit

bit

bit
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he seemed to me to be a really good

he seemed to me to be a really good
actor

actor

actor
and

and

and
uh

uh

uh
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it seemed to me that this was the role

it seemed to me that this was the role
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of his life deprath was basically quite

of his life deprath was basically quite
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an elegant person

an elegant person
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more than this off the wall image that

more than this off the wall image that
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he was trying to portray

he was trying to portray
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i didn't know if that was joe bryan's

i didn't know if that was joe bryan's
honoring

honoring

honoring
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his heart

his heart
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or joe bryant going with

or joe bryant going with
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a trend

a trend
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he was in a very much of an enigma

he was in a very much of an enigma
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he said his name was jobiah salisbury

he said his name was jobiah salisbury
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and then one of his friends said no his

and then one of his friends said no his
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name is bruce campbell

name is bruce campbell
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and then he said no it's bruce

and then he said no it's bruce
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sullisberry gibralt

sullisberry gibralt
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compartmentalized his life

compartmentalized his life
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so he started inventing

so he started inventing
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these people

these people
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i never knew what name he was going to

i never knew what name he was going to
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have every time i saw him he always

have every time i saw him he always
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referred to himself as jabrius

referred to himself as jabrius
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there was never any mention of bruce i

there was never any mention of bruce i
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guess as far as he was concerned bruce

guess as far as he was concerned bruce
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was dead

was dead
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he had a lot of contradictions and i

he had a lot of contradictions and i
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suspect he didn't want to be who he

suspect he didn't want to be who he
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really was

really was
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so who was he before he was gibrath

so who was he before he was gibrath
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there was always this underlying sadness

there was always this underlying sadness
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about him

about him
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i felt came from his family situation

i felt came from his family situation
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even though i didn't understand what it

even though i didn't understand what it
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was because he was not very honest about

was because he was not very honest about
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it i never met anybody in his family i

it i never met anybody in his family i
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don't think he was had any close

don't think he was had any close
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relationship with his family he was very

relationship with his family he was very
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closed about it he didn't want to talk

closed about it he didn't want to talk
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about it much he was trying to

about it much he was trying to
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put his old life

put his old life
to

to

to
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to bed and just become a new person a

to bed and just become a new person a
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different person

different person
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and that he actually believed in this

and that he actually believed in this
whole

whole

whole
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incarnation of himself as

incarnation of himself as
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my earliest clear memory of bruce is him

my earliest clear memory of bruce is him
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saving my life

saving my life
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jumping in the car seat in front of me

jumping in the car seat in front of me
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and and jacking the the steering wheel

and and jacking the the steering wheel
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so that i wouldn't roll down

so that i wouldn't roll down
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a steep driveway

a steep driveway
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i can tell you just by looking at the

i can tell you just by looking at the
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photographs that i own that bruce adored

photographs that i own that bruce adored
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me as a baby

me as a baby
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every opportunity he had to get his

every opportunity he had to get his
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hands on me he took

hands on me he took
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i always would tell people that he was

i always would tell people that he was
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kind of like an auntie anti-mame

kind of like an auntie anti-mame
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he would just come into a room and bring

he would just come into a room and bring
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the world with him

the world with him
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joe bryant was born bruce wayne campbell

joe bryant was born bruce wayne campbell
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on december 14 1946 in philadelphia the

on december 14 1946 in philadelphia the
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second of three sons born to jim

second of three sons born to jim
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they married very young

they married very young
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my mother had her first child in less

my mother had her first child in less
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than nine months

than nine months
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she was 16 years

she was 16 years
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old my mother loved to have a good time

old my mother loved to have a good time
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she was a fun-loving person very

she was a fun-loving person very
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beautiful woman

beautiful woman
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when she walked into a room it became a

when she walked into a room it became a
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party because she was so attractive and

party because she was so attractive and
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so fun-loving

so fun-loving
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after 10 years of marriage to a man who

after 10 years of marriage to a man who
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worked hard and who wanted his family to

worked hard and who wanted his family to
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be traditional in many of those ways

be traditional in many of those ways
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and my mother really less and less as

and my mother really less and less as
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time went on did not fit into that

time went on did not fit into that
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picture

picture
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she needed certain types of attention in

she needed certain types of attention in
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order to feel good about

order to feel good about
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herself bruce was 12 years old when the

herself bruce was 12 years old when the
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family broke up

family broke up
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i have a feeling that whatever happened

i have a feeling that whatever happened
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it happened in 1958 and it happened

it happened in 1958 and it happened
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quickly because she was pregnant

quickly because she was pregnant
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marion was pregnant with another man's

marion was pregnant with another man's
child

child

child
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she'd been having an affair with a man

she'd been having an affair with a man
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named bill fogle

named bill fogle
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soon after she left her husband and

soon after she left her husband and
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three sons to marry him

three sons to marry him
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within two years fogle committed suicide

within two years fogle committed suicide
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marion was now a widow raising a young

marion was now a widow raising a young
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boy on her own

boy on her own
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after my father died my mother and i

after my father died my mother and i
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lived in a couple of different places

lived in a couple of different places
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and eventually we came back to the town

and eventually we came back to the town
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where the campbells

where the campbells
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had lived as a family

had lived as a family
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i also have

i also have
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a number of memories of of my mother you

a number of memories of of my mother you
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know putting me in the car and we'd go

know putting me in the car and we'd go
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to the campbell zoo

to the campbell zoo
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but was what was odd about that

but was what was odd about that
uh

was that my mother didn't feel

was that my mother didn't feel
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comfortable having me go in the house

comfortable having me go in the house
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she would leave me in the car

she would leave me in the car
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it was unseemly

it was unseemly
for

for

for
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for me to see the other family that she

for me to see the other family that she
had

had

had
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almost all the photos of my mother and

almost all the photos of my mother and
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bruce are that it's very evident that

bruce are that it's very evident that
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they really did have a very special

they really did have a very special
relationship

relationship

relationship
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she absolutely loved him and there's no

she absolutely loved him and there's no
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doubt about the fact that he was

doubt about the fact that he was
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definitely her favorite son and partly

definitely her favorite son and partly
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because of his talent partly because of

because of his talent partly because of
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his beauty but and his bullies and

his beauty but and his bullies and
excitement

excitement

excitement
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bruce was just her angel the son that

bruce was just her angel the son that
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she could just sit down and have a

she could just sit down and have a
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cigarette with and and have a drink with

cigarette with and and have a drink with
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they were being glam queens together

they were being glam queens together
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they were being glamorous together they

they were being glamorous together they
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were being girlfriends in short

were being girlfriends in short
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i knew i was never going to be like that

i knew i was never going to be like that
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with my mom and i tried and i think in

with my mom and i tried and i think in
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some ways

some ways
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i benefited

i benefited
from

from

from
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bruce's relationship with my mother

bruce's relationship with my mother
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i benefited from that relationship but

i benefited from that relationship but
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at the same time i stood in the shadow

at the same time i stood in the shadow
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jobriath turned to art at an early age

jobriath turned to art at an early age
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often painting striking exaggerated

often painting striking exaggerated
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images of himself and his mother

images of himself and his mother
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but his true escape was music

but his true escape was music
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playing music and learning music was his

playing music and learning music was his
haven

haven

haven
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that's where he could go and develop

that's where he could go and develop
himself

himself

himself
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and be away from the drama of his family

and be away from the drama of his family
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or even having to deal with his family

or even having to deal with his family
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i first

i first
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met bruce campbell early spring of

met bruce campbell early spring of
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1964 where we were both auditioning to

1964 where we were both auditioning to
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be accepted as a piano major at temple

be accepted as a piano major at temple
university

university

university
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when i got to know him uh later in the

when i got to know him uh later in the
semester

semester

semester
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i realized that

i realized that
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this was a talent like a a mozart or a

this was a talent like a a mozart or a
prokofiev

prokofiev

prokofiev
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he was a amazing sight reader um because

he was a amazing sight reader um because
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i put before him things that he'd never

i put before him things that he'd never
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seen before but i remember beethoven

seen before but i remember beethoven
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especially the volsteen sonata

especially the volsteen sonata
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he definitely had

he definitely had
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played that a lot so i would venture to

played that a lot so i would venture to
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say that beethoven was

say that beethoven was
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one of his influences and from stories i

one of his influences and from stories i
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had heard had even been paraded before

had heard had even been paraded before
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eugene normandy of the philadelphia

eugene normandy of the philadelphia
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orchestra as this vunderken

orchestra as this vunderken
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he showed me manuscripts of chamber

he showed me manuscripts of chamber
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music and could play it on the piano for

music and could play it on the piano for
me

me

me
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he had pretty much the first movement of

he had pretty much the first movement of
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a symphony

a symphony
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composed and orchestrated at the age of

composed and orchestrated at the age of
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the psychological reason why he wouldn't

the psychological reason why he wouldn't
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promote himself

promote himself
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or fear of rejection gibrath came from a

or fear of rejection gibrath came from a
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background that was not in harmony with

background that was not in harmony with
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who he was as a human being i i think

who he was as a human being i i think
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that he didn't get the support that he

that he didn't get the support that he
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needed i got the impression his mother

needed i got the impression his mother
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was dead set against it when you were in

was dead set against it when you were in
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my mother's world it was a little bit

my mother's world it was a little bit
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sterile a little bit

sterile a little bit
um

um

um
[Music]

[Music]

[Music]
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there just wasn't as much uh

there just wasn't as much uh
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warmth and and and things going on

warmth and and and things going on
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because my mother you got on my mother's

because my mother you got on my mother's
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nerves too easily to do that she looked

nerves too easily to do that she looked
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at him and said you can't just take off

at him and said you can't just take off
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like a great big bird

like a great big bird
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mrs fogle he's already taken off you

mrs fogle he's already taken off you
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don't even know who your son is

don't even know who your son is
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she had no idea

she had no idea
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of the talent this person had any more

of the talent this person had any more
than

than

than
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mr and mrs gershwin had any idea what

mr and mrs gershwin had any idea what
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they had on their hands towards the end

they had on their hands towards the end
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of the semester he was cutting so many

of the semester he was cutting so many
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classes i was worried he was going to

classes i was worried he was going to
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flunk he said that he wasn't coming back

flunk he said that he wasn't coming back
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the next semester what difference did it

the next semester what difference did it
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make and

make and
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he just couldn't stand it anymore bruce

he just couldn't stand it anymore bruce
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was anxious to please his father like

was anxious to please his father like
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any kid including he was in officer

any kid including he was in officer
training

training

training
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his musical studies had gotten off track

his musical studies had gotten off track
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and so i'm sure his dad was like well

and so i'm sure his dad was like well
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what are you going to do now

what are you going to do now
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his father was

his father was
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a strong and organized and intelligent

a strong and organized and intelligent
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man who had

man who had
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his own

his own
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very strong ideas and he was by no means

very strong ideas and he was by no means
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a passive

a passive
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or easy-going personality

or easy-going personality
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he enlisted

he enlisted
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and sort of over a period of time had a

and sort of over a period of time had a
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meltdown about the whole thing i guess

meltdown about the whole thing i guess
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it was just a lot worse than he

it was just a lot worse than he
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uh expected he knew

uh expected he knew
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from the second he was in that he was

from the second he was in that he was
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going to get himself out at that point

going to get himself out at that point
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we were all getting calls from the fbi

we were all getting calls from the fbi
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wanting to know where he was the rumor

wanting to know where he was the rumor
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was he had changed his name to jabria

was he had changed his name to jabria
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salisbury for that very reason

salisbury for that very reason
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when you're awol

when you're awol
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you go into hiding

you go into hiding
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you change your name

you change your name
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but you don't appear on a stage

but you don't appear on a stage
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singing every night

singing every night
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why would you be so visible

why would you be so visible
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while being awol

while being awol
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then they they found out and arrested

then they they found out and arrested
him

him

him
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one time i was with miss lucy and she

one time i was with miss lucy and she
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sent joe bryant a can of root beer

sent joe bryant a can of root beer
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in the mail

in the mail
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she said oh he's over in the nut house

she said oh he's over in the nut house
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over in philadelphia or something and he

over in philadelphia or something and he
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has to stay there for three weeks but

has to stay there for three weeks but
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instead of serving time he made them

instead of serving time he made them
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think he was nuts

think he was nuts
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he was an actor he knew how to act crazy

he was an actor he knew how to act crazy
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he knew how to push the buttons he knew

he knew how to push the buttons he knew
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how what the rules were

how what the rules were
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he knew how to get around them and

he knew how to get around them and
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through them and out i think if joe

through them and out i think if joe
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bryant had come out and said i'm gay to

bryant had come out and said i'm gay to
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not be enlisted it might have caused

not be enlisted it might have caused
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more trouble for him i don't think my

more trouble for him i don't think my
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mother was capable of

mother was capable of
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of really talking to bruce about okay

of really talking to bruce about okay
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what's really going on with you

what's really going on with you
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but my mother never allowed herself to

but my mother never allowed herself to
consciously

consciously

consciously
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he still wanted his mother to think that

he still wanted his mother to think that
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yeah he was messing around with girls

yeah he was messing around with girls
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and he brought one home and slept with

and he brought one home and slept with
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her and you know the understanding was

her and you know the understanding was
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my mother's best friend sat down with

my mother's best friend sat down with
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her one day and said marion you know

her one day and said marion you know
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that bruce is gay

that bruce is gay
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my mother didn't speak to the woman

my mother didn't speak to the woman
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again for something like two years

again for something like two years
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and it's sad because i'm sure my mother

and it's sad because i'm sure my mother
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acknowledged that there was that her

acknowledged that there was that her
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that her son was extraordinary and out

that her son was extraordinary and out
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of the ordinary but she discovered bruce

of the ordinary but she discovered bruce
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in bed with another boy

in bed with another boy
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even that wasn't enough to uh to help

even that wasn't enough to uh to help
her

her

her
um

um

um
consciously

consciously

consciously
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deal with with his sexuality that even

deal with with his sexuality that even
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we would speak about that

we would speak about that
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about my father being gay

about my father being gay
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but he

but he
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he said it was

he said it was
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a part of him

a part of him
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it was his life and he deceived what was

it was his life and he deceived what was
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the problem

the problem
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and that's really

and that's really
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when he got to new york things did

when he got to new york things did
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change he was still gibrius in many ways

change he was still gibrius in many ways
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he had a new kind of freedom he was

he had a new kind of freedom he was
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never you know really closeted in la but

never you know really closeted in la but
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he was he seemed to me to be more

he was he seemed to me to be more
flamboyant

flamboyant

flamboyant
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he was very comfortable with sort of

he was very comfortable with sort of
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exploring a more feminine side to his

exploring a more feminine side to his
personality

personality

personality
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i want to

i want to
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someday be the person who looks more gay

someday be the person who looks more gay
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than anybody else

than anybody else
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so that somebody could point to me and

so that somebody could point to me and
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say that's what somebody who is gay

say that's what somebody who is gay
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looks like

looks like
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joe bryant's debut album having been

joe bryant's debut album having been
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hyped in the press since mid-summer was

hyped in the press since mid-summer was
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finally released in october of 1973.

finally released in october of 1973.
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at long last there is now a sound to put

at long last there is now a sound to put
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with the image

with the image
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[Music]

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the whole world is waiting for this big

the whole world is waiting for this big
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star and the first very first sound they

star and the first very first sound they
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i think it had a very gay sensibility to

i think it had a very gay sensibility to
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it because of the kind of respect for

it because of the kind of respect for
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chords respect for lyric respect for

chords respect for lyric respect for
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storytelling and yet it was rock and

storytelling and yet it was rock and
roll

roll

roll
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we loved it

we loved it
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it was exciting and rock and we loved

it was exciting and rock and we loved
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the outsiderness of it

the outsiderness of it
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and even space clown which of course was

and even space clown which of course was
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ridiculous and made us cringe with

ridiculous and made us cringe with
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embarrassment at the same time because

embarrassment at the same time because
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we adored it because like

we adored it because like
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the chorus oh you're a space clown it

the chorus oh you're a space clown it
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just was the poetry was so horrendous

just was the poetry was so horrendous
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wow this is really weird stuff and it's

wow this is really weird stuff and it's
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creepy and i don't know what the hell

creepy and i don't know what the hell
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he's singing about but i like it the

he's singing about but i like it the
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voice inflection with the music and

voice inflection with the music and
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everything it's hard just was so perfect

everything it's hard just was so perfect
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you could tell the difference between

you could tell the difference between
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fourth and the instrument when people

fourth and the instrument when people
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say oh it's like a bowie ripoff because

say oh it's like a bowie ripoff because
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i hear a lot of influences on it that

i hear a lot of influences on it that
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don't have to do with bowie i don't

don't have to do with bowie i don't
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think he's a very particularly bowie

think he's a very particularly bowie
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sounding singer his piano chords

sounding singer his piano chords
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in his songs were radically different

in his songs were radically different
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from the kind of chords david bowie

from the kind of chords david bowie
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would use it isn't traditional

would use it isn't traditional
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song forms at all which i think is what

song forms at all which i think is what
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makes him so brilliant

makes him so brilliant
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it's a very very lush beautiful sounding

it's a very very lush beautiful sounding
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recording and it's also extremely

recording and it's also extremely
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creative there's something too perfect

creative there's something too perfect
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about the records

about the records
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i mean it's nice that peter frampton

i mean it's nice that peter frampton
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drops by

drops by
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people from led zeppelin are dropping by

people from led zeppelin are dropping by
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and playing bass the records seem kind

and playing bass the records seem kind
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of earth sets to me they didn't seem

of earth sets to me they didn't seem
like

like

like
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a band that he'd been playing with for a

a band that he'd been playing with for a
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long time what eddie kramer had done in

long time what eddie kramer had done in
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the mix is they're a little too troubly

the mix is they're a little too troubly
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they don't have that resonance they're

they don't have that resonance they're
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overproduced where was his voice he was

overproduced where was his voice he was
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clearly in the room when they mixed them

clearly in the room when they mixed them
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and he wanted to hear the piano more

and he wanted to hear the piano more
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than he wanted to hear his voice

than he wanted to hear his voice
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sometimes you capture the explosive

sometimes you capture the explosive
energy

energy

energy
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you know of of an original artist and

you know of of an original artist and
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sometimes it has to sort of be

sometimes it has to sort of be
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crafted for the masses like a christmas

crafted for the masses like a christmas
present

despite the push from elektra bewildered

despite the push from elektra bewildered
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critics and music buyers had no idea

critics and music buyers had no idea
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what to make of the baroque theatrical

what to make of the baroque theatrical
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pop record stores at the time were

pop record stores at the time were
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filled with carpenters and x beetles

filled with carpenters and x beetles
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while tony orlando and dawn were

while tony orlando and dawn were
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clogging up the am dial

clogging up the am dial
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the album never even charted

the album never even charted
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with that much hype

with that much hype
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and how much money goes into that kind

and how much money goes into that kind
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of advertising you would expect the

of advertising you would expect the
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earth to move a volcanic eruption the

earth to move a volcanic eruption the
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record came out might have been a couple

record came out might have been a couple
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moderately good reviews and then

moderately good reviews and then
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everyone hated him and was gunning for

everyone hated him and was gunning for
him

having failed to be impressed by the

having failed to be impressed by the
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music those in the media who had

music those in the media who had
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previously restrained themselves with

previously restrained themselves with
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thinly veiled cynicism now took aim and

thinly veiled cynicism now took aim and
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declared it open season on jabriath

declared it open season on jabriath
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people were not prepared to be on joe

people were not prepared to be on joe
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brya's side

brya's side
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amongst the new york cognizant

amongst the new york cognizant
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it was like well who's she he was

it was like well who's she he was
presented

presented

presented
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to the world like athena born from

to the world like athena born from
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zeus's head you know a full-formed rock

zeus's head you know a full-formed rock
star

star

star
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you're supposed to like come up from

you're supposed to like come up from
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humble circumstances and pay your dues

humble circumstances and pay your dues
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and he came up from humble circumstances

and he came up from humble circumstances
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but he was plucked by fate to play a

but he was plucked by fate to play a
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role in a movie that nobody ended up

role in a movie that nobody ended up
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wanting to see

wanting to see
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he's copying the bowie

he's copying the bowie
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stance of behaving as if he's a huge

stance of behaving as if he's a huge
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megastar and having money spread around

megastar and having money spread around
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as if he is without him having earned it

as if he is without him having earned it
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and it really eclipsed the quality of

and it really eclipsed the quality of
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the music he did not have the hip media

the music he did not have the hip media
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the cool media on his side mainly

the cool media on his side mainly
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because of brandt

because of brandt
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the big picture was to make us

the big picture was to make us
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gi'briath and jerry brandt the biggest

gi'briath and jerry brandt the biggest
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thing since the colonel and elvis

thing since the colonel and elvis
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all main man and bowie

all main man and bowie
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joey pitched him so high

joey pitched him so high
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when it's jammed down your throat

when it's jammed down your throat
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most people walk away from it don't even

most people walk away from it don't even
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want to hear it most people never even

want to hear it most people never even
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heard his music there were no gigs jerry

heard his music there were no gigs jerry
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brandt spent too much money on promotion

brandt spent too much money on promotion
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but didn't back it up with anything

but didn't back it up with anything
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i believed what i was doing for jabria

i believed what i was doing for jabria
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jobriah believed what i was doing joe

jobriah believed what i was doing joe
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bryant loved what i was doing there had

bryant loved what i was doing there had
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been this all this talk about this huge

been this all this talk about this huge
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advance that he'd gotten so much money

advance that he'd gotten so much money
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up front

up front
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when you're extolling how much somebody

when you're extolling how much somebody
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got for their record contract and stuff

got for their record contract and stuff
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it just immediately makes people

it just immediately makes people
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suspicious the deal

suspicious the deal
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i have read

i have read
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was a half a million dollars with i

was a half a million dollars with i
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don't know how many hundreds of thousand

don't know how many hundreds of thousand
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dollars worth of promotion that was part

dollars worth of promotion that was part
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of the hype i would never risk anything

of the hype i would never risk anything
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like that on any single artist you'd

like that on any single artist you'd
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have to be nuts

have to be nuts
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the deal with jobriath was between 35

the deal with jobriath was between 35
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and 50.

and 50.
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with jerry having

with jerry having
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some money in a budget that he was able

some money in a budget that he was able
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to spend it was in the 20 to 25 000

to spend it was in the 20 to 25 000
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region that was it

region that was it
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no half a million dollars the media

no half a million dollars the media
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wasn't standing up for him

wasn't standing up for him
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perhaps because the first album as good

perhaps because the first album as good
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as it was

as it was
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didn't suddenly

didn't suddenly
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transcend the critical predisposition to

transcend the critical predisposition to
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dismiss him

dismiss him
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i believe there were some pretty good

i believe there were some pretty good
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reviews but in general it was scathing

reviews but in general it was scathing
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in general he was treated as a complete

in general he was treated as a complete
joke

joke

joke
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the world of rock journalism was

the world of rock journalism was
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straight men who were extremely

straight men who were extremely
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homophobic bruce stuck his head in the

homophobic bruce stuck his head in the
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mouth of the wolf and said

mouth of the wolf and said
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i'm the true fairy of rock and roll and

i'm the true fairy of rock and roll and
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you could hear glass break everywhere

you could hear glass break everywhere
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no one had ever really outed himself in

no one had ever really outed himself in
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any form of entertainment

any form of entertainment
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as brazenly as gibrath did

as brazenly as gibrath did
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it was career suicide i thought that

it was career suicide i thought that
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jobriath would be embraced

jobriath would be embraced
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by the public because gay

by the public because gay
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in the 70s was a big deal

in the 70s was a big deal
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the whole gay community was rising i

the whole gay community was rising i
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could feel the levity

could feel the levity
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i said well if we could surf this one in

i said well if we could surf this one in
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we're in a big time here jerry brandt

we're in a big time here jerry brandt
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named jabari the fairy of rock and roll

named jabari the fairy of rock and roll
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i think the straight william morris

i think the straight william morris
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agent saw a bowie happen he was going to

agent saw a bowie happen he was going to
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take that and blow it up more well

take that and blow it up more well
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ferries don't sell they don't sell the

ferries don't sell they don't sell the
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ferries and they certainly don't sell to

ferries and they certainly don't sell to
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straight people i just thought it was

straight people i just thought it was
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what it was let's sell the album how do

what it was let's sell the album how do
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we get people to look up

we get people to look up
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but when you announce that you're ex you

but when you announce that you're ex you
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know you're exclusively sexually with

know you're exclusively sexually with
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men that was something that went a

men that was something that went a
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bridge too far people were rejecting it

bridge too far people were rejecting it
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because they were afraid of it

because they were afraid of it
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he turned being gay into a gimmick

he turned being gay into a gimmick
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and there i think he was in collusion

and there i think he was in collusion
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with bran him it's all him the true

with bran him it's all him the true
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fairy is him

fairy is him
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i can create a true fairy it could not

i can create a true fairy it could not
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have backfired more perfectly

have backfired more perfectly
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if you had set it up

if you had set it up
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you know he basically shot himself in

you know he basically shot himself in
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[Music]

[Music]
hey<00:47:07.359> baby

that's it

that's it
[Music]

de bruyth was one of these new gay men

de bruyth was one of these new gay men
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who believed that the music industry

who believed that the music industry
would

would

would
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stand with them the press did nothing

stand with them the press did nothing
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the gay press i mean

the gay press i mean
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they should have marched in they should

they should have marched in they should
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have done something they didn't you had

have done something they didn't you had
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the gay community moving towards trying

the gay community moving towards trying
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to reclaim masculinity the development

to reclaim masculinity the development
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of the clone

of the clone
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the leather guy the mustache the facial

the leather guy the mustache the facial
hair

hair

hair
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you saw a lot of tight t-shirts and guys

you saw a lot of tight t-shirts and guys
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driving jeeps they were rushing towards

driving jeeps they were rushing towards
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this hyper-masculine i mean they were

this hyper-masculine i mean they were
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rushing to the leather bars but even in

rushing to the leather bars but even in
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the disco text there was a certain kind

the disco text there was a certain kind
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of flamboyance but effeminacy was really

of flamboyance but effeminacy was really
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on the way out

on the way out
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there was a harder political side of gay

there was a harder political side of gay
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culture who reacted very very negative

culture who reacted very very negative
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against the whole

against the whole
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uh androgynous gender glitter movement

uh androgynous gender glitter movement
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of the 70s and they resented the fact

of the 70s and they resented the fact
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that they anyone would think because

that they anyone would think because
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they were gay that they were glitter on

they were gay that they were glitter on
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their eyes and platform shoes and black

their eyes and platform shoes and black
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nail polish

nail polish
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gay audiences at the time don't feel

gay audiences at the time don't feel
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comfortable identifying with rock and

comfortable identifying with rock and
roll

roll

roll
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gay culture didn't like rock

gay culture didn't like rock
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when you stand in line to see the iggy

when you stand in line to see the iggy
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in the stooges at the whiskey you're not

in the stooges at the whiskey you're not
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standing around with a bunch of [ __ ] we

standing around with a bunch of [ __ ] we
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were standing around with a bunch of

were standing around with a bunch of
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people that might want to kill [ __ ]

people that might want to kill [ __ ]
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you can be as gay as you want but you

you can be as gay as you want but you
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can't say it

can't say it
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you can walk around live around you and

you can walk around live around you and
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talk about charges but if for liberace

talk about charges but if for liberace
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you've got to better go i'm gay i'd love

you've got to better go i'm gay i'd love
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to suck that would have been the end of

to suck that would have been the end of
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his career

his career
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jabria was not a straight man pretending

jabria was not a straight man pretending
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he was gay he was a [ __ ]

he was gay he was a [ __ ]
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i'm sure a lot of gay men were very

i'm sure a lot of gay men were very
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upset about gibrath you know about this

upset about gibrath you know about this
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big [ __ ] he didn't make any pretense to

big [ __ ] he didn't make any pretense to
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cover it up ever the interesting thing

cover it up ever the interesting thing
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to me about jabriath and being this gay

to me about jabriath and being this gay
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icon is that i never saw him in a

icon is that i never saw him in a
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relationship i never saw him pick anyone

relationship i never saw him pick anyone
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up in a bar

up in a bar
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i had no idea that he'd ever had sexual

i had no idea that he'd ever had sexual
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relationships with anyone male or female

relationships with anyone male or female
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he never had a problem talking about his

he never had a problem talking about his
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sexuality he just never talked about

sexuality he just never talked about
relationships

relationships

relationships
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he kept his private life to himself

he kept his private life to himself
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everybody else was

everybody else was
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an audience

an audience
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my feeling about bruce is that and and i

my feeling about bruce is that and and i
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think if this is something he shares in

think if this is something he shares in
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common with his mom

common with his mom
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is that it wasn't part of the game to

is that it wasn't part of the game to
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settle down and buy curtains together

settle down and buy curtains together
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and settle in for the tough times

and settle in for the tough times
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together it wasn't that wasn't part of

together it wasn't that wasn't part of
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joe bryant had done his best to move

joe bryant had done his best to move
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past the failure of the first album for

past the failure of the first album for
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months he and jerry had been planning an

months he and jerry had been planning an
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extravagant stage show that would

extravagant stage show that would
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combine rock and roll theater

combine rock and roll theater
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opera and illusion and provide joe

opera and illusion and provide joe
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bryant with the live debut that would

bryant with the live debut that would
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make everyone stand up and take notice

make everyone stand up and take notice
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their choice of venue the paris opera

their choice of venue the paris opera
house

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oh

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of the few barriers that rock and rolls

of the few barriers that rock and rolls
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hasn't conquered totally at nest theater

hasn't conquered totally at nest theater
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the stage show was supposed to be a big

the stage show was supposed to be a big
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big spectacle also like a rock musical

big spectacle also like a rock musical
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with sets he wanted to bring the concept

with sets he wanted to bring the concept
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of broadway

of broadway
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and opera to rock and roll

and opera to rock and roll
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and jerry was making that happen

and jerry was making that happen
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they were going for it

they were going for it
and

and

and
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the records just weren't selling the

the records just weren't selling the
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idea was we were going to work the

idea was we were going to work the
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record we were going to go out and tour

record we were going to go out and tour
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we were going to put a unit together

we were going to put a unit together
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that could play this music live we were

that could play this music live we were
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a bunch of serious wannabes and this

a bunch of serious wannabes and this
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represented something quite serious

represented something quite serious
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jerry said okay go ahead

jerry said okay go ahead
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here's where you go you know go to this

here's where you go you know go to this
address

address

address
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in lambertville

in lambertville
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you know it was like an old farmhouse

you know it was like an old farmhouse
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but it had been converted into a full

but it had been converted into a full
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stage it was a huge barn-like room with

stage it was a huge barn-like room with
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very thick velvet curtains to block out

very thick velvet curtains to block out
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all the sun we had lights on the second

all the sun we had lights on the second
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floor from the mezzanine

floor from the mezzanine
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there was a great deal of control of the

there was a great deal of control of the
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you probably um stayed there over a

you probably um stayed there over a
month

month

month
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two months maybe three months i'm really

two months maybe three months i'm really
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not sure

not sure
rehearsing

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sketches of

sketches of
paris

paris

paris
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it was

it was
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exceptionally gorgeous it looked like

exceptionally gorgeous it looked like
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something out of the wizard of oz

something out of the wizard of oz
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i actually saw the set

i actually saw the set
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being built

being built
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the mac hat of the empire state building

the mac hat of the empire state building
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opening up into this huge phallus joe

opening up into this huge phallus joe
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bryant has king kong

bryant has king kong
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or slash marlena dietrich ripping off

or slash marlena dietrich ripping off
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the head and there he was

the head and there he was
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so i i got very excited about it

so i i got very excited about it
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we're starting to relax and bruce is

we're starting to relax and bruce is
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starting up yeah this is sounding good

starting up yeah this is sounding good
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jerry would come with his um really

jerry would come with his um really
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hoity toy people and they'd sit up there

hoity toy people and they'd sit up there
and

and

and
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jerry brant would go

jerry brant would go
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he wants that make it

he wants that make it
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so he was he was like

so he was he was like
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the fairy godmother you don't put

the fairy godmother you don't put
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together a show

together a show
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and build the sets

and build the sets
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unless you have a hit

unless you have a hit
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to back it up

to back it up
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when i realized this i said

when i realized this i said
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now i'm investing money and money coming

now i'm investing money and money coming
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from here from there from investors from

from here from there from investors from
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friends i mean just crazy [ __ ]

friends i mean just crazy [ __ ]
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pressure was on the was just

pressure was on the was just
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to die

to die
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i justified it by saying

i justified it by saying
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i committed to this

i committed to this
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i'm obligated to him

i'm obligated to him
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i must see this through jerry as his

i must see this through jerry as his
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manager with really good contacts that

manager with really good contacts that
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he had was perfectly capable of getting

he had was perfectly capable of getting
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the midnight special in los angeles

the midnight special in los angeles
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lined up for gibralth in the band

lined up for gibralth in the band
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under the midnight special

under the midnight special
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we're talking about a national tour the

we're talking about a national tour the
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world was like waiting okay let's see

world was like waiting okay let's see
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every saturday night it was dawn

every saturday night it was dawn
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kirschner's rock concert and midnight

kirschner's rock concert and midnight
special

special

special
and

and

and
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you gathered with your friends and was

you gathered with your friends and was
like

like

like
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the midnight special was a big show it

the midnight special was a big show it
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was it was nationwide the album had been

was it was nationwide the album had been
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released to less than enthusiastic

released to less than enthusiastic
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reviews and we figured that if we could

reviews and we figured that if we could
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do the midnight special and present

do the midnight special and present
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something that was attractive to the

something that was attractive to the
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american public that we would maybe have

american public that we would maybe have
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when we got to the studios

when we got to the studios
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at nbc i

at nbc i
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looked out at the audience and they were

looked out at the audience and they were
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teenage kids with with you know they

teenage kids with with you know they
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wanted to see the eagles we're on the

wanted to see the eagles we're on the
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set now and he's doing things the

set now and he's doing things the
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director says that's it i can't uh the

director says that's it i can't uh the
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census guys are there they thought it

census guys are there they thought it
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was too lewd

was too lewd
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i said it's not blue

i said it's not blue
what

what

what
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he doesn't even have a

he doesn't even have a
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in his pants

in his pants
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what's the lewd about this

what's the lewd about this
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finally time was running out and they

finally time was running out and they
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had to do it so what you're about to see

had to do it so what you're about to see
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and hear

and hear
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is an unusual and exciting theatrical

is an unusual and exciting theatrical
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event she didn't know who the hell he

event she didn't know who the hell he
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was this young man uh you're about to

was this young man uh you're about to
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see this morning

see this morning
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is the act of tomorrow and how to say

is the act of tomorrow and how to say
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his name

his name
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ladies and gentlemen

ladies and gentlemen
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joe bray

joe bray
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i was like watching him say oh god

i was like watching him say oh god
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i'm starting with the synthesis and the

i'm starting with the synthesis and the
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and you know in the harpsichord i think

and you know in the harpsichord i think
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you look at your breath coming out into

you look at your breath coming out into
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springy space garb singing i'm a man

springy space garb singing i'm a man
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and you go like hello

and you go like hello
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i'm<00:57:03.119> a<00:57:03.200> man

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gentlemen

gentlemen

gentlemen
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[Applause]
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when i saw it i was just gobsmacked i i

when i saw it i was just gobsmacked i i
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i think my mouth dropped open i i i

i think my mouth dropped open i i i
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couldn't believe it i was shot not shot

couldn't believe it i was shot not shot
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but i was gleefully giggling i think i

but i was gleefully giggling i think i
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was with my neighbors and i made them

was with my neighbors and i made them
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stay up late to watch it with me they're

stay up late to watch it with me they're
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like who is this freak you can see how

like who is this freak you can see how
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wrong it it looked

wrong it it looked
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to people from that period of time it

to people from that period of time it
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was odd but it was a role you see he was

was odd but it was a role you see he was
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playing a role it was something from a

playing a role it was something from a
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walt disney cartoon it wasn't dangerous

walt disney cartoon it wasn't dangerous
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to me it wasn't

to me it wasn't
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like i was looking at an alien i was

like i was looking at an alien i was
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looking at a fairy i didn't mean fairy

looking at a fairy i didn't mean fairy
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like fairy but i meant like a fairy from

like fairy but i meant like a fairy from
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a fairytale land

a fairytale land
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is

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is

we had just finished i'm a man and we

we had just finished i'm a man and we
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have to present the second tune

have to present the second tune
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the people who were running the show

the people who were running the show
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wanted us to change the lyrics of uh

wanted us to change the lyrics of uh
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take me on yours take me on yours defuse

take me on yours take me on yours defuse
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me abuse me i'm yours i'm your fantasy

me abuse me i'm yours i'm your fantasy
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and stan harris look and says you can't

and stan harris look and says you can't
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do that on television anybody gonna

do that on television anybody gonna
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figure that one out in 1974 in america

figure that one out in 1974 in america
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um we'll do rock of ages instead

um we'll do rock of ages instead
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i don't think i will ever forget the

i don't think i will ever forget the
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expression on my mother's face when he

expression on my mother's face when he
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walked out with that like inverted

walked out with that like inverted
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fishbowl in his head this bubble that he

fishbowl in his head this bubble that he
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had every fingerprint on it showed was

had every fingerprint on it showed was
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that a stephen sprouse thing that it did

that a stephen sprouse thing that it did
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the thing that was

the thing that was
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nice if it worked a little better

nice if it worked a little better
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you could even see by the way the whole

you could even see by the way the whole
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show was put together it was kind of

show was put together it was kind of
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like let's put something together and

like let's put something together and
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get them the hell out of here

get them the hell out of here
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you could feel the hostility from the

you could feel the hostility from the
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audience when we went on stage and

audience when we went on stage and
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certainly when we went off stage

certainly when we went off stage
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they didn't want him on that show you

they didn't want him on that show you
know

know

know
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they didn't want your briars on that

they didn't want your briars on that
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show there was a lady that i was

show there was a lady that i was
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sleeping with

sleeping with
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and she said you know i booked the

and she said you know i booked the
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accident so i could put him on

accident so i could put him on
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after the midnight special there's a

after the midnight special there's a
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surprise party for jerry and here's this

surprise party for jerry and here's this
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whole spread there's a whole bunch of

whole spread there's a whole bunch of
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people around

people around
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and out of nowhere

and out of nowhere
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bruce picks up the chocolate cake and

bruce picks up the chocolate cake and
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smashes it in jerry's face

smashes it in jerry's face
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i'm not entirely sure where the

i'm not entirely sure where the
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relationship between jerry and

relationship between jerry and
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was at that time i mean there must have

was at that time i mean there must have
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been some sort of tension and gibriath

been some sort of tension and gibriath
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was pretty nervous i mean this was his

was pretty nervous i mean this was his
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shot i felt bad for joe bryant too

shot i felt bad for joe bryant too
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because jorath was losing a grip he was

because jorath was losing a grip he was
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like humiliated

like humiliated
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that midnight special made it seem cheap

that midnight special made it seem cheap
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it made it seem that we were performing

it made it seem that we were performing
monkeys

monkeys

monkeys
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suddenly all of the glamour and magic

suddenly all of the glamour and magic
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that he was trying so hard to create

that he was trying so hard to create
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it evaporated under those lights under

it evaporated under those lights under
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television lights

television lights
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after the midnight special the band

after the midnight special the band
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returned to lambertville to find that

returned to lambertville to find that
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the plans for the paris opera house show

the plans for the paris opera house show
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were now crumbling out from under them

were now crumbling out from under them
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at that point there was no discussion of

at that point there was no discussion of
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the paris opera house uh project which i

the paris opera house uh project which i
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personally believe was a total fantasy

personally believe was a total fantasy
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i i think that was just something that

i i think that was just something that
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the jerry concocted to to get people to

the jerry concocted to to get people to
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think it's bigger than it was

think it's bigger than it was
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i think i left immediately after we did

i think i left immediately after we did
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the midnight special i just got fed up

the midnight special i just got fed up
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then they actually put a tour together

then they actually put a tour together
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and said we'd go warm up

and said we'd go warm up
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you know do some shows first

you know do some shows first
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among the venues chosen for the first

among the venues chosen for the first
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leg of the tour manhattan's bottom line

leg of the tour manhattan's bottom line
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in west hollywood's troubadour were the

in west hollywood's troubadour were the
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hottest clubs on the east and west

hottest clubs on the east and west
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coasts but their intimate size was a far

coasts but their intimate size was a far
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cry from the grandeur of the paris opera

cry from the grandeur of the paris opera
house

house

house
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tickets were sold out couldn't get in

tickets were sold out couldn't get in
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for free the bottom line wasn't like

for free the bottom line wasn't like
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going to a club on the corner it was

going to a club on the corner it was
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very established

very established
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the crowds at the troubadour were

the crowds at the troubadour were
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marvelous all night

marvelous all night
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the first night the opening night was

the first night the opening night was
just

just

just
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chaotic local television nbc

chaotic local television nbc
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they filmed it

they filmed it
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i think everybody was mystified as to

i think everybody was mystified as to
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what they were going to see because they

what they were going to see because they
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had been told about this paris show

had been told about this paris show
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he was gonna be like marlena dietrich

he was gonna be like marlena dietrich
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and pop out of this thing

and pop out of this thing
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the lights uh all went down

the lights uh all went down
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and the band walked out on stage

and the band walked out on stage
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to our horror

to our horror
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they were all dressed in jeans and

they were all dressed in jeans and
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t-shirts ladies and gentlemen

t-shirts ladies and gentlemen
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we were we were shocked

we were we were shocked
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when you're expecting all this hype and

when you're expecting all this hype and
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this razzle dazzle to get a basic pencil

this razzle dazzle to get a basic pencil
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we were really ready to see something

we were really ready to see something
special

special

special
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and it was a sad moment the bottom line

and it was a sad moment the bottom line
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show was all right if

show was all right if
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no one had been told about the paris

no one had been told about the paris
show

show

show
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brant screwed everything up with his

brant screwed everything up with his
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super hype crapola

super hype crapola
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now if you have to understand for me to

now if you have to understand for me to
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do what i did for him

do what i did for him
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you have to be in love with someone

you have to be in love with someone
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you understand that

you understand that
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you can't make these kind of stews

you can't make these kind of stews
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if you're not in love with it

if you're not in love with it
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whenever there was any press there was

whenever there was any press there was
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brant who did the talking

brant who did the talking
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chabris was kept away from the press

chabris was kept away from the press
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he didn't want to talk

he didn't want to talk
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he thought he had a great mouthpiece in

he thought he had a great mouthpiece in
me

me

me
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and i was doing my job

and i was doing my job
that

that

that
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is exactly how he

is exactly how he
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didn't sell records but his name kept

didn't sell records but his name kept
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flowing out there jerry brandt's ego is

flowing out there jerry brandt's ego is
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as big as all the universe

as big as all the universe
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jerry brown presents

jerry brown presents
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i learned early there's no name better

i learned early there's no name better
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than your own

than your own
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jerry brandt presents is everywhere to

jerry brandt presents is everywhere to
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the point of what seems to be such

the point of what seems to be such
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egocentricity because that's what jury

egocentricity because that's what jury
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had talking about a certain type of

had talking about a certain type of
animal

animal

animal
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and i was one of those animals

and i was one of those animals
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that's gibrate obviously knew about

that's gibrate obviously knew about
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because i had a history and he loved it

because i had a history and he loved it
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jerry's the manager

jerry's the manager
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bruce is the talent

bruce is the talent
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the entity is joe bryant

the entity is joe bryant
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but to hear jerry tell it and maybe

but to hear jerry tell it and maybe
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rightfully so i'm joe bryant because he

rightfully so i'm joe bryant because he
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created it right he didn't perform i had

created it right he didn't perform i had
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i think he got more pressed than i did

i think he got more pressed than i did
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in all the press that he got not really

in all the press that he got not really
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was i yeah okay well it was a team and

was i yeah okay well it was a team and
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it was a partnership and the cardinal

it was a partnership and the cardinal
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had as much press as elvis too

had as much press as elvis too
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all of this was about him this was going

all of this was about him this was going
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to be his way of becoming a star again

to be his way of becoming a star again
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i wanted to be famous

i wanted to be famous
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and he was a vehicle

and he was a vehicle
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as well

as well
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we both wanted the same thing

we both wanted the same thing
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oh wow what would i want to be

oh wow what would i want to be
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i don't know rich

i don't know rich
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that's glamorous famous the old thing

that's glamorous famous the old thing
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i gave him what he wanted

i gave him what he wanted
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i got the money

i got the money
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jerry brandt was holding up this big

jerry brandt was holding up this big
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image i mean we there was no holiday

image i mean we there was no holiday
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inns and nothing like that we stayed in

inns and nothing like that we stayed in
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the best hotels in every major city

the best hotels in every major city
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and everything was carp launched we went

and everything was carp launched we went
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where we were limo'd

where we were limo'd
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we played where we were limo'd

we played where we were limo'd
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we didn't pay for anything because we

we didn't pay for anything because we
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weren't paid

weren't paid
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it was difficult for the band to get any

it was difficult for the band to get any
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kind of money or anything from anybody i

kind of money or anything from anybody i
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don't remember but something muscle

don't remember but something muscle
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maybe food i don't remember i had a

maybe food i don't remember i had a
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bigger picture in mind

bigger picture in mind
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your bride expected us to be playing in

your bride expected us to be playing in
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you know

you know
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big places and stuff like that

big places and stuff like that
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i tell them you don't start like that

i tell them you don't start like that
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you have to

you have to
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cut your teeth so to speak when we had a

cut your teeth so to speak when we had a
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concert at the nassau coliseum and

concert at the nassau coliseum and
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people started

people started
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yelling and started throwing things and

yelling and started throwing things and
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we all had a run for our lives and we're

we all had a run for our lives and we're
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rushed off the stage

rushed off the stage
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gibrath is sitting downstairs now

gibrath is sitting downstairs now
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and he looks at himself

and he looks at himself
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and he starts to heave and he picks up

and he starts to heave and he picks up
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his makeup kit and he smashes it

his makeup kit and he smashes it
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into the mirror

into the mirror
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and you could see tears

and you could see tears
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just pouring down his face he was so

just pouring down his face he was so
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completely humiliated by this

completely humiliated by this
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this was where the overt

this was where the overt
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self-destruction started

self-destruction started
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things changed and your breath used to

things changed and your breath used to
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disappear for lengths of time

disappear for lengths of time
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he would shut down

he would shut down
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where he was nobody knew so everything

where he was nobody knew so everything
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had to stop i was more concerned with

had to stop i was more concerned with
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you know his welfare and

you know his welfare and
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things like that you know that he didn't

things like that you know that he didn't
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get hurt or hurt himself

get hurt or hurt himself
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with everything that would had been

with everything that would had been
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spiraling down from

spiraling down from
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all the the built up hopes and hype of

all the the built up hopes and hype of
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of the grand show to it just being a

of the grand show to it just being a
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small club tour

small club tour
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gibralth felt embarrassed

gibralth felt embarrassed
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to have been reduced to this

to have been reduced to this
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he was self-destructive

he was self-destructive
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at a point in his life when it seemed

at a point in his life when it seemed
that

that

that
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everything that he'd worked for

everything that he'd worked for
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had the rug had been pulled out from

had the rug had been pulled out from
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under him

under him
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and he really was like in a free fall

and he really was like in a free fall
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he had sort of given up caring about a

he had sort of given up caring about a
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he was an attractive guy when he was

he was an attractive guy when he was
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no level

no level
not

not

not
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being consumed by demons

being consumed by demons
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i would say he was

i would say he was
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borderline schizophrenic

borderline schizophrenic
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every time he put on a different costume

every time he put on a different costume
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one night he literally ripped a banister

one night he literally ripped a banister
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out of a wall

out of a wall
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and was swinging it at people

and was swinging it at people
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and was

and was
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these are all distractions

these are all distractions
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he always thought everybody was

he always thought everybody was
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conspiring against them

conspiring against them
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you know

you know
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how come they're not doing this or how

how come they're not doing this or how
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come they're not doing that why aren't

come they're not doing that why aren't
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they promoting the album

they promoting the album
[Music]

[Music]

[Music]
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the second joe bryant album was released

the second joe bryant album was released
in<01:10:01.520> 1974

in 1974

in 1974
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long after i had gone

long after i had gone
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and david geffen

and david geffen
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took over the label

took over the label
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why was there no marketing for the

why was there no marketing for the
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second album i did it all already

second album i did it all already
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someone could say the first time bomber

someone could say the first time bomber
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the finances started dropping

the finances started dropping
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and things started

and things started
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uh the fluidity of it all was starting

uh the fluidity of it all was starting
to

to

to
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boom now in those days and my youth i

boom now in those days and my youth i
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didn't count money

didn't count money
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i didn't even care

i didn't even care
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as long as i was sleeping and the

as long as i was sleeping and the
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limousine took me to the studio

limousine took me to the studio
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and i was eating you know what i mean

and i was eating you know what i mean
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and then i realized we're broke

and then i realized we're broke
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so i called david

so i called david
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jerry no more money that's it

jerry no more money that's it
i<01:10:52.400> said<01:10:52.640> david

i said david

i said david
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i'm on the high diving board

i'm on the high diving board
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there's no staircase down

there's no staircase down
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and the pool is empty

and the pool is empty
you've<01:11:00.640> got<01:11:00.800> the<01:11:00.960> water

you've got the water

you've got the water
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and i got a jumper he says okay jerry

and i got a jumper he says okay jerry
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i'll give you 50 000.

i'll give you 50 000.
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if you signed the letter that i wanted

if you signed the letter that i wanted
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okay the paris opera house

okay the paris opera house
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debacle became self-evident

debacle became self-evident
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that when the tour ground down we land

that when the tour ground down we land
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up in tuscaloosa

up in tuscaloosa
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yeah that was a good show there was a

yeah that was a good show there was a
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lot of people there they all loved them

lot of people there they all loved them
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there was people waiting and people

there was people waiting and people
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wanted autographs and all that kind of

wanted autographs and all that kind of
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stuff it was really fun they treated us

stuff it was really fun they treated us
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like real rock stars

like real rock stars
they<01:11:35.120> freaked

they freaked

they freaked
out

out

out
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it just kept going encores encores

it just kept going encores encores
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encores and we started having to repeat

encores and we started having to repeat
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material they wouldn't let us go

material they wouldn't let us go
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the music was really really good

the music was really really good
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and i think that's what won people over

and i think that's what won people over
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to be at the university of tuscaloosa of

to be at the university of tuscaloosa of
all<01:11:53.120> places

all places

all places
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you know and he got such a big uh you

you know and he got such a big uh you
know<01:11:57.600> warm<01:11:58.000> welcome

know warm welcome

know warm welcome
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then i knew we could go anywhere

then i knew we could go anywhere
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i didn't think there was any place we

i didn't think there was any place we
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couldn't go after that

couldn't go after that
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by that time it was

by that time it was
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too late that was the end of joe bryan's

too late that was the end of joe bryan's
contract<01:12:12.880> with<01:12:13.120> elektra

contract with elektra

contract with elektra
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and everything just started um setting

and everything just started um setting
in

in

in
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he was he was shot joe bryant told us he

he was he was shot joe bryant told us he
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just said elektra dropped us that's all

just said elektra dropped us that's all
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he didn't sell any records

he didn't sell any records
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and that was the name of the game

and that was the name of the game
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what gets a record company going is the

what gets a record company going is the
smell<01:12:34.800> of<01:12:34.960> money

smell of money

smell of money
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there is no money

there is no money
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you didn't generate 50 cents

you didn't generate 50 cents
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he was a performer he who wanted to work

he was a performer he who wanted to work
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and brandt came along like like a

and brandt came along like like a
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tornado and threw him way off track

tornado and threw him way off track
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promised him the emerald city

promised him the emerald city
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and joe bryant just couldn't he crumbled

and joe bryant just couldn't he crumbled
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under that pressure

under that pressure
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i couldn't wait for this show to be in

i couldn't wait for this show to be in
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the sky and jabria is coming out in the

the sky and jabria is coming out in the
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auditorium and the costumes and the sets

auditorium and the costumes and the sets
please

please

please
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it was glory days

it was glory days
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for me if i could pull it off

for me if i could pull it off
and<01:13:11.679> i

and i

and i
tried<01:13:13.600> my<01:13:14.239> dampest

tried my dampest

tried my dampest
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i got back to new york and just kept

i got back to new york and just kept
getting<01:13:18.560> crazier<01:13:19.199> and<01:13:19.360> crazier

getting crazier and crazier

getting crazier and crazier
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and i said to him that's it

and i said to him that's it
i<01:13:23.120> can't<01:13:23.360> do<01:13:23.520> it<01:13:23.679> anymore

i can't do it anymore

i can't do it anymore
do<01:13:24.800> what<01:13:24.960> you<01:13:25.120> want

do what you want

do what you want
and<01:13:26.480> close<01:13:26.800> them<01:13:26.960> down

and that was the end of me and birth

and that was the end of me and birth
that's

that's

that's
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fast it started and that fast it ended

fast it started and that fast it ended
it<01:13:38.080> was<01:13:38.320> damaging

it was damaging

it was damaging
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it's not a nice thing

it's not a nice thing
[Music]

[Music]

[Music]
emotionally<01:13:58.239> damaged<01:13:59.040> flat<01:13:59.360> broke<01:13:59.920> and<01:14:00.000> with

emotionally damaged flat broke and with

emotionally damaged flat broke and with
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jerry brandt no longer in his corner joe

jerry brandt no longer in his corner joe
bryant<01:14:03.040> reluctantly<01:14:03.600> headed<01:14:04.000> back<01:14:04.400> to<01:14:04.560> more

bryant reluctantly headed back to more

bryant reluctantly headed back to more
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familiar surroundings

familiar surroundings
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bruce came to stay with us when i was in

bruce came to stay with us when i was in
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high school for a while it was an

high school for a while it was an
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extended stay i think he was there

extended stay i think he was there
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because he didn't have any place else to

because he didn't have any place else to
go

go

go
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my mother was a little bit discouraged

my mother was a little bit discouraged
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about his life

about his life
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i think he was a source of worry to her

i think he was a source of worry to her
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she gave bruce as much support as her

she gave bruce as much support as her
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personality was capable of giving him

personality was capable of giving him
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he said you never gave up about my

he said you never gave up about my
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talent and her response was don't use

talent and her response was don't use
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that word around me don't ever use that

that word around me don't ever use that
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word i mean she was really angry

word i mean she was really angry
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but of course that's sad because her

but of course that's sad because her
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response was don't use that word around

response was don't use that word around
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me instead of

me instead of
i'm<01:14:44.080> sorry

i'm sorry

i'm sorry
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he was looking not so much for

he was looking not so much for
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encouragement i think but just

encouragement i think but just
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recognition eventually my mother had to

recognition eventually my mother had to
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ask bruce to leave she just was like

ask bruce to leave she just was like
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bruce either you know get a job and chip

bruce either you know get a job and chip
in<01:14:57.520> or

in or

in or
move<01:14:58.800> on

move on

move on
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on his own once again jobriath returned

on his own once again jobriath returned
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to new york in search of his next

to new york in search of his next
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persona while trying to avoid the

persona while trying to avoid the
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lingering specter of the true fairy

lingering specter of the true fairy
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he felt powerless about it and he spent

he felt powerless about it and he spent
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many years trying to

many years trying to
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i was just concerned for his well-being

i was just concerned for his well-being
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and whether he would be able to do what

and whether he would be able to do what
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he wanted to do michael and jabriath

he wanted to do michael and jabriath
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were very close because michael really

were very close because michael really
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cared about his actors and i think it's

cared about his actors and i think it's
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a very endearing relationship that they

a very endearing relationship that they
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had there

had there
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was some kind of relationship there um

was some kind of relationship there um
especially<01:15:32.480> in<01:15:32.560> terms<01:15:32.800> of<01:15:32.880> support<01:15:33.440> and

especially in terms of support and

especially in terms of support and
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that's how he ended up

that's how he ended up
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in new york living in the chelsea hotel

in new york living in the chelsea hotel
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i sort of envied him living in the

i sort of envied him living in the
chelsea<01:15:42.239> because<01:15:42.560> it<01:15:42.719> was<01:15:42.880> a<01:15:43.040> fascinating

chelsea because it was a fascinating

chelsea because it was a fascinating
place<01:15:44.000> to<01:15:44.159> live

he lived in the coolest apartment in the

he lived in the coolest apartment in the
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city of new york which was the pyramid

city of new york which was the pyramid
on<01:15:53.440> top<01:15:53.679> of<01:15:53.760> the<01:15:53.840> hotel

when you're in the apartment the the

when you're in the apartment the the
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main focal point of course is the empire

main focal point of course is the empire
state<01:16:00.880> building

state building

state building
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which is front and center inside the

which is front and center inside the
apartment

apartment

apartment
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it was just one one open space and there

it was just one one open space and there
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was a piano in the upper part of the

was a piano in the upper part of the
pyramid<01:16:10.480> that<01:16:10.640> was<01:16:10.800> where<01:16:10.960> he<01:16:11.120> slept

pyramid that was where he slept

pyramid that was where he slept
my<01:16:12.640> writer<01:16:13.040> chuck<01:16:13.280> hershberg<01:16:14.239> recognized<01:16:14.880> him

my writer chuck hershberg recognized him

my writer chuck hershberg recognized him
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as jabrius he mentioned my name and said

as jabrius he mentioned my name and said
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that john would probably like to

that john would probably like to
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interview you and jabria said absolutely

interview you and jabria said absolutely
he<01:16:23.760> was<01:16:24.000> just

he was just

he was just
ranting<01:16:25.440> about<01:16:25.920> brandt

ranting about brandt

ranting about brandt
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his reputation had been smeared

his reputation had been smeared
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how he had been screwed over because

how he had been screwed over because
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jerry opened the club called the erotic

jerry opened the club called the erotic
circus

circus

circus
there's<01:16:36.080> been

there's been

there's been
a<01:16:37.040> lot<01:16:37.199> of<01:16:37.360> rumors<01:16:37.840> about<01:16:38.159> that

a lot of rumors about that

a lot of rumors about that
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something may have been washed we don't

something may have been washed we don't
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want to say what it was

want to say what it was
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debra said that brant took our money

debra said that brant took our money
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we've never gotten a penny out of any of

we've never gotten a penny out of any of
this

this

this
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he used all of the money to open this

he used all of the money to open this
club

club

club
without<01:16:53.040> our<01:16:53.199> permission

without our permission

without our permission
and<01:16:55.280> they<01:16:55.440> were<01:16:55.600> furious

and they were furious

and they were furious
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and then he was talking about the fact

and then he was talking about the fact
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that he had an alternate personality

that he had an alternate personality
called<01:17:01.280> joby

called joby

called joby
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that was the persona for when he had to

that was the persona for when he had to
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hustle and he only hustled when he had

hustle and he only hustled when he had
no<01:17:08.239> other<01:17:08.480> source<01:17:08.719> of<01:17:08.880> income

no other source of income

no other source of income
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but he compartmentalized it by making a

but he compartmentalized it by making a
fictional<01:17:14.480> character<01:17:14.960> called<01:17:15.199> joby<01:17:16.080> joby

fictional character called joby joby

fictional character called joby joby
hustle<01:17:16.960> jabrias<01:17:17.520> didn't

hustle jabrias didn't

hustle jabrias didn't
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i don't know how much debrieth

i don't know how much debrieth
knew

knew

knew
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when he got involved with jury

when he got involved with jury
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that what happened was going to happen

that what happened was going to happen
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to him he still wanted to create but

to him he still wanted to create but
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there wasn't anything that he could do

there wasn't anything that he could do
without<01:17:32.239> jury

without jury

without jury
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we were partners in a company called

we were partners in a company called
piro

piro

piro
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music we were 50 50.

music we were 50 50.
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he was bound by contract to jerry for uh

he was bound by contract to jerry for uh
i<01:17:44.719> don't<01:17:44.880> know

i don't know

i don't know
eternity

eternity

eternity
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it's crazy you can't stop anybody from

it's crazy you can't stop anybody from
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going in the studio and making music

going in the studio and making music
selling<01:17:54.400> it<01:17:54.560> maybe<01:17:54.960> is<01:17:55.120> another<01:17:55.600> story

selling it maybe is another story

selling it maybe is another story
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nobody wanted to even touch it

nobody wanted to even touch it
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because then nobody wanted to deal with

because then nobody wanted to deal with
jerry

jerry

jerry
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i saw d anthony who was managing peter

i saw d anthony who was managing peter
frampton<01:18:05.840> and<01:18:06.159> peter<01:18:06.480> allen

frampton and peter allen

frampton and peter allen
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i said well you know why don't you why

i said well you know why don't you why
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don't you take your breath over from

don't you take your breath over from
jerry<01:18:10.400> brandt<01:18:11.199> and<01:18:11.360> he<01:18:11.440> said<01:18:11.600> not<01:18:11.840> a<01:18:11.920> chance

jerry brandt and he said not a chance

jerry brandt and he said not a chance
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he said i wouldn't go near

he said i wouldn't go near
jerry

jerry

jerry
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never

never
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it's not my style i mean i've walked

it's not my style i mean i've walked
away<01:18:30.000> from<01:18:30.159> a<01:18:30.239> lot<01:18:30.400> of<01:18:30.560> things

away from a lot of things

away from a lot of things
jerry

jerry

jerry
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gave carly back her music

gave carly back her music
jerry<01:18:35.920> could<01:18:36.080> be<01:18:36.400> very<01:18:36.640> well<01:18:36.880> vested<01:18:37.360> today

jerry could be very well vested today

jerry could be very well vested today
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and rightfully so as being her manager

and rightfully so as being her manager
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holding onto her music and he was just a

holding onto her music and he was just a
human<01:18:42.400> being<01:18:43.040> then<01:18:43.440> and<01:18:43.600> he<01:18:43.679> chose<01:18:44.000> never<01:18:44.239> to

human being then and he chose never to

human being then and he chose never to
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do that again i i was not into holding

do that again i i was not into holding
him<01:18:46.719> back

him back

him back
i<01:18:48.000> was<01:18:48.239> into<01:18:48.960> enough<01:18:49.360> already

i was into enough already

i was into enough already
he<01:18:50.560> was<01:18:50.719> just

he was just

he was just
bitter

bitter

bitter
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against the whole rock and roll scene

against the whole rock and roll scene
and<01:18:55.840> his<01:18:56.080> only

and his only

and his only
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choice was to leave the business as it

choice was to leave the business as it
was

was

was
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[Music]

[Music]
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always knew all these old songs from the

always knew all these old songs from the
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20s and the 30s and would play them just

20s and the 30s and would play them just
for<01:19:37.199> fun

for fun

for fun
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he could be every bit as good as cole

he could be every bit as good as cole
porter

porter

porter
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so i said just do that

so i said just do that
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do that and make some money

do that and make some money
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he'd made up the name cole berlin

he'd made up the name cole berlin
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okay you know cole porter irving berlin

okay you know cole porter irving berlin
he<01:19:54.239> also<01:19:54.480> was<01:19:54.719> bryce<01:19:55.360> campbell

when he became cole berlin and i went

when he became cole berlin and i went
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and i saw him and it was just magic when

and i saw him and it was just magic when
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he would play piano

he would play piano
[Music]

[Music]

[Music]
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this was the music that he really loved

this was the music that he really loved
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this is the stuff that inspired him cole

this is the stuff that inspired him cole
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berlin really cleaned up well and he

berlin really cleaned up well and he
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looked very presentable and i think he

looked very presentable and i think he
had<01:20:13.679> reinvented<01:20:14.320> himself

had reinvented himself

had reinvented himself
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for that era where people wanted their

for that era where people wanted their
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gay people to be a little more

gay people to be a little more
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presentable and classy

presentable and classy
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you hear a name like cole berlin

you hear a name like cole berlin
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he would get up there

he would get up there
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and he'd play cole porter and irving

and he'd play cole porter and irving
berlin

berlin

berlin
exquisitely<01:20:33.520> easily<01:20:34.000> with<01:20:34.159> no<01:20:34.400> effort<01:20:34.880> just

exquisitely easily with no effort just

exquisitely easily with no effort just
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like they wrote it to be done

like they wrote it to be done
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and he would inject his own personality

and he would inject his own personality
into<01:20:39.600> it

into it

into it
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after you'd heard him for the first time

after you'd heard him for the first time
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you said yeah he's called berlin

you said yeah he's called berlin
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berlin coal or cold porter or something

berlin coal or cold porter or something
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and he was working piano bars i said how

and he was working piano bars i said how
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great making a living how nice great

great making a living how nice great
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lance and i both sort of kicked

lance and i both sort of kicked
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ourselves and thought we got to go down

ourselves and thought we got to go down
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there and see him

there and see him
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it was a bowl that you could put

it was a bowl that you could put
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requests into and then he'd lance went

requests into and then he'd lance went
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up and put in the request for gone

up and put in the request for gone
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tomorrow one of those songs and gibrath

tomorrow one of those songs and gibrath
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opened it up and he said oh

opened it up and he said oh
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in our minds he had written some of the

in our minds he had written some of the
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great songs of the 70s if not of all

great songs of the 70s if not of all
musical<01:21:18.480> time

for him to say that and not even you

for him to say that and not even you
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know entertain the idea of just doing it

know entertain the idea of just doing it
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on a lark because he knew the fan was in

on a lark because he knew the fan was in
the<01:21:27.280> audience

he had drifted so far

he had drifted so far
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from his muse being able to give him

from his muse being able to give him
spiritual<01:21:35.440> sustenance

spiritual sustenance

spiritual sustenance
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that he couldn't

that he couldn't
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reach back and access his own greatest

reach back and access his own greatest
accomplishments

accomplishments

accomplishments
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the<01:21:45.199> cold<01:21:45.520> berlin

the cold berlin

the cold berlin
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persona was appropriate for him when it

persona was appropriate for him when it
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was just him and his piano and that was

was just him and his piano and that was
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what he was left with

what he was left with
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he wanted to become that character in

he wanted to become that character in
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the way that he kept exchanging one

the way that he kept exchanging one
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identity for another trying to find one

identity for another trying to find one
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that worked

that worked
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cold berlin was his ability to keep on

cold berlin was his ability to keep on
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going on

going on
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for him that's what was his uh his his

for him that's what was his uh his his
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answer to to you know what is the next

answer to to you know what is the next
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move for me he ultimately had thought

move for me he ultimately had thought
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that the next step would be as a

that the next step would be as a
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as a play writer

as a play writer
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and getting these shows launched

and getting these shows launched
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there was sunday brunch

there was sunday brunch
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sunday brunch it's a theme song from my

sunday brunch it's a theme song from my
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latest play it's about a tourist who

latest play it's about a tourist who
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comes to new york and he meets all these

comes to new york and he meets all these
outrageous<01:22:31.679> people

outrageous people

outrageous people
and<01:22:33.120> it's

and it's

and it's
semi-cannibalistic

semi-cannibalistic

semi-cannibalistic
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because he becomes eaten alive in the

because he becomes eaten alive in the
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streets of new york

streets of new york
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is that your own experience what

is that your own experience what
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my my own experience oh every day

my my own experience oh every day
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i<01:22:53.600> think<01:22:53.840> he<01:22:54.000> was

i think he was

i think he was
magnificently<01:22:55.840> gifted

magnificently gifted

magnificently gifted
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and could easily have

and could easily have
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been in the discipline of a broadway

been in the discipline of a broadway
musical

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it happened that a pet project of joe

it happened that a pet project of joe
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papp's which was a musical adaptation of

papp's which was a musical adaptation of
moliere's<01:23:14.960> the<01:23:15.120> mesenthrope

moliere's the mesenthrope

moliere's the mesenthrope
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joe had decided to have the entire score

joe had decided to have the entire score
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thrown out i suggested joe bryant

thrown out i suggested joe bryant
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because i knew he was fast i knew he was

because i knew he was fast i knew he was
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really fast and i knew he wrote lyrics

really fast and i knew he wrote lyrics
as<01:23:27.120> well

as well

as well
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i think he did a couple of songs

i think he did a couple of songs
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overnight and joe loved them

overnight and joe loved them
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so jobriath delivered the entire score

so jobriath delivered the entire score
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in a a time that just seemed super human

in a a time that just seemed super human
to<01:23:39.360> me

in the meantime cole berlin had been

in the meantime cole berlin had been
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quietly building a following on the

quietly building a following on the
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manhattan cabaret scene what had begun

manhattan cabaret scene what had begun
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as a means to an end was now looking

as a means to an end was now looking
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like joe bryant's first real success

like joe bryant's first real success
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since hair

since hair
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it was very much like casablanca in a

it was very much like casablanca in a
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way you know

way you know
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sophisticated sort of secret bar

sophisticated sort of secret bar
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where only people who knew each other

where only people who knew each other
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had told each other we should go see

had told each other we should go see
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he seemed to be

he seemed to be
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uh creating a much bigger audience for

uh creating a much bigger audience for
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what he was doing everybody just

what he was doing everybody just
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worshiped him at the covent garden

worshiped him at the covent garden
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he did it extremely well and and of

he did it extremely well and and of
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course they uh they loved anything he

course they uh they loved anything he
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did cole was playing private parties he

did cole was playing private parties he
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was branding himself he was making all

was branding himself he was making all
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the right moves he was working the room

the right moves he was working the room
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he definitely needed to get out of the

he definitely needed to get out of the
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piano room and really become more of a

piano room and really become more of a
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hotel room performer he could certainly

hotel room performer he could certainly
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have stepped into the bobby short roll

have stepped into the bobby short roll
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and he was building just that kind of a

and he was building just that kind of a
following

following

following
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it's

it's
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the zoo

the zoo
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on old delancey

on old delancey
street<01:25:22.560> you<01:25:22.960> know

the subway charms us

the subway charms us
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when<01:25:35.199> balmy<01:25:35.920> breezes<01:25:36.639> blow

and tell me what street

and tell me what street
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compares with march street

compares with march street
in<01:25:50.960> july

sweet

sweet
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push [ __ ]

push [ __ ]
gently<01:25:58.400> glide

i think he first found out probably

i think he first found out probably
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maybe around 82.

maybe around 82.
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he called me up and he said i have

he called me up and he said i have
band-aids

that's what

that's what
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he was still playing at covent garden

he was still playing at covent garden
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one place had found out that he was sick

one place had found out that he was sick
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and and they canceled his appearance

and and they canceled his appearance
there

there

there
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and you could tell

and you could tell
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that he was ill

that he was ill
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you know you could tell he had the power

you know you could tell he had the power
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he just had that pre-death look in a way

he just had that pre-death look in a way
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it was 1983 and at that time i had

it was 1983 and at that time i had
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volunteered for

volunteered for
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gay men's health crisis gmhc

gay men's health crisis gmhc
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i became what was called a crisis

i became what was called a crisis
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intervention worker and

intervention worker and
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finally i was given a client and my

finally i was given a client and my
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client was this man named cole berlin

client was this man named cole berlin
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he was going through a lot at that time

he was going through a lot at that time
this<01:27:07.679> is<01:27:07.920> uh<01:27:08.480> you<01:27:08.639> know<01:27:09.120> and<01:27:09.360> and<01:27:09.520> there<01:27:09.679> was

this is uh you know and and there was

this is uh you know and and there was
something

something

something
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sort of ethereal about him as he was

sort of ethereal about him as he was
going<01:27:13.360> through<01:27:13.600> it

going through it

going through it
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he<01:27:17.120> never<01:27:17.360> really<01:27:17.679> told<01:27:17.840> me<01:27:18.000> anything<01:27:18.320> about

he never really told me anything about

he never really told me anything about
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his past at all in a sense i think that

his past at all in a sense i think that
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that for him to have done that would

that for him to have done that would
have<01:27:22.480> been<01:27:22.719> painful

have been painful

have been painful
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he said one day to me i need to play the

he said one day to me i need to play the
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piano for you so that you will know who

piano for you so that you will know who
i<01:27:28.320> am

i am

i am
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i really did have the feeling that um

i really did have the feeling that um
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that it was a person who was tormented

that it was a person who was tormented
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i<01:27:36.880> didn't<01:27:37.040> see<01:27:37.280> him

i didn't see him

i didn't see him
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that much you know during those you know

that much you know during those you know
maybe<01:27:40.960> that<01:27:41.120> last

maybe that last

maybe that last
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half a year he had basically

half a year he had basically
disassociated<01:27:45.199> himself

disassociated himself

disassociated himself
with<01:27:46.880> everyone

with everyone

with everyone
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he wasn't going out anywhere

he wasn't going out anywhere
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i think that he was very in touch with

i think that he was very in touch with
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the fact that he was in the last month

the fact that he was in the last month
of<01:27:56.960> his<01:27:57.120> life

of his life

of his life
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to say it in a sort of a mortal way i

to say it in a sort of a mortal way i
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saw death in his eyes and i think that

saw death in his eyes and i think that
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my mother loved bruce i have no doubts

my mother loved bruce i have no doubts
about<01:28:10.800> that

about that

about that
nobody<01:28:12.639> could<01:28:12.880> ever<01:28:13.199> tell<01:28:13.440> me<01:28:13.679> that<01:28:14.320> she

nobody could ever tell me that she

nobody could ever tell me that she
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didn't love him and that he didn't love

didn't love him and that he didn't love
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her they loved each other

her they loved each other
but

but

but
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was my mother the type of person who was

was my mother the type of person who was
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strong enough to visit him when he was

strong enough to visit him when he was
emaciated<01:28:24.560> and<01:28:24.639> dying

emaciated and dying

emaciated and dying
no<01:28:26.159> she

no she

no she
wasn't

wasn't

wasn't
the<01:28:28.639> night<01:28:28.880> before<01:28:29.600> he<01:28:29.840> died

the night before he died

the night before he died
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he called me on the phone

he called me on the phone
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just to uh sing a revised version of

just to uh sing a revised version of
lyrics

lyrics

lyrics
of<01:28:37.920> one<01:28:38.080> of<01:28:38.159> these<01:28:38.400> songs

of one of these songs

of one of these songs
and<01:28:40.719> uh

and uh

and uh
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i only wished i would have had a tape

i only wished i would have had a tape
recorder

recorder

recorder
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going at the time

going at the time
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and then because i didn't know

and then because i didn't know
until

until

until
i<01:28:52.080> know<01:28:52.239> days<01:28:52.560> later

he died at the piano

he died at the piano
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doing what every performer wants to do

doing what every performer wants to do
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he wants to die in his work

he wants to die in his work
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nobody knew he had died for four days

nobody knew he had died for four days
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nobody should have to go like that and

nobody should have to go like that and
not

not

not
have<01:29:10.639> anybody

have anybody

have anybody
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to be there with him

to be there with him
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i mean i was quite surprised when he

i mean i was quite surprised when he
passed<01:29:17.280> away

passed away

passed away
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he was

he was
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very fragile in many ways

very fragile in many ways
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i think the disaster his life was bran

i think the disaster his life was bran
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he died what 83 so i was a big deal in

he died what 83 so i was a big deal in
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new york in the 80s

new york in the 80s
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he never came to mind

he never came to mind
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the right just

the right just
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disappeared from my consciousness

disappeared from my consciousness
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i remember going down to the chelsea

i remember going down to the chelsea
family<01:29:44.480> was<01:29:44.719> there

family was there

family was there
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i just kind of got cut out of everything

i just kind of got cut out of everything
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i mean i cut out as far as information

i mean i cut out as far as information
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and being told like where you know where

and being told like where you know where
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there was going to be a memorial or

there was going to be a memorial or
anything<01:29:54.400> i<01:29:54.480> didn't<01:29:54.639> know<01:29:54.800> anything

anything i didn't know anything

anything i didn't know anything
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his father had come to new york

his father had come to new york
his<01:30:00.000> breath<01:30:00.239> was<01:30:00.480> gone

his breath was gone

his breath was gone
out<01:30:01.679> of<01:30:01.760> the<01:30:01.840> apartment

out of the apartment

out of the apartment
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he came to new york and he hired two

he came to new york and he hired two
punks<01:30:06.239> off<01:30:06.480> the<01:30:06.639> street

punks off the street

punks off the street
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to come in and destroy everything in the

to come in and destroy everything in the
apartment

apartment

apartment
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mr campbell did send jabria's money and

mr campbell did send jabria's money and
did<01:30:14.000> come<01:30:14.239> and<01:30:14.320> visit<01:30:14.719> him<01:30:15.360> but

did come and visit him but

did come and visit him but
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in the end it comes down to the fact

in the end it comes down to the fact
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that he just wanted him out

that he just wanted him out
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he wanted no one to remember him

he wanted no one to remember him
we

we

we
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had a a slew of songs maybe 20 or 30

had a a slew of songs maybe 20 or 30
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songs we had made demo tapes of and i

songs we had made demo tapes of and i
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spoke to his father about it he didn't

spoke to his father about it he didn't
want<01:30:34.719> to<01:30:34.800> give<01:30:35.040> us<01:30:35.120> permission

want to give us permission

want to give us permission
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to move with anything i said you know

to move with anything i said you know
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his music is out there to be you know

his music is out there to be you know
heard

heard

heard
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he told me that all the papers were gone

he told me that all the papers were gone
all<01:30:44.159> the<01:30:44.320> costumes<01:30:44.800> were<01:30:44.960> gone

all the costumes were gone

all the costumes were gone
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that anything that had anything to do

that anything that had anything to do
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with his son was destroyed

with his son was destroyed
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and that the only thing he kept was the

and that the only thing he kept was the
journal

journal

journal
and

and

and
from<01:30:56.320> reading<01:30:56.639> the<01:30:56.800> journal<01:30:57.120> he<01:30:57.440> understood

from reading the journal he understood

from reading the journal he understood
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more who he was so i spent two hours on

more who he was so i spent two hours on
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the phone with him and he was you know

the phone with him and he was you know
he<01:31:02.639> cried

he cried

he cried
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in my heart i think that that was

in my heart i think that that was
a<01:31:11.520> huge<01:31:11.920> regret<01:31:12.320> of<01:31:12.480> his<01:31:12.639> life

a huge regret of his life

a huge regret of his life
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that he had the son who was a really

that he had the son who was a really
wonderful<01:31:17.440> person<01:31:18.000> who<01:31:18.159> contributed<01:31:18.960> a<01:31:19.120> lot

wonderful person who contributed a lot

wonderful person who contributed a lot
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to the world was never recognized for it

to the world was never recognized for it
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i guess that it was inevitable

i guess that it was inevitable
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in a way he was he was too good to be

in a way he was he was too good to be
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around trying to do what he was doing he

around trying to do what he was doing he
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wasn't living the life he should be

wasn't living the life he should be
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it wasn't just an aids thing it was just

it wasn't just an aids thing it was just
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he had never received the recognition he

he had never received the recognition he
should<01:31:41.120> have

i used to say i'm waiting for god to

i used to say i'm waiting for god to
talk<01:32:16.159> to<01:32:16.320> me

talk to me

talk to me
meaning

meaning

meaning
inspiration

i don't have any inspiration it's a

i don't have any inspiration it's a
terrible<01:32:26.960> thing

terrible thing

terrible thing
hey<01:32:28.880> beautiful<01:32:29.360> baby<01:32:30.239> hi<01:32:30.880> how<01:32:31.120> are<01:32:31.199> you<01:32:31.920> good

hey beautiful baby hi how are you good

hey beautiful baby hi how are you good
and<01:32:32.400> you<01:32:33.040> good<01:32:33.280> to<01:32:33.440> see<01:32:33.679> you

and you good to see you

and you good to see you
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it's not coming to me so there's nothing

it's not coming to me so there's nothing
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i could do get a job i don't think so or

i could do get a job i don't think so or
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for bloomingdale's i don't think so

for bloomingdale's i don't think so
so<01:32:43.199> i'm<01:32:43.360> just

so i'm just

so i'm just
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like the major

like the major
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miami i wanted to be famous i still do

miami i wanted to be famous i still do
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failure

failure
failure<01:33:08.159> can<01:33:08.400> kill<01:33:08.639> you

failure can kill you

failure can kill you
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i just resented him to the max

i just resented him to the max
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at that at a certain point in life and

at that at a certain point in life and
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i don't think i've ever reached

i don't think i've ever reached
my<01:33:28.560> height

my height

my height
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that i was destined to be

that i was destined to be
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not that i wanted to be daryl sonic

not that i wanted to be daryl sonic
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uh nor did i think i had the talent to

uh nor did i think i had the talent to
do<01:33:40.239> that

do that

do that
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but at least mike todd or

but at least mike todd or
barnum<01:33:47.920> or<01:33:48.320> any<01:33:48.560> of<01:33:48.560> those<01:33:48.960> characters

barnum or any of those characters

barnum or any of those characters
uh<01:33:51.679> maybe<01:33:52.000> it's<01:33:52.159> still<01:33:52.400> to<01:33:52.560> come

my attitude philosophy

my attitude philosophy
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and opinion and musicianship of jobriath

and opinion and musicianship of jobriath
has<01:34:01.360> changed<01:34:01.760> tremendously<01:34:02.960> recently

has changed tremendously recently

has changed tremendously recently
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the door is cracked open this much but

the door is cracked open this much but
once<01:34:08.719> it's

once it's

once it's
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once the foot gets through it's going to

once the foot gets through it's going to
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be a flood and a flood will come

be a flood and a flood will come
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and a film will come

and a film will come
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and the play will come and the musical

and the play will come and the musical
will<01:34:19.760> come<01:34:20.080> it'll<01:34:20.400> all<01:34:20.719> come

will come it'll all come

will come it'll all come
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and it's a nice feeling

and it's a nice feeling
to<01:34:24.239> feel<01:34:24.480> jabriath<01:34:25.120> again

to feel jabriath again

to feel jabriath again
do<01:34:27.199> you<01:34:27.280> miss<01:34:27.520> him<01:34:27.679> at<01:34:27.760> all

do you miss him at all

do you miss him at all
a<01:34:28.639> lot

a lot

a lot
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don't make me do this i'm gonna cry

don't make me do this i'm gonna cry
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what do you miss about my mouth just as

what do you miss about my mouth just as
big

big

big
you<01:34:38.320> hit<01:34:38.560> me

you hit me

you hit me
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i wish you could be sitting here now and

i wish you could be sitting here now and
having<01:34:42.480> this<01:34:42.639> conversation<01:34:43.360> with<01:34:43.600> me

having this conversation with me

having this conversation with me
it<01:34:45.280> would<01:34:45.440> be<01:34:45.600> nice

japan

japan
um<01:34:53.360> lost<01:34:53.679> his<01:34:53.840> career

um lost his career

um lost his career
very<01:34:55.679> immediately

very immediately

very immediately
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he had so much to give you still haven't

he had so much to give you still haven't
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seen anybody do what he was capable of

seen anybody do what he was capable of
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doing what he was aspiring to do he was

doing what he was aspiring to do he was
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couldn't make it that way

couldn't make it that way
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i can't believe in here today

i can't believe in here today
gone

gone

gone
tomorrow

and i must confess i really love your

and i must confess i really love your
lonely<01:35:31.920> loneliness

lonely loneliness

lonely loneliness
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and nonetheless whoa

and nonetheless whoa
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i couldn't make it

i couldn't make it
that<01:35:38.800> way

that way

that way
just

just

just
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when people start researching him

when people start researching him
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they can't believe that this person was

they can't believe that this person was
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there the character died to young and

there the character died to young and
then<01:35:57.440> he<01:35:57.600> died<01:35:57.840> too<01:35:58.000> young

then he died too young

then he died too young
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his femininity was genuine and that was

his femininity was genuine and that was
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who he was gibrath's openness about his

who he was gibrath's openness about his
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sexuality has got a patina of charm that

sexuality has got a patina of charm that
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i'm sure it didn't have at all when it

i'm sure it didn't have at all when it
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was threatening jobiath is a hero to me

was threatening jobiath is a hero to me
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this is a valuable artist whose value

this is a valuable artist whose value
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does not change because of what the

does not change because of what the
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world at large says about them

world at large says about them
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sometimes the groundbreakers that's

sometimes the groundbreakers that's
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really all they get to do is break the

really all they get to do is break the
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ground and maybe that's all he was maybe

ground and maybe that's all he was maybe
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he was the dynamite to get it going

he was the dynamite to get it going
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he was very important as the first

he was very important as the first
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openly gay rock star you've got to kind

openly gay rock star you've got to kind
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of make him a hero for that in a way of

of make him a hero for that in a way of
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putting himself out there

putting himself out there
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maybe that's the reason why he died

maybe that's the reason why he died
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artistically and physically so people

artistically and physically so people
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like me could go on and be happy being

like me could go on and be happy being
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an artist

an artist
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he got to be the mega star then he got

he got to be the mega star then he got
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to be the joke then he got to be the

to be the joke then he got to be the
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nobody and now he gets to be a beacon

nobody and now he gets to be a beacon
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for so many great artists out there who

for so many great artists out there who
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didn't get their dude

didn't get their dude
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as part of the def leopard covers

as part of the def leopard covers
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project i actually did my own version of

project i actually did my own version of
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heartbeat we were wanting to show the

heartbeat we were wanting to show the
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world where we came from musically

world where we came from musically
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i wanted the world to know who joe

i wanted the world to know who joe
bryant<01:37:10.159> was<01:37:10.960> wrong

bryant was wrong

bryant was wrong
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i have had thrown back in my face that i

i have had thrown back in my face that i
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felt i had made

felt i had made
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two big mistakes in signing artists one

two big mistakes in signing artists one
was<01:37:19.920> drebrieth

was drebrieth

was drebrieth
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now that i've heard the music again

now that i've heard the music again
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it may not have been such a dumb

it may not have been such a dumb
decision<01:37:25.199> after<01:37:25.520> all

decision after all

decision after all
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he just put his heart on his sleeve or

he just put his heart on his sleeve or
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took his heart and drew it on his face

took his heart and drew it on his face
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you know and just went out there

you know and just went out there
the<01:37:32.400> thing<01:37:32.560> about<01:37:32.719> gibrath<01:37:33.280> is<01:37:33.360> that<01:37:33.520> you<01:37:33.679> know

the thing about gibrath is that you know

the thing about gibrath is that you know
he<01:37:34.000> lives<01:37:34.320> on

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oh

oh
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i've always wanted a movie queen to call

i've always wanted a movie queen to call
my<01:40:41.679> very<01:40:42.400> own

my very own

my very own
that<01:40:44.320> bright<01:40:44.880> and<01:40:45.199> shining<01:40:45.840> star

that bright and shining star

that bright and shining star
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i've worshiped from afar came down to

i've worshiped from afar came down to
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earth to be with me

earth to be with me
tonight

i've always wanted a superstar

i've always wanted a superstar
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to cherish as my own

to cherish as my own
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but so high in the sky

but so high in the sky
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i'd never dare to try to take the steps

i'd never dare to try to take the steps
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with you

with you
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at my side

at my side
ginger<01:41:23.520> rogers<01:41:24.639> up<01:41:24.880> and<01:41:25.119> cried

ginger rogers up and cried

ginger rogers up and cried
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you

you
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on my arm

on my arm
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betty grebel lost her charm and florin

betty grebel lost her charm and florin
zigfield's<01:41:42.960> valleys<01:41:43.679> looked<01:41:44.080> like<01:41:44.560> brooklyn

zigfield's valleys looked like brooklyn

zigfield's valleys looked like brooklyn
zoo

i've always wanted a movie queen

i've always wanted a movie queen
to<01:41:52.880> call<01:41:53.360> my<01:41:53.840> very<01:41:54.560> own

and here i am

and here i am
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