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That's a great question.
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What is the difference
between assertive
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and aggressive?
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It can be a fine line.
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- Walter. Hi.
- Look, I need to talk to you
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about something.
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- Okay.
- No.
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You don't...
You don't need to do that.
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This isn't a session.
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What do you need?
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I explained to you
what happened with Shrier
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was mostly my fault.
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I took the van,
I drove us out there.
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You did, yes.
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So, what, you didn't believe me?
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I believe that you care
about your friend,
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and I understand that.
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So where is he?
Where did they take him?
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Nobody took him anywhere.
He's back with his family.
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You don't have to do that, okay?
You can tell me the truth.
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That is the truth.
Shrier needed more help
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than we can give him here,
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and he's with his family.
They'll decide.
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Why? Why, because of what
he thought was going on, hmm?
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What did he think was going on?
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If I tell you,
you gonna have me moved
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- and throw out all my stuff too?
- Of course not.
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I just saw them, they're
throwing out all of his shit.
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They're not throwing it out.
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Look, we both
broke the rules, okay?
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Whatever's happening with Shrier
is also...
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I don't even understand
what I'm thinking sometimes.
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We all think things
that make us uncomfortable.
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Everyone.
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And I'm different because why?
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Because you want to be here.
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That's it?
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Well, in my experience, it makes
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a very big difference, yes.
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Sometimes people
that need the most help...
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They even trashed
his fucking harmonica.
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I mean, why couldn't he
take that with him
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wherever he was going?
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You're worried about him.
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Aren't you?
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Yes, I am.
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Will you sit down, please?
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Please.
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Okay.
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Shrier plays harmonica?
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Yeah, well,
not anymore, apparently.
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Come on, Walter.
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I'm sorry.
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Yeah, no, he was, uh...
he was terrible,
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- but Lesky gave it to him, so...
- Lesky?
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- Titanic Rising Lesky?
- Yeah.
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Yeah, Lesky's sister
sent it to him
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in a care package,
or something like that.
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I guess she thinks all we do is
sit around campfires
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with our muskets or...
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whatever, I don't know.
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Lesky was gonna throw it out,
and Shrier said that
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he wanted it, so...
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Why did he want it
if he didn't know how to play?
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I don't know.
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I think he liked
Lesky's sister,
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or the idea of her.
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He used it
more like a weapon,
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honestly, the harmonica.
He, uh...
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Whenever anyone would
fall asleep in the Humvee,
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he'd just blare into it.
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And who was in there with you?
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Shrier drove.
I was up front with him.
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And Benji and Lesky
were in the back.
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You said that Lesky died
when his vehicle
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went over an IED.
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That's right, yeah.
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You were with him.
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That day, no. Uh, Lesky
was in another vehicle.
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Why?
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Because I put him there.
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What do you mean?
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Um... Benji was, uh...
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Benji was pestering Lesky,
asking him a million questions.
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About what?
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- Stupid shit.
- Um...
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Christmas carols,
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pyramids, fucking dinosaurs.
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You know, Lesky was...
was telling him he was an idiot,
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and he was getting angry, and...
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I don't know,
Benji just kept questioning him.
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It was like
he wanted the abuse.
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And I just...
I didn't want to deal with it.
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So... I told Lesky
to go to another vehicle
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and I had a guy from that
vehicle come back with us.
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And then?
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Well, uh... we drove out,
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and, uh...
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and their vehicle
was ahead of ours.
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And then, all of a sudden they
were slowing down for something,
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I don't know what,
so we slowed down, too,
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and I just saw
their vehicle jump up
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and come back down.
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There was smoke everywhere.
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I climbed out and went
to go check on Lesky,
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and he was dead.
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He was definitely dead,
and, uh,
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there was a piece
of metal just
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stuck right in here.
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Just stuck right there.
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What a shame.
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Walter...
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what else do you think
about what happened?
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I was in charge,
I got impatient,
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and so I sent Lesky
to another vehicle and he died.
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- Because you were impatient?
- Yeah.
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I mean, is there a different way
I'm supposed to look at it?
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- Well, that it was...
- What, unrelated events?
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- No one's fault?
- Yes.
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I made a decision.
That's what happened.
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- Not what you were trying to do.
- It didn't matter
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what I was trying to do
or what I wanted to happen.
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None of that mattered
over there.
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-But you're not over there,
you're here now.
-Right.
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I'm here now, and I know
I got to let go of it.
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Well, you don't have to.
I mean...
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do you want to,
do you want to let it go?
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I just want something new.
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Um... whatever's next.
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But I keep seeing
their vehicle
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on the road ahead of us, and...
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you know, I see it
over and over again,
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and I'm begging for it to stop
or slow down a little,
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but that's what happened.
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And, uh,
I'm responsible for it.
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Walter.
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No, I mean the memories.
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Keeping 'em alive, you know?
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I...
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I just can't leave 'em.
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That's a lot for one person.
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I've seen a lot of guys go
through a lot worse, believe me.
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I can handle it.
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Anyway...
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Shrier's gone now, so...
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who else is gonna do it?
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This is busted.
Have you been messing with it?
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No.
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- How'd it go with Andrew?
- Anthony.
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I just need to find my...
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Your what?
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Anthony was kind of vanilla,
wasn't he?
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In a bad way?
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Why didn't you tell me
I was in the hospital?
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Tell you?
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You were there.
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Why didn't we ever
talk about it?
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Now you want to talk about it?
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What's there
to talk about?
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So it didn't go perfectly.
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So you needed a break.
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That doesn't mean you
spend the rest of your life,
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I don't know...
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hiding.
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Or tearing the house apart.
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How are they treating you?
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Good. It's really nice here.
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How's your room?
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It's nice.
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You don't know any words
besides "nice"?
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Is someone there?
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There's a bunch of us here.
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- Pale Kreyol.
- Why?
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- Eske y ap koute w?
- Is who listening?
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When I'm speaking to my son
I want to speak to my son.
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You don't have a phone yet?
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None of us do, Mom.
That's why they set this up.
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You can't buy one
now that you're home?
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We're in the middle of a swamp.
There's nothing around
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except some
retirement community.
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- A hospital in a swamp. Why?
- It's not a hospital, Mom.
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We're not...
It's like an office building.
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Can we just have
a normal conversation?
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- This is a normal conversation.
- No, it's not.
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No one else here
is getting interrogated.
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Does your friend Joseph
speak to his mother this way?
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Shrier?
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I have no idea.
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Let me talk to him.
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He's not here right now.
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Where is he?
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He's, um...
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Look, I got to go.
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Why can't you talk to me?
What is it?
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Because I can't.
That's all. Okay?
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I love you.
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- Heidi.
- Oh.
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- Hey. There you are.
- Hi.
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Was looking for you.
Hey, I just had this crazy idea.
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I want to run it
by you real quick.
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- All right.
- Okay? What if, one day,
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the guys wake up
and this whole place
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is like a shopping center?
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- Oh.
- Right? We totally immerse them,
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the whole day.
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And they'd have a task,
a specific task.
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Like, they'd have to buy a-a
gift for their dad or whatever.
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-Mm-hmm.
-Right? And then we create
these obstacles
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where we really get to assess
the group's overall challenges,
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- hone in on them. You know?
- Yeah.
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- What do you think?
- Uh, it's, uh...
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Can we just talk
about this another time?
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Yeah. Sure.
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Sure. Yeah.
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What are you doing
in here, anyway?
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What are you doing
in the-in the storage closet?
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I'm sorry. Sorry.
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I'm looking for Redwood.
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You're in it.
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Hi. I'm Thomas Carrasco
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with the Department of Defense.
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Um, I'm trying to speak
with someone about Homecoming.
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It was a DoD subcontract.
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Oh, so you need to get
with the Compliance folks.
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Yeah, I was just there.
They sent me here.
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Huh. Compliance sent you here?
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- They did.
- Did you try
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texting the help desk for
an appointment? They'd really
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-be your...
-I'd like to speak
with someone today.
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All right. Let me send up
a couple flares.
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We'll see what comes back.
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Hi. Colin?
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There's a gentleman here
from the DoD.
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Okay.
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Thomas Carrasco,
asking about Homecoming.
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Should I... Hello?
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- That him?
- Yes, but I'm routing him
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- so you don't have to...
- I'll take it. It's fine.
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Tom.
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Yeah.
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Been bouncing you around, huh?
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- No problem.
- Uh, we've got five floors here.
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I get turned around myself.
How could I help?
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Uh, I just have some questions
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about a Geist program,
Homecoming.
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- Are you familiar with that?
- Not really, no.
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Oh, th-that program's
no longer operational, right?
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It appears not, but I'm just
trying to track down
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an incident report from 2018
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regarding a Walter Cruz.
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What is it you think happened?
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Well, if you look here...
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you can see Cruz's, um...
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date of discharge.
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Yeah. May 15, 2018.
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Mm-hmm.
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00:18:23,436 --> 00:18:26,523
And if you look here,
this is the employment record,
258
00:18:26,564 --> 00:18:28,566
uh, of a project administrator,
Heidi Bergman.
259
00:18:28,608 --> 00:18:31,486
Do you know her?
260
00:18:31,528 --> 00:18:34,197
Heidi Bergman? No.
261
00:18:34,239 --> 00:18:36,324
But she did work for Geist?
262
00:18:36,366 --> 00:18:37,992
Well, if you say so.
263
00:18:38,034 --> 00:18:39,494
Sorry, I've just, uh...
Let me see.
264
00:18:39,536 --> 00:18:40,995
I've never been to Tampa.
265
00:18:41,037 --> 00:18:44,874
You know, they
kind of need me here at HQ.
266
00:18:44,916 --> 00:18:48,378
Well, you can see
her termination date.
267
00:18:48,419 --> 00:18:50,338
May 15.
268
00:18:50,380 --> 00:18:53,216
May 15, 2018.
And Cruz
269
00:18:53,258 --> 00:18:57,095
was discharged
for violent misconduct
270
00:18:57,136 --> 00:19:00,765
-the same day Bergman
was hospitalized.
-Okay.
271
00:19:00,807 --> 00:19:03,017
I'm just wondering
if the hospitalization
272
00:19:03,059 --> 00:19:04,561
- was the result of Cruz's...
- I-I see.
273
00:19:04,602 --> 00:19:05,854
You know what?
274
00:19:05,895 --> 00:19:08,231
- Let's go over here.
- What?
275
00:19:10,275 --> 00:19:12,610
- Co-Ca.
- Co-Ca?
276
00:19:12,652 --> 00:19:15,446
Yeah, Co-Ca.
Correlation-causation.
277
00:19:15,488 --> 00:19:17,991
-We deal with this
all the time here.
-What do you mean?
278
00:19:18,032 --> 00:19:21,953
Well, look, basically,
my whole job is to look at data
279
00:19:21,995 --> 00:19:24,706
and try to find a narrative.
280
00:19:24,747 --> 00:19:26,291
Stare at this stuff long enough,
believe me,
281
00:19:26,332 --> 00:19:27,667
it'll say whatever
you want it to.
282
00:19:27,709 --> 00:19:29,836
Oh, I don't
want it to say anything.
283
00:19:29,878 --> 00:19:31,504
But if the events
are connected...
284
00:19:31,546 --> 00:19:33,590
You mean because they happened
on the same day?
285
00:19:33,631 --> 00:19:35,925
-Well, yeah, that
and the fact that they...
-Okay, well,
286
00:19:35,967 --> 00:19:37,969
I-I have the same birthday
as my dad.
287
00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:39,679
Does that mean
we're the same person?
288
00:19:39,721 --> 00:19:43,683
- No, it doesn't.
- Okay, so you see my point.
289
00:19:43,725 --> 00:19:46,311
Look, I'm just looking
for any kind of documentation...
290
00:19:46,352 --> 00:19:48,688
An incident report,
insurance claims...
291
00:19:48,730 --> 00:19:50,273
Something that would show
that on the...
292
00:19:50,315 --> 00:19:53,151
That something happened.
But what if it didn't?
293
00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:55,153
- What?
- Happen.
294
00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:57,071
Would there be
an incident report then?
295
00:19:57,113 --> 00:19:59,449
- Well, no, but...
- Good, then.
296
00:20:02,243 --> 00:20:03,703
Are... are we...
297
00:20:03,745 --> 00:20:07,165
Yeah. I got
to get back to the desk.
298
00:20:07,206 --> 00:20:09,167
Well, all-all right.
299
00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:11,753
If there's no documentation...
300
00:20:11,794 --> 00:20:13,922
Yeah, no.
301
00:20:13,963 --> 00:20:15,924
Kind of a dead end.
I'm sorry.
302
00:20:15,965 --> 00:20:18,301
Oh, no, that's okay.
I'm... I guess I'll just
303
00:20:18,343 --> 00:20:20,303
have to speak to the
contemporaries directly.
304
00:20:20,345 --> 00:20:24,015
Contemporaries?
305
00:20:24,057 --> 00:20:26,976
You know,
from the Homecoming facility.
306
00:20:27,018 --> 00:20:29,228
Yea... Yeah.
307
00:20:29,270 --> 00:20:31,481
Yeah, I mean, those guys are
scattered all over the place
308
00:20:31,522 --> 00:20:34,192
and, you know, privacy issues
being what they are,
309
00:20:34,233 --> 00:20:37,695
- tracking them might be...
- Oh, no. I've located a client.
310
00:20:37,737 --> 00:20:39,572
Oh, you have?
311
00:20:39,614 --> 00:20:41,616
Yeah.
312
00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:46,371
So I'll speak to him.
313
00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:51,250
Thank you for your time.
314
00:21:12,605 --> 00:21:14,524
Engel. Dude.
315
00:21:14,565 --> 00:21:16,567
I can't play any more Monopoly.
316
00:21:16,609 --> 00:21:18,695
- I'm gonna lose my shit.
- Uh, I'm sorry,
317
00:21:18,736 --> 00:21:20,738
it-it's not Engel.
318
00:21:22,115 --> 00:21:25,201
- Hi.
- Hi.
319
00:21:25,243 --> 00:21:27,203
U-Uh...
320
00:21:27,245 --> 00:21:29,038
Do you want to come in?
321
00:21:29,080 --> 00:21:32,041
Um, yeah, sure.
322
00:21:32,083 --> 00:21:35,169
Um, what's up?
323
00:21:35,211 --> 00:21:38,715
Um, I just, uh,
did a little digging,
324
00:21:38,756 --> 00:21:39,799
- and, uh...
- You did?
325
00:21:39,841 --> 00:21:40,883
Here.
326
00:21:40,925 --> 00:21:43,219
Oh.
327
00:21:44,929 --> 00:21:46,097
I just thought, maybe...
328
00:21:46,139 --> 00:21:49,308
No, yeah, uh, thank you.
329
00:21:49,350 --> 00:21:51,019
Really.
330
00:22:00,194 --> 00:22:01,571
What's that?
331
00:22:01,612 --> 00:22:05,408
Hmm? Oh, um...
332
00:22:05,450 --> 00:22:09,328
I don't know, I was...
I was thinking after we talked,
333
00:22:09,370 --> 00:22:11,372
and so I just looked up a route.
334
00:22:11,414 --> 00:22:14,000
It just was something to do,
but, uh,
335
00:22:14,042 --> 00:22:17,295
- if I knew you were coming, I...
- What are all these things?
336
00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:19,547
Um...
337
00:22:19,589 --> 00:22:22,800
Well, if you...
338
00:22:22,842 --> 00:22:25,011
if you keep driving along here,
339
00:22:25,053 --> 00:22:27,472
um, past Yosemite,
340
00:22:27,513 --> 00:22:30,266
there's these little towns,
like, uh, Angel's Camp
341
00:22:30,308 --> 00:22:33,519
and Cave City.
342
00:22:33,561 --> 00:22:35,521
Fish Camp?
343
00:22:35,563 --> 00:22:38,191
I've been to Fish Camp.
Or through it.
344
00:22:38,232 --> 00:22:40,860
- Really?
- Yeah, once.
345
00:22:40,902 --> 00:22:42,320
I was 17.
346
00:22:42,361 --> 00:22:44,697
What were you doing
way out there?
347
00:22:44,739 --> 00:22:46,532
I was being an idiot.
348
00:22:46,574 --> 00:22:48,993
A buddy of mine from
high school, his grandpa died
349
00:22:49,035 --> 00:22:50,453
and left him a Honda Civic.
350
00:22:50,495 --> 00:22:53,581
It was metallic gold,
had 180,000 miles on it.
351
00:22:53,623 --> 00:22:56,292
I thought it was the coolest
thing I had ever seen,
352
00:22:56,334 --> 00:22:59,420
so I offered him anything I had
for it, like 2,000 bucks.
353
00:22:59,462 --> 00:23:02,840
And he took it, and I decided
to drive up to Yosemite.
354
00:23:02,882 --> 00:23:05,718
So you've always
wanted to go there?
355
00:23:05,760 --> 00:23:07,220
Well, yeah.
356
00:23:07,261 --> 00:23:08,846
I mean, at the time,
357
00:23:08,888 --> 00:23:10,932
it was the farthest place
I could think of.
358
00:23:10,973 --> 00:23:13,309
That's the main thing I knew
about it, was that it was far,
359
00:23:13,351 --> 00:23:16,104
and I wanted to drive, so...
360
00:23:17,730 --> 00:23:19,816
My mom was so pissed.
She was like,
361
00:23:19,857 --> 00:23:21,275
"You drove 4,000 miles
362
00:23:21,317 --> 00:23:22,819
"to sit around and watch deer
363
00:23:22,860 --> 00:23:24,862
with a bunch
of broke white people?"
364
00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:26,906
But you went.
365
00:23:26,948 --> 00:23:28,783
Yeah, yeah.
366
00:23:28,825 --> 00:23:32,370
I mean, basic training wasn't
for a couple of weeks, so...
367
00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:34,956
You know, I drove
all the way from Georgia,
368
00:23:34,997 --> 00:23:36,999
day and night.
369
00:23:37,041 --> 00:23:38,793
It was the first time
I'd seen the country.
370
00:23:38,835 --> 00:23:40,419
What I noticed the most
371
00:23:40,461 --> 00:23:42,130
was when I got up
into the mountains,
372
00:23:42,171 --> 00:23:44,340
there were all
these little towns.
373
00:23:44,382 --> 00:23:46,008
You know, not too much...
374
00:23:46,050 --> 00:23:48,970
A hardware store, a little cafe.
375
00:23:49,011 --> 00:23:51,848
And, uh, it was crazy to me,
I'd drive past these places
376
00:23:51,889 --> 00:23:54,142
in, like, two seconds,
and each one of them
377
00:23:54,183 --> 00:23:55,810
were like their own
little planet, you know?
378
00:23:55,852 --> 00:23:57,979
I felt like if I'd stopped
for just a second,
379
00:23:58,020 --> 00:24:00,606
I'd just disappear.
380
00:24:01,858 --> 00:24:03,734
Disappear?
What do you mean?
381
00:24:03,776 --> 00:24:07,155
Well, I mean, if I pulled over
and actually checked it out,
382
00:24:07,196 --> 00:24:09,824
that'd be it, that'd be my life.
383
00:24:09,866 --> 00:24:11,993
But I didn't.
384
00:24:12,034 --> 00:24:13,703
I kept it moving.
385
00:24:14,745 --> 00:24:16,330
So how was the park?
386
00:24:16,372 --> 00:24:17,707
Amazing?
387
00:24:17,748 --> 00:24:20,543
I don't know.
388
00:24:20,585 --> 00:24:22,503
You don't know?
389
00:24:22,545 --> 00:24:26,340
No, I, uh, I never
actually made it.
390
00:24:26,382 --> 00:24:29,510
Right when I got to
the ranger station or whatever...
391
00:24:29,552 --> 00:24:32,305
I mean, right when I got there...
392
00:24:32,346 --> 00:24:34,098
My car died.
393
00:24:34,140 --> 00:24:35,641
It did not.
394
00:24:35,683 --> 00:24:38,519
Yeah. It did.
My mom
395
00:24:38,561 --> 00:24:40,771
had to get me
a bus ticket home.
396
00:24:40,813 --> 00:24:43,608
When I finally got back,
she was just smiling at me,
397
00:24:43,649 --> 00:24:45,818
like, "I told you so."
398
00:24:45,860 --> 00:24:49,113
And a couple weeks later,
I was in training.
399
00:24:49,155 --> 00:24:51,949
You drove all that way
for nothing?
400
00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:54,285
Yeah.
401
00:24:54,327 --> 00:24:56,162
Yeah, but when I was
sitting at that gate,
402
00:24:56,204 --> 00:24:58,873
waiting for the tow truck,
I just kept thinking to myself,
403
00:24:58,915 --> 00:25:01,417
"It's okay. It's fine.
404
00:25:01,459 --> 00:25:03,753
"You know,
I'm gonna see a lot of things.
405
00:25:03,794 --> 00:25:06,088
- I'm gonna see the whole world."
- And two weeks later,
406
00:25:06,130 --> 00:25:07,840
you were there.
407
00:25:07,882 --> 00:25:09,550
Yeah.
408
00:25:09,592 --> 00:25:12,386
But, um...
409
00:25:12,428 --> 00:25:14,513
wasn't like what I thought.
410
00:25:20,895 --> 00:25:23,564
What was it like?
411
00:25:25,816 --> 00:25:27,485
It was hot.
412
00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:30,446
Hard to breathe, hard to think.
413
00:25:30,488 --> 00:25:32,990
You know, I'd find myself
getting used to it,
414
00:25:33,032 --> 00:25:35,993
and then something new
would happen,
415
00:25:36,035 --> 00:25:37,870
something fucked-up and awful,
416
00:25:37,912 --> 00:25:40,915
and I just couldn't even
understand why we were there.
417
00:25:40,957 --> 00:25:42,708
I mean, no one did.
418
00:25:42,750 --> 00:25:44,377
That was the scariest part
of it all:
419
00:25:44,418 --> 00:25:46,545
just the pointlessness.
420
00:25:46,587 --> 00:25:48,965
All I wanted to do was
just be done with it,
421
00:25:49,006 --> 00:25:52,551
just go somewhere else,
you know,
422
00:25:52,593 --> 00:25:55,429
do something else.
423
00:25:55,471 --> 00:25:58,266
I just wanted
to be in a... in a place
424
00:25:58,307 --> 00:26:00,643
where the days, like,
build on each other.
425
00:26:00,685 --> 00:26:02,103
You know?
426
00:26:05,064 --> 00:26:08,818
What about you?
What do you see?
427
00:26:08,859 --> 00:26:11,445
For myself?
428
00:26:11,487 --> 00:26:13,197
Yeah.
429
00:26:15,408 --> 00:26:17,410
I'm here.
430
00:26:24,292 --> 00:26:26,335
- So you live around here?
- I should probably get going.
431
00:26:27,503 --> 00:26:29,672
Oh, okay.
432
00:26:29,714 --> 00:26:31,257
Uh, thanks for the harmonica.
433
00:26:31,299 --> 00:26:32,883
Uh, yeah.
434
00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:48,399
See you tomorrow.
435
00:27:07,376 --> 00:27:08,961
Yeah, you can put
anything in there,
436
00:27:09,003 --> 00:27:10,379
it turns it
right into spaghetti.
437
00:27:10,421 --> 00:27:12,423
It doesn't even matter
what it is.
438
00:27:12,465 --> 00:27:13,841
If you put bacon in there,
439
00:27:13,883 --> 00:27:15,426
- bacon spaghetti.
- Can I ask you something?
440
00:27:15,468 --> 00:27:18,220
Yeah. What?
441
00:27:18,262 --> 00:27:20,056
Have you ever
forgotten something?
442
00:27:20,097 --> 00:27:22,058
Like, something big,
something that you know
443
00:27:22,099 --> 00:27:23,976
you should be able to remember?
444
00:27:24,018 --> 00:27:25,394
Yeah, all the time.
445
00:27:25,436 --> 00:27:28,189
Yeah, for my birthday last year,
AJ took me out,
446
00:27:28,230 --> 00:27:30,691
Got kind of hectic,
I came to like three days later,
447
00:27:30,733 --> 00:27:32,985
and I'd ended up making
all these doctors appointments.
448
00:27:33,027 --> 00:27:34,945
Very weird doctors appointments.
449
00:27:34,987 --> 00:27:36,447
No recollection...
450
00:27:36,489 --> 00:27:38,240
Wait, look. Look at this.
451
00:27:38,282 --> 00:27:39,784
I found this.
452
00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:41,786
This is from my old job.
453
00:27:41,827 --> 00:27:43,412
What? What is it?
454
00:27:43,454 --> 00:27:46,791
Well, look, all the calls
are to the same guy.
455
00:27:48,793 --> 00:27:50,753
Who's Colin?
456
00:27:50,795 --> 00:27:52,338
I don't know.
457
00:27:54,757 --> 00:27:57,176
You blocked it out.
458
00:27:57,218 --> 00:28:00,513
- I guess so.
- Well, you got to call him.
459
00:28:00,554 --> 00:28:01,639
Well, no, I don't even know him.
460
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:02,932
Heidi. What can he do?
461
00:28:02,973 --> 00:28:05,017
You got to call him.
Call him.
462
00:28:05,059 --> 00:28:06,477
Well, this doesn't even
have service anymore.
463
00:28:06,519 --> 00:28:08,312
Okay, please.
Come on, come with me.
464
00:28:16,612 --> 00:28:18,614
- Well, is it ringing?
- Yeah.
465
00:28:20,074 --> 00:28:21,450
This is Colin.
466
00:28:21,492 --> 00:28:23,244
Uh, uh, h-hi.
467
00:28:23,285 --> 00:28:25,704
This is Heidi Bergman,
and I was...
468
00:28:31,710 --> 00:28:34,964
What happened?
469
00:28:43,597 --> 00:28:46,183
- See you down there, huh?
- Yeah. Okay.
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