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Previously, on
"Roswell, New Mexico"...

This is what
our Triad is meant to do.

Why are you smiling?

Because this will bring about

the alighting.

Just as Ophiuchus has
a plan for you, Max,

it has one for her.

Ugh!

Help! Help me!

Focus on that Bible,
and I'll do the rest.

These glasses are the key
to decoding my dad's Bible.

This Bible will have
your instructions.

Once you get those glasses,
you'll be able to

know everything you
want about your father.

When the time comes,
you'll find your way to it.

The key to reading it will be
in a secret spot

that only you will know.

Toss the glasses and the Bible
over to me, or she goes in.

- This isn't over.
- For you and the rest

of your disruptive friends,
I think it is.

Intro to "Graves"
by Whiskey Shivers playing...

♪ Whoa-oh

♪ Who's gonna dig
these graves? ♪

♪ Who's gonna dig
these graves? ♪

♪ Somebody help me dig
these graves? ♪

♪ I can't do it on my own

♪ Who's gonna dig
these graves? ♪

♪ Who's gonna dig
these graves? ♪

♪ Somebody help me dig
these graves ♪

♪ I can't do it on my own

♪ Preacher tells ya
Jesus saves ♪

♪ All in a full workday

♪ Steady busy getting paid

♪ He can't do it on his own

♪ I said,
who's gonna dig these graves? ♪

♪ Who's gonna dig
these graves? ♪

♪ Somebody help me dig
these graves ♪

♪ I can't do it on my own

♪ Ah, ooh.

Come on, Alex.

You've got my attention,

so show me something.

What are you doing?

I have been trying all night to
get another message from Alex.

I thought
maybe a séance

would help me connect
with his spirit,

but so far... Teen Witch fire hazard
isn't working?

I know that this isn't your
thing, but you read Kyle's text.

Alex has had zero contact
with Deep Sky,

and I'm just...
starting to get worried

- that he...
- Hey.

Alex is not dead.

There has to be
a scientific explanation

for how Alex
is reaching out to you.

Right.

You have a working theory?

At first, I thought this was
a resurgence of your powers,

like a vision of Alex
manifesting itself.

But your brain scans match up

with your last checkup,
post-cure,

which means
this is not a vision.

Alex is alive.

And he's figuring out a way
to communicate with you.

We've seen versions
of this before.

You did it in the coma.

Max talked to Rosa
in the pod.

So you think Alex
is trapped somewhere,

and he's reaching out for help?

I think we got to switch séance

for science.

Surprise, witches!

Bet you thought
you'd seen the last of me.

I would have been here sooner,

but Papi busted out
the welcome-home pancakes.

Why are you back?

I called
for some reinforcements.

Rosa has been honing
her echolocation power.

And now seemed like
the perfect time to test it.

So...

you used to talk to me
when I was dead.

The least I can do
is hop on a red-eye

to prove that Alex isn't.

Oh, well, Iz, whatever you
were searching for out here,

I'd say we're one barn fire
too late.

When I was helping Dallas
unlock his memories from '47,

we ended up in this spot
in a mindscape.

Michael, I had a memory
of fighting Tezca

as a little girl.

You thought placing yourself
at the...

trigger point would,

well, trigger you. When we were fighting,
Tezca told me,

"No matter where
in the universe you are...

my blade will find you."

'Cause that's
not unsettling at all. I mean,

what's unsettling is,
it wasn't even a threat.

It's not like she was trying
to goad me into a fight.

I was seeking

her approval.

Maybe not remembering
is for the best.

What good has ever come from us
poking into our childhood?

If there is a connection
between me and Tezca,

maybe we can figure out
where Dallas is.

Just be careful.

In my experience dealing
with the Dark Triad,

it's the thing
that draws you in...

that ends up hurting you
the most.

Hey.

Can I get you a coffee

or whip up some... Uh, I got
to change

before I head to the lab.

Um, can we talk for a second?

I was worried about you.

About us.

It's never a good sign

when Liz Ortecho crosses
state lines.

I wasn't running away.

I just...

I needed some time
to clear my head.

Did you find
what you were looking for?

Hitched a ride

with Shivani on
her private plane to New York,

where Rosa put
into perspective

my recent penchant for
alien-themed gastronomy

and blue book
pop quizzes.

Turns out, in
leaning hard away

from the science,
I was denying my authentic self.

Shivani and I,
we've got

a promising theory on how
to disable Bonnie's virus.

Oh.

Well, uh,
just be careful out there.

We have a bit
of a situation.

I mean, Tezca's
behind alien bars,

but Clyde's in the wind,
and no one

has heard from Dallas or Bonnie
since yesterday.

- What?
- No, no, no, we'll find them.

Michael and I are meeting up
to search right now.

Alex is missing, too.
And now,

like some alien medium, Maria's
been getting messages from him.

Well, I got to tell Michael...

No, wait, wait, uh...

Mikey runs hot.

News like this,
that's gonna tear him apart.

Especially when we have
no information.

I think we should give Maria
some time to figure this out.

You really think secrecy is
the best plan?

I don't know, I just...

I'm close to a cure for Michael,

and that'll help even the odds
against these aliens,

who probably know
where our friends are.

Which is why I think
you should take my cure

and get your powers back.
And considering

we are woefully low
on aliens to fight aliens,

I... I think that would help us.

Why can't you just accept that I
am perfectly capable of helping

- without abilities?
- 'Cause that is a huge gamble.

And it's selfish.

Not only are you

denying your powers,

but you're also denying
who you are. Well, look,

I'm glad you found your path,

and I support you on that.

But this is how I go about mine.

Well, then we're
right where we were yesterday.

Wait, remind what we're doing

trespassing
on government property.

We're so far out, even God
forgot this place exists.

I got a call

to tow an abandoned junker
that matches Dallas's wheels.

Figured it was worth pursuing.

Good call.

You heard from Maria lately?

I keep calling
her to see

if her chess partner
checked in, but...

Yeah, she's fine.

Um, Liz saw her last night.

What's with the vibe?

I don't have a vibe.

I don't need
my alien mojo to know

when something's wrong with you.

Oh. You're in your feels
'cause we're Muggles now.

Well, actually, uh,
Liz is working on that.

She thinks she can bring
your powers back.

You passing on it?

Uh... yeah, I mean,
I think it's best

if I keep the blue flame
locked up.

That's what you want?

What I want is to be
a normal guy from Roswell.

This might be my shot.

I just wish
I could make Liz understand

that I'm doing it for us.

Hmm.

Hey. There's a car
over there.

The plates match.

It's Dallas's.

Doesn't take
cop instincts

to figure out
this is Clyde's doing.

If Clyde did find him, I
bet he's got Theo's Bible.

Things just went
from bad to worse.

!¡Maldita sea!

- Que demonios.
- Okay.

Of the little
Spanish I know,

none of those words
sound celebratory.

The regenerative enzymes
in the blood sample

- we brought back from New York...
- Mm-hmm.

Isn't healing the diseased cells
in our subject.

What about using the
bio synthetic compound

that my team developed?

The fluid stimulates
the proteins momentarily,

but it isn't potent enough

to sustain
their viability.

Maybe there's just
no solution to this.

Okay, I like to think
of a setback as an opportunity

for ideas to blossom.

It's not... working.

Then be the one to make
the improbable... possible.

We are so close

to a breakthrough.

Liz, I haven't asked
for anything,

and what I need right now
is your word.

Can I trust you?

Of course.

You had a pod
this whole time?

The vestiges of one.

My team found it
in Car eyes.

The viscous liquid
we developed

was formulated using
the fluid from within.

It contains
restorative properties

identical to the ones
that you've been researching.

In gene-sequencing
your work,

I found micromolecular
inconsistencies,

and this crack explains why.

Oxygen is changing the fluid's
chemical composition.

In order

to continue testing, we need a
pod that's in working condition.

You got one in a junk drawer?

Now it's my turn
to share a secret.

Found it.

I can hear the frequency of
Alex's DNA in the hair, but...

nowhere else.

I-I'm just...

I'm lost.
If you can't even hear him...

Honestly,
maybe I'm not supposed to.

I mean,
he's been reaching out to you.

Maybe that's for a reason.

Michael and Liz
got messages, too.

When they were with you.

I mean, Maria,
this could be a new power.

I don't know. We know that
the Caulfield experiments

warped
your family's alien ability.

If Liz was able
to reverse the effects

of your brain degeneration,
then it makes sense

that you're going through
your own alien puberty.

It's doubtful.

Alex has been silent,

even now that
I've been trying to listen.

Maybe his messages
aren't coming through

because you're not in the right
head space to hear them.

I know what that's like.
When we were trying to save you,

it was all so overwhelming...
Everything riding on me

to just get it together.

But I did.

You can, too.

How'd you do it?

Isobel taught me

that in order to silence
all the noise,

you have to find a place
inside yourself

where you feel safe and calm.

What makes you feel
like you can silence

everything
to hear the imperceptible?

My mom.

I got my strength from her.

And when your mom felt lost,

what did she do?

Well, she would take

long, barefoot walks
in the desert.

All right.

Looks like we're getting
our steps in.

I've come for answers.

My buddy Dallas
is missing,

and I have a hunch that
your little partner in crime

might have something
to do with it.

Clyde's no partner of mine.

Well, you still know his plans
for Dallas.

So why don't you be
a good prisoner and, uh,

tell me Jones' plan, hmm? I'd rather take

my last breath than ever give
my enemy a single answer.

I used to think that
you were my enemy, too.

But yesterday,

fighting you triggered a memory.

I trained with you as a child.

But considering
the fact

that my mother and Jones
despised each other,

I have a hard time believing

that she would willingly
allow me to learn

from the devil's lieutenant.

We've never crossed
paths on Oasis.

Then why do I remember you
telling me...

"No matter where
in the universe you are,

my blade will find you."

Don't get arrogant.
Anticipate my move.

That's the spirit.

You remember telling me
those words.

I can see it in your eyes.

So...

looks like you and I have
the same question.

Why?

Ah, they're even more beautiful
than I imagined.

Are there two others
in addition to your subject?

I'm bending my moral compass
to the point of breaking.

The less you know,
the better for all involved.

Watching you handle
that pod with care,

there's a familiarity that goes
beyond scientific inquiry.

Max Evans is an alien, isn't he?

His secret is safe.

I know what it's like
to hide something

the world isn't ready
to understand.

This is ridiculous.

My feet hurt. I keep stepping
on these little pebbles.

You know there's tarantulas
out here, right?

I think Mimi was
really onto something.

Energy rises from the ground
into your feet,

and since consciousness is
a tangible form of energy

connecting us to all matter,
astrophysicists believe that...

meditation could open you up
to speaking over universes,

even dimensions.

Trying to figure out why
I'm an alien tuning fork

led me to some very
unexpected people, but...

Listen, just... relax.

Close your eyes.
Take a deep breath.

Focus on your
surroundings.

Let go of any of the
weight you may feel,

the judgment.

It's a locust.

Alex was looking for these
before he went missing.

Missing?

What do you mean
Alex went missing?

Why atomize
the fluid into a mist?

I made slight genetic
modifications

to accelerate
enzyme inhibitors

for swift cell
regeneration.

Molecules, they travel faster
in a gaseous state

than in liquid form.

If this cure eradicates
the alien virus,

could it be repurposed
to fight off human illness?

Like a universal vaccine?

Interspecies scaling at
this level would be a huge leap.

It's working.

The proteins
are strengthening the cells.

You did it! Oh!

Oh!

Max will be thrilled.

Max doesn't want the cure.

Max has been struggling
with control,

and this compound does more than
prevent the sniffles in aliens.

- He's made his choice.
- Oh. And you disagree.

I'm quite familiar
with being on opposite sides

in a relationship.

As you know,
my wife is relentless

when she's made up her mind.

Which doesn't exactly mesh
with my stubbornness.

How do you find common ground

when neither of you
wants to budge?

Allie and I have difficulty
meeting in the middle

about anything lately.

If you find out,
will you let me know?

Oh!

So, a bug flies
on your arm,

and you think that means
Alex is missing?

- Feels like a stretch.
- It's not just the locust.

You were there
with the poster.

Alex is out chasing
weather balloons.

If something was wrong,
Eduardo would have told us.

Liz reached out to Eduardo.

Deep Sky hasn't heard
from Alex, either.

So everyone's
on the group chat but me. I'm sorry.

We didn't want to worry you.
We were planning on telling you

when things were
less confusing.

And look, it's
not all bad news.

We believe that Alex
is reaching out to Maria,

the same way
that she reached out to me

when Jones trapped her
in the coma.

How is that not bad news?
You don't think if he

was trying to talk to someone,
he'd be trying to talk to me?

I mean, she might be

the only one that's listening
right now.

What the hell's
that supposed to mean?

You don't think
I was thinking of Alex

every single second?

I was risking my life to stop
whatever Milky Way mess

the Dark Triad
set in motion.

Oh, and you...
what have you done lately?

Besides pretending
that you still have powers?!

♪ There ain't no grave

♪ Can hold my body down

♪ No, there ain't no grave

♪ Can hold my body down

Hey. I'm glad you're here.
So it turns out

the notes that Dallas was
scribbling were directions...

♪ Ain't no grave

♪ Can hold my body down

Get off me!

I will when
you calm down!

How can you keep Alex missing
a secret from me?

Because people thought that this
is exactly what would happen.

I could have been looking
for him.

How? We have no idea
what's going on.

And even if we did,
we don't have powers.

I walked through a wall
of fire... to save Liz

from a literal dictator.

And you want to make me
feel melodramatic?

When you knew, you knew
that the man that I love...

I did this because of Liz.

We're not
in a good place.

Okay? She had this whole thing
set up.

I didn't want to betray her
again by undermining it.

To win back the girl,
you stabbed me in the back.

I never meant for you
to get hurt.

Okay? You have to believe me.

You have spent years

insisting that we are family.

If you believe that,

then you wouldn't have used my
suffering to fix your love life.

♪ There ain't no grave

Hope the wedding's
worth losing a brother.

♪ There ain't no grave

♪ Can hold my body down.

My savior warned us

of rebels with the abilities
to deceive our emotions.

I was born into Ophiuchus

and molded
into its fiercest warrior.

I have devoted my life to taking
a stand against its enemies.

You don't have to believe me,

but you should at least
believe yourself.

I can help

unlock your subconscious,

- Tezca.
- And why would I do that?

Because a great warrior will get
all the intel she needs

before she goes into battle.

You're not afraid I'll run?

I think you're more interested
in our shared history.

I know there's got to be more.
Let me show you.

You're turning into
quite the bold warrior.

I want to be

as strong as my mother someday.

You know, your mother's gone

precisely because she loves you
so much.

She's fighting to protect you
and countless other families.

Where's your family, Teacher?

My students are my family.

You're my family.

We're bound by our blades.

No matter where in
the universe you are,

my blade will find you.

You're going to be the
fiercest warrior somebody,

but never forget: A warrior's
true strength is her compassion.

That's what makes
you so special.

Because I can see the truth?

Just like my mother?

It's a beautiful gift.

One that evil people will try
to corrupt for their own means.

That's why it's so important

that we teach you
to protect yourself.

Because you deserve a say
in your own story.

You see? I told you.

Our stories are connected.

The lair's closed to liars.

I deserve that.

Can I make it up
to you?

Get you your powers back?

Sure this is gonna work?

Given you are
my first and only trial? No.

But this should
restore your powers.

Don't be mad
at Max and Maria, okay?

It was my idea.

I'm sorry. I just...

When I found out
that Alex was missing,

this pain...

crept up in my chest.

It was the same
as when I thought...

I had lost Max for forever.

That day my
whole world

came crumbling down, and I
didn't want yours to shatter,

if there was still hope.

That dose should
be enough.

You treated me
like a child.

Mm-hmm.

And I acted like one.

Oh, I said nasty things
to DeLuca,

because I couldn't face myself.

You aren't the reason Alex is... Invisible?

A ghost?

He needed me,

and I was too busy playing
Donnie Brasco

with my new alien besties.

I was so consumed
with finding a way home

that I lost sight of the home
I was trying to build with him.

Blaming yourself's
not gonna bring him back.

You know, we all
make missteps,

even in the strongest
relationships.

It just means we got to try
and do better next time.

How's that working out
for you and Evans?

He's making a huge mistake.

I mean, his abilities
are a part of who he is.

But what I have learned
from Alex,

it's that no matter
how hard you...

grasp onto sand...

it still slips
through your fingers.

Max has to go down his own path.

Even if you think
it's a mistake.

Otherwise it's gonna tear
the two of you apart.

Okay, Guru...

let's see if it worked.

See if you
can get me

that wrench.

It's a start, but I will take it.

Thank you, Ortecho, thank you.

We can sit here,

stoically staring off
into the sunset

like two gruff cowboys,

or we can talk this time.

I can tell your lip

isn't the only thing hurting.

I should have pushed back harder
on keeping Michael in the dark.

Why didn't you?

'Cause I wanted to restore
your faith in me.

I wanted to make sure
that we were okay.

I shouldn't have put
you in that position.

And Michael is upset,
but you guys are family,

and you'll find a way
to make it up to him.

How?

Every single thing I do
feels uncertain.

I mean, I used to know
exactly what to do.

I'm sorry, Max.

I'm so excited

about finally knowing
my path forward that...

I wanted the same for you.

That's the problem.

I don't know
if this is the real me.

You know,
I thought that being

just a normal guy
from Roswell...

I don't know, maybe it's
something else to hide behind.

You know, without my abilities,
I don't feel the pressure

to be everyone's savior.

You know,

I can hold your hand
without worrying I'll hurt you.

But I don't want to be someone
that turns their back

on their family, or...

who's constantly breaking
your heart.

My heart is not broken,
Max Evans.

A much wiser, resurrected-
from-the-dead sister

once told me:

"Expectations only
hold us back."

So without them,

that is how you're
gonna figure out who you are.

I don't know how to do that.

All we can do is try.

Life...

is gonna keep punching...

until you know who you are

and you swing back.

I will always be
on your side,

regardless
of what path you choose.

You don't want to kill me,
Tezca.

What you want is more answers.

What I want
is to silence your lies.

You said it yourself:
I have the ability to see the truth.

Don't you want to know
what you're fighting for?

Show me.

Best me,
and you get the fruit.

Listen to me, little star,
I need you to hide.

Make yourself as quiet
and as small as you can.

I'm a warrior, too.

- I can fight.
- The bravest thing you can do

is follow this mission
I'm giving you.

Remember,
I'll always find you,

wherever in the universe
you are.

Now, hide, and promise me
you won't come out

no matter what happens.

Where's the girl?

You're too late.

We got her out.

You'll just have
to play with me.

If you're waiting
to hear me beg,

you're gonna die disappointed.

I hate you with the fire
of our two suns.

Well, that sounds
like a challenge

to bend your will to mine.

When I'm done
with you,

you won't love
those children you teach...

...you'll only love me.

We're closed.

Even for a friend
that needs to apologize?

Hey, you got your powers back.

Yup.

You Ortechos know what you're
doing every once in a while.

Hmm.

- Listen, Guerin, I...
- No.

If anyone's saying sorry,
it's me.

I know you love Alex, too.

So that means

we are always on the same side.

We are going to get him back.

That's why I'm here.

Despite what my tantrum
might suggest,

I do believe you are the key to
unlocking whatever Alex needs.

So do your thing.

Try to be a conduit
to connect me to Alex.

Keyboard plays gentle melody...

That's the song
Alex wrote about us.

Plays chords of song...

Keyboard and guitar playing
gentle song...

Michael, your pendant,

it's glowing.

Maybe with all the lights on...

He's trying to lead us
to where he is.

We got to follow him, then.

Where do we go?
Where do we drive?

Alex would always make fun of me

for carrying around
this old map.

Put your pendant on it.

He's pointing us
to Grant's Pass.

That's where
we got to go!

Shiv? Are you here?

I brought some
of New Mexico's finest bubbly.

It's no Dom,
but it'll do the trick.

Oh, good.

You're here.

What's this equation?

Something remarkable.

After you left,
I got to thinking

about Max's urge for
control, and wondered:

What if we altered
the protein receptors

to perform some, not all,
of their functions?

If we folded the
principle alpha helices

and stabilized
the covalent bonds

- between the amino acids...
- Hey. Slow down.

How did you come up
with this equation?

You're not a scientist.

True, but I am a quick study.

What happened to the mist?

I was cataloguing the
equipment for storage

when my slippery fingers brushed
the release valve,

and I-I might have
inhaled a bit.

Okay, we have to go
to the hospital.

That compound
could be toxic. No, no, no. Liz, I'm fine.

Really. This is a happy
accident, like penicillin.

You have created
a miracle drug

that has opened my mind up
to infinite possibilities,

including one
that is so close to my heart.

What do you mean?

Today's been a day of secrets,

and I've got one more
for you, Lizzie.

I'd like you
to meet someone

very special to me and Allie:
Our daughter,

Nicole.
She suffers

from a rare
neurological disease.

We've had to keep her suspended
in a cryogenic state.

She's dead.

She doesn't have to be.

What good is all the
money in the world

if you can't have
what matters most?

Earth science is limited,
so I looked to the stars.

But it turns out

the solution was right here
in Roswell all along.

You can save our child. I can't.

It's too late.

It was too late for your sister.

Rosa seems to be having the time
of her life in New York.

Rosalinda is my cousin.

Come on, Liz!

We have opened up to
each other all day.

Just imagine the greatness
of what we can accomplish

if you simply trust me.

No. What happened with Rosa
was a unique circumstance

that cannot be recreated
in a lab!

And that mist is
for alien physiology.

That will not regenerate
human cells.

I know that. But it can help us
figure out what will.

You have created
something revolutionary.

A compound that boosts
brain power beyond limit.

Imagine the
discoveries

at our fingertips

if the brilliant Liz Ortecho

tried just a little.

Everything that you
have ever wanted,

starting with saving
the man that you love.

This is the spot on the map.

There's nothing out here.

Look.

That's Theo's symbol.

Dallas had that yesterday.

His father's glasses
were inside.

- We got to keep looking around.
- We're going right.

50 paces. Dallas left behind
a page from his dad's Bible.

There were notes in the
margins that led him here.

I don't understand. Is...

Alex with Dallas?

These is getting really weird.

I feel like we should assemble
the pod squad.

Max is useless
without his powers.

That way.

Guys?

Guys, I'm stuck! Help!

Get back. Stay back.
Hurry!

Stay back. It's a sinkhole.

Michael, hurry.

I'm trying.

My powers must not be
fully back yet.

- Hurry!
- Maria!

Grab the rope!

Come on!

Oh! Oh, God, I got you.

Are you okay?

What the hell happened?

- Maria, what are you doing?
- I have to see it. The shimmer.

- What shimmer?
- You don't see it?

It's not just quicksand.

There's something
behind it.

There's a whole world
down there.

It's like I'm looking
through the alien glass, but...

I see Alex's pendant.

He led us
to where he is.

He's alive down there,
I know it.

Alex is down there?

I got to go get him.

- Max, give me the rope.
- Michael, no.

I need to go.
Alex needs me.

You are not thinking
clearly right now.

Do not be the idiot
who jumps in a sinkhole.

I have to help him!

I wasn't listening
to him.

I wasn't paying attention.

Look, want to get him back?

I need your head and your
heart here, now. Okay?

Be the thing
that pulls Alex back.

I got you.

How'd you find us out here?

Followed the "notes to self"
Dallas left in the Bible page

once I figured out
where the directions led.

I was gonna tell you at
the station, but, uh,

your fists seemed to want
to do most of the talking.

Uh, about that...

I think I could have expressed
my anger

a little less Hulk-smash.

Well, you were upset.

I reckon you
still are.

And I didn't do you any favors
by hiding the truth from you.

Look, I may not
know who I am,

but I do know
I'm the kind of man

who helps save
the love of his brother's life.

To tell you the truth...

I wish
I could have punched myself.

I wish.

None of that
even matters.

I just care
about getting Alex back.

I got your back, brother.

Why am I the only one
that can see this?

My guess is that your powers
help you act

as an anchor
between dimensions.

I think Alex is able
to use you as a conduit

to communicate by moving things
physically in our world

even while he's
still in his.

Since when are you
a scientist?

Are you coming for Liz's job?
What's going on?

No, just... a hobby
I picked up in New York.

Thank you for today.

You helped me see things
in a new light.

I'm happy that
I was here to help.

You gave yourself up...

...to save me.

Jones locked your memories away.

He thought that you were
in Ophiuchus willingly,

and you were a victim
of his deceit.

What we learned today shows that
we were on the same side once.

So be on my side now.

Tezca, what did Jones
want you to do here?

What is Clyde
looking for?

I don't know
what's real anymore.

Please.

You must remember
something concrete.

He wanted Liz.

Jones said,

once you've gathered
all the pieces...

Liz Ortecho will bring
the alighting.

♪ I hurt myself

♪ Today

♪ To see

♪ If I still feel

♪ I focus

♪ On the pain...

Is Liz Ortecho working tonight?

She doesn't work here anymore.

What do you want with Liz
anyway?

Aren't you a curious creature.

Let me guess.

Liz's sister.

Racist.

She's actually my teacher.

Really?

♪ Everything...

Let me help you heal, Shivani.

What could you possibly say
that others haven't?

Medicine,

religion, counseling.

Nothing's worked.

The only way I'll be whole
is if I get my Nicole back.

I've carried...

that kind of loss...

and pain for a decade.

You feel like a piece
of your heart

is torn out of your chest,
right?

Oh, don't you dare try to relate
to me while your sister

gallivants through
the East Village

with a second chance at life.

If you really
empathized,

you would help me.

No. What you're asking for
goes against nature.

You're not thinking through
the consequences here.

Bringing back my sister came
at a painful cost.

Oh, so only the great
Liz Ortecho deserves happiness?

Millions die

all over this planet from
illnesses you could eradicate

in a heartbeat.

But you won't...

because of ethics?

I am not a god.

Science rebuilds

the work that gods abandon.

It is evolution at work.

Stop denying
your true nature.

I have never been more myself.

Then I was wrong about you.

You are nothing more
than a broken dream

stuck in a dried-up dairy town.

Go along, and
go play house

with your tin-star cowboy.

That's the drugs
talking.

Your judgment's clouded.

You aren't thinking straight.

I have never been more clear
in my life.

No, Shivani, don't do it.

Even if it was possible
to bring her back,

you would lose yourself
in the process.

I know you love
your daughter.

Do not become a casualty
to your grief.

You've been guiding me

to realizing
what matters most in this world.

Let me take the reins.

Let me help you.

Give me the canister, Shivani.

♪ And you could have it all...

I would rather lose myself
than my daughter.

No.

♪ I will let you down

♪ I would find a way.