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Your father,
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he was released on bail,
pending trial.
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His arraignment hearing
had been set for Monday.
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He didn't show up.
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The troopers
made every effort.
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Do you know
what this is?
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This is very
high quality.
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The ink color
is perfect.
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The paper is good.
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The weight,
watermark, plate work,
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it's all meticulous.
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There's even
a metal strip embedded.
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In six months,
he had passed almost $50,000.
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- He printed $50,000?
- No, Ms. Vogel.
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He passed $50,000.
He printed $22 million.
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He was facing
a maximum of 75 years.
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Um, may I hold it?
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It's beautiful.
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My father...
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he died
a hundred times
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poking holes
in his veins,
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like so many rehearsals
for our ultimate rejection.
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We get pretty good
at it, don't we?
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It says,
"Happy Highway Harry."
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It says, "Only three miles
to make a meal outta life."
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My father came
and went from our lives.
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Showing up only when he
hungered for affirmation.
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I adored
his attention,
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and he
accommodated that.
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As wholeheartedly
as he abandoned it.
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Memory reckons itself
in blurs and flashes.
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The special moments of
childhood are like fairy tales.
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And in mine,
my father was the prince.
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There are plenty
of ways to kill oneself.
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The idea is that,
given the range of options,
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each suicide reflects the
life that preceded it.
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If this was true,
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then Dad's end would be
violent and spectacular.
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Everybody asleep
around here?
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I'm awake.
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- You wanna come up here?
- Yeah.
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Move right here.
That's right.
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That's the gas,
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that's the brake,
that's the shift.
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Those are the basics.
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I'll just be here
if you need anything.
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- No!
- What's up, honey?
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I can't... I can't
reach the pedals!
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Sure you can.
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Look at how long
those legs are.
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That's it,
just keep it right there.
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No, Daddy,
please don't leave me!
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Snicklefritz,
you gotta learn how to drive.
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It's the only way you're
gonna see the world.
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Just take care because
there's a bend up here
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in about an hour.
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An hour?
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My mother sometimes
called Dad Peter Pan,
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for the kind of
silly charm
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that allowed him to make
reckless, impulsive decisions
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look like perfect
plans of action.
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In those times,
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he always wanted to make
things perfect for us.
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Replace the humdrum
of everyday life
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with new places
and unexpected moments.
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He purchased the farm on a
payment plan he couldn't afford.
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It was a dilapidated
old place,
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but he filled it
with classical music
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and always kept things
fun for Nick and me
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while he and Mom fixed it up
like a permanent family home.
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But as more delivery trucks
arrived, brimming with materials
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purchased on IOUs
that would never be met,
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the light fluttering
music of Dad
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seemed to fade
into a darkness.
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And with each layer
of darkness,
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a new reason
to disappear.
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- Give me my record!
- No!
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Give me
my goddamn Chopin...
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I will
fucking break it!
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I'll punch your whore
face, you goddamn witch!
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Fuck you!
You're a shitty-ass husband!
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Dad
explained his absences
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by claiming to
be working
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on some mysterious
business endeavor,
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and left Mom to
pick up the pieces.
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She tried to find
regular work,
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but spent most
of her time
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staring at walls and
worrying about unpaid bills.
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First pioneers would
be in the Blue Ridge Mountains
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and the Bluegrass
region of Kentucky.
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To the emptiness.
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Dad always
seemed to call Nick and me
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when Mom
was sleeping.
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His voice made me feel like
part of a bigger world.
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A bigger world I
could only dream of.
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Fuck.
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Ugh.
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00:12:14,211 --> 00:12:16,312
What?
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00:12:18,178 --> 00:12:20,180
We're gonna go
live with Dad.
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Okay.
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You kids are like
his hunting dogs.
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He only runs you
when he feels like it.
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It'll be better
than living with you.
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Nick?
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You, too?
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There are things about your
father that you don't know.
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Like what?
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- When you're older...
- I am older!
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Nick, we're leaving.
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Fine, fine, fine!
Go! Get outta here!
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Oh, there's gotta be some
kind of mistake, Beck!
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My kids are much
smaller than these two.
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Look at that little
button nose.
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Look at you two.
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Now go and get your bags
from Uncle Beck's truck.
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I got it.
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I really appreciate
you bringing them down.
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How's their mama?
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How do you think she
is, you bastard?
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You left her with
two kids and no dough.
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That was bust,
I had to make a move.
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I see
your moves, John.
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Man, you had
a good girl
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and you steel-toe kicked her
heart all over the street.
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You know what?
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She'll get back
on her feet.
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In the meantime, you just take
good care of her babies, okay?
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It's not like that.
I mean, they are my babies, too.
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- Yeah, yeah.
- See ya.
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I'd do anything
for those kids.
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Yeah. Prove it.
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Dad! Oh, my God!
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Oh, no!
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00:14:31,018 --> 00:14:33,149
Oh, my God.
Dad, way too much lighter fluid!
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He might light
the tree on fire!
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Boom!
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Oh, my...
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- Good Lord!
- Anybody?
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- The "Nocturnes"!
- What number?
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"Number 20"!
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See, how many kids you
know know their Chopin?
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When can we eat?
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I told you ten times,
it's gotta marinate.
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00:14:50,786 --> 00:14:52,251
You asked for
pepper steak, right?
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If it doesn't marinate,
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it's not pepper steak,
it's just steak.
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I'll take just steak.
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Too late, it's marinating.
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Hold the thought.
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It's all right.
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00:15:07,520 --> 00:15:09,420
Do you like
music, Jennifer?
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Um, yeah. I like ELO.
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00:15:11,986 --> 00:15:14,220
English rock, huh?
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00:15:15,085 --> 00:15:16,485
Have you heard
Bob Seger?
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I don't think so, no.
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00:15:18,319 --> 00:15:20,786
What?
You have to hear Bob Seger!
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Okay, fellas,
I'll see you in a couple weeks.
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Whoa, whoa, whoa, hey!
What are you doing?
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- I'm changing the mood!
- The mood?
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We're in
a classics mood.
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We're listening
to the classics.
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But you can't
dance to Chopin.
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Oh, come on, old bones!
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I wanna play Jennifer
some rock 'n' roll.
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Are you
seriously suggesting
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that Bob Seger beats out Frederic
Chopin, seriously?
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I'm just
changing the tempo.
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Your music
is for funerals.
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You know what? Okay.
But they ain't gonna like it.
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These kids got class.
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Yeah. You wanna
dance, baby?
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Come on, honey.
Let's have a little groove.
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Ooh.
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Nick?
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You... You seriously
like this stuff?
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Mm-hmm.
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Yeah.
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When I was young,
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I thought all
the exciting things
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he made happen,
he made happen for me.
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Hey, wait for me!
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Dad?
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Hello! Dad!
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Dad?
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Not enough time.
Don't fuck around.
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I don't wanna
hear that shit.
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- John, look at...
- Hey.
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Hey, honey.
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Uh... This
is my daughter Jennifer.
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Um, Jennifer,
these are just some friends,
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some business colleagues from Brainerd.
Everything's okay.
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Go on inside,
I'll meet you inside.
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Honey, go inside.
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Oh, my God! Dad...
Dad! Are you okay?
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I'm okay, honey.
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Daddy just bumped his
face into the canoe.
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- Oh. Nick!
- Nick!
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Hands up, who had
a great summer?
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We don't want
to go home.
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Yeah, well, something came
up, Nick, you know.
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Well, anyway,
you and I both had accidents
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on the same day,
that's a karma thing.
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The next ones
are always worse.
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Besides, you guys both
got school coming up,
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and from what
I understand,
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your mom is doing
much better.
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I love you, baby.
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Don't you ever
forget it.
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You and me, we got
the same heart.
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Two peas in a pod.
Come here.
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Hey. Hey.
Would you look at that?
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- What is that?
- You don't remember?
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I got a feeling
I know what this is.
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"Happy Highway Harry."
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You still have that,
you didn't lose it.
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- No, of course not.
- All aboard!
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All right!
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All right, take this.
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Come on.
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They're coming,
they're coming.
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- All right.
- Thank you.
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- Well, this is it.
- All right, Nick.
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You take care of
your little sister.
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Big sister.
I keep forgetting.
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Oh! Look at the moon.
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- Oh!
- All right, go. Okay, go on.
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By the time that
summer had come and gone,
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the bank had
foreclosed on the farm.
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Like so many
times before,
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all of our earthly
belongings
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filled the old
station wagon
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in pursuit of
a fresh start.
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- Hi, Uncle Beck.
- Hey there, guys.
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Mm.
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Come on in.
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00:22:29,336 --> 00:22:32,170
Ugh! Oh,
the couch stinks!
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You can lay on me
if you want.
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00:22:33,904 --> 00:22:35,937
I'm gonna
leave the keys right there.
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Just come over here, gimme a hug goodbye.
I gotta go.
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00:22:39,571 --> 00:22:41,738
Give your Uncle Beck
a hug goodbye, come on!
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- There we go.
- Goodbye.
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- I love you guys.
- I love you.
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- Thank you, Uncle Beck.
- Mm-hmm.
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Thanks,
Uncle Beck.
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00:22:51,338 --> 00:22:53,672
Yep. Go lay down
on the poop couch.
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I don't know between John and
I who had the shittier father,
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00:23:04,306 --> 00:23:05,873
but I do hope...
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that you pick better than my
mother did on your next try.
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You hang
in there, kid.
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I'll track him down,
all right?
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00:23:31,505 --> 00:23:33,472
And at the very least,
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00:23:33,539 --> 00:23:35,673
I'll get him to
mail back those...
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00:23:36,373 --> 00:23:37,841
plates for your car.
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00:24:01,675 --> 00:24:05,174
He hadn't paid
a single bill in months.
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My boy
Johnny is a bad penny.
257
00:24:13,274 --> 00:24:15,874
You never trust a
bastard born on Flag Day.
258
00:24:17,074 --> 00:24:18,575
Because they think
259
00:24:19,639 --> 00:24:21,442
all immigrants are
putting them out of jobs.
260
00:24:21,507 --> 00:24:23,641
Yeah, he just thinks
that way sometimes.
261
00:24:27,374 --> 00:24:29,041
He thinks
that way sometimes?
262
00:24:29,109 --> 00:24:30,409
What's so funny?
263
00:24:30,475 --> 00:24:32,443
You're lucky he left.
264
00:24:32,510 --> 00:24:34,807
When he comes crawling
back to you...
265
00:24:34,875 --> 00:24:37,576
I come to you to borrow
a few hundred bucks.
266
00:24:38,676 --> 00:24:40,577
Not to judge
my husband.
267
00:24:43,343 --> 00:24:45,476
The year
you got hitched,
268
00:24:45,543 --> 00:24:47,409
John bought the cabin
at Browns Lake.
269
00:24:47,476 --> 00:24:50,376
You spent all summer
doing it up.
270
00:24:51,443 --> 00:24:54,110
The day he left,
it burns to the ground.
271
00:24:54,176 --> 00:24:55,809
Then bought
the burger joint.
272
00:24:55,876 --> 00:24:58,544
Spent weeks making pretty,
pretty tablecloths.
273
00:24:58,610 --> 00:24:59,511
It was pretty.
274
00:24:59,576 --> 00:25:01,743
But spent nothing
on the kitchen.
275
00:25:01,810 --> 00:25:04,477
And then a hardworking
Black fella
276
00:25:04,542 --> 00:25:07,176
opens up a better burger
joint across the street,
277
00:25:07,244 --> 00:25:09,409
and lo and behold,
278
00:25:09,476 --> 00:25:12,711
John's place burns
to the ground.
279
00:25:13,578 --> 00:25:15,178
He'd burn down
the world
280
00:25:15,244 --> 00:25:18,277
if he thought it would
put him in white mansions.
281
00:29:16,187 --> 00:29:17,754
- Good morning.
- Morning.
282
00:29:18,420 --> 00:29:20,286
You sleep well?
283
00:29:20,353 --> 00:29:21,854
Like a baby.
284
00:29:30,388 --> 00:29:31,888
Did you do
your homework, honey?
285
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:34,821
Of course.
286
00:29:34,887 --> 00:29:37,622
- Good girl.
- Why don't you show him?
287
00:29:38,587 --> 00:29:40,588
Oh, I don't
need to see it.
288
00:29:40,655 --> 00:29:43,255
I trust my little girl, don't I?
Huh?
289
00:29:44,155 --> 00:29:45,721
Wanna tell him
I trust you?
290
00:29:46,421 --> 00:29:47,721
We trust
each other, yeah?
291
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:49,821
- Mm-hmm?
- Mm-hmm.
292
00:29:52,922 --> 00:29:53,822
Mwah.
293
00:30:03,589 --> 00:30:04,789
Patty.
294
00:30:06,454 --> 00:30:08,422
That guy's so fucking stupid.
295
00:30:11,755 --> 00:30:13,621
My name is Cheryl,
and I'm an alcoholic.
296
00:30:13,688 --> 00:30:16,622
- Hi, Cheryl.
- I came here and I had...
297
00:30:17,890 --> 00:30:19,424
lost everything.
298
00:30:20,390 --> 00:30:23,424
I lost my home
and my career,
299
00:30:24,589 --> 00:30:27,623
and my darling husband.
I say that now.
300
00:30:27,690 --> 00:30:29,556
A year ago, I thought
he was a piece of shit
301
00:30:29,622 --> 00:30:31,355
who dropped me by the curb,
but you know something,
302
00:30:31,423 --> 00:30:35,657
I was so angry,
and I needed someone to blame,
303
00:30:35,723 --> 00:30:39,424
and I could not see
that it was on me.
304
00:31:27,593 --> 00:31:28,758
What's going on?
305
00:31:36,925 --> 00:31:38,526
Come on, Doc,
you're in the wrong room.
306
00:31:38,594 --> 00:31:39,560
Oh.
307
00:31:40,258 --> 00:31:42,626
Come on there.
308
00:31:42,694 --> 00:31:45,827
Tipsy fool!
Let's get you to the right one.
309
00:31:49,994 --> 00:31:51,293
Mom...
310
00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:24,861
Good morning, ladies.
311
00:32:32,595 --> 00:32:34,696
Now, that is the way
you make coffee.
312
00:32:36,261 --> 00:32:37,327
All right,
I'm out of here.
313
00:32:37,394 --> 00:32:38,428
If I'm not back
for dinner,
314
00:32:38,495 --> 00:32:39,429
you guys start
without me.
315
00:32:54,162 --> 00:32:56,563
What are you doing?
What is that?
316
00:32:57,395 --> 00:32:59,929
It's resin.
You want some?
317
00:32:59,996 --> 00:33:01,163
It's not bad.
318
00:33:02,396 --> 00:33:04,231
Don't push me,
little lady.
319
00:33:05,729 --> 00:33:07,563
What are you trying
to prove, Jennifer?
320
00:33:07,630 --> 00:33:09,763
Nothing.
Hell, it's 8:55 in the morning,
321
00:33:09,830 --> 00:33:11,331
I'm just trying to
take the edge off.
322
00:33:13,195 --> 00:33:14,798
You show some respect!
323
00:33:16,096 --> 00:33:17,797
- Why?
- I'm still your mother.
324
00:33:19,096 --> 00:33:20,329
How long you been
smoking that stuff?
325
00:33:20,397 --> 00:33:22,363
- Oh, please!
- Answer me!
326
00:33:22,429 --> 00:33:23,930
Fuck you,
you hypocrite!
327
00:33:23,998 --> 00:33:25,697
Answer me,
you little slut!
328
00:33:25,763 --> 00:33:26,797
You big slut.
329
00:33:28,697 --> 00:33:33,131
Oh. You don't get
to fucking hit me.
330
00:33:33,197 --> 00:33:34,598
Ever!
331
00:33:44,998 --> 00:33:46,432
I'm gonna miss you.
332
00:33:50,231 --> 00:33:51,831
I love you
so much.
333
00:34:00,365 --> 00:34:01,699
Honey, we need to talk.
334
00:34:03,199 --> 00:34:04,866
I'm leaving.
335
00:34:04,931 --> 00:34:07,097
- Jennifer!
- What?
336
00:34:07,164 --> 00:34:08,332
Don't think
you're taking the car.
337
00:34:08,397 --> 00:34:09,866
Doc paid for that car.
338
00:34:09,932 --> 00:34:11,633
I don't want
his fucking car.
339
00:34:11,700 --> 00:34:13,266
I never wanna see
that sick fuck again.
340
00:34:13,332 --> 00:34:16,432
How dare you?
After all he's done for you!
341
00:34:18,932 --> 00:34:20,466
And where are you gonna
go, Jennifer?
342
00:34:20,532 --> 00:34:22,567
- You don't have anywhere
- Yes, I do!
343
00:34:23,831 --> 00:34:24,899
Yes, I do, Mom.
344
00:34:24,966 --> 00:34:26,766
Oh, Jen.
345
00:34:26,832 --> 00:34:27,900
Jen, I may be dumb,
346
00:34:27,965 --> 00:34:30,265
but you're a smart girl.
Don't kid yourself.
347
00:34:30,332 --> 00:34:31,999
Like I'm passing up
a great gig here?
348
00:34:32,066 --> 00:34:34,032
There are things about your
father that you don't know.
349
00:34:34,098 --> 00:34:35,233
Oh, God,
here we go again,
350
00:34:35,300 --> 00:34:36,667
are you kidding me?
Are you kidding?
351
00:34:36,734 --> 00:34:38,834
It's not
that he's a con man
352
00:34:38,901 --> 00:34:41,600
- or a swindler.
- Mom, this is your shit!
353
00:34:41,666 --> 00:34:43,667
It's nothing to do with
my relationship with him!
354
00:34:43,734 --> 00:34:46,301
...he believes his own lies!
355
00:34:46,368 --> 00:34:47,967
Okay, let's talk about
believing your own lies,
356
00:34:48,033 --> 00:34:49,366
shall we?
357
00:34:49,434 --> 00:34:51,634
Let's talk about
protecting your children!
358
00:34:51,700 --> 00:34:55,600
It's your one fucking
job to protect me!
359
00:34:55,667 --> 00:34:58,501
Listen to me,
your father is a liar.
360
00:34:58,568 --> 00:35:00,468
- He's a liar.
- Shut up! Please, shut up!
361
00:35:00,535 --> 00:35:03,168
Look, I know what I
am, he doesn't.
362
00:35:03,234 --> 00:35:04,334
And if you're gonna
go with him,
363
00:35:04,401 --> 00:35:05,768
pretty soon,
you won't either.
364
00:35:05,835 --> 00:35:08,336
- You won't.
- I'm done. I'm done.
365
00:35:08,402 --> 00:35:11,101
I'm done!
I'm done!
366
00:35:11,168 --> 00:35:13,134
Your father...
Your father is a liar.
367
00:35:13,201 --> 00:35:15,269
Get off me!
368
00:35:15,335 --> 00:35:18,134
I can't do this
anymore!
369
00:35:18,201 --> 00:35:20,301
Stop! Stop!
370
00:35:20,368 --> 00:35:21,970
- Don't touch me!
- Listen to me, Jennifer!
371
00:35:22,034 --> 00:35:23,501
He looks you
square in the eyes
372
00:35:23,568 --> 00:35:25,367
and he shows
you his heart,
373
00:35:25,435 --> 00:35:28,103
- and it is a lie!
- Get out of my way!
374
00:35:28,169 --> 00:35:31,135
Get the fuck out of my way!
375
00:35:31,202 --> 00:35:32,568
Jennifer!
376
00:39:21,378 --> 00:39:22,845
Who's there?
377
00:39:25,111 --> 00:39:27,445
Dad, it's Jennifer.
378
00:39:30,912 --> 00:39:32,278
Jennifer?
379
00:39:34,212 --> 00:39:36,712
Yeah. Can you...
Can you open the door?
380
00:39:37,379 --> 00:39:38,778
Jennifer?
381
00:40:05,046 --> 00:40:06,413
So...
382
00:40:07,746 --> 00:40:10,246
- how's school?
- It's okay.
383
00:40:29,414 --> 00:40:30,914
Any thoughts
about college?
384
00:40:36,313 --> 00:40:38,114
I guess you got time.
385
00:40:38,182 --> 00:40:40,282
Actually, I want
to study journalism.
386
00:40:41,482 --> 00:40:44,549
Journalism?
What kind of journalism?
387
00:40:45,347 --> 00:40:46,948
Investigative, maybe.
388
00:40:47,015 --> 00:40:49,848
I like that.
389
00:40:49,916 --> 00:40:51,181
I can see
my snicklefritz
390
00:40:51,248 --> 00:40:52,748
taking on the titans
of industries,
391
00:40:52,815 --> 00:40:55,215
a fast-food chain,
motherfuckers.
392
00:40:56,949 --> 00:40:59,517
Just a bunch of crumbs bound
together by dough, right?
393
00:41:03,349 --> 00:41:05,214
Dad, what do you do?
394
00:41:05,281 --> 00:41:06,849
What do you mean,
what do I do?
395
00:41:06,916 --> 00:41:08,315
I mean, for a living.
What do you do for a living?
396
00:41:08,382 --> 00:41:10,015
You know what
I do for living.
397
00:41:10,082 --> 00:41:11,783
I'm an entrepreneur.
398
00:41:13,184 --> 00:41:16,217
My skill is
opportunities.
399
00:41:17,949 --> 00:41:19,049
Like what?
400
00:41:19,116 --> 00:41:20,649
For instance,
401
00:41:20,716 --> 00:41:23,183
right now,
I got a whole raft of businesses.
402
00:41:23,250 --> 00:41:26,049
I'm working a very
broad portfolio.
403
00:41:26,116 --> 00:41:27,617
And when you
work it that way,
404
00:41:27,684 --> 00:41:29,350
you're not depending
on one business
405
00:41:29,416 --> 00:41:30,883
to be your bread and
butter, you know?
406
00:41:30,951 --> 00:41:32,350
Yield goes
down on one,
407
00:41:32,417 --> 00:41:33,850
pops up
on another.
408
00:41:33,917 --> 00:41:36,516
And the good
news is,
409
00:41:36,583 --> 00:41:38,184
that I'm doing really
great with that.
410
00:42:00,250 --> 00:42:01,518
What's that?
411
00:42:03,984 --> 00:42:05,718
I'm
moving out of Mom's.
412
00:42:08,252 --> 00:42:10,419
I can't stand it
there anymore.
413
00:42:14,919 --> 00:42:16,486
Sorry.
414
00:42:16,552 --> 00:42:18,719
It's okay, babe.
It's okay.
415
00:42:34,354 --> 00:42:35,752
What's the problem,
Jennifer?
416
00:42:38,018 --> 00:42:39,554
Are you mixed up
in drugs?
417
00:42:40,952 --> 00:42:41,820
No?
418
00:42:42,654 --> 00:42:44,220
So, what's
the problem?
419
00:42:44,920 --> 00:42:46,420
I just gotta get out.
420
00:42:48,987 --> 00:42:50,921
I thought maybe I could
come live with you.
421
00:43:00,086 --> 00:43:01,853
That kind of comes
out of the blue.
422
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:08,787
Some things in life
are about timing.
423
00:43:10,555 --> 00:43:13,655
Timing, you see.
See, uh, right now,
424
00:43:13,720 --> 00:43:15,588
I'm growing the business.
Businesses.
425
00:43:16,755 --> 00:43:20,154
And it takes all
the time God sends.
426
00:43:20,221 --> 00:43:21,422
I've just got
a lot of...
427
00:43:21,488 --> 00:43:22,787
Yeah, I understand. It's...
428
00:43:22,854 --> 00:43:24,589
But I gotta keep
the plates spinning.
429
00:43:24,656 --> 00:43:26,054
I gotta keep the
balls in the air.
430
00:43:26,121 --> 00:43:28,588
It's okay, Dad.
It's really... It's fine.
431
00:43:34,555 --> 00:43:36,823
I just want a fresh
start, you know?
432
00:43:44,222 --> 00:43:45,422
Dad, I lied.
433
00:43:46,356 --> 00:43:48,289
In Sheboygan,
I did a lot of drugs.
434
00:43:49,590 --> 00:43:51,724
I smoked weed,
I did a lot of speed.
435
00:43:53,189 --> 00:43:55,257
Coke.
436
00:43:57,522 --> 00:43:59,622
I just did stupid
things, you know?
437
00:43:59,689 --> 00:44:01,323
I'm angry at you.
438
00:44:01,388 --> 00:44:03,356
You're smarter
than that.
439
00:44:03,422 --> 00:44:05,291
Don't think
I couldn't tell.
440
00:44:05,357 --> 00:44:07,156
It's not
my first rodeo.
441
00:44:07,223 --> 00:44:08,689
Have you done drugs?
442
00:44:08,756 --> 00:44:10,458
Never! Oh.
443
00:44:10,523 --> 00:44:12,356
Uh, in some
medical circles,
444
00:44:12,423 --> 00:44:14,956
alcohol is
classed a drug,
445
00:44:15,023 --> 00:44:16,223
so is tobacco.
446
00:44:17,857 --> 00:44:19,858
So, I'm not gonna
sit here
447
00:44:19,925 --> 00:44:22,424
and tell you that I've
never enjoyed a vodka gimlet
448
00:44:22,489 --> 00:44:24,424
on a Sunday afternoon.
449
00:44:25,256 --> 00:44:27,691
And, oh, what's this?
450
00:44:27,758 --> 00:44:29,458
Exhibit A, methinks.
451
00:44:33,558 --> 00:44:35,459
So, yes.
452
00:44:37,124 --> 00:44:39,692
But no, I've never
done drugs.
453
00:44:39,758 --> 00:44:42,458
Narcotics...
Are you kidding me?
454
00:44:42,524 --> 00:44:45,458
At the cabin,
you had those plants in the cupboard.
455
00:44:46,390 --> 00:44:47,891
I used to sit up
8at night
456
00:44:47,958 --> 00:44:50,391
and see you and Debbie
roll joint after joint.
457
00:44:51,557 --> 00:44:52,625
And I also saw you
doing lines.
458
00:44:52,692 --> 00:44:54,292
I found coke
in your drawer.
459
00:44:54,357 --> 00:44:55,559
Don't change
the subject.
460
00:44:55,626 --> 00:44:57,260
I'm not changing
the subject, I saw you.
461
00:44:57,326 --> 00:44:58,691
And how old were you?
How could you possibly remember?
462
00:44:58,758 --> 00:45:00,426
I remember.
I saw it, Dad.
463
00:45:00,491 --> 00:45:01,492
- You didn't.
- Yes, I did.
464
00:45:01,559 --> 00:45:03,025
- You didn't.
- I did.
465
00:45:03,091 --> 00:45:04,324
- You didn't. You didn't.
- Yes, I did. I did.
466
00:45:04,391 --> 00:45:06,058
You didn't.
You done?
467
00:45:06,125 --> 00:45:07,725
- Am I done?
- With your food?
468
00:45:08,525 --> 00:45:09,826
- Yeah.
- All right, let's go.
469
00:45:11,058 --> 00:45:12,458
Can I drive?
470
00:45:12,526 --> 00:45:14,126
Since when do you
know how to drive?
471
00:45:14,191 --> 00:45:17,458
Since I was 11.
Someone told me it was the only way
472
00:45:17,525 --> 00:45:19,126
to see the world.
Remember?
473
00:45:19,194 --> 00:45:20,927
Must have been
a pretty smart someone.
474
00:45:22,260 --> 00:45:23,460
Here.
475
00:45:26,692 --> 00:45:27,894
God damn it!
476
00:45:42,660 --> 00:45:44,728
Can we finish
our conversation?
477
00:45:44,794 --> 00:45:47,395
Jennifer, whatever it was
that you think you saw,
478
00:45:47,461 --> 00:45:49,493
or you saw,
or you think you're alleging...
479
00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:52,628
Dad, I just think we should
be straight with each other.
480
00:45:54,227 --> 00:45:55,894
We should tell
each other the truth.
481
00:45:57,561 --> 00:45:58,929
I told you the truth.
482
00:46:11,229 --> 00:46:12,562
Okay.
483
00:46:14,061 --> 00:46:15,895
I've got
some problems.
484
00:46:16,694 --> 00:46:19,127
Not drug problems.
Not drugs.
485
00:46:19,194 --> 00:46:21,295
Um, business.
486
00:46:22,863 --> 00:46:25,329
And I owe some people
some money,
487
00:46:25,395 --> 00:46:26,829
some big mistakes
I made.
488
00:46:33,196 --> 00:46:34,897
Thank you
for telling me.
489
00:46:38,363 --> 00:46:39,830
I don't want
to be a burden.
490
00:46:43,229 --> 00:46:44,763
It's not a burden.
491
00:46:47,029 --> 00:46:49,863
Like I've been saying,
it's a fresh start.
492
00:46:53,730 --> 00:46:55,764
Let's get you
whipped into shape.
493
00:46:58,197 --> 00:47:00,231
No more darkness!
494
00:47:00,296 --> 00:47:02,629
- Whoa! Whoa, Jen!
- No more hiding
495
00:47:02,696 --> 00:47:04,364
- from beautiful things.
- Whoa, whoa!
496
00:47:04,430 --> 00:47:06,664
You know, Dad,
these people you owe money to, Dad,
497
00:47:06,730 --> 00:47:09,030
you can just tell them
you're getting a new job.
498
00:47:09,097 --> 00:47:10,565
A fresh start.
499
00:47:13,698 --> 00:47:16,164
"Age 39. Administration.
Advertising."
500
00:47:16,230 --> 00:47:17,330
"Appraising.
501
00:47:17,397 --> 00:47:18,598
Apartment Building.
Architect.
502
00:47:18,664 --> 00:47:20,832
Artist. Art Supply
salesman.
503
00:47:20,898 --> 00:47:24,197
Antique trader.
Applicator." Those are just the As.
504
00:47:24,264 --> 00:47:26,297
You're not 39, Dad.
505
00:47:26,364 --> 00:47:28,297
Well, I shaved
a couple years off.
506
00:47:28,364 --> 00:47:30,664
I thought
we were being honest.
507
00:47:30,730 --> 00:47:33,698
Also, you're listing way
too many areas of expertise.
508
00:47:33,766 --> 00:47:35,399
It's a resume, Jennifer.
509
00:47:35,465 --> 00:47:37,565
They expect you
to lie on a resume.
510
00:47:37,632 --> 00:47:39,865
Everybody lies on a
resume, they factor it in.
511
00:47:41,365 --> 00:47:43,332
Oh, don't go too short
on the top,
512
00:47:43,399 --> 00:47:45,233
it makes me
look beak-ish.
513
00:47:58,766 --> 00:48:00,465
All right now,
the pay is okay slash not great.
514
00:48:00,532 --> 00:48:01,966
It's $2.50 an hour,
515
00:48:02,032 --> 00:48:04,066
raise up to $3.50 after
the first six months.
516
00:48:04,133 --> 00:48:05,700
That's great.
It works for me.
517
00:48:05,766 --> 00:48:08,933
Sir, hi. Can I have a
moment of your time? Okay.
518
00:48:10,332 --> 00:48:13,566
Hello. Hi.
My name's Jennifer. Okay.
519
00:48:14,500 --> 00:48:16,900
- Great.
- Yeah, absolutely.
520
00:48:16,967 --> 00:48:19,267
Thank you for supporting such
a great cause, that's awesome.
521
00:48:21,032 --> 00:48:22,300
Excuse me.
522
00:48:23,601 --> 00:48:24,601
Excuse me.
523
00:48:49,333 --> 00:48:50,367
I got a job.
524
00:48:50,435 --> 00:48:53,003
- You did?
- Yeah.
525
00:48:53,068 --> 00:48:55,334
You're looking at the
new executive manager
526
00:48:55,401 --> 00:48:57,168
for Sailfeather
Floatplanes.
527
00:48:57,234 --> 00:48:59,567
- Dad, that's fantastic.
- Yeah.
528
00:48:59,634 --> 00:49:01,667
Well, it's a long way
out of town.
529
00:49:01,734 --> 00:49:03,935
A managerial
position, sure.
530
00:49:04,002 --> 00:49:06,469
And they made me lay out
for a fancy new briefcase.
531
00:49:08,734 --> 00:49:09,936
But it's a job.
532
00:49:11,035 --> 00:49:12,202
We should celebrate.
533
00:49:13,069 --> 00:49:14,468
Yeah.
534
00:49:14,535 --> 00:49:16,369
There's a sensitive
topic I've got to raise.
535
00:49:17,068 --> 00:49:18,401
I come home
from work
536
00:49:18,468 --> 00:49:19,769
and I have
a little stress.
537
00:49:21,436 --> 00:49:23,602
And I wind down...
We've covered this.
538
00:49:23,669 --> 00:49:24,835
I keep a little
Thai stick
539
00:49:24,902 --> 00:49:28,470
in that carved canoe
on my dresser.
540
00:49:28,536 --> 00:49:31,237
And I went to my
little carved canoe...
541
00:49:34,636 --> 00:49:36,537
Jennifer, have you
touched my stash?
542
00:49:37,969 --> 00:49:39,671
- Yes.
- Yes?
543
00:49:39,736 --> 00:49:41,603
I'm sorry,
I didn't think you would notice.
544
00:49:41,670 --> 00:49:43,871
Okay, calling
a house meeting.
545
00:49:43,937 --> 00:49:48,403
Rule number one,
you stay away from my stash. Agreed?
546
00:49:48,470 --> 00:49:49,704
- Agreed.
- Rule number two,
547
00:49:49,771 --> 00:49:52,071
you can smoke,
but do it behind my back.
548
00:49:52,137 --> 00:49:53,704
Or we could
smoke together?
549
00:49:53,771 --> 00:49:57,137
Don't you understand the
concept of boundaries?
550
00:49:57,204 --> 00:49:59,371
Look, Jennifer,
don't disappoint me.
551
00:49:59,438 --> 00:50:02,471
I'm off having to be
the boss of many men
552
00:50:02,538 --> 00:50:04,705
in the bureaucratic
world all day.
553
00:50:04,770 --> 00:50:08,670
I get home,
I wanna know I've got my weed.
554
00:50:08,737 --> 00:50:09,971
Agreed?
555
00:50:10,038 --> 00:50:11,437
Agreed.
556
00:50:11,504 --> 00:50:12,972
Okay, this one's
not a rule,
557
00:50:13,037 --> 00:50:17,503
but just consider changing
your hair color back.
558
00:50:17,570 --> 00:50:19,205
Goodnight, darling,
I'm going to bed.
559
00:50:57,373 --> 00:50:58,807
Nick wrote me.
560
00:51:00,872 --> 00:51:01,740
You're drawing?
561
00:51:02,741 --> 00:51:04,375
You bought
yourself a car?
562
00:51:05,939 --> 00:51:07,308
Something like that,
563
00:51:07,373 --> 00:51:09,407
I dropped 400 bucks to
see how long it'll last.
564
00:51:11,141 --> 00:51:12,241
How was work?
565
00:51:13,039 --> 00:51:14,540
You're home
kinda early.
566
00:51:14,607 --> 00:51:17,607
You know, I wanna
show you something.
567
00:51:18,173 --> 00:51:19,575
Sit yourself down.
568
00:51:29,974 --> 00:51:30,774
What's that?
569
00:51:32,142 --> 00:51:33,375
Uh...
570
00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:35,074
It's a jean stretcher.
571
00:51:35,141 --> 00:51:37,075
It makes
jeans longer.
572
00:51:37,141 --> 00:51:38,541
- Really?
- Yeah.
573
00:51:38,609 --> 00:51:40,409
Well, you know how my
jeans are always too short,
574
00:51:40,475 --> 00:51:41,975
but they're fine
when I buy them.
575
00:51:42,042 --> 00:51:43,642
It's just when I put them in the
wash, they shrink,
576
00:51:43,709 --> 00:51:45,876
and millions of people
have that problem.
577
00:51:46,275 --> 00:51:47,576
Observe.
578
00:51:51,776 --> 00:51:52,910
See how that works?
579
00:51:55,108 --> 00:51:58,042
See? $12.95 for one
580
00:51:58,110 --> 00:52:00,676
and $25 for two.
581
00:52:00,741 --> 00:52:03,209
- That sound fair to you?
- Sure.
582
00:52:03,275 --> 00:52:05,877
Let me show you the art.
It's for the ad.
583
00:52:05,943 --> 00:52:08,209
I've already paid for it to
run in the paper next week,
584
00:52:08,276 --> 00:52:10,176
but I've gotta check
my pennies in the piggy.
585
00:52:10,241 --> 00:52:11,709
It's great.
586
00:52:11,775 --> 00:52:13,043
It's a great thing to have
alongside the day job.
587
00:52:13,109 --> 00:52:15,509
Exactly, snicklefritz.
588
00:52:15,575 --> 00:52:17,909
It just, it goes along
with the whole big raft.
589
00:52:17,977 --> 00:52:19,509
Now, don't go
anywhere,
590
00:52:19,575 --> 00:52:21,210
there's a lot more
I wanna tell ya.
591
00:52:26,643 --> 00:52:28,910
I had a couple of
other opportunities.
592
00:52:30,376 --> 00:52:31,944
I got offered
a couple other jobs,
593
00:52:32,010 --> 00:52:33,945
even better money,
but they're all labor.
594
00:52:37,543 --> 00:52:38,912
I could never
do that.
595
00:52:40,410 --> 00:52:42,244
In the workplace,
596
00:52:43,544 --> 00:52:45,912
I'm strictly
a suit-and-tie man.
597
00:53:20,178 --> 00:53:23,512
My father's
misguided sense of pride
598
00:53:23,579 --> 00:53:25,345
seemed so
endlessly wed
599
00:53:25,412 --> 00:53:27,747
to his own shame
and disappointment.
600
00:53:41,714 --> 00:53:44,680
For Dad,
Flag Day was all of America
601
00:53:44,747 --> 00:53:46,748
celebrating
his birthday.
602
00:53:48,881 --> 00:53:52,046
He believed he was
owed that much,
603
00:53:52,113 --> 00:53:54,915
that it was the least his
country should do for him.
604
00:54:28,015 --> 00:54:30,583
We've done our
cost benefit analysis.
605
00:54:30,649 --> 00:54:32,750
We've decided
to cancel the ad.
606
00:54:33,349 --> 00:54:34,949
What?
607
00:54:35,015 --> 00:54:36,549
No, that's bullshit!
608
00:54:36,616 --> 00:54:39,616
Are you trying to bilk me
out of 16 fucking dollars?
609
00:54:39,683 --> 00:54:41,415
I'm gonna have the
president of Vogel Products
610
00:54:41,482 --> 00:54:42,917
call you right back!
611
00:55:07,850 --> 00:55:09,551
You dog-fuckers.
612
00:55:10,516 --> 00:55:13,683
May you all
die screaming
613
00:55:13,750 --> 00:55:15,617
in fucking cancer!
614
00:55:15,683 --> 00:55:18,350
You motherfucking
bastards!
615
00:56:28,685 --> 00:56:30,952
"Through the years,
long and wearing,
616
00:56:31,820 --> 00:56:34,720
with you my dreams
I will be sharing.
617
00:56:37,052 --> 00:56:38,687
I understand
your pain
618
00:56:38,754 --> 00:56:40,855
and know in my heart
that we're the same.
619
00:56:42,553 --> 00:56:45,353
In whatever you
choose to endeavor,
620
00:56:45,421 --> 00:56:47,821
I will support you
forever and ever.
621
00:56:50,287 --> 00:56:51,720
Love, Jennifer."
622
00:56:57,855 --> 00:56:59,721
Where are my goddamn cigarettes?
623
00:57:01,355 --> 00:57:02,923
Oh, there.
624
00:57:05,522 --> 00:57:07,989
God. Look what
you've done to me.
625
00:57:17,123 --> 00:57:18,756
You gonna
make a wish?
626
00:57:34,356 --> 00:57:35,889
Don't move.
I'll be right back.
627
00:57:39,556 --> 00:57:41,757
I drove by your work
today, Dad.
628
00:57:46,758 --> 00:57:48,990
You should be proud.
629
00:57:49,056 --> 00:57:50,758
You're doing
honest work.
630
00:57:53,024 --> 00:57:54,290
Open it.
631
00:58:00,423 --> 00:58:02,257
Oh, God. Damn it.
632
00:58:02,325 --> 00:58:04,724
You idiot.
633
00:58:07,791 --> 00:58:10,559
- Do you remember that?
- Yeah.
634
00:58:15,357 --> 00:58:16,824
You told me
to describe the cowboy
635
00:58:16,890 --> 00:58:19,257
while you sketched
with your back to him.
636
00:58:19,925 --> 00:58:21,358
You said that
637
00:58:21,425 --> 00:58:23,457
if you describe
something well enough,
638
00:58:23,525 --> 00:58:25,226
anyone can see it.
639
00:58:26,757 --> 00:58:28,724
Sorry about...
640
00:58:30,593 --> 00:58:33,693
- It's okay, Dad.
- No, it's not okay.
641
00:58:33,757 --> 00:58:36,725
It's not okay.
It's not okay.
642
00:58:39,057 --> 00:58:40,592
I appreciate...
643
00:58:41,926 --> 00:58:43,259
so much.
644
00:58:44,392 --> 00:58:46,459
What you did, I mean,
645
00:58:46,526 --> 00:58:49,292
all of this
that you did for me.
646
00:58:49,359 --> 00:58:50,560
It's...
647
00:58:53,860 --> 00:58:56,927
And I just so want
you to know...
648
00:59:03,660 --> 00:59:05,693
...for you, baby,
I'd climb any mountain.
649
00:59:06,893 --> 00:59:10,826
And no matter what happens,
I'm gonna be there.
650
00:59:10,893 --> 00:59:12,360
No matter.
651
00:59:12,427 --> 00:59:15,160
The whole fucking
world could explode
652
00:59:15,227 --> 00:59:16,893
and I will be
here for you.
653
00:59:16,959 --> 00:59:18,894
I know.
654
00:59:21,726 --> 00:59:22,727
Do ya?
655
00:59:23,894 --> 00:59:25,194
Yes, Dad.
656
00:59:25,261 --> 00:59:26,727
Thank God.
657
00:59:29,059 --> 00:59:31,728
Oh, my darling
baby girl.
658
00:59:39,995 --> 00:59:42,595
Things are
really good here, Nick.
659
00:59:42,662 --> 00:59:45,462
Dad seems to actually
be changing.
660
00:59:47,929 --> 00:59:49,663
He's been more
honest with me
661
00:59:49,729 --> 00:59:51,395
and is finally even
willing to work
662
00:59:51,462 --> 00:59:53,728
a regular boring
job for a living.
663
00:59:57,527 --> 00:59:59,628
Please, please,
write me back.
664
01:00:00,228 --> 01:00:01,528
Love, Jen.
665
01:00:55,465 --> 01:00:58,165
You...
You colored your hair.
666
01:00:58,232 --> 01:00:59,731
I colored my hair?
667
01:01:02,864 --> 01:01:05,098
I haven't changed my clothes
in three fucking days
668
01:01:05,165 --> 01:01:07,299
because the cops wouldn't
let me back in the house.
669
01:01:09,565 --> 01:01:12,598
Can I... Can I get
a cigarette, man?
670
01:01:16,231 --> 01:01:17,565
Here you go.
671
01:01:25,032 --> 01:01:26,233
Thank you.
672
01:01:28,897 --> 01:01:32,365
I was reading recently
in Reader's Digest...
673
01:01:33,732 --> 01:01:38,531
about the power of
the subconscious mind
674
01:01:38,598 --> 01:01:41,934
and how our actions are
not consciously willed,
675
01:01:43,599 --> 01:01:48,699
but are what our inner beings
secretly divine for us.
676
01:01:48,766 --> 01:01:50,466
Some people think
it's the gods.
677
01:01:50,533 --> 01:01:53,200
I think you make
your bed,
678
01:01:53,267 --> 01:01:54,367
or your mind
makes your bed.
679
01:01:54,433 --> 01:01:55,568
What's that
on your forehead?
680
01:01:56,567 --> 01:01:57,901
- What is that?
- Nothing. Nothing.
681
01:01:59,433 --> 01:02:01,068
What do you mean
it's nothing?
682
01:02:01,135 --> 01:02:02,300
I see it,
it's right there.
683
01:02:02,367 --> 01:02:04,334
Well, I cut myself.
684
01:02:04,401 --> 01:02:05,634
What are you
talking about?
685
01:02:05,701 --> 01:02:07,201
- It's not even a cut.
- Yeah.
686
01:02:07,267 --> 01:02:08,599
What is it?
687
01:02:08,667 --> 01:02:10,468
What happened?
688
01:02:10,534 --> 01:02:12,667
- Jennifer...
- It's red raw,
689
01:02:12,734 --> 01:02:13,767
it's a huge welt!
690
01:02:14,933 --> 01:02:17,500
Dad, this is important.
691
01:02:17,567 --> 01:02:19,300
When did you decide
to do this?
692
01:02:19,367 --> 01:02:21,802
Jen, I...
Listen. I've been asked
693
01:02:21,869 --> 01:02:23,801
a lot of questions lately
and I'm a little...
694
01:02:23,867 --> 01:02:26,234
- Shut up!
- I've been getting asked
695
01:02:26,301 --> 01:02:28,135
a lot of questions
lately, Jen!
696
01:02:28,202 --> 01:02:29,468
Then answer mine!
697
01:02:29,533 --> 01:02:30,867
- Hey, cool it!
- It's okay.
698
01:02:31,701 --> 01:02:33,802
I'm a little tired.
699
01:02:37,068 --> 01:02:38,436
Oh.
700
01:02:39,269 --> 01:02:41,035
You're tired?
701
01:02:41,102 --> 01:02:44,401
You're tired?
Are you fucking kidding me?
702
01:02:44,468 --> 01:02:46,002
Okay, okay. Come on.
It's okay, it's okay!
703
01:02:46,068 --> 01:02:48,301
- Are you fucking kidding me?
- No, no, no, no!
704
01:02:48,368 --> 01:02:49,501
- Come on, baby!
- That's it.
705
01:02:49,568 --> 01:02:51,436
Just one more second,
I promise.
706
01:02:53,236 --> 01:02:54,969
Answer the fucking
question,
707
01:02:55,036 --> 01:02:56,603
just tell me
the truth!
708
01:02:56,670 --> 01:03:00,337
You're only interested in
what the cops' story is.
709
01:03:00,403 --> 01:03:02,469
You don't even
wanna hear mine.
710
01:03:02,535 --> 01:03:04,135
- Dad...
- I'm guilty until proven innocent.
711
01:03:04,203 --> 01:03:06,469
I don't have
any rights, do I?
712
01:03:06,536 --> 01:03:09,102
Do I? Do I?
I've got a cop standing right here.
713
01:03:09,169 --> 01:03:10,869
- I've been in a fucking...
- They caught you
714
01:03:10,936 --> 01:03:12,703
- with the money in the car.
- Huh?
715
01:03:12,769 --> 01:03:15,303
You had a gun,
you have a fucking huge welt
716
01:03:15,370 --> 01:03:16,803
- where you glued on a wig!
- I...
717
01:03:16,870 --> 01:03:19,237
Look, you know,
I'm at a disadvantage.
718
01:03:19,303 --> 01:03:21,238
I can't see what
you're talking about.
719
01:03:22,870 --> 01:03:23,871
My God.
720
01:03:35,403 --> 01:03:37,871
I need to know when
you decided to do this.
721
01:03:41,837 --> 01:03:43,971
I'm not lying to
you, Jennifer.
722
01:03:44,038 --> 01:03:47,372
It... It just is
more complicated
723
01:03:47,439 --> 01:03:49,638
- than that, come on.
- So, you're innocent?
724
01:03:51,138 --> 01:03:53,305
You don't...
725
01:03:53,370 --> 01:03:54,970
You don't get it yet,
726
01:03:55,038 --> 01:03:57,804
you're gonna get it when
you walk a mile in my shoes.
727
01:03:57,871 --> 01:03:59,871
You're gonna
understand, trust me.
728
01:03:59,938 --> 01:04:02,404
You're gonna understand one
day when you walk a mile...
729
01:04:02,471 --> 01:04:05,338
You will never fucking change!
730
01:04:05,405 --> 01:04:07,005
- Jen! Jen!
- Come on, that's enough.
731
01:04:07,072 --> 01:04:10,372
- Up. Come on, let's go.
- Okay, wait, okay. Fuck, man!
732
01:04:10,439 --> 01:04:13,372
God, fuck, man.
733
01:04:51,741 --> 01:04:53,942
Come on!
734
01:04:55,075 --> 01:04:56,340
Fuck.
735
01:04:56,974 --> 01:04:59,242
Come on, come on,
come on.
736
01:04:59,307 --> 01:05:01,907
God fucking damn it!
737
01:05:02,973 --> 01:05:04,874
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!
738
01:05:34,041 --> 01:05:37,275
Dad was originally
sentenced to 15 years.
739
01:05:38,609 --> 01:05:40,676
He wrote letters
I didn't receive.
740
01:05:40,743 --> 01:05:43,642
I was never in one
place long enough,
741
01:05:43,709 --> 01:05:46,542
and left no
forwarding addresses.
742
01:05:51,376 --> 01:05:54,477
He wanted so badly
to make his mark,
743
01:05:54,542 --> 01:05:56,743
and in his way,
he did.
744
01:05:58,310 --> 01:06:00,710
He left a trail
of failed schemes,
745
01:06:00,777 --> 01:06:04,011
squandered money,
and broken hearts.
746
01:06:04,077 --> 01:06:08,743
Now, my abiding concern
was who I would become
747
01:06:08,810 --> 01:06:12,977
and whether I myself
wanted to matter at all.
748
01:10:20,521 --> 01:10:22,653
I used to
tell myself,
749
01:10:24,221 --> 01:10:25,454
"Patty,
750
01:10:26,453 --> 01:10:28,320
you never saw a
three-story building
751
01:10:28,388 --> 01:10:30,222
before you met
John Vogel.
752
01:10:31,688 --> 01:10:35,755
You were young and
he was a tidal wave."
753
01:10:42,887 --> 01:10:44,389
But the truth is...
754
01:10:47,289 --> 01:10:48,822
I wasn't that young.
755
01:10:51,723 --> 01:10:54,890
And there is no
justifying any of it.
756
01:10:58,723 --> 01:11:00,889
You and Nick deserved
more from me.
757
01:11:02,222 --> 01:11:03,790
- Mom.
- Don't.
758
01:11:11,089 --> 01:11:12,688
How are you
for money?
759
01:11:12,755 --> 01:11:15,423
It's kind of tight,
but I'm gonna look
760
01:11:15,490 --> 01:11:17,223
for something in Minneapolis.
761
01:11:17,290 --> 01:11:19,255
Mom?
762
01:11:19,322 --> 01:11:20,756
I got your juice.
763
01:11:20,823 --> 01:11:21,757
Mom?
764
01:11:26,323 --> 01:11:27,857
Hey, baby brother.
765
01:11:32,889 --> 01:11:35,257
You got me
my favorite cookies.
766
01:11:35,924 --> 01:11:36,923
Yes!
767
01:11:38,691 --> 01:11:40,491
God, I can't
believe you.
768
01:11:40,558 --> 01:11:45,690
Oh! It's so beautiful!
Look at that!
769
01:11:45,757 --> 01:11:47,725
Oh, babe, I gotta get off the
phone, though,
770
01:11:47,792 --> 01:11:50,457
'cause my sister's cab
is about to be here.
771
01:11:52,124 --> 01:11:53,224
Okay.
772
01:11:53,292 --> 01:11:54,625
All right,
I love you, too.
773
01:11:56,326 --> 01:11:58,058
Just...
Just take it, baby.
774
01:11:58,725 --> 01:12:00,392
It's what
I can afford.
775
01:12:00,459 --> 01:12:01,558
It should help
get you started.
776
01:12:01,624 --> 01:12:02,757
Mom,
this is too much.
777
01:12:02,824 --> 01:12:04,459
It's... Take it.
778
01:12:07,324 --> 01:12:08,893
Thank you.
779
01:12:10,392 --> 01:12:12,426
Really, thank you
so much.
780
01:12:41,660 --> 01:12:42,893
Why do you want
to be a journalist?
781
01:12:44,959 --> 01:12:47,660
Well,
I think this country has a fine tradition
782
01:12:47,727 --> 01:12:50,261
in journalism,
and I truly believe
783
01:12:50,327 --> 01:12:51,725
I have something
to offer in the field.
784
01:12:53,293 --> 01:12:55,527
Personally,
I think this country has a need
785
01:12:55,594 --> 01:12:57,194
for a deeper
understanding
786
01:12:57,261 --> 01:12:59,560
on a wide variety
of issues,
787
01:12:59,627 --> 01:13:02,761
both on a local
and global scale.
788
01:13:04,094 --> 01:13:07,894
You submitted three
excellent sample articles.
789
01:13:07,961 --> 01:13:10,494
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.
790
01:13:12,894 --> 01:13:14,795
So, why did you lie
on your application?
791
01:13:15,759 --> 01:13:18,429
I'm sorry,
I don't understand.
792
01:13:18,494 --> 01:13:20,829
Your references
don't pan out.
793
01:13:20,894 --> 01:13:23,862
We contacted your high
school in Sheboygan.
794
01:13:23,929 --> 01:13:26,328
You dropped out
with Fs and Ds.
795
01:13:26,395 --> 01:13:29,062
Sorry, there's...
There's been a mistake.
796
01:13:29,129 --> 01:13:30,395
Miss Vogel,
there is no one
797
01:13:30,461 --> 01:13:31,895
by the name of
John Vogel
798
01:13:31,962 --> 01:13:35,562
working for JK Lowe
Insurance in Seattle.
799
01:13:35,628 --> 01:13:38,461
- I'm not lying!
- You can't BS your way
800
01:13:38,528 --> 01:13:40,895
into the University
of Minnesota.
801
01:13:42,129 --> 01:13:43,330
Who's that?
802
01:13:48,228 --> 01:13:49,730
You're right.
803
01:13:50,762 --> 01:13:52,696
My dad's a bank robber.
He's spending 15 years
804
01:13:52,763 --> 01:13:54,629
in an Arizona
federal penitentiary,
805
01:13:54,695 --> 01:13:55,697
and I flunked
out of school.
806
01:13:55,763 --> 01:13:56,929
Sorry for wasting
your time.
807
01:13:56,996 --> 01:13:58,495
Hold it, Jennifer.
808
01:14:00,096 --> 01:14:03,564
Your sample articles,
you did write those.
809
01:14:08,096 --> 01:14:09,531
Seems to me
that a person
810
01:14:09,596 --> 01:14:11,962
who really wants
to be a journalist
811
01:14:12,030 --> 01:14:14,531
has to have an awfully
strong motivation
812
01:14:14,596 --> 01:14:16,431
to find the truth
in things.
813
01:14:18,464 --> 01:14:20,598
Why do you want
to be a journalist?
814
01:14:38,898 --> 01:14:40,298
I want to matter.
815
01:14:50,498 --> 01:14:53,864
Dear Jennifer, wow!
816
01:14:53,931 --> 01:14:55,899
Nick tells me you really
impressed somebody
817
01:14:55,965 --> 01:14:59,031
over there at the
University of Minnesota.
818
01:14:59,097 --> 01:15:00,765
Hmm. My snicklefritz.
819
01:15:02,098 --> 01:15:03,698
I always knew
820
01:15:03,766 --> 01:15:05,632
you were gonna be
something very special.
821
01:15:16,000 --> 01:15:17,267
Hi, Jen.
822
01:15:18,132 --> 01:15:20,032
In places like this,
823
01:15:20,099 --> 01:15:22,833
the world seems to
forget we ever existed.
824
01:15:22,899 --> 01:15:25,567
It's as if we're all
just ghosts
825
01:15:25,634 --> 01:15:27,500
evaporating
from the Earth.
826
01:15:36,833 --> 01:15:39,732
Hi, me again.
827
01:15:39,799 --> 01:15:42,600
I'm told congratulations
are in order.
828
01:15:42,666 --> 01:15:44,500
Seems your temp job
has led your editor
829
01:15:44,567 --> 01:15:47,166
to give you
a shot at writing.
830
01:15:47,233 --> 01:15:50,234
Well, I'm super proud of
you, my little girl.
831
01:16:02,567 --> 01:16:04,668
Hi, number one.
832
01:16:04,734 --> 01:16:06,568
I guess you're either
not receiving
833
01:16:06,634 --> 01:16:08,835
or just not reading
my letters.
834
01:16:09,768 --> 01:16:12,035
I sure wish
you'd write me back.
835
01:16:12,102 --> 01:16:13,736
Excuse me.
What's the time?
836
01:16:18,401 --> 01:16:19,734
Between
writing you letters
837
01:16:19,801 --> 01:16:21,534
and working in
the prison print shop,
838
01:16:21,602 --> 01:16:23,969
I keep myself busy.
839
01:16:24,036 --> 01:16:26,968
I think because I sketch pretty
well, I'm good at it.
840
01:16:27,035 --> 01:16:30,902
Maybe I can add graphic
designer to my resume. Ha-ha.
841
01:16:40,669 --> 01:16:42,002
It's cold here,
842
01:16:42,070 --> 01:16:44,670
so it must be freezing
where you are.
843
01:16:45,270 --> 01:16:46,837
Boy, once I get out,
844
01:16:46,904 --> 01:16:48,737
I'm never ever coming
back to prison again.
845
01:17:01,703 --> 01:17:04,303
Jennifer Vogel.
846
01:17:04,370 --> 01:17:06,069
University graduate.
847
01:17:07,103 --> 01:17:09,470
I'm sure sorry
I missed it, honey.
848
01:17:10,403 --> 01:17:12,271
If I could have
broken out of here,
849
01:17:13,205 --> 01:17:14,538
I'd have been there.
850
01:17:54,406 --> 01:17:56,907
I wanna thank all of you
for being here today,
851
01:17:58,406 --> 01:18:00,705
all of you who spoke,
852
01:18:00,772 --> 01:18:02,605
all of you who have
been friends of mine
853
01:18:02,671 --> 01:18:04,705
for so many years.
854
01:18:04,772 --> 01:18:07,440
All of you who have
given me your support...
855
01:18:23,973 --> 01:18:26,573
Wow! Do me a favor.
856
01:18:26,640 --> 01:18:28,440
Wanna read back
that last part for me?
857
01:18:29,474 --> 01:18:30,707
"It's risky
and sensationalist,
858
01:18:30,773 --> 01:18:32,040
it's also true."
859
01:18:32,107 --> 01:18:33,207
"We back up
the court files
860
01:18:33,274 --> 01:18:34,374
with interviews
from lawyers,
861
01:18:34,440 --> 01:18:35,840
investigators,
and scientists.
862
01:18:35,907 --> 01:18:37,408
More importantly,
they're poisoning the water."
863
01:18:37,475 --> 01:18:38,908
"Poisoning the water."
Yes. Yes.
864
01:18:40,407 --> 01:18:41,507
But all these
things are true,
865
01:18:41,574 --> 01:18:43,307
and it's our job
to write about it.
866
01:18:44,541 --> 01:18:45,841
So, take "yes"
for an answer.
867
01:18:47,075 --> 01:18:49,109
You're not worried about
backlash from Brentax?
868
01:18:49,175 --> 01:18:51,508
No! If there's backlash,
I'll blame the whole thing on who?
869
01:18:51,574 --> 01:18:53,908
- Fucking Vogel.
- Fucking Vogel.
870
01:18:53,975 --> 01:18:56,543
I survived this business
pretty well playing good cop.
871
01:18:56,609 --> 01:18:58,875
Well, I'll be twirling
my moustache.
872
01:19:23,375 --> 01:19:24,576
Hi.
873
01:19:28,476 --> 01:19:29,910
Is that you,
number one?
874
01:19:31,109 --> 01:19:33,377
You're... You're
all grown up.
875
01:19:34,310 --> 01:19:35,577
You look terrific.
876
01:19:37,610 --> 01:19:39,444
You look just terrific.
877
01:19:42,343 --> 01:19:43,777
When did you
get out?
878
01:19:43,844 --> 01:19:45,876
I was just
wondering if...
879
01:19:45,943 --> 01:19:49,010
maybe you could pull
away for an hour,
880
01:19:49,077 --> 01:19:50,277
come have lunch
with me?
881
01:19:51,143 --> 01:19:51,944
Um...
882
01:19:53,444 --> 01:19:54,843
I mean, not if
it's bad timing.
883
01:19:54,911 --> 01:19:57,878
No, it's fine,
I can get an early lunch.
884
01:20:00,112 --> 01:20:01,578
Let me just
grab my purse.
885
01:20:01,644 --> 01:20:04,378
Oh, I've got money.
I'm okay, I'm okay.
886
01:20:04,443 --> 01:20:07,311
- I mean, I just...
- Okay. Oh, sure.
887
01:20:07,377 --> 01:20:09,211
Sure, I'll wait here.
888
01:20:09,278 --> 01:20:10,744
- I'll be right back.
- Okay.
889
01:20:17,077 --> 01:20:18,646
Dad...
890
01:20:18,713 --> 01:20:20,445
I didn't know
you were getting out.
891
01:20:22,377 --> 01:20:23,879
Did you tell anyone?
892
01:20:24,611 --> 01:20:26,411
Did anybody
pick you up?
893
01:20:28,878 --> 01:20:31,945
The truth is,
I've actually been out for a while.
894
01:20:33,280 --> 01:20:34,613
How long?
895
01:20:35,979 --> 01:20:37,380
A year and a bit.
896
01:20:38,612 --> 01:20:40,613
A year and a bit?
What the hell?
897
01:20:41,280 --> 01:20:42,446
You don't
call or write
898
01:20:42,513 --> 01:20:43,646
and you've been out
a year and a bit?
899
01:20:43,713 --> 01:20:45,113
I wrote you
a hundred times
900
01:20:45,179 --> 01:20:47,245
from prison.
I didn't hear anything back.
901
01:20:47,311 --> 01:20:48,779
No response, nothing.
902
01:20:49,779 --> 01:20:51,147
Why would I think
anything would change
903
01:20:51,214 --> 01:20:52,647
when I got out here?
904
01:20:54,412 --> 01:20:56,547
Did you even read
any of my letters?
905
01:20:57,812 --> 01:20:59,746
I was kind of on the
road for a while.
906
01:21:01,547 --> 01:21:02,712
I got 'em
when I got back,
907
01:21:02,779 --> 01:21:04,879
and I read some
of them. I just...
908
01:21:08,714 --> 01:21:10,880
What have you been
doing for over a year?
909
01:21:12,146 --> 01:21:14,681
Well, I got a...
I got a business.
910
01:21:14,748 --> 01:21:15,914
A little, uh,
911
01:21:17,447 --> 01:21:19,880
print and copy business
down at Center City.
912
01:21:22,714 --> 01:21:25,281
It's called Center City Print & Copy.
Catchy, huh?
913
01:21:25,348 --> 01:21:26,915
- A print shop?
- Yep.
914
01:21:28,380 --> 01:21:29,781
How did you
afford that?
915
01:21:30,714 --> 01:21:32,148
I wouldn't go
too far there.
916
01:21:32,215 --> 01:21:34,649
I mean, it was only a
couple thousand down.
917
01:21:34,716 --> 01:21:38,447
Previous owner had bad business
sense and terminal cancer.
918
01:21:38,514 --> 01:21:40,415
It's a tiny
business,
919
01:21:40,482 --> 01:21:42,048
but I do have
one account.
920
01:21:42,115 --> 01:21:45,614
One client that's, you
know, a pretty big deal,
921
01:21:45,680 --> 01:21:47,383
that covers me
all right.
922
01:21:48,581 --> 01:21:50,515
In fact, I was able, recently,
923
01:21:50,582 --> 01:21:52,881
to do something I've been
dreaming about for...
924
01:21:54,082 --> 01:21:55,015
a long time.
925
01:21:55,881 --> 01:21:56,915
What?
926
01:21:59,416 --> 01:22:00,917
I took a one-month
rental...
927
01:22:02,248 --> 01:22:04,116
of a cabin
928
01:22:04,184 --> 01:22:06,549
up at the lake where
we spent that summer.
929
01:22:07,183 --> 01:22:08,182
Mm-hmm.
930
01:22:08,249 --> 01:22:10,451
And matter of fact,
931
01:22:11,583 --> 01:22:14,817
I was thinking
of going out there
932
01:22:14,883 --> 01:22:16,683
this weekend,
just for a day.
933
01:22:16,749 --> 01:22:18,315
I don't have
a lot of time,
934
01:22:18,382 --> 01:22:19,517
parole and all that,
935
01:22:19,584 --> 01:22:21,383
so I'd like to make
the time special
936
01:22:21,450 --> 01:22:22,884
if I'm gonna
spend time there.
937
01:22:22,951 --> 01:22:25,551
I thought maybe you
and I'd go open her up.
938
01:22:25,618 --> 01:22:27,317
Barbecue,
939
01:22:27,384 --> 01:22:29,018
take the boat out
on the lake.
940
01:22:33,450 --> 01:22:36,017
Um, I don't
think I can.
941
01:22:38,485 --> 01:22:39,851
Well, hey,
let's see...
942
01:22:41,817 --> 01:22:44,183
How about this following
weekend, what's that, uh...
943
01:22:45,850 --> 01:22:48,784
- That's the, uh...
- I have to work next weekend.
944
01:22:50,617 --> 01:22:52,350
Hey, how about the
weekend after that?
945
01:22:52,418 --> 01:22:54,019
That'd be the 30th.
946
01:22:56,152 --> 01:22:57,551
I don't know,
I have to check.
947
01:22:57,618 --> 01:22:59,252
Okay, well,
why don't you check,
948
01:22:59,319 --> 01:23:00,984
and if you can't
make it,
949
01:23:01,051 --> 01:23:03,453
we can do it the weekend after that.
I'm pretty flexible.
950
01:23:21,152 --> 01:23:22,287
Here.
951
01:23:23,086 --> 01:23:25,820
This is it. Chez moi.
952
01:23:27,220 --> 01:23:29,287
It's not that bad.
953
01:23:30,353 --> 01:23:31,920
I'll be getting out
in a few weeks.
954
01:23:39,954 --> 01:23:42,721
I just don't know if I'm
ready for any of this, Dad.
955
01:23:45,187 --> 01:23:46,720
It's a lot.
956
01:23:54,553 --> 01:23:56,621
So, you have
my number.
957
01:23:57,720 --> 01:23:59,754
I do. I do.
958
01:24:01,054 --> 01:24:03,955
So, you'll let me know
if you change your mind.
959
01:24:04,654 --> 01:24:06,089
Come by.
960
01:24:06,154 --> 01:24:07,954
- Yeah.
- And I'm flexible.
961
01:24:08,021 --> 01:24:10,887
You know, I could do pretty
much any time you want.
962
01:24:11,989 --> 01:24:12,788
Um...
963
01:24:14,122 --> 01:24:16,188
Well, I, uh...
964
01:24:16,254 --> 01:24:18,021
I'm just so
proud of you,
965
01:24:18,087 --> 01:24:22,154
it felt...
it was so great to see you.
966
01:24:22,221 --> 01:24:24,322
I mean, all that
you've achieved.
967
01:24:27,788 --> 01:24:30,788
I guess what remains to be said,
968
01:24:31,622 --> 01:24:33,788
and I hope
you believe this...
969
01:24:36,521 --> 01:24:40,389
is that...
people do change.
970
01:25:35,791 --> 01:25:38,524
...Pennsylvania, Rhode Island,
971
01:25:38,591 --> 01:25:40,824
South Dakota,
Tennessee...
972
01:25:55,725 --> 01:25:57,359
Jennifer, call me
when you get a chance,
973
01:25:57,425 --> 01:25:58,726
will you,
please, honey?
974
01:26:02,625 --> 01:26:04,792
Hi, it's me.
Please call.
975
01:26:08,558 --> 01:26:10,292
Jen, please call.
976
01:26:11,326 --> 01:26:13,893
Jennifer, it's dad.
977
01:26:14,792 --> 01:26:16,026
Please pick up.
978
01:26:22,226 --> 01:26:24,060
Hi, kid, it's Dad.
Can you please pick up?
979
01:26:26,794 --> 01:26:28,561
Hey, Jen.
I know you're busy.
980
01:26:28,627 --> 01:26:30,027
Just wanted to
remind you that
981
01:26:30,093 --> 01:26:32,928
there's a beautiful lake
one phone call away.
982
01:26:39,794 --> 01:26:43,061
Texas, Utah,
983
01:26:43,127 --> 01:26:45,893
Vermont, Virginia,
984
01:26:45,960 --> 01:26:48,528
Washington,
West Virginia,
985
01:26:48,595 --> 01:26:51,028
Wisconsin, Wyoming.
986
01:26:54,428 --> 01:26:55,662
Look at that.
987
01:26:58,928 --> 01:27:02,296
You've got a,
a delicate kind of beauty.
988
01:27:03,295 --> 01:27:05,095
You got
delicate features,
989
01:27:05,162 --> 01:27:07,296
like I did
when I was your age.
990
01:27:08,394 --> 01:27:10,728
Your nose, your eyes,
991
01:27:11,528 --> 01:27:13,529
and I see that
little gap closed
992
01:27:13,594 --> 01:27:15,328
twixt your teeth.
993
01:27:16,162 --> 01:27:17,630
When you're older,
994
01:27:18,728 --> 01:27:21,862
you'll have a more
unusual beauty.
995
01:27:21,929 --> 01:27:24,629
People gotta look real hard to see
it, but if they look,
996
01:27:25,595 --> 01:27:27,895
they'll see it,
'cause it's there.
997
01:27:32,861 --> 01:27:34,828
I think the greatest
hope a man can have
998
01:27:34,895 --> 01:27:37,731
is to leave something
beautiful behind.
999
01:27:40,995 --> 01:27:42,663
Something that
he made.
1000
01:28:39,598 --> 01:28:42,165
I am so damn
happy you came out here.
1001
01:28:45,965 --> 01:28:46,766
Jennifer...
1002
01:28:49,398 --> 01:28:50,898
I want to apologize.
1003
01:28:56,700 --> 01:28:58,567
I had a long time to...
1004
01:28:59,799 --> 01:29:02,266
to reflect on
my mistakes.
1005
01:29:03,266 --> 01:29:04,733
I've mulled it...
1006
01:29:06,499 --> 01:29:08,834
and weighed
my responsibilities,
1007
01:29:08,899 --> 01:29:13,900
and I want to apologize...
for what happened.
1008
01:29:13,967 --> 01:29:15,934
You know, all of it.
1009
01:29:16,966 --> 01:29:18,066
The other day,
1010
01:29:18,134 --> 01:29:19,700
when you dropped me
at the halfway house,
1011
01:29:19,767 --> 01:29:22,101
I was watching
you drive away
1012
01:29:22,166 --> 01:29:23,668
and I thought
to myself,
1013
01:29:24,534 --> 01:29:26,268
"What can I do
to help?
1014
01:29:27,299 --> 01:29:30,268
What can
you do, John,
1015
01:29:31,733 --> 01:29:33,367
to give her
something real,
1016
01:29:33,433 --> 01:29:35,867
something practical?"
1017
01:29:38,500 --> 01:29:41,268
So, last Tuesday,
right after we met,
1018
01:29:41,335 --> 01:29:43,235
I called a dealer
I know
1019
01:29:43,301 --> 01:29:45,669
and I put a $5,000
deposit down
1020
01:29:45,736 --> 01:29:49,668
on a 1989 XJS Jaguar,
flamenco red,
1021
01:29:49,734 --> 01:29:52,035
biscuit leather
interior and top.
1022
01:29:52,102 --> 01:29:55,467
I mean, it's a stunner
and drives like new.
1023
01:29:55,535 --> 01:29:57,569
What are you
talking about, Dad?
1024
01:29:58,368 --> 01:29:59,502
You've had
all this time
1025
01:29:59,569 --> 01:30:00,936
and this is how
you're talking?
1026
01:30:02,135 --> 01:30:04,603
- It's a fantasy.
- Oh, is that so?
1027
01:30:04,670 --> 01:30:06,602
- Says who?
- I don't want a Jaguar.
1028
01:30:06,668 --> 01:30:08,236
- You don't want a Jaguar?
- It's a fantasy.
1029
01:30:08,303 --> 01:30:09,803
It's a fucked-up
fantasy.
1030
01:30:09,870 --> 01:30:12,737
Does a $5,000 deposit sound
like a fantasy to you?
1031
01:30:12,802 --> 01:30:14,835
- I just wanna go back in.
- Jen.
1032
01:30:14,902 --> 01:30:16,735
- Just take me back in.
- I... I need...
1033
01:30:16,802 --> 01:30:18,736
- I need you to believe in me.
- Dad!
1034
01:30:18,803 --> 01:30:20,304
We got so far
to go, Jen!
1035
01:30:20,370 --> 01:30:21,469
I just wanna go back.
I'm cold.
1036
01:30:21,536 --> 01:30:22,602
What did I say?
What happened?
1037
01:30:22,669 --> 01:30:24,269
I'm cold,
just take me back in.
1038
01:30:24,337 --> 01:30:25,735
Here. Here.
Take my jacket.
1039
01:30:25,802 --> 01:30:27,569
- I don't want your jacket.
- Just take my jacket.
1040
01:30:27,636 --> 01:30:28,669
I just
wanna go back in.
1041
01:30:28,737 --> 01:30:29,870
- I don't want it.
- Take my jacket.
1042
01:30:29,936 --> 01:30:31,637
I don't want
your fucking jacket!
1043
01:30:37,403 --> 01:30:39,038
Ah, Mr. Sullivan.
1044
01:30:39,103 --> 01:30:41,903
Yes. This is
John Vogel.
1045
01:30:43,770 --> 01:30:45,504
I'm the one that
put down the deposit
1046
01:30:45,571 --> 01:30:48,870
on the flamenco red
1989 Jaguar XJS,
1047
01:30:48,936 --> 01:30:50,937
biscuit leather
interior and top.
1048
01:30:52,004 --> 01:30:52,904
Exactly.
1049
01:30:53,903 --> 01:30:56,370
Due to some unforeseen
circumstances,
1050
01:30:56,437 --> 01:30:57,771
we're not gonna
be able to proceed.
1051
01:30:59,404 --> 01:31:01,605
Uh-huh.
No, I'm aware.
1052
01:31:01,672 --> 01:31:05,238
See, the thing is,
it's that the car was for my daughter,
1053
01:31:05,304 --> 01:31:07,570
and, uh,
she changed her mind.
1054
01:31:07,637 --> 01:31:08,871
She doesn't
like the car.
1055
01:31:09,738 --> 01:31:10,704
Yeah.
1056
01:31:11,038 --> 01:31:12,372
No.
1057
01:31:12,439 --> 01:31:15,072
Anyway, yeah, well,
it's a long story,
1058
01:31:15,138 --> 01:31:18,773
but I think we need to talk
about the $5,000 deposit.
1059
01:31:20,705 --> 01:31:22,706
I understand
your policy, sir,
1060
01:31:22,771 --> 01:31:24,873
but you gotta have
some flexibility here.
1061
01:31:26,505 --> 01:31:28,705
Well, for instance,
how about, um,
1062
01:31:28,772 --> 01:31:31,873
you know, 50% back
on the deposit.
1063
01:31:31,939 --> 01:31:33,106
Dad.
1064
01:31:33,173 --> 01:31:35,006
Okay, how about 40%?
1065
01:31:35,073 --> 01:31:37,107
40%.
You keep $3,000.
1066
01:31:37,172 --> 01:31:38,705
Dad! Fuck!
1067
01:31:38,772 --> 01:31:40,340
I have to put you on
hold for a second.
1068
01:31:49,774 --> 01:31:51,774
- I'll call you straight back.
- Oh, my God.
1069
01:31:54,173 --> 01:31:55,306
Jennifer!
1070
01:31:57,141 --> 01:31:58,341
Jennifer!
1071
01:32:05,640 --> 01:32:07,974
Hi, Jen, it's Dad.
Can you please pick up?
1072
01:32:13,908 --> 01:32:15,841
Jen, I gotta catch up on a
load of work at the shop,
1073
01:32:15,907 --> 01:32:17,507
and then I gotta leave
town for a little bit,
1074
01:32:17,573 --> 01:32:18,941
so please call me.
1075
01:34:24,580 --> 01:34:26,313
Two years ago,
a group of school kids
1076
01:34:26,379 --> 01:34:28,678
from Minnesota Country
School went on a field trip
1077
01:34:28,746 --> 01:34:31,614
to study pond life on a
farm in Le Sueur County,
1078
01:34:31,678 --> 01:34:34,045
a farm that backs on
to the Lyle-Hasco plant.
1079
01:34:34,712 --> 01:34:35,980
This is what
they found.
1080
01:34:44,379 --> 01:34:46,512
Miss Vogel,
1081
01:34:46,579 --> 01:34:49,746
how much do you know
about pesticides?
1082
01:34:49,813 --> 01:34:51,781
How much study have you
devoted to the field?
1083
01:34:52,813 --> 01:34:54,914
One, two nights up
drinking coffee?
1084
01:34:56,346 --> 01:34:57,813
Perhaps you even
went to a library.
1085
01:34:59,048 --> 01:35:01,515
The building I work in,
Lyle-Hasco HQ,
1086
01:35:01,582 --> 01:35:05,214
is a two-story,
big, flat building.
1087
01:35:05,280 --> 01:35:09,213
And on one of those floors
is guys in white coats,
1088
01:35:09,280 --> 01:35:10,614
and the other
is lawyers.
1089
01:35:11,747 --> 01:35:13,649
Can you guess
which one I'm on?
1090
01:35:16,148 --> 01:35:17,516
A school field trip?
1091
01:35:19,248 --> 01:35:20,747
And you let me
be clear,
1092
01:35:21,515 --> 01:35:23,449
if Hippie Papers
prints one more
1093
01:35:23,516 --> 01:35:26,616
of this
unsubstantiated garbage,
1094
01:35:26,683 --> 01:35:29,583
we will sue you all the
way back to Haight-Ashbury.
1095
01:35:30,915 --> 01:35:32,515
I'm not a lawyer,
1096
01:35:32,582 --> 01:35:35,049
and I'm not
a scientist,
1097
01:35:35,116 --> 01:35:38,182
but Dr. Lee Nobles from
Minnesota State University is,
1098
01:35:38,248 --> 01:35:39,581
and is the leading
proponent
1099
01:35:39,648 --> 01:35:42,048
of amphibian research
in the United States.
1100
01:35:42,115 --> 01:35:45,115
He's also a part of the
team investigating Brentax.
1101
01:35:45,182 --> 01:35:46,516
It's a two-year study,
1102
01:35:46,583 --> 01:35:48,550
and he's publishing
his findings this week.
1103
01:35:49,316 --> 01:35:50,584
If Brentax
is in the water,
1104
01:35:50,650 --> 01:35:52,817
then that's the water
Minnesotans drink,
1105
01:35:52,884 --> 01:35:55,115
give to their children,
take baths in,
1106
01:35:55,182 --> 01:35:56,516
make coffee with.
1107
01:35:58,884 --> 01:36:00,950
I just wondered if
you cared to comment.
1108
01:36:11,016 --> 01:36:11,884
Excuse me.
1109
01:36:25,051 --> 01:36:26,285
We
interrupt the broadcast
1110
01:36:26,351 --> 01:36:27,352
with breaking news.
1111
01:36:27,418 --> 01:36:28,685
We join now in progress
1112
01:36:28,751 --> 01:36:30,385
Team Three's
eye-in-the-sky reporter,
1113
01:36:30,451 --> 01:36:32,018
Margaret Deneb,
1114
01:36:32,084 --> 01:36:33,650
who is above a
high-speed police pursuit
1115
01:36:33,717 --> 01:36:36,184
in the Corrigan Lake
Community.
1116
01:36:36,251 --> 01:36:37,517
We go to you, Margaret.
1117
01:36:37,584 --> 01:36:38,917
This morning,
1118
01:36:38,984 --> 01:36:40,818
the U.S. Marshals
executed a warrant
1119
01:36:40,884 --> 01:36:42,551
at a print and copy
business in Center City
1120
01:36:42,619 --> 01:36:44,286
just outside
of Minneapolis.
1121
01:36:45,651 --> 01:36:47,351
Convicted felon,
John Vogel,
1122
01:36:47,418 --> 01:36:49,585
is alleged to have been
using the storefront
1123
01:36:49,652 --> 01:36:51,519
for a major counterfeiting
operation...
1124
01:36:53,451 --> 01:36:54,652
Dad.
1125
01:38:30,056 --> 01:38:31,456
Dad.
1126
01:40:06,625 --> 01:40:08,626
I am sorry
for your loss.
1127
01:41:54,632 --> 01:41:56,265
The death of a father
1128
01:41:56,331 --> 01:41:58,564
drags you to
a secret place.
1129
01:42:00,465 --> 01:42:03,464
It trivializes
everyday matters.
1130
01:42:04,832 --> 01:42:06,465
Displaces.
1131
01:42:08,530 --> 01:42:10,965
You feel abandoned
by the living.
1132
01:42:12,498 --> 01:42:14,898
And a kinship
with the dead.
1133
01:42:19,331 --> 01:42:20,966
Dad had been
so skilled
1134
01:42:21,031 --> 01:42:23,632
at sounding those finely
tuned notes of sorrow
1135
01:42:23,699 --> 01:42:26,098
and releasing them
at the perfect moment
1136
01:42:26,164 --> 01:42:27,766
to achieve impact.
1137
01:42:29,598 --> 01:42:32,899
My father lusted
after freedom.
1138
01:42:32,966 --> 01:42:36,301
The kind of freedom most
free people never experience.
1139
01:42:38,499 --> 01:42:40,833
In the end,
he got that freedom
1140
01:42:42,399 --> 01:42:44,799
and gave me
mine in return.
1141
01:43:14,918 --> 01:43:19,393
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