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-In a moment, one of
Britain's finest filmmakers,
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from Liverpool, Terrence Davies.
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♪'The South Bank
Show' theme music♪
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-Hello.
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At next month's
Cannes Film Festival,
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Britain will be represented in
the main competition by 'The
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Long Day Closes,' the new
film by Terrence Davies.
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Davies has previously directed
only a trilogy of short films
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and one feature,
'Distant Voices,
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Still Lives,' but he's already
been acclaimed as one of our
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most distinctive
contemporary filmmakers.
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Like his earlier work, 'The Long
Day Closes' draws on Davies's
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memory of growing
up in Liverpool,
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the youngest child
in a large, Catholic,
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working class family.
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In a style much more
European than British,
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he renders the pleasure and pain
of ordinary experience with a
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remarkable emotional intensity.
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In tonight's 'South Bank
Show,' which includes sections
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especially written
for us by Davies,
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we trace this story where life
and art are inextricably linked.
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[waves gently lapping]
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[ship horn]
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♪children choir singing♪
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[ship horn]
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[film reel spinning]
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-[Terence VO] The
house stood about here.
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So many houses, so many names.
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Names which will
mean nothing to you,
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gentle viewer, but for me are
part of the very fabric of my
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life.
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[film reel spinning]
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Albert Drake, Jordan
Hughes, Jimmy Preston -- who was
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considered a real
boy, and whom I envied.
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Barbara Mayhew, wearing a stiff
dress with multi-colored squares
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on it, would stand outside
Charlie Burnell's shop and sing
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"Danny Boy."
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Mary Carol whose
hair I used to pull.
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All, all are gone.
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The old, familiar faces.
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-[woman] [humming]
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Your tea's ready, Kev.
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-Okay, Mom.
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-[woman] [humming]
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-Hi, Mom.
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-Hiya, Mom.
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-Hey, John, will you get
the flat irons out for me?
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-Yeah, okay.
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What's up?
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-[woman] The pictures.
Where else?
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-[Bragg] Your new film,
'The Long Day Closes,'
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is partly about a boy
discovering the cinema,
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and that's very
important to the film.
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Can you remember when
you discovered the cinema,
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and the impact that had on you?
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-Yes, I can remember vividly.
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I'd never been to
the cinema at all,
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because I wasn't allowed out,
because my father was very very
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strict and he died in
1953, when I was seven.
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And my eldest sister took me
to the Odeon in Liverpool,
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and it was to see
'Singin' in the Rain.'
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Which was such a joy.
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The only thing I could remember,
was the title sequence,
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when he does the
title number in the rain,
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and I just fell in
love with the cinema.
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But I fell in love
with American cinema.
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I was then taken to see every
musical that was ever made from
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then on, simply because my
sisters loved American musicals,
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and of course so did I.
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And we'd even read the credits.
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I mean, my sister would say, "I
see Bud Westmore on the make-up"
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and I'd say, "Yes,
isn't that fabulous?"
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As though we knew him.
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But it was such a joy because
America was the land of magic,
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it was color.
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England was very gray, but the
real joy was seeing American
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musicals.
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And particularly Doris Day.
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-Why particularly Doris Day?
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-She seemed to embody that
world of the perfect family.
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Like, for instance,
'Young At Heart,'
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which was shot in
the studio mainly,
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very very little location, even
a lot of the exteriors are shot
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on sound stages which had this
incredible kind of glow about
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it, and I just thought,
"Oh, isn't she wonderful?
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Isn't she just so wonderful?"
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And I desperately
wanted to be Doris Day,
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and still do.
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[laughter]
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-Do you practice?
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-Only at home with
the windows closed.
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-My mother used to love those
films because of the kitchens.
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[laughter]
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They had such
wonderful kitchens.
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-Yes, and I used to love
the wrap-around teeth,
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you know.
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[laughter]
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-When you came
out to the cinema...
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was Liverpool wet and grimy
and on austerity and in trouble,
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or was it suddenly the Hollywood
of the west coast of England.
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-Well, it was terribly
grimy, and very very hard.
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We were a large
working class family.
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But, those films
transformed your surroundings.
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Suddenly, you
saw them in a new light.
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Suddenly, you'd look at the
way the street was after rain,
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and it just seemed so
glowing and wonderful.
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♪Doris Day
performs "At Sundown"♪
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-I'll get you, Mavis!
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-What are you running for?
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-Two lads was chasing me.
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-Why?
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-I was getting them.
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-You be careful.
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One day he'll catch you and
give you a right go along.
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-You mentioned
working class families,
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it was a large family I believe,
there were ten children.
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-[Terence] Yes.
-And you were the youngest.
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-Yes, I was.
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-And your father died
when you were seven.
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Your father was an
extraordinarily brutal man.
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-Well, he was I think quite,
quite mentally disturbed...
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when he was younger.
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I mean, he just -- he'd
physically abuse people,
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and particularly my mother.
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But the rest were I think, um...
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mentally, um...
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abused.
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In the sense that...
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it was a kind of
terror which reigned.
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I could go into the
parlor, at four or five,
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and I knew whether he
was in a good mood or not,
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and if he wasn't in a good mode
and you could sense it like that
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what you did was, you kept your
head down and tried not to be
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noticeable.
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I just remember being
frightened all the time,
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and then he began
to get very ill,
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when I was five.
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And he died at home,
he died of cancer,
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and it took two
years for him to die.
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So what was also awful was the
fact that he was suffering from
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the stomach cancer, and in those
days they gave you morphine,
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it wore off, and they wouldn't
give you another one until your
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next prescribed injection and
he would be screaming like an
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animal.
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-[man] [screaming]
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[yelling] Get out of here,
you're bleeding hurt me!
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-Do you have any feelings now?
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I mean, if you
met him, would you,
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as it were, try
to understand him,
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or would you try to
-- what would you do?
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-I don't think I've reached a
level of maturity where I would
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try to understand him.
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I went through a period when I
was incredibly angry about what
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he'd done to my mother.
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'Cause my mother's full of love,
and to do that to someone I just
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think is -- I
think it's vicious.
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And I went through a period
where I was just so angry that,
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I mean, had he been
around, I would have killed him.
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Quite cheerfully choked him.
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Because nobody should be allowed
to do what he did to his entire
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family, 'cause we've all
been affected by that malign
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influence.
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-After your father's
death when you were seven,
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there seems to be an instant
swing into enormous happiness
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for the next four years.
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Is that in fact what happened?
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-It was so wonderful,
because we began to live.
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I mean...
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And the house was
a kind of magnet.
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And in those days, it was
very swish if you were a girl to
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actually have a
Yank boyfriend,
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because my sister had an
American seamen called Jimmy
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Francisco, I think his name
was, who had been brought up in
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Boston and had gone to
school with Ruth Roman,
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a film star.
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And he came down the
street in a white suit.
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I'll never forget that.
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A white suit, in the
middle of Liverpool,
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in 1954 for heaven's sake.
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And brought us
peanut butter, nylons,
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and Wrigley's
spearmint chewing gum,
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and a percolator for coffee, but
we didn't know how to use it so
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we used it for paint.
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[laughter]
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-Everyone gathered in the
back kitchen on Friday nights,
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my sisters and their friends and
their brothers in the lean-to.
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I was allowed to go
for the girls' make-up.
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-Well, did you get
my stuff for me?
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-Yeah, two pair of nylons,
fifteen [indistinct]...
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and nail varnish.
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-Majestic Red?
-Yeah.
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In Paisley Leather, Picture
[indistinct] and Picture Show.
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-Evening in Paris?
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-He didn't have any.
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-[Terence VO] Then out they'd go
through the front door in the
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trail of perfume
shoulder-high behind them.
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My brothers,
laughing to the pub,
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giving me money and chocolate.
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The sheen of
electricity over everything,
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and waiting for them
to come home late.
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-Leave her alone, you two.
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-[Terence VO] Magic Fridays.
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-[Bragg] And the gate closed
again when you went to secondary
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school.
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I've read that you think you
were bullied every day you were
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at that school for the
next four or five years.
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-I was.
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I was beaten up
every single day.
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I think that by that time I'd
probably lost my accent.
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I thought I sounded
like everybody else.
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In actual fact, I
sounded like Phyllis Calvert,
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you know?
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Which is pretty depressing if
you come from a working class
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area.
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They just picked on me,
and I was the victim,
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and that was it, and
I didn't tell a soul.
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-[boy] Who's a fruit, then?
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-[boy] Aye, it's
Al Capone, isn't it?
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Hey your name's Al
Capone isn't it?
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-Al Capone.
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[laughter]
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-When the boys are hitting
him, they're saying "fruit,"
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aren't they?
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Was that part of
the, as they saw it,
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the difference, and was that the
reason why they could victimize
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you?
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-That was one way
of getting at you.
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'Cause if you're a sissy.
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I mean, that was the worst
thing that you could be told.
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And it could convey a
great deal of hatred,
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a real hatred for what you are.
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Or what they think you are not.
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-[Bragg] Have you
seen these blokes since?
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-Well, ironically, I was making
the second part of the trilogy,
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and we were shooting
in West Derby Road in Liverpool.
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And I was waiting
outside this shop,
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and this bloke came
along, and I thought,
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"He's one of those."
His name was McCabe.
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And he stopped.
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And he said,
"What are you doing?"
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I said, "We're making a film."
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He said, "What do you do?"
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I said, "I'm directing it."
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And we had this
long conversation.
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And he didn't recognize me.
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And I thought, "You
made my life misery.
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You made my life
absolute misery,
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and you can't even remember."
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That's what was so-- that
was even more depressing.
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Because you think, it was
done almost to pass the time.
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And it's affected my
life, and you think,
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"How could you have done it?
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How could you have done it?"
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I mean, all children are cruel.
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I mean, I was by
no means a saint,
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no Frank of Assisi here.
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But, I mean, I didn't
do that to anybody.
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-You came from a
Catholic family,
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and went to a Catholic school.
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This is the mid '50s when I
presume the school was still
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rigorous and very Catholic.
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Prayers beginning at
the end of the day,
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and a lot of sin, a
lot of confession,
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and so on.
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Did it dominate your
inner life, that Catholicism?
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-The damage, of course,
was done in primary school.
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It's much more insidious.
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-[Bragg] Why do
you say damage?
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-Well, because what they tell
you is that you have this thing
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called a soul and
it is in danger,
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and it already comes
into the world stained,
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by original sin, and you have
to get rid of that original sin,
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and you have to
keep your soul pure,
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and free from sin,
whether it's venal or mortal.
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And it's impossible to live by
the tenets of "You have to be
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pure in soul" --
indeed it's not possible.
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Even saints can't do it.
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Even though I gave
up, when I was 22,
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I'm still full of do's and
don'ts and ought's and ought not
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to's, because if I lie or
-- because I don't lie,
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I try to be as honest as I can
-- I know that God will know,
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and I don't even believe in Him!
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And I know that He'll know!
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It's absurd!
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You never get rid of it.
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Well, I'm filming here because
I worshipped here for 17 years.
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This was my parish church.
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I worshipped here
from the age of five.
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My sort of crise de
coeur occurred here.
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Over there.
[laughs]
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Well, that sounds like a fun
person, but I don't want her
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to know it.
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-[Terence VO] Well, I suppose
it must have had a subconscious
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role, because I'm
obsessed with symmetry,
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and altars are very symmetrical.
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The idea of the
three godheads in one.
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All these things are
very very symmetrical.
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Surrounded by these images
of high Catholic revival,
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you're impregnated with it
from a very very early age.
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It must go into your
subconscious in some way,
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and at such a deep level
that you're not aware of it.
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-Am I in the right place?
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-[Terence VO] You can't
recreate the way it was,
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you can't.
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You can only
scratch at it really.
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When I was here, when
I came to [indistinct]
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with my mother,
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I wasn't sitting in
the pew thinking, "Well,
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in 30 years' time I'm going to
use a hundred mil on this shot
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with my mom and I."
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You can't, because you don't.
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It is different.
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It is different.
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You can only
recreate its essence,
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which is not the same
thing, but that's good,
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because you recreate a
memory of something.
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And that's more fascinating
because it takes on extra
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meaning.
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-Jesus, Mary, and Joseph.
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I give you my body and blood.
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Jesus, Mary, and Joseph,
assist me in my last agony.
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May I say, when I am
dying, Jesus have mercy,
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Mary help.
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In the name of the Father and of
the Son and of the Holy Ghost.
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Amen.
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-Had you any ambitions to
stay on at school or did these
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various forms of terrorization,
internal and external just put
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you off business altogether?
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-But also, I
mean, in those days,
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you know, you left at 15, and
the only kind of career guidance
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you got, you know, you went into
the corridor and this man from
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the Youth
Employment office said,
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"This is your academic record,
you will go into an office,"
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and I went into a
shipping office,
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'cause that's what
I was told to do.
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So I was there a year, and
then I got into an accountant's
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practice.
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I was there for a long time.
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-[Bragg] For about 12 years.
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-Yes.
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-Did you do
anything over the weekend?
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-No.
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-[Terence VO] And
always, the gentle women,
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gliding past in blue,
beige, or multi-colored glasses,
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their hair falling and their shy
smiles above the coffee cups,
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writing, typing, signing
invoices which in correspondence
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racks stretched down the
entire length of one wall.
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Invoices for flags.
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The doors leading to the quiet
factory where they spin the
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flags of every nation.
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Flags to go all over the world.
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To Norway, Saudi
Arabia, Egypt, Singapore,
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Iraq, and the the blue
Ensign for Australia,
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and the warm Polynesian
seas southeast of the equator.
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35, 39, 40,
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and running to seed.
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-You stayed with your mother
in a council flat, that's right?
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-[Terence] Yes.
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-And in the films, there's a
very tender relationship between
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yourself and your mother, which
I think might be hard for some
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people who don't come out of
that particular culture to
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understand.
363
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Is that based on your own
experience with your mother?
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-It was very very close.
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I mean, sometimes we got...
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Sometimes there was friction.
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I mean, especially when I went
to drama school and came back,
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and I began to change, and that
relationship began changing and
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there was a friction
for quite some time,
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which then worked itself out.
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But I didn't want to leave her.
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I mean, I forced myself to.
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-[Terence VO] Sitting
quietly in this quiet room,
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high above
corporation Liverpool,
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their fingers drumming
silently in the silent flat,
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and the folded bed,
and the smell of age.
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Cheap cut glass,
white and orange,
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along the cluttered side board.
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The very milkette
faded to the touch.
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And the gathering dark.
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-[indistinct]
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-[Terence VO] With
nothing to say.
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-Oh, Mom.
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-And I know, that out of that...
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in your late 20s
or whatever it was,
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you became a filmmaker.
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Now that, for most people
in that sort of background,
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is an almost inconceivable
leap which requires energy,
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guile, tunnel vision,
obstinacy, whatever.
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Now how did that start?
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-Well, it happened
in a way by accident,
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because originally I
wanted to act and write.
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And I bought 'The
Stage' every Thursday,
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in those days.
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And I thought, the
next time I open it,
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I'm going to look at the first
drama school I see and I'm going
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to apply.
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I had applied to others,
and I had never never got in,
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because every time I came down
to London it was so depressing,
400
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I found it so terrifying,
and going to places like RADA,
401
00:19:10,249 --> 00:19:13,085
where my name was called out as
"Teresa Davis" and I had to say,
402
00:19:13,085 --> 00:19:14,453
"No, look, it's
Terrence," you know,
403
00:19:14,453 --> 00:19:15,855
"despite the rumors."
404
00:19:15,855 --> 00:19:18,290
[laughing] That was
terribly depressing.
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00:19:18,290 --> 00:19:20,259
I mean, I did something like...
406
00:19:20,259 --> 00:19:21,594
What did I do?
407
00:19:21,594 --> 00:19:23,162
I did Lord
Foppington from The Relapse.
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00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:24,830
Ah, Jesus!
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00:19:24,830 --> 00:19:28,134
-And so at 10
o'clock, I say, I rise.
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Now, if I find it is a good day,
I resolve to take a turn in the
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park, and see the fine women,
so huddle on my clothes and get
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dressed by one.
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If it be nasty weather, I take
a turn in the Chocolate House,
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where as you walk, madam...
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-[Terence VO] In the middle
of 'The Stage' there it was,
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on the bottom right hand corner,
for Coventry drama school.
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00:19:48,788 --> 00:19:50,289
It was a completely
third rate drama school,
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00:19:50,289 --> 00:19:51,791
but I got in.
419
00:19:51,791 --> 00:19:55,161
-But I'm afraid
I tire the company.
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-I had written the year before
I'd gone up to drama school,
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'Children,' the first
part of the trilogy,
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00:20:00,766 --> 00:20:02,935
and sent it all over England,
and everyone turned it down,
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00:20:02,935 --> 00:20:05,604
so I thought, "Oh, well,
it can't be any good."
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And I used to go home every
three weeks then in my first
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year, and there was a thing
on BBC called "Cinema Now,"
426
00:20:11,477 --> 00:20:15,247
and the very last one was
about the BFI Production Board,
427
00:20:15,247 --> 00:20:16,682
and they gave money.
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So off I sent my
script, and a year later,
429
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Mamoun Hassan
asked me to go down,
430
00:20:21,454 --> 00:20:23,923
and I got down
there, and he said,
431
00:20:23,923 --> 00:20:25,324
"You have eight and a
half thousand pounds,
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not a penny more.
433
00:20:26,258 --> 00:20:27,493
You will direct."
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00:20:27,493 --> 00:20:28,527
I said, "I've never
directed before."
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He said, "Now's your chance."
436
00:20:29,795 --> 00:20:33,199
And I was terrified, and it
was an absolute baptism by fire,
437
00:20:33,199 --> 00:20:36,168
but that's how it happened.
438
00:20:39,071 --> 00:20:40,773
Oh, God, I remember
the first time I looked down the
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camera lens.
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00:20:42,374 --> 00:20:45,978
I was so excited by what I saw.
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00:20:45,978 --> 00:20:48,447
And something happens between
photographing what you've looked
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00:20:48,447 --> 00:20:50,649
at, and the things
that you've left out.
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Some magic happens.
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00:20:52,351 --> 00:20:53,452
And I didn't know it was.
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00:20:53,452 --> 00:20:54,386
I still don't.
446
00:20:54,386 --> 00:20:55,688
That's why it's so wonderful.
447
00:20:55,688 --> 00:20:57,623
And I thought, "God,
I would like to do it.
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00:20:57,623 --> 00:21:01,260
So, I'll apply to film school.
The National Film School."
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♪children chanting♪
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-[Terence VO] And I got in on
the second occasion and thank
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goodness.
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00:21:07,566 --> 00:21:08,901
-[Nun] Robert.
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♪♪♪
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There's no need to
run inside the school.
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00:21:19,245 --> 00:21:24,250
-No, sister!
456
00:21:25,017 --> 00:21:27,453
-There were certain films
by certain directors that I
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00:21:27,453 --> 00:21:29,522
couldn't live without.
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00:21:29,522 --> 00:21:32,224
I couldn't live without
'Cries and Whispers' by Bergman.
459
00:21:32,224 --> 00:21:35,661
I couldn't live without
'Night of the Hunter' by Charles
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Laughton.
461
00:21:37,396 --> 00:21:39,698
I couldn't live without
'Letter from an Unknown Woman.'
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All those things, 'cause I think
they're just wonderful films.
463
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But the influence was
the American musical.
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00:21:45,938 --> 00:21:47,740
That was my greatest influence.
465
00:21:47,740 --> 00:21:49,008
But the greatest thing--
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-[Bragg] Can I
just stop you there?
467
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If we showed at
this point a cilp,
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00:21:53,179 --> 00:21:57,449
technically of any
clip, from that trilogy,
469
00:21:57,449 --> 00:22:00,019
and said, "The influence
was the American musical,"
470
00:22:00,019 --> 00:22:01,620
a lot of people
would feel, "Well,
471
00:22:01,620 --> 00:22:02,922
what is the connection?
472
00:22:02,922 --> 00:22:04,790
What is the real
connection there?"
473
00:22:04,790 --> 00:22:07,827
If you'd said the
influence was Bergman,
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00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:11,096
the influence was some of
the '30s French directors,
475
00:22:11,096 --> 00:22:12,464
the influence was documentary.
476
00:22:12,464 --> 00:22:14,300
So where it is?
477
00:22:14,300 --> 00:22:17,837
-Up to that point, I'd
never seen any Kurosawa.
478
00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:20,539
I had never seen any Bergman.
479
00:22:20,539 --> 00:22:23,042
I'd only seen 'Letter from an
Unknown Woman' on television,
480
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and 'Night of the
Hunter' on television.
481
00:22:24,843 --> 00:22:27,479
I mean, a lot of
it was closed to me.
482
00:22:27,479 --> 00:22:31,650
I mean, a lot of cinema
history was closed to me.
483
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So, it was on instinct.
484
00:22:33,852 --> 00:22:35,254
The trilogy was my
apprentice work,
485
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I was learning my craft.
486
00:22:36,722 --> 00:22:38,457
And it very much is
an apprentice work,
487
00:22:38,457 --> 00:22:40,993
there's many, many,
many things wrong with it.
488
00:22:40,993 --> 00:22:44,697
But those influences I can
relate straight back to the
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American musical.
490
00:22:46,332 --> 00:22:50,002
If you remember the opening of
'Death and Transfiguration,'
491
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it's a funeral, and a cremation,
over which Doris Day sings 'It
492
00:22:54,006 --> 00:22:56,275
All Depends on You," which is
from 'Love Me or Leave Me.'
493
00:22:56,275 --> 00:22:57,509
-[Bragg] Sure.
494
00:22:57,509 --> 00:23:01,146
-And trying to marry--
trying to marry music to images.
495
00:23:01,146 --> 00:23:05,517
Especially if the music is in
complete contrast to what you're
496
00:23:05,517 --> 00:23:06,585
looking at.
497
00:23:06,585 --> 00:23:08,487
A frisson rises.
498
00:23:08,487 --> 00:23:12,024
♪Doris Day performs
"It All Depends on You"♪
499
00:24:08,180 --> 00:24:10,482
-Alexander Mackendrick
came, in the second year,
500
00:24:10,482 --> 00:24:12,952
and he's just wonderful, and I
remember when we were cutting
501
00:24:12,952 --> 00:24:16,422
'Madonna and Child' he went
to see a rough cut -- I wasn't
502
00:24:16,422 --> 00:24:19,658
there this particular weekend --
and he came out of the cutting
503
00:24:19,658 --> 00:24:21,493
room, and someone said,
"What have you been to see?"
504
00:24:21,493 --> 00:24:22,695
and he said,
"'Madonna and Child.'"
505
00:24:22,695 --> 00:24:24,296
And they said, "It's a
gay movie, isn't it?"
506
00:24:24,296 --> 00:24:25,731
And he said,
"Not at the moment."
507
00:24:25,731 --> 00:24:29,068
[laughter]
508
00:24:29,068 --> 00:24:32,538
And I reminded him of this,
and he roared with laughter.
509
00:24:32,538 --> 00:24:34,740
It's such a wonderful put-down.
510
00:24:34,740 --> 00:24:36,542
Also, when I finished the
trilogy and it was first shown
511
00:24:36,542 --> 00:24:39,411
in America, someone said, these
films make Ingmar Bergman look
512
00:24:39,411 --> 00:24:40,446
like Jerry Lewis.
513
00:24:40,446 --> 00:24:41,747
[laughter]
514
00:24:41,747 --> 00:24:44,116
Which is true.
515
00:24:44,116 --> 00:24:47,986
-If the trilogy
dealt, in some parts,
516
00:24:47,986 --> 00:24:51,924
with your childhood and
adolescence and early manhood,
517
00:24:51,924 --> 00:24:54,727
and then an imagined end,
'Distant Voices' dealt with a
518
00:24:54,727 --> 00:24:58,364
time almost
before you were born,
519
00:24:58,364 --> 00:25:00,466
but still with your
family -- your elder brothers,
520
00:25:00,466 --> 00:25:04,670
sisters, your father, who's a
dominating personality in that
521
00:25:04,670 --> 00:25:05,971
film.
522
00:25:05,971 --> 00:25:08,907
What made you go
there for the subject?
523
00:25:08,907 --> 00:25:13,011
-I heard stories from my
eldest sisters and brothers,
524
00:25:13,011 --> 00:25:16,548
'cause they obviously needed to
talk about the way he'd behaved,
525
00:25:16,548 --> 00:25:18,984
and those stories were so vivid,
'cause they were all wonderful
526
00:25:18,984 --> 00:25:22,121
storytellers, I mean
really wonderful storytellers,
527
00:25:22,121 --> 00:25:24,623
and they were so vivid that
they became sort of part of my
528
00:25:24,623 --> 00:25:29,628
memory, I felt as though
almost I'd experienced them.
529
00:25:29,962 --> 00:25:33,098
And the odd thing was that it
made me feel that my family was
530
00:25:33,098 --> 00:25:34,867
incredibly unique.
531
00:25:34,867 --> 00:25:37,069
I thought that they were the
most wonderful family in the
532
00:25:37,069 --> 00:25:39,304
world, that they'd
endured all this,
533
00:25:39,304 --> 00:25:42,741
and it was kind of so
brave and courageous,
534
00:25:42,741 --> 00:25:46,145
and that my house
seemed so magical,
535
00:25:46,145 --> 00:25:49,281
and we had nothing,
but they made it magic.
536
00:25:49,281 --> 00:25:51,150
-What were these stories?
537
00:25:51,150 --> 00:25:56,155
-Well, for instance, one
time, before I was born,
538
00:25:56,455 --> 00:26:00,192
my brother Kevin
was a babe in arms,
539
00:26:00,192 --> 00:26:02,127
and my father would go
into these black rages,
540
00:26:02,127 --> 00:26:04,396
but he would go
very quiet beforehand.
541
00:26:04,396 --> 00:26:06,565
And my mother just thought one
day -- he was going to go into
542
00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:08,834
one of these rages -- and
she just couldn't take it.
543
00:26:08,834 --> 00:26:10,903
So she picked up
my brother Kevin,
544
00:26:10,903 --> 00:26:13,605
and she ran up the
stairs to the first bedroom,
545
00:26:13,605 --> 00:26:15,641
on the first floor,
and he ran after her.
546
00:26:15,641 --> 00:26:18,510
And she opened the
window and she jumped out.
547
00:26:18,510 --> 00:26:22,281
And a solider was
passing and he caught them.
548
00:26:22,281 --> 00:26:25,317
You know, I mean, if you put
that in a film nobody would
549
00:26:25,317 --> 00:26:26,485
believe it.
550
00:26:26,485 --> 00:26:29,922
-It was a very
considerable success,
551
00:26:29,922 --> 00:26:33,258
in terms of gongs
and reviews and so on,
552
00:26:33,258 --> 00:26:35,494
I don't know what sort of
financial success it was--
553
00:26:35,494 --> 00:26:36,495
-Neither do I!
554
00:26:36,495 --> 00:26:37,830
[laughs]
555
00:26:37,830 --> 00:26:38,931
-It's always difficult
to get the figures back,
556
00:26:38,931 --> 00:26:40,332
isn't it?
557
00:26:40,332 --> 00:26:41,733
Did it sort of go to
your head, Terence?
558
00:26:41,733 --> 00:26:43,101
-Well no, it came as a surprise.
559
00:26:43,101 --> 00:26:46,839
I mean, it came as a surprise,
because the biggest revelation,
560
00:26:46,839 --> 00:26:50,175
and it reveals more about
my psyche than anybody else,
561
00:26:50,175 --> 00:26:54,780
is that when we were invited
to the Quinzaine at Cannes,
562
00:26:54,780 --> 00:26:57,416
and I heard that we
had to watch the film,
563
00:26:57,416 --> 00:26:58,750
and I thought, "Oh
God, I can't do that,
564
00:26:58,750 --> 00:27:01,720
I can't be doing with this, and
I actually did toy with the idea
565
00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:03,255
of getting a sick
note from my mother,
566
00:27:03,255 --> 00:27:04,556
but I thought, no
I will be brave,
567
00:27:04,556 --> 00:27:06,792
I will go."
568
00:27:06,792 --> 00:27:08,494
So, only a few
people walked out,
569
00:27:08,494 --> 00:27:09,995
there was quite a
lot of applause,
570
00:27:09,995 --> 00:27:12,698
some bravos, and I thought,
well thank goodness that's over.
571
00:27:12,698 --> 00:27:15,634
And then Pierre Deleau said,
"Will you come out into the
572
00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:17,636
foyer, of the old
Croisette Cinema,"
573
00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:19,438
which is alas no longer there.
574
00:27:19,438 --> 00:27:20,739
"Some people would
like to see you."
575
00:27:20,739 --> 00:27:22,841
So I said, "Yes,"
thinking about eight people.
576
00:27:22,841 --> 00:27:25,511
Well, I go out, and it's
crowded with cheering people.
577
00:27:25,511 --> 00:27:28,013
And he points to the stairs,
which has got this red carpet
578
00:27:28,013 --> 00:27:29,481
down, and at first
I thought, "Oh God,
579
00:27:29,481 --> 00:27:30,516
he wants me to clean it!"
580
00:27:30,516 --> 00:27:31,984
[laughter]
581
00:27:31,984 --> 00:27:33,385
And not a Ewbank anywhere.
582
00:27:33,385 --> 00:27:35,187
And he said, "No,
you walk down it."
583
00:27:35,187 --> 00:27:37,289
And so I did twice,
like the Queen Mother.
584
00:27:37,289 --> 00:27:40,025
It was absolutely wonderful,
it was transcendental,
585
00:27:40,025 --> 00:27:42,427
and came as a complete surprise.
586
00:27:42,427 --> 00:27:45,230
-In the Hollywood
version of your story,
587
00:27:45,230 --> 00:27:47,666
having a success
with this 'Voices,'
588
00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:49,101
well, there you go,
that's the rocket boost,
589
00:27:49,101 --> 00:27:52,170
got you out of the
clammy Earth atmosphere,
590
00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:54,907
you're now away there,
and more offers come,
591
00:27:54,907 --> 00:27:56,675
planets are conquered and so on.
592
00:27:56,675 --> 00:27:59,411
What really happened about
putting the next film together?
593
00:27:59,411 --> 00:28:03,248
-It was extremely difficult,
because of what I wanted to do,
594
00:28:03,248 --> 00:28:06,585
of course, in terms of
narrative and the shots.
595
00:28:06,585 --> 00:28:08,687
It would have made
it very expensive.
596
00:28:08,687 --> 00:28:11,657
And really we should
have had 2.2 million pounds,
597
00:28:11,657 --> 00:28:14,092
and we couldn't raise it,
we simply couldn't raise it.
598
00:28:14,092 --> 00:28:16,695
The most we could
raise was 1.75.
599
00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:20,499
-The problem in England is that
there's a very strong television
600
00:28:20,499 --> 00:28:22,234
culture.
601
00:28:22,234 --> 00:28:24,670
It's not matched by
the cinema culture.
602
00:28:24,670 --> 00:28:27,005
Unlike America, it's not
regarded as an industry,
603
00:28:27,005 --> 00:28:29,575
unlike Europe, it's
not a cultural entity.
604
00:28:29,575 --> 00:28:32,044
If you go to France, you'll
find that films like 'Jean de
605
00:28:32,044 --> 00:28:34,646
Florette' will be
number two in the sales.
606
00:28:34,646 --> 00:28:37,849
There's not the discrimination
between a commercial,
607
00:28:37,849 --> 00:28:40,886
and therefore successful film,
and an arthouse and therefore
608
00:28:40,886 --> 00:28:42,788
unsuccessful film.
609
00:28:42,788 --> 00:28:47,793
And so I think
certainly, in Europe,
610
00:28:48,126 --> 00:28:51,663
if a film had done as well
as 'Distant Voices' did,
611
00:28:51,663 --> 00:28:54,499
there would have been no problem
in raising the finance to the
612
00:28:54,499 --> 00:28:56,702
kind of budgets that
we were looking for.
613
00:28:56,702 --> 00:28:58,503
-Because we're a
literary culture,
614
00:28:58,503 --> 00:29:00,238
we have never really understood
the way the nature of images
615
00:29:00,238 --> 00:29:01,707
work.
616
00:29:01,707 --> 00:29:04,276
And that goes right through
from the way writers write,
617
00:29:04,276 --> 00:29:05,711
the way producers produce.
618
00:29:05,711 --> 00:29:07,713
They will give money to people
who write scripts where people
619
00:29:07,713 --> 00:29:09,514
tell them
everything, but as I said,
620
00:29:09,514 --> 00:29:11,583
that's television,
it's photograph theatre,
621
00:29:11,583 --> 00:29:13,752
it's not cinema.
622
00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:16,421
Any real piece of cinema
tells you the story by what it
623
00:29:16,421 --> 00:29:19,424
reveals, and the
juxtaposition of images,
624
00:29:19,424 --> 00:29:22,561
and the ambiguities which arise
between those juxtapositions.
625
00:29:22,561 --> 00:29:25,297
That's understood
everywhere but here.
626
00:29:25,297 --> 00:29:29,668
If you're trying to move
in an area that does that,
627
00:29:29,668 --> 00:29:32,871
that is perhaps taking
linear narrative a step further,
628
00:29:32,871 --> 00:29:36,441
or jettisoning linear
narrative altogether,
629
00:29:36,441 --> 00:29:40,545
for something which is
elliptical or cyclical,
630
00:29:40,545 --> 00:29:45,550
it's twenty times more difficult
to get that off the ground here.
631
00:29:48,453 --> 00:29:51,556
When you're being told the story
by what people say that isn't
632
00:29:51,556 --> 00:29:54,026
cinema.
633
00:29:54,026 --> 00:29:59,031
♪"Blow the Wind Southerly"
by Kathleen Ferrier♪
634
00:30:44,276 --> 00:30:48,046
-It does seem to me to
be, consciously or not,
635
00:30:48,046 --> 00:30:51,383
a differently styled
movie from 'Distant Voices.'
636
00:30:51,383 --> 00:30:52,884
Could you comment on that?
637
00:30:52,884 --> 00:30:57,889
-I think there's much more
choreography in the shots,
638
00:30:58,256 --> 00:31:00,258
in 'The Long Day Closes.'
639
00:31:00,258 --> 00:31:04,196
But it's very difficult to know
how -- if one does have a style
640
00:31:04,196 --> 00:31:07,232
-- how that evolves,
because you're so close to it.
641
00:31:07,232 --> 00:31:09,501
If there is a style then I think
there will be certain things
642
00:31:09,501 --> 00:31:12,904
that will recur,
like I love dissolves,
643
00:31:12,904 --> 00:31:15,607
but 96-frame dissolves, 'cause
they're the longest ones and I
644
00:31:15,607 --> 00:31:19,277
like them, you know, so I
would very rarely use a short
645
00:31:19,277 --> 00:31:23,448
dissolve, because what's lovely
about a four second dissolve is
646
00:31:23,448 --> 00:31:25,917
you get an after-image of the
previous image that's actually
647
00:31:25,917 --> 00:31:28,854
going out, you just
see it for a moment,
648
00:31:28,854 --> 00:31:31,556
and then it goes, and I think
that's just fabulously moving,
649
00:31:31,556 --> 00:31:33,158
for me, anyway.
650
00:31:33,158 --> 00:31:36,628
So I would always use
that length dissolve.
651
00:31:36,628 --> 00:31:38,430
I like to track.
652
00:31:38,430 --> 00:31:40,332
But only when it's right.
653
00:31:40,332 --> 00:31:43,101
When you track you're
making a huge visual statement,
654
00:31:43,101 --> 00:31:46,738
not just getting from one
part of the set to another,
655
00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:49,808
and what I like is the idea
of the denial of geography,
656
00:31:49,808 --> 00:31:52,677
both emotional and physical.
657
00:31:52,677 --> 00:31:55,413
And that was an idea which
actually I got from the Leonard
658
00:31:55,413 --> 00:31:59,217
Bernstein 'Norton Lectures' in
the '70s -- he was talking about
659
00:31:59,217 --> 00:32:02,521
it in a musical
sense -- where you hear,
660
00:32:02,521 --> 00:32:06,024
say, take the Adagietto
from Mahler's fifth symphony,
661
00:32:06,024 --> 00:32:08,527
which, I am not musical, so I
think it's written in the minor,
662
00:32:08,527 --> 00:32:11,329
but we'll say for argument
sake it's written in the minor,
663
00:32:11,329 --> 00:32:14,766
after 15 minutes, it
resolves to the major.
664
00:32:14,766 --> 00:32:18,837
But your inner harmonic
knows what that resolution is,
665
00:32:18,837 --> 00:32:21,473
and when it comes, you melt,
because it's what you've been
666
00:32:21,473 --> 00:32:26,478
waiting for, and I think you
can do that -- physically,
667
00:32:26,878 --> 00:32:29,014
you can do it in images.
668
00:32:29,014 --> 00:32:32,818
♪swelling
sentimental music♪
669
00:32:36,054 --> 00:32:39,324
If you're tracking, and
you travel left to right,
670
00:32:39,324 --> 00:32:43,762
the feeling is that
you've gone forward in time.
671
00:32:44,429 --> 00:32:46,598
If you track from right to left,
you always feel that you've gone
672
00:32:46,598 --> 00:32:51,102
backwards in time,
because we don't read that way.
673
00:32:54,639 --> 00:32:58,844
When a track is used properly,
to reveal something emotionally
674
00:32:58,844 --> 00:33:03,181
and visually, and
geographically,
675
00:33:03,181 --> 00:33:06,751
it is terribly exciting, because
you don't know where you are and
676
00:33:06,751 --> 00:33:07,819
then you do.
677
00:33:07,819 --> 00:33:10,655
Or, you know where you are and
then at the end of the series of
678
00:33:10,655 --> 00:33:12,324
tracks you might not
know where you are,
679
00:33:12,324 --> 00:33:15,460
which is even better.
680
00:33:15,460 --> 00:33:17,963
Just as if you are in
long shot from someone,
681
00:33:17,963 --> 00:33:19,798
when you go into closeup you
feel that there's something
682
00:33:19,798 --> 00:33:21,032
different that's happening.
683
00:33:21,032 --> 00:33:22,200
Now why should you feel that?
684
00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:23,268
Nobody's told us that.
685
00:33:23,268 --> 00:33:25,637
But that's what we
feel emotionally.
686
00:33:25,637 --> 00:33:29,107
♪♪♪
687
00:33:43,121 --> 00:33:46,892
-[man VO] In those days,
they had time for everything.
688
00:33:46,892 --> 00:33:50,262
Time for sleigh
rides, and balls,
689
00:33:50,262 --> 00:33:54,466
and assemblies, and cotillions,
and open house on New Year's.
690
00:33:54,466 --> 00:33:59,471
[crowd chanting]
691
00:34:08,513 --> 00:34:10,515
-[Terence] Action.
-[man] Action!
692
00:34:10,515 --> 00:34:11,850
-[Terence VO] The
script is written,
693
00:34:11,850 --> 00:34:13,151
I mean, so that
every track, pan,
694
00:34:13,151 --> 00:34:14,552
dissolve, bit of
music, bit of dialogue,
695
00:34:14,552 --> 00:34:17,389
everything, is in there.
696
00:34:17,389 --> 00:34:19,391
And because the
script is so detailed,
697
00:34:19,391 --> 00:34:21,726
I can say to someone, you know,
we'll only use this part of the
698
00:34:21,726 --> 00:34:23,328
set, or that part of the set.
699
00:34:23,328 --> 00:34:25,397
That day we only
need six extras,
700
00:34:25,397 --> 00:34:29,834
but there we need fifty, and
you can husband your resources.
701
00:34:30,335 --> 00:34:32,737
Background action is always
difficult 'cause you don't want
702
00:34:32,737 --> 00:34:35,106
to make it too fussy.
703
00:34:35,106 --> 00:34:37,409
In a wide shot you can't
just have one thing happening,
704
00:34:37,409 --> 00:34:39,844
'cause, I mean, it looks bare,
and it looks under-dressed,
705
00:34:39,844 --> 00:34:41,746
so you've got to have something
that looks as though it's
706
00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:43,615
natural.
707
00:34:43,615 --> 00:34:45,517
Cut!
708
00:34:45,517 --> 00:34:47,218
But is natural enough so that it
doesn't detract from what you're
709
00:34:47,218 --> 00:34:49,921
looking at.
710
00:34:50,088 --> 00:34:52,157
Well, you know I'm not that
good on background action,
711
00:34:52,157 --> 00:34:54,592
I've never had it before.
712
00:35:02,867 --> 00:35:05,437
-[Christopher] Well,
the set here is really a
713
00:35:05,437 --> 00:35:10,442
reconstruction from Terence
Davies' memory of his street
714
00:35:10,875 --> 00:35:13,812
that he was brought
up in as a child.
715
00:35:14,579 --> 00:35:17,349
And we've sort of psychoanalyzed
it out of him almost,
716
00:35:17,349 --> 00:35:19,651
and tweaked it up.
717
00:35:19,651 --> 00:35:22,620
There are no photographs
extant at all of this street,
718
00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:25,623
so we've actually recreated it
from his memory almost entirely.
719
00:35:25,623 --> 00:35:30,629
♪"Softly, Softly"
by Ruby Murray♪
720
00:35:42,741 --> 00:35:45,543
It's not actually a film
about recreating the '50s,
721
00:35:45,543 --> 00:35:47,412
so much at least as
far as I can see,
722
00:35:47,412 --> 00:35:49,547
the recreation of memory.
723
00:35:49,547 --> 00:35:53,718
And therefore the street is
not strictly speaking realistic.
724
00:36:04,396 --> 00:36:08,900
When one is a child everything
is much crisper and livelier,
725
00:36:08,900 --> 00:36:11,469
and you go back afterwards
and it's somehow flat,
726
00:36:11,469 --> 00:36:13,371
so I've tried to take
that flatness out of it.
727
00:36:13,371 --> 00:36:16,141
Just to lift it a little.
728
00:36:16,775 --> 00:36:20,111
For instance, the reveals of
the doors and the windows,
729
00:36:20,111 --> 00:36:21,813
which are normally
four inches deep,
730
00:36:21,813 --> 00:36:24,049
are six inches deep, and all
sorts of curious little things
731
00:36:24,049 --> 00:36:27,552
like that.
732
00:36:27,552 --> 00:36:28,887
Even the bird
droppings are fake,
733
00:36:28,887 --> 00:36:32,991
so there's absolutely nothing
real that you see here at all.
734
00:36:34,159 --> 00:36:35,727
I rather like a
minimalist approach,
735
00:36:35,727 --> 00:36:38,630
myself, I like a very empty set.
736
00:36:40,465 --> 00:36:43,501
And the effect is
reasonably convincing,
737
00:36:43,501 --> 00:36:45,036
I think merely because we don't
have millions and millions of
738
00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:47,172
period props everywhere.
739
00:36:47,172 --> 00:36:49,607
Which I do think
looks horrid, myself.
740
00:36:49,607 --> 00:36:54,612
♪crowd singing "On A
Slow Boat to China"♪
741
00:37:00,118 --> 00:37:02,487
[cheering]
742
00:37:02,487 --> 00:37:03,888
-[man] Who's this?
743
00:37:03,888 --> 00:37:05,623
"I'm Attila, Attila the Hun."
744
00:37:05,623 --> 00:37:07,358
Esther Williams.
745
00:37:07,358 --> 00:37:09,527
-Oh, you bastard.
746
00:37:09,527 --> 00:37:10,528
Edna, tell him to behave.
747
00:37:10,528 --> 00:37:12,230
-People have been strangled
for less, haven't they?
748
00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:13,298
-Want a drink girl?
749
00:37:13,298 --> 00:37:15,033
-In a minute, I'm
going for a twinkle.
750
00:37:15,033 --> 00:37:16,167
-Say one for me.
751
00:37:16,167 --> 00:37:19,471
-Oh, shut it.
752
00:37:27,445 --> 00:37:29,748
-[Terence VO] The reason we shot
it in the studio is because all
753
00:37:29,748 --> 00:37:31,850
those places now are
gone, in Liverpool,
754
00:37:31,850 --> 00:37:34,886
they're all pulled down.
755
00:37:35,286 --> 00:37:37,188
And I can't find streets that
look anything like the one I
756
00:37:37,188 --> 00:37:38,423
grew up in.
757
00:37:38,423 --> 00:37:41,426
So that was the reason
that we had to recreate it.
758
00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:45,864
This house that we've recreated,
which is where I grew up,
759
00:37:45,864 --> 00:37:47,899
it's very tiny.
760
00:37:47,899 --> 00:37:49,501
And ten of us
were in this place.
761
00:37:49,501 --> 00:37:50,902
It's quite extraordinary.
762
00:37:50,902 --> 00:37:52,971
It's very odd to
see your own house,
763
00:37:52,971 --> 00:37:56,141
and your own childhood,
being recreated in front of you.
764
00:37:58,276 --> 00:38:00,145
Yes, the reason there were no
doors on any of the rooms is
765
00:38:00,145 --> 00:38:04,082
because my father took them off,
to make the lean-to roof and our
766
00:38:04,082 --> 00:38:05,550
parlor floor.
767
00:38:05,550 --> 00:38:07,585
And when we used to dance
it used to go up and down,
768
00:38:07,585 --> 00:38:12,223
you know, like a sprung floor,
that's why we had no doors.
769
00:38:17,228 --> 00:38:20,899
Well the scene we did this
morning was a conflation of
770
00:38:20,899 --> 00:38:23,501
several visual and
emotional memories.
771
00:38:23,501 --> 00:38:26,204
I used to watch my
brothers mend their bicycles.
772
00:38:26,204 --> 00:38:28,806
I could never understand
how a puncture kit worked,
773
00:38:28,806 --> 00:38:30,909
it's still a
complete mystery to me.
774
00:38:30,909 --> 00:38:33,978
So I remember them making
these repairs to the bike,
775
00:38:33,978 --> 00:38:36,314
watching them, and then watching
them ride up the street with
776
00:38:36,314 --> 00:38:39,851
their friends, and I wanted to
conflate that scene so it was
777
00:38:39,851 --> 00:38:43,054
both a literal memory, and
an emotional memory as well,
778
00:38:43,054 --> 00:38:47,258
because as I say, I do remember
atmosphere and emotions with
779
00:38:47,258 --> 00:38:48,993
incredible accuracy, actually,
I don't think I've got a
780
00:38:48,993 --> 00:38:51,996
photographic memory, but I've
got a photographic emotional
781
00:38:51,996 --> 00:38:54,098
memory.
782
00:38:55,133 --> 00:38:58,002
The difficulty of course is that
you've got actors who are not
783
00:38:58,002 --> 00:38:59,837
your brothers, and
who are not you,
784
00:38:59,837 --> 00:39:02,540
so they bring their own
different things to it,
785
00:39:02,540 --> 00:39:05,610
like Leigh, today, who's
playing me as a child,
786
00:39:05,610 --> 00:39:08,112
actually happened to
pick up the inner tube,
787
00:39:08,112 --> 00:39:10,248
and I said, well,
keep the inner tube.
788
00:39:13,017 --> 00:39:15,486
-Terence says
before we do a scene,
789
00:39:15,486 --> 00:39:17,455
if you want to do
anything what's natural to you,
790
00:39:17,455 --> 00:39:18,857
you just do it.
791
00:39:18,857 --> 00:39:21,226
But if it doesn't feel
natural, I just don't do it.
792
00:39:21,226 --> 00:39:23,628
Like, if there's
something there to play with,
793
00:39:23,628 --> 00:39:28,066
or fiddle with, I just do that,
and then you just fit that in
794
00:39:28,066 --> 00:39:30,635
the scene as well with me lines.
795
00:39:34,038 --> 00:39:38,076
-You have to be open enough
for the actors to bring their
796
00:39:38,076 --> 00:39:40,044
recreative skills to it.
797
00:39:40,044 --> 00:39:43,815
But also you have to contain
the original emotional memory.
798
00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:47,886
So it's six of one and half a
dozen of the other, really.
799
00:39:47,886 --> 00:39:50,922
You take it slowly,
there's nothing to do,
800
00:39:50,922 --> 00:39:54,092
nowhere to go, you
really want to go with him,
801
00:39:54,092 --> 00:39:55,693
and don't rush it.
802
00:39:55,693 --> 00:39:56,928
Don't rush it at all.
803
00:39:56,928 --> 00:39:59,030
And can you drop your
voice a little more,
804
00:39:59,030 --> 00:40:00,732
Leigh, because
it's still too high.
805
00:40:00,732 --> 00:40:02,734
The difficulty
with Leigh is, well,
806
00:40:02,734 --> 00:40:04,669
he's only 13, and his
voice hasn't broken yet,
807
00:40:04,669 --> 00:40:07,372
so it can tend to
go up in pitch.
808
00:40:07,372 --> 00:40:09,507
Now a high-pitched
voice, from anybody,
809
00:40:09,507 --> 00:40:10,908
whether it's an
adult or a child,
810
00:40:10,908 --> 00:40:14,712
is extremely monotonous, and
coupled with the speed of the
811
00:40:14,712 --> 00:40:17,081
Liverpool accent, you
can't actually understand it.
812
00:40:17,081 --> 00:40:19,817
So I have to say,
"Slow the speed down,
813
00:40:19,817 --> 00:40:22,420
and lower the voice otherwise
we won't be able to hear you."
814
00:40:22,420 --> 00:40:24,188
Again please, drop your voice.
815
00:40:24,188 --> 00:40:28,326
And when you do
this, then touch that,
816
00:40:28,326 --> 00:40:30,561
and then do that, and
not this, then that,
817
00:40:30,561 --> 00:40:31,696
it's too much.
818
00:40:31,696 --> 00:40:34,198
Just once, and then do that.
819
00:40:34,198 --> 00:40:36,434
Action.
820
00:40:37,168 --> 00:40:39,604
-Are you going to
Cast Iron Shore, Kev?
821
00:40:39,604 --> 00:40:41,072
-No, Woolton Woods.
822
00:40:41,072 --> 00:40:43,107
-[Terence] No, Woolton Woods.
823
00:40:43,107 --> 00:40:46,177
With Anthony,
who's playing Kevin,
824
00:40:46,177 --> 00:40:48,880
he tended to rush
part of the dialogue,
825
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:50,648
and take the
other part too slow,
826
00:40:50,648 --> 00:40:54,419
so you've got to say to Leigh,
you slow down and lower the
827
00:40:54,419 --> 00:40:57,155
voice, you speed up
and keep the voice low,
828
00:40:57,155 --> 00:40:59,223
and then you've got to
keep them within the frame,
829
00:40:59,223 --> 00:41:01,726
because it's a static frame,
the positions of their heads and
830
00:41:01,726 --> 00:41:04,295
hands are crucial.
831
00:41:04,295 --> 00:41:06,831
-Are you going to
Cast Iron Shore, Kev?
832
00:41:06,831 --> 00:41:09,400
-No, Woolton Woods.
833
00:41:11,703 --> 00:41:14,072
-Can I go with you?
834
00:41:14,072 --> 00:41:16,874
-You haven't got
a bike, Bud, lad.
835
00:41:19,177 --> 00:41:21,879
-Well will you bring me
some pears back then?
836
00:41:21,879 --> 00:41:24,782
-Yeah.
837
00:41:24,782 --> 00:41:26,784
[audience on the radio cheers]
838
00:41:26,784 --> 00:41:29,220
-Can I have a bit
of your gin, Kev?
839
00:41:29,220 --> 00:41:32,123
-You won't like it.
840
00:41:33,458 --> 00:41:34,926
-[coughs]
841
00:41:34,926 --> 00:41:36,227
Aw, it's horrible.
842
00:41:36,227 --> 00:41:39,464
-Told you you wouldn't like it.
843
00:41:40,164 --> 00:41:43,668
-Do you have a commercial market
in your mind when you're making
844
00:41:43,668 --> 00:41:45,002
films?
845
00:41:45,002 --> 00:41:47,238
-No, I mean, I had this constant
thing at film school where they
846
00:41:47,238 --> 00:41:48,773
said, "Well who are
these films for?"
847
00:41:48,773 --> 00:41:50,875
I said, "Well I don't know, I
don't know why people go to the
848
00:41:50,875 --> 00:41:52,910
cinema."
849
00:41:52,910 --> 00:41:56,381
And, I mean, it was borne out
when the Trilogy was finished
850
00:41:56,381 --> 00:41:57,815
and shown at the I.C.A.
851
00:41:57,815 --> 00:41:59,984
-- God bless them -- I mean,
they put it in the main cinema,
852
00:41:59,984 --> 00:42:01,886
and like three people
and a cough turned up,
853
00:42:01,886 --> 00:42:03,187
you know.
854
00:42:03,187 --> 00:42:04,622
I don't know why people go.
855
00:42:04,622 --> 00:42:06,090
I've no idea why
they go anymore.
856
00:42:06,090 --> 00:42:08,793
It's not like a captive audience
as it was when I was growing up,
857
00:42:08,793 --> 00:42:10,795
where, you just
went anyway, because,
858
00:42:10,795 --> 00:42:12,697
you know, all there
was was the radio,
859
00:42:12,697 --> 00:42:14,399
and there was the cinema.
860
00:42:14,399 --> 00:42:17,668
And if you were grown up, there
was the pub and the dance hall.
861
00:42:17,668 --> 00:42:22,673
-Does this mean you see
filmmaking as a much more,
862
00:42:23,074 --> 00:42:26,644
what our generation thinks
of, a much more European,
863
00:42:26,644 --> 00:42:29,380
more private, more
personal activity,
864
00:42:29,380 --> 00:42:31,616
nearer to writing
poetry or writing a novel.
865
00:42:31,616 --> 00:42:33,384
-Well my feelings
really are mixed.
866
00:42:33,384 --> 00:42:34,986
I mean, I'd love
to make a musical.
867
00:42:34,986 --> 00:42:36,821
I mean, I'd love to
make a romantic comedy.
868
00:42:36,821 --> 00:42:38,122
I want to make a thriller.
869
00:42:38,122 --> 00:42:39,223
Whether or not I'll be
able to I don't know,
870
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:40,892
but that's what I want to do.
871
00:42:40,892 --> 00:42:44,929
I'd love to make a musical
with 150 girls coming down,
872
00:42:44,929 --> 00:42:47,932
or preferably 150 men coming
down in tights and topless,
873
00:42:47,932 --> 00:42:52,937
that would be really good, but,
that's not the way I see my own
874
00:42:54,572 --> 00:42:56,707
cinema.
875
00:42:56,707 --> 00:42:58,876
I mean, I hope that
doesn't sound too pretentious,
876
00:42:58,876 --> 00:43:01,512
but I see it as an expression
of what I need to say.
877
00:43:01,512 --> 00:43:03,681
Now that, in a way, is private.
878
00:43:03,681 --> 00:43:07,919
It's much more subtle,
it's on a smaller scale,
879
00:43:07,919 --> 00:43:11,322
but because it's on a smaller
scale it doesn't necessarily
880
00:43:11,322 --> 00:43:13,091
have to be small.
881
00:43:13,091 --> 00:43:15,526
It can be on a grand
scale emotionally,
882
00:43:15,526 --> 00:43:19,597
you know, you can say important
things by concentrating on the
883
00:43:19,597 --> 00:43:20,565
small.
884
00:43:20,565 --> 00:43:21,833
That's what Chekhov did.
885
00:43:21,833 --> 00:43:23,835
Again, I wouldn't dream of
comparing myself to Chekhov,
886
00:43:23,835 --> 00:43:25,970
but that's what he did.
887
00:43:25,970 --> 00:43:28,272
And I think you can do
that for ordinary people,
888
00:43:28,272 --> 00:43:31,609
because I do passionately
believe in the poetry of the
889
00:43:31,609 --> 00:43:32,777
ordinary.
890
00:43:32,777 --> 00:43:33,911
I really, really do.
891
00:43:33,911 --> 00:43:35,346
-[Parkinson] What
do you mean by that?
892
00:43:35,346 --> 00:43:38,549
-Well, the fact that, you know,
the majority of us don't see car
893
00:43:38,549 --> 00:43:40,351
chases every day,
or mass murderers,
894
00:43:40,351 --> 00:43:42,086
or people being blown
to bits in slow motion.
895
00:43:42,086 --> 00:43:43,087
We don't.
896
00:43:43,087 --> 00:43:44,622
Our lives are much
more ordinary than that.
897
00:43:44,622 --> 00:43:47,225
But what's important to us, if
we're from an ordinary family,
898
00:43:47,225 --> 00:43:50,194
is that someone gets
married, or has a kid,
899
00:43:50,194 --> 00:43:52,964
or dies, they're big things.
900
00:43:52,964 --> 00:43:55,533
Someone moves house
-- it's important.
901
00:43:55,533 --> 00:43:58,035
And I find that
immensely moving,
902
00:43:58,035 --> 00:44:02,106
because it's small, but
we can all share that.
903
00:44:02,106 --> 00:44:04,108
We all know what it's like.
904
00:44:04,108 --> 00:44:06,477
-So when you look back
on these five films,
905
00:44:06,477 --> 00:44:08,579
really, the Trilogy,
and 'Distant Voices,'
906
00:44:08,579 --> 00:44:11,782
and 'Long Day Closes,' do
you think that's a catharsis,
907
00:44:11,782 --> 00:44:15,086
or do you think
it's a reclamation?
908
00:44:15,086 --> 00:44:16,721
-No, I thought it
would be a catharsis,
909
00:44:16,721 --> 00:44:18,356
but it wasn't.
910
00:44:18,356 --> 00:44:22,727
All it did was make me
realize my sense of loss.
911
00:44:22,727 --> 00:44:25,162
And all that
suffering, and what was it for?
912
00:44:25,162 --> 00:44:26,497
Nothing.
913
00:44:26,497 --> 00:44:29,200
But I suppose, if
you record suffering,
914
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:33,604
then, in a way it gives
it some kind of meaning.
915
00:44:33,604 --> 00:44:34,739
I don't know what
kind of meaning,
916
00:44:34,739 --> 00:44:36,274
but it does.
917
00:44:36,274 --> 00:44:38,576
Not to record it
seems to be even worse.
918
00:44:38,576 --> 00:44:42,213
But no, it certainly
wasn't a reclamation.
919
00:44:42,213 --> 00:44:43,781
It certainly wasn't a catharsis.
920
00:44:43,781 --> 00:44:48,786
I suppose, if anything, it's
made me look at it and think,
921
00:44:49,620 --> 00:44:53,524
"Well it happened, and
this is what I'm stuck with,
922
00:44:53,524 --> 00:44:54,992
and I've got to try
and get on with it."
923
00:44:54,992 --> 00:44:57,328
And I do try and
count my blessings,
924
00:44:57,328 --> 00:44:58,529
I do try.
925
00:44:58,529 --> 00:45:00,965
I don't always
succeed, but I do try.
926
00:45:00,965 --> 00:45:04,235
♪dramatic music♪
927
00:45:04,235 --> 00:45:09,240
Sunset and evening star,
And one clear call for me,
928
00:45:10,908 --> 00:45:13,578
And may there be no
moaning of the bar,
929
00:45:13,578 --> 00:45:16,581
When I put out to sea.
930
00:45:17,715 --> 00:45:20,484
But such a tide as
moving seems asleep,
931
00:45:20,484 --> 00:45:24,789
Too full for sound and foam,
when that which drew from out
932
00:45:24,789 --> 00:45:29,560
the boundless deep,
turns again home.
933
00:45:29,560 --> 00:45:31,495
-[sobbing]
934
00:45:31,495 --> 00:45:33,531
Dad!
935
00:45:33,531 --> 00:45:35,967
Oh, Dad.
936
00:45:35,967 --> 00:45:39,503
♪♪♪
937
00:45:43,274 --> 00:45:45,977
-[Terence VO]
Twilight and evening bell,
938
00:45:45,977 --> 00:45:49,814
And after that the dark,
939
00:45:50,081 --> 00:45:52,717
And may there be
no sadness of farewell,
940
00:45:52,717 --> 00:45:54,952
When I embark,
941
00:45:54,952 --> 00:45:57,822
For though from out our
borne of Time and Place,
942
00:45:57,822 --> 00:46:02,593
The flood may bear me far, I
hope to see my Pilot face to
943
00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:07,598
face, when I have
crossed the bar.
944
00:46:08,099 --> 00:46:13,104
♪♪♪
74774
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