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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:59,419 --> 00:02:02,354 He had this stack of Gilbert and Sullivan records... 4 00:02:02,422 --> 00:02:07,485 that just sat there next to a broken turntable he never bothered to fix. 5 00:02:07,561 --> 00:02:11,054 He said he didn't have to, because he could close his eyes... 6 00:02:11,131 --> 00:02:16,228 and hear the entire score of Pinafore whenever he wanted to. 7 00:02:16,303 --> 00:02:20,399 I told him I could too, and I didn't have to close my eyes. 8 00:02:20,474 --> 00:02:23,409 That made him smile, and he put his arm around me... 9 00:02:23,477 --> 00:02:26,105 and we sat there and sang it together. 10 00:02:26,179 --> 00:02:28,170 We slept together the day we met. 11 00:02:29,449 --> 00:02:32,475 Or... maybe it was the day after. 12 00:02:34,254 --> 00:02:36,313 Who remembers? 13 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:41,052 I remember actually. 14 00:02:41,128 --> 00:02:45,031 I held back for a day, because, well— 15 00:02:45,098 --> 00:02:47,465 because I wanted something to look forward to, I guess. 16 00:02:47,534 --> 00:02:50,026 When I first met him, he was wearing... 17 00:02:50,103 --> 00:02:54,370 a brown corduroy jacket with elbow patches and wingtip shoes. 18 00:02:55,942 --> 00:02:59,105 God, he really oversold tradition. 19 00:02:59,179 --> 00:03:02,547 About a week later, I found a package outside my door. 20 00:03:02,616 --> 00:03:05,642 It was a... 21 00:03:05,719 --> 00:03:08,984 first edition of poems by Rupert Brooke. 22 00:03:09,056 --> 00:03:11,491 None of this “Ode on a Grecian Urn”... 23 00:03:11,558 --> 00:03:13,583 “My candle burns at both ends.” 24 00:03:13,660 --> 00:03:17,563 This was Rupert Brooke. 25 00:03:17,631 --> 00:03:21,898 We wanted a baby someday, and I knew I would have to name him Rupert. 26 00:03:21,968 --> 00:03:25,336 I really had to push myself. 27 00:03:25,405 --> 00:03:28,375 I really did want it to work though—1 think. 28 00:03:30,010 --> 00:03:33,412 I mean— [Sighs] 29 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:37,314 You know, I've still got that stack of goddamn Gilbert and Sullivan records. 30 00:03:39,152 --> 00:03:42,087 He's gonna need someone. I don't think he'll make it alone. 31 00:03:42,155 --> 00:03:45,284 It's good to be alone again. 32 00:03:45,358 --> 00:03:47,850 I can have the whole bowl of popcorn to myself. 33 00:03:47,928 --> 00:03:50,363 I feel helpless. 34 00:03:51,531 --> 00:03:53,522 I would like to call him. 35 00:03:53,600 --> 00:03:56,535 No more phone calls. 36 00:03:56,603 --> 00:03:59,038 No more excuses. 37 00:04:00,207 --> 00:04:02,107 I'm free. 38 00:04:02,175 --> 00:04:05,440 Damn you, Zack! Damn all your integrity. 39 00:04:05,512 --> 00:04:07,776 I might call Zack sometime... 40 00:04:08,882 --> 00:04:10,941 and give him back his records. 41 00:04:11,017 --> 00:04:14,214 [ Chuckles ] What do I need with a stack of Gilbert and Sullivan records? 42 00:04:25,732 --> 00:04:28,861 [ Vehicle Approaching ] 43 00:04:28,935 --> 00:04:31,029 [Horn Honks I 44 00:04:32,906 --> 00:04:34,897 [Car Door Opens ] 45 00:04:37,477 --> 00:04:40,344 [Car Door Closes I 46 00:04:40,413 --> 00:04:43,713 - He found the key. - Oh. Good. I hope he likes it. 47 00:04:43,784 --> 00:04:45,809 - Well? - It's not bad. 48 00:04:45,886 --> 00:04:47,547 - Oh! -I love it! 49 00:04:47,621 --> 00:04:50,750 - I'll get the papers! - Wait a minute, Lila. Not so fast. 50 00:04:50,824 --> 00:04:53,259 - Let's go through it. - Okay. Wow. It's so big. 51 00:04:53,326 --> 00:04:55,693 - You scared me. -[ Chuckles ] It's beautiful. 52 00:04:55,762 --> 00:04:58,060 It has everything we've been looking for. 53 00:04:58,131 --> 00:05:01,590 And it is so underpriced for today's market. Don't you think so, Doctor? 54 00:05:01,668 --> 00:05:05,036 Well, talk to my wife, Lila. She's the big executive. She makes all the money. 55 00:05:05,105 --> 00:05:07,938 Itis a perfect location. I mean, you have a view from every window. 56 00:05:08,008 --> 00:05:10,568 Itis the ideal young married couple's home. 57 00:05:10,644 --> 00:05:13,272 It's so traditional, but so contemporary. 58 00:05:13,346 --> 00:05:15,371 You've got your indoor-outdoor feeling... 59 00:05:15,448 --> 00:05:17,780 your quiet, relaxed atmosphere. 60 00:05:17,851 --> 00:05:19,945 I find this room captivating... 61 00:05:20,020 --> 00:05:22,045 particularly the P&G floors. 62 00:05:22,122 --> 00:05:24,352 - P&G floors? - Peg and groove. 63 00:05:24,424 --> 00:05:26,620 Aha! Oh, great chandelier. 64 00:05:26,693 --> 00:05:28,923 - 1 know. I know. - Oh, Claire, I love these beams. 65 00:05:28,995 --> 00:05:31,430 Have you ever seen a house with a layout like this before? 66 00:05:31,498 --> 00:05:33,523 Really, have you ever seen a house with a layout like this? 67 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:35,796 - Oh! Right here. Perfect! The piano. - Yes. 68 00:05:35,869 --> 00:05:37,894 - Perfect— with the light. - Uh-huh. Yes. 69 00:05:37,971 --> 00:05:41,874 - Okay, where are we gonna put the couch from New Haven? - Uh, right there. 70 00:05:41,942 --> 00:05:44,377 - Right in that corner. - Great. And you know what? 71 00:05:44,444 --> 00:05:47,072 - What? - This wall will be perfect... 72 00:05:47,147 --> 00:05:49,138 for the prints that we got on our honeymoon. 73 00:05:49,216 --> 00:05:51,446 Yeah! [ Chuckles] Wait. 74 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:54,715 - What? - What are we doing? You know how much this place costs? 75 00:05:54,788 --> 00:05:57,416 Lila, would you excuse us for just a minute? Hmm? 76 00:05:57,490 --> 00:05:59,322 - Come with me. - What? 77 00:05:59,392 --> 00:06:02,123 - This will do it. - What? 78 00:06:02,195 --> 00:06:06,063 -Ta-da! - You finally found a fireplace in the bedroom, huh? 79 00:06:06,132 --> 00:06:08,567 - These are great tiles. It's everything we've been talking about. - 1 know. 80 00:06:08,635 --> 00:06:12,128 Claire! The tile! Show him the tile in the bathroom! 81 00:06:12,205 --> 00:06:14,640 Okay, Zack. What do you think, really, huh? 82 00:06:14,708 --> 00:06:17,006 -Canwe doit? - No. 83 00:06:17,077 --> 00:06:20,138 - 1 just don't think we can afford it. - Oh, look, come on. 84 00:06:20,213 --> 00:06:22,238 You can think of something. 85 00:06:22,315 --> 00:06:24,306 We could economize in other areas. 86 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:27,820 Look. Who needs three meals a day, right? And we could walk to work. 87 00:06:27,888 --> 00:06:30,585 I mean, I know we'd have to get up at 4:00 in the morning... 88 00:06:30,657 --> 00:06:33,149 but just think how thin we'll be. 89 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:35,456 Mm. 90 00:06:35,528 --> 00:06:38,793 All right. I know you're right. We have to be sensible. 91 00:06:38,865 --> 00:06:40,924 Yep. 92 00:06:42,836 --> 00:06:45,271 [Sighs] Damn. 93 00:06:45,338 --> 00:06:47,966 Never find another house with a fireplace in the bedroom. 94 00:06:48,041 --> 00:06:50,032 Would you settle for an extra blanket... 95 00:06:50,110 --> 00:06:52,772 and an all-night hug? 96 00:06:52,846 --> 00:06:57,147 Ohh. You two look so perfect together in this house. 97 00:06:57,217 --> 00:07:00,050 I just know you'll have along, happy life here. 98 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:02,782 -Wecan'tdoit. - You're a tough act to turn down... 99 00:07:02,856 --> 00:07:05,052 but I'm afraid you're gonna have to keep looking. 100 00:07:05,125 --> 00:07:07,560 I gotta get back. I have one more patient. I'll see you later. 101 00:07:07,627 --> 00:07:11,689 Bye. I'm sorry. 102 00:07:11,765 --> 00:07:15,702 [Sighs ] Why do we always think it can never happen to us? 103 00:07:15,769 --> 00:07:18,397 Arlene, will you do me a favor? 104 00:07:18,471 --> 00:07:21,532 Will you? 105 00:07:21,608 --> 00:07:24,475 Will you let me make the diagnosis? Hmm? 106 00:07:24,544 --> 00:07:28,208 -[Sobs] - You haven't even been biopsied. 107 00:07:28,281 --> 00:07:30,716 [ Sniffles ] Maybe I can join a circus sideshow. 108 00:07:30,784 --> 00:07:32,980 - Oh, now, now, now. - [Sobbing ] 109 00:07:35,588 --> 00:07:39,047 Let's get some fresh air. Come on. I'll walk you to your car. 110 00:07:40,994 --> 00:07:42,689 Okay? 111 00:07:42,762 --> 00:07:44,753 You know, if this happened to Claire... 112 00:07:44,831 --> 00:07:47,596 I think it would bring us closer than ever. 113 00:07:47,667 --> 00:07:49,761 - Really? - Yeah, really. 114 00:07:49,836 --> 00:07:53,329 We would know that every time we made love, I was making love to her... 115 00:07:53,406 --> 00:07:55,397 that her body, no matter what... 116 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:58,001 was the only body I wanted to hold. 117 00:07:58,078 --> 00:08:00,069 Do you mean that? 118 00:08:00,146 --> 00:08:03,047 Arlene, it may be benign. 119 00:08:03,116 --> 00:08:05,744 But if we have to operate... 120 00:08:05,819 --> 00:08:09,187 I think old Harry is gonna feel more needed than he's felt in 20 years. 121 00:08:11,257 --> 00:08:14,716 - You really think so? - Yeah, I really do. 122 00:08:14,794 --> 00:08:17,229 [ Exhales Deeply] 123 00:08:17,297 --> 00:08:20,267 Now I know why women fall in love with their doctors. 124 00:08:24,537 --> 00:08:26,266 [ Mouthing Words ] 125 00:08:35,348 --> 00:08:37,646 [ Revs Engine] 126 00:08:37,717 --> 00:08:40,209 [ Chattering ] 127 00:08:40,286 --> 00:08:42,345 [ Chattering Continues ] 128 00:09:02,208 --> 00:09:06,338 - We're getting the house! - Zack, really? 129 00:09:07,881 --> 00:09:10,509 I can't live without P&G floors. 130 00:09:10,583 --> 00:09:13,644 Oh, you! [Squeals] 131 00:09:13,720 --> 00:09:15,814 - You sure? Huh? You sure? - I'm sure! Mm-hmm. 132 00:09:15,889 --> 00:09:18,324 - Oh! - Oh, my dears, I'm sorry. 133 00:09:18,391 --> 00:09:20,826 - I'm sorry. I'll come back later. - Oh! Winnie, it's okay. 134 00:09:20,894 --> 00:09:24,592 -No.Comeonin. -I only just brought back the Hemingway for Claire. 135 00:09:24,664 --> 00:09:27,031 - Ahh. - Winnie, Zack said we're getting the house. 136 00:09:27,100 --> 00:09:29,865 - What? - Zack said we're getting the house! 137 00:09:29,936 --> 00:09:34,373 Ohh. Oh, my dear, but that's splendid! 138 00:09:34,441 --> 00:09:37,433 Oh, that's lovely. 139 00:09:37,510 --> 00:09:39,604 - That's wonderful. - Winnie. 140 00:09:39,679 --> 00:09:42,307 Winnie, we will still be over for dinner every Tuesday. 141 00:09:42,382 --> 00:09:44,817 Yes, of course. It was foolish of me... 142 00:09:44,884 --> 00:09:47,854 to think that you'd stay here forever. 143 00:09:47,921 --> 00:09:51,050 -[ Chuckles] - 1 suppose I got used to you living upstairs. 144 00:09:51,124 --> 00:09:55,652 Hmm. Well, I hope you realize... 145 00:09:55,728 --> 00:09:59,892 that you're going to miss some of my stories about Lawrence Hayden-Ford... 146 00:09:59,966 --> 00:10:04,403 the one Romantic poet that Rupert Brooke held in high esteem. 147 00:10:04,471 --> 00:10:07,964 Oh, Winnie, then you must sit down and tell us one right now. 148 00:10:08,041 --> 00:10:12,137 And spoil that delicious anticipation? 149 00:10:12,212 --> 00:10:15,045 No. 150 00:10:15,115 --> 00:10:18,608 Well, I suppose it was time... 151 00:10:18,685 --> 00:10:21,279 for a new coat of paint. 152 00:10:22,422 --> 00:10:24,857 Remember. 153 00:10:24,924 --> 00:10:28,121 There's great fortitude in these old walls. 154 00:10:29,262 --> 00:10:31,321 Right? 155 00:10:33,900 --> 00:10:35,959 [Door Closes Softly] 156 00:10:38,271 --> 00:10:41,536 Well, we— we could ask her to move in with us. 157 00:10:41,608 --> 00:10:45,704 - Oh, sweetheart. - Yeah. There's that extra little room right on the side. 158 00:10:45,778 --> 00:10:47,769 No, I love her too. 159 00:10:48,915 --> 00:10:51,316 But that room is for Rupert. 160 00:10:53,486 --> 00:10:58,014 - Since we're getting the house— - Uh-huh. 161 00:10:58,091 --> 00:11:00,082 - What do you think— -Mm-hmm. 162 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:02,185 Mm-hmm? 163 00:11:02,262 --> 00:11:04,697 - Mm. - Mmm. Did you just have a cookie? 164 00:11:04,764 --> 00:11:07,096 -Mm-hmm. - Mmm! 165 00:11:27,487 --> 00:11:29,717 [ Whispers ] You awake? 166 00:11:29,789 --> 00:11:32,417 Yeah. 167 00:11:32,492 --> 00:11:35,120 Can we buy a new house every week? 168 00:11:39,165 --> 00:11:41,259 [ Breathes Deeply] 169 00:11:41,334 --> 00:11:43,462 Zack, what is it? 170 00:11:45,004 --> 00:11:46,995 Nothing. 171 00:11:48,741 --> 00:11:50,869 One of my patients. 172 00:11:53,546 --> 00:11:56,572 [ Chattering ] 173 00:11:56,649 --> 00:11:58,981 All right. Clear back. Switch. 174 00:12:03,256 --> 00:12:05,850 - All right! - [Hands Clapping ] 175 00:12:12,899 --> 00:12:15,163 -Getin! - Ah! 176 00:12:15,235 --> 00:12:17,704 All right! 177 00:12:17,770 --> 00:12:20,364 Take that, Zack! Drive ‘em! 178 00:12:22,041 --> 00:12:24,976 Hey! Over here! 179 00:12:25,044 --> 00:12:27,103 - [Cheering] - [Man] Good shot. 180 00:12:29,515 --> 00:12:31,609 - Hey, Ben. -Mm-hmm? 181 00:12:31,684 --> 00:12:34,551 I was talking to Alan Baker the other day. You'll never guess who he ran into. 182 00:12:34,621 --> 00:12:37,488 -Who? - Maxine DeMarco. [ Laughing ] 183 00:12:37,557 --> 00:12:40,822 She used to drive up from Bridgeport every weekend, take on the whole dorm. 184 00:12:40,893 --> 00:12:42,486 Ah, but she made these great oatmeal cookies. 185 00:12:42,562 --> 00:12:44,553 Yeah, Charlie. What'd we call her? Betty Crocker! 186 00:12:44,631 --> 00:12:47,498 - What's the difference? A meal's a meal. - [Laughing] 187 00:12:47,567 --> 00:12:49,558 Geez. Nobody grows up anymore. 188 00:12:49,636 --> 00:12:51,661 It's a lost art, Charlie. 189 00:12:51,738 --> 00:12:54,366 - Your game was a little off tonight. - Yeah, I know. 190 00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:56,465 - Everything okay? -Mm-hmm. 191 00:12:56,542 --> 00:12:58,533 I'm just wiped out, that's all. 192 00:12:58,611 --> 00:13:00,636 We just moved into the new house this week. 193 00:13:00,713 --> 00:13:04,741 - Man, the girls are waiting for us. - All right! 'm coming! 194 00:13:04,817 --> 00:13:07,946 - Jd [ Country, Fast Tempo] - [Men Whooping ] 195 00:13:09,455 --> 00:13:12,516 ♪ [Singing] 196 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:27,796 Hey. I like these guys. 197 00:13:53,966 --> 00:13:57,425 - Hi. - Are you next? 198 00:13:57,503 --> 00:14:01,133 I'm gonna get up on that stage and I'm gonna sing my heart out. 199 00:14:01,207 --> 00:14:04,074 - And they're gonna like me, I just know they are. - All right. 200 00:14:04,143 --> 00:14:06,703 - 1 hope they do. - That's the spirit, kid. Get right up there. 201 00:14:06,779 --> 00:14:09,874 - JJ [Ends] - [Cheering] 202 00:14:09,949 --> 00:14:12,145 [ Microphone Feedback ] 203 00:14:12,218 --> 00:14:15,711 And now our final contestant— from Chatsworth. 204 00:14:15,788 --> 00:14:20,316 - All right! - Let's have a big hand for Lucie Lee Prescott! 205 00:14:20,393 --> 00:14:22,862 - [Cheering] - [Claire ] Okay. Good luck! 206 00:14:28,901 --> 00:14:31,393 Jd [ Country, Slow Tempo I 207 00:14:34,741 --> 00:14:40,510 [Singing Poorly ] ♪ It's easier to sing a sad song ♪ 208 00:14:40,580 --> 00:14:44,813 - [Murmuring] - ♪ Thanitis to just walk away ♪ 209 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:46,978 -[ Murmuring Continues ] - [Man] Take a walk! 210 00:14:47,053 --> 00:14:50,956 ♪ [Singing Continues, indistinct ♪ 211 00:14:51,023 --> 00:14:53,458 - Get off! - [Woman ] Get off, honey! 212 00:14:53,526 --> 00:14:58,794 [Booing] 213 00:14:58,865 --> 00:15:01,800 - She's hopeless. - She's trying. 214 00:15:01,868 --> 00:15:04,929 [ Booing Continues ] 215 00:15:05,004 --> 00:15:08,099 Jo [ Continues, Indistinct ] 216 00:15:10,009 --> 00:15:12,637 - [Man] Go home! - [Booing Continues] 217 00:15:12,712 --> 00:15:16,876 Aw. Well, well, well. 218 00:15:16,949 --> 00:15:18,883 [ Booing Continues ] 219 00:15:18,918 --> 00:15:20,119 It ain't hard to guess who's gonna be taking home... 220 00:15:21,687 --> 00:15:24,122 that booby prize tonight, is it, folks? 221 00:15:24,190 --> 00:15:27,717 - [Laughter] - But you keep practicing, honey, and come back real soon. 222 00:15:27,794 --> 00:15:30,354 - We can do worse than that. - Let's award the first prize— 223 00:15:30,430 --> 00:15:33,297 - Oh! Wait a minute! - Oh, no! No, no, no! 224 00:15:33,366 --> 00:15:36,199 - No, no. - Warm up your hands. Get ready for these folks. 225 00:15:36,269 --> 00:15:38,897 Now, where's— Oh, now, what's going on here, folks? 226 00:15:38,971 --> 00:15:41,736 - We want to enter the contest. - Well, what can I call you? 227 00:15:41,808 --> 00:15:43,833 - Uh, Captain. - And Buttercup. 228 00:15:43,910 --> 00:15:47,141 All right, folks. Looks like we got one more final contestant here... 229 00:15:47,213 --> 00:15:51,514 so let's really hear it now for the Captain and I'l Buttercup. 230 00:15:51,584 --> 00:15:53,575 - [Cheering] - [ Amplified Blowing ] 231 00:15:53,653 --> 00:15:55,678 - What do you wanna do? -[ Clears Throat] Pinafore. 232 00:15:55,755 --> 00:15:58,019 ♪ [ Piano: Country, Slow Tempo ♪ 233 00:15:58,090 --> 00:16:00,081 Ahhh. 234 00:16:00,159 --> 00:16:03,322 - Very good. Very good. [ Chuckles ] -[ Chuckles] 235 00:16:03,396 --> 00:16:06,661 Jd [ Both Singing Terribly ] 236 00:16:09,502 --> 00:16:11,231 [Man] Oh, no! 237 00:16:11,304 --> 00:16:14,365 - Get 'em off! -Come on! 238 00:16:14,440 --> 00:16:16,033 -[ Laughing ] Shit. - ♪ [Singing Continues ♪ 239 00:16:19,412 --> 00:16:21,346 [Booing] 240 00:16:21,414 --> 00:16:23,439 [ Howling ] 241 00:16:23,516 --> 00:16:26,542 They don't like us any better. 242 00:16:26,619 --> 00:16:31,056 Well, it looks like Lucie Lee ain't gonna be taking home that booby prize after all. 243 00:16:31,123 --> 00:16:33,956 - ♪ [Singing Continues ♪ - [Booing] 244 00:16:34,026 --> 00:16:36,120 [Charlie ] More left hand, Zack! More lefi— 245 00:16:36,195 --> 00:16:38,664 ♪ [Singing Pinafore ] 246 00:16:56,048 --> 00:16:58,574 ♪ [Singing Ends] - Hi, Mag. 271. 247 00:16:58,651 --> 00:17:01,621 - Where is the bathroom? - That way. The room with the toilet in it. 248 00:17:01,687 --> 00:17:03,781 I keep forgetting. Of course! 249 00:17:03,856 --> 00:17:05,984 - Uh-huh. - Yeah. 250 00:17:06,058 --> 00:17:08,083 Okay. Thank you. 251 00:17:08,160 --> 00:17:10,754 You got four calls from Arlene Powers. 252 00:17:10,830 --> 00:17:13,629 - Huh? - Who's Arlene Powers? 253 00:17:13,699 --> 00:17:15,724 Oh. 254 00:17:15,801 --> 00:17:18,395 She's the woman that had the mastectomy. 255 00:17:18,471 --> 00:17:20,906 [ Dialing Phone Number] 256 00:17:20,973 --> 00:17:23,032 - Four? - [ Continues Dialing ] 257 00:17:25,344 --> 00:17:27,540 Arlene? Dr. Elliot. 258 00:17:29,849 --> 00:17:33,183 Arlene. Arlene, settle down. 259 00:17:33,252 --> 00:17:35,482 Stay right there. I'll be over in 10 minutes. 260 00:17:36,822 --> 00:17:38,813 [Sighs] Damnit! 261 00:17:38,891 --> 00:17:41,792 [Sighs] Her husband left her. 262 00:17:41,861 --> 00:17:46,765 That night in bed, he stayed so close to the edge, I thought he was gonna fall off. 263 00:17:46,832 --> 00:17:50,063 I must've lost my knack, huh? 264 00:17:51,203 --> 00:17:53,365 Huh, Doc? 265 00:17:53,439 --> 00:17:56,534 What do you think? 266 00:17:56,609 --> 00:17:59,442 You think I lost my knack? You think that's what did it? 267 00:17:59,512 --> 00:18:02,812 What do you think? Oh, shut up! I don't need your false comfort! 268 00:18:02,882 --> 00:18:07,285 Why didn't you level with me in the first place? Why did you get my hopes up? 269 00:18:13,426 --> 00:18:15,724 [ Exhales Deeply] Damn! 270 00:18:31,577 --> 00:18:34,103 [ Chattering ] 271 00:18:56,902 --> 00:19:00,600 - Howdy. Where you headed? - I'm on my way home. 272 00:19:00,673 --> 00:19:02,664 Wanna stop by for a drink? 273 00:19:04,610 --> 00:19:06,669 Hopin. 274 00:19:10,516 --> 00:19:12,541 - Names Ken. - Frank. 275 00:19:12,618 --> 00:19:14,677 How you doin'? 276 00:19:16,355 --> 00:19:18,449 I live two blocks from here. 277 00:19:22,461 --> 00:19:25,021 Hey. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Uh— 278 00:19:27,767 --> 00:19:29,758 I'm sorry. [Sighs] 279 00:19:29,835 --> 00:19:32,031 - 1 made a mistake. I'm sorry. - Okay. 280 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:36,039 Okay. Some other time, huh? 281 00:19:36,108 --> 00:19:38,167 Catch you around. 282 00:19:45,184 --> 00:19:48,313 Jd [Tapping Out Tune] 283 00:19:56,962 --> 00:19:59,659 ♪ [ Strikes Dissonant Notes I 284 00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:06,729 ♪ [Tapping Out Tune] 285 00:20:15,715 --> 00:20:18,275 Mm. 286 00:20:18,350 --> 00:20:21,479 - Hi. - [ Exhales Deeply] Hi. 287 00:20:21,554 --> 00:20:25,718 ♪ [ Movie Soundtrack: Melodramatic I 288 00:20:35,935 --> 00:20:38,029 [Claire] “Don't look at me like that, darling.” 289 00:20:38,104 --> 00:20:40,436 Darling, don't look at me like that. 290 00:20:40,506 --> 00:20:42,531 - Close. -Mm-hmm. 291 00:20:42,608 --> 00:20:44,633 “Why didn't you tell me?” 292 00:20:44,710 --> 00:20:47,839 - Why didn't you tell me? - [Claire ] “If it had to be one of us— 293 00:20:47,913 --> 00:20:50,041 - Ifit had to happen to one of Lis— - “Why'd it have to be you?” 294 00:20:50,116 --> 00:20:52,210 - Why did it have to be you? - “Did it have to be you.” 295 00:20:52,284 --> 00:20:54,378 - Ohhh. - [Claire Mumbles I 296 00:20:54,453 --> 00:20:56,478 [Zack] “It was nobody's fault but my own.” 297 00:20:56,555 --> 00:20:58,546 It was nobody's fault but my own. 298 00:20:58,624 --> 00:21:01,321 -[ Woman Sobs ] -“l was looking up.” 299 00:21:01,393 --> 00:21:03,384 [Woman] I was looking up. 300 00:21:03,462 --> 00:21:05,487 - “It was the nearest”— - “It was the closest— nearest thing to heaven.” 301 00:21:05,564 --> 00:21:07,555 [Woman] It was the nearest thing to heaven. 302 00:21:07,633 --> 00:21:09,567 - “You were there.” - You were there. 303 00:21:11,604 --> 00:21:13,663 - Oh, darling. - [Claire ] “Don't— Don't worry, darling.” 304 00:21:13,739 --> 00:21:15,730 Don't— Don't worry, darling. 305 00:21:15,808 --> 00:21:18,402 - If you can paint— - “If you can paint... 306 00:21:18,477 --> 00:21:20,502 - 1 canwalk.” -I can walk. 307 00:21:20,579 --> 00:21:23,014 - Anything— -“Anything's possible, don't you think so?” 308 00:21:23,082 --> 00:21:24,743 -[ Man] Yes, darling. - “Yes, darling.” 309 00:21:24,817 --> 00:21:27,514 - [Claire ] “Yes, yes.” - Yes, yes. 310 00:21:27,586 --> 00:21:29,748 [Claire] I love that movie. 311 00:21:33,225 --> 00:21:36,752 - JW [Chorus I - Mm. 312 00:21:36,829 --> 00:21:40,993 -[Yawns] - SW [Ends] 313 00:21:42,067 --> 00:21:44,900 [Man] The great love of my life was Melanie Franklin. 314 00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:48,702 She was the only other person I know who could sit through six movies in one day. 315 00:21:48,774 --> 00:21:52,404 We would start about 2:00 in the afternoon and go through the night. 316 00:21:53,946 --> 00:21:56,779 I wanted to marry her. 317 00:21:56,849 --> 00:21:59,318 She wanted to go to grad school. 318 00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:04,715 I could never understand why she picked school over me. 319 00:22:04,790 --> 00:22:08,055 well, I mean, now [ can, I suppose, buit— 320 00:22:08,127 --> 00:22:10,858 Anyway, it took me a while to get over it. 321 00:22:13,299 --> 00:22:17,293 1 still haven't found anyone like her, even with all the movie freaks around. 322 00:22:18,771 --> 00:22:21,035 [ Exhales Deeply] 323 00:22:23,008 --> 00:22:26,603 You know, I sometimes wonder what my life would be like today... 324 00:22:26,679 --> 00:22:29,114 ifshe had said yes. 325 00:22:31,483 --> 00:22:33,781 Oh, what the hell. Why wonder? I'm happy. 326 00:22:35,287 --> 00:22:37,449 There's a lot to be said for being single. 327 00:22:47,333 --> 00:22:50,997 ♪ [Disco] 328 00:22:51,070 --> 00:22:53,505 Hey, Danny. Hey, Danny! 329 00:22:53,572 --> 00:22:56,439 - Did you get that part? - Oh, they tell me Tuesday. 330 00:22:56,508 --> 00:22:58,499 - Good luck. - Thanks. 331 00:22:58,577 --> 00:23:01,638 Hey. 332 00:23:01,714 --> 00:23:04,979 - Hey! I thought you were gonna call. - It's been a rough week. 333 00:23:05,050 --> 00:23:07,485 - Next week, huh? - Yeah, sure. 334 00:23:09,421 --> 00:23:11,446 - Hey, Michael. How you doing? - Hi. 335 00:23:11,523 --> 00:23:13,753 Can I have a light beer, Pete? 336 00:23:13,826 --> 00:23:16,022 Tsk. I'm doing lousy. 337 00:23:16,095 --> 00:23:18,120 What's the matter? 338 00:23:18,197 --> 00:23:21,258 See that number in the corner over there— in the red? 339 00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:24,325 I've been cruising him for about an hour, and he won't even look at me. 340 00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:27,703 Hey, what are you wasting your time on that guy for? 341 00:23:27,773 --> 00:23:31,641 Hey, Michael, you look great. You gotta move around though. 342 00:23:31,710 --> 00:23:33,735 So, get going. 343 00:23:49,361 --> 00:23:52,456 ♪ [Disco Continues I 344 00:24:15,554 --> 00:24:17,989 Bart, you're still coming to the party on the 15th, right? 345 00:24:18,057 --> 00:24:20,116 - Right. - Okay. 346 00:24:27,232 --> 00:24:29,826 - What's going on? - Not much. 347 00:24:32,638 --> 00:24:35,073 - My name's Bart. -I'm Timmy. 348 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:43,278 - How come you won't spend the night? - Maybe next time. 349 00:24:45,784 --> 00:24:48,116 What kind of stuff do you write? 350 00:24:48,187 --> 00:24:50,884 I don't know. All different kinds of stuff. 351 00:24:50,956 --> 00:24:54,358 - Anything I've heard of? - Probably not. 352 00:24:56,195 --> 00:24:58,630 You know what I could go for right now? 353 00:24:58,697 --> 00:25:02,031 A big fat hamburger with chili sauce. 354 00:25:02,101 --> 00:25:05,799 -You wanna go get one? - [Chuckles ] You're crazy. 355 00:25:05,871 --> 00:25:08,033 You know what time it is? 356 00:25:09,108 --> 00:25:11,099 Can we get together again? 357 00:25:13,846 --> 00:25:16,372 Why not? 358 00:25:16,448 --> 00:25:18,507 Let me give you my number. 359 00:25:26,859 --> 00:25:29,089 Will you call? 360 00:25:29,161 --> 00:25:30,822 Sure. 361 00:26:01,260 --> 00:26:04,321 [Bart Narrating ] There was this guy at Columbia— the college, not the studio. 362 00:26:04,396 --> 00:26:07,127 And he was something of a legend with women. 363 00:26:07,199 --> 00:26:10,601 And he used to score five nights out of the week... 364 00:26:10,669 --> 00:26:13,297 with the most beautiful coeds on campus. 365 00:26:13,372 --> 00:26:15,363 A different one every night. 366 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:23,510 Mm. 367 00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:27,041 [Bart Narrating ] The only thing was, he wasn't particularly good-looking. 368 00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:31,648 And, ub, I know he wasn't rich. 369 00:26:31,723 --> 00:26:34,658 And word had it that he was even a little, uh... 370 00:26:34,726 --> 00:26:37,752 shall we say, “short-changed”? 371 00:26:47,139 --> 00:26:49,369 [Woman In Movie, indistinct I 372 00:26:49,441 --> 00:26:52,570 [Man In Movie] When will you be back? 373 00:26:52,644 --> 00:26:54,635 [Woman] I don't know. 374 00:26:56,115 --> 00:26:58,209 Maybe never. 375 00:26:59,451 --> 00:27:02,716 Tell me about the Raintree. 376 00:27:02,788 --> 00:27:05,985 - Where did you hear about that? - You think you'll ever find it? 377 00:27:06,058 --> 00:27:08,755 [Man] You don't think it's a joke? 378 00:27:08,827 --> 00:27:11,262 [Bart Narrating] Well, then finally one day... 379 00:27:11,330 --> 00:27:14,595 someone went up to him and asked him how he got away with it. 380 00:27:14,666 --> 00:27:18,193 I mean, what he had that no one else seemed to have. 381 00:27:18,270 --> 00:27:21,763 And he looked him right in the eye... 382 00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:24,275 and he said, very proudly... 383 00:27:25,511 --> 00:27:27,639 “Imagination.” 384 00:27:32,451 --> 00:27:35,682 Ah. Mr. McGuire. I'm Dr. Elliot. What can I do for you? 385 00:27:35,754 --> 00:27:39,019 - Where's Dr. Bloom? - He's on vacation. I'm covering for him. 386 00:27:39,091 --> 00:27:41,287 That's funny. They didn't tell me that when I called. 387 00:27:41,360 --> 00:27:44,022 Well, we like surprises, Mr. McGuire. 388 00:27:44,096 --> 00:27:46,292 What's with this “Mr. McGuire”? 389 00:27:46,365 --> 00:27:49,027 - How old are you anyway? -I'm 30. 390 00:27:49,101 --> 00:27:51,729 - A 30-year-old doctor? -Mm-hmm. 391 00:27:51,803 --> 00:27:53,965 Ah. Dr. Jekyll or Dr. Dolittle. 392 00:27:54,039 --> 00:27:56,736 Now, those guys were doctors. 393 00:27:56,808 --> 00:27:58,799 So, what can we do for you today? 394 00:27:58,877 --> 00:28:00,902 Oh. I'm just here for a little checkup. 395 00:28:00,979 --> 00:28:04,438 Ah. Well, come on around the table. Just sit here on the end. 396 00:28:04,516 --> 00:28:06,610 You can leave your jacket right here. 397 00:28:08,887 --> 00:28:10,912 Well, it says here on your chart... 398 00:28:10,989 --> 00:28:13,424 you just had a complete physical four months ago. 399 00:28:13,492 --> 00:28:15,483 I like to be on the safe side. 400 00:28:15,561 --> 00:28:18,622 Ah. Well, has anything changed since you were here last? 401 00:28:18,697 --> 00:28:20,927 Any new symptoms that I should know about? 402 00:28:20,999 --> 00:28:23,229 No. Matter of fact, I feel pretty good. 403 00:28:23,302 --> 00:28:25,293 Okay. Well, we'll just take a look. 404 00:28:27,472 --> 00:28:29,463 Careful, McGuire. That is not a toy. 405 00:28:32,044 --> 00:28:35,503 Hey, Doc. I can't hear anything. 406 00:28:35,581 --> 00:28:39,040 Maybe they're right. Maybe I don't have a heart. 407 00:28:41,653 --> 00:28:44,679 - Doctors— they bring out the best in me. - Yeah, I can see that. 408 00:28:44,756 --> 00:28:46,986 Would you turn to the right, please? 409 00:28:47,059 --> 00:28:50,518 Okay. Very good. 410 00:28:50,596 --> 00:28:52,690 And to the left. 411 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:56,991 That's fine. 412 00:28:58,337 --> 00:29:00,533 Now, look straight ahead. 413 00:29:00,606 --> 00:29:02,631 Just, uh, pick a spot on the wall... 414 00:29:02,708 --> 00:29:05,143 and don't look directly at the light, okay? 415 00:29:05,210 --> 00:29:07,201 Straight ahead now. 416 00:29:07,279 --> 00:29:09,714 I read your first book. 417 00:29:09,781 --> 00:29:13,775 - Straight ahead. Final Reunion. That was your first book, wasn't it? - That's right. 418 00:29:13,852 --> 00:29:17,516 - Good tough writing. - Thanks, Doc. 419 00:29:17,589 --> 00:29:20,559 I've been meaning to read the others. Open up now. 420 00:29:20,626 --> 00:29:22,651 And give me an “Ahhh.” 421 00:29:22,728 --> 00:29:25,288 - Ahhh. - Thank you. 422 00:29:27,532 --> 00:29:29,523 Okay. Roll up this sleeve. 423 00:29:29,601 --> 00:29:32,093 - What for? - I'm just gonna take your blood pressure. 424 00:29:33,372 --> 00:29:36,535 Really, I feel pretty good, Doc. 425 00:29:36,608 --> 00:29:38,702 - 1 swim about a mile every day. - Oh, yeah? 426 00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:41,405 Take lots of vitamins, don't eat any fried foods. 427 00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:43,710 Look at that stomach. Hard as a rock. 428 00:29:43,782 --> 00:29:47,912 - That's great. You do any drugs? - Why, you got any to sell? 429 00:29:47,986 --> 00:29:50,045 Very funny. 430 00:29:50,122 --> 00:29:53,092 Actually, I'm very conscious about not fucking up my system. 431 00:29:53,158 --> 00:29:57,061 - [Air Pumping] - I'll smoke a little dope once in a while. 432 00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:58,630 Maybe a line or two of coke. 433 00:29:58,630 --> 00:29:59,756 Maybe a line or two of coke. 434 00:29:59,831 --> 00:30:02,391 A Quaalude or two now and then. 435 00:30:02,467 --> 00:30:04,492 Maybe a Percodan once in a while. 436 00:30:04,569 --> 00:30:06,867 A little acid. 437 00:30:06,938 --> 00:30:10,966 But if you mean am I into drugs, no way. 438 00:30:12,344 --> 00:30:15,075 Okay. You can roll the sleeve down now. 439 00:30:16,315 --> 00:30:18,340 - Hey, Doc. -Mm-hmm? 440 00:30:18,417 --> 00:30:21,011 As long as I'm here, could you take a look at something over here? 441 00:30:21,086 --> 00:30:24,579 - Sure. - This is something I saw the other night. 442 00:30:24,656 --> 00:30:27,091 Uh, it's sorta swollen up, and it hasn't gone away. 443 00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:29,560 - See that right there? -Yep. 444 00:30:29,628 --> 00:30:32,529 -It's a tumor, isn't it? - No. It's not a tumor. 445 00:30:32,597 --> 00:30:35,225 - Lymph node? - An ingrown hair. 446 00:30:35,300 --> 00:30:37,291 Are you sure it's not a tumor, Doc? 447 00:30:37,369 --> 00:30:40,737 Well, if you'd like, I could call in Dr. Dolittle for a second opinion. 448 00:30:40,806 --> 00:30:43,207 You mean it can just swell up like that? 449 00:30:43,275 --> 00:30:45,369 Yeah. Don't worry about it. Happens all the time. 450 00:30:45,444 --> 00:30:48,106 - Go home and write. - [ Exhales Deeply] 451 00:30:48,180 --> 00:30:50,740 Great. No more anxiety. 452 00:30:50,816 --> 00:30:53,251 How am I supposed to get through the rest of the day? 453 00:30:53,318 --> 00:30:56,720 - Just have a long lunch. - [ Huffs ] Who eats lunch? 454 00:30:56,788 --> 00:30:59,382 Well, I do, and I'd like to get out of here. 455 00:31:01,159 --> 00:31:03,651 As a matter of fact, I am feeling kinda hungry. 456 00:31:05,697 --> 00:31:07,563 [ Chattering ] 457 00:31:07,632 --> 00:31:10,260 - [Zack ] You from New York? - [Bart ] Queens. 458 00:31:10,335 --> 00:31:13,600 That's where people from the Bronx go when they wanna move to the country. 459 00:31:13,672 --> 00:31:15,663 [Zack] How long you been out here? 460 00:31:15,741 --> 00:31:18,176 I came out after I graduated Columbia. 461 00:31:18,243 --> 00:31:21,577 I figured as long as I had to suffer, I might as well get a tan. 462 00:31:23,882 --> 00:31:25,907 The bun's not gonna kill you, you know. 463 00:31:25,984 --> 00:31:28,612 - White flour— poison. - Mm. 464 00:31:28,687 --> 00:31:32,146 It's not white flour. Seven-grain stone-ground wheat. 465 00:31:32,224 --> 00:31:35,023 [ Chuckles] Gimme a break, Doc. 466 00:31:35,093 --> 00:31:37,994 If I say this is poison, this is poison. 467 00:31:39,030 --> 00:31:41,021 You see a shrink? 468 00:31:41,099 --> 00:31:43,932 - What is that, a question or a suggestion? - Mm. 469 00:31:44,002 --> 00:31:48,530 So, tell me about you and your wife. How long you been married? 470 00:31:50,375 --> 00:31:53,003 - Eight years. - Got any kids? 471 00:31:53,078 --> 00:31:56,207 - No, not yet. - That's along time to wait. 472 00:31:56,281 --> 00:31:59,717 Well, we— we wanted to get our careers going first. 473 00:31:59,785 --> 00:32:02,186 What about you? You, uh— You see anyone? 474 00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:04,552 Sure. I see a lot of people. 475 00:32:05,791 --> 00:32:08,453 - Eight years, huh? -Mm-hmm. 476 00:32:09,861 --> 00:32:11,727 Hmm. 477 00:32:11,797 --> 00:32:15,961 The money for these cookies will help send needy children to camp. 478 00:32:16,034 --> 00:32:19,060 Please help us out. Please, friends. 479 00:32:19,137 --> 00:32:21,572 Hey! What's the matter with you people? 480 00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:24,701 - Can't you see this poor girl is asking for your help? -[ Mumbling ] 481 00:32:24,776 --> 00:32:26,801 Are you gonna let her down? 482 00:32:26,878 --> 00:32:29,074 Is that the American way? 483 00:32:29,147 --> 00:32:31,479 Come on. Dig into those pockets! 484 00:32:31,550 --> 00:32:34,986 Send these kids to camp! Send this girl here home with a smile! 485 00:32:35,053 --> 00:32:37,681 Come on! Fork it over! 486 00:32:37,756 --> 00:32:42,489 Thanks a lot, big shot. You just lost me two customers. 487 00:32:42,561 --> 00:32:45,496 Why don't you stick around? Maybe you'll scare off the rest of the city. 488 00:32:47,732 --> 00:32:49,928 Hey. Come on in here. I wanna show you something. 489 00:32:50,001 --> 00:32:52,868 -I can't. I gotta be downtown at the clinic by 2:00. - Aw, come on. 490 00:32:52,938 --> 00:32:55,236 This will only take a second. Come on. 491 00:33:16,928 --> 00:33:20,159 - You know, I really didn't mean for you to buy that. - Sure, you did. 492 00:33:21,533 --> 00:33:24,400 Tell me, how much of this do you get? 493 00:33:24,469 --> 00:33:27,097 I just spent it on the burger back there. 494 00:33:27,172 --> 00:33:29,607 Hey, you want me to write something init? 495 00:33:29,674 --> 00:33:32,803 Someday. I enjoyed the lunch. 496 00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:37,073 Sure thing, Doc. 497 00:33:37,148 --> 00:33:39,139 [Claire Narrating] When I was in the fifth grade... 498 00:33:39,217 --> 00:33:42,482 1 had this gorgeous teacher, Mr. Canizarro. 499 00:33:42,554 --> 00:33:44,989 1 had an enormous crush on him. 500 00:33:45,056 --> 00:33:49,391 And every morning, uh, I would stand in the same spot... 501 00:33:49,461 --> 00:33:53,227 and he would walk by me and say, “Ready for a happy day, princess?” 502 00:33:57,569 --> 00:34:00,630 [Claire Narrating] I used to dream that when I grew up... 503 00:34:00,705 --> 00:34:04,164 we'd get married and live happily ever after. 504 00:34:07,312 --> 00:34:13,251 Valentine's Day, I made this giant heart out of crepe paper. 505 00:34:13,318 --> 00:34:15,946 And I was about to give it to him... 506 00:34:16,021 --> 00:34:20,015 when he announced to the class that... 507 00:34:20,091 --> 00:34:22,526 [Sighs] he was getting married. 508 00:34:24,262 --> 00:34:26,253 Iwas crushed. 509 00:34:28,033 --> 00:34:31,594 [Chuckles I I wasn't what you'd call... 510 00:34:31,670 --> 00:34:33,661 an “understanding kid”... 511 00:34:33,738 --> 00:34:38,039 where, uh, romance was concerned. 512 00:34:38,109 --> 00:34:41,374 [ Sniffs I Crepe paper is a bitch to tear. 513 00:34:58,763 --> 00:35:00,993 Mm. I'm worried about it, Claire. 514 00:35:01,066 --> 00:35:04,229 What are you worried about? Ifit doesn't work, we just dump it. 515 00:35:04,302 --> 00:35:06,964 - But lets at least give it a shot. - Out of the question. 516 00:35:07,038 --> 00:35:09,234 You're dreaming, honey. No one's going to watch... 517 00:35:09,307 --> 00:35:12,800 a weekly anthology of great American plays, not on network prime-time. 518 00:35:12,877 --> 00:35:14,902 They'd rather watch junk. 519 00:35:14,980 --> 00:35:18,006 We can change that. Look, it's our fault. 520 00:35:18,083 --> 00:35:21,144 They want junk because we've taught them to want junk. 521 00:35:21,219 --> 00:35:23,984 If we give them quality, if we give them a choice... 522 00:35:24,055 --> 00:35:26,046 and if we present it in the right way... 523 00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,149 we can teach them to want something better. 524 00:35:28,226 --> 00:35:31,218 I'm not talking Shakespeare. I'm just talking quality. 525 00:35:31,296 --> 00:35:34,061 Did they watch Olivier and Joanne Woodward in Come Back, Little Sheba? 526 00:35:34,132 --> 00:35:38,035 It was the lowest-rated program of the week. I don't think it did a 15 share. 527 00:35:38,103 --> 00:35:40,538 Well, it was on New Year's Eve, wasn't it, Marty? 528 00:35:40,605 --> 00:35:43,404 Now, what about Playhouse 90? 529 00:35:44,943 --> 00:35:47,844 Mm. 530 00:35:47,912 --> 00:35:50,609 Don't you have any respect for the public mentality? 531 00:35:50,682 --> 00:35:53,674 - Honey, what mentality? - A flexible one, Donald. 532 00:35:53,752 --> 00:35:58,349 We have the power and resources to raise it to whatever we want and we're not even trying! 533 00:35:58,423 --> 00:36:00,414 Donald, stop calling me “honey.” 534 00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:03,689 I think she belongs back at P.B.S. 535 00:36:03,762 --> 00:36:08,256 No. I don't wanna go back to P.B.S. 536 00:36:08,333 --> 00:36:11,303 They don't need me at P.B.S., damn it. 537 00:36:17,108 --> 00:36:19,099 - How'd it go? - Down the drain. 538 00:36:19,177 --> 00:36:21,202 - Harrington called. Says it's important. - Oh. 539 00:36:21,279 --> 00:36:25,546 Yeah. He probably wants another pilot on sex and corruption among the rich. 540 00:36:26,685 --> 00:36:28,779 Get Zack for me, will you? 541 00:36:36,961 --> 00:36:39,191 [Sighs] 542 00:36:50,709 --> 00:36:53,735 Wait. Don't tell me. He's, uh... 543 00:36:53,812 --> 00:36:58,579 not back from lunch yet, not at home... and not at the clinic. 544 00:37:04,656 --> 00:37:07,682 Third time this week. 545 00:37:07,759 --> 00:37:10,888 - JW [Disco] - [ Noisy Chattering ] 546 00:37:13,832 --> 00:37:15,891 [ Speaking, Indistinct ] 547 00:37:20,705 --> 00:37:23,402 ♪ [Disco Continues I 548 00:37:28,913 --> 00:37:32,042 [ Chattering Continues ] 549 00:38:03,782 --> 00:38:05,876 How ya doin'? 550 00:38:08,486 --> 00:38:11,148 - I'm okay. - You work around here? 551 00:38:11,222 --> 00:38:13,384 No, no. 552 00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:18,257 - What are you drinking? - Scotch. 553 00:38:28,406 --> 00:38:30,465 Excuse me. 554 00:38:33,077 --> 00:38:36,172 I think I left my, uh— my keys in my car. Excuse me. 555 00:38:43,188 --> 00:38:46,317 ♪ [Operetta] 556 00:39:15,186 --> 00:39:17,211 Are you okay? 557 00:39:17,288 --> 00:39:19,723 Sure. Come on. [ Kisses] 558 00:39:19,791 --> 00:39:21,885 - Let's get dressed. - We've got time. 559 00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:24,657 We're supposed to be there at 8:00. You know my father if we're not on time. 560 00:39:24,729 --> 00:39:26,754 - We'll be on time. - That's what you always say. 561 00:39:26,831 --> 00:39:28,822 It takes you an hour to get ready, we're late, and he blames me. 562 00:39:28,900 --> 00:39:31,426 Zack, you wanna tell me what's wrong? 563 00:39:31,502 --> 00:39:34,597 There's nothing wrong. I'm just trying to avoid an unnecessary reprimand. 564 00:39:34,672 --> 00:39:37,004 Oh, come on. Look. I know your father. He's harmless. 565 00:39:37,075 --> 00:39:39,100 What do you know about my father? You don't even know your own father. 566 00:39:39,177 --> 00:39:41,373 - You talk to him twice a year! -Stopit. 567 00:39:44,082 --> 00:39:46,676 I'm sorry. [Sighs] 568 00:39:46,751 --> 00:39:49,743 I'm sorry. 569 00:39:49,821 --> 00:39:52,847 Just in a lousy mood, I guess. I'm sorry. 570 00:39:52,924 --> 00:39:55,291 Are you sure you don't wanna talk about it? 571 00:39:55,360 --> 00:40:00,025 There's nothing to talk about. II— Rough day, that's all. 572 00:40:01,699 --> 00:40:03,997 - Okay. - Come on. Up and at ‘em. 573 00:40:05,503 --> 00:40:07,494 Come on. We gotta go to dinner. 574 00:40:07,572 --> 00:40:09,597 - We gotta get some meat on these bones. - Don't tickle me! 575 00:40:09,674 --> 00:40:11,665 - Don't tickle me! - Come on! Meat on these bones! 576 00:40:11,743 --> 00:40:13,768 - You're too skinny! We gotta fatten you up! - It makes me mad! 577 00:40:13,845 --> 00:40:16,837 Well, I'm concentrating on the Romantic poets... 578 00:40:16,915 --> 00:40:18,940 primarily Shelley. 579 00:40:19,017 --> 00:40:21,782 I'm sure you're rereading Virgil, if only as a foundation. 580 00:40:21,853 --> 00:40:24,481 Actually, I'm using Milton as a foundation. 581 00:40:24,555 --> 00:40:27,718 I think you'll find Milton used Virgil as a foundation. 582 00:40:27,792 --> 00:40:32,286 Ah. 1 can see how seriously you're taking this Ph.D. business. 583 00:40:32,363 --> 00:40:34,354 I'll have two sons the doctors. 584 00:40:34,432 --> 00:40:36,867 The internist and the externist. [ Chuckles] 585 00:40:36,935 --> 00:40:39,165 So, how is the— the new guy working out? 586 00:40:39,237 --> 00:40:41,228 - Alan Milgrom? - Yeah. 587 00:40:41,306 --> 00:40:43,331 - Oh, he's coming along fine. - Good. 588 00:40:43,408 --> 00:40:45,399 It'll take time, of course. 589 00:40:45,476 --> 00:40:47,808 I, um, had to take him off a case. 590 00:40:47,879 --> 00:40:52,146 - That's too bad. How come? - He made five errors on the first set of contracts. 591 00:40:52,216 --> 00:40:54,207 Dad, the guy's fresh out of law school. 592 00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:56,253 Why don't you just give him a break? 593 00:40:59,257 --> 00:41:02,887 What if you had a patient with, uh, leukemia? 594 00:41:02,961 --> 00:41:05,225 He showed symptoms and you did a— 595 00:41:05,296 --> 00:41:07,321 - What, white-cell count? - That's right. 596 00:41:07,398 --> 00:41:09,765 But your new lab technician misread it. 597 00:41:09,834 --> 00:41:11,859 So that you diagnosed anemia... 598 00:41:11,936 --> 00:41:15,201 and your patient died without receiving treatment. 599 00:41:15,273 --> 00:41:17,332 Would you put the error down to inexperience... 600 00:41:17,408 --> 00:41:20,537 and permit the technician to continue, possibly misread again? 601 00:41:20,611 --> 00:41:22,739 It's not the same thing. 602 00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:25,340 Now you're talking about a human life, not a contract. 603 00:41:25,416 --> 00:41:29,512 Performance is performance. You have to instill that in the people who work for you. 604 00:41:29,587 --> 00:41:31,783 Ifyou can't, you have no business assuming responsibility. 605 00:41:33,524 --> 00:41:36,118 Would anyone care for any more meat? 606 00:41:36,194 --> 00:41:41,098 - Pam? - No. Thanks, Christine. I'm fine. 607 00:41:41,165 --> 00:41:45,363 I've already put Alan on another job— newspaper monopoly. 608 00:41:45,436 --> 00:41:48,599 Matter of fact, we're flying to Milwaukee on Saturday for a week. 609 00:41:48,673 --> 00:41:50,937 - This coming Saturday? - Mm. 610 00:41:51,009 --> 00:41:55,207 What about dinner? 611 00:41:55,279 --> 00:41:59,477 - Dinner? - You're supposed to come see what we've done to the house. 612 00:41:59,550 --> 00:42:03,680 Oh. I'm sorry, Zack. Well, we'll have to do that the following week. 613 00:42:04,956 --> 00:42:07,186 - Okay. -Sure. 614 00:42:18,703 --> 00:42:21,001 [ Dialing Phone Number] 615 00:42:23,508 --> 00:42:26,341 [ Exhales Deeply] 616 00:42:26,411 --> 00:42:29,904 Bart? Zack Elliot. How you doing? 617 00:42:29,981 --> 00:42:32,177 I was just calling to, uh— 618 00:42:32,250 --> 00:42:34,548 to find out if your famous tumor went away. 619 00:42:36,220 --> 00:42:39,087 You see? What did I tell you? 620 00:42:39,157 --> 00:42:43,219 Look, I was, uh, wondering if maybe you wanted to grab some dinner tonight. 621 00:42:45,196 --> 00:42:50,100 Great. How about, uh, 8:00 at, uh, La Masia? 622 00:42:52,503 --> 00:42:54,494 I'll see you then. 623 00:42:58,543 --> 00:43:00,602 [Hangs Up Phone Softly] 624 00:43:07,085 --> 00:43:10,214 - [ Picks Up Phone ] - [ Dialing Phone Number] 625 00:43:13,558 --> 00:43:15,549 Susan? It's Zack. Hi. 626 00:43:15,626 --> 00:43:19,187 Um, is Claire busy? Thanks. 627 00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:24,328 Hello. 628 00:43:24,402 --> 00:43:26,393 Great. 629 00:43:29,207 --> 00:43:31,198 Oh? 630 00:43:35,446 --> 00:43:37,437 Sure. 631 00:43:40,218 --> 00:43:42,209 Yeah. See you later. 632 00:43:42,286 --> 00:43:44,414 [Hangs Up Phone ] 633 00:43:53,998 --> 00:43:57,059 Oh, she married some guy she met in grad school. 634 00:43:57,135 --> 00:44:00,161 Well, I really haven't been involved with anybody since then. 635 00:44:01,739 --> 00:44:04,367 Come on. [ Chuckles] Come on. 636 00:44:04,442 --> 00:44:06,433 I'm a famous writer, my boy. 637 00:44:06,511 --> 00:44:08,741 I have a reputation to live up to. That takes time. 638 00:44:08,813 --> 00:44:11,043 That takes concentration. 639 00:44:11,115 --> 00:44:16,451 No time for frivolous liaisons or forced encounters. 640 00:44:16,521 --> 00:44:18,751 Sure. 641 00:44:18,823 --> 00:44:23,954 What, you can't accept the idea that someone might wanna be alone? 642 00:44:24,028 --> 00:44:27,931 Well, not when you try that hard to make a case for it, no. 643 00:44:27,999 --> 00:44:31,060 Aha. And you have the consummate marriage. 644 00:44:31,135 --> 00:44:33,763 No. I didn't say that. 645 00:44:33,838 --> 00:44:36,273 We've been together eight years. 646 00:44:36,340 --> 00:44:38,968 - So have me and these boots. - Oh, yeah? 647 00:44:39,043 --> 00:44:41,876 - Uh-huh. - Well, I hope you're very happy together. 648 00:44:46,150 --> 00:44:48,983 So, where do you go to meet people? 649 00:44:49,053 --> 00:44:51,522 I don't know. Around. 650 00:44:52,657 --> 00:44:54,648 You always wanted to write? 651 00:44:54,725 --> 00:44:56,750 Before I could speak. 652 00:44:56,827 --> 00:44:58,818 I used to write these amazing short stories— 653 00:44:58,896 --> 00:45:02,958 really salacious— all about adultery and incest. 654 00:45:03,034 --> 00:45:05,662 Can you imagine a 10-year-old kid writing about incest? 655 00:45:07,838 --> 00:45:11,297 I used to have the brother and sister doing it under the lemonade stand. 656 00:45:13,811 --> 00:45:15,905 You ever want a family? 657 00:45:16,981 --> 00:45:19,848 Not really. 658 00:45:19,917 --> 00:45:23,615 I used to. I had the whole picture. 659 00:45:23,688 --> 00:45:26,123 A big ol' house in the country. 660 00:45:26,190 --> 00:45:28,386 Couple of Irish setters. You know. 661 00:45:30,361 --> 00:45:34,457 It's still possible. It's not like you're 80 or anything. 662 00:45:34,532 --> 00:45:37,160 Somehow, I just don't think it's in the cards. 663 00:45:38,736 --> 00:45:41,330 [ Blows] I don't know. 664 00:45:41,405 --> 00:45:45,103 I, uh— I've been through alot of changes. 665 00:45:45,176 --> 00:45:48,874 - Oh, yeah? What kind of changes? - You know. Changes. 666 00:45:48,946 --> 00:45:52,883 I don't know. Why don't you tell me? 667 00:45:52,950 --> 00:45:54,884 - What are you trying to get at? - Jd [Jazz] 668 00:45:54,952 --> 00:45:56,886 What are you trying to get at? 669 00:45:56,954 --> 00:45:58,444 - Me? - Yeah. 670 00:45:58,522 --> 00:46:00,513 - I'm not trying to get at anything. - Oh, no? 671 00:46:00,591 --> 00:46:04,494 - You brought it up. - Well, I just meant that I'm happy, that's all. 672 00:46:04,562 --> 00:46:06,997 - Ah. - What about you, pal? 673 00:46:07,064 --> 00:46:09,499 - You happy? - Ahh. 674 00:46:09,567 --> 00:46:12,036 For the most part, yeah. 675 00:46:12,103 --> 00:46:14,094 Oh, yeah? What about the other part? 676 00:46:17,208 --> 00:46:18,937 What are you grinning at? 677 00:46:20,077 --> 00:46:22,068 [ Chuckles] I don't know. 678 00:46:22,146 --> 00:46:25,776 I just find a certain charm in your confusion. 679 00:46:28,452 --> 00:46:30,750 Okay. I've got, uh— 680 00:46:30,821 --> 00:46:33,882 I've got a few mysteries. Big deal. Doesn't everybody? 681 00:46:33,958 --> 00:46:36,893 Oh, I love a mystery. 682 00:46:36,961 --> 00:46:38,986 So, are you solving them? 683 00:46:39,063 --> 00:46:41,464 Do you solve yours? 684 00:46:42,733 --> 00:46:44,929 -I never said I had any. -No? 685 00:46:47,471 --> 00:46:52,170 Okay. I admit it. I have done some experimenting. 686 00:46:52,243 --> 00:46:55,213 - Like what? - Alittle bit of everything. 687 00:46:55,279 --> 00:46:58,010 -You name it. -You name it. 688 00:47:00,017 --> 00:47:04,545 Okay. The truth is, I have gotten into alot of different scenes. 689 00:47:04,622 --> 00:47:08,286 I'm a writer. I have to open myself up to new things... 690 00:47:08,359 --> 00:47:11,090 expand my horizons. 691 00:47:13,364 --> 00:47:16,994 - Bart. - Zack? 692 00:47:18,602 --> 00:47:20,798 Why don't you just say it? 693 00:47:22,773 --> 00:47:24,867 I'm gay. 694 00:47:24,942 --> 00:47:26,637 Thank you. 695 00:47:26,711 --> 00:47:29,373 [ Chuckles] You're welcome. 696 00:47:29,447 --> 00:47:34,783 So, tell me about your mysteries, my friend. 697 00:47:34,852 --> 00:47:38,550 - How much longer are you gonna wait? - Wait? 698 00:47:38,622 --> 00:47:41,057 Oh, life's too short to play games. 699 00:47:41,125 --> 00:47:43,321 What are you talking about? 700 00:47:43,394 --> 00:47:45,590 I'm talking about the eyes... 701 00:47:45,663 --> 00:47:49,998 the probing, the impulse to have dinner. 702 00:47:50,067 --> 00:47:52,502 After a while, you develop an instinct, Doc. 703 00:47:53,838 --> 00:47:56,671 You wanna talk about it? 704 00:48:01,312 --> 00:48:03,747 It's easier when you talk about it. 705 00:48:05,082 --> 00:48:07,551 I know. 706 00:48:15,426 --> 00:48:17,417 [Sighs] 707 00:48:18,729 --> 00:48:21,096 [ Exhales Deeply] 708 00:48:21,165 --> 00:48:25,033 So, you read any good books lately? 709 00:48:25,102 --> 00:48:27,332 Hey. I'm married, Bart. 710 00:48:29,707 --> 00:48:33,371 Ifit feels good, do it. 711 00:48:35,045 --> 00:48:37,946 You don't get any points for playing by the rules. 712 00:48:38,015 --> 00:48:40,074 Look. It's not— 713 00:48:42,019 --> 00:48:45,284 It's not as if I'm gay. 714 00:48:45,356 --> 00:48:48,018 I mean, I'm— I'm just curious, you know? 715 00:48:50,394 --> 00:48:54,228 I'm in love with Claire. I don't know what kind of a life I could have without her. 716 00:48:54,298 --> 00:48:57,233 I mean, I love her. I don't wanna be without her. 717 00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:04,534 I'll get some more scotch. 718 00:49:05,576 --> 00:49:09,376 Physician, heal thyself. 719 00:49:13,584 --> 00:49:15,882 Hey. 720 00:49:24,762 --> 00:49:27,254 Are you sure you wanna spoil the mystery? 721 00:50:09,106 --> 00:50:11,165 I'll do that. 722 00:51:59,283 --> 00:52:01,911 - How you doin'? -II'm great. 723 00:52:01,986 --> 00:52:04,819 - How you doing? -I'm great too. 724 00:52:07,825 --> 00:52:09,850 I didn't realize how late it was. 725 00:52:09,927 --> 00:52:12,760 It's not even midnight. 726 00:52:12,830 --> 00:52:15,697 I gotta get up early. 727 00:52:15,766 --> 00:52:17,825 Yeah. Me too. 728 00:52:24,742 --> 00:52:27,575 So, how do you like being a doctor? 729 00:52:27,645 --> 00:52:31,548 [ Huffs ] How do I like being a doctor? 730 00:52:31,615 --> 00:52:33,845 Well, after four years of college... 731 00:52:33,917 --> 00:52:37,581 four of med school, a year of internship, and two of residency... 732 00:52:37,655 --> 00:52:41,353 I'd say I've developed a certain degree of fondness for the profession. 733 00:52:41,425 --> 00:52:43,587 Okay. I was just trying to make conversation. 734 00:52:43,661 --> 00:52:46,426 Yeah? Well, don't exert the energy. You gotta be up early. 735 00:52:46,497 --> 00:52:48,591 So what's with all the sarcasm? 736 00:52:48,666 --> 00:52:50,691 - Forget it. - No. 737 00:52:50,768 --> 00:52:53,032 Let's talk about it. 738 00:52:53,103 --> 00:52:56,129 Okay. I was just expecting alittle more, that's all. 739 00:52:56,206 --> 00:52:58,231 That's always been a problem with me. 740 00:52:58,308 --> 00:53:01,972 Zack, in years to come... 741 00:53:02,046 --> 00:53:05,539 when you talk about this, and you will... 742 00:53:06,817 --> 00:53:09,149 be kind. 743 00:53:10,621 --> 00:53:12,589 I was just trying to make a little joke. 744 00:53:12,656 --> 00:53:15,216 - How do I get out of here? - Where you going, Westwood? 745 00:53:15,292 --> 00:53:18,284 No. That must have been last night's trick. 746 00:53:19,863 --> 00:53:21,695 - Hey. Ease up, will ya? - [Door Slams I 747 00:53:28,739 --> 00:53:32,437 [Bart Narrating ] What did he want from me? What did he want me to be? 748 00:53:32,509 --> 00:53:36,912 Teacher? Tour guide? Father confessor? 749 00:53:38,716 --> 00:53:41,686 [Bart Chuckles I Hey. I don't wanna be anyone's teacher. 750 00:53:41,752 --> 00:53:44,949 1 guess I shouldn't have encouraged him. 751 00:53:45,022 --> 00:53:47,650 I mean, one night, the guy's all ready to move in. 752 00:53:49,593 --> 00:53:52,255 Hey. I mean, who needs it? 753 00:53:52,329 --> 00:53:55,788 You know, / can score five nights out of the week, no problem. 754 00:53:55,866 --> 00:54:00,099 So it's a different person every night. So what? I like diversity. 755 00:54:00,170 --> 00:54:03,902 1 like the challenge, the adventure. 756 00:54:07,745 --> 00:54:09,839 [Zack Sighs ] 757 00:54:12,783 --> 00:54:17,277 I just don't feel like dealing in anyone else's identity crisis, that's all. 758 00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:25,491 [ Vehicle Passes By] 759 00:54:34,671 --> 00:54:36,662 [Knocking] 760 00:54:41,678 --> 00:54:44,204 I got a question to ask. I'm only gonna ask you once. 761 00:54:44,281 --> 00:54:46,272 - You ready? - Shoot. 762 00:54:46,350 --> 00:54:48,375 - Do you walk in your sleep? - What? 763 00:54:48,452 --> 00:54:50,443 Walk in your sleep. Do you sleepwalk? 764 00:54:50,521 --> 00:54:52,546 Does anybody know? Does anybody get the chance to find out? 765 00:54:52,623 --> 00:54:55,388 Hey, wait a minute. What do you want from me anyway? 766 00:54:55,459 --> 00:54:58,918 There are 40 million guys out there, and they're all just waiting for you. 767 00:54:58,996 --> 00:55:02,864 Oh, that's it, huh? One night per person. Those are the rules, huh? 768 00:55:02,933 --> 00:55:04,924 That's right. Those are the rules. 769 00:55:05,002 --> 00:55:07,232 Well, to quote the words of a well-traveled visionary... 770 00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:09,329 “You don't get points for playing by the rules.” 771 00:55:09,406 --> 00:55:12,501 Oh, boy. Talk about visionaries. 772 00:55:12,576 --> 00:55:16,342 You wanna see something badly enough, you see it whether it's there or not. 773 00:55:16,413 --> 00:55:19,815 You were probably shattered to find out that the tooth fairy was really your mother. 774 00:55:23,387 --> 00:55:26,084 Yes, as a matter of fact, I was. 775 00:55:29,860 --> 00:55:33,023 Sowas I. 776 00:55:33,096 --> 00:55:36,532 Let me get back to work, okay? I'm right in the middle of something. 777 00:55:36,600 --> 00:55:38,762 we'll get together later in the week, all right? 778 00:55:43,607 --> 00:55:45,598 Hey, Zack. 779 00:55:48,111 --> 00:55:50,944 How "bout Friday? 780 00:55:56,386 --> 00:56:00,220 - [Winnie ] Oh, he was very tall. - JW Classical I 781 00:56:00,290 --> 00:56:03,920 And his hair was so dark, it glistened in the sunlight. 782 00:56:05,395 --> 00:56:09,161 And I was playing Viola in Twelfth Night. 783 00:56:09,233 --> 00:56:13,898 And one evening, he presented himself at the dressing room door. 784 00:56:13,971 --> 00:56:18,533 Captain, the Honorable Lawrence Hayden-Ford. 785 00:56:18,609 --> 00:56:21,237 A soldier of the sword... 786 00:56:21,311 --> 00:56:23,905 but a slave of the heart. 787 00:56:23,981 --> 00:56:27,417 And he said— [Sighs] 788 00:56:27,484 --> 00:56:29,976 Nothing he said that evening... 789 00:56:30,053 --> 00:56:35,423 moved me more than the verse he recited of one of his poems. 790 00:56:37,661 --> 00:56:40,653 “Farewell, my Dover maiden... 791 00:56:40,731 --> 00:56:45,328 ‘alabaster and [apis lazuli. 792 00:56:45,402 --> 00:56:49,168 “Adieu, channel cliffs of Albion. 793 00:56:49,239 --> 00:56:53,574 And my belle dame, avec merci.” 794 00:56:57,414 --> 00:56:59,542 And you know the rest of the story. 795 00:56:59,616 --> 00:57:02,779 Tell it, Winnie. 796 00:57:05,923 --> 00:57:08,255 Chateau-Thierry. 797 00:57:09,359 --> 00:57:11,453 Hmm? And he never came back. 798 00:57:14,197 --> 00:57:18,759 But... he never died. 799 00:57:22,873 --> 00:57:24,898 Ah, this is it. Here we are. 800 00:57:24,975 --> 00:57:30,539 “Farewell, my Dover maiden, alabaster and lapis lazuli.” 801 00:57:30,614 --> 00:57:33,584 - Can you believe that line? - Oh, come on. Give her a break. 802 00:57:33,650 --> 00:57:37,416 - Oh, I mean, it's a great line for her. - 1 know that's what you meant. 803 00:57:37,487 --> 00:57:40,616 - Did you think I was mocking it? - No, I didn't think you were mocking it. 804 00:57:40,691 --> 00:57:43,319 That's what it sounded like. If she wants to live in a fantasy world... 805 00:57:43,393 --> 00:57:46,590 - then that's up to her. - Come on, Zack, relax. 806 00:57:46,663 --> 00:57:49,792 -I told you I didn't think you were mocking it. - Yes, you did. 807 00:57:49,866 --> 00:57:51,960 I didn't. What is the matter with you? 808 00:57:52,035 --> 00:57:55,005 What's with you? Hey, I'm under alot of pressure at the office. 809 00:57:55,072 --> 00:57:57,837 Bloom is still on vacation. 810 00:58:00,377 --> 00:58:02,778 - Forget it. Lets just go to bed. -I don't wanna go to bed. 811 00:58:02,846 --> 00:58:05,281 - What do you mean? -I mean I don't wanna go to bed. 812 00:58:05,349 --> 00:58:08,512 Fine, don't go to bed. But don't tell me how tired you are in the morning. 813 00:58:08,585 --> 00:58:11,452 What's this? Why do you keep buying toothpaste with stripes? 814 00:58:11,521 --> 00:58:14,456 You know I don't like stripes. How many times do I have to tell you? 815 00:58:14,524 --> 00:58:16,788 I forgot. 816 00:58:16,860 --> 00:58:21,855 What is wrong with a simple, old-fashioned, plain toothpaste? White! 817 00:58:21,932 --> 00:58:24,458 I'll even go blue, as long as it doesn't have goddamn stripes! 818 00:58:24,534 --> 00:58:27,868 Look. Why don't you just do us a favor and buy your own fucking toothpaste? 819 00:58:27,938 --> 00:58:30,669 I will! 820 00:58:33,377 --> 00:58:35,368 - How you doing, Claire? - Morning. 821 00:58:35,445 --> 00:58:38,779 - You look lovely. -I need some time off, Alex. 822 00:58:40,217 --> 00:58:42,379 Personal privilege. 823 00:58:42,452 --> 00:58:44,477 You and Zack? 824 00:58:44,554 --> 00:58:46,545 Yeah. 825 00:58:46,623 --> 00:58:48,614 Timing's bad. 826 00:58:50,861 --> 00:58:53,831 - You've got terrific potential here. - Oh. Well, look. 827 00:58:53,897 --> 00:58:56,559 If I've got it now, won't I have it in a year? 828 00:58:56,633 --> 00:58:58,965 Year? You know the momentum of this business. 829 00:58:59,036 --> 00:59:02,233 A year from now you could walk in and have trouble getting your parking ticket validated. 830 00:59:02,305 --> 00:59:05,536 [Chuckles I Sweetie, be rational. 831 00:59:05,609 --> 00:59:09,477 - You're the sharpest mind I got right now. - Oh, Alex, come on. 832 00:59:09,546 --> 00:59:11,810 What are you talking about? Every time I come up with an idea... 833 00:59:11,882 --> 00:59:14,351 that's fresh or unconventional, I just get shot down. 834 00:59:14,418 --> 00:59:16,887 At least you come up with it. 835 00:59:16,953 --> 00:59:20,014 Look. I didn't come here to express any discontent with my job. 836 00:59:20,090 --> 00:59:22,388 - You want money, more control? - That's not what I'm talking about. 837 00:59:22,459 --> 00:59:25,360 I'm telling you that you can be a head of the network someday. 838 00:59:25,429 --> 00:59:27,523 God knows you could be sitting at this chair by August. 839 00:59:27,597 --> 00:59:32,728 Alex, I'm almost 30. I'm beginning to wonder where I'm gonna be when I'm 40. 840 00:59:32,803 --> 00:59:35,773 Clock's not gonna stop. 841 00:59:35,839 --> 00:59:38,570 I love my work. 842 00:59:38,642 --> 00:59:42,044 But I'm afraid I'm gonna end up going home to an empty bed in an empty house... 843 00:59:42,112 --> 00:59:45,742 with my pilot scripts and my Betamax and all my potential. 844 00:59:51,188 --> 00:59:54,249 Zack and I have a dream. 845 00:59:54,324 --> 00:59:56,952 I need a year. 846 01:00:02,132 --> 01:00:05,796 - I'm gonna make life difficult. - No. Don't say what I think you're gonna say. 847 01:00:05,869 --> 01:00:08,736 - I'm making you head of Program Development. - You bastard. 848 01:00:08,805 --> 01:00:13,242 I put Marty in charge there just temporarily until I could get a replacement for Brinkman. 849 01:00:13,310 --> 01:00:17,110 - You're the best man for the job. - Alex, don't do this to me. 850 01:00:17,180 --> 01:00:20,480 Don't make it sound like I'm sentencing you to Devils Island. 851 01:00:20,550 --> 01:00:24,612 - I'm giving you a shot. - No, you're taking it away, and you know it. 852 01:00:24,688 --> 01:00:27,123 Will you think about it? Please? 853 01:00:28,225 --> 01:00:30,193 Hmm? 854 01:00:32,295 --> 01:00:34,286 [ Chuckles] 855 01:00:35,799 --> 01:00:37,927 Why don't you go to New York this weekend? 856 01:00:38,001 --> 01:00:40,129 Meet the guys. 857 01:00:40,203 --> 01:00:43,696 Talk to Zack. I'm sure he'll support it. 858 01:00:45,475 --> 01:00:49,479 Of course he'll support it. 859 01:00:59,823 --> 01:01:02,520 Claire? 860 01:01:02,592 --> 01:01:05,789 - We gotta talk, Zack. - What is it? What's wrong? 861 01:01:05,862 --> 01:01:08,695 - We need to talk. - Okay, okay. Let's go for a walk. 862 01:01:08,765 --> 01:01:11,132 No, I don't wanna go for a walk. I'm not one of your patients. 863 01:01:11,201 --> 01:01:13,795 - 1 wanna stay right here. - All right. 864 01:01:13,870 --> 01:01:15,861 What? 865 01:01:15,939 --> 01:01:18,567 Harrington made me head of Program Development. 866 01:01:19,876 --> 01:01:22,311 - That's fantastic. -Mm-hmm. 867 01:01:22,379 --> 01:01:25,542 Congratulations. 868 01:01:25,615 --> 01:01:27,674 -[ Moans] - [Sighs] 869 01:01:27,751 --> 01:01:30,516 - What? - [Sighs] 870 01:01:30,587 --> 01:01:33,022 I don't know. Why don't you tell me? 871 01:01:35,091 --> 01:01:37,856 What about Rupert? 872 01:01:37,928 --> 01:01:40,829 - Rupert will just have to wait. - I'm almost 30. 873 01:01:40,897 --> 01:01:45,698 Well, you can't turn this down. You've worked years for this. You'd hold it against the kid. 874 01:01:45,769 --> 01:01:48,101 Would it make it easier for you? 875 01:01:52,409 --> 01:01:55,174 sorry. 876 01:01:55,245 --> 01:01:57,907 I just want you to tell me how you can't wait... 877 01:01:57,981 --> 01:02:00,382 to teach Rupert how to shoot a basket... 878 01:02:00,450 --> 01:02:02,475 or ride a horse... 879 01:02:02,552 --> 01:02:06,216 or just walk around on his— his little legs. 880 01:02:13,730 --> 01:02:16,665 They want me to go to New York this weekend. 881 01:02:18,068 --> 01:02:22,062 - [Fire Crackling ] - [Clattering ] 882 01:02:22,138 --> 01:02:24,732 [Bart] Right from the snack bar. 883 01:02:26,743 --> 01:02:29,804 - Eat it while it's hot. - Yeah. 884 01:02:33,183 --> 01:02:35,277 You know, you're a hell of a writer. 885 01:02:35,352 --> 01:02:37,878 - You read the book? - Yeah. It's amazing. 886 01:02:37,954 --> 01:02:41,584 You're like two different people. You got a lot buried in there. 887 01:02:41,658 --> 01:02:44,787 What are you talking about? It's a work of fiction. 888 01:02:44,861 --> 01:02:48,024 - And none of those people are you, huh? -Well— 889 01:02:50,800 --> 01:02:52,791 Where'd you get your imagination? 890 01:02:52,869 --> 01:02:54,860 [ Chuckles] 891 01:02:57,674 --> 01:02:59,665 You develop it. 892 01:03:02,112 --> 01:03:04,103 - Oh, yeah? -[ Chuckles] 893 01:03:04,180 --> 01:03:06,547 [Laughs] 894 01:03:09,886 --> 01:03:12,253 You didn't play any sports as a kid? 895 01:03:12,322 --> 01:03:16,782 The most active thing I ever did was jump to conclusions. 896 01:03:16,860 --> 01:03:20,819 Well, I just figured the way you work out, you know? Swimming. 897 01:03:20,897 --> 01:03:24,595 -I guess I give that impression. - Yeah, you got the weights and everything. 898 01:03:24,668 --> 01:03:27,137 No, actually, I never did. 899 01:03:29,306 --> 01:03:32,742 - There was Little League. - Oh, yeah? 900 01:03:32,809 --> 01:03:35,244 Oh, yeah. 901 01:03:35,312 --> 01:03:38,247 There was Little League, all right. 902 01:03:38,315 --> 01:03:40,511 My father was determined to make a man out of me. 903 01:03:40,583 --> 01:03:45,521 God, I fought it all the way. But on this, he would not budge. 904 01:03:45,588 --> 01:03:48,649 [Dog Barking In Distance ] 905 01:03:48,725 --> 01:03:53,526 I'll never forget the time he asked the guys to come down from the office to watch me play. 906 01:03:53,596 --> 01:03:56,998 He gave me batting practice for a week. He said, “Kid, you better not strike out.” 907 01:03:59,002 --> 01:04:04,634 The only thing was, he forgot that I couldn't catch. 908 01:04:04,708 --> 01:04:08,110 So there we were, 2-and-2 pitch, bases loaded. 909 01:04:08,178 --> 01:04:11,876 Me out in right field, praying for a strikeout. 910 01:04:11,948 --> 01:04:14,679 When sure enough, fly ball coming right toward me. 911 01:04:14,751 --> 01:04:20,315 1 held out my brand-new Spalding mitt. 912 01:04:20,390 --> 01:04:24,486 I got that— that feeling in the pit of my stomach. You know when— 913 01:04:24,561 --> 01:04:28,657 - Yeah. - 1 just closed my eyes. 914 01:04:28,732 --> 01:04:31,429 It came down about three feet from me. 915 01:04:34,104 --> 01:04:36,573 The old man said he couldnt go to the office for a week... 916 01:04:36,639 --> 01:04:39,108 because he was so ashamed. 917 01:04:40,577 --> 01:04:42,568 Jesus. 918 01:04:45,315 --> 01:04:48,307 The night he died, I— 919 01:04:48,385 --> 01:04:52,253 I went into a gay bar for the first time. 920 01:04:53,823 --> 01:04:57,453 I didn't doit to— to celebrate or anything. 921 01:04:59,396 --> 01:05:01,421 I did it "cause I was pissed. 922 01:05:02,999 --> 01:05:05,161 Pissed that I never got the chance to tell him... 923 01:05:05,235 --> 01:05:09,263 that his all-American right fielder liked to get it on with other right fielders. 924 01:05:13,343 --> 01:05:16,244 I really wanted to see the look in his eyes. 925 01:05:19,983 --> 01:05:22,145 God, I wanted that scene. 926 01:05:26,623 --> 01:05:28,648 Hey. 927 01:05:31,928 --> 01:05:33,919 Thanks. 928 01:05:38,768 --> 01:05:41,362 Mm. I want you to read that new outline of mine. 929 01:05:41,438 --> 01:05:43,600 Great. I'll— I'll come by tomorrow. 930 01:05:43,673 --> 01:05:45,937 You're not on call tonight, are you? 931 01:05:47,377 --> 01:05:49,402 - No. - Your wife's in New York. 932 01:05:49,479 --> 01:05:53,814 -Mm-hmm. - So, uh, why don't you stay the night? 933 01:05:56,286 --> 01:05:58,482 Hell, why don't you stay the whole weekend? 934 01:06:01,958 --> 01:06:03,983 Great. 935 01:06:25,482 --> 01:06:28,816 Time-out. Hold it. Hold it. Hold it. You pay for dinner. 936 01:06:43,933 --> 01:06:46,925 - [Zack ] Coming at you. Look out. - / got you now. 937 01:06:47,003 --> 01:06:49,335 [Zack] Come on. Look out. Here it comes. 938 01:06:49,405 --> 01:06:51,999 - Oh, no! - Yee-hee-hee! 939 01:06:52,075 --> 01:06:55,443 - [ Game Sounds Buzzing ] -Thisis it! This is it! 940 01:06:58,381 --> 01:07:00,941 Look out now. 941 01:07:01,017 --> 01:07:03,486 All right. Look out! Look out! 942 01:07:03,553 --> 01:07:06,250 Ooh! All right! 943 01:07:15,265 --> 01:07:18,530 - So? - Hang on. 944 01:07:29,546 --> 01:07:32,038 I think you can do better. 945 01:07:32,115 --> 01:07:34,641 It just doesn't have the same honesty your other work has. 946 01:07:34,717 --> 01:07:37,049 - Honesty? - Yeah, I don't think you believe in it. 947 01:07:37,120 --> 01:07:40,249 It— It reads like you wrote to get a big movie deal or something. 948 01:07:40,323 --> 01:07:42,985 Oh, Jesus. I don't know why I let you read it in the first place. 949 01:07:43,059 --> 01:07:45,221 What do you know? A fucking doctor! 950 01:07:45,295 --> 01:07:48,356 If all you wanted was approval, I'm sorry. 951 01:07:48,431 --> 01:07:50,422 I thought you wanted an honest opinion. 952 01:07:50,500 --> 01:07:53,265 Honest? Oh, you're a great one to talk about being honest. 953 01:07:53,336 --> 01:07:56,101 - What do you mean? - Forget it. 954 01:07:56,172 --> 01:07:59,073 No, I wanna know what you mean by that. 955 01:07:59,142 --> 01:08:02,601 All right. What are you doing here? 956 01:08:02,679 --> 01:08:04,704 What am I do— 957 01:08:04,781 --> 01:08:06,840 You invited me. I'm here because I wanna be here. 958 01:08:06,916 --> 01:08:10,853 Right, but you're not gay or anything, are you? You're just curious, right? 959 01:08:10,920 --> 01:08:12,911 Yeah, I'm curious. So what? 960 01:08:12,989 --> 01:08:16,892 Well, I'm getting sick of all this curiosity. It's so fucking convenient. 961 01:08:16,960 --> 01:08:20,021 What are you talking about? What, because I didn't like your outline? 962 01:08:20,096 --> 01:08:22,861 [Grimaces ] I'm just getting sick of all the games you're playing. 963 01:08:22,932 --> 01:08:25,367 I mean, first you're here, then you're back to your wife. 964 01:08:25,435 --> 01:08:28,427 Why don't you just admit it instead of running away like a fucking coward? 965 01:08:28,504 --> 01:08:31,474 Me, the coward? Me, running away? 966 01:08:31,541 --> 01:08:34,909 I'm not out there every night cruising bus terminals for a little validation... 967 01:08:34,978 --> 01:08:37,606 and then taking off before anybody gets too close. 968 01:08:37,680 --> 01:08:41,639 Atleast I know who I am. I'm not afraid to admit it. 969 01:08:41,718 --> 01:08:44,380 And for your information, wiseass... 970 01:08:44,454 --> 01:08:46,980 I've never cruised a bus terminal in my life. 971 01:08:47,056 --> 01:08:49,650 Hey, sport, have you thought about what it's gonna be like in 10 years... 972 01:08:49,726 --> 01:08:52,058 when you can't walk into any bar and grab the first guy you see? 973 01:08:52,128 --> 01:08:55,063 Well, by then, I'd have a great tape collection... 974 01:08:55,131 --> 01:08:57,793 and you'll still be solving your mystery. 975 01:08:58,901 --> 01:09:02,269 Okay. Lets just drop it. 976 01:09:02,338 --> 01:09:04,329 Oh, that's great. That's perfect. 977 01:09:04,407 --> 01:09:07,638 Let's just drop it. Let's just block it out! 978 01:09:07,710 --> 01:09:09,872 [Door Closes I 979 01:09:17,920 --> 01:09:20,048 [ Footsteps Approaching ] 980 01:09:33,069 --> 01:09:35,731 I've been there, Zack. 981 01:09:36,773 --> 01:09:39,970 It doesn't work. 982 01:09:40,043 --> 01:09:42,705 You can talk yourselfinto it. You can say, “Okay, I'm curious.” 983 01:09:42,779 --> 01:09:45,578 Or “It's just a phase” or “I'll get over it.” 984 01:09:45,648 --> 01:09:47,639 But every time you make love to her... 985 01:09:47,717 --> 01:09:49,947 you're gonna be thinking about the number you cruised that afternoon. 986 01:09:50,019 --> 01:09:53,717 Bart, I want it. 987 01:09:53,790 --> 01:09:57,283 I want it, but I-I don't want the one-night stands... 988 01:09:57,360 --> 01:09:59,852 the phony names, going home alone. 989 01:10:02,398 --> 01:10:04,389 Things may be shaky between Claire and me in bed... 990 01:10:04,467 --> 01:10:07,402 but at least we're there for each other in the morning. 991 01:10:07,470 --> 01:10:10,132 Well, what makes you think you can't have that with another guy? 992 01:10:18,481 --> 01:10:22,247 Zack. Are you awake? 993 01:10:22,318 --> 01:10:25,515 Yeah. 994 01:10:25,588 --> 01:10:27,886 I'm not gonna submit the outline. 995 01:10:27,957 --> 01:10:30,585 You were right. The idea stinks. 996 01:10:33,096 --> 01:10:35,565 - Hey, Bart? -Hmm. 997 01:10:37,100 --> 01:10:39,091 I love you. 998 01:10:44,841 --> 01:10:46,969 You don't have to say anything. 999 01:11:00,189 --> 01:11:02,214 - Morning. - Morning. Sleep okay? 1000 01:11:02,291 --> 01:11:05,022 - Yeah, great. - Grab some juice in the refrigerator. 1001 01:11:05,094 --> 01:11:07,256 Oh. 1002 01:11:07,330 --> 01:11:09,594 Anything in the news? 1003 01:11:09,665 --> 01:11:12,862 Oh, you know. 1004 01:11:12,935 --> 01:11:15,131 What do you wanna do today? Huh? 1005 01:11:15,204 --> 01:11:18,230 I've got this great new idea for a book. I think I'm gonna write it up. 1006 01:11:18,307 --> 01:11:22,437 - How long will that take? - Probably most of the day. 1007 01:11:22,512 --> 01:11:24,776 Wanna get together for dinner? 1008 01:11:24,847 --> 01:11:28,147 I'd love to, but I can't. I made other plans. 1009 01:11:28,217 --> 01:11:30,652 I really don't think I can break them. 1010 01:11:32,121 --> 01:11:34,249 Why don't we get together later in the week? 1011 01:11:34,323 --> 01:11:36,451 Claire's coming back tomorrow. 1012 01:11:41,063 --> 01:11:43,725 I'm gonna have that talk with her. 1013 01:11:43,800 --> 01:11:46,167 Well... 1014 01:11:46,235 --> 01:11:49,000 that's a step in the right direction anyway. 1015 01:11:49,071 --> 01:11:51,062 Here. You want this? 1016 01:11:55,578 --> 01:11:59,776 I guess, uh, I'll just take off. 1017 01:11:59,849 --> 01:12:02,318 Oh, don't forget your records. 1018 01:12:02,385 --> 01:12:05,650 You keep ‘em. I brought "em for you. 1019 01:12:05,721 --> 01:12:10,056 Thanks, but, uh, I'm really not into Gilbert and Sullivan. 1020 01:12:13,095 --> 01:12:15,894 Zack? 1021 01:12:17,867 --> 01:12:20,495 I really think you're gonna like that new outline. 1022 01:12:32,682 --> 01:12:36,550 We spent the day Saturday going over the fall schedule. 1023 01:12:36,619 --> 01:12:39,213 Of course, my real impact wouldn't be felt until next year. 1024 01:12:39,288 --> 01:12:41,985 But I think I could probably get a few good things going. 1025 01:12:42,058 --> 01:12:44,993 I mean, for instance, they were nervous about the interracial marriage pilot. 1026 01:12:45,061 --> 01:12:48,964 And they were thinking about dumping it, so, uh... 1027 01:12:49,031 --> 01:12:51,728 I suggested that they make the couple import-export dealers... 1028 01:12:51,801 --> 01:12:56,534 and that way they could get in some good international intrigue. 1029 01:12:56,606 --> 01:12:59,007 They bought it. 1030 01:12:59,075 --> 01:13:01,373 You just have to know how to handle them. 1031 01:13:17,393 --> 01:13:19,157 - [Plate Breaks ] - All right, look. 1032 01:13:19,228 --> 01:13:22,721 Uh, we're gonna cut this out, and we're gonna talk. 1033 01:13:22,798 --> 01:13:25,859 You cannot do this to me. It's not fair. 1034 01:13:25,935 --> 01:13:30,099 Now, I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to hold you. 1035 01:13:30,172 --> 01:13:32,163 I don't know whether I should even try to hold you. 1036 01:13:34,243 --> 01:13:38,237 God, Zack, we've always gotten each other through... 1037 01:13:38,314 --> 01:13:42,273 because we've never been afraid to share. 1038 01:13:42,351 --> 01:13:44,445 You've closed yourself off, and I feel helpless. 1039 01:13:44,520 --> 01:13:46,955 I don't know what to do. 1040 01:13:47,023 --> 01:13:50,857 You gotta tell me. Are you— Are you sick? Are you in trouble? 1041 01:13:50,927 --> 01:13:54,864 Look. Whatever it is, I can handle it. 1042 01:13:54,931 --> 01:13:57,298 I can handle it no matter what it is. 1043 01:13:57,366 --> 01:14:00,267 But I cannot handle the silence. 1044 01:14:10,012 --> 01:14:13,471 [Door Opens, Closes ] 1045 01:14:15,518 --> 01:14:18,715 Hi, Daddy. Did I wake you? 1046 01:14:18,788 --> 01:14:20,813 It's Claire. 1047 01:14:22,525 --> 01:14:25,688 No, everything's all right. I just want to say hello. 1048 01:14:29,165 --> 01:14:31,156 He's fine. 1049 01:14:33,069 --> 01:14:35,163 Um, look. I'm really sorry I called so late. 1050 01:14:35,237 --> 01:14:38,172 I just forgot all about the time difference. 1051 01:14:39,642 --> 01:14:41,633 Well, um— 1052 01:14:44,213 --> 01:14:48,343 I was just, uh, thinking about you and, uh— 1053 01:14:50,319 --> 01:14:53,016 Well, I was thinking about that time that we went skiing. 1054 01:14:53,089 --> 01:14:55,490 Remember we went for two weeks? 1055 01:14:55,558 --> 01:14:58,289 And I couldn't— I couldn't stand up. 1056 01:14:58,361 --> 01:15:01,661 Remember I couldn't stay up on my skis, and you finally had to hold me up. 1057 01:15:03,265 --> 01:15:05,859 Yeah. 1058 01:15:05,935 --> 01:15:08,870 Uh— [Sighs] 1059 01:15:08,938 --> 01:15:11,464 Daddy, could I just tell you one more thing? 1060 01:15:11,540 --> 01:15:16,671 Um, did you see Roman Holiday? 1061 01:15:16,746 --> 01:15:19,181 Yeah, it was a wonderful old movie. 1062 01:15:19,248 --> 01:15:22,343 Remember it was, uh, Gregory Peck and Audrey Hepburn. 1063 01:15:22,418 --> 01:15:26,013 And, uh, he was a reporter, and she was a princess. 1064 01:15:26,088 --> 01:15:29,353 We were thinking about making a series out of it. 1065 01:15:29,425 --> 01:15:32,451 Um, he was a reporter, and she was a princess. 1066 01:15:32,528 --> 01:15:35,828 And she had run away, and he didn't know. 1067 01:15:35,898 --> 01:15:38,458 Only in the series, he'd have to know. 1068 01:15:38,534 --> 01:15:41,629 Um, and every week, they'd have a new adventure. 1069 01:15:41,704 --> 01:15:46,505 And he'd have to help her keep her— her disguise... 1070 01:15:46,575 --> 01:15:49,374 so nobody would find out. 1071 01:15:49,445 --> 01:15:51,436 Um— 1072 01:15:55,151 --> 01:15:57,711 Sorry I woke you up. 1073 01:16:01,824 --> 01:16:04,293 Thank you for listening to me, Daddy. 1074 01:16:08,764 --> 01:16:13,224 I thought about being alone alot as a kid. Yeah. 1075 01:16:13,302 --> 01:16:16,067 When you're the last one standing there at choose-up... 1076 01:16:16,138 --> 01:16:20,006 and both teams are arguing about which one has to take you... 1077 01:16:20,076 --> 01:16:22,568 you're usually on your own a lot. 1078 01:16:22,645 --> 01:16:24,670 And you have a lot of time to think about it. 1079 01:16:24,747 --> 01:16:26,738 [Soft] 1080 01:16:26,816 --> 01:16:29,581 [Bart Continues ] Since I didn't have anyone to share it with... 1081 01:16:29,652 --> 01:16:34,613 - all this pain and confusion... - [Man In Movie ] L ock the door. 1082 01:16:34,690 --> 01:16:38,684 shared it with Natalie Wood or, uh, Elizabeth Taylor. 1083 01:16:40,096 --> 01:16:43,589 Or Marilyn Monroe. 1084 01:16:43,666 --> 01:16:47,466 Since I couldnt talk about it, I wrote it all down. 1085 01:16:47,536 --> 01:16:49,800 Hey, I had a lot to write down. 1086 01:16:51,807 --> 01:16:56,210 He came on so strong. Expected so much. 1087 01:16:56,278 --> 01:17:01,114 If 1 could have just said to him, “Hey, man, this is as new to me as it is to you.” 1088 01:17:04,453 --> 01:17:07,479 1t did feel good to be with him, though... 1089 01:17:07,556 --> 01:17:09,684 to have someone around who cared. 1090 01:17:12,528 --> 01:17:15,463 I dom't think I ever felt that way about anyone before. 1091 01:17:17,500 --> 01:17:20,902 I mean, what the hell. 1092 01:17:20,970 --> 01:17:23,667 He's confused, He's just coming out. 1093 01:17:23,739 --> 01:17:26,174 Who needs it? 1094 01:17:30,980 --> 01:17:32,971 [ Snickers ] 1095 01:17:33,048 --> 01:17:35,949 Goddamn him! 1096 01:17:36,018 --> 01:17:38,851 I mean, it was going so well. 1097 01:17:38,921 --> 01:17:42,191 Why did he have to tell me that he loved me? 1098 01:17:54,236 --> 01:17:57,433 well, welcome home. 1099 01:18:00,709 --> 01:18:03,838 Oh, Zack, where have you been? I've been worried about you. 1100 01:18:03,913 --> 01:18:06,177 I called your brother. I even tried to call your father. 1101 01:18:06,248 --> 01:18:09,809 - 1 spent the night in my office. - Couldn't you have called? 1102 01:18:09,885 --> 01:18:12,718 Claire, we're gonna have that talk. 1103 01:18:12,788 --> 01:18:15,849 - All right. - We better sit down. 1104 01:18:18,027 --> 01:18:20,086 Gonna be a sit-downer, huh? 1105 01:18:31,407 --> 01:18:35,344 Look, Zack. Whatever it is, I'm your wife and I love you. 1106 01:18:42,818 --> 01:18:44,980 So tell me. What is it? 1107 01:18:45,054 --> 01:18:48,024 [Laughs] I don't believe it. 1108 01:18:48,090 --> 01:18:50,252 I've gone over this and I've rehearsed it... 1109 01:18:50,326 --> 01:18:52,488 and now I don't know how to say it. 1110 01:18:54,997 --> 01:18:57,091 Just say it. 1111 01:19:00,669 --> 01:19:02,933 I've made a few discoveries about myself. 1112 01:19:05,174 --> 01:19:08,667 I've had, I guess what you would call, desires... 1113 01:19:08,744 --> 01:19:12,942 that I've been repressing, and they're starting to surface. 1114 01:19:18,988 --> 01:19:20,979 I find that I'm attracted to men. 1115 01:19:23,259 --> 01:19:26,058 I suppose that... 1116 01:19:26,128 --> 01:19:28,256 I have been most of my life, but I never knew what it was. 1117 01:19:28,330 --> 01:19:30,424 Or maybe— 1118 01:19:31,634 --> 01:19:34,365 Maybe I just never admitted it... 1119 01:19:34,436 --> 01:19:36,530 or allowed it to come through before. 1120 01:19:36,605 --> 01:19:39,438 Claire, I don't know where these feelings come from... 1121 01:19:39,508 --> 01:19:42,443 but the fact is that I have them. 1122 01:19:42,511 --> 01:19:45,537 And I've gotta stop denying it. 1123 01:19:47,816 --> 01:19:50,649 -[ Clears Throat] - [ Dialing Phone Number] 1124 01:19:50,719 --> 01:19:54,280 I've gotta call Barbara. She wants to know if we can have dinner with them on Saturday. 1125 01:19:54,356 --> 01:19:58,725 - Claire, did you hear what I just told you? - What should I tell them? 1126 01:19:58,794 --> 01:20:01,229 Claire, listen to me. 1127 01:20:01,297 --> 01:20:04,392 I have stopped denying it. I've been with someone. 1128 01:20:07,503 --> 01:20:09,631 What do you want for dinner? Do you want veal or fish? 1129 01:20:09,705 --> 01:20:12,174 - Last night, you said you could handle anything. - Stop it! 1130 01:20:12,241 --> 01:20:15,006 - Shut up! - You said you could handle anything last night! 1131 01:20:15,077 --> 01:20:17,739 What are you telling me? That our whole marriage has been a lie? 1132 01:20:17,813 --> 01:20:21,681 No! What are you saying? We have always— Claire, look at me. 1133 01:20:21,750 --> 01:20:24,913 - We have always been there for each other. Always! - Like friends? 1134 01:20:24,987 --> 01:20:27,752 Yes, like friends. It's the best thing we can have. 1135 01:20:27,823 --> 01:20:30,019 - No! What about passion? - What about support? 1136 01:20:30,092 --> 01:20:32,993 What about betrayal? 1137 01:20:33,062 --> 01:20:35,156 God! [Inhales Deeply] 1138 01:20:35,230 --> 01:20:38,598 I thought I knew you. Who are you? 1139 01:20:38,667 --> 01:20:42,103 - I'm the man who's loved you for eight years. - Loved me or used me? 1140 01:20:42,171 --> 01:20:44,936 - You are not listening to me. You don't understand! - I'm listening! 1141 01:20:45,007 --> 01:20:47,669 I do understand. You used me. You hid behind me for eight years. 1142 01:20:47,743 --> 01:20:51,202 Oh, God, you wanna hear something? I thought it was another woman. 1143 01:20:51,280 --> 01:20:54,215 - Claire, no, you're wrong. It's not true. - 1 don't wanna hear anymore. 1144 01:20:54,283 --> 01:20:56,650 Why don't you leave, Zack? Just leave! 1145 01:20:56,719 --> 01:20:58,710 It's something you don't have any control over. 1146 01:20:58,787 --> 01:21:01,222 I mean, whether you're born with it or acquire it, who knows? 1147 01:21:01,290 --> 01:21:04,351 But there's something in me that needs to be with a man. 1148 01:21:04,426 --> 01:21:07,623 - My God! - Maybe it's his— his strength. 1149 01:21:07,696 --> 01:21:11,360 H-His attitude. Maybe he's everything I'm not. 1150 01:21:11,433 --> 01:21:13,561 I don't know. Maybe it's brotherhood, bonding, release. 1151 01:21:13,635 --> 01:21:16,832 Maybe it's just the need for another man's approval. 1152 01:21:16,905 --> 01:21:19,636 - But it's that feeling— - Stop it! 1153 01:21:20,943 --> 01:21:23,776 God. 1154 01:21:28,050 --> 01:21:30,542 You know how / feel right now, Zack? 1155 01:21:30,619 --> 01:21:32,644 Radio City when I was eight years old. 1156 01:21:32,721 --> 01:21:36,385 - My father, he hated Radio City. - Claire, don't. 1157 01:21:36,458 --> 01:21:39,894 But I kept begging him to take me. I begged him until he finally said yes. 1158 01:21:39,962 --> 01:21:43,023 - It's not the same, Claire. - And then the day that we were supposed to go... 1159 01:21:43,098 --> 01:21:47,660 I went up to their room, and his closets were empty and all his clothes were gone. 1160 01:21:47,736 --> 01:21:52,173 And my mother told me that my father had to go on a long trip. 1161 01:21:53,642 --> 01:21:56,577 So, see, he never did make it to Radio City. 1162 01:22:01,950 --> 01:22:04,851 Hell of a way to say good-bye. 1163 01:22:08,457 --> 01:22:12,451 [ Footsteps Running Up Stairs ] 1164 01:22:12,528 --> 01:22:14,690 [Door Slams ] 1165 01:22:26,642 --> 01:22:28,633 That's a hell of an exit line. 1166 01:22:28,710 --> 01:22:30,474 Yeah. 1167 01:22:32,281 --> 01:22:36,275 Yeah, she thinks that our whole marriage is a deception... 1168 01:22:36,351 --> 01:22:38,820 that I'm a complete fraud. 1169 01:22:38,887 --> 01:22:42,187 Give her time. She'll get over it. 1170 01:22:46,528 --> 01:22:49,054 I'm gonna need a place to stay for a while. 1171 01:22:51,366 --> 01:22:55,462 What do you say I put a movie on, huh? Take your mind off things. 1172 01:22:55,537 --> 01:23:00,270 Hey, Bart, is it okay if I stay? 1173 01:23:00,342 --> 01:23:02,902 Bart? 1174 01:23:02,978 --> 01:23:06,608 Well, you picked a really bad time. 1175 01:23:06,682 --> 01:23:09,583 I mean, any other time, hey, no problem. 1176 01:23:09,651 --> 01:23:14,179 But, uh, I'm working on this new idea. I think we oughta talk about it. 1177 01:23:14,256 --> 01:23:17,055 - 1 really think you're gonna like it. - Are you ever gonna stop? 1178 01:23:18,494 --> 01:23:20,485 - Stop what? - Fighting us. Pushing us out. 1179 01:23:20,562 --> 01:23:22,963 - Us? - Yeah, you know, us, us. 1180 01:23:23,031 --> 01:23:26,831 Like people, as in “people who need people.” Your favorite lyric. 1181 01:23:26,902 --> 01:23:30,304 Would you stop giving me this guilt number just because I don't want to get involved? 1182 01:23:30,372 --> 01:23:33,364 - What is your problem, huh? - Problem? 1183 01:23:33,442 --> 01:23:35,877 - Yeah. - Why does everybody think there's a problem when you wanna be alone? 1184 01:23:35,944 --> 01:23:37,969 Maybe that's just the way I choose to live my life. 1185 01:23:38,046 --> 01:23:41,914 [ Snickers ] Right. 1186 01:23:43,752 --> 01:23:46,949 Zack. 1187 01:23:47,022 --> 01:23:49,616 I don't want a relationship. 1188 01:23:50,792 --> 01:23:52,783 I'm happy just the way I am. 1189 01:24:11,580 --> 01:24:15,744 [Door Opens, Closes ] 1190 01:24:20,122 --> 01:24:23,717 [Bart Narrating ] Damn it, there was something there, and I don't mean the sex... 1191 01:24:23,792 --> 01:24:25,783 or the challenge. 1192 01:24:27,829 --> 01:24:32,323 Because after all those years of one-night stands and easy pickups... 1193 01:24:32,401 --> 01:24:35,860 1 think 1 finally met someone that 1 really believed... 1194 01:24:35,938 --> 01:24:38,703 was making love to me. 1195 01:24:38,774 --> 01:24:41,175 Maybe that's why I had to destroy it. 1196 01:24:45,013 --> 01:24:49,211 I dom't know. Maybe next time it'll be easier. 1197 01:24:49,284 --> 01:24:51,480 Maybe I needed to go through this. 1198 01:24:53,021 --> 01:24:57,288 1t's funny. I mean, I'm not pissed at anyone. 1199 01:24:57,359 --> 01:24:59,794 But if ever do decide to have a relationship with someone... 1200 01:24:59,861 --> 01:25:02,762 1 know I'd better be willing to open myselfup a little... 1201 01:25:02,831 --> 01:25:06,165 and, uh, not be afraid that he's gonna run away. 1202 01:25:07,436 --> 01:25:10,064 Zack didn't run away. 1203 01:25:10,138 --> 01:25:13,472 - I pushed him out. - [ Breathing Heavily] 1204 01:25:13,542 --> 01:25:15,840 He did leave me with something though. 1205 01:25:18,180 --> 01:25:23,812 Look. I'm not sure having a relationship Is the most important thing in the world. 1206 01:25:23,885 --> 01:25:28,220 1 have my work, my friends. 1207 01:25:28,290 --> 01:25:30,816 I'm pretty happy. 1208 01:25:30,892 --> 01:25:34,419 But if ever do decide to explore that other area... 1209 01:25:34,496 --> 01:25:38,330 Zack gave me some hope that I can care about somebody else... 1210 01:25:38,400 --> 01:25:40,960 at least as much as he cares about me... 1211 01:25:41,036 --> 01:25:44,301 that I don't have to live with my imagination alone. 1212 01:25:45,340 --> 01:25:47,502 Hey, what the hell, 1213 01:25:47,576 --> 01:25:50,637 - Who knows? - Hey, Bart, where you been? 1214 01:25:50,712 --> 01:25:53,340 - Been around. - Well, where are you goin'? 1215 01:25:53,415 --> 01:25:55,941 - I'm going to get a drink. - Hey, Bart. 1216 01:25:56,018 --> 01:25:58,112 - Paul, how are you? - Will I see you later? 1217 01:25:58,186 --> 01:26:00,177 Maybe. 1218 01:26:01,490 --> 01:26:06,587 [ Traffic Noises I 1219 01:26:06,662 --> 01:26:08,653 [Man Whistles] 1220 01:26:34,022 --> 01:26:39,426 ♪ [Operetta] 1221 01:26:45,567 --> 01:26:50,403 ♪ [Continues I 1222 01:26:50,472 --> 01:26:53,203 ♪ [Stops] 1223 01:27:10,292 --> 01:27:12,386 [ Sniffs I 1224 01:27:30,979 --> 01:27:33,710 [Claire Narrating] Zack was my strength. 1225 01:27:33,782 --> 01:27:36,114 He was my protector. 1226 01:27:36,184 --> 01:27:38,619 Nothing could hurt me if Zack was there. 1227 01:27:38,687 --> 01:27:42,681 -[ TV, Indistinct ] - I remember the first Christmas that we spent together. 1228 01:27:42,758 --> 01:27:45,250 Zack wanted to go to a dinner party... 1229 01:27:45,327 --> 01:27:49,787 but 1 had to wait in my room in the dorm for my father to call. 1230 01:27:49,865 --> 01:27:52,061 I told Zack to go on without me, but he wouldn't go. 1231 01:27:52,134 --> 01:27:54,865 He came and waited with me. 1232 01:27:54,936 --> 01:27:58,167 Course, my father never called, but Zack stayed. 1233 01:28:00,275 --> 01:28:04,712 We ended up eating potato chips, and he stayed with me the whole night. 1234 01:28:04,780 --> 01:28:09,149 I spent the next day reading Rupert Brooke. 1235 01:28:09,217 --> 01:28:11,982 And I decided that no matter what. 1236 01:28:12,053 --> 01:28:16,115 if ever had a son, 1 would name him Rupert. 1237 01:28:45,487 --> 01:28:48,047 [ Engine Stops I 1238 01:28:57,232 --> 01:28:59,564 [Dogs Barking In Distance ] 1239 01:29:04,739 --> 01:29:06,969 [ Doorbell Buzzes ] 1240 01:29:07,042 --> 01:29:09,340 Jo [Jazzy] 1241 01:29:09,411 --> 01:29:12,039 - What can I do you for, honey? - Are you Ted? 1242 01:29:12,113 --> 01:29:15,640 - Inthe flesh. - Um, could I talk to you for a minute? 1243 01:29:15,717 --> 01:29:17,776 Depends on what you're selling. 1244 01:29:19,454 --> 01:29:21,616 - I'm Zack's wife. -Who? 1245 01:29:21,690 --> 01:29:25,593 - Zack Elliot. - Okay. I give up. Who's that? 1246 01:29:30,799 --> 01:29:33,131 - Did you write that? - Uh, yeah. So? 1247 01:29:33,201 --> 01:29:35,431 Please, I have to talk to you. 1248 01:29:37,205 --> 01:29:39,196 Come onin. Comein. 1249 01:29:42,043 --> 01:29:45,138 You have to excuse this place. Can / get you something to drink? 1250 01:29:45,213 --> 01:29:47,341 - Glass of white wine maybe? - No, thank you. 1251 01:29:47,415 --> 01:29:49,406 Do you live here alone? 1252 01:29:49,484 --> 01:29:52,579 Yeah, I sure do. What's your name? 1253 01:29:52,654 --> 01:29:54,986 - Claire. - Claire. 1254 01:29:55,056 --> 01:29:58,219 Why don't you just have a seat, honey? 1255 01:29:58,293 --> 01:30:00,318 I tell you. I hate to spoil this little party of yours... 1256 01:30:00,395 --> 01:30:03,330 - but I don't know anybody named, uh, Zack? - Jw [Stops] 1257 01:30:05,467 --> 01:30:07,629 Look. I have a picture of him. 1258 01:30:09,271 --> 01:30:14,072 Maybe you could just, um, take a look at it, and... 1259 01:30:14,142 --> 01:30:17,339 -see if, um— - [Dog Barking In Distance ] 1260 01:30:17,412 --> 01:30:19,403 Oh, yeah. I know this guy. 1261 01:30:19,481 --> 01:30:21,677 Only his name isn't Zack. 1262 01:30:21,750 --> 01:30:24,412 At least it wasn't when he was with me that night. 1263 01:30:24,486 --> 01:30:27,080 It was Frank. That's it— Frank. 1264 01:30:27,155 --> 01:30:29,886 - Where did you meet him? - Uh, I met him at the bar. 1265 01:30:29,958 --> 01:30:32,950 You sure you don't want a drink or a hit off this joint or something? 1266 01:30:34,829 --> 01:30:38,390 So, what happened? Y-You met him and y-you talked... 1267 01:30:38,466 --> 01:30:40,628 and then you ask him back here? 1268 01:30:40,702 --> 01:30:44,104 It's that simple. Just the way boys and girls do it. 1269 01:30:46,675 --> 01:30:49,770 - What did you talk about? - If it was worth remembering... 1270 01:30:49,844 --> 01:30:52,006 I don't think his name would have been Frank, would it? 1271 01:30:56,651 --> 01:30:59,484 What happened when you got back here? 1272 01:30:59,554 --> 01:31:04,788 Look. Can I be honest with you? I really don't remember. 1273 01:31:04,859 --> 01:31:07,385 I got more tricks coming in and out of this apartment in one day... 1274 01:31:07,462 --> 01:31:11,126 it looks like a bargain day at Woolworth's. 1275 01:31:11,199 --> 01:31:14,794 I'll tell you one thing. He must have been a pretty hot little number... 1276 01:31:14,869 --> 01:31:17,201 or I never would have given him my home phone number. 1277 01:31:20,241 --> 01:31:23,905 Could I ask you to try to remember just one other thing? 1278 01:31:23,979 --> 01:31:26,004 Did he tell you that he was married? 1279 01:31:26,081 --> 01:31:29,016 Nope. Now, that much I would have remembered. 1280 01:31:32,087 --> 01:31:34,522 Could I ask you a stupid question? Are you happy? 1281 01:31:36,191 --> 01:31:38,319 Well, let me put it to you this way. 1282 01:31:38,393 --> 01:31:40,487 I lose my temper in traffic. 1283 01:31:40,562 --> 01:31:42,997 Uh, I bleed when I cut myself shaving. 1284 01:31:43,064 --> 01:31:47,331 I don't enjoy giving up half my salary to pay for a hamburger. 1285 01:31:47,402 --> 01:31:50,064 Otherwise, I would say, yeah, I am pretty happy. 1286 01:31:52,207 --> 01:31:54,505 Where'd you find that matchbook? 1287 01:31:54,576 --> 01:31:57,477 Coat pocket. 1288 01:31:57,545 --> 01:32:01,504 Would have been a lot simpler if he just handed it to you, wouldn't it? 1289 01:32:06,621 --> 01:32:09,181 Thank you. 1290 01:32:13,228 --> 01:32:17,187 Is it my fault? I should have been more of a wife. 1291 01:32:17,265 --> 01:32:20,530 And in what way? Hmm? Give up your career? 1292 01:32:22,971 --> 01:32:25,997 - I thought we had the world's greatest marriage. - Oh. 1293 01:32:26,074 --> 01:32:30,807 It's crazy, isn't it? How you can kid yourself and only see what you wanna see. 1294 01:32:30,879 --> 01:32:36,249 Well, what I see is magic in your marriage. 1295 01:32:36,317 --> 01:32:41,346 Well, then why didn't I see that Zack was breaking inside? 1296 01:32:41,423 --> 01:32:45,656 Because, dearest, he obviously didn't want you to see. 1297 01:32:45,727 --> 01:32:48,719 But I should have been able to. 1298 01:32:48,797 --> 01:32:53,667 I— Instead of romanticizing and idealizing... 1299 01:32:53,735 --> 01:32:56,602 and expecting so much... 1300 01:32:56,671 --> 01:32:59,265 I should have just let him be human. 1301 01:32:59,340 --> 01:33:01,365 Well, you didn't. 1302 01:33:01,443 --> 01:33:03,605 And he is. 1303 01:33:05,647 --> 01:33:09,084 Then why do I feel that I've done something wrong? 1304 01:33:09,217 --> 01:33:12,915 Dearest, dearest, you haven't done anything wrong. 1305 01:33:12,987 --> 01:33:15,285 Zack is still Zack, you're you... 1306 01:33:15,356 --> 01:33:19,793 and you both still have something very special. 1307 01:33:21,830 --> 01:33:26,700 Zack's the only man I've ever been with, Winnie. 1308 01:33:26,768 --> 01:33:29,897 He's the only man I've ever wanted to be with. 1309 01:33:29,971 --> 01:33:32,463 Then damnit, girl. What are you sitting here for? 1310 01:33:33,875 --> 01:33:35,866 Hmm? 1311 01:33:48,356 --> 01:33:50,882 [Car Door Opens, Closes I 1312 01:34:00,802 --> 01:34:02,793 The manager let mein. 1313 01:34:04,305 --> 01:34:06,364 I told him that I'm your wife. 1314 01:34:13,248 --> 01:34:16,980 - 1 think we can make it work, Zack. - No, it can't work. 1315 01:34:17,051 --> 01:34:19,486 We can get help. There are plenty of good psychiatrists around. 1316 01:34:19,554 --> 01:34:23,081 It's not an illness. I am not gonna change. 1317 01:34:23,158 --> 01:34:26,685 All right. Then we'll accept it. 1318 01:34:26,761 --> 01:34:29,992 We'll accept it and live with it. I know there are other marriages who do. 1319 01:34:30,064 --> 01:34:33,659 Claire, no. It wouldn't be fair to you. 1320 01:34:33,735 --> 01:34:37,933 You're entitled to a good sex life, an honest one. 1321 01:34:38,006 --> 01:34:40,100 What if I said that it didn't matter? 1322 01:34:40,175 --> 01:34:42,269 That wouldn't be fair to me. 1323 01:34:43,578 --> 01:34:45,603 I don't want a double life. 1324 01:34:45,680 --> 01:34:49,480 One foot in one place, one foot in another. I don't want that. 1325 01:34:49,551 --> 01:34:51,610 - Zack. - No. 1326 01:34:52,921 --> 01:34:56,915 You gotta let go... for both of us. 1327 01:35:02,564 --> 01:35:04,896 [Sighs] 1328 01:35:09,537 --> 01:35:14,168 I heard about an opening on the staff at Sloan-Kettering in New York. 1329 01:35:14,242 --> 01:35:17,507 It would mean working with cancer patients full time. 1330 01:35:17,579 --> 01:35:19,809 What do you think? 1331 01:35:19,881 --> 01:35:22,145 I think they'd be lucky to have you. 1332 01:35:25,053 --> 01:35:27,852 It would mean we wouldn't get to see each other very much though. 1333 01:35:27,922 --> 01:35:31,483 That's right. If it's too easy to fall back on each other... 1334 01:35:31,559 --> 01:35:34,051 we'd keep ending up where we started. 1335 01:35:35,730 --> 01:35:40,167 - No contact? Nothing? - No. Not till we're ready. 1336 01:35:40,235 --> 01:35:43,102 Maybe a month. A year. 1337 01:35:45,473 --> 01:35:48,443 Even if we're never ready, we'll always be together. You know that. 1338 01:36:00,188 --> 01:36:03,419 Hmm. It's such a pretty view. 1339 01:36:07,028 --> 01:36:10,555 I'm not afraid to be alone. 1340 01:36:10,632 --> 01:36:12,726 I love my work. 1341 01:36:12,800 --> 01:36:14,859 I think I can make it on my own. 1342 01:36:16,537 --> 01:36:19,768 I would like to have a baby. 1343 01:36:19,841 --> 01:36:24,210 But I-I don't want to do it until it's really right. 1344 01:36:26,214 --> 01:36:30,242 I guess I'm looking for somebody like Zack. 1345 01:36:30,318 --> 01:36:33,777 Somebody that my baby could look up to. 1346 01:36:33,855 --> 01:36:36,825 Maybe I'll find him, and maybe I won't. 1347 01:36:36,891 --> 01:36:40,828 And maybe he... just doesn't exist. 1348 01:36:40,895 --> 01:36:43,057 [Sighs] 1349 01:36:44,532 --> 01:36:47,968 I think about Zack a lot. 1350 01:36:48,036 --> 01:36:50,164 Sometimes, when I lie in bed at night, I think about him... 1351 01:36:50,238 --> 01:36:52,639 and I know that, at that very moment... 1352 01:36:52,707 --> 01:36:54,801 he's thinking about me too. 1353 01:36:58,546 --> 01:37:02,107 It wasn't easy to do... 1354 01:37:02,183 --> 01:37:04,174 what he had to do. 1355 01:37:06,387 --> 01:37:09,379 But I know that he had to, and I— 1356 01:37:11,726 --> 01:37:15,492 I really have every reason to believe— 1357 01:37:19,701 --> 01:37:21,726 [Sighs] 1358 01:37:24,505 --> 01:37:26,599 I miss him. [ Sniffles ] 1359 01:37:28,910 --> 01:37:32,540 I miss the lousy piano playing. 1360 01:37:32,613 --> 01:37:35,480 And I miss the corny old movies. 1361 01:37:35,550 --> 01:37:38,178 And I miss his compassion. 1362 01:37:38,252 --> 01:37:40,880 And I know that's the way it has to be. 1363 01:37:40,955 --> 01:37:43,447 [ Sniffles, Sighs ] 1364 01:37:43,524 --> 01:37:46,425 I just want him to be happy. 1365 01:38:12,420 --> 01:38:15,822 - [Phone Rings ] -I'll get it. 1366 01:38:18,726 --> 01:38:20,820 [Ring] 1367 01:38:22,296 --> 01:38:26,358 Hello. Josh, how are you? 1368 01:38:26,434 --> 01:38:28,698 It's good to hear your voice. 1369 01:38:28,770 --> 01:38:32,832 Great. No, we're doing fine. 1370 01:38:32,907 --> 01:38:35,569 Yeah, of course you can. Hang on. I'll, uh— Pll call him for you. Zack! 1371 01:38:35,643 --> 01:38:38,510 - Yeah. - It's your brother. 1372 01:38:38,579 --> 01:38:40,809 - I'll getitin here. - Okay. 1373 01:38:43,751 --> 01:38:46,550 Hiya, kiddo. How's it going? 1374 01:38:46,621 --> 01:38:48,612 What's up? 1375 01:38:52,493 --> 01:38:55,519 Oh, God. 1376 01:38:58,299 --> 01:39:00,324 When's the funeral? 1377 01:39:02,870 --> 01:39:04,861 How is Claire? 1378 01:39:06,274 --> 01:39:09,039 Did she say anything about my coming in? 1379 01:39:13,948 --> 01:39:17,248 Yeah, okay. Listen, Josh. Um— 1380 01:39:17,318 --> 01:39:20,549 I'm gonna have to think about it, and I'll let you know, okay? 1381 01:39:30,631 --> 01:39:33,396 - [ Exhales Deeply] - What's wrong? 1382 01:39:33,468 --> 01:39:36,301 Winnie Bates died. 1383 01:39:36,370 --> 01:39:39,135 - Oh, I'm sorry. - She was an old friend of Claire's and mine. 1384 01:39:39,207 --> 01:39:41,198 Yeah, you told me all about her. 1385 01:39:42,376 --> 01:39:44,401 Yeah. [ Chuckles] 1386 01:39:47,181 --> 01:39:50,981 Claire just called Josh and said that the funeral is tomorrow. 1387 01:39:53,754 --> 01:39:57,691 - Mm. So what do you think? -I don't know. 1388 01:39:57,758 --> 01:40:00,693 She's married. She's got a kid. She's— 1389 01:40:02,196 --> 01:40:04,858 What do you think? 1390 01:40:04,932 --> 01:40:07,765 I think you should go. 1391 01:40:16,010 --> 01:40:17,978 Yeah. 1392 01:40:19,447 --> 01:40:23,509 “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. 1393 01:40:23,584 --> 01:40:26,781 “He maketh me to lie down in green pastures. 1394 01:40:26,854 --> 01:40:29,482 “He leadeth me beside the still waters. 1395 01:40:29,557 --> 01:40:32,049 “He restoreth my soul. 1396 01:40:32,126 --> 01:40:35,892 “He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 1397 01:40:35,963 --> 01:40:39,524 “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death... 1398 01:40:39,600 --> 01:40:42,831 “I will fear no evil for thou art with me. 1399 01:40:42,904 --> 01:40:45,669 “Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me. 1400 01:40:45,740 --> 01:40:49,643 “Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies. 1401 01:40:49,710 --> 01:40:53,010 “Thou anointest my head with oil, 1402 01:40:53,080 --> 01:40:55,981 “My cup runneth over. 1403 01:40:56,050 --> 01:41:01,989 “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life. 1404 01:41:02,056 --> 01:41:04,548 And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.” 1405 01:41:04,625 --> 01:41:06,787 - Amen. - [All] Amen. 1406 01:41:25,780 --> 01:41:27,771 - Zack. - Hi, Claire. 1407 01:41:27,848 --> 01:41:31,785 Hi. Don't I get a hug? 1408 01:41:31,852 --> 01:41:34,344 [Laughs] 1409 01:41:37,592 --> 01:41:40,584 - [Sighs] - 1 thought she was... 1410 01:41:40,661 --> 01:41:43,028 gonna live for another 80 years. 1411 01:41:43,097 --> 01:41:46,795 [Sighs] I'm really gonna miss her. 1412 01:41:46,867 --> 01:41:49,131 I still went to her house every Tuesday night for dinner. 1413 01:41:49,203 --> 01:41:52,036 - Oh, yeah? -Mm-hmm. 1414 01:41:52,106 --> 01:41:56,100 “Alabaster and lapis lazuli.” 1415 01:41:58,379 --> 01:41:59,981 She never changed. 1416 01:41:59,981 --> 01:42:00,971 She never changed. 1417 01:42:04,151 --> 01:42:06,984 - Tell me. How have you been? - I've been fine. Just fine. 1418 01:42:07,054 --> 01:42:09,921 - Good. - You look fantastic. 1419 01:42:09,991 --> 01:42:13,086 - Thank you. - Josh has been keeping me posted. 1420 01:42:13,160 --> 01:42:15,151 - Married and a baby, huh? -Mm-hmm. 1421 01:42:15,229 --> 01:42:17,254 Larry's terrific. I think you'd like him. 1422 01:42:17,331 --> 01:42:19,629 - What does he do? - Architect. 1423 01:42:19,700 --> 01:42:23,295 - How long will you be here? - My plane leaves at 5:00. 1424 01:42:25,072 --> 01:42:28,599 Why don't you stop by the house on your way to the airport? 1425 01:42:28,676 --> 01:42:31,407 Id like that. 1426 01:42:31,479 --> 01:42:33,504 Come on. You can follow me. 1427 01:42:55,603 --> 01:42:57,628 Come on. 1428 01:42:57,705 --> 01:43:01,164 Oh, look at you run. Oh, how's my big boy, huh? 1429 01:43:01,242 --> 01:43:03,973 - How's my other big boy? - This one's pooped. The other one's raring to go. 1430 01:43:04,045 --> 01:43:06,275 [Laughs] Zack, this is Larry. 1431 01:43:06,347 --> 01:43:08,338 - Larry, this is Zack. - Zack, good to meet you. 1432 01:43:08,416 --> 01:43:10,441 - Good to meet you, Larry. - Claire's told me a lot about you. 1433 01:43:10,518 --> 01:43:13,112 - And this is our little guy. - Hey, how you doing, slugger? Huh? 1434 01:43:13,187 --> 01:43:15,178 I'm—1'm Rupert. 1435 01:43:17,291 --> 01:43:20,921 - What's his name? - Rupert. 1436 01:43:23,631 --> 01:43:25,725 - Here. Wanna stay with your dad? - Come here, Rup. 1437 01:43:25,800 --> 01:43:27,894 I'm gonna go in the house. I'll be right back. 1438 01:43:27,968 --> 01:43:30,665 Claire had a thing about that name. He must be the only kid in America with it. 1439 01:43:30,738 --> 01:43:34,504 - Right? - Hey, Rupert. How you doing, huh? 1440 01:43:34,575 --> 01:43:37,010 You don't know me, but I'm an old friend of your mom. 1441 01:43:37,078 --> 01:43:40,013 - This is Zack. Can you say hi to Zack? - Hi, Zack. 1442 01:43:40,081 --> 01:43:43,642 Hey, you're a pretty tough-looking kid. You know that? 1443 01:43:43,718 --> 01:43:47,746 - Pick me up there. - Pick you up here? How high? That high? 1444 01:43:47,822 --> 01:43:50,757 - Yeah! Put me down. - Okay. 1445 01:43:50,825 --> 01:43:52,554 - Down we go. - Wanna play ball? 1446 01:43:52,626 --> 01:43:56,221 - Yeah. - Okay. You're staying for dinner, aren't you? 1447 01:43:56,297 --> 01:44:00,325 - Oh, thanks, Larry, but I can't. I gotta catch a 5:00 plane. - Okay. 1448 01:44:00,401 --> 01:44:03,063 - Just stopped by to say hello. Maybe next trip. - Okay, lets play football! 1449 01:44:03,137 --> 01:44:06,835 - Claire seems real happy. - She's a super lady, Zack. 1450 01:44:06,907 --> 01:44:10,844 I know. Take good care, huh? 1451 01:44:10,911 --> 01:44:13,346 You bet. 1452 01:44:13,414 --> 01:44:15,849 Well, can we get you something to drink? You hungry or anything? 1453 01:44:15,916 --> 01:44:18,408 No, thank you. I gotta get going. 1454 01:44:18,486 --> 01:44:20,511 - Why don't I walk you to your car? - Okay. 1455 01:44:20,588 --> 01:44:23,216 - Take it easy, Zack. -You too, Larry. 1456 01:44:23,290 --> 01:44:25,281 Be right in. 1457 01:44:28,028 --> 01:44:31,464 - Rupert, huh? - Yeah. 1458 01:44:31,532 --> 01:44:33,864 - Larry seems like a good man. - Oh, well... 1459 01:44:33,934 --> 01:44:37,529 he runs out of the room every time I put the Gilbert and Sullivan on. 1460 01:44:37,605 --> 01:44:40,040 He never read Rupert Brooke. He stopped at Carl Sandburg. 1461 01:44:40,107 --> 01:44:45,068 But it's good. It's real good, Zack. 1462 01:44:45,146 --> 01:44:47,205 How about you? Anybody in your life? 1463 01:44:47,281 --> 01:44:51,980 Yeah. We've been together— It's uh, almost two years now. 1464 01:44:52,052 --> 01:44:54,214 - It's really working out. - That's good. 1465 01:44:54,288 --> 01:44:56,279 - You know what? - What? 1466 01:44:56,357 --> 01:44:59,588 He can't stand Gilbert and Sullivan either. 1467 01:44:59,660 --> 01:45:02,857 [ Both Laughing ] 1468 01:45:04,732 --> 01:45:07,167 - Josh tells me you're still at Sloan-Kettering. -Mm-hmm. Yeah. 1469 01:45:07,234 --> 01:45:10,932 - How's it going? - Fine. It's, uh— Well, it's tough work. 1470 01:45:11,005 --> 01:45:13,838 - But I'm hanging in there. - Good. 1471 01:45:15,509 --> 01:45:18,740 - Are you happy, Zack? - Yeah. 1472 01:45:18,813 --> 01:45:20,804 Yeah, I really am. 1473 01:45:23,184 --> 01:45:25,175 I guess we both did okay, didn't we? 1474 01:45:25,252 --> 01:45:27,584 Mm-hmm. 1475 01:45:32,092 --> 01:45:36,154 I'm happy too, Zack, for both of us. 1476 01:45:37,932 --> 01:45:40,196 - So long, Claire. - Mm. 1477 01:45:42,903 --> 01:45:46,999 - [Car Door Opens, Closes ] - [Car Engine Starts ] 1478 01:45:47,074 --> 01:45:49,543 So long, Zack. 1479 01:46:49,470 --> 01:46:52,462 ♪ [Woman Singing Ballad ] 1480 01:47:06,754 --> 01:47:09,746 ♪ [Continues I 1481 01:47:39,620 --> 01:47:43,056 ♪ [Continues I 1482 01:48:08,916 --> 01:48:11,510 ♪ [Continues I 1483 01:49:21,655 --> 01:49:23,589 ♪ [Singing Ends ] 111939