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carefully monitor your supply of

carefully monitor your supply of
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this video

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is for the customer service people at

is for the customer service people at
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shield health

shield health
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because i just had

because i just had
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the most horrendous experience at the

the most horrendous experience at the
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doctor's office today so i'm going to

doctor's office today so i'm going to
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put it on the internet maybe it's going

put it on the internet maybe it's going
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to go viral and we can all do something

to go viral and we can all do something
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about the american health care industry

about the american health care industry
or

or

or
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never change your dosage without talking

never change your dosage without talking
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to your doctor so here's a list of other

to your doctor so here's a list of other
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providers so i went in to get my

providers so i went in to get my
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oxycontin refill today

oxycontin refill today
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but there's a new doctor

but there's a new doctor
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who lectures me like it's a crime to be

who lectures me like it's a crime to be
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in pain for a long time wants to upsell

in pain for a long time wants to upsell
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me on therapy unrelated to my pain

me on therapy unrelated to my pain
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then ask me all these questions like i

then ask me all these questions like i
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was insane warning me about my overall

was insane warning me about my overall
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health condition miss chow so how about

health condition miss chow so how about
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you come in for more exams about a week

you come in for more exams about a week
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from now i mean give me my foxy already

from now i mean give me my foxy already
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or perks even better or whatever to cope

or perks even better or whatever to cope
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or do you want me to start shooting up

or do you want me to start shooting up
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that dope because i'm in huge pain got a

that dope because i'm in huge pain got a
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lot to deal with right now so stop guilt

lot to deal with right now so stop guilt
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tripping me you

tripping me you
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racist cow because my last name is not

racist cow because my last name is not
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chow i mean how can you not get it right

chow i mean how can you not get it right
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my name is didi chong a former

my name is didi chong a former
photojournalist

photojournalist

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i was snapping photos for the times in

i was snapping photos for the times in
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the city of la

the city of la
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my friday paydays began to slowly fade

my friday paydays began to slowly fade
away

you see the newspaper business had a

you see the newspaper business had a
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best before date and now my ass is on

best before date and now my ass is on
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the street like expired mayonnaise which

the street like expired mayonnaise which
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put a damper on my wedding plans oh and

put a damper on my wedding plans oh and
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by the way

by the way
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yes i am gay when has diddy chung ever

yes i am gay when has diddy chung ever
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paid for brunch

paid for brunch
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she changed the locks on our doors two

she changed the locks on our doors two
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weeks before our big day what part of no

weeks before our big day what part of no
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do you know i begged her to reconsider

do you know i begged her to reconsider
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but i guess it was too late contributing

but i guess it was too late contributing
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my broke ass to the unemployment rate

my broke ass to the unemployment rate
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guess it's not an attractive trait she

guess it's not an attractive trait she
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wished in a soul mate

wished in a soul mate
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so eight years from our loving first

so eight years from our loving first
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date she insinuate incriminate

date she insinuate incriminate
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disseminate with full hate and eviction

disseminate with full hate and eviction
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notice to terminate our relationship

notice to terminate our relationship
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like that devastate exterminate pixelate

like that devastate exterminate pixelate
you

you

you
know

moving on without me the world is moving

moving on without me the world is moving
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the camera is my lens with which i saw

the camera is my lens with which i saw
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the world the novel ground beneath me

the world the novel ground beneath me
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searching for a subject a reason to

searching for a subject a reason to
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frame a shot the present tense a mystery

frame a shot the present tense a mystery
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as i lose my train of thought watching

as i lose my train of thought watching
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time accelerate i contemplate what it's

time accelerate i contemplate what it's
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like at heaven's gate mood swings i

like at heaven's gate mood swings i
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cannot regulate a pain i can't eradicate

cannot regulate a pain i can't eradicate
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but these pills i need to medicate

but these pills i need to medicate
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eventually i'll detoxicate but first i

eventually i'll detoxicate but first i
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need to concentrate to get my in a

need to concentrate to get my in a
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better state

better state
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i'm a genius

i'm a genius
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as a high functioning addict for many

as a high functioning addict for many
years

years

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i wanted a fresh start i needed to get

i wanted a fresh start i needed to get
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the out of valet

the out of valet
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so i swallowed my pride i asked my mom

so i swallowed my pride i asked my mom
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if i could borrow some money to travel

if i could borrow some money to travel
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with the promise that i would pay her

with the promise that i would pay her
back

back

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but instead she quits her job

but instead she quits her job
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moves to la on some kind of rescue

moves to la on some kind of rescue
mission

what's up

what's up
toys

i wasn't proud of what i chose to do as

i wasn't proud of what i chose to do as
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a young woman

a young woman
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but seeing you

but seeing you
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my own daughter

my own daughter
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i was born in hong kong

i was born in hong kong
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when they divorced they

when they divorced they
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put me into boarding school in

put me into boarding school in
connecticut

connecticut

connecticut
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while agreeing to share custody over the

while agreeing to share custody over the
holidays

dad often cancelled our plans until he

dad often cancelled our plans until he
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stopped calling

stopped calling
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oh one time i lied to my mom that i was

oh one time i lied to my mom that i was
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gonna be with my dad for a few weeks

gonna be with my dad for a few weeks
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during summer and ended up getting high

during summer and ended up getting high
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on every schedule one narcotic i could

on every schedule one narcotic i could
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get my hands on while backpacking across

get my hands on while backpacking across
europe

europe

europe
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before overdosing on horse tranquilizers

before overdosing on horse tranquilizers
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not recommended

not recommended
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first thing tomorrow i'm going to the

first thing tomorrow i'm going to the
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methadone clinic what is this huh what

methadone clinic what is this huh what
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the why do you have two cell phones

the why do you have two cell phones
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seriously mom what the are you

seriously mom what the are you
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doing going through my stuff viewing was

doing going through my stuff viewing was
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saga you really think i don't know how

saga you really think i don't know how
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all this works don't lie to me

all this works don't lie to me
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okay well i'm not selling drugs or

okay well i'm not selling drugs or
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training tricks if that's what you're

training tricks if that's what you're
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imagining then why do you have two cell

imagining then why do you have two cell
phones

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never
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nobody asks you to come here so why

nobody asks you to come here so why
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without fun

without fun
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hey hey neighbors hey

hey hey neighbors hey
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sorry sorry sorry

sorry sorry sorry
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my name is laura yep

my name is laura yep
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my dad's name's peter my mom's name is

my dad's name's peter my mom's name is
margaret

margaret

margaret
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my dad said she died of a heart failure

my dad said she died of a heart failure
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i look like my mom

i look like my mom
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well you were here on time so we have to

well you were here on time so we have to
now

now

now
okay

i like to rhyme just like my friend dede

i like to rhyme just like my friend dede
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she and her mom anna moved down the

she and her mom anna moved down the
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deity's pretty just like her mom

deity's pretty just like her mom
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oh laura go wash up we have a big day

oh laura go wash up we have a big day
ahead

ahead

ahead
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okay saw this movie where the camera

okay saw this movie where the camera
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goes in the shower it's supposed to be

goes in the shower it's supposed to be
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scary

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okay play your camera later okay

okay play your camera later okay
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now go wash up give me the camera no

now go wash up give me the camera no
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i left school really early because the

i left school really early because the
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kids would often tease me

kids would often tease me
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keeping up with me was hard so fitting

keeping up with me was hard so fitting
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in was hardly easy but the teacher said

in was hardly easy but the teacher said
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i was disruptive if margaret was alive

i was disruptive if margaret was alive
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she would defend me like a mama bear

she would defend me like a mama bear
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allowing me to truly thrive

allowing me to truly thrive
[Music]

okay it's okay

okay it's okay
[Music]

hey listen i'm sorry about what happened

hey listen i'm sorry about what happened
earlier

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my dad is the best he's the best he's

my dad is the best he's the best he's
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the best spent a lot of time at home

the best spent a lot of time at home
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just me and my dad

just me and my dad
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he taught me all about accounting more

he taught me all about accounting more
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than any college grad so i can help him

than any college grad so i can help him
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with his clients a lot of them are tax

with his clients a lot of them are tax
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cheats but my dad still finds a way to

cheats but my dad still finds a way to
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sneak in the legitimate receipts

sneak in the legitimate receipts
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analyze and prioritize organize and

analyze and prioritize organize and
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classify

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the order of accounting shelters me from

the order of accounting shelters me from
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any strife so i can focus on drawing

any strife so i can focus on drawing
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cartoons and shooting videos

cartoons and shooting videos
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she figured out a lot of things all by

she figured out a lot of things all by
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herself

herself
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i never taught her

i never taught her
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in a special school or some

in a special school or some
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she made me feel like a charming young

she made me feel like a charming young
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it's been a long time since i felt like

it's been a long time since i felt like
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that

that
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i felt at ease with them right away

i felt at ease with them right away
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like an old friend

like an old friend
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i never had dreams

i never had dreams
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hey you say thank you auntie anna thank

hey you say thank you auntie anna thank
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you auntie anna you're welcome dinner

you auntie anna you're welcome dinner
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will be ready soon okay

will be ready soon okay
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i've got my meeting and then i'm seeing

i've got my meeting and then i'm seeing
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my sponsor

my sponsor
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freaking relax

freaking relax
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today is my birthday

today is my birthday
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happy birthday when's your birthday

happy birthday when's your birthday
uh

uh

uh
december

december

december
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forever in december

forever in december
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my dad got me a rhyming dictionary for

my dad got me a rhyming dictionary for
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my birthday in meg

my birthday in meg
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i like wordplay

i like wordplay
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okay

okay
yay

yay

yay
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where are you going we should be friends

where are you going we should be friends
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yeah maybe later babe i got adult stuff

yeah maybe later babe i got adult stuff
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to do

to do
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i'm an adult

i'm an adult
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hey laura

hey laura
bye

bye

bye
now

now

now
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here

here
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you can watch tv huh

you can watch tv huh
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yeah

yeah
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so

so
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nothing to watch

nothing to watch
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it's okay

it's okay
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you gotta eat something you wanna come

you gotta eat something you wanna come
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sleep sit with us

sleep sit with us
fine

i'll tell you what

i'll tell you what
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this time you're gonna sit a little bit

this time you're gonna sit a little bit
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okay how about

okay how about
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i'll keep have this

i'll keep have this
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you eat that you eat that too no

you eat that you eat that too no
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hello oh not now please

hello oh not now please
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my dad says you're a panasonic let's see

my dad says you're a panasonic let's see
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your lens kicked

your lens kicked
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hey hey those are important don't do

hey hey those are important don't do
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that

that
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i do a lot of filming

i do a lot of filming
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my hands are steady like a steady cam

my hands are steady like a steady cam
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i log my footage every day and have it

i log my footage every day and have it
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organized and meditate now with the

organized and meditate now with the
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gopro i'll double my footage

gopro i'll double my footage
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don't touch this

don't touch this
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it's not like i have a need for an

it's not like i have a need for an
intern

intern

intern
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i can be your intern

i can be your intern
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now i'm your friend and your intern

now i'm your friend and your intern
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i want to help you

i want to help you
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are you in a production meeting i can

are you in a production meeting i can
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it's okay i'm sorry i'm sorry you know i

it's okay i'm sorry i'm sorry you know i
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should have let you know in advance

should have let you know in advance
uh

uh

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you know we were meeting about her maybe

you know we were meeting about her maybe
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being my intern for some price i'm your

being my intern for some price i'm your
intern

intern

intern
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yeah i mean i could really use the extra

yeah i mean i could really use the extra
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help she has plenty to do already it's

help she has plenty to do already it's
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tax season come on let's go

tax season come on let's go
quesadilla

quesadilla

quesadilla
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call me if you're late

call me if you're late
okay

i spent my life telling other people's

i spent my life telling other people's
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stories through my lens living an

stories through my lens living an
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unexamined life i can no longer pretend

unexamined life i can no longer pretend
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laura are you okay i can't find focus

laura are you okay i can't find focus
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keep rolling why are you standing for me

keep rolling why are you standing for me
okay

okay

okay
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my name is laura get

my name is laura get
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drip drip

drip drip
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taking a trip

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trying to make a movie clip

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an abandoned ship last poker chip break

an abandoned ship last poker chip break
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a hip let it rip stop

a hip let it rip stop
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i need to get a grip shut

i need to get a grip shut
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up laura did you let me focus can you

up laura did you let me focus can you
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you made a pun

you made a pun
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for a double entendre

for a double entendre
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so when you say the same word okay laura

so when you say the same word okay laura
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i know i know what it is can i try

i know i know what it is can i try
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yeah that should do it i'm gonna take it

yeah that should do it i'm gonna take it
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from the top okay

from the top okay
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ready yeah

ready yeah
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i spent my life telling other people's

i spent my life telling other people's
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stories through my lens living an

stories through my lens living an
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hey

hey
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oh your phone is ringing i don't know

oh your phone is ringing i don't know
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the password

the password
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thanks for lunch

thanks for lunch
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you know

you know
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what

what
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oh yeah

oh yeah
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thanks

thanks
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all right kid let's go

all right kid let's go
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just tastes better

just tastes better
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without even researching because they

without even researching because they
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just show up in places where they're

just show up in places where they're
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told to see some women

told to see some women
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what are these

what are these
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turn it off

turn it off
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dede and i are at the dollar store i

dede and i are at the dollar store i
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picked these out and she paid they're a

picked these out and she paid they're a
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gift from us to you thank you laura

gift from us to you thank you laura
this<00:29:13.600> is

can i tell you something

can i tell you something
yeah

yeah

yeah
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you promise you won't tell anyone

you promise you won't tell anyone
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not even your dad yeah

not even your dad yeah
i'm<00:29:59.600> your<00:29:59.840> friend<00:30:00.159> friends<00:30:00.399> keep<00:30:00.640> their

i'm your friend friends keep their

i'm your friend friends keep their
promises

i think i want to be a mom

i think i want to be a mom
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i never really thought about it before

i never really thought about it before
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but being here and

but being here and
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my dead mom margaret was really pretty

my dead mom margaret was really pretty
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i look like her

i look like her
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i don't want a baby shooting out of my

i don't want a baby shooting out of my
vagina

vagina

vagina
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oh yeah you've never really wanted to

oh yeah you've never really wanted to
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have a boyfriend or

have a boyfriend or
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you want a boyfriend

you want a boyfriend
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no i'm gay

no i'm gay
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like i like women i

like i like women i
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yeah

yeah
absolutely

absolutely

absolutely
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thank you thank you

thank you thank you
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those few months

those few months
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life was really really good

life was really really good
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learning to let go a little and spend

learning to let go a little and spend
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time with anna was

time with anna was
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i wasn't sure and had to be convinced

i wasn't sure and had to be convinced
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but anna felt very strongly we could go

but anna felt very strongly we could go
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hello laura

hello laura
hello<00:31:44.799> didi

hello didi

hello didi
guys<00:31:46.799> santa<00:31:47.200> barbara<00:31:48.080> peter<00:31:48.399> was<00:31:48.640> attached<00:31:49.039> to

guys santa barbara peter was attached to

guys santa barbara peter was attached to
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i think laura gave him the bug

i think laura gave him the bug
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i promised laura i would take a lot of

i promised laura i would take a lot of
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videos and pictures so that when we come

videos and pictures so that when we come
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back we can watch it together hey

back we can watch it together hey
hello

hello

hello
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we are in griffith park

we are in griffith park
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i have to pee

i have to pee
really

i wouldn't sit on the toilet with you

i wouldn't sit on the toilet with you
okay

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[Music]
oh

oh

oh
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i called mom

i called mom
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to tell her that laura went

to tell her that laura went
missing

there was a long silence on the other

there was a long silence on the other
line

they were back in l.a within hours

they were back in l.a within hours
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and we called all the park rangers and

and we called all the park rangers and
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later that evening

later that evening
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the park ranger tells us the news

the park ranger tells us the news
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it took us about an hour to convince her

it took us about an hour to convince her
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to come out

to come out
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i've never felt so guilty

i've never felt so guilty
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i should have given you more specific

i should have given you more specific
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instruction on how to take care of laura

instruction on how to take care of laura
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certain triggers

certain triggers
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cause her to become disoriented

cause her to become disoriented
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any sudden extreme changes her senses

any sudden extreme changes her senses
become<00:35:52.079> overloaded

become overloaded

become overloaded
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like a computer crash

like a computer crash
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hey let's just go home and slip it off

hey let's just go home and slip it off
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okay never should i have trusted you so

okay never should i have trusted you so
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soon you're not ready

soon you're not ready
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what going to buy more drugs gosh mom i

what going to buy more drugs gosh mom i
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am crying and you never give me a second

am crying and you never give me a second
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chance give me so many chances already

chance give me so many chances already
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you'd never appreciate what i've

you'd never appreciate what i've
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sacrificed last time i wasn't drunk or

sacrificed last time i wasn't drunk or
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high or turning straight even when

high or turning straight even when
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you're sober you're still so

you're sober you're still so
irresponsible

until you get clean

until you get clean
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i cannot help you anymore

i cannot help you anymore
go

go

go
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well at least dad told me everything mom

well at least dad told me everything mom
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this is peter no huh did you tell him

this is peter no huh did you tell him
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why don't we all go to sleep but dad dad

why don't we all go to sleep but dad dad
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was a regular client of my mom's at the

was a regular client of my mom's at the
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karaoke club that she worked at as a

karaoke club that she worked at as a
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dancer and hostess right that's how they

dancer and hostess right that's how they
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had me yeah i was a mistake right dude i

had me yeah i was a mistake right dude i
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am not supposed to be here and then then

am not supposed to be here and then then
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they got married because my mom was too

they got married because my mom was too
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ashamed to tell her own parents she was

ashamed to tell her own parents she was
a

a

a
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poor shut up then what dad set you up

poor shut up then what dad set you up
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with the banking job right right to keep

with the banking job right right to keep
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up appearances like the perfect rich

up appearances like the perfect rich
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girl marry the rich man have a

girl marry the rich man have a
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why don't you stay with us tonight you

why don't you stay with us tonight you
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can stay on my bed i have extra blankets

can stay on my bed i have extra blankets
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and sheets i can help you we're friends

and sheets i can help you we're friends
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or we're friends

or we're friends
diddy

diddy

diddy
[Applause]

hannah said she had to go back to hong

hannah said she had to go back to hong
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kong because she had some work to do

kong because she had some work to do
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i asked her about dede

i asked her about dede
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anna said it'd be okay

anna said it'd be okay
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you're thinking about her all the time

you're thinking about her all the time
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we don't need anyone else

we don't need anyone else
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with each other

with each other
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we're lucky

we're lucky
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you know do you love anna

you know do you love anna
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but you don't know whether she loves you

but you don't know whether she loves you
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back or whether or not you can live

back or whether or not you can live
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anna would put her head on your shoulder

anna would put her head on your shoulder
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i know you love me

i know you love me
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i went back to my routine in hong kong

i went back to my routine in hong kong
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the noise and the energy

the noise and the energy
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i did get the out of la after all

i did get the out of la after all
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i swallowed my pride and texted my

i swallowed my pride and texted my
ex-girlfriend<00:41:49.440> chloe

ex-girlfriend chloe

ex-girlfriend chloe
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turns out she was working at an ad

turns out she was working at an ad
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agency up in san francisco

agency up in san francisco
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she couldn't promise anything but said

she couldn't promise anything but said
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she'd try her best to send some

she'd try her best to send some
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so our offices in uh palo alto we've

so our offices in uh palo alto we've
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been we've been growing by about 200

been we've been growing by about 200
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hang on sir man yeah can you just turn

hang on sir man yeah can you just turn
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your collar down it's like turned up on

your collar down it's like turned up on
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both sides and uh you were great man

both sides and uh you were great man
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love the eye contact like makes the

love the eye contact like makes the
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audience feel engaged you know what i

audience feel engaged you know what i
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said talk to you for a second hey guys

said talk to you for a second hey guys
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can we just take a quick moment for a

can we just take a quick moment for a
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so

so
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the client will choose to use the

the client will choose to use the
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footage that we currently have

footage that we currently have
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okay they want to call it a day

okay they want to call it a day
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no they actually just want to

no they actually just want to
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wha what do you mean

wha what do you mean
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i thought you said it was for six months

i thought you said it was for six months
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i know but

i know but
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the problem is that

the problem is that
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their budget is you know they're maxing

their budget is you know they're maxing
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out so they want to be okay but that's

out so they want to be okay but that's
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okay you can tell tell them that i'll

okay you can tell tell them that i'll
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drop my right i did i told them but they

drop my right i did i told them but they
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won't i need this gig chloe i'm doing

won't i need this gig chloe i'm doing
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all i can to help you okay

all i can to help you okay
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i love you come on if you love me then

i love you come on if you love me then
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why did you leave me in the first place

why did you leave me in the first place
chloe

chloe

chloe
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i needed this gig

i needed this gig
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you took this one too yeah but i didn't

you took this one too yeah but i didn't
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go in the water

go in the water
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she talked about photography

she talked about photography
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making you see the world differently

making you see the world differently
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exploring different places

exploring different places
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and you telling her the world is how you

and you telling her the world is how you
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frame it

frame it
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but i never heard her articulate things

but i never heard her articulate things
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my favorite picture

my favorite picture
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what are you doing

what are you doing
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making a movie

making a movie
happy<00:45:54.880> birthday

this is laura yep reporting into my

this is laura yep reporting into my
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brand new smartphone

brand new smartphone
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it is 0800 hours

it is 0800 hours
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and we are about to embark on a mission

and we are about to embark on a mission
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dad

dad
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say hi to the camera hi

say hi to the camera hi
dad

dad

dad
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you say your name time and where we're

you say your name time and where we're
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going oh uh hi uh this is peter yip with

going oh uh hi uh this is peter yip with
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my daughter laura yip

my daughter laura yip
uh<00:46:44.800> it's<00:46:44.960> saturday<00:46:45.520> morning

uh it's saturday morning

uh it's saturday morning
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didi invited us to san francisco for a

didi invited us to san francisco for a
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few days so gal gamson ogo mountain here

few days so gal gamson ogo mountain here
we<00:46:53.280> come

we come

we come
by

by

by
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you have some flowers in your hair

you have some flowers in your hair
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no let's go get some flowers

no let's go get some flowers
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we finally made it to the bay area in

we finally made it to the bay area in
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fact we are on the beautiful bay bridge

fact we are on the beautiful bay bridge
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but i personally

but i personally
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like the golden gate better why chinese

like the golden gate better why chinese
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people love gold they name every

people love gold they name every
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everything have to go especially the

everything have to go especially the
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restaurants golden palace golden dragon

restaurants golden palace golden dragon
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even the golden buddha

even the golden buddha
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now you know why so many chinese lives

now you know why so many chinese lives
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in california

in california
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because it's the golden state we're

because it's the golden state we're
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going to chinatown get some egg tart i'm

going to chinatown get some egg tart i'm
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going to chinatown to get some egg tarts

going to chinatown to get some egg tarts
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what did i tell you is it good

what did i tell you is it good
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gloria

gloria
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we've landed in san francisco

we've landed in san francisco
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and we are now

and we are now
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i think i'm gonna text her

i think i'm gonna text her
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what did she say um

what did she say um
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i don't know she's we're probably a

i don't know she's we're probably a
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let's check into the hotel and

let's check into the hotel and
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try again tomorrow okay

try again tomorrow okay
come<00:49:41.599> on<00:49:41.760> let's<00:49:41.920> go

come on let's go

come on let's go
laura

laura

laura
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you always get your way

you always get your way
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this is laureath again

this is laureath again
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it is 0 200 homes

it is 0 200 homes
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dede was supposed to meet us at 1800

dede was supposed to meet us at 1800
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now let's check into a hotel

now let's check into a hotel
chili<00:51:15.200> don't<00:51:15.440> cry

laura

laura
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just stay here

just stay here
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i'll be right back

i'll be right back
okay

thank you for the groceries

thank you for the groceries
you're<00:53:31.040> welcome

we have to be out of here by noon

we have to be out of here by noon
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i'm sorry about last night i don't need

i'm sorry about last night i don't need
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please

please
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for laura's sick

for laura's sick
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i had to

i had to
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oh that's chicken yeah actually this

oh that's chicken yeah actually this
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yeah mackerel like a fatty fish it looks

yeah mackerel like a fatty fish it looks
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like chicken

like chicken
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well

well
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for the rest of the weekend laura seemed

for the rest of the weekend laura seemed
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more relaxed

more relaxed
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i've never seen her like that in a long

i've never seen her like that in a long
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this is a dd photo bomb

this is a dd photo bomb
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and my dad

and my dad
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this is where people get married you

this is where people get married you
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know yeah

know yeah
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where are we what is the name of this

where are we what is the name of this
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place cal palace oh

place cal palace oh
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it's a fine art oh okay okay

it's a fine art oh okay okay
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hi this is laura yep we're leaving san

hi this is laura yep we're leaving san
francisco

francisco

francisco
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and we're going back to la and guess who

and we're going back to la and guess who
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we're bringing with us that's right we

we're bringing with us that's right we
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as i'm about to

as i'm about to
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bring everybody back to los angeles

bring everybody back to los angeles
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we're going to be passing by this most

we're going to be passing by this most
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wonderful if not magical place in the

wonderful if not magical place in the
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entire west coast and inside the minds

entire west coast and inside the minds
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of every chinese parents

of every chinese parents
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anybody know the answer

anybody know the answer
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no deity

no deity
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god it's so asian

god it's so asian
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stanford so good

stanford so good
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university campuses i like tourist

university campuses i like tourist
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attractions for albion

attractions for albion
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that is she right

that is she right
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she's right she got the answer hey you

she's right she got the answer hey you
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according to the cash parents always

according to the cash parents always
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take the cash well i guess i'm chinese

take the cash well i guess i'm chinese
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then because i will take that cash

then because i will take that cash
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she's taking the cash and we're taking

she's taking the cash and we're taking
her<00:56:25.599> bye

in recovery they talk about surrendering

in recovery they talk about surrendering
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to a god

to a god
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a higher power

a higher power
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or whatever woo-woo thing you want to

or whatever woo-woo thing you want to
believe

believe

believe
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in not really sure what to believe in

in not really sure what to believe in
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but in any case

but in any case
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when i moved in with laura and peter

when i moved in with laura and peter
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i started my day off with methadone

i started my day off with methadone
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so i i guess you deserve the truth i

so i i guess you deserve the truth i
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used about two days ago

used about two days ago
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again a couple times this past week

again a couple times this past week
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i just fight with girlfriend you know

i just fight with girlfriend you know
parties

parties

parties
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but

but
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i threw it out i threw out what i bought

i threw it out i threw out what i bought
and<00:57:23.839> i

and i

and i
i'm

i'm

i'm
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it's been coming for five years now and

it's been coming for five years now and
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still just as nervous as the first time

still just as nervous as the first time
but

but

but
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so nice to hear from all of you i'm at

so nice to hear from all of you i'm at
30<00:57:40.720> days<00:57:41.280> finally

i don't want to like

i don't want to like
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say i don't need to be here i but

say i don't need to be here i but
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you know i i just kind of up i

you know i i just kind of up i
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actually was sober enough for the first

actually was sober enough for the first
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time in six months to get a job so

time in six months to get a job so
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excuse<00:58:00.000> me<00:58:00.240> uh<00:58:00.480> hey<00:58:00.640> home<00:58:00.799> dede

excuse me uh hey home dede

excuse me uh hey home dede
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uh i've been clean for seven days

uh i've been clean for seven days
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yeah so yeah i guess i'm here and thanks

yeah so yeah i guess i'm here and thanks
for

for

for
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listening to me

listening to me
your<00:58:19.839> turn

your turn

your turn
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i've been clean exactly

i've been clean exactly
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one month

one month
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i'd be lying if i said i feel great

i'd be lying if i said i feel great
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because i don't

because i don't
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like

like
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i've been through this a couple of times

i've been through this a couple of times
now

now

now
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um in recovery rehab

um in recovery rehab
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whatever you want to call it okay

whatever you want to call it okay
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so i know how it goes

so i know how it goes
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i know the whys and the hows and the

i know the whys and the hows and the
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but it was always like up in here

but it was always like up in here
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in the head

in the head
not

down here

down here
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okay so we've gone over the pedals and

okay so we've gone over the pedals and
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the gear sticks to put your foot on the

the gear sticks to put your foot on the
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brake and then

brake and then
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just feels different this time

just feels different this time
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because i'm not doing it for me i'm

because i'm not doing it for me i'm
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doing it for laura

doing it for laura
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yeah she can be annoying

yeah she can be annoying
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and incredibly frustrating to the point

and incredibly frustrating to the point
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where you want to pull out her hair

where you want to pull out her hair
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follicle by follicle

follicle by follicle
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but through it all she inspires me to be

but through it all she inspires me to be
better

better

better
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so when someone loves you more than the

so when someone loves you more than the
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excuse<01:00:14.720> me

excuse me

excuse me
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is there a place where i can get a soda

is there a place where i can get a soda
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um yeah

um yeah
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down the street and to the right

down the street and to the right
thank<01:00:23.040> you

thank you

thank you
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oh my god scary cat

oh my god scary cat
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yeah how was it

yeah how was it
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it was weird well cheers to you

it was weird well cheers to you
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i don't know if they got your order

i don't know if they got your order
right

right

right
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i don't care i'm just proud of you

i don't care i'm just proud of you
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change hi hey um i'm looking to start

change hi hey um i'm looking to start
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treatment and i was wondering how to go

treatment and i was wondering how to go
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about starting out okay well um i have

about starting out okay well um i have
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some paperwork here for you to fill out

some paperwork here for you to fill out
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and then i will get you a manager to

and then i will get you a manager to
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speak with so if you want to just take a

speak with so if you want to just take a
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hey

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you
happy<01:01:37.440> birthday<01:01:38.079> to<01:01:38.400> you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you
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happy birthday dear dee dee with the

happy birthday dear dee dee with the
blue<01:01:41.839> hair

blue hair

blue hair
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happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you
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surprise that's what you're up to she

surprise that's what you're up to she
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went out and get the kick all by

went out and get the kick all by
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herself awesome

herself awesome
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congrats laura did she tell you she was

congrats laura did she tell you she was
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going to do this son no she said she

going to do this son no she said she
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wanted to catch the bus all the way home

wanted to catch the bus all the way home
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today for her to go out alone is

today for her to go out alone is
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extremely unsafe she could really get

extremely unsafe she could really get
hurt

hurt

hurt
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happy birthday dd with the blue hair

happy birthday dd with the blue hair
yep

i'm sorry i should have told you this is

i'm sorry i should have told you this is
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all your fault

all your fault
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look when we go to the center what have

look when we go to the center what have
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you done to my daughter can you just let

you done to my daughter can you just let
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me finish

me finish
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when we go to the center

when we go to the center
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you know i just i bought her a bus

you know i just i bought her a bus
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passes the city and then she meets me

passes the city and then she meets me
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back at the center usually

back at the center usually
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she's perfectly okay by herself

she's perfectly okay by herself
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my phone is the internet it

my phone is the internet it
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it knows everything

it knows everything
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i texted my updates all the time

i texted my updates all the time
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except for the cake that was our

except for the cake that was our
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surprise we got it worked out i'm gonna

surprise we got it worked out i'm gonna
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take all the buses and the trains i like

take all the buses and the trains i like
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dad<01:03:02.240> give<01:03:02.480> us<01:03:02.640> the<01:03:02.880> cake

dad give us the cake

dad give us the cake
dad

dad

dad
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give us the cake

give us the cake
dad

dad

dad
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it's almost over anyway but thanks laura

it's almost over anyway but thanks laura
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right on the internet people recovering

right on the internet people recovering
you<01:03:52.400> love

you love

you love
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i love you dede

i love you dede
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if you need me i'll be there for you

if you need me i'll be there for you
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because i don't want you to be alone

because i don't want you to be alone
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when you have your baby someday i'll

when you have your baby someday i'll
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are you excited about coming to hong

are you excited about coming to hong
kong

kong

kong
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uh laura is sitting with her uncle in

uh laura is sitting with her uncle in
pasadena

pasadena

pasadena
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i don't know in

i don't know in
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pasadena auntie and i have a private

pasadena auntie and i have a private
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moment and why don't you go to your room

moment and why don't you go to your room
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i'd hope that i had to take a lot of

i'd hope that i had to take a lot of
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photos of videos here in hong kong

photos of videos here in hong kong
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i was wanting to go there

i was wanting to go there
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dee and i will be holding down the fort

dee and i will be holding down the fort
as<01:06:56.720> they<01:06:56.960> say

as they say

as they say
you

have been staying with us for the past

have been staying with us for the past
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three months and 11 days including today

three months and 11 days including today
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uh laura judy and i do everything

uh laura judy and i do everything
together<01:07:08.640> except<01:07:09.039> methadone<01:07:09.520> in<01:07:09.680> rehab

together except methadone in rehab

together except methadone in rehab
she's<01:07:10.960> my<01:07:11.119> best<01:07:11.359> friend<01:07:11.760> bob

why can't you keep your mouth shut huh

why can't you keep your mouth shut huh
why

why

why
why

why

why
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sorry do i have to explain every single

sorry do i have to explain every single
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i'm sorry bubba i didn't mean to make

i'm sorry bubba i didn't mean to make
you<01:07:47.280> angry

you angry

you angry
i'm<01:07:48.640> sorry

i'm sorry

i'm sorry
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i'm sorry it's okay it's okay it's not

i'm sorry it's okay it's okay it's not
your<01:07:52.240> fault

your fault

your fault
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i can handle the truth

i can handle the truth
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over the next few weeks i conducted a

over the next few weeks i conducted a
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post-mortem on the video chat

post-mortem on the video chat
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incident my dad told me forget about it

incident my dad told me forget about it
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but my dad seemed hurt by my actions

but my dad seemed hurt by my actions
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i don't want my dad to be hurt again

i don't want my dad to be hurt again
because<01:09:27.359> of<01:09:27.440> me

because of me

because of me
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my dad's the best

my dad's the best
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he's the best he's the best

he's the best he's the best
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my dad is the best he's the best he's

my dad is the best he's the best he's
the<01:09:35.679> best

i've got the inability to make a

i've got the inability to make a
real-time<01:09:43.199> inference<01:09:44.080> that<01:09:44.239> means<01:09:44.480> i<01:09:44.560> cannot

real-time inference that means i cannot

real-time inference that means i cannot
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take a hint to all of you in plain

take a hint to all of you in plain
english

english

english
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is lying always bad can there be an

is lying always bad can there be an
exception

exception

exception
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so i sat down took a deep breath in my

so i sat down took a deep breath in my
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research on the art of deception

research on the art of deception
you<01:09:57.120> see

you see

you see
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love is not the opposite of hate but is

love is not the opposite of hate but is
indifference

indifference

indifference
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hate and love can co-exist in my

hate and love can co-exist in my
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research inexperience

research inexperience
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dad wants anna back so that is love and

dad wants anna back so that is love and
not<01:10:10.480> indifference

not indifference

not indifference
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but anna's mad at dad so that is hate

but anna's mad at dad so that is hate
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but not indifference but hate does not

but not indifference but hate does not
disprove<01:10:17.440> that<01:10:17.600> there<01:10:17.760> is<01:10:17.920> love<01:10:18.159> in<01:10:18.320> some

disprove that there is love in some

disprove that there is love in some
significance

significance

significance
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but dad cannot rely on deity's valuable

but dad cannot rely on deity's valuable
assistance

assistance

assistance
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cause deities linked to anna is the path

cause deities linked to anna is the path
of<01:10:26.320> most<01:10:26.640> resistance

of most resistance

of most resistance
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but if that's the case that's also hate

but if that's the case that's also hate
but<01:10:30.880> not<01:10:31.120> indifference

but not indifference

but not indifference
thus

thus

thus
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the only way to prove that love is truly

the only way to prove that love is truly
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in existence is to reunite the four of

in existence is to reunite the four of
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us in spite of our long distance

us in spite of our long distance
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cause deity is my friend and dad is dad

cause deity is my friend and dad is dad
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and dad loves anna but that will mean

and dad loves anna but that will mean
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there needs to be a piece to resistance

there needs to be a piece to resistance
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so in this web of love and hate the only

so in this web of love and hate the only
person<01:10:54.480> not<01:10:54.800> entangled<01:10:55.440> or<01:10:55.600> mangled

person not entangled or mangled

person not entangled or mangled
emotionally<01:10:56.880> dismantled<01:10:57.679> and<01:10:57.840> shambles<01:10:58.400> who

emotionally dismantled and shambles who

emotionally dismantled and shambles who
can<01:10:58.719> handle<01:10:59.120> and<01:10:59.280> wrangle<01:10:59.679> this<01:11:00.000> conundrum

can handle and wrangle this conundrum

can handle and wrangle this conundrum
is<01:11:01.920> me

it's all right don't cry together you

it's all right don't cry together you
and<01:12:54.480> i

and i

and i
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don't be shy but try together you and i

don't be shy but try together you and i
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a plane with wi-fi service is my

a plane with wi-fi service is my
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favorite place to be i reviewed my whole

favorite place to be i reviewed my whole
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itinerary every step from a to z

itinerary every step from a to z
sitting<01:13:37.840> snugly<01:13:38.320> on<01:13:38.480> a<01:13:38.560> plane<01:13:39.440> its

sitting snugly on a plane its

sitting snugly on a plane its
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tranquility stability rigidity

tranquility stability rigidity
is<01:13:43.920> naturally<01:13:44.840> continually<01:13:46.000> and<01:13:46.320> predictably

is naturally continually and predictably

is naturally continually and predictably
a<01:13:47.920> relaxing<01:13:48.640> place<01:13:48.960> to<01:13:49.120> be

a relaxing place to be

a relaxing place to be
for<01:13:50.400> me

for me

for me
to<01:13:51.760> breathe

to breathe

to breathe
without<01:13:53.360> becoming<01:13:54.000> crazy

without becoming crazy

without becoming crazy
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[Music]

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finally

finally

finally
so<01:13:58.960> sleepy

it's all right don't cry

it's all right don't cry
together<01:15:30.640> you<01:15:30.960> and<01:15:31.199> i

together you and i

together you and i
it's<01:15:32.880> all<01:15:33.040> right<01:15:33.840> don't<01:15:34.239> cry

it's all right don't cry

it's all right don't cry
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together you and i don't be shy but try

together you and i don't be shy but try
together<01:15:40.320> you<01:15:40.560> and<01:15:40.719> i

together you and i

together you and i
don't<01:15:42.159> be<01:15:42.400> shy<01:15:42.719> but<01:15:42.960> try

don't be shy but try

don't be shy but try
together<01:15:44.719> you<01:15:44.960> and<01:15:45.120> i

together you and i

together you and i
don't<01:15:46.480> be<01:15:46.719> shy<01:15:47.120> but<01:15:47.440> try

don't be shy but try

don't be shy but try
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are you going to the peak

are you going to the peak
are<01:16:04.880> you<01:16:05.040> going<01:16:05.360> to<01:16:05.440> the<01:16:05.679> peak

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and many romantic stories that end so

and many romantic stories that end so
happily

happily

happily
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typically has a backdrop with the utmost

typically has a backdrop with the utmost
majesty

majesty

majesty
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so only when my plane touched down would

so only when my plane touched down would
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i tell them where i'd be

i tell them where i'd be
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a landmark in the city a lookout called

a landmark in the city a lookout called
the<01:17:07.280> peak

the peak

the peak
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this may be insanity so callously

this may be insanity so callously
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walking into a catastrophe if the timing

walking into a catastrophe if the timing
didn't<01:17:14.000> work<01:17:14.320> out<01:17:14.640> so

didn't work out so

didn't work out so
precisely

precisely

precisely
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but i absolutely in totality put my

but i absolutely in totality put my
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mortality in the hands of my greatest

mortality in the hands of my greatest
fantasy<01:17:22.159> that<01:17:22.400> eventually<01:17:23.120> we<01:17:23.280> will<01:17:23.600> finally

fantasy that eventually we will finally

fantasy that eventually we will finally
become<01:17:24.560> an<01:17:24.800> incredibly<01:17:25.600> happy

become an incredibly happy

become an incredibly happy
family

a family

a family
a<01:17:31.679> family

a family

a family
a<01:17:33.840> family

a family

a family
a<01:17:36.000> family

reach out

reach out
aim<01:18:01.280> high<01:18:02.080> together<01:18:02.480> you<01:18:02.719> and<01:18:02.960> i

aim high together you and i

aim high together you and i
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that was laura's version but

that was laura's version but
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it wasn't exactly what happened

it wasn't exactly what happened
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she had a panic attack after she lost

she had a panic attack after she lost
her<01:18:23.280> phone

she managed to get help from a group of

she managed to get help from a group of
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girls on their bachelorette party who

girls on their bachelorette party who
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we were relieved angry and

we were relieved angry and
frankly<01:18:41.920> exhausted

frankly exhausted

frankly exhausted
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but laura insisted on going to the peak

but laura insisted on going to the peak
as<01:18:46.480> planned

as planned

as planned
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there was no denying her

there was no denying her
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we didn't say much to each other that

we didn't say much to each other that
night

night

night
it<01:18:53.520> was<01:18:53.760> like<01:18:54.159> double<01:18:54.560> happiness

it was like double happiness

it was like double happiness
seeing<01:18:56.800> peter

seeing peter

seeing peter
and<01:18:58.080> hearing<01:18:58.320> the<01:18:58.480> news<01:18:58.800> about<01:18:59.199> you

and hearing the news about you

and hearing the news about you
diddy

diddy

diddy
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i was so ashamed of my past

i was so ashamed of my past
and

and

and
and<01:19:12.480> i'm<01:19:12.640> so<01:19:12.880> worried

and i'm so worried

and i'm so worried
and<01:19:15.120> afraid<01:19:15.600> for<01:19:15.840> you

and afraid for you

and afraid for you
afraid<01:19:18.320> that<01:19:18.480> you<01:19:18.640> would<01:19:18.800> follow<01:19:19.120> in<01:19:19.199> my

afraid that you would follow in my

afraid that you would follow in my
footsteps

footsteps

footsteps
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but from the moment i held you in my

but from the moment i held you in my
arms

arms

arms
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you are the best thing to have ever

you are the best thing to have ever
happened<01:19:32.640> to<01:19:32.800> me

you gave me a second chance for a better

you gave me a second chance for a better
life

life

life
a<01:19:41.520> new<01:19:41.840> life

a new life

a new life
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and so when i heard about your baby

and so when i heard about your baby
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that night was the best night of my life

that night was the best night of my life
because<01:19:55.760> of<01:19:56.000> you

about

about
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a month after that

a month after that
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anna quit her job and moved back to l.a

anna quit her job and moved back to l.a
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how's my uh my time

how's my uh my time
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okay my makeup any reflection on my

okay my makeup any reflection on my
glasses

glasses

glasses
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i still call him peter

i still call him peter
and

and

and
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laura still calls my mom anna

laura still calls my mom anna
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but they all call me mommy i feel as

but they all call me mommy i feel as
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close to a hippo as i've ever felt in my

close to a hippo as i've ever felt in my
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whole life and when the doctor first

whole life and when the doctor first
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told me i was pregnant with you i wasn't

told me i was pregnant with you i wasn't
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excited like i thought i'd be

excited like i thought i'd be
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i was scared for you yeah

i was scared for you yeah
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that's scared for me

that's scared for me
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is she moving yet yeah she is you want

is she moving yet yeah she is you want
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to try to see if you can feel it

to try to see if you can feel it
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put your hand on the truth is izzy that

put your hand on the truth is izzy that
i

i

i
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was and i still am

was and i still am
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an addict yeah you don't be scared

an addict yeah you don't be scared
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you're gonna have to felt like i needed

you're gonna have to felt like i needed
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to come clean so that you knew the truth

to come clean so that you knew the truth
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and you knew who i was

and you knew who i was
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before i had you

before i had you
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and how this funny little family came to

and how this funny little family came to
be

be

be
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because the truth is without auntie

because the truth is without auntie
laura

laura

laura
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i'm not sure i would have had the

i'm not sure i would have had the
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courage to become a mom

courage to become a mom
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she really taught me that i had it in me

she really taught me that i had it in me
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to be responsible

to be responsible
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care and love for someone

care and love for someone
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but also to care and love for myself do

but also to care and love for myself do
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you have

you have
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it's called fashion okay so i put

it's called fashion okay so i put
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together this collection of photos and

together this collection of photos and
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videos because i wanted you to know the

videos because i wanted you to know the
truth

truth

truth
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yeah it's matching who i am

yeah it's matching who i am
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who our family is

who our family is
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and how you came to be because you're

and how you came to be because you're
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special and important to each and every

special and important to each and every
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