All language subtitles for A Delicate Burn

what

what
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i'm sick

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well

well
maybe

maybe

maybe
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if you didn't [ __ ] [ __ ] every night

if you didn't [ __ ] [ __ ] every night
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you'd actually take a moment to connect

you'd actually take a moment to connect
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are you slut-shaming me right now

are you slut-shaming me right now
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absolutely not

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but i know you

but i know you
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i'm having an existential crisis

i'm having an existential crisis
clearly

why do i always do that

why do i always do that
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do what

do what
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lose myself and others

lose myself and others
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like i'm 22 and i still don't know what

like i'm 22 and i still don't know what
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i'm doing

i'm doing
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i'm gonna take a guess and say it's

i'm gonna take a guess and say it's
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because you're only 22. do you not see

because you're only 22. do you not see
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the difference between me and you

the difference between me and you
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you and rachel are in a healthy

you and rachel are in a healthy
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relationship you're committed you have a

relationship you're committed you have a
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house me i dated a girl who i loved so

house me i dated a girl who i loved so
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much then i freaked the [ __ ] out screwed

much then i freaked the [ __ ] out screwed
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it all up then wanted her back just to

it all up then wanted her back just to
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be at the same spot two years again

be at the same spot two years again
later

i work at a boutique

i work at a boutique
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that i [ __ ] hate waxing vaginas

that i [ __ ] hate waxing vaginas
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all day

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what am i doing wrong

what am i doing wrong
parker

parker

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you have got to stop comparing us we are

you have got to stop comparing us we are
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on two separate timelines

on two separate timelines
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we're two different people i mean we're

we're two different people i mean we're
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at a weird age anyway i mean

at a weird age anyway i mean
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you got some people just going into

you got some people just going into
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college you got some people getting

college you got some people getting
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married they have kids it's gross

married they have kids it's gross
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i mean that one guy we knew from ap bio

i mean that one guy we knew from ap bio
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he just got out of jail

he just got out of jail
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i'm thinking about her again

i'm thinking about her again
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you

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have got to stop this

have got to stop this
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every time you get off track

every time you get off track
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you go back to this parker you you

you go back to this parker you you
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you're you are comfortable with her okay

you're you are comfortable with her okay
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but you cannot keep going back to that

but you cannot keep going back to that
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just because

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i think i just need to get out of here

i think i just need to get out of here
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go where

go where
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i don't know like nashville

i don't know like nashville
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i guess if it keeps you from doing

i guess if it keeps you from doing
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something idiotic

something idiotic
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i want to drive

i want to drive
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i mean we can go for a drive we already

i mean we can go for a drive we already
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drink i mean i want to go somewhere

drink i mean i want to go somewhere
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like

like
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like a road trip

like a road trip
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why are you looking at me like that

why are you looking at me like that
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let's go

let's go
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like

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all right

all right
okay

okay

okay
yes

yes

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can we go tomorrow

can we go tomorrow
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hey jessica

hey jessica
um

um

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i don't think that i'm gonna be able to

i don't think that i'm gonna be able to
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make it into work next week

make it into work next week
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my grandmother got hospitalized

my grandmother got hospitalized
she

she

she
has

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and they don't know um

and they don't know um
why

why

why
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listen yeah jessica i gotta go i'm sorry

listen yeah jessica i gotta go i'm sorry
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my mom is waiting on me and i'll be in

my mom is waiting on me and i'll be in
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you're gonna go to hell

you're gonna go to hell
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my grandma's been dead for like three

my grandma's been dead for like three
years

years

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shouldn't appreciate the spontaneity

shouldn't appreciate the spontaneity
though

though

though
okay

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you know um when i was a kid and we'd go

you know um when i was a kid and we'd go
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to the theater with my mom

to the theater with my mom
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she'd actually always bring cupcakes to

she'd actually always bring cupcakes to
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put the popcorn so that's where you got

put the popcorn so that's where you got
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she sounds like she'd be fun

she sounds like she'd be fun
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she wasn't

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parker

parker
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i think i caught asthma i'm tired

i think i caught asthma i'm tired
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oh [ __ ]

oh [ __ ]
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can you believe places like this just

can you believe places like this just
exist

exist

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and we get to look at it with like

and we get to look at it with like
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our eyes

our eyes
ah

ah

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makes me feel kind of small

makes me feel kind of small
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but in a good way

but in a good way
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i guess that's better than you know like

i guess that's better than you know like
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feeling the other way around look how

feeling the other way around look how
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all right we're gonna stick it in that

all right we're gonna stick it in that
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come back to that later

come back to that later
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enjoy the view

enjoy the view
yeah

i'm glad we did this

i'm glad we did this
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i'm starting to think that i needed this

i'm starting to think that i needed this
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i don't know i just feel like

i don't know i just feel like
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every day is starting to blend together

every day is starting to blend together
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and it's just become so monotonous

and it's just become so monotonous
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and like am i doing

and like am i doing
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something big in the grand scheme of

something big in the grand scheme of
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everything how could you say that

everything how could you say that
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that's interesting that you think that

that's interesting that you think that
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just cause i'm in a relationship with

just cause i'm in a relationship with
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rachel that my life is squeaky clean and

rachel that my life is squeaky clean and
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spotless

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i mean don't get me wrong

i mean don't get me wrong
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rachel's my [ __ ]

rachel's my [ __ ]
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i love her but she doesn't define my

i love her but she doesn't define my
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whole existence

whole existence
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even on our best days

even on our best days
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i still feel like my existence

i still feel like my existence
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is uh

is uh
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infinitesimal whoa

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big word

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i know

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it's a song it's a dope song

it's a song it's a dope song
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so like

so like
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we're supposed to see like ufos

we're supposed to see like ufos
yeah

yeah

yeah
so

so

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apparently when it gets dark

apparently when it gets dark
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this becomes like the darkest place in

this becomes like the darkest place in
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the country and then

the country and then
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the ufos come out

the ufos come out
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so like at nighttime yeah at night

so like at nighttime yeah at night
interesting

interesting

interesting
yeah

so

so
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you remember that one time me you rachel

you remember that one time me you rachel
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went to canada

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and then we all got lost in toronto

and then we all got lost in toronto
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yeah you would think that someone from

yeah you would think that someone from
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toronto would know their way around

toronto would know their way around
toronto

toronto

toronto
yeah

yeah

yeah
well

well

well
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but do you remember how when we were on

but do you remember how when we were on
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the plane and like all of our phones

the plane and like all of our phones
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died and so we just gave up and then we

died and so we just gave up and then we
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went and got sushi dude best sashimi

went and got sushi dude best sashimi
ever

ever

ever
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i know

i know
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i guess i just missed doing stuff like

i guess i just missed doing stuff like
that

that

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well i kind of feel like that's what

well i kind of feel like that's what
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we're doing you know

we're doing you know
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sitting out in the woods

sitting out in the woods
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looking for aliens

looking for aliens
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yeah

yeah
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you do be having a point

you do be having a point
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so what's next

so what's next
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know i really haven't thought that far

know i really haven't thought that far
well

well

well
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i'm just following your lead i'm

i'm just following your lead i'm
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probably gonna need to go back to work

probably gonna need to go back to work
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sometime though oh i definitely am

sometime though oh i definitely am
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getting fired yeah [ __ ] capitalism i

getting fired yeah [ __ ] capitalism i
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don't want to work for modern societies

don't want to work for modern societies
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anyways i want to live in the woods and

anyways i want to live in the woods and
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well
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why don't we go to nashville

why don't we go to nashville
really

really

really
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yeah you brought it up i mean if we left

yeah you brought it up i mean if we left
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right now

right now
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we could probably get there by the night

we could probably get there by the night
bed

but wait

but wait
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there is one more thing i'm going to say

there is one more thing i'm going to say
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what you doing nerd

what you doing nerd
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how was work

how was work
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that was good

that was good
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you know focus work

you know focus work
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oh um my dad called me on my break

oh um my dad called me on my break
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yeah he wants to see if we want to go

yeah he wants to see if we want to go
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get dinner with him sometime this week

get dinner with him sometime this week
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i have no plans no place

i have no plans no place
good

i think it'll be good

i think it'll be good
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we literally haven't seen him since

we literally haven't seen him since
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he helped us with the move

he helped us with the move
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i think he'd be glad to see us

i think he'd be glad to see us
yeah

yeah

yeah
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so the aliens come to earth

so the aliens come to earth
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you just put your stuff on the ground

you just put your stuff on the ground
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and the aliens will see it

and the aliens will see it
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yeah so i mean you just you just bring

yeah so i mean you just you just bring
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your weird cinnamon [ __ ]

your weird cinnamon [ __ ]
um

um

um
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and then uh

and then uh
like

like

like
aliens

aliens

aliens
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beam down and like appreciate it a lot

beam down and like appreciate it a lot
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i don't know that's what the lady at the

i don't know that's what the lady at the
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desk said so

desk said so
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youtube

youtube
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that's what you're leaving

that's what you're leaving
yeah

yeah

yeah
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you don't think you should like leave

you don't think you should like leave
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some like a picture of you and rachel

some like a picture of you and rachel
no

no

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the aliens don't want to see a couple of

the aliens don't want to see a couple of
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normies they want to see aubry plaza in

normies they want to see aubry plaza in
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a questionable christmas film

a questionable christmas film
okay

what are you gonna leave well i don't

what are you gonna leave well i don't
know

what about that oh hell no

what about that oh hell no
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i've had this thing for like eight years

i've had this thing for like eight years
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okay and that's what makes it perfect

okay and that's what makes it perfect
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it's got your humans use memories all

it's got your humans use memories all
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all right well the aliens better

all right well the aliens better
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appreciate the [ __ ] out of that that

appreciate the [ __ ] out of that that
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thing's been the staple in my wardrobe

thing's been the staple in my wardrobe
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since like

since like
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high school hey

high school hey
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we're here to leave our old selves

we're here to leave our old selves
behind

behind

behind
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we're here to find who the new us is the

we're here to find who the new us is the
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new parker okay well we let me know when

new parker okay well we let me know when
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you figure that out

you figure that out
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i'm nervous

i'm nervous
why

why

why
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i feel like your dad hates me now

i feel like your dad hates me now
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what he's always liked you he's like

what he's always liked you he's like
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the only family you have and i just want

the only family you have and i just want
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to know how much i love you

to know how much i love you
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all right

all right
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today's the day so do we have anything

today's the day so do we have anything
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else on the agenda other than nashville

else on the agenda other than nashville
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no just wherever we end up

no just wherever we end up
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what is it without nashville anyway

what is it without nashville anyway
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oh my parents always said that we would

oh my parents always said that we would
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take a family trip there and we just

take a family trip there and we just
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never went

never went
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so and it kind of stuck with me

so and it kind of stuck with me
why

why

why
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we always went on a cruise or to disney

we always went on a cruise or to disney
world

world

world
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i don't know i guess it was just never

i don't know i guess it was just never
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really important to them to go to

really important to them to go to
nashville

nashville

nashville
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but it was to you

but it was to you
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yeah i always thought of it kind of like

yeah i always thought of it kind of like
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a magical place you know but in a cool

a magical place you know but in a cool
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rustic cowboy way plus i always wanted

rustic cowboy way plus i always wanted
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to get one of those cute little guitar

to get one of those cute little guitar
keychains

my parents just always shipped me up to

my parents just always shipped me up to
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my grandparents

my grandparents
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and they lived in a really tiny town so

and they lived in a really tiny town so
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i mean it was an adventure in its own

i mean it was an adventure in its own
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you know just with a lot of corn fields

you know just with a lot of corn fields
and

and

and
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no fast food restaurants

no fast food restaurants
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see but i wish i had that

see but i wish i had that
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you wish you never went on a cruise

you wish you never went on a cruise
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no not like that i mean like

no not like that i mean like
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i wish my parents cared more about what

i wish my parents cared more about what
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how can i put this nicely on

how can i put this nicely on
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you my friend

you my friend
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need a reality check

need a reality check
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what do you mean

what do you mean
so

so

so
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why did you break up with ellie again

why did you break up with ellie again
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like in high school yeah

like in high school yeah
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i didn't know what i wanted

i didn't know what i wanted
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but now all of a sudden you know what

but now all of a sudden you know what
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i mean

i mean
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so let me get this straight

so let me get this straight
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you broke up with her because you didn't

you broke up with her because you didn't
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want to be with her but then you did

want to be with her but then you did
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want to be with her then two years later

want to be with her then two years later
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when she got upset because you didn't

when she got upset because you didn't
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treat her the way you said you were

treat her the way you said you were
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gonna treat her

gonna treat her
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you know it's not so cut and dry

you know it's not so cut and dry
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i'm just playing devil's advocate i was

i'm just playing devil's advocate i was
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17. i thought i needed to drink all the

17. i thought i needed to drink all the
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time and smoke weed and just create this

time and smoke weed and just create this
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like tornado of emotion just to feel

like tornado of emotion just to feel
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something you know

something you know
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there it is

there it is
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the contradiction what contradiction

the contradiction what contradiction
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you love to sabotage yourself you have

you love to sabotage yourself you have
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to have the main character energy and

to have the main character energy and
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you have to have all the problems

you have to have all the problems
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that's not true

that's not true
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no it's kind of true

no it's kind of true
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she's important to me fern i know she is

she's important to me fern i know she is
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if there's ever a chance in hell that

if there's ever a chance in hell that
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you're going to get her back

you're going to get her back
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you've gotta have better coping

you've gotta have better coping
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mechanisms you gotta learn you gotta

mechanisms you gotta learn you gotta
grow

grow

grow
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you're not gonna be good for her unless

you're not gonna be good for her unless
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you're good for you

you're good for you
yeah

you want another drink

you want another drink
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you think you liked me

you think you liked me
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why do you do that

why do you do that
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do what

do what
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why do you need other people's

why do you need other people's
validation

validation

validation
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he's your dad

he's your dad
ellie

ellie

ellie
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but i love you

but i love you
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because i

because i
always

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shoes

why do i feel like i'm about to have a

why do i feel like i'm about to have a
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pulmonary embolism

pulmonary embolism
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you know

you know
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that is how i felt the first time i ever

that is how i felt the first time i ever
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saw red velvet's music video for psycho

saw red velvet's music video for psycho
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i'd make bonnie my wife

i'd make bonnie my wife
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and we'd rob this whole town

and we'd rob this whole town
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maybe take all that money

maybe take all that money
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get a boat and sail down

get a boat and sail down
down

down

down
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yes this

yes this
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we might get ourselves lost we may never

we might get ourselves lost we may never
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be found

be found
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if ever that day comes around

if ever that day comes around
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dude that sucked

dude that sucked
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i wasn't gonna say anything unless you

i wasn't gonna say anything unless you
did

did

did
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i don't know why i thought

i don't know why i thought
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a city full of drunken tourists

a city full of drunken tourists
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vomit-filled streets and cheapo guitar

vomit-filled streets and cheapo guitar
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it's almost like you build things up in

it's almost like you build things up in
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your head

your head
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to be bigger than they actually are

to be bigger than they actually are
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you have all these unrealistic i don't

you have all these unrealistic i don't
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i just think

i just think
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life is about the little things the

life is about the little things the
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stuff you didn't plan

stuff you didn't plan
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like these fries

like these fries
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i'm gonna remember this fries

i'm gonna remember this fries
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okay

okay
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follow me

follow me
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breaking into the pool

breaking into the pool
what

what

what
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for the bucket list i want to break into

for the bucket list i want to break into
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the pool

the pool
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cool

cool
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you should get started

you should get started
now

now

now
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you know it still hurts a little bit but

you know it still hurts a little bit but
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not that much

not that much
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cause if you want somebody else who am i

cause if you want somebody else who am i
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to judge

to judge
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i've been thinking about you all the

i've been thinking about you all the
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time but that's all right

time but that's all right
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i'm starting to get used to it i think

i'm starting to get used to it i think
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i'll survive

i'll survive
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i'm at you in the summer when you left

i'm at you in the summer when you left
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it was closed i said we loved one

it was closed i said we loved one
another

another

another
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guess that we were wrong

guess that we were wrong
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i met you in the summer

i met you in the summer
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my love was out of control

my love was out of control
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i've been going crazy without you i'm so

i've been going crazy without you i'm so
alone

it's kind of quiet in my room right now

it's kind of quiet in my room right now
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without you

without you
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and i couldn't really make you stay so

and i couldn't really make you stay so
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what to do

what to do
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i'm just staring at my walls and talking

i'm just staring at my walls and talking
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to myself now and then i'll try to laugh

to myself now and then i'll try to laugh
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but i'll cry of it as well i was never

but i'll cry of it as well i was never
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any good at being away from you

any good at being away from you
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i met you in the summer

i met you in the summer
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when you left it was cold said we loved

when you left it was cold said we loved
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one another

one another
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guess that we were wrong

guess that we were wrong
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i met you in the summer my love was out

i met you in the summer my love was out
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of control

of control
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i've been going crazy without you i'm so

i've been going crazy without you i'm so
alone

alone

alone
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um

you know it still hurts a little bit but

you know it still hurts a little bit but
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not that much

not that much
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cause if you want somebody else

cause if you want somebody else
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so

so

so
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i love it when you play

i love it when you play
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so where'd you learn how to play anyways

so where'd you learn how to play anyways
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uh my dad actually yeah he taught me

uh my dad actually yeah he taught me
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but he only learned to impress my mom

but he only learned to impress my mom
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really mm-hmm

really mm-hmm
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funny i never read that

funny i never read that
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there's a lot you don't know about me oh

there's a lot you don't know about me oh
yeah

yeah

yeah
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yeah tell me one thing i don't know

yeah tell me one thing i don't know
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about you

about you
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oh god

oh god
um

okay when i was a kid

okay when i was a kid
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and i would catch fireflies

and i would catch fireflies
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that's probably the cutest thing i've

that's probably the cutest thing i've
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ever heard

ever heard
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um i mean that was

um i mean that was
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one good thing about my mom i feel like

one good thing about my mom i feel like
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she always had her head in the clouds

she always had her head in the clouds
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and believed that life was like made of

and believed that life was like made of
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magic i feel like she really instilled

magic i feel like she really instilled
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that in me

that in me
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yeah that does kind of sound like you

yeah that does kind of sound like you
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ugh i mean yeah i kind of hate it though

ugh i mean yeah i kind of hate it though
because

because

because
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she was always wanting to live this like

she was always wanting to live this like
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bigger than life reality and

bigger than life reality and
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one day she just decided that

one day she just decided that
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me and my dad were not part of that

me and my dad were not part of that
dream<00:28:21.760> anymore

dream anymore

dream anymore
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it wasn't enough so she left

it wasn't enough so she left
ellie

ellie

ellie
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you were just a kid

you were just a kid
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i don't think it's

i don't think it's
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that it had anything to do with you not

that it had anything to do with you not
being<00:28:34.799> enough

being enough

being enough
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plus your heart is nothing like hers

plus your heart is nothing like hers
anyways

i just don't want to hurt someone

i just don't want to hurt someone
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plus i feel like a five-year-old wanting

plus i feel like a five-year-old wanting
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to play pretend all the time is probably

to play pretend all the time is probably
a<00:28:55.760> lot<00:28:56.000> to<00:28:56.159> handle

a lot to handle

a lot to handle
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plus you know what i don't think she

plus you know what i don't think she
even<00:29:12.799> wanted<00:29:13.039> kids<00:29:13.360> anyway

where are we going

where are we going
you'll<00:29:55.600> see

are you going to kill me

are you going to kill me
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ellie you're not supposed to know be

ellie you're not supposed to know be
quiet

quiet

quiet
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are you choosing away by knife or

are you choosing away by knife or
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another weapon

another weapon
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what would be more villanelle of me

what would be more villanelle of me
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she'd probably have some really

she'd probably have some really
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elaborate scheme and then corner me an

elaborate scheme and then corner me an
alleyway<00:30:14.399> in<00:30:14.720> paris<00:30:15.279> or<00:30:15.520> something

alleyway in paris or something

alleyway in paris or something
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oh

oh
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so my friend michaela is coming in from

so my friend michaela is coming in from
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out of town next weekend and there's

out of town next weekend and there's
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this party that i think we're gonna go

this party that i think we're gonna go
to

but we went out last weekend i know but

but we went out last weekend i know but
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just going out with me just like knock

just going out with me just like knock
out

out

out
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you know i don't mean it like that

you know i don't mean it like that
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i guess i'll just

i guess i'll just
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i have found the best use of our word

i have found the best use of our word
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what happened

what happened
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well i'm glad you asked

well i'm glad you asked
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there i am in the woods trying to take a

there i am in the woods trying to take a
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fat piss and fly

fat piss and fly
goes<00:32:01.440> right<00:32:01.600> in<00:32:01.760> my<00:32:01.919> face

goes right in my face

goes right in my face
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that's not the best part

that's not the best part
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because i didn't see it i fell right

because i didn't see it i fell right
back

back

back
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into my piss

into my piss
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it's not funny it's kind of funny

it's not funny it's kind of funny
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it's kind of very funny

it's kind of very funny
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get in the car

get in the car
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i got you something

i got you something
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ellie i'm sorry

ellie i'm sorry
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you're doing it again

you're doing it again
doing<00:33:17.840> what

doing what

doing what
you're<00:33:19.120> pulling<00:33:19.440> away

you're pulling away

you're pulling away
ally

ally

ally
no<00:33:23.919> it's

no it's

no it's
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it's not like that no you promised me on

it's not like that no you promised me on
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new year's that you wouldn't do this

new year's that you wouldn't do this
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because of some confusion you have about

because of some confusion you have about
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i mean we just

i mean we just
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we just went

we just went
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on a picnic

on a picnic
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and and

and and
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to dinner with your dad

to dinner with your dad
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what am i not allowed to have a few

what am i not allowed to have a few
drinks

drinks

drinks
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after work leave the house am i not

after work leave the house am i not
allowed<00:33:48.000> to

allowed to

allowed to
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no you can leave the house

no you can leave the house
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but when you came back to me

but when you came back to me
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we promised that our relationship would

we promised that our relationship would
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not be like this anymore

not be like this anymore
that's<00:34:00.320> not<00:34:00.480> what's<00:34:00.799> happening

that's not what's happening

that's not what's happening
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then what is happening

then what is happening
i<00:34:05.120> don't<00:34:05.279> know

but i don't

but i don't
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i don't know i don't want to know what

i don't know i don't want to know what
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living in a world without you is like

living in a world without you is like
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and and i feel like i'm hurting you

and and i feel like i'm hurting you
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and stop pulling away

and stop pulling away
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it hurts me when you do that

it hurts me when you do that
we're<00:34:25.599> happy<00:34:26.000> we're

we're happy we're

we're happy we're
we're<00:34:27.520> good

we're good

we're good
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yeah we're good

yeah we're good
we're<00:34:30.240> good

for the sixth time

for the sixth time
no

no

no
why<00:35:28.480> because

hold on oh my god hold on i'm so late oh

hold on oh my god hold on i'm so late oh
that's<00:35:39.440> probably<00:35:39.839> rachel

you sure this is a good idea don't be a

you sure this is a good idea don't be a
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in our bathing suits

in our bathing suits
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we're gonna go to the beach

we're gonna go to the beach
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what<00:36:43.599> beach

pensacola

pensacola
yeah

yeah

yeah
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i got it yeah okay

i got it yeah okay
okay

okay

okay
okay

okay

okay
okay

in some kind a devotion

in some kind a devotion
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back without my love

back without my love
for<00:37:33.280> the<00:37:33.599> ocean

my mom was there and she was acting like

my mom was there and she was acting like
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it was the end of her world

it was the end of her world
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like she never left

like she never left
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i know

i know
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she didn't she didn't deserve to see him

she didn't she didn't deserve to see him
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at all i deserve to see him

at all i deserve to see him
oh

oh

oh
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don't tell me

don't tell me
she's<00:38:50.800> your<00:38:51.040> mom

she's your mom

she's your mom
i<00:38:52.480> don't<00:38:52.720> care

what can i do

what can i do
nothing

nothing

nothing
oh

he's my dad

he's my dad
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he was the only one that was ever there

he was the only one that was ever there
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for me he was the only one who never

for me he was the only one who never
left

left

left
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i don't know what the [ __ ] i'm supposed

i don't know what the [ __ ] i'm supposed
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to even do now

to even do now
i'm<00:39:18.960> so<00:39:19.520> sorry

i'm so sorry

i'm so sorry
don't<00:39:21.920> be

don't be

don't be
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okay but like

okay but like
i'm<00:39:25.839> here

i'm here

i'm here
whatever<00:39:28.000> you<00:39:28.160> need

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are<00:39:35.200> you

what does that even mean

what does that even mean
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i'm sorry parker i just

i'm sorry parker i just
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i just don't know how to process any of

i just don't know how to process any of
this

nobody should be projecting that onto

nobody should be projecting that onto
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you i shouldn't be doing that i'm sorry

you i shouldn't be doing that i'm sorry
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i kind of deserve it no you don't

i kind of deserve it no you don't
ellie

ellie

ellie
let's<00:40:01.520> be<00:40:01.760> honest

let's be honest

let's be honest
i'm<00:40:03.200> not<00:40:03.359> the<00:40:03.440> most

reliable

reliable
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person that's in your life

person that's in your life
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i feel like

i feel like
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i wreak havoc

i wreak havoc
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on you

on you
your<00:40:16.800> life

your life

your life
your<00:40:18.640> stability

i feel like i leave you constantly

i feel like i leave you constantly
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wondering when the next time i'm gonna

wondering when the next time i'm gonna
have<00:40:26.079> a

have a

have a
big<00:40:27.040> breakdown<00:40:27.839> is

this isn't about me this is about you

this isn't about me this is about you
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you<00:40:42.400> just<00:40:42.560> lost<00:40:42.800> your<00:40:43.040> dad

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he was so good last time we saw

he was so good last time we saw
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we'll be back soon

we'll be back soon
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i know but i still miss her

i know but i still miss her
yeah<00:41:30.640> i<00:41:30.800> feel<00:41:31.040> that

who do you miss

who do you miss
your<00:41:38.000> mom

your mom

your mom
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yeah i bet you do miss my mom

yeah i bet you do miss my mom
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you know reiterate let's just go back

you know reiterate let's just go back
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why are we here again

why are we here again
like

like

like
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on the trip

on the trip
yeah

yeah

yeah
yeah<00:41:54.079> on<00:41:54.160> this<00:41:54.400> trip

yeah on this trip

yeah on this trip
because

because

because
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we wanted to

we wanted to
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do something exciting

do something exciting
get<00:42:03.520> away

get away

get away
something<00:42:05.520> to<00:42:05.680> distract<00:42:06.319> ourselves<00:42:06.880> from

something to distract ourselves from

something to distract ourselves from
this<00:42:07.359> mundane<00:42:08.240> capitalist

this mundane capitalist

this mundane capitalist
environment

and

and
and

i'm trying to get over ellie

i'm trying to get over ellie
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you're

you're
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blind as a bat

blind as a bat
all<00:42:34.079> right

all right

all right
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so i'm gonna role play as your therapist

so i'm gonna role play as your therapist
gigi

gigi

gigi
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not to be confused with gigi from the l

not to be confused with gigi from the l
word<00:42:40.800> that<00:42:41.040> in<00:42:41.119> gtg<00:42:41.440> forever

word that in gtg forever

word that in gtg forever
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so first question

so first question
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why do you think

why do you think
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it is so hard for you to let go

it is so hard for you to let go
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what keeps you holding on

what keeps you holding on
she's<00:42:54.000> the<00:42:54.079> love<00:42:54.319> of<00:42:54.400> my<00:42:54.560> life

and why do you think that

and why do you think that
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because i always go back to her i mean

because i always go back to her i mean
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do you not think that maybe

do you not think that maybe
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you're just comfortable in the

you're just comfortable in the
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environment you created with her like

environment you created with her like
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you really think that like out of seven

you really think that like out of seven
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billion people in this whole world

billion people in this whole world
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there's not one other person that you

there's not one other person that you
might<00:43:23.920> love

might love

might love
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a roller coaster of emotion

a roller coaster of emotion
is<00:43:34.319> not<00:43:34.560> love

is not love

is not love
it<00:43:36.800> was<00:43:37.119> love

it was love

it was love
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it was the purest love i think i've ever

it was the purest love i think i've ever
experienced

well

well
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sometimes love isn't enough then not to

sometimes love isn't enough then not to
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be healthy at least

be healthy at least
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why can't i just make it [ __ ] work

why can't i just make it [ __ ] work
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like i feel like taylor swift

like i feel like taylor swift
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i miss screaming fighting kissing in the

i miss screaming fighting kissing in the
rain

rain

rain
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i don't want to be boring and

i don't want to be boring and
comfortable

comfortable

comfortable
i

i

i
understand

understand

understand
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that it must be really hard

that it must be really hard
to

to

to
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even think and fathom that there might

even think and fathom that there might
just

just

just
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be a life after ellie

be a life after ellie
but

but

but
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life is bendable it's it's changeable

life is bendable it's it's changeable
like

like

like
you

you

you
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we are meant to heal

we are meant to heal
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you could finally love someone

you could finally love someone
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i just wanted it to be her

i just wanted it to be her
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i know it's her

i know it's her
she's<00:44:38.400> my<00:44:38.560> person

okay so um missy just called me and i

okay so um missy just called me and i
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need to get to the funeral home

need to get to the funeral home
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because she doesn't [ __ ] know how to

because she doesn't [ __ ] know how to
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do anything herself so

do anything herself so
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i have to get ready when i get there so

i have to get ready when i get there so
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can you just like

can you just like
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can you just meet me there now yeah of

can you just meet me there now yeah of
course

course

course
okay

okay

okay
i<00:45:04.640> love<00:45:04.800> you

wow

wow
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i love it when ellie drinks all my oat

i love it when ellie drinks all my oat
milk

milk

milk
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hello

hello
ellie

ellie

ellie
yeah<00:46:21.040> what's<00:46:21.280> wrong

yeah what's wrong

yeah what's wrong
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my [ __ ] tire popped i had to pull off

my [ __ ] tire popped i had to pull off
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the side of the freeway into some random

the side of the freeway into some random
parking

parking

parking
lot<00:46:27.839> what<00:46:28.079> do<00:46:28.160> you<00:46:28.240> mean

lot what do you mean

lot what do you mean
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you had to go get milk

you had to go get milk
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yeah i just needed the distraction

yeah i just needed the distraction
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have you caught a tow truck

have you caught a tow truck
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i can call one but odds are it'll

i can call one but odds are it'll
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probably take a few hours

probably take a few hours
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the funeral is in an hour parker i know

the funeral is in an hour parker i know
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i i could try calling ferns if i have to

i i could try calling ferns if i have to
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ellie i am so sorry i went to the store

ellie i am so sorry i went to the store
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to get milk for the coffee and then i

to get milk for the coffee and then i
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was gonna go straight to the funeral

was gonna go straight to the funeral
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home but then my tower popped and i

home but then my tower popped and i
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called the tow truck company but they

called the tow truck company but they
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said that they couldn't be there until 1

said that they couldn't be there until 1
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30 and i don't know what else to do

30 and i don't know what else to do
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you missed my dad's

you missed my dad's
funeral

funeral

funeral
i<00:47:30.880> know

i know

i know
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and i'm so sorry

and i'm so sorry
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do you ever think

do you ever think
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about what's going on around you

about what's going on around you
ellie

ellie

ellie
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this isn't your [ __ ] world parker do

this isn't your [ __ ] world parker do
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you ever think hey maybe i should just

you ever think hey maybe i should just
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stay home because ellie's dad just died

stay home because ellie's dad just died
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my tire would have popped on the way to

my tire would have popped on the way to
the<00:47:58.960> funeral<00:47:59.359> anyways

the funeral anyways

the funeral anyways
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that's very convenient oh do not pin

that's very convenient oh do not pin
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this on me i wanted to be there for you

this on me i wanted to be there for you
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and then you're a lot of talk what the

and then you're a lot of talk what the
[ __ ]<00:48:08.559> is<00:48:08.640> your<00:48:08.880> problem

[ __ ] is your problem

[ __ ] is your problem
my<00:48:10.880> problem

my problem

my problem
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parker you need to figure out if i am

parker you need to figure out if i am
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good enough for you

good enough for you
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if you ever care to give me a scrap of

if you ever care to give me a scrap of
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attention all i do is give you my

attention all i do is give you my
attention

attention

attention
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just like me

just like me
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oh [ __ ] that ellie would your mom do

oh [ __ ] that ellie would your mom do
this

what is that

what is that
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it's a stupid scrapbook that i made for

it's a stupid scrapbook that i made for
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our one year anniversary after getting

our one year anniversary after getting
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back together but it doesn't even

back together but it doesn't even
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[ __ ] matter anymore now it does it

[ __ ] matter anymore now it does it
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because i'm so unpredictable just like

because i'm so unpredictable just like
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no

no
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no actually you're really predictable

no actually you're really predictable
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we always end because you always leave

we always end because you always leave
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ellie

ellie
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ellie

ellie don't go

ellie don't go
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i have to

i have to
i'm<00:49:23.599> gonna

i'm gonna

i'm gonna
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go to my dad's beach house in

go to my dad's beach house in
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pennsylvania you can't leave me like

pennsylvania you can't leave me like
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this you always left me like this parker

this you always left me like this parker
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this isn't about us anymore

this isn't about us anymore
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i need to find me

i need to find me
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i need to find who ellie is again it's

i need to find who ellie is again it's
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not you it's me right

not you it's me right
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it's you too

it's you too
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you desperately need to grow and find

you desperately need to grow and find
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who you want to be and who parker is

who you want to be and who parker is
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i don't think there can be an us anymore

i don't think there can be an us anymore
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i can't ruin myself for you anymore

i can't ruin myself for you anymore
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i don't want you to go

i don't want you to go
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yeah you can be there by seven i mean

yeah you can be there by seven i mean
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you know it's gonna be late anyways i

you know it's gonna be late anyways i
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yeah parker just woke up hey i'll i'll

yeah parker just woke up hey i'll i'll
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see you when i see you

see you when i see you
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okay love you bye

okay love you bye
hey

hey

hey
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rachel's gonna pick me up from the

rachel's gonna pick me up from the
airport

airport

airport
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nothing

nothing
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i'm just not stupid

i'm just not stupid
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why are we in pensacola because we

why are we in pensacola because we
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why are we

why are we
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look fern i was gonna tell you yeah i

look fern i was gonna tell you yeah i
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know where ellie lives

know where ellie lives
i

i

i
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really tried to give you the benefit of

really tried to give you the benefit of
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doubt but you are just the same old

doubt but you are just the same old
parker

those those weren't my intentions

those those weren't my intentions
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so you didn't

so you didn't
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mean to take me on a trip that i thought

mean to take me on a trip that i thought
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was us bonding and

was us bonding and
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having all these crazy awesome life

having all these crazy awesome life
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experiences together only

experiences together only
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so that you can just weasel your way and

so that you can just weasel your way and
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[Music]

[Music]
well

well

well
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i'm glad i could be a pawn in your game

i'm glad i could be a pawn in your game
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so cool i mean

so cool i mean
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i wanted to see ellie

i wanted to see ellie
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but it became something more along the

but it became something more along the
way

halfway through i even forgot why i

halfway through i even forgot why i
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parker you are my best friend

parker you are my best friend
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but for the love of god you are

but for the love of god you are
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so manipulative

so manipulative
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anything you want

anything you want
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you get

you get
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you already ruined it

you already ruined it
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i'm sorry

i'm sorry
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i needed to see her

i needed to see her
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i needed to win her back

i needed to win her back
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you are so worried

you are so worried
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about making sure everybody loves you

about making sure everybody loves you
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that you end up treating the people who

that you end up treating the people who
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i'm just confused fern

i'm just confused fern
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i can't do anything right no one said

i can't do anything right no one said
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you had to have it all figured out

you had to have it all figured out
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but you just drag everyone into your

but you just drag everyone into your
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[ __ ]
you<00:53:22.960> know<00:53:23.119> what

you know what

you know what
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you can call me

you can call me
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when you've decided to be the parker

when you've decided to be the parker
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that i know you are

that i know you are
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so

so
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how are you

how are you
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what are you doing in pensacola

what are you doing in pensacola
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oh um i'm good um i was just passing

oh um i'm good um i was just passing
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through the area i figured i'd shoot you

through the area i figured i'd shoot you
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a message i remember that you said that

a message i remember that you said that
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um you're going to your dad's beach

um you're going to your dad's beach
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house in pensacola so

house in pensacola so
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i thought it was worth a shot

i thought it was worth a shot
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oh yeah i mean

oh yeah i mean
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moving here is probably one of the best

moving here is probably one of the best
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decisions i've made in a while i can

decisions i've made in a while i can
imagine

imagine

imagine
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probably much better than home

probably much better than home
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i was home

i was home
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uh humid kind of boring the usual

uh humid kind of boring the usual
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i miss it a little

i miss it a little
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yeah well you know if you're ever in

yeah well you know if you're ever in
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thanks park yeah

thanks park yeah
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it's probably not a good idea but

it's probably not a good idea but
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i appreciate the offer

i appreciate the offer
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yeah i mean i just i figured i'd

yeah i mean i just i figured i'd
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at least offer oh how's fern

at least offer oh how's fern
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she's good

she's good
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um yeah she's good

um yeah she's good
rachel<00:55:29.920> she's<00:55:30.240> good<00:55:30.400> too

rachel she's good too

rachel she's good too
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they actually just got engaged and then

they actually just got engaged and then
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bought a house but i'm sure you already

bought a house but i'm sure you already
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knew about all that

knew about all that
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i do still talk to rachel sometimes

i do still talk to rachel sometimes
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that's good you guys have to talk about

that's good you guys have to talk about
me

me

me
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well i mean that's good our ending

well i mean that's good our ending
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shouldn't mean you know an ending for

shouldn't mean you know an ending for
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you guys too

you guys too
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so there's this music shop i saw um over

so there's this music shop i saw um over
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off of the pier i figured if you don't

off of the pier i figured if you don't
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have any plans later maybe we could

have any plans later maybe we could
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swing by

swing by
um

um

um
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i i'm getting dinner with my friends

i i'm getting dinner with my friends
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tonight actually

tonight actually
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well i mean that's okay it was last

well i mean that's okay it was last
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minute anyways but where are you guys

minute anyways but where are you guys
going

going

going
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just this little italian restaurant

just this little italian restaurant
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downtown we

downtown we
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i just

i just
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it's been years what do you need to see

it's been years what do you need to see
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me for

me for
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just still don't understand why things

just still don't understand why things
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ended you know like you're my person

ended you know like you're my person
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and i can't

and i can't
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i just can't stop thinking about the

i just can't stop thinking about the
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i'm not your person park

i'm not your person park
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not anymore at least

not anymore at least
but

but

but
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you said it yourself we're soul mates

you said it yourself we're soul mates
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you said soul mates have to be forever

you said soul mates have to be forever
part

part

part
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because then what's the point the point

because then what's the point the point
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is that we taught each other lessons and

is that we taught each other lessons and
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how to love and treat someone with

how to love and treat someone with
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dignity and

dignity and
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live up to your words you know

live up to your words you know
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i just i know

i just i know
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you're the person that i'm gonna end up

you're the person that i'm gonna end up
with

maybe in another universe

maybe in another universe
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we were together forever but

we were together forever but
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i just don't think we're living in that

i just don't think we're living in that
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why is it so hard

why is it so hard
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for me to get over you but for you it's

for me to get over you but for you it's
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so easy

so easy
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it wasn't easy

it wasn't easy
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i spent months

i spent months
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morning you and i and the person i was

morning you and i and the person i was
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when i was with you

when i was with you
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and trying to figure out how i was going

and trying to figure out how i was going
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to live life without you in it

to live life without you in it
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and i lost my best friend

and i lost my best friend
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and you know part of me hoped that we

and you know part of me hoped that we
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would cross paths again and just

would cross paths again and just
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fall into each other's arms and

fall into each other's arms and
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everything would be like it used to but

everything would be like it used to but
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that's just not like

that's just not like
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who said

who said
parker

parker

parker
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why can't we just have like a fairy tale

why can't we just have like a fairy tale
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ending where we always end up together

ending where we always end up together
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because this isn't a movie you know

because this isn't a movie you know
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we're real people this is real life and

we're real people this is real life and
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i just don't think we can exist together

i just don't think we can exist together
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without hurting each other over and over

without hurting each other over and over
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god

god
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i must sound insane

i must sound insane
no

no

no
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i just

i just
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don't think you take it well when things

don't think you take it well when things
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i think i should go

i think i should go
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no it's fine i just you know i wish you

no it's fine i just you know i wish you
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please don't wait

please don't wait
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parker it's time to move on

parker it's time to move on
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you have a whole life ahead of you that

you have a whole life ahead of you that
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does not involve me

does not involve me
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a life that's beautiful and flawless

a life that's beautiful and flawless
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you and i

you and i
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are a mess of memories and i cherish all

are a mess of memories and i cherish all
of<00:59:31.599> them

of them

of them
but

but

but
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you'll always be one of my favorites

you'll always be one of my favorites
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