All language subtitles for Station.19.S01E07

Previously on "Station 19"...

Charlotte, don't!
Mayday, mayday.
Officer down.

When a mayday is called,
you get out immediately.

It was
the right thing to do.

You are getting sicker.

My brother. He's been
living on the streets.

I don't know what to do.

I think
I'm scared of fire.

We can run simulations
on our days off.

Yeah, I know some drills
we can try out here, too.

Ryan's kind of great.
He is.

What are you gonna do?

♪♪

Andy: Go with the flow.
Wear life loosely. Let it be.

These are not easy concepts
for most firefighters.

This is my sixth
birthday party today.

I can't do it.

If I have to sing
that stupid song one more time,

I'm gonna quit.

Okay, you won't quit.
You will sing.

No one's even
paying attention to you.

They're all taking pictures
of their kid

or their girlfriend
or whatever.

Let's get this over with.

We're trained to
go after a problem --

attack it, to stamp it out.

But that doesn't always work.

Now, where are those
Flanner's Manners?

Happy faces,
happy customers!
Fine.

Sometimes we're not the ones
in control.

We have to go with the flow

and just put
our game faces on...

Hi! We're the...
♪ Flanner's Birthday Crew ♪

♪ Here with a special
message for you ♪

...and see what happens.

♪ Gonna be bad, gonna be bad ♪

♪ Gonna be bad in the best way ♪

♪♪

Hey, I was on my way out
when they paged me.

Now, what symptoms
are you experiencing?

Well, some nausea.

Weakness.
I've -- I've been dizzy.
Mm.

I was hoping you could write me
a prescription or something,

clear me up
before work tomorrow.

Or I could
give you a full work-up,

get your oncology team
on the phone,

and see
what's really going on.

No, I don't want
more tests.

I just want a prescription.

I can't treat your problem
if I don't know the problem.

These could all be side effects
from your treatment

or indicators
of something more serious.

Look, the chemo makes you
susceptible to infections,

which can cause
your kidneys, your heart,

your nervous system
to malfunction.

So, if you found something
more serious, you'd admit me?

Keep me here?
Most likely. Yes.

You know, I, uh --

I-I think I probably didn't need
to come in, after all.

False alarm.

So, sorry to waste your time,
Dr. Bailey.

Good night.

♪♪

Okay.

♪♪

Andy:
Where have you been?

Uh, poker night.

With some of the guys
in the department.

Hey. How'd your test go?

A guy on my team
went down,

and a firefighter from 12
called mayday

before I had
my dummy, so...

I stayed behind to find it.

You broke
mayday protocol

in front of judges who'll decide
if you make captain?

Who was proctoring
the test? Frankel?

And the fire chief.
Oh. Ripley.

Not an easy man to impress.

Yeah. They ranked me
dead last, Dad.

Out of all 20 candidates.

But I'm fine.
I'm still in this thing.

I just have to kick ass
from now on.

Every call, every shift.

It is the sign
of a real competitor.

I am proud of you.
I just wish the team
would see it that way.

I know they're gonna look at me
with "loser eyes."

I don't want loser eyes.
I don't want pity.

That's why I'm glad
we can do this --

go give out vaccines,
not think about it.

What -- What about you?
How are you feeling about
maybe seeing your brother?

Well, uh, he's either
gonna look at me

with "Long time no see,
I missed you so much, sis" eyes,

or "You abandoned me just like
everyone else in my life,

so I hate you now" eyes.

No telling.
It should be fun.

Si desarrolla una infección
o fiebre, vaya a la clinica.

Es gratis.

Mason: Your ambulance
sure is nice and shiny.

Mason.

It's been a while.

You look good.

You never were
a good liar.

Hey. I'm Andy.

We can't stay long.

We got to get back
before shift starts.

You want a Hepatitis vaccine
before we go?

They're quick and free.

-No needles.
-I'm -- I'm -- I'm good.

Okay, well, just let me know
if you change your mind.

I'm not using.

I haven't been
for a while.

I brought some stuff,
in case I ran into you.

Just food,
blankets, clothes.

I don't want handouts.

I'm just fine on my own.

You're not fine.
You're living on the street.

So?

Come live with me.

We can figure this out.
Why?

Because you can't see me
living like this?

Because
this isn't the life

you imagined
for your little brother?

I have people
that care about me.

They just happen
to live around here.

I'm doing
what makes me feel good.

I'm painting again.
I'm creating.

Like you said, you haven't
seen me in a long while.

You don't know me
or what I need.

Mason. I care.

Then get off
your freaking high horse

and leave me alone.

Meditation can help you
get over your fear

if you actually meditate.

Oh, don't drag me out of bed
this early

and expect me to do
anything but sleep.

Sorry. I just...

Do we --
We know each other, right?

Yeah, the --
the nursing home.

My grandmother.
You're Edith's grandson.

-Grant.
-Yes! Travis. I'm Travis.

I remember.

I'm Vic. Hello.

Hi.
Sorry.

Oh, my class is starting,

but hopefully
I'll see you again.

Maybe we could
exchange numbers?

That sounds lovely!

Travis?
Yeah.

Right?
I mean, uh...

Here.
Oh.

In case
you're interested.

Damn, Trav!

Those are some digits!

Yeah.
Yeah.

"Yeah". Just "yeah"?
That's it?

I mean, he seems nice.

But, I mean,
he's a yoga guy,

and I'm into meditation,

so we're obviously
totally incompatible.

Well, obviously.

Ben: I can't believe that
was the first game I
made it to this season.

Mm-hmm.
I mean, Tuck used that
crossover dribble I taught him,

and he missed the shot,
but, you know...

Hey, where's Pruitt?

Should be in soon. Why?
Is something going on?

No. Why would
anything be going on?

He's seemed perfectly okay
lately, right?

Do you have reason
to think he's not okay?

Did you see him
for an appointment or something?

I-I did see him...

where I happened to be.

Would "where you
happened to be"

happen to be the hospital?

Okay, you know I cannot talk
about my patients with you,

or whether or not they
might have come to see me,

but left instead of getting
their recommended work-up.

And I definitely
cannot suggest

that one
of Pruitt's co-workers,

maybe someone
who used to be a surgeon...
Hmm.

...let's say, should
keep an extra eye

since I wasn't able to
spend the proper time

with my patient at the place
where I happened to see him.

And here I thought you wanted to
take your husband to work,

spend more time
with him.

Today you're not the firefighter
I'm worried about.

♪♪

What are we supposed to
say to Herrera?

Well, I'd suggest
you don't lead with,

"Aw, I'm so sorry
you blew your chance

at a career
you always wanted."

I don't understand.
Tests are basically
her favorite hobby.

She made a tough call.
I would've done the same thing.

Morning, everybody!

Silverware clinking ]

Okay, no, no,
we're not doing this.

Yes, I failed the Incinerator,
but I don't feel sorry for me,

so you certainly
don't get to.

Got it?

Warren, Montgomery,
routine rig maintenance.

Every vehicle, bumper to bumper.
You know the drill.

And we're coordinating
with Seattle PD

for the upcoming
disaster simulation drill.

Reps are stopping by later.

Miller, I want you
on that with me.

Yeah. Sounds good.

Everyone else, chores.

How you feeling?

Feeling good.

Full steam ahead.
Never better.

How concerned do you think
a person needs to be

if they're experiencing nausea,
in your medical opinion?

Did you eat
something weird?

I'm serious.

You're talking about Pruitt,
aren't you?

What exactly is going on?

We just, um -- We just
wanted a more private spot,

uh, to talk.

Yeah, we've noticed that
you haven't been exactly, um...

feeling well, sir.

Surprise. I have cancer.
Look, I'm getting back to work.

Sir, you were sick last shift,
and you tried to hide it.

You left early.
I did.
I saw my doctor.

And did your doctor advise you
to return to work today?

If your symptoms
are suddenly accelerating,

it is my medical opinion --

I am handling this
in my own way,

on my own time.

We're done here.

Ohh.
Sir.

Oh, oh, oh, oh!

Whoa, whoa,
what's going on?

Get off.
Dad, you okay?

Get off!
They are overreacting.

Your dad's having
an increase in symptoms.

We think it's best if he gets to
the hospital to get checked out.

Don't be ridiculous!
This is ridiculous!

Are you sure?

Then I'm coming with you.
Andrea.

You are captain today,

and you're on thin ice
after the Incinerator test.

You can't just leave.

Let the know-it-all rookie
here take me. You stay here.

This is a bad idea. You think
about what's important.

I am, Dad.
Let's go.

For God's sake,
stop doting.

Dad, why didn't you
tell me

you were feeling worse
after everything?

I didn't want to make a fuss,
but here we are -- a fuss.

Okay.
I-I'll be right outside

if you need anything.

Mr. Herrera,
your labs showed

an increase
in your CA-125 biomarker.

That is a sign that
your cancer is progressing

and no longer responding
to your current treatment.

Like I said
two weeks ago,

your oncology team and I
think it's time

to consider
a higher dose of chemo.

¿Semanas?

¿Te has sentido así
de enfermo por semana?

Um, what the new treatment
would entail

is adding
an additional agent

to your current combination
of chemo drugs.

Another agent?
Yes, it's called cisplatin.

Um, it increases the potency
of the treatment.

It's aggressive.

Like hitting a fire
with every hose in the city

all at once.

Side effects ranging from
mild skin irritation

to seizures
to heart complications

and shock.

Can his body
handle all of that?

Are there more options?
Other tests?

We've been
through them all.

Like I was telling your father
night before last --

"Night before last"?

Huh!

When you were
at poker night?

How I deal with this
is none of your business.

Déjalo ser.
Let it be?

Ya sabes que no puedo haer eso.
You're sick, Dad.

I'm taking care of it!
No, you're not!

You're not taking care
of anything!

Look at you!
Okay, stop. No.

No yelling. No fighting.
Not in here.

Uh, Andy, we'll be in here
all day long today.

So if you need
a minute...

Thank you, Dr. Bailey.
Don't thank me.

She's loud,
but she's right.

Talk to your
damn daughter.

Hey, everything okay?

No, no, no.

My dad's getting worse
and hiding it from me.

And now Dr. Bailey's saying
they want to start him

on this new treatment
that sounds risky, and --
Okay, she wouldn't
suggest anything

if she didn't believe
it could make a difference.
I just -- I just feel like

we're jumping to
the most extreme option.

Okay, look. Treatments like this
are really hard for patients.

But, uh --
All right, listen.

Do you want to talk
through the steps?

You can ask me questions.

I-I know a lot
about this kind of --

Don't -- Don't --
Don't do that.

Don't coddle me.

I'm not some frightened
family member, Warren.

I don't need to be handled.

Hey, Edith. Your foot
bothering you again?

Uh, I'm having
trouble breathing.

All right.
Let's get you checked out.

All right, take
a deep breath in for me,

and then back out.

Like you did in yoga
this morning?

What?

Are you gonna
call my grandson or not?

I know he ran into you.

Apparently, you didn't seem
anxious to take his number.

Don't be a fool.

He's a catch.

Why wouldn't you want
to go out with him?

BP's looking good, Edith.

I mean, he's athletic,
he's sweet, and he's a chef.

Grams, you okay?

I just got your message.
I got here as soon as --

Hi.
Hi.

Is s-she okay?
What's wrong with her?

Oh, no.
False alarm, honey.

Oh, I feel
much better now.

A lot of extra
gadgets today.

Because this dosage
will be more intense.

Older patients tend to
have a harder time

with a treatment
like this, so --

What Dr. Schmitt means

is that we just want to
keep an eye on you,

keep your levels
under control.

It's nothing. I've faced
much worse many times.

Like with that
roof collapse.

They all came back
buzzing about it.

I told them,
"This is nothing,

not when you've seen
what I've seen."

Right, that...
roof collapse.

My point being, it -- it --
it makes you tougher.

I-It prepares you.

I'm strong.

Dr. Bailey, I can
handle this treatment.

Um, remind me, when was
the roof thing again?

Uh, a few weeks back,
maybe.

Either before or after
that big tanker spill.

Definitely before
that terrible business
with the power lines.

You would know about that.
That one hit Warren pretty hard.

Yeah. Mm-hmm.

Hey, I just came in
to check in and...

Hang on.
Herrera didn't come back?

Excuse me.

-Gibson, PD reps are here.
-Yeah, okay.

-Hey. I'm Officer Reis.
-Jack Gibson.

I was just going over the
disaster drill protocols.

This is my partner,
Officer Ryan Tanner.

Yeah, no, we, uh --
we know each other.

Isn't this
Captain Herrera's shift?

Herrera was
called away today.

You got me.

But good to know you're
so up on her schedule.

Hope you're just as prepped
on this drill.

Oh, he's always prepared.

Bit of a Boy Scout, really,
in a good way.

I don't mean to
diminish his authority

by calling him a boy.
Is everything okay?

To make Andy step away?
Personal business.

Nothing you need to
concern yourself with.
I am, though.

Concerned.
Especially if it's personal --

Pruitt's in the hospital.

We're waiting to hear
how it's going.

She didn't mention
anything about her dad

when I saw her
the night before last.

Yeah, you know,
I couldn't speak to that.

Can we move this along?

This year's drill will
be a mass-casualty
disaster simulation.

I've taken the liberty
of putting together a plan.

Here's the problem
with your plan.

You haven't even
heard it yet.

I don't have to hear it.
I can see it...

and its problems.

You can't know there's
problems until you've
taken a closer look.

You know, I'm picking up
on a definitive vibe here.

I do that. I pick up on vibes.
I'm on track to make detective.

What are they
fighting over, exactly?

Did Tanner
steal his lunch?

Or his car?
He used to do that.

Montgomery, I did tell you
Grant was a chef, right?

I am not a chef.

I just got promoted
to line cook.

He's very talented.

Montgomery, you should
visit Grant at his restaurant.

Really, it's --
it's fine.

Yeah, uh, Travis
is the best chef at Station 19.

I'm definitely
no professional.

I mean, how hard can it be,
Montgomery?

I've had 87 1/2 years'
worth of experience,

so I know a good match
when I see a good match.

Right?

♪♪

Sorry about this.

Oh.
She means well.

This morning,
you asked me

if I was interested
in seeing you again,

and the answer is yes.

I am.

That's great.

Um, breakfast, maybe?

What about tomorrow?

That's soon.

Too soon?

No. Nope.

I'll be in touch.
Later.

Well, now that you two
have figured that out,

somebody give me
my mirror.

Cupid's got to
look good for bingo.

You think he'll take you
to breakfast or make it?

Like, woo you with
his homemade brioche --

I really don't want to
talk about this.

You do like Grant, right?

Yeah, of course.

So, and you did agree to,
you know, go on a date.

Yeah, I know.
So, what is the problem?

Does the fear creep in
before there's a fire?

Do you anticipate
the worst?

I think you're
anticipating the worst.

Or is it getting
caught by surprise

that's getting to you?
I think
he seems really nice.

Why are we stopping here?

Come on.
Bishop's waiting.

Okay, it's time to start
desensitizing you to fire.

I will light up a torch.

You douse it.

Ready?
Yeah, I think so.

♪ Blank stares
at mobile phones ♪

♪ Where'd all the humans go? ♪

♪ We all like
to forget about it ♪

Okay, now the torch
to your right.

You sure
this is a good idea?

♪ Reset the power lines ♪

♪♪

Damn it!
I dropped my line!

Sometimes we have to give
our friends the help they need,

not the help they want.

Just seems like we could
ease her into it a bit.

♪ I like it better
with the volume down ♪

People don't always know
what's best for them.

Aah!
Okay, that's enough!

Turn --
I'm good! Turn it off now!

Get back into it!
Push past it!

No, I need -- I need to
move more slowly than this!

Come on. Come on.

No, this -- this is not helping!

You are not helping me!

This will not help!

Structure fire. Crossroads
Strip Mall. We got to go.

Did you run any of this
by Herrera?
I don't have to.

I'm captain today.

I'm not used to
seeing him like this.

If I wasn't so tired
of listening to it, I'd
find it fascinating.

You know how she thinks?
Yeah, yeah, I know
how she thinks.

25 minutes
and counting.

Dispatch: Structure fire.
Crossroads Strip Mall.

Oh, that was
unfortunate timing.

Officer Reis, Officer Tanner,
thank you for stopping by.

Probably finish up the rest
of the logistics by e-mail?

Excellent plan. E-mail.

Police Dispatcher:
Fire at Crossroads Strip Mall.

All units, please respond.

Looks like we're
going to the same place.

Goody.

♪♪

Look, I-I wasn't
trying to coddle you

or treat you like any
other patient's family.

I was -- I was
treating you like --

well, like my family.

Look, I-I understand that
you might not be in a place

where you're able to be there
for your dad right now,

but I also know
that he needs you.

This is only
the beginning

of a very difficult road
for him.

Yell at him later,
all right?

Yell at me right now
if you want.

I'd prefer if you didn't
yell at my wife.
Mm.

Look, do whatever
you have to do,

but then go in there
and be there for your dad.

So we're clear,

you are pretty much
the most annoying rookie

I've ever worked with.

I'll go talk to him.

♪♪

This is 19.
Fire's escalated to a 2-alarm.

I need all available units.

-Montgomery!
-Yeah?

You and Hughes get that hose
hooked up and charged.

We'll need 2 1/2 inch.

The Big One. You got it.

♪♪

Hey, easy, easy, easy.
Easy, easy.

Slow, deep breaths, okay?

It came out of
nowhere. There was no warning.

Just fire everywhere.

How many people
are still in there?

Dinner rush.
The place was packed.

Get her on oxygen, stat.

Reports of victims
still inside.

We've only got minutes
before this building
is completely unsafe!

I'm going in to get the
rest of the people out!

♪♪

♪♪

Stay near the engine
and the hydrant, okay?

Just watch the gauges.

Vic, you don't have to
get any closer than that.

♪♪

Tanner,
what are you doing?!

You got no mask,
no turnouts.

Neither do
the people inside!

♪♪

Thought you left.

I...took a walk
to cool off,

so I could come
be here for you.

You don't have to be.
I'm not asking you to.

I know. You'd prefer
if I just leave you alone.

That's not what I meant.
You -- You can --
You can say

that your life is --
is your business

and that you don't have to
share what's going on,

but it's --
it's my business, too.

Mom is gone.

You're all I have,
so I can't just ignore that.

I'm not
gonna just let it be.

I wanted to tell you
when I got the all clear,

when I was finally
cancer-free.
I mean, it was you

who taught me to tackle
the scary parts head on,

to stand up to them,
face them down.

I-I don't want you to spare me.
I want you to include me.

Maybe I can't.
Maybe I need the space.

From what?
From people

watching me
all the time,

waiting for me to drop.

For years,
I was the strongest!

You're still strong.

You can't fight cancer...
It's just like --

...without being strong.

You should
back off a little.

I can't do that.

It's not a request,
Andrea.

I'm telling you,
I need some space here.

And I'm saying no.

What?
No. I can't.

Of course you can.
I'm telling you to.
I won't.

Why?
Because.

That's not an answer.
Because I promised Mom!

Before she died,
I promised her.

And I'm not letting your ego
or your pride

get in the way
of me keeping my promise.

Jack just messaged.
They got a big call.

This is the absolute worst time
for me to interrupt.

You should go.

I'll -- I'll stay here.
Yeah.

Jack:
All entry points are blocked.
Stairs are engulfed.

This fire keeps
growing and growing.

All firefighters,
pull out.

Repeat, pull out.
We're going defensive.

Wait. What are you doing?
People could still be in there.

It's too dangerous
to keep going back in.

Hey, hey!
Get off!

Do you see that
smoke right there? Hmm?

And the corner, it's black,
which means it's toxic.

You'd be dead in five minutes
without a mask.

Give me a mask!

The building's
verging on collapse.

This is Gibson.
Move the perimeter back 20 feet.

So we can't do
anything else?

We hit it with water,
stop it from spreading.

But we've lost
the building.

I need everyone
to back up!

Jack: Station 15, 23.

15, hit it from the beta.
23, hit it from the delta.

We're gonna
surround and drown.

Hey, Gibson.

Structure's lost?
Yes, sir.

Surprised to see you
in charge today.

My schedule listed
it was Herrera's turn --

shift -- whatever it is
Frankel has you two doing.

Herrera had to take
a personal day today, sir.

It's a big call to miss.

All right,
don't let me keep you.

Guys, I want status reports.

-The line's all set up inside.
-How's the Big One coming?

I'm in position!

Set!

Here it comes!

Hey! We already told you
to sit yourselves on the
other side of this line.

-No! We can't! We can't!
-You don't understand!

Hey, hey,
non-rescue personnel

can't be over here
right now.
Well, what about her?

Please! Somebody help us!
Please!

It's okay, sweetie!
It's okay!

Bishop, see if you can
knock down the flames

around the victims.

Buy some time.
On it.

Stairs are lost.
The airbags won't fit.

We need to get that ladder
in there right now.

Help! Please!

I got you.
Mommy's got you, okay?

They're gonna help us!
Please help us!

The truck's blocked in.
We got to get everybody to move.

There's no time.
The ladder will have
to reach from here.
It's blocked!

We can't put the riggers down
on the other side.

The ladder will be
way too unsteady, and
you know it's unsafe.

I don't care.
I'm going up.

A week before she died,

Mom picked me up early
from school one day.

I think
it was a-a Thursday.

Sh-She didn't even make up
an excuse for my teacher.

She just decided
we needed a fun day.

We had ice cream.
We went to the park.

And we just sat there,

talking about nothing,
really.

She looked at me
and told me

she would always
be there for me if she could.

But if something ever happened,
if she ever wasn't...

...that you would
be there for me.

And that I had to
look after you.

She said,
"You take care of him, okay?"

She made me promise.

That's...

I don't --
I can't -- I...

I promised her...
that I'd look out for you.

She took care of you every way
she could every single day,

and so have I.

Every day since.

So don't shut me out.

Don't you dare
not talk to me.

Don't tell me
not to look out for you.

Don't you dare do that.

Not when
taking care of you

is the one real piece of her
I have left.

I had no idea.
You never told me.

That's why I have to.

I can't just -- I have to
watch out for you, Papi.

I know it's what
she would have done.

Andrea.

I...
Dad?

Dad? Dad!

Dad? Da--
I need help in here!

Dad. Dad.

Slow and steady.

All right, go, go, go!

♪ When you hear the words
you thought impossible ♪

It's okay, sweetie.

♪ And you feel like time
is running out on you ♪

Why are they
going so slow?!

Ladder only goes
one speed!

Station's asking if we can
release a patrol car.

What are you do--
What is he doing?

He's got the face --

the one he gets when he's got
a really stupid idea.

♪ Will it be you? ♪

♪ Can it be me? ♪

♪ We all have the strength
to save somebody ♪

Tanner, what the hell
are you doing?!

Drop your baby to me.
Are you crazy?!

There isn't time.
I will catch him. I promise.

No!
Go, go, go!

♪ We all have the strength
to save someone's life ♪

Woman:
Oh, my God.

♪ We are all heroes ♪

Trust me, please!

Just let go!
No, I can't! I can't!

I can't just let go!
I can't!

The building's
about to go!

I know!

You see that firefighter
on the ladder?

When he gets here,
you're gonna have to

climb over the rail
and jump to him.

You can't do that
if you're holding your baby!

You will miss!
You will fall!

Your baby
will fall with you!

Aah!

What's your name?
Allison!

And your baby?

Jacob!

Jacob. This is Jacob.

Allison, the only way
to save Jacob,

the only way
to save both of you,

is for you to listen
to my friend Ryan.

Now you can do this.
I can't!

Yes, you can.

He was fine.
He was just talking.

But now he's
unresponsive, and --

He's hypotensive.
I need one of epi.

What's happening?
I think he may be having
an allergic reaction

to the cisplatin.

♪ We all have the strength
to save somebody ♪

I need another epi.
Steroids. Now.

Is he gonna be
all right?

Uh, no, I'm sorry,

but I really need you
to get out of here. Nurse?

All right,
pushing another epi.

And let's hang some fluid.

Come on.

Aah!

Let go! Please!
It'll be okay!

♪ You have the strength
to save somebody's life ♪

Mommy loves you.
I will always love you.

♪ Ohh ♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪ Backwards treaded sky ♪

♪ Stretch across the floor ♪

♪ Fools gold pioneer ♪

Hey, there.

It's time.
You got to jump. Ready?

Woman:
I can't!
Yes, you can.

Yes, you can.
Okay.

All right, you got this.
Yes, you can!

Okay.

It's time.
You got to jump!

♪ Like a sunrise trance
and the aftermath ♪

Aah!

♪ The mountains stands higher ♪

I got you! Hey!

Miller, go!

♪ The mountain stands higher ♪

♪ After the fire ♪

Jacob!

Yeah, it's okay.

♪ The breath of the smoke
finds wherever you are ♪

♪ With nowhere to go,
you say I'm chasing your heart ♪

♪ The mountain stands higher ♪

Your dad experienced
an allergic reaction.

His regimen is tough,

and his body
is going to fight it.

But now that we know
this could happen every time --

Every time?

You want him to
keep going with this treatment

when it sent him
into medical distress?

I still believe
it is his best option.

That said, I'll understand
if you two decide

that you do not want to
continue with the treatment.

We keep going.

Dad, if it's hurting you
this much after one treatment,

I mean, there has to be
other options.

I mean, think of the toll
it's gonna take.

What kind of toll do you think
the cancer will take?

I would -- would like to
keep going with the treatment.

I would like to
include my daughter

in all future information

about my chemo schedule
and appointments.

I, uh --
I would like to

make her part of this process,
please.

♪♪

♪ Mountain stands higher ♪

Hey, Tanner.

Helluva save today.

Helluva save yourself.

♪ The mountain stands higher ♪

♪ After the fire ♪

♪♪

♪ The breath of the smoke
finds wherever you are ♪

♪ With nowhere to go,
you say I'm chasing your heart ♪

♪ The breath of the smoke ♪

Hey, you okay?

Yeah.

Hey, can you, uh...

Can you just
stand next to me?

This, um -- This helps.

I think this is what
I need right now.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

I told you
I didn't want --

Take the soup.

I'm sure the things
I think you need

are very different than
the ones you think you need.

So, I brought
some of each.

And I am here if and when
you want more.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

Travis:
If you don't want to go,

then just tell tell her
you don't want to go.

Hi -- Oh, hi, Grant!

Sorry, I didn't know
if there was, like,

a doorbell or something.

Uh, sorry, yeah.
Yeah, I'm just --

I got a, um, thing.

Is it weird
that I just showed up?

I thought we had plans,
but then you didn't reach out,

so I thought maybe
I was supposed to meet you here.

I can't do breakfast.

Oh.

You seem really great.

But, uh...

I don't date.

Are you some kind of
fire-fighting monk, or...?

No, no,
definitely not a monk.

I watched an entire building
burn to the ground last night.

I'm in the middle of stuff
like that all the time.

I know what it's like
being with someone

who could die
in the line of duty any day.

It's not fair.

I never want to
put someone else through that.

Okay, I thought I was just here
for breakfast.

And not only have you
married us off,

but I'm widowed now, too?

You move fast.

It's easier this way.
I promise.

I don't date.

It's not what I do.

Then let me paint you a picture
of what we could do.

First, I -- Well,
I'll take you to breakfast,

like we planned.

Not today.
Today's already weird.

But soon.

Something simple, delicious.
I know a place.

And then that night,
I'll call.

See how your day went.

I'm a pretty
straightforward guy.

I don't play games.

It's just a thing
you should know about me.

Then,
a few days after that,

I'll see if you want to
grab dinner.

Nothing too fancy,
but nice.

I'll want to dress up
a little for you.

I'm hoping by then,
you might want to kiss me.

I know
I'll want to kiss you.

I already do.

But I'll save that
for our third date.

We'll go to Kerry Park.
We'll talk all night.

And I'm guessing that's all
just in the next few weeks,

so we're a ways off
from me being widowed.

Assuming breakfast
goes well.

Let's start
with breakfast.

Hi!

Hey.

Oh!

You smell like
a chimney.

Did you get another call
after you left the hospital?

Nothing important.

Huh. Yeah.

Okay, Benjamin Warren,
we don't do this.

We do not
shut each other out.

I agree...?

Pruitt told me you have had
some big calls recently.

Ohh.
You fell
through a roof?

Almost.
You were
almost electrocuted?

Trying to save a patient?

Come on.

I told you I wanted you
to share with me.

I wanted to hear about the fire,
the danger, all of it.

We were right here in this bed,
and I asked you

if there was anything going on,
and you said nothing.

And now you sit here on this bed
and I'm checking in again,

and again, it's nothing?

I'm not asking just to ask.

I'm asking so that
you tell me.

So you don't have to
hold on to this stuff alone.

Honey,
you get to come home

and unload anything
you need to unload so
it can be unloaded.

When I check in, I need you
to tell me the truth.

That's how this works.
That's how we work.

Last night, a strip mall
burned down.

Like, all the way
to the ground.

But I didn't get there
for the big stuff.

No, no, no, no.
I was --

I showed up well-rested,
ready to go,

and got put in charge
of overhaul.

It's a fancy word
for cleanup.

You know, it's --
it's scut.

So, I was there all night

ankle deep in, uh, burnt,
mucky remains of a nail salon,

a restaurant, a dry cleaners,
and a notary's office.

See? It's -- It's scut.

Nothing important.

But, uh, you're right.

T-There has been some stuff that
I haven't told you about...

...and some of it
gets to me.

Uh, and I didn't want to
burden you with it.

Mm.
But I-I will.

I promise I will.

That's better. Thank you.

Just to warn you,
once it starts, it won't stop.

Once the floodgates open,

it's gonna be hours
and hours of --

Andy:
It's all about balance.

♪ There's a cold in my veins ♪

♪ I thought I'd won ♪

♪ But I never do ♪

Why don't you get home
before you turn into a zombie?

I don't want to
leave him here alone.

Why do you think
I'm here?

Me and that chair are
about to spend some
quality time together.

Come on.
Get while the going's good.

Thank you.
Yeah.

♪ To stop the pain,
but they never do ♪

♪ H-e-e-elp ♪

♪ But they never do ♪

♪ Is it too high...? ♪

It's about recognizing when

you're able to
put a fire out...

♪ Standing in my way ♪

...and when you have to
stand back and let it burn.

I have mentioned
I hate running before, right?

Like, a lot?

Well, it's this
or the torches.

Why? Why? Why are those
my only two options?

What?

♪ The strongest one's
the one who's fed ♪

Oh, thank God, a break.

♪♪

That's pretty.

I don't remember it.
Is it new?

Yeah, it is.

♪♪

So, uh,
there's no possibility

of walking the rest
of the way back, is there?

'Cause I'm not
above bribery.

Dream on. We got
seven more miles to crush.

♪ Take me down from the edge ♪

Great.

Great.

Slow down!

When a structure's not safe,
when the fire's too hot...

♪ My heart is in your hands ♪

...we're told to stay away.

♪ Till I know where
I'm going again ♪

You won't believe
the night I just had.

Or you will because you have
these nights all the time,

but I don't.

Uh, I heard about
the fire.

There was a woman
trapped on a balcony,

and she had a baby,
and she had to throw her baby,

and I caught him.

Me. I caught the baby.
You?

Caught a baby?
Yes! It was amazing.

It was -- I've never felt
anything like it.

And then
we just had to...

stand back and watch
the building burn down.

But what if we can't stay back?

What if there's something
drawing us toward that fire?

Looks like
you got pretty close.

Andy.

I can't
stand back anymore.

What if it grabs hold of us?

What if it pulls us in?

What if we get too close?

Close enough that
fire could burn us?

Your dad?

Isn't home.

♪♪

And what if...

...we like it?