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♪♪

Andy: Is today
a glued-to-the-news day off,

or a pretend-everything's-fine
day off?

Sullivan:
I haven't decided yet.

Okay, well, how about
we start with a bubble bath,

then food,
then more food?

How about, um, sex?

Mm, that's what I meant
by "bubble bath."
Oh.

Uh, I'll -- I'll meet
you at the car.

You know, you delaying
going home

is not gonna stop
Carina from leaving.

I should be running home,
wanting to soak up

every last minute with her,
but --

It sucks.
I -- [ Sighs ]

As someone who recently
weathered a separation

from the one she loves, I wish
I could say it won't suck,

but...it will.

Ah, so inspiring.
Thank you.

[ Chuckles ]

I keep thinking maybe
I should just propose,

and then she won't
have to leave.

Well, um, as someone
who also r-recently

got married super fast,
I -- i-it's not

the solution
to your problems.

You two are meant to be.

You've -- You'll
get through this.

Now, go home
and soak up every minute.

Make sure you soak it up.
I'm serious.
Yeah. Mm-hmm.

[ Door opens, closes ]

♪♪

[ Cellphone ringing ]Mm.

Gabriella: Hi, darling.
It's a disaster here.

It's like being in hell.
When are you coming?

Uh, can't wait.

Well, you can whip us into shape
with your American learnings.

When is your flight?
[ Sighs ]

Tonight.
I'm packing now.

[ Sighs ]
You haven't started, have you?

[ Speaking Italian ]

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

[ Captain & Tennille's "Love
Will Keep Us Together" plays]

Inara: [ Clears throat ]

♪♪

Look at you.[ Laughs ]

He won't know what hit him.

[ Laughs ] Oh.
Uh, Marsha, don't.

I-I can do that.

Oh, I'm almost done,
and my body needs to move.Oh.

[ Door closes ]It needs to move.

Come on, baby.

[ Laughter ]

Are we having
a dance party?

Yeah!Yeah! Come join us!

[ Laughter ]

Like this?

[ Laughter ]Okay!

Hey, uh, go grab
your stuff for the park.

Oh, are we
going to the park?

Uh, you'renot.
Iam.

He's got some kind of
egg-drop project for school,

and I'm -- I'm gonna
take him.

[ Clears throat ]

Okay, you --Yeah.

You feel up for that?Of course!

My doctor even says
I need more Vitamin D.

And you two need
some well-earned alone time.

♪ Ain't gonna set you free now

Oh, all right.

Let's hit the road, Jack.

No, no. [ Laughing ]
I mean, not Jack. You.

[ Laughter ]

Ah, here we go.Okay, be safe.

And take
your cellphone.

Yeah.
Hey, masks!

Yes, I know.

I learned my lesson.

♪ I'll be thinking of you

♪ Look in my heart [ Laughs ]

♪ And let love
keep us together ♪Okay.

[ Door closes ]

♪ Whatever

[ Truck horn honks ]

Michelle's going to
the protest at Seattle Center.

You want to go?

Should we?
Yeah.

[ Cellphone rings ]Maybe we could --

Hold on.

Warren.

Aren't you supposed to be
in surgery right now?

I-In a couple hours.

Yeah, I'm, uh --
I'm at the hospital now.

You okay?

Yeah, yeah. I, um --

Yeah, Miranda
couldn't make it.

She, uh -- She had
a last-minute surgery,

and I-I told her I'd be fine.

Okay.

[ Whispers ]
He wants company.

Hey, uh, y-you want me to come
to the hospital, Warren?

No, no, man. [ Chuckles ]
That -- That'd be silly.

Because, look,
I-I get it.

I was nervous when,
uh, I had my surgery,

and they weren't going anywhere
near my cojones.

[ Laughs ]

[ Clears throat ]

[ Laughs ]

Look, we're supposed
to hit this protest,

but I can,
uh, come through.

No, no, no, no.
Come on, man.

That's more important, right?

I'm good.

[ Siren wailing in distance ]

[ Cellphone clicks lightly ]

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

[ Door closes ]Is it gonna be cold there?

So-so.

Ah, I need to bring jackets
for the night.

I guess you don't need
a bathing suit?

Unfortunately,
it's not a vacation.

I probably won't ever
leave the hospital.

[ Drawer closes ]

Reporter:
Protesters spill onto

the streets
of our city tonight.

Authorities are calling...

I keep wondering what my dad
is thinking, watching this.

When people were protesting
for gay marriage,

he said, "People just can't
be happy with what they've got."

It's probably why I still
haven't come out to him.

My mom went back
to him.

When?
Couple months ago.

COVID hit,
and she moved back in.

Why didn't
you tell me before?

Because I've been trying really
hard not to think about it.Mm-hmm.

But now that you're about
to go into lockdown,

I just keep picturing
her trapped,

tiptoeing around the house,

trying to avoid being
in the same room with him

or closing a door
too loudly

or putting too much milk
in his coffee.

[ Sighs ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Cellphone rings ]Mm.

[ Cellphone beeps ]

[ Speaking Italian ]

[ Gabriella speaking Italian]

Ben: [ Chuckling ]
I know, baby. It's okay.

No, in and out,
just like we said.

Yeah, well, look, I, uh --

Yeah, yeah.

I, uh -- I love you, too.

[ Indistinct conversations
in distance ]

Uh, look, go --
go save some lives, all right?

[ Laughs ] I'm good.

[ Siren wailing in distance ]

[ Telephone rings in distance ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Cellphone clatters ]

Okay, I need you to
fill out this form.

It's just a standard
safety and --

Oh, I know
all about the forms.

I'm, uh -- [ Laughs ]

I'm actually a surgeon.

Oh, good. Surgeons make
the best patients.

[ Both laugh ]

Do you have someone to come
pick you up later today?

[ Sighs ] Uh, yeah,
my wife will be here.

She's a --
She's a doctor, too.

You know, she got
stuck in surgery.

Oh, wow.
Whole family of doctors.

Yep, and our foster son's
gonna be one, too.

Nurse Lea?
Someone's here for Mr. Warren.

Says she's his emergency contact
for the day?

Hey.
Mind if I hang out?

Ben: [ Chuckles ] Hey.

Uh, th-- this is --
this is my friend, Andy.

Hi.

Nurse Lea:
Um, okay, Dr. Warren.

The anesthesiologist
will be in shortly

to perform your --

Open airway exam and obtain
consent for anesthesia. Yeah.

Let me guess -- you're
an anesthesiologist, too?

Actually, yeah.

[ Laughter ]It's -- I'm sorry.

[ Laughs ]

What are you doing here?

Well, my dad would have wanted
me to be here for you.

[ Chuckles ]

Solidarity.

Thanks, Andy.

It's kind of weird,
right?

Yeah.

Wait, what?The quiet.

No one's sick.
No one's in crisis.

We're just...fine.

Yeah.
No, yeah, that's...

That's a first for us.

It's nice.

Yeah.

Should --
Uh, should we watch a --

a movie or something?

We haven't had childcare since
we became a couple, so, no.

No, I-I very much would not
like to watch a movie.

Oh.[ Laughs ] Is this okay?

Whoa. Yeah.

Yeah? [ Laughs ]

Is this okay?
Mm-hmm.

Yeah.
Yeah.

I mean...
Oh.

Just, like --

Yeah.

There.

Whoa. Okay.

Okay?
Yeah.

[ Woman screams ]

[ Body slams ]Whoa!
Oh!

My God!

A person!

Okay.

Uh...

[ Objects clattering ]

Aah! [ Screams ]

Oh, G--
Oh, no, no, no!

We have to help her.

Do we?

[ Groaning ]

Sonia: Ohh. Oh, no.Miss?!

No, no. No, no, no, no, no.Hello? Are you okay?

Who is that?

Inara: Uh, we live
in Apartment 14.

Are you all right?

Uh, I hit my back on the side
of the dumpster and fell in.

I can't believe it!
[ Laughs ]

I fell into --
into a dumpster!

Uh, I'm gonna call...

Yeah, okay.[ Groans ]

No, no, no, no, no!
Don't -- Don't move!

Don't -- Hey, hey.
Y-You can't do that, okay?

It's very important
that you stay still

until I can
check on you, okay?

Um, you said
you hit your back?

Yeah.

Okay, can you tell me
where it hurts?

Well, my back.

Lower.

Uh, I don't know,
like everywhere.

Okay. Uh, it's okay.

Uh, d-- did you
hit your head?

No, I don't -- I don't --
I don't think so.

Good. That's good.

Your fingers, your toes,
can you -- can you wiggle them?

Sonia: Uh, fingers, yes.

Toes, I-I don't know
if they're moving.

I can't tell.

My legs are tingling, though.

Is -- Is that bad?

Um...

Thank you.

I can't --
I can't say either way

if that's good or bad.

I-I --
But you're talking,

and that's always
a good sign, right?

Are -- Are --
Are you a doctor?

No, I'm --
I'm a firefighter.

Uh, what's your name?

Sonia.Sonia.

I, uh, thought
I was walking out on to

the fire escape, but, uh,
I guess I wasn't. [ Laughs ]

Uh, I called 911.

They'll be here as quickly
as possible, okay?

No! No, no, no!
You said you're a firefighter?

Can't you just get me out
of here and -- and take me home?

I swear,
I'll go straight home.

No, no.
If -- If I move you,

I risk, you know,
damaging your spine --

An ambulance will risk
damaging my life, okay?

[ Whimpering ]
I need to go.

No, no, s-stop!Ow!

Stop!
You need to stay still.

Ugh, I hate
staying still!

Maybe you should
get in there with her?

I don't want to risk
jostling her

by climbing all over
the garbage.

Yeah. Um, why don't you want
the ambulance to come?

My husband will see.

Is he...

Is he hurting you,
Sonia?

Because if so,
we can help you get --

Oh, no. God, no, no, no.
He's -- He's perfect.

He's --
Yeah, he's perfect.

I'm the trash person.

I'm the trash --
literally in a dumpster.

[ Voice breaking ]
I am a dumpster person.

Sonia, I'm sure
that's not true, okay?

Ju-- And plus,
you need proper care, okay?

You deserve it. Do you --I'm cheating on my husband
with my neighbor, okay?

Ever since lockdown happened,
I just --

I've been crawling
out of my skin.

And then -- And then,
the news is just so intense,

and -- and I just -- I had --
I had to do something, okay?

That's good.
You should talk to us.

You know, let it out.[ Sighs ]

Um, but just try to stay still
in the process, okay?

Oh. It feels good to say
it out loud. [ Laughs ]

[ Chuckles ]

I felt so trapped
and -- and bored.

And I told my husband
I was going for walks,

but I would actually
go see Matt

when his girlfriend
was out of town.

She was away for the week,
but I guess she came back early.

I-I panicked, and I --
and I ran for the fire escape.

And now I'm here, and if
the ambulance comes,

and it's gonna be
this whole thing,

and my husband's
gonna find out,

and my life -- my life
will be over!

No, it's not gonna be --And I need to get out of --

S-Sonia, you got to stop
moving. Please.

S-Screw it.
Aah!

Okay, I'm coming.
Stop.

Ow, my leg
is shooting pain!

[ Whimpering ] Ah!

Okay, I got you.
I got you. I got you.

Oh, God! Oh!

[ Panting ]

Okay, okay.

Do you feel this?

Feel what?

Nothing?

No.

Okay. Okay.

Listen, I know
what you're feeling.

I've made choices that,
uh, I'm not proud of, okay?

[ Crying ]

I slept with
a married woman.

[ Sobbing ]

More than once.

[ Breathing sharply ]

Her name was Eva.

And, uh --
Yeah, she was bad news.

[ Chuckles ]But each time...

I was looking for something
nobody could give me, you know?[ Groaning ]

But mistakes --
well, they come and go.

But paralysis?
That's permanent.

So, maybe
listen to me, okay?

No, I can't.
You can't call the ambulance.

Please.

I'm gonna
level with you, okay?

You can't feel your toes.
That's not a good sign.

You need to be lifted
out of here without

a rotation of
your spine, okay?

This injury could
change your life.

♪♪

These paramedics
can save it.

Sonia?

Matt?

Damn!
Uh --

Are you okay?

Uh, I don't know.

Wait, are you Eric?

Uh, no, I'm Jack.

He's a firefighter.

Did your girlfriend
see what happened?

Oh, no,
it was the dog walker.

They had a key,
and -- and we were supposed

to be out of town,
so he just let himself in.

Where's my phone?
Eric is probably looking for me.

Uh, I think
it's still upstairs.

I-I'll just, um...[ Siren wailing in distance ]

I'll go get it, okay?

Oh, God.

I'm gonna go check
on the ambulance.

Yeah, okay.

Good idea.[ Groaning ]

This is -- Please.

[ Groans ]

Uh, what's going on?

Uh, a woman is injured.
We called an ambulance.

In the dumpster?
Yeah.

I'm so stupid.

I could have stayed home

and made sourdough bread
like everybody else.

But, no, I had
to go have an affair.

This is a dumpster fire
of a year,

and I am
at the center of it.

I am literally in
a dumpster fire, an--

Sonia?

Eric?

Did you just say you're
having an affair?

[ Whimpering ]

[ Crying ]

[ Sirens wailing ]

You're bringing
your knives with you?

I don't know what
the rental is gonna have,

and I want to minimize
the amount of deliveries we get.

How long are you
planning on staying?

I'm not planning
on any amount, Maya,

because I can't,
because I don't know.

I -- [ Scoffs ]

[ Cabinet door opens ]

Ugh. [ Sighs ]

I'm sorry.

It's fine. It's a lot.

Okay.

Uh, can you
pass me those, please?

Carina, I --

So, you never came out
to your parents?

Um. My mom knows.

Pretty sure
my dad does, too,

but I never officially
told them, no.

Were you afraid
to tell your dad?

Yeah, but less because I was
scared he'd yell at me.

That was gonna happen
no matter what I did.

I guess it just
felt private?

-Okay.
-I mean, I'd never been

in a relationship with
a woman...

Okay.
So, I figured

if I didn't tell
my family

about every single guy
I slept with,

why should I tell them
about the women?

Fair enough.

You know, honestly...

...until I met you...

Mm-hmm?

[ Drawer opens ]...I think a part of me
always assumed

I'd end up
marrying a man.

[ Drawer closes ]Really?

But now, I'm thinking...

I mean,
I guess I can see that.

Your dad kind of drilled
a sense of

"my way is the only way"
into you.

That's probably why
I never want to get married.

[ Chuckles ] My parents
made it look so unappealing.

You don't want
to get married?

Oh, no.
I don't believe in it.

Oh.

♪♪

So -- So, we think we're all
slick getting a bathroom pass...

Ben: Mm-hmm....sneaking out through

the cafeteria side door,
and then, there he is.

Papi on Engine 19 with Snuffy
and all the other guys.

Oh, no. [ Laughs ]

And the minute
we stepped foot outside

the school, we hear...

[ Imitating siren wailing ][ Laughs ]

"Attention, young people.

Please return to your classes.

That is an order from
Seattle Fire Department."

Dude...

Ryan almost peed
his pants.

[ Laughs ] Yeah!
Oh, b-but how'd he even know

that you were gonna
cut class?

To this day,
I still have no idea.

[ Both laugh ]

Oh.

I -- I wish -- I wish
I would have asked him.

[ Chuckles ]

God.

Warren, I-I know getting
this surgery isn't easy,

but I'm really glad
you're doing it.

Yeah, well, you know, I figured
I owed it to your old man.

Dr. Warren.

Dr. Kabir.

You ready?

Uh, yes, sir, I am.

Uh, hey, uh,
will you hold my phone?Sure.

And, uh, you know,
if Miranda calls,

just tell her I'm --
I'm okay.

Hey, Warren,
give 'em hell.

Oh. Yeah. [ Sighs ]

♪♪

Seriously, Sonia?!
The grunge guy?!

We make fun of him!

I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
I wasn't thinking!

It just --
It just happened!

Sonia, you got to stop
moving your neck, okay?

And if you're gonna upset her,
you need to stand back.

Upset her? What about me?
I'm upset!

I-I-I don't know --
I don't know why!

I wish
I wasn't like this!

I d-- I don't know why.

[ Crying ]
I don't know why.

[ Sobbing ]
Hey, hey.

Can you feel this?

Mnh-mnh.Eric: You know, it's one thing

to just totally
rip my heart out,

but in the middle
of a pandemic?

[ Siren wailing ][ Sobbing, mumbling ]

I mean, we have
been so careful, and --

and you put us at risk
because of -- of grunge guy!

I mean, who knows where that
dirtbag has been?!

[ Wailing continues ]Hey, I've been
careful, too, man!

Oh, you have, huh?!Yeah.

Well, that makes me
feel way better.

[ Scoffs ] Yeah,
you don't even wear a mask!

Hey, six feet, man!Stop!

Six feet!

Why are men like this?You slept with my wife,

which means we are a pod!

[ Grunting ]

[ Brakes squeal ]

[ Both grunting ]

Whoa. Hey.

Aah! [ Grunting ]

[ Grunting ]

Get off, man!

Hey! Easy!

Keep him away from me!

And call his girlfriend!

What?Come on.

Hey, Gibson.

Jack: Oh, Finch.In your element.

[ Chuckles sarcastically ]

Sonia fell from the third floor,
hit her lower back.

No head injury or LOC,
but she's getting

a progressive weakness
and tingling

in her lower
and now upper extremities.

Okay.
Gibson, you can go now.

[ Sobbing ]

Uh, you know, I think
I'll stick around, help out.

I'm so sorry, baby!

I promise, I've never done
anything like this!

I swear!

You got to
stop yelling, okay?

You always do this.

I've never cheated on you,
though!

Spine board!

[ Sobbing ]We were fine.

We were happy.

We had our groceries
delivered every Tuesday.

We had that virtual
game night on Fridays.

We were fine and healthy,
and when everything is fine,

that's when you do this.

[ Whimpers ]

Just create chaos
out of nothing.

[ Crying ] I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry.

[ Sobbing ]

♪♪

[ Crying ] I'm so sorry.

[ Speaking Italian]

[ Speaking Italian ]

[ Cellphone beeps ]

Wow. She really has
a lot of questions.

Yeah, she gets fixated
on one thing

and can't move on until
she solves the problem.

And I guess I'm really good
at helping her solving problems.

Got it. So, not only are
we gonna be apart for

[Chuckling]
who knows how long,

you're gonna be spending
your days and nights

with your ex-sex-friend

who needs you to solve
all of her problems.

Every time you say...

[ Sighs ]...we are going to be apart,

you say it like
you are mad at me.

[ Scoffs ]Like it's my fault.

I'm not mad.

I just --

Didn't you know months ago
that your visa was up?

Oh, so, you aremad
at me for it.

That is not what
I said.

[ Sighs ] Okay, Maya,
all I need from you right now

is to be supportive
in this terrifying time, and --

I amsupporting.

And to not make me
feel worse about it.

Ah, but all you seem
to be able to do is

worry about how it
will negatively impact you

a-and fixate
on little details

like who I'm gonna
be working with.

Okay, do you know any
specifics about my visa?

Do you know what it takes
to get it renewed?

When I tried to tell you
about it, you called it

my "visa things,"
a-a-and your eyes glaze over.

Uh...

I've told you three times.
No, I can't get a waiver.

This is not how
the U.S. Government works

and definitely not how it works
in the middle of a pandemic.

I'm sorry.

You don't know
what it feels like

to be so easily removed

from the place you're trying
to make your home --

to be kicked out
of the country

where you're trying to build
a life because of bureaucracy.

And -- A-And
t-to be terrified that

if you don't do everything
exactly right

a-and dot every "i",
cross every "t,"

y-you risk never being allowed
in that country again.

N-N-Never being
allowed,Maya.

Do you know what
that feels like?

No, I don't.
Yeah, you can't.

So, it's my fault that
I was born here.

Oh, nobody's
talking about fault!

Why does
every conversation about us

has to be about
winners and losers --

us versus them?

This --
Okay, this is the problem

with this country --
th-- the borders,

the division, the walls.

This is the p--

[ Sighs ] Mm.
I'm sorry.

I-I -- Oh, I-I f--
I f-- I feel crazy.

I -- I got from feeling
totally empty

to feeling everything
at once.

I'm sorry, bambina,I --It's fine.

I know that when I am excited,
i-it seems like I'm yelling,

but I am not yell--
I'm not yelling at you.

But, b-bambina,it's like --
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

It's okay.I'm so--

It's fi-- It's fine --
It's fine!

[ Sighs ]

I hate this.
Mm.

I know.

Everything you said
is true.

I was so worried
about you leaving

that I never actually
asked you how you felt.

I just assumed that
you were happy to go home

for a little bit.

"Home"?

I know. I know your home-home
is in the south.

I just thought that...

[ Sighs ]

Italy hasn't felt like
home since my mama left

when I was 16 years old.

Then it just became
the place where I lived.

I didn't find my home
until I met you, bambina.

You're my home,

and I'm being kicked out
of my home

in the middle
of a pandemic.

[ Inhales deeply ]

[ Sighs ] It sucks.

And you've been pretending
it's no big deal

so that I wouldn't
lose it.

♪♪

I'm sorry.
I'msorry.

I'm sorry.
I love you.

I love you.

♪♪

[ Both laugh ]

You're in good hands.
No need to worry.

Dr. Reid here is gonna make sure
you have a nice, comfy sleep.

[ Monitor beeping ]I'm looking forward to it.

And when you're ready,
count back from 10.

10...9...8...

7...6...5...

4...3...2...

[ Static crackles ]

...1.

[ Monitor beeping echoes ]

Hello?

Hello?
Wh-- Why aren't I out?

Hey, what dose of propofol
did you use?

Don't worry.

Whoa, what the--?

I'm an anesthesiologist,
too.

[ Stammers ] What's --
What's going on?

It's all good.

The surgeon will be in
in just a moment.

Well, I -- No, no, no.

No, no, no, no, 'cause I-I-I'm
not ready for a surgery.

I'm awake.

Eh, he knows
what he's doing.

Trust me.

[ Beeping continues ]

Let's get to cuttin'.

Wh-- Oh.
Where's Dr. Kabir, okay?

W-What did you do with him?

Oh.

[ Muffled ] Let me go!
Let me go!

Man, what --
what are you doing?

[ Scoffs ]
W-What am I doing?

Do you know what part of
you that fool was gonna cut off?

10 blade.

W-- Joey?

Okay, w-w-w-what
are yougonna cut, then?

Anything.
You know, anything but that.

L-Look, trust me.

I promise you, my friend,
your manhood is staying intact.

Okay, w-w-w-w-w-wait, wait,
wait, wait, wait, wait.

What are you cutting?

You know,
I haven't decided yet.

I need both my arms
and both my legs for my job.

O-Oh, how about
a gallbladder?

Joey: He can live
without that.

What he can't live without
is his manhood.

Well, I mean, Joey,
I d-- I don't think you're

really qualified to advise
a surgeon or a patient.

I-I'm saying, it takes
a certain kind of man

to run into fire for a living,
and if you let them

cut the wrong part,
that could change.

He's not wrong.

Your testosterone is
not an insignificant factor

in what we think of
as courage.

[ Laughs ] Were you that big of
a nerd before I met you?

No, I was a --Nerd or not,

he -- he will always have me
as a back-up plan.

Youmight be content to sit
on that little stool

and do your
crossword puzzle,

but I -- I need to
feel the heat.

Well, the heat was
never your problem.

Lisa?

Ben, you had a girlfriend
before Miranda?

Oh, he had lots of 'em.
Remember Jenette?

Oh, wow. Jenette.

She was my roommate.

He slept with us both.

[ Laughs ]Thinks we don't know.

Oh, Ben, I didn't think
you had it in you.

Well, he won't
after this.

Oh, he sure will.

See, I'm gonna cut out
his kidney instead

and donate it to somebody
who needs it.

Oh, he'll like that.
He likes to play the hero.

Benjamin Warren.

Ma?!

I did not raise a fool.

Why are you here?

Because you're scared,
and that makes you stupid.

But no matter how
scared or stupid you get,

you have to
listen to your mama.

Mom -- Mom, I'm -- I'm not --
I'm not scared.

Ben, are you gonna die?

Uh, who's this?

This is my son.

You have a son?
Adopted.

No, y-you're
my son, Joey.

Yes, he is.

So, you know what
you have to do?

You have to
cut out the cancer.

No, no.
No, no, no.

Okay, do you
know where it is?

I couldn't care less where it is
as long as you take it out.

Because when you have a child,
you fight to live.

You fought.

I fought.

Lost in the end,
but damn

if I didn't fight
to stay with you.

[ Chuckles ]
You have two beautiful boys

and a wife who loves you,
so now you have to fight.

Okay, Mom, y-you don't
understand.

I dounderstand,
Benjamin.

I know your scared face.
[ Laughs ]

First time I saw it,
you were 3 years old.

You thought the sandman
was in your closet.

Hasn't changed.

He cried
for his mama.

♪ Your hands
were made for praise ♪

George Floyd.

When -- When they were
killing him, he cr--

He cried for his mama.♪ To praise

I heard it.

♪ So give thanks

We all heard it.

He knew he was gonna die.

♪ Your heart

He was scared, and so...

♪ Was made to love him

♪♪

...he needed his mama.

I've got you, Benjamin.

And your sister.
I'm here.

[ Breathes sharply ]
Mama.

Oh, my baby.

[ Laughs ]

Oh, my baby.

I'm here. [ Laughs ]

[ Sniffles ]

Now, you give that scalpel

to someone who is strong enough
and brave enough

to cut
what needs to be cut.

Mom --
Benjamin.

♪♪

♪ She prays

Do you know
what you're doing?

Yeah.
I'm gonna be a surgeon.

[ Chuckles ]

When you were little,
do you remember

what you thought you were
gonna be when you grew up?

[ Laughs ]
A football player.

The first
Black president.

[ Laughter ]

I thought
you had a chance.

I can't believe I ever
wanted to be president.

Aww, you just
wanted to fix

what others
weren't willing to fix.

The world might look a lot
different today if you had.

Still can.
If you stay alive.

And...

♪ 'Cause you won't make it... Done.

♪ ...if you keep sinning

♪♪

That is not what makes you
a man, Benjamin.

It's what would have
made you a dead man.

♪ Don't you lose faith

[ Extinguisher hissing ]

♪ Don't you lose hope

You did it, son.

♪ Don't you lose... You did it, son.

♪ ...it all

♪ Don't you lose, no

♪ Don't you lose it all

That was crazy.Yeah.

I mean, cheating on her husband
in the same building?

That's --
That's bold.

So, you and...Eva?

What's that story?

[ Clears throat ]
I did some, uh, dumb things

in my past.

But, um, luckily,
I found you.

Mm.

Now I'm happy just being
boring, you know?

What if I'm not?

[ Dishware clatters lightly ]

Hmm?

Hey, hey.Ooh!

Do y--
Do you not like that?

Uh, no, I-I-I do.

Yeah?
Yeah.

[ Sighs ]

I -- [ Sighs lightly ]

Y-You don't need to
do all of this.

All what?

[ Scoffs ]

No, I -- I, uh --

I-I like you so much,
and I care about you,

and I -- [ Clears throat ]
I love taking care of --

of you and Marcus.

So, that means
I can't be sexy?

Because you like taking care
of me and my kid?

No. No, that --
[ Sighs ]

This is not
coming out right.

What I'm saying is,

you don't need to be
something that you're not

because I did some crazy things
in my past.

You know,
I don't need that from you.

I'm not.

Jack,
I'm a whole person.

And believe it or not,
I like sex, too.

I know you do.
I-I'm saying

it doesn't have to be
all wild, you know?

Now -- And with your
history, you know?

I just --
Inara: Oh, I see.

Because you rescued me
from an abusive situation,

you think I'm made
of glass.

That's not wh--

I'm not just some damsel
you need to keep rescuing, Jack.

♪ When everything around me

♪ Just seems to change Oh!

♪ I need to know that
it's all gonna be okay ♪

♪ On the other side

♪ Of tears
running down your face ♪

♪ Is when we'll make it through
to some better days ♪

♪ Some better days [ Chuckles ]

Jack asked if it was weird
having a girlfriend

who's up in
other ladies' bits all day.

[ Laughs ] Jack would
ask something like that.

I asked him
if Inara minded

that he plays with
hoses all day.

[ Both laugh ]

[ Cellphone chiming ] Stupido.

Oh, crap.
Yeah.

We have to leave in
like 10 minutes.

[ Sighs ] You would think
that seeing vaginas

ripped open by a baby's head
would make me

less interested
in sex with women,

but, oddly, it hasn't.

Mm.

I imagine it has made
you less interested

in giving birth, though.

No, not really.

Wait, what?

I still want
to have a baby.

Oh.

Yeah.

Wait, but you --

but you don't want
to get married?

[ Chuckling ] What?

I mean, before, you said
you don't want to get married.

But you do want
to have kids?

Okay, you know the story
of my parents.

And look at your parents,
bambina.

The -- The marriage
has literally trapped your mom

in a house with her abuser.

Why would you want that?

I mean, but we're not
my parents.

I know, and I'm trying
really hard

not to be mine, either.

Where's the...

I-I-I thought we were building
a future together.

Um, we are.

We don't need to be
married to that.

Yeah, but you're moving
back to Italy.

Ah, bambina,what do you
want me to do about that?

That wasn't
my plan, either.

Do you think I want to move
back to a country where --

that reminds me of my dead
mother, my dead brother,

and my very difficult
father?

I'm sorry
I have to leave.

If there was
any other way, I --

There is.
[ Groans ]

We could get married.

I'm not getting married
just because of the visa.

"Just because"?

You know what I mean.

I really don't, apparently.

Maya, this is not
something you do

to solve a problem.

I don't see
any other way.

We are doing
the other way.

I've already
left Grey-Sloan.

I-I got a job in Italy.
I am about to go to the airport.

We can't get married

just because you don't want
to be apart from me.

That's not why we would be
getting married.

That's why we
moved in together.

That was just
the bureaucracy of it.

And s-so is
this marriage idea.

It's bureaucracy.

The only reason it's coming up
is because

I'm not from this country
and I can't stay in yours.

That's it.
"That's it"?

That's a pretty
good reason.

M-Maya,
you didn't even want this

until you started getting sad
about me leaving.

Started?
I have been devastated.

I am trying to lead
my team through

one of the worst moments
in our history.

I have a firehouse full
of grieving firefighters

and a girlfriend that's about
to leave me to go to Italy!

Oh, I know, Maya! I know
it's been a very hard year!

Not just for you --
trust me!

[ Sighs ]

Carina, I love you.

But?

Maybe you're right.
This is -- This is crazy.

Maybe we moved too fast.

Maybe we didn't think
this through.

Maybe we hardly
know each other.

Maybe we should just
take a break.

I mean, not --
not for good.

Just -- [ Stammers ]

We don't even know when you're
gonna be able to come back.

And s-- And so, what?
You want to see other people?

No.
I-In the middle
of a pandemic?

No, but the time difference --
and you'll be busy,

and I'll be busy.

And the world -- my city --
is on fire.

Maya, breathe.

And I mean it in the most
unimaginable --

Breathe. Breathe, Maya.
Breathe.

[ Sighs ]

Carina, we have learned
more about each other

in the last two hours
than we have

in our entire
relationship.

I should have known

that you don't want
to get married

and that you do want
to have babies.

I knew it.

I knew you would freak out
on me eventually.

Carina, everything
you said is right.

I've made no effort to learn
your culture or your language.

I do not understand
what you're going through

with all your visa stuff.

I mean, maybe we're just not
right for each other.

Ah, okay. So, you want to
break up temporarily?

Or are we breaking up

because we're not
right for each other?

I didn't say "break up."
I said "take a break."

Frankly, I don't
understand the difference.

W-- Or, do you want
to get married?

I married you the day I moved
into this apartment, Maya.

I don't believe in ticking a box
and calling that a marriage.

I-I believe in building a life
together with the person

you want to spend it with
every single day.

When I moved into
this house, for me,

that was a marriage.

That is not
how it works.

No, marriage -- the kind
the government says is okay --

puts an obligation
on love.

Marriage ruins family.

Marriage is just
a made up...

financial --

Marriage is what can
keep us together!

Exactly!

It is crazy that
the only recourse that I have

to stay in Seattle --
to stay in my life with you --

is to sign a piece of paper
saying that

I will
never leave you!

A piece of paper that
people like us

aren't allowed to have
in my country.

And if it's j-just so much crap,
then why does it matter?!

Why not just do it so that
we can stay together?!

So we can be together while
the world is burning?!

Everyone is so scared,
everyone is lonely,

everyone is desperate,
and we have each other.

We got so lucky,
and you are willing

to throw that away
on a principle.

No, Maya.
Youare throwing it away.

I am just
being realistic.

♪♪

Well, you'll still
have Gabriella.

Wow.I mean, maybe she is

who you're supposed
to be with.

Maya, stop.

Maybe we're just not meant
to be together forever.

Stop, Maya.
You've said enough.

♪♪

[ Thumps ]

You still want me to
take you to the airport?

No.

♪♪

♪♪

[ Sirens wailing ]

Is everyone else coming?Uh, no.

Uh, Miller, Hughes, and
Montgomery went to a protest,

but they sent love
and some oversized donut holes.

[ Laughs ]
It's the little things.

Don't let Warren
hear you say that.

Ah.

Gosh, I can't believe
Warren's going through this

on top of everything else.

It's...

It's a lot.

It's a lot.

Pulled a woman
out of a dumpster today.

Yeah, she, uh,
was sneaking out

of her neighbor's apartment,
fell right in.

I thought she severed
her spinal cord.

Turns out,
she just bruised it.

Wait, she was
sneaking out?

Well, she was --
she was having an affair.

Oh. Please tell me
you're not the neighbor.

Oh, shut up.

[ Laughs ]Wow.

Hey, how's it going
with you and Inara?

Yeah, no, um, good.

Yeah, she's, uh --
she's great.

Really sweet.

Ben: Mama?

[ Chuckles ]

Hey.

Hmm?

Oh.
You are not my mom.

[ Laughs ]

No, I'm not.

[ Sighs ]

Thanks for coming, though.

Good nap?

Craziest dreams.

How'd we do?

You know, good margins.
Clean field.

Nice and neat.

Looks like the morphine
hasn't worn off.

[ Velcro tears ]

Uh, this is from 19,
by the way.

They figured you could
use some new balls.

[ Laughter ]

This is
a real heavy one.

Yeah, that's about the right --
it's about right.

Yeah, it'd probably
match you perfectly.

This glows in the dark.
I love this.

We got some nuts.

So, not much has changed
since I was out, hmm?

[ Both laugh ]

[ Sighs ]

Gabriella: So, she proposed?

Eh, it was more a,

"We could get married, I guess."
[ Stammers ]

[ Speaking Italian]

[ Speaking Italian ]

G-Gabriella, m-my parents
nearly killed each other.

They -- They -- They --
They separated Andrea and I.

They -- They -- Okay, okay.
Listen to me.

Everyone's parents
get divorced.

That's not a good excuse
not to get married.

Okay, okay.
Marriage is not real.

Hang on a second.

[ Sighs ]

What were you saying?

Marriage is not real.[ Sighs ]

Then get a divorce
in two years. So what?

What Maya and I have
is real,

a-and I don't need a piece
of paper to tell me that.

And I don't want to run into
a situation

that we might
regret in a couple of years

just because of paperwork.

So, you're willing to
lose her instead, huh?

[ Sighs ]

[ Speaking Italian ]

[ Speaking Italian]

I've known you for half
of my life, and, honestly,

I have never seen you
as at peace as I did

when I saw you with her.

[ Speaking Italian ]

♪ I write my story
with more than words ♪[ Speaking Italian]

You should be celebrating
the fact that her country

even allows you
to get married.

♪ For the voice
that can't be heard ♪

[ Sighs ]

♪ Carve my heart
into this dirt ♪

♪♪

♪ Someone told me So, I -- [ Scoffs ]

You just --
You just let her go?

What am I
supposed to do?

I was awful.
She was awful.

B-But you guys are gonna
get back together, right?

Once her visa
gets renewed?

Maya?

♪ The pace waiting
for us to turn ♪

Marry me.

♪ For the fire inside
that burns ♪

Marry me.

I know I'm a stubborn idiot
and I don't want to get married

just because the government
says we have to,

and I still think marriage
was invented

to keep women as property,

but I'd much rather
do something

that I don't want to
than lose you.

Carina, I -- I don't know
if I want kids,

and the world is a mess
right now.

Yes, the world is a mess,
and the world is changing.

Right now,
as we're standing here,

the world is changing,
and it's beautiful.

We can worry about
kids later.

Now, what I know is that
I want to be

in this beautiful mess
of a changing world with you.

Please.
Please, bambina,marry me.

♪ No limits, no limits

Yes.
[ Laughs ] Yes?

Yes.

[ Vocalizing ]

♪♪

♪♪

What'd I miss?

[ Vocalizing ]

We're getting married.

Whoa!
What?!

[ Laughter ]

♪ Oh-whoa-oh

Thank you.

♪ Love has no limits

♪ No limits

♪ No limits

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪