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'80s night should be banned.
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You had a blast.
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I didn't say
it wasn't fun,
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but that decade
was a crime against fashion.
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Tonight's club
is my pick, my vibe.
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Ooh, which is?
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Sophisticated ladies.
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I can work with that.
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- Shaun?
- Hmm?
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Sure you don't feel
left out?
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I use the time to study
less invasive
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bowel resection
techniques.
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Please be home by 11:30.
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Hm.
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He's got you on
a curfew?
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Sex schedule.
Our window ends at midnight.
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It's like I slept
on gravel.
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Well, that explains
your snoring.
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Your mattress
should be burned.
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It's time to end
the sleepovers
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and for you to ditch
the bachelor pad.
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You asking me
to move into your place?
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I'm asking you to move
into a new place...
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With me.
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No neutral zone
to run to after a fight.
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Making up's
the best part.
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Well, it can't hurt to look.
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This is Trent,
his mother, Carrie.
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Signs of severe infection
on his left index finger.
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I'm ordering a CT.
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Sutures are inconsistent
and crude.
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It's a minor upgrade.
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I installed a magnet
in my finger.
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Were you having trouble
holding forks?
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It's body art.
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Yeah, he's 17,
immune to common sense.
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Art seems like
a poor descriptor
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given the ugliness
of the infection.
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The more appropriate term
is "bio hacking."
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I put Neosporin on it and took
ibuprofen for the swelling.
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That's worked before.
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Before?
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Show them.
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Hmm.
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THEME MUSIC PLAYING...
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*THE GOOD DOCTOR*
Season 05 Episode 13
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Episode Title: "Growing Pains"
Aired on: April 04, 2022.
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Subtitles
Synchronized by srjanapala
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You wanted to see me?
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Dr. Glassman,
this is Kayla Quinn.
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She's been diagnosed
with major depressive disorder
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as well as chronic
neuropathic pain
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from a neck injury
six years ago.
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The pain and depression
are besties,
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uninvited guests
that travel together,
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make it so I can't work,
can't get out of bed,
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can't even think.
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That's why I'd like to do this
before their next visit.
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An anterior cingulotomy
seems like the...
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Excuse me.
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She is a smart, charming, successful
woman whose life...
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Nice ambush.
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She's had over a decade
of therapy,
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five classes
of anti-depressants,
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and non-invasive
neuro-modulation,
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including C.E.S.
and full-on E.C.T.
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She's desperate
for real relief
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from her pain
and depression,
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and she's well aware
of the risks.
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Get me a complete medical
and psychological history
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and a couple of residents.
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We're just gonna
talk about it.
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Not sure who's
struggling more,
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the overwhelmed,
super-critical mom
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or the sad,
self-harming teen.
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Trent called it
an upgrade.
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He's not trying to self-harm,
he is trying to self-improve.
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Well, whatever
the terminology,
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he cut into his finger
with an X-ACTO knife.
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Okay. His technique
was primitive,
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but considering
he lacks formal training
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and used only one hand,
I am impressed.
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Don't be.
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Bony marginal erosion.
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If the infection spreads,
he could lose that finger.
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For starters.
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It's the modern equivalent
of a lobotomy.
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"Modern" being
the operative word.
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We'd be burning lesions
into a key brain center.
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That could alter
her personality,
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impair
cognitive function...
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Her depression
and reoccurring acute pain
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are already doing that.
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Cingulotomies are effective
in 67% of patients
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with Kayla's symptoms.
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With a 20% chance
of adverse effects,
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like loss of creativity,
it could be a big deal.
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This is Kayla Quinn.
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She launched her own company
at the age of 18,
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made millions designing
scrunchies and bangles.
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I discussed this
with her.
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Her focus
is quality of life.
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Now, I'm sure
she feels that way now,
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but once it's done,
it can't be undone.
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Are there any alternatives
that Kayla hasn't tried
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or should try again?
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Okay.
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Let's do the surgery.
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Wait, possible amputation?
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The infection
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is in the bone
beneath the magnet.
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It would have been better to
have brought him in sooner.
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I'm a single mom.
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Trent... Trent's father
isn't in the picture.
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You made sure of that.
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I got divorced last year.
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Trent and I
were adjusting.
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But then he started hanging out with
these idiot biohackers.
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Thanks, Mom.
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We should remove
the infected implant
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and start Trent
on IV antibiotics.
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What about
the other implants?
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Shouldn't you
take them all out?
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No! The other implants
aren't infected.
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Okay. This is not a decision
you get to make.
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Once a patient is 16,
it is hospital policy
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not to perform a surgery
that's been refused
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unless that surgery is
medically necessary.
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Leaving in
the other implants
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means Trent's still at risk for sepsis
and septic emboli.
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Dr. Wolke is correct.
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With your consent,
we can physically compel
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the surgical removal of
all your son's modifications.
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Good luck.
I'm outta here.
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Trent.
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Trent!
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This is much easier
than chasing him.
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Head frame is secure.
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Stand by with
the Gamma knife.
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Dr. Glassman,
please stop what you're doing.
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This is Justin Quinn,
Kayla's conservator.
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I have full authority over my sister's
medical treatment,
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and I won't allow
this surgery.
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Kayla sees
her psychiatrist weekly,
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and I check in
with her daily,
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but clearly,
this is not
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a weekend getaway
at a cabin in Tahoe.
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A chance e-mail from
our insurance tipped me off.
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She's never lied
to me like this.
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I was 12
when my parents died.
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My memories of them
don't seem real,
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just clips
from a movie.
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It was our grief therapist
who first diagnosed her depression.
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I was 22
and so out of my depth.
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Justin and I used to do
everything together.
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It was us
against the world.
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I called him Bro-dad.
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She was such a creative kid,
so talented.
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She just had a vision
and wanted to run with it.
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Who knew scrunchies and glitter bangles
could be a business?
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Just took off.
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Eighteen years old,
all that money and no guardrails.
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She was out of control.
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Clubs every night,
the booze, the drugs...
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I couldn't help her.
I couldn't stop her.
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It was during a blackout that
I fell and injured my neck.
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Everything just got
worse after that.
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The arrests piled up,
underage drinking, possession, DUI.
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I thought she was
going to prison.
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The judge agreed to
a diversion program...
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She's nearly O.D.'d twice.
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...called me
a danger to myself.
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The judge ruled
she was incompetent.
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Put my brother in charge
of everything.
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He took away my life.
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The conservatorship
saved her life.
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All I needed
to piss off my parents
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were fishnets
and heavy eyeliner.
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Of course
you were a goth.
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How many times
did you see The Cure?
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Four.
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Robert Smith was, like,
leader of our tribe.
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Every lonely teen
needs a tribe.
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I was lonely,
but I was not a rebel.
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My rebellion
was just being honest.
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My family
preferred the lie.
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Meanwhile Trent is
damaging his relationship
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with his mom
and his body.
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That is not his fault.
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She is his mother.
Mothers should try to understand
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their children.
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Nice thought,
but teenagers are asses.
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Scientifically proven.
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Their prefrontal cortex
is underdeveloped,
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leading to
excessive risk-taking
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and lack of impulse control.
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Margins in
the soft tissue look good,
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but keep an eye out
for the infection.
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Let's close.
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Mr. Quinn.
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Your sister's suffering.
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It's a roller coaster
with her,
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good days and bad days.
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But your solution is to
fry part of her brain.
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She could lose her creativity,
her personality.
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Her pain,
her depression.
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Maybe. Those other doctors
ran me through
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the risks
and the numbers.
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What if I could show you
how Kayla's issues are
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hard-wired in her brain?
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An FMRI could demonstrate
how the part of Kayla's brain
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that handles emotional
and pain response
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is functionally
abnormal.
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It'll assure you that
"frying her brain"
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means only frying the part of her brain
that isn't working.
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And it'll get you both
off of the roller coaster.
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The scan's harmless.
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Okay, do it.
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I've got it. Oh, see?
I can spin it around.
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I need to do
a post-op exam.
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Oh. You have modifications.
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I'm Dixie.
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My right hand got messed up
in a car accident.
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I had RFID chips put in so
I could unlock my front door,
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store my medical info,
and do some pretty cool tricks.
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Are you attracted
to Dixie?
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Are you concerned you'll
be less attractive to her
without your implants?
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We're just friends.
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I host a monthly
bio hacker meet up,
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and Trent's
become a regular.
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The only people
who get me.
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You found your tribe.
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Incision sites look good.
Right wrist please.
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It was not until I came to work
here at St. Bonaventure
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that I felt like
I was part of a community.
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I've read about implants
that can operate prosthetics
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and an
occipital lobe electrode
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that receives visual images
for sightless people.
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Oh, these technologies
are very exciting.
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It's so cool, right?
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I was thinking I should
be an engineer
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and I can design tech
for people like Dixie.
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Oh.
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How's he recovering,
Dr. Murphy?
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Hmm, oh, hello.
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The surgeries went well.
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Finger looks free of infection
and bacterial cultures remain negative.
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We still need to do an MRI
to assess his joints, but I'm optimistic.
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Great. Then once I'm 18,
I can get all my mods back in
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by the pros who did Dixie's.
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Meaning the tattoo artist
at the strip mall.
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Tattoo parlors require
a public health permit.
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Yes, that would be much safer than
doing it himself.
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Rain check for tonight.
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00:13:02,895 --> 00:13:04,064
Surgery?
256
00:13:05,530 --> 00:13:07,948
A new patient reminded me
I need to spend more time
257
00:13:08,033 --> 00:13:09,145
on my business ideas,
258
00:13:09,230 --> 00:13:10,964
less time on the dance floor.
259
00:13:11,225 --> 00:13:14,208
I see a sparkle in your eyes.
What is the product?
260
00:13:17,431 --> 00:13:21,136
My ingestible sensor
that monitors gut bacteria
261
00:13:21,221 --> 00:13:22,611
as it travels through
the GI tract.
262
00:13:22,971 --> 00:13:25,214
Gross yet cool.
263
00:13:25,348 --> 00:13:26,565
How are you gonna
collect the data?
264
00:13:26,649 --> 00:13:28,484
Ideally,
real-time monitoring.
265
00:13:28,617 --> 00:13:30,854
I'm looking at wireless
open-source programs.
266
00:13:30,987 --> 00:13:32,621
You could
connect the sensor
267
00:13:32,756 --> 00:13:34,339
with a smart phone
via Bluetooth.
268
00:13:34,424 --> 00:13:37,940
That would be amazing.
269
00:13:38,329 --> 00:13:40,986
But that code would be pretty
complicated to write.
270
00:13:42,065 --> 00:13:44,714
Not for... me.
271
00:13:46,335 --> 00:13:48,885
You'd have time for that
on top of your IT work?
272
00:13:48,970 --> 00:13:50,742
Says the second-year
resident looking to disrupt
273
00:13:50,826 --> 00:13:52,940
- the med-tech business.
- Ah.
274
00:13:54,110 --> 00:13:56,679
I wouldn't be able to pay you,
at least not up front.
275
00:13:56,813 --> 00:13:58,917
We could divvy up
the spoils.
276
00:14:05,433 --> 00:14:06,935
75%, 25% final offer.
277
00:14:07,169 --> 00:14:08,768
Hell yes, partner.
278
00:14:08,858 --> 00:14:10,493
Welcome aboard.
279
00:14:13,066 --> 00:14:14,600
Put this
on your calendar...
280
00:14:14,743 --> 00:14:16,878
May 2025,
yacht shopping.
281
00:14:17,066 --> 00:14:18,501
- Okay.
- Yes!
282
00:14:21,602 --> 00:14:23,143
Dr. Murphy?
283
00:14:25,106 --> 00:14:27,534
Please stop
encouraging Trent.
284
00:14:28,220 --> 00:14:30,629
Your interest
in his body modifications
285
00:14:30,714 --> 00:14:32,181
comes across
as an endorsement.
286
00:14:32,385 --> 00:14:34,257
Oh, I am interested.
287
00:14:34,383 --> 00:14:36,065
Why would I pretend
that I'm not?
288
00:14:36,150 --> 00:14:37,613
Not so long ago,
we were talking about
289
00:14:37,697 --> 00:14:38,804
amputating fingers.
290
00:14:38,889 --> 00:14:40,487
Someone has to talk
some sense into my son
291
00:14:40,571 --> 00:14:42,237
before he does this again.
292
00:14:44,948 --> 00:14:48,143
I'm happy to have
a chat with him.
293
00:14:48,900 --> 00:14:52,003
He seems to connect
with Dr. Murphy.
294
00:14:52,328 --> 00:14:54,565
If you talk to him,
he might listen.
295
00:14:56,081 --> 00:14:59,424
I... would not be
very good at that.
296
00:15:08,177 --> 00:15:10,583
Kayla,
next I'm gonna ask you
a series of prompts
297
00:15:10,667 --> 00:15:12,421
to help us map
your brain activity.
298
00:15:12,555 --> 00:15:13,909
I'll do my best.
299
00:15:14,456 --> 00:15:15,667
Think of a nice memory.
300
00:15:15,752 --> 00:15:17,220
Something from
a happy time.
301
00:15:20,329 --> 00:15:23,206
You didn't like any of the apartments
I sent you?
302
00:15:23,867 --> 00:15:26,191
As predicted,
altered limbic activity
303
00:15:26,276 --> 00:15:28,417
in the connections
to the cingulate cortex.
304
00:15:28,582 --> 00:15:30,016
The apartments
are okay.
305
00:15:30,189 --> 00:15:32,519
I'm shocked you're
so easy to please.
306
00:15:32,604 --> 00:15:34,643
You're such a quibbler.
307
00:15:34,777 --> 00:15:37,613
"Hate art deco."
"Low ceilings equal doom."
308
00:15:37,698 --> 00:15:40,346
"Berber carpets
hurt my feet."
309
00:15:40,854 --> 00:15:41,979
Well...
310
00:15:42,064 --> 00:15:44,699
Kayla, now I need you to think
of an unpleasant memory.
311
00:15:46,738 --> 00:15:49,543
Take it as a compliment
that I'm so picky.
312
00:15:49,628 --> 00:15:52,245
Picky's fine,
passive not so much.
313
00:15:52,330 --> 00:15:54,010
Send me some links.
314
00:15:56,599 --> 00:15:58,206
More abnormal connectivity.
315
00:15:59,779 --> 00:16:02,378
We're getting
motion artifacts.
316
00:16:02,463 --> 00:16:03,999
She's moving around.
317
00:16:04,084 --> 00:16:05,723
Kayla, can you try
and hold still?
318
00:16:09,245 --> 00:16:11,003
I'm sorry.
Can we please stop?
319
00:16:11,088 --> 00:16:12,848
Kayla? Where does it hurt?
Mm-hmm?
320
00:16:13,582 --> 00:16:14,582
Everywhere.
321
00:16:16,285 --> 00:16:17,635
It's back.
322
00:16:27,754 --> 00:16:29,123
You never came to bed.
323
00:16:29,256 --> 00:16:30,730
We were supposed to have sex.
324
00:16:30,815 --> 00:16:32,168
Sorry.
325
00:16:32,253 --> 00:16:33,994
Our sensor keeps
running out of power
326
00:16:34,128 --> 00:16:36,174
halfway through
the digestive tract.
327
00:16:36,259 --> 00:16:40,199
It's not on the schedule,
but we could have sex now.
328
00:16:40,284 --> 00:16:41,468
I have to shower.
329
00:16:41,601 --> 00:16:43,011
I shower first.
330
00:16:45,209 --> 00:16:49,446
Okay. I will be flexible
and make you coffee.
331
00:16:49,643 --> 00:16:50,948
Thank you.
332
00:17:09,196 --> 00:17:10,197
Good morning.
333
00:17:20,975 --> 00:17:22,487
How's Kayla?
334
00:17:22,742 --> 00:17:26,446
In pain and on the edge of
a full depressive episode.
335
00:17:26,589 --> 00:17:30,089
I upped her gabapentin
and started a low-dose Ketamine IV.
336
00:17:30,174 --> 00:17:31,251
Smart.
337
00:17:32,541 --> 00:17:34,018
Hmm.
338
00:17:34,182 --> 00:17:35,972
You know we'll have to
get her off the Ketamine
339
00:17:36,056 --> 00:17:38,516
before we take another shot
at finishing the FMRI.
340
00:17:42,792 --> 00:17:45,065
Do you not want to
move in with me?
341
00:17:45,199 --> 00:17:48,347
I've been busy.
I have other patients.
342
00:17:48,432 --> 00:17:50,324
Allow me to present
multitasking.
343
00:17:50,409 --> 00:17:52,777
Look at that.
Three-bedroom, two-bath,
344
00:17:52,862 --> 00:17:54,574
courtyard building
with a pool.
345
00:17:54,708 --> 00:17:57,089
We'd have a guest room for
Kellan, a shared office,
346
00:17:57,174 --> 00:17:59,946
and it's 10 minutes
from the hospital.
347
00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:01,732
Well, looks like the
master bedroom window's
348
00:18:01,816 --> 00:18:03,082
overlooking the courtyard.
349
00:18:03,167 --> 00:18:04,379
I know. Nice.
350
00:18:04,464 --> 00:18:05,879
Not nice. Loud.
351
00:18:10,019 --> 00:18:12,255
Then show me one
you do like.
352
00:18:13,570 --> 00:18:15,439
Oh, hell no.
353
00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:17,659
I'm gonna
update the brother.
354
00:18:18,809 --> 00:18:20,011
You paged me?
355
00:18:20,096 --> 00:18:21,042
Good morning, Shaun.
356
00:18:21,168 --> 00:18:22,662
Lea and I missed
our sex night.
357
00:18:22,747 --> 00:18:24,435
It is not a good morning.
358
00:18:24,520 --> 00:18:25,654
Agreed.
359
00:18:27,241 --> 00:18:29,243
Mine started with
a distraught mother
360
00:18:29,376 --> 00:18:32,674
whose son you refused to advise
against bio hacking?
361
00:18:32,759 --> 00:18:35,629
What he chooses to do
when he is 18 is up to him.
362
00:18:35,714 --> 00:18:37,149
True, but you
could advise him
363
00:18:37,234 --> 00:18:39,569
against the dangers
of further mods.
364
00:18:39,785 --> 00:18:42,511
Trent enjoys the connections
he has made
365
00:18:42,596 --> 00:18:44,324
in the bio hacking
community.
366
00:18:44,458 --> 00:18:46,760
You really think
the emotional benefits of belonging
367
00:18:46,893 --> 00:18:49,344
outweigh
the physical dangers
for this kid?
368
00:18:49,429 --> 00:18:51,798
Teens do many
dangerous things.
369
00:18:51,931 --> 00:18:53,467
If he injured himself
skateboarding,
370
00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:55,417
should I advise him never
to skateboard again,
371
00:18:55,502 --> 00:18:58,612
which could alienate him from
his skateboarder friends?
372
00:18:58,738 --> 00:19:00,956
Is there a potential
for medical harm?
373
00:19:01,151 --> 00:19:02,350
Yes.
374
00:19:02,476 --> 00:19:04,526
Then remind
your patient of that.
375
00:19:05,545 --> 00:19:07,589
You have no trouble
being honest.
376
00:19:09,949 --> 00:19:13,520
I'll do it, only
because you're my boss.
377
00:19:14,521 --> 00:19:15,643
Case in point.
378
00:19:23,897 --> 00:19:27,067
Justin's refusing to let me
finish Kayla's FMRI.
379
00:19:27,193 --> 00:19:28,636
He thinks her being
in the hospital
380
00:19:28,721 --> 00:19:29,864
is what triggered
this latest episode.
381
00:19:29,948 --> 00:19:32,380
He...
He's totally dug in.
382
00:19:32,606 --> 00:19:34,793
It's a judgment call.
Legally, it's his judgment.
383
00:19:34,878 --> 00:19:36,892
I need you to talk to him,
get him to change his mind.
384
00:19:36,976 --> 00:19:38,932
- Because?
- You're the surgeon.
385
00:19:39,017 --> 00:19:40,362
If medicine could
persuade him,
386
00:19:40,447 --> 00:19:41,815
we'd be in
surgery right now.
387
00:19:41,909 --> 00:19:43,129
So I should just
give up?
388
00:19:43,214 --> 00:19:44,471
I don't know.
Do you want to?
389
00:19:44,588 --> 00:19:45,811
No!
Okay, then don't.
390
00:19:45,896 --> 00:19:47,401
Go find another tactic.
391
00:19:48,142 --> 00:19:49,243
Okay.
392
00:19:50,962 --> 00:19:54,432
No, no, no.
I do the surgery, you do the selling.
393
00:19:58,815 --> 00:20:00,385
Okay, fine.
394
00:20:01,370 --> 00:20:02,995
Look at it this way.
395
00:20:03,142 --> 00:20:05,449
The brother has been
cleaning up
396
00:20:05,534 --> 00:20:07,841
after his sister
for years, right?
397
00:20:07,974 --> 00:20:11,845
So instead of trying to change his feelings
about the surgery,
398
00:20:11,978 --> 00:20:14,893
maybe change his feelings
about his sister.
399
00:20:19,253 --> 00:20:22,256
Future modifications
could result in sepsis,
400
00:20:22,397 --> 00:20:25,500
severe arthritis, pseudo-tumor formation,
nerve damage and paralysis.
401
00:20:25,585 --> 00:20:28,054
Suddenly you're a guy
in a drug commercial...
402
00:20:28,139 --> 00:20:32,432
"Side effects include insomnia, rash,
dry cough, and death."
403
00:20:33,462 --> 00:20:35,222
Sounds like
my mom got to you.
404
00:20:35,315 --> 00:20:36,436
She tried.
405
00:20:36,570 --> 00:20:38,588
It didn't work,
but then she went to my boss.
406
00:20:38,712 --> 00:20:39,913
That did work.
407
00:20:41,724 --> 00:20:45,878
I think that it is nice
your mother cares about you.
408
00:20:46,546 --> 00:20:47,909
Mine did not.
409
00:20:50,734 --> 00:20:52,089
Mine used to.
410
00:20:53,653 --> 00:20:56,268
My dad used to
travel a lot for work.
411
00:20:56,523 --> 00:21:00,594
He was always off pitching to investors,
conferences in Vegas.
412
00:21:00,727 --> 00:21:03,062
And me and my mom
would hang out all the time.
413
00:21:03,197 --> 00:21:05,565
Every weekend,
she would take me to the Boardwalk.
414
00:21:05,854 --> 00:21:08,043
Never said no,
no matter how many times
415
00:21:08,128 --> 00:21:09,536
I wanted to
ride the Cyclone.
416
00:21:09,778 --> 00:21:12,042
The Cyclone
made me nauseous.
417
00:21:13,148 --> 00:21:15,023
Now she's just
working all the time.
418
00:21:15,108 --> 00:21:16,708
And whenever we're together,
she's angry.
419
00:21:18,257 --> 00:21:20,042
Never stops nagging me.
420
00:21:20,928 --> 00:21:24,899
She doesn't
like you bio hacking.
421
00:21:25,352 --> 00:21:27,385
I don't think she'd like
anything I do.
422
00:21:32,226 --> 00:21:33,960
Ohh, aah.
423
00:21:34,093 --> 00:21:35,903
Is it your finger?
424
00:21:35,988 --> 00:21:37,355
No, it's my wrist.
425
00:21:40,065 --> 00:21:42,729
Kayla's biggest trigger
isn't being in the hospital,
426
00:21:42,815 --> 00:21:44,683
it's your control
over her life.
427
00:21:45,482 --> 00:21:47,691
I reviewed her
history in detail,
428
00:21:47,776 --> 00:21:49,175
and over
the last five years,
429
00:21:49,309 --> 00:21:51,293
Kayla's major depressive
episodes coincide
430
00:21:51,378 --> 00:21:53,179
with major
life decisions
431
00:21:53,313 --> 00:21:55,448
that you've made
on her behalf...
432
00:21:55,538 --> 00:21:57,606
Changing meds
and moving homes,
433
00:21:57,701 --> 00:21:59,925
making decisions
for the business.
434
00:22:00,010 --> 00:22:01,555
You're saying
this is all my fault.
435
00:22:01,640 --> 00:22:03,878
She's saying that being
in charge of my own life
436
00:22:03,963 --> 00:22:05,161
would be better for me.
437
00:22:05,692 --> 00:22:08,424
Until you get drunk or O.D.
438
00:22:09,104 --> 00:22:11,823
That was years ago.
I'm not that person anymore.
439
00:22:11,932 --> 00:22:13,163
Because I've been
protecting you.
440
00:22:13,247 --> 00:22:15,034
Because
the conservatorship works.
441
00:22:16,166 --> 00:22:18,334
That argument means
I'll be in this forever.
442
00:22:19,973 --> 00:22:21,909
If I'm doing well,
it proves you right.
443
00:22:22,253 --> 00:22:24,706
If I'm a mess,
proves you right.
444
00:22:25,312 --> 00:22:27,547
I'm tired of this, Justin.
445
00:22:27,632 --> 00:22:30,151
I'm tired of living the life
that you want me to.
446
00:22:30,236 --> 00:22:33,768
You pick out my doctors,
you search my cabinets,
447
00:22:33,853 --> 00:22:35,422
you test my urine
for drugs.
448
00:22:35,555 --> 00:22:37,072
We can talk about relaxing
some of those things.
449
00:22:37,156 --> 00:22:38,331
No! No.
450
00:22:38,416 --> 00:22:40,218
I'm done negotiating
over my own life,
451
00:22:40,408 --> 00:22:42,610
of having what you think is best
rammed down my throat.
452
00:22:42,695 --> 00:22:43,879
- Kayla...
- Think acting like this is gonna
453
00:22:43,963 --> 00:22:45,199
change my mind
about the surgery?
454
00:22:45,283 --> 00:22:46,721
It shouldn't have to.
It's my life!
455
00:22:46,806 --> 00:22:48,112
It's my messed-up brain!
456
00:22:48,424 --> 00:22:50,839
This place is bad for you.
I need her discharge papers.
457
00:22:50,924 --> 00:22:53,158
Stop telling her what to do!
Stop telling everyone what to do!
458
00:22:53,242 --> 00:22:54,891
- Kayla, please...
- Shut up!
459
00:22:54,976 --> 00:22:57,149
I need 10 milligrams
of Haloperidol.
460
00:22:57,234 --> 00:22:59,592
Stop it. Shut up.
461
00:23:11,360 --> 00:23:14,032
The LED light you've installed
in your right wrist
462
00:23:14,117 --> 00:23:16,531
has irreversibly
damaged the joint.
463
00:23:16,822 --> 00:23:19,687
You will never
regain full function in your hand.
464
00:23:21,184 --> 00:23:22,618
You'll need
physical therapy
465
00:23:22,703 --> 00:23:25,775
until you can compensate with
your non-dominant hand.
466
00:23:25,908 --> 00:23:28,868
Damn it, Trent.
How many times did I tell you?
467
00:23:28,953 --> 00:23:30,012
Thousands, okay?
468
00:23:30,145 --> 00:23:32,114
But I'm such an idiot,
and I never listened.
469
00:23:32,254 --> 00:23:33,376
I never said
you were an idiot.
470
00:23:33,460 --> 00:23:34,937
I said to stop
hurting yourself.
471
00:23:35,022 --> 00:23:37,696
Maybe some family counseling
could help?
472
00:23:37,781 --> 00:23:39,829
No, she's the only one
who needs counseling.
473
00:23:39,914 --> 00:23:41,244
She's the one
who failed as a parent.
474
00:23:41,328 --> 00:23:42,440
Your choices
are not my fault.
475
00:23:42,524 --> 00:23:44,359
But I'm stuck
with yours.
476
00:23:44,592 --> 00:23:46,139
Like how you
tossed Dad out.
477
00:23:46,224 --> 00:23:47,791
He walked out on us.
478
00:23:55,905 --> 00:23:58,016
I didn't want you
to hate him.
479
00:23:59,695 --> 00:24:02,711
I hadn't realized that
the alternative was hating me.
480
00:24:09,351 --> 00:24:11,953
Your father
was a schemer.
481
00:24:12,969 --> 00:24:16,125
He kept flitting from one
big idea to the next,
482
00:24:16,336 --> 00:24:19,399
chasing fantasies instead of
taking care of responsibility.
483
00:24:19,484 --> 00:24:21,945
That's a lie.
You're a liar.
484
00:24:23,065 --> 00:24:25,134
He was a self-absorbed
narcissist
485
00:24:25,445 --> 00:24:27,477
who cared more
about himself than us.
486
00:24:27,562 --> 00:24:29,431
- That's not true!
- Trent...
487
00:24:29,516 --> 00:24:31,781
Leave me alone!
Get out!
488
00:24:32,808 --> 00:24:34,443
Get out!
489
00:24:51,523 --> 00:24:53,295
Lidocaine to numb you.
490
00:24:53,428 --> 00:24:56,625
I figured you'd want me
to feel every stitch.
491
00:24:59,155 --> 00:25:00,943
I'm used to being
the bad guy.
492
00:25:01,070 --> 00:25:03,165
Bad guys don't
give up their lives
493
00:25:03,250 --> 00:25:04,980
to care for
their little sisters.
494
00:25:05,065 --> 00:25:06,758
Thanks for seeing that.
495
00:25:09,829 --> 00:25:10,992
You feel that?
496
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:19,109
People idealize
what it's like being a kid,
497
00:25:19,194 --> 00:25:21,839
but, really,
childhood blows.
498
00:25:21,924 --> 00:25:23,759
Being told what to do,
499
00:25:23,893 --> 00:25:27,766
where to go,
how to behave.
500
00:25:28,931 --> 00:25:31,750
Spoken like someone
who had a terrible childhood.
501
00:25:31,992 --> 00:25:36,437
It wasn't my wheelhouse,
or my parents'.
502
00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:42,109
Kayla's first try at growing up,
she flamed out.
503
00:25:42,649 --> 00:25:44,711
Doesn't she deserve
a second shot?
504
00:25:46,662 --> 00:25:48,141
Maybe.
505
00:25:48,784 --> 00:25:53,125
Leave it to Kayla to choose
elective brain surgery for a maiden voyage.
506
00:25:54,432 --> 00:25:56,836
Scares the crap
out of me.
507
00:25:58,531 --> 00:25:59,966
Tell her that.
508
00:26:08,270 --> 00:26:10,266
Jerome's
birthday is coming up.
509
00:26:10,351 --> 00:26:11,837
I need to find him
a great gift.
510
00:26:11,922 --> 00:26:13,431
Please don't distract me.
511
00:26:13,516 --> 00:26:16,011
I am looking for a surgical
solution for Trent's wrist.
512
00:26:16,145 --> 00:26:18,204
That's valiant,
but he's about to be discharged.
513
00:26:18,289 --> 00:26:20,950
I need a gift that says
"I'm really into you,"
514
00:26:21,129 --> 00:26:23,531
but, mm,
without overdoing it.
515
00:26:23,789 --> 00:26:25,921
We could attempt
a partial wrist fusion.
516
00:26:26,055 --> 00:26:28,157
Not for another year.
Trent's still growing.
517
00:26:28,290 --> 00:26:30,749
Jordan mentioned you
have some super cute
518
00:26:30,834 --> 00:26:32,462
race car pajamas.
519
00:26:32,547 --> 00:26:33,805
I could get
Jerome a pair.
520
00:26:33,890 --> 00:26:36,147
They are classic cars,
and I'd prefer not to discuss
521
00:26:36,232 --> 00:26:37,407
my sleepwear at work.
522
00:26:37,492 --> 00:26:40,061
We could give Trent
a course of Methotrexate to combat...
523
00:26:40,146 --> 00:26:41,848
He'll adjust
to the bad wrist.
524
00:26:42,378 --> 00:26:44,414
The bigger problem
is that mother and son
525
00:26:44,499 --> 00:26:46,375
act like they
hate each other.
526
00:26:46,460 --> 00:26:48,243
I have no idea how
to fix that.
527
00:26:48,377 --> 00:26:51,813
He's managing his feelings
by turning himself into a cyborg.
528
00:26:51,947 --> 00:26:54,516
Trent is not
becoming a cyborg...
529
00:27:09,522 --> 00:27:11,467
But maybe he could!
530
00:27:20,388 --> 00:27:22,327
I can fix Trent's wrist.
531
00:27:23,095 --> 00:27:25,726
This experimental surgery
uses a customized implant
532
00:27:25,811 --> 00:27:26,883
to replace his wrist joint.
533
00:27:26,967 --> 00:27:28,492
He will have
full use of his wrist.
534
00:27:28,577 --> 00:27:30,285
Also, he will
be very happy,
535
00:27:30,419 --> 00:27:32,851
because he'll have a one-of-a-kind
body modification.
536
00:27:32,936 --> 00:27:34,343
E-Experimental?
537
00:27:34,428 --> 00:27:36,171
Would it be covered by
our insurance?
538
00:27:36,256 --> 00:27:38,200
Mm, n-no.
539
00:27:38,545 --> 00:27:41,069
I-It is quite expensive.
540
00:27:41,863 --> 00:27:44,835
Which means I'm getting
a second mortgage to pay for it.
541
00:27:45,767 --> 00:27:48,171
If Trent keeps getting
other modifications,
542
00:27:48,256 --> 00:27:50,421
could that cause problems
with this device?
543
00:27:53,166 --> 00:27:56,702
Yes, his body could
reject the implant.
544
00:27:56,787 --> 00:27:58,177
Okay, but...
Thank you...
545
00:27:58,319 --> 00:28:01,416
Trent should be able to follow
the post-op regimen,
546
00:28:01,550 --> 00:28:03,252
including
no further modifications.
547
00:28:03,385 --> 00:28:05,955
Or he'll keep seeing it
as a cool hobby
548
00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:07,921
which allows him to
stick it to his terrible
549
00:28:08,067 --> 00:28:09,578
and controlling mother.
550
00:28:12,261 --> 00:28:16,093
I can fix
your son's wrist...
551
00:28:19,508 --> 00:28:21,179
...with your consent.
552
00:28:29,744 --> 00:28:30,744
No.
553
00:28:44,444 --> 00:28:46,907
Looks like our sensor's gonna poop out
before it gets pooped out.
554
00:28:46,991 --> 00:28:49,336
Maybe if we take another look
at the component specs.
555
00:28:49,421 --> 00:28:52,031
I have drawn up a list of house rules
that apply to Dr. Allen
556
00:28:52,116 --> 00:28:53,850
when she is working
at our apartment.
557
00:28:53,935 --> 00:28:56,204
One, no work
on scheduled sex nights.
558
00:28:56,289 --> 00:28:57,423
I can get down
with that.
559
00:28:57,508 --> 00:28:59,539
Two, no brushing teeth
in the kitchen sink.
560
00:28:59,810 --> 00:29:00,744
Agreed.
561
00:29:00,829 --> 00:29:02,445
Three, do not wear perfume.
562
00:29:02,530 --> 00:29:04,132
Four, do not speak
in a loud voice.
563
00:29:04,217 --> 00:29:05,453
Five, please avoid
eye contact.
564
00:29:05,538 --> 00:29:06,633
- Shaun...
- I'm not finished.
565
00:29:06,717 --> 00:29:08,886
- Avoid eye contact?
- Mm...
566
00:29:10,468 --> 00:29:11,535
Yes.
567
00:29:15,063 --> 00:29:18,433
Shaun, do you not like
having me at your apartment?
568
00:29:18,648 --> 00:29:23,039
I don't like having
anyone other than Lea at the apartment.
569
00:29:23,171 --> 00:29:25,446
With Lea, I feel safe.
570
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:30,102
I am not obligated to follow the guidelines
around social interactions.
571
00:29:30,187 --> 00:29:31,680
By the time
I'm done with work,
572
00:29:32,054 --> 00:29:34,772
I have had enough
of following guidelines.
573
00:29:34,857 --> 00:29:36,559
Shaunie, I never knew.
574
00:29:39,020 --> 00:29:40,421
We can work
someplace else.
575
00:29:40,556 --> 00:29:42,868
The apartment
is half Lea's.
576
00:29:42,953 --> 00:29:46,328
I am very happy she has found
a friend and partner.
577
00:29:47,128 --> 00:29:48,765
Dr. Allen...
578
00:29:54,212 --> 00:29:56,445
...you are part
of my tribe.
579
00:29:57,879 --> 00:29:59,679
You are welcome
in our home.
580
00:30:02,092 --> 00:30:04,103
As long as you
follow the rules, including,
581
00:30:04,188 --> 00:30:06,848
six, I am allowed
to ignore you when you are there.
582
00:30:25,266 --> 00:30:28,203
Does it ever feel to you like
we go round and round,
583
00:30:28,428 --> 00:30:32,774
but we always find our way
back to this same, sad place?
584
00:30:33,709 --> 00:30:36,446
I remember when we
first got here.
585
00:30:36,766 --> 00:30:38,327
You were 12
586
00:30:38,446 --> 00:30:42,626
on a school field trip
to the Municipal Garden.
587
00:30:43,318 --> 00:30:46,149
And I got there
and watched you sketch roses.
588
00:30:46,234 --> 00:30:47,852
So confident,
589
00:30:48,677 --> 00:30:50,095
at peace,
590
00:30:51,969 --> 00:30:53,337
innocent.
591
00:30:56,913 --> 00:30:59,470
Then I had to tell you
Mom and Dad were dead.
592
00:31:02,314 --> 00:31:04,482
I swore that I'd do
everything I could
593
00:31:04,616 --> 00:31:06,786
to keep you from being hurt
like that again.
594
00:31:09,161 --> 00:31:11,786
I know you're just
trying to protect me.
595
00:31:15,736 --> 00:31:17,778
I'm protecting me, too.
596
00:31:23,667 --> 00:31:27,051
I've been so scared
that I could lose you.
597
00:31:37,298 --> 00:31:41,481
During the FMRI, Dr. Reznick asked me
to think of a happy memory.
598
00:31:43,261 --> 00:31:44,945
Silver top, Nevada.
599
00:31:45,030 --> 00:31:46,432
Yeah.
600
00:31:46,517 --> 00:31:49,536
You and me on that river
in the canoe.
601
00:31:49,621 --> 00:31:51,152
That cabin
was such a dump.
602
00:31:51,237 --> 00:31:52,801
It was.
603
00:31:52,886 --> 00:31:54,526
And we were only there
'cause I screwed up
604
00:31:54,992 --> 00:31:56,594
and forgot to sign you up
for that camp.
605
00:31:56,727 --> 00:31:57,895
Camp Capistrano.
606
00:31:58,028 --> 00:31:59,530
Yeah.
607
00:31:59,664 --> 00:32:02,667
That was the first summer
after Mom and Dad died.
608
00:32:02,752 --> 00:32:04,378
You had an excuse.
609
00:32:05,770 --> 00:32:07,332
That was a good trip.
610
00:32:08,218 --> 00:32:10,027
Best vacation
I ever had.
611
00:32:13,878 --> 00:32:15,246
I want that again.
612
00:32:16,046 --> 00:32:17,832
We can always go back.
613
00:32:18,216 --> 00:32:19,417
Not the trip.
614
00:32:20,851 --> 00:32:22,066
The freedom,
615
00:32:22,922 --> 00:32:24,949
that happiness
616
00:32:25,515 --> 00:32:28,886
without the next bout of pain
and depression landing over me.
617
00:32:33,264 --> 00:32:34,660
This is my chance.
618
00:32:37,402 --> 00:32:39,132
Please let me take it.
619
00:32:50,202 --> 00:32:51,637
Okay.
620
00:33:06,987 --> 00:33:09,007
I'm dying to take
this next step with you.
621
00:33:09,099 --> 00:33:11,369
Says the guy who's
sandbagging the search.
622
00:33:11,642 --> 00:33:13,116
It's the money.
623
00:33:15,807 --> 00:33:19,897
Between Kellan's college tuition
and my med school debt,
624
00:33:20,440 --> 00:33:22,717
there's not much left
at the end of the month.
625
00:33:23,281 --> 00:33:25,149
And on top of that
626
00:33:25,353 --> 00:33:27,171
My credit's a mess.
627
00:33:28,690 --> 00:33:31,132
This is just
about money?
628
00:33:31,539 --> 00:33:32,840
Just?
629
00:33:33,658 --> 00:33:35,360
If you can't afford it,
I got you.
630
00:33:35,493 --> 00:33:38,629
I pay my own way.
Always have, always will.
631
00:33:38,714 --> 00:33:41,283
Your financial issues
are no reason to put our plans on hold.
632
00:33:41,466 --> 00:33:43,425
An easy thing to say
when you've never had
633
00:33:43,510 --> 00:33:44,276
to worry about money,
634
00:33:44,361 --> 00:33:47,464
but some of us have had to
live in the real world.
635
00:33:49,474 --> 00:33:51,612
And if you had
the money and I didn't,
636
00:33:51,697 --> 00:33:54,315
you wouldn't want to
improve both our situations?
637
00:33:55,414 --> 00:33:57,916
This isn't about
the real world.
638
00:33:58,096 --> 00:33:59,838
It's about your pride.
639
00:34:11,917 --> 00:34:15,065
I have your prescriptions
and therapy referrals.
640
00:34:16,334 --> 00:34:17,698
I can do it.
641
00:34:18,669 --> 00:34:20,089
Then do it.
642
00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:28,855
I'm guessing this
is my fault, as well.
643
00:34:29,634 --> 00:34:31,036
Okay.
644
00:34:31,121 --> 00:34:33,940
The way you behave is very confusing
and frustrating.
645
00:34:34,025 --> 00:34:35,694
It doesn't make sense at all.
646
00:34:35,953 --> 00:34:37,762
You criticize
every choice Trent makes
647
00:34:37,847 --> 00:34:39,902
and never ask
why he's making them.
648
00:34:39,987 --> 00:34:41,025
See?
649
00:34:41,158 --> 00:34:42,638
You deliberately
made choices you knew
650
00:34:42,727 --> 00:34:43,944
your mother
wouldn't approve of,
651
00:34:44,028 --> 00:34:46,196
and then were very angry
when she didn't approve.
652
00:34:46,281 --> 00:34:48,349
Even he thinks you took
your bio hacking too far.
653
00:34:48,484 --> 00:34:50,018
She's been mad at me
since Dad left.
654
00:34:50,103 --> 00:34:52,112
Oh, that's not true.
Yes, it is.
655
00:34:52,411 --> 00:34:54,185
You don't like me.
656
00:34:54,724 --> 00:34:55,946
You don't
like my friends.
657
00:34:56,039 --> 00:34:57,413
I don't understand
your friends.
658
00:34:57,498 --> 00:34:58,865
You never tried to.
659
00:34:59,674 --> 00:35:01,427
You're just mad at me
because...
660
00:35:02,689 --> 00:35:04,056
You're stuck with me.
661
00:35:12,191 --> 00:35:15,678
I have been mad,
but not at you,
662
00:35:15,763 --> 00:35:17,732
at your father
for leaving.
663
00:35:20,453 --> 00:35:23,974
Afraid I couldn't take care
of you or support us.
664
00:35:25,535 --> 00:35:27,224
You were so hurt
when your father left.
665
00:35:27,324 --> 00:35:30,697
All I wanted to do
was make you feel better, but I just...
666
00:35:33,096 --> 00:35:35,041
I was too damaged
667
00:35:36,302 --> 00:35:38,904
and jealous of
your new friends,
668
00:35:39,249 --> 00:35:40,682
when I should've
been grateful.
669
00:35:40,767 --> 00:35:45,244
But... I was afraid of
losing you to them.
670
00:35:46,156 --> 00:35:48,674
After all,
you like them.
671
00:35:50,661 --> 00:35:52,260
You're my mom.
672
00:35:53,805 --> 00:35:55,659
I'm not supposed to
like you.
673
00:36:00,891 --> 00:36:02,025
Come here.
674
00:36:11,529 --> 00:36:14,908
Can I do the surgery now?
675
00:36:18,937 --> 00:36:21,407
You are gonna
like this.
676
00:36:25,098 --> 00:36:27,423
Time to prep you
for surgery.
677
00:36:29,091 --> 00:36:31,392
- Yep.
- Before I go, um...
678
00:36:42,996 --> 00:36:45,043
I got a little inspired.
679
00:36:49,177 --> 00:36:51,215
I'll hang on to them
for you.
680
00:36:57,448 --> 00:36:58,668
Ready?
681
00:36:59,464 --> 00:37:00,615
Yeah.
682
00:37:16,270 --> 00:37:19,039
Carpal resection
looks good.
683
00:37:19,227 --> 00:37:21,536
What did you say
to change Carrie's mind?
684
00:37:24,179 --> 00:37:25,414
I'm not sure.
685
00:37:25,801 --> 00:37:27,825
I tried to understand them.
686
00:37:28,787 --> 00:37:31,057
Maybe you could do
me and my father next.
687
00:37:31,190 --> 00:37:34,793
Carpal and radial bones
prepped for the upgrade.
688
00:37:38,264 --> 00:37:40,465
I'd say you
get the honors.
689
00:37:40,550 --> 00:37:43,934
Resolving conflict is a crucial skill
for an attending.
690
00:37:44,144 --> 00:37:45,387
Nicely done.
691
00:37:53,245 --> 00:37:56,786
Placing carpal ball onto
the distal component.
692
00:38:01,493 --> 00:38:03,963
For the next few days,
expect some headaches and fatigue,
693
00:38:04,048 --> 00:38:07,051
but the post-op symptoms
should quickly pass.
694
00:38:07,473 --> 00:38:11,137
Kayla, how do you feel?
695
00:38:12,556 --> 00:38:14,895
Strange.
696
00:38:16,568 --> 00:38:18,223
Something's missing.
697
00:38:25,783 --> 00:38:26,955
The pain.
698
00:38:30,216 --> 00:38:32,291
And I think I'm still me.
699
00:38:36,722 --> 00:38:38,205
Bro-dad.
700
00:38:40,759 --> 00:38:43,229
♪♪ You were listening to
The Dark Side of the Moon
701
00:38:43,362 --> 00:38:45,297
♪♪ I could barely
see your eyes...
702
00:38:45,431 --> 00:38:47,333
We have to
go see a judge.
703
00:38:47,466 --> 00:38:51,017
♪♪ Psilocybin
in a hotel room...
704
00:38:51,303 --> 00:38:53,405
It's time I was just
your brother.
705
00:38:55,907 --> 00:39:02,381
♪♪ I'll be your bright side
Baby, tonight
706
00:39:02,514 --> 00:39:04,138
♪♪ Tonight...
707
00:39:04,581 --> 00:39:09,130
The arthroplasty
fixed Trent's wrist, like I said it would.
708
00:39:09,316 --> 00:39:11,605
You will need
significant therapy,
709
00:39:11,690 --> 00:39:13,625
but your prognosis
is good.
710
00:39:13,759 --> 00:39:16,028
And you better
take this seriously.
711
00:39:16,528 --> 00:39:19,044
Take your meds,
do your rehab.
712
00:39:19,831 --> 00:39:22,434
Invite that friend of yours,
Dixie, over for dinner.
713
00:39:22,901 --> 00:39:24,136
Really?
714
00:39:24,270 --> 00:39:26,434
Well, she seems
interesting.
715
00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:32,978
These are the schematics
of your wrist implant.
716
00:39:33,112 --> 00:39:36,497
The engineering specifications
are quite interesting.
717
00:39:38,150 --> 00:39:40,106
Thanks, Dr. Murphy.
718
00:39:40,191 --> 00:39:43,489
♪♪ You're stranded
on the bridge
719
00:39:43,809 --> 00:39:46,473
♪♪ You're crying for your kids
720
00:39:46,558 --> 00:39:52,075
♪♪ I'll be your bright side
Baby, tonight
721
00:39:52,764 --> 00:39:54,365
♪♪ Tonight
722
00:39:54,457 --> 00:39:56,009
♪♪ Tonight...
723
00:39:56,135 --> 00:39:57,971
I'm glad my key
still works.
724
00:40:00,339 --> 00:40:02,432
It was about my pride.
725
00:40:03,342 --> 00:40:05,377
And I used that
as an obstacle,
726
00:40:05,511 --> 00:40:06,791
instead of
being honest with you.
727
00:40:08,980 --> 00:40:10,720
I'm sorry.
728
00:40:15,587 --> 00:40:19,658
It's a big step,
but let's keep talking.
729
00:40:21,627 --> 00:40:23,862
I'm sure I'll get
over myself, in time.
730
00:40:24,796 --> 00:40:25,796
Can you do it
in a month?
731
00:40:29,378 --> 00:40:31,948
Because I found a house
that I love.
732
00:40:33,705 --> 00:40:35,074
Gorgeous.
733
00:40:35,159 --> 00:40:36,246
Mm.
734
00:40:36,331 --> 00:40:38,652
And at that price,
it should be.
735
00:40:38,737 --> 00:40:40,785
I would be very grateful
for a studly roommate
736
00:40:40,870 --> 00:40:42,500
who could cover
the utility bills.
737
00:40:42,585 --> 00:40:43,652
What about rent?
738
00:40:44,650 --> 00:40:48,683
I was thinking services
rendered, like...
739
00:40:49,422 --> 00:40:54,141
Shirtless lawn mowing,
shirtless pool cleaning,
740
00:40:54,226 --> 00:40:57,073
shirtless meal prep.
741
00:40:58,458 --> 00:41:00,285
Well, certain studly men
would argue
742
00:41:00,370 --> 00:41:02,281
if we don't start on
equal footing,
743
00:41:02,366 --> 00:41:04,409
it'll never be
our house.
744
00:41:05,937 --> 00:41:09,472
It'll be our home,
because we'll make it that.
745
00:41:16,482 --> 00:41:18,800
A pool?
What about a hot tub?
746
00:41:22,513 --> 00:41:24,948
Our power issue
is a software issue.
747
00:41:25,090 --> 00:41:28,427
Because your data domain
requirements mandate
748
00:41:28,552 --> 00:41:30,203
a specific chip that
requires way more power
749
00:41:30,287 --> 00:41:31,659
than we can actually...
750
00:41:39,992 --> 00:41:42,362
♪♪ I could see it in the air
751
00:41:43,596 --> 00:41:47,387
♪♪ Every word was like smoke
from a cigarette...
752
00:41:47,589 --> 00:41:51,650
What if,
the sensor had bad manners?
753
00:41:51,783 --> 00:41:53,485
Shuts down when
it needs to rest,
754
00:41:53,722 --> 00:41:54,920
ignores what
doesn't matter.
755
00:41:55,053 --> 00:41:57,189
It works, it rests,
it works, it rests.
756
00:41:57,323 --> 00:41:59,040
We could extrapolate
between the data points.
757
00:41:59,124 --> 00:42:00,925
That could double
the sensor's life.
758
00:42:02,127 --> 00:42:04,401
You're pure
inspiration, Shaun.
759
00:42:04,496 --> 00:42:06,339
I am ignoring you.
760
00:42:06,503 --> 00:42:09,081
♪♪ I'll be your bright side Baby...
761
00:42:09,166 --> 00:42:12,628
♪♪ Tonight, tonight
762
00:42:13,144 --> 00:42:15,379
♪♪ Tonight ♪♪
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