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Mrs. Roy?
- Lynn.
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You called
in a missing person?
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He's been gone all night.
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Name's Conrad Roy III.
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It's unusual him
being gone all night?
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Absolutely. His phone's
off, straight to voice mail.
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It's never off.
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And he's,
uh... How old is he, 18?
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I don't want to hear
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any of that "24 hour,
he's an adult" crap.
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He always comes home.
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This is where he sleeps.
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Or at Co's... his dad, my ex.
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He hasn't heard from him either.
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He's out driving right
now looking for him.
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And what's
your son driving?
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Ford F-250, black.
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Maybe he's at the docks. He
works there with his dad.
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Any reason
he'd up and disappear?
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Drugs? He into drugs?
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I mean, a little pot.
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You there, David?
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Go ahead, dispatch.
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We've got a possible
sighting of a black F-250
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at the Kmart parking
lot, nine miles away.
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Copy.
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Dispatch, we're gonna
need paramedics, fire...
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M.E.
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Copy that. Stand by.
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What the fuck? What the fuck?
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- I'm going over there.
- You can't come in here, sir.
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- Hey, hey, hey. Hold up.
- Back up.
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- Hold up. Who are you?
- What's your name?
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You want to know
my fucking name?
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Check in the fucking glove box.
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That's my grandson's truck!
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Let me by! Let me by!
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This is my grandson's
truck. Did you hear me?
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Co.
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Are you with
the girls right now?
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Yeah. Why?
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There's yellow tape
around our son's truck.
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What's your name?
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How about Vasquez?
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Oh, total all-around drubbing.
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Yeah, Sox are still
gonna end up dead last.
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Mark my words.
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"Mark"... What are
you, Raymond Chandler?
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Hey.
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Kid killed himself this weekend.
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Yeah.
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Were you
gonna tell me about it
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or just let me babble
on about the game?
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Conrad Roy.
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Yeah. You know him?
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Uh, not the kid,
but the family...
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Not personally.
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But it says we got his
cell phone in evidence
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but no pass code.
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Yeah, uh, another guy named
Conrad called earlier.
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Claims he's the kid's grandad.
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Said he could send
us the pass code.
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So did you get it?
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Uh, not yet, no.
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You want me to call him back?
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You're gonna be an
80-year-old beat cop
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patrolling in a fucking Rascal,
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you don't get your
shit together.
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Mark my words. OFFICER: Yeah.
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Mrs. Roy.
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Michelle?
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Michelle, what is it?
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Conrad's dead.
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Who's Conrad?
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This is weird.
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- Of course it's weird.
- He's dead.
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- You didn't even know him.
- She asked us to come.
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- Just... be nice for once.
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Michelle?
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Guys, you came.
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It's okay.
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I just can't
believe he's gone.
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Hayden, can you give us
some privacy, please?
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Door.
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Ho... how...
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How are you doing?
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It means a lot
that you guys came.
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Of course. CASSIE: Yeah.
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I know I haven't always
been the best best friend.
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Oh, it's okay.
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Don't... don't worry about it.
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I just loved him so much.
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I know.
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- And he loved me.
- Of course he did.
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It's all my fault.
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I should have been
there for him.
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- I should have known.
- Don't say that.
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You were texting us the whole
time, trying to find him.
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- I know. I know.
- You sent me and Cassie,
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like, a thousand messages. Okay?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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Oh, wait, wait.
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Now that you guys are here,
you can help me pick out
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what I'm supposed to
wear to the funeral.
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I have to look perfect...
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For his mom, for his family.
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So they know
that I care, you know?
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Oh, God.
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Something Conrad
would have liked.
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I mean
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what do you think?
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Uh... maybe something with
a little less pattern.
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Um, maybe something,
like, all black.
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Yeah. Yeah, that's nice.
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- Like this?
- That could be good.
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You said he smoked
himself, right?
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Yeah. Uh...
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He swiped a water pump
from his grandad's shed.
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What's bothering you?
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- When I opened the phone,
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there was only one text
exchange on the whole thing.
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- Yeah, and?
- You know any 18-year-olds
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with only one text
exchange on their phone?
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I don't go through many
18-year-old's phones,
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but I'll play along.
Who was it with?
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This girl, Michelle Carter.
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Okay, so, at 6:25
p. M., he tells her
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he's almost there.
She says, "Okay."
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Then from there on out,
it's just inbound from her.
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And I'm smushing texts together
so you don't get bored.
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But, okay, now, this is...
This is three hours later.
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"Please answer me.
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I'm scared. I thought
you actually did it."
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Then he deletes every
text with other contacts
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and whatever he was
texting with this girl
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before that first "okay."
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- Well, he's hiding something.
- Yeah.
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You can find out
what it is, right?
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Well, you're not here 'cause
I'm pretty to look at, so...
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Thanks.
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How about this one?
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- Syd.
- Yeah?
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How about this?
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It's fine.
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You would have told me, right?
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What?
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If you knew he was
thinking about it.
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Yeah.
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- I don't why I asked.
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Coco's friend...
That girl Michelle.
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Such a sweet girl.
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She texted you again?
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Yeah, she's hurting.
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I think she wants to be
close to us or something.
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Did you know they were so close?
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Sort of.
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He left her a note.
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What did it say?
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A lot.
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He loved her.
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- Are you in love with anyone?
- Ma.
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- 'Cause we can talk.
- No. Jesus, stop.
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- Everything's gonna get cold.
- Did you tell her?
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- No it's... she knows.
- Should I go get her?
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No.
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Why are there bags
in the hallway?
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- Uh, New Hampshire.
- We're leaving in the morning.
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- Remember?
- What?
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We're going
to the lake house.
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It's been on the calendar
since the same time last year
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and the year before
that and the...
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- I can't go.
- It's Conrad's funeral.
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I have to be there.
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Everyone would be
wondering where I am.
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I'm sorry, Michelle, but
we're not postponing the trip
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so you can go to the funeral.
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It's the only time
your dad can get away.
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Yeah.
- I don't care. I'm not going.
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I have to be there.
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I have to see his mom.
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Honey, we don't even
know these people.
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I mean, are they
expecting you there?
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Were you invited?
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Of course I was invited.
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I can't believe you
would even say that.
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- I'm so sorry, Mrs. Roy.
- Thanks, Rob.
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Let us know
if you need anything.
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I will.
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Riley.
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I'm so sorry, Mrs. Roy.
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I'm always here. LYNN: I know.
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- I'm so sorry.
- Thank you.
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Mrs. Roy, I'm Gail Carter.
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Uh, I'm sorry... So
sorry for your loss.
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Thank you.
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I can't imagine
what you're going through.
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- I don't know what I would do...
- Michelle?
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That kid was born with
the ocean in his blood.
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In Florida, he told
me he was really proud
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to be part of a family that had
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such a strong legacy.
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Hmm.
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- His dad and him were...
- Yeah.
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- Florida.
- That's where you guys met?
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Rode bikes
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walked along the beach.
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It was perfect.
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I remember that trip.
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He came back happy.
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Strange that someone
so close to him
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and we never met.
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Oh.
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Conrad was private.
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Not with me.
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I didn't mean...
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Look at where we are.
Of course he was.
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It's just strange.
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It's all so strange.
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I know I'm only 17.
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But I wanted to spend the
rest of my life with him.
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Well, did he feel the same?
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Wow.
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Just wow.
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I miss him.
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Me too.
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He left you a note, sweetheart.
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Oh. He did? Can I read it?
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Well, I didn't bring it here.
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I didn't think it
was appropriate.
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No, no. Yeah, of course.
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Excuse me. Sorry.
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Mrs. Roy, I'm gonna take off.
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Okay. Thanks, Rob.
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Thanks for everything.
Of course.
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Rob?
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- Yeah.
- This is Michelle Carter.
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I really appreciate your
friendship with Conrad.
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He cared for you so much.
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Uh, yeah.
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And thank you for taking
care of the family and Lynn.
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It's been so difficult.
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Sure.
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Rob, maybe Michelle
could help you
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with the fundraiser
you were talking about?
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- Fundraiser?
- Uh, yeah.
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I was thinking of putting
something together for Coco,
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for, like, mental
health or something.
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If you wanted to help
put it together...
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I would be honored.
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Okay, great.
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We came here that day.
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Me, him, Syd, and Paige.
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It was good, really good.
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He laughed.
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About what?
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I don't remember.
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I wasn't sure if you wanted
this back, but, uh...
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I took it from his truck.
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It was hanging on the...
On the rearview mirror.
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I didn't want the cops
to fucking pocket it...
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First Communion cross and all.
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You think it was us?
263
00:24:46,319 --> 00:24:48,196
What do you mean?
264
00:24:50,365 --> 00:24:53,344
Was it our fault?
265
00:24:53,368 --> 00:24:55,596
I don't want to
talk about it, Co.
266
00:24:55,620 --> 00:24:57,974
- I just meant...
- They told us to get him
267
00:24:57,998 --> 00:24:59,350
a shrink, we get him a shrink.
268
00:24:59,374 --> 00:25:00,852
The shrink says,
"Get him some pills,"
269
00:25:00,876 --> 00:25:02,937
we get him some pills.
270
00:25:02,961 --> 00:25:04,313
What are we supposed to do?
271
00:25:04,337 --> 00:25:06,482
Chain him to the
fucking radiator?
272
00:25:06,506 --> 00:25:07,984
Hey, let me walk
you to your car.
273
00:25:08,008 --> 00:25:09,342
Fuck off.
274
00:25:29,780 --> 00:25:31,007
Hey, are you packed?
275
00:25:31,031 --> 00:25:33,384
They spread his
ashes without me.
276
00:25:33,408 --> 00:25:35,011
Sweetie, it was
probably just family.
277
00:25:35,035 --> 00:25:36,804
They weren't thinking about you.
278
00:25:36,828 --> 00:25:39,265
- What?
- Weren't thinking about me?
279
00:25:39,289 --> 00:25:41,976
Michelle, I think you just
need to take a breath.
280
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:43,644
She left me out.
281
00:25:43,668 --> 00:25:46,355
I was the only one
that mattered to him,
282
00:25:46,379 --> 00:25:49,067
the only one who
cared about him.
283
00:25:49,091 --> 00:25:51,343
How can she do this?
284
00:26:04,189 --> 00:26:05,750
Michelle.
285
00:26:05,774 --> 00:26:07,001
Hi.
286
00:26:07,025 --> 00:26:10,088
Hey.
- Hi.
287
00:26:10,112 --> 00:26:13,240
So funny seeing you guys here.
288
00:26:14,533 --> 00:26:17,428
Oh, um...
289
00:26:17,452 --> 00:26:19,246
Here, sit.
290
00:26:24,084 --> 00:26:25,728
So, anyway, like I was saying...
291
00:26:25,752 --> 00:26:27,647
Hey, didn't your boyfriend
just off himself?
292
00:26:27,671 --> 00:26:29,190
Chris.
- Dude.
293
00:26:29,214 --> 00:26:31,025
I'm... I'm so sorry about him.
294
00:26:31,049 --> 00:26:34,195
He's acting like
an asshole tonight.
295
00:26:34,219 --> 00:26:36,781
It's okay.
296
00:26:36,805 --> 00:26:38,825
It's life, right?
297
00:26:38,849 --> 00:26:40,368
Not really.
298
00:26:40,392 --> 00:26:42,453
Ow, what the fuck? JEANIE: Stop.
299
00:26:42,477 --> 00:26:44,187
What the fuck?
300
00:26:47,107 --> 00:26:49,418
I'm just trying to be
301
00:26:49,442 --> 00:26:53,297
grateful for the
time we had together.
302
00:26:53,321 --> 00:26:56,843
Conrad gave me a forever
303
00:26:56,867 --> 00:27:01,722
within the numbered
days, and I'm grateful.
304
00:27:01,746 --> 00:27:05,101
Wow. That's deep.
305
00:27:05,125 --> 00:27:07,395
Just the truth.
306
00:27:07,419 --> 00:27:09,814
BRAD You should be a writer.
307
00:27:09,838 --> 00:27:12,150
Maybe. CHRIS: Right.
308
00:27:12,174 --> 00:27:13,943
'Cause you're up on
your books and shit.
309
00:27:13,967 --> 00:27:15,361
Books and shit?
Never seen you read
310
00:27:15,385 --> 00:27:16,612
a book a day in your life.
311
00:27:16,636 --> 00:27:17,905
Why do you have
to jump on my dick?
312
00:27:17,929 --> 00:27:19,031
I got low blood
sugar, and I'm hungry,
313
00:27:19,055 --> 00:27:20,199
so maybe that's why...
314
00:27:20,223 --> 00:27:22,410
- Hey.
- If I did, like, a fundraiser,
315
00:27:22,434 --> 00:27:24,328
would you guys come?
316
00:27:24,352 --> 00:27:26,455
Oh, fundraiser for what?
317
00:27:26,479 --> 00:27:28,291
For Conrad.
318
00:27:28,315 --> 00:27:30,042
For, like, mental health.
319
00:27:30,066 --> 00:27:33,087
To raise awareness.
320
00:27:33,111 --> 00:27:36,132
We could do it here in town.
321
00:27:36,156 --> 00:27:39,552
Don't you think you
should do it in his town?
322
00:27:39,576 --> 00:27:41,470
Where's he from?
323
00:27:41,494 --> 00:27:43,890
Mattapo... Mattapoisett?
- Mattapois-ey.
324
00:27:43,914 --> 00:27:45,558
Where the hell is that?
I've never heard of that.
325
00:27:45,582 --> 00:27:46,976
By the water.
326
00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:48,728
We could play, like, a
softball game or something.
327
00:27:48,752 --> 00:27:50,855
Oh, like those celebrity
games they do for charity?
328
00:27:50,879 --> 00:27:52,648
Yes. Yeah.
329
00:27:52,672 --> 00:27:54,424
Exactly.
330
00:27:55,884 --> 00:27:58,279
Would you guys help
me plan something?
331
00:27:58,303 --> 00:28:00,406
Sure. Yeah,
whatever you need.
332
00:28:00,430 --> 00:28:02,074
We could do it
at the high school.
333
00:28:02,098 --> 00:28:03,701
Ooh, we can get,
like, matching shirts.
334
00:28:03,725 --> 00:28:06,162
We should put it on
Facebook. Maybe it'll go viral.
335
00:28:06,186 --> 00:28:08,748
Facebook? You don't
go viral on Facebook.
336
00:28:08,772 --> 00:28:11,918
You go viral on YouTube.
337
00:28:11,942 --> 00:28:14,027
Hey, Rob.
338
00:28:15,946 --> 00:28:17,506
How you holding up?
339
00:28:17,530 --> 00:28:20,384
You guys were best
friends, right?
340
00:28:20,408 --> 00:28:21,761
Yeah.
341
00:28:21,785 --> 00:28:24,347
Hey, look, um, listen, I
need you to do me a favor.
342
00:28:24,371 --> 00:28:27,099
Pretend like I
don't know anything,
343
00:28:27,123 --> 00:28:28,935
Okay.
344
00:28:28,959 --> 00:28:32,146
So when was the last
time you talked?
345
00:28:32,170 --> 00:28:34,899
That day, Saturday. He, uh
346
00:28:34,923 --> 00:28:37,318
he was supposed to come
see me at Fitchburg.
347
00:28:37,342 --> 00:28:38,694
Canceled at the last minute.
348
00:28:38,718 --> 00:28:41,781
Give a reason?
349
00:28:41,805 --> 00:28:45,493
Did he ever talk about issues
with, uh, work? With girls?
350
00:28:45,517 --> 00:28:49,914
No. But, I mean, clearly
he... he had issues.
351
00:28:49,938 --> 00:28:52,500
I mean, he tried before.
352
00:28:52,524 --> 00:28:56,653
- He attempted suicide?
- No one told you that?
353
00:28:58,196 --> 00:28:59,990
Yeah. Couple years back.
354
00:29:01,199 --> 00:29:04,202
How, uh... how'd he try?
355
00:29:05,787 --> 00:29:08,975
He took a bunch of Tylenol.
356
00:29:08,999 --> 00:29:10,893
He was in the
hospital for a bit.
357
00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:12,603
Did he tell you why?
358
00:29:12,627 --> 00:29:13,980
Not really.
359
00:29:14,004 --> 00:29:17,942
I mean, his parents' divorce
really screwed him up.
360
00:29:17,966 --> 00:29:19,360
You know, Mr. and Mrs. Roy
361
00:29:19,384 --> 00:29:22,446
constantly yelling,
not just at each other.
362
00:29:22,470 --> 00:29:24,949
- At Coco?
- Sometimes.
363
00:29:24,973 --> 00:29:26,766
You know how it is.
364
00:29:29,561 --> 00:29:32,957
Michelle Carter. Know her?
365
00:29:32,981 --> 00:29:34,875
Not really.
366
00:29:34,899 --> 00:29:36,961
They were dating?
367
00:29:36,985 --> 00:29:40,214
They only met up,
like, once or twice.
368
00:29:40,238 --> 00:29:42,800
She lived an hour away.
369
00:29:42,824 --> 00:29:44,635
Plainville, I think.
370
00:29:44,659 --> 00:29:47,096
Do you know when they
last saw each other?
371
00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:49,098
No. Why?
372
00:29:49,122 --> 00:29:51,976
Well, she was all
over his social media.
373
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:53,769
Thumbs up this, thumbs up that.
374
00:29:53,793 --> 00:29:55,855
You know, even posting
after he passed.
375
00:29:55,879 --> 00:29:59,257
People will say
anything to get a like.
376
00:30:06,639 --> 00:30:08,826
What do you girls want
to do when you get there?
377
00:30:11,102 --> 00:30:13,748
- We could go fishing.
378
00:30:15,940 --> 00:30:18,377
Michelle?
379
00:30:18,401 --> 00:30:20,236
What do you think about that?
380
00:30:21,529 --> 00:30:23,424
Go fishing with your dad.
381
00:30:25,700 --> 00:30:27,452
Michelle?
382
00:30:29,871 --> 00:30:31,289
Can you turn that up?
383
00:30:37,754 --> 00:30:39,190
I can't believe
you like the song.
384
00:30:39,214 --> 00:30:40,733
- Dad, turn it off.
- Shut up.
385
00:30:40,757 --> 00:30:42,401
You don't even know what
you're talking about.
386
00:30:42,425 --> 00:30:44,153
Don't talk to your
sister that way, Michelle.
387
00:30:44,177 --> 00:30:45,780
Just keep the song on, okay?
388
00:30:56,231 --> 00:30:58,858
You know, Conrad
would have loved this.
389
00:31:00,151 --> 00:31:02,379
I always wanted him to
come on this trip with us.
390
00:31:02,403 --> 00:31:04,673
He loved the water.
391
00:31:04,697 --> 00:31:06,074
Is that right?
392
00:31:07,742 --> 00:31:10,513
He worked on the
water, he and his dad
393
00:31:10,537 --> 00:31:12,640
tugboats.
394
00:31:12,664 --> 00:31:15,083
I wish we
could have met him.
395
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:18,896
It seems you guys were close.
396
00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:21,023
We were close.
397
00:31:21,047 --> 00:31:23,818
Yeah, that's what I said.
398
00:31:23,842 --> 00:31:27,071
No, you said "seems."
399
00:31:27,095 --> 00:31:29,031
I'm just trying to understand.
400
00:31:29,055 --> 00:31:30,991
You never talked about him.
401
00:31:31,015 --> 00:31:33,869
So?
402
00:31:33,893 --> 00:31:37,063
Sweetie, we never
even heard his name.
403
00:31:53,663 --> 00:31:55,331
You okay?
404
00:31:56,583 --> 00:31:58,126
No.
405
00:32:00,295 --> 00:32:04,066
I'm sorry about before.
406
00:32:04,090 --> 00:32:05,925
About the song.
407
00:32:08,011 --> 00:32:10,346
It just reminded me of him.
408
00:32:12,515 --> 00:32:15,202
I didn't know you
guys were in love.
409
00:32:15,226 --> 00:32:19,272
He was the greatest
guy I've ever met.
410
00:32:21,524 --> 00:32:23,335
He told me everything.
411
00:32:23,359 --> 00:32:25,862
And I could tell him everything.
412
00:32:27,530 --> 00:32:30,551
You know, when people talk
about star-crossed lovers
413
00:32:30,575 --> 00:32:31,719
and things like that?
414
00:32:31,743 --> 00:32:33,161
Well, that's what it was.
415
00:32:35,580 --> 00:32:39,351
The moment we met,
it was just... magic,
416
00:32:39,375 --> 00:32:42,229
like I'd known
him my whole life.
417
00:32:42,253 --> 00:32:44,815
Wow.
418
00:33:08,613 --> 00:33:11,592
We've been talking, and
419
00:33:11,616 --> 00:33:15,387
your father and I think you
should see the doctor again.
420
00:33:15,411 --> 00:33:17,514
- Why?
- It's just...
421
00:33:17,538 --> 00:33:21,685
It feels a little too
similar to last time.
422
00:33:21,709 --> 00:33:23,479
That's not true.
423
00:33:23,503 --> 00:33:25,981
The sulking, the yelling.
424
00:33:26,005 --> 00:33:28,299
I'm grieving, Mom.
425
00:33:31,177 --> 00:33:34,180
Remember how much
better you felt after?
426
00:33:35,598 --> 00:33:38,118
It could help.
427
00:33:38,142 --> 00:33:40,996
He could prescribe
you some new meds.
428
00:33:41,020 --> 00:33:42,748
I'm taking the pills.
429
00:33:42,772 --> 00:33:44,625
What else do you want me to do?
430
00:33:44,649 --> 00:33:47,127
- You could talk to me.
- You could talk to your dad.
431
00:33:47,151 --> 00:33:49,213
You wouldn't get it.
432
00:33:53,241 --> 00:33:54,450
Is that it?
433
00:34:06,045 --> 00:34:08,565
Oh, goal!
434
00:34:08,589 --> 00:34:10,401
Nice shot.
435
00:34:10,425 --> 00:34:13,362
Sorry to bust up the game.
Figured you'd want these ASAP.
436
00:34:13,386 --> 00:34:15,239
That's the extraction?
437
00:34:15,263 --> 00:34:17,366
Two of eight.
438
00:34:17,390 --> 00:34:20,327
- Jesus Christ.
- This is just him and the girl?
439
00:34:20,351 --> 00:34:22,663
Ask and you shall receive.
440
00:34:22,687 --> 00:34:24,915
Got some cinema in there,
too, tablet on top.
441
00:34:24,939 --> 00:34:26,458
I'll grab the rest.
442
00:34:26,482 --> 00:34:29,211
- Thanks.
- Yeah.
443
00:34:36,117 --> 00:34:37,702
Dad.
444
00:34:57,221 --> 00:35:00,868
Hi, this is Conrad
Henry Roy III,
445
00:35:00,892 --> 00:35:03,412
reporting to you about
what's been going
446
00:35:03,436 --> 00:35:06,373
through my mind
the past few weeks.
447
00:35:06,397 --> 00:35:10,902
I can't fathom that I was such
a happy kid when I was younger.
448
00:35:12,695 --> 00:35:16,216
I know, I know, I know.
A lot of people tell me.
449
00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:20,679
A lot of people tell me that
I have a lot going for me.
450
00:35:20,703 --> 00:35:24,850
I have to be happy.
I have to be happy.
451
00:35:24,874 --> 00:35:27,936
Well, no, you don't
have to be happy.
452
00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:32,358
I think I just need to relax.
453
00:35:32,382 --> 00:35:34,902
I really do,
454
00:35:34,926 --> 00:35:38,739
'cause I just keep
thinking about the past.
455
00:35:38,763 --> 00:35:43,035
This kid having trouble
456
00:35:43,059 --> 00:35:44,662
talking at the lunch table,
457
00:35:44,686 --> 00:35:48,791
having trouble communicating,
having trouble...
458
00:35:48,815 --> 00:35:50,459
Struggling.
459
00:35:52,527 --> 00:35:54,505
Social anxiety to me
460
00:35:54,529 --> 00:35:57,716
is the inability to
function properly
461
00:35:57,740 --> 00:36:01,637
in a manner that you want
to in a social situation.
462
00:36:01,661 --> 00:36:06,100
Not all eyes are on
you at all times.
463
00:36:06,124 --> 00:36:10,104
People understand
that's just who you are.
464
00:36:10,128 --> 00:36:13,482
You don't have to
be this amazing
465
00:36:13,506 --> 00:36:15,275
drawn-out,
466
00:36:15,299 --> 00:36:17,861
thought-out superhero...
467
00:36:17,885 --> 00:36:21,699
Incredible Hulk or Superman.
468
00:36:21,723 --> 00:36:23,951
I don't know.
469
00:36:23,975 --> 00:36:27,204
But if I keep talking,
if I just keep talking,
470
00:36:27,228 --> 00:36:30,124
then it's gonna get better.
471
00:36:33,568 --> 00:36:37,530
Racing thoughts,
suicidal thoughts.
472
00:36:39,866 --> 00:36:44,370
What I'm doing is looking
at myself so negatively.
473
00:36:45,538 --> 00:36:48,183
Never be successful.
474
00:36:48,207 --> 00:36:50,936
Never have a wife.
475
00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:53,105
Never have kids.
476
00:36:53,129 --> 00:36:55,774
Comes to a point
where I'm just...
477
00:37:00,678 --> 00:37:02,906
Too nice.
478
00:37:17,987 --> 00:37:22,009
I loved him, and he loved me,
479
00:37:22,033 --> 00:37:23,409
and...
480
00:37:25,244 --> 00:37:27,413
He loved all of you guys.
481
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:30,750
I know he did.
482
00:37:33,169 --> 00:37:36,589
I like to sing in
the car, and, um...
483
00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:41,844
Before Finn,
I used to sing alone.
484
00:37:45,598 --> 00:37:47,785
And this was the, uh, first song
485
00:37:47,809 --> 00:37:49,953
that we would sing together
486
00:37:49,977 --> 00:37:53,373
when we would drive
around together.
487
00:38:05,117 --> 00:38:07,679
- Song that I...
- Sang with him
488
00:38:07,703 --> 00:38:10,432
when we would drive
around together, so...
489
00:38:12,917 --> 00:38:15,419
Nobody treat me with...
Kid gloves, okay?
490
00:38:17,839 --> 00:38:20,049
I don't know what to say either.
491
00:38:24,428 --> 00:38:27,825
I loved Finn, and,
492
00:38:27,849 --> 00:38:30,202
and he loved me.
493
00:38:30,226 --> 00:38:33,205
He loved all of you guys.
494
00:38:33,229 --> 00:38:35,189
I know he did.
495
00:38:37,900 --> 00:38:41,046
I like to sing in
the car, and, um...
496
00:38:41,070 --> 00:38:44,758
Before Finn,
I used to sing alone.
497
00:38:47,326 --> 00:38:51,557
This was the first song
that I sang with him
498
00:38:51,581 --> 00:38:53,600
when we would drive
around together.
499
00:38:53,624 --> 00:38:55,310
So
500
00:38:55,334 --> 00:38:57,086
This is for him.
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