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- The end of ISIS
is now in sight.
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What I'm looking
most forward to
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is fighting
inside of Raqqa.
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When Raqqa falls in Syria,
end of the book.
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[explosion]
- Oh!
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- Go, go, go, go!
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I don't know what
the future holds,
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but I know I'm
made to fight,
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and I'm made to train.
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-Reporter: Today,
50 ISIS fighters
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attacked the city of Kirkuk.
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- I worry about Pete.
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He's pretty scatterbrained
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and stressed out.
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- I just wanted
out of here for awhile.
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- I can tell he's calmer
when I'm working with him.
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- But I have a vested interest
in the rest of this battle.
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Mosul isn't done.
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- ISIS, one of the most
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dangerous terrorist
groups on earth.
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They've brutally
conquered territories
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all across the Middle East
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and spread fear
across the globe.
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Their goal is to create
a worldwide Islamic state,
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and they will do
anything to achieve it.
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[gunshots]
[explosions]
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Against the advice
of the U.S. military,
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some Americans
are fighting back.
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- In the truck!
In the truck!
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This isn't just their war,
it's everybody's problem.
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Hold him, somebody grab him!
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- Some of us were not able
to just sit back
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and watch this happen
on the news.
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- We're men of action,
not men of words over here.
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- This is their story.
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[drum music plays]
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- It's pretty amazing
to be back,
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for lots of reasons.
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Like, this is what
I'm supposed to be doing.
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- As much as I love
photojournalism,
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I do feel like
I'm missing something,
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like that tangible
being able to help someone.
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But I speak Arabic.
I've worked in the ER.
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I saw what they were doing,
and I was like,
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okay, I can help you.
Why not?
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- This morning, the forces
fighting ISIS in Iraq
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have taken 60%
of the territory
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once held by ISIS.
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The terror group's fighters
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are trapped inside
Western Mosul.
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[gunfire]
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The last road out of the city
is cut off.
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[car horn honks]
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[child yelling]
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- What was this, home?
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- Yeah.
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- This morning before
I had my morning coffee,
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we got the first
real trauma patient.
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It feels like real work again.
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Getting the instant
job satisfaction
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of okay, I just saved
that person's life or,
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you know, they're
gonna keep that leg
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or whatever it is.
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You don't have that dealing with
all the preparatory stuff,
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making 30 phone calls a day.
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It's different being
in a managerial role.
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Just clean that off
just a little bit maybe.
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[phone rings]
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Oh, this is a call
I have to take.
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The big NGOs who are
gonna support us,
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you know, I have to
play their games.
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Writing proposals
and spending 14 hours a day
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staring at Excel spreadsheets,
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dealing with phone calls
that you hate.
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Skull fracture.
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Which is fine with me,
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because we'll get
the needed supplies.
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Tourniquets on both legs.
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Should be there in about
15, 20 minutes.
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I think we were new to the game
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and we made everyone
really uncomfortable
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in the international community.
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But you couldn't
stop treating people.
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Just because you don't
feel like playing ball
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doesn't mean the war
is gonna stop,
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the battle is gonna stop.
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Yeah, we're too far
right now, I think.
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I.S.O.F. One keeps getting
dead on arrivals.
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We had three this morning,
three yesterday,
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like, that's the barometer.
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If we're getting that many
dead on arrivals,
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we need to be closer.
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So we move forward when I saw
medical teams move forward.
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We set up in parking lots,
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houses, mosques, schools.
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You got a big open space
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where you treat
people in triage.
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You got a wall around you
for security
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in a centralized area
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to give us the biggest range
of effective treatment.
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So that's the main way
from the street to here.
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The problem right now
is four I.E.D.s
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about 70 meters that way.
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So E.O.D.'s gonna come
in in a couple minutes
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and blow them up.
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Did we tell everyone here?
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- No.
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- So we're gonna set up in here.
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It's close enough to the fight
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where we'll get
patients quickly,
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but not close enough
that we're gonna get hurt.
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It's big enough we can move
everybody into here.
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It will be a good spot.
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This is the new home.
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- Yeah?
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- They're gonna blow
up the I.E.D., maybe?
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- Now?
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I don't want to go that way,
let's go this way.
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- The glass over there.
No, no, them, them.
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[explosion]
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- It feels like proper work,
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standing in a school
listening to bombs blow up.
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[jet engines roar]
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[singing]
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♪ Everything's
got blood on it again ♪
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♪ I'm back at the front lines
scoobity-boo-bitty ♪
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Everything I did
in the Marine Corp,
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I was trained to do,
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and that lifestyle
and being a part of it,
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it took quite a few years for
me to get away from that.
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Okay baby.
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- [crying]
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- [speaking Arabic]
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- I'll never ask him those
detailed questions
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about exactly what went on
over there in the military,
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but I think he needs to
balance out the fighting
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side in the military
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with the saving side
of this work, mentally,
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even if he'd never say
that out loud.
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I can tell why he's
doing what he's doing now.
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It's definitely redemption.
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[gunfire in distance]
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- That's a car bomb.
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Yeah. So we're probably about
to get busy in a second.
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- We got a mass casualty event
out of nowhere.
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Truck after truck after truck
just showed up in seconds.
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These people are tore up.
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- I thought I was kind of
immune to those dead bodies,
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but I almost puked there.
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- Okay, who still
has yellow patients?
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- Right here.
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- One, two.
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- You gotta listen
for his breathing.
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- The mass casualty
the other day,
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I threw tourniquets at people,
pressure dressings.
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I don't think I touch
a single patient.
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Okay, we're gonna hold
greens for right now.
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Only yellows.
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I went from treating patients
to, like, dealing with people.
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One, two, three,
four, five, six.
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Or moving ambulances.
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No, they're not going
in there.
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Hold on. Adam!
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We're not putting the children
with the dead bodies.
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And sometimes the odds win.
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At this point,
most of the time,
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we are saving more people
than are dying.
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[siren beeps]
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I think we're saving
more than are dying.
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I have to think.
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- So I don't know how far
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sabotage has gone
through the whole village,
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but for the most part,
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I mean, the roads are clear.
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We've been cutting off escape
routes for ISIS around Raqqa,
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and we've basically all
but surrounded it now.
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This is where we took contact
from last night.
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[gunfire in distance]
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[whistles]
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This guy screamed at out us,
"Hey, who's there, who's there?"
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Then he started shooting at us.
The four of us responded.
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We returned fire,
killed him.
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They had visual on guys
going in and out of an armory.
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Called in airstrikes.
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[explosion]
[whistles]
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We found five more
bodies in there.
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That's what we do.
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To enemies of humanity.
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Fucking bastards.
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- Yeah, dude.
I felt bad telling--
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I didn't know all those guys
didn't know though.
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They're like, yeah,
we took Shaheed today,
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and I'm like yeah,
he was just here.
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- He was the same guy
that was like,
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"Where are you from?"
I was like yeah,
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"My family lives in Dibasi."
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He's like,
"What's your family name?"
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And I said it, he's like,
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we are in the same tribe,
me and you, man.
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He said,
"What's your grandpa's name?"
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So I said my grandpa's name,
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and he said,
"I know your grandpa."
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He got married like ten days
before the op.
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He was not even
supposed to be there.
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They started fighting
and he kneeled
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just that opening by the wall,
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and he just got one shot
right in the face.
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He got shot in the face
and died.
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- I've met guys from all over
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that I now consider family.
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Kurdish fighters,
Americans,
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guys from around the globe.
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And these guys, I mean,
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I would take a bullet
for any one of them
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just like they would
take a bullet for me,
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and none of us would even
ask questions about it.
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It's just the way it is.
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- V.B.I.E.D. to the left.
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It's getting stressful, man.
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- The most I could hope for
is that it's a quick death,
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not in the hands
of some ISIS captors
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or me slowly bleeding out
on a battle field
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thinking to myself,
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this is the end
and this is how I go out.
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[car horn honking]
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[yelling]
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[groaning]
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[yelling]
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- I was in a convoy of vehicles,
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and I injured myself talking
a spill from a vehicle.
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I could barely walk
for the first week.
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Kind of a combat
inhibiting injury.
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I'm slower than everyone else
around me at this point.
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I'm more of a hindrance
than anything else.
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Any station, any station,
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this is front gate
radio check, over.
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Typical.
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So it was a lose/lose situation
in my mind at that point.
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Me being okay with always
being behind the front line
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or me going home,
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Which one do I want.
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["Push It to the Limit"
plays on radio]
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So after a whole lot
of chasing,
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I called it quits
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and decided to leave it
all behind me.
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I have so many great memories
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and so many horrible memories.
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So no universal question
has been answered for me,
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nothing along those lines.
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I just kind of realized that
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I've had my fun fighting ISIS.
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Most of these cities
have been liberated
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outside of, like,
capital cities like Raqqa
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and a little bit
of Mosul left.
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00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:50,672
These guys are done.
256
00:14:54,806 --> 00:14:56,765
- U.S. and Iraqi officials say
257
00:14:56,808 --> 00:14:58,941
ISIS will be defeated in days,
258
00:14:58,985 --> 00:15:02,466
but don't expect
peace any time soon.
259
00:15:02,510 --> 00:15:05,687
[explosion]
260
00:15:05,730 --> 00:15:07,819
Reporter: ISIS sent
suicide bombers
261
00:15:07,863 --> 00:15:09,082
to attack Iraqi soldiers
in Mosul.
262
00:15:10,997 --> 00:15:13,260
It was an act of desperation.
263
00:15:13,303 --> 00:15:15,349
U.S. backed Iraqi forces
264
00:15:15,392 --> 00:15:18,918
are close to recapturing
the entire city.
265
00:15:32,670 --> 00:15:34,846
- ISIS knows they're losing.
266
00:15:34,890 --> 00:15:36,805
They're probably
running out of food.
267
00:15:36,848 --> 00:15:38,981
They have no clean water left.
268
00:15:39,025 --> 00:15:41,375
Ammunition, no matter how much
they stockpiled,
269
00:15:41,418 --> 00:15:43,507
they're burning through
millions of rounds,
270
00:15:43,551 --> 00:15:44,682
millions and millions
of rounds.
271
00:15:46,249 --> 00:15:47,903
They're running out
of everything,
272
00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:51,385
and now it's just a bunch
of sadist cowboys
273
00:15:51,428 --> 00:15:54,170
running around doing whatever
the fuck they want to.
274
00:16:01,047 --> 00:16:02,918
Reporter: We have heard that
there have been some
275
00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,181
pretty accurate
coalition air strikes
276
00:16:05,225 --> 00:16:06,400
on a number of targets,
277
00:16:06,443 --> 00:16:08,271
however, we've been
hearing more about
278
00:16:08,315 --> 00:16:10,404
this human shield,
279
00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:13,450
this sort of rounding up
by ISIS of civilians,
280
00:16:13,494 --> 00:16:16,192
which is a weapon of ISIS,
let's face it.
281
00:16:18,151 --> 00:16:21,502
- This guy came up and asked
if we had body bags.
282
00:16:24,679 --> 00:16:26,289
I said, "Okay, well, why?"
283
00:16:26,333 --> 00:16:28,726
He said, "Well, I have
18 family members
284
00:16:28,770 --> 00:16:32,034
that are buried in shallow
graves that we need to move."
285
00:16:34,471 --> 00:16:36,299
His family was killed
in an airstrike.
286
00:16:39,172 --> 00:16:41,130
So I started scrambling around
asking for body bags.
287
00:16:42,523 --> 00:16:44,525
And eventually
I called the coalition.
288
00:16:44,568 --> 00:16:48,050
I said, "Listen, there's a guy
here who needs 18 body bags."
289
00:16:48,094 --> 00:16:49,921
They called me back and said,
290
00:16:49,965 --> 00:16:53,099
"We found eight for you."
291
00:16:54,622 --> 00:16:56,493
I remember I said to the guy
on the phone,
292
00:16:56,537 --> 00:17:00,106
"Dude, listen, we spent
a million dollars on the bomb
293
00:17:00,149 --> 00:17:02,195
that just killed
these 18 people,
294
00:17:02,238 --> 00:17:05,546
let's spend 50 bucks on the
bags that they're gonna need
295
00:17:05,589 --> 00:17:08,157
to put them in the ground."
296
00:17:20,213 --> 00:17:23,477
Sorry, how does he want
us to help him?
297
00:17:23,520 --> 00:17:25,305
The house had been flattened,
298
00:17:25,348 --> 00:17:28,569
and somehow they had sifted
through massive concrete blocks
299
00:17:28,612 --> 00:17:29,918
and pulled out these 18 bodies,
300
00:17:29,961 --> 00:17:31,180
and then covered them with dirt.
301
00:17:32,747 --> 00:17:35,184
And this was
definitely a situation
302
00:17:35,228 --> 00:17:37,621
that was outside of the scope
of what we were doing.
303
00:17:46,978 --> 00:17:48,197
- I said that to everybody,
304
00:17:48,241 --> 00:17:50,417
like no one has to do this,
305
00:17:50,460 --> 00:17:52,854
but, you know, it's something
that I think we should do.
306
00:17:56,031 --> 00:17:59,339
So we laid out 18 body bags,
307
00:17:59,382 --> 00:18:02,124
suited up, full masks
and everything.
308
00:18:07,521 --> 00:18:09,349
- They've been there
for 20 days,
309
00:18:09,392 --> 00:18:11,046
so a lot of them
are pretty bloated
310
00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:14,876
and probably disease-filled.
311
00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:16,834
That's why our people
who are digging them up
312
00:18:16,878 --> 00:18:18,575
are wearing the
chemical-exposure suits,
313
00:18:18,619 --> 00:18:20,142
except for Pete.
314
00:18:20,186 --> 00:18:22,231
I'm not sure why
he's not wearing one.
315
00:18:25,016 --> 00:18:26,801
The family wrapped
them in blankets
316
00:18:26,844 --> 00:18:29,282
and buried them pretty shallow.
317
00:18:29,325 --> 00:18:31,545
[speaking Arabic]
318
00:18:31,588 --> 00:18:33,155
- Okay. So she's
saying her daughter
319
00:18:33,199 --> 00:18:35,940
is the one
in the green blanket,
320
00:18:35,984 --> 00:18:37,159
and her daughter's daughter
321
00:18:37,203 --> 00:18:40,162
in the red blanket
next to her.
322
00:18:44,079 --> 00:18:45,863
- When I think of
human shield,
323
00:18:45,907 --> 00:18:48,039
I think of the shield part,
324
00:18:48,083 --> 00:18:50,738
which is to protect yourself.
325
00:18:50,781 --> 00:18:52,870
This isn't that.
326
00:18:57,005 --> 00:18:58,876
God, somebody needs to come up
with a good term for this.
327
00:18:58,920 --> 00:19:00,313
It's not a shield.
328
00:19:00,356 --> 00:19:01,488
A shield is what you use
to protect yourself.
329
00:19:01,531 --> 00:19:03,316
[gunfire in distance]
330
00:19:03,359 --> 00:19:06,232
ISIS figured out their
standard operating procedure,
331
00:19:06,275 --> 00:19:07,798
shoot at the helicopters,
shoot at them more,
332
00:19:07,842 --> 00:19:09,409
shoot at them more,
333
00:19:09,452 --> 00:19:10,888
eventually the coalition's
gonna blow them up.
334
00:19:12,847 --> 00:19:14,675
ISIS figured let's make
it bad.
335
00:19:14,718 --> 00:19:16,633
Let's put people in there.
336
00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:18,983
Let's not only just,
go to houses where
337
00:19:19,027 --> 00:19:21,899
we know there's
like a family of ten,
338
00:19:21,943 --> 00:19:25,860
because one of these houses
had over a hundred people in it.
339
00:19:25,903 --> 00:19:28,645
People in West Mosul
don't just suddenly gather.
340
00:19:28,689 --> 00:19:30,908
They don't even go to the
mosque at a hundred a time.
341
00:19:33,955 --> 00:19:37,176
I think ISIS jammed those
people into those buildings
342
00:19:40,091 --> 00:19:42,268
and played their hand.
343
00:19:54,976 --> 00:19:56,282
- They seem pretty numb.
344
00:20:00,199 --> 00:20:01,896
I feel like if this
was my family,
345
00:20:01,939 --> 00:20:03,985
I would need to be very matter
of fact about it,
346
00:20:04,028 --> 00:20:05,769
just, like, get them out,
bury them,
347
00:20:05,813 --> 00:20:10,034
and I don't know, everybody
reacts differently,
348
00:20:10,078 --> 00:20:12,820
but, like,
I wanna cry right now.
349
00:20:15,301 --> 00:20:18,304
- ISIS knows they're
gonna lose this war,
350
00:20:18,347 --> 00:20:21,220
so they've already started
prepping for the next war,
351
00:20:23,309 --> 00:20:26,964
making everyone in the coalition
and the Iraqi Army
352
00:20:27,008 --> 00:20:29,489
really, really, bad guys
353
00:20:29,532 --> 00:20:33,188
by having them intentionally
kill civilians.
354
00:20:38,976 --> 00:20:40,804
Fucking assholes.
355
00:20:57,299 --> 00:20:59,127
- Bro, I have [bleep] flashback.
356
00:21:01,216 --> 00:21:03,262
This road.
357
00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:15,404
- Look all the child.
358
00:21:15,448 --> 00:21:20,191
The child, they are here
because we fight here.
359
00:21:20,235 --> 00:21:23,804
From this wall, I was shooting.
360
00:21:23,847 --> 00:21:25,893
[speaking Arabic]
361
00:21:25,936 --> 00:21:27,416
Boom, boom, boom,
boom, boom.
362
00:21:37,078 --> 00:21:40,342
[speaking Italian]
363
00:21:56,053 --> 00:21:58,012
- [speaking Arabic]
364
00:21:58,055 --> 00:21:59,448
- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
365
00:22:16,944 --> 00:22:20,861
[gunfire]
366
00:22:31,437 --> 00:22:34,788
[voices echoing]
367
00:22:40,924 --> 00:22:43,971
[gunfire]
368
00:22:46,974 --> 00:22:50,456
[children laughing]
369
00:23:20,703 --> 00:23:24,185
- [speaking Arabic]
370
00:23:36,763 --> 00:23:38,199
- Okay.
371
00:23:42,464 --> 00:23:45,293
I'm very happy to see
where you sitting now.
372
00:23:45,336 --> 00:23:47,600
[translator speaks]
373
00:23:57,653 --> 00:24:01,918
I was very scared,
but I choose to fight,
374
00:24:01,962 --> 00:24:03,833
and fight is not only
with the weapons,
375
00:24:03,877 --> 00:24:05,095
it's with the mind.
376
00:24:05,139 --> 00:24:07,271
It's with the heart,
377
00:24:07,315 --> 00:24:12,189
it's with your soul.
378
00:24:12,233 --> 00:24:15,802
In life when there
is moment difficult,
379
00:24:15,845 --> 00:24:17,804
don't do like someone,
380
00:24:17,847 --> 00:24:19,632
don't run away,
stand and fight.
381
00:24:19,675 --> 00:24:23,374
[speaking Italian]
382
00:24:50,140 --> 00:24:52,578
- Thank you.
- Thank you!
383
00:25:25,915 --> 00:25:27,569
- Let me call you
a little later because
384
00:25:27,613 --> 00:25:29,136
it's still pretty chaotic,
and I just have to--
385
00:25:29,179 --> 00:25:31,007
I want to finish these numbers
386
00:25:31,051 --> 00:25:32,792
and I want to get over
to the other place
387
00:25:32,835 --> 00:25:36,186
and then we can talk.
388
00:25:36,230 --> 00:25:38,406
Okay.
Eat something.
389
00:25:42,932 --> 00:25:45,152
- That was Pete,
just checking in.
390
00:25:48,590 --> 00:25:50,810
It's hard to say when
it's the end of the day.
391
00:25:50,853 --> 00:25:52,246
It's like chaos.
392
00:25:52,289 --> 00:25:54,117
A lot of it is not in our
control at all.
393
00:25:57,120 --> 00:25:58,731
Reporter:
Iraqi and U.S. forces
394
00:25:58,774 --> 00:26:00,254
on the verge of
a major success
395
00:26:00,297 --> 00:26:01,647
in the battle
against ISIS,
396
00:26:01,690 --> 00:26:04,171
taking back Mosul,
397
00:26:04,214 --> 00:26:05,825
but thousands of civilians
are still trapped
398
00:26:05,868 --> 00:26:08,262
by the fighting.
399
00:26:08,305 --> 00:26:10,830
- My job is very different than
my job was three months ago.
400
00:26:12,614 --> 00:26:16,226
Back then all I had to do
was receive patients,
401
00:26:16,270 --> 00:26:17,619
treat them, make sure
they were gonna live,
402
00:26:17,663 --> 00:26:20,796
and then send them on.
403
00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:22,145
And that was great
until I found out
404
00:26:22,189 --> 00:26:23,756
where they were
sending them on to
405
00:26:23,799 --> 00:26:25,845
and how far away
that was.
406
00:26:25,888 --> 00:26:27,760
And then we wanted
to fix that process.
407
00:26:46,822 --> 00:26:48,955
- Sweet.
We can borrow that.
408
00:27:01,750 --> 00:27:02,969
- Look at this.
409
00:27:04,579 --> 00:27:06,189
Most hospitals
we've ever encountered
410
00:27:06,233 --> 00:27:07,626
are like completely destroyed,
411
00:27:07,669 --> 00:27:11,325
so this is like such
a goldmine right now.
412
00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:16,286
- [laughing] This is the best
we've ever seen.
413
00:27:16,330 --> 00:27:18,462
- This is amazing.
414
00:27:18,506 --> 00:27:20,813
- It's the ISIS
Department of Health.
415
00:27:22,597 --> 00:27:25,208
- It was a hospital
built by Saddam, right?
416
00:27:25,252 --> 00:27:27,602
- Yeah, yeah, by Saddam
for the military.
417
00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:29,822
- Then it turned
into civilian.
418
00:27:29,865 --> 00:27:32,694
- And then for the civilian and
then for the ISIS and now--
419
00:27:32,738 --> 00:27:34,435
- Now for us.
- For us.
420
00:27:42,791 --> 00:27:43,923
- How will patients
come here?
421
00:27:53,410 --> 00:27:56,326
- We were losing dozens of
people to transportation time,
422
00:27:56,370 --> 00:27:59,939
and now we're not
going to.
423
00:27:59,982 --> 00:28:03,725
We're going to have actual
field hospitals behind us.
424
00:28:05,771 --> 00:28:07,294
- Did you see this?
425
00:28:07,337 --> 00:28:10,732
Like, instructions on how
to keep your, uh...
426
00:28:10,776 --> 00:28:13,735
beard, like, in regulation.
427
00:28:13,779 --> 00:28:15,955
I never take any souvenirs,
428
00:28:15,998 --> 00:28:17,304
so I figure I'll grab this one.
429
00:28:19,785 --> 00:28:21,569
I know my goal originally
430
00:28:21,612 --> 00:28:23,745
was I was always saying
I want to go home by choice.
431
00:28:23,789 --> 00:28:26,052
It's a reward that
I've earned.
432
00:28:26,095 --> 00:28:28,576
I started treating people not
because I was a medic,
433
00:28:28,619 --> 00:28:30,186
not because I was a doctor
back in the States,
434
00:28:30,230 --> 00:28:32,188
but because nobody else
was doing it.
435
00:28:32,232 --> 00:28:34,451
That's no longer
true anymore.
436
00:28:34,495 --> 00:28:36,018
There's plenty of people
here to help.
437
00:28:36,062 --> 00:28:38,281
That's a good thing.
438
00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:50,990
I gotta pack up my entire life
into two bags.
439
00:28:51,033 --> 00:28:53,470
That's all I can afford,
440
00:28:53,514 --> 00:28:56,256
and it sucks,
because I'm, like,
441
00:28:56,299 --> 00:28:59,781
gonna have to leave
a ton of stuff here.
442
00:28:59,825 --> 00:29:01,870
I do miss my family
back home.
443
00:29:01,914 --> 00:29:04,264
My grandpa has cancer,
which I found out about.
444
00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:07,789
I would've really liked
to stick it out
445
00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:09,573
till the end of the war,
446
00:29:09,617 --> 00:29:11,227
but that little sting of pride
and just saying,
447
00:29:11,271 --> 00:29:12,663
oh, I need to stay here
till the war is over
448
00:29:12,707 --> 00:29:16,102
means less than
seeing my family and friends.
449
00:29:16,145 --> 00:29:17,756
I'm not gonna let
pride get in the way.
450
00:29:17,799 --> 00:29:20,846
If I'm gonna be sentimental
about anything,
451
00:29:20,889 --> 00:29:22,673
a patch is something is very
simple to keep.
452
00:29:22,717 --> 00:29:24,414
It doesn't take up
too much space,
453
00:29:24,458 --> 00:29:26,155
and this isn't one I bought
in a shop somewhere.
454
00:29:26,199 --> 00:29:27,504
This is something I got
on the front line,
455
00:29:27,548 --> 00:29:29,158
so that to me
is a little cooler.
456
00:29:29,202 --> 00:29:31,987
This is like the I.S.O.F.
Command patch.
457
00:29:32,031 --> 00:29:33,597
Iraqi flag.
458
00:29:33,641 --> 00:29:35,599
Make Mosul great again,
459
00:29:35,643 --> 00:29:38,080
that's definitely
one I'm gonna keep.
460
00:29:38,124 --> 00:29:39,821
Oh, this one's cool.
461
00:29:39,865 --> 00:29:43,782
Growing up I always wanted
to be an Airborne Ranger.
462
00:29:43,825 --> 00:29:45,566
There was a time when we
were on the front line
463
00:29:45,609 --> 00:29:48,743
training Peshmerga and
the 101st Airborne showed up.
464
00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:50,789
There was like
this captain there,
465
00:29:50,832 --> 00:29:52,703
and he was kind of
very stern with us,
466
00:29:52,747 --> 00:29:54,096
but at the very end of it,
467
00:29:54,140 --> 00:29:55,619
like, he was walking out
and he's like,
468
00:29:55,663 --> 00:29:57,447
"Hey, guys, keep up
the good work, stay safe."
469
00:29:57,491 --> 00:29:58,753
And he went--
470
00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:01,669
and ripped the patches
off his shoulder,
471
00:30:01,712 --> 00:30:03,540
and he gave me this one.
472
00:30:03,584 --> 00:30:06,239
I guess decided I was
worthy of this patch,
473
00:30:06,282 --> 00:30:08,458
so that one's kind of
special to me.
474
00:30:08,502 --> 00:30:11,026
It's kinda cool.
475
00:30:12,723 --> 00:30:14,638
I owe so much to Pete
for everything we've done,
476
00:30:14,682 --> 00:30:16,727
of course, like, this wouldn't
have happened without him,
477
00:30:16,771 --> 00:30:17,903
but I like to think
478
00:30:17,946 --> 00:30:20,035
there's kind of
a yin and yang there,
479
00:30:20,079 --> 00:30:22,298
and I kind of think I was there
to help him stay balanced
480
00:30:22,342 --> 00:30:24,518
whenever he'd go a little
bit off the deep end.
481
00:30:24,561 --> 00:30:30,045
I think definitely he and I will
always be friends.
482
00:30:30,089 --> 00:30:32,047
I know Alex is a good person.
483
00:30:32,091 --> 00:30:33,309
I know she makes
Pete happy.
484
00:30:33,353 --> 00:30:35,442
I know that he is
crazy about her,
485
00:30:35,485 --> 00:30:37,748
and I think she kind
of helps Pete
486
00:30:37,792 --> 00:30:40,229
level out a little.
487
00:30:40,273 --> 00:30:41,274
So I feel a little
easier leaving
488
00:30:41,317 --> 00:30:42,884
knowing that she is here.
489
00:30:44,712 --> 00:30:46,801
I don't know what
I'm gonna miss.
490
00:30:46,845 --> 00:30:47,976
I guess that's to
be revealed.
491
00:31:02,425 --> 00:31:04,166
- I saw evil happening
on the other side of the world
492
00:31:04,210 --> 00:31:05,951
and had to come over
and help.
493
00:31:07,735 --> 00:31:09,476
The only thing that I wanted was
for the people to be free
494
00:31:09,519 --> 00:31:11,391
and have independence
like we have in The States.
495
00:31:19,094 --> 00:31:21,705
[gunfire]
496
00:31:21,749 --> 00:31:23,055
I think that was a bullseye
right there.
497
00:31:23,098 --> 00:31:25,187
That guy almost hit dead center.
498
00:31:25,231 --> 00:31:27,407
- This is me.
- No, that wasn't you.
499
00:31:27,450 --> 00:31:29,670
That was the guy in
the back,
500
00:31:29,713 --> 00:31:31,759
the little small kid.
501
00:31:31,802 --> 00:31:34,153
We've taught them enough to be
able to defend themselves
502
00:31:34,196 --> 00:31:36,982
against the threat that comes.
503
00:31:37,025 --> 00:31:41,073
They know what they're doing
and they're in good hands.
504
00:31:41,116 --> 00:31:43,510
That makes me
feel accomplished.
505
00:31:43,553 --> 00:31:47,949
That makes me feel proud
and successful.
506
00:31:47,993 --> 00:31:50,212
Landed last night
from Istanbul
507
00:31:50,256 --> 00:31:52,867
and I got some bacon.
508
00:31:52,911 --> 00:31:54,347
It's [bleep] delicious.
509
00:31:58,220 --> 00:32:02,137
Being in and out of war
since I was 18,
510
00:32:02,181 --> 00:32:04,748
I don't know if
I'm ever gonna be done.
511
00:32:04,792 --> 00:32:07,664
I don't know what it's gonna
take for that to happen.
512
00:32:07,708 --> 00:32:09,797
I feel like I have a lot of
things still incomplete,
513
00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:11,712
and until I feel like
they're complete,
514
00:32:11,755 --> 00:32:13,496
I'll always have that
emptiness to go back.
515
00:32:31,384 --> 00:32:32,733
- They're always heavier
516
00:32:32,776 --> 00:32:34,082
than you think
they're gonna be.
517
00:32:34,126 --> 00:32:35,954
It's just a plain box
518
00:32:35,997 --> 00:32:37,999
that has his name on it.
519
00:32:38,043 --> 00:32:39,740
That's Levi's ashes.
520
00:32:45,180 --> 00:32:47,095
- Welcome to the show.
521
00:32:47,139 --> 00:32:50,185
It's not the worst place that
I've ever done stand-up comedy.
522
00:32:50,229 --> 00:32:53,449
It's just like Cleveland
basically, you know,
523
00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,712
except cleaner,
524
00:32:55,756 --> 00:32:58,063
and with less
goddamn Ohioans.
525
00:32:58,106 --> 00:33:00,021
[laughter]
526
00:33:00,065 --> 00:33:02,241
- I'm still
trying to understand
527
00:33:02,284 --> 00:33:04,330
what it means
to lose a child.
528
00:33:06,071 --> 00:33:08,247
Time helps.
529
00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:12,642
What I'm finding is
there's little things
530
00:33:12,686 --> 00:33:14,862
every day that remind
you of that person.
531
00:33:17,212 --> 00:33:21,608
This is for a comedy routine
that he did somewhere.
532
00:33:21,651 --> 00:33:23,044
Okay. "There's
an all-new product out
533
00:33:23,088 --> 00:33:25,612
"called The Kitty Wig.
534
00:33:25,655 --> 00:33:29,833
"It's a wig you can
put on your cat, see?
535
00:33:29,877 --> 00:33:32,575
"You can get--
you can get yours now
536
00:33:32,619 --> 00:33:37,145
at www.getalife.com."
537
00:33:37,189 --> 00:33:40,322
[laughing]
538
00:33:40,366 --> 00:33:41,758
I like that,
that's really good.
539
00:33:43,282 --> 00:33:45,197
Life doesn't really
have meaning
540
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:48,330
aside from the meaning
that you give it.
541
00:33:48,374 --> 00:33:50,898
How do you go on through
the rest of your life
542
00:33:50,941 --> 00:33:52,987
without your kid?
I don't know.
543
00:33:54,728 --> 00:33:56,686
It's sort of like
one of those things
544
00:33:56,730 --> 00:33:59,820
you just put on foot
ahead of the other
545
00:33:59,863 --> 00:34:01,300
and you just keep
doing that.
546
00:34:06,261 --> 00:34:08,611
- I've lost quite a few friends,
brothers in arms,
547
00:34:08,655 --> 00:34:11,310
and I think about
every single one of them
548
00:34:11,353 --> 00:34:12,789
often, very often.
549
00:34:28,631 --> 00:34:31,112
This mother[bleep]
right here though.
550
00:34:31,156 --> 00:34:32,983
Boom!
- Bring it in, bring it in.
551
00:34:33,027 --> 00:34:35,116
- How you been, bro?
You good?
552
00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:36,683
- Yeah, you good?
553
00:34:36,726 --> 00:34:37,988
- Always good, man.
You look good.
554
00:34:38,032 --> 00:34:40,687
- Look at you.
- Can't complain.
555
00:34:40,730 --> 00:34:42,080
So how long have you
been back here now?
556
00:34:42,123 --> 00:34:43,516
- Too long, man.
557
00:34:43,559 --> 00:34:45,257
- Dude, I'm looking
at maybe moving to Colorado
558
00:34:45,300 --> 00:34:47,041
or Northern California.
559
00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:48,695
Just like kind of hanging out
there for like six months,
560
00:34:48,738 --> 00:34:50,175
making a little bit of money
561
00:34:50,218 --> 00:34:51,959
and then figure out
what my next move in life
562
00:34:52,002 --> 00:34:53,874
would be from there,
you know?
563
00:34:53,917 --> 00:34:57,573
Obviously, it's not
like a career path.
564
00:34:57,617 --> 00:34:59,445
- Me and PJ are close.
565
00:34:59,488 --> 00:35:02,100
Keeping in contact with him
is a very important thing.
566
00:35:02,143 --> 00:35:04,667
You maintain that camaraderie,
that brotherhood,
567
00:35:04,711 --> 00:35:06,452
just that, know if
they're okay still.
568
00:35:06,495 --> 00:35:09,150
If they need anything from here
to the rest of their life,
569
00:35:09,194 --> 00:35:10,543
you're there for them,
570
00:35:10,586 --> 00:35:11,805
and you know
they're there for you.
571
00:35:13,850 --> 00:35:15,069
- This is nice,
check this out.
572
00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:17,463
- This is beautiful
up here, yeah.
573
00:35:17,506 --> 00:35:18,899
- So there it is.
574
00:35:22,729 --> 00:35:23,817
Glad to have you back, man.
575
00:35:23,860 --> 00:35:26,428
Glad you're back.
576
00:35:26,472 --> 00:35:27,821
Glad you made it back.
577
00:35:27,864 --> 00:35:29,779
- Long time coming.
578
00:35:29,823 --> 00:35:33,479
The allure of combat and
fighting never disappears.
579
00:35:33,522 --> 00:35:36,743
I 100% look at this
as if it was a chapter
580
00:35:36,786 --> 00:35:40,138
of a book and this
one is now complete.
581
00:35:41,443 --> 00:35:43,010
The only problem is the
chapter that I'm about
582
00:35:43,053 --> 00:35:45,143
to start is blank.
583
00:35:49,973 --> 00:35:51,714
Who knows?
Maybe in the next couple years
584
00:35:51,758 --> 00:35:54,326
I find Mrs. Perfect For Me,
585
00:35:54,369 --> 00:35:57,198
and I decided to settle down
and have a family.
586
00:35:57,242 --> 00:36:00,332
If that days comes, it comes,
and I'll embrace it.
587
00:36:00,375 --> 00:36:03,161
This is live, yeah?
Detroit's playing.
588
00:36:06,076 --> 00:36:09,558
I've gained a lot
from my time in Syria.
589
00:36:09,602 --> 00:36:11,560
Acceptance into a new culture
590
00:36:11,604 --> 00:36:15,608
and being part of a fight
that's bigger than myself,
591
00:36:15,651 --> 00:36:18,306
and I'll always
carry that with me.
592
00:36:18,350 --> 00:36:21,701
But I've spent so much energy
searching for combat
593
00:36:21,744 --> 00:36:24,225
hoping to find satisfaction
594
00:36:24,269 --> 00:36:26,923
in one of the most extreme
ways I possibly could.
595
00:36:26,967 --> 00:36:28,751
In many ways
it was selfish of me
596
00:36:28,795 --> 00:36:30,753
to seek satisfaction like this.
597
00:36:33,234 --> 00:36:35,541
And I'm still looking
for something.
598
00:36:37,064 --> 00:36:38,544
Maybe one day
war will call me back,
599
00:36:38,587 --> 00:36:42,287
but for now,
600
00:36:42,330 --> 00:36:44,158
I will look elsewhere.
601
00:36:51,078 --> 00:36:53,646
Reporter: Iraqi forces fighting
their way through Mosul,
602
00:36:53,689 --> 00:36:55,517
inflicting ISIS casualties.
603
00:36:55,561 --> 00:36:58,433
U.S. officials say the terror
group is on the ropes,
604
00:36:58,477 --> 00:37:00,696
down to its lowest
numbers ever,
605
00:37:00,740 --> 00:37:02,742
but experts warn
the terror group
606
00:37:02,785 --> 00:37:04,787
isn't close to total defeat.
607
00:37:09,270 --> 00:37:12,534
- This morning we got
a 13-year-old patient
608
00:37:12,578 --> 00:37:15,450
who had been hit by
a mortar,
609
00:37:15,494 --> 00:37:17,670
and I just wrote about it.
610
00:37:22,936 --> 00:37:24,329
She had been hit by
a mortar
611
00:37:24,372 --> 00:37:26,418
not long before
she got to our door.
612
00:37:26,461 --> 00:37:28,855
I'm sure she was standing
outside somewhere
613
00:37:28,898 --> 00:37:32,075
because she had little bits
of leaves stuck in her leg.
614
00:37:32,119 --> 00:37:34,208
I just have to swab
the blood out of the way
615
00:37:34,252 --> 00:37:35,818
and feel for that
damn pumping artery.
616
00:37:39,692 --> 00:37:41,259
Tying to keep pressure
everywhere.
617
00:37:44,610 --> 00:37:46,786
We use massive amounts of gauze
618
00:37:46,829 --> 00:37:49,528
and bandages to wrap
the whole thing.
619
00:37:49,571 --> 00:37:51,573
I figured at some point
her eyes would just
620
00:37:51,617 --> 00:37:53,662
roll to the back of her head
and we would call it.
621
00:38:21,429 --> 00:38:23,039
I look at her IV lines and
they're not running anymore.
622
00:38:23,083 --> 00:38:24,780
Her veins are collapsing.
623
00:38:41,188 --> 00:38:44,713
And out of nowhere these
two big gorgeous
624
00:38:44,757 --> 00:38:46,759
brown eyes lock with mine and bl
625
00:38:51,807 --> 00:38:53,635
I let myself do something
626
00:38:53,679 --> 00:38:56,203
I swore I would stop
doing long ago.
627
00:38:56,246 --> 00:39:00,555
I started to have hope
that she will make it.
628
00:39:00,599 --> 00:39:02,252
When you get a little hope,
629
00:39:02,296 --> 00:39:04,342
it quickly turns
into a lot of hope,
630
00:39:04,385 --> 00:39:06,256
then it turns into desperation
and then despair.
631
00:39:11,087 --> 00:39:12,872
We get to the ER entrance,
632
00:39:12,915 --> 00:39:15,875
and I'm still holding
her pale, cold hand.
633
00:39:22,490 --> 00:39:24,623
I'm not much into
religion or faith,
634
00:39:24,666 --> 00:39:25,624
but I am a fan of karma.
635
00:39:25,667 --> 00:39:27,974
[child calling out]
636
00:39:30,237 --> 00:39:33,849
Somehow I saved up enough
for this little girl
637
00:39:33,893 --> 00:39:35,808
to still be alive
as she makes it inside.
638
00:39:38,898 --> 00:39:40,682
She was afraid,
but for once, I'm not.
639
00:39:40,726 --> 00:39:43,032
She's going to make it.
640
00:39:43,076 --> 00:39:45,208
Hope is a powerful thing.
641
00:39:45,252 --> 00:39:47,602
For the first time in a while
I gave into hope and won.
642
00:39:50,126 --> 00:39:51,998
This one will stay
with me,
643
00:39:52,041 --> 00:39:54,304
but I have to remind myself
of the reality.
644
00:39:54,348 --> 00:39:55,654
I gambled with hope.
645
00:39:55,697 --> 00:39:57,307
I was lucky to come out
on top of this one.
646
00:39:57,351 --> 00:39:58,874
It could've
just as easily ended
647
00:39:58,918 --> 00:40:00,659
with me sobbing in
a corner.
648
00:40:23,159 --> 00:40:26,946
This the first thing
I've written
649
00:40:26,989 --> 00:40:28,904
where I'm actually
really happy at the end
650
00:40:28,948 --> 00:40:31,385
in a long time.
651
00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:34,040
Usually it's so I can
get it down on paper
652
00:40:34,083 --> 00:40:38,914
and not have to think
about it anymore,
653
00:40:38,958 --> 00:40:41,613
but this one I can--
654
00:40:41,656 --> 00:40:43,789
I can definitely reread
when I'm having a bad day.
655
00:40:48,837 --> 00:40:51,057
Because we--
we fucking won one.
656
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:05,245
- No.
657
00:41:05,288 --> 00:41:07,726
If ISIS surrendered
right now,
658
00:41:07,769 --> 00:41:09,162
and the battle for Mosul
was over,
659
00:41:09,205 --> 00:41:11,338
yeah, I definitely could,
660
00:41:11,381 --> 00:41:13,949
but, you know,
it's not over yet.
661
00:41:13,993 --> 00:41:17,083
At the end of the day, we're
doing a really good thing,
662
00:41:17,126 --> 00:41:19,215
and I'm pretty happy
with that.
663
00:41:19,259 --> 00:41:21,914
If it goes for
another three months,
664
00:41:21,957 --> 00:41:24,003
I'll probably be happy
with that too.
665
00:41:27,702 --> 00:41:31,619
It's a good moment
to take stock at your life.
666
00:41:31,663 --> 00:41:34,230
I mean, why not,
in the middle of West Mosul.
667
00:41:34,274 --> 00:41:36,929
We have a great team.
668
00:41:36,972 --> 00:41:38,104
I've got a lot of really
good friends.
669
00:41:38,147 --> 00:41:39,409
We've done good work.
670
00:41:39,453 --> 00:41:42,456
I am batshit in love
with this woman.
671
00:41:44,719 --> 00:41:47,069
I don't know how in the
middle of all this,
672
00:41:47,113 --> 00:41:50,595
but life is pretty good.
673
00:41:50,638 --> 00:41:52,510
Life's really good,
actually.
674
00:41:57,732 --> 00:41:59,255
Yeah.
675
00:42:03,042 --> 00:42:04,434
- Everyone comes
for a different reason.
676
00:42:08,961 --> 00:42:10,571
We want to feel important.
677
00:42:10,615 --> 00:42:12,051
We want to feel connected.
678
00:42:12,094 --> 00:42:14,793
We want to feel like
we are redeemable.
679
00:42:17,709 --> 00:42:19,319
The fact is,
we're humans,
680
00:42:19,362 --> 00:42:21,451
and we're in
this together.
681
00:42:24,498 --> 00:42:26,805
That alone is
worth fighting for.
50661
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