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- When he decided to back,
I tried to stop him.
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He had made up his mind.
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- I told him, "Your blood in
the sand over there
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ain't gonna change
a damn thing."
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Anybody can die,
living's the bitch.
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- ISIS infiltrated Kirkuk over
night and laid siege
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to neighborhoods
across the city.
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- How many human bodies
can I see before
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I can't feel feelings?
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- He calls it going down
the rabbit hole.
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- IV line!
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How long can you run before
your mind just snaps?
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[explosion]
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- ISIS, one of the most
dangerous terrorist
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groups on earth.
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They've brutally conquered
territories all across
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the Middle East and spread
fear across the globe.
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Their goal is to create a
worldwide Islamic state,
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and they will do anything
to achieve it.
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Against the advice of
the U.S. military,
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some Americans are
fighting back.
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- In the truck!
In the truck!
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- This isn't just their war,
it's everybody's problem.
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- Over here,
somebody grab him!
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- Some of us were not
able to just sit back
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and watch this
happen on the news.
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- We're men of action, not men
of words over here.
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- This is their story.
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[Sirens]
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- [Muffled speaking]
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- Shh, shh, shh, shh.
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- A father walked up with
his son in his arms.
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He had a nice hole
in his chest.
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Probably all this from
a mortar.
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- [crying]
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- Yeah, yeah, I know, buddy.
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[crying]
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- Shh, it's okay.
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- We've got two
IV lines in him.
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I rode with him in case his
lung went down,
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which there's a pretty
good chance of.
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- [Speaking foreign language]
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- It's a long drive.
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Massive bleeds both legs.
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- Massive bleeds both legs.
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- Hole in the right lung.
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He had like a 50 percent
chance of making it.
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We don't get the see the end
of most of our patients.
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You put them in the ambulance,
send them back to the hospitals,
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and just expect the worst.
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It doesn't help knowing that
your patients aren't making it.
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It just makes your
day worse.
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You feel pretty useless
and empty.
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I'm starting to think what does
it matter that I'm here?
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ISIS, they know their
end is coming.
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They know their time is marked
for them in Northern Iraq.
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Eventually ISIS's main body
will be destroyed,
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but it's gonna go from fighting
an army of bad dudes
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to fighting an insurgency
all over again.
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- Today as many as 50 ISIS
fighters attacked
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the city of Kirkuk.
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- This looks like retribution by
ISIS for what's happening
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on the battlefield around
the city of Mosul.
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[gunfire]
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- I need some bandage.
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- The hard fought battle to
retake Mosul from
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ISIL forces just
entered a new phase.
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- Iraqi forces say they've
retaken all of the east side
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of the city, and they're
taking aim at ISIL
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positions in West Mosul.
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- On the streets there is
a sense of relief.
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- But it's some way
off normal.
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Many buildings are damaged.
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People don't have basic water,
sanitation,
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or electricity services.
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- Iraqi troops expect a much
more difficult fight
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to liberate West Mosul.
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- Ambulance, go,
we need these two.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Are we ready for what's
in Mosul?
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You know, three months ago when
we had first started this is,
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you know, early November,
we had zero ambulances.
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There was two to four medics,
you know,
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including me, and so to me,
no matter what happens,
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the situation is a hundred times
better than it was in the past.
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Will it ever be good enough?
Probably not.
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I mean, you're just never
gonna have enough ready
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for this kind of thing.
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I am also afraid that the battle
for Western Mosul
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will be the most intense fight
we've seen in Iraq.
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- We are approximately
five kilometers from
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the center of Mosul.
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There's still fighting going
on in the city.
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- We're leaving.
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We're gonna go back
and rest and refit.
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Jorge's going home.
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We'll be back out here
in two days.
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- What are you doing
over there, buddy?
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You trying to
loosen that?
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You have a ball cap on.
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- It doesn't matter.
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- Dude, please don't.
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Jorge, please don't.
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THanks. If that breaks,
I'll kick your [bleep] ass.
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I mean, I'll try,
and you'll beat me up.
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I won't fight Jorge fair.
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I'm just gonna punch him
in the dick as hard
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as I can and run away.
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- Cheers, guys.
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- I need to like wrench
this on.
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I worry about Pete.
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He's pretty scatterbrained
and stressed out.
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- The second phase of Mosul
will be something like
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my worst fears.
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West Mosul is the old city where
streets go down to six-feel
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wide, and you can't fit
a Humvee inside anymore.
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Those are just gonna be
ground units kicking down
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doors where guys can literally
be on the other side of it
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and thrown a grenade
across a small alley
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and blow those guys up.
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There's three-quarters of a
million people on the west side.
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That's a lot of people
that are gonna get
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fucked up on that side.
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I hate that statement
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"There's only so much
you can do."
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But how do you find out exactly
how much you can do?
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It's by trying a lot and failing
even more times,
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and I have tried and failed
a lot of times.
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And I've figured out
what I can do.
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I know my little realm of
possible change,
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but that gets smaller every
day it feels like.
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- I'm not sure why the truck's
still running,
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but whatever's clever
apparently.
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Once I came to the decision
of returning,
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I called the YPG, asked if they
were willing to receive
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me again, and they said yes,
and within a couple weeks
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I was back in Syria.
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Being immersed in the culture,
I've grown to love and respect
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the Kurdish people here.
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The YPG and the Kurds,
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they're not gonna
stop this fight.
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Even if between a hundred of
them they had one Kalashnikov.
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They would still fight.
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- [speaks in foreign language]
No, it's video.
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It's video.
[speaks foreign language]
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- Yeah.
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- What are we doing
here today?
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- The morale and the
upcoming operation?
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- The end game of ISIS
is now in sight.
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- ISIS currently controls
two major cities,
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Mosul in Iraq, and Raqqa,
which they consider
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their de facto capital.
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- The YPG are involved in an
operation to retake Raqqa.
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- A focus on surrounding the
city on the ground.
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Similar tactics are being used
in the battle for Mosul
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across the border in Iraq.
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- For the last three years now,
the YPG have been pushing
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ISIS one town at a time,
one city at a time,
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one riverfront at a time, and
it's slowly eroding what
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ISIS has been able to capture
in the last three years.
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Now that Mosul is halfway
liberated,
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the last remaining stronghold
for ISIS is the city of Raqqa.
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When Raqqa falls, my volunteer
work is done here in Syria
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and in the Middle East.
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We're just waiting for the word
saying it's okay to go in.
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There will be like
probably six of us,
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maybe seven, eight--
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- Hit the restart button.
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- Hit the restart button.
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- I first met Jeff and Firat
in Tel Tamir before
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the Shaddadi operation.
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They'll forever be brothers
of mine.
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♪ Go run that game
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♪ I love that thing,
what's that tattoo♪
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♪ What's that say
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- And get outta there.
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As guys that have been
here two, three times,
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you know, we can share stories,
we can give each other advice.
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- There was one guy when we
were getting ready to leave
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for the last push that we made
when me and you went.
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- Yeah.
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- And this guy was just
like walking off.
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- They're yelling his name,
"Achmed!"
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He's just walking
home, bro.
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He's just going.
He quit.
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He's like, I'm not going
on this operation.
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- He's like, no,
I'm done.
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- You know whose
t-shirt this was?
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Levi.
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- Really?
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- Yeah.
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His sister sent it to me.
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She said it was his
favorite t-shirt.
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He wore it so much, they said
they called him "Bear."
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- Levi dying was a direct
motivator for me to return.
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The fact that he can
no longer fight,
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and so I can--I can.
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I don't know.
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There's probably an infinite
amount of reasons
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that ran pretty instantaneously
through my head
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as I made that final
decision that yes,
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I'm going to return.
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But at the same time,
I mean, I can't be
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selfish and wallow in
pity for the death
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of one person when there are
hundreds dying.
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So what we see here,
this was all built by Daesh.
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Where we're currently staying
was a compound.
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They say it trained something
like 5,000 Daesh.
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This is one of the
obstacle courses.
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They call it
Commando Course.
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[shouting in foreign language]
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- The ankle breaker
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As we get closer to Raqqa,
we're walking into
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the enemies backyard.
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They know exactly how
this city is laid out.
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They fortified it themselves.
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They've rigged these buildings.
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They know where everything is.
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We're walking in blindfolded.
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Ah, if you're watching
this on film,
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I bet it looks so easy.
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We're gonna be seeing stiffer
resistance fighting
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against guys that have been
in these cities for years,
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and they're ready
to die fighting.
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It's insane walking into this,
but someone has to do it.
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The latest news from what
I heard yesterday,
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two more Westerners were killed,
one Canadian and one Brit.
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Daesh now has their bodies,
and they're using
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them from propaganda.
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So they're taking video
and pictures with these
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dead Westerners to bolster
their cause.
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This fucking pisses me
the fuck off,
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more than anything.
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That puts the KIA of us
Western volunteers,
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not mercenaries, we do
this free of charge, at 21.
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It's an uphill battle to
say the least,
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and the latest word is
that we'll be heading
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to Raqqa in less than
one month.
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It's a burden on everyone's
shoulders.
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When we think about our
loved ones that have
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passed over here
fighting the good fight,
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trying to spread democracy
and freedom,
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they died protecting
a very noble cause,
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and this to me is a hero,
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and these guys will
always reign as heroes
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for as long as I'm alive
in my memory.
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- So the operation is
about to start.
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[Speaking foreign language]
249
00:19:18,069 --> 00:19:20,594
- I'm more than excited to get
onto the front of Raqqa.
250
00:19:21,421 --> 00:19:22,987
I got you with
that Pepsi, bro.
251
00:19:23,031 --> 00:19:24,293
- Yeah.
252
00:19:24,337 --> 00:19:26,077
At the very least,
in revenge for them that
253
00:19:26,121 --> 00:19:26,904
can't be there anymore.
254
00:19:42,224 --> 00:19:45,314
- We have this massive ISIS
banner that we took
255
00:19:45,358 --> 00:19:47,621
at the entrance of
this town,
256
00:19:48,752 --> 00:19:50,580
and all the guys that were
there, we all signed it.
257
00:19:54,323 --> 00:19:56,934
- I'm taking it
back to America as
258
00:19:56,978 --> 00:19:58,109
a souvenir from the war.
259
00:20:05,595 --> 00:20:07,162
I wanted to be at the
heart of the battle.
260
00:20:08,032 --> 00:20:08,816
Whoo!
261
00:20:10,513 --> 00:20:13,168
For as long as I can remember,
that urge has always been there.
262
00:20:14,691 --> 00:20:16,824
It's this nagging feeling that
I need to do this.
263
00:20:18,304 --> 00:20:19,479
Oh, shit,
that was awesome!
264
00:20:20,697 --> 00:20:21,655
- When the moment
of truth comes,
265
00:20:21,698 --> 00:20:23,700
I can say, hey,
I was there.
266
00:20:23,744 --> 00:20:25,441
I can tell you all
about it.
267
00:20:25,485 --> 00:20:27,487
From my perspective,
this is what I saw.
268
00:20:27,748 --> 00:20:29,445
Whoa, it's raining down.
269
00:20:31,882 --> 00:20:33,536
Puppy, get out of there.
270
00:20:34,755 --> 00:20:37,323
I might have come here
for selfish reasons,
271
00:20:38,324 --> 00:20:40,804
but good comes out
of this too.
272
00:20:43,111 --> 00:20:46,157
We were up in Sinjar Mountain,
it's very cold up there.
273
00:20:46,201 --> 00:20:48,508
On the road back,
this guy was on the side
274
00:20:48,551 --> 00:20:52,773
of the road just a mere
six inches from traffic,
275
00:20:52,816 --> 00:20:53,687
so we took him
with us.
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00:20:55,210 --> 00:20:56,951
I'm gonna get all the records
in order and bring him
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00:20:56,994 --> 00:20:59,345
back to America and he'll
be a reminder.
278
00:21:01,390 --> 00:21:04,306
You're gonna be a naturalized
citizen of America.
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00:21:05,481 --> 00:21:08,179
Make America great again,
little puppy.
280
00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:14,011
I think they came up with
the name Trigger, but --
281
00:21:14,055 --> 00:21:15,012
- Twigger?
282
00:21:17,972 --> 00:21:19,669
- [Bleep] piece of shit.
283
00:21:19,713 --> 00:21:21,062
Ah!
284
00:21:21,497 --> 00:21:22,672
Your teeth are so sharp.
285
00:21:25,675 --> 00:21:30,767
- The future for me, I just want
to shoot with my camera,
286
00:21:30,811 --> 00:21:31,507
and that's it.
287
00:21:35,598 --> 00:21:38,035
I want to be in places for
the next crisis.
288
00:21:39,863 --> 00:21:40,951
Whatever happens next,
289
00:21:40,995 --> 00:21:42,866
I want to be in all
these hot spots.
290
00:21:44,172 --> 00:21:45,695
You need to have that
perspective like you're
291
00:21:45,739 --> 00:21:48,394
there with them, you're not
looking from the outside in.
292
00:21:51,005 --> 00:21:53,834
I try and make people look
as stoic as possible,
293
00:21:53,877 --> 00:21:56,010
or heroic, because I think
that's how they see
294
00:21:56,053 --> 00:21:57,664
themselves, right?
295
00:21:57,707 --> 00:22:00,362
That's how I kind of like --
I see myself in a way, right?
296
00:22:02,799 --> 00:22:04,801
There's so many
forgotten stories,
297
00:22:04,845 --> 00:22:06,325
so many forgotten heroes.
298
00:22:07,151 --> 00:22:09,371
I wanna try
and capture that.
299
00:23:24,359 --> 00:23:27,188
- I think I've been around
for 11 or 1200 patients
300
00:23:27,231 --> 00:23:30,147
at this point, at least.
301
00:23:32,976 --> 00:23:35,762
I've kept a few people alive,
and most of those people
302
00:23:35,805 --> 00:23:38,068
would look at me for one
moment and find more
303
00:23:38,112 --> 00:23:42,638
hate in their heart than
anything else because the
304
00:23:42,682 --> 00:23:44,553
amount of pain that I just
caused them.
305
00:23:47,817 --> 00:23:50,516
This stupid number 14 that
keeps rattling in my head.
306
00:23:54,998 --> 00:23:56,696
It's the number of
pediatric patients I've
307
00:23:56,739 --> 00:23:59,176
ridden with that died.
308
00:24:00,482 --> 00:24:04,181
14 kids, that's a lot.
309
00:24:06,532 --> 00:24:13,974
I've physically felt myself
losing the battle to death,
310
00:24:14,017 --> 00:24:15,889
right through my fucking
hands I've felt it.
311
00:24:19,632 --> 00:24:22,983
And it destroys you when you
know that you've done
312
00:24:23,026 --> 00:24:26,029
everything in your power
and this kid still died.
313
00:24:32,993 --> 00:24:40,000
[crying]
314
00:25:02,718 --> 00:25:04,372
- [crying]
315
00:25:04,415 --> 00:25:05,329
- IV lines, now!
316
00:25:05,373 --> 00:25:06,287
IV!
317
00:25:09,769 --> 00:25:10,639
I don't have time.
318
00:25:20,606 --> 00:25:23,609
- [crying]
319
00:25:28,135 --> 00:25:31,051
- I always had this idea in my
head that dealing with
320
00:25:31,094 --> 00:25:36,186
all this shit, which is pretty
[bleep] horrible shit,
321
00:25:36,230 --> 00:25:37,971
there was always a point
where I could bend,
322
00:25:38,014 --> 00:25:40,321
bend, bend, and I knew when
I would break.
323
00:25:42,279 --> 00:25:46,022
Two nights ago it was
Valentine's Day.
324
00:25:46,066 --> 00:25:48,416
Valentine's Day 2011,
one of my best friends,
325
00:25:48,459 --> 00:25:52,115
Andy, was shot in the neck
and he later died.
326
00:25:53,769 --> 00:25:56,598
This year Valentine's Day
I thought about everything
327
00:25:56,642 --> 00:26:01,298
happened in the three-and-a-half
months before that,
328
00:26:01,342 --> 00:26:02,952
and then I started thinking
about Andy.
329
00:26:05,868 --> 00:26:09,306
Oh, and it hit me like
a fucking tidal wave.
330
00:26:10,960 --> 00:26:12,788
I just wanted out of here
or a while.
331
00:26:14,747 --> 00:26:20,143
I've relied heavily on
several people.
332
00:26:20,187 --> 00:26:21,318
The only reason I'm sane
right now.
333
00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:24,713
That's Alex.
334
00:26:27,107 --> 00:26:28,412
That's my girlfriend.
335
00:26:30,589 --> 00:26:32,678
Oh, she is not gonna enjoying
being a part of this.
336
00:26:34,941 --> 00:26:36,725
She's a photojournalist.
337
00:26:36,769 --> 00:26:40,424
She's in Germany doing an
assignment, which sucks.
338
00:26:57,006 --> 00:26:57,833
- Yeah.
339
00:26:59,661 --> 00:27:01,924
- Pete needs to kind of
get his head right
340
00:27:01,968 --> 00:27:04,361
and come back here
and hit it hard.
341
00:27:08,278 --> 00:27:11,064
Let Pete go relax and I'll
take care of things.
342
00:27:13,501 --> 00:27:15,938
- The battle for Western
Mosul will start.
343
00:27:16,809 --> 00:27:18,593
I will not be here.
344
00:27:19,812 --> 00:27:22,205
Not being here with our
team as they go out,
345
00:27:22,249 --> 00:27:23,076
that does bother me.
346
00:27:24,730 --> 00:27:25,513
- Have fun, man.
347
00:27:25,556 --> 00:27:26,601
- Yeah, two weeks.
348
00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:27,689
- Look at me.
349
00:27:27,733 --> 00:27:28,908
I am the captain now.
350
00:27:28,951 --> 00:27:31,040
[laughs]
351
00:27:31,084 --> 00:27:31,824
- Oh, you've been
waiting for that shit
352
00:27:31,867 --> 00:27:33,390
for a while now.
353
00:27:37,830 --> 00:27:40,180
I'm more worried that I'm
not gonna fit back
354
00:27:40,223 --> 00:27:41,572
into normal society again.
355
00:27:43,009 --> 00:27:44,575
There are very few people
who are gonna understand
356
00:27:44,619 --> 00:27:45,620
what the hell I'm
going through.
357
00:28:06,249 --> 00:28:09,731
- Bad days in Eastern Mosul
were the 50, 60, 70 casualties
358
00:28:09,775 --> 00:28:12,168
a day, and now I think
Western Mosul will dwarf
359
00:28:12,212 --> 00:28:16,782
Eastern Mosul, you know,
120, 130 hard core trauma
360
00:28:16,825 --> 00:28:17,870
patients in a single day.
361
00:28:18,784 --> 00:28:19,915
Video check.
362
00:28:19,959 --> 00:28:20,699
- Roger, I got you.
363
00:28:20,742 --> 00:28:21,308
- Okay.
364
00:28:23,658 --> 00:28:26,182
We are on our way out.
365
00:28:26,226 --> 00:28:30,534
We're gonna begin an offensive
soon without Pete.
366
00:28:30,578 --> 00:28:32,188
I'm nervous, you know.
367
00:28:32,232 --> 00:28:34,582
Pete's good at thinking
on the fly.
368
00:28:34,625 --> 00:28:37,454
He knows a lot about
this stuff, more than I do.
369
00:28:38,804 --> 00:28:40,806
Yeah, I wish he was around,
but it's kind of nice
370
00:28:40,849 --> 00:28:43,634
to know that it's my show
for a little bit too.
371
00:29:13,577 --> 00:29:15,754
- We're moving from village to
village pushing in kilometer
372
00:29:15,797 --> 00:29:19,018
by kilometer coming up the
Euphrates River forcing
373
00:29:19,061 --> 00:29:22,804
ISIS into a defensive
posture within Raqqa
374
00:29:22,848 --> 00:29:24,023
where we will finish them.
375
00:29:26,112 --> 00:29:29,419
We're a quick response force
moving through villages
376
00:29:29,463 --> 00:29:30,943
and going house to house,
377
00:29:30,986 --> 00:29:32,205
and we just move as
fast as we can.
378
00:29:44,652 --> 00:29:47,611
ISIS is well known for their
tunnel systems.
379
00:29:48,612 --> 00:29:50,832
They can tactically withdraw
from one side of the city
380
00:29:50,876 --> 00:29:52,225
and appear on the other
side of the city
381
00:29:52,268 --> 00:29:53,966
within minutes sometimes.
382
00:29:56,098 --> 00:29:57,708
If we're meeting any
resistance or we're
383
00:29:57,752 --> 00:29:59,362
seeing anything sketchy,
384
00:29:59,406 --> 00:30:01,408
we're calling in air
support.
385
00:30:02,409 --> 00:30:04,846
Oh, whee!
386
00:30:04,890 --> 00:30:05,891
The U.S. has been
stepping up
387
00:30:05,934 --> 00:30:07,109
their air support,
388
00:30:07,153 --> 00:30:09,198
and ISIS is steadily
retreating from us.
389
00:30:12,288 --> 00:30:14,682
I'm very optimistic about
this new arrangement.
390
00:30:15,726 --> 00:30:17,859
What I'm looking most forward to
is fighting inside of Raqqa,
391
00:30:17,903 --> 00:30:18,773
liberating the city.
392
00:30:20,470 --> 00:30:22,168
- 40 kilometers to Raqqa.
Here we go.
393
00:30:28,652 --> 00:30:30,698
- Yesterday I was reading one
of these serial tags.
394
00:30:30,741 --> 00:30:32,178
This is a Ford.
395
00:30:33,005 --> 00:30:36,399
Made at home in Detroit,
Ford F550 Guardian.
396
00:30:38,184 --> 00:30:41,970
Earlier today we
were mortared.
397
00:30:42,014 --> 00:30:43,885
We haven't located the
perpetrators.
398
00:31:23,751 --> 00:31:24,752
- Wait, wait, wait.
399
00:31:24,795 --> 00:31:25,361
Wait.
400
00:31:51,170 --> 00:31:53,868
- I hate talking about
my emotions,
401
00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:54,956
can't you tell?
402
00:31:58,786 --> 00:32:02,964
Pete's been in Iraq since
a year ago last November,
403
00:32:03,008 --> 00:32:05,488
and I'm anxious to reconnect
emotionally would
404
00:32:05,532 --> 00:32:07,012
be the best way to put it.
405
00:32:08,361 --> 00:32:11,625
When Peter was nine and his
brother was ten,
406
00:32:11,668 --> 00:32:13,757
his father and
I got separated.
407
00:32:15,585 --> 00:32:19,502
That was tough for the boys,
and they were angry.
408
00:32:21,026 --> 00:32:23,593
He had a huge fight with
his father and myself.
409
00:32:23,637 --> 00:32:25,813
It was one of the few things
we agreed on that Peter
410
00:32:25,856 --> 00:32:27,989
wanted to join the
Marines in January
411
00:32:28,033 --> 00:32:29,512
of his senior year of
high school.
412
00:32:30,165 --> 00:32:33,386
So we always knew it was
going to happen.
413
00:32:33,429 --> 00:32:35,083
When he gets something
in his head and he's
414
00:32:35,127 --> 00:32:36,693
passionate about it,
there's no stopping him.
415
00:32:41,611 --> 00:32:44,223
It's hard to answer a lot of
questions about him,
416
00:32:44,266 --> 00:32:47,400
because I don't know
necessarily who he is
417
00:32:47,443 --> 00:32:48,705
compared to who he was
a year ago.
418
00:32:49,489 --> 00:32:50,272
Pete!
419
00:32:51,273 --> 00:32:53,449
This is a new man
that's here,
420
00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,364
and I'm anxious to see
what that's like.
421
00:32:57,453 --> 00:32:58,106
- Hi, Mom!
422
00:32:58,150 --> 00:32:59,238
- Hi, Pete!
423
00:33:07,072 --> 00:33:08,769
- Nice to meet you.
424
00:33:09,291 --> 00:33:11,076
- I'm meeting Alex for
the first time.
425
00:33:11,119 --> 00:33:12,991
She's incredibly significant
in his life.
426
00:33:22,348 --> 00:33:23,218
- Gross.
427
00:33:24,176 --> 00:33:25,394
- Go shower.
428
00:33:26,221 --> 00:33:27,135
- What?
429
00:33:28,832 --> 00:33:32,575
First time I met Alex, it was
really muddy and crappy out.
430
00:33:33,794 --> 00:33:35,796
There was three old ladies
helping their
431
00:33:35,839 --> 00:33:37,580
children across
the street.
432
00:33:38,364 --> 00:33:39,843
It's cold, and these old ladies
are in sandals.
433
00:33:40,931 --> 00:33:43,760
I was about to get out of my
truck and go help them across,
434
00:33:43,804 --> 00:33:45,806
then Alex came out of
nowhere and just starts
435
00:33:45,849 --> 00:33:48,069
like moving the kids.
436
00:33:48,113 --> 00:33:51,203
And I was like,
I am in trouble.
437
00:33:53,901 --> 00:33:55,598
She's got bigger balls than
most of the guys I know.
438
00:33:58,210 --> 00:34:01,082
- I want to Iraq looking
for stories.
439
00:34:01,126 --> 00:34:02,562
I heard from some of the other
journalists that there
440
00:34:02,605 --> 00:34:05,130
were two American medics
treating casualties in
441
00:34:05,173 --> 00:34:08,220
the battle for Mosul,
442
00:34:08,263 --> 00:34:10,091
so I called them up and
they said come out.
443
00:34:12,006 --> 00:34:14,922
When you work in these
high-stress situations,
444
00:34:14,965 --> 00:34:17,490
I think you get to know
people really quickly.
445
00:34:17,533 --> 00:34:19,840
You see their good sides,
you see their bad sides.
446
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:24,149
I didn't have any feelings for
him when we first met,
447
00:34:24,192 --> 00:34:25,541
but the more we
worked together,
448
00:34:25,585 --> 00:34:27,587
the more I saw him
as like a really
449
00:34:27,630 --> 00:34:30,329
great leader
and a great man.
450
00:34:30,372 --> 00:34:32,722
Someone who has
compassion, drive,
451
00:34:32,766 --> 00:34:35,073
and that's what really
drew me to him.
452
00:34:37,292 --> 00:34:38,424
I think he has a really
good heart.
453
00:34:42,732 --> 00:34:43,559
- Yeah.
454
00:34:43,603 --> 00:34:44,473
I'm a male version
of her.
455
00:34:48,260 --> 00:34:50,305
- I can tell he's calmer when
I'm with him than when
456
00:34:50,349 --> 00:34:54,135
I'm away in England or Germany
or somewhere else working.
457
00:34:56,224 --> 00:34:58,139
On Valentine's Day he called
me and he's like,
458
00:34:58,183 --> 00:34:59,488
I need to leave,
I need to get out.
459
00:35:00,881 --> 00:35:02,404
I was like, then I'll come
with you.
460
00:35:02,448 --> 00:35:03,710
- Oh, my God.
461
00:35:05,233 --> 00:35:09,629
Soon as I got here, it was just
like stress melting away.
462
00:35:09,672 --> 00:35:12,284
I got on that couch,
my mom sat right there,
463
00:35:12,327 --> 00:35:14,024
and it was just easy
as could be.
464
00:35:17,027 --> 00:35:18,028
- We're gonna go dancing!
- Yes.
465
00:35:22,207 --> 00:35:23,599
- You know how you go
south from here.
466
00:35:23,643 --> 00:35:24,818
- Mm-hmm.
467
00:35:24,861 --> 00:35:26,733
- And on the right.
468
00:35:26,776 --> 00:35:29,127
You're not listening,
you're mooning over--
469
00:35:29,170 --> 00:35:31,781
- Mooning?
Swooning.
470
00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:34,915
- As much as I'd love to have
him here and want to
471
00:35:34,958 --> 00:35:37,265
hold him and want todo all of
that at the same time,
472
00:35:37,309 --> 00:35:39,311
he's gonna be
gone, you know, in two days,
473
00:35:39,354 --> 00:35:42,618
so this is just come here,
chill, try to get you relaxed.
474
00:35:45,795 --> 00:35:46,927
- That was between
deployments.
475
00:35:46,970 --> 00:35:48,842
- No, that was right
before the first.
476
00:35:48,885 --> 00:35:50,931
I was like, "Dad, I'm going on
deployment in a couple weeks,
477
00:35:50,974 --> 00:35:52,585
and there's something
I really have to tell you."
478
00:35:52,628 --> 00:35:54,108
And I just sent him
a picture of me with this
479
00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:56,197
perfect little blonde child,
480
00:35:56,241 --> 00:35:58,634
which looked like
it could've been my kid.
481
00:35:58,678 --> 00:36:01,071
He, like, calls my brother
and was like,
482
00:36:01,115 --> 00:36:02,203
"What do you know
about this?"
483
00:36:02,247 --> 00:36:04,118
He's like, "Oh, my God,
he told you?"
484
00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:05,380
[phone ringing]
485
00:36:05,424 --> 00:36:07,904
- And he calls and he
goes, Mom--
486
00:36:10,168 --> 00:36:10,603
- Who is it?
487
00:36:12,257 --> 00:36:13,214
- Hello?
488
00:36:14,563 --> 00:36:17,784
- The intensity of what is
happening in Mosul,
489
00:36:17,827 --> 00:36:21,788
he feels so responsible to be
the one that saves these lives,
490
00:36:21,831 --> 00:36:23,006
and if they don't get it
491
00:36:23,050 --> 00:36:25,400
right they're not gonna
save the lives.
492
00:36:27,010 --> 00:36:30,100
- Apparently there's a problem
which no one's told me about,
493
00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:32,668
I guess because they're trying
to let me enjoy vacation.
494
00:36:32,712 --> 00:36:33,452
- What are you
supposed to do?
495
00:36:45,812 --> 00:36:47,640
- This is the ridiculousness
of the situation.
496
00:36:49,468 --> 00:36:52,601
Other international
medical groups
497
00:36:52,645 --> 00:36:56,736
could not, would not
go into Mosul.
498
00:36:56,779 --> 00:36:57,302
We went in there.
499
00:36:59,129 --> 00:36:59,652
- Derek.
500
00:37:01,871 --> 00:37:02,959
- Hey, where are you guys?
501
00:37:14,319 --> 00:37:18,192
- We are now being told that
I am unqualified,
502
00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:22,631
half of our team is unqualified,
and that it would be better
503
00:37:22,675 --> 00:37:26,766
to have no medical staff there
than the ones that are not
504
00:37:26,809 --> 00:37:29,203
deemed by the international
medical community
505
00:37:29,247 --> 00:37:30,465
to be qualified.
506
00:37:33,033 --> 00:37:34,121
What the fuck?
507
00:37:38,386 --> 00:37:38,865
- Where's IV?
Where's IV?
508
00:37:41,041 --> 00:37:42,521
- For two months we were left
alone because no one
509
00:37:42,564 --> 00:37:44,305
had the balls to come in
there and do this.
510
00:37:45,350 --> 00:37:46,612
Now they're telling
me personally,
511
00:37:46,655 --> 00:37:48,788
[bleep] yeah, my ego
comes into this,
512
00:37:48,831 --> 00:37:50,006
that we're not qualified.
513
00:37:51,617 --> 00:37:53,401
Bureaucracy,
it's just arrogance.
514
00:38:04,804 --> 00:38:08,503
- The ridiculousness that I have
to through just to get
515
00:38:08,547 --> 00:38:11,898
supplies to people on
the front line who
516
00:38:11,941 --> 00:38:14,466
are treating civilians,
it's fucking insane.
517
00:38:17,686 --> 00:38:20,994
[yelling]
[bleep] me.
518
00:38:23,388 --> 00:38:24,389
Ah, I need a minute.
519
00:38:37,576 --> 00:38:39,969
- When it comes to
stress of the job,
520
00:38:40,013 --> 00:38:44,887
he makes his work his life,
and I've seen that explode.
521
00:38:46,628 --> 00:38:48,891
He's not good at knowing
when there needs to
522
00:38:48,935 --> 00:38:52,242
be some sort of breather.
523
00:38:54,549 --> 00:38:55,681
- All right.
524
00:38:55,724 --> 00:38:56,812
We're just gonna run
across this road.
525
00:38:56,856 --> 00:38:57,770
All right, now.
526
00:38:59,467 --> 00:39:01,077
Run in the bar
and lock the door.
527
00:39:03,079 --> 00:39:03,819
Cheers.
528
00:39:04,951 --> 00:39:06,474
The other day she
was sitting there,
529
00:39:06,518 --> 00:39:07,693
and she was like,
"Are you okay?"
530
00:39:07,736 --> 00:39:11,392
I was like, "No.
"I think I wanna cry."
531
00:39:11,436 --> 00:39:14,134
She was like,
"Okay, then cry."
532
00:39:14,177 --> 00:39:14,830
I cried.
533
00:39:16,266 --> 00:39:17,790
So instead of just being like,
no, fuck you, crying,
534
00:39:17,833 --> 00:39:20,836
like sadness, like uh,
535
00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:23,926
pushing it deep down inside,
I was letting it happen.
536
00:39:24,927 --> 00:39:26,189
Holy crap, that was fast.
537
00:39:26,233 --> 00:39:27,234
Thank you.
538
00:39:28,844 --> 00:39:31,891
That's the first time in
a long time I thought-
539
00:39:31,934 --> 00:39:33,458
- You got a little vampire
drool there.
540
00:39:34,676 --> 00:39:37,940
Holy shit, if I wanna be
with this woman,
541
00:39:37,984 --> 00:39:40,421
I have got to be better.
542
00:39:51,432 --> 00:39:53,608
In my personal life I'm pretty
bad at finishing things.
543
00:39:55,349 --> 00:39:56,350
Mosul isn't done.
544
00:39:58,961 --> 00:40:00,528
- No, I'm not.
I'm a journalist.
545
00:40:08,188 --> 00:40:10,277
- What else could I do
with my life?
546
00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:13,454
I'm 27, I don't even have
a bachelor's degree.
547
00:40:13,498 --> 00:40:15,848
I got four years of
Marine Corp.
548
00:40:15,891 --> 00:40:17,153
Alex, this is Nick.
549
00:40:17,197 --> 00:40:18,328
- Hi, nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
550
00:40:18,372 --> 00:40:19,852
- He's also a former Marine.
551
00:40:19,895 --> 00:40:20,896
- Yeah, Iraq and Afghanistan.
552
00:40:20,940 --> 00:40:21,767
- Nice.
553
00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:26,467
- What in the world could I
possibly be doing that
554
00:40:26,511 --> 00:40:28,295
would make a bigger
impact on other people's
555
00:40:28,338 --> 00:40:29,731
lives than what I'm
doing right now?
556
00:40:35,868 --> 00:40:39,480
[gunfire]
557
00:41:24,873 --> 00:41:28,877
- I think spending four years in
a combat role definitely
558
00:41:28,921 --> 00:41:29,878
has defined who I am.
559
00:41:31,750 --> 00:41:33,534
For the most part,
what I know is what I've
560
00:41:33,578 --> 00:41:34,927
seen on the front line.
561
00:41:39,627 --> 00:41:42,369
I'm here as a selfish individual
going to warzones.
562
00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:49,985
- To do bad things to
bad people.
563
00:42:02,389 --> 00:42:07,263
- Ooh, Goddamn!
It's time to saddle up.
564
00:42:09,483 --> 00:42:11,093
Oh, whoo-hoo!
42954
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